Hefumbledinhispocket,drewouthispurse,openedit,andtookoutasmallkey;heinsertedthekeyinalockwhoseaperturecouldhardlybeseen,sohiddenwasitinthemostsombretonesofthedesignwhichcoveredthewall—paper;asecretreceptacleopened,asortoffalsecupboardconstructedintheanglebetweenthewallandthechimney—piece;inthishiding—placethereweresomerags——
abluelinenblouse,anoldpairoftrousers,anoldknapsack,andahugethorncudgelshodwithironatbothends。ThosewhohadseenJeanValjeanattheepochwhenhepassedthroughD————
inOctober,1815,couldeasilyhaverecognizedallthepiecesofthismiserableoutfit。
Hehadpreservedthemashehadpreservedthesilvercandlesticks,inordertoremindhimselfcontinuallyofhisstarting—point,buthehadconcealedallthatcamefromthegalleys,andhehadallowedthecandlestickswhichcamefromtheBishoptobeseen。
Hecastafurtiveglancetowardsthedoor,asthoughhefearedthatitwouldopeninspiteoftheboltwhichfastenedit;then,withaquickandabruptmovement,hetookthewholeinhisarmsatonce,withoutbestowingsomuchasaglanceonthethingswhichhehadsoreligiouslyandsoperilouslypreservedforsomanyyears,andflungthemall,rags,cudgel,knapsack,intothefire。
Heclosedthefalsecupboardagain,andwithredoubledprecautions,henceforthunnecessary,sinceitwasnowempty,heconcealedthedoorbehindaheavypieceoffurniture,whichhepushedinfrontofit。
Afterthelapseofafewseconds,theroomandtheoppositewallwerelightedupwithafierce,red,tremulousglow。Everythingwasonfire;thethorncudgelsnappedandthrewoutsparkstothemiddleofthechamber。
Astheknapsackwasconsumed,togetherwiththehideousragswhichitcontained,itrevealedsomethingwhichsparkledintheashes。
Bybendingover,onecouldhavereadilyrecognizedacoin,——nodoubttheforty—soupiecestolenfromthelittleSavoyard。
Hedidnotlookatthefire,butpacedbackandforthwiththesamestep。
Allatoncehiseyefellonthetwosilvercandlesticks,whichshonevaguelyonthechimney—piece,throughtheglow。
"Hold!"hethought;"thewholeofJeanValjeanisstillinthem。
Theymustbedestroyedalso。"
Heseizedthetwocandlesticks。
Therewasstillfireenoughtoallowoftheirbeingputoutofshape,andconvertedintoasortofunrecognizablebarofmetal。
Hebentoverthehearthandwarmedhimselfforamoment。Hefeltasenseofrealcomfort。"Howgoodwarmthis!"saidhe。
Hestirredthelivecoalswithoneofthecandlesticks。
Aminutemore,andtheywerebothinthefire。
Atthatmomentitseemedtohimthatheheardavoicewithinhimshouting:"JeanValjean!JeanValjean!"
Hishairroseupright:hebecamelikeamanwhoislisteningtosometerriblething。
"Yes,that’sit!finish!"saidthevoice。"Completewhatyouareabout!Destroythesecandlesticks!Annihilatethissouvenir!
ForgettheBishop!Forgeteverything!DestroythisChampmathieu,do!
Thatisright!Applaudyourself!Soitissettled,resolved,fixed,agreed:hereisanoldmanwhodoesnotknowwhatiswantedofhim,whohas,perhaps,donenothing,aninnocentman,whosewholemisfortuneliesinyourname,uponwhomyournameweighslikeacrime,whoisabouttobetakenforyou,whowillbecondemned,whowillfinishhisdaysinabjectnessandhorror。Thatisgood!
Beanhonestmanyourself;remainMonsieurleMaire;remainhonorableandhonored;enrichthetown;nourishtheindigent;reartheorphan;
livehappy,virtuous,andadmired;and,duringthistime,whileyouarehereinthemidstofjoyandlight,therewillbeamanwhowillwearyourredblouse,whowillbearyournameinignominy,andwhowilldragyourchaininthegalleys。Yes,itiswellarrangedthus。Ah,wretch!"
Theperspirationstreamedfromhisbrow。Hefixedahaggardeyeonthecandlesticks。Butthatwithinhimwhichhadspokenhadnotfinished。Thevoicecontinued:——
"JeanValjean,therewillbearoundyoumanyvoices,whichwillmakeagreatnoise,whichwilltalkveryloud,andwhichwillblessyou,andonlyonewhichnoonewillhear,andwhichwillcurseyouinthedark。Well!listen,infamousman!Allthosebenedictionswillfallbackbeforetheyreachheaven,andonlythemaledictionwillascendtoGod。"
Thisvoice,feebleatfirst,andwhichhadproceededfromthemostobscuredepthsofhisconscience,hadgraduallybecomestartlingandformidable,andhenowhearditinhisveryear。Itseemedtohimthatithaddetacheditselffromhim,andthatitwasnowspeakingoutsideofhim。Hethoughtthatheheardthelastwordssodistinctly,thatheglancedaroundtheroominasortofterror。
"Isthereanyonehere?"hedemandedaloud,inutterbewilderment。
Thenheresumed,withalaughwhichresembledthatofanidiot:——
"HowstupidIam!Therecanbenoone!"
Therewassomeone;butthepersonwhowastherewasofthosewhomthehumaneyecannotsee。
Heplacedthecandlesticksonthechimney—piece。
Thenheresumedhismonotonousandlugubrioustramp,whichtroubledthedreamsofthesleepingmanbeneathhim,andawokehimwithastart。
Thistrampingtoandfrosoothedandatthesametimeintoxicatedhim。
Itsometimesseems,onsupremeoccasions,asthoughpeoplemovedaboutforthepurposeofaskingadviceofeverythingthattheymayencounterbychangeofplace。Afterthelapseofafewminuteshenolongerknewhisposition。
Henowrecoiledinequalterrorbeforeboththeresolutionsatwhichhehadarrivedinturn。Thetwoideaswhichcounselledhimappearedtohimequallyfatal。Whatafatality!WhatconjunctionthatthatChampmathieushouldhavebeentakenforhim;tobeoverwhelmedbypreciselythemeanswhichProvidenceseemedtohaveemployed,atfirst,tostrengthenhisposition!
Therewasamomentwhenhereflectedonthefuture。Denouncehimself,greatGod!Deliverhimselfup!Withimmensedespairhefacedallthatheshouldbeobligedtoleave,allthatheshouldbeobligedtotakeuponcemore。Heshouldhavetobidfarewelltothatexistencewhichwassogood,sopure,soradiant,totherespectofall,tohonor,toliberty。Heshouldnevermorestrollinthefields;
heshouldnevermorehearthebirdssinginthemonthofMay;
heshouldnevermorebestowalmsonthelittlechildren;
heshouldnevermoreexperiencethesweetnessofhavingglancesofgratitudeandlovefixeduponhim;heshouldquitthathousewhichhehadbuilt,thatlittlechamber!Everythingseemedcharmingtohimatthatmoment。Neveragainshouldhereadthosebooks;
nevermoreshouldhewriteonthatlittletableofwhitewood;
hisoldportress,theonlyservantwhomhekept,wouldnevermorebringhimhiscoffeeinthemorning。GreatGod!insteadofthat,theconvictgang,theironnecklet,theredwaistcoat,thechainonhisankle,fatigue,thecell,thecampbedallthosehorrorswhichheknewsowell!Athisage,afterhavingbeenwhathewas!
Ifhewereonlyyoungagain!buttobeaddressedinhisoldageas"thou"byanyonewhopleased;tobesearchedbytheconvict—guard;
toreceivethegalley—sergeant’scudgellings;toweariron—boundshoesonhisbarefeet;tohavetostretchouthislegnightandmorningtothehammeroftheroundsmanwhovisitsthegang;
tosubmittothecuriosityofstrangers,whowouldbetold:"ThatmanyonderisthefamousJeanValjean,whowasmayorofM。surM。";
andatnight,drippingwithperspiration,overwhelmedwithlassitude,theirgreencapsdrawnovertheireyes,toremount,twobytwo,theladderstaircaseofthegalleysbeneaththesergeant’swhip。
Oh,whatmisery!Candestiny,then,beasmaliciousasanintelligentbeing,andbecomeasmonstrousasthehumanheart?
Anddowhathewould,healwaysfellbackupontheheartrendingdilemmawhichlayatthefoundationofhisrevery:"Shouldheremaininparadiseandbecomeademon?Shouldhereturntohellandbecomeanangel?"
Whatwastobedone?GreatGod!whatwastobedone?
Thetormentfromwhichhehadescapedwithsomuchdifficultywasunchainedafreshwithinhim。Hisideasbegantogrowconfusedoncemore;theyassumedakindofstupefiedandmechanicalqualitywhichispeculiartodespair。ThenameofRomainvillerecurredincessantlytohismind,withthetwoversesofasongwhichhehadheardinthepast。HethoughtthatRomainvillewasalittlegrovenearParis,whereyoungloversgotoplucklilacsinthemonthofApril。
Hewaveredoutwardlyaswellasinwardly。Hewalkedlikealittlechildwhoispermittedtotoddlealone。
Atintervals,ashecombatedhislassitude,hemadeanefforttorecoverthemasteryofhismind。Hetriedtoputtohimself,forthelasttime,anddefinitely,theproblemoverwhichhehad,inamanner,fallenprostratewithfatigue:Oughthetodenouncehimself?Oughthetoholdhispeace?Hecouldnotmanagetoseeanythingdistinctly。Thevagueaspectsofallthecoursesofreasoningwhichhadbeensketchedoutbyhismeditationsquiveredandvanished,oneaftertheother,intosmoke。Heonlyfeltthat,towhatevercourseofactionhemadeuphismind,somethinginhimmustdie,andthatofnecessity,andwithouthisbeingabletoescapethefact;thathewasenteringasepulchreontherighthandasmuchasontheleft;thathewaspassingthroughadeathagony,——
theagonyofhishappiness,ortheagonyofhisvirtue。
Alas!allhisresolutionhadagaintakenpossessionofhim。
Hewasnofurtheradvancedthanatthebeginning。
Thusdidthisunhappysoulstruggleinitsanguish。
Eighteenhundredyearsbeforethisunfortunateman,themysteriousBeinginwhomaresummedupallthesanctitiesandallthesufferingsofhumanityhadalsolongthrustasidewithhishand,whiletheolive—treesquiveredinthewildwindoftheinfinite,theterriblecupwhichappearedtoHimdrippingwithdarknessandoverflowingwithshadowsinthedepthsallstuddedwithstars。
CHAPTERIV
FORMSASSUMEDBYSUFFERINGDURINGSLEEP
Threeo’clockinthemorninghadjuststruck,andhehadbeenwalkingthusforfivehours,almostuninterruptedly,whenheatlengthallowedhimselftodropintohischair。
Therehefellasleepandhadadream。
Thisdream,likethemajorityofdreams,borenorelationtothesituation,exceptbyitspainfulandheart—rendingcharacter,butitmadeanimpressiononhim。Thisnightmarestruckhimsoforciblythathewroteitdownlateron。Itisoneofthepapersinhisownhandwritingwhichhehasbequeathedtous。Wethinkthatwehaveherereproducedthethinginstrictaccordancewiththetext。
Ofwhatevernaturethisdreammaybe,thehistoryofthisnightwouldbeincompleteifweweretoomitit:itisthegloomyadventureofanailingsoul。
Hereitis。Ontheenvelopewefindthislineinscribed,"TheDreamIhadthatNight。"
"Iwasinaplain;avast,gloomyplain,wheretherewasnograss。
Itdidnotseemtometobedaylightnoryetnight。
"Iwaswalkingwithmybrother,thebrotherofmychildishyears,thebrotherofwhom,Imustsay,Ineverthink,andwhomInowhardlyremember。
"Wewereconversingandwemetsomepassers—by。Weweretalkingofaneighborofoursinformerdays,whohadalwaysworkedwithherwindowopenfromthetimewhenshecametoliveonthestreet。
Aswetalkedwefeltcoldbecauseofthatopenwindow。
"Therewerenotreesintheplain。Wesawamanpassingclosetous。
Hewasentirelynude,ofthehueofashes,andmountedonahorsewhichwasearthcolor。Themanhadnohair;wecouldseehisskullandtheveinsonit。Inhishandheheldaswitchwhichwasassuppleasavine—shootandasheavyasiron。Thishorsemanpassedandsaidnothingtous。
"Mybrothersaidtome,`Letustaketothehollowroad。’
"Thereexistedahollowwaywhereinonesawneitherasingleshrubnoraspearofmoss。Everythingwasdirt—colored,eventhesky。
Afterproceedingafewpaces,IreceivednoreplywhenIspoke:
Iperceivedthatmybrotherwasnolongerwithme。
"IenteredavillagewhichIespied。IreflectedthatitmustbeRomainville。(WhyRomainville?)[5]
[5]ThisparenthesisisduetoJeanValjean。
"ThefirststreetthatIenteredwasdeserted。Ienteredasecondstreet。Behindtheangleformedbythetwostreets,amanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。IsaidtothisMan:——
"`Whatcountryisthis?WhereamI?’Themanmadenoreply。
Isawthedoorofahouseopen,andIentered。
"Thefirstchamberwasdeserted。Ienteredthesecond。Behindthedoorofthischamberamanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。
Iinquiredofthisman,`Whosehouseisthis?WhereamI?’
Themanrepliednot。
"Thehousehadagarden。Iquittedthehouseandenteredthegarden。
Thegardenwasdeserted。BehindthefirsttreeIfoundamanstandingupright。Isaidtothisman,`Whatgardenisthis?
WhereamI?’Themandidnotanswer。
"Istrolledintothevillage,andperceivedthatitwasatown。
Allthestreetsweredeserted,allthedoorswereopen。Notasinglelivingbeingwaspassinginthestreets,walkingthroughthechambersorstrollinginthegardens。Butbehindeachangleofthewalls,behindeachdoor,behindeachtree,stoodasilentman。Onlyonewastobeseenatatime。Thesemenwatchedmepass。
"Ileftthetownandbegantorambleaboutthefields。
"AfterthelapseofsometimeIturnedbackandsawagreatcrowdcomingupbehindme。IrecognizedallthemenwhomIhadseeninthattown。
Theyhadstrangeheads。Theydidnotseemtobeinahurry,yettheywalkedfasterthanIdid。Theymadenonoiseastheywalked。
Inaninstantthiscrowdhadovertakenandsurroundedme。
Thefacesofthesemenwereeartheninhue。
"ThenthefirstonewhomIhadseenandquestionedonenteringthetownsaidtome:——
"`Whitherareyougoing!Doyounotknowthatyouhavebeendeadthislongtime?’
"Iopenedmymouthtoreply,andIperceivedthattherewasnoonenearme。"
Hewoke。Hewasicycold。Awindwhichwaschilllikethebreezeofdawnwasrattlingtheleavesofthewindow,whichhadbeenleftopenontheirhinges。Thefirewasout。Thecandlewasnearingitsend。Itwasstillblacknight。
Herose,hewenttothewindow。Therewerenostarsintheskyevenyet。
Fromhiswindowtheyardofthehouseandthestreetwerevisible。
Asharp,harshnoise,whichmadehimdrophiseyes,resoundedfromtheearth。
Belowhimheperceivedtworedstars,whoserayslengthenedandshortenedinasingularmannerthroughthedarkness。
Ashisthoughtswerestillhalfimmersedinthemistsofsleep,"Hold!"saidhe,"therearenostarsinthesky。Theyareonearthnow。"
Butthisconfusionvanished;asecondsoundsimilartothefirstrousedhimthoroughly;helookedandrecognizedthefactthatthesetwostarswerethelanternsofacarriage。Bythelightwhichtheycasthewasabletodistinguishtheformofthisvehicle。
Itwasatilburyharnessedtoasmallwhitehorse。Thenoisewhichhehadheardwasthetramplingofthehorse’shoofsonthepavement。
"Whatvehicleisthis?"hesaidtohimself。"Whoiscomingheresoearlyinthemorning?"
Atthatmomenttherecamealighttaponthedoorofhischamber。
Heshudderedfromheadtofoot,andcriedinaterriblevoice:——
"Whoisthere?"
Someonesaid:——
"I,MonsieurleMaire。"
Herecognizedthevoiceoftheoldwomanwhowashisportress。
"Well!"hereplied,"whatisit?"
"MonsieurleMaire,itisjustfiveo’clockinthemorning。"
"Whatisthattome?"
"Thecabrioletishere,MonsieurleMaire。"
"Whatcabriolet?"
"Thetilbury。"
"Whattilbury?"
"DidnotMonsieurleMaireorderatilbury?"
"No,"saidhe。
"ThecoachmansaysthathehascomeforMonsieurleMaire。"
"Whatcoachman?"
"M。Scaufflaire’scoachman。"
"M。Scaufflaire?"
Thatnamesentashudderoverhim,asthoughaflashoflightninghadpassedinfrontofhisface。
"Ah!yes,"heresumed;"M。Scaufflaire!"
Iftheoldwomancouldhaveseenhimatthatmoment,shewouldhavebeenfrightened。
Atolerablylongsilenceensued。Heexaminedtheflameofthecandlewithastupidair,andfromaroundthewickhetooksomeoftheburningwax,whichherolledbetweenhisfingers。Theoldwomanwaitedforhim。Sheevenventuredtouplifthervoiceoncemore:——
"WhatamItosay,MonsieurleMaire?"
"Saythatitiswell,andthatIamcomingdown。"
CHAPTERV
HINDRANCES
ThepostingservicefromArrastoM。surM。wasstilloperatedatthisperiodbysmallmail—wagonsofthetimeoftheEmpire。
Thesemail—wagonsweretwo—wheeledcabriolets,upholsteredinsidewithfawn—coloredleather,hungonsprings,andhavingbuttwoseats,oneforthepostboy,theotherforthetraveller。Thewheelswerearmedwiththoselong,offensiveaxleswhichkeepothervehiclesatadistance,andwhichmaystillbeseenontheroadinGermany。
Thedespatchbox,animmenseoblongcoffer,wasplacedbehindthevehicleandformedapartofit。Thiscofferwaspaintedblack,andthecabrioletyellow。
Thesevehicles,whichhavenocounterpartsnowadays,hadsomethingdistortedandhunchbackedaboutthem;andwhenonesawthempassinginthedistance,andclimbingupsomeroadtothehorizon,theyresembledtheinsectswhicharecalled,Ithink,termites,andwhich,thoughwithbutlittlecorselet,dragagreattrainbehindthem。
Buttheytravelledataveryrapidrate。Thepost—wagonwhichsetoutfromArrasatoneo’clockeverynight,afterthemailfromParishadpassed,arrivedatM。surM。alittlebeforefiveo’clockinthemorning。
ThatnightthewagonwhichwasdescendingtoM。surM。bytheHesdinroad,collidedatthecornerofastreet,justasitwasenteringthetown,withalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,whichwasgoingintheoppositedirection,andinwhichtherewasbutoneperson,amanenvelopedinamantle。Thewheelofthetilburyreceivedquiteaviolentshock。Thepostmanshoutedtothemantostop,butthetravellerpaidnoheedandpursuedhisroadatfullgallop。
"Thatmanisinadevilishhurry!"saidthepostman。
Themanthushasteningonwastheonewhomwehavejustseenstrugglinginconvulsionswhicharecertainlydeservingofpity。
Whitherwashegoing?Hecouldnothavetold。Whywashehastening?
Hedidnotknow。Hewasdrivingatrandom,straightahead。Whither?
ToArras,nodoubt;buthemighthavebeengoingelsewhereaswell。
Attimeshewasconsciousofit,andheshuddered。Heplungedintothenightasintoagulf。Somethingurgedhimforward;somethingdrewhimon。Noonecouldhavetoldwhatwastakingplacewithinhim;
everyonewillunderstandit。Whatmanistherewhohasnotentered,atleastonceinhislife,intothatobscurecavernoftheunknown?
However,hehadresolvedonnothing,decidednothing,formednoplan,donenothing。Noneoftheactionsofhisconsciencehadbeendecisive。
Hewas,morethanever,ashehadbeenatthefirstmoment。
WhywashegoingtoArras?
HerepeatedwhathehadalreadysaidtohimselfwhenhehadhiredScaufflaire’scabriolet:that,whatevertheresultwastobe,therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnotseewithhisowneyes,andjudgeofmattersforhimself;thatthiswasevenprudent;
thathemustknowwhattookplace;thatnodecisioncouldbearrivedatwithouthavingobservedandscrutinized;thatonemademountainsoutofeverythingfromadistance;that,atanyrate,whenheshouldhaveseenthatChampmathieu,somewretch,hisconsciencewouldprobablybegreatlyrelievedtoallowhimtogotothegalleysinhisstead;thatJavertwouldindeedbethere;andthatBrevet,thatChenildieu,thatCochepaille,oldconvictswhohadknownhim;
buttheycertainlywouldnotrecognizehim;——bah!whatanidea!
thatJavertwasahundredleaguesfromsuspectingthetruth;
thatallconjecturesandallsuppositionswerefixedonChampmathieu,andthatthereisnothingsoheadstrongassuppositionsandconjectures;
thataccordinglytherewasnodanger。
Thatitwas,nodoubt,adarkmoment,butthatheshouldemergefromit;that,afterall,heheldhisdestiny,howeverbaditmightbe,inhisownhand;thathewasmasterofit。Heclungtothisthought。
Atbottom,totellthewholetruth,hewouldhavepreferrednottogotoArras。
Nevertheless,hewasgoingthither。
Ashemeditated,hewhippeduphishorse,whichwasproceedingatthatfine,regular,andeventrotwhichaccomplishestwoleaguesandahalfanhour。
Inproportionasthecabrioletadvanced,hefeltsomethingwithinhimdrawback。
Atdaybreakhewasintheopencountry;thetownofM。surM。layfarbehindhim。Hewatchedthehorizongrowwhite;hestaredatallthechillyfiguresofawinter’sdawnastheypassedbeforehiseyes,butwithoutseeingthem。Themorninghasitsspectresaswellastheevening。Hedidnotseethem;butwithouthisbeingawareofit,andbymeansofasortofpenetrationwhichwasalmostphysical,theseblacksilhouettesoftreesandofhillsaddedsomegloomyandsinisterqualitytotheviolentstateofhissoul。
Eachtimethathepassedoneofthoseisolateddwellingswhichsometimesborderonthehighway,hesaidtohimself,"Andyettherearepeopletherewithinwhoaresleeping!"
Thetrotofthehorse,thebellsontheharness,thewheelsontheroad,producedagentle,monotonousnoise。Thesethingsarecharmingwhenoneisjoyous,andlugubriouswhenoneissad。
ItwasbroaddaylightwhenhearrivedatHesdin。Hehaltedinfrontoftheinn,toallowthehorseabreathingspell,andtohavehimgivensomeoats。
Thehorsebelonged,asScaufflairehadsaid,tothatsmallraceoftheBoulonnais,whichhastoomuchhead,toomuchbelly,andnotenoughneckandshoulders,butwhichhasabroadchest,alargecrupper,thin,finelegs,andsolidhoofs——ahomely,butarobustandhealthyrace。Theexcellentbeasthadtravelledfiveleaguesintwohours,andhadnotadropofsweatonhisloins。
Hedidnotgetoutofthetilbury。Thestablemanwhobroughttheoatssuddenlybentdownandexaminedtheleftwheel。
"Areyougoingfarinthiscondition?"saidtheman。
Hereplied,withanairofnothavingrousedhimselffromhisrevery:——
"Why?"
"Haveyoucomefromagreatdistance?"wentontheman。
"Fiveleagues。"
"Ah!"
"Whydoyousay,`Ah?’"
Themanbentdownoncemore,wassilentforamoment,withhiseyesfixedonthewheel;thenheroseerectandsaid:——
"Because,thoughthiswheelhastravelledfiveleagues,itcertainlywillnottravelanotherquarterofaleague。"
Hesprangoutofthetilbury。
"Whatisthatyousay,myfriend?"
"Isaythatitisamiraclethatyoushouldhavetravelledfiveleagueswithoutyouandyourhorserollingintosomeditchonthehighway。
Justseehere!"
Thewheelreallyhadsufferedseriousdamage。Theshockadministeredbythemail—wagonhadsplittwospokesandstrainedthehub,sothatthenutnolongerheldfirm。
"Myfriend,"hesaidtothestableman,"isthereawheelwrighthere?"
"Certainly,sir。"
"Dometheservicetogoandfetchhim。"
"Heisonlyastepfromhere。Hey!MasterBourgaillard!"
MasterBourgaillard,thewheelwright,wasstandingonhisownthreshold。
Hecame,examinedthewheelandmadeagrimacelikeasurgeonwhenthelatterthinksalimbisbroken。
"Canyourepairthiswheelimmediately?"
"Yes,sir。"
"WhencanIsetoutagain?"
"To—morrow。"
"To—morrow!"
"Thereisalongday’sworkonit。Areyouinahurry,sir?"
"Inaverygreathurry。Imustsetoutagaininanhouratthelatest。"
"Impossible,sir。"
"Iwillpaywhateveryouask。"
"Impossible。"
"Well,intwohours,then。"
"Impossibleto—day。Twonewspokesandahubmustbemade。
Monsieurwillnotbeabletostartbeforeto—morrowmorning。"
"Themattercannotwaituntilto—morrow。Whatifyouweretoreplacethiswheelinsteadofrepairingit?"
"Howso?"
"Youareawheelwright?"
"Certainly,sir。"
"Haveyounotawheelthatyoucansellme?ThenIcouldstartagainatonce。"
"Asparewheel?"
"Yes。"
"Ihavenowheelonhandthatwouldfityourcabriolet。Twowheelsmakeapair。Twowheelscannotbeputtogetherhap—hazard。"
"Inthatcase,sellmeapairofwheels。"
"Notallwheelsfitallaxles,sir。"
"Try,nevertheless。"
"Itisuseless,sir。Ihavenothingtosellbutcart—wheels。Wearebutapoorcountryhere。"
"Haveyouacabrioletthatyoucanletmehave?"
Thewheelwrighthadseenatthefirstglancethatthetilburywasahiredvehicle。Heshruggedhisshoulders。
"Youtreatthecabrioletsthatpeopleletyousowell!IfIhadone,Iwouldnotletittoyou!"
"Well,sellittome,then。"
"Ihavenone。"
"What!notevenaspring—cart?Iamnothardtoplease,asyousee。"
"Weliveinapoorcountry。Thereis,intruth,"addedthewheelwright,"anoldcalashundertheshedyonder,whichbelongstoabourgeoisofthetown,whogaveittometotakecareof,andwhoonlyusesitonthethirty—sixthofthemonth——never,thatistosay。Imightletthattoyou,forwhatmattersittome?Butthebourgeoismustnotseeitpass——andthen,itisacalash;itwouldrequiretwohorses。"
"Iwilltaketwopost—horses。"
"WhereisMonsieurgoing?"
"ToArras。"
"AndMonsieurwishestoreachthereto—day?"
"Yes,ofcourse。"
"Bytakingtwopost—horses?"
"Whynot?"
"DoesitmakeanydifferencewhetherMonsieurarrivesatfouro’clockto—morrowmorning?"
"Certainlynot。"
"Thereisonethingtobesaidaboutthat,yousee,bytakingpost—horses——
Monsieurhashispassport?"
"Yes。"
"Well,bytakingpost—horses,MonsieurcannotreachArrasbeforeto—morrow。Weareonacross—road。Therelaysarebadlyserved,thehorsesareinthefields。Theseasonforploughingisjustbeginning;heavyteamsarerequired,andhorsesareseizeduponeverywhere,fromthepostaswellaselsewhere。Monsieurwillhavetowaitthreeorfourhoursattheleastateveryrelay。
And,then,theydriveatawalk。Therearemanyhillstoascend。"
"Comethen,Iwillgoonhorseback。Unharnessthecabriolet。
Someonecansurelysellmeasaddleintheneighborhood。"
"Withoutdoubt。Butwillthishorsebearthesaddle?"
"Thatistrue;youremindmeofthat;hewillnotbearit。"
"Then——"
"ButIcansurelyhireahorseinthevillage?"
"AhorsetotraveltoArrasatonestretch?"
"Yes。"
"Thatwouldrequiresuchahorseasdoesnotexistintheseparts。
Youwouldhavetobuyittobeginwith,becausenooneknowsyou。
Butyouwillnotfindoneforsalenortolet,forfivehundredfrancs,orforathousand。"
"WhatamItodo?"
"Thebestthingistoletmerepairthewheellikeanhonestman,andsetoutonyourjourneyto—morrow。"
"To—morrowwillbetoolate。"
"Thedeuce!"
"Istherenotamail—wagonwhichrunstoArras?Whenwillitpass?"
"To—night。Boththepostspassatnight;theonegoingaswellastheonecoming。"
"What!Itwilltakeyouadaytomendthiswheel?"
"Aday,andagoodlongone。"
"Ifyousettwomentowork?"
"IfIsettenmentowork。"
"Whatifthespokesweretobetiedtogetherwithropes?"
"Thatcouldbedonewiththespokes,notwiththehub;andthefellyisinabadstate,too。"
"Isthereanyoneinthisvillagewholetsoutteams?"
"No。"
"Isthereanotherwheelwright?"
Thestablemanandthewheelwrightrepliedinconcert,withatossofthehead"No。"
Hefeltanimmensejoy。
ItwasevidentthatProvidencewasintervening。Thatitwasitwhohadbrokenthewheelofthetilburyandwhowasstoppinghimontheroad。Hehadnotyieldedtothissortoffirstsummons;
hehadjustmadeeverypossibleefforttocontinuethejourney;
hehadloyallyandscrupulouslyexhaustedallmeans;hehadbeendeterredneitherbytheseason,norfatigue,norbytheexpense;
hehadnothingwithwhichtoreproachhimself。Ifhewentnofurther,thatwasnofaultofhis。Itdidnotconcernhimfurther。
Itwasnolongerhisfault。Itwasnottheactofhisownconscience,buttheactofProvidence。
Hebreathedagain。HebreathedfreelyandtothefullextentofhislungsforthefirsttimesinceJavert’svisit。Itseemedtohimthatthehandofironwhichhadheldhisheartinitsgraspforthelasttwentyhourshadjustreleasedhim。
ItseemedtohimthatGodwasforhimnow,andwasmanifestingHimself。
Hesaidhimselfthathehaddoneallhecould,andthatnowhehadnothingtodobutretracehisstepsquietly。
Ifhisconversationwiththewheelwrighthadtakenplaceinachamberoftheinn,itwouldhavehadnowitnesses,noonewouldhaveheardhim,thingswouldhaverestedthere,anditisprobablethatweshouldnothavehadtorelateanyoftheoccurrenceswhichthereaderisabouttoperuse;butthisconversationhadtakenplaceinthestreet。
Anycolloquyinthestreetinevitablyattractsacrowd。Therearealwayspeoplewhoasknothingbetterthantobecomespectators。
Whilehewasquestioningthewheelwright,somepeoplewhowerepassingbackandforthhaltedaroundthem。Afterlisteningforafewminutes,ayounglad,towhomnoonehadpaidanyheed,detachedhimselffromthegroupandranoff。
Atthemomentwhenthetraveller,aftertheinwarddeliberationwhichwehavejustdescribed,resolvedtoretracehissteps,thischildreturned。Hewasaccompaniedbyanoldwoman。
"Monsieur,"saidthewoman,"myboytellsmethatyouwishtohireacabriolet。"
Thesesimplewordsutteredbyanoldwomanledbyachildmadetheperspirationtrickledownhislimbs。Hethoughtthathebeheldthehandwhichhadrelaxeditsgraspreappearinthedarknessbehindhim,readytoseizehimoncemore。
Heanswered:——
"Yes,mygoodwoman;IaminsearchofacabrioletwhichIcanhire。"
Andhehastenedtoadd:——
"Butthereisnoneintheplace。"
"Certainlythereis,"saidtheoldwoman。
"Where?"interpolatedthewheelwright。
"Atmyhouse,"repliedtheoldwoman。
Heshuddered。Thefatalhandhadgraspedhimagain。
Theoldwomanreallyhadinhershedasortofbasketspring—cart。
Thewheelwrightandthestable—man,indespairattheprospectofthetravellerescapingtheirclutches,interfered。
"Itwasafrightfuloldtrap;itrestsflatontheaxle;itisanactualfactthattheseatsweresuspendedinsideitbyleatherthongs;
theraincameintoit;thewheelswererustedandeatenwithmoisture;
itwouldnotgomuchfurtherthanthetilbury;aregularramshackleoldstage—wagon;thegentlemanwouldmakeagreatmistakeifhetrustedhimselftoit,"etc。,etc。
Allthiswastrue;butthistrap,thisramshackleoldvehicle,thisthing,whateveritwas,ranonitstwowheelsandcouldgotoArras。
Hepaidwhatwasasked,leftthetilburywiththewheelwrighttoberepaired,intendingtoreclaimitonhisreturn,hadthewhitehorseputtothecart,climbedintoit,andresumedtheroadwhichhehadbeentravellingsincemorning。
Atthemomentwhenthecartmovedoff,headmittedthathehadfelt,amomentpreviously,acertainjoyinthethoughtthatheshouldnotgowhitherhewasnowproceeding。Heexaminedthisjoywithasortofwrath,andfounditabsurd。Whyshouldhefeeljoyatturningback?
Afterall,hewastakingthistripofhisownfreewill。
Noonewasforcinghimtoit。
Andassuredlynothingwouldhappenexceptwhatheshouldchoose。
AsheleftHesdin,heheardavoiceshoutingtohim:"Stop!Stop!"
Hehaltedthecartwithavigorousmovementwhichcontainedafeverishandconvulsiveelementresemblinghope。
Itwastheoldwoman’slittleboy。
"Monsieur,"saidthelatter,"itwasIwhogotthecartforyou。"
"Well?"
"Youhavenotgivenmeanything。"
Hewhogavetoallsoreadilythoughtthisdemandexorbitantandalmostodious。
"Ah!it’syou,youscamp?"saidhe;"youshallhavenothing。"
Hewhippeduphishorseandsetoffatfullspeed。
HehadlostagreatdealoftimeatHesdin。Hewantedtomakeitgood。
Thelittlehorsewascourageous,andpulledfortwo;butitwasthemonthofFebruary,therehadbeenrain;theroadswerebad。
Andthen,itwasnolongerthetilbury。Thecartwasveryheavy,andinaddition,thereweremanyascents。
HetooknearlyfourhourstogofromHesdintoSaint—Pol;fourhoursforfiveleagues。
AtSaint—Polhehadthehorseunharnessedatthefirstinnhecametoandledtothestable;ashehadpromisedScaufflaire,hestoodbesidethemangerwhilethehorsewaseating;hethoughtofsadandconfusingthings。
Theinn—keeper’swifecametothestable。
"DoesnotMonsieurwishtobreakfast?"
"Come,thatistrue;Ievenhaveagoodappetite。"
Hefollowedthewoman,whohadarosy,cheerfulface;sheledhimtothepublicroomwherethereweretablescoveredwithwaxedcloth。
"Makehaste!"saidhe;"Imuststartagain;Iaminahurry。"
AbigFlemishservant—maidplacedhisknifeandforkinallhaste;
helookedatthegirlwithasensationofcomfort。
"Thatiswhatailedme,"hethought;"Ihadnotbreakfasted。"
Hisbreakfastwasserved;heseizedthebread,tookamouthful,andthenslowlyreplaceditonthetable,anddidnottouchitagain。
Acarterwaseatingatanothertable;hesaidtothisman:——
"Whyistheirbreadsobitterhere?"
ThecarterwasaGermananddidnotunderstandhim。
Hereturnedtothestableandremainednearthehorse。
AnhourlaterhehadquittedSaint—PolandwasdirectinghiscoursetowardsTinques,whichisonlyfiveleaguesfromArras。
Whatdidhedoduringthisjourney?Ofwhatwashethinking?
Asinthemorning,hewatchedthetrees,thethatchedroofs,thetilledfieldspassby,andthewayinwhichthelandscape,brokenateveryturnoftheroad,vanished;thisisasortofcontemplationwhichsometimessufficestothesoul,andalmostrelievesitfromthought。Whatismoremelancholyandmoreprofoundthantoseeathousandobjectsforthefirstandthelasttime?
Totravelistobebornandtodieateveryinstant;perhaps,inthevaguestregionofhismind,bedidmakecomparisonsbetweentheshiftinghorizonandourhumanexistence:allthethingsoflifeareperpetuallyfleeingbeforeus;thedarkandbrightintervalsareintermingled;afteradazzlingmoment,aneclipse;welook,wehasten,westretchoutourhandstograspwhatispassing;
eacheventisaturnintheroad,and,allatonce,weareold;
wefeelashock;allisblack;wedistinguishanobscuredoor;
thegloomyhorseoflife,whichhasbeendrawingushalts,andweseeaveiledandunknownpersonunharnessingamidtheshadows。
TwilightwasfallingwhenthechildrenwhowerecomingoutofschoolbeheldthistravellerenterTinques;itistruethatthedayswerestillshort;hedidnothaltatTinques;asheemergedfromthevillage,alaborer,whowasmendingtheroadwithstones,raisedhisheadandsaidtohim:——
"Thathorseisverymuchfatigued。"
Thepoorbeastwas,infact,goingatawalk。
"AreyougoingtoArras?"addedtheroad—mender。
"Yes。"
"Ifyougoonatthatrateyouwillnotarriveveryearly。"
Hestoppedhishorse,andaskedthelaborer:——
"HowfarisitfromheretoArras?"
"Nearlysevengoodleagues。"
"Howisthat?thepostingguideonlysaysfiveleaguesandaquarter。"
"Ah!"returnedtheroad—mender,"soyoudon’tknowthattheroadisunderrepair?Youwillfinditbarredaquarterofanhourfurtheron;thereisnowaytoproceedfurther。"
"Really?"
"Youwilltaketheroadontheleft,leadingtoCarency;youwillcrosstheriver;whenyoureachCamblin,youwillturntotheright;
thatistheroadtoMont—Saint—EloywhichleadstoArras。"
"Butitisnight,andIshalllosemyway。"
"Youdonotbelongintheseparts?"
"No。"
"And,besides,itisallcross—roads;stop!sir,"resumedtheroad—mender;
"shallIgiveyouapieceofadvice?yourhorseistired;
returntoTinques;thereisagoodinnthere;sleepthere;
youcanreachArrasto—morrow。"
"Imustbetherethisevening。"
"Thatisdifferent;butgototheinnallthesame,andgetanextrahorse;thestable—boywillguideyouthroughthecross—roads。"
Hefollowedtheroad—mender’sadvice,retracedhissteps,and,halfanhourlater,hepassedthesamespotagain,butthistimeatfullspeed,withagoodhorsetoaid;astable—boy,whocalledhimselfapostilion,wasseatedontheshaftofthecariole。
Still,hefeltthathehadlosttime。
Nighthadfullycome。
Theyturnedintothecross—road;thewaybecamefrightfullybad;
thecartlurchedfromoneruttotheother;hesaidtothepostilion:——
"Keepatatrot,andyoushallhaveadoublefee。"
Inoneofthejolts,thewhiffle—treebroke。
"There’sthewhiffle—treebroken,sir,"saidthepostilion;"Idon’tknowhowtoharnessmyhorsenow;thisroadisverybadatnight;
ifyouwishtoreturnandsleepatTinques,wecouldbeinArrasearlyto—morrowmorning。"
Hereplied,"Haveyouabitofropeandaknife?"
"Yes,sir。"
Hecutabranchfromatreeandmadeawhiffle—treeofit。
Thiscausedanotherlossoftwentyminutes;buttheysetoutagainatagallop。
Theplainwasgloomy;low—hanging,black,crispfogscreptoverthehillsandwrenchedthemselvesawaylikesmoke:therewerewhitishgleamsintheclouds;astrongbreezewhichblewinfromtheseaproducedasoundinallquartersofthehorizon,asofsomeonemovingfurniture;
everythingthatcouldbeseenassumedattitudesofterror。
Howmanythingsshiverbeneaththesevastbreathsofthenight!
Hewasstiffwithcold;hehadeatennothingsincethenightbefore;
hevaguelyrecalledhisothernocturnaltripinthevastplainintheneighborhoodofD————,eightyearspreviously,anditseemedbutyesterday。
Thehourstruckfromadistanttower;heaskedtheboy:——
"Whattimeisit?"
"Seveno’clock,sir;weshallreachArrasateight;wehavebutthreeleaguesstilltogo。"
Atthatmoment,heforthefirsttimeindulgedinthisreflection,thinkingitoddthewhilethatithadnotoccurredtohimsooner:
thatallthistroublewhichhewastakingwas,perhaps,useless;
thathedidnotknowsomuchasthehourofthetrial;thatheshould,atleast,haveinformedhimselfofthat;thathewasfoolishtogothusstraightaheadwithoutknowingwhetherhewouldbeofanyserviceornot;thenhesketchedoutsomecalculationsinhismind:
that,ordinarily,thesittingsoftheCourtofAssizesbeganatnineo’clockinthemorning;thatitcouldnotbealongaffair;
thatthetheftoftheappleswouldbeverybrief;thattherewouldthenremainonlyaquestionofidentity,fourorfivedepositions,andverylittleforthelawyerstosay;thatheshouldarriveafterallwasover。
Thepostilionwhippedupthehorses;theyhadcrossedtheriverandleftMont—Saint—Eloybehindthem。
Thenightgrewmoreprofound。
CHAPTERVI
SISTERSIMPLICEPUTTOTHEPROOF
ButatthatmomentFantinewasjoyous。
Shehadpassedaverybadnight;hercoughwasfrightful;herfeverhaddoubledinintensity;shehadhaddreams:inthemorning,whenthedoctorpaidhisvisit,shewasdelirious;heassumedanalarmedlook,andorderedthatheshouldbeinformedassoonasM。Madeleinearrived。
Allthemorningshewasmelancholy,saidbutlittle,andlaidplaitsinhersheets,murmuringthewhile,inalowvoice,calculationswhichseemedtobecalculationsofdistances。
Hereyeswerehollowandstaring。Theyseemedalmostextinguishedatintervals,thenlightedupagainandshonelikestars。
Itseemsasthough,attheapproachofacertaindarkhour,thelightofheavenfillsthosewhoarequittingthelightofearth。
EachtimethatSisterSimpliceaskedherhowshefelt,sherepliedinvariably,"Well。IshouldliketoseeM。Madeleine。"
Somemonthsbeforethis,atthemomentwhenFantinehadjustlostherlastmodesty,herlastshame,andherlastjoy,shewastheshadowofherself;nowshewasthespectreofherself。Physicalsufferinghadcompletedtheworkofmoralsuffering。Thiscreatureoffiveandtwentyhadawrinkledbrow,flabbycheeks,pinchednostrils,teethfromwhichthegumshadreceded,aleadencomplexion,abonyneck,prominentshoulder—blades,fraillimbs,aclayeyskin,andhergoldenhairwasgrowingoutsprinkledwithgray。
Alas!howillnessimprovisesold—age!
Atmid—daythephysicianreturned,gavesomedirections,inquiredwhetherthemayorhadmadehisappearanceattheinfirmary,andshookhishead。
M。Madeleineusuallycametoseetheinvalidatthreeo’clock。Asexactnessiskindness,hewasexact。
Abouthalf—pasttwo,Fantinebegantoberestless。Inthecourseoftwentyminutes,sheaskedthenunmorethantentimes,"Whattimeisit,sister?"
Threeo’clockstruck。Atthethirdstroke,Fantinesatupinbed;
shewhocould,ingeneral,hardlyturnover,joinedheryellow,fleshlesshandsinasortofconvulsiveclasp,andthenunheardherutteroneofthoseprofoundsighswhichseemtothrowoffdejection。
ThenFantineturnedandlookedatthedoor。
Nooneentered;thedoordidnotopen。
Sheremainedthusforaquarterofanhour,hereyesrivetedonthedoor,motionlessandapparentlyholdingherbreath。Thesisterdarednotspeaktoher。Theclockstruckaquarterpastthree。
Fantinefellbackonherpillow。
Shesaidnothing,butbegantoplaitthesheetsoncemore。
Halfanhourpassed,thenanhour,noonecame;everytimetheclockstruck,Fantinestartedupandlookedtowardsthedoor,thenfellbackagain。
Herthoughtwasclearlyperceptible,butsheutterednoname,shemadenocomplaint,sheblamednoone。Butshecoughedinamelancholyway。
Onewouldhavesaidthatsomethingdarkwasdescendinguponher。
Shewaslividandherlipswereblue。Shesmilednowandthen。
Fiveo’clockstruck。Thenthesisterheardhersay,verylowandgently,"Heiswrongnottocometo—day,sinceIamgoingawayto—morrow。"
SisterSimpliceherselfwassurprisedatM。Madeleine’sdelay。
Inthemeantime,Fantinewasstaringatthetesterofherbed。
Sheseemedtobeendeavoringtorecallsomething。Allatonceshebegantosinginavoiceasfeebleasabreath。Thenunlistened。
ThisiswhatFantinewassinging:——
"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。
Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。
"Yestere’entheVirginMarycamenearmystove,inabroideredmantleclad,andsaidtome,`Here,hide’neathmyveilthechildwhomyouonedaybeggedfromme。Hastetothecity,buylinen,buyaneedle,buythread。’
"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。
"DearHolyVirgin,besidemystoveIhavesetacradlewithribbonsdecked。Godmaygivemehislovelieststar;
Ipreferthechildthouhastgrantedme。`Madame,whatshallIdowiththislinenfine?’——`Makeofitclothesforthynew—bornbabe。’
"Rosesarepinkandcorn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,andcorn—flowersareblue。
"`Washthislinen。’——`Where?’——`Inthestream。Makeofit,soilingnot,spoilingnot,apetticoatfairwithitsbodicefine,whichIwillembroiderandfillwithflowers。’——`Madame,thechildisnolongerhere;whatistobedone?’——`Thenmakeofitawinding—sheetinwhichtoburyme。’
"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough,Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。"
Thissongwasanoldcradleromancewithwhichshehad,informerdays,lulledherlittleCosettetosleep,andwhichhadneverrecurredtohermindinallthefiveyearsduringwhichshehadbeenpartedfromherchild。Shesangitinsosadavoice,andtososweetanair,thatitwasenoughtomakeanyone,evenanun,weep。Thesister,accustomedasshewastoausterities,feltatearspringtohereyes。
Theclockstrucksix。Fantinedidnotseemtohearit。Shenolongerseemedtopayattentiontoanythingabouther。
SisterSimplicesentaserving—maidtoinquireoftheportressofthefactory,whetherthemayorhadreturned,andifhewouldnotcometotheinfirmarysoon。Thegirlreturnedinafewminutes。
Fantinewasstillmotionlessandseemedabsorbedinherownthoughts。
TheservantinformedSisterSimpliceinaverylowtone,thatthemayorhadsetoutthatmorningbeforesixo’clock,inalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,coldastheweatherwas;thathehadgonealone,withoutevenadriver;thatnooneknewwhatroadhehadtaken;
thatpeoplesaidhehadbeenseentoturnintotheroadtoArras;
thatothersassertedthattheyhadmethimontheroadtoParis。
Thatwhenhewentawayhehadbeenverygentle,asusual,andthathehadmerelytoldtheportressnottoexpecthimthatnight。
Whilethetwowomenwerewhisperingtogether,withtheirbacksturnedtoFantine’sbed,thesisterinterrogating,theservantconjecturing,Fantine,withthefeverishvivacityofcertainorganicmaladies,whichunitethefreemovementsofhealthwiththefrightfulemaciationofdeath,hadraisedherselftoherkneesinbed,withhershrivelledhandsrestingonthebolster,andherheadthrustthroughtheopeningofthecurtains,andwaslistening。
Allatonceshecried:——
"YouarespeakingofM。Madeleine!Whyareyoutalkingsolow?
Whatishedoing?Whydoeshenotcome?"
Hervoicewassoabruptandhoarsethatthetwowomenthoughttheyheardthevoiceofaman;theywheeledroundinaffright。
"Answerme!"criedFantine。
Theservantstammered:——
"Theportresstoldmethathecouldnotcometo—day。"
"Becalm,mychild,"saidthesister;"liedownagain。"
Fantine,withoutchangingherattitude,continuedinaloudvoice,andwithanaccentthatwasbothimperiousandheart—rending:——
"Hecannotcome?Whynot?Youknowthereason。Youarewhisperingittoeachotherthere。Iwanttoknowit。"
Theservant—maidhastenedtosayinthenun’sear,"Saythatheisbusywiththecitycouncil。"
SisterSimpliceblushedfaintly,foritwasaliethatthemaidhadproposedtoher。
Ontheotherhand,itseemedtoherthatthemerecommunicationofthetruthtotheinvalidwould,withoutdoubt,dealheraterribleblow,andthatthiswasaseriousmatterinFantine’spresentstate。
Herflushdidnotlastlong;thesisterraisedhercalm,sadeyestoFantine,andsaid,"MonsieurleMairehasgoneaway。"
Fantineraisedherselfandcrouchedonherheelsinthebed:
hereyessparkled;indescribablejoybeamedfromthatmelancholyface。
"Gone!"shecried;"hehasgonetogetCosette。"
Thensheraisedherarmstoheaven,andherwhitefacebecameineffable;
herlipsmoved;shewasprayinginalowvoice。
Whenherprayerwasfinished,"Sister,"shesaid,"Iamwillingtoliedownagain;Iwilldoanythingyouwish;Iwasnaughtyjustnow;
Ibegyourpardonforhavingspokensoloud;itisverywrongtotalkloudly;Iknowthatwell,mygoodsister,but,yousee,Iamveryhappy:thegoodGodisgood;M。Madeleineisgood;
justthink!hehasgonetoMontfermeiltogetmylittleCosette。"
Shelaydownagain,withthenun’sassistance,helpedthenuntoarrangeherpillow,andkissedthelittlesilvercrosswhichsheworeonherneck,andwhichSisterSimplicehadgivenher。
"Mychild,"saidthesister,"trytorestnow,anddonottalkanymore。"
Fantinetookthesister’shandinhermoisthands,andthelatterwaspainedtofeelthatperspiration。
"HesetoutthismorningforParis;infact,heneednotevengothroughParis;Montfermeilisalittletotheleftasyoucomethence。
Doyourememberhowhesaidtomeyesterday,whenIspoketohimofCosette,Soon,soon?Hewantstogivemeasurprise,youknow!hemademesignalettersothatshecouldbetakenfromtheThenardiers;theycannotsayanything,canthey?theywillgivebackCosette,fortheyhavebeenpaid;theauthoritieswillnotallowthemtokeepthechildsincetheyhavereceivedtheirpay。
DonotmakesignstomethatImustnottalk,sister!Iamextremelyhappy;Iamdoingwell;Iamnotillatallanymore;
IamgoingtoseeCosetteagain;Iamevenquitehungry;itisnearlyfiveyearssinceIsawherlast;youcannotimaginehowmuchattachedonegetstochildren,andthen,shewillbesopretty;
youwillsee!Ifyouonlyknewwhatprettylittlerosyfingersshehad!Inthefirstplace,shewillhaveverybeautifulhands;
shehadridiculoushandswhenshewasonlyayearold;likethis!
shemustbeabiggirlnow;sheissevenyearsold;sheisquiteayounglady;IcallherCosette,buthernameisreallyEuphrasie。
Stop!thismorningIwaslookingatthedustonthechimney—piece,andIhadasortofideacomeacrossme,likethat,thatIshouldseeCosetteagainsoon。MonDieu!howwrongitisnottoseeone’schildrenforyears!Oneoughttoreflectthatlifeisnoteternal。
Oh,howgoodM。leMaireistogo!itisverycold!itistrue;
hehadonhiscloak,atleast?hewillbehereto—morrow,willhenot?to—morrowwillbeafestivalday;to—morrowmorning,sister,youmustremindmetoputonmylittlecapthathaslaceonit。
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