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第27章

  Itwasevidentthat,forthisenergeticandenthusiasticnature,thiscouldonlybeatransitorystate,andthat,atthefirstshockagainsttheinevitablecomplicationsofdestiny,Mariuswouldawaken。
  Inthemeantime,althoughhewasalawyer,andwhateverFatherGillenormandthoughtaboutthematter,hewasnotpractising,hewasnotevenpettifogging。Meditationhadturnedhimasidefrompleading。
  Tohauntattorneys,tofollowthecourt,tohuntupcases——
  whatabore!Whyshouldhedoit?Hesawnoreasonforchangingthemannerofgaininghislivelihood!Theobscureandill—paidpublishingestablishmenthadcometomeanforhimasuresourceofworkwhichdidnotinvolvetoomuchlabor,aswehaveexplained,andwhichsufficedforhiswants。
  Oneofthepublishersforwhomheworked,M。Magimel,Ithink,offeredtotakehimintohisownhouse,tolodgehimwell,tofurnishhimwithregularoccupation,andtogivehimfifteenhundredfrancsayear。Tobewelllodged!Fifteenhundredfrancs!Nodoubt。
  Butrenouncehisliberty!Beonfixedwages!Asortofhiredmanofletters!AccordingtoMarius’opinion,ifheaccepted,hispositionwouldbecomebothbetterandworseatthesametime,heacquiredcomfort,andlosthisdignity;itwasafineandcompleteunhappinessconvertedintoarepulsiveandridiculousstateoftorture:
  somethinglikethecaseofablindmanwhoshouldrecoverthesightofoneeye。Herefused。
  Mariusdweltinsolitude。Owingtohistasteforremainingoutsideofeverything,andthroughhavingbeentoomuchalarmed,hehadnotentereddecidedlyintothegrouppresidedoverbyEnjolras。
  Theyhadremainedgoodfriends;theywerereadytoassisteachotheronoccasionineverypossibleway;butnothingmore。
  Mariushadtwofriends:oneyoung,Courfeyrac;andoneold,M。Mabeuf。Heinclinedmoretotheoldman。Inthefirstplace,heowedtohimtherevolutionwhichhadtakenplacewithinhim;
  tohimhewasindebtedforhavingknownandlovedhisfather。
  "Heoperatedonmeforacataract,"hesaid。
  Thechurchwardenhadcertainlyplayedadecisivepart。
  Itwasnot,however,thatM。MabeufhadbeenanythingbutthecalmandimpassiveagentofProvidenceinthisconnection。HehadenlightenedMariusbychanceandwithoutbeingawareofthefact,asdoesacandlewhichsomeonebrings;hehadbeenthecandleandnotthesomeone。
  AsforMarius’inwardpoliticalrevolution,M。Mabeufwastotallyincapableofcomprehendingit,ofwillingorofdirectingit。
  AsweshallseeM。Mabeufagain,lateron,afewwordswillnotbesuperfluous。
  CHAPTERIV
  M。MABEUF
  OnthedaywhenM。MabeufsaidtoMarius:"CertainlyIapproveofpoliticalopinions,"heexpressedtherealstateofhismind。
  Allpoliticalopinionsweremattersofindifferencetohim,andheapprovedthemall,withoutdistinction,providedtheylefthiminpeace,astheGreekscalledtheFuries"thebeautiful,thegood,thecharming,"theEumenides。M。Mabeuf’spoliticalopinionconsistedinapassionateloveforplants,and,aboveall,forbooks。
  Likealltherestoftheworld,hepossessedtheterminationinist,withoutwhichnoonecouldexistatthattime,buthewasneitheraRoyalist,aBonapartist,aChartist,anOrleanist,noranAnarchist;
  hewasabouquinist,acollectorofoldbooks。Hedidnotunderstandhowmencouldbusythemselveswithhatingeachotherbecauseofsillystufflikethecharter,democracy,legitimacy,monarchy,therepublic,etc。,whentherewereintheworldallsortsofmosses,grasses,andshrubswhichtheymightbelookingat,andheapsoffolios,andevenof32mos,whichtheymightturnover。Hetookgoodcarenottobecomeuseless;havingbooksdidnotpreventhisreading,beingabotanistdidnotpreventhisbeingagardener。WhenhemadePontmercy’sacquaintance,thissympathyhadexistedbetweenthecolonelandhimself——thatwhatthecoloneldidforflowers,hedidforfruits。M。MabeufhadsucceededinproducingseedlingpearsassavoryasthepearsofSt。Germain;itisfromoneofhiscombinations,apparently,thattheOctoberMirabelle,nowcelebratedandnolessperfumedthanthesummerMirabelle,owesitsorigin。Hewenttomassratherfromgentlenessthanfrompiety,andbecause,ashelovedthefacesofmen,buthatedtheirnoise,hefoundthemassembledandsilentonlyinchurch。
  FeelingthathemustbesomethingintheState,hehadchosenthecareerofwarden。However,hehadneversucceededinlovinganywomanasmuchasatulipbulb,noranymanasmuchasanElzevir。
  Hehadlongpassedsixty,when,oneday,someoneaskedhim:
  "Haveyouneverbeenmarried?""Ihaveforgotten,"saidhe。
  Whenitsometimeshappenedtohim——andtowhomdoesitnothappen?——
  tosay:"Oh!ifIwereonlyrich!"itwasnotwhenoglingaprettygirl,aswasthecasewithFatherGillenormand,butwhencontemplatinganoldbook。Helivedalonewithanoldhousekeeper。
  Hewassomewhatgouty,andwhenhewasasleep,hisagedfingers,stiffenedwithrheumatism,laycrookedupinthefoldsofhissheets。
  HehadcomposedandpublishedaFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretz,withcoloredplates,aworkwhichenjoyedatolerablemeasureofesteemandwhichsoldwell。Peopleranghisbell,intheRueMesieres,twoorthreetimesaday,toaskforit。Hedrewasmuchastwothousandfrancsayearfromit;thisconstitutednearlythewholeofhisfortune。Althoughpoor,hehadhadthetalenttoformforhimself,bydintofpatience,privations,andtime,apreciouscollectionofrarecopiesofeverysort。Heneverwentoutwithoutabookunderhisarm,andheoftenreturnedwithtwo。Thesoledecorationofthefourroomsonthegroundfloor,whichcomposedhislodgings,consistedofframedherbariums,andengravingsoftheoldmasters。
  Thesightofaswordoragunchilledhisblood。Hehadneverapproachedacannoninhislife,evenattheInvalides。Hehadapassablestomach,abrotherwhowasacure,perfectlywhitehair,noteeth,eitherinhismouthorhismind,atremblingineverylimb,aPicardaccent,aninfantilelaugh,theairofanoldsheep,andhewaseasilyfrightened。Addtothis,thathehadnootherfriendship,nootheracquaintanceamongtheliving,thananoldbooksellerofthePorte—Saint—Jacques,namedRoyal。HisdreamwastonaturalizeindigoinFrance。
  Hisservantwasalsoasortofinnocent。Thepoorgoodoldwomanwasaspinster。Sultan,hercat,whichmighthavemewedAllegri’smiserereintheSixtineChapel,hadfilledherheartandsufficedforthequantityofpassionwhichexistedinher。Noneofherdreamshadeverproceededasfarasman。Shehadneverbeenabletogetfurtherthanhercat。Likehim,shehadamustache。Hergloryconsistedinhercaps,whichwerealwayswhite。Shepassedhertime,onSundays,aftermass,incountingoverthelineninherchest,andinspreadingoutonherbedthedressesinthepiecewhichsheboughtandneverhadmadeup。Sheknewhowtoread。M。MabeufhadnicknamedherMotherPlutarque。
  M。MabeufhadtakenafancytoMarius,becauseMarius,beingyoungandgentle,warmedhisagewithoutstartlinghistimidity。
  Youthcombinedwithgentlenessproducesonoldpeopletheeffectofthesunwithoutwind。WhenMariuswassaturatedwithmilitaryglory,withgunpowder,withmarchesandcountermarches,andwithallthoseprodigiousbattlesinwhichhisfatherhadgivenandreceivedsuchtremendousblowsofthesword,hewenttoseeM。Mabeuf,andM。Mabeuftalkedtohimofhisherofromthepointofviewofflowers。
  Hisbrotherthecurediedabout1830,andalmostimmediately,aswhenthenightisdrawingon,thewholehorizongrewdarkforM。Mabeuf。
  Anotary’sfailuredeprivedhimofthesumoftenthousandfrancs,whichwasallthathepossessedinhisbrother’srightandhisown。
  TheRevolutionofJulybroughtacrisistopublishing。Inaperiodofembarrassment,thefirstthingwhichdoesnotsellisaFlora。
  TheFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretzstoppedshort。Weekspassedbywithoutasinglepurchaser。SometimesM。Mabeufstartedatthesoundofthebell。"Monsieur,"saidMotherPlutarquesadly,"itisthewater—carrier。"Inshort,oneday,M。MabeufquittedtheRueMesieres,abdicatedthefunctionsofwarden,gaveupSaint—Sulpice,soldnotapartofhisbooks,butofhisprints,——
  thattowhichhewastheleastattached,——andinstalledhimselfinalittlehouseontheRueMontparnasse,where,however,heremainedbutonequarterfortworeasons:inthefirstplace,thegroundfloorandthegardencostthreehundredfrancs,andhedarednotspendmorethantwohundredfrancsonhisrent;inthesecond,beingnearFaton’sshooting—gallery,hecouldhearthepistol—shots;
  whichwasintolerabletohim。
  HecarriedoffhisFlora,hiscopper—plates,hisherbariums,hisportfolios,andhisbooks,andestablishedhimselfneartheSalpetriere,inasortofthatchedcottageofthevillageofAusterlitz,where,forfiftycrownsayear,hegotthreeroomsandagardenenclosedbyahedge,andcontainingawell。Hetookadvantageofthisremovaltoselloffnearlyallhisfurniture。
  Onthedayofhisentranceintohisnewquarters,hewasverygay,anddrovethenailsonwhichhisengravingsandherbariumsweretohang,withhisownhands,duginhisgardentherestoftheday,andatnight,perceivingthatMotherPlutarquehadamelancholyair,andwasverythoughtful,hetappedherontheshoulderandsaidtoherwithasmile:"Wehavetheindigo!"
  Onlytwovisitors,thebooksellerofthePorte—Saint—JacquesandMarius,wereadmittedtoviewthethatchedcottageatAusterlitz,abrawlingnamewhichwas,totellthetruth,extremelydisagreeabletohim。
  However,aswehavejustpointedout,brainswhichareabsorbedinsomebitofwisdom,orfolly,or,asitoftenhappens,inbothatonce,arebutslowlyaccessibletothethingsofactuallife。
  Theirowndestinyisafar—offthingtothem。Thereresultsfromsuchconcentrationapassivity,which,ifitweretheoutcomeofreasoning,wouldresemblephilosophy。Onedeclines,descends,tricklesaway,evencrumblesaway,andyetishardlyconsciousofitone’sself。
  Italwaysends,itistrue,inanawakening,buttheawakeningistardy。
  Inthemeantime,itseemsasthoughweheldourselvesneutralinthegamewhichisgoingonbetweenourhappinessandourunhappiness。
  Wearethestake,andwelookonatthegamewithindifference。
  Itisthusthat,athwartthecloudwhichformedabouthim,whenallhishopeswereextinguishedoneaftertheother,M。Mabeufremainedratherpuerilely,butprofoundlyserene。Hishabitsofmindhadtheregularswingofapendulum。Oncemountedonanillusion,hewentforaverylongtime,evenaftertheillusionhaddisappeared。
  Aclockdoesnotstopshortattheprecisemomentwhenthekeyislost。
  M。Mabeufhadhisinnocentpleasures。Thesepleasureswereinexpensiveandunexpected;themerestchancefurnishedthem。Oneday,MotherPlutarquewasreadingaromanceinonecorneroftheroom。
  Shewasreadingaloud,findingthatsheunderstoodbetterthus。
  Toreadaloudistoassureone’sselfofwhatoneisreading。
  Therearepeoplewhoreadveryloud,andwhohavetheappearanceofgivingthemselvestheirwordofhonorastowhattheyareperusing。
  ItwaswiththissortofenergythatMotherPlutarquewasreadingtheromancewhichshehadinhand。M。Mabeufheardherwithoutlisteningtoher。
  Inthecourseofherreading,MotherPlutarquecametothisphrase。
  Itwasaquestionofanofficerofdragoonsandabeauty:——
  "——Thebeautypouted,andthedragoon——"
  Heresheinterruptedherselftowipeherglasses。
  "BouddhaandtheDragon,"struckinM。Mabeufinalowvoice。
  "Yes,itistruethattherewasadragon,which,fromthedepthsofitscave,spoutedflamethroughhismawandsettheheavensonfire。
  Manystarshadalreadybeenconsumedbythismonster,which,besides,hadtheclawsofatiger。Bouddhawentintoitsdenandsucceededinconvertingthedragon。Thatisagoodbookthatyouarereading,MotherPlutarque。Thereisnomorebeautifullegendinexistence。"
  AndM。Mabeuffellintoadeliciousrevery。
  CHAPTERV
  POVERTYAGOODNEIGHBORFORMISERY
  Mariuslikedthiscandidoldmanwhosawhimselfgraduallyfallingintotheclutchesofindigence,andwhocametofeelastonishment,littlebylittle,without,however,beingmademelancholybyit。
  MariusmetCourfeyracandsoughtoutM。Mabeuf。Veryrarely,however;
  twiceamonthatmost。
  Marius’pleasureconsistedintakinglongwalksaloneontheouterboulevards,orintheChamps—de—Mars,orintheleastfrequentedalleysoftheLuxembourg。Heoftenspenthalfadayingazingatamarketgarden,thebedsoflettuce,thechickensonthedung—heap,thehorseturningthewater—wheel。Thepassers—bystaredathiminsurprise,andsomeofthemthoughthisattiresuspiciousandhismiensinister。
  Hewasonlyapooryoungmandreaminginanobjectlessway。
  ItwasduringoneofhisstrollsthathehadhitupontheGorbeauhouse,and,temptedbyitsisolationanditscheapness,hadtakenuphisabodethere。HewasknownthereonlyunderthenameofM。Marius。
  Someofhisfather’soldgeneralsoroldcomradeshadinvitedhimtogoandseethem,whentheylearnedabouthim。Mariushadnotrefusedtheirinvitations。Theyaffordedopportunitiesoftalkingabouthisfather。Thushewentfromtimetotime,toComtePajol,toGeneralBellavesne,toGeneralFririon,totheInvalides。
  Therewasmusicanddancingthere。Onsuchevenings,Mariusputonhisnewcoat。Butheneverwenttotheseeveningpartiesorballsexceptondayswhenitwasfreezingcold,becausehecouldnotaffordacarriage,andhedidnotwishtoarrivewithbootsotherwisethanlikemirrors。
  Hesaidsometimes,butwithoutbitterness:"Menaresomadethatinadrawing—roomyoumaybesoiledeverywhereexceptonyourshoes。
  Inordertoinsureagoodreceptionthere,onlyoneirreproachablethingisaskedofyou;yourconscience?No,yourboots。"
  Allpassionsexceptthoseoftheheartaredissipatedbyrevery。
  Marius’politicalfeversvanishedthus。TheRevolutionof1830
  assistedintheprocess,bysatisfyingandcalminghim。
  Heremainedthesame,settingasidehisfitsofwrath。
  Hestillheldthesameopinions。Only,theyhadbeentempered。
  Tospeakaccurately,hehadnolongeranyopinions,hehadsympathies。
  Towhatpartydidhebelong?Tothepartyofhumanity。OutofhumanityhechoseFrance;outoftheNationhechosethepeople;
  outofthepeoplehechosethewoman。Itwastothatpointaboveall,thathispitywasdirected。Nowhepreferredanideatoadeed,apoettoahero,andheadmiredabooklikeJobmorethananeventlikeMarengo。Andthen,when,afteradayspentinmeditation,hereturnedintheeveningthroughtheboulevards,andcaughtaglimpsethroughthebranchesofthetreesofthefathomlessspacebeyond,thenamelessgleams,theabyss,theshadow,themystery,allthatwhichisonlyhumanseemedveryprettyindeedtohim。
  Hethoughtthathehad,andhereallyhad,infact,arrivedatthetruthoflifeandofhumanphilosophy,andhehadendedbygazingatnothingbutheaven,theonlythingwhichTruthcanperceivefromthebottomofherwell。
  Thisdidnotpreventhimfrommultiplyinghisplans,hiscombinations,hisscaffoldings,hisprojectsforthefuture。Inthisstateofrevery,aneyewhichcouldhavecastaglanceintoMarius’
  interiorwouldhavebeendazzledwiththepurityofthatsoul。
  Infact,haditbeengiventooureyesofthefleshtogazeintotheconsciencesofothers,weshouldbeabletojudgeamanmuchmoresurelyaccordingtowhathedreams,thanaccordingtowhathethinks。Thereiswillinthought,thereisnoneindreams。
  Revery,whichisutterlyspontaneous,takesandkeeps,eveninthegiganticandtheideal,theformofourspirit。Nothingproceedsmoredirectlyandmoresincerelyfromtheverydepthofoursoul,thanourunpremeditatedandboundlessaspirationstowardsthesplendorsofdestiny。Intheseaspirations,muchmorethanindeliberate,rationalcoordinatedideas,istherealcharacterofamantobefound。Ourchimerasarethethingswhichthemostresembleus。
  Eachoneofusdreamsoftheunknownandtheimpossibleinaccordancewithhisnature。
  Towardsthemiddleofthisyear1831,theoldwomanwhowaitedonMariustoldhimthathisneighbors,thewretchedJondrettefamily,hadbeenturnedoutofdoors。Marius,whopassednearlythewholeofhisdaysoutofthehouse,hardlyknewthathehadanyneighbors。
  "Whyaretheyturnedout?"heasked。
  "Becausetheydonotpaytheirrent;theyowefortwoquarters。"
  "Howmuchisit?"
  "Twentyfrancs,"saidtheoldwoman。
  Mariushadthirtyfrancssavedupinadrawer。
  "Here,"hesaidtotheoldwoman,"takethesetwenty—fivefrancs。
  Payforthepoorpeopleandgivethemfivefrancs,anddonottellthemthatitwasI。"
  CHAPTERVI
  THESUBSTITUTE
  ItchancedthattheregimenttowhichLieutenantTheodulebelongedcametoperformgarrisondutyinParis。ThisinspiredAuntGillenormandwithasecondidea。Shehad,onthefirstoccasion,hitupontheplanofhavingMariusspieduponbyTheodule;nowsheplottedtohaveTheoduletakeMarius’place。
  Atalleventsandincasethegrandfathershouldfeelthevagueneedofayoungfaceinthehouse,——theseraysofdawnaresometimessweettoruin,——itwasexpedienttofindanotherMarius。"Takeitasasimpleerratum,"shethought,"suchasoneseesinbooks。
  ForMarius,readTheodule。"
  Agrandnephewisalmostthesameasagrandson;indefaultofalawyeronetakesalancer。
  Onemorning,whenM。GillenormandwasabouttoreadsomethingintheQuotidienne,hisdaughterenteredandsaidtohiminhersweetestvoice;forthequestionconcernedherfavorite:——
  "Father,Theoduleiscomingtopresenthisrespectstoyouthismorning。"
  "Who’sTheodule?"
  "Yourgrandnephew。"
  "Ah!"saidthegrandfather。
  Thenhewentbacktohisreading,thoughtnomoreofhisgrandnephew,whowasmerelysomeTheoduleorother,andsoonflewintoarage,whichalmostalwayshappenedwhenheread。The"sheet"whichheheld,althoughRoyalist,ofcourse,announcedforthefollowingday,withoutanysofteningphrases,oneoftheselittleeventswhichwereofdailyoccurrenceatthatdateinParis:"ThatthestudentsoftheschoolsoflawandmedicineweretoassembleonthePlaceduPantheon,atmidday,——todeliberate。"Thediscussionconcernedoneofthequestionsofthemoment,theartilleryoftheNationalGuard,andaconflictbetweentheMinisterofWarand"thecitizen’smilitia,"
  onthesubjectofthecannonparkedinthecourtyardoftheLouvre。
  Thestudentswereto"deliberate"overthis。ItdidnottakemuchmorethanthistoswellM。Gillenormand’srage。
  HethoughtofMarius,whowasastudent,andwhowouldprobablygowiththerest,to"deliberate,atmidday,onthePlaceduPantheon。"
  Ashewasindulginginthispainfuldream,LieutenantTheoduleenteredcladinplainclothesasabourgeois,whichwascleverofhim,andwasdiscreetlyintroducedbyMademoiselleGillenormand。
  Thelancerhadreasonedasfollows:"Theolddruidhasnotsunkallhismoneyinalifepension。Itiswelltodisguiseone’sselfasacivilianfromtimetotime。"
  MademoiselleGillenormandsaidaloudtoherfather:——
  "Theodule,yourgrandnephew。"
  Andinalowvoicetothelieutenant:——
  "Approveofeverything。"
  Andshewithdrew。
  Thelieutenant,whowasbutlittleaccustomedtosuchvenerableencounters,stammeredwithsometimidity:"Goodday,uncle,"——
  andmadeasalutecomposedoftheinvoluntaryandmechanicaloutlineofthemilitarysalutefinishedoffasabourgeoissalute。
  "Ah!soit’syou;thatiswell,sitdown,"saidtheoldgentleman。
  Thatsaid,hetotallyforgotthelancer。
  Theoduleseatedhimself,andM。Gillenormandrose。
  M。Gillenormandbegantopacebackandforth,hishandsinhispockets,talkingaloud,andtwitching,withhisirritatedoldfingers,atthetwowatcheswhichheworeinhistwofobs。
  "Thatpackofbrats!theyconveneonthePlaceduPantheon!
  bymylife!urchinswhowerewiththeirnursesbutyesterday!
  Ifoneweretosqueezetheirnoses,milkwouldburstout。
  Andtheydeliberateto—morrow,atmidday。Whatarewecomingto?
  Whatarewecomingto?Itisclearthatwearemakingfortheabyss。
  Thatiswhatthedescamisadoshavebroughtusto!Todeliberateonthecitizenartillery!TogoandjabberintheopenairoverthejibesoftheNationalGuard!Andwithwhomaretheytomeetthere?
  JustseewhitherJacobinismleads。Iwillbetanythingyoulike,amillionagainstacounter,thattherewillbenoonetherebutreturnedconvictsandreleasedgalley—slaves。TheRepublicansandthegalley—slaves,——theyformbutonenoseandonehandkerchief。
  Carnotusedtosay:`Wherewouldyouhavemego,traitor?’
  Fouchereplied:`Whereveryouplease,imbecile!’That’swhattheRepublicansarelike。"
  "Thatistrue,"saidTheodule。
  M。Gillenormandhalfturnedhishead,sawTheodule,andwenton:——
  "Whenonereflectsthatthatscoundrelwassovileastoturncarbonaro!
  Whydidyouleavemyhouse?TogoandbecomeaRepublican!Pssst!
  Inthefirstplace,thepeoplewantnoneofyourrepublic,theyhavecommonsense,theyknowwellthattherealwayshavebeenkings,andthattherealwayswillbe;theyknowwellthatthepeopleareonlythepeople,afterall,theymakesportofit,ofyourrepublic——
  doyouunderstand,idiot?Isitnotahorriblecaprice?TofallinlovewithPereDuchesne,tomakesheep’s—eyesattheguillotine,tosingromances,andplayontheguitarunderthebalconyof’93——it’senoughtomakeonespitonalltheseyoungfellows,suchfoolsarethey!Theyareallalike。Notoneescapes。
  Itsufficesforthemtobreathetheairwhichblowsthroughthestreettolosetheirsenses。Thenineteenthcenturyispoison。
  Thefirstscampthathappensalongletshisbeardgrowlikeagoat’s,thinkshimselfarealscoundrel,andabandonshisoldrelatives。
  He’saRepublican,he’saromantic。Whatdoesthatmean,romantic?
  Domethefavortotellmewhatitis。Allpossiblefollies。
  Ayearago,theyrantoHernani。Now,Ijustaskyou,Hernani!
  antitheses!abominationswhicharenotevenwritteninFrench!
  Andthen,theyhavecannonsinthecourtyardoftheLouvre。
  Sucharetherascalitiesofthisage!"
  "Youareright,uncle,"saidTheodule。
  M。Gillenormandresumed:——
  "CannonsinthecourtyardoftheMuseum!Forwhatpurpose?
  Doyouwanttofiregrape—shotattheApolloBelvedere?WhathavethosecartridgestodowiththeVenusdeMedici?Oh!theyoungmenofthepresentdayareallblackguards!WhataprettycreatureistheirBenjaminConstant!Andthosewhoarenotrascalsaresimpletons!
  Theydoalltheycantomakethemselvesugly,theyarebadlydressed,theyareafraidofwomen,inthepresenceofpetticoatstheyhaveamendicantairwhichsetsthegirlsintofitsoflaughter;onmywordofhonor,onewouldsaythepoorcreatureswereashamedoflove。
  Theyaredeformed,andtheycompletethemselvesbybeingstupid;
  theyrepeatthepunsofTiercelinandPotier,theyhavesackcoats,stablemen’swaistcoats,shirtsofcoarselinen,trousersofcoarsecloth,bootsofcoarseleather,andtheirrigmaroleresemblestheirplumage。
  Onemightmakeuseoftheirjargontoputnewsolesontheiroldshoes。
  Andallthisawkwardbatchofbratshaspoliticalopinions,ifyouplease。Politicalopinionsshouldbestrictlyforbidden。
  Theyfabricatesystems,theyrecastsociety,theydemolishthemonarchy,theyflingalllawstotheearth,theyputtheatticinthecellar’splaceandmyporterintheplaceoftheKing,theyturnEuropetopsy—turvy,theyreconstructtheworld,andalltheirloveaffairsconsistinstaringslilyattheanklesofthelaundressesasthesewomenclimbintotheircarts。Ah!Marius!Ah!youblackguard!togoandvociferateonthepublicplace!todiscuss,todebate,totakemeasures!Theycallthatmeasures,justGod!
  Disorderhumblesitselfandbecomessilly。Ihaveseenchaos,Inowseeamess。StudentsdeliberatingontheNationalGuard,——
  suchathingcouldnotbeseenamongtheOgibewasnortheCadodaches!
  Savageswhogonaked,withtheirnoddlesdressedlikeashuttlecock,withaclubintheirpaws,arelessofbrutesthanthosebachelorsofarts!Thefour—pennymonkeys!Andtheysetupforjudges!
  Thosecreaturesdeliberateandratiocinate!Theendoftheworldiscome!Thisisplainlytheendofthismiserableterraqueousglobe!
  Afinalhiccoughwasrequired,andFrancehasemittedit。
  Deliberate,myrascals!SuchthingswillhappensolongastheygoandreadthenewspapersunderthearcadesoftheOdeon。
  Thatcoststhemasou,andtheirgoodsense,andtheirintelligence,andtheirheartandtheirsoul,andtheirwits。Theyemergethence,anddecampfromtheirfamilies。Allnewspapersarepests;all,eventheDrapeauBlanc!Atbottom,MartainvillewasaJacobin。Ah!justHeaven!youmayboastofhavingdrivenyourgrandfathertodespair,thatyoumay!"
  "Thatisevident,"saidTheodule。
  AndprofitingbythefactthatM。Gillenormandwastakingbreath,thelanceraddedinamagisterialmanner:——
  "ThereshouldbenoothernewspaperthantheMoniteur,andnootherbookthantheAnnuaireMilitaire。"
  M。Gillenormandcontinued:——
  "ItisliketheirSieyes!Aregicideendinginasenator;
  forthatisthewaytheyalwaysend。Theygivethemselvesascarwiththeaddressofthouascitizens,inordertogetthemselvescalled,eventually,MonsieurleComte。MonsieurleComteasbigasmyarm,assassinsofSeptember。ThephilosopherSieyes!
  Iwilldomyselfthejusticetosay,thatIhaveneverhadanybetteropinionofthephilosophiesofallthosephilosophers,thanofthespectaclesofthegrimacerofTivoli!OnedayIsawtheSenatorscrosstheQuaiMalplaquetinmantlesofvioletvelvetsownwithbees,withhatsalaHenriIV。Theywerehideous。Onewouldhavepronouncedthemmonkeysfromthetiger’scourt。Citizens,Ideclaretoyou,thatyourprogressismadness,thatyourhumanityisadream,thatyourrevolutionisacrime,thatyourrepublicisamonster,thatyouryoungandvirginFrancecomesfromthebrothel,andI
  maintainitagainstall,whoeveryoumaybe,whetherjournalists,economists,legists,orevenwereyoubetterjudgesofliberty,ofequality,andfraternitythantheknifeoftheguillotine!
  AndthatIannouncetoyou,myflnefellows!"
  "Parbleu!"criedthelieutenant,"thatiswonderfullytrue。"
  M。Gillenormandpausedinagesturewhichhehadbegun,wheeledround,staredLancerTheoduleintentlyintheeyes,andsaidtohim:——
  "Youareafool。"
  BOOKSIXTH。——THECONJUNCTIONOFTWOSTARS
  CHAPTERI
  THESOBRIQUET:MODEOFFORMATIONOFFAMILYNAMES
  Mariuswas,atthisepoch,ahandsomeyoungman,ofmediumstature,withthickandintenselyblackhair,aloftyandintelligentbrow,well—openedandpassionatenostrils,anairofcalmnessandsincerity,andwithsomethingindescribablyproud,thoughtful,andinnocentoverhiswholecountenance。Hisprofile,allofwhoselineswererounded,withouttherebylosingtheirfirmness,hadacertainGermanicsweetness,whichhasmadeitswayintotheFrenchphysiognomybywayofAlsaceandLorraine,andthatcompleteabsenceofangleswhichrenderedtheSicambressoeasilyrecognizableamongtheRomans,andwhichdistinguishestheleoninefromtheaquilinerace。
  Hewasatthatperiodoflifewhenthemindofmenwhothinkiscomposed,innearlyequalparts,ofdepthandingenuousness。
  Agravesituationbeinggiven,hehadallthatisrequiredtobestupid:onemoreturnofthekey,andhemightbesublime。
  Hismannerswerereserved,cold,polished,notverygenial。
  Ashismouthwascharming,hislipsthereddest,andhisteeththewhitestintheworld,hissmilecorrectedtheseverityofhisface,asawhole。Atcertainmoments,thatpurebrowandthatvoluptuoussmilepresentedasingularcontrast。Hiseyesweresmall,buthisglancewaslarge。
  Attheperiodofhismostabjectmisery,hehadobservedthatyounggirlsturnedroundwhenhepassedby,andhefledorhid,withdeathinhissoul。Hethoughtthattheywerestaringathimbecauseofhisoldclothes,andthattheywerelaughingatthem;
  thefactis,thattheystaredathimbecauseofhisgrace,andthattheydreamedofhim。
  Thismutemisunderstandingbetweenhimandtheprettypassers—byhadmadehimshy。Hechosenoneofthemfortheexcellentreasonthathefledfromallofthem。Helivedthusindefinitely,——
  stupidly,asCourfeyracsaid。
  Courfeyracalsosaidtohim:"Donotaspiretobevenerable"
  [theycalledeachotherthou;itisthetendencyofyouthfulfriendshipstoslipintothismodeofaddress]。"Letmegiveyouapieceofadvice,mydearfellow。Don’treadsomanybooks,andlookalittlemoreatthelasses。Thejadeshavesomegoodpointsaboutthem,OMarius!Bydintoffleeingandblushing,youwillbecomebrutalized。"
  Onotheroccasions,Courfeyracencounteredhimandsaid:——"Goodmorning,Monsieurl’Abbe!"
  WhenCourfeyrachadaddressedtohimsomeremarkofthisnature,Mariusavoidedwomen,bothyoungandold,morethaneverforaweektocome,andheavoidedCourfeyractoboot。
  Nevertheless,thereexistedinalltheimmensityofcreation,twowomenwhomMariusdidnotflee,andtowhomhepaidnoattentionwhatever。
  Intruth,hewouldhavebeenverymuchamazedifhehadbeeninformedthattheywerewomen。Onewasthebeardedoldwomanwhosweptouthischamber,andcausedCourfeyractosay:"Seeingthathisservantwomanwearshisbeard,Mariusdoesnotwearhisownbeard。"
  Theotherwasasortoflittlegirlwhomhesawveryoften,andwhomheneverlookedat。
  Formorethanayear,MariushadnoticedinoneofthewalksoftheLuxembourg,theonewhichskirtstheparapetofthePepiniere,amanandaveryyounggirl,whowerealmostalwaysseatedsidebysideonthesamebench,atthemostsolitaryendofthealley,ontheRuedel’Ouestside。Everytimethatthatchancewhichmeddleswiththestrollsofpersonswhosegazeisturnedinwards,ledMariustothatwalk,——anditwasnearlyeveryday,——hefoundthiscouplethere。Themanappearedtobeaboutsixtyyearsofage;
  heseemedsadandserious;hiswholepersonpresentedtherobustandwearyaspectpeculiartomilitarymenwhohaveretiredfromtheservice。Ifhehadwornadecoration,Mariuswouldhavesaid:
  "Heisanex—officer。"Hehadakindlybutunapproachableair,andheneverlethisglancelingerontheeyesofanyone。
  Heworebluetrousers,abluefrockcoatandabroad—brimmedhat,whichalwaysappearedtobenew,ablackcravat,aquakershirt,thatistosay,itwasdazzlinglywhite,butofcoarselinen。Agrisettewhopassednearhimoneday,said:"Here’saverytidywidower。"
  Hishairwasverywhite。
  Thefirsttimethattheyounggirlwhoaccompaniedhimcameandseatedherselfonthebenchwhichtheyseemedtohaveadopted,shewasasortofchildthirteenorfourteenyearsofage,sothinastobealmosthomely,awkward,insignificant,andwithapossiblepromiseofhandsomeeyes。Only,theywerealwaysraisedwithasortofdispleasingassurance。Herdresswasbothagedandchildish,likethedressofthescholarsinaconvent;itconsistedofabadlycutgownofblackmerino。Theyhadtheairofbeingfatheranddaughter。
  Mariusscannedthisoldman,whowasnotyetaged,andthislittlegirl,whowasnotyetaperson,forafewdays,andthereafterpaidnoattentiontothem。They,ontheirside,didnotappeareventoseehim。
  Theyconversedtogetherwithapeacefulandindifferentair。Thegirlchatteredincessantlyandmerrily。Theoldmantalkedbutlittle,and,attimes,hefixedonhereyesoverflowingwithanineffablepaternity。
  Mariushadacquiredthemechanicalhabitofstrollinginthatwalk。
  Heinvariablyfoundthemthere。
  Thisisthewaythingswent:——
  Mariuslikedtoarrivebytheendofthealleywhichwasfurthestfromtheirbench;hewalkedthewholelengthofthealley,passedinfrontofthem,thenreturnedtotheextremitywhencehehadcome,andbeganagain。Thishedidfiveorsixtimesinthecourseofhispromenade,andthepromenadewastakenfiveorsixtimesaweek,withoutitshavingoccurredtohimortothesepeopletoexchangeagreeting。Thatpersonage,andthatyounggirl,althoughtheyappeared,——andperhapsbecausetheyappeared,——
  toshunallglances,had,naturally,causedsomeattentiononthepartofthefiveorsixstudentswhostrolledalongthePepinierefromtimetotime;thestudiousaftertheirlectures,theothersaftertheirgameofbilliards。Courfeyrac,whowasamongthelast,hadobservedthemseveraltimes,but,findingthegirlhomely,hehadspeedilyandcarefullykeptoutoftheway。Hehadfled,dischargingatthemasobriquet,likeaParthiandart。
  Impressedsolelywiththechild’sgownandtheoldman’shair,hehaddubbedthedaughterMademoiselleLanoire,andthefather,MonsieurLeblanc,sothatasnooneknewthemunderanyothertitle,thisnicknamebecamealawinthedefaultofanyothername。
  Thestudentssaid:"Ah!MonsieurLeblancisonhisbench。"
  AndMarius,liketherest,hadfounditconvenienttocallthisunknowngentlemanMonsieurLeblanc。
  Weshallfollowtheirexample,andweshallsayM。Leblanc,inordertofacilitatethistale。
  SoMariussawthemnearlyeveryday,atthesamehour,duringthefirstyear。Hefoundthemantohistaste,butthegirlinsipid。
  CHAPTERII
  LUXFACTAEST
  Duringthesecondyear,preciselyatthepointinthishistorywhichthereaderhasnowreached,itchancedthatthishabitoftheLuxembourgwasinterrupted,withoutMariushimselfbeingquiteawarewhy,andnearlysixmonthselapsed,duringwhichhedidnotsetfootinthealley。Oneday,atlast,hereturnedthitheroncemore;
  itwasaserenesummermorning,andMariuswasinjoyousmood,asoneiswhentheweatherisfine。Itseemedtohimthathehadinhisheartallthesongsofthebirdsthathewaslisteningto,andallthebitsofblueskyofwhichhecaughtglimpsesthroughtheleavesofthetrees。
  Hewentstraightto"hisalley,"andwhenhereachedtheendofitheperceived,stillonthesamebench,thatwell—knowncouple。
  Only,whenheapproached,itcertainlywasthesameman;butitseemedtohimthatitwasnolongerthesamegirl。Thepersonwhomhenowbeheldwasatallandbeautifulcreature,possessedofallthemostcharminglinesofawomanattheprecisemomentwhentheyarestillcombinedwithallthemostingenuousgracesofthechild;apureandfugitivemoment,whichcanbeexpressedonlybythesetwowords,——
  "fifteenyears。"Shehadwonderfulbrownhair,shadedwiththreadsofgold,abrowthatseemedmadeofmarble,cheeksthatseemedmadeofrose—leaf,apaleflush,anagitatedwhiteness,anexquisitemouth,whencesmilesdartedlikesunbeams,andwordslikemusic,aheadsuchasRaphaelwouldhavegiventoMary,setuponaneckthatJeanGoujonwouldhaveattributedtoaVenus。And,inorderthatnothingmightbelackingtothisbewitchingface,hernosewasnothandsome——
  itwaspretty;neitherstraightnorcurved,neitherItaliannorGreek;
  itwastheParisiannose,thatistosay,spiritual,delicate,irregular,pure,——whichdrivespainterstodespair,andcharmspoets。
  WhenMariuspassednearher,hecouldnotseehereyes,whichwereconstantlylowered。Hesawonlyherlongchestnutlashes,permeatedwithshadowandmodesty。
  Thisdidnotpreventthebeautifulchildfromsmilingasshelistenedtowhatthewhite—hairedoldmanwassayingtoher,andnothingcouldbemorefascinatingthanthatfreshsmile,combinedwiththosedroopingeyes。
  Foramoment,Mariusthoughtthatshewasanotherdaughterofthesameman,asisteroftheformer,nodoubt。Butwhentheinvariablehabitofhisstrollbroughthim,forthesecondtime,nearthebench,andhehadexaminedherattentively,herecognizedherasthesame。
  Insixmonthsthelittlegirlhadbecomeayoungmaiden;thatwasall。
  Nothingismorefrequentthanthisphenomenon。Thereisamomentwhengirlsblossomoutinthetwinklingofaneye,andbecomerosesallatonce。Oneleftthemchildrenbutyesterday;today,onefindsthemdisquietingtothefeelings。
  Thischildhadnotonlygrown,shehadbecomeidealized。
  AsthreedaysinAprilsufficetocovercertaintreeswithflowers,sixmonthshadsufficedtoclotheherwithbeauty。HerAprilhadarrived。
  Onesometimesseespeople,who,poorandmean,seemtowakeup,passsuddenlyfromindigencetoluxury,indulgeinexpendituresofallsorts,andbecomedazzling,prodigal,magnificent,allofasudden。Thatistheresultofhavingpocketedanincome;anotefelldueyesterday。Theyounggirlhadreceivedherquarterlyincome。
  Andthen,shewasnolongertheschool—girlwithherfelthat,hermerinogown,herscholar’sshoes,andredhands;tastehadcometoherwithbeauty;shewasawell—dressedperson,cladwithasortofrichandsimpleelegance,andwithoutaffectation。
  Sheworeadressofblackdamask,acapeofthesamematerial,andabonnetofwhitecrape。Herwhiteglovesdisplayedthedelicacyofthehandwhichtoyedwiththecarved,Chineseivoryhandleofaparasol,andhersilkenshoeoutlinedthesmallnessofherfoot。
  Whenonepassednearher,herwholetoiletteexhaledayouthfulandpenetratingperfume。
  Asfortheman,hewasthesameasusual。
  ThesecondtimethatMariusapproachedher,theyounggirlraisedhereyelids;hereyeswereofadeep,celestialblue,butinthatveiledazure,therewas,asyet,nothingbuttheglanceofachild。
  ShelookedatMariusindifferently,asshewouldhavestaredatthebratrunningbeneaththesycamores,orthemarblevasewhichcastashadowonthebench,andMarius,onhisside,continuedhispromenade,andthoughtaboutsomethingelse。
  Hepassednearthebenchwheretheyounggirlsat,fiveorsixtimes,butwithouteventurninghiseyesinherdirection。
  Onthefollowingdays,hereturned,aswashiswont,totheLuxembourg;
  asusual,hefoundthere"thefatheranddaughter;"buthepaidnofurtherattentiontothem。Hethoughtnomoreaboutthegirlnowthatshewasbeautifulthanhehadwhenshewashomely。
  Hepassedverynearthebenchwhereshesat,becausesuchwashishabit。
  CHAPTERIII
  EFFECTOFTHESPRING
  Oneday,theairwaswarm,theLuxembourgwasinundatedwithlightandshade,theskywasaspureasthoughtheangelshadwasheditthatmorning,thesparrowsweregivingventtolittletwittersinthedepthsofthechestnut—trees。Mariushadthrownopenhiswholesoultonature,hewasnotthinkingofanything,hesimplylivedandbreathed,hepassednearthebench,theyounggirlraisedhereyestohim,thetwoglancesmet。
  Whatwasthereintheyounggirl’sglanceonthisoccasion?
  Mariuscouldnothavetold。Therewasnothingandtherewaseverything。
  Itwasastrangeflash。
  Shedroppedhereyes,andhepursuedhisway。
  Whathehadjustseenwasnolongertheingenuousandsimpleeyeofachild;itwasamysteriousgulfwhichhadhalfopened,thenabruptlyclosedagain。
  Therecomesadaywhentheyounggirlglancesinthismanner。
  Woetohimwhochancestobethere!
  Thatfirstgazeofasoulwhichdoesnot,asyet,knowitself,islikethedawninthesky。Itistheawakeningofsomethingradiantandstrange。Nothingcangiveanyideaofthedangerouscharmofthatunexpectedgleam,whichflashessuddenlyandvaguelyforthfromadorableshadows,andwhichiscomposedofalltheinnocenceofthepresent,andofallthepassionofthefuture。
  Itisasortofundecidedtendernesswhichrevealsitselfbychance,andwhichwaits。Itisasnarewhichtheinnocentmaidensetsunknowntoherself,andinwhichshecapturesheartswithouteitherwishingorknowingit。Itisavirginlookinglikeawoman。
  Itisrarethataprofoundreverydoesnotspringfromthatglance,whereitfalls。Allpuritiesandallcandorsmeetinthatcelestialandfatalgleamwhich,morethanallthebest—plannedtenderglancesofcoquettes,possessesthemagicpowerofcausingthesuddenblossoming,inthedepthsofthesoul,ofthatsombreflower,impregnatedwithperfumeandwithpoison,whichiscalledlove。
  Thatevening,onhisreturntohisgarret,Mariuscasthiseyesoverhisgarments,andperceived,forthefirsttime,thathehadbeensoslovenly,indecorous,andinconceivablystupidastogoforhiswalkintheLuxembourgwithhis"every—dayclothes,"thatistosay,withahatbatteredneartheband,coarsecarter’sboots,blacktrouserswhichshowedwhiteattheknees,andablackcoatwhichwaspaleattheelbows。
  CHAPTERIV
  BEGINNINGOFAGREATMALADY
  Onthefollowingday,attheaccustomedhour,Mariusdrewfromhiswardrobehisnewcoat,hisnewtrousers,hisnewhat,andhisnewboots;
  heclothedhimselfinthiscompletepanoply,putonhisgloves,atremendousluxury,andsetofffortheLuxembourg。
  Onthewaythither,heencounteredCourfeyrac,andpretendednottoseehim。Courfeyrac,onhisreturnhome,saidtohisfriends:——
  "IhavejustmetMarius’newhatandnewcoat,withMariusinsidethem。Hewasgoingtopassanexamination,nodoubt。
  Helookedutterlystupid。"
  OnarrivingattheLuxembourg,Mariusmadethetourofthefountainbasin,andstaredattheswans;thenheremainedforalongtimeincontemplationbeforeastatuewhoseheadwasperfectlyblackwithmould,andoneofwhosehipswasmissing。Nearthebasintherewasabourgeoisfortyyearsofage,withaprominentstomach,whowasholdingbythehandalittleurchinoffive,andsayingtohim:"Shunexcess,myson,keepatanequaldistancefromdespotismandfromanarchy。"Mariuslistenedtothisbourgeois。
  Thenhemadethecircuitofthebasinoncemore。Atlasthedirectedhiscoursetowards"hisalley,"slowly,andasifwithregret。
  Onewouldhavesaidthathewasbothforcedtogothereandwithheldfromdoingso。Hedidnotperceiveithimself,andthoughtthathewasdoingashealwaysdid。
  Onturningintothewalk,hesawM。Leblancandtheyounggirlattheotherend,"ontheirbench。"Hebuttonedhiscoatuptotheverytop,pulleditdownonhisbodysothattheremightbenowrinkles,examined,withacertaincomplaisance,thelustrousgleamsofhistrousers,andmarchedonthebench。Thismarchsavoredofanattack,andcertainlyofadesireforconquest。SoIsaythathemarchedonthebench,asIshouldsay:"HannibalmarchedonRome。"
  However,allhismovementswerepurelymechanical,andhehadinterruptednoneofthehabitualpreoccupationsofhismindandlabors。Atthatmoment,hewasthinkingthattheManuelduBaccalaureatwasastupidbook,andthatitmusthavebeendrawnupbyrareidiots,toallowofthreetragediesofRacineandonlyonecomedyofMolierebeinganalyzedthereinasmasterpiecesofthehumanmind。Therewasapiercingwhistlinggoingoninhisears。
  Asheapproachedthebench,heheldfasttothefoldsinhiscoat,andfixedhiseyesontheyounggirl。Itseemedtohimthatshefilledtheentireextremityofthealleywithavaguebluelight。
  Inproportionashedrewnear,hispaceslackenedmoreandmore。
  Onarrivingatsomelittledistancefromthebench,andlongbeforehehadreachedtheendofthewalk,hehalted,andcouldnotexplaintohimselfwhyheretracedhissteps。Hedidnotevensaytohimselfthathewouldnotgoasfarastheend。Itwasonlywithdifficultythattheyounggirlcouldhaveperceivedhiminthedistanceandnotedhisfineappearanceinhisnewclothes。Nevertheless,heheldhimselfveryerect,incaseanyoneshouldbelookingathimfrombehind。
  Heattainedtheoppositeend,thencameback,andthistimeheapproachedalittlenearertothebench。Heevengottowithinthreeintervalsoftrees,buttherehefeltanindescribableimpossibilityofproceedingfurther,andhehesitated。Hethoughthesawtheyounggirl’sfacebendingtowardshim。Butheexertedamanlyandviolenteffort,subduedhishesitation,andwalkedstraightahead。Afewsecondslater,herushedinfrontofthebench,erectandfirm,reddeningtotheveryears,withoutdaringtocastaglanceeithertotherightortotheleft,withhishandthrustintohiscoatlikeastatesman。Atthemomentwhenhepassed,——
  underthecannonoftheplace,——hefelthisheartbeatwildly。
  Asontheprecedingday,sheworeherdamaskgownandhercrapebonnet。
  Heheardanineffablevoice,whichmusthavebeen"hervoice。"
  Shewastalkingtranquilly。Shewasverypretty。Hefeltit,althoughhemadenoattempttoseeher。"Shecouldnot,however,"
  hethought,"helpfeelingesteemandconsiderationforme,ifsheonlyknewthatIamtheveritableauthorofthedissertationonMarcosObregondelaRonde,whichM。FrancoisdeNeufchateauput,asthoughitwerehisown,attheheadofhiseditionofGilBlas。"
  Hewentbeyondthebenchasfarastheextremityofthewalk,whichwasverynear,thenturnedonhisheelandpassedoncemoreinfrontofthelovelygirl。Thistime,hewasverypale。
  Moreover,allhisemotionsweredisagreeable。Ashewentfurtherfromthebenchandtheyounggirl,andwhilehisbackwasturnedtoher,hefanciedthatshewasgazingafterhim,andthatmadehimstumble。
  Hedidnotattempttoapproachthebenchagain;hehaltednearthemiddleofthewalk,andthere,athingwhichheneverdid,hesatdown,andreflectinginthemostprofoundlyindistinctdepthsofhisspirit,thatafterall,itwashardthatpersonswhosewhitebonnetandblackgownheadmiredshouldbeabsolutelyinsensibletohissplendidtrousersandhisnewcoat。
  Attheexpirationofaquarterofanhour,herose,asthoughhewereonthepointofagainbeginninghismarchtowardsthatbenchwhichwassurroundedbyanaureole。Butheremainedstandingthere,motionless。Forthefirsttimeinfifteenmonths,hesaidtohimselfthatthatgentlemanwhosatthereeverydaywithhisdaughter,had,onhisside,noticedhim,andprobablyconsideredhisassiduitysingular。
  Forthefirsttime,also,hewasconsciousofsomeirreverenceindesignatingthatstranger,eveninhissecretthoughts,bythesobriquetofM。leBlanc。
  Hestoodthusforseveralminutes,withdroopinghead,tracingfiguresinthesand,withthecanewhichheheldinhishand。
  Thenheturnedabruptlyinthedirectionoppositetothebench,toM。Leblancandhisdaughter,andwenthome。
  Thatdayheforgottodine。Ateighto’clockintheeveningheperceivedthisfact,andasitwastoolatetogodowntotheRueSaint—Jacques,hesaid:"Nevermind!"andateabitofbread。
  Hedidnotgotobeduntilhehadbrushedhiscoatandfoldeditupwithgreatcare。
  CHAPTERV
  DIVRSCLAPSOFTHUNDERFALLONMA’AMBOUGON
  Onthefollowingday,Ma’amBougon,asCourfeyracstyledtheoldportress—principal—tenant,housekeeperoftheGorbeauhovel,Ma’amBougon,whosenamewas,inreality,MadameBurgon,aswehavefoundout,butthisiconoclast,Courfeyrac,respectednothing,——
  Ma’amBougonobserved,withstupefaction,thatM。Mariuswasgoingoutagaininhisnewcoat。
  HewenttotheLuxembourgagain,buthedidnotproceedfurtherthanhisbenchmidwayofthealley。Heseatedhimselfthere,asontheprecedingday,surveyingfromadistance,andclearlymakingout,thewhitebonnet,theblackdress,andaboveall,thatbluelight。
  Hedidnotstirfromit,andonlywenthomewhenthegatesoftheLuxembourgclosed。HedidnotseeM。Leblancandhisdaughterretire。
  HeconcludedthattheyhadquittedthegardenbythegateontheRuedel’Ouest。Lateron,severalweeksafterwards,whenhecametothinkitover,hecouldneverrecallwherehehaddinedthatevening。
  Onthefollowingday,whichwasthethird,Ma’amBougonwasthunderstruck。Mariuswentoutinhisnewcoat。
  "Threedaysinsuccession!"sheexclaimed。
  Shetriedtofollowhim,butMariuswalkedbriskly,andwithimmensestrides;itwasahippopotamusundertakingthepursuitofachamois。
  Shelostsightofhimintwominutes,andreturnedbreathless,three—quarterschokedwithasthma,andfurious。"Ifthereisanysense,"shegrowled,"inputtingonone’sbestclotheseveryday,andmakingpeoplerunlikethis!"
  MariusbetookhimselftotheLuxembourg。
  TheyounggirlwastherewithM。Leblanc。Mariusapproachedasnearashecould,pretendingtobebusyreadingabook,buthehaltedafaroff,thenreturnedandseatedhimselfonhisbench,wherehespentfourhoursinwatchingthehouse—sparrowswhowereskippingaboutthewalk,andwhoproducedonhimtheimpressionthattheyweremakingsportofhim。
  Afortnightpassedthus。MariuswenttotheLuxembourgnolongerforthesakeofstrollingthere,buttoseathimselfalwaysinthesamespot,andthatwithoutknowingwhy。Oncearrivedthere,hedidnotstir。Heputonhisnewcoateverymorning,forthepurposeofnotshowinghimself,andhebeganalloveragainonthemorrow。
  Shewasdecidedlyamarvellousbeauty。Theonlyremarkapproachingacriticism,thatcouldbemade,was,thatthecontradictionbetweenhergaze,whichwasmelancholy,andhersmile,whichwasmerry,gavearatherwildeffecttoherface,whichsometimescausedthissweetcountenancetobecomestrangewithoutceasingtobecharming。
  CHAPTERVI
  TAKENPRISONER
  Ononeofthelastdaysofthesecondweek,Mariuswasseatedonhisbench,asusual,holdinginhishandanopenbook,ofwhichhehadnotturnedapageforthelasttwohours。Allatoncehestarted。
  Aneventwastakingplaceattheotherextremityofthewalk。
  Leblancandhisdaughterhadjustlefttheirseat,andthedaughterhadtakenherfather’sarm,andbothwereadvancingslowly,towardsthemiddleofthealleywhereMariuswas。Mariusclosedhisbook,thenopeneditagain,thenforcedhimselftoread;hetrembled;
  theaureolewascomingstraighttowardshim。"Ah!goodHeavens!"
  thoughthe,"Ishallnothavetimetostrikeanattitude。"
  Stillthewhite—hairedmanandthegirladvanced。Itseemedtohimthatthislastedforacentury,andthatitwasbutasecond。
  "Whataretheycominginthisdirectionfor?"heaskedhimself。
  "What!Shewillpasshere?Herfeetwilltreadthissand,thiswalk,twopacesfromme?"Hewasutterlyupset,hewouldhavelikedtobeveryhandsome,hewouldhavelikedtoownthecross。
  Heheardthesoftandmeasuredsoundoftheirapproachingfootsteps。
  HeimaginedthatM。Leblancwasdartingangryglancesathim。
  "Isthatgentlemangoingtoaddressme?"hethoughttohimself。
  Hedroppedhishead;whenheraiseditagain,theywereverynearhim。
  Theyounggirlpassed,andasshepassed,sheglancedathim。
  Shegazedsteadilyathim,withapensivesweetnesswhichthrilledMariusfromheadtofoot。Itseemedtohimthatshewasreproachinghimforhavingallowedsolongatimetoelapsewithoutcomingasfarasher,andthatshewassayingtohim:"Iamcomingmyself。"Mariuswasdazzledbythoseeyesfraughtwithraysandabysses。
  Hefelthisbrainonfire。Shehadcometohim,whatjoy!
  Andthen,howshehadlookedathim!Sheappearedtohimmorebeautifulthanhehadeverseenheryet。Beautifulwithabeautywhichwaswhollyfeminineandangelic,withacompletebeautywhichwouldhavemadePetrarchsingandDantekneel。Itseemedtohimthathewasfloatingfreeintheazureheavens。Atthesametime,hewashorriblyvexedbecausetherewasdustonhisboots。
  Hethoughthefeltsurethatshehadlookedathisbootstoo。
  Hefollowedherwithhiseyesuntilshedisappeared。ThenhestartedupandwalkedabouttheLuxembourggardenlikeamadman。
  Itispossiblethat,attimes,helaughedtohimselfandtalkedaloud。
  Hewassodreamywhenhecamenearthechildren’snurses,thateachoneofthemthoughthiminlovewithher。
  HequittedtheLuxembourg,hopingtofindheragaininthestreet。
  HeencounteredCourfeyracunderthearcadesoftheOdeon,andsaidtohim:"Comeanddinewithme。"TheywentofftoRousseau’sandspentsixfrancs。Mariusatelikeanogre。Hegavethewaitersixsous。
  Atdessert,hesaidtoCourfeyrac。"Haveyoureadthepaper?
  WhatafinediscourseAudrydePuyraveaudelivered!"
  Hewasdesperatelyinlove。
  Afterdinner,hesaidtoCourfeyrac:"Iwilltreatyoutotheplay。"
  TheywenttothePorte—Sainte—MartintoseeFrederickinl’AubergedesAdrets。Mariuswasenormouslyamused。
  Atthesametime,hehadaredoubledattackofshyness。
  Onemergingfromthetheatre,herefusedtolookatthegarterofamodistewhowassteppingacrossagutter,andCourfeyrac,whosaid:"Ishouldliketoputthatwomaninmycollection,"
  almosthorrifiedhim。
  CourfeyracinvitedhimtobreakfastattheCafeVoltaireonthefollowingmorning。Mariuswentthither,andateevenmorethanontheprecedingevening。Hewasverythoughtfulandverymerry。
  Onewouldhavesaidthathewastakingadvantageofeveryoccasiontolaughuproariously。Hetenderlyembracedsomemanorotherfromtheprovinces,whowaspresentedtohim。Acircleofstudentsformedroundthetable,andtheyspokeofthenonsensepaidforbytheStatewhichwasutteredfromtherostrumintheSorbonne,thentheconversationfelluponthefaultsandomissionsinGuicherat’sdictionariesandgrammars。Mariusinterruptedthediscussiontoexclaim:"Butitisveryagreeable,allthesametohavethecross!"
  "That’squeer!"whisperedCourfeyractoJeanProuvaire。
  "No,"respondedProuvaire,"that’sserious。"
  Itwasserious;infact,Mariushadreachedthatfirstviolentandcharminghourwithwhichgrandpassionsbegin。
  Aglancehadwroughtallthis。
  Whenthemineischarged,whentheconflagrationisready,nothingismoresimple。Aglanceisaspark。
  Itwasalloverwithhim。Mariuslovedawoman。Hisfatewasenteringtheunknown。
  Theglanceofwomenresemblescertaincombinationsofwheels,whicharetranquilinappearanceyetformidable。Youpassclosetothemeveryday,peaceablyandwithimpunity,andwithoutasuspicionofanything。Amomentarriveswhenyouforgetthatthethingisthere。Yougoandcome,dream,speak,laugh。Allatonceyoufeelyourselfclutched;allisover。Thewheelsholdyoufast,theglancehasensnaredyou。Ithascaughtyou,nomatterwhereorhow,bysomeportionofyourthoughtwhichwasflutteringloose,bysomedistractionwhichhadattackedyou。Youarelost。Thewholeofyoupassesintoit。Achainofmysteriousforcestakespossessionofyou。Youstruggleinvain;nomorehumansuccorispossible。
  Yougoonfallingfromgearingtogearing,fromagonytoagony,fromtorturetotorture,you,yourmind,yourfortune,yourfuture,yoursoul;and,accordingtowhetheryouareinthepowerofawickedcreature,orofanobleheart,youwillnotescapefromthisterrifyingmachineotherwisethandisfiguredwithshame,ortransfiguredbypassion。
  CHAPTERVII
  ADVENTURESOFTHELETTERUDELIVEREDOVERTOCONJECTURES
  Isolation,detachment,fromeverything,pride,independence,thetasteofnature,theabsenceofdailyandmaterialactivity,thelifewithinhimself,thesecretconflictsofchastity,abenevolentecstasytowardsallcreation,hadpreparedMariusforthispossessionwhichiscalledpassion。Hisworshipofhisfatherhadgraduallybecomeareligion,and,likeallreligions,ithadretreatedtothedepthsofhissoul。Somethingwasrequiredintheforeground。Lovecame。
  Afullmonthelapsed,duringwhichMariuswenteverydaytotheLuxembourg。Whenthehourarrived,nothingcouldholdhimback。——"Heisonduty,"saidCourfeyrac。Mariuslivedinastateofdelight。Itiscertainthattheyounggirldidlookathim。
  Hehadfinallygrownbold,andapproachedthebench。Still,hedidnotpassinfrontofitanymore,inobediencetotheinstinctoftimidityandtotheinstinctofprudencecommontolovers。
  Heconsidereditbetternottoattract"theattentionofthefather。"
  Hecombinedhisstationsbehindthetreesandthepedestalsofthestatueswithaprofounddiplomacy,sothathemightbeseenasmuchaspossiblebytheyounggirlandaslittleaspossiblebytheoldgentleman。Sometimes,heremainedmotionlessbythehalf—hourtogetherintheshadeofaLeonidasoraSpartacus,holdinginhishandabook,abovewhichhiseyes,gentlyraised,soughtthebeautifulgirl,andshe,onherside,turnedhercharmingprofiletowardshimwithavaguesmile。Whileconversinginthemostnaturalandtranquilmannerintheworldwiththewhite—hairedman,shebentuponMariusallthereveriesofavirginalandpassionateeye。
  Ancientandtime—honoredmanoeuvrewhichEveunderstoodfromtheveryfirstdayoftheworld,andwhicheverywomanunderstandsfromtheveryfirstdayofherlife!hermouthrepliedtoone,andherglancerepliedtoanother。
  Itmustbesupposed,thatM。Leblancfinallynoticedsomething,foroften,whenMariusarrived,heroseandbegantowalkabout。
  HehadabandonedtheiraccustomedplaceandhadadoptedthebenchbytheGladiator,neartheotherendofthewalk,asthoughwiththeobjectofseeingwhetherMariuswouldpursuethemthither。
  Mariusdidnotunderstand,andcommittedthiserror。"Thefather"
  begantogrowinexact,andnolongerbrought"hisdaughter"
  everyday。Sometimes,hecamealone。ThenMariusdidnotstay。
  Anotherblunder。
  Mariuspaidnoheedtothesesymptoms。Fromthephaseoftimidity,hehadpassed,byanaturalandfatalprogress,tothephaseofblindness。Hisloveincreased。Hedreamedofiteverynight。
  Andthen,anunexpectedblisshadhappenedtohim,oilonthefire,aredoublingoftheshadowsoverhiseyes。Oneevening,atdusk,hehadfound,onthebenchwhich"M。Leblancandhisdaughter"
  hadjustquitted,ahandkerchief,averysimplehandkerchief,withoutembroidery,butwhite,andfine,andwhichseemedtohimtoexhaleineffableperfume。Heseizeditwithrapture。
  ThishandkerchiefwasmarkedwiththelettersU。F。Mariusknewnothingaboutthisbeautifulchild,——neitherherfamilyname,herChristiannamenorherabode;thesetwoletterswerethefirstthingofherthathehadgainedpossessionof,adorableinitials,uponwhichheimmediatelybegantoconstructhisscaffolding。
  UwasevidentlytheChristianname。"Ursule!"hethought,"whatadeliciousname!"Hekissedthehandkerchief,drankitin,placeditonhisheart,onhisflesh,duringtheday,andatnight,laiditbeneathhislipsthathemightfallasleeponit。
  "Ifeelthatherwholesoullieswithinit!"heexclaimed。
  Thishandkerchiefbelongedtotheoldgentleman,whohadsimplyletitfallfromhispocket。
  Inthedayswhichfollowedthefindingofthistreasure,heonlydisplayedhimselfattheLuxembourgintheactofkissingthehandkerchiefandlayingitonhisheart。Thebeautifulchildunderstoodnothingofallthis,andsignifiedittohimbyimperceptiblesigns。
  "Omodesty!"saidMarius。
  CHAPTERVIII
  THEVETERANSTHEMSELVESCANBEHAPPY
  Sincewehavepronouncedthewordmodesty,andsinceweconcealnothing,weoughttosaythatonce,nevertheless,inspiteofhisecstasies,"hisUrsule"causedhimveryseriousgrief。ItwasononeofthedayswhenshepersuadedM。Leblanctoleavethebenchandstrollalongthewalk。AbriskMaybreezewasblowing,whichswayedthecrestsoftheplaintain—trees。Thefatheranddaughter,arminarm,hadjustpassedMarius’bench。Mariushadrisentohisfeetbehindthem,andwasfollowingthemwithhiseyes,aswasfittinginthedesperatesituationofhissoul。
  Allatonce,agustofwind,moremerrythantherest,andprobablychargedwithperformingtheaffairsofSpringtime,sweptdownfromthenursery,flungitselfonthealley,envelopedtheyounggirlinadeliciousshiver,worthyofVirgil’snymphs,andthefawnsofTheocritus,andliftedherdress,therobemoresacredthanthatofIsis,almosttotheheightofhergarter。Alegofexquisiteshapeappeared。Mariussawit。Hewasexasperatedandfurious。
  Theyounggirlhadhastilythrustdownherdress,withadivinelytroubledmotion,buthewasnonethelessangryforallthat。Hewasaloneinthealley,itistrue。Buttheremighthavebeensomeonethere。
  Andwhatiftherehadbeensomeonethere!Cananyonecomprehendsuchathing?Whatshehadjustdoneishorrible!——Alas,thepoorchildhaddonenothing;therehadbeenbutoneculprit,thewind;
  butMarius,inwhomquiveredtheBartholowhoexistsinCherubin,wasdeterminedtobevexed,andwasjealousofhisownshadow。
  Itisthus,infact,thattheharshandcapriciousjealousyofthefleshawakensinthehumanheart,andtakespossessionofit,evenwithoutanyright。Moreover,settingasideeventhatjealousy,thesightofthatcharmingleghadcontainednothingagreeableforhim;
  thewhitestockingofthefirstwomanhechancedtomeetwouldhaveaffordedhimmorepleasure。