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第26章

  "AndwhyIwas,"addedLaigledeMeaux。
  "Idonotunderstandyou,"saidMarius。
  Laigleresumed:——
  "Nothingismoresimple。Iwasclosetothedesktoreply,andclosetothedoorforthepurposeofflight。Theprofessorgazedatmewithacertainintensity。Allofasudden,Blondeau,whomustbethemaliciousnosealludedtobyBoileau,skippedtotheletterL。Lismyletter。IamfromMeaux,andmynameisLesgle。"
  "L’Aigle!"interruptedMarius,"whatfinename!"
  "Monsieur,Blondeaucametothisfinename,andcalled:
  `Laigle!’Ireply:`Present!’ThenBlondeaugazesatme,withthegentlenessofatiger,andsaystome:`lfyouarePontmercy,youarenotLaigle。’Aphrasewhichhasadisobligingairforyou,butwhichwaslugubriousonlyforme。Thatsaid,hecrossedmeoff。"
  Mariusexclaimed:——
  "Iammortified,sir——"
  "Firstofall,"interposedLaigle,"IdemandpermissiontoembalmBlondeauinafewphrasesofdeeplyfelteulogium。Iwillassumethatheisdead。Therewillbenogreatchangerequiredinhisgauntness,inhispallor,inhiscoldness,andinhissmell。
  AndIsay:`Erudiminiquijudicatisterram。HereliesBlondeau,BlondeautheNose,BlondeauNasica,theoxofdiscipline,bosdisciplinae,thebloodhoundofthepassword,theangeloftheroll—call,whowasupright,squareexact,rigid,honest,andhideous。
  Godcrossedhimoffashecrossedmeoff。’"
  Mariusresumed:——
  "Iamverysorry——"
  "Youngman,"saidLaigledeMeaux,"letthisserveyouasalesson。
  Infuture,beexact。"
  "Ireallybegyouathousandpardons。"
  "Donotexposeyourneighbortothedangerofhavinghisnameerasedagain。"
  "Iamextremelysorry——"
  Laigleburstoutlaughing。
  "AndIamdelighted。Iwasonthebrinkofbecomingalawyer。
  Thiserasuresavesme。Irenouncethetriumphsofthebar。
  Ishallnotdefendthewidow,andIshallnotattacktheorphan。
  Nomoretoga,nomorestage。Hereismyerasureallreadyforme。
  ItistoyouthatIamindebtedforit,MonsieurPontmercy。
  Iintendtopayasolemncallofthanksuponyou。Wheredoyoulive?"
  "Inthiscab,"saidMarius。
  "Asignofopulence,"retortedLaiglecalmly。"Icongratulateyou。
  Youhavetherearentofninethousandfrancsperannum。"
  Atthatmoment,Courfeyracemergedfromthecafe。
  Mariussmiledsadly。
  "Ihavepaidthisrentforthelasttwohours,andIaspiretogetridofit;butthereisasortofhistoryattachedtoit,andIdon’tknowwheretogo。"
  "Cometomyplace,sir,"saidCourfeyrac。
  "Ihavethepriority,"observedLaigle,"butIhavenohome。"
  "Holdyourtongue,Bossuet,"saidCourfeyrac。
  "Bossuet,"saidMarius,"butIthoughtthatyournamewasLaigle。"
  "DeMeaux,"repliedLaigle;"bymetaphor,Bossuet。"
  Courfeyracenteredthecab。
  "Coachman,"saidhe,"hoteldelaPorte—Saint—Jacques。"
  Andthatveryevening,MariusfoundhimselfinstalledinachamberofthehoteldelaPorte—Saint—JacquessidebysidewithCourfeyrac。
  CHAPTERIII
  MARIUS’ASTONISHMENTS
  Inafewdays,MariushadbecomeCourfeyrac’sfriend。Youthistheseasonforpromptweldingandtherapidhealingofscars。
  MariusbreathedfreelyinCourfeyrac’ssociety,adecidedlynewthingforhim。Courfeyracputnoquestionstohim。Hedidnoteventhinkofsuchathing。Atthatage,facesdiscloseeverythingonthespot。Wordsaresuperfluous。Thereareyoungmenofwhomitcanbesaidthattheircountenanceschatter。Onelooksatthemandoneknowsthem。
  Onemorning,however,Courfeyracabruptlyaddressedthisinterrogationtohim:——
  "Bytheway,haveyouanypoliticalopinions?"
  "Theidea!"saidMarius,almostaffrontedbythequestion。
  "Whatareyou?"
  "Ademocrat—Bonapartist。"
  "Thegrayhueofareassuredrat,"saidCourfeyrac。
  Onthefollowingday,CourfeyracintroducedMariusattheCafeMusain。
  Thenhewhisperedinhisear,withasmile:"Imustgiveyouyourentrytotherevolution。"AndheledhimtothehalloftheFriendsoftheABC。Hepresentedhimtotheothercomrades,sayingthissimplewordwhichMariusdidnotunderstand:"Apupil。"
  Mariushadfallenintoawasps’—nestofwits。However,althoughhewassilentandgrave,hewas,nonetheless,bothwingedandarmed。
  Marius,uptothattimesolitaryandinclinedtosoliloquy,andtoasides,bothbyhabitandbytaste,wasalittleflutteredbythiscoveyofyoungmenaroundhim。Allthesevariousinitiativessolicitedhisattentionatonce,andpulledhimabout。
  Thetumultuousmovementsofthesemindsatlibertyandatworksethisideasinawhirl。Sometimes,inhistrouble,theyfledsofarfromhim,thathehaddifficultyinrecoveringthem。
  Heheardthemtalkofphilosophy,ofliterature,ofart,ofhistory,ofreligion,inunexpectedfashion。Hecaughtglimpsesofstrangeaspects;and,ashedidnotplacetheminproperperspective,hewasnotaltogethersurethatitwasnotchaosthathegrasped。
  Onabandoninghisgrandfather’sopinionsfortheopinionsofhisfather,hehadsupposedhimselffixed;henowsuspected,withuneasiness,andwithoutdaringtoavowittohimself,thathewasnot。
  Theangleatwhichhesaweverythingbegantobedisplacedanew。
  Acertainoscillationsetallthehorizonsofhisbrainsinmotion。
  Anoddinternalupsetting。Healmostsufferedfromit。
  Itseemedasthoughtherewereno"consecratedthings"
  forthoseyoungmen。Mariusheardsingularpropositionsoneverysortofsubject,whichembarrassedhisstilltimidmind。
  Atheatreposterpresenteditself,adornedwiththetitleofatragedyfromtheancientrepertorycalledclassic:"Downwithtragedydeartothebourgeois!"criedBahorel。AndMariusheardCombeferrereply:——
  "Youarewrong,Bahorel。Thebourgeoisielovestragedy,andthebourgeoisiemustbeleftatpeaceonthatscore。
  Bewiggedtragedyhasareasonforitsexistence,andIamnotoneofthosewho,byorderofAEschylus,contestitsrighttoexistence。
  Thereareroughoutlinesinnature;thereare,increation,ready—madeparodies;abeakwhichisnotabeak,wingswhicharenotwings,gillswhicharenotgills,pawswhicharenotpaws,acryofpainwhicharousesadesiretolaugh,thereistheduck。
  Now,sincepoultryexistsbythesideofthebird,Idonotseewhyclassictragedyshouldnotexistinthefaceofantiquetragedy。"
  OrchancedecreedthatMariusshouldtraverseRueJean—JacquesRousseaubetweenEnjolrasandCourfeyrac。
  Courfeyractookhisarm:——
  "Payattention。ThisistheRuePlatriere,nowcalledRueJean—JacquesRousseau,onaccountofasingularhouseholdwhichlivedinitsixtyyearsago。ThisconsistedofJean—JacquesandTherese。
  Fromtimetotime,littlebeingswerebornthere。Theresegavebirthtothem,Jean—Jacquesrepresentedthemasfoundlings。"
  AndEnjolrasaddressedCourfeyracroughly:——
  "SilenceinthepresenceofJean—Jacques!Iadmirethatman。
  Hedeniedhisownchildren,thatmaybe;butheadoptedthepeople。"
  Notoneoftheseyoungmenarticulatedtheword:TheEmperor。
  JeanProuvairealonesometimessaidNapoleon;alltheotherssaid"Bonaparte。"Enjolraspronouncedit"Buonaparte。"
  Mariuswasvaguelysurprised。Initiumsapientiae。
  CHAPTERIV
  THEBACKROOMOFTHECAFEMUSAIN
  Oneoftheconversationsamongtheyoungmen,atwhichMariuswaspresentandinwhichhesometimesjoined,wasaveritableshocktohismind。
  ThistookplaceinthebackroomoftheCafeMusain。NearlyalltheFriendsoftheABChadconvenedthatevening。Theargandlampwassolemnlylighted。Theytalkedofonethingandanother,withoutpassionandwithnoise。WiththeexceptionofEnjolrasandMarius,whoheldtheirpeace,allwereharanguingratherathap—hazard。Conversationsbetweencomradessometimesaresubjecttothesepeaceabletumults。Itwasagameandanuproarasmuchasaconversation。Theytossedwordstoeachotherandcaughtthemupinturn。Theywerechatteringinallquarters。
  Nowomanwasadmittedtothisbackroom,exceptLouison,thedish—washerofthecafe,whopassedthroughitfromtimetotime,togotoherwashinginthe"lavatory。"
  Grantaire,thoroughlydrunk,wasdeafeningthecornerofwhichhehadtakenpossession,reasoningandcontradictingatthetopofhislungs,andshouting:——
  "Iamthirsty。Mortals,Iamdreaming:thatthetunofHeidelberghasanattackofapoplexy,andthatIamoneofthedozenleecheswhichwillbeappliedtoit。Iwantadrink。Idesiretoforgetlife。
  LifeisahideousinventionofIknownotwhom。Itlastsnotimeatall,andisworthnothing。Onebreaksone’sneckinliving。
  Lifeisatheatresetinwhichtherearebutfewpracticableentrances。
  Happinessisanantiquereliquarypaintedononesideonly。
  Ecclesiastessays:`Allisvanity。’Iagreewiththatgoodman,whoneverexisted,perhaps。Zeronotwishingtogostarknaked,clothedhimselfinvanity。Ovanity!Thepatchingupofeverythingwithbigwords!akitchenisalaboratory,adancerisaprofessor,anacrobatisagymnast,aboxerisapugilist,anapothecaryisachemist,awigmakerisanartist,ahodmanisanarchitect,ajockeyisasportsman,awood—louseisapterigybranche。Vanityhasarightandawrongside;therightsideisstupid,itisthenegrowithhisglassbeads;thewrongsideisfoolish,itisthephilosopherwithhisrags。IweepovertheoneandIlaughovertheother。
  Whatarecalledhonorsanddignities,andevendignityandhonor,aregenerallyofpinchbeck。Kingsmakeplaythingsofhumanpride。
  Caligulamadeahorseaconsul;CharlesII。madeaknightofasirloin。Wrapyourselfupnow,then,betweenConsulIncitatusandBaronetRoastbeef。Asfortheintrinsicvalueofpeople,itisnolongerrespectableintheleast。Listentothepanegyricwhichneighbormakesofneighbor。Whiteonwhiteisferocious;
  ifthelilycouldspeak,whatasettingdownitwouldgivethedove!
  Abigotedwomanpratingofadevoutwomanismorevenomousthantheaspandthecobra。ItisashamethatIamignorant,otherwiseIwouldquotetoyouamassofthings;butIknownothing。
  Forinstance,Ihavealwaysbeenwitty;whenIwasapupilofGros,insteadofdaubingwretchedlittlepictures,Ipassedmytimeinpilferingapples;rapin[24]isthemasculineofrapine。Somuchformyself;asfortherestofyou,youareworthnomorethanIam。
  Iscoffatyourperfections,excellencies,andqualities。
  Everygoodqualitytendstowardsadefect;economybordersonavarice,thegenerousmanisnextdoortotheprodigal,thebravemanrubselbowswiththebraggart;hewhosaysverypioussaysatriflebigoted;
  therearejustasmanyvicesinvirtueasthereareholesinDiogenes’cloak。Whomdoyouadmire,theslainortheslayer,CaesarorBrutus?Generallymenareinfavoroftheslayer。
  LongliveBrutus,hehasslain!Thereliesthevirtue。Virtue,granted,butmadnessalso。Therearequeerspotsonthosegreatmen。
  TheBrutuswhokilledCaesarwasinlovewiththestatueofalittleboy。
  ThisstatuewasfromthehandoftheGreeksculptorStrongylion,whoalsocarvedthatfigureofanAmazonknownastheBeautifulLeg,Eucnemos,whichNerocarriedwithhiminhistravels。ThisStrongylionleftbuttwostatueswhichplacedNeroandBrutusinaccord。
  Brutuswasinlovewiththeone,Nerowiththeother。Allhistoryisnothingbutwearisomerepetition。Onecenturyistheplagiaristoftheother。ThebattleofMarengocopiesthebattleofPydna;
  theTolbiacofClovisandtheAusterlitzofNapoleonareaslikeeachotherastwodropsofwater。Idon’tattachmuchimportancetovictory。
  Nothingissostupidastoconquer;truegloryliesinconvincing。
  Buttrytoprovesomething!Ifyouarecontentwithsuccess,whatmediocrity,andwithconquering,whatwretchedness!Alas,vanityandcowardiceeverywhere。Everythingobeyssuccess,evengrammar。
  Sivoletusus,saysHorace。ThereforeIdisdainthehumanrace。
  Shallwedescendtothepartyatall?Doyouwishmetobeginadmiringthepeoples?Whatpeople,ifyouplease?ShallitbeGreece?
  TheAthenians,thoseParisiansofdaysgoneby,slewPhocion,aswemightsayColigny,andfawnedupontyrantstosuchanextentthatAnacephorussaidofPisistratus:"Hisurineattractsthebees。"
  ThemostprominentmaninGreeceforfiftyyearswasthatgrammarianPhiletas,whowassosmallandsothinthathewasobligedtoloadhisshoeswithleadinordernottobeblownawaybythewind。
  TherestoodonthegreatsquareinCorinthastatuecarvedbySilanionandcataloguedbyPliny;thisstatuerepresentedEpisthates。
  WhatdidEpisthatesdo?Heinventedatrip。ThatsumsupGreeceandglory。Letuspassontoothers。ShallIadmireEngland?
  ShallIadmireFrance?France?Why?BecauseofParis?IhavejusttoldyoumyopinionofAthens。England?Why?BecauseofLondon?
  IhateCarthage。Andthen,London,themetropolisofluxury,istheheadquartersofwretchedness。ThereareahundreddeathsayearofhungerintheparishofCharing—Crossalone。SuchisAlbion。
  Iadd,astheclimax,thatIhaveseenanEnglishwomandancinginawreathofrosesandbluespectacles。AfigthenforEngland!
  IfIdonotadmireJohnBull,shallIadmireBrotherJonathan?
  Ihavebutlittletasteforthatslave—holdingbrother。TakeawayTimeismoney,whatremainsofEngland?TakeawayCottonisking,whatremainsofAmerica?Germanyisthelymph,Italyisthebile。
  ShallwegointoecstasiesoverRussia?Voltaireadmiredit。HealsoadmiredChina。IadmitthatRussiahasitsbeauties,amongothers,astoutdespotism;butIpitythedespots。Theirhealthisdelicate。
  AdecapitatedAlexis,apoignardedPeter,astrangledPaul,anotherPaulcrushedflatwithkicks,diversIvansstrangled,withtheirthroatscut,numerousNicholasesandBasilspoisoned,allthisindicatesthatthepalaceoftheEmperorsofRussiaisinaconditionofflagrantinsalubrity。Allcivilizedpeoplesofferthisdetailtotheadmirationofthethinker;war;now,war,civilizedwar,exhaustsandsumsupalltheformsofruffianism,fromthebrigandageoftheTrabucerosinthegorgesofMontJaxatothemaraudingoftheComancheIndiansintheDoubtfulPass。
  `Bah!’youwillsaytome,`butEuropeiscertainlybetterthanAsia?’
  IadmitthatAsiaisafarce;butIdonotpreciselyseewhatyoufindtolaughatintheGrandLama,youpeoplesofthewest,whohavemingledwithyourfashionsandyourelegancesallthecomplicatedfilthofmajesty,fromthedirtychemiseofQueenIsabellatothechamber—chairoftheDauphin。Gentlemenofthehumanrace,Itellyou,notabitofit!ItisatBrusselsthatthemostbeerisconsumed,atStockholmthemostbrandy,atMadridthemostchocolate,atAmsterdamthemostgin,atLondonthemostwine,atConstantinoplethemostcoffee,atParisthemostabsinthe;
  therearealltheusefulnotions。Pariscarriestheday,inshort。
  InParis,eventherag—pickersaresybarites;Diogeneswouldhavelovedtobearag—pickerofthePlaceMaubertbetterthantobeaphilosopheratthePiraeus。Learnthisinaddition;thewineshopsoftheragpickersarecalledbibines;themostcelebratedaretheSaucepanandTheSlaughter—House。Hence,tea—gardens,goguettes,caboulots,bouibuis,mastroquets,bastringues,manezingues,bibinesoftherag—pickers,caravanseriesofthecaliphs,Icertifytoyou,Iamavoluptuary,IeatatRichard’satfortysousahead,ImusthavePersiancarpetstorollnakedCleopatrain!WhereisCleopatra?Ah!Soitisyou,Louison。Goodday。"
  [24]Theslangtermforapainter’sassistant。
  ThusdidGrantaire,morethanintoxicated,launchintospeech,catchingatthedish—washerinherpassage,fromhiscornerinthebackroomoftheCafeMusain。
  Bossuet,extendinghishandtowardshim,triedtoimposesilenceonhim,andGrantairebeganagainworsethanever:——
  "AigledeMeaux,downwithyourpaws。YouproduceonmenoeffectwithyourgestureofHippocratesrefusingArtaxerxes’bric—a—brac。I
  excuseyoufromthetaskofsoothingme。Moreover,Iamsad。
  Whatdoyouwishmetosaytoyou?Manisevil,manisdeformed;
  thebutterflyisasuccess,manisafailure。Godmadeamistakewiththatanimal。Acrowdoffersachoiceofugliness。
  Thefirstcomerisawretch,Femme——woman——rhymeswithinfame,——
  infamous。Yes,Ihavethespleen,complicatedwithmelancholy,withhomesickness,plushypochondria,andIamvexedandIrage,andIyawn,andIambored,andIamtiredtodeath,andIamstupid!
  LetGodgotothedevil!"
  "Silencethen,capitalR!"resumedBossuet,whowasdiscussingapointoflawbehindthescenes,andwhowasplungedmorethanwaisthighinaphraseofjudicialslang,ofwhichthisistheconclusion:——
  "——Andasforme,althoughIamhardlyalegist,andatthemost,anamateurattorney,Imaintainthis:that,inaccordancewiththetermsofthecustomsofNormandy,atSaint—Michel,andforeachyear,anequivalentmustbepaidtotheprofitofthelordofthemanor,savingtherightsofothers,andbyallandseveral,theproprietorsaswellasthoseseizedwithinheritance,andthat,forallemphyteuses,leases,freeholds,contractsofdomain,mortgages——"
  "Echo,plaintivenymph,"hummedGrantaire。
  NearGrantaire,analmostsilenttable,asheetofpaper,aninkstandandapenbetweentwoglassesofbrandy,announcedthatavaudevillewasbeingsketchedout。
  Thisgreataffairwasbeingdiscussedinalowvoice,andthetwoheadsatworktouchedeachother:"Letusbeginbyfindingnames。
  Whenonehasthenames,onefindsthesubject。"
  "Thatistrue。Dictate。Iwillwrite。"
  "MonsieurDorimon。"
  "Anindependentgentleman?"
  "Ofcourse。"
  "Hisdaughter,Celestine。"
  "——tine。Whatnext?"
  "ColonelSainval。"
  "Sainvalisstale。IshouldsayValsin。"
  Besidethevaudevilleaspirants,anothergroup,whichwasalsotakingadvantageoftheuproartotalklow,wasdiscussingaduel。
  Anoldfellowofthirtywascounsellingayoungoneofeighteen,andexplainingtohimwhatsortofanadversaryhehadtodealwith。
  "Thedeuce!Lookoutforyourself。Heisafineswordsman。Hisplayisneat。Hehastheattack,nowastedfeints,wrist,dash,lightning,ajustparade,mathematicalparries,bigre!andheisleft—handed。"
  IntheangleoppositeGrantaire,JolyandBahorelwereplayingdominoes,andtalkingoflove。
  "Youareinluck,thatyouare,"Jolywassaying。"Youhaveamistresswhoisalwayslaughing。"
  "Thatisafaultofhers,"returnedBahorel。"One’smistressdoeswrongtolaugh。Thatencouragesonetodeceiveher。Toseehergayremovesyourremorse;ifyouseehersad,yourconsciencepricksyou。"
  "Ingrate!awomanwholaughsissuchagoodthing!Andyouneverquarrel!"
  "Thatisbecauseofthetreatywhichwehavemade。OnformingourlittleHolyAllianceweassignedourselveseachourfrontier,whichwenevercross。WhatissituatedonthesideofwinterbelongstoVaud,onthesideofthewindtoGex。Hencethepeace。"
  "Peaceishappinessdigesting。"
  "Andyou,Jolllly,wheredoyoustandinyourentanglementwithMamselle——
  youknowwhomImean?"
  "Shesulksatmewithcruelpatience。"
  "Yetyouarealovertosoftentheheartwithgauntness。"
  "Alas!"
  "Inyourplace,Iwouldletheralone。"
  "Thatiseasyenoughtosay。"
  "Andtodo。IsnothernameMusichetta?"
  "Yes。Ah!mypoorBahorel,sheisasuperbgirl,veryliterary,withtinyfeet,littlehands,shedresseswell,andiswhiteanddimpled,withtheeyesofafortune—teller。Iamwildoverher。"
  "Mydearfellow,theninordertopleaseher,youmustbeelegant,andproduceeffectswithyourknees。Buyagoodpairoftrousersofdouble—milledclothatStaub’s。Thatwillassist。"
  "Atwhatprice?"shoutedGrantaire。
  Thethirdcornerwasdelivereduptoapoeticaldiscussion。
  PaganmythologywasgivingbattletoChristianmythology。
  ThequestionwasaboutOlympus,whosepartwastakenbyJeanProuvaire,outofpureromanticism。
  JeanProuvairewastimidonlyinrepose。Onceexcited,heburstforth,asortofmirthaccentuatedhisenthusiasm,andhewasatoncebothlaughingandlyric。
  "Letusnotinsultthegods,"saidhe。"Thegodsmaynothavetakentheirdeparture。Jupiterdoesnotimpressmeasdead。
  Thegodsaredreams,yousay。Well,eveninnature,suchasitisto—day,aftertheflightofthesedreams,westillfindallthegrandoldpaganmyths。Suchandsuchamountainwiththeprofileofacitadel,liketheVignemale,forexample,isstilltometheheaddressofCybele;ithasnotbeenprovedtomethatPandoesnotcomeatnighttobreatheintothehollowtrunksofthewillows,stoppinguptheholesinturnwithhisfingers,andIhavealwaysbelievedthatIohadsomethingtodowiththecascadeofPissevache。"
  Inthelastcorner,theyweretalkingpolitics。TheCharterwhichhadbeengrantedwasgettingroughlyhandled。Combeferrewasupholdingitweakly。Courfeyracwasenergeticallymakingabreachinit。
  OnthetablelayanunfortunatecopyofthefamousTouquetCharter。
  Courfeyrachadseizedit,andwasbrandishingit,minglingwithhisargumentstherattlingofthissheetofpaper。
  "Inthefirstplace,Iwon’thaveanykings;ifitwereonlyfromaneconomicalpointofview,Idon’twantany;akingisaparasite。Onedoesnothavekingsgratis。Listentothis:
  thedearnessofkings。AtthedeathofFrancoisI。,thenationaldebtofFranceamountedtoanincomeofthirtythousandlivres;
  atthedeathofLouisXIV。itwastwomilliards,sixhundredmillions,attwenty—eightlivresthemark,whichwasequivalentin1760,accordingtoDesmarets,tofourmilliards,fivehundredmillions,whichwouldto—daybeequivalenttotwelvemilliards。Inthesecondplace,andnooffencetoCombeferre,achartergrantedisbutapoorexpedientofcivilization。Tosavethetransition,tosoftenthepassage,todeadentheshock,tocausethenationtopassinsensiblyfromthemonarchytodemocracybythepracticeofconstitutionalfictions,——whatdetestablereasonsallthoseare!
  No!no!letusneverenlightenthepeoplewithfalsedaylight。
  Principlesdwindleandpaleinyourconstitutionalcellar。
  Noillegitimacy,nocompromise,nograntfromthekingtothepeople。
  InallsuchgrantsthereisanArticle14。Bythesideofthehandwhichgivesthereistheclawwhichsnatchesback。Irefuseyourcharterpoint—blank。Acharterisamask;thelielurksbeneathit。
  Apeoplewhichacceptsacharterabdicates。Thelawisonlythelawwhenentire。No!nocharter!"
  Itwaswinter;acoupleoffagotswerecracklinginthefireplace。
  Thiswastempting,andCourfeyraccouldnotresist。HecrumpledthepoorTouquetCharterinhisfist,andflungitinthefire。
  Thepaperflashedup。CombeferrewatchedthemasterpieceofLouisXVIII。
  burnphilosophically,andcontentedhimselfwithsaying:——
  "Thechartermetamorphosedintoflame。"
  Andsarcasms,sallies,jests,thatFrenchthingwhichiscalledentrain,andthatEnglishthingwhichiscalledhumor,goodandbadtaste,goodandbadreasons,allthewildpyrotechnicsofdialogue,mountingtogetherandcrossingfromallpointsoftheroom,producedasortofmerrybombardmentovertheirheads。
  CHAPTERV
  ENLARGEMENTOFHORIZON
  Theshocksofyouthfulmindsamongthemselveshavethisadmirableproperty,thatonecanneverforeseethespark,nordivinethelightningflash。Whatwilldartoutpresently?Nooneknows。
  Theburstoflaughterstartsfromatenderfeeling。
  Atthemomentofjest,theseriousmakesitsentry。Impulsesdependonthefirstchanceword。Thespiritofeachissovereign,jestsufficestoopenthefieldtotheunexpected。Theseareconversationswithabruptturns,inwhichtheperspectivechangessuddenly。
  Chanceisthestage—managerofsuchconversations。
  Aseverethought,startingoddlyfromaclashofwords,suddenlytraversedtheconflictofquipsinwhichGrantaire,Bahorel,Prouvaire,Bossuet,Combeferre,andCourfeyracwereconfusedlyfencing。
  Howdoesaphrasecropupinadialogue?Whencecomesitthatitsuddenlyimpressesitselfontheattentionofthosewhohearit?
  Wehavejustsaid,thatnooneknowsanythingaboutit。Inthemidstoftheuproar,BossuetallatonceterminatedsomeapostrophetoCombeferre,withthisdate:——
  "June18th,1815,Waterloo。"
  AtthisnameofWaterloo,Marius,whowasleaninghiselbowsonatable,besideaglassofwater,removedhiswristfrombeneathhischin,andbegantogazefixedlyattheaudience。
  "Pardieu!"exclaimedCourfeyrac("Parbleu"wasfallingintodisuseatthisperiod),"thatnumber18isstrangeandstrikesme。ItisBonaparte’sfatalnumber。PlaceLouisinfrontandBrumairebehind,youhavethewholedestinyoftheman,withthissignificantpeculiarity,thattheendtreadscloseontheheelsofthecommencement。"
  Enjolras,whohadremainedmuteuptothatpoint,brokethesilenceandaddressedthisremarktoCombeferre:——
  "Youmeantosay,thecrimeandtheexpiation。"
  ThiswordcrimeoverpassedthemeasureofwhatMarius,whowasalreadygreatlyagitatedbytheabruptevocationofWaterloo,couldaccept。
  Herose,walkedslowlytothemapofFrancespreadoutonthewall,andatwhosebaseanislandwasvisibleinaseparatecompartment,laidhisfingeronthiscompartmentandsaid:——
  "Corsica,alittleislandwhichhasrenderedFranceverygreat。"
  Thiswaslikeabreathoficyair。Allceasedtalking。Theyfeltthatsomethingwasonthepointofoccurring。
  Bahorel,replyingtoBossuet,wasjustassuminganattitudeofthetorsotowhichhewasaddicted。Hegaveituptolisten。
  Enjolras,whoseblueeyewasnotfixedonanyone,andwhoseemedtobegazingatspace,replied,withoutglancingatMarius:——
  "FranceneedsnoCorsicatobegreat。FranceisgreatbecausesheisFrance。Quianominaleo。"
  Mariusfeltnodesiretoretreat;heturnedtowardsEnjolras,andhisvoiceburstforthwithavibrationwhichcamefromaquiverofhisverybeing:——
  "GodforbidthatIshoulddiminishFrance!ButamalgamatingNapoleonwithherisnotdiminishingher。Come!letusarguethequestion。
  Iamanewcomeramongyou,butIwillconfessthatyouamazeme。
  Wheredowestand?Whoarewe?Whoareyou?WhoamI?LetuscometoanexplanationabouttheEmperor。IhearyousayBuonaparte,accentingtheuliketheRoyalists。Iwarnyouthatmygrandfatherdoesbetterstill;hesaysBuonaparte’。Ithoughtyouwereyoungmen。Where,then,isyourenthusiasm?Andwhatareyoudoingwithit?Whomdoyouadmire,ifyoudonotadmiretheEmperor?
  Andwhatmoredoyouwant?Ifyouwillhavenoneofthatgreatman,whatgreatmenwouldyoulike?Hehadeverything。Hewascomplete。
  Hehadinhisbrainthesumofhumanfaculties。HemadecodeslikeJustinian,hedictatedlikeCaesar,hisconversationwasmingledwiththelightning—flashofPascal,withthethunderclapofTacitus,hemadehistoryandhewroteit,hisbulletinsareIliads,hecombinedthecipherofNewtonwiththemetaphorofMahomet,heleftbehindhimintheEastwordsasgreatasthepyramids,atTilsithetaughtEmperorsmajesty,attheAcademyofSciencesherepliedtoLaplace,intheCouncilofStatebeheldhisownagainstMerlin,hegaveasoultothegeometryofthefirst,andtothechicaneryofthelast,hewasalegistwiththeattorneysandsiderealwiththeastronomers;
  likeCromwellblowingoutoneoftwocandles,hewenttotheTempletobargainforacurtaintassel;hesaweverything;hekneweverything;
  whichdidnotpreventhimfromlaughinggood—naturedlybesidethecradleofhislittlechild;andallatonce,frightenedEuropelentanear,armiesputthemselvesinmotion,parksofartilleryrumbled,pontoonsstretchedovertherivers,cloudsofcavalrygallopedinthestorm,cries,trumpets,atremblingofthronesineverydirection,thefrontiersofkingdomsoscillatedonthemap,thesoundofasuperhumanswordwasheard,asitwasdrawnfromitssheath;
  theybeheldhim,him,riseerectonthehorizonwithablazingbrandinhishand,andaglowinhiseyes,unfoldingamidthethunder,histwowings,thegrandarmyandtheoldguard,andhewasthearchangelofwar!"
  Allheldtheirpeace,andEnjolrasbowedhishead。Silencealwaysproducessomewhattheeffectofacquiescence,oftheenemybeingdriventothewall。Mariuscontinuedwithincreasedenthusiasm,andalmostwithoutpausingforbreath:——
  "Letusbejust,myfriends!WhatasplendiddestinyforanationtobetheEmpireofsuchanEmperor,whenthatnationisFranceandwhenitaddsitsowngeniustothegeniusofthatman!Toappearandtoreign,tomarchandtotriumph,tohaveforhalting—placesallcapitals,totakehisgrenadiersandtomakekingsofthem,todecreethefallsofdynasties,andtotransfigureEuropeatthepaceofacharge;tomakeyoufeelthatwhenyouthreatenyoulayyourhandonthehiltoftheswordofGod;tofollowinasingleman,Hannibal,Caesar,Charlemagne;tobethepeopleofsomeonewhomingleswithyourdawnsthestartlingannouncementofabattlewon,tohavethecannonoftheInvalidestorouseyouinthemorning,tohurlintoabyssesoflightprodigiouswordswhichflameforever,Marengo,Arcola,Austerlitz,Jena,Wagram!
  Tocauseconstellationsofvictoriestoflashforthateachinstantfromthezenithofthecenturies,tomaketheFrenchEmpireapendanttotheRomanEmpire,tobethegreatnationandtogivebirthtothegrandarmy,tomakeitslegionsflyforthoveralltheearth,asamountainsendsoutitseaglesonallsidestoconquer,todominate,tostrikewithlightning,tobeinEuropeasortofnationgildedthroughglory,tosoundathwartthecenturiesatrumpet—blastofTitans,toconquertheworldtwice,byconquestandbydazzling,thatissublime;andwhatgreaterthingisthere?"
  "Tobefree,"saidCombeferre。
  Mariusloweredhisheadinhisturn;thatcoldandsimplewordhadtraversedhisepiceffusionlikeabladeofsteel,andhefeltitvanishingwithinhim。Whenheraisedhiseyes,Combeferrewasnolongerthere。Probablysatisfiedwithhisreplytotheapotheosis,hehadjusttakenhisdeparture,andall,withtheexceptionofEnjolras,hadfollowedhim。Theroomhadbeenemptied。Enjolras,leftalonewithMarius,wasgazinggravelyathim。Marius,however,havingralliedhisideastosomeextent,didnotconsiderhimselfbeaten;therelingeredinhimatraceofinwardfermentationwhichwasonthepoint,nodoubt,oftranslatingitselfintosyllogismsarrayedagainstEnjolras,whenallofasudden,theyheardsomeonesingingonthestairsashewent。ItwasCombeferre,andthisiswhathewassinging:——
  "SiCesarm’avaitdonne[25]
  Lagloireetlaguerre,Etqu’ilmefallaitquitterL’amourdemamere,JediraisaugrandCesar:
  Reprendstonsceptreettonchar,J’aimemieuxmamere,ogue!
  J’aimemieuxmamere!"
  [25]IfCesarhadgivenmegloryandwar,andIwereobligedtoquitmymother’slove,IwouldsaytogreatCaesar,"Takebackthysceptreandthychariot;Iprefertheloveofmymother。"
  ThewildandtenderaccentswithwhichCombeferresangcommunicatedtothiscoupletasortofstrangegrandeur。Marius,thoughtfully,andwithhiseyesdikedontheceiling,repeatedalmostmechanically:
  "Mymother?——"
  Atthatmoment,hefeltEnjolras’handonhisshoulder。
  "Citizen,"saidEnjolrastohim,"mymotheristheRepublic。"
  CHAPTERVI
  RESANGUSTA
  ThateveningleftMariusprofoundlyshaken,andwithamelancholyshadowinhissoul。Hefeltwhattheearthmaypossiblyfeel,atthemomentwhenitistornopenwiththeiron,inorderthatgrainmaybedepositedwithinit;itfeelsonlythewound;
  thequiverofthegermandthejoyofthefruitonlyarrivelater。
  Mariuswasgloomy。Hehadbutjustacquiredafaith;musthethenrejectitalready?Heaffirmedtohimselfthathewouldnot。
  Hedeclaredtohimselfthathewouldnotdoubt,andhebegantodoubtinspiteofhimself。Tostandbetweentworeligions,fromoneofwhichyouhavenotasyetemerged,andanotherintowhichyouhavenotyetentered,isintolerable;andtwilightispleasingonlytobat—likesouls。Mariuswasclear—eyed,andherequiredthetruelight。Thehalf—lightsofdoubtpainedhim。
  Whatevermayhavebeenhisdesiretoremainwherehewas,hecouldnothaltthere,hewasirresistiblyconstrainedtocontinue,toadvance,toexamine,tothink,tomarchfurther。Whitherwouldthisleadhim?
  Hefeared,afterhavingtakensomanystepswhichhadbroughthimnearertohisfather,tonowtakeastepwhichshouldestrangehimfromthatfather。Hisdiscomfortwasaugmentedbyallthereflectionswhichoccurredtohim。Anescarpmentrosearoundhim。
  Hewasinaccordneitherwithhisgrandfathernorwithhisfriends;
  daringintheeyesoftheone,hewasbehindthetimesintheeyesoftheothers,andherecognizedthefactthathewasdoublyisolated,onthesideofageandonthesideofyouth。HeceasedtogototheCafeMusain。
  Inthetroubledstateofhisconscience,henolongerthoughtofcertainserioussidesofexistence。Therealitiesoflifedonotallowthemselvestobeforgotten。Theysoonelbowedhimabruptly。
  Onemorning,theproprietorofthehotelenteredMarius’roomandsaidtohim:——
  "MonsieurCourfeyracansweredforyou。"
  "Yes。"
  "ButImusthavemymoney。"
  "RequestCourfeyractocomeandtalkwithme,"saidMarius。
  Courfeyrachavingmadehisappearance,thehostleftthem。
  Mariusthentoldhimwhatithadnotbeforeoccurredtohimtorelate,thathewasthesameasaloneintheworld,andhadnorelatives。
  "Whatistobecomeofyou?"saidCourfeyrac。
  "Idonotknowintheleast,"repliedMarius。
  "Whatareyougoingtodo?"
  "Idonotknow。"
  "Haveyouanymoney?"
  "Fifteenfrancs。"
  "Doyouwantmetolendyousome?"
  "Never。"
  "Haveyouclothes?"
  "HereiswhatIhave。"
  "Haveyoutrinkets?"
  "Awatch。"
  "Silver?"
  "Gold;hereitis。"
  "Iknowaclothes—dealerwhowilltakeyourfrock—coatandapairoftrousers。"
  "Thatisgood。"
  "Youwillthenhaveonlyapairoftrousers,awaistcoat,ahatandacoat。"
  "Andmyboots。"
  "What!youwillnotgobarefoot?Whatopulence!"
  "Thatwillbeenough。"
  "Iknowawatchmakerwhowillbuyyourwatch。"
  "Thatisgood。"
  "No;itisnotgood。Whatwillyoudoafterthat?"
  "Whateverisnecessary。Anythinghonest,thatistosay。"
  "DoyouknowEnglish?"
  "No。"
  "DoyouknowGerman?"
  "No。"
  "Somuchtheworse。"
  "Why?"
  "Becauseoneofmyfriends,apublisher,isgettingupasortofanencyclopaedia,forwhichyoumighthavetranslatedEnglishorGermanarticles。Itisbadlypaidwork,butonecanlivebyit。"
  "IwilllearnEnglishandGerman。"
  "Andinthemeanwhile?"
  "InthemeanwhileIwillliveonmyclothesandmywatch。"
  Theclothes—dealerwassentfor。Hepaidtwentyfrancsforthecast—offgarments。Theywenttothewatchmaker’s。Heboughtthewatchforforty—fivefrancs。
  "Thatisnotbad,"saidMariustoCourfeyrac,ontheirreturntothehotel,"withmyfifteenfrancs,thatmakeseighty。"
  "Andthehotelbill?"observedCourfeyrac。
  "Hello,Ihadforgottenthat,"saidMarius。
  Thelandlordpresentedhisbill,whichhadtobepaidonthespot。
  Itamountedtoseventyfrancs。
  "Ihavetenfrancsleft,"saidMarius。
  "Thedeuce,"exclaimedCourfeyrac,"youwilleatupfivefrancswhileyouarelearningEnglish,andfivewhilelearningGerman。
  Thatwillbeswallowingatongueveryfast,orahundredsousveryslowly。"
  InthemeantimeAuntGillenormand,arathergood—heartedpersonatbottomindifficulties,hadfinallyhuntedupMarius’abode。
  Onemorning,onhisreturnfromthelaw—school,Mariusfoundaletterfromhisaunt,andthesixtypistoles,thatistosay,sixhundredfrancsingold,inasealedbox。
  Mariussentbackthethirtylouistohisaunt,witharespectfulletter,inwhichhestatedthathehadsufficientmeansofsubsistenceandthatheshouldbeablethenceforthtosupplyallhisneeds。
  Atthatmoment,hehadthreefrancsleft。
  Hisauntdidnotinformhisgrandfatherofthisrefusalforfearofexasperatinghim。Besides,hadhenotsaid:"Letmeneverhearthenameofthatblood—drinkeragain!"
  MariusleftthehoteldelaPorteSaint—Jacques,ashedidnotwishtorunindebtthere。
  BOOKFIFTH。——THEEXCELLENCEOFMISFORTUNE
  CHAPTERI
  MARIUSINDIGENT
  LifebecamehardforMarius。Itwasnothingtoeathisclothesandhiswatch。Heateofthatterrible,inexpressiblethingthatiscalleddelavacheenrage;thatistosay,heenduredgreathardshipsandprivations。Aterriblethingitis,containingdayswithoutbread,nightswithoutsleep,eveningswithoutacandle,ahearthwithoutafire,weekswithoutwork,afuturewithouthope,acoatoutattheelbows,anoldhatwhichevokesthelaughterofyounggirls,adoorwhichonefindslockedononeatnightbecauseone’srentisnotpaid,theinsolenceoftheporterandthecook—shopman,thesneersofneighbors,humiliations,dignitytrampledon,workofwhatevernatureaccepted,disgusts,bitterness,despondency。Mariuslearnedhowallthisiseaten,andhowsuchareoftentheonlythingswhichonehastodevour。Atthatmomentofhisexistencewhenamanneedshispride,becauseheneedslove,hefeltthathewasjeeredatbecausehewasbadlydressed,andridiculousbecausehewaspoor。
  Attheagewhenyouthswellstheheartwithimperialpride,hedroppedhiseyesmorethanonceonhisdilapidatedboots,andheknewtheunjustshameandthepoignantblushesofwretchedness。
  Admirableandterribletrialfromwhichthefeebleemergebase,fromwhichthestrongemergesublime。Acrucibleintowhichdestinycastsaman,wheneveritdesiresascoundrelorademi—god。
  Formanygreatdeedsareperformedinpettycombats。Thereareinstancesofbraveryignoredandobstinate,whichdefendthemselvesstepbystepinthatfatalonslaughtofnecessitiesandturpitudes。
  Nobleandmysterioustriumphswhichnoeyebeholds,whicharerequitedwithnorenown,whicharesalutedwithnotrumpetblast。
  Life,misfortune,isolation,abandonment,poverty,arethefieldsofbattlewhichhavetheirheroes;obscureheroes,whoare,sometimes,granderthantheheroeswhowinrenown。
  Firmandrarenaturesarethuscreated;misery,almostalwaysastep—mother,issometimesamother;destitutiongivesbirthtomightofsoulandspirit;distressisthenurseofpride;
  unhappinessisagoodmilkforthemagnanimous。
  TherecameamomentinMarius’life,whenheswepthisownlanding,whenheboughthissou’sworthofBriecheeseatthefruiterer’s,whenhewaiteduntiltwilighthadfallentoslipintothebaker’sandpurchasealoaf,whichhecarriedofffurtivelytohisatticasthoughhehadstolenit。Sometimestherecouldbeseenglidingintothebutcher’sshoponthecorner,inthemidstofthebanteringcookswhoelbowedhim,anawkwardyoungman,carryingbigbooksunderhisarm,whohadatimidyetangryair,who,onentering,removedhishatfromabrowwhereonstooddropsofperspiration,madeaprofoundbowtothebutcher’sastonishedwife,askedforamuttoncutlet,paidsixorsevensousforit,wrappeditupinapaper,putitunderhisarm,betweentwobooks,andwentaway。
  ItwasMarius。Onthiscutlet,whichhecookedforhimself,helivedforthreedays。
  Onthefirstdayheatethemeat,onthesecondheatethefat,onthethirdhegnawedthebone。AuntGillenormandmaderepeatedattempts,andsenthimthesixtypistolesseveraltimes。
  Mariusreturnedthemoneveryoccasion,sayingthatheneedednothing。
  Hewasstillinmourningforhisfatherwhentherevolutionwhichwehavejustdescribedwaseffectedwithinhim。Fromthattimeforth,hehadnotputoffhisblackgarments。Buthisgarmentswerequittinghim。Thedaycamewhenhehadnolongeracoat。
  Thetrouserswouldgonext。Whatwastobedone?Courfeyrac,towhomhehad,onhisside,donesomegoodturns,gavehimanoldcoat。
  Forthirtysous,Mariusgotitturnedbysomeporterorother,anditwasanewcoat。Butthiscoatwasgreen。ThenMariusceasedtogooutuntilafternightfall。Thismadehiscoatblack。
  Ashewishedalwaystoappearinmourning,heclothedhimselfwiththenight。
  Inspiteofallthis,hegotadmittedtopracticeasalawyer。
  HewassupposedtoliveinCourfeyrac’sroom,whichwasdecent,andwhereacertainnumberoflaw—booksbackedupandcompletedbyseveraldilapidatedvolumesofromance,passedasthelibraryrequiredbytheregulations。HehadhislettersaddressedtoCourfeyrac’squarters。
  WhenMariusbecamealawyer,heinformedhisgrandfatherofthefactinaletterwhichwascoldbutfullofsubmissionandrespect。
  M。Gillenormandtrembledashetooktheletter,readit,toreitinfourpieces,andthrewitintothewaste—basket。Twoorthreedayslater,MademoiselleGillenormandheardherfather,whowasaloneinhisroom,talkingaloudtohimself。Healwaysdidthiswheneverhewasgreatlyagitated。Shelistened,andtheoldmanwassaying:
  "Ifyouwerenotafool,youwouldknowthatonecannotbeabaronandalawyeratthesametime。"
  CHAPTERII
  MARIUSPOOR
  Itisthesamewithwretchednessaswitheverythingelse。Itendsbybecomingbearable。Itfinallyassumesaform,andadjustsitself。
  Onevegetates,thatistosay,onedevelopsinacertainmeagrefashion,whichis,however,sufficientforlife。ThisisthemodeinwhichtheexistenceofMariusPontmercywasarranged:
  Hehadpassedtheworststraits;thenarrowpasswasopeningoutalittleinfrontofhim。Bydintoftoil,perseverance,courage,andwill,hehadmanagedtodrawfromhisworkaboutsevenhundredfrancsayear。
  HehadlearnedGermanandEnglish;thankstoCourfeyrac,whohadputhimincommunicationwithhisfriendthepublisher,Mariusfilledthemodestpostofutilitymanintheliteratureofthepublishinghouse。
  Hedrewupprospectuses,translatednewspapers,annotatededitions,compiledbiographies,etc。;netproduct,yearinandyearout,sevenhundredfrancs。Helivedonit。How?Notsobadly。
  Wewillexplain。
  MariusoccupiedintheGorbeauhouse,foranannualsumofthirtyfrancs,adenminusafireplace,calledacabinet,whichcontainedonlythemostindispensablearticlesoffurniture。Thisfurniturebelongedtohim。Hegavethreefrancsamonthtotheoldprincipaltenanttocomeandsweephishole,andtobringhimalittlehotwatereverymorning,afreshegg,andapennyroll。Hebreakfastedonthiseggandroll。Hisbreakfastvariedincostfromtwotofoursous,accordingaseggsweredearorcheap。Atsixo’clockintheeveninghedescendedtheRueSaint—JacquestodineatRousseau’s,oppositeBasset’s,thestamp—dealer’s,onthecorneroftheRuedesMathurins。Heatenosoup。Hetookasix—souplateofmeat,ahalf—portionofvegetablesforthreesous,andathree—soudessert。
  Forthreesoushegotasmuchbreadashewished。Asforwine,hedrankwater。WhenhepaidatthedeskwhereMadamRousseau,atthatperiodstillplumpandrosymajesticallypresided,hegaveasoutothewaiter,andMadamRousseaugavehimasmile。
  Thenhewentaway。Forsixteensoushehadasmileandadinner。
  ThisRestaurantRousseau,wheresofewbottlesandsomanywatercarafeswereemptied,wasacalmingpotionratherthanarestaurant。
  Itnolongerexists。Theproprietorhadafinenickname:hewascalledRousseautheAquatic。
  Thus,breakfastfoursous,dinnersixteensous;hisfoodcosthimtwentysousaday;whichmadethreehundredandsixty—fivefrancsayear。Addthethirtyfrancsforrent,andthethirty—sixfrancstotheoldwoman,plusafewtriflingexpenses;forfourhundredandfiftyfrancs,Mariuswasfed,lodged,andwaitedon。
  Hisclothingcosthimahundredfrancs,hislinenfiftyfrancs,hiswashingfiftyfrancs;thewholedidnotexceedsixhundredandfiftyfrancs。Hewasrich。Hesometimeslenttenfrancstoafriend。
  Courfeyrachadoncebeenabletoborrowsixtyfrancsofhim。
  Asfarasfirewasconcerned,asMariushadnofireplace,hehad"simplifiedmatters。"
  Mariusalwayshadtwocompletesuitsofclothes,theoneold,"foreveryday";theother,brandnewforspecialoccasions。
  Bothwereblack。Hehadbutthreeshirts,oneonhisperson,thesecondinthecommode,andthethirdinthewasherwoman’shands。
  Herenewedthemastheyworeout。Theywerealwaysragged,whichcausedhimtobuttonhiscoattothechin。
  IthadrequiredyearsforMariustoattaintothisflourishingcondition。
  Hardyears;difficult,someofthem,totraverse,otherstoclimb。
  Mariushadnotfailedforasingleday。Hehadenduredeverythinginthewayofdestitution;hehaddoneeverythingexceptcontractdebts。
  Hedidhimselfthejusticetosaythathehadneverowedanyoneasou。
  Adebtwas,tohim,thebeginningofslavery。Heevensaidtohimself,thatacreditorisworsethanamaster;forthemasterpossessesonlyyourperson,acreditorpossessesyourdignityandcanadministertoitaboxontheear。Ratherthanborrow,hewentwithoutfood。
  Hehadpassedmanyadayfasting。Feelingthatallextremesmeet,andthat,ifoneisnotonone’sguard,loweredfortunesmayleadtobasenessofsoul,hekeptajealouswatchonhispride。
  Suchandsuchaformalityoraction,which,inanyothersituationwouldhaveappearedmerelyadeferencetohim,nowseemedinsipidity,andhenervedhimselfagainstit。Hisfaceworeasortofsevereflush。
  Hewastimideventorudeness。
  Duringallthesetrialshehadfelthimselfencouragedandevenuplifted,attimes,byasecretforcethathepossessedwithinhimself。
  Thesoulaidsthebody,andatcertainmoments,raisesit。
  Itistheonlybirdwhichbearsupitsowncage。
  Besideshisfather’sname,anothernamewasgraveninMarius’heart,thenameofThenardier。Marius,withhisgraveandenthusiasticnature,surroundedwithasortofaureolethemantowhom,inhisthoughts,heowedhisfather’slife,——thatintrepidsergeantwhohadsavedthecolonelamidthebulletsandthecannon—ballsofWaterloo。
  Heneverseparatedthememoryofthismanfromthememoryofhisfather,andheassociatedtheminhisveneration。Itwasasortofworshipintwosteps,withthegrandaltarforthecolonelandthelesseroneforThenardier。WhatredoubledthetendernessofhisgratitudetowardsThenardier,wastheideaofthedistressintowhichheknewthatThenardierhadfallen,andwhichhadengulfedthelatter。
  MariushadlearnedatMontfermeiloftheruinandbankruptcyoftheunfortunateinn—keeper。Sincethattime,hehadmadeunheard—ofeffortstofindtracesofhimandtoreachhiminthatdarkabyssofmiseryinwhichThenardierhaddisappeared。Mariushadbeatenthewholecountry;
  hehadgonetoChelles,toBondy,toGourney,toNogent,toLagny。
  Hehadpersistedforthreeyears,expendingintheseexplorationsthelittlemoneywhichhehadlaidby。NoonehadbeenabletogivehimanynewsofThenardier:hewassupposedtohavegoneabroad。
  Hiscreditorshadalsosoughthim,withlesslovethanMarius,butwithasmuchassiduity,andhadnotbeenabletolaytheirhandsonhim。Mariusblamedhimself,andwasalmostangrywithhimselfforhislackofsuccessinhisresearches。Itwastheonlydebtlefthimbythecolonel,andMariusmadeitamatterofhonortopayit。
  "What,"hethought,"whenmyfatherlaydyingonthefieldofbattle,didThenardiercontrivetofindhimamidthesmokeandthegrape—shot,andbearhimoffonhisshoulders,andyetheowedhimnothing,andI,whoowesomuchtoThenardier,cannotjoinhiminthisshadowwhereheislyinginthepangsofdeath,andinmyturnbringhimbackfromdeathtolife!Oh!Iwillfindhim!"
  TofindThenardier,infact,Mariuswouldhavegivenoneofhisarms,torescuehimfromhismisery,hewouldhavesacrificedallhisblood。
  ToseeThenardier,torenderThenardiersomeservice,tosaytohim:
  "Youdonotknowme;well,Idoknowyou!HereIam。Disposeofme!"
  ThiswasMarius’sweetestandmostmagnificentdream。
  CHAPTERIII
  MARIUSGROWNUP
  Atthisepoch,Mariuswastwentyyearsofage。Itwasthreeyearssincehehadlefthisgrandfather。Bothpartieshadremainedonthesameterms,withoutattemptingtoapproacheachother,andwithoutseekingtoseeeachother。Besides,whatwastheuseofseeingeachother?Mariuswasthebrassvase,whileFatherGillenormandwastheironpot。
  WeadmitthatMariuswasmistakenastohisgrandfather’sheart。
  HehadimaginedthatM。Gillenormandhadneverlovedhim,andthatthatcrusty,harsh,andsmilingoldfellowwhocursed,shouted,andstormedandbrandishedhiscane,cherishedforhim,atthemost,onlythataffection,whichisatonceslightandsevere,ofthedotardsofcomedy。Mariuswasinerror。
  Therearefatherswhodonotlovetheirchildren;thereexistsnograndfatherwhodoesnotadorehisgrandson。Atbottom,aswehavesaid,M。GillenormandidolizedMarius。Heidolizedhimafterhisownfashion,withanaccompanimentofsnappishnessandboxesontheear;but,thischildoncegone,hefeltablackvoidinhisheart;hewouldallownoonetomentionthechildtohim,andallthewhilesecretlyregrettedthathewassowellobeyed。
  Atfirst,hehopedthatthisBuonapartist,thisJacobin,thisterrorist,thisSeptembrist,wouldreturn。Buttheweekspassedby,yearspassed;
  toM。Gillenormand’sgreatdespair,the"blood—drinker"didnotmakehisappearance。"Icouldnotdootherwisethanturnhimout,"saidthegrandfathertohimself,andheaskedhimself:
  "Ifthethingweretodooveragain,wouldIdoit?"Hisprideinstantlyanswered"yes,"buthisagedhead,whichheshookinsilence,repliedsadly"no。"Hehadhishoursofdepression。
  HemissedMarius。Oldmenneedaffectionastheyneedthesun。
  Itiswarmth。Strongashisnaturewas,theabsenceofMariushadwroughtsomechangeinhim。Nothingintheworldcouldhaveinducedhimtotakeasteptowards"thatrogue";buthesuffered。
  Heneverinquiredabouthim,buthethoughtofhimincessantly。
  HelivedintheMaraisinamoreandmoreretiredmanner;
  hewasstillmerryandviolentasofold,buthismerrimenthadaconvulsiveharshness,andhisviolencesalwaysterminatedinasortofgentleandgloomydejection。Hesometimessaid:
  "Oh!ifheonlywouldreturn,whatagoodboxontheearIwouldgivehim!"
  Asforhisaunt,shethoughttoolittletolovemuch;Mariuswasnolongerforhermuchmorethanavagueblackform;andsheeventuallycametooccupyherselfwithhimmuchlessthanwiththecatortheparoquetwhichsheprobablyhad。WhataugmentedFatherGillenormand’ssecretsufferingwas,thathelockeditallupwithinhisbreast,anddidnotallowitsexistencetobedivined。
  Hissorrowwaslikethoserecentlyinventedfurnaceswhichconsumetheirownsmoke。ItsometimeshappenedthatofficiousbusybodiesspoketohimofMarius,andaskedhim:"Whatisyourgrandsondoing?"
  "Whathasbecomeofhim?"Theoldbourgeoisrepliedwithasigh,thathewasasadcase,andgivingafilliptohiscuff,ifhewishedtoappeargay:"MonsieurleBarondePontmercyispractisingpettifogginginsomecornerorother。"
  Whiletheoldmanregretted,Mariusapplaudedhimself。
  Asisthecasewithallgood—heartedpeople,misfortunehaderadicatedhisbitterness。HeonlythoughtofM。Gillenormandinanamiablelight,buthehadsethismindonnotreceivinganythingmorefromthemanwhohadbeenunkindtohisfather。
  Thiswasthemitigatedtranslationofhisfirstindignation。
  Moreover,hewashappyathavingsuffered,andatsufferingstill。
  Itwasforhisfather’ssake。Thehardnessofhislifesatisfiedandpleasedhim。Hesaidtohimselfwithasortofjoythat——
  itwascertainlytheleasthecoulddo;thatitwasanexpiation;——
  that,haditnotbeenforthat,hewouldhavebeenpunishedinsomeotherwayandlateronforhisimpiousindifferencetowardshisfather,andsuchafather!thatitwouldnothavebeenjustthathisfathershouldhaveallthesuffering,andhenoneofit;andthat,inanycase,whatwerehistoilsandhisdestitutioncomparedwiththecolonel’sheroiclife?that,inshort,theonlywayforhimtoapproachhisfatherandresemblehim,wastobebraveinthefaceofindigence,astheotherhadbeenvaliantbeforetheenemy;andthatthatwas,nodoubt,whatthecolonelhadmeanttoimplybythewords:
  "Hewillbeworthyofit。"WordswhichMariuscontinuedtowear,notonhisbreast,sincethecolonel’swritinghaddisappeared,butinhisheart。
  Andthen,onthedaywhenhisgrandfatherhadturnedhimoutofdoors,hehadbeenonlyachild,nowhewasaman。Hefeltit。Misery,werepeat,hadbeengoodforhim。Povertyinyouth,whenitsucceeds,hasthismagnificentpropertyaboutit,thatitturnsthewholewilltowardseffort,andthewholesoultowardsaspiration。
  Povertyinstantlylaysmateriallifebareandrendersithideous;
  henceinexpressibleboundstowardstheideallife。Thewealthyyoungmanhasahundredcoarseandbrilliantdistractions,horseraces,hunting,dogs,tobacco,gaming,goodrepasts,andalltherestofit;
  occupationsforthebasersideofthesoul,attheexpenseoftheloftierandmoredelicatesides。Thepooryoungmanwinshisbreadwithdifficulty;heeats;whenhehaseaten,hehasnothingmorebutmeditation。HegoestothespectacleswhichGodfurnishesgratis;
  hegazesatthesky,space,thestars,flowers,children,thehumanityamongwhichheissuffering,thecreationamidwhichhebeams。
  Hegazessomuchonhumanitythatheperceivesitssoul,hegazesuponcreationtosuchanextentthathebeholdsGod。Hedreams,hefeelshimselfgreat;hedreamson,andfeelshimselftender。
  Fromtheegotismofthemanwhosuffershepassestothecompassionofthemanwhomeditates。Anadmirablesentimentbreaksforthinhim,forgetfulnessofselfandpityforall。
  Ashethinksoftheinnumerableenjoymentswhichnatureoffers,gives,andlavishestosoulswhichstandopen,andrefusestosoulsthatareclosed,hecomestopity,hethemillionnaireofthemind,themillionnaireofmoney。Allhatreddepartsfromhisheart,inproportionaslightpenetrateshisspirit。Andisheunhappy?
  No。Themiseryofayoungmanisnevermiserable。Thefirstyoungladwhocomestohand,howeverpoorhemaybe,withhisstrength,hishealth,hisrapidwalk,hisbrillianteyes,hiswarmlycirculatingblood,hisblackhair,hisredlips,hiswhiteteeth,hispurebreath,willalwaysarousetheenvyofanagedemperor。
  Andthen,everymorning,hesetshimselfafreshtothetaskofearninghisbread;andwhilehishandsearnhisbread,hisdorsalcolumngainspride,hisbraingathersideas。Histaskfinished,hereturnstoineffableecstasies,tocontemplation,tojoys;
  hebeholdshisfeetsetinafflictions,inobstacles,onthepavement,inthenettles,sometimesinthemire;hisheadinthelight。Heisfirmserene,gentle,peaceful,attentive,serious,contentwithlittle,kindly;andhethanksGodforhavingbestowedonhimthosetwoformsofricheswhichmanyarichmanlacks:work,whichmakeshimfree;
  andthought,whichmakeshimdignified。
  ThisiswhathadhappenedwithMarius。Totellthetruth,heinclinedalittletoomuchtothesideofcontemplation。Fromthedaywhenhehadsucceededinearninghislivingwithsomeapproachtocertainty,hehadstopped,thinkingitgoodtobepoor,andretrenchingtimefromhisworktogivetothought;thatistosay,hesometimespassedentiredaysinmeditation,absorbed,engulfed,likeavisionary,inthemutevoluptuousnessofecstasyandinwardradiance。
  Hehadthuspropoundedtheproblemofhislife:totoilaslittleaspossibleatmateriallabor,inordertotoilasmuchaspossibleatthelaborwhichisimpalpable;inotherwords,tobestowafewhoursonreallife,andtocasttheresttotheinfinite。Ashebelievedthathelackednothing,hedidnotperceivethatcontemplation,thusunderstood,endsbybecomingoneoftheformsofidleness;
  thathewascontentinghimselfwithconqueringthefirstnecessitiesoflife,andthathewasrestingfromhislaborstoosoon。