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第94章

  Atlastthedaycame,thecarriagedroveup,thelittlehumblepacketscontainingtokensofloveandremembrancewerereadyanddisposedinthehalllongsince——Georgewasinhisnewsuit,forwhichthetailorhadcomepreviouslytomeasurehim。Hehadsprungupwiththesunandputonthenewclothes,hismotherhearinghimfromtheroomcloseby,inwhichshehadbeenlying,inspeechlessgriefandwatching。Daysbeforeshehadbeenmakingpreparationsfortheend,purchasinglittlestoresfortheboy’suse,markinghisbooksandlinen,talkingwithhimandpreparinghimforthechange——fondlyfancyingthatheneededpreparation。
  Sothathehadchange,whatcaredhe?Hewaslongingforit。Byathousandeagerdeclarationsastowhathewoulddo,whenhewenttolivewithhisgrandfather,hehadshownthepoorwidowhowlittletheideaofpartinghadcasthimdown。”Hewouldcomeandseehismammaoftenonthepony。”hesaid。”Hewouldcomeandfetchherinthecarriage;theywoulddriveinthepark,andsheshouldhaveeverythingshewanted。”
  Thepoormotherwasfaintocontentherselfwiththeseselfishdemonstrationsofattachment,andtriedtoconvinceherselfhowsincerelyhersonlovedher。Hemustloveher。Allchildrenwereso:alittleanxiousfornovelty,and——no,notselfish,butself-willed。Herchildmusthavehisenjoymentsandambitionintheworld。Sheherself,byherownselfishnessandimprudentloveforhimhaddeniedhimhisjustrightsandpleasureshitherto。
  Iknowfewthingsmoreaffectingthanthattimorousdebasementandself-humiliationofawoman。Howsheownsthatitissheandnotthemanwhoisguilty;howshetakesallthefaultsonherside;howshecourtsinamannerpunishmentforthewrongswhichshehasnotcommittedandpersistsinshieldingtherealculprit!Itisthosewhoinjurewomenwhogetthemostkindnessfromthem——theyareborntimidandtyrantsandmaltreatthosewhoarehumblestbeforethem。
  SopoorAmeliahadbeengettingreadyinsilentmiseryforherson’sdeparture,andhadpassedmanyandmanyalongsolitaryhourinmakingpreparationsfortheend。
  Georgestoodbyhismother,watchingherarrangementswithouttheleastconcern。Tearshadfallenintohisboxes;
  passageshadbeenscoredinhisfavouritebooks;oldtoys,relics,treasureshadbeenhoardedawayforhim,andpackedwithstrangeneatnessandcare——andofallthesethingstheboytooknonote。Thechildgoesawaysmilingasthemotherbreaksherheart。Byheavensitispitiful,thebootlessloveofwomenforchildreninVanityFair。
  Afewdaysarepast,andthegreateventofAmelia’slifeisconsummated。Noangelhasintervened。Thechildissacrificedandoffereduptofate,andthewidowisquitealone。
  Theboycomestoseeheroften,tobesure。Heridesonaponywithacoachmanbehindhim,tothedelightofhisoldgrandfather,Sedley,whowalksproudlydownthelanebyhisside。Sheseeshim,butheisnotherboyanymore。Why,heridestoseetheboysatthelittleschool,too,andtoshowoffbeforethemhisnewwealthandsplendour。Intwodayshehasadoptedaslightlyimperiousairandpatronizingmanner。Hewasborntocommand,hismotherthinks,ashisfatherwasbeforehim。
  Itisfineweathernow。Ofeveningsonthedayswhenhedoesnotcome,shetakesalongwalkintoLondon——yes,asfarasRussellSquare,andrestsonthestonebytherailingofthegardenoppositeMr。Osborne’shouse。
  Itissopleasantandcool。Shecanlookupandseethedrawing-roomwindowsilluminated,and,ataboutnineo’clock,thechamberintheupperstorywhereGeorgysleeps。Sheknows——hehastoldher。Shepraysthereasthelightgoesout,prayswithanhumbleheart,andwalkshomeshrinkingandsilent。Sheisverytiredwhenshecomeshome。Perhapsshewillsleepthebetterforthatlongwearywalk,andshemaydreamaboutGeorgy。
  OneSundayshehappenedtobewalkinginRussellSquare,atsomedistancefromMr。Osborne’shouseshecouldseeitfromadistancethoughwhenallthebellsofSabbathwereringing,andGeorgeandhisauntcameouttogotochurch;alittlesweepaskedforcharity,andthefootman,whocarriedthebooks,triedtodrivehimaway;butGeorgystoppedandgavehimmoney。MayGod’sblessingbeontheboy!Emmyranroundthesquareand,cominguptothesweep,gavehimhermitetoo。
  AllthebellsofSabbathwereringing,andshefollowedthemuntilshecametotheFoundlingChurch,intowhichshewent。Thereshesatinaplacewhenceshecouldseetheheadoftheboyunderhisfather’stombstone。
  Manyhundredfreshchildren’svoicesroseupthereandsanghymnstotheFatherBeneficent,andlittleGeorge’ssoulthrilledwithdelightattheburstofgloriouspsalmody。Hismothercouldnotseehimforawhile,throughthemistthatdimmedhereyes。
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  InWhichaCharadeIsActedWhichMayorMayNotPuzzletheReaderAfterBecky’sappearanceatmyLordSteyne’sprivateandselectparties,theclaimsofthatestimablewomanasregardsfashionweresettled,andsomeoftheverygreatestandtallestdoorsinthemetropoliswerespeedilyopenedtoher——doorssogreatandtallthatthebelovedreaderandwriterhereofmayhopeinvaintoenteratthem。Dearbrethren,letustremblebeforethoseaugustportals。Ifancythemguardedbygroomsofthechamberwithflamingsilverforkswithwhichtheyprongallthosewhohavenottherightoftheentree。
  Theysaythehonestnewspaper-fellowwhositsinthehallandtakesdownthenamesofthegreatoneswhoareadmittedtothefeastsdiesafteralittletime。Hecan’tsurvivetheglareoffashionlong。Itscorcheshimup,asthepresenceofJupiterinfulldresswastedthatpoorimprudentSemele——agiddymothofacreaturewhoruinedherselfbyventuringoutofhernaturalatmosphere。
  HermythoughttobetakentoheartamongsttheTyburnians,theBelgravians——herstory,andperhapsBecky’stoo。Ah,ladies!——asktheReverendMr。ThuriferifBelgraviaisnotasoundingbrassandTyburniaatinklingcymbal。Thesearevanities。Eventhesewillpassaway。Andsomedayorotherbutitwillbeafterourtime,thankgoodnessHydeParkGardenswillbenobetterknownthanthecelebratedhorticulturaloutskirtsofBabylon,andBelgraveSquarewillbeasdesolateasBakerStreet,orTadmorinthewilderness。
  Ladies,areyouawarethatthegreatPittlivedinBakerStreet?WhatwouldnotyourgrandmothershavegiventobeaskedtoLadyHester’spartiesinthatnowdecayedmansion?Ihavedinedinit——moiquivousparle,Ipeopledthechamberwithghostsofthemightydead。
  Aswesatsoberlydrinkingclarettherewithmenofto-day,thespiritsofthedepartedcameinandtooktheirplacesroundthedarksomeboard。Thepilotwhoweatheredthestormtossedoffgreatbumpersofspiritualport;theshadeofDundasdidnotleavetheghostofaheeltap。Addingtonsatbowingandsmirkinginaghastlymanner,andwouldnotbebehindhandwhenthenoiselessbottlewentround;Scott,fromunderbushyeyebrows,winkedattheapparitionofabeeswing;Wilberforce’seyeswentuptotheceiling,sothathedidnotseemtoknowhowhisglasswentupfulltohismouthandcamedownempty;uptotheceilingwhichwasaboveusonlyyesterday,andwhichthegreatofthepastdayshavealllookedat。Theyletthehouseasafurnishedlodgingnow。Yes,LadyHesteroncelivedinBakerStreet,andliesasleepinthewilderness。Eothensawherthere——
  notinBakerStreet,butintheothersolitude。
  Itisallvanitytobesure,butwhowillnotowntolikingalittleofit?Ishouldliketoknowwhatwell-
  constitutedmind,merelybecauseitistransitory,dislikesroastbeef?Thatisavanity,butmayeverymanwhoreadsthishaveawholesomeportionofitthroughlife,Ibeg:aye,thoughmyreaderswerefivehundredthousand。Sitdown,gentlemen,andfallto,withagoodheartyappetite;thefat,thelean,thegravy,thehorse-radishasyoulikeit——don’tspareit。Anotherglassofwine,Jones,myboy——alittlebitoftheSundayside。Yes,letuseatourfillofthevainthingandbethankfultherefor。
  AndletusmakethebestofBecky’saristocraticpleasureslikewise——forthesetoo,likeallothermortaldelights,werebuttransitory。
  TheupshotofhervisittoLordSteynewasthatHisHighnessthePrinceofPeterwaradintookoccasiontorenewhisacquaintancewithColonelCrawley,whentheymetonthenextdayattheClub,andtocomplimentMrs。CrawleyintheRingofHydeParkwithaprofoundsaluteofthehat。SheandherhusbandwereinvitedimmediatelytooneofthePrince’ssmallpartiesatLevantHouse,thenoccupiedbyHisHighnessduringthetemporaryabsencefromEnglandofitsnobleproprietor。Shesangafterdinnertoaverylittlecomite。
  TheMarquisofSteynewaspresent,paternallysuperintendingtheprogressofhispupil。
  AtLevantHouseBeckymetoneofthefinestgentlemenandgreatestministersthatEuropehasproduced——
  theDucdelaJabotiere,thenAmbassadorfromtheMostChristianKing,andsubsequentlyMinistertothatmonarch。IdeclareIswellwithprideastheseaugustnamesaretranscribedbymypen,andIthinkinwhatbrilliantcompanymydearBeckyismoving。ShebecameaconstantguestattheFrenchEmbassy,wherenopartywasconsideredtobecompletewithoutthepresenceofthecharmingMadameRavdonnCravley。
  MessieursdeTruffignyofthePerigordfamilyandChampignac,bothattachesoftheEmbassy,werestraightwaysmittenbythecharmsofthefairColonel’swife,andbothdeclared,accordingtothewontoftheirnationforwhoeveryetmetaFrenchman,comeoutofEngland,thathasnotlefthalfadozenfamiliesmiserable,andbroughtawayasmanyheartsinhispocket-book?,both,Isay,declaredthattheywereaumieuxwiththecharmingMadameRavdonn。
  ButIdoubtthecorrectnessoftheassertion。Champignacwasveryfondofecarte,andmademanypartieswiththeColonelofevenings,whileBeckywassingingtoLordSteyneintheotherroom;andasforTruffigny,itisawell-knownfactthathedarednotgototheTravellers’,whereheowedmoneytothewaiters,andifhehadnothadtheEmbassyasadining-place,theworthyyounggentlemanmusthavestarved。Idoubt,Isay,thatBeckywouldhaveselectedeitheroftheseyoungmenasapersononwhomshewouldbestowherspecialregard。Theyranofhermessages,purchasedherglovesandflowers,wentindebtforopera-boxesforher,andmadethemselvesamiableinathousandways。AndtheytalkedEnglishwithadorablesimplicity,andtotheconstantamusementofBeckyandmyLordSteyne,shewouldmimiconeorothertohisface,andcomplimenthimonhisadvanceintheEnglishlanguagewithagravitywhichneverfailedtotickletheMarquis,hersardonicoldpatron。
  TruffignygaveBriggsashawlbywayofwinningoverBecky’sconfidante,andaskedhertotakechargeofaletterwhichthesimplespinsterhandedoverinpublictothepersontowhomitwasaddressed,andthecompositionofwhichamusedeverybodywhoreaditgreatly。
  LordSteynereadit,everybodybuthonestRawdon,towhomitwasnotnecessarytotelleverythingthatpassedinthelittlehouseinMayFair。
  Here,beforelong,Beckyreceivednotonly“thebest“
  foreignersasthephraseisinournobleandadmirablesocietyslang,butsomeofthebestEnglishpeopletoo。
  Idon’tmeanthemostvirtuous,orindeedtheleastvirtuous,orthecleverest,orthestupidest,ortherichest,orthebestborn,but“thebest。”——inaword,peopleaboutwhomthereisnoquestion——suchasthegreatLadyFitz-
  Willis,thatPatronSaintofAlmack’s,thegreatLadySlowbore,thegreatLadyGrizzelMacbethshewasLadyG。Glowry,daughterofLordGreyofGlowry,andthelike。WhentheCountessofFitz-WillisherLadyshipisoftheKingstreetfamily,seeDebrettandBurketakesupaperson,heorsheissafe。Thereisnoquestionaboutthemanymore。NotthatmyLadyFitz-
  Willisisanybetterthananybodyelse,being,onthecontrary,afadedperson,fifty-sevenyearsofage,andneitherhandsome,norwealthy,norentertaining;butitisagreedonallsidesthatsheisofthe“bestpeople。”
  Thosewhogotoherareofthebest:andfromanoldgrudgeprobablytoLadySteyneforwhosecoronetherladyship,thentheyouthfulGeorginaFrederica,daughterofthePrinceofWales’sfavourite,theEarlofPortansherry,hadoncetried,thisgreatandfamousleaderofthefashionchosetoacknowledgeMrs。RawdonCrawley;madeheramostmarkedcurtseyattheassemblyoverwhichshepresided;andnotonlyencouragedherson,St。KittshislordshipgothisplacethroughLordSteyne’sinterest,tofrequentMrs。Crawley’shouse,butaskedhertoherownmansionandspoketohertwiceinthemostpublicandcondescendingmannerduringdinner。TheimportantfactwasknownalloverLondonthatnight。PeoplewhohadbeencryingfieaboutMrs。