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第63章

  Didn’tlookbackwhenshewasgoingdownthestrand。Wouldn’tgivethatsatisfaction。Thosegirls,thosegirls,thoselovelyseasidegirls。Fineeyesshehad,clear。It’sthewhiteoftheeyebringsthatoutnotsomuchthepupil。DidsheknowwhatI?Course。Likeacatsittingbeyondadog’sjump。WomennevermeetonelikethatWilkinsinthehighschooldrawingapictureofVenuswithallhisbelongingsonshow。Callthatinnocence?
  Pooridiot!Hiswifehasherworkcutoutforher。NeverseethemsitonabenchmarkedWetPaint。Eyesalloverthem。Lookunderthebedforwhat’snotthere。Longingtogetthefrightoftheirlives。Sharpasneedlestheyare。WhenIsaidtoMollythemanatthecornerofCuffestreetwasgoodlooking,thoughtshemightlike,twiggedatoncehehadafalsearm。Hadtoo。Wheredotheygetthat?TypistgoingupRogerGreene’sstairstwoatatimetoshowherunderstandings。Handeddownfromfathertomothertodaughter,Imean。Bredinthebone。Millyforexampledryingherhandkerchiefonthemirrortosavetheironing。Bestplaceforanadtocatchawoman’seyeonamirror。AndwhenIsentherforMolly’sPaisleyshawltoPresscott’s,bythewaythatadImust,carryinghomethechangeinherstocking。Cleverlittleminx!Inevertoldher。Neatwayshecarriedparcelstoo。Attractmen,smallthinglikethat。Holdingupherhand,shakingit,toletthebloodflowbackwhenitwasred。Whodidyoulearnthatfrom?Nobody。Somethingthenursetaughtme。O,don’ttheyknow?ThreeyearsoldshewasinfrontofMolly’sdressingtablejustbeforeweleftLombardstreetwest。Mehaveaniceface。Mullingar。Whoknows?Waysoftheworld。Youngstudent。Straightonherpinsanywaynotliketheother。Stillshewasgame。Lord,Iamwet。
  Devilyouare。Swellofhercalf。Transparentstockings,stretchedtobreakingpoint。Notlikethatfrumptoday。A。E。Rumpledstockings。OrtheoneinGraftonstreet。White。Wow!Beeftotheheel。
  Amonkeypuzzlerocketburst,splutteringindartingcrackles。Zradsandzrads,zrads,zrads。AndCissyandTommyranouttoseeandEdyafterwiththepushcarandthenGertybeyondthecurveoftherocks。Willshe?
  Watch!Watch!See!Lookedround。Shesmeltanonion。Darling,Isawyour。
  Isawall。
  Lord!
  Didmegoodallthesame。OffcolourafterKiernan’s,Dignam’s。Forthisreliefmuchthanks。InHamlet,thatis。Lord!Itwasallthingscombined。Excitement。Whensheleanedbackfeltanacheatthebuttofmytongue。Yourheaditsimplyswirls。He’sright。Mighthavemadeaworsefoolofmyselfhowever。Insteadoftalkingaboutnothing。ThenIwilltellyouall。Stillitwasakindoflanguagebetweenus。Itcouldn’tbe?No,Gertytheycalledher。MightbefalsenamehoweverlikemyandtheaddressDolphin’sbarnablind。HermaidennamewasJeminaBrownAndshelivedwithhermotherinIrishtown。PlacemademethinkofthatIsuppose。Alltarredwiththesamebrush。
  Wipingpensintheirstockings。Buttheballrolleddowntoherasifitunderstood。Everybullethasitsbillet。CourseInevercouldthrowanythingstraightatschool。Crookedasaram’shorn。Sadhoweverbecauseitlastsonlyafewyearstilltheysettledowntopotwallopingandpapa’spantswillsoonfitWillyandfullers’earthforthebabywhentheyholdhimouttodoah。Nosoftjob。Savesthem。Keepsthemoutofharm’sway。Nature。
  Washingchild,washingcorpse。Dignam。Children’shandsalwaysroundthem。
  Cocoa-nutskulls,monkeys,notevenclosedatfirst,sourmilkintheirswaddlesandtaintedcurds。Oughtn’ttohavegiventhatchildanemptyteattosuck。Fillitupwithwind。MrsBeaufoy,Purefoy。Mustcalltothehospital。WonderisnurseCallantherestill。SheusedtolookoversomenightswhenMollywasintheCoffeePalace。ThatyoungdoctorO’HareInoticedherbrushinghiscoat。And,MrsBreenandMrsDignamoncelikethattoo,marriageable。WorstofallatnightMrsDuggantoldmeintheCityArms。Husbandrollingindrunk,stinkofpuboffhimlikeapolecat。
  Havethatinyournoseinthedark,whiffofstaleboose。Thenaskinthemorning:wasIdrunklastnight?Badpolicyhowevertofaultthehusband。
  Chickenscomehometoroost。Theystickbyoneanotherlikeglue。Maybethewomen’sfaultalso。That’swhereMollycanknockspotsoffthem。Itisthebloodofthesouth。Moorish。Alsotheform,thefigure。Handsfeltfortheopulent。Justcompareforinstancethoseothers。Wifelockedupathome,skeletoninthecupboard。Allowmetointroducemy。Thentheytrotyououtsomekindofanondescript,wouldn’tknowwhattocallher。
  Alwaysseeafellow’sweakpointinhiswife。Stillthere’sdestinyinit,fallinginlove。Havetheirownsecretsbetweenthem。Chapsthatwouldgotothedogsifsomewomandidn’ttaketheminhand。Thenlittlechitsofgirls,heightofashillingincoppers,withlittlehobbies。AsGodmadethemHematchedthem。Sometimeschildrenturnoutwellenough。Twicenoughtmakesone。Oroldrichchapofseventyandblushingbride。MarryinMayandrepentinDecember。Thiswetisveryunpleasant。
  Stuck。Welltheforeskinisnotback。Betterdetach。
  Ow!
  Otherhandasixfooterwithawifeyuptohiswatchpocket。Longandtheshortofit。Bigheandlittleshe。Verystrangeaboutmywatch。Wristwatchesarealwaysgoingwrong。Wonderisthereanymagneticinfluencebetweenthepersonbecausethatwasaboutthetimehe。Yes,Isupposeatonce。
  Cat’sawaythemicewillplay。IrememberlookinginPilllane。Alsothatnowismagnetism。Backofeverythingmagnetism。Earthforinstancepullingthisandbeingpulled。Thatcausesmovement。Andtime?Wellthat’sthetimethemovementtakes。Thenifonethingstoppedthewholeghesabowouldstopbitbybit。Becauseit’sarranged。Magneticneedletellsyouwhat’sgoingoninthesun,thestars。Littlepieceofsteeliron。Whenyouholdoutthefork。Come。Come。Tip。Womanandmanthatis。Forkandsteel。Molly,he。Dressupandlookandsuggestandletyouseeandseemoreanddefyyouifyou’reamantoseethatand,likeasneezecoming,legs,look,lookandifyouhaveanygutsinyou。Tip。Havetoletfly。
  Wonderhowisshefeelinginthatregion。Shameallputonbeforethirdperson。Moreputoutaboutaholeinherstocking。Molly,herunderjawstuckoutheadback,aboutthefarmerintheridingbootsandspursatthehorseshow。AndwhenthepainterswereinLombardstreetwest。Finevoicethatfellowhad。HowGiuglinibegan。SmellthatIdid,likeflowers。Itwastoo。Violets。Camefromtheturpentineprobablyinthepaint。Maketheirownuseofeverything。Sametimedoingitscrapedherslipperonthefloorsotheywouldn’thear。Butlotsofthemcan’tkickthebeam,Ithink。Keepthatthingupforhours。Kindofageneralallroundovermeandhalfdownmyback。
  Wait。Hm。Hm。Yes。That’sherperfume。Whyshewavedherhand。IleaveyouthistothinkofmewhenI’mfarawayonthepillow。Whatisit?Heliotrope?
  No,Hyacinth?Hm。Roses,Ithink。She’dlikescentofthatkind。Sweetandcheap:soonsour。WhyMollylikesopoponax。Suitsherwithalittlejessaminemixed。Herhighnotesandherlownotes。Atthedancenightshemethim,danceofthehours。Heatbroughtitout。Shewaswearingherblackandithadtheperfumeofthetimebefore。Goodconductor,isit?Orbad?
  Lighttoo。Supposethere’ssomeconnection。Forinstanceifyougointoacellarwhereit’sdark。Mysteriousthingtoo。WhydidIsmellitonlynow?Tookitstimeincominglikeherself,slowbutsure。Supposeit’seversomanymillionsoftinygrainsblownacross。Yes,itis。Becausethosespiceislands,Cinghalesethismorning,smellthemleaguesoff。Tellyouwhatitis。It’slikeafineveilorwebtheyhaveallovertheskin,finelikewhatdoyoucallitgossamerandthey’reawaysspinningitoutofthem,fineasanything,rainbowcolourswithoutknowingit。Clingstoeverythingshetakesoff。Vampofherstockings。Warmshoe。Stays。Drawers:
  littlekick,takingthemoff。Bybytillnexttime。Alsothecatlikestosniffinhershiftonthebed。Knowhersmellinathousand。Bathwatertoo。Remindsmeofstrawberriesandcream。Wonderwhereitisreally。Thereorthearmpitsorundertheneck。Becauseyougetitoutofallholesandcorners。Hyacinthperfumemadeofoiloretherorsomething。Muskrat。Bagundertheirtailsonegrainpouroffodourforyears。Dogsateachotherbehind。Goodevening。Evening。Howdoyousniff?Hm。Hm。Verywell,thankyou。Animalsgobythat。Yesnow,lookatitthatway。We’rethesame。
  Somewomenforinstancewarnyouoffwhentheyhavetheirperiod。Comenear。Thengetahogoyoucouldhangyourhaton。Likewhat?Pottedherringsgonestaleor。Boof!Pleasekeepoffthegrass。
  Perhapstheygetamansmelloffus。Whatthough?CigaryglovesLongJohnhadonhisdesktheother。Breath?Whatyoueatanddrinkgivesthat。
  No。Mansmell,Imean。Mustbeconnectedwiththatbecauseprieststhataresupposedtobearedifferent。Womenbuzzrounditlikefliesroundtreacle。Railedoffthealtargetontoitatanycost。Thetreeofforbiddenpriest。Ofather,willyou?Letmebethefirstto。Thatdiffusesitselfallthroughthebody,permeates。Sourceoflifeandit’sextremelycuriousthesmell。Celerysauce。Letme。
  MrBloominsertedhisnose。Hm。Intothe。Hm。Openingofhiswaistcoat。
  Almondsor。No。Lemonsitis。Ah,no,that’sthesoap。
  Obythebythatlotion。Iknewtherewassomethingonmymind。Neverwentbackandthesoapnotpaid。Dislikecarryingbottleslikethathagthismorning。Hynesmighthavepaidmethatthreeshillings。IcouldmentionMeagher’sjusttoremindhim。Stillifheworksthatparagraph。Twoandnine。Badopinionofmehe’llhave。Calltomorrow。HowmuchdoIoweyou?
  Threeandnine?Twoandnine,sir。Ah。Mightstophimgivingcreditanothertime。Loseyourcustomersthatway。Pubsdo。Fellowrunupabillontheslateandthenslinkingaroundthebackstreetsintosomewhereelse。
  Here’sthisnoblemanpassedbefore。Blowninfromthebay。Justwentasfarasturnback。Alwaysathomeatdinnertime。Looksmangledout:hadagoodtuckin。Enjoyingnaturenow。Graceaftermeals。Aftersupperwalkamile。Surehehasasmallbankbalancesomewhere,governmentsit。Walkafterhimnowmakehimawkwardlikethosenewsboysmetoday。Stillyoulearnsomething。Seeourselvesasothersseeus。Solongaswomendon’tmockwhatmatter?That’sthewaytofindout。Askyourselfwhoishenow。TheMysteryManontheBeach,prizetitbitstorybyMrLeopoldBloom。
  Paymentattherateofoneguineapercolumn。Andthatfellowtodayatthegravesideinthebrownmacintosh。Cornsonhiskismethowever。Healthyperhapsabsorballthe。Whistlebringsraintheysay。Mustbesomesomewhere。
  SaltintheOrmonddamp。Thebodyfeelstheatmosphere。OldBetty’sjointsareontherack。MotherShipton’sprophecythatisaboutshipsaroundtheyflyinthetwinkling。No。Signsofrainitis。Theroyalreader。Anddistanthillsseemcomingnigh。
  Howth。Baileylight。Two,four,six,eight,nine。See。Hastochangeortheymightthinkitahouse。Wreckers。GraceDarling。Peopleafraidofthedark。Alsoglowworms,cyclists:lightinguptime。Jewelsdiamondsflashbetter。Lightisakindofreassuring。Notgoingtohurtyou。Betternowofcoursethanlongago。Countryroads。Runyouthroughthesmallgutsfornothing。Stilltwotypesthereareyoubobagainst。Scowlorsmile。
  Pardon!Notatall。Besttimetosprayplantstoointheshadeafterthesun。Somelightstill。Redraysarelongest。RoygbivVancetaughtus:red,orange,yellow,green,blue,indigo,violet。AstarIsee。Venus?Can’ttellyet。Two,whenthreeit’snight。Werethosenightcloudsthereallthetime?Lookslikeaphantomship。No。Wait。Treesarethey。Anopticalillusion。Mirage。Landofthesettingsunthis。Homerulesunsettinginthesoutheast。Mynativeland,goodnight。
  Dewfalling。Badforyou,dear,tositonthatstone。Bringsonwhitefluxions。Neverhavelittlebabythenlesshewasbigstrongfighthiswayupthrough。Mightgetpilesmyself。Stickstoolikeasummercold,soreonthemouth。Cutwithgrassorpaperworst。Frictionoftheposition。
  Liketobethatrockshesaton。Osweetlittle,youdon’tknowhowniceyoulooked。Ibegintolikethematthatage。Greenapples。Grabatallthatoffer。Supposeit’stheonlytimewecrosslegs,seated。Alsothelibrarytoday:thosegirlgraduates。Happychairsunderthem。Butit’stheeveninginfluence。Theyfeelallthat。Openlikeflowers,knowtheirhours,sunflowers,Jerusalemartichokes,inballrooms,chandeliers,avenuesunderthelamps。NightstockinMatDillon’sgardenwhereIkissedhershoulder。
  WishIhadafulllengthoil-paintingofherthen。JunethatwastooI
  wooed。Theyearreturns。Historyrepeatsitself。YecragsandpeaksI’mwithyouonceagain。Life,love,voyageroundyourownlittleworld。Andnow?Sadaboutherlameofcoursebutmustbeonyourguardnottofeeltoomuchpity。Theytakeadvantage。
  AllquietonHowthnow。Thedistanthillsseem。Wherewe。Therhododendrons。
  Iamafoolperhaps。HegetstheplumsandItheplumstones。WhereIcomein。Allthatoldhillhasseen。Nameschange:that’sall。Lovers:yumyum。
  TiredIfeelnow。WillIgetup?Owait。Drainedallthemanhoodoutofme,littlewretch。Shekissedme。Myyouth。Neveragain。Onlyonceitcomes。Orhers。Takethetraintheretomorrow。No。Returningnotthesame。
  Likekidsyoursecondvisittoahouse。ThenewIwant。Nothingnewunderthesun。CareofP。O。Dolphin’sbarn。Areyounothappyinyour?Naughtydarling。AtDolphin’sbarncharadesinLukeDoyle’shouse。MatDillonandhisbevyofdaughters:Tiny,Atty,Floey,Maimy,Louy,Hetty。Mollytoo。
  Eightyseventhatwas。