`Ibegyourpardon,sir,’stammeredshe,——suddenlycalmingdown,——thelightofreasonseemingtobreakuponherbecloudedspiritandafaintblushmantlingonhercheek——`Ididnotknowyou;——andIthought——’
Shestoopedtokissthechild,andfondlyclaspedherarmroundhisneck。
`YouthoughtIwasgoingtokidnapyourson,Isuppose?’
Shestrokedhisheadwithahalf-embarrassedlaugh,andreplied,——
`Ididnotknowhehadattemptedtoclimbthewall——IhavethepleasureofaddressingMrMarkham,Ibelieve?’sheadded,somewhatabruptly。
Ibowed,butventuredtoaskhowsheknewme。
`Yoursistercalledhere,afewdaysago,withMrsMarkham。’
`Istheresemblancesostrongthen?’Iasked,insomesurprise,andnotsogreatlyBatteredattheideaasIoughttohavebeen。
`Thereisalikenessabouttheeyesandcomplexion,Ithink,’
repliedshe,somewhatdubiouslysurveyingmyface;——`andIthinkIsawyouatchurchonSunday。’
Ismiled——Therewassomethingeitherinthatsmileortherecollectionsitawakenedthatwasparticularlydispleasingtoher,forshesuddenlyassumedagainthatproud,chillylookthathadsounspeakablyrousedmycorruptionatchurch——alookofrepellentscorn,soeasilyassumed,andsoentirelywithouttheleastdistortionofasinglefeaturethat,whilethere,itseemedlikethenaturalexpressionoftheface,andwasthemoreprovokingtome,becauseIcouldnotthinkitaffected。
`Goodmorning,MrMarkham,’saidshe;andwithoutanotherwordorglance,shewithdrewwithherchildintothegarden;andIreturnedhome,angryanddissatisfied——Icouldscarcelytellyouwhy——andthereforewillnotattemptit。
Ionlystayedtoputawaymygunandpowder-horn,andgivesomerequisitedirectionstooneofthefarming-men,andthenrepairedtothevicarage,tosolacemyspiritandsoothemyruffledtemperwiththecompanyandconversationofElizaMillward。
Ifoundher,asusual,busywithsomepieceofsoftembroiderythemaniaforBerlinwoolshadnotyetcommenced,whilehersisterwasseatedatthechimney-corner,withthecatonherknee,mendingaheapofstockings。
`Mary——Mary!putthemaway!’Elizawashastilysaying,justasIenteredtheroom。
`NotI,indeed!’wasthephlegmaticreply;andmyappearancepreventedfurtherdiscussion。
`You’resounfortunate,MrMarkham!’observedtheyoungersister,withoneofherarch,sidelongglances。`Papa’sjustgoneoutintotheparish,andnotlikelytobebackforanhour!’
`Nevermind;Icanmanagetospendafewminuteswithhisdaughters,ifthey’llallowme,’saidI,bringingachairtothefire,andseatingmyselftherein,withoutwaitingtobeasked。
`Well,ifyou’llbeverygoodandamusing,weshan’tobject。’
`Letyourpermissionbeunconditional,pray;forIcamenottogivepleasure,buttoseekit,’Ianswered。
However,Ithoughtitbutreasonabletomakesomeslightexertiontorendermycompanyagreeable;andwhatlittleeffortImadewasapparentlyprettysuccessful,forMissElizawasneverinabetterhumour。Weseemed,indeed,tobemutuallypleasedwitheachother,andmanagedtomaintainbetweenusacheerfulandanimated,thoughnotveryprofoundconversation。
Itwaslittlebetterthanatê;te-à;-tê;te,forMissMillwardneveropenedherlips,exceptoccasionallytocorrectsomerandomassertionorexaggeratedexpressionofhersister’s,andoncetoaskhertopickuptheballofcotton,thathadrolledunderthetable。Ididthismyself,however,asindutybound。
`Thankyou,MrMarkham,’saidshe,asIpresentedittoher。`I
wouldhavepickeditupmyself;onlyIdidnotwanttodisturbthecat。’
`Mary,dear,thatwon’texcuseyouinMrMarkham’seyes,’saidEliza;`hehatescats,Idaresay,ascordiallyashedoesoldmaids——likeallothergentlemen——Don’tyou,MrMarkham?’
`Ibelieveitisnaturalforourunamiablesextodislikethecreatures,’repliedI;`foryouladieslavishsomanycaressesuponthem’
`Blessthem——littledarlings!’criedshe,inasuddenburstofenthusiasm,turningroundandoverwhelminghersister’spetwithashowerofkisses。
`Don’t,Eliza!’saidMissMillward,somewhatgrufflyassheimpatientlypushedheraway。
Butitwastimeformetobegoing:makewhathasteIwould,I
shouldstillbetoolatefortea;andmymotherwasthesouloforderandpunctuality。
Myfairfriendwasevidentlyunwillingtobidmeadieu。Itenderlysqueezedherlittlehandatparting;andsherepaidmewithoneofhersoftestsmilesandmostbewitchingglances。Iwenthomeveryhappy,withaheartbrimfulofcomplacencyformyself,andoverflowingwithloveforEliza。
TheTenantofWildfellHall:Chapter3CHAPTER3AControversyTwodaysafter,MrsGrahamcalledatLinden-Car,contrarytotheexpectationofRose,whoentertainedanideathatthemysteriousoccupantofWildfellHallwouldwhollydisregardthecommonobservancesofcivilizedlife,——inwhichopinionshewassupportedbytheWilsons,whotestifiedthatneithertheircallnortheMillwards’hadbeenreturnedasyet。Now,however,thecauseofthatomissionwasexplained,thoughnotentirelytothesatisfactionofRose。MrsGrahamhadbroughtherchildwithher,andonmymother’sexpressingsurprisethathecouldwalksofar,shereplied,——
`Itisalongwalkforhim;butImusthaveeithertakenhimwithme,orrelinquishedthevisitaltogether:forIneverleavehimalone;
andIthink,MrsMarkham,ImustbegyoutomakemyexcusestotheMillwardsandMrsWilson,whenyouseethem,asIfearIcannotdomyselfthepleasureofcallinguponthemtillmylittleArthurisabletoaccompanyme。’
`Butyouhaveaservant,’saidRose;`couldyounotleavehimwithher?’
`Shehasherownoccupationstoattendto;andbesides,sheistoooldtorunafterachild,andheistoomercurialtobetiedtoanelderlywoman。
`Butyoulefthimtocometochurch。’
`Yes,once;butIwouldnothavelefthimforanyotherpurpose;
andIthink,infuture,Imustcontrivetobringhimwithme,orstayathome。’
`Ishesomischievous?’askedmymother,considerablyshocked。
`No,’repliedthelady,sadlysmiling,asshestrokedthewavylocksofherson,whowasseatedonalowstoolatherfeet,`butheismyonlytreasure;andIamhisonlyfriend,sowedon’tliketobeseparated。’
`Butmydear,Icallthatdoting,’saidmyplain-spokenparent。
`Youshouldtrytosuppresssuchfoolishfondness,aswelltosaveyoursonfromruinasyourselffromridicule。’
`Ruin,MrsMarkham?’
`Yes;itisspoilingthechild。Evenathisage,heoughtnottobealwaystiedtohismother’sapronstring;heshouldlearntobeashamedofit。’
`MrsMarkham,Ibegyouwillnotsaysuchthingsinhispresence,atleast。Itrustmysonwillneverbeashamedtolovehismother!’
saidMrsGraham,withaseriousenergythatstartledthecompany。
Mymotherattemptedtoappeaseherbyanexplanation;butsheseemedtothinkenoughhadbeensaidonthesubject,andabruptlyturnedtheconversation。
`JustasIthought,’saidItomyself:`thelady’stemperisnoneofthemildest,notwithstandinghersweet,palefaceandloftybrow,wherethoughtandsufferingseemequallytohavestampedtheirimpress。’
Allthistime,Iwasseatedatatableontheothersideoftheroom,apparentlyimmersedintheperusalofavolumeofthe`Farmer’sMagazine’,whichIhappenedtohavebeenreadingatthemomentofourvisitor’sarrival;
and,notchoosingtobeovercivil,Ihadmerelybowedassheentered,andcontinuedmyoccupationasbefore。
Inalittlewhile,however,Iwassensiblethatsomeonewasapproachingme,withalight,butslowandhesitatingtread。ItwaslittleArthur,irresistiblyattractedbymydogSancho,thatwaslyingatmyfeet。Onlookingup,Ibeheldhimstandingabouttwoyardsoff,withhisclearblueeyeswistfullygazingonthedog,transfixedtothespot,notbyfearoftheanimal,butbyatimiddisinclinationtoapproachitsmaster。Alittleencouragement,however,inducedhimtocomeforward。Thechild,thoughshy,wasnotsullen。Inaminutehewaskneelingonthecarpet,withhisarmsroundSancho’sneck,andinaminuteortwomore,thelittlefellowwasseatedonmyknee,surveyingwitheagerinterestthevariousspecimensofhorses,cattle,pigs,andmodelfarmsportrayedinthevolumebeforeme。Iglancedathismothernowandthen,toseehowsherelishedthenew-sprungintimacy;andIsaw,bytheunquietaspectofhereye,thatforsomereasonorother,shewasuneasyatthechild’sposition。
`Arthur,’saidshe,atlength,`comehere。YouaretroublesometoMrMarkham:hewishestoread。’
`Bynomeans,MrsGraham;praylethimstay。Iamasmuchamusedasheis,’pleadedI。Butstill,withhandandeye,shesilentlycalledhimtoherside。
`No,mamma,’saidthechild;`letmelookatthesepicturesfirst;
andthenI’llcome,andtellyouallaboutthem。’
`WearegoingtohaveasmallpartyonMonday,thefifthofNovember,’
saidmymother;`andIhopeyouwillnotrefusetomakeone,MrsGraham。
Youcanbringyourlittleboywithyou,youknow——Idaresayweshallbeabletoamusehim;——andthenyoucanmakeyourownapologiestotheMillwardsandWilsons,——theywillallbehereIexpect。’
`Thankyou,Inevergotoparties。’
`Oh!butthiswillbequiteafamilyconcern——earlyhours,andnobodyherebutourselves,andjusttheMillwardsandWilsons,mostofwhomyoualreadyknow,andMrLawrence,yourlandlord,whomyououghttomakeacquaintancewith。’
`Idoknowsomethingofhim——butyoumustexcusemethistime;
fortheevenings,now,aredarkanddamp,andArthur,Ifear,istoodelicatetoriskexposuretotheirinfluencewithimpunity。Wemustdefertheenjoymentofyourhospitality,tillthereturnoflongerdaysandwarmernights。’
Rose,now,atahintfrommymother,producedadecanterofwine,withaccompanimentsofglassesandcake,fromthecupboardundertheoaksideboard,andtherefreshmentwasdulypresentedtotheguests。Theybothpartookofthecake,butobstinatelyrefusedthewine,inspiteoftheirhostess’shospitableattemptstoforceituponthem。Arthur,especially,shrankfromtherubynectarasifinterroranddisgust,andwasreadytocrywhenurgedtotakeit。
`Nevermind,Arthur,’saidhismamma,`MrsMarkhamthinksitwilldoyougood,asyouweretiredwithyourwalk;butshewillnotobligeyoutotakeit;——Idaresayyouwilldoverywellwithout。Hedeteststheverysightofwine,’sheadded,`andthesmellofitalmostmakeshimsick。
Ihavebeenaccustomedtomakehimshallowalittlewineorweakspirits-and-water,bywayofmedicinewhenhewassick,and,infact,Ihavedonewhatcouldtomakehimhatethem。’
Everybodylaughed,excepttheyoungwidowandherson。
`Well,MrsGraham,’saidmymother,wipingthetearsofmerrimentfromherbright,blueeyes——`well,yousurpriseme!Ireallygaveyoucreditforhavingmoresense——Thepoorchildwillbetheveriestmilksopthateverwassopped!Onlythinkwhatamanyouwillmakeofhim,ifyoupersistin——’
`Ithinkitaveryexcellentplan,’interruptedMrsGraham,withimperturbablegravity。`BythatmeansIhopetosavehimfromonedegradingviceatleast。IwishIcouldrendertheincentivestoeveryotherequallyinnoxiousinhiscase。’
`Butbysuchmeans,’saidI,`youwillneverrenderhimvirtuous——Whatisitthatconstitutesvirtue,MrsGraham?Isitthecircumstanceofbeingableandwillingtoresisttemptation;orthatofhavingnotemptationstoresist?——Isheastrongmanthatovercomesgreatobstaclesandperformssurprisingachievements,thoughbydintofgreatmuscularexertion,andattheriskofsomesubsequentfatigue,orhethatsitsinhischairallday,withnothingtodomorelaboriousthanstirringthefire,andcarryinghisfoodtohismouth?Ifyouwouldhaveyoursontowalkhonourablythroughtheworld,youmustnotattempttoclearthestonesfromhispath,butteachhimtowalkfirmlyoverthem——notinsistuponleadinghimbythehand,butlethimlearntogoalone。’
`Iwillleadhimbythehand,MrMarkham,tillhehasstrengthtogoalone;andIwillclearasmanystonesfromhispathasIcan,andteachhimtoavoidtherest——orwalkfirmlyoverthemasyousay;——forwhenIhavedonemyutmost,inthewayofclearance,therewillstillbeplentylefttoexercisealltheagility,steadiness,andcircumspectionhewilleverhave——Itisallverywelltotalkaboutnobleresistance,andtrialsofvirtue;butforfifty——orfivehundredmenthathaveyieldedtotemptation,showmeonethathashadvirtuetoresist。AndwhyshouldItakeitforgrantedthatmysonwillbeoneinathousand?——andnotratherpreparefortheworst,andsupposehewillbelikehis——liketherestofmankind,unlessItakecaretopreventit?’
`Youareverycomplimentarytousall,’Iobserved。