`Shethinksmeanimpudentpuppy,’thoughtI。`Humph!——shehallchangehermindbeforelong,ifIthinkitworthwhile。’
Butthen,itflasheduponmethatthesewereveryimproperthoughtsforaplaceofworship,andthatmybehaviour,onthepresentoccasion,wasanythingbutwhatitoughttobe。Previous,however,todirectingmymindtotheservice,Iglancedroundthechurchtoseeifanyonehadbeenobservingme;——butno,——allwhowerenotattendingtotheirprayer-books,wereattendingtohestrangelady,——mygoodmotherandsisteramongtherest,anddrsWilsonandherdaughter;andevenElizaMillwardwasslylylancingfromthecornersofhereyestowardstheobjectofgeneralattraction。
Then,sheglancedatme,simperedalittle,andblushed,modestlylookedatherprayer-book,andendeavouredtocomposeherfeatures。
HereIwastransgressingagain;andthistimeIwasmadesensibleofitbyasuddendigintheribs,fromtheelbowofmypertother。Forthepresent,Icouldonlyresenttheinsultbypressingmyfootuponhistoes,deferringfurthervengeancetillwegotoutchurch。
Now,Halford,beforeIclosethisletter,I’lltellyouwhoElizaMillwardwas;shewasthevicar’syoungerdaughter,andaveryengaginglittlecreature,forwhomIfeltnosmalldegreeofpartiality;——andsheknewit,thoughIhadnevercometoanydirectplanation,andhadnodefiniteintentionofsodoing,formymother,whomaintainedtherewasnoonegoodenoughforme,withintwentymilesround,couldnotbearthethoughtofmymarryingthatinsignificantlittlething,who,inadditiontohernumerousotherdisqualifications,hadnottwentypoundstocallherown。Eliza’sfigurewasatonceslightandplump,herfacesmall,andnearlyasroundasmysister’s,——complexion,somethingsimilartohers,butmoredelicateandlessdecidedlyblooming,——nose,retroussé;,——features,generallyirregular;——and,altogether,shewasrathercharmingthanpretty。
Buthereyes——Imustnotforgetthoseremarkablefeatures,forthereinherchiefattractionlay——inoutwardaspectatleast;——theywerelongandnarrowinshape,theiridsblack,orverydarkbrown,theexpressionvarious,andeverchanging,butalwayseitherpreternaturally——Ihadalmostsaiddiabolically——wicked,orirresistiblybewitching——oftenboth。Hervoicewasgentleandchildish,hertreadlightandsoftasthatofacat;——buthermannersmorefrequentlyresembledthoseofapretty,playfulkitten,thatisnowpertandroguish,nowtimidanddemure,accordingtoitsownsweetwill。
Hersister,Mary,wasseveralyearsolder,severalinchestaller,andofalarger,coarserbuild——aplain,quiet,sensiblegirl,whohadpatientlynursedtheirmotherthroughherlastlong,tediousillness,andbeenthehousekeeperandfamilydrudgefromthencetothepresenttime。
Shewastrustedandvaluedbyherfather,lovedandcourtedbyalldogs,cats,children,andpoorpeople,andslightedandneglectedbyeverybodyelse。
TheReverendMichaelMillwardhimselfwasatall,ponderous,elderlygentleman,whoplacedashovelhatabovehislarge,square,massive-featuredface,carriedastoutwalkingstickinhishand,andencasedhisstillpowerfullimbsinkneebreechesandgaiters,——orblacksilkstockingsonstateoccasions。Hewasamanoffixedprinciples,strongprejudices,andregularhabits,——intolerantofdissentinanyshape,actingunderafirmconviCtionthathisopinionswerealwaysright,andwhoeverdifferedfromthem,mustbe,eithermostdeplorablyignorant,orwilfullyblind。
Inchildhood,Ihadalwaysbeenaccustomedtoregardhimwithafeelingofreverentialawe——butlately,evennow,surmounted,for,thoughhehadafatherlykindnessforthewell-behaved,hewasastrictdisciplinarian,andhadoftensternlyprovedourjuvenilefailingsandpeccadillos;andmoreover,inthosedayswheneverhecalleduponourparents,wehadtostandupbeforehim,andsayourcatechism,orrepeat`Howdoththelittlebusybee,orsomeotherhymn,or——worsethanall——bequestionedabouthislasttextandtheheadsofthediscourse,whichwenevercouldremember。
Sometimes,theworthygentlemanwouldreprovemymotherforbeingoverindulgenttohersons,withareferencetooldEli,orDavidandAbsalom,whichwasparticularlygallingtoherfeelings;and,veryhighlyassherespectedhim,andallhissayings,Ionceheardherexclaim,`Iwishtogoodnesshehadasonhimself!Hewouldn’tbesoreadywithhisadvicetootherpeoplethen;——he’dseewhatitistohaveacoupleofboystokeepinorder。’
Hehadalaudablecareforhisownbodilyhealth——keptveryearlyhours,regularlytookawalkbeforebreakfast,wasvastlyparticularaboutwarmanddryclothing,hadneverbeenknowntopreachasermonwithoutpreviouslyswallowingarawegg——albeithewasgiftedwithgoodlungsandapowerfulvoice,——andwas,generally,extremelyparticularaboutwhatheateanddrank,thoughbynomeansabstemious,andhavingamodeofdietarypeculiartohimself,——beingagreatdespiserofteaandsuchslops,andapatronofmaltliquors,baconandeggs,ham,hungbeef,andotherstrongmeats,whichagreedwellenoughwithhisdigestiveorgans,andthereforeweremaintainedbyhimtobegoodandwholesomeforeverybody,andconfidentlyrecommendedtothemostdelicateconvalescentsordyspeptics,who,iftheyfailedtoderivethepromisedbenefitfromhisprescriptions,weretolditwasbecausetheyhadnotpersevered,andiftheycomplainedofinconvenientresultstherefrom,wereassureditwasallfancy。
IwilljusttouchupontwootherpersonswhomIhavementioned,andthenbringthislonglettertoaclose。TheseareMrsWilsonandherdaughter。Theformerwasthewidowofasubstantialfarmer,anarrow-minded,tattlingoldgossip,whosecharacterisnotworthdescribing。Shehadtwosons,Robert,aroughcountrifiedfarmer,andRichard,aretiring,studiousyoungman,whowasstudyingtheclassicswiththevicar’sassistance,proparingforcollege,withaviewtoenterthechurch。
TheirsisterJanewasayoungladyofsometalentsandmoreambition。
Shehad,atherowndesire,receivedaregularboarding。schooleducation,superiortowhatanymemberofthefamilyhadobtainedbefore。Shehadtakenthepolishwell,acquiredconsiderableeleganceofmanners,quitelostherprovincialaccent,andcouldboastofmoreaccomplishmentsthanthevicar’sdaughters。Shewasconsideredabeautybesides;butneverforamomentcouldshenumbermeamongstheradmirers。Shewasaboutsixandtwenty,rathertallandveryslender,herhairwasneitherchestnutnorauburn,butamostdecidedbright,lightred,hercomplexionwasremarkablyfairandbrilliant,herheadsmall,necklong,chinwellturned,butveryshort,lipsthinandred,eyesclearhazel,quickandpenetrating,butentirelydestituteofpoetryorfeeling。Shehad,ormight`havehad,manysuitorsinherownrankoflife,butscornfullyrepulsedorrejectedthemall;fornonebutagentlemancouldpleaseherrefinedtaste,andnonebutarichonecouldsatisfyhersoaringambition。Onegentlemantherewas,fromwhomshehadlatelyreceivedsomeratherpointedattentions,anduponwhoseheart,name,andfortune,itwaswhispered,shehadseriousdesigns。ThiswasMrLawrence,theyoungsquirewhosefamilyhadformerlyoccupiedWildfellHall,buthaddesertedit,somefifteenyearsago,foramoremodernandcommodiousmansionintheneighbouringparish。
Now,Halford,Ibidyouadieuforthepresent。Thisisthefirstinstalmentofmydebt。Ifthecoinsuitsyou,tellmeso,andI’llsendyoutherestatmyleisure:ifyouwouldratherremainmycreditorthanstuffyourpursewithsuchungainlyheavypieces,——tellmestill,andI’llpardonyourbadtaste,andwillinglykeepthetreasuretomyself。
Yoursimmutably,GILBERTMARKHAM。
TheTenantofWildfellHall:Chapter2CHAPTER2AnInterviewIPERCEIVE,withjoy,mymostvaluedfriend,thatthecloudofyourdispleasurehaspassedaway;thelightofyourcountenanceblessesmeoncemore,andyoudesirethecontinuationofmystory:therefore,withoutmoreado,youshallhaveit。
IthinkthedayIlastmentionedwasacertainSunday,thelatestintheOctoberof1827。OnthefollowingTuesdayIwasoutwithmydogandgun,inpursuitofsuchgameasIcouldfindwithintheterritoryofLinden-Car;butfindingnoneatall,Iturnedmyarmsagainstthehawksandcarrioncrows,whosedepredations,asIsuspected,haddeprivedmeofbetterprey。Tothisend,Ileftthemorefrequentedregions,thewoodedvalleys,thecornfields,andthemeadowlands,andproceededtomountthesteepacclivityofWildfell,thewildestandtheloftiesteminenceinourneighbourhood,where,asyouascend,thehedges,aswellastheflees,becomescantyandstunted,theformer,atlength,givingplacetoroughstonefences,partlygreenedoverwithivyandmoss,thelattertolarchesandScotchfir-trees,orisolatedblackthorns。Thefields,beingroughandstonyandwhollyunfitfortheplough,weremostlydevotedtothepasturingofsheepandcattle;thesoilwasthinandpoor:bitsofgreyrockhereandtherepeepedoutfromthegrassyhillocks;bilberryplantsandheather——relicsofmoresavagewildness——grewunderthewalls;andinmanyoftheenclosures,ragweedsandrushesusurpedsupremacyoverthescantyherbage;——butthesewerenotmyproperty。
Nearthetopofthishill,abouttwomilesfromLinden-Car,stoodWildfellHall,asuperannuatedmansionoftheElizabethanera,builtofdarkgreystone,——venerableandpicturesquetolookat,but,doubtless,coldandgloomyenoughtoinhabit,withitsthickstonemullionsandlittlelatticedpanes,itstime-eatenair-holes,anditstoolonely,toounshelteredsituation,——onlyshieldedfromthewarofwindandweatherbyagroupofScotchfirs,themselveshalfblightedwithstorms,andlookingassternandgloomyasthehallitself。Behinditlayafewdesolatefields,andthen,thebrown,heath-cladsummitofthehill;beforeitenclosedbystonewalls,andenteredbyanirongatewithlargeballsofgreygranite——similartothosewhichdecoratedtheroofandgables——surmountingthegate-posts,wasagarden,——once,stockedwithsuchhardyplantsandflowersascouldbestbrookthesoilandclimate,andsuchtreesandshrubsascouldbestendurethegardener’storturingshears,andmostreadilyassumetheshapeshechosetogivethem,——now,havingbeenleftsomanyyears,untilledanduntrimmed,abandonedtotheweedsandthegrass,tothefrostandthewind,therainandthedrought,itpresentedaverysingularappearanceindeed。
Theclosegreenwallsofprivet,thathadborderedtheprincipalwalk,weretwothirdswitheredaway,andtherestgrownbeyondallreasonablebounds;theoldboxwoodswan,thatsatbesidethescraper,hadlostitsneckandhalfitsbody;thecastellatedtowersoflaurelinthemiddleofthegarden,thegiganticwarriorthatstoodononesideofthegateway,andthelionthatguardedtheother,weresproutedintosuchfantasticshapesasresemblednothingeitherinheavenorearth,orinthewatersundertheearth;but,tomyyoungimagination,theypresentedallofthemagoblinishappearance,thatharmonizedwellwiththeghostlylegendsanddarktraditionsouroldnursehadtoldusrespectingthehauntedhallanditsdepartedoccupants。
IhadsucceededinkillingahawkandtwocrowswhenIcamewithinsightofthemansion;andthen,relinquishingfurtherdepredations,Isaunteredon,tohavealookattheoldplace,andseewhatchangeshadbeenwroughtinitbyitsnewinhabitant。Ididnottogoquitetothefrontandstareinatthegate;butIpausedbesidethegardenwall,andlooked,andsawnochange——exceptInonewing,wherethebrokenwindowsanddilapidatedroofhadevidentlybeenrepaired,andwhereathinwreathofsmokewascurlingupfromthestackofchimneys。
WhileIthusstood,leaningonmygun,andlookingupatthedarkgables,sunkinanidlereverie,weavingatissueofwaywardfancies,inwhicholdassociationsandthefairyounghermit,nowwithinthosewalls,boreanearlyequalpart,Iheardaslightrustlingandscramblingjustwithinthegarden;and,glancinginthedirectionwhencethesoundproceeded,Ibeheldatinyhandelevatedabovethewall:itclungtothetopmoststone,andthenanotherlittlehandwasraisedtotakeafirmerhold,andthenappearedasmallwhiteforehead,surmountedwithwreathsoflightbrownhair,withapairofdeepblueeyesbeneath,andtheupperportionofadiminutiveivorynose。
Theeyesdidnotnoticeme,butsparkledwithgleeonbeholdingSancho,mybeautifulblackandwhitesetter,thatwascoursingaboutthefieldwithitsmuzzletotheground。Thelittlecreatureraiseditsfaceandcalledaloudtothedog。Thegood-naturedanimalpaused,lookedup,andwaggedhistail,butmadenofurtheradvances。Thechildalittleboy,apparentlyaboutfiveyearsoldscrambleduptothetopofthewallandcalledagainandagain;butfindingthisofnoavail,apparentlymadeuphismind,likeMahomet,togotothemountain“sincethemountainwouldnotcometohim,andattemptedtogetover;butacrabbedoldcherrytree,thatgrewhardby,caughthimbythefrockinoneofitscrooked,scraggyarmsthatstretchedoverthewall。Inattempt-mpgtodisengagehimself,hisfootslipped,anddownbetumbled——butnottotheearth;——thetreestillkepthimsuspended。Therewasasilentstruggle,andthenapiercingshriek;——but,inaninstant,Ihaddroppedmygunonthegrass,andcaughtthelittlefellowinarms。
Iwipedhiseyeswithhisfrock,toldhimhewasallright,andedSanchotopacifyhim。Hewasjustputtinghislittlehandondog’sneckandbeginningtosmilethroughhistears,whenIheardbehindme,aclickoftheirongateandarustleoffemalegarments,andlo!MrsGrahamdarteduponme,——herneckuncovered,herblacklocksstreaminginthewind。
`Givemethechild!’shesaid,inavoicescarcelouderthanawhisper,butwithatoneofstartlingvehemence,and,seizingtheboy,shesnatchedhimfromme,asifsomedirecontaminationwereinmytouch,andthenstoodwithonehandfirmlyClaspinghis,theotheronhisshoulder,fixinguponmeherlarge,luminous,darkeyes——pale,breathless,quiveringwithagitation。
`Iwasnotharmingthechild,madam,’saidI,scarceknowingwhethertobemostastonishedordispleased;`hewastumblingoffthewallthere;
andIwassofortunateastocatchhim,hungsuspendedheadlongfromthattree,andpreventIknownotwhatcatastrophe。’