’It’stoogoodofyou,——muchtoogoodBecauseyouareconsolingyourselfwithwhatwillneverhappen,andIknowthat,andyetIwanttokeepyouDon’tblamemelater,please。’
’I’mgoingintothematterwithmyeyesopenMoreovertheQueencandonowrongItisn’tyourselfishnessthatimpressesmeIt’syouraudacityinproposingtomakeuseofme。’
’Pooh!You’reonlyDick,——andaprint-shop。’
’Verygood:that’sallIamBut,Maisie,youbelieve,don’tyou,thatIloveyou?Idon’twantyoutohaveanyfalsenotionsaboutbrothersandsisters。’
Maisielookedupforamomentanddroppedhereyes。
’It’sabsurd,but——IbelieveIwishIcouldsendyouawaybeforeyougetangrywithmeBut——butthegirlthatliveswithmeisred-haired,andanimpressionist,andallournotionsclash。’
’Sodoours,IthinkNevermindThreemonthsfromto-dayweshallbelaughingatthistogether。’
Maisieshookherheadmournfully’Iknewyouwouldn’tunderstand,anditwillonlyhurtyoumorewhenyoufindoutLookatmyface,Dick,andtellmewhatyousee。’
TheystoodupandfacedeachotherforamomentThefogwasgathering,anditstifledtheroarofthetrafficofLondonbeyondtherailingsDickbroughtallhispainfullyacquiredknowledgeoffacestobearontheeyes,mouth,andchinunderneaththeblackvelvettoque。
’It’sthesameMaisie,andit’sthesameme,’hesaid’We’vebothnicelittlewillsofourown,andoneorotherofushastobebroken。
NowaboutthefutureImustcomeandseeyourpicturessomeday,——Isupposewhenthered-hairedgirlisonthepremises。’
’SundaysaremybesttimesYoumustcomeonSundaysTherearesuchheapsofthingsIwanttotalkaboutandaskyouradviceabout。
NowI
mustgetbacktowork。’
’TrytofindoutbeforenextSundaywhatIam,’saidDick’Don’ttakemywordforanythingI’vetoldyouGood-bye,darling,andblessyou。’
MaisiestoleawaylikealittlegraymouseDickwatchedhertillshewasoutofsight,buthedidnothearhersaytoherself,verysoberly,’I’mawretch,——ahorrid,selfishwretchButit’sDick,andDickwillunderstand。’
Noonehasyetexplainedwhatactuallyhappenswhenanirresistibleforcemeetstheimmovablepost,thoughmanyhavethoughtdeeply,evenasDickthoughtHetriedtoassurehimselfthatMaisiewouldbeledinafewweeksbyhismerepresenceanddiscoursetoabetterwayofthinkingThenherememberedmuchtoodistinctlyherfaceandallthatwaswrittenonit。
’IfIknowanythingofheads,’hesaid,’there’severythinginthatfacebutloveIshallhavetoputthatinmyself;andthatchinandmouthwon’tbewonfornothingButshe’srightSheknowswhatshewants,andshe’sgoingtogetitWhatinsolence!Me!Ofallthepeopleinthewideworld,touseme!Butthenshe’sMaisieThere’snogettingoverthatfact;
andit’sgoodtoseeheragainThisbusinessmusthavebeensimmeringatthebackofmyheadforyearsShe’llusemeasIusedBinatatPortSaid。
She’squiterightItwillhurtalittleIshallhavetoseehereverySunday,——likeayoungmancourtingahousemaidShe’ssuretocomearound;andyet——thatmouthisn’tayieldingmouthIshallbewantingtokissherallthetime,andIshallhavetolookatherpictures,——I
don’tevenknowwhatsortofworkshedoesyet,——andIshallhavetotalkaboutArt,——Woman’sArt!Therefo...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看: