’Ihaveathousandmen,’saidhe,’Towaituponmywill,AndtowersnineupontheTyne,AndthreeupontheTill。’
’AndwhatcareIforyoumen,’saidshe,’OrtowersfromTynetoTill,Sithyoumustgowithme,’shesaid,’Towaituponmywill?’-
SirHoggieandtheFairiesNEXTmorningTorpenhowfoundDicksunkindeepestreposeoftobacco。
’Well,madman,howd’youfeel?’
’Idon’tknowI’mtryingtofindout。’
’Youhadmuchbetterdosomework。’
’Maybe;butI’minnohurryI’vemadeadiscoveryTorp,there’stoomuchEgoinmyCosmos。’
’Notreally!Isthisrevelationduetomylectures,ortheNilghai’s?’
’Itcametomesuddenly,allonmyownaccountMuchtoomuchEgo;
andnowI’mgoingtowork。’
Heturnedoverafewhalf-finishedsketches,drummedonanewcanvas,cleanedthreebrushes,setBinkietobitethetoesofthelayfigure,rattledthroughhiscollectionofarmsandaccoutrements,andthenwentoutabruptly,declaringthathehaddoneenoughfortheday。
’Thisispositivelyindecent,’saidTorpenhow,’andthefirsttimethatDickhaseverbrokenupalightmorningPerhapshehasfoundoutthathehasasoul,oranartistictemperament,orsomethingequallyvaluable。
ThatcomesofleavinghimaloneforamonthPerhapshehasbeengoingoutofeveningsImustlooktothis。’Herangforthebald-headedoldhousekeeper,whomnothingcouldastonishorannoy。
’Beeton,didMrHeldardineoutatallwhileIwasoutoftown?’
’Neverlaid’isdress-clothesoutonce,sir,allthetimeMostly’edinedin;
but’ebroughtsomemostremarkableyounggentlemenup’ereaftertheatresonceortwiceRemarkablefancytheywasYougentlemenonthetopfloordoesverymuchasyoulikes,butitdoseemtome,sir,droppin’awalkin’-stickdownfiveflightso’stairsan’thengoin’
downfourabreasttopickitupagainathalf-pasttwointhemornin’,singin’
“Bringbackthewhiskey,Williedarlin,’“——notonceortwice,butscoreso’times,——isn’tcharitytotheothertenantsWhatIsayis,“Doasyouwouldbedoneby。”That’smymotto。’
’Ofcourse!ofcourse!I’mafraidthetopfloorisn’tthequietestinthehouse。’
’Imakenocomplaints,sirIhavespoketoMrHeldarfriendly,an’
helaughed,an’didmeapictureofthemissisthatisasgoodasacolouredprintIt’asn’tthehighshineofaphotograph,butwhatIsayis,“Neverlookagift-horseinthemouth。”MrHeldar’sdress-clothes’aven’tbeenonhimforweeks。’
’Thenit’sallright,’saidTorpenhowtohimself’Orgiesarehealthy,andDickhasaheadofhisown,butwhenitcomestowomenmakingeyesI’mnotsocertain,——Binkie,neveryoubeaman,littledorglums。
They’recontrarybrutes,andtheydothingswithoutanyreason。’
DickhadturnednorthwardacrossthePark,buthewaswalkinginthespiritonthemud-flatswithMaisieHelaughedaloudasherememberedthedaywhenhehaddeckedAmomma’shornswiththeham-frills,andMaisie,whitewithrage,hadcuffedhimHowlongthosefouryearsseemedinreview,andhowcloselyMaisiewasconnectedwitheveryhourofthem!Stormacrossthesea,andMaisieinagraydressonthebeach,sweepingherdrenchedhairoutofhereyesandlaughingatthehomewardraceofthefishing-smacks;hotsunshineonthemud-flats,andMaisiesniffingscornfully,withherchinintheair;Maisieflyingbeforethewindthatthreshedtheforeshoreanddrovethesandlikesmallshotaboutherears;Maisie,verycomposedandindependent,tellingliestoMrsJennettwhileDicksupportedherwithcoarserperjuries;
Maisiepickingherwaydelicatelyfromstonetostone,apistolinherhandandherteethfirm-set;andMaisieinagraydresssittingonthegrassbetweenthemouthofacannonandanoddingyellowsea-poppy。
Thepicturespassedbeforehimonebyone,andthelaststayedthelongest。
DickwasperfectlyhappywithaquietpeacethatwasasnewtohismindasitwasforeigntohisexperiencesItneveroccurredtohimthattheremightbeothercallsuponhistimethanloafingacrosstheParkintheforenoon。
’There’sagoodworkinglightnow,’hesaid,watchinghisshadowplacidly’SomepoordeviloughttobegratefulforthisAndthere’sMaisie。’
ShewaswalkingtowardshimfromtheMarbleArch,andhesawthatnomannerismofhergaithadbeenchangedItwasgoodtofindherstillMaisie,and,sotospeak,hisnext-doorneighbourNogreetingpassedbetweenthem,becausetherehadbeennoneintheolddays。
’Whatareyoudoingoutofyourstudioatthishour?’saidDick,asonewhowasentitledtoask。
’IdlingJustidlingIgotangrywithachinandscrapeditoutThenIleftitinalittleheapofpaint-chipsandcameaway。’
’Iknowwhatpalette-knifingmeansWhatwasthepiccy?’
’Afancyheadthatwouldn’tcomeright,——horridthing!’
’Idon’tlikeworkingoverscrapedpaintwhenI’mdoingfleshThegraincomesupwoollyasthepaintdries。’
’Notifyouscrapeproperly。’MaisiewavedherhandtoillustratehermethodsTherewasadabofpaintonthewhitecuffDicklaughed。
’You’reasuntidyasever。’
’ThatcomeswellfromyouLookatyourowncuff。’
’ByJove,yes!It’sworsethanyoursIdon’tthinkwe’vemuchalteredinanythingLet’ssee,though。’HelookedatMaisiecriticallyThepalebluehazeofanautumndaycreptbetweenthetree-trunksoftheParkandmadeabackgroundforthegraydress,theblackvelvettoqueabovetheblackhair,andtheresoluteprofile。
’No,there’snothingchangedHowgooditis!D’yourememberwhenI
fastenedyourhairintothesnapofahand-bag?’
Maisienodded,withatwinkleinhereyes,andturnedherfullfacetoDick。
’Waitaminute,’saidhe’Thatmouthisdownatthecornersalittle。
Who’sbeenworryingyou,Maisie?’
’NoonebutmyselfIneverseemtogetonwithmywork,andyetI
tryhardenough,andKamisays——’
’“Continuez,mesdemoisellesContinueztoujours,mesenfants。”
KamiisdepressingIbegyourpardon。’
’Yes,that’swhathesaysHetoldmelastsummerthatIwasdoingbetterandhe’dletmeexhibitthisyear。’
’Notinthisplace,surely?’
’OfcoursenotTheSalon。’
’Youflyhigh。’
’I’vebeenbeatingmywingslongenoughWheredoyouexhibit,Dick?’
’Idon’texhibitIsell。’
’Whatisyourline,then?’
’Haven’tyouheard?’Dick’seyesopenedWasthisthingpossible?
HecastaboutforsomemeansofconvictionTheywerenotfarfromtheMarbleArch’ComeupOxfordStreetalittleandI’llshowyou。’
Asmallknotofpeoplestoodroundaprint-shopthatDickknewwell。
’Somereproductionofmyworkinside,’hesaid,withsuppressedtriumphNeverbeforehadsuccesstastedsosweetuponthetongue’YouseethesortofthingsIpaintD’youlikeit?’
Maisielookedatthewildwhirlingrushofafield-batterygoingintoactionunderfireTwoartillery-menstoodbehindherinthecrowd。
’They’vechuckedtheofflead-’orse’saidonetotheother’’E’storeupawful,butthey’remakin’goodtimewiththeothersThatlead-driverdrivesbetternoryou,TomSee’owcunnin’’e’snursin’’is’orse。’
’NumberThree’llbeoffthelimber,nextjolt,’wastheanswer。
’No,’ewon’tSee’ow’isfoot’sbracedagainsttheiron?’E’sallright。’
DickwatchedMaisie’sfaceandswelledwithjoy——fine,rank,vulgartriumphShewasmoreinterestedinthelittlecrowdthaninthepicture。
Thatwassomethingthatshecouldunderstand。
’AndIwanteditso!Oh,Ididwantitso!’shesaidatlast,underherbreath。
’Me,——allme!’saidDick,placidly’LookattheirfacesIthits’em。
Theydon’tknowwhatmakestheireyesandmouthsopen;butIknow。
AndI
knowmywork’sright。’
’YesIseeOh,whatathingtohavecometoone!’
’Cometoone,indeed!IhadtogooutandlookforitWhatdoyouthink?’
’IcallitsuccessTellmehowyougotit。’
TheyreturnedtothePark,andDickdeliveredhimselfofthesagaofhisowndoings,withallthearroganceofayoungmanspeakingtoawoman。
Fromthebeginninghetoldthetale,theI——I——I’sflashingthroughtherecordsastelegraph-polesflypastthetravellerMaisielistenedandnoddedherheadThehistoriesofstrifeandprivationdidnotmoveherahair’s-breadthAttheendofeachcantohewouldconclude,’Andthatgavemesomenotionofhandlingcolour,’orlight,orwhateveritmightbethathehadsetouttopursueandunderstandHeledherbreathlessacrosshalftheworld,speakingashehadneverspokeninhislifebefore。
Andintheflood-tideofhisexaltationtherecameuponhimagreatdesiretopickupthismaidenwhonoddedherheadandsaid,’I
understandGoon,’——topickherupandcarryherawaywithhim,becauseshewasMaisie,andbecausesheunderstood,andbecauseshewashisright,andawomantobedesiredaboveallwomen。
Thenhecheckedhimselfabruptly’AndsoItookallIwanted,’hesaid,’andIhadtofightforitNowyoutell。’
Maisie’stalewasalmostasgrayasherdressItcoveredyearsofpatienttoilbackedbysavagepridethatwouldnotbebrokenthoughtdealerslaughed,andfogsdelayedwork,andKamiwasunkindandevensarcastic,andgirlsinotherstudioswerepainfullypoliteIthadafewbrightspots,inpicturesacceptedatprovincialexhibitions,butitwoundupwiththeoftrepeatedwail,’Andsoyousee,Dick,Ihadnosuccess,thoughIworkedsohard。’
ThenpityfilledDickEventhushadMaisiespokenwhenshecouldnothitthebreakwater,halfanhourbeforeshehadkissedhimAndthathadhappenedyesterday。
’Nevermind,’hesaid’I’lltellyousomething,ifyou’llbelieveit。’
Thewordswereshapingthemselvesoftheirownaccord’Thewholething,lock,stock,andbarrel,isn’tworthonebigyellowsea-poppybelowFortKeeling。’
Maisieflushedalittle’It’sallverywellforyoutotalk,butyou’vehadthesuccessandIhaven’t。’
’Letmetalk,thenIknowyou’llunderstandMaisie,dear,itsoundsabitabsurd,but5thosetenyearsneverexisted,andI’vecomebackagainItreallyisjustthesameCan’tyousee?You’realonenowandI’malone。
What’stheuseofworrying?Cometomeinstead,darling。’
MaisiepokedthegravelwithherparasolTheyweresittingonabench。
’Iunderstand,’shesaidslowly’ButI’vegotmyworktodo,andI
mustdoit。’
’Doitwithme,then,dearIwon’tinterrupt。’
’No,Icouldn’tIt’smywork,——mine,——mine,——mine!I’vebeenaloneallmylifeinmyself,andI’mnotgoingtobelongtoanybodyexceptmyselfI
rememberthingsaswellasyoudo,butthatdoesn’tcountWewerebabiesthen,andwedidn’tknowwhatwasbeforeusDick,don’tbeselfishIthinkIseemywaytoalittlesuccessnextyearDon’ttakeitawayfromme。’
’Ibegyourpardon,darlingIt’smyfaultforspeakingstupidlyI
can’texpectyoutothrowupallyourlifejustbecauseI’mbackI’llgotomyownplaceandwaitalittle。’
’But,Dick,Idon’twantyouto——go——outof——mylife,nowyou’vejustcomeback。’
’I’matyourorders;forgiveme。’DickdevouredthetroubledlittlefacewithhiseyesTherewastriumphinthem,becausehecouldnotconceivethatMaisieshouldrefusesoonerorlatertolovehim,sincehelovedher。
’It’swrongofme,’saidMaisie,moreslowlythanbefore;’it’swrongandselfish;but,oh,I’vebeensolonely!No,youmisunderstandNowI’veseenyouagain,——it’sabsurd,butIwanttokeepyouinmylife。’
’NaturallyWebelong。’
’Wedon’t;butyoualwaysunderstoodme,andthereissomuchinmyworkthatyoucouldhelpmeinYouknowthingsandthewaysofdoingthingsYoumust。’
’Ido,Ifancy,orelseIdon’tknowmyselfThenyouwon’tcaretolosesightofmealtogether,and——youwantmetohelpyouinyourwork?’
’Yes;butremember,Dick,nothingwillevercomeofitThat’swhyIfeelsoselfishCan’tthingsstayastheyare?Idowantyourhelp。’
’YoushallhaveitButlet’sconsiderImustseeyourpicsfirst,andoverhaulyoursketches,andfindoutaboutyourtendenciesYoushouldseewhatthepaperssayaboutmytendencies!ThenI’llgiveyougoodadvice,andyoushallpaintaccordingIsn’tthatit,Maisie?’
AgaintherewastriumphinDick’seye。