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  ’Ihaveathousandmen,’saidhe,’Towaituponmywill,AndtowersnineupontheTyne,AndthreeupontheTill。’
  ’AndwhatcareIforyoumen,’saidshe,’OrtowersfromTynetoTill,Sithyoumustgowithme,’shesaid,’Towaituponmywill?’-
  SirHoggieandtheFairiesNEXTmorningTorpenhowfoundDicksunkindeepestreposeoftobacco。
  ’Well,madman,howd’youfeel?’
  ’Idon’tknowI’mtryingtofindout。’
  ’Youhadmuchbetterdosomework。’
  ’Maybe;butI’minnohurryI’vemadeadiscoveryTorp,there’stoomuchEgoinmyCosmos。’
  ’Notreally!Isthisrevelationduetomylectures,ortheNilghai’s?’
  ’Itcametomesuddenly,allonmyownaccountMuchtoomuchEgo;
  andnowI’mgoingtowork。’
  Heturnedoverafewhalf-finishedsketches,drummedonanewcanvas,cleanedthreebrushes,setBinkietobitethetoesofthelayfigure,rattledthroughhiscollectionofarmsandaccoutrements,andthenwentoutabruptly,declaringthathehaddoneenoughfortheday。
  ’Thisispositivelyindecent,’saidTorpenhow,’andthefirsttimethatDickhaseverbrokenupalightmorningPerhapshehasfoundoutthathehasasoul,oranartistictemperament,orsomethingequallyvaluable。
  ThatcomesofleavinghimaloneforamonthPerhapshehasbeengoingoutofeveningsImustlooktothis。’Herangforthebald-headedoldhousekeeper,whomnothingcouldastonishorannoy。
  ’Beeton,didMrHeldardineoutatallwhileIwasoutoftown?’
  ’Neverlaid’isdress-clothesoutonce,sir,allthetimeMostly’edinedin;
  but’ebroughtsomemostremarkableyounggentlemenup’ereaftertheatresonceortwiceRemarkablefancytheywasYougentlemenonthetopfloordoesverymuchasyoulikes,butitdoseemtome,sir,droppin’awalkin’-stickdownfiveflightso’stairsan’thengoin’
  downfourabreasttopickitupagainathalf-pasttwointhemornin’,singin’
  “Bringbackthewhiskey,Williedarlin,’“——notonceortwice,butscoreso’times,——isn’tcharitytotheothertenantsWhatIsayis,“Doasyouwouldbedoneby。”That’smymotto。’
  ’Ofcourse!ofcourse!I’mafraidthetopfloorisn’tthequietestinthehouse。’
  ’Imakenocomplaints,sirIhavespoketoMrHeldarfriendly,an’
  helaughed,an’didmeapictureofthemissisthatisasgoodasacolouredprintIt’asn’tthehighshineofaphotograph,butwhatIsayis,“Neverlookagift-horseinthemouth。”MrHeldar’sdress-clothes’aven’tbeenonhimforweeks。’
  ’Thenit’sallright,’saidTorpenhowtohimself’Orgiesarehealthy,andDickhasaheadofhisown,butwhenitcomestowomenmakingeyesI’mnotsocertain,——Binkie,neveryoubeaman,littledorglums。
  They’recontrarybrutes,andtheydothingswithoutanyreason。’
  DickhadturnednorthwardacrossthePark,buthewaswalkinginthespiritonthemud-flatswithMaisieHelaughedaloudasherememberedthedaywhenhehaddeckedAmomma’shornswiththeham-frills,andMaisie,whitewithrage,hadcuffedhimHowlongthosefouryearsseemedinreview,andhowcloselyMaisiewasconnectedwitheveryhourofthem!Stormacrossthesea,andMaisieinagraydressonthebeach,sweepingherdrenchedhairoutofhereyesandlaughingatthehomewardraceofthefishing-smacks;hotsunshineonthemud-flats,andMaisiesniffingscornfully,withherchinintheair;Maisieflyingbeforethewindthatthreshedtheforeshoreanddrovethesandlikesmallshotaboutherears;Maisie,verycomposedandindependent,tellingliestoMrsJennettwhileDicksupportedherwithcoarserperjuries;
  Maisiepickingherwaydelicatelyfromstonetostone,apistolinherhandandherteethfirm-set;andMaisieinagraydresssittingonthegrassbetweenthemouthofacannonandanoddingyellowsea-poppy。
  Thepicturespassedbeforehimonebyone,andthelaststayedthelongest。
  DickwasperfectlyhappywithaquietpeacethatwasasnewtohismindasitwasforeigntohisexperiencesItneveroccurredtohimthattheremightbeothercallsuponhistimethanloafingacrosstheParkintheforenoon。
  ’There’sagoodworkinglightnow,’hesaid,watchinghisshadowplacidly’SomepoordeviloughttobegratefulforthisAndthere’sMaisie。’
  ShewaswalkingtowardshimfromtheMarbleArch,andhesawthatnomannerismofhergaithadbeenchangedItwasgoodtofindherstillMaisie,and,sotospeak,hisnext-doorneighbourNogreetingpassedbetweenthem,becausetherehadbeennoneintheolddays。
  ’Whatareyoudoingoutofyourstudioatthishour?’saidDick,asonewhowasentitledtoask。
  ’IdlingJustidlingIgotangrywithachinandscrapeditoutThenIleftitinalittleheapofpaint-chipsandcameaway。’
  ’Iknowwhatpalette-knifingmeansWhatwasthepiccy?’
  ’Afancyheadthatwouldn’tcomeright,——horridthing!’
  ’Idon’tlikeworkingoverscrapedpaintwhenI’mdoingfleshThegraincomesupwoollyasthepaintdries。’
  ’Notifyouscrapeproperly。’MaisiewavedherhandtoillustratehermethodsTherewasadabofpaintonthewhitecuffDicklaughed。
  ’You’reasuntidyasever。’
  ’ThatcomeswellfromyouLookatyourowncuff。’
  ’ByJove,yes!It’sworsethanyoursIdon’tthinkwe’vemuchalteredinanythingLet’ssee,though。’HelookedatMaisiecriticallyThepalebluehazeofanautumndaycreptbetweenthetree-trunksoftheParkandmadeabackgroundforthegraydress,theblackvelvettoqueabovetheblackhair,andtheresoluteprofile。
  ’No,there’snothingchangedHowgooditis!D’yourememberwhenI
  fastenedyourhairintothesnapofahand-bag?’
  Maisienodded,withatwinkleinhereyes,andturnedherfullfacetoDick。
  ’Waitaminute,’saidhe’Thatmouthisdownatthecornersalittle。
  Who’sbeenworryingyou,Maisie?’
  ’NoonebutmyselfIneverseemtogetonwithmywork,andyetI
  tryhardenough,andKamisays——’
  ’“Continuez,mesdemoisellesContinueztoujours,mesenfants。”
  KamiisdepressingIbegyourpardon。’
  ’Yes,that’swhathesaysHetoldmelastsummerthatIwasdoingbetterandhe’dletmeexhibitthisyear。’
  ’Notinthisplace,surely?’
  ’OfcoursenotTheSalon。’
  ’Youflyhigh。’
  ’I’vebeenbeatingmywingslongenoughWheredoyouexhibit,Dick?’
  ’Idon’texhibitIsell。’
  ’Whatisyourline,then?’
  ’Haven’tyouheard?’Dick’seyesopenedWasthisthingpossible?
  HecastaboutforsomemeansofconvictionTheywerenotfarfromtheMarbleArch’ComeupOxfordStreetalittleandI’llshowyou。’
  Asmallknotofpeoplestoodroundaprint-shopthatDickknewwell。
  ’Somereproductionofmyworkinside,’hesaid,withsuppressedtriumphNeverbeforehadsuccesstastedsosweetuponthetongue’YouseethesortofthingsIpaintD’youlikeit?’
  Maisielookedatthewildwhirlingrushofafield-batterygoingintoactionunderfireTwoartillery-menstoodbehindherinthecrowd。
  ’They’vechuckedtheofflead-’orse’saidonetotheother’’E’storeupawful,butthey’remakin’goodtimewiththeothersThatlead-driverdrivesbetternoryou,TomSee’owcunnin’’e’snursin’’is’orse。’
  ’NumberThree’llbeoffthelimber,nextjolt,’wastheanswer。
  ’No,’ewon’tSee’ow’isfoot’sbracedagainsttheiron?’E’sallright。’
  DickwatchedMaisie’sfaceandswelledwithjoy——fine,rank,vulgartriumphShewasmoreinterestedinthelittlecrowdthaninthepicture。
  Thatwassomethingthatshecouldunderstand。
  ’AndIwanteditso!Oh,Ididwantitso!’shesaidatlast,underherbreath。
  ’Me,——allme!’saidDick,placidly’LookattheirfacesIthits’em。
  Theydon’tknowwhatmakestheireyesandmouthsopen;butIknow。
  AndI
  knowmywork’sright。’
  ’YesIseeOh,whatathingtohavecometoone!’
  ’Cometoone,indeed!IhadtogooutandlookforitWhatdoyouthink?’
  ’IcallitsuccessTellmehowyougotit。’
  TheyreturnedtothePark,andDickdeliveredhimselfofthesagaofhisowndoings,withallthearroganceofayoungmanspeakingtoawoman。
  Fromthebeginninghetoldthetale,theI——I——I’sflashingthroughtherecordsastelegraph-polesflypastthetravellerMaisielistenedandnoddedherheadThehistoriesofstrifeandprivationdidnotmoveherahair’s-breadthAttheendofeachcantohewouldconclude,’Andthatgavemesomenotionofhandlingcolour,’orlight,orwhateveritmightbethathehadsetouttopursueandunderstandHeledherbreathlessacrosshalftheworld,speakingashehadneverspokeninhislifebefore。
  Andintheflood-tideofhisexaltationtherecameuponhimagreatdesiretopickupthismaidenwhonoddedherheadandsaid,’I
  understandGoon,’——topickherupandcarryherawaywithhim,becauseshewasMaisie,andbecausesheunderstood,andbecauseshewashisright,andawomantobedesiredaboveallwomen。
  Thenhecheckedhimselfabruptly’AndsoItookallIwanted,’hesaid,’andIhadtofightforitNowyoutell。’
  Maisie’stalewasalmostasgrayasherdressItcoveredyearsofpatienttoilbackedbysavagepridethatwouldnotbebrokenthoughtdealerslaughed,andfogsdelayedwork,andKamiwasunkindandevensarcastic,andgirlsinotherstudioswerepainfullypoliteIthadafewbrightspots,inpicturesacceptedatprovincialexhibitions,butitwoundupwiththeoftrepeatedwail,’Andsoyousee,Dick,Ihadnosuccess,thoughIworkedsohard。’
  ThenpityfilledDickEventhushadMaisiespokenwhenshecouldnothitthebreakwater,halfanhourbeforeshehadkissedhimAndthathadhappenedyesterday。
  ’Nevermind,’hesaid’I’lltellyousomething,ifyou’llbelieveit。’
  Thewordswereshapingthemselvesoftheirownaccord’Thewholething,lock,stock,andbarrel,isn’tworthonebigyellowsea-poppybelowFortKeeling。’
  Maisieflushedalittle’It’sallverywellforyoutotalk,butyou’vehadthesuccessandIhaven’t。’
  ’Letmetalk,thenIknowyou’llunderstandMaisie,dear,itsoundsabitabsurd,but5thosetenyearsneverexisted,andI’vecomebackagainItreallyisjustthesameCan’tyousee?You’realonenowandI’malone。
  What’stheuseofworrying?Cometomeinstead,darling。’
  MaisiepokedthegravelwithherparasolTheyweresittingonabench。
  ’Iunderstand,’shesaidslowly’ButI’vegotmyworktodo,andI
  mustdoit。’
  ’Doitwithme,then,dearIwon’tinterrupt。’
  ’No,Icouldn’tIt’smywork,——mine,——mine,——mine!I’vebeenaloneallmylifeinmyself,andI’mnotgoingtobelongtoanybodyexceptmyselfI
  rememberthingsaswellasyoudo,butthatdoesn’tcountWewerebabiesthen,andwedidn’tknowwhatwasbeforeusDick,don’tbeselfishIthinkIseemywaytoalittlesuccessnextyearDon’ttakeitawayfromme。’
  ’Ibegyourpardon,darlingIt’smyfaultforspeakingstupidlyI
  can’texpectyoutothrowupallyourlifejustbecauseI’mbackI’llgotomyownplaceandwaitalittle。’
  ’But,Dick,Idon’twantyouto——go——outof——mylife,nowyou’vejustcomeback。’
  ’I’matyourorders;forgiveme。’DickdevouredthetroubledlittlefacewithhiseyesTherewastriumphinthem,becausehecouldnotconceivethatMaisieshouldrefusesoonerorlatertolovehim,sincehelovedher。
  ’It’swrongofme,’saidMaisie,moreslowlythanbefore;’it’swrongandselfish;but,oh,I’vebeensolonely!No,youmisunderstandNowI’veseenyouagain,——it’sabsurd,butIwanttokeepyouinmylife。’
  ’NaturallyWebelong。’
  ’Wedon’t;butyoualwaysunderstoodme,andthereissomuchinmyworkthatyoucouldhelpmeinYouknowthingsandthewaysofdoingthingsYoumust。’
  ’Ido,Ifancy,orelseIdon’tknowmyselfThenyouwon’tcaretolosesightofmealtogether,and——youwantmetohelpyouinyourwork?’
  ’Yes;butremember,Dick,nothingwillevercomeofitThat’swhyIfeelsoselfishCan’tthingsstayastheyare?Idowantyourhelp。’
  ’YoushallhaveitButlet’sconsiderImustseeyourpicsfirst,andoverhaulyoursketches,andfindoutaboutyourtendenciesYoushouldseewhatthepaperssayaboutmytendencies!ThenI’llgiveyougoodadvice,andyoushallpaintaccordingIsn’tthatit,Maisie?’
  AgaintherewastriumphinDick’seye。