“Outcastyourself,GrishChunder!Youeatcow-beefeveryday。
Let’sthinkthethingoverTheboyremembershisincarnations。”
“Doesheknowthat?”saidGrishChunder,quietly,swingingh’slegsashesatonmytableHewasspeakinginEnglishnow。
“HedoesnotknowanythingWouldIspeaktoyouifhedid?Goon!”
“ThereisnogoingonatallIfyoutellthattoyourfriendstheywillsayyouaremadandputitinthepapersSuppose,now,youprosecuteforlibel。”
“Let’sleavethatoutofthequestionentirelyIsthereanychanceofhisbeingmadetospeak?”
“ThereisachanceOsh,yess!Butifhespokeitwouldmeanthatallthisworldwouldendnow-instanto-falldownonyourhead。
Thesethingsarenotallowed,youknowAsIsaid,thedoorisshut。”
“Notaghostofachance?”
“Howcantherebe?YouareaChristi-an,anditisforbiddentoeat,inyourbooks,oftheTreeofLife,orelseyouwouldneverdie。
Howshallyouallfeardeathifyouallknowwhatyourfrienddoesnotknowthatheknows?Iamafraidtobekicked,butIamnotafraidtodie,becauseIknowwhatIknowYouarenotafraidtobekicked,butyouareafraidtodieIfyouwerenot,byGod!youEnglishwouldbeallovertheshopinanhour,upsettingthebalancesofpower,andmakingcommotionsItwouldnotbegoodButnofearHewillrememberalittleandalittleless,andhewillcallitdreamsThenhewillforgetaltogetherWhenI
passedmyFirstArtsExaminationinCalcuttathatwasallinthecram-bookonWordsworthTrailingcloudsofglory,youknow。”
“Thisseemstobeanexceptiontotherule。”
“TherearenoexceptionstorulesSomearenotsohard-lookingasothers,buttheyareallthesamewhenyoutouchIfthisfriendofyourssaidso-and-soandso-and-so,indicatingthatherememberedallhislostlives,oronepieceofalostlife,hewouldnotbeinthebankanotherhourHewouldbewhatyoucalledsackbecausehewasmad,andtheywouldsendhimtoanasylumforlunaticsYoucanseethat,myfriend。”
“OfcourseIcan,butIwasn’tthinkingofhimHisnameneedneverap~pearinthestory。”
“Ah!IseeThatstorywillneverbewrittenYoucantry。”
“Iamgoingto。”
“Foryourowncreditandforthesakeofmoney,ofcourse?”
“NoForthesakeofwritingthestoryOnmyhonorthatwillbeall。”
“EventhenthereisnochanceYoucannotplaywiththeGodsItisaveryprettystorynowAstheysay,Letitgoonthat-ImeanatthatBequick;hewillnotlastlong。”
“Howdoyoumean?”
“WhatIsayHehasnever,sofar,thoughtaboutawoman。”
“Hasn’thethough!”IrememberedsomeofCharlie’sconfidences。
“ImeannowomanhasthoughtabouthimWhenthatcomes;
bus-hogya-allup’IknowTherearemillionsofwomenhere。
Housemaids,forin-stance。”
Iwincedatthethoughtofmystorybeingruinedbyahousemaid。
Andyetnothingwasmoreprobable。
GrishChundergrinned。
“Yes-alsoprettygirls-cousinsofhishouse,andperhapsnotofhishouseOnekissthathegivesbackagainandrememberswillcureallthisnonsenseorelse“-
“Orelsewhat?Rememberhedoesnotknowthatheknows。”
“IknowthatOrelse,ifnothinghappenshewillbecomeimmersedinthetradeandthefinancialspeculationsliketherest。
ItmustbesoYoucanseethatitmustbesoButthewomanwillcomefirst,Ithink。”
Therewasarapatthedoor,andCharliechargedinimpetuously。
Hehadbeenreleasedfromoffice,andbythelookinhiseyesI
couldseethathehadcomeoverforalongtalk;mostprobablywithpoemsinhispocketsCharlie’spoemswereverywearying,butsometimestheyledhimtotalkaboutthegalley。
GrishChunderlookedathimkeenlyforaminute。
“Ibegyourpardon。”Charliesaid,uneasily;“Ididn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。”
“Iamgoing。”saidGrishChunder。
Hedrewmeintothelobbyashedeparted。
“Thatisyourman。”hesaid,quickly“ItellyouhewillneverspeakallyouwishThatisrot-boshButhewouldbemostgoodtomaketoseethingsSupposenowwepretendthatitwasonlyplay“-IhadneverseenGrishChundersoexcited-“andpourtheink-poolintohishandEh,whatdoyouthink?ItellyouthathecouldseeanythingthatamancouldseeLetmegettheinkandthecamphorHeisaseerandhewilltellusverymanythings。”
“Hemaybeallyousay,butI’mnotgoingtotrusthimtoyourGodsanddevils。”
“ItwillnothurthimHewillonlyfeelalittlestupidanddullwhenhewakesupYouhaveseenboyslookintotheink-poolbefore。”
“ThatisthereasonwhyIamnotgoingtoseeitanymoreYou’dbettergo,GrishChunder。”
Hewent,declaringfardownthestaircasethatitwasthrowingawaymyonlychanceoflookingintothefuture。
Thisleftmeunmoved,forIwasconcernedforthepast,andnopeeringofhypnotizedboysintomirrorsandink-poolswouldhelpmedothatButIrecognizedGrishChunder’spointofviewandsympathizedwithit。
’~Whatabigblackbrutethatwas!”saidCharlie,whenIreturnedtohim“Well,lookhere,I’vejustdoneapoem;dilitinsteadofplayingdominoesafterlunchMayIreadit?”
“Letmereadittomyself。”
“ThenyoumisstheproperexpressionBesides,youalwaysmakemythingssoundasiftherhymeswereallwrong。
“Readitaloud,thenYou’reliketherestof’em。”
Charliemouthedmehispoem,anditwasnotmuchworsethantheaverageofhisversesHehadbeenreadinghisbookfaithfully,buthewasnotpleasedwhenItoldhimthatIpreferredmyLongfellowundilutedwithCharlie。
ThenwebegantogothroughtheMSlinebyline;Charlieparryingeveryobjectionandcorrectionwith:
“Yes,thatmaybebetter,butyoudon’tcatchwhatI’mdrivingat。”
Charliewas,inonewayatleast,verylikeonekindofpoet。
Therewasapencilscrawlatthebackofthepaperand“What’sthat?”Isaid。
“Ohthat’snotpoetry’tallIt’ssomerotIwrotelastnightbeforeI
wenttobedanditwastoomuchbothertohuntforrhymes;soI
madeitasortofablankverseinstead。”
HereisCharlie’s“blankverse“:
“Wepulledforyouwhenthewindwasagainstusandthesailswerelow。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Weatebreadandonionswhenyoutooktownsorranaboardquicklywhenyouwerebeatenbackbythefoe,Thecaptainswalkedupanddownthedeckinfairweathersingingsongs,butwewerebelow,Wefaintedwithourchinsontheoarsandyoudidnotseethatwewereidleforwestillswungtoandfro。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Thesaltmadetheoarhandleslikesharkskin;ourkneeswerecuttothebonewithsaltcracks;ourhairwasstucktoourforeheads;andourlipswerecuttoourgumsandyouwhippedusbecausewecouldnotrow。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Butinalittletimeweshallrunoutoftheportholesasthewaterrunsalongthroarblade,andthoughyoutelltheotherstorowafterusyouwillnevercatchustillyoucatchtheoar-threshandtieupthewindsinthebellyofthesailAho!
Willyouneverletusgo?”
“H’mWhat’soar-thresh,Charlie?”
“ThewaterwashedupbytheoarsThat’sthesortofsongtheymightsinginthegalley,y’knowAren’tyouevergoingtofinishthatstoryandgivemesomeoftheprofits?”
“ItdependsonyourselfIfyouhadonlytoldmemoreaboutyourherointhefirstinstanceitmighthavebeenfinishedbynow。
You’resohazyinyournotions。”
“Ionlywanttogiveyouthegeneralnotionofit-theknockingaboutfromplacetoplaceandthefightingandall“THEFINESTSTORYINTHEWORLD“183
~hatCan’tyoufillintherestyour-self?Maketheherosaveagirlonapirate-galleyandmarryherordosomething。”
’You’reareallyhelpfulcollaboratorIsupposetheherowentthroughsomefewadventuresbeforehemarried。”
“Wellthen,makehimaveryartfulcard-alowsortofman-asortofpoliticalmanwhowentaboutmakingtreatiesandbreakingthem-ablack-hairedchapwhohidbehindthemastwhenthefightingbegan。”
“Butyousaidtheotherdaythathewasred-haired。”
“Icouldn’thaveMakehimblack-hairedofcourseYou’venoimagination。”
SeeingthatIhadjustdiscoveredtheentireprinciplesuponwhichthehalf-memoryfalselycalledimaginationisbased,Ifeltentitledtolaugh,butforbore,forthesakeofthetale。
“You’rerightYou’rethemanwithimaginationAblack-hairedchapinadeckedship。”Isaid。
“No,anopenship-likeabigboat。”
Thiswasmaddening。
“Yourshiphasbeenbuiltanddesigned,closedanddeckedin;yousaidsoyourself。”Iprotested。
“No,no,notthatshipThatwasopen,orhalfdeckedbecauseByJoveyou’rerightYoumademethinkoftheheroasared-hairedchapOfcourseifhewerered,theshipwouldbeanopenonewithpaintedsails。”
Surely,Ithoughthewouldremembernowthathehadservedintwogalleysatleast-inathree-deckedGreekoneundertheblack-haired“politicalman。”andagaininaViking’sopensea-serpentundertheman“redasaredbear“whowenttoMarklandThedevilpromptedmetospeak。
“Why,’ofcourse,’Charlie?”saidI“Idon’tknowAreyoumakingfunofme?”
ThecurrentwasbrokenforthetimebeingItookupanotebookandpretendedtomakemanyentriesinit。
“It’sapleasuretoworkwithanimaginativechaplikeyourself。”I
saidafterapause“Thewaythatyou’vebroughtoutthecharacteroftheheroissimplywonderful。”
“Doyouthinkso?”heanswered,withapleasedflush“Ioftentellmyselfthatthere’smoreinmethanmym~thanpeoplethink。”
“There’sanenormousamountinyou。”
“Then,won’tyouletmesendanessayonTheWaysofBankClerkstoTit-Bits,andgettheguineaprize?”
“Thatwasn’texactlywhatImeant,oldfellow:perhapsitwouldbebettertowaitalittleandgoaheadwiththegalley-story。”
“Ah,butIsha’n’tgetthecreditofthatTit-BitswouldpublishmynameandaddressifIwinWhatareyougrinningat?Theywou’d。”
“IknowitSupposeyougoforawalkIwanttolookthroughmynotesaboutourstory。”
Nowthisreprehensibleyouthwholeftme,alittlehurtandputback,mightforaughtheorIknewhavebeenoneofthecrewoftheArgo-hadbeencertainlyslaveorcomradetoThorfinKarlsefneThereforehewasdeeplyinterestedinguineacompetitionsRememberingwhatGrishChunderhadsaidI
laughedaloudTheLordsofLifeandDeathwouldneverallowCharlieMearstospeakwithfullknowledgeofhispasts,andI
mustevenpieceoutwhathehadtoldmewithmyownpoorinventionswhileCharliewroteofthewaysofbank-clerks。
Igottogetherandplacedononefileallmynotes;andthenetresultwasnotcheeringIreadthemasecondtimeTherewasnothingthatmightnothavebeencompiledatsecond-handfromotherpeople’sbooks-except,perhaps,thestoryofthefightintheharborTheadventuresofaVikingbadbeenwrittenmanytimesbefore;thehistoryofaGreekgalley-slavewasnonewthing,andthoughIwroteboth,whocouldchallengeorconfirmtheaccuracyofmydetails?ImightaswelltellataleoftwothousandyearshenceTheLordsofLifeandDeathwereascunningasGrishChunderhadhintedTheywouldallownothingtoescapethatmighttroubleormakeeasythemindsofmenThoughIwasconvincedofthis,yetIcouldnotleavethetalealoneExaltationfollowedreaction,notonce,buttwentytimesinthenextfewweeksMymoodsvariedwiththeMarchsunlightandflyingcloudsBynightorinthebeautyofaspringmorningIperceivedthatIcouldwritethattaleandshiftcontinentstherebyInthewet,windyafternoons,Isawthatthetalemightindeedbewritten,butwouldbenothingmorethanafaked,false-varnished,sham-rustedpieceofWardourStreetworkattheendThenIblessedCharlieinmanyways-thoughitwasnofaultofhisHeseemedtobebusywithprizecompetitions,andIsawlessandlessofhimastheweekswentbyandtheearthcrackedandgrewripetospring,andthebudsswelledintheirsheathsHedidnotcaretoreadortalkofwhathehadread,andtherewasanewringofself-assertioninhisvoiceIhardlycaredtoremindhimofthegalleywhenwemet;