首页 >出版文学> The Works of Rudyard Kipling One>第36章
  “Outcastyourself,GrishChunder!Youeatcow-beefeveryday。
  Let’sthinkthethingoverTheboyremembershisincarnations。”
  “Doesheknowthat?”saidGrishChunder,quietly,swingingh’slegsashesatonmytableHewasspeakinginEnglishnow。
  “HedoesnotknowanythingWouldIspeaktoyouifhedid?Goon!”
  “ThereisnogoingonatallIfyoutellthattoyourfriendstheywillsayyouaremadandputitinthepapersSuppose,now,youprosecuteforlibel。”
  “Let’sleavethatoutofthequestionentirelyIsthereanychanceofhisbeingmadetospeak?”
  “ThereisachanceOsh,yess!Butifhespokeitwouldmeanthatallthisworldwouldendnow-instanto-falldownonyourhead。
  Thesethingsarenotallowed,youknowAsIsaid,thedoorisshut。”
  “Notaghostofachance?”
  “Howcantherebe?YouareaChristi-an,anditisforbiddentoeat,inyourbooks,oftheTreeofLife,orelseyouwouldneverdie。
  Howshallyouallfeardeathifyouallknowwhatyourfrienddoesnotknowthatheknows?Iamafraidtobekicked,butIamnotafraidtodie,becauseIknowwhatIknowYouarenotafraidtobekicked,butyouareafraidtodieIfyouwerenot,byGod!youEnglishwouldbeallovertheshopinanhour,upsettingthebalancesofpower,andmakingcommotionsItwouldnotbegoodButnofearHewillrememberalittleandalittleless,andhewillcallitdreamsThenhewillforgetaltogetherWhenI
  passedmyFirstArtsExaminationinCalcuttathatwasallinthecram-bookonWordsworthTrailingcloudsofglory,youknow。”
  “Thisseemstobeanexceptiontotherule。”
  “TherearenoexceptionstorulesSomearenotsohard-lookingasothers,buttheyareallthesamewhenyoutouchIfthisfriendofyourssaidso-and-soandso-and-so,indicatingthatherememberedallhislostlives,oronepieceofalostlife,hewouldnotbeinthebankanotherhourHewouldbewhatyoucalledsackbecausehewasmad,andtheywouldsendhimtoanasylumforlunaticsYoucanseethat,myfriend。”
  “OfcourseIcan,butIwasn’tthinkingofhimHisnameneedneverap~pearinthestory。”
  “Ah!IseeThatstorywillneverbewrittenYoucantry。”
  “Iamgoingto。”
  “Foryourowncreditandforthesakeofmoney,ofcourse?”
  “NoForthesakeofwritingthestoryOnmyhonorthatwillbeall。”
  “EventhenthereisnochanceYoucannotplaywiththeGodsItisaveryprettystorynowAstheysay,Letitgoonthat-ImeanatthatBequick;hewillnotlastlong。”
  “Howdoyoumean?”
  “WhatIsayHehasnever,sofar,thoughtaboutawoman。”
  “Hasn’thethough!”IrememberedsomeofCharlie’sconfidences。
  “ImeannowomanhasthoughtabouthimWhenthatcomes;
  bus-hogya-allup’IknowTherearemillionsofwomenhere。
  Housemaids,forin-stance。”
  Iwincedatthethoughtofmystorybeingruinedbyahousemaid。
  Andyetnothingwasmoreprobable。
  GrishChundergrinned。
  “Yes-alsoprettygirls-cousinsofhishouse,andperhapsnotofhishouseOnekissthathegivesbackagainandrememberswillcureallthisnonsenseorelse“-
  “Orelsewhat?Rememberhedoesnotknowthatheknows。”
  “IknowthatOrelse,ifnothinghappenshewillbecomeimmersedinthetradeandthefinancialspeculationsliketherest。
  ItmustbesoYoucanseethatitmustbesoButthewomanwillcomefirst,Ithink。”
  Therewasarapatthedoor,andCharliechargedinimpetuously。
  Hehadbeenreleasedfromoffice,andbythelookinhiseyesI
  couldseethathehadcomeoverforalongtalk;mostprobablywithpoemsinhispocketsCharlie’spoemswereverywearying,butsometimestheyledhimtotalkaboutthegalley。
  GrishChunderlookedathimkeenlyforaminute。
  “Ibegyourpardon。”Charliesaid,uneasily;“Ididn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。”
  “Iamgoing。”saidGrishChunder。
  Hedrewmeintothelobbyashedeparted。
  “Thatisyourman。”hesaid,quickly“ItellyouhewillneverspeakallyouwishThatisrot-boshButhewouldbemostgoodtomaketoseethingsSupposenowwepretendthatitwasonlyplay“-IhadneverseenGrishChundersoexcited-“andpourtheink-poolintohishandEh,whatdoyouthink?ItellyouthathecouldseeanythingthatamancouldseeLetmegettheinkandthecamphorHeisaseerandhewilltellusverymanythings。”
  “Hemaybeallyousay,butI’mnotgoingtotrusthimtoyourGodsanddevils。”
  “ItwillnothurthimHewillonlyfeelalittlestupidanddullwhenhewakesupYouhaveseenboyslookintotheink-poolbefore。”
  “ThatisthereasonwhyIamnotgoingtoseeitanymoreYou’dbettergo,GrishChunder。”
  Hewent,declaringfardownthestaircasethatitwasthrowingawaymyonlychanceoflookingintothefuture。
  Thisleftmeunmoved,forIwasconcernedforthepast,andnopeeringofhypnotizedboysintomirrorsandink-poolswouldhelpmedothatButIrecognizedGrishChunder’spointofviewandsympathizedwithit。
  ’~Whatabigblackbrutethatwas!”saidCharlie,whenIreturnedtohim“Well,lookhere,I’vejustdoneapoem;dilitinsteadofplayingdominoesafterlunchMayIreadit?”
  “Letmereadittomyself。”
  “ThenyoumisstheproperexpressionBesides,youalwaysmakemythingssoundasiftherhymeswereallwrong。
  “Readitaloud,thenYou’reliketherestof’em。”
  Charliemouthedmehispoem,anditwasnotmuchworsethantheaverageofhisversesHehadbeenreadinghisbookfaithfully,buthewasnotpleasedwhenItoldhimthatIpreferredmyLongfellowundilutedwithCharlie。
  ThenwebegantogothroughtheMSlinebyline;Charlieparryingeveryobjectionandcorrectionwith:
  “Yes,thatmaybebetter,butyoudon’tcatchwhatI’mdrivingat。”
  Charliewas,inonewayatleast,verylikeonekindofpoet。
  Therewasapencilscrawlatthebackofthepaperand“What’sthat?”Isaid。
  “Ohthat’snotpoetry’tallIt’ssomerotIwrotelastnightbeforeI
  wenttobedanditwastoomuchbothertohuntforrhymes;soI
  madeitasortofablankverseinstead。”
  HereisCharlie’s“blankverse“:
  “Wepulledforyouwhenthewindwasagainstusandthesailswerelow。
  Willyouneverletusgo?
  Weatebreadandonionswhenyoutooktownsorranaboardquicklywhenyouwerebeatenbackbythefoe,Thecaptainswalkedupanddownthedeckinfairweathersingingsongs,butwewerebelow,Wefaintedwithourchinsontheoarsandyoudidnotseethatwewereidleforwestillswungtoandfro。
  Willyouneverletusgo?
  Thesaltmadetheoarhandleslikesharkskin;ourkneeswerecuttothebonewithsaltcracks;ourhairwasstucktoourforeheads;andourlipswerecuttoourgumsandyouwhippedusbecausewecouldnotrow。
  Willyouneverletusgo?
  Butinalittletimeweshallrunoutoftheportholesasthewaterrunsalongthroarblade,andthoughyoutelltheotherstorowafterusyouwillnevercatchustillyoucatchtheoar-threshandtieupthewindsinthebellyofthesailAho!
  Willyouneverletusgo?”
  “H’mWhat’soar-thresh,Charlie?”
  “ThewaterwashedupbytheoarsThat’sthesortofsongtheymightsinginthegalley,y’knowAren’tyouevergoingtofinishthatstoryandgivemesomeoftheprofits?”
  “ItdependsonyourselfIfyouhadonlytoldmemoreaboutyourherointhefirstinstanceitmighthavebeenfinishedbynow。
  You’resohazyinyournotions。”
  “Ionlywanttogiveyouthegeneralnotionofit-theknockingaboutfromplacetoplaceandthefightingandall“THEFINESTSTORYINTHEWORLD“183
  ~hatCan’tyoufillintherestyour-self?Maketheherosaveagirlonapirate-galleyandmarryherordosomething。”
  ’You’reareallyhelpfulcollaboratorIsupposetheherowentthroughsomefewadventuresbeforehemarried。”
  “Wellthen,makehimaveryartfulcard-alowsortofman-asortofpoliticalmanwhowentaboutmakingtreatiesandbreakingthem-ablack-hairedchapwhohidbehindthemastwhenthefightingbegan。”
  “Butyousaidtheotherdaythathewasred-haired。”
  “Icouldn’thaveMakehimblack-hairedofcourseYou’venoimagination。”
  SeeingthatIhadjustdiscoveredtheentireprinciplesuponwhichthehalf-memoryfalselycalledimaginationisbased,Ifeltentitledtolaugh,butforbore,forthesakeofthetale。
  “You’rerightYou’rethemanwithimaginationAblack-hairedchapinadeckedship。”Isaid。
  “No,anopenship-likeabigboat。”
  Thiswasmaddening。
  “Yourshiphasbeenbuiltanddesigned,closedanddeckedin;yousaidsoyourself。”Iprotested。
  “No,no,notthatshipThatwasopen,orhalfdeckedbecauseByJoveyou’rerightYoumademethinkoftheheroasared-hairedchapOfcourseifhewerered,theshipwouldbeanopenonewithpaintedsails。”
  Surely,Ithoughthewouldremembernowthathehadservedintwogalleysatleast-inathree-deckedGreekoneundertheblack-haired“politicalman。”andagaininaViking’sopensea-serpentundertheman“redasaredbear“whowenttoMarklandThedevilpromptedmetospeak。
  “Why,’ofcourse,’Charlie?”saidI“Idon’tknowAreyoumakingfunofme?”
  ThecurrentwasbrokenforthetimebeingItookupanotebookandpretendedtomakemanyentriesinit。
  “It’sapleasuretoworkwithanimaginativechaplikeyourself。”I
  saidafterapause“Thewaythatyou’vebroughtoutthecharacteroftheheroissimplywonderful。”
  “Doyouthinkso?”heanswered,withapleasedflush“Ioftentellmyselfthatthere’smoreinmethanmym~thanpeoplethink。”
  “There’sanenormousamountinyou。”
  “Then,won’tyouletmesendanessayonTheWaysofBankClerkstoTit-Bits,andgettheguineaprize?”
  “Thatwasn’texactlywhatImeant,oldfellow:perhapsitwouldbebettertowaitalittleandgoaheadwiththegalley-story。”
  “Ah,butIsha’n’tgetthecreditofthatTit-BitswouldpublishmynameandaddressifIwinWhatareyougrinningat?Theywou’d。”
  “IknowitSupposeyougoforawalkIwanttolookthroughmynotesaboutourstory。”
  Nowthisreprehensibleyouthwholeftme,alittlehurtandputback,mightforaughtheorIknewhavebeenoneofthecrewoftheArgo-hadbeencertainlyslaveorcomradetoThorfinKarlsefneThereforehewasdeeplyinterestedinguineacompetitionsRememberingwhatGrishChunderhadsaidI
  laughedaloudTheLordsofLifeandDeathwouldneverallowCharlieMearstospeakwithfullknowledgeofhispasts,andI
  mustevenpieceoutwhathehadtoldmewithmyownpoorinventionswhileCharliewroteofthewaysofbank-clerks。
  Igottogetherandplacedononefileallmynotes;andthenetresultwasnotcheeringIreadthemasecondtimeTherewasnothingthatmightnothavebeencompiledatsecond-handfromotherpeople’sbooks-except,perhaps,thestoryofthefightintheharborTheadventuresofaVikingbadbeenwrittenmanytimesbefore;thehistoryofaGreekgalley-slavewasnonewthing,andthoughIwroteboth,whocouldchallengeorconfirmtheaccuracyofmydetails?ImightaswelltellataleoftwothousandyearshenceTheLordsofLifeandDeathwereascunningasGrishChunderhadhintedTheywouldallownothingtoescapethatmighttroubleormakeeasythemindsofmenThoughIwasconvincedofthis,yetIcouldnotleavethetalealoneExaltationfollowedreaction,notonce,buttwentytimesinthenextfewweeksMymoodsvariedwiththeMarchsunlightandflyingcloudsBynightorinthebeautyofaspringmorningIperceivedthatIcouldwritethattaleandshiftcontinentstherebyInthewet,windyafternoons,Isawthatthetalemightindeedbewritten,butwouldbenothingmorethanafaked,false-varnished,sham-rustedpieceofWardourStreetworkattheendThenIblessedCharlieinmanyways-thoughitwasnofaultofhisHeseemedtobebusywithprizecompetitions,andIsawlessandlessofhimastheweekswentbyandtheearthcrackedandgrewripetospring,andthebudsswelledintheirsheathsHedidnotcaretoreadortalkofwhathehadread,andtherewasanewringofself-assertioninhisvoiceIhardlycaredtoremindhimofthegalleywhenwemet;