’Oh!itisgoodtohearyoumovingabout,’saidDick,rubbinghishands。
’Tellusallaboutyourbarsuccesses,Bessie,andthewayyoulivenow。’
’NevermindthatI’mquiterespectable,asyou’dseebylookingatme。
Youdon’tseemtolivetoowellWhatmadeyougoblindthatsudden?
Whyisn’tthereanyonetolookafteryou?’
Dickwastoothankfulforthesoundofhervoicetoresentthetoneofit。
’Iwascutacrosstheheadalongtimeago,andthatruinedmyeyes。
I
don’tsupposeanybodythinksitworthwhiletolookaftermeanymore。
Whyshouldthey?——andMrBeetonreallydoeseverythingIwant。’
’Don’tyouknowanygentlemenandladies,then,whileyouwas——well?’
’Afew,butIdon’tcaretohavethemlookingatme。’
’Isupposethat’swhyyou’vegrowedabeardTakeitoff,itdon’tbecomeyou。’
’Goodgracious,child,doyouimaginethatIthinkofwhatbecomesofmethesedays?’
’YououghtGetthattakenoffbeforeIcomehereagainIsupposeIcancome,can’tI?’
’I’dbeonlytoogratefulifyoudidIdon’tthinkItreatedyouverywellintheolddaysIusedtomakeyouangry。’
’Veryangry,youdid。’
’I’msorryforit,thenComeandseemewhenyoucanandasoftenasyoucanGodknows,thereisn’tasoulintheworldtotakethattroubleexceptyouandMrBeeton。’
’Alotoftroublehe’stakingandshetoo。’Thiswithatossofthehead。
’They’veletyoudoanyhowandtheyhaven’tdoneanythingforyou。
I’veonlytolookandseethatmuchI’llcome,andI’llbegladtocome,butyoumustgoandbeshaved,andyoumustgetsomeotherclothes——thoseonesaren’tfittobeseen。’
’Ihaveheapssomewhere,’hesaidhelplessly。
’IknowyouhaveTellMrBeetontogiveyouanewsuitandI’llbrushitandkeepitcleanYoumaybeasblindasabarn-door,MrHeldar,butitdoesn’texcuseyoulookinglikeasweep。’
’DoIlooklikeasweep,then?’
’Oh,I’msorryforyouI’mthatsorryforyou!’shecriedimpulsively,andtookDick’shandsMechanically,heloweredhisheadasiftokiss——shewastheonlywomanwhohadtakenpityonhim,andhewasnottooproudforalittlepitynowShestooduptogo。
’Nothingo’thatkindtillyoulookmorelikeagentlemanIt’squiteeasywhenyougetshaved,andsomeclothes。’
Hecouldhearherdrawingonherglovesandrosetosaygood-bye。
Shepassedbehindhim,kissedhimaudaciouslyonthebackoftheneck,andranawayasswiftlyasonthedaywhenshehaddestroyedtheMelancolia。
’TothinkofmekissingMrHeldar,’shesaidtoherself,’afterallhe’sdonetomeandall!Well,I’msorryforhim,andifhewasshavedhewouldn’tbesobadtolookat,butOhthemBeetons,howshamefulthey’vetreatedhim!IknowBeeton’swearinghisshirtonhisbackto-dayjustaswellasifI’daireditTo-morrow,I’llseeIwonderifhehasmuchofhisownItmightbeworthmorethanthebar——Iwouldn’thavetodoanywork——andjustasrespectableasifnooneknew。’
DickwasnotgratefultoBessieforherpartinggiftHewasacutelyconsciousofitinthenapeofhisneckthroughoutthenight,butitseemed,amongverymanyotherthings,toenforcethewisdomofgettingshaved。
Hewasshavedaccordinglyinthemorning,andfeltthebetterforitA
freshsuitofclothes,whitelinen,andtheknowledgethatsomeoneintheworldsaidthatshetookaninterestinhispersonalappearancemadehimcarryhimselfalmostupright;forthebrainwasrelievedforawhilefromthinkingofMaisie,who,underothercircumstances,mighthavegiventhatkissandamillionothers。
’Letusconsider,’saidhe,afterlunch’Thegirlcan’tcare,andit’satoss-upwhethershecomesagainornot,butifmoneycanbuyhertolookaftermesheshallbeboughtNobodyelseintheworldwouldtakethetrouble,andIcanmakeitworthherwhileShe’sachildofthegutterholdingbrevetrankasabarmaid;sosheshallhaveeverythingshewantsifshe’llonlycomeandtalkandlookafterme。’Herubbedhisnewlyshornchinandbegantoperplexhimselfwiththethough...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看: