Shewouldgobacktoherstudioandpreparepicturesthatwent,etc。,etc。
Themill-wheelofthoughtswungroundslowly,thatnosectionofitmightbeslurredover,andthered-hairedgirltossedandturnedbehindher。
MaisieputherchininherhandsanddecidedthattherecouldbenodoubtwhateverofthevillainyofDickTojustifyherself,shebegan,unwomanly,toweightheevidenceTherewasaboy,andhehadsaidhelovedherAndhekissedher,——kissedheronthecheek,——byayellowsea-poppythatnoddeditsheadexactlylikethemaddeningdryroseinthegardenThentherewasaninterval,andmenhadtoldherthattheylovedher——justwhenshewasbusiestwithherworkThentheboycameback,andattheirverysecondmeetinghadtoldherthathelovedher。
Thenhehad——ButtherewasnoendtothethingshehaddoneHehadgivenherhistimeandhispowersHehadspokentoherofArt,housekeeping,technique,teacups,theabuseofpicklesasastimulant,——thatwasrude,——sablehair-brushes,——hehadgivenherthebestinherstock,——sheusedthemdaily;hehadgivenheradvicethatsheprofitedby,andnowandagain——alookSuchalook!Thelookofabeatenhoundwaitingforthewordtocrawltohismistress’sfeetInreturnshehadgivenhimnothingwhatever,except——hereshebrushedhermouthagainsttheopen-worksleevefhernightgown——theprivilegeofkissingheronceAndonthemouth,tooDisgraceful!Wasthatnotenough,andmorethanenough?andifitwasnot,hadhenotcancelledthedebtbynotwritingand——probablykissingothergirls?
’Maisie,you’llcatchachillDogoandliedown,’saidtheweariedvoiceofhercompanion’Ican’tsleepawinkwithyouatthewindow。’
MaisieshruggedhershouldersanddidnotanswerShewasreflectingonthemeannessesofDick,andonothermeannesseswithwhichhehadnothingtodoThemoonlightwouldnotlethersleepItlayontheskylightofthestudioacrosstheroadincoldsilver;shestaredatitintentlyandherthoughtsbegantoslideoneintotheotherTheshadowofthebigbell-handleinthewallgrewshort,lengthenedagain,andfadedoutasthemoonwentdownbehindthepastureandaharecamelimpinghomeacrosstheroadThenthedawn-windwashedthroughtheuplandgrasses,andbroughtcoolnesswithit,andthecattlelowedbythedrought-shrunkriverMaisie’sheadfellforwardonthewindow-sill,andthetangleofblackhaircoveredherarms。
’Maisie,wakeupYou’llcatchachill。’
’Yes,dear;yes,dear。’Shestaggeredtoherbedlikeaweariedchild,andassheburiedherfaceinthepillowsshemuttered,’Ithink——Ithink……
Butheoughttohavewritten。’
Daybroughttheroutineofthestudio,thesmellofpaintandturpentine,andthemonotonewisdomofKami,whowasaleadenartist,butagoldenteacherifthepupilwereonlyinsympathywithhimMaisiewasnotinsympathythatday,andshewaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthework。
Sheknewwhenitwascoming;forKamiwouldgatherhisblackalpacacoatintoabunchbehindhim,and,withfadedflueeyesthatsawneitherpupilsnorcanvas,lookbackintothepasttorecallthehistoryofoneBinat’Youhavealldonenotsobadly,’hewouldsay’Butyoushallrememberthatitisnotenoughtohavethemethod,andtheart,andthepower,noreventhatwhichistouch,butyoushallhavealsotheconvictionthatnailstheworktothewallOfthesomanyI
taught,’——herethestudentswouldbegintounfixdrawing-pinsorgettheirtubestogether,——’theverysomanythatIhavetaught,thebestwasBinat。
AllthatcomesofthestudyandtheworkandtheknowledgewastohimevenwhenhecameAfterheleftmeheshouldhavedoneallthatcouldbedonewiththecolour,theform,andtheknowledgeOnly,hehadnottheconvictionSoto-dayIhearnomoreofBinat,——thebestofmypupils,——andthatislongagoSoto-day,too,youwillbegladtohearnomoreofmeContinuez,mesdemoiselles,and,aboveall,withconviction。’
HewentintothegardentosmokeandmournoverthelostBinatasthepupilsdispersedtotheirseveralcottagesorloiteredinthestudiotomakeplansforthecooloftheafternoon。
MaisielookedatherveryunhappyMelancolia,restrainedadesiretogrimacebeforeit,andwashurryingacrosstheroadtowritealettertoDick,whenshewasawareofalargemanonawhitetroop-horse。
HowTorpenhowhadmanagedinthecourseoftwentyhourstofindhiswaytotheheartsofthecavalryofficersinquartersatVitry-sur-Marne,todiscusswiththemthecertaintyofagloriousrevengeforFrance,toreducethecoloneltotearsofpureaffability,andtoborrowthebesthorseinthesquadronforthejourneytoKami’sstudio,isamysterythatonlyspecialcorrespondentscanunravel。
’Ibegyourpardon,’saidhe’Itseemsanabsurdquestiontoask,butthefactisthatIdon’tknowherbyanyothername:IsthereanyyoungladyherethatiscalledMaisie?’
’IamMaisie,’wastheanswerfromthedepthsofagreatsun-hat。
’Ioughttointroducemyself,’hesaid,asthehorsecaperedintheblindingwhitedust’MynameisTorpenhowDickHeldarismybestfriend,and——and——thefactisthathehasgoneblind。’
’Blind!’saidMaisie,stupidly’Hecan’tbeblind。’
’Hehasbeenstone-blindfornearlytwomonths。’
Maisieliftedupherface,anditwaspearlywhite’No!No!Notblind!I
won’thavehimblind!’
’Wouldyoucaretoseeforyourself?’saidTorpenhow。
’Now,——atonce?’
’Oh,no!TheParistraindoesn’tgothroughthisplacetillto-night。
Therewillbeampletime。’
’DidMrHeldarsendyoutome?’
’CertainlynotDickwouldn’tdothatsortofthingHe’ssittinginhisstudio,turningoversomelettersthathecan’treadbecausehe’sblind。’
Therewasasoundofchokingfromthesun-hatMaisiebowedherheadandwentintothecottage,wherethered-hairedgirlwasonasofa,complainingofaheadache。
’Dick’sblind!’saidMaisie,takingherbreathquicklyasshesteadiedherselfagainstachair-back’MyDick’sblind!’
’What?’Thegirlwasonthesofanolonger。
’AmanhascomefromEnglandtotellmeHehasn’twrittentomeforsixweeks。’
’Areyougoingtohim?’
’Imustthink。’
’Think!IshouldgobacktoLondonandseehimandIshouldkisshiseyesandkissthemandkissthemuntiltheygotwellagain!Ifyoudon’tgoI
shallOh,whatamItalkingabout?Youwickedlittleidiot!GotohimatonceGo!’
Torpenhow’sneckwasblistering,buthepreservedasmileofinfinitepatienceasMaisie’sappearedbareheadedinthesunshine。
’Iamcoming,’saidshe,hereyesontheground。
’YouwillbeatVitryStation,then,atseventhisevening。’ThiswasanorderdeliveredbyonewhowasusedtobeingobeyedMaisiesaidnothing,butshefeltgratefulthattherewasnochanceofdisputingwiththisbigmanwhotookeverythingforgrantedandmanagedasquealinghorsewithonehandShereturnedtothered-hairedgirl,whowasweepingbitterly,andbetweentears,kisses,——veryfewofthose,——menthol,packing,andaninterviewwithKami,thesultryafternoonworeaway。
ThoughtmightcomeafterwardsHerpresentdutywastogotoDick,——Dickwhoownedthewondrousfriendandsatinthedarkplayingwithherunopenedletters。
’Butwhatwillyoudo,’shesaidtohercompanion。
’I?Oh,Ishallstayhereand——finishyourMelancolia,’shesaid,smilingpitifully’Writetomeafterwards。’
ThatnightthereranalegendthroughVitry-sur-MarneofamadEnglishman,doubtlesssufferingfromsunstroke,whohaddrunkalltheofficersofthegarrisonunderthetable,hadborrowedahorsefromthelines,andhadthenandthereeloped,aftertheEnglishcustom,withoneofthosemoremadEnglishgirlswhodrewpicturesdownthereunderthecareofthatgoodMonsieurKami。
’Theyareverydroll,’saidSuzannetotheconscriptinthemoonlightbythestudiowall’Shewalkedalwayswiththosebigeyesthatsawnothing,andyetshekissesmeonbothcheeksasthoughsheweremysister,andgivesme——see——tenfrancs!’
Theconscriptleviedacontributiononbothgifts;forhepridedhimselfonbeingagoodsoldier。
TorpenhowspokeverylittletoMaisieduringthejourneytoCalais;buthewascarefultoattendtoallherwants,togetheracompartmententirelytoherself,andtoleaveheraloneHewasamazedoftheeasewithwhichthematterhadbeenaccomplished。
’ThesafestthingwouldbetoletherthinkthingsoutByDick’sshowing,——whenhewasoffhishead,——shemusthaveorderedhimaboutverythoroughlyWonderhowshelikesbeingunderorders。’
MaisienevertoldShesatintheemptycompartmentoftenwithhereyesshut,thatshemightrealisethesensationofblindnessItwasanorderthatsheshouldreturntoLondonswiftly,andshefoundherselfatlastalmostbeginningtoenjoythesituationThiswasbetterthanlookingafterluggageandared-hairedfriendwhonevertookanyinterestinhersurroundingsButthereappearedtobeafeelingintheairthatshe,Maisie,——ofallpeople,——wasindisgraceThereforeshejustifiedherconducttoherselfwithgreatsuccess,tillTorpenhowcameuptoheronthesteamerandwithoutprefacebegantotellthestoryofDick’sblindness,suppressingafewdetails,butdwellingatlengthonthemiseriesofdeliriumHestoppedbeforehereachedtheend,asthoughhehadlostinterestinthesubject,andwentforwardtosmokeMaisiewasfuriouswithhimandwithherself。
ShewashurriedonfromDovertoLondonalmostbeforeshecouldaskforbreakfast,and——shewaspastanyfeelingofindignationnow——wasbiddencurtlytowaitinahallatthefootofsomelead-coveredstairswhileTorpenhowwentuptomakeinquiriesAgaintheknowledgethatshewasbeingtreatedlikeanaughtylittlegirlmadeherpalecheeksflameItwasallDick’sfaultforbeingsostupidastogoblind。
Torpenhowledheruptoashutdoor,whichheopenedverysoftly。
Dickwassittingbythewindow,withhischinonhischestTherewerethreeenvelopesinhishand,andheturnedthemoverandoverThebigmanwhogaveorderswasnolongerbyherside,andthestudiodoorsnappedbehindher。
Dickthrustthelettersintohispocketasheheardthesound’Hullo,Topr!Isthatyou?I’vebeensolonely。’
HisvoicehadtakenthepeculiarflatnessoftheblindMaisiepressedherselfupintoacorneroftheroomHerheartwasbeatingfuriously,andsheputonehandonherbreasttokeepitquietDickwasstaringdirectlyather,andsherealisedforthefirsttimethathewasblind。
Shuttinghereyesinarail-waycarriagetoopenthemwhenshepleasedwaschild’splayThismanwasblindthoughhiseyeswerewideopen。
’Torp,isthatyou?Theysaidyouwerecoming。’Dicklookedpuzzledandalittleirritatedatthesilence。
’No;it’sonlyme,’wastheanswer,inastrainedlittlewhisper。
Maisiecouldhardlymoveherlips。
’H’m!’saidDick,composedly,withoutmoving’ThisisanewphenomenonDarknessI’mgettingusedto;butIobjecttohearingvoices。’
Washemad,then,aswellasblind,thathetalkedtohimself?
Maisie’sheartbeatmorewildly,andshebreathedingaspsDickroseandbegantofeelhiswayacrosstheroom,touchingeachtableandchairashepassedOncehecaughthisfootonarug,andswore,droppingonhiskneestofeelwhattheobstructionmightbeMaisierememberedhimwalkingintheParkasthoughalltheearthbelongedtohim,trampingupanddownherstudiotwomonthsago,andflyingupthegangwayoftheChannelsteamerThebeatingofherheartwasmakinghersick,andDickwascomingnearer,guidedbythesoundofherbreathingSheputoutahandmechanicallytowardhimoffortodrawhimtoherself,shedidnotknowwhichIttouchedhischest,andhesteppedbackasthoughhehadbeenshot。
’It’sMaisie!’saidhe,withadrysob’Whatareyoudoinghere?’
’Icame——Icame——toseeyou,please。’
Dick’slipsclosedfirmly。
’Won’tyousitdown,then?Yousee,I’vehadsomebotherwithmyeyes,and——’
’IknowIknowWhydidn’tyoutellme?’
’Icouldn’twrite。’
’YoumighthavetoldMrTorpenhow。’
’Whathashetodowithmyaffairs?’
’He——hebroughtmefromVitry-sur-MarneHethoughtIoughttoseeyou。’
’Why,whathashappened?CanIdoanythingforyou?No,Ican’tI
forgot。’
’Oh,Dick,I’msosorry!I’vecometotellyou,and——Letmetakeyoubacktoyourchair。’
’Don’t!I’mnotachildYouonlydothatoutofpityInevermeanttotellyouanythingaboutitI’mnogoodnowI’mdownanddonefor。
Letmealone!’