首页 >出版文学> The Works of Rudyard Kipling One>第113章
  Shewouldgobacktoherstudioandpreparepicturesthatwent,etc。,etc。
  Themill-wheelofthoughtswungroundslowly,thatnosectionofitmightbeslurredover,andthered-hairedgirltossedandturnedbehindher。
  MaisieputherchininherhandsanddecidedthattherecouldbenodoubtwhateverofthevillainyofDickTojustifyherself,shebegan,unwomanly,toweightheevidenceTherewasaboy,andhehadsaidhelovedherAndhekissedher,——kissedheronthecheek,——byayellowsea-poppythatnoddeditsheadexactlylikethemaddeningdryroseinthegardenThentherewasaninterval,andmenhadtoldherthattheylovedher——justwhenshewasbusiestwithherworkThentheboycameback,andattheirverysecondmeetinghadtoldherthathelovedher。
  Thenhehad——ButtherewasnoendtothethingshehaddoneHehadgivenherhistimeandhispowersHehadspokentoherofArt,housekeeping,technique,teacups,theabuseofpicklesasastimulant,——thatwasrude,——sablehair-brushes,——hehadgivenherthebestinherstock,——sheusedthemdaily;hehadgivenheradvicethatsheprofitedby,andnowandagain——alookSuchalook!Thelookofabeatenhoundwaitingforthewordtocrawltohismistress’sfeetInreturnshehadgivenhimnothingwhatever,except——hereshebrushedhermouthagainsttheopen-worksleevefhernightgown——theprivilegeofkissingheronceAndonthemouth,tooDisgraceful!Wasthatnotenough,andmorethanenough?andifitwasnot,hadhenotcancelledthedebtbynotwritingand——probablykissingothergirls?
  ’Maisie,you’llcatchachillDogoandliedown,’saidtheweariedvoiceofhercompanion’Ican’tsleepawinkwithyouatthewindow。’
  MaisieshruggedhershouldersanddidnotanswerShewasreflectingonthemeannessesofDick,andonothermeannesseswithwhichhehadnothingtodoThemoonlightwouldnotlethersleepItlayontheskylightofthestudioacrosstheroadincoldsilver;shestaredatitintentlyandherthoughtsbegantoslideoneintotheotherTheshadowofthebigbell-handleinthewallgrewshort,lengthenedagain,andfadedoutasthemoonwentdownbehindthepastureandaharecamelimpinghomeacrosstheroadThenthedawn-windwashedthroughtheuplandgrasses,andbroughtcoolnesswithit,andthecattlelowedbythedrought-shrunkriverMaisie’sheadfellforwardonthewindow-sill,andthetangleofblackhaircoveredherarms。
  ’Maisie,wakeupYou’llcatchachill。’
  ’Yes,dear;yes,dear。’Shestaggeredtoherbedlikeaweariedchild,andassheburiedherfaceinthepillowsshemuttered,’Ithink——Ithink……
  Butheoughttohavewritten。’
  Daybroughttheroutineofthestudio,thesmellofpaintandturpentine,andthemonotonewisdomofKami,whowasaleadenartist,butagoldenteacherifthepupilwereonlyinsympathywithhimMaisiewasnotinsympathythatday,andshewaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthework。
  Sheknewwhenitwascoming;forKamiwouldgatherhisblackalpacacoatintoabunchbehindhim,and,withfadedflueeyesthatsawneitherpupilsnorcanvas,lookbackintothepasttorecallthehistoryofoneBinat’Youhavealldonenotsobadly,’hewouldsay’Butyoushallrememberthatitisnotenoughtohavethemethod,andtheart,andthepower,noreventhatwhichistouch,butyoushallhavealsotheconvictionthatnailstheworktothewallOfthesomanyI
  taught,’——herethestudentswouldbegintounfixdrawing-pinsorgettheirtubestogether,——’theverysomanythatIhavetaught,thebestwasBinat。
  AllthatcomesofthestudyandtheworkandtheknowledgewastohimevenwhenhecameAfterheleftmeheshouldhavedoneallthatcouldbedonewiththecolour,theform,andtheknowledgeOnly,hehadnottheconvictionSoto-dayIhearnomoreofBinat,——thebestofmypupils,——andthatislongagoSoto-day,too,youwillbegladtohearnomoreofmeContinuez,mesdemoiselles,and,aboveall,withconviction。’
  HewentintothegardentosmokeandmournoverthelostBinatasthepupilsdispersedtotheirseveralcottagesorloiteredinthestudiotomakeplansforthecooloftheafternoon。
  MaisielookedatherveryunhappyMelancolia,restrainedadesiretogrimacebeforeit,andwashurryingacrosstheroadtowritealettertoDick,whenshewasawareofalargemanonawhitetroop-horse。
  HowTorpenhowhadmanagedinthecourseoftwentyhourstofindhiswaytotheheartsofthecavalryofficersinquartersatVitry-sur-Marne,todiscusswiththemthecertaintyofagloriousrevengeforFrance,toreducethecoloneltotearsofpureaffability,andtoborrowthebesthorseinthesquadronforthejourneytoKami’sstudio,isamysterythatonlyspecialcorrespondentscanunravel。
  ’Ibegyourpardon,’saidhe’Itseemsanabsurdquestiontoask,butthefactisthatIdon’tknowherbyanyothername:IsthereanyyoungladyherethatiscalledMaisie?’
  ’IamMaisie,’wastheanswerfromthedepthsofagreatsun-hat。
  ’Ioughttointroducemyself,’hesaid,asthehorsecaperedintheblindingwhitedust’MynameisTorpenhowDickHeldarismybestfriend,and——and——thefactisthathehasgoneblind。’
  ’Blind!’saidMaisie,stupidly’Hecan’tbeblind。’
  ’Hehasbeenstone-blindfornearlytwomonths。’
  Maisieliftedupherface,anditwaspearlywhite’No!No!Notblind!I
  won’thavehimblind!’
  ’Wouldyoucaretoseeforyourself?’saidTorpenhow。
  ’Now,——atonce?’
  ’Oh,no!TheParistraindoesn’tgothroughthisplacetillto-night。
  Therewillbeampletime。’
  ’DidMrHeldarsendyoutome?’
  ’CertainlynotDickwouldn’tdothatsortofthingHe’ssittinginhisstudio,turningoversomelettersthathecan’treadbecausehe’sblind。’
  Therewasasoundofchokingfromthesun-hatMaisiebowedherheadandwentintothecottage,wherethered-hairedgirlwasonasofa,complainingofaheadache。
  ’Dick’sblind!’saidMaisie,takingherbreathquicklyasshesteadiedherselfagainstachair-back’MyDick’sblind!’
  ’What?’Thegirlwasonthesofanolonger。
  ’AmanhascomefromEnglandtotellmeHehasn’twrittentomeforsixweeks。’
  ’Areyougoingtohim?’
  ’Imustthink。’
  ’Think!IshouldgobacktoLondonandseehimandIshouldkisshiseyesandkissthemandkissthemuntiltheygotwellagain!Ifyoudon’tgoI
  shallOh,whatamItalkingabout?Youwickedlittleidiot!GotohimatonceGo!’
  Torpenhow’sneckwasblistering,buthepreservedasmileofinfinitepatienceasMaisie’sappearedbareheadedinthesunshine。
  ’Iamcoming,’saidshe,hereyesontheground。
  ’YouwillbeatVitryStation,then,atseventhisevening。’ThiswasanorderdeliveredbyonewhowasusedtobeingobeyedMaisiesaidnothing,butshefeltgratefulthattherewasnochanceofdisputingwiththisbigmanwhotookeverythingforgrantedandmanagedasquealinghorsewithonehandShereturnedtothered-hairedgirl,whowasweepingbitterly,andbetweentears,kisses,——veryfewofthose,——menthol,packing,andaninterviewwithKami,thesultryafternoonworeaway。
  ThoughtmightcomeafterwardsHerpresentdutywastogotoDick,——Dickwhoownedthewondrousfriendandsatinthedarkplayingwithherunopenedletters。
  ’Butwhatwillyoudo,’shesaidtohercompanion。
  ’I?Oh,Ishallstayhereand——finishyourMelancolia,’shesaid,smilingpitifully’Writetomeafterwards。’
  ThatnightthereranalegendthroughVitry-sur-MarneofamadEnglishman,doubtlesssufferingfromsunstroke,whohaddrunkalltheofficersofthegarrisonunderthetable,hadborrowedahorsefromthelines,andhadthenandthereeloped,aftertheEnglishcustom,withoneofthosemoremadEnglishgirlswhodrewpicturesdownthereunderthecareofthatgoodMonsieurKami。
  ’Theyareverydroll,’saidSuzannetotheconscriptinthemoonlightbythestudiowall’Shewalkedalwayswiththosebigeyesthatsawnothing,andyetshekissesmeonbothcheeksasthoughsheweremysister,andgivesme——see——tenfrancs!’
  Theconscriptleviedacontributiononbothgifts;forhepridedhimselfonbeingagoodsoldier。
  TorpenhowspokeverylittletoMaisieduringthejourneytoCalais;buthewascarefultoattendtoallherwants,togetheracompartmententirelytoherself,andtoleaveheraloneHewasamazedoftheeasewithwhichthematterhadbeenaccomplished。
  ’ThesafestthingwouldbetoletherthinkthingsoutByDick’sshowing,——whenhewasoffhishead,——shemusthaveorderedhimaboutverythoroughlyWonderhowshelikesbeingunderorders。’
  MaisienevertoldShesatintheemptycompartmentoftenwithhereyesshut,thatshemightrealisethesensationofblindnessItwasanorderthatsheshouldreturntoLondonswiftly,andshefoundherselfatlastalmostbeginningtoenjoythesituationThiswasbetterthanlookingafterluggageandared-hairedfriendwhonevertookanyinterestinhersurroundingsButthereappearedtobeafeelingintheairthatshe,Maisie,——ofallpeople,——wasindisgraceThereforeshejustifiedherconducttoherselfwithgreatsuccess,tillTorpenhowcameuptoheronthesteamerandwithoutprefacebegantotellthestoryofDick’sblindness,suppressingafewdetails,butdwellingatlengthonthemiseriesofdeliriumHestoppedbeforehereachedtheend,asthoughhehadlostinterestinthesubject,andwentforwardtosmokeMaisiewasfuriouswithhimandwithherself。
  ShewashurriedonfromDovertoLondonalmostbeforeshecouldaskforbreakfast,and——shewaspastanyfeelingofindignationnow——wasbiddencurtlytowaitinahallatthefootofsomelead-coveredstairswhileTorpenhowwentuptomakeinquiriesAgaintheknowledgethatshewasbeingtreatedlikeanaughtylittlegirlmadeherpalecheeksflameItwasallDick’sfaultforbeingsostupidastogoblind。
  Torpenhowledheruptoashutdoor,whichheopenedverysoftly。
  Dickwassittingbythewindow,withhischinonhischestTherewerethreeenvelopesinhishand,andheturnedthemoverandoverThebigmanwhogaveorderswasnolongerbyherside,andthestudiodoorsnappedbehindher。
  Dickthrustthelettersintohispocketasheheardthesound’Hullo,Topr!Isthatyou?I’vebeensolonely。’
  HisvoicehadtakenthepeculiarflatnessoftheblindMaisiepressedherselfupintoacorneroftheroomHerheartwasbeatingfuriously,andsheputonehandonherbreasttokeepitquietDickwasstaringdirectlyather,andsherealisedforthefirsttimethathewasblind。
  Shuttinghereyesinarail-waycarriagetoopenthemwhenshepleasedwaschild’splayThismanwasblindthoughhiseyeswerewideopen。
  ’Torp,isthatyou?Theysaidyouwerecoming。’Dicklookedpuzzledandalittleirritatedatthesilence。
  ’No;it’sonlyme,’wastheanswer,inastrainedlittlewhisper。
  Maisiecouldhardlymoveherlips。
  ’H’m!’saidDick,composedly,withoutmoving’ThisisanewphenomenonDarknessI’mgettingusedto;butIobjecttohearingvoices。’
  Washemad,then,aswellasblind,thathetalkedtohimself?
  Maisie’sheartbeatmorewildly,andshebreathedingaspsDickroseandbegantofeelhiswayacrosstheroom,touchingeachtableandchairashepassedOncehecaughthisfootonarug,andswore,droppingonhiskneestofeelwhattheobstructionmightbeMaisierememberedhimwalkingintheParkasthoughalltheearthbelongedtohim,trampingupanddownherstudiotwomonthsago,andflyingupthegangwayoftheChannelsteamerThebeatingofherheartwasmakinghersick,andDickwascomingnearer,guidedbythesoundofherbreathingSheputoutahandmechanicallytowardhimoffortodrawhimtoherself,shedidnotknowwhichIttouchedhischest,andhesteppedbackasthoughhehadbeenshot。
  ’It’sMaisie!’saidhe,withadrysob’Whatareyoudoinghere?’
  ’Icame——Icame——toseeyou,please。’
  Dick’slipsclosedfirmly。
  ’Won’tyousitdown,then?Yousee,I’vehadsomebotherwithmyeyes,and——’
  ’IknowIknowWhydidn’tyoutellme?’
  ’Icouldn’twrite。’
  ’YoumighthavetoldMrTorpenhow。’
  ’Whathashetodowithmyaffairs?’
  ’He——hebroughtmefromVitry-sur-MarneHethoughtIoughttoseeyou。’
  ’Why,whathashappened?CanIdoanythingforyou?No,Ican’tI
  forgot。’
  ’Oh,Dick,I’msosorry!I’vecometotellyou,and——Letmetakeyoubacktoyourchair。’
  ’Don’t!I’mnotachildYouonlydothatoutofpityInevermeanttotellyouanythingaboutitI’mnogoodnowI’mdownanddonefor。
  Letmealone!’