Shewouldgobacktoherstudioandpreparepicturesthatwent,etc。,etc。
Themill-wheelofthoughtswungroundslowly,thatnosectionofitmightbeslurredover,andthered-hairedgirltossedandturnedbehindher。
MaisieputherchininherhandsanddecidedthattherecouldbenodoubtwhateverofthevillainyofDickTojustifyherself,shebegan,unwomanly,toweightheevidenceTherewasaboy,andhehadsaidhelovedherAndhekissedher,——kissedheronthecheek,——byayellowsea-poppythatnoddeditsheadexactlylikethemaddeningdryroseinthegardenThentherewasaninterval,andmenhadtoldherthattheylovedher——justwhenshewasbusiestwithherworkThentheboycameback,andattheirverysecondmeetinghadtoldherthathelovedher。
Thenhehad——ButtherewasnoendtothethingshehaddoneHehadgivenherhistimeandhispowersHehadspokentoherofArt,housekeeping,technique,teacups,theabuseofpicklesasastimulant,——thatwasrude,——sablehair-brushes,——hehadgivenherthebestinherstock,——sheusedthemdaily;hehadgivenheradvicethatsheprofitedby,andnowandagain——alookSuchalook!Thelookofabeatenhoundwaitingforthewordtocrawltohismistress’sfeetInreturnshehadgivenhimnothingwhatever,except——hereshebrushedhermouthagainsttheopen-worksleevefhernightgown——theprivilegeofkissingheronceAndonthemouth,tooDisgraceful!Wasthatnotenough,andmorethanenough?andifitwasnot,hadhenotcancelledthedebtbynotwritingand——probablykissingothergirls?
’Maisie,you’llcatchachillDogoandliedown,’saidtheweariedvoiceofhercompanion’Ican’tsleepawinkwithyouatthewindow。’
MaisieshruggedhershouldersanddidnotanswerShewasreflectingonthemeannessesofDick,andonothermeannesseswithwhichhehadnothingtodoThemoonlightwouldnotlethersleepItlayontheskylightofthestudioacrosstheroadincoldsilver;shestaredatitintentlyandherthoughtsbegantoslideoneintotheotherTheshadowofthebigbell-handleinthewallgrewshort,lengthenedagain,andfadedoutasthemoonwentdownbehindthepastureandaharecamelimpinghomeacrosstheroadThenthedawn-windwashedthroughtheuplandgrasses,andbroughtcoolnesswithit,andthecattlelowedbythedrought-shrunkriverMaisie’sheadfellforwardonthewindow-sill,andthetangleofblackhaircoveredherarms。
’Maisie,wakeupYou’llcatchachill。’
’Yes,dear;yes,dear。’Shestaggeredtoherbedlikeaweariedchild,andassheburiedherfaceinthepillowsshemuttered,’Ithink——Ithink……
Butheoughttohavewritten。’
Daybroughttheroutineofthestudio,thesmellofpaintandturpentine,andthemonotonewisdomofKami,whowasaleadenartist,butagoldenteacherifthepupilwereonlyinsympathywithhimMaisiewasnotinsympathythatday,andshewaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthework。
Sheknewwhenitwascoming;forKamiwouldgatherhisblackalpacacoatintoabunchbehindhim,and,withfadedflueeyesthatsawneitherpupilsnorcanvas,lookbackintothepasttorecallthehistoryofoneBinat’Youhavealldonenotsobadly,’hewouldsay’Butyoushallrememberthatitisnotenoughtohavethemethod,andtheart,andthepower,noreventhatwhichistouch,butyoushallhavealsotheconvictionthatnailstheworktothewallOfthesomanyI
taught,’——herethestudentswouldbegintounfixdrawing-pinsorgettheirtubestogether,——’theverysomanythatIhavetaught,thebestwasBinat。
AllthatcomesofthestudyandtheworkandtheknowledgewastohimevenwhenhecameAfterheleftmeheshouldhavedoneallthatcouldbedonewiththecolour,theform,andtheknowledgeOnly,hehadnottheconvictionSoto-dayIhearnomoreofBinat,——thebestofmypupils,——andthatislongagoSoto-day,too,youwillbegladtohearnomoreofmeContinuez,mesdemoiselles,and,aboveall,withconviction。’
HewentintothegardentosmokeandmournoverthelostBinatasthepupilsdispersedtotheirseveralcottagesorloiteredinthestudiotomakeplansforthecooloftheafternoon。
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