’Youcan’tunderstand,BessWeareinsightoflandnow,andsoonweshallliebackandthinkaboutwhatwe’vedoneI’llgiveyouthreemonths’paywhenthepicture’sfinished,andnexttimeIhaveanymoreworkinhand——butthatdoesn’tmatterWon’tthreemonths’paymakeyouhatemeless?’
’No,itwon’t!Ihateyou,andI’llgoonhatingyouMrTorpenhowwon’tspeaktomeanymoreHe’salwayslookingatmaps。’
BessiedidnotsaythatshehadagainlaidsiegetoTorpenhow,orthatattheendofourpassionatepleadinghehadpickedherup,givenherakiss,andputheroutsidethedoorwiththerecommendationnottobealittlefoolHespentmostofhistimeinthecompanyoftheNilghai,andtheirtalkwasofwarinthenearfuture,thehiringoftransports,andsecretpreparationsamongthedockyardsHedidnotwishtoseeDicktillthepicturewasfinished。
’He’sdoingfirst-classwork,’hesaidtotheNilghai,’andit’squiteoutofhisregularlineBut,forthematterofthat,so’shisinfernalsoaking。’
’NevermindLeavehimaloneWhenhehascometohissensesagainwe’llcarryhimofffromthisplaceandlethimbreathecleanair。
PoorDick!Idon’tenvyyou,Torp,whenhiseyesfail。’
’Yes,itwillbeacaseof“Godhelpthemanwho’schainedtoourDavie。”
Theworstisthatwedon’tknowwhenitwillhappen,andIbelievetheuncertaintyandthewaitinghavesentDicktothewhiskeymorethananythingelse。’
’HowtheArabwhocuthisheadopenwouldgrinifheknew!’
’He’satperfectlibertytogrinifhecanHe’sdeadThat’spoorconsolationnow。’
IntheafternoonofthethirddayTorpenhowheardDickcallingforhim。
’Allfinished!’heshouted’I’vedoneit!Comein!Isn’tsheabeauty?
Isn’tsheadarling?I’vebeendowntohelltogether;butisn’tsheworthit?’
Torpenhowlookedattheheadofawomanwholaughed,——afull-lipped,hollow-eyedwomanwholaughedfromoutofthecanvasasDickhadintendedshewould。
’Whotaughtyouhowtodoit?’saidTorpenhow’ThetouchandnotionhavenothingtodowithyourregularworkWhatafaceitis!Whateyes,andwhatinsolence!’Unconsciouslyhethrewbackhisheadandlaughedwithher’She’sseenthegameplayedout,——Idon’tthinkshehadagoodtimeofit,——andnowshedoesn’tcareIsn’tthattheidea?’
’Exactly。’
’Wheredidyougetthemouthandchinfrom?Theydon’tbelongtoBess。’
’They’re——someoneelse’sButisn’titgood?Isn’titthunderinggood?
Wasn’titworththewhiskey?IdiditAloneIdidit,andit’sthebestI
cando。’Hedrewhisbreathsharply,andwhispered,’JustGod!
whatcouldInotdotenyearshence,ifIcandothisnow!——Bytheway,whatdoyouthinkofit,Bess?’
ThegirlwasbitingherlipsSheloathedTorpenhowbecausehehadtakennonoticeofher。
’Ithinkit’sjustthehorridest,beastliestthingIeversaw,’sheanswered,andturnedaway。
’Morethanyouwillbeofthatwayofthinking,youngwoman——Dick,there’sasortofmurderous,viperinesuggestioninthepoiseoftheheadthatIdon’tunderstand,’saidTorpenhow。
That’strick-work,’saidDick,chucklingwithdelightatbeingcompletelyunderstood’Icouldn’tresistonelittlebitofsheerswaggerIt’saFrenchtrick,andyouwouldn’tunderstand;butit’sgotatbyslewingroundtheheadatrifle,andatiny,tinyforeshorteningofonesideofthefacefromtheangleofthechintothetopoftheleftearThat,anddeepeningtheshadowunderthelobeoftheearItwasflagranttrick-work;but,havingthenotionfixed,Ifeltentitledtoplaywithit,——Oh,youbeauty!’
’Amen!SheisabeautyIcanfeelit。’
’Sowilleverymanwhohasanysorrowofhisown,’saidDick,slappinghisthigh’Heshallseehistroublethere,and,bytheLordHarry,justwhenhe’sfeelingproperlysorryforhimselfheshallthrowbackhisheadandlaugh,——assheislaughingI’veputthelifeofmyheartandthelightofmyeyesintoher,andIdon’tcarewhatcomesI’mtired,——awfullytiredIthinkI’llgettosleepTakeawaythewhiskey,ithasserveditsturn,andgiveBessiethirty-sixquid,andthreeoverforluckCoverthepicture。’
Hedroppedasleepinthelongchair,hidfacewhiteandhaggard,almostbeforehehadfinishedthesentenceBessietriedtotakeTorpenhow’shand’Aren’tyounevergoingtospeaktomeanymore?’shesaid;
butTorpenhowwaslookingatDick。
’Whatastockofvanitythemanhas!I’lltakehiminhandto-morrowandmakemuchofhimHedeservesit——Eh!whatwasthat,Bess?’
’NothingI’llputthingstidyherealittle,andthenI’llgoYoucouldn’tgivethethatthreemonths’paynow,couldyou?Hesaidyouwereto。’
TorpenhowgaveheracheckandwenttohisownroomsBessiefaithfullytidiedupthestudio,setthedoorajarforflight,emptiedhalfabottleofturpentineonaduster,andbegantoscrubthefaceoftheMelancoliaviciouslyThepaintdidnotsmudgequicklyenoughShetookapalette-knifeandscraped,followingeachstrokewiththewetdusterInfiveminutesthepicturewasaformless,scarredmuddleofcolours。
Shethrewthepaint-staineddusterintothestudiostove,stuckouthertongueatthesleeper,andwhispered,’Bilked!’assheturnedtorundownthestaircaseShewouldneverseeTorpenhowanymore,butshehadatleastdoneharmtothemanwhohadcomebetweenherandherdesireandwhousedtomakefunofherCashingthecheckwastheverycreamofthejesttoBessieThenthelittleprivateersailedacrosstheThames,tobeswallowedupinthegraywildernessofSouth-the-Water。
Dickslepttilllateintheevening,whenTorpenhowdraggedhimofftobedHiseyeswereasbrightashisvoicewashoarse’Let’shaveanotherlookatthepicture,’hesaid,insistentlyasachild。
’You——go——to——bed,’saidTorpenhow’Youaren’tatallwell,thoughyoumayn’tknowitYou’reasjumpyasacat。’
’Ireformto-morrowGood-night。’
Asherepassedthroughthestudio,Torpenhowliftedtheclothabovethepicture,andalmostbetrayedhimselfbyoutcries:’Wipedout!——scrapedoutandturpedout!He’sonthevergeofjumpsasitisThat’sBess,——thelittlefiend!Onlyawomancouldhavedonethat!-withtheinknotdryonthecheck,too!Dickwillberavingmadto-morrowItwasallmyfaultfortryingtohelpgutter-devilsOh,mypoorDick,theLordishittingyouveryhard!’
Dickcouldnotsleepthatnight,partlyforpurejoy,andpartlybecausethewell-knownCatherine-wheelsinsidehiseyeshadgivenplacetocracklingvolcanoesofmany-colouredfire’Spoutaway,’hesaidaloud。
’I’vedonemywork,andnowyoucandowhatyouplease。’Helaystill,staringattheceiling,thelong-pent-updeliriumofdrinkinhisveins,hisbrainonfirewithracingthoughtsthatwouldnotstaytobeconsidered,andhishandscrispedanddryHehadjustdiscoveredthathewaspaintingthefaceoftheMelancoliaonarevolvingdomeribbedwithmillionsoflights,andthatallhiswondrousthoughtsstoodembodiedhundredsoffeetbelowhistinyswingingplank,shoutingtogetherinhishonour,whensomethingcrackedinsidehistempleslikeanoverstrainedbowstring,theglitteringdomebrokeinward,andhewasaloneinthethicknight。
’I’llgotosleepTheroom’sverydarkLet’slightalampandseehowtheMelancolialooksThereoughttohavebeenamoon。’
ItwasthenthatTorpenhowheardhisnamecalledbyavoicethathedidnotknow,——intherattlingaccentsofdeadlyfear。
’He’slookedatthepicture,’washisfirstthought,ashehurriedintothebedroomandfoundDicksittingupandbeatingtheairwithhishands。
’Torp!Torp!whereareyou?Forpity’ssake,cometome!’
’What’sthematter?’
Dickclutchedathisshoulder’Matter!I’vebeenlyinghereforhoursinthedark,andyouneverheardmeTorp,oldman,don’tgoaway。
I’mallinthedarkInthedark,Itellyou!’
TorpenhowheldthecandlewithinafootofDick’seyes,buttherewasnolightinthoseeyesHelitthegas,andDickheardtheflamecatch。
ThegripofhisfingersonTorpenhow’sshouldermadeTorpenhowwince。
’Don’tleavemeYouwouldn’tleavemealonenow,wouldyou?I
can’tseeD’youunderstand?It’sblack,——quiteblack,——andIfeelasifI
wasfallingthroughitall。’
’Steadydoesit。’TorpenhowputhisarmroundDickandbegantorockhimgentlytoandfro。
’That’sgoodNowdon’ttalkIfIkeepveryquietforawhile,thisdarknesswillliftItseemsjustonthepointofbreakingH’sh!’
DickknithisbrowsandstareddesperatelyinfrontofhimThenightairwaschillingTorpenhow’stoes。
’Canyoustaylikethataminute?’hesaid’I’llgetmydressing-gownandsomeslippers。’
Dickclutchedthebed-headwithbothhandsandwaitedforthedarknesstoclearaway’Whatatimeyou’vebeen!’hecried,whenTorpenhowreturned’It’sasblackaseverWhatareyoubangingaboutinthedoor-way?’
’Longchair,——horse-blanket,——pillowGoingtosleepbyyouLiedownnow;you’llbebetterinthemorning。’
’Ishan’t!’Thevoicerosetoawail’MyGod!I’mblind!I’mblind,andthedarknesswillnevergoaway。’Hemadeasiftoleapfromthebed,butTorpenhow’sarmswereroundhim,andTorpenhow’schinwasonhisshoulder,andhisbreathwassqueezedoutofhimHecouldonlygasp,’Blind!’andwrigglefeebly。
’Steady,Dickie,steady!’saidthedeepvoiceinhisear,andthegriptightened’Biteonthebullet,oldman,anddon’tletthemthinkyou’reafraid,’ThegripcoulddrawnocloserBothmenwerebreathingheavily。
Dickthrewhisheadfromsidetosideandgroaned。
’Letmego,’hepanted’You’recrackingmyribsWe-wemustn’tletthemthinkwe’reafraid,mustwe,——allthepowersofdarknessandthatlot?’
’LiedownIt’sallovernow。’
’Yes,’saidDick,obediently’Butwouldyoumindlettingmeholdyourhand?IfeelasifIwantedsomethingtoholdontoOnedropsthroughthedarkso。’
Torpenhowthrustoutalargeandhairypawfromthelongchair。
Dickclutchedittightly,andinhalfanhourhadfallenasleep。
Torpenhowwithdrewhishand,and,stoopingoverDick,kissedhimlightlyontheforehead,asmendosometimeskissawoundedcomradeinthehourofdeath,toeasehisdeparture。
InthegraydawnTorpenhowheardDicktalkingtohimselfHewasadriftontheshorelesstidesofdelirium,speakingveryquickly——
’It’sapity,——agreatpity;butit’shelped,anditmustbeeaten,MasterGeorgeSufficientuntothedayistheblindnessthereof,and,further,puttingasideallMelancoliasandfalsehumours,itisofobviousnotoriety——suchasminewas——thatthequeencandonowrongTorpdoesn’tknowthatI’lltellhimwhenwe’realittlefartherintothedesert。
Whatabunglethoseboatmenaremakingofthesteamer-ropes!
They’llhavethatfour-inchhawserchafedthroughinaminuteItoldyouso——thereshegoes!Whitefoamongreenwater,andthesteamerslewingroundHowgoodthatlooks!I’llsketchitNo,Ican’tI’mafflictedwithophthalmiaThatwasoneofthetenplaguesofEgypt,anditextendsuptheNileintheshapeofcataractHa!that’sajoke,TorpLaugh,yougravenimage,andstandclearofthehawserIt’llknockyouintothewaterandmakeyourdressalldirty,Maisiedear。’
’Oh!’saidTorpenhow’ThishappenedbeforeThatnightontheriver。’
’She’llbesuretosayit’smyfaultifyougetmuddy,andyou’requitenearenoughtothebreakwaterMaisie,that’snotfairAh!Iknewyou’dmiss。
Lowandtotheleft,dearButyou’venoconvictionDon’tbeangry,darlingI’dcutmyhandoffifitwouldgiveyouanythingmorethanobstinacyMyrighthand,ifitwouldserve。’
’Nowwemustn’tlistenHere’sanislandshoutingacrossseasofmisunderstandingwithavengeanceButit’sshoutingtruth,I
fancy,’saidTorpenhow。
ThebabblecontinuedItallboreuponMaisieSometimesDicklecturedatlengthonhiscraft,thenhecursedhimselfforhisfollyinbeingenslavedHepleadedtoMaisieforakiss——onlyonekiss——beforeshewentaway,andcalledtohertocomebackfromVitry-sur-Marne,ifshewould;butthroughallhisravingshebadeheavenandearthwitnessthatthequeencoulddonowrong。
Torpenhowlistenedattentively,andlearnedeverydetailofDick’slifethathadbeenhiddenfromhimForthreedaysDickravedthroughthepast,andthenanaturalsleep’Whatastrainhehasbeenrunningunder,poorchap!’saidTorpenhow’Dick,ofallmen,handinghimselfoverlikeadog!AndIwaslecturinghimonarrogance!IoughttohaveknownthatitwasnousetojudgeamanButIdiditWhatademonthatgirlmustbe!Dick’sgivenherhislife,——confoundhim!——andshe’sgivenhimonekissapparently。’
’Torp,’saidDick,fromthebed,’gooutforawalkYou’vebeenheretoolongI’llgetupHi!ThisisannoyingIcan’tdressmyselfOh,it’stooabsurd!’
TorpenhowhelpedhimintohisclothesandledhimtothebigchairinthestudioHesatquietlywaitingunderstrainednervesforthedarknesstoliftItdidnotliftthatday,northenextDickadventuredonavoyageroundthewallsHehithisshinsagainstthestove,andthissuggestedtohimthatitwouldbebettertocrawlonallfours,onehandinfrontofhimTorpenhowfoundhimonthefloor。