Mysensationswerethoseofextremehorroranddismay。InvainI
attemptedtoreasonontheprobablecauseofmybeingthusentombed。
Icouldsummonupnoconnectedchainofreflection,and,sinkingonthefloor,gaveway,unresistingly,tothemostgloomyimaginings,inwhichthedreadfuldeathsofthirst,famine,suffocation,andprematureintermentcrowdeduponmeastheprominentdisasterstobeencountered。Atlengththerereturnedtomesomeportionofpresenceofmind。Iarose,andfeltwithmyfingersfortheseamsorcracksoftheaperture。Havingfoundthem,Iexaminedthemcloselytoascertainiftheyemittedanylightfromthestate-room;butnonewasvisible。
Ithenforcedthebladeofmypen-knifethroughthem,untilImetwithsomehardobstacle。Scrapingagainstit,Idiscoveredittobeasolidmassofiron,which,fromitspeculiarwavyfeelasIpassedthebladealongit,Iconcludedtobeachain-cable。Theonlycoursenowleftmewastoretracemywaytothebox,andthereeitheryieldtomysadfate,ortrysototranquilizemymindastoadmitofmyarrangingsomeplanofescape。Iimmediatelysetabouttheattempt,andsucceeded,afterinnumerabledifficulties,ingettingback。AsI
sank,utterlyexhausted,uponthemattress,Tigerthrewhimselfatfulllengthbymyside,andseemedasifdesirous,byhiscaresses,ofconsolingmeinmytroubles,andurgingmetobearthemwithfortitude。
Thesingularityofhisbehavioratlengthforciblyarrestedmyattention。Afterlickingmyfaceandhandsforsomeminutes,hewouldsuddenlyceasedoingso,andutteralowwhine。Uponreachingoutmyhandtowardhim,Itheninvariablyfoundhimlyingonhisback,withhispawsuplifted。Thisconduct,sofrequentlyrepeated,appearedstrange,andIcouldinnomanneraccountforit。Asthedogseemeddistressed,Iconcludedthathehadreceivedsomeinjury;and,takinghispawsinmyhands,Iexaminedthemonebyone,butfoundnosignofanyhurt。Ithensupposedhimhungry,andgavehimalargepieceofham,whichhedevouredwithavidityafterward,however,resuminghisextraordinarymanoeuvres。Inowimaginedthathewassuffering,likemyself,thetormentsofthirst,andwasaboutadoptingthisconclusionasthetrueone,whentheideaoccurredtomethatIhadasyetonlyexaminedhispaws,andthattheremightpossiblybeawounduponsomeportionofhisbodyorhead。ThelatterIfeltcarefullyover,butfoundnothing。Onpassingmyhand,however,alonghisback,Iperceivedaslighterectionofthehairextendingcompletelyacrossit。Probingthiswithmyfinger,I
discoveredastring,andtracingitup,foundthatitencircledthewholebody。Uponacloserscrutiny,Icameacrossasmallslipofwhathadthefeelingofletterpaper,throughwhichthestringhadbeenfastenedinsuchamannerastobringitimmediatelybeneaththeleftshoulderoftheanimal。
THEthoughtinstantlyoccurredtomethatthepaperwasanotefromAugustus,andthatsomeunaccountableaccidenthavinghappenedtopreventhisrelievingmefrommydungeon,hehaddevisedthismethodofacquaintingmewiththetruestateofaffairs。Tremblingwitheagerness,Inowcommencedanothersearchformyphosphorusmatchesandtapers。Ihadaconfusedrecollectionofhavingputthemcarefullyawayjustbeforefallingasleep;and,indeed,previouslytomylastjourneytothetrap,IhadbeenabletoremembertheexactspotwhereIhaddepositedthem。ButnowIendeavoredinvaintocallittomind,andbusiedmyselfforafullhourinafruitlessandvexatioussearchforthemissingarticles;never,surely,wasthereamoretantalizingstateofanxietyandsuspense。Atlength,whilegropingabout,withmyheadclosetotheballast,neartheopeningofthebox,andoutsideofit,Iperceivedafaintglimmeringoflightinthedirectionofthesteerage。Greatlysurprised,Iendeavoredtomakemywaytowardit,asitappearedtobebutafewfeetfrommyposition。ScarcelyhadImovedwiththisintention,whenIlostsightoftheglimmerentirely,and,beforeIcouldbringitintoviewagain,wasobligedtofeelalongbytheboxuntilIhadexactlyresumedmyoriginalsituation。Now,movingmyheadwithcautiontoandfro,Ifoundthat,byproceedingslowly,withgreatcare,inanoppositedirectiontothatinwhichIhadatfirststarted,Iwasenabledtodrawnearthelight,stillkeepingitinview。PresentlyI
camedirectlyuponithavingsqueezedmywaythroughinnumerablenarrowwindings,andfoundthatitproceededfromsomefragmentsofmymatcheslyinginanemptybarrelturneduponitsside。Iwaswonderinghowtheycameinsuchaplace,whenmyhandfellupontwoorthreepiecesoftaperwax,whichhadbeenevidentlymumbledbythedog。Iconcludedatoncethathehaddevouredthewholeofmysupplyofcandles,andIfelthopelessofbeingeverabletoreadthenoteofAugustus。Thesmallremnantsofthewaxweresomashedupamongotherrubbishinthebarrel,thatIdespairedofderivinganyservicefromthem,andleftthemastheywere。Thephosphorus,ofwhichtherewasonlyaspeckortwo,IgatheredupaswellasIcould,andreturnedwithit,aftermuchdifficulty,tomybox,whereTigerhadallthewhileremained。
WhattodonextIcouldnottell。TheholdwassointenselydarkthatIcouldnotseemyhand,howevercloseIwouldholdittomyface。Thewhiteslipofpapercouldbarelybediscerned,andnoteventhatwhenIlookedatitdirectly;byturningtheexteriorportionsoftheretinatowardit-thatistosay,bysurveyingitslightlyaskance,Ifoundthatitbecameinsomemeasureperceptible。Thusthegloomofmyprisonmaybeimagined,andthenoteofmyfriend,ifindeeditwereanotefromhim,seemedonlylikelytothrowmeintofurthertrouble,bydisquietingtonopurposemyalreadyenfeebledandagitatedmind。InvainIrevolvedinmybrainamultitudeofabsurdexpedientsforprocuringlight-suchexpedientspreciselyasamanintheperturbedsleepoccasionedbyopiumwouldbeapttofalluponforasimilarpurpose-eachandallofwhichappearbyturnstothedreamerthemostreasonableandthemostpreposterousofconceptions,justasthereasoningorimaginativefacultiesflicker,alternately,oneabovetheother。Atlastanideaoccurredtomewhichseemedrational,andwhichgavemecausetowonder,veryjustly,thatIhadnotentertaineditbefore。Iplacedtheslipofpaperonthebackofabook,and,collectingthefragmentsofthephosphorusmatcheswhichIhadbroughtfromthebarrel,laidthemtogetheruponthepaper。Ithen,withthepalmofmyhand,rubbedthewholeoverquickly,yetsteadily。Aclearlightdiffuseditselfimmediatelythroughoutthewholesurface;andhadtherebeenanywritinguponit,Ishouldnothaveexperiencedtheleastdifficulty,Iamsure,inreadingit。Notasyllablewasthere,however-nothingbutadrearyandunsatisfactoryblank;theilluminationdiedawayinafewseconds,andmyheartdiedawaywithinmeasitwent。
Ihavebeforestatedmorethanoncethatmyintellect,forsomeperiodpriortothis,hadbeeninaconditionnearlyborderingonidiocy。Therewere,tobesure,momentaryintervalsofperfectsanity,and,nowandthen,evenofenergy;butthesewerefew。ItmustberememberedthatIhadbeen,formanydayscertainly,inhalingthealmostpestilentialatmosphereofacloseholdinawhalingvessel,andforalongportionofthattimebutscantilysuppliedwithwater。ForthelastfourteenorfifteenhoursIhadnone-norhadIsleptduringthattime。Saltprovisionsofthemostexcitingkindhadbeenmychief,and,indeed,sincethelossofthemutton,myonlysupplyoffood,withtheexceptionofthesea-biscuit;andtheselatterwereutterlyuselesstome,astheyweretoodryandhardtobeswallowedintheswollenandparchedconditionofmythroat。Iwasnowinahighstateoffever,andineveryrespectexceedinglyill。
Thiswillaccountforthefactthatmanymiserablehoursofdespondencyelapsedaftermylastadventurewiththephosphorus,beforethethoughtsuggesteditselfthatIhadexaminedonlyonesideofthepaper。IshallnotattempttodescribemyfeelingsofrageforIbelieveIwasmoreangrythananythingelsewhentheegregiousoversightIhadcommittedflashedsuddenlyuponmyperception。Theblunderitselfwouldhavebeenunimportant,hadnotmyownfollyandimpetuosityrendereditotherwise-inmydisappointmentatnotfindingsomewordsupontheslip,Ihadchildishlytornitinpiecesandthrownitaway,itwasimpossibletosaywhere。
FromtheworstpartofthisdilemmaIwasrelievedbythesagacityofTiger。Havinggot,afteralongsearch,asmallpieceofthenote,Iputittothedog’snose,andendeavoredtomakehimunderstandthathemustbringmetherestofit。Tomyastonishment,forIhadtaughthimnoneoftheusualtricksforwhichhisbreedarefamous,heseemedtoenteratonceintomymeaning,and,rummagingaboutforafewmoments,soonfoundanotherconsiderableportion。Bringingmethis,hepausedawhile,and,rubbinghisnoseagainstmyhand,appearedtobewaitingformyapprovalofwhathehaddone。Ipattedhimonthehead,whenheimmediatelymadeoffagain。Itwasnowsomeminutesbeforehecameback-butwhenhedidcome,hebroughtwithhimalargeslip,whichprovedtobeallthepapermissing-ithavingbeentorn,itseems,onlyintothreepieces。
Luckily,Ihadnotroubleinfindingwhatfewfragmentsofthephosphoruswereleft-beingguidedbytheindistinctglowoneortwooftheparticlesstillemitted。Mydifficultieshadtaughtmethenecessityofcaution,andInowtooktimetoreflectuponwhatIwasabouttodo。Itwasveryprobable,Iconsidered,thatsomewordswerewrittenuponthatsideofthepaperwhichhadnotbeenexamined-butwhichsidewasthat?Fittingthepiecestogethergavemenoclewinthisrespect,althoughitassuredmethatthewordsiftherewereanywouldbefoundallononeside,andconnectedinapropermanner,aswritten。Therewasthegreaternecessityofascertainingthepointinquestionbeyondadoubt,asthephosphorusremainingwouldbealtogetherinsufficientforathirdattempt,shouldIfailintheoneIwasnowabouttomake。Iplacedthepaperonabookasbefore,andsatforsomeminutesthoughtfullyrevolvingthematteroverinmymind。AtlastIthoughtitbarelypossiblethatthewrittensidemighthavesomeunevennessonitssurface,whichadelicatesenseoffeelingmightenablemetodetect。Ideterminedtomaketheexperimentandpassedmyfingerverycarefullyoverthesidewhichfirstpresenteditself。Nothing,however,wasperceptible,andIturnedthepaper,adjustingitonthebook。Inowagaincarriedmyforefingercautiouslyalong,whenIwasawareofanexceedinglyslight,butstilldiscernableglow,whichfollowedasitproceeded。