首页 >出版文学> The Works of Edgar Allan Poe>第81章
  INnoaffairsofmereprejudice,proorcon,dowededuceinferenceswithentirecertainty,evenfromthemostsimpledata。ItmightbesupposedthatacatastrophesuchasIhavejustrelatedwouldhaveeffectuallycooledmyincipientpassionforthesea。Onthecontrary,Ineverexperiencedamoreardentlongingforthewildadventuresincidenttothelifeofanavigatorthanwithinaweekafterourmiraculousdeliverance。Thisshortperiodprovedamplylongenoughtoerasefrommymemorytheshadows,andbringoutinvividlightallthepleasurablyexcitingpointsofcolor,allthepicturesqueness,ofthelateperilousaccident。MyconversationswithAugustusgrewdailymorefrequentandmoreintenselyfullofinterest。HehadamannerofrelatinghisstoriesoftheoceanmorethanonehalfofwhichInowsuspecttohavebeensheerfabrications
  welladaptedtohaveweightwithoneofmyenthusiastictemperamentandsomewhatgloomyalthoughglowingimagination。Itisstrange,too,thathemoststronglyenlistedmyfeelingsinbehalfofthelifeofaseaman,whenhedepictedhismoreterriblemomentsofsufferinganddespair。ForthebrightsideofthepaintingIhadalimitedsympathy。Myvisionswereofshipwreckandfamine;ofdeathorcaptivityamongbarbarianhordes;ofalifetimedraggedoutinsorrowandtears,uponsomegrayanddesolaterock,inanoceanunapproachableandunknown。Suchvisionsordesires-fortheyamountedtodesires-arecommon,Ihavesincebeenassured,tothewholenumerousraceofthemelancholyamongmen-atthetimeofwhichIspeakIregardedthemonlyaspropheticglimpsesofadestinywhichIfeltmyselfinameasureboundtofulfil。Augustusthoroughlyenteredintomystateofmind。Itisprobable,indeed,thatourintimatecommunionhadresultedinapartialinterchangeofcharacter。
  AbouteighteenmonthsaftertheperiodoftheAriel’sdisaster,thefirmofLloydandVredenburghahouseconnectedinsomemannerwiththeMessieursEnderby,Ibelieve,ofLiverpoolwereengagedinrepairingandfittingoutthebrigGrampusforawhalingvoyage。Shewasanoldhulk,andscarcelyseaworthywhenallwasdonetoherthatcouldbedone。Ihardlyknowwhyshewaschoseninpreferencetoothergoodvesselsbelongingtothesameownersbutsoitwas。Mr。
  Barnardwasappointedtocommandher,andAugustuswasgoingwithhim。Whilethebrigwasgettingready,hefrequentlyurgeduponmetheexcellencyoftheopportunitynowofferedforindulgingmydesireoftravel。Hefoundmebynomeansanunwillinglisteneryetthemattercouldnotbesoeasilyarranged。Myfathermadenodirectopposition;butmymotherwentintohystericsatthebarementionofthedesign;and,morethanall,mygrandfather,fromwhomIexpectedmuch,vowedtocutmeoffwithashillingifIshouldeverbroachthesubjecttohimagain。Thesedifficulties,however,sofarfromabatingmydesire,onlyaddedfueltotheflame。Ideterminedtogoatallhazards;and,havingmadeknownmyintentionstoAugustus,wesetaboutarrangingaplanbywhichitmightbeaccomplished。InthemeantimeIforborespeakingtoanyofmyrelationsinregardtothevoyage,and,asIbusiedmyselfostensiblywithmyusualstudies,itwassupposedthatIhadabandonedthedesign。Ihavesincefrequentlyexaminedmyconductonthisoccasionwithsentimentsofdispleasureaswellasofsurprise。TheintensehypocrisyImadeuseofforthefurtheranceofmyproject-anhypocrisypervadingeverywordandactionofmylifeforsolongaperiodoftime-couldonlyhavebeenrenderedtolerabletomyselfbythewildandburningexpectationwithwhichIlookedforwardtothefulfilmentofmylong-cherishedvisionsoftravel。
  Inpursuanceofmyschemeofdeception,IwasnecessarilyobligedtoleavemuchtothemanagementofAugustus,whowasemployedforthegreaterpartofeverydayonboardtheGrampus,attendingtosomearrangementsforhisfatherinthecabinandcabinhold。Atnight,however,weweresuretohaveaconferenceandtalkoverourhopes。
  Afternearlyamonthpassedinthismanner,withoutourhittinguponanyplanwethoughtlikelytosucceed,hetoldmeatlastthathehaddetermineduponeverythingnecessary。IhadarelationlivinginNewBedford,aMr。Ross,atwhosehouseIwasinthehabitofspendingoccasionallytwoorthreeweeksatatime。ThebrigwastosailaboutthemiddleofJuneJune,1827,anditwasagreedthat,adayortwobeforeherputtingtosea,myfatherwastoreceiveanote,asusual,fromMr。Ross,askingmetocomeoverandspendafortnightwithRobertandEmmethissons。Augustuschargedhimselfwiththeinditingofthisnoteandgettingitdelivered。Havingsetoutassupposed,forNewBedford,Iwasthentoreportmyselftomycompanion,whowouldcontriveahiding-placeformeintheGrampus。
  Thishiding-place,heassuredme,wouldberenderedsufficientlycomfortableforaresidenceofmanydays,duringwhichIwasnottomakemyappearance。Whenthebrighadproceededsofaronhercourseastomakeanyturningbackamatteroutofquestion,Ishouldthen,hesaid,beformallyinstalledinallthecomfortsofthecabin;andastohisfather,hewouldonlylaughheartilyatthejoke。Vesselsenoughwouldbemetwithbywhichalettermightbesenthomeexplainingtheadventuretomyparents。
  ThemiddleofJuneatlengtharrived,andeverythinghadbeenmatured。Thenotewaswrittenanddelivered,andonaMondaymorningIleftthehousefortheNewBedfordpacket,assupposed。Iwent,however,straighttoAugustus,whowaswaitingformeatthecornerofastreet。IthadbeenouroriginalplanthatIshouldkeepoutofthewayuntildark,andthensliponboardthebrig;but,astherewasnowathickfoginourfavor,itwasagreedtolosenotimeinsecretingme。Augustusledthewaytothewharf,andIfollowedatalittledistance,envelopedinathickseaman’scloak,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,sothatmypersonmightnotbeeasilyrecognized。
  justasweturnedthesecondcorner,afterpassingMr。Edmund’swell,whoshouldappear,standingrightinfrontofme,andlookingmefullintheface,butoldMr。Peterson,mygrandfather。“Why,blessmysoul,Gordon。”saidhe,afteralongpause,“why,why,-whosedirtycloakisthatyouhaveon?”“Sir!”Ireplied,assuming,aswellasI
  could,intheexigencyofthemoment,anairofoffendedsurprise,andtalkinginthegruffestofallimaginabletones-“sir!youareasum’matmistaken-myname,inthefirstplace,bee’ntnothingatalllikeGoddin,andI’dwantyoufortoknowbetter,youblackguard,thantocallmynewobercoatadartyone。”FormylifeIcouldhardlyrefrainfromscreamingwithlaughterattheoddmannerinwhichtheoldgentlemanreceivedthishandsomerebuke。Hestartedbacktwoorthreesteps,turnedfirstpaleandthenexcessivelyred,threwuphisspectacles,then,puttingthemdown,ranfulltiltatme,withhisumbrellauplifted。Hestoppedshort,however,inhiscareer,asifstruckwithasuddenrecollection;andpresently,turninground,hobbledoffdownthestreet,shakingallthewhilewithrage,andmutteringbetweenhisteeth:“Won’tdonewglassesthoughtitwasGordonddgood-for-nothingsaltwaterLongTom。”
  Afterthisnarrowescapeweproceededwithgreatercaution,andarrivedatourpointofdestinationinsafety。Therewereonlyoneortwoofthehandsonboard,andthesewerebusyforward,doingsomethingtotheforecastlecombings。CaptainBarnard,weknewverywell,wasengagedatLloydandVredenburgh’s,andwouldremainthereuntillateintheevening,sowehadlittletoapprehendonhisaccount。Augustuswentfirstupthevessel’sside,andinashortwhileIfollowedhim,withoutbeingnoticedbythemenatwork。Weproceededatonceintothecabin,andfoundnopersonthere。Itwasfittedupinthemostcomfortablestyle-athingsomewhatunusualinawhaling-vessel。Therewerefourveryexcellentstaterooms,withwideandconvenientberths。Therewasalsoalargestove,Itooknotice,andaremarkablythickandvaluablecarpetcoveringthefloorofboththecabinandstaterooms。Theceilingwasfullsevenfeethigh,and,inshort,everythingappearedofamoreroomyandagreeablenaturethanIhadanticipated。Augustus,however,wouldallowmebutlittletimeforobservation,insistinguponthenecessityofmyconcealingmyselfassoonaspossible。Heledthewayintohisownstateroom,whichwasonthestarboardsideofthebrig,andnexttothebulkheads。Uponentering,heclosedthedoorandboltedit。IthoughtIhadneverseenanicerlittleroomthantheoneinwhichInowfoundmyself。Itwasabouttenfeetlong,andhadonlyoneberth,which,asIsaidbefore,waswideandconvenient。Inthatportionoftheclosetnearestthebulkheadstherewasaspaceoffourfeetsquare,containingatable,achair,andasetofhangingshelvesfullofbooks,chieflybooksofvoyagesandtravels。Thereweremanyotherlittlecomfortsintheroom,amongwhichIoughtnottoforgetakindofsafeorrefrigerator,inwhichAugustuspointedouttomeahostofdelicacies,bothintheeatinganddrinkingdepartment。
  Henowpressedwithhisknucklesuponacertainspotofthecarpetinonecornerofthespacejustmentioned,lettingmeknowthataportionoftheflooring,aboutsixteeninchessquare,hadbeenneatlycutoutandagainadjusted。Ashepressed,thisportionroseupatoneendsufficientlytoallowthepassageofhisfingerbeneath。Inthismannerheraisedthemouthofthetraptowhichthecarpetwasstillfastenedbytacks,andIfoundthatitledintotheafterhold。Henextlitasmalltaperbymeansofaphosphorousmatch,and,placingthelightinadarklantern,descendedwithitthroughtheopening,biddingmefollow。Ididso,andbethenpulledthecoveruponthehole,bymeansofanaildrivenintotheunderside-thecarpet,ofcourse,resumingitsoriginalpositiononthefloorofthestateroom,andalltracesoftheaperturebeingconcealed。
  ThetapergaveoutsofeeblearaythatitwaswiththegreatestdifficultyIcouldgropemywaythroughtheconfusedmassoflumberamongwhichInowfoundmyself。Bydegrees,however,myeyesbecameaccustomedtothegloom,andIproceededwithlesstrouble,holdingontotheskirtsofmyfriend’scoat。Hebroughtme,atlength,aftercreepingandwindingthroughinnumerablenarrowpassages,toaniron-boundbox,suchasisusedsometimesforpackingfineearthenware。Itwasnearlyfourfeethigh,andfullsixlong,butverynarrow。Twolargeemptyoil-caskslayonthetopofit,andabovethese,again,avastquantityofstrawmatting,piledupashighasthefloorofthecabin。Ineveryotherdirectionaroundwaswedgedascloselyaspossible,evenuptotheceiling,acompletechaosofalmosteveryspeciesofship-furniture,togetherwithaheterogeneousmedleyofcrates,hampers,barrels,andbales,sothatitseemedamatternolessthanmiraculousthatwehaddiscoveredanypassageatalltothebox。IafterwardfoundthatAugustushadpurposelyarrangedthestowageinthisholdwithaviewtoaffordingmeathoroughconcealment,havinghadonlyoneassistantinthelabour,amannotgoingoutinthebrig。
  Mycompanionnowshowedmethatoneoftheendsoftheboxcouldberemovedatpleasure。Heslippeditasideanddisplayedtheinterior,atwhichIwasexcessivelyamused。Amattressfromoneofthecabinberthscoveredthewholeofitsbottom,anditcontainedalmosteveryarticleofmerecomfortwhichcouldbecrowdedintososmallaspace,allowingme,atthesametime,sufficientroomformyaccommodation,eitherinasittingpositionorlyingatfulllength。
  Amongotherthings,thereweresomebooks,pen,ink,andpaper,threeblankets,alargejugfullofwater,akegofsea-biscuit,threeorfourimmenseBolognasausages,anenormousham,acoldlegofroastmutton,andhalfadozenbottlesofcordialsandliqueurs。I
  proceededimmediatelytotakepossessionofmylittleapartment,andthiswithfeelingsofhighersatisfaction,Iamsure,thananymonarcheverexperienceduponenteringanewpalace。Augustusnowpointedouttomethemethodoffasteningtheopenendofthebox,andthen,holdingthetaperclosetothedeck,showedmeapieceofdarkwhipcordlyingalongit。This,hesaid,extendedfrommyhiding-placethroughoutanthenecessarywindingsamongthelumber,toanailwhichwasdrivenintothedeckofthehold,immediatelybeneaththetrap-doorleadingintohisstateroom。BymeansofthiscordIshouldbeenabledreadilytotracemywayoutwithouthisguidance,providedanyunlooked-foraccidentshouldrendersuchastepnecessary。Henowtookhisdeparture,leavingwithmethelantern,togetherwithacopioussupplyoftapersandphosphorous,andpromisingtopaymeavisitasoftenashecouldcontrivetodosowithoutobservation。ThiswasontheseventeenthofJune。
  IremainedthreedaysandnightsasnearlyasIcouldguessinmyhiding-placewithoutgettingoutofitatall,excepttwiceforthepurposeofstretchingmylimbsbystandingerectbetweentwocratesjustoppositetheopening。DuringthewholeperiodIsawnothingofAugustus;butthisoccasionedmelittleuneasiness,asI
  knewthebrigwasexpectedtoputtoseaeveryhour,andinthebustlehewouldnoteasilyfindopportunitiesofcomingdowntome。
  AtlengthIheardthetrapopenandshut。andpresentlyhecalledinalowvoice,askingifallwaswell,andiftherewasanythingI
  wanted。“Nothing。”Ireplied;“Iamascomfortableascanbe;whenwillthebrigsail?”“Shewillbeunderweighinlessthanhalfanhour。”heanswered。“Icametoletyouknow,andforfearyoushouldbeuneasyatmyabsence。Ishallnothaveachanceofcomingdownagainforsometime-perhapsforthreeorfourdaysmore。Allisgoingonrightaboveboard。AfterIgoupandclosethetrap,doyoucreepalongbythewhipcordtowherethenailisdrivenin。Youwillfindmywatchthereitmaybeusefultoyou,asyouhavenodaylighttokeeptimeby。Isupposeyoucan’ttellhowlongyouhavebeenburied-onlythreedays-thisisthetwentieth。Iwouldbringthewatchtoyourbox,butamafraidofbeingmissed。”Withthishewentup。
  InaboutanhourafterhehadgoneIdistinctlyfeltthebriginmotion,andcongratulatedmyselfuponhavingatlengthfairlycommencedavoyage。Satisfiedwiththisidea,Ideterminedtomakemymindaseasyaspossible,andawaitthecourseofeventsuntilI