首页 >出版文学> The Works of Edgar Allan Poe>第51章
  ItremainedinallrespectsasIhavelastdescribedit,withtheexceptionthatthemirrornolongeraffordedevidenceofrespiration。
  Anattempttodrawbloodfromthearmfailed。Ishouldmention,too,thatthislimbwasnofarthersubjecttomywill。Iendeavoredinvaintomakeitfollowthedirectionofmyhand。Theonlyrealindication,indeed,ofthemesmericinfluence,wasnowfoundinthevibratorymovementofthetongue,wheneverIaddressedM。Valdemaraquestion。Heseemedtobemakinganefforttoreply,buthadnolongersufficientvolition。ToqueriesputtohimbyanyotherpersonthanmyselfheseemedutterlyinsensiblealthoughIendeavoredtoplaceeachmemberofthecompanyinmesmericrapportwithhim。I
  believethatIhavenowrelatedallthatisnecessarytoanunderstandingofthesleep-waker’sstateatthisepoch。Othernurseswereprocured;andatteno’clockIleftthehouseincompanywiththetwophysiciansandMr。Ll。
  Intheafternoonweallcalledagaintoseethepatient。Hisconditionremainedpreciselythesame。Wehadnowsomediscussionastotheproprietyandfeasibilityofawakeninghim;butwehadlittledifficultyinagreeingthatnogoodpurposewouldbeservedbysodoing。Itwasevidentthat,sofar,deathorwhatisusuallytermeddeathhadbeenarrestedbythemesmericprocess。ItseemedcleartousallthattoawakenM。Valdemarwouldbemerelytoinsurehisinstant,oratleasthisspeedydissolution。
  FromthisperioduntilthecloseoflastweekanintervalofnearlysevenmonthswecontinuedtomakedailycallsatM。
  Valdemar’shouse,accompanied,nowandthen,bymedicalandotherfriends。Allthistimethesleeper-wakerremainedexactlyasIhavelastdescribedhim。Thenurses’attentionswerecontinual。
  ItwasonFridaylastthatwefinallyresolvedtomaketheexperimentofawakeningorattemptingtoawakenhim;anditistheperhaps
  unfortunateresultofthislatterexperimentwhichhasgivenrisetosomuchdiscussioninprivatecirclestosomuchofwhatIcannothelpthinkingunwarrantedpopularfeeling。
  ForthepurposeofrelievingM。Valdemarfromthemesmerictrance,I
  madeuseofthecustomarypasses。These,foratime,wereunsuccessful。Thefirstindicationofrevivalwasaffordedbyapartialdescentoftheiris。Itwasobserved,asespeciallyremarkable,thatthisloweringofthepupilwasaccompaniedbytheprofuseout-flowingofayellowishichorfrombeneaththelidsofapungentandhighlyoffensiveodor。
  ItwasnowsuggestedthatIshouldattempttoinfluencethepatient’sarm,asheretofore。Imadetheattemptandfailed。Dr。Fthenintimatedadesiretohavemeputaquestion。Ididso,asfollows:
  “M。Valdemar,canyouexplaintouswhatareyourfeelingsorwishesnow?”
  Therewasaninstantreturnofthehecticcirclesonthecheeks;thetonguequivered,orratherrolledviolentlyinthemouthalthoughthejawsandlipsremainedrigidasbefore;andatlengththesamehideousvoicewhichIhavealreadydescribed,brokeforth:
  “ForGod’ssake!quick!quick!putmetosleepor,quick!
  wakenme!quick!IsaytoyouthatIamdead!”
  Iwasthoroughlyunnerved,andforaninstantremainedundecidedwhattodo。AtfirstImadeanendeavortore-composethepatient;but,failinginthisthroughtotalabeyanceofthewill,Iretracedmystepsandasearnestlystruggledtoawakenhim。InthisattemptI
  soonsawthatIshouldbesuccessfuloratleastIsoonfanciedthatmysuccesswouldbecompleteandIamsurethatallintheroomwerepreparedtoseethepatientawaken。
  Forwhatreallyoccurred,however,itisquiteimpossiblethatanyhumanbeingcouldhavebeenprepared。
  AsIrapidlymadethemesmericpasses,amidejaculationsof“dead!
  dead!”absolutelyburstingfromthetongueandnotfromthelipsofthesufferer,hiswholeframeatoncewithinthespaceofasingleminute,orevenless,shrunkcrumbledabsolutelyrottedawaybeneathmyhands。Uponthebed,beforethatwholecompany,therelayanearlyliquidmassofloathsomeofdetestableputridity。
  FORthemostwild,yetmosthomelynarrativewhichIamabouttopen,Ineitherexpectnorsolicitbelief。MadindeedwouldIbetoexpectit,inacasewheremyverysensesrejecttheirownevidence。
  Yet,madamInot-andverysurelydoInotdream。Butto-morrowI
  die,andto-dayIwouldunburthenmysoul。Myimmediatepurposeistoplacebeforetheworld,plainly,succinctly,andwithoutcomment,aseriesofmerehouseholdevents。Intheirconsequences,theseeventshaveterrified-havetortured-havedestroyedme。YetIwillnotattempttoexpoundthem。Tome,theyhavepresentedlittlebutHorror-tomanytheywillseemlessterriblethan_barroques_。Hereafter,perhaps,someintellectmaybefoundwhichwillreducemyphantasmtothecommon-place-someintellectmorecalm,morelogical,andfarlessexcitablethanmyown,whichwillperceive,inthecircumstancesIdetailwithawe,nothingmorethananordinarysuccessionofverynaturalcausesandeffects。
  FrommyinfancyIwasnotedforthedocilityandhumanityofmydisposition。Mytendernessofheartwasevensoconspicuousastomakemethejestofmycompanions。Iwasespeciallyfondofanimals,andwasindulgedbymyparentswithagreatvarietyofpets。WiththeseIspentmostofmytime,andneverwassohappyaswhenfeedingandcaressingthem。Thispeculiarityofcharactergrewwithmygrowth,andinmymanhood,Iderivedfromitoneofmyprincipalsourcesofpleasure。Tothosewhohavecherishedanaffectionforafaithfulandsagaciousdog,Ineedhardlybeatthetroubleofexplainingthenatureortheintensityofthegratificationthusderivable。Thereissomethingintheunselfishandself-sacrificingloveofabrute,whichgoesdirectlytotheheartofhimwhohashadfrequentoccasiontotestthepaltryfriendshipandgossamerfidelityofmere_Man_。
  Imarriedearly,andwashappytofindinmywifeadispositionnotuncongenialwithmyown。Observingmypartialityfordomesticpets,shelostnoopportunityofprocuringthoseofthemostagreeablekind。Wehadbirds,gold-fish,afinedog,rabbits,asmallmonkey,and_acat_。
  Thislatterwasaremarkablylargeandbeautifulanimal,entirelyblack,andsagacioustoanastonishingdegree。Inspeakingofhisintelligence,mywife,whoatheartwasnotalittletincturedwithsuperstition,madefrequentallusiontotheancientpopularnotion,whichregardedallblackcatsaswitchesindisguise。Notthatshewasever_serious_uponthispoint-andImentionthematteratallfornobetterreasonthanthatithappens,justnow,toberemembered。
  Pluto-thiswasthecat’sname-wasmyfavoritepetandplaymate。Ialonefedhim,andheattendedmewhereverIwentaboutthehouse。ItwasevenwithdifficultythatIcouldpreventhimfromfollowingmethroughthestreets。
  Ourfriendshiplasted,inthismanner,forseveralyears,duringwhichmygeneraltemperamentandcharacter-throughtheinstrumentalityoftheFiendIntemperance-hadIblushtoconfessitexperiencedaradicalalterationfortheworse。Igrew,daybyday,moremoody,moreirritable,moreregardlessofthefeelingsofothers。Isufferedmyselftouseintemperatelanguagetomywife。Atlength,Ievenofferedherpersonalviolence。Mypets,ofcourse,weremadetofeelthechangeinmydisposition。Inotonlyneglected,butill-usedthem。ForPluto,however,Istillretainedsufficientregardtorestrainmefrommaltreatinghim,asImadenoscrupleofmaltreatingtherabbits,themonkey,oreventhedog,whenbyaccident,orthroughaffection,theycameinmyway。Butmydiseasegrewuponme-forwhatdiseaseislikeAlcohol!-andatlengthevenPluto,whowasnowbecomingold,andconsequentlysomewhatpeevish-
  evenPlutobegantoexperiencetheeffectsofmyilltemper。
  Onenight,returninghome,muchintoxicated,fromoneofmyhauntsabouttown,Ifanciedthatthecatavoidedmypresence。I
  seizedhim;when,inhisfrightatmyviolence,heinflictedaslightwounduponmyhandwithhisteeth。Thefuryofademoninstantlypossessedme。Iknewmyselfnolonger。Myoriginalsoulseemed,atonce,totakeitsflightfrommybodyandamorethanfiendishmalevolence,gin-nurtured,thrilledeveryfibreofmyframe。Itookfrommywaistcoat-pocketapen-knife,openedit,graspedthepoorbeastbythethroat,anddeliberatelycutoneofitseyesfromthesocket!Iblush,Iburn,Ishudder,whileIpenthedamnableatrocity。
  Whenreasonreturnedwiththemorning-whenIhadsleptoffthefumesofthenight’sdebauch-Iexperiencedasentimenthalfofhorror,halfofremorse,forthecrimeofwhichIhadbeenguilty;
  butitwas,atbest,afeebleandequivocalfeeling,andthesoulremaineduntouched。Iagainplungedintoexcess,andsoondrownedinwineallmemoryofthedeed。
  Inthemeantimethecatslowlyrecovered。Thesocketofthelosteyepresented,itistrue,afrightfulappearance,buthenolongerappearedtosufferanypain。Hewentaboutthehouseasusual,but,asmightbeexpected,fledinextremeterroratmyapproach。Ihadsomuchofmyoldheartleft,astobeatfirstgrievedbythisevidentdislikeonthepartofacreaturewhichhadoncesolovedme。Butthisfeelingsoongaveplacetoirritation。Andthencame,asiftomyfinalandirrevocableoverthrow,thespiritofPERVERSENESS。Ofthisspiritphilosophytakesnoaccount。YetIamnotmoresurethatmysoullives,thanIamthatperversenessisoneoftheprimitiveimpulsesofthehumanheart-oneoftheindivisibleprimaryfaculties,orsentiments,whichgivedirectiontothecharacterofMan。Whohasnot,ahundredtimes,foundhimselfcommittingavileorasillyaction,fornootherreasonthanbecauseheknowsheshouldnot?Havewenotaperpetualinclination,intheteethofourbestjudgment,toviolatethatwhichis_Law_,merelybecauseweunderstandittobesuch?Thisspiritofperverseness,Isay,cametomyfinaloverthrow。Itwasthisunfathomablelongingofthesoul_tovexitself_-toofferviolencetoitsownnature-todowrongforthewrong’ssakeonly-thaturgedmetocontinueandfinallytoconsummatetheinjuryIhadinflictedupontheunoffendingbrute。Onemorning,incoolblood,Islippedanooseaboutitsneckandhungittothelimbofatree;-hungitwiththetearsstreamingfrommyeyes,andwiththebitterestremorseatmyheart;-hungit_because_
  Iknewthatithadlovedme,and_because_Ifeltithadgivenmenoreasonofoffence;-hungit_because_IknewthatinsodoingIwascommittingasin-adeadlysinthatwouldsojeopardizemyimmortalsoulastoplaceit-ifsuchathingworepossible-evenbeyondthereachoftheinfinitemercyoftheMostMercifulandMostTerribleGod。
  Onthenightofthedayonwhichthiscrueldeedwasdone,Iwasarousedfromsleepbythecryoffire。Thecurtainsofmybedwereinflames。Thewholehousewasblazing。Itwaswithgreatdifficultythatmywife,aservant,andmyself,madeourescapefromtheconflagration。Thedestructionwascomplete。Myentireworldlywealthwasswallowedup,andIresignedmyselfthenceforwardtodespair。
  Iamabovetheweaknessofseekingtoestablishasequenceofcauseandeffect,betweenthedisasterandtheatrocity。ButIamdetailingachainoffacts-andwishnottoleaveevenapossiblelinkimperfect。Onthedaysucceedingthefire,Ivisitedtheruins。
  Thewalls,withoneexception,hadfallenin。Thisexceptionwasfoundinacompartmentwall,notverythick,whichstoodaboutthemiddleofthehouse,andagainstwhichhadrestedtheheadofmybed。
  Theplasteringhadhere,ingreatmeasure,resistedtheactionofthefire-afactwhichIattributedtoitshavingbeenrecentlyspread。
  Aboutthiswalladensecrowdwerecollected,andmanypersonsseemedtobeexaminingaparticularportionofitwithveryminuteandeagerattention。Thewords“strange!”“singular!”andothersimilarexpressions,excitedmycuriosity。Iapproachedandsaw,asifgravenin_basrelief_uponthewhitesurface,thefigureofagigantic_cat_。Theimpressionwasgivenwithanaccuracytrulymarvellous。
  Therewasaropeabouttheanimal’sneck。