MyDEARP,Youmayaswellcomenow。DandFareagreedthatIcannotholdoutbeyondto-morrowmidnight;andIthinktheyhavehitthetimeverynearly。
VALDEMAR
Ireceivedthisnotewithinhalfanhourafteritwaswritten,andinfifteenminutesmoreIwasinthedyingman’schamber。Ihadnotseenhimfortendays,andwasappalledbythefearfulalterationwhichthebriefintervalhadwroughtinhim。Hisfaceworealeadenhue;
theeyeswereutterlylustreless;andtheemaciationwassoextremethattheskinhadbeenbrokenthroughbythecheek-bones。Hisexpectorationwasexcessive。Thepulsewasbarelyperceptible。Heretained,nevertheless,inaveryremarkablemanner,bothhismentalpowerandacertaindegreeofphysicalstrength。Hespokewithdistinctnesstooksomepalliativemedicineswithoutaidand,whenIenteredtheroom,wasoccupiedinpencilingmemorandainapocket-book。Hewasproppedupinthebedbypillows。DoctorsD
andFwereinattendance。
AfterpressingValdemar’shand,Itookthesegentlemenaside,andobtainedfromthemaminuteaccountofthepatient’scondition。Theleftlunghadbeenforeighteenmonthsinasemi-osseousorcartilaginousstate,andwas,ofcourse,entirelyuselessforallpurposesofvitality。Theright,initsupperportion,wasalsopartially,ifnotthoroughly,ossified,whilethelowerregionwasmerelyamassofpurulenttubercles,runningoneintoanother。
Severalextensiveperforationsexisted;and,atonepoint,permanentadhesiontotheribshadtakenplace。Theseappearancesintherightlobewereofcomparativelyrecentdate。Theossificationhadproceededwithveryunusualrapidity;nosignofithaddiscoveredamonthbefore,andtheadhesionhadonlybeenobservedduringthethreepreviousdays。Independentlyofthephthisis,thepatientwassuspectedofaneurismoftheaorta;butonthispointtheosseoussymptomsrenderedanexactdiagnosisimpossible。ItwastheopinionofbothphysiciansthatM。ValdemarwoulddieaboutmidnightonthemorrowSunday。Itwasthenseveno’clockonSaturdayevening。
Onquittingtheinvalid’sbed-sidetoholdconversationwithmyself,DoctorsDandFhadbiddenhimafinalfarewell。Ithadnotbeentheirintentiontoreturn;but,atmyrequest,theyagreedtolookinuponthepatientabouttenthenextnight。
Whentheyhadgone,IspokefreelywithM。Valdemaronthesubjectofhisapproachingdissolution,aswellas,moreparticularly,oftheexperimentproposed。Hestillprofessedhimselfquitewillingandevenanxioustohaveitmade,andurgedmetocommenceitatonce。A
maleandafemalenursewereinattendance;butIdidnotfeelmyselfaltogetheratlibertytoengageinataskofthischaracterwithnomorereliablewitnessesthanthesepeople,incaseofsuddenaccident,mightprove。Ithereforepostponedoperationsuntilabouteightthenextnight,whenthearrivalofamedicalstudentwithwhomIhadsomeacquaintance,Mr。TheodoreLl,relievedmefromfartherembarrassment。Ithadbeenmydesign,originally,towaitforthephysicians;butIwasinducedtoproceed,first,bytheurgententreatiesofM。Valdemar,andsecondly,bymyconvictionthatIhadnotamomenttolose,ashewasevidentlysinkingfast。
Mr。Llwassokindastoaccedetomydesirethathewouldtakenotesofallthatoccurred,anditisfromhismemorandathatwhatI
nowhavetorelateis,forthemostpart,eithercondensedorcopiedverbatim。
Itwantedaboutfiveminutesofeightwhen,takingthepatient’shand,Ibeggedhimtostate,asdistinctlyashecould,toMr。L
l,whetherheM。ValdemarwasentirelywillingthatIshouldmaketheexperimentofmesmerizinghiminhisthencondition。
Herepliedfeebly,yetquiteaudibly,“Yes,Iwishtobe“Ifearyouhavemesmerized“addingimmediatelyafterwards,deferredittoolong。”
Whilehespokethus,IcommencedthepasseswhichIhadalreadyfoundmosteffectualinsubduinghim。Hewasevidentlyinfluencedwiththefirstlateralstrokeofmyhandacrosshisforehead;butalthoughI
exertedallmypowers,nofartherperceptibleeffectwasinduceduntilsomeminutesafterteno’clock,whenDoctorsDandF
called,accordingtoappointment。Iexplainedtothem,inafewwords,whatIdesigned,andastheyopposednoobjection,sayingthatthepatientwasalreadyinthedeathagony,Iproceededwithouthesitationexchanging,however,thelateralpassesfordownwardones,anddirectingmygazeentirelyintotherighteyeofthesufferer。
Bythistimehispulsewasimperceptibleandhisbreathingwasstertorous,andatintervalsofhalfaminute。
Thisconditionwasnearlyunalteredforaquarterofanhour。Attheexpirationofthisperiod,however,anaturalalthoughaverydeepsighescapedthebosomofthedyingman,andthestertorousbreathingceasedthatistosay,itsstertorousnesswasnolongerapparent;
theintervalswereundiminished。Thepatient’sextremitieswereofanicycoldness。
AtfiveminutesbeforeelevenIperceivedunequivocalsignsofthemesmericinfluence。Theglassyrolloftheeyewaschangedforthatexpressionofuneasyinwardexaminationwhichisneverseenexceptincasesofsleep-waking,andwhichitisquiteimpossibletomistake。
WithafewrapidlateralpassesImadethelidsquiver,asinincipientsleep,andwithafewmoreIclosedthemaltogether。Iwasnotsatisfied,however,withthis,butcontinuedthemanipulationsvigorously,andwiththefullestexertionofthewill,untilIhadcompletelystiffenedthelimbsoftheslumberer,afterplacingtheminaseeminglyeasyposition。Thelegswereatfulllength;thearmswerenearlyso,andreposedonthebedatamoderatedistancefromtheloin。Theheadwasveryslightlyelevated。
WhenIhadaccomplishedthis,itwasfullymidnight,andIrequestedthegentlemenpresenttoexamineM。Valdemar’scondition。Afterafewexperiments,theyadmittedhimtobeanunusuallyperfectstateofmesmerictrance。Thecuriosityofboththephysicianswasgreatlyexcited。Dr。Dresolvedatoncetoremainwiththepatientallnight,whileDr。Ftookleavewithapromisetoreturnatdaybreak。Mr。Llandthenursesremained。
WeleftM。Valdemarentirelyundisturbeduntilaboutthreeo’clockinthemorning,whenIapproachedhimandfoundhiminpreciselythesameconditionaswhenDr。Fwentawaythatistosay,helayinthesameposition;thepulsewasimperceptible;thebreathingwasgentlescarcelynoticeable,unlessthroughtheapplicationofamirrortothelips;theeyeswereclosednaturally;andthelimbswereasrigidandascoldasmarble。Still,thegeneralappearancewascertainlynotthatofdeath。
AsIapproachedM。ValdemarImadeakindofhalfefforttoinfluencehisrightarmintopursuitofmyown,asIpassedthelattergentlytoandfroabovehisperson。Insuchexperimentswiththispatienthadneverperfectlysucceededbefore,andassuredlyIhadlittlethoughtofsucceedingnow;buttomyastonishment,hisarmveryreadily,althoughfeebly,followedeverydirectionIassigneditwithmine。Ideterminedtohazardafewwordsofconversation。
“M。Valdemar。”Isaid,“areyouasleep?”Hemadenoanswer,butI
perceivedatremoraboutthelips,andwasthusinducedtorepeatthequestion,againandagain。Atitsthirdrepetition,hiswholeframewasagitatedbyaveryslightshivering;theeyelidsunclosedthemselvessofarastodisplayawhitelineoftheball;thelipsmovedsluggishly,andfrombetweenthem,inabarelyaudiblewhisper,issuedthewords:
“Yes;asleepnow。Donotwakeme!letmedieso!”
Iherefeltthelimbsandfoundthemasrigidasever。Therightarm,asbefore,obeyedthedirectionofmyhand。Iquestionedthesleep-wakeragain:
“Doyoustillfeelpaininthebreast,M。Valdemar?”
Theanswernowwasimmediate,butevenlessaudiblethanbefore:“NopainIamdying。”
Ididnotthinkitadvisabletodisturbhimfartherjustthen,andnothingmorewassaidordoneuntilthearrivalofDr。F,whocamealittlebeforesunrise,andexpressedunboundedastonishmentatfindingthepatientstillalive。Afterfeelingthepulseandapplyingamirrortothelips,herequestedmetospeaktothesleep-wakeragain。Ididso,saying:
“M。Valdemar,doyoustillsleep?”
Asbefore,someminuteselapsedereareplywasmade;andduringtheintervalthedyingmanseemedtobecollectinghisenergiestospeak。
Atmyfourthrepetitionofthequestion,hesaidveryfaintly,almostinaudibly:
“Yes;stillasleepdying。”
Itwasnowtheopinion,orratherthewish,ofthephysicians,thatM。Valdemarshouldbesufferedtoremainundisturbedinhispresentapparentlytranquilcondition,untildeathshouldsuperveneandthis,itwasgenerallyagreed,mustnowtakeplacewithinafewminutes。Iconcluded,however,tospeaktohimoncemore,andmerelyrepeatedmypreviousquestion。
WhileIspoke,therecameamarkedchangeoverthecountenanceofthesleep-waker。Theeyesrolledthemselvesslowlyopen,thepupilsdisappearingupwardly;theskingenerallyassumedacadaveroushue,resemblingnotsomuchparchmentaswhitepaper;andthecircularhecticspotswhich,hitherto,hadbeenstronglydefinedinthecentreofeachcheek,wentoutatonce。Iusethisexpression,becausethesuddennessoftheirdepartureputmeinmindofnothingsomuchastheextinguishmentofacandlebyapuffofthebreath。Theupperlip,atthesametime,writheditselfawayfromtheteeth,whichithadpreviouslycoveredcompletely;whilethelowerjawfellwithanaudiblejerk,leavingthemouthwidelyextended,anddisclosinginfullviewtheswollenandblackenedtongue。Ipresumethatnomemberofthepartythenpresenthadbeenunaccustomedtodeath-bedhorrors;
butsohideousbeyondconceptionwastheappearanceofM。Valdemaratthismoment,thattherewasageneralshrinkingbackfromtheregionofthebed。
InowfeelthatIhavereachedapointofthisnarrativeatwhicheveryreaderwillbestartledintopositivedisbelief。Itismybusiness,however,simplytoproceed。
TherewasnolongerthefaintestsignofvitalityinM。Valdemar;andconcludinghimtobedead,wewereconsigninghimtothechargeofthenurses,whenastrongvibratorymotionwasobservableinthetongue。Thiscontinuedforperhapsaminute。Attheexpirationofthisperiod,thereissuedfromthedistendedandmotionlessjawsavoicesuchasitwouldbemadnessinmetoattemptdescribing。
Thereare,indeed,twoorthreeepithetswhichmightbeconsideredasapplicabletoitinpart;Imightsay,forexample,thatthesoundwasharsh,andbrokenandhollow;butthehideouswholeisindescribable,forthesimplereasonthatnosimilarsoundshaveeverjarredupontheearofhumanity。Thereweretwoparticulars,nevertheless,whichIthoughtthen,andstillthink,mightfairlybestatedascharacteristicoftheintonationaswelladaptedtoconveysomeideaofitsunearthlypeculiarity。Inthefirstplace,thevoiceseemedtoreachourearsatleastminefromavastdistance,orfromsomedeepcavernwithintheearth。Inthesecondplace,itimpressedmeIfear,indeed,thatitwillbeimpossibletomakemyselfcomprehendedasgelatinousorglutinousmattersimpressthesenseoftouch。
Ihavespokenbothof“sound“andof“voice。”Imeantosaythatthesoundwasoneofdistinctofevenwonderfully,thrillinglydistinctsyllabification。M。ValdemarspokeobviouslyinreplytothequestionIhadpropoundedtohimafewminutesbefore。Ihadaskedhim,itwillberemembered,ifhestillslept。Henowsaid:
“Yes;no;IhavebeensleepingandnownowIamdead。
Nopersonpresentevenaffectedtodeny,orattemptedtorepress,theunutterable,shudderinghorrorwhichthesefewwords,thusuttered,weresowellcalculatedtoconvey。Mr。Llthestudentswooned。
Thenursesimmediatelyleftthechamber,andcouldnotbeinducedtoreturn。MyownimpressionsIwouldnotpretendtorenderintelligibletothereader。Fornearlyanhour,webusiedourselves,silently
withouttheutteranceofawordinendeavorstoreviveMr。Ll。
Whenhecametohimself,weaddressedourselvesagaintoaninvestigationofM。Valdemar’scondition。