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  sincebothweremostdesperatelyneededwhenbothweremostentirelyforgottenordespised。{*1}
  Pascal,aphilosopherwhomwebothlove,hassaid,howtruly!-
  “quetoutnotreraisonnementser鑔uit?c閐erausentiment;“anditisnotimpossiblethatthesentimentofthenatural,hadtimepermittedit,wouldhaveregaineditsoldascendancyovertheharshmathematicalreasonoftheschools。Butthisthingwasnottobe。
  Prematurelyinducedbyintemperanceofknowledgetheoldageoftheworlddrewon。Thisthemassofmankindsawnot,or,livinglustilyalthoughunhappily,affectednottosee。But,formyself,theEarth’srecordshadtaughtmetolookforwidestruinasthepriceofhighestcivilization。IhadimbibedaprescienceofourFatefromcomparisonofChinathesimpleandenduring,withAssyriathearchitect,withEgypttheastrologer,withNubia,morecraftythaneither,theturbulentmotherofallArts。Inhistory{*2}oftheseregionsImetwitharayfromtheFuture。TheindividualartificialitiesofthethreelatterwerelocaldiseasesoftheEarth,andintheirindividualoverthrowswehadseenlocalremediesapplied;butfortheinfectedworldatlargeIcouldanticipatenoregenerationsaveindeath。Thatman,asarace,shouldnotbecomeextinct,Isawthathemustbe“bornagain。”
  Andnowitwas,fairestanddearest,thatwewrappedourspirits,daily,indreams。Nowitwasthat,intwilight,wediscoursedofthedaystocome,whentheArt-scarredsurfaceoftheEarth,havingundergonethatpurification{*3}whichalonecouldeffaceitsrectangularobscenities,shouldclotheitselfanewintheverdureandthemountain-slopesandthesmilingwatersofParadise,andberenderedatlengthafitdwelling-placeforman:-formantheDeathpurged-formantowhosenowexaltedintellectthereshouldbepoisoninknowledgenomore-fortheredeemed,regenerated,blissful,andnowimmortal,butstillforthematerial,man。
  _Una。_WelldoIremembertheseconversations,dearMonos;buttheepochofthefieryoverthrowwasnotsonearathandaswebelieved,andasthecorruptionyouindicatedidsurelywarrantusinbelieving。Menlived;anddiedindividually。Youyourselfsickened,andpassedintothegrave;andthitheryourconstantUnaspeedilyfollowedyou。Andthoughthecenturywhichhassinceelapsed,andwhoseconclusionbringsusthustogetheroncemore,torturedourslumberingsenseswithnoimpatienceofduration,yet,myMonos,itwasacenturystill。
  _Monos。_Say,rather,apointinthevagueinfinity。
  Unquestionably,itwasintheEarth’sdotagethatIdied。Weariedatheartwithanxietieswhichhadtheirorigininthegeneralturmoilanddecay,Isuccumbedtothefiercefever。Aftersomefewdaysofpain,andmanyofdreamydeliriumrepletewithecstasy,themanifestationsofwhichyoumistookforpain,whileIlongedbutwasimpotenttoundeceiveyou-aftersomedaystherecameuponme,asyouhavesaid,abreathlessandmotionlesstorpor;andthiswastermedDeathbythosewhostoodaroundme。
  Wordsarevaguethings。Myconditiondidnotdeprivemeofsentience。Itappearedtomenotgreatlydissimilartotheextremequiescenceofhim,who,havingslumberedlongandprofoundly,lyingmotionlessandfullyprostrateinamidsummernoon,beginstostealslowlybackintoconsciousness,throughthemeresufficiencyofhissleep,andwithoutbeingawakenedbyexternaldisturbances。
  Ibreathednolonger。Thepulseswerestill。Thehearthadceasedtobeat。Volitionhadnotdeparted,butwaspowerless。Thesenseswereunusuallyactive,althougheccentricallyso-assumingofteneachother’sfunctionsatrandom。Thetasteandthesmellwereinextricablyconfounded,andbecameonesentiment,abnormalandintense。Therose-waterwithwhichyourtendernesshadmoistenedmylipstothelast,affectedmewithsweetfanciesofflowers-
  fantasticflowers,farmorelovelythananyoftheoldEarth,butwhoseprototypeswehaveherebloomingaroundus。Theeyelids,transparentandbloodless,offerednocompleteimpedimenttovision。
  Asvolitionwasinabeyance,theballscouldnotrollintheirsocketsbutallobjectswithintherangeofthevisualhemispherewereseenwithmoreorlessdistinctness;therayswhichfellupontheexternalretina,orintothecorneroftheeye,producingamorevivideffectthanthosewhichstruckthefrontorinteriorsurface。
  Yet,intheformerinstance,thiseffectwassofaranomalousthatI
  appreciateditonlyassound-soundsweetordiscordantasthematterspresentingthemselvesatmysidewerelightordarkinshade-curvedorangularinoutline。Thehearing,atthesametime,althoughexcitedindegree,wasnotirregularinaction-estimatingrealsoundswithanextravaganceofprecision,notlessthanofsensibility。Touchhadundergoneamodificationmorepeculiar。Itsimpressionsweretardilyreceived,butpertinaciouslyretained,andresultedalwaysinthehighestphysicalpleasure。Thusthepressureofyoursweetfingersuponmyeyelids,atfirstonlyrecognisedthroughvision,atlength,longaftertheirremoval,filledmywholebeingwithasensualdelightimmeasurable。Isaywithasensualdelight。Allmyperceptionswerepurelysensual。Thematerialsfurnishedthepassivebrainbythesenseswerenotintheleastdegreewroughtintoshapebythedeceasedunderstanding。Ofpaintherewassomelittle;ofpleasuretherewasmuch;butofmoralpainorpleasurenoneatall。Thusyourwildsobsfloatedintomyearwithalltheirmournfulcadences,andwereappreciatedintheireveryvariationofsadtone;buttheyweresoftmusicalsoundsandnomore;
  theyconveyedtotheextinctreasonnointimationofthesorrowswhichgavethembirth;whilethelargeandconstanttearswhichfelluponmyface,tellingthebystandersofaheartwhichbroke,thrilledeveryfibreofmyframewithecstasyalone。AndthiswasintruththeDeathofwhichthesebystandersspokereverently,inlowwhispers-
  you,sweetUna,gaspingly,withloudcries。
  Theyattiredmeforthecoffin-threeorfourdarkfigureswhichflittedbusilytoandfro。Asthesecrossedthedirectlineofmyvisiontheyaffectedmeasforms;butuponpassingtomysidetheirimagesimpressedmewiththeideaofshrieks,groans,andotherdismalexpressionsofterror,ofhorror,orofwo。Youalone,habitedinawhiterobe,passedinalldirectionsmusicallyaboutme。
  Thedaywaned;and,asitslightfadedaway,Ibecamepossessedbyavagueuneasiness-ananxietysuchasthesleeperfeelswhensadrealsoundsfallcontinuouslywithinhisear-lowdistantbell-tones,solemn,atlongbutequalintervals,andminglingwithmelancholydreams。Nightarrived;andwithitsshadowsaheavydiscomfort。Itoppressedmylimbswiththeoppressionofsomedullweight,andwaspalpable。Therewasalsoamoaningsound,notunlikethedistantreverberationofsurf,butmorecontinuous,which,beginningwiththefirsttwilight,hadgrowninstrengthwiththedarkness。Suddenlylightswerebroughtintotheroom,andthisreverberationbecameforthwithinterruptedintofrequentunequalburstsofthesamesound,butlessdrearyandlessdistinct。Theponderousoppressionwasinagreatmeasurerelieved;and,issuingfromtheflameofeachlamp,forthereweremany,thereflowedunbrokenlyintomyearsastrainofmelodiousmonotone。Andwhennow,dearUna,approachingthebeduponwhichIlayoutstretched,yousatgentlybymyside,breathingodorfromyoursweetlips,andpressingthemuponmybrow,therearosetremulouslywithinmybosom,andminglingwiththemerelyphysicalsensationswhichcircumstanceshadcalledforth,asomethingakintosentimentitself-afeelingthat,halfappreciating,halfrespondedtoyourearnestloveandsorrow;
  butthisfeelingtooknorootinthepulselessheart,andseemedindeedratherashadowthanareality,andfadedquicklyaway,firstintoextremequiescence,andthenintoapurelysensualpleasureasbefore。
  Andnow,fromthewreckandthechaosoftheusualsenses,thereappearedtohavearisenwithinmeasixth,allperfect。InitsexerciseIfoundawilddelight-yetadelightstillphysical,inasmuchastheunderstandinghadinitnopart。Motionintheanimalframehadfullyceased。Nomusclequivered;nonervethrilled;noarterythrobbed。Butthereseemedtohavesprungupinthebrain,thatofwhichnowordscouldconveytothemerelyhumanintelligenceevenanindistinctconception。Letmetermitamentalpendulouspulsation。Itwasthemoralembodimentofman’sabstractideaofTime。Bytheabsoluteequalizationofthismovement-orofsuchasthis-hadthecyclesofthefirmamentalorbsthemselves,beenadjusted。ByitsaidImeasuredtheirregularitiesoftheclockuponthemantel,andofthewatchesoftheattendants。Theirtickingscamesonorouslytomyears。Theslightestdeviationsfromthetrueproportion-andthesedeviationswereomni-pr鎣alent-affectedmejustasviolationsofabstracttruthwerewont,onearth,toaffectthemoralsense。Althoughnotwoofthetime-piecesinthechamberstrucktheindividualsecondsaccuratelytogether,yetIhadnodifficultyinholdingsteadilyinmindthetones,andtherespectivemomentaryerrorsofeach。Andthis-thiskeen,perfect,self-existingsentimentofduration-thissentimentexistingasmancouldnotpossiblyhaveconceivedittoexistindependentlyofanysuccessionofevents-thisidea-thissixthsense,upspringingfromtheashesoftherest,wasthefirstobviousandcertainstepoftheintemporalsouluponthethresholdofthetemporalEternity。
  Itwasmidnight;andyoustillsatbymyside。AllothershaddepartedfromthechamberofDeath。Theyhaddepositedmeinthecoffin。Thelampsburnedflickeringly;forthisIknewbythetremulousnessofthemonotonousstrains。But,suddenlythesestrainsdiminishedindistinctnessandinvolume。Finallytheyceased。Theperfumeinmynostrilsdiedaway。Formsaffectedmyvisionnolonger。
  TheoppressionoftheDarknessuplifteditselffrommybosom。Adullshocklikethatofelectricitypervadedmyframe,andwasfollowedbytotallossoftheideaofcontact。Allofwhatmanhastermedsensewasmergedinthesoleconsciousnessofentity,andintheoneabidingsentimentofduration。ThemortalbodyhadbeenatlengthstrickenwiththehandofthedeadlyDecay。
  Yethadnotallofsentiencedeparted;fortheconsciousnessandthesentimentremainingsuppliedsomeofitsfunctionsbyalethargicintuition。Iappreciatedthedirefulchangenowinoperationupontheflesh,and,asthedreamerissometimesawareofthebodilypresenceofonewholeansoverhim,so,sweetUna,Istilldullyfeltthatyousatbymyside。So,too,whenthenoonoftheseconddaycame,Iwasnotunconsciousofthosemovementswhichdisplacedyoufrommyside,whichconfinedmewithinthecoffin,whichdepositedmewithinthehearse,whichboremetothegrave,whichloweredmewithinit,whichheapedheavilythemoulduponme,andwhichthusleftme,inblacknessandcorruption,tomysadandsolemnslumberswiththeworm。
  Andhere,intheprison-housewhichhasfewsecretstodisclose,thererolledawaydaysandweeksandmonths;andthesoulwatchednarrowlyeachsecondasitflew,and,withouteffort,tookrecordofitsflight-withouteffortandwithoutobject。
  Ayearpassed。Theconsciousnessofbeinghadgrownhourlymoreindistinct,andthatofmerelocalityhad,ingreatmeasure,usurpeditsposition。Theideaofentitywasbecomingmergedinthatofplace。Thenarrowspaceimmediatelysurroundingwhathadbeenthebody,wasnowgrowingtobethebodyitself。Atlength,asoftenhappenstothesleeperbysleepanditsworldaloneisDeathimaged-
  atlength,assometimeshappenedonEarthtothedeepslumberer,whensomeflittinglighthalfstartledhimintoawaking,yetlefthimhalfenvelopedindreams-sotome,inthestrictembraceoftheShadowcamethatlightwhichalonemighthavehadpowertostartle-
  thelightofenduringLove。MentoiledatthegraveinwhichIlaydarkling。Theyupthrewthedampearth。UponmymoulderingbonestheredescendedthecoffinofUna。
  Andnowagainallwasvoid。Thatnebulouslighthadbeenextinguished。Thatfeeblethrillhadvibrateditselfintoquiescence。
  Manylustrahadsupervened。Dusthadreturnedtodust。Thewormhadfoodnomore。Thesenseofbeinghadatlengthutterlydeparted,andtherereignedinitsstead-insteadofallthings-dominantandperpetual-theautocratsPlaceandTime。Forthatwhichwasnot-
  forthatwhichhadnoform-forthatwhichhadnothought-forthatwhichhadnosentience-forthatwhichwassoulless,yetofwhichmatterformednoportion-forallthisnothingness,yetforallthisimmortality,thegravewasstillahome,andthecorrosivehours,co-mates。
  Dreamsarewithusnomore;-butofthesemysteriesanon。I
  rejoicetoseeyoulookinglife-likeandrational。Thefilmoftheshadowhasalreadypassedfromoffyoureyes。Beofheartandfearnothing。Yourallotteddaysofstuporhaveexpiredand,to-morrow,I
  willmyselfinductyouintothefulljoysandwondersofyournovelexistence。
  EIROS。
  True-Ifeelnostupor-noneatall。Thewildsicknessandtheterribledarknesshaveleftme,andIhearnolongerthatmad,rushing,horriblesound,likethe“voiceofmanywaters。”Yetmysensesarebewildered,Charmion,withthekeennessoftheirperceptionofthenew。
  CHARMION。
  Afewdayswillremoveallthis;-butIfullyunderstandyou,andfeelforyou。ItisnowtenearthlyyearssinceIunderwentwhatyouundergo-yettheremembranceofithangsbymestill。Youhavenowsufferedallofpain,however,whichyouwillsufferinAidenn。