首页 >出版文学> The Works of Edgar Allan Poe>第114章
  Yes,returned。HowandwhyshouldIdoubtitforaninstant。WhatotherconstructioncouldIpossiblyputuponsuchconduct,onthepartofaladysobeautifulsowealthyevidentlysoaccomplishedofsohighbreedingofsoloftyapositioninsocietyineveryregardsoentirelyrespectableasIfeltassuredwasMadameLalande?Yes,shelovedmeshereturnedtheenthusiasmofmylove,withanenthusiasmasblindasuncompromisingasuncalculatingasabandonedandasutterlyunboundedasmyown!
  Thesedeliciousfanciesandreflections,however,werenowinterruptedbythefallingofthedrop-curtain。Theaudiencearose;
  andtheusualtumultimmediatelysupervened。QuittingTalbotabruptly,ImadeeveryefforttoforcemywayintocloserproximitywithMadameLalande。Havingfailedinthis,onaccountofthecrowd,Iatlengthgaveupthechase,andbentmystepshomeward;consolingmyselfformydisappointmentinnothavingbeenabletotoucheventhehemofherrobe,bythereflectionthatIshouldbeintroducedbyTalbot,indueform,uponthemorrow。
  Thismorrowatlastcame,thatistosay,adayfinallydawneduponalongandwearynightofimpatience;andthenthehoursuntil“one“
  weresnail-paced,dreary,andinnumerable。ButevenStamboul,itissaid,shallhaveanend,andtherecameanendtothislongdelay。
  Theclockstruck。Asthelastechoceased,IsteppedintoB’sandinquiredforTalbot。
  “Out。”saidthefootmanTalbot’sown。
  “Out!”Ireplied,staggeringbackhalfadozenpaces“letmetellyou,myfinefellow,thatthisthingisthoroughlyimpossibleandimpracticable;Mr。Talbotisnotout。Whatdoyoumean?”
  “Nothing,sir;onlyMr。Talbotisnotin,that’sall。HerodeovertoS,immediatelyafterbreakfast,andleftwordthathewouldnotbeintownagainforaweek。”
  Istoodpetrifiedwithhorrorandrage。Iendeavoredtoreply,butmytonguerefuseditsoffice。AtlengthIturnedonmyheel,lividwithwrath,andinwardlyconsigningthewholetribeoftheTalbotstotheinnermostregionsofErebus。Itwasevidentthatmyconsideratefriend,ilfanatico,hadquiteforgottenhisappointmentwithmyselfhadforgottenitassoonasitwasmade。Atnotimewasheaveryscrupulousmanofhisword。Therewasnohelpforit;sosmotheringmyvexationaswellasIcould,Istrolledmoodilyupthestreet,propoundingfutileinquiriesaboutMadameLalandetoeverymaleacquaintanceImet。Byreportshewasknown,Ifound,toall-tomanybysightbutshehadbeenintownonlyafewweeks,andtherewereveryfew,therefore,whoclaimedherpersonalacquaintance。Thesefew,beingstillcomparativelystrangers,couldnot,orwouldnot,takethelibertyofintroducingmethroughtheformalityofamorningcall。WhileIstoodthusindespair,conversingwithatriooffriendsupontheallabsorbingsubjectofmyheart,itsohappenedthatthesubjectitselfpassedby。
  “AsIlive,theresheis!”criedone。
  “Surprisinglybeautiful!”exclaimedasecond。
  “Anangeluponearth!”ejaculatedathird。
  Ilooked;andinanopencarriagewhichapproachedus,passingslowlydownthestreet,sattheenchantingvisionoftheopera,accompaniedbytheyoungerladywhohadoccupiedaportionofherbox。
  “Hercompanionalsowearsremarkablywell。”saidtheoneofmytriowhohadspokenfirst。
  “Astonishingly。”saidthesecond;“stillquiteabrilliantair,butartwilldowonders。Uponmyword,shelooksbetterthanshedidatParisfiveyearsago。Abeautifulwomanstill;don’tyouthinkso,Froissart?Simpson,Imean。”
  “Still!”saidI,“andwhyshouldn’tshebe?Butcomparedwithherfriendsheisasarushlighttotheeveningstaraglow
  wormtoAntares。
  “Ha!ha!ha!why,Simpson,youhaveanastonishingtactatmakingdiscoveriesoriginalones,Imean。”Andhereweseparated,whileoneofthetriobeganhummingagayvaudeville,ofwhichIcaughtonlythelines-
  Ninon,Ninon,Ninonabas-
  AbasNinonDeL’Enclos!
  Duringthislittlescene,however,onethinghadservedgreatlytoconsoleme,althoughitfedthepassionbywhichIwasconsumed。AsthecarriageofMadameLalanderolledbyourgroup,Ihadobservedthatsherecognizedme;andmorethanthis,shehadblessedme,bythemostseraphicofallimaginablesmiles,withnoequivocalmarkoftherecognition。
  Asforanintroduction,IwasobligedtoabandonallhopeofituntilsuchtimeasTalbotshouldthinkpropertoreturnfromthecountry。
  InthemeantimeIperseveringlyfrequentedeveryreputableplaceofpublicamusement;and,atlength,atthetheatre,whereIfirstsawher,Ihadthesupremeblissofmeetingher,andofexchangingglanceswithheronceagain。Thisdidnotoccur,however,untilthelapseofafortnight。Everyday,intheinterim,IhadinquiredforTalbotathishotel,andeverydayhadbeenthrownintoaspasmofwrathbytheeverlasting“Notcomehomeyet“ofhisfootman。
  Upontheeveninginquestion,therefore,Iwasinaconditionlittleshortofmadness。MadameLalande,Ihadbeentold,wasaParisian
  hadlatelyarrivedfromParismightshenotsuddenlyreturn?
  returnbeforeTalbotcamebackandmightshenotbethuslosttomeforever?Thethoughtwastooterribletobear。Sincemyfuturehappinesswasatissue,Iresolvedtoactwithamanlydecision。Inaword,uponthebreakingupoftheplay,Itracedtheladytoherresidence,notedtheaddress,andthenextmorningsentherafullandelaborateletter,inwhichIpouredoutmywholeheart。
  Ispokeboldly,freelyinaword,Ispokewithpassion。I
  concealednothingnothingevenofmyweakness。Ialludedtotheromanticcircumstancesofourfirstmeetingeventotheglanceswhichhadpassedbetweenus。IwentsofarastosaythatIfeltassuredofherlove;whileIofferedthisassurance,andmyownintensityofdevotion,astwoexcusesformyotherwiseunpardonableconduct。Asathird,IspokeofmyfearthatshemightquitthecitybeforeIcouldhavetheopportunityofaformalintroduction。I
  concludedthemostwildlyenthusiasticepistleeverpenned,withafrankdeclarationofmyworldlycircumstancesofmyaffluence
  andwithanofferofmyheartandofmyhand。
  InanagonyofexpectationIawaitedthereply。Afterwhatseemedthelapseofacenturyitcame。
  Yes,actuallycame。Romanticasallthismayappear,IreallyreceivedaletterfromMadameLalandethebeautiful,thewealthy,theidolizedMadameLalande。Hereyeshermagnificenteyes,hadnotbeliedhernobleheart。LikeatrueFrenchwomanasshewasshehadobeyedthefrankdictatesofherreasonthegenerousimpulsesofhernaturedespisingtheconventionalpruderiesoftheworld。
  Shehadnotscornedmyproposals。Shehadnotshelteredherselfinsilence。Shehadnotreturnedmyletterunopened。Shehadevensentme,inreply,onepennedbyherownexquisitefingers。Itranthus:
  “MonsieurSimpsonvillpardonnemefornotcomposedebutefulletongofhiscontreesovellasmight。ItisonlydelatedatIamarrive,andnotyetavedoopportunitefortol’etudier。
  “Viddisapologieforthemaniere,Ivillnowsaydat,helas!-
  MonsieurSimpsonaveguessbutdetootrue。NeedIsaydemore?
  Helas!amInotreadyspeakdetoomoshe?
  “EUGENIELALAND。”
  ThisnoblespiritednoteIkissedamilliontimes,andcommitted,nodoubt,onitsaccount,athousandotherextravagancesthathavenowescapedmymemory。StillTalbotwouldnotreturn。Alas!couldhehaveformedeventhevaguestideaofthesufferinghisabsencehadoccasionedhisfriend,wouldnothissympathizingnaturehaveflownimmediatelytomyrelief?Still,however,hecamenot。Iwrote。Hereplied。Hewasdetainedbyurgentbusinessbutwouldshortlyreturn。HebeggedmenottobeimpatienttomoderatemytransportstoreadsoothingbookstodrinknothingstrongerthanHock
  andtobringtheconsolationsofphilosophytomyaid。Thefool!ifhecouldnotcomehimself,why,inthenameofeverythingrational,couldhenothaveenclosedmealetterofpresentation?Iwrotehimagain,entreatinghimtoforwardoneforthwith。Myletterwasreturnedbythatfootman,withthefollowingendorsementinpencil。
  Thescoundrelhadjoinedhismasterinthecountry:
  “LeftS-yesterday,forpartsunknowndidnotsaywhereorwhenbebacksothoughtbesttoreturnletter,knowingyourhandwriting,andashowyouisalways,moreorless,inahurry。
  “Yourssincerely,“STUBBS。”
  Afterthis,itisneedlesstosay,thatIdevotedtotheinfernaldeitiesbothmasterandvalet:buttherewaslittleuseinanger,andnoconsolationatallincomplaint。
  ButIhadyetaresourceleft,inmyconstitutionalaudacity。
  Hithertoithadservedmewell,andInowresolvedtomakeitavailmetotheend。Besides,afterthecorrespondencewhichhadpassedbetweenus,whatactofmereinformalitycouldIcommit,withinbounds,thatoughttoberegardedasindecorousbyMadameLalande?
  Sincetheaffairoftheletter,Ihadbeeninthehabitofwatchingherhouse,andthusdiscoveredthat,abouttwilight,itwashercustomtopromenade,attendedonlybyanegroinlivery,inapublicsquareoverlookedbyherwindows。Here,amidtheluxuriantandshadowinggroves,inthegraygloomofasweetmidsummerevening,I
  observedmyopportunityandaccostedher。
  Thebettertodeceivetheservantinattendance,Ididthiswiththeassuredairofanoldandfamiliaracquaintance。WithapresenceofmindtrulyParisian,shetookthecueatonce,and,togreetme,heldoutthemostbewitchinglylittleofhands。Thevaletatoncefellintotherear,andnow,withheartsfulltooverflowing,wediscoursedlongandunreservedlyofourlove。
  AsMadameLalandespokeEnglishevenlessfluentlythanshewroteit,ourconversationwasnecessarilyinFrench。Inthissweettongue,soadaptedtopassion,Igaveloosetotheimpetuousenthusiasmofmynature,and,withalltheeloquenceIcouldcommand,besoughthertoconsenttoanimmediatemarriage。
  Atthisimpatienceshesmiled。Sheurgedtheoldstoryofdecorum-
  thatbug-bearwhichdeterssomanyfromblissuntiltheopportunityforblisshasforevergoneby。Ihadmostimprudentlymadeitknownamongmyfriends,sheobserved,thatIdesiredheracquaintance-thusthatIdidnotpossessitthus,again,therewasnopossibilityofconcealingthedateofourfirstknowledgeofeachother。Andthensheadverted,withablush,totheextremerecencyofthisdate。Towedimmediatelywouldbeimproperwouldbeindecorouswouldbeoutre。Allthisshesaidwithacharmingairofnaivetewhichenrapturedwhileitgrievedandconvincedme。Shewentevensofarastoaccuseme,laughingly,ofrashnessofimprudence。ShebademerememberthatIreallyevenknownotwhoshewaswhatwereherprospects,herconnections,herstandinginsociety。Shebeggedme,butwithasigh,toreconsidermyproposal,andtermedmyloveaninfatuationawillo’thewispafancyorfantasyofthemomentabaselessandunstablecreationratheroftheimaginationthanoftheheart。Thesethingssheutteredastheshadowsofthesweettwilightgathereddarklyandmoredarklyaroundusandthen,withagentlepressureofherfairy-likehand,overthrew,inasinglesweetinstant,alltheargumentativefabricshehadreared。
  IrepliedasbestIcouldasonlyatruelovercan。Ispokeatlength,andperseveringlyofmydevotion,ofmypassionofherexceedingbeauty,andofmyownenthusiasticadmiration。Inconclusion,Idwelt,withaconvincingenergy,upontheperilsthatencompassthecourseoflovethatcourseoftruelovethatneverdidrunsmoothandthusdeducedthemanifestdangerofrenderingthatcourseunnecessarilylong。
  Thislatterargumentseemedfinallytosoftentherigorofherdetermination。Sherelented;buttherewasyetanobstacle,shesaid,whichshefeltassuredIhadnotproperlyconsidered。Thiswasadelicatepointforawomantourge,especiallyso;inmentioningit,shesawthatshemustmakeasacrificeofherfeelings;still,forme,everysacrificeshouldbemade。Shealludedtothetopicofage。WasIawarewasIfullyawareofthediscrepancybetweenus?
  Thattheageofthehusband,shouldsurpassbyafewyearsevenbyfifteenortwentytheageofthewife,wasregardedbytheworldasadmissible,and,indeed,asevenproper,butshehadalwaysentertainedthebeliefthattheyearsofthewifeshouldneverexceedinnumberthoseofthehusband。Adiscrepancyofthisunnaturalkindgaverise,toofrequently,alas!toalifeofunhappiness。Nowshewasawarethatmyownagedidnotexceedtwoandtwenty;andI,onthecontrary,perhaps,wasnotawarethattheyearsofmyEugenieextendedveryconsiderablybeyondthatsum。