“Youwillsaynow,ofcourse,thatIdreamed;butnotso。WhatIsawwhatIheardwhatIfeltwhatIthoughthadaboutitnothingoftheunmistakableidiosyncrasyofthedream。Allwasrigorouslyself-consistent。Atfirst,doubtingthatIwasreallyawake,Ienteredintoaseriesoftests,whichsoonconvincedmethatIreallywas。Now,whenonedreams,and,inthedream,suspectsthathedreams,thesuspicionneverfailstoconfirmitself,andthesleeperisalmostimmediatelyaroused。ThusNovaliserrsnotinsayingthat’wearenearwakingwhenwedreamthatwedream。’HadthevisionoccurredtomeasIdescribeit,withoutmysuspectingitasadream,thenadreamitmightabsolutelyhavebeen,but,occurringasitdid,andsuspectedandtestedasitwas,Iamforcedtoclassitamongotherphenomena。”
“InthisIamnotsurethatyouarewrong。”observedDr。Templeton,“butproceed。Youaroseanddescendedintothecity。”
“Iarose。”continuedBedloe,regardingtheDoctorwithanairofprofoundastonishment“Iarose,asyousay,anddescendedintothecity。OnmywayIfellinwithanimmensepopulace,crowdingthrougheveryavenue,allinthesamedirection,andexhibitingineveryactionthewildestexcitement。Verysuddenly,andbysomeinconceivableimpulse,Ibecameintenselyimbuedwithpersonalinterestinwhatwasgoingon。IseemedtofeelthatIhadanimportantparttoplay,withoutexactlyunderstandingwhatitwas。
Againstthecrowdwhichenvironedme,however,Iexperiencedadeepsentimentofanimosity。Ishrankfromamidthem,and,swiftly,byacircuitouspath,reachedandenteredthecity。Hereallwasthewildesttumultandcontention。Asmallpartyofmen,cladingarmentshalf-Indian,half-European,andofficeredbygentlemeninauniformpartlyBritish,wereengaged,atgreatodds,withtheswarmingrabbleofthealleys。Ijoinedtheweakerparty,armingmyselfwiththeweaponsofafallenofficer,andfightingIknewnotwhomwiththenervousferocityofdespair。Weweresoonoverpoweredbynumbers,anddriventoseekrefugeinaspeciesofkiosk。Herewebarricadedourselves,and,forthepresentweresecure。Fromaloop-holenearthesummitofthekiosk,Iperceivedavastcrowd,infuriousagitation,surroundingandassaultingagaypalacethatoverhungtheriver。Presently,fromanupperwindowofthisplace,theredescendedaneffeminate-lookingperson,bymeansofastringmadeoftheturbansofhisattendants。Aboatwasathand,inwhichheescapedtotheoppositebankoftheriver。
“Andnowanewobjecttookpossessionofmysoul。Ispokeafewhurriedbutenergeticwordstomycompanions,and,havingsucceededingainingoverafewofthemtomypurposemadeafranticsallyfromthekiosk。Werushedamidthecrowdthatsurroundedit。Theyretreated,atfirst,beforeus。Theyrallied,foughtmadly,andretreatedagain。Inthemeantimewewerebornefarfromthekiosk,andbecamebewilderedandentangledamongthenarrowstreetsoftall,overhanginghouses,intotherecessesofwhichthesunhadneverbeenabletoshine。Therabblepressedimpetuouslyuponus,harrassinguswiththeirspears,andoverwhelminguswithflightsofarrows。Theselatterwereveryremarkable,andresembledinsomerespectsthewrithingcreeseoftheMalay。Theyweremadetoimitatethebodyofacreepingserpent,andwerelongandblack,withapoisonedbarb。Oneofthemstruckmeupontherighttemple。Ireeledandfell。Aninstantaneousanddreadfulsicknessseizedme。IstruggledI
gaspedIdied。”“Youwillhardlypersistnow。”saidIsmiling,“thatthewholeofyouradventurewasnotadream。Youarenotpreparedtomaintainthatyouaredead?”
WhenIsaidthesewords,IofcourseexpectedsomelivelysallyfromBedloeinreply,but,tomyastonishment,hehesitated,trembled,becamefearfullypallid,andremainedsilent。IlookedtowardTempleton。Hesaterectandrigidinhischairhisteethchattered,andhiseyeswerestartingfromtheirsockets。“Proceed!”
heatlengthsaidhoarselytoBedloe。
“Formanyminutes。”continuedthelatter,“mysolesentimentmysolefeelingwasthatofdarknessandnonentity,withtheconsciousnessofdeath。Atlengththereseemedtopassaviolentandsuddenshockthroughmysoul,asifofelectricity。Withitcamethesenseofelasticityandoflight。ThislatterIfeltnotsaw。InaninstantIseemedtorisefromtheground。ButIhadnobodily,novisible,audible,orpalpablepresence。Thecrowdhaddeparted。Thetumulthadceased。Thecitywasincomparativerepose。Beneathmelaymycorpse,withthearrowinmytemple,thewholeheadgreatlyswollenanddisfigured。ButallthesethingsIfeltnotsaw。I
tookinterestinnothing。EventhecorpseseemedamatterinwhichI
hadnoconcern。VolitionIhadnone,butappearedtobeimpelledintomotion,andflittedbuoyantlyoutofthecity,retracingthecircuitouspathbywhichIhadenteredit。WhenIhadattainedthatpointoftheravineinthemountainsatwhichIhadencounteredthehyena,Iagainexperiencedashockasofagalvanicbattery,thesenseofweight,ofvolition,ofsubstance,returned。Ibecamemyoriginalself,andbentmystepseagerlyhomewardbutthepasthadnotlostthevividnessoftherealandnotnow,evenforaninstant,canIcompelmyunderstandingtoregarditasadream。”
“Norwasit。”saidTempleton,withanairofdeepsolemnity,“yetitwouldbedifficulttosayhowotherwiseitshouldbetermed。Letussupposeonly,thatthesoulofthemanofto-dayisuponthevergeofsomestupendouspsychaldiscoveries。Letuscontentourselveswiththissupposition。FortherestIhavesomeexplanationtomake。Hereisawatercolordrawing,whichIshouldhaveshownyoubefore,butwhichanunaccountablesentimentofhorrorhashithertopreventedmefromshowing。”
Welookedatthepicturewhichhepresented。Isawnothinginitofanextraordinarycharacter,butitseffectuponBedloewasprodigious。Henearlyfaintedashegazed。Andyetitwasbutaminiatureportraitamiraculouslyaccurateone,tobesureofhisownveryremarkablefeatures。AtleastthiswasmythoughtasI
regardedit。
“Youwillperceive。”saidTempleton,“thedateofthispictureitishere,scarcelyvisible,inthiscorner1780。Inthisyearwastheportraittaken。ItisthelikenessofadeadfriendaMr。
OldebtowhomIbecamemuchattachedatCalcutta,duringtheadministrationofWarrenHastings。Iwasthenonlytwentyyearsold。
WhenIfirstsawyou,Mr。Bedloe,atSaratoga,itwasthemiraculoussimilaritywhichexistedbetweenyourselfandthepaintingwhichinducedmetoaccostyou,toseekyourfriendship,andtobringaboutthosearrangementswhichresultedinmybecomingyourconstantcompanion。Inaccomplishingthispoint,Iwasurgedpartly,andperhapsprincipally,byaregretfulmemoryofthedeceased,butalso,inpart,byanuneasy,andnotaltogetherhorrorlesscuriosityrespectingyourself。
“Inyourdetailofthevisionwhichpresenteditselftoyouamidthehills,youhavedescribed,withtheminutestaccuracy,theIndiancityofBenares,upontheHolyRiver。Theriots,thecombat,themassacre,weretheactualeventsoftheinsurrectionofCheyteSing,whichtookplacein1780,whenHastingswasputinimminentperilofhislife。ThemanescapingbythestringofturbanswasCheyteSinghimself。ThepartyinthekioskweresepoysandBritishofficers,headedbyHastings。OfthispartyIwasone,anddidallIcouldtopreventtherashandfatalsallyoftheofficerwhofell,inthecrowdedalleys,bythepoisonedarrowofaBengalee。Thatofficerwasmydearestfriend。ItwasOldeb。Youwillperceivebythesemanuscripts。”herethespeakerproducedanote-bookinwhichseveralpagesappearedtohavebeenfreshlywritten,“thatattheveryperiodinwhichyoufanciedthesethingsamidthehills,Iwasengagedindetailingthemuponpaperhereathome。”
Inaboutaweekafterthisconversation,thefollowingparagraphsappearedinaCharlottesvillepaper:
“WehavethepainfuldutyofannouncingthedeathofMr。AugustusBedlo,agentlemanwhoseamiablemannersandmanyvirtueshavelongendearedhimtothecitizensofCharlottesville。
“Mr。B。,forsomeyearspast,hasbeensubjecttoneuralgia,whichhasoftenthreatenedtoterminatefatally;butthiscanberegardedonlyasthemediatecauseofhisdecease。Theproximatecausewasoneofespecialsingularity。InanexcursiontotheRaggedMountains,afewdayssince,aslightcoldandfeverwerecontracted,attendedwithgreatdeterminationofbloodtothehead。Torelievethis,Dr。
Templetonresortedtotopicalbleeding。Leecheswereappliedtothetemples。Inafearfullybriefperiodthepatientdied,whenitappearedthatinthejarcontainingtheleeches,hadbeenintroduced,byaccident,oneofthevenomousvermicularsangsueswhicharenowandthenfoundintheneighboringponds。Thiscreaturefasteneditselfuponasmallarteryintherighttemple。Itscloseresemblancetothemedicinalleechcausedthemistaketobeoverlookeduntiltoolate。
“N。B。ThepoisonoussangsueofCharlottesvillemayalwaysbedistinguishedfromthemedicinalleechbyitsblackness,andespeciallybyitswrithingorvermicularmotions,whichverynearlyresemblethoseofasnake。”
Iwasspeakingwiththeeditorofthepaperinquestion,uponthetopicofthisremarkableaccident,whenitoccurredtometoaskhowithappenedthatthenameofthedeceasedhadbeengivenasBedlo。
“Ipresume。”Isaid,“youhaveauthorityforthisspelling,butI
havealwayssupposedthenametobewrittenwithaneattheend。”
“Authority?no。”hereplied。“Itisameretypographicalerror。
ThenameisBedlowithane,alltheworldover,andIneverknewittobespeltotherwiseinmylife。”
“Then。”saidImutteringly,asIturneduponmyheel,“thenindeedhasitcometopassthatonetruthisstrangerthananyfiction
forBedloe,withoutthee,whatisitbutOldebconversed!Andthismantellsmethatitisatypographicalerror。”
MANYyearsago,itwasthefashiontoridiculetheideaof“loveatfirstsight;“butthosewhothink,notlessthanthosewhofeeldeeply,havealwaysadvocateditsexistence。Moderndiscoveries,indeed,inwhatmaybetermedethicalmagnetismormagnetoesthetics,renderitprobablethatthemostnatural,and,consequently,thetruestandmostintenseofthehumanaffectionsarethosewhichariseintheheartasifbyelectricsympathyinaword,thatthebrightestandmostenduringofthepsychalfettersarethosewhicharerivetedbyaglance。TheconfessionIamabouttomakewilladdanothertothealreadyalmostinnumerableinstancesofthetruthoftheposition。
MystoryrequiresthatIshouldbesomewhatminute。Iamstillaveryyoungmannotyettwenty-twoyearsofage。Myname,atpresent,isaveryusualandratherplebeianoneSimpson。Isay“atpresent;“
foritisonlylatelythatIhavebeensocalledhavinglegislativelyadoptedthissurnamewithinthelastyearinordertoreceivealargeinheritanceleftmebyadistantmalerelative,AdolphusSimpson,Esq。Thebequestwasconditioneduponmytakingthenameofthetestator,thefamily,nottheChristianname;myChristiannameisNapoleonBonaparteor,moreproperly,thesearemyfirstandmiddleappellations。
Iassumedthename,Simpson,withsomereluctance,asinmytruepatronym,Froissart,IfeltaverypardonablepridebelievingthatIcouldtraceadescentfromtheimmortalauthorofthe“Chronicles。”
Whileonthesubjectofnames,bythebye,Imaymentionasingularcoincidenceofsoundattendingthenamesofsomeofmyimmediatepredecessors。MyfatherwasaMonsieurFroissart,ofParis。Hiswifemymother,whomhemarriedatfifteenwasaMademoiselleCroissart,eldestdaughterofCroissartthebanker,whosewife,again,beingonlysixteenwhenmarried,wastheeldestdaughterofoneVictorVoissart。MonsieurVoissart,verysingularly,hadmarriedaladyofsimilarnameaMademoiselleMoissart。She,too,wasquiteachildwhenmarried;andhermother,also,MadameMoissart,wasonlyfourteenwhenledtothealtar。TheseearlymarriagesareusualinFrance。Here,however,areMoissart,Voissart,Croissart,andFroissart,allinthedirectlineofdescent。Myownname,though,asIsay,becameSimpson,byactofLegislature,andwithsomuchrepugnanceonmypart,that,atoneperiod,Iactuallyhesitatedaboutacceptingthelegacywiththeuselessandannoyingprovisoattached。
Astopersonalendowments,Iambynomeansdeficient。Onthecontrary,IbelievethatIamwellmade,andpossesswhatninetenthsoftheworldwouldcallahandsomeface。InheightIamfivefeeteleven。Myhairisblackandcurling。Mynoseissufficientlygood。
Myeyesarelargeandgray;andalthough,infacttheyareweakaveryinconvenientdegree,stillnodefectinthisregardwouldbesuspectedfromtheirappearance。Theweaknessitself,however,hasalwaysmuchannoyedme,andIhaveresortedtoeveryremedyshortofwearingglasses。Beingyouthfulandgood-looking,Inaturallydislikethese,andhaveresolutelyrefusedtoemploythem。Iknownothing,indeed,whichsodisfiguresthecountenanceofayoungperson,orsoimpresseseveryfeaturewithanairofdemureness,ifnotaltogetherofsanctimoniousnessandofage。Aneyeglass,ontheotherhand,hasasavorofdownrightfopperyandaffectation。IhavehithertomanagedaswellasIcouldwithouteither。Butsomethingtoomuchofthesemerelypersonaldetails,which,afterall,areoflittleimportance。Iwillcontentmyselfwithsaying,inaddition,thatmytemperamentissanguine,rash,ardent,enthusiasticandthatallmylifeIhavebeenadevotedadmirerofthewomen。
OnenightlastwinterIenteredaboxattheP-Theatre,incompanywithafriend,Mr。Talbot。Itwasanoperanight,andthebillspresentedaveryrareattraction,sothatthehousewasexcessivelycrowded。Wewereintime,however,toobtainthefrontseatswhichhadbeenreservedforus,andintowhich,withsomelittledifficulty,weelbowedourway。