首页 >出版文学> The Way of All Flesh>第48章
  “Youthinkyouhave。”saidMrShaw;“youOxfordandCambridgegentlementhinkyouhaveexaminedeverything。Ihaveexaminedverylittlemyselfexceptthebottomsofoldkettlesandsaucepans,butifyouwillanswermeafewquestions,IwilltellyouwhetherornoyouhaveexaminedmuchmorethanIhave。”
  Ernestexpressedhisreadinesstobequestioned。
  “Then。”saidthetinker,“givemethestoryoftheResurrectionofJesusChristastoldinStJohn’sgospel。”
  IamsorrytosaythatErnestmixedupthefouraccountsinadeplorablemanner;heevenmadetheangelcomedownandrollawaythestoneandsituponit。Hewascoveredwithconfusionwhenthetinkerfirsttoldhimwithoutthebookofsomeofhismanyinaccuracies,andthenverifiedhiscriticismsbyreferringtotheNewTestamentitself。
  “Now。”saidMrShawgoodnaturedly,“Iamanoldmanandyouareayoungone,soperhapsyou’llnotmindmygivingyouapieceofadvice。Ilikeyou,forIbelieveyoumeanwell,butyou’vebeenrealbadbroughtup,andIdon’tthinkyouhaveeverhadsomuchasachanceyet。Youknownothingofoursideofthequestion,andI
  havejustshownyouthatyoudonotknowmuchmoreofyourown,butIthinkyouwillmakeakindofCarlylesortofamansomeday。NowgoupstairsandreadtheaccountsoftheResurrectioncorrectlywithoutmixingthemup,andhaveaclearideaofwhatitisthateachwritertellsus,thenifyoufeelinclinedtopaymeanothervisitIshallbegladtoseeyou,forIshallknowyouhavemadeagoodbeginningandmeanbusiness。Tillthen,Sir,Imustwishyouaverygoodmorning。”
  Ernestretreatedabashed。AnhoursufficedhimtoperformthetaskenjoineduponhimbyMrShaw;andattheendofthathourthe“No,no,no。”whichstillsoundedinhisearsashehearditfromTowneley,cameringingupmoreloudlystillfromtheverypagesoftheBibleitself,andinrespectofthemostimportantofalltheeventswhicharerecordedinit。SurelyErnest’sfirstday’sattemptatmorepromiscuousvisiting,andatcarryingouthisprinciplesmorethoroughly,hadnotbeenunfruitful。ButhemustgoandhaveatalkwithPryer。HethereforegothislunchandwenttoPryer’slodgings。Pryernotbeingathome,heloungedtotheBritishMuseumReadingRoom,thenrecentlyopened,sentforthe“VestigesofCreation。”whichhehadneveryetseen,andspenttherestoftheafternooninreadingit。
  ErnestdidnotseePryeronthedayofhisconversationwithMrShaw,buthedidsonextmorningandfoundhiminagoodtemper,whichoflatehehadrarelybeen。Sometimes,indeed,hehadbehavedtoErnestinawaywhichdidnotbodewellfortheharmonywithwhichtheCollegeofSpiritualPathologywouldworkwhenithadoncebeenfounded。Italmostseemedasthoughheweretryingtogetacompletemoralascendencyoverhim,soastomakehimacreatureofhisown。
  Hedidnotthinkitpossiblethathecouldgotoofar,andindeed,whenIreflectuponmyhero’sfollyandinexperience,thereismuchtobesaidinexcusefortheconclusionwhichPryercameto。
  Asamatteroffact,however,itwasnotso。Ernest’sfaithinPryerhadbeentoogreattobeshakendownallinamoment,butithadbeenweakenedlatelymorethanonce。Ernesthadfoughthardagainstallowinghimselftoseethis,neverthelessanythirdpersonwhoknewthepairwouldhavebeenabletoseethattheconnectionbetweenthetwomightendatanymoment,forwhenthetimeforoneofErnest’ssnipe-likechangesofflightcame,hewasquickinmakingit;thetime,however,wasnotyetcome,andtheintimacybetweenthetwowasapparentlyallthatithadeverbeen。ItwasonlythathorridmoneybusinesssosaidErnesttohimselfthatcausedanyunpleasantnessbetweenthem,andnodoubtPryerwasright,andhe,Ernest,muchtoonervous。However,thatmightstandoverforthepresent。
  Inlikemanner,thoughhehadreceivedashockbyreasonofhisconversationwithMrShaw,andbylookingatthe“Vestiges。”hewasasyettoomuchstunnedtorealisethechangewhichwascomingoverhim。Ineachcasethemomentumofoldhabitscarriedhimforwardintheolddirection。HethereforecalledonPryer,andspentanhourandmorewithhim。
  Hedidnotsaythathehadbeenvisitingamonghisneighbours;thistoPryerwouldhavebeenlikearedragtoabull。HeonlytalkedinmuchhisusualveinabouttheproposedCollege,thelamentablewantofinterestinspiritualthingswhichwascharacteristicofmodernsociety,andotherkindredmatters;heconcludedbysayingthatforthepresenthefearedPryerwasindeedright,andthatnothingcouldbedone。
  “Asregardsthelaity。”saidPryer,“nothing;notuntilwehaveadisciplinewhichwecanenforcewithpainsandpenalties。Howcanasheepdogworkaflockofsheepunlesshecanbiteoccasionallyaswellasbark?Butasregardsourselveswecandomuch。”
  Pryer’smannerwasstrangethroughouttheconversation,asthoughhewerethinkingallthetimeofsomethingelse。HiseyeswanderedcuriouslyoverErnest,asErnesthadoftennoticedthemwanderbefore:thewordswereaboutChurchdiscipline,butsomehoworotherthedisciplinepartofthestoryhadaknackofdroppingoutafterhavingbeenagainandagainemphaticallydeclaredtoapplytothelaityandnottotheclergy:onceindeedPryerhadpettishlyexclaimed:“Oh,bothertheCollegeofSpiritualPathology。”Asregardstheclergy,glimpsesofaprettylargeclovenhoofkeptpeepingoutfromunderthesaintlyrobeofPryer’sconversation,totheeffect,thatsolongastheyweretheoreticallyperfect,practicalpeccadilloes——orevenpeccadaccios,ifthereissuchaword,wereoflessimportance。Hewasrestless,asthoughwantingtoapproachasubjectwhichhedidnotquiteventuretotouchupon,andkeptharpinghedidthisabouteverythirddayonthewretchedlackofdefinitionconcerningthelimitsofviceandvirtue,andthewayinwhichhalftheviceswantedregulatingratherthanprohibiting。Hedweltalsoontheadvantagesofcompleteunreserve,andhintedthatthereweremysteriesintowhichErnesthadnotyetbeeninitiated,butwhichwouldenlightenhimwhenhegottoknowthem,ashewouldbeallowedtodowhenhisfriendssawthathewasstrongenough。
  Pryerhadoftenbeenlikethisbefore,butneversonearly,asitseemedtoErnest,comingtoapoint——thoughwhatthepointwashecouldnotfullyunderstand。HisinquietudewascommunicatingitselftoErnest,whowouldprobablyerelonghavecometoknowasmuchasPryercouldtellhim,buttheconversationwasabruptlyinterruptedbytheappearanceofavisitor。Weshallneverknowhowitwouldhaveended,forthiswastheverylasttimethatErnesteversawPryer。PerhapsPryerwasgoingtobreaktohimsomebadnewsabouthisspeculations。
  ErnestnowwenthomeandoccupiedhimselftillluncheonwithstudyingDeanAlford’snotesuponthevariousEvangelisticrecordsoftheResurrection,doingasMrShawhadtoldhim,andtryingtofindoutnotthattheywereallaccurate,butwhethertheywereallaccurateorno。Hedidnotcarewhichresultheshouldarriveat,buthewasresolvedthathewouldreachoneortheother。WhenhehadfinishedDeanAlford’snoteshefoundthemcometothis,namely,thatnooneyethadsucceededinbringingthefouraccountsintotolerableharmonywitheachother,andthattheDean,seeingnochanceofsucceedingbetterthanhispredecessorshaddone,recommendedthatthewholestoryshouldbetakenontrust——andthisErnestwasnotpreparedtodo。
  Hegothisluncheon,wentoutforalongwalk,andreturnedtodinnerathalfpastsix。WhileMrsJuppwasgettinghimhisdinner——
  asteakandapintofstout——shetoldhimthatMissSnowwouldbeveryhappytoseehiminaboutanhour’stime。Thisdisconcertedhim,forhismindwastoounsettledforhimtowishtoconvertanyonejustthen。Hereflectedalittle,andfoundthat,inspiteofthesuddenshocktohisopinions,hewasbeingirresistiblydrawntopaythevisitasthoughnothinghadhappened。Itwouldnotlookwellforhimnottogo,forhewasknowntobeinthehouse。HeoughtnottobeintoogreatahurrytochangehisopinionsonsuchamatterastheevidenceforChrist’sResurrectionallofasudden——
  besidesheneednottalktoMissSnowaboutthissubjectto-day——
  therewereotherthingshemighttalkabout。Whatotherthings?
  Ernestfelthisheartbeatfastandfiercely,andaninwardmonitorwarnedhimthathewasthinkingofanythingratherthanofMissSnow’ssoul。
  Whatshouldhedo?Fly,fly,fly——itwastheonlysafety。ButwouldChristhavefled?EventhoughChristhadnotdiedandrisenfromthedeadtherecouldbenoquestionthatHewasthemodelwhoseexamplewewereboundtofollow。ChristwouldnothavefledfromMissSnow;hewassureofthat,forHewentaboutmoreespeciallywithprostitutesanddisreputablepeople。Now,asthen,itwasthebusinessofthetrueChristiantocallnottherighteousbutsinnerstorepentance。Itwouldbeinconvenienttohimtochangehislodgings,andhecouldnotaskMrsJupptoturnMissSnowandMissMaitlandoutofthehouse。Wherewashetodrawtheline?Whowouldbejustgoodenoughtoliveinthesamehousewithhim,andwhojustnotgoodenough?
  Besides,wherewerethesepoorgirlstogo?Washetodrivethemfromhousetohousetilltheyhadnoplacetoliein?Itwasabsurd;hisdutywasclear:hewouldgoandseeMissSnowatonce,andtryifhecouldnotinducehertochangeherpresentmodeoflife;ifhefoundtemptationbecomingtoostrongforhimhewouldflythen——sohewentupstairswithhisBibleunderhisarm,andaconsumingfireinhisheart。
  HefoundMissSnowlookingveryprettyinaneatly,nottosaydemurely,furnishedroom。Ithinkshehadboughtanilluminatedtextortwo,andpinneditupoverherfire-placethatmorning。
  Ernestwasverymuchpleasedwithher,andmechanicallyplacedhisBibleuponthetable。Hehadjustopenedatimidconversationandwasdeepinblushes,whenahurriedstepcameboundingupthestairsasthoughofoneoverwhomtheforceofgravityhadlittlepower,andamanburstintotheroomsaying,“I’mcomebeforemytime。”ItwasTowneley。
  HisfacedroppedashecaughtsightofErnest。“What,youhere,Pontifex!Well,uponmyword!”
  Icannotdescribethehurriedexplanationsthatpassedquicklybetweenthethree——enoughthatinlessthanaminuteErnest,blushingmorescarletthanever,slunkoff,Bibleandall,deeplyhumiliatedashecontrastedhimselfandTowneley。BeforehehadreachedthebottomofthestaircaseleadingtohisownroomheheardTowneley’sheartylaughthroughMissSnow’sdoor,andcursedthehourthathewasborn。
  ThenitflasheduponhimthatifhecouldnotseeMissSnowhecouldatanyrateseeMissMaitland。Heknewwellenoughwhathewantednow,andasfortheBible,hepusheditfromhimtotheotherendofhistable。Itfelloverontothefloor,andhekickeditintoacorner。ItwastheBiblegivenhimathischristeningbyhisaffectionateaunt,ElizabethAllaby。True,heknewverylittleofMissMaitland,butignorantyoungfoolsinErnest’sstatedonotreflectorreasonclosely。MrsBaxterhadsaidthatMissMaitlandandMissSnowwerebirdsofafeather,andMrsBaxterprobablyknewbetterthanthatoldliar,MrsJupp。Shakespearesays:
  OOpportunity,thyguiltisgreat’Tisthouthatexecut’stthetraitor’streason: