Thencameanevenworsereflection;howifhehadfallenamongmaterialthievesaswellasspiritualones?Heknewverylittleofhowhismoneywasgoingon;hehadputitallnowintoPryer’shands,andthoughPryergavehimcashtospendwheneverhewantedit,heseemedimpatientofbeingquestionedastowhatwasbeingdonewiththeprincipal。Itwaspartoftheunderstanding,hesaid,thatthatwastobelefttohim,andErnesthadbettersticktothis,orhe,Pryer,wouldthrowuptheCollegeofSpiritualPathologyaltogether;andsoErnestwascowedintoacquiescence,orcajoled,accordingtothehumourinwhichPryersawhimtobe。
ErnestthoughtthatfurtherquestionswouldlookasifhedoubtedPryer’sword,andalsothathehadgonetoofartobeabletorecedeindecencyorhonour。This,however,hefeltwasridingouttomeettroubleunnecessarily。Pryerhadbeenalittleimpatient,buthewasagentlemanandanadmirablemanofbusiness,sohismoneywoulddoubtlesscomebacktohimallrightsomeday。
Ernestcomfortedhimselfasregardsthislastsourceofanxiety,butasregardstheother,hebegantofeelasthough,ifhewastobesaved,agoodSamaritanmusthurryupfromsomewhere——heknewnotwhence。
Nextdayhefeltstrongeragain。Hehadbeenlisteningtothevoiceoftheeviloneonthenightbefore,andwouldparleynomorewithsuchthoughts。Hehadchosenhisprofession,andhisdutywastoperseverewithit。IfhewasunhappyitwasprobablybecausehewasnotgivingupallforChrist。Lethimseewhetherhecouldnotdomorethanhewasdoingnow,andthenperhapsalightwouldbesheduponhispath。
Itwasallverywelltohavemadethediscoverythathedidn’tverymuchlikepoorpeople,buthehadgottoputupwiththem,foritwasamongthemthathisworkmustlie。SuchmenasTowneleywereverykindandconsiderate,butheknewwellenoughitwasonlyonconditionthathedidnotpreachtothem。Hecouldmanagethepoorbetter,and,letPryersneerasheliked,hewasresolvedtogomoreamongthem,andtrytheeffectofbringingChristtothemiftheywouldnotcomeandseekChristofthemselves。Hewouldbeginwithhisownhouse。
Whothenshouldhetakefirst?Surelyhecouldnotdobetterthanbeginwiththetailorwholivedimmediatelyoverhishead。Thiswouldbedesirable,notonlybecausehewastheonewhoseemedtostandmostinneedofconversion,butalsobecause,ifhewereonceconverted,hewouldnolongerbeathiswifeattwoo’clockinthemorning,andthehousewouldbemuchpleasanterinconsequence。Hewouldthereforegoupstairsatonce,andhaveaquiettalkwiththisman。
Beforedoingso,hethoughtitwouldbewellifheweretodrawupsomethinglikeaplanofacampaign;hethereforereflectedoversomeprettyconversationswhichwoulddoverynicelyifMrHoltwouldbekindenoughtomaketheanswersproposedforhimintheirproperplaces。Butthemanwasagreathulkingfellow,ofasavagetemper,andErnestwasforcedtoadmitthatunforeseendevelopmentsmightarisetodisconcerthim。Theysayittakesninetailorstomakeaman,butErnestfeltthatitwouldtakeatleastnineErneststomakeaMrHolt。Howif,assoonasErnestcamein,thetailorweretobecomeviolentandabusive?Whatcouldhedo?MrHoltwasinhisownlodgings,andhadarighttobeundisturbed。Alegalright,yes,buthadheamoralright?Ernestthoughtnot,consideringhismodeoflife。Butputthisononeside;ifthemanweretobeviolent,whatshouldhedo?PaulhadfoughtwithwildbeastsatEphesus——thatmustindeedhavebeenawful——butperhapstheywerenotverywildwildbeasts;arabbitandacanaryarewildbeasts;but,formidableornotaswildbeastsgo,theywould,neverthelessstandnochanceagainstStPaul,forhewasinspired;
themiraclewouldhavebeenifthewildbeastsescaped,notthatStPaulshouldhavedoneso;but,howeverallthismightbe,ErnestfeltthathedarednotbegintoconvertMrHoltbyfightinghim。
Why,whenhehadheardMrsHoltscreaming“murder。”hehadcoweredunderthebedclothesandwaited,expectingtoheartheblooddrippingthroughtheceilingontohisownfloor。Hisimaginationtranslatedeverysoundintoapat,pat,pat,andonceortwicehethoughthehadfeltitdroppingontohiscounterpane,buthehadnevergoneupstairstotryandrescuepoorMrsHolt。HappilyithadprovednextmorningthatMrsHoltwasinherusualhealth。
Ernestwasindespairabouthittingonanygoodwayofopeningupspiritualcommunicationwithhisneighbour,whenitoccurredtohimthathehadbetterperhapsbeginbygoingupstairs,andknockingverygentlyatMrHolt’sdoor。HewouldthenresignhimselftotheguidanceoftheHolySpirit,andactastheoccasion,which,I
suppose,wasanothernamefortheHolySpirit,suggested。Triplyarmedwiththisreflection,hemountedthestairsquitejauntily,andwasabouttoknockwhenheheardHolt’svoiceinsideswearingsavagelyathiswife。Thismadehimpausetothinkwhetherafterallthemomentwasanauspiciousone,andwhilehewasthuspausing,MrHolt,whohadheardthatsomeonewasonthestairs,openedthedoorandputhisheadout。WhenhesawErnest,hemadeanunpleasant,nottosayoffensivemovement,whichmightormightnothavebeendirectedatErnestandlookedaltogethersouglythatmyherohadaninstantaneousandunequivocalrevelationfromtheHolySpirittotheeffectthatheshouldcontinuehisjourneyupstairsatonce,asthoughhehadneverintendedarrestingitatMrHolt’sroom,andbeginbyconvertingMrandMrsBaxter,theMethodistsinthetopfloorfront。Sothiswaswhathedid。
Thesegoodpeoplereceivedhimwithopenarms,andwerequitereadytotalk。HewasbeginningtoconvertthemfromMethodismtotheChurchofEngland,whenallatoncehefoundhimselfembarrassedbydiscoveringthathedidnotknowwhathewastoconvertthemfrom。
HeknewtheChurchofEngland,orthoughthedid,butheknewnothingofMethodismbeyonditsname。Whenhefoundthat,accordingtoMrBaxter,theWesleyanshadavigoroussystemofChurchdisciplinewhichworkedadmirablyinpracticeitappearedtohimthatJohnWesleyhadanticipatedthespiritualenginewhichheandPryerwerepreparing,andwhenhelefttheroomhewasawarethathehadcaughtmoreofaspiritualTartarthanhehadexpected。ButhemustcertainlyexplaintoPryerthattheWesleyanshadasystemofChurchdiscipline。Thiswasveryimportant。
MrBaxteradvisedErnestonnoaccounttomeddlewithMrHolt,andErnestwasmuchrelievedattheadvice。Ifanopportunityaroseoftouchingtheman’sheart,hewouldtakeit;hewouldpatthechildrenontheheadwhenhesawthemonthestairs,andingratiatehimselfwiththemasfarashedared;theyweresturdyyoungsters,andErnestwasafraidevenofthem,fortheywerereadywiththeirtongues,andknewmuchfortheirages。Ernestfeltthatitwouldindeedbealmostbetterforhimthatamillstoneshouldbehangedabouthisneck,andhecastintothesea,thanthatheshouldoffendoneofthelittleHolts。However,hewouldtrynottooffendthem;
perhapsanoccasionalpennyortwomightsquarethem。Thiswasasmuchashecoulddo,forhesawthattheattempttobeinstantoutofseason,aswellasinseason,would,StPaul’sinjunctionnotwithstanding,endinfailure。
MrsBaxtergaveaverybadaccountofMissEmilySnow,wholodgedinthesecondfloorbacknexttoMrHolt。HerstorywasquitedifferentfromthatofMrsJuppthelandlady。ShewoulddoubtlessbeonlytoogladtoreceiveErnest’sministrationsorthoseofanyothergentleman,butshewasnogoverness,shewasintheballetatDruryLane,andbesidesthis,shewasaverybadyoungwoman,andifMrsBaxterwaslandladywouldnotbeallowedtostayinthehouseasinglehour,notsheindeed。
MissMaitlandinthenextroomtoMrsBaxter’sownwasaquietandrespectableyoungwomantoallappearance;MrsBaxterhadneverknownofanygoingsoninthatquarter,but,blessyou,stillwatersrundeep,andthesegirlswereallalike,oneasbadastheother。
Shewasoutatallkindsofhours,andwhenyouknewthatyouknewall。
ErnestdidnotpaymuchheedtotheseaspersionsofMrsBaxter’s。
MrsJupphadgotroundthegreaternumberofhismanyblindsides,andhadwarnedhimnottobelieveMrsBaxter,whoselipshesaidwassomethingawful。
Ernesthadheardthatwomenwerealwaysjealousofoneanother,andcertainlytheseyoungwomenweremoreattractivethanMrsBaxterwas,sojealousywasprobablyatthebottomofit。Iftheyweremalignedtherecouldbenoobjectiontohismakingtheiracquaintance;ifnotmalignedtheyhadallthemoreneedofhisministrations。Hewouldreclaimthematonce。
HetoldMrsJuppofhisintention。MrsJuppatfirsttriedtodissuadehim,butseeinghimresolute,suggestedthatsheshouldherselfseeMissSnowfirst,soastoprepareherandpreventherfrombeingalarmedbyhisvisit。Shewasnotathomenow,butinthecourseofthenextday,itshouldbearranged。InthemeantimehehadbettertryMrShaw,thetinker,inthefrontkitchen。MrsBaxterhadtoldErnestthatMrShawwasfromtheNorthCountry,andanavowedfreethinker;hewouldprobably,shesaid,ratherlikeavisit,butshedidnotthinkErnestwouldstandmuchchanceofmakingaconvertofhim。
BeforegoingdownintothekitchentoconvertthetinkerErnestranhurriedlyoverhisanalysisofPaley’sevidences,andputintohispocketacopyofArchbishopWhateley’s“HistoricDoubts。”Thenhedescendedthedarkrottenoldstairsandknockedatthetinker’sdoor。MrShawwasverycivil;hesaidhewasratherthrongjustnow,butifErnestdidnotmindthesoundofhammeringheshouldbeverygladofatalkwithhim。Ourhero,assentingtothis,erelongledtheconversationtoWhateley’s“HistoricDoubts“——aworkwhich,asthereadermayknow,pretendstoshowthatthereneverwasanysuchpersonasNapoleonBuonaparte,andthussatirisestheargumentsofthosewhohaveattackedtheChristianmiracles。
MrShawsaidheknew“HistoricDoubts“verywell。
“Andwhatyouthinkofit?”saidErnest,whoregardedthepamphletasamasterpieceofwitandcogency。
“Ifyoureallywanttoknow。”saidMrShaw,withaslytwinkle,“I
thinkthathewhowassowillingandabletoprovethatwhatwaswasnot,wouldbeequallyableandwillingtomakeacaseforthinkingthatwhatwasnotwas,ifitsuitedhispurpose。”Ernestwasverymuchtakenaback。HowwasitthatallthecleverpeopleofCambridgehadneverputhimuptothissimplerejoinder?Theansweriseasy:theydidnotdevelopitforthesamereasonthatahenhadneverdevelopedwebbedfeet——thatistosay,becausetheydidnotwanttodoso;butthiswasbeforethedaysofEvolution,andErnestcouldnotasyetknowanythingofthegreatprinciplethatunderliesit。
“Yousee。”continuedMrShaw,“thesewritersallgettheirlivingbywritinginacertainway,andthemoretheywriteinthatway,themoretheyarelikelytogeton。Youshouldnotcallthemdishonestforthisanymorethanajudgeshouldcallabarristerdishonestforearninghislivingbydefendingoneinwhoseinnocencehedoesnotseriouslybelieve;butyoushouldhearthebarristerontheothersidebeforeyoudecideuponthecase。”
Thiswasanotherfacer。Ernestcouldonlystammerthathehadendeavouredtoexaminethesequestionsascarefullyashecould。
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