Herfaceasindeedfacesgenerallyare,thoughIgranttheyliesometimeswasafairindextoherdisposition。Shewasgoodnatureitself,andeveryoneinthehouse,notexcludingIbelieveevenTheobaldhimselfafterafashion,wasfondofher。AsforChristinashetooktheverywarmestinterestinher,andusedtohaveherintothedining-roomtwiceaweek,andprepareherforconfirmationforbysomeaccidentshehadneverbeenconfirmedbyexplainingtoherthegeographyofPalestineandtheroutestakenbyStPaulonhisvariousjourneysinAsiaMinor。
WhenBishopTreadwelldidactuallycomedowntoBattersbyandholdaconfirmationthereChristinahadherwish,hesleptatBattersby,andshehadagranddinnerpartyforhim,andcalledhim“Mylord“
severaltimes,hewassomuchstruckwithherprettyfaceandmodestdemeanourwhenhelaidhishandsuponherthatheaskedChristinaabouther。WhensherepliedthatEllenwasoneofherownservants,thebishopseemed,soshethoughtorchosetothink,quitepleasedthatsoprettyagirlshouldhavefoundsoexceptionallygoodasituation。
Ernestusedtogetupearlyduringtheholidayssothathemightplaythepianobeforebreakfastwithoutdisturbinghispapaandmamma——orrather,perhaps,withoutbeingdisturbedbythem。Ellenwouldgenerallybetheresweepingthedrawing-roomflooranddustingwhilehewasplaying,andtheboy,whowasreadytomakefriendswithmostpeople,soonbecameveryfondofher。Hewasnotasageneralrulesensitivetothecharmsofthefairsex,indeedhehadhardlybeenthrowninwithanywomenexcepthisAuntsAllaby,andhisAuntAlethea,hismother,hissisterCharlotteandMrsJay;
sometimesalsohehadhadtotakeoffhishattotheMissSkinners,andhadfeltasifheshouldsinkintotheearthondoingso,buthisshynesshadwornoffwithEllen,andthepairhadbecomefastfriends。
PerhapsitwaswellthatErnestwasnotathomeforverylongtogether,butasyethisaffectionthoughheartywasquitePlatonic。
Hewasnotonlyinnocent,butdeplorably——Imightevensayguiltily——
innocent。HispreferencewasbaseduponthefactthatEllenneverscoldedhim,butwasalwayssmilingandgoodtempered;besidessheusedtoliketohearhimplay,andthisgavehimadditionalzestinplaying。ThemorningaccesstothepianowasindeedtheonedistinctadvantagewhichtheholidayshadinErnest’seyes,foratschoolhecouldnotgetatapianoexceptquasi-surreptitiouslyattheshopofMrPearsall,themusic-seller。
Onreturningthismidsummerhewasshockedtofindhisfavouritelookingpaleandill。Allhergoodspiritshadlefther,theroseshadfledfromhercheek,andsheseemedonthepointofgoingintoadecline。Shesaidshewasunhappyabouthermother,whosehealthwasfailing,andwasafraidshewasherselfnotlongforthisworld。
Christina,ofcourse,noticedthechange。“Ihaveoftenremarked。”
shesaid,“thatthoseveryfresh-coloured,healthy-lookinggirlsarethefirsttobreakup。IhavegivenhercalomelandJames’spowdersrepeatedly,andthoughshedoesnotlikeit,IthinkImustshowhertoDrMartinwhenhenextcomeshere。”
“Verywell,mydear。”saidTheobald,andsonexttimeDrMartincameEllenwassentfor。DrMartinsoondiscoveredwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenapparenttoChristinaherselfifshehadbeenabletoconceiveofsuchanailmentinconnectionwithaservantwholivedunderthesameroofasTheobaldandherself——thepurityofwhosemarriedlifeshouldhavepreservedallunmarriedpeoplewhocamenearthemfromanytaintofmischief。
WhenitwasdiscoveredthatinthreeorfourmonthsmoreEllenwouldbecomeamother,Christina’snaturalgoodnaturewouldhavepromptedhertodealaslenientlywiththecaseasshecould,ifshehadnotbeenpanic-strickenlestanymercyonherandTheobald’spartshouldbeconstruedintotoleration,howeverpartial,ofsogreatasin;
hereonshedashedoffintotheconvictionthattheonlythingtodowastopayEllenherwages,andpackheroffontheinstantbagandbaggageoutofthehousewhichpurityhadmoreespeciallyandparticularlysingledoutforitsabidingcity。WhenshethoughtofthefearfulcontaminationwhichEllen’scontinuedpresenceevenforaweekwouldoccasion,shecouldnothesitate。
Thencamethequestion——horridthought!——astowhowasthepartnerofEllen’sguilt?Wasit,coulditbe,herownson,herdarlingErnest?Ernestwasgettingabigboynow。Shecouldexcuseanyyoungwomanfortakingafancytohim;asforhimself,whyshewassurehewasbehindnoyoungmanofhisageinappreciationofthecharmsofanice-lookingyoungwoman。Solongashewasinnocentshedidnotmindthis,butoh,ifhewereguilty!
Shecouldnotbeartothinkofit,andyetitwouldbemerecowardicenottolooksuchamatterintheface——herhopewasintheLord,andshewasreadytobearcheerfullyandmakethebestofanysufferingHemightthinkfittolayuponher。Thatthebabymustbeeitheraboyorgirl——thismuch,atanyrate,wasclear。Nolessclearwasitthatthechild,ifaboy,wouldresembleTheobald,andifagirl,herself。Resemblance,whetherofbodyormind,generallyleapedoverageneration。Theguiltoftheparentsmustnotbesharedbytheinnocentoffspringofshame——oh!no——andsuchachildasthiswouldbe……Shewasoffinoneofherreveriesatonce。
ThechildwasintheactofbeingconsecratedArchbishopofCanterburywhenTheobaldcameinfromavisitintheparish,andwastoldoftheshockingdiscovery。
ChristinasaidnothingaboutErnest,andIbelievewasmorethanhalfangrywhentheblamewaslaiduponothershoulders。Shewaseasilyconsoled,however,andfellbackonthedoublereflection,firstly,thathersonwaspure,andsecondly,thatshewasquitesurehewouldnothavebeensohaditnotbeenforhisreligiousconvictionswhichhadheldhimback——as,ofcourse,itwasonlytobeexpectedtheywould。
TheobaldagreedthatnotimemustbelostinpayingEllenherwagesandpackingheroff。Sothiswasdone,andlessthantwohoursafterDrMartinhadenteredthehouseEllenwassittingbesideJohnthecoachman,withherfacemuffledupsothatitcouldnotbeseen,weepingbitterlyasshewasbeingdriventothestation。
Ernesthadbeenoutallthemorning,butcameintotheyardoftheRectoryfromthespinneybehindthehousejustasEllen’sthingswerebeingputintothecarriage。HethoughtitwasEllenwhomhethensawgetintothecarriage,butasherfacehadbeenhiddenbyherhandkerchiefhehadnotbeenabletoseeplainlywhoitwas,anddismissedtheideaasimprobable。
Hewenttotheback-kitchenwindow,atwhichthecookwasstandingpeelingthepotatoesfordinner,andfoundhercryingbitterly。
Ernestwasmuchdistressed,forhelikedthecook,and,ofcourse,wantedtoknowwhatallthematterwas,whoitwasthathadjustgoneoffintheponycarriage,andwhy?ThecooktoldhimitwasEllen,butsaidthatnoearthlypowershouldmakeitcrossherlipswhyitwasshewasgoingaway;when,however,Ernesttookheraupieddelalettreandaskednofurtherquestions,shetoldhimallaboutitafterextortingthemostsolemnpromisesofsecrecy。
IttookErnestsomeminutestoarriveatthefactsofthecase,butwhenheunderstoodthemheleanedagainstthepump,whichstoodneartheback-kitchenwindow,andmingledhistearswiththecook’s。
Thenhisbloodbegantoboilwithinhim。Hedidnotseethatafterallhisfatherandmothercouldhavedonemuchotherwisethantheyactuallydid。Theymightperhapshavebeenlessprecipitate,andtriedtokeepthematteralittlemorequiet,butthiswouldnothavebeeneasy,norwouldithavemendedthingsverymaterially。
Thebitterfactremainsthatifagirldoescertainthingsshemustdothematherperil,nomatterhowyoungandprettysheisnortowhattemptationshehassuccumbed。Thisisthewayoftheworld,andasyettherehasbeennohelpfoundforit。
Ernestcouldonlyseewhathegatheredfromthecook,namely,thathisfavourite,Ellen,wasbeingturnedadriftwithamatterofthreepoundsinherpocket,togosheknewnotwhere,andtodosheknewnotwhat,andthatshehadsaidsheshouldhangordrownherself,whichtheboyimplicitlybelievedshewould。
Withgreaterpromptitudethanhehadshownyet,hereckoneduphismoneyandfoundhehadtwoshillingsandthreepenceathiscommand;
therewashisknifewhichmightsellforashilling,andtherewasthesilverwatchhisAuntAletheahadgivenhimshortlybeforeshedied。Thecarriagehadbeengonenowafullquarterofanhour,anditmusthavegotsomedistanceahead,buthewoulddohisbesttocatchitup,andtherewereshortcutswhichwouldperhapsgivehimachance。Hewasoffatonce,andfromthetopofthehilljustpasttheRectorypaddockhecouldseethecarriage,lookingverysmall,onabitofroadwhichshowedperhapsamileandahalfinfrontofhim。
OneofthemostpopularamusementsatRoughboroughwasaninstitutioncalled“thehounds“——morecommonlyknownelsewhereas“hareandhounds。”butinthiscasetheharewasacoupleofboyswhowerecalledfoxes,andboysaresoparticularaboutcorrectnessofnomenclaturewheretheirsportsareconcernedthatIdarenotsaytheyplayed“hareandhounds“;thesewere“thehounds。”andthatwasall。Ernest’swantofmuscularstrengthdidnottellagainsthimhere;therewasnojostlingupagainstboyswho,thoughneitheroldernortallerthanhe,wereyetmorerobustlybuilt;ifitcametomereendurancehewasasgoodasanyoneelse,sowhenhiscarpenteringwasstoppedhehadnaturallytakento“thehounds“ashisfavouriteamusement。Hislungsthusexercisedhadbecomedeveloped,andasarunofsixorsevenmilesacrosscountrywasnotmorethanhewasusedto,hedidnotdespairbythehelpoftheshortcutsofovertakingthecarriage,orattheworstofcatchingEllenatthestationbeforethetrainleft。Soheranandranandrantillhisfirstwindwasgoneandhissecondcame,andhecouldbreathemoreeasily。Neverwith“thehounds“hadherunsofastandwithsofewbreaksasnow,butwithallhiseffortsandthehelpoftheshortcutshedidnotcatchupthecarriage,andwouldprobablynothavedonesohadnotJohnhappenedtoturnhisheadandseenhimrunningandmakingsignsforthecarriagetostopaquarterofamileoff。Hewasnowaboutfivemilesfromhome,andwasnearlydoneup。
Hewascrimsonwithhisexertion;coveredwithdust,andwithhistrousersandcoatsleevesatrifleshortforhimhecutapoorfigureenoughashethrustonEllenhiswatch,hisknife,andthelittlemoneyhehad。Theonethingheimploredofherwasnottodothosedreadfulthingswhichshethreatened——forhissakeiffornootherreason。
Ellenatfirstwouldnothearoftakinganythingfromhim,butthecoachman,whowasfromthenorthcountry,sidedwithErnest。“Takeit,mylass。”hesaidkindly,“takewhatthoucanstgetwhilesthoucanstgetit;asforMasterErnesthere——hehasrunwellafterthee;
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