ThoughscarcelyontermswithherbrotherJohn,shehadkeptupcloserrelationswithTheobaldandhisfamily,andhadpaidafewdays’visittoBattersbyonceineverytwoyearsorso。AletheahadalwaystriedtolikeTheobaldandjoinforceswithhimasmuchasshecouldfortheytwoweretheharesofthefamily,therestbeingallhounds,butitwasnouse。Ibelieveherchiefreasonformaintainingrelationswithherbrotherwasthatshemightkeepaneyeonhischildrenandgivethemaliftiftheyprovednice。
WhenMissPontifexhadcomedowntoBattersbyinoldtimesthechildrenhadnotbeenbeaten,andtheirlessonshadbeenmadelighter。Sheeasilysawthattheywereoverworkedandunhappy,butshecouldhardlyguesshowall-reachingwastheregimeunderwhichtheylived。Sheknewshecouldnotinterfereeffectuallythen,andwiselyforboretomaketoomanyenquiries。Hertime,ifeveritwastocome,wouldbewhenthechildrenwerenolongerlivingunderthesameroofastheirparents。ItendedinhermakinguphermindtohavenothingtodowitheitherJoeyorCharlotte,buttoseesomuchofErnestasshouldenablehertoformanopinionabouthisdispositionandabilities。
HehadnowbeenayearandahalfatRoughboroughandwasnearlyfourteenyearsold,sothathischaracterhadbeguntoshape。Hisaunthadnotseenhimforsomelittletimeand,thinkingthatifshewastoexploithimshecoulddosonowperhapsbetterthanatanyothertime,sheresolvedtogodowntoRoughboroughonsomepretextwhichshouldbegoodenoughforTheobald,andtotakestockofhernephewundercircumstancesinwhichshecouldgethimforsomefewhourstoherself。AccordinglyinAugust1849,whenErnestwasjustenteringonhisfourthhalfyearacabdroveuptoDrSkinner’sdoorwithMissPontifex,whoaskedandobtainedleaveforErnesttocomeanddinewithherattheSwanHotel。ShehadwrittentoErnesttosayshewascomingandhewasofcourseonthelook-outforher。Hehadnotseenherforsolongthathewasrathershyatfirst,buthergoodnaturesoonsethimathisease。Shewassostronglybiassedinfavourofanythingyoungthatherheartwarmedtowardshimatonce,thoughhisappearancewaslessprepossessingthanshehadhoped。Shetookhimtoacakeshopandgavehimwhateverhelikedassoonasshehadgothimofftheschoolpremises;andErnestfeltatoncethatshecontrastedfavourablyevenwithhisauntstheMissesAllaby,whoweresoverysweetandgood。TheMissesAllabywereverypoor;sixpencewastothemwhatfiveshillingswastoAlethea。Whatchancehadtheyagainstonewho,ifshehadamind,couldputbyoutofherincometwiceasmuchasthey,poorwomen,couldspend?
Theboyhadplentyofprattleinhimwhenhewasnotsnubbed,andAletheaencouragedhimtochatteraboutwhatevercameuppermost。Hewasalwaysreadytotrustanyonewhowaskindtohim;ittookmanyyearstomakehimreasonablywaryinthisrespect——ifindeed,asI
sometimesdoubt,heeverwillbeaswaryasheoughttobe——andinashorttimehehadquitedissociatedhisauntfromhispapaandmammaandtherest,withwhomhisinstincttoldhimheshouldbeonhisguard。Littledidheknowhowgreat,asfarashewasconcerned,weretheissuesthatdependeduponhisbehaviour。Ifhehadknown,hewouldperhapshaveplayedhispartlesssuccessfully。
Hisauntdrewfromhimmoredetailsofhishomeandschoollifethanhispapaandmammawouldhaveapprovedof,buthehadnoideathathewasbeingpumped。ShegotoutofhimallaboutthehappySundayevenings,andhowheandJoeyandCharlottequarrelledsometimes,butshetooknosideandtreatedeverythingasthoughitwereamatterofcourse。Likealltheboys,hecouldmimicDrSkinner,andwhenwarmedwithdinner,andtwoglassesofsherrywhichmadehimnearlytipsy,hefavouredhisauntwithsamplesoftheDoctor’smannerandspokeofhimfamiliarlyas“Sam。”
“Sam。”hesaid,“isanawfuloldhumbug。”Itwasthesherrythatbroughtoutthispieceofswagger,forwhateverelsehewasDrSkinnerwasarealitytoMasterErnest,beforewhich,indeed,hesankintohisbootsinnotime。Aletheasmiledandsaid,“Imustnotsayanythingtothat,mustI?”Ernestsaid,“Isupposenot。”
andwaschecked。By-and-byheventedanumberofsmallsecond-handpriggishnesseswhichhehadcaughtupbelievingthemtobethecorrectthing,andmadeitplainthatevenatthatearlyageErnestbelievedinErnestwithabeliefwhichwasamusingfromitsabsurdity。Hisauntjudgedhimcharitablyasshewassuretodo;
sheknewverywellwherethepriggishnesscamefrom,andseeingthatthestringofhistonguehadbeenloosenedsufficientlygavehimnomoresherry。
Itwasafterdinner,however,thathecompletedtheconquestofhisaunt。Shethendiscoveredthat,likeherself,hewaspassionatelyfondofmusic,andthat,too,ofthehighestclass。Heknew,andhummedorwhistledtoherallsortsofpiecesoutoftheworksofthegreatmasters,whichaboyofhisagecouldhardlybeexpectedtoknow,anditwasevidentthatthiswaspurelyinstinctive,inasmuchasmusicreceivednokindofencouragementatRoughborough。
Therewasnoboyintheschoolasfondofmusicashewas。Hepickeduphisknowledge,hesaid,fromtheorganistofStMichael’sChurchwhousedtopractisesometimesonaweek-dayafternoon。
Ernesthadheardtheorganboomingawayashewaspassingoutsidethechurchandhadsneakedinsideandupintotheorganloft。Inthecourseoftimetheorganistbecameaccustomedtohimasafamiliarvisitant,andthepairbecamefriends。
ItwasthiswhichdecidedAletheathattheboywasworthtakingpainswith。“Helikesthebestmusic。”shethought,“andhehatesDrSkinner。Thisisaveryfairbeginning。”Whenshesenthimawayatnightwithasovereigninhispocketandhehadonlyhopedtogetfiveshillingsshefeltasthoughshehadhadagooddealmorethanhermoney’sworthforhermoney。
NextdayMissPontifexreturnedtotown,withherthoughtsfullofhernephewandhowshecouldbestbeofusetohim。
Itappearedtoherthattodohimanyrealserviceshemustdevoteherselfalmostentirelytohim;shemustinfactgiveuplivinginLondon,atanyrateforalongtime,andliveatRoughboroughwhereshecouldseehimcontinually。Thiswasaseriousundertaking;shehadlivedinLondonforthelasttwelveyears,andnaturallydislikedtheprospectofasmallcountrytownsuchasRoughborough。
Wasitaprudentthingtoattemptsomuch?Mustnotpeopletaketheirchancesinthisworld?Cananyonedomuchforanyoneelseunlessbymakingawillinhisfavouranddyingthenandthere?
Shouldnoteachlookafterhisownhappiness,andwillnottheworldbebestcarriedonifeveryonemindshisownbusinessandleavesotherpeopletomindtheirs?Lifeisnotadonkeyraceinwhicheveryoneistoridehisneighbour’sdonkeyandthelastistowin,andthepsalmistlongsinceformulatedacommonexperiencewhenhedeclaredthatnomanmaydeliverhisbrothernormakeagreementuntoGodforhim,foritcostmoretoredeemtheirsouls,sothathemustletthataloneforever。
Alltheseexcellentreasonsforlettinghernephewaloneoccurredtoher,andmanymore,butagainstthemtherepleadedawoman’sloveforchildren,andherdesiretofindsomeoneamongtheyoungerbranchesofherownfamilytowhomshecouldbecomewarmlyattached,andwhomshecouldattachwarmlytoherself。
Overandabovethisshewantedsomeonetoleavehermoneyto;shewasnotgoingtoleaveittopeopleaboutwhomsheknewverylittle,merelybecausetheyhappenedtobesonsanddaughtersofbrothersandsisterswhomshehadneverliked。Sheknewthepowerandvalueofmoneyexceedinglywell,andhowmanylovablepeoplesufferanddieyearlyforthewantofit;shewaslittlelikelytoleaveitwithoutbeingsatisfiedthatherlegateesweresquare,lovable,andmoreorlesshardup。Shewantedthosetohaveitwhowouldbemostlikelytouseitgeniallyandsensibly,andwhomitwouldthusbelikelytomakemosthappy;ifshecouldfindonesuchamonghernephewsandnieces,somuchthebetter;itwasworthtakingagreatdealofpainstoseewhethershecouldorcouldnot;butifshefailed,shemustfindanheirwhowasnotrelatedtoherbyblood。
“Ofcourse。”shehadsaidtome,morethanonce,“Ishallmakeamessofit。Ishallchoosesomenice-looking,well-dressedscrew,withgentlemanlymannerswhichwilltakemein,andhewillgoandpaintAcademypictures,orwritefortheTimes,ordosomethingjustashorridthemomentthebreathisoutofmybody。”
Asyet,however,shehadmadenowillatall,andthiswasoneofthefewthingsthattroubledher。IbelieveshewouldhaveleftmostofhermoneytomeifIhadnotstoppedher。Myfatherleftmeabundantlywelloff,andmymodeoflifehasbeenalwayssimple,sothatIhaveneverknownuneasinessaboutmoney;moreoverIwasespeciallyanxiousthatthereshouldbenooccasiongivenforill-
naturedtalk;sheknewwell,therefore,thatherleavinghermoneytomewouldbeofallthingsthemostlikelytoweakenthetiesthatexistedbetweenus,providedthatIwasawareofit,butIdidnotmindhertalkingaboutwhomsheshouldmakeherheir,solongasitwaswellunderstoodthatIwasnottobetheperson。
Ernesthadsatisfiedherashavingenoughinhimtotemptherstronglytotakehimup,butitwasnottillaftermanydays’
reflectionthatshegravitatedtowardsactuallydoingso,withallthebreakinherdailywaysthatthiswouldentail。Atleast,shesaidittookhersomedays,andcertainlyitappearedtodoso,butfromthemomentshehadbeguntobroachthesubject,Ihadguessedhowthingsweregoingtoend。
ItwasnowarrangedsheshouldtakeahouseatRoughborough,andgoandlivethereforacoupleofyears。Asacompromise,however,tomeetsomeofmyobjections,itwasalsoarrangedthatsheshouldkeepherroomsinGowerStreet,andcometotownforaweekonceineachmonth;ofcourse,also,shewouldleaveRoughboroughforthegreaterpartoftheholidays。Aftertwoyears,thethingwastocometoanend,unlessitprovedagreatsuccess。Sheshouldbythattime,atanyrate,havemadeuphermindwhattheboy’scharacterwas,andwouldthenactascircumstancesmightdetermine。
ThepretextsheputforwardostensiblywasthatherdoctorsaidsheoughttobeayearortwointhecountryaftersomanyyearsofLondonlife,andhadrecommendedRoughboroughonaccountofthepurityofitsair,anditseasyaccesstoandfromLondon——forbythistimetherailwayhadreachedit。Shewasanxiousnottogiveherbrotherandsisteranyrighttocomplain,ifonseeingmoreofhernephewshefoundshecouldnotgetonwithhim,andshewasalsoanxiousnottoraisefalsehopesofanykindintheboy’sownmind。
Havingsettledhoweverythingwastobe,shewrotetoTheobaldandsaidshemeanttotakeahouseinRoughboroughfromtheMichaelmasthenapproaching,andmentioned,asthoughcasually,thatoneoftheattractionsoftheplacewouldbethathernephewwasatschoolthereandsheshouldhopetoseemoreofhimthanshehaddonehitherto。
TheobaldandChristinaknewhowdearlyAlethealovedLondon,andthoughtitveryoddthatsheshouldwanttogoandliveatRoughborough,buttheydidnotsuspectthatshewasgoingtheresolelyonhernephew’saccount,muchlessthatshehadthoughtofmakingErnestherheir。Iftheyhadguessedthis,theywouldhavebeensojealousthatIhalfbelievetheywouldhaveaskedhertogoandlivesomewhereelse。Aletheahowever,wastwoorthreeyearsyoungerthanTheobald;shewasstillsomeyearsshortoffifty,andmightverywelllivetoeighty-fiveorninety;hermoney,therefore,wasnotworthtakingmuchtroubleabout,andherbrotherandsister-
in-lawhaddismissedit,sotospeak,fromtheirmindswithcosts,assuming,however,thatifanythingdidhappentoherwhiletheywerestillalive,themoneywould,asamatterofcourse,cometothem。
TheprospectofAletheaseeingmuchofErnestwasaseriousmatter。
Christinasmeltmischieffromafar,asindeedsheoftendid。
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