首页 >出版文学> The Way of All Flesh>第18章
  “Verywell,Ernest。”saidhisfather,catchinghimangrilybytheshoulder。“Ihavedonemybesttosaveyou,butifyouwillhaveitso,youwill。”andheluggedthelittlewretch,cryingbyanticipation,outoftheroom。Afewminutesmoreandwecouldhearscreamscomingfromthedining-room,acrossthehallwhichseparatedthedrawing-roomfromthedining-room,andknewthatpoorErnestwasbeingbeaten。
  “Ihavesenthimuptobed。”saidTheobald,ashereturnedtothedrawing-room,“andnow,Christina,Ithinkwewillhavetheservantsintoprayers。”andherangthebellforthem,red-handedashewas。
  Theman-servantWilliamcameandsetthechairsforthemaids,andpresentlytheyfiledin。FirstChristina’smaid,thenthecook,thenthehousemaid,thenWilliam,andthenthecoachman。Isatoppositethem,andwatchedtheirfacesasTheobaldreadachapterfromtheBible。Theywerenicepeople,butmoreabsolutevacancyI
  neversawuponthecountenancesofhumanbeings。
  TheobaldbeganbyreadingafewversesfromtheOldTestament,accordingtosomesystemofhisown。OnthisoccasionthepassagecamefromthefifteenthchapterofNumbers:ithadnoparticularbearingthatIcouldseeuponanythingwhichwasgoingonjustthen,butthespiritwhichbreathedthroughoutthewholeseemedtometobesolikethatofTheobaldhimself,thatIcouldunderstandbetterafterhearingit,howhecametothinkashethought,andactasheacted。
  Theversesareasfollows-
  “Butthesoulthatdoethaughtpresumptuously,whetherhebeborninthelandorastranger,thesamereproacheththeLord;andthatsoulshallbecutofffromamonghispeople。
  “BecausehehathdespisedthewordoftheLord,andhathbrokenHiscommandments,thatsoulshallbeutterlycutoff;hisiniquityshallbeuponhim。
  “AndwhilethechildrenofIsraelwereinthewildernesstheyfoundamanthatgatheredsticksupontheSabbathday。
  “AndtheythatfoundhimgatheringsticksbroughthimuntoMosesandAaron,anduntoallthecongregation。
  “Andtheyputhiminwardbecauseitwasnotdeclaredwhatshouldbedonetohim。
  “AndtheLordsaiduntoMoses,themanshallbesurelyputtodeath;
  allthecongregationshallstonehimwithstoneswithoutthecamp。
  “Andallthecongregationbroughthimwithoutthecamp,andstonedhimwithstones,andhedied;astheLordcommandedMoses。
  “AndtheLordspakeuntoMoses,saying,“SpeakuntothechildrenofIsrael,andbidthemthattheymakethemfringesinthebordersoftheirgarmentsthroughouttheirgenerations,andthattheyputuponthefringeofthebordersaribbandofblue。
  “Anditshallbeuntoyouforafringe,thatyemaylookuponitandrememberallthecommandmentsoftheLord,anddothem,andthatyeseeknotafteryourownheartandyourowneyes。
  “ThatyemayrememberanddoallmycommandmentsandbeholyuntoyourGod。
  “IamtheLordyourGodwhichbroughtyououtofthelandofEgypt,tobeyourGod:IamtheLordyourGod。”
  MythoughtswanderedwhileTheobaldwasreadingtheabove,andrevertedtoalittlematterwhichIhadobservedinthecourseoftheafternoon。
  Ithappenedthatsomeyearspreviously,aswarmofbeeshadtakenuptheirabodeintheroofofthehouseundertheslates,andhadmultipliedsothatthedrawing-roomwasagooddealfrequentedbythesebeesduringthesummer,whenthewindowswereopen。Thedrawing-roompaperwasofapatternwhichconsistedofbunchesofredandwhiteroses,andIsawseveralbeesatdifferenttimesflyuptothesebunchesandtrythem,undertheimpressionthattheywererealflowers;havingtriedonebunch,theytriedthenext,andthenext,andthenext,tilltheyreachedtheonethatwasnearesttheceiling,thentheywentdownbunchbybunchastheyhadascended,tilltheywerestoppedbythebackofthesofa;onthistheyascendedbunchbybunchtotheceilingagain;andsoon,andsoontillIwastiredofwatchingthem。AsIthoughtofthefamilyprayersbeingrepeatednightandmorning,weekbyweek,monthbymonth,andyearbyyear,Icouldnorhelpthinkinghowlikeitwastothewayinwhichthebeeswentupthewallanddownthewall,bunchbybunch,withouteversuspectingthatsomanyoftheassociatedideascouldbepresent,andyetthemainideabewantinghopelessly,andforever。
  WhenTheobaldhadfinishedreadingweallkneltdownandtheCarloDolciandtheSassoferratolookeddownuponaseaofupturnedbacks,asweburiedourfacesinourchairs。InotedthatTheobaldprayedthatwemightbemade“trulyhonestandconscientious“inallourdealings,andsmiledattheintroductionofthe“truly。”ThenmythoughtsranbacktothebeesandIreflectedthatafterallitwasperhapsaswellatanyrateforTheobaldthatourprayerswereseldommarkedbyanyveryencouragingdegreeofresponse,forifI
  hadthoughttherewastheslightestchanceofmybeingheardI
  shouldhaveprayedthatsomeonemighterelongtreathimashehadtreatedErnest。
  Thenmythoughtswanderedontothosecalculationswhichpeoplemakeaboutwasteoftimeandhowmuchonecangetdoneifonegivestenminutesadaytoit,andIwasthinkingwhatimpropersuggestionI
  couldmakeinconnectionwiththisandthetimespentonfamilyprayerswhichshouldatthesametimebejusttolerable,whenI
  heardTheobaldbeginning“ThegraceofourLordJesusChrist“andinafewsecondstheceremonywasover,andtheservantsfiledoutagainastheyhadfiledin。
  Assoonastheyhadleftthedrawing-room,Christina,whowasalittleashamedofthetransactiontowhichIhadbeenawitness,imprudentlyreturnedtoit,andbegantojustifyit,sayingthatitcuthertotheheart,andthatitcutTheobaldtotheheartandagooddealmore,butthat“itwastheonlythingtobedone。”
  IreceivedthisascoldlyasIdecentlycould,andbymysilenceduringtherestoftheeveningshowedthatIdisapprovedofwhatI
  hadseen。
  NextdayIwastogobacktoLondon,butbeforeIwentIsaidI
  shouldliketotakesomenew-laideggsbackwithme,soTheobaldtookmetothehouseofalabourerinthevillagewholivedastone’sthrowfromtheRectoryasbeinglikelytosupplymewiththem。Ernest,forsomereasonorother,wasallowedtocometoo。I
  thinkthehenshadbeguntosit,butatanyrateeggswerescarce,andthecottager’swifecouldnotfindmemorethansevenoreight,whichweproceededtowrapupinseparatepiecesofpapersothatI
  mighttakethemtotownsafely。
  Thisoperationwascarriedonuponthegroundinfrontofthecottagedoor,andwhilewewereinthemidstofitthecottager’slittleboy,aladmuchaboutErnest’sage,trodupononeoftheeggsthatwaswrappedupinpaperandbrokeit。
  “Therenow,Jack。”saidhismother,“seewhatyou’vedone,you’vebrokenaniceeggandcostmeapenny——Here,Emma。”sheadded,callingherdaughter,“takethechildaway,there’sadear。”
  Emmacameatonce,andwalkedoffwiththeyoungster,takinghimoutofharm’sway。
  “Papa。”saidErnest,afterwehadleftthehouse,“Whydidn’tMrsHeatonwhipJackwhenhetrodontheegg?”
  IwasspitefulenoughtogiveTheobaldagrimsmilewhichsaidasplainlyaswordscouldhavedonethatIthoughtErnesthadhithimratherhard。
  Theobaldcolouredandlookedangry。“Idaresay。”hesaidquickly,“thathismotherwillwhiphimnowthatwearegone。”
  IwasnotgoingtohavethisandsaidIdidnotbelieveit,andsothematterdropped,butTheobalddidnotforgetitandmyvisitstoBattersbywerehenceforthlessfrequent。
  OnourreturntothehousewefoundthepostmanhadarrivedandhadbroughtaletterappointingTheobaldtoaruraldeanerywhichhadlatelyfallenvacantbythedeathofoneoftheneighbouringclergywhohadheldtheofficeformanyyears。ThebishopwrotetoTheobaldmostwarmly,andassuredhimthathevaluedhimasamongthemosthard-workinganddevotedofhisparochialclergy。
  Christinaofcoursewasdelighted,andgavemetounderstandthatitwasonlyaninstalmentofthemuchhigherdignitieswhichwereinstoreforTheobaldwhenhismeritsweremorewidelyknown。
  Ididnotthenforeseehowcloselymygodson’slifeandminewereinafteryearstobebounduptogether;ifIhad,IshoulddoubtlesshavelookeduponhimwithdifferenteyesandnotedmuchtowhichI
  paidnoattentionatthetime。Asitwas,Iwasgladtogetawayfromhim,forIcoulddonothingforhim,orchosetosaythatI
  couldnot,andthesightofsomuchsufferingwaspainfultome。A