首页 >出版文学> The Way of All Flesh>第2章
  Itisonethinghowevertoresolvethatone’ssonshallwinsomeoflife’slargerprizes,andanothertosquarematterswithfortuneinthisrespect。GeorgePontifexmighthavebeenbroughtupasacarpenterandsucceededinnootherwaythanassucceedinghisfatherasoneoftheminormagnatesofPaleham,andyethavebeenamoretrulysuccessfulmanthanheactuallywas——forItakeitthereisnotmuchmoresolidsuccessinthisworldthanwhatfelltothelotofoldMrandMrsPontifex;ithappened,however,thatabouttheyear1780,whenGeorgewasaboyoffifteen,asisterofMrsPontifex’s,whohadmarriedaMrFairlie,cametopayafewdays’
  visitatPaleham。MrFairliewasapublisher,chieflyofreligiousworks,andhadanestablishmentinPaternosterRow;hehadriseninlife,andhiswifehadrisenwithhim。Noverycloserelationshadbeenmaintainedbetweenthesistersforsomeyears,andIforgetexactlyhowitcameaboutthatMrandMrsFairliewereguestsinthequietbutexceedinglycomfortablehouseoftheirsisterandbrother-
  in-law;butforsomereasonorotherthevisitwaspaid,andlittleGeorgesoonsucceededinmakinghiswayintohisuncleandaunt’sgoodgraces。Aquick,intelligentboywithagoodaddress,asoundconstitution,andcomingofrespectableparents,hasapotentialvaluewhichapractisedbusinessmanwhohasneedofmanysubordinatesislittlelikelytooverlook。BeforehisvisitwasoverMrFairlieproposedtothelad’sfatherandmotherthatheshouldputhimintohisownbusiness,atthesametimepromisingthatiftheboydidwellheshouldnotwantsomeonetobringhimforward。MrsPontifexhadherson’sinteresttoomuchathearttorefusesuchanoffer,sothematterwassoonarranged,andaboutafortnightaftertheFairlieshadleft,GeorgewassentupbycoachtoLondon,wherehewasmetbyhisuncleandaunt,withwhomitwasarrangedthatheshouldlive。
  ThiswasGeorge’sgreatstartinlife。Henowworemorefashionableclothesthanhehadyetbeenaccustomedto,andanylittlerusticityofgaitorpronunciationwhichhehadbroughtfromPaleham,wassoquicklyandcompletelylostthatitwaserelongimpossibletodetectthathehadnotbeenbornandbredamongpeopleofwhatiscommonlycallededucation。Theboypaidgreatattentiontohiswork,andmorethanjustifiedthefavourableopinionwhichMrFairliehadformedconcerninghim。SometimesMrFairliewouldsendhimdowntoPalehamforafewdays’holiday,anderelonghisparentsperceivedthathehadacquiredanairandmanneroftalkingdifferentfromanythathehadtakenwithhimfromPaleham。Theywereproudofhim,andsoonfellintotheirproperplaces,resigningallappearanceofaparentalcontrol,forwhichindeedtherewasnokindofnecessity。Inreturn,Georgewasalwayskindlytothem,andtotheendofhisliferetainedamoreaffectionatefeelingtowardshisfatherandmotherthanIimaginehimevertohavefeltagainforman,woman,orchild。
  George’svisitstoPalehamwereneverlong,forthedistancefromLondonwasunderfiftymilesandtherewasadirectcoach,sothatthejourneywaseasy;therewasnottime,therefore,forthenoveltytowearoffeitheronthepartoftheyoungmanorofhisparents。
  GeorgelikedthefreshcountryairandgreenfieldsafterthedarknesstowhichhehadbeensolongaccustomedinPaternosterRow,whichthen,asnow,wasanarrowgloomylaneratherthanastreet。
  Independentlyofthepleasureofseeingthefamiliarfacesofthefarmersandvillagers,helikedalsobeingseenandbeingcongratulatedongrowingupsuchafine-lookingandfortunateyoungfellow,forhewasnottheyouthtohidehislightunderabushel。
  HisunclehadhadhimtaughtLatinandGreekofanevening;hehadtakenkindlytotheselanguagesandhadrapidlyandeasilymasteredwhatmanyboystakeyearsinacquiring。Isupposehisknowledgegavehimaself-confidencewhichmadeitselffeltwhetherheintendeditornot;atanyrate,hesoonbegantoposeasajudgeofliterature,andfromthistobeingajudgeofart,architecture,musicandeverythingelse,thepathwaseasy。Likehisfather,heknewthevalueofmoney,buthewasatoncemoreostentatiousandlessliberalthanhisfather;whileyetaboyhewasathoroughlittlemanoftheworld,anddidwellratheruponprincipleswhichhehadtestedbypersonalexperiment,andrecognisedasprinciples,thanfromthoseprofounderconvictionswhichinhisfatherweresoinstinctivethathecouldgivenoaccountconcerningthem。
  Hisfather,asIhavesaid,wonderedathimandlethimalone。Hissonhadfairlydistancedhim,andinaninarticulatewaythefatherknewitperfectlywell。Afterafewyearshetooktowearinghisbestclotheswheneverhissoncametostaywithhim,norwouldhediscardthemforhisordinaryonestilltheyoungmanhadreturnedtoLondon。IbelieveoldMrPontifex,alongwithhisprideandaffection,feltalsoacertainfearofhisson,asthoughofsomethingwhichhecouldnotthoroughlyunderstand,andwhoseways,notwithstandingoutwardagreement,wereneverthelessnotashisways。MrsPontifexfeltnothingofthis;toherGeorgewaspureandabsoluteperfection,andshesaw,orthoughtshesaw,withpleasure,thatheresembledherandherfamilyinfeatureaswellasindispositionratherthanherhusbandandhis。
  WhenGeorgewasabouttwenty-fiveyearsoldhisuncletookhimintopartnershiponveryliberalterms。Hehadlittlecausetoregretthisstep。Theyoungmaninfusedfreshvigourintoaconcernthatwasalreadyvigorous,andbythetimehewasthirtyfoundhimselfinthereceiptofnotlessthan1500poundsayearashisshareoftheprofits。Twoyearslaterhemarriedaladyaboutsevenyearsyoungerthanhimself,whobroughthimahandsomedowry。Shediedin1805,whenheryoungestchildAletheawasborn,andherhusbanddidnotmarryagain。
  IntheearlyyearsofthecenturyfivelittlechildrenandacoupleofnursesbegantomakeperiodicalvisitstoPaleham。ItisneedlesstosaytheywerearisinggenerationofPontifexes,towardswhomtheoldcouple,theirgrandparents,wereastenderlydeferentialastheywouldhavebeentothechildrenoftheLordLieutenantoftheCounty。TheirnameswereEliza,Maria,John,Theobaldwholikemyselfwasbornin1802,andAlethea。MrPontifexalwaysputtheprefix“master“or“miss“beforethenamesofhisgrandchildren,exceptinthecaseofAlethea,whowashisfavourite。Tohaveresistedhisgrandchildrenwouldhavebeenasimpossibleforhimastohaveresistedhiswife;evenoldMrsPontifexyieldedbeforeherson’schildren,andgavethemallmanneroflicencewhichshewouldneverhaveallowedeventomysistersandmyself,whostoodnextinherregard。Tworegulationsonlytheymustattendto;theymustwipetheirshoeswelloncomingintothehouse,andtheymustnotoverfeedMrPontifex’sorganwithwind,nortakethepipesout。
  ByusattheRectorytherewasnotimesomuchlookedforwardtoastheannualvisitofthelittlePontifexestoPaleham。Wecameinforsomeoftheprevailinglicence;wewenttoteawithMrsPontifextomeethergrandchildren,andthenouryoungfriendswereaskedtotheRectorytohaveteawithus,andwehadwhatweconsideredgreattimes。IfelldesperatelyinlovewithAlethea,indeedweallfellinlovewitheachother,pluralityandexchangewhetherofwivesorhusbandsbeingopenlyandunblushinglyadvocatedintheverypresenceofournurses。Wewereverymerry,butitissolongagothatIhaveforgottennearlyeverythingsavethatweWEREverymerry。AlmosttheonlythingthatremainswithmeasapermanentimpressionwasthefactthatTheobaldonedaybeathisnurseandteasedher,andwhenshesaidsheshouldgoawaycriedout,“Youshan’tgoaway——I’llkeepyouonpurposetotormentyou。”
  Onewinter’smorning,however,intheyear1811,weheardthechurchbelltollingwhileweweredressinginthebacknurseryandweretolditwasforoldMrsPontifex。OurmanservantJohntoldusandaddedwithgrimlevitythattheywereringingthebelltocomeandtakeheraway。Shehadhadafitofparalysiswhichhadcarriedheroffquitesuddenly。Itwasveryshocking,themoresobecauseournurseassuredusthatifGodchosewemightallhavefitsofparalysisourselvesthatverydayandbetakenstraightofftotheDayofJudgement。TheDayofJudgementindeed,accordingtotheopinionofthosewhoweremostlikelytoknow,wouldnotunderanycircumstancesbedelayedmorethanafewyearslonger,andthenthewholeworldwouldbeburned,andweourselvesbeconsignedtoaneternityoftorture,unlesswemendedourwaysmorethanweatpresentseemedatalllikelytodo。Allthiswassoalarmingthatwefelltoscreamingandmadesuchahullabaloothatthenursewasobligedforherownpeacetoreassureus。Thenwewept,butmorecomposedly,aswerememberedthattherewouldbenomoreteaandcakesforusnowatoldMrsPontifex’s。
  Onthedayofthefuneral,however,wehadagreatexcitement;oldMrPontifexsentroundapennyloaftoeveryinhabitantofthevillageaccordingtoacustomstillnotuncommonatthebeginningofthecentury;theloafwascalledadole。Wehadneverheardofthiscustombefore,besides,thoughwehadoftenheardofpennyloaves,wehadneverbeforeseenone;moreover,theywerepresentstousasinhabitantsofthevillage,andweweretreatedasgrownuppeople,forourfatherandmotherandtheservantshadeachoneloafsentthem,butonlyone。Wehadneveryetsuspectedthatwewereinhabitantsatall;finally,thelittleloaveswerenew,andwewerepassionatelyfondofnewbread,whichwewereseldomorneverallowedtohave,asitwassupposednottobegoodforus。Ouraffection,therefore,forouroldfriendhadtostandagainstthecombinedattacksofarchaeologicalinterest,therightsofcitizenshipandproperty,thepleasantnesstotheeyeandgoodnessforfoodofthelittleloavesthemselves,andthesenseofimportancewhichwasgivenusbyourhavingbeenintimatewithsomeonewhohadactuallydied。Itseemeduponfurtherinquirythattherewaslittlereasontoanticipateanearlydeathforanyoneofourselves,andthisbeingso,weratherlikedtheideaofsomeoneelse’sbeingputawayintothechurchyard;wepassed,therefore,inashorttimefromextremedepressiontoanolessextremeexultation;anewheavenandanewearthhadbeenrevealedtousinourperceptionofthepossibilityofbenefitingbythedeathofourfriends,andIfearthatforsometimewetookaninterestinthehealthofeveryoneinthevillagewhosepositionrenderedarepetitionofthedoleintheleastlikely。
  Thosewerethedaysinwhichallgreatthingsseemedfaroff,andwewereastonishedtofindthatNapoleonBuonapartewasanactuallylivingperson。Wehadthoughtsuchagreatmancouldonlyhavelivedaverylongtimeago,andherehewasafterallalmostasitwereatourowndoors。ThislentcolourtotheviewthattheDayofJudgementmightindeedbenearerthanwehadthought,butnursesaidthatwasallrightnow,andsheknew。Inthosedaysthesnowlaylongeranddrifteddeeperinthelanesthanitdoesnow,andthemilkwassometimesbroughtinfrozeninwinter,andweweretakendownintothebackkitchentoseeit。Isupposetherearerectoriesupanddownthecountrynowwherethemilkcomesinfrozensometimesinwinter,andthechildrengodowntowonderatit,butIneverseeanyfrozenmilkinLondon,soIsupposethewintersarewarmerthantheyusedtobe。
  Aboutoneyearafterhiswife’sdeathMrPontifexalsowasgatheredtohisfathers。Myfathersawhimthedaybeforehedied。Theoldmanhadatheoryaboutsunsets,andhadhadtwostepsbuiltupagainstawallinthekitchengardenonwhichheusedtostandandwatchthesungodownwheneveritwasclear。Myfathercameonhimintheafternoon,justasthesunwassetting,andsawhimwithhisarmsrestingonthetopofthewalllookingtowardsthesunoverafieldthroughwhichtherewasapathonwhichmyfatherwas。Myfatherheardhimsay“Good-bye,sun;good-bye,sun。”asthesunsank,andsawbyhistoneandmannerthathewasfeelingveryfeeble。Beforethenextsunsethewasgone。
  Therewasnodole。Someofhisgrandchildrenwerebroughttothefuneralandweremonstratedwiththem,butdidnottakemuchbydoingso。JohnPontifex,whowasayearolderthanIwas,sneeredatpennyloaves,andintimatedthatifIwantedoneitmustbebecausemypapaandmammacouldnotaffordtobuymeone,whereonI