ANEVENINGATFOURWINDSPOINT
ItwaslateSeptemberwhenAnneandGilbertwereabletopayFourWindslighttheirpromisedvisit。Theyhadoftenplannedtogo,butsomethingalwaysoccurredtopreventthem。CaptainJimhad"droppedin"severaltimesatthelittlehouse。
"Idon’tstandonceremony,MistressBlythe,"hetoldAnne。"It’sarealpleasuretometocomehere,andI’mnotgoingtodenymyselfjestbecauseyouhaven’tgotdowntoseeme。Thereoughtn’ttobenobargaininglikethatamongtheracethatknowsJoseph。
I’llcomewhenIcan,andyoucomewhenyoucan,andsolong’swehaveourpleasantlittlechatitdon’tmatteramitewhatroof’soverus。"
CaptainJimtookagreatfancytoGogandMagog,whowerepresidingoverthedestiniesofthehearthinthelittlehousewithasmuchdignityandaplombastheyhaddoneatPatty’sPlace。
"Aren’ttheythecutestlittlecusses?"hewouldsaydelightedly;andhebadethemgreetingandfarewellasgravelyandinvariablyashedidhishostandhostess。
CaptainJimwasnotgoingtooffendhouseholddeitiesbyanylackofreverenceandceremony。
"You’vemadethislittlehousejustaboutperfect,"hetoldAnne。"Itneverwassonicebefore。MistressSelwynhadyourtasteandshedidwonders;butfolksinthosedaysdidn’thavetheprettylittlecurtainsandpicturesandnicknacksyouhave。AsforElizabeth,shelivedinthepast。You’vekinderbroughtthefutureintoit,sotospeak。I’dberealhappyevenifwecouldn’ttalkatall,whenIcomehere——jesttositandlookatyouandyourpicturesandyourflowerswouldbeenoughofatreat。It’sbeautiful——beautiful。"
CaptainJimwasapassionateworshipperofbeauty。
Everylovelythingheardorseengavehimadeep,subtle,innerjoythatirradiatedhislife。Hewasquitekeenlyawareofhisownlackofoutwardcomelinessandlamentedit。
"FolkssayI’mgood,"heremarkedwhimsicallyupononeoccasion,"butIsometimeswishtheLordhadmademeonlyhalfasgoodandputtherestofitintolooks。
Butthere,IreckonHeknewwhatHewasabout,asagoodCaptainshould。Someofushavetobehomely,orthepurtyones——likeMistressBlythehere——wouldn’tshowupsowell。"
OneeveningAnneandGilbertfinallywalkeddowntotheFourWindslight。Thedayhadbegunsombrelyingraycloudandmist,butithadendedinapompofscarletandgold。Overthewesternhillsbeyondtheharborwereamberdeepsandcrystallineshallows,withthefireofsunsetbelow。Thenorthwasamackerelskyoflittle,fierygoldenclouds。Theredlightflamedonthewhitesailsofavesselglidingdownthechannel,boundtoasouthernportinalandofpalms。Beyondher,itsmoteuponandincarnadinedtheshining,white,grasslessfacesofthesanddunes。Totheright,itfellontheoldhouseamongthewillowsupthebrook,andgaveitforafleetingspacecasementsmoresplendidthanthoseofanoldcathedral。Theyglowedoutofitsquietandgraynesslikethethrobbing,blood-redthoughtsofavividsoulimprisonedinadullhuskofenvironment。
"Thatoldhouseupthebrookalwaysseemssolonely,"
saidAnne。"Ineverseevisitorsthere。Ofcourse,itslaneopensontheupperroad——butIdon’tthinkthere’smuchcomingandgoing。Itseemsoddwe’venevermettheMooresyet,whentheylivewithinfifteenminutes’walkofus。Imayhaveseentheminchurch,ofcourse,butifsoIdidn’tknowthem。I’msorrytheyaresounsociable,whentheyareouronlynearneighbors。"
"Evidentlytheydon’tbelongtotheracethatknowsJoseph,"laughedGilbert。"Haveyoueverfoundoutwhothatgirlwaswhomyouthoughtsobeautiful?"
"No。SomehowIhaveneverrememberedtoaskabouther。
ButI’veneverseenheranywhere,soIsupposeshemusthavebeenastranger。Oh,thesunhasjustvanished——andthere’sthelight。"
Astheduskdeepened,thegreatbeaconcutswathesoflightthroughit,sweepinginacircleoverthefieldsandtheharbor,thesandbarandthegulf。
"Ifeelasifitmightcatchmeandwhiskmeleaguesouttosea,"saidAnne,asonedrenchedthemwithradiance;andshefeltratherrelievedwhentheygotsonearthePointthattheywereinsidetherangeofthosedazzling,recurrentflashes。
AstheyturnedintothelittlelanethatledacrossthefieldstothePointtheymetamancomingoutofit——amanofsuchextraordinaryappearancethatforamomenttheybothfranklystared。Hewasadecidedlyfine-lookingperson-tall,broad-shouldered,well-
featured,withaRomannoseandfrankgrayeyes;hewasdressedinaprosperousfarmer’sSundaybest;insofarhemighthavebeenanyinhabitantofFourWindsortheGlen。But,flowingoverhisbreastnearlytohisknees,wasariverofcrinklybrownbeard;andadownhisback,beneathhiscommonplacefelthat,wasacorrespondingcascadeofthick,wavy,brownhair。
"Anne,"murmuredGilbert,whentheywereoutofearshot,"youdidn’tputwhatUncleDavecalls`alittleoftheScottAct’inthatlemonadeyougavemejustbeforewelefthome,didyou?"
"No,Ididn’t,"saidAnne,stiflingherlaughter,lesttheretreatingenigmashouldhearhere。"Whointheworldcanhebe?"
"Idon’tknow;butifCaptainJimkeepsapparitionslikethatdownatthisPointI’mgoingtocarrycoldironinmypocketwhenIcomehere。Hewasn’tasailor,oronemightpardonhiseccentricityofappearance;hemustbelongtotheover-harborclans。
UncleDavesaystheyhaveseveralfreaksoverthere。"
"UncleDaveisalittleprejudiced,Ithink。Youknowalltheover-harborpeoplewhocometotheGlenChurchseemverynice。Oh,Gilbert,isn’tthisbeautiful?"
TheFourWindslightwasbuiltonaspurofredsand-stonecliffjuttingoutintothegulf。Ononeside,acrossthechannel,stretchedthesilverysandshoreofthebar;ontheother,extendedalong,curvingbeachofredcliffs,risingsteeplyfromthepebbledcoves。Itwasashorethatknewthemagicandmysteryofstormandstar。Thereisagreatsolitudeaboutsuchashore。Thewoodsareneversolitary——
theyarefullofwhispering,beckoning,friendlylife。
Buttheseaisamightysoul,forevermoaningofsomegreat,unshareablesorrow,whichshutsitupintoitselfforalleternity。Wecanneverpierceitsinfinitemystery——wemayonlywander,awedandspellbound,ontheouterfringeofit。Thewoodscalltouswithahundredvoices,buttheseahasoneonly——amightyvoicethatdrownsoursoulsinitsmajesticmusic。Thewoodsarehuman,buttheseaisofthecompanyofthearchangels。
AnneandGilbertfoundUncleJimsittingonabenchoutsidethelighthouse,puttingthefinishingtouchestoawonderful,full-rigged,toyschooner。Heroseandwelcomedthemtohisabodewiththegentle,unconsciouscourtesythatbecamehimsowell。
"Thishasbeenapurtynicedayallthrough,MistressBlythe,andnow,rightatthelast,it’sbroughtitsbest。Wouldyouliketositdownhereoutsideabit,whilethelightlasts?I’vejustfinishedthisbitofaplaythingformylittlegrandnephew,Joe,upattheGlen。AfterIpromisedtomakeitforhimIwaskindersorry,forhismotherwasvexed。She’safraidhe’llbewantingtogotosealateronandshedoesn’twantthenotionencouragedinhim。ButwhatcouldIdo,MistressBlythe?I’dPROMISEDhim,andIthinkit’ssorterrealdastardlytobreakapromiseyoumaketoachild。Come,sitdown。Itwon’ttakelongtostayanhour。"
Thewindwasoffshore,andonlybrokethesea’ssurfaceintolong,silveryripples,andsentsheenyshadowsflyingoutacrossit,fromeverypointandheadland,liketransparentwings。Theduskwashangingacurtainofvioletgloomoverthesanddunesandtheheadlandswheregullswerehuddling。Theskywasfaintlyfilmedoverwithscarfsofsilkenvapor。
Cloudfleetsrodeatanchoralongthehorizons。Aneveningstarwaswatchingoverthebar。
"Isn’tthataviewworthlookingat?"saidCaptainJim,withaloving,proprietarypride。"Niceandfarfromthemarket-place,ain’tit?Nobuyingandsellingandgettinggain。Youdon’thavetopayanything——allthatseaandskyfree——`withoutmoneyandwithoutprice。’There’sgoingtobeamoonrisepurtysoon,too——I’mnevertiredoffindingoutwhatamoonrisecanbeoverthemrocksandseaandharbor。There’sasurpriseiniteverytime。"
Theyhadtheirmoonrise,andwatcheditsmarvelandmagicinasilencethataskednothingoftheworldoreachother。Thentheywentupintothetower,andCaptainJimshowedandexplainedthemechanismofthegreatlight。Finallytheyfoundthemselvesinthediningroom,whereafireofdriftwoodwasweavingflamesofwavering,elusive,sea-bornhuesintheopenfireplace。
"Iputthisfireplaceinmyself,"remarkedCaptainJim。"TheGovernmentdon’tgivelighthousekeeperssuchluxuries。Lookatthecolorsthatwoodmakes。Ifyou’dlikesomedriftwoodforyourfire,MistressBlythe,I’llbringyouupaloadsomeday。Sitdown。
I’mgoingtomakeyouacupoftea。"
CaptainJimplacedachairforAnne,havingfirstremovedtherefromahuge,orange-coloredcatandanewspaper。
"Getdown,Matey。Thesofaisyourplace。ImustputthispaperawaysafetillIcanfindtimetofinishthestoryinit。It’scalledAMadLove。’Tisn’tmyfavoritebrandoffiction,butI’mreadingitjesttoseehowlongshecanspinitout。It’satthesixty-secondchapternow,andtheweddingain’tanynearerthanwhenitbegun,far’sIcansee。WhenlittleJoecomesIhavetoreadhimpirateyarns。
Ain’titstrangehowinnocentlittlecreatureslikechildrenliketheblood-thirstieststories?"
"LikemyladDavyathome,"saidAnne。"Hewantstalesthatreekwithgore。"
CaptainJim’steaprovedtobenectar。HewaspleasedasachildwithAnne’scompliments,butheaffectedafineindifference。
"ThesecretisIdon’tskimpthecream,"heremarkedairily。CaptainJimhadneverheardofOliverWendellHolmes,butheevidentlyagreedwiththatwriter’sdictumthat"bigheartneverlikedlittlecreampot。"
"Wemetanodd-lookingpersonagecomingoutofyourlane,"saidGilbertastheysipped。"Whowashe?"
CaptainJimgrinned。
"That’sMarshallElliott——amightyfinemanwithjestonestreakoffoolishnessinhim。Is’poseyouwonderedwhathisobjectwasinturninghimselfintoasortofdimemuseumfreak。"
"IsheamodernNazariteoraHebrewprophetleftoverfromoldentimes?"askedAnne。
"Neitherofthem。It’spoliticsthat’satthebottomofhisfreak。AllthoseElliottsandCrawfordsandMacAllistersaredyed-in-the-woolpoliticians。They’rebornGritorTory,asthecasemaybe,andtheyliveGritorTory,andtheydieGritorTory;andwhatthey’regoingtodoinheaven,wherethere’sprobablynopolitics,ismorethanIcanfathom。ThisMarshallElliottwasbornaGrit。I’maGritmyselfinmoderation,butthere’snomoderationaboutMarshall。
Fifteenyearsagotherewasaspeciallybittergeneralelection。Marshallfoughtforhispartytoothandnail。HewasdeadsuretheLiberalswouldwin——sosurethathegotupatapublicmeetingandvowedthathewouldn’tshavehisfaceorcuthishairuntiltheGritswereinpower。Well,theydidn’tgoin——andthey’venevergotinyet——andyousawtheresulttodayforyourselves。Marshallstucktohisword。"
"Whatdoeshiswifethinkofit?"askedAnne。
"He’sabachelor。ButifhehadawifeIreckonshecouldn’tmakehimbreakthatvow。ThatfamilyofElliottshasalwaysbeenmorestubbornthannatteral。
Marshall’sbrotherAlexanderhadadoghesetgreatstoreby,andwhenitdiedthemanactillywantedtohaveitburiedinthegraveyard,`alongwiththeotherChristians,’hesaid。Course,hewasn’tallowedto;soheburieditjustoutsidethegraveyardfence,andneverdarkenedthechurchdooragain。ButSundayshe’ddrivehisfamilytochurchandsitbythatdog’sgraveandreadhisBibleallthetimeservicewasgoingon。
Theysaywhenhewasdyingheaskedhiswifetoburyhimbesidethedog;shewasameeklittlesoulbutshefiredupatTHAT。ShesaidSHEwasn’tgoingtobeburiedbesidenodog,andifhe’dratherhavehislastrestingplacebesidethedogthanbesideher,jesttosayso。AlexanderElliottwasastubbornmule,buthewasfondofhiswife,sohegiveinandsaid,`Well,durnit,burymewhereyouplease。ButwhenGabriel’strumpblowsIexpectmydogtorisewiththerestofus,forhehadasmuchsoulasanydurnedElliottorCrawfordorMacAllisterthateverstrutted。’ThemwasHISpartingwords。AsforMarshall,we’reallusedtohim,buthemuststrikestrangersasrightdownpeculiar-looking。I’veknownhimeversincehewasten——he’saboutfiftynow——andIlikehim。Himandmewasoutcod-fishingtoday。That’saboutallI’mgoodfornow——catchingtroutandcodoccasional。But’tweren’talwaysso——notbynomannerofmeans。Iusedtodootherthings,asyou’dadmitifyousawmylife-book。"
Annewasjustgoingtoaskwhathislife-bookwaswhentheFirstMatecreatedadiversionbyspringinguponCaptainJim’sknee。Hewasagorgeousbeastie,withafaceasroundasafullmoon,vividgreeneyes,andimmense,white,doublepaws。CaptainJimstrokedhisvelvetbackgently。
"IneverfanciedcatsmuchtillIfoundtheFirstMate,"heremarked,totheaccompanimentoftheMate’stremendouspurrs。"Isavedhislife,andwhenyou’vesavedacreature’slifeyou’reboundtoloveit。It’snextthingtogivinglife。There’ssometurriblethoughtlesspeopleintheworld,MistressBlythe。Someofthemcityfolkswhohavesummerhomesovertheharboraresothoughtlessthatthey’recruel。It’stheworstkindofcruelty——thethoughtlesskind。Youcan’tcopewithit。Theykeepcatsthereinthesummer,andfeedandpet’em,anddoll’emupwithribbonsandcollars。Andtheninthefalltheygooffandleave’emtostarveorfreeze。Itmakesmybloodboil,MistressBlythe。OnedaylastwinterIfoundapooroldmothercatdeadontheshore,lyingagainsttheskin-and-bonebodiesofherthreelittlekittens。
She’ddiedtryingtoshelter’em。Shehadherpoorstiffpawsaround’em。Master,Icried。ThenIswore。
ThenIcarriedthempoorlittlekittenshomeandfed’emupandfoundgoodhomesfor’em。IknewthewomanwholeftthecatandwhenshecomebackthissummerI
jestwentovertheharborandtoldhermyopinionofher。Itwasrankmeddling,butIdolovemeddlinginagoodcause。"
"Howdidshetakeit?"askedGilbert。
"Criedandsaidshe`didn’tthink。’Isaystoher,saysI,`Doyous’posethat’llbeheldforagoodexcuseinthedayofJedgment,whenyou’llhavetoaccountforthatpooroldmother’slife?TheLord’llaskyouwhatHegiveyouyourbrainsforifitwasn’ttothink,Ireckon。’Idon’tfancyshe’llleavecatstostarveanothertime。"
"WastheFirstMateoneoftheforsaken?"askedAnne,makingadvancestohimwhichwererespondedtograciously,ifcondescendingly。
"Yes。IfoundHIMonebittercolddayinwinter,caughtinthebranchesofatreebyhisdurn-foolribboncollar。Hewasalmoststarving。Ifyoucouldhaveseenhiseyes,MistressBlythe!Hewasnothingbutakitten,andhe’dgothislivingsomehowsincehe’dbeenleftuntilhegothungup。WhenIloosedhimhegavemyhandapitifulswipewithhislittleredtongue。Hewasn’ttheableseamanyouseenow。HewasmeekasMoses。Thatwasnineyearsago。Hislifehasbeenlonginthelandforacat。He’sagoodoldpal,theFirstMateis。"
"Ishouldhaveexpectedyoutohaveadog,"saidGilbert。
CaptainJimshookhishead。
"Ihadadogonce。IthoughtsomuchofhimthatwhenhediedIcouldn’tbearthethoughtofgettinganotherinhisplace。HewasaFRIEND——youunderstand,MistressBlythe?Matey’sonlyapal。I’mfondofMatey——allthefonderonaccountofthespiceofdevilmentthat’sinhim——likethereisinallcats。
ButILOVEDmydog。IalwayshadasneakingsympathyforAlexanderElliottaboutHISdog。Thereisn’tanydevilinagooddog。That’swhythey’remorelovablethancats,Ireckon。ButI’mdarnedifthey’reasinteresting。HereIam,talkingtoomuch。Whydon’tyoucheckme?WhenIdogetachancetotalktoanyoneIrunonturrible。Ifyou’vedoneyourteaI’veafewlittlethingsyoumightliketolookat——picked’emupinthequeercornersIusedtobepokingmynoseinto。"
CaptainJim’s"fewlittlethings"turnedouttobeamostinterestingcollectionofcurios,hideous,quaintandbeautiful。Andalmosteveryonehadsomestrikingstoryattachedtoit。
Anneneverforgotthedelightwithwhichshelistenedtothoseoldtalesthatmoonliteveningbythatenchanteddriftwoodfire,whilethesilverseacalledtothemthroughtheopenwindowandsobbedagainsttherocksbelowthem。
CaptainJimneversaidaboastfulword,butitwasimpossibletohelpseeingwhataherothemanhadbeen——brave,true,resourceful,unselfish。Hesatthereinhislittleroomandmadethosethingsliveagainforhishearers。Byaliftoftheeyebrow,atwistofthelip,agesture,aword,hepaintedawholesceneorcharactersothattheysawitasitwas。
SomeofCaptainJim’sadventureshadsuchamarvellousedgethatAnneandGilbertsecretlywonderedifhewerenotdrawingaratherlongbowattheircredulousexpense。Butinthis,astheyfoundlater,theydidhiminjustice。Histaleswereallliterallytrue。
CaptainJimhadthegiftofthebornstoryteller,whereby"unhappy,far-offthings"canbebroughtvividlybeforethehearerinalltheirpristinepoignancy。
AnneandGilbertlaughedandshiveredoverhistales,andonceAnnefoundherselfcrying。CaptainJimsurveyedhertearswithpleasureshiningfromhisface。
"Iliketoseefolkscrythatway,"heremarked。
"It’sacompliment。ButIcan’tdojusticetothethingsI’veseenorhelpedtodo。I’ve’emalljotteddowninmylife-book,butIhaven’tgottheknackofwritingthemoutproperly。IfIcouldhitonjesttherightwordsandstring’emtogetherproperonpaperI
couldmakeagreatbook。ItwouldbeatAMadLoveholler,andIbelieveJoe’dlikeitaswellasthepirateyarns。Yes,I’vehadsomeadventuresinmytime;and,doyouknow,MistressBlythe,Istilllustafter’em。Yes,oldanduselessasIbe,there’sanawfullongingsweepsovermeattimestosailout——out——outthere——foreverandever。"
"LikeUlysses,youwould`SailbeyondthesunsetandthebathsOfallthewesternstarsuntilyoudie,’"
saidAnnedreamily。
"Ulysses?I’vereadofhim。Yes,that’sjusthowI
feel——jesthowallusoldsailorsfeel,Ireckon。I’lldieonlandafterall,Is’pose。Well,whatistobewillbe。TherewasoldWilliamFordattheGlenwhoneverwentonthewaterinhislife,’causehewasafraidofbeingdrowned。Afortune-tellerhadpredictedhewouldbe。Andonedayhefaintedandfellwithhisfaceinthebarntroughandwasdrowned。Mustyougo?Well,comesoonandcomeoften。Thedoctoristodothetalkingnexttime。HeknowsaheapofthingsIwanttofindout。I’msorterlonesomeherebytimes。
It’sbeenworsesinceElizabethRusselldied。Herandmewassuchcronies。"
CaptainJimspokewiththepathosoftheaged,whoseetheiroldfriendsslippingfromthemonebyone——friendswhoseplacecanneverbequitefilledbythoseofayoungergeneration,evenoftheracethatknowsJoseph。AnneandGilbertpromisedtocomesoonandoften。
"He’sarareoldfellow,isn’the?"saidGilbert,astheywalkedhome。
"Somehow,Ican’treconcilehissimple,kindlypersonalitywiththewild,adventurouslifehehaslived,"musedAnne。
"Youwouldn’tfinditsohardifyouhadseenhimtheotherdaydownatthefishingvillage。OneofthemenofPeterGautier’sboatmadeanastyremarkaboutsomegirlalongtheshore。CaptainJimfairlyscorchedthewretchedfellowwiththelightningofhiseyes。Heseemedamantransformed。Hedidn’tsaymuch——butthewayhesaidit!You’dhavethoughtitwouldstripthefleshfromthefellow’sbones。IunderstandthatCaptainJimwillneverallowawordagainstanywomantobesaidinhispresence。"
"Iwonderwhyhenevermarried,"saidAnne。"Heshouldhavesonswiththeirshipsatseanow,andgrandchildrenclimbingoverhimtohearhisstories——he’sthatkindofaman。Instead,hehasnothingbutamagnificentcat。"
ButAnnewasmistaken。CaptainJimhadmorethanthat。
Hehadamemory。
CHAPTER10
LESLIEMOORE
"I’mgoingforawalktotheoutsideshoretonight,"
AnnetoldGogandMagogoneOctoberevening。Therewasnooneelsetotell,forGilberthadgoneovertheharbor。AnnehadherlittledomaininthespecklessorderonewouldexpectofanyonebroughtupbyMarillaCuthbert,andfeltthatshecouldgadshorewardwithaclearconscience。Manyanddelightfulhadbeenhershorerambles,sometimeswithGilbert,sometimeswithCaptainJim,sometimesalonewithherownthoughtsandnew,poignantly-sweetdreamsthatwerebeginningtospanlifewiththeirrainbows。Shelovedthegentle,mistyharborshoreandthesilvery,wind-hauntedsandshore,butbestofallshelovedtherockshore,withitscliffsandcavesandpilesofsurf-wornboulders,anditscoveswherethepebblesglitteredunderthepools;anditwastothisshoreshehiedherselftonight。
Therehadbeenanautumnstormofwindandrain,lastingforthreedays。Thunderoushadbeenthecrashofbillowsontherocks,wildthewhitesprayandspumethatblewoverthebar,troubledandmistyandtempest-torntheerstwhilebluepeaceofFourWindsHarbor。Nowitwasover,andtheshorelayclean-washedafterthestorm;notawindstirred,buttherewasstillafinesurfon,dashingonsandandrockinasplendidwhiteturmoil——theonlyrestlessthinginthegreat,pervadingstillnessandpeace。
"Oh,thisisamomentworthlivingthroughweeksofstormandstressfor,"Anneexclaimed,delightedlysendingherfargazeacrossthetossingwatersfromthetopofthecliffwhereshestood。Presentlyshescrambleddownthesteeppathtothelittlecovebelow,wheresheseemedshutinwithrocksandseaandsky。
"I’mgoingtodanceandsing,"shesaid。"There’snooneheretoseeme——theseagullswon’tcarrytalesofthematter。ImaybeascrazyasIlike。"
Shecaughtupherskirtandpirouettedalongthehardstripofsandjustoutofreachofthewavesthatalmostlappedherfeetwiththeirspentfoam。Whirlingroundandround,laughinglikeachild,shereachedthelittleheadlandthatranouttotheeastofthecove;
thenshestoppedsuddenly,blushingcrimson;shewasnotalone;therehadbeenawitnesstoherdanceandlaughter。
Thegirlofthegoldenhairandsea-blueeyeswassittingonaboulderoftheheadland,half-hiddenbyajuttingrock。ShewaslookingstraightatAnnewithastrangeexpression——partwonder,partsympathy,part——coulditbe?——envy。Shewasbare-headed,andhersplendidhair,morethaneverlikeBrowning’s"gorgeoussnake,"wasboundaboutherheadwithacrimsonribbon。Sheworeadressofsomedarkmaterial,veryplainlymade;butswathedaboutherwaist,outliningitsfinecurves,wasavividgirdleofredsilk。Herhands,claspedoverherknee,werebrownandsomewhatwork-hardened;buttheskinofherthroatandcheekswasaswhiteascream。Aflyinggleamofsunsetbrokethroughalow-lyingwesterncloudandfellacrossherhair。Foramomentsheseemedthespiritoftheseapersonified——allitsmystery,allitspassion,allitselusivecharm。
"You——youmustthinkmecrazy,"stammeredAnne,tryingtorecoverherself-possession。Tobeseenbythisstatelygirlinsuchanabandonofchildishness——she,Mrs。Dr。Blythe,withallthedignityofthematrontokeepup——itwastoobad!
"No,"saidthegirl,"Idon’t。"
Shesaidnothingmore;hervoicewasexpressionless;
hermannerslightlyrepellent;buttherewassomethinginhereyes——eageryetshy,defiantyetpleading——whichturnedAnnefromherpurposeofwalkingaway。Instead,shesatdownontheboulderbesidethegirl。
"Let’sintroduceourselves,"shesaid,withthesmilethathadneveryetfailedtowinconfidenceandfriendliness。"IamMrs。Blythe——andIliveinthatlittlewhitehouseuptheharborshore。"
"Yes,Iknow,"saidthegirl。"IamLeslieMoore——Mrs。DickMoore,"sheaddedstiffly。
Annewassilentforamomentfromsheeramazement。Ithadnotoccurredtoherthatthisgirlwasmarried——thereseemednothingofthewifeabouther。
AndthatsheshouldbetheneighborwhomAnnehadpicturedasacommonplaceFourWindshousewife!Annecouldnotquicklyadjusthermentalfocustothisastonishingchange。
"Then——thenyouliveinthatgrayhouseupthebrook,"
shestammered。
"Yes。Ishouldhavegoneovertocallonyoulongago,"saidtheother。Shedidnotofferanyexplanationorexcusefornothavinggone。
"IwishyouWOULDcome,"saidAnne,recoveringherselfsomewhat。"We’resuchnearneighborsweoughttobefriends。ThatisthesolefaultofFourWinds——therearen’tquiteenoughneighbors。Otherwiseitisperfection。"
"Youlikeit?"
"LIKEit!Iloveit。ItisthemostbeautifulplaceI
eversaw。"
"I’veneverseenmanyplaces,"saidLeslieMoore,slowly,"butI’vealwaysthoughtitwasverylovelyhere。I——Iloveit,too。"
Shespoke,asshelooked,shyly,yeteagerly。Annehadanoddimpressionthatthisstrangegirl——theword"girl"wouldpersist——couldsayagooddealifshechose。
"Ioftencometotheshore,"sheadded。
"SodoI,"saidAnne。"It’sawonderwehaven’tmetherebefore。"
"ProbablyyoucomeearlierintheeveningthanIdo。
Itisgenerallylate——almostdark——whenIcome。AndI
lovetocomejustafterastorm——likethis。Idon’tliketheseasowellwhenit’scalmandquiet。Ilikethestruggle——andthecrash——andthenoise。"
"Iloveitinallitsmoods,"declaredAnne。"TheseaatFourWindsistomewhatLover’sLanewasathome。
Tonightitseemedsofree——sountamed——somethingbrokelooseinme,too,outofsympathy。ThatwaswhyI
dancedalongtheshoreinthatwildway。Ididn’tsupposeanybodywaslooking,ofcourse。IfMissCorneliaBryanthadseenmeshewouldhaveforbodedagloomyprospectforpooryoungDr。Blythe。"
"YouknowMissCornelia?"saidLeslie,laughing。Shehadanexquisitelaugh;itbubbledupsuddenlyandunexpectedlywithsomethingofthedeliciousqualityofababy’s。Annelaughed,too。
"Oh,yes。Shehasbeendowntomyhouseofdreamsseveraltimes。"
"Yourhouseofdreams?"
"Oh,that’sadear,foolishlittlenameGilbertandI
haveforourhome。Wejustcallitthatbetweenourselves。ItslippedoutbeforeIthought。"
"SoMissRussell’slittlewhitehouseisYOURhouseofdreams,"saidLesliewonderingly。"_I_hadahouseofdreamsonce——butitwasapalace,"sheadded,withalaugh,thesweetnessofwhichwasmarredbyalittlenoteofderision。
"Oh,Ioncedreamedofapalace,too,"saidAnne。"I
supposeallgirlsdo。Andthenwesettledowncontentedlyineight-roomhousesthatseemtofulfillallthedesiresofourhearts——becauseourprinceisthere。YOUshouldhavehadyourpalacereally,though——youaresobeautiful。YouMUSTletmesayit——ithastobesaid——I’mnearlyburstingwithadmiration。YouaretheloveliestthingIeversaw,Mrs。Moore。"
"IfwearetobefriendsyoumustcallmeLeslie,"
saidtheotherwithanoddpassion。
"OfcourseIwill。AndMYfriendscallmeAnne。"
"IsupposeIambeautiful,"Lesliewenton,lookingstormilyouttosea。"Ihatemybeauty。IwishIhadalwaysbeenasbrownandplainasthebrownestandplainestgirlatthefishingvillageoverthere。
Well,whatdoyouthinkofMissCornelia?"
Theabruptchangeofsubjectshutthedooronanyfurtherconfidences。
"MissCorneliaisadarling,isn’tshe?"saidAnne。
"GilbertandIwereinvitedtoherhousetoastatetealastweek。You’veheardofgroaningtables。"
"Iseemtorecallseeingtheexpressioninthenewspaperreportsofweddings,"saidLeslie,smiling。
"Well,MissCornelia’sgroaned——atleast,itcreaked——positively。Youcouldn’thavebelievedshewouldhavecookedsomuchfortwoordinarypeople。Shehadeverykindofpieyoucouldname,Ithink——exceptlemonpie。ShesaidshehadtakentheprizeforlemonpiesattheCharlottetownExhibitiontenyearsagoandhadnevermadeanysinceforfearoflosingherreputationforthem。"
"Wereyouabletoeatenoughpietopleaseher?"
"_I_wasn’t。Gilbertwonherheartbyeating——Iwon’ttellyouhowmuch。Shesaidsheneverknewamanwhodidn’tlikepiebetterthanhisBible。Doyouknow,I
loveMissCornelia。"
"SodoI,"saidLeslie。"SheisthebestfriendI
haveintheworld。"
Annewonderedsecretlywhy,ifthiswereso,MissCorneliahadnevermentionedMrs。DickMooretoher。
MissCorneliahadcertainlytalkedfreelyabouteveryotherindividualinornearFourWinds。
"Isn’tthatbeautiful?"saidLeslie,afterabriefsilence,pointingtotheexquisiteeffectofashaftoflightfallingthroughacleftintherockbehindthem,acrossadarkgreenpoolatitsbase。"IfIhadcomehere——andseennothingbutjustthat——Iwouldgohomesatisfied。"
"Theeffectsoflightandshadowallalongtheseshoresarewonderful,"agreedAnne。"Mylittlesewingroomlooksoutontheharbor,andIsitatitswindowandfeastmyeyes。Thecolorsandshadowsareneverthesametwominutestogether。"
"Andyouareneverlonely?"askedLeslieabruptly。
"Never——whenyouarealone?"
"No。Idon’tthinkI’veeverbeenreallylonelyinmylife,"answeredAnne。"EvenwhenI’maloneIhaverealgoodcompany——dreamsandimaginationsandpretendings。ILIKEtobealonenowandthen,justtothinkoverthingsandTASTEthem。ButIlovefriendship——andnice,jollylittletimeswithpeople。
Oh,WON’Tyoucometoseeme——often?Pleasedo。I
believe,"Anneadded,laughing,"thatyou’dlikemeifyouknewme。"
"IwonderifYOUwouldlikeME,"saidLeslieseriously。Shewasnotfishingforacompliment。Shelookedoutacrossthewavesthatwerebeginningtobegarlandedwithblossomsofmoonlitfoam,andhereyesfilledwithshadows。
"I’msureIwould,"saidAnne。"Andpleasedon’tthinkI’mutterlyirresponsiblebecauseyousawmedancingontheshoreatsunset。NodoubtIshallbedignifiedafteratime。Yousee,Ihaven’tbeenmarriedverylong。Ifeellikeagirl,andsometimeslikeachild,yet。"
"Ihavebeenmarriedtwelveyears,"saidLeslie。
Herewasanotherunbelievablething。
"Why,youcan’tbeasoldasIam!"exclaimedAnne。
"Youmusthavebeenachildwhenyouweremarried。"
"Iwassixteen,"saidLeslie,rising,andpickingupthecapandjacketlyingbesideher。"Iamtwenty-eightnow。Well,Imustgoback。"
"SomustI。Gilbertwillprobablybehome。ButI’msogladwebothcametotheshoretonightandmeteachother。"
Lesliesaidnothing,andAnnewasalittlechilled。
Shehadofferedfriendshipfranklybutithadnotbeenacceptedverygraciously,ifithadnotbeenabsolutelyrepelled。Insilencetheyclimbedthecliffsandwalkedacrossapasture-fieldofwhichthefeathery,bleached,wildgrasseswerelikeacarpetofcreamyvelvetinthemoonlight。WhentheyreachedtheshorelaneLeslieturned。
"Igothisway,Mrs。Blythe。Youwillcomeoverandseemesometime,won’tyou?"
Annefeltasiftheinvitationhadbeenthrownather。
ShegottheimpressionthatLeslieMooregaveitreluctantly。
"Iwillcomeifyoureallywantmeto,"shesaidalittlecoldly。
"Oh,Ido——Ido,"exclaimedLeslie,withaneagernesswhichseemedtoburstforthandbeatdownsomerestraintthathadbeenimposedonit。
"ThenI’llcome。Good-night——Leslie。"
"Good-night,Mrs。Blythe。"
AnnewalkedhomeinabrownstudyandpouredouthertaletoGilbert。
"SoMrs。DickMooreisn’toneoftheracethatknowsJoseph?"saidGilbertteasingly。
"No——o——o,notexactly。Andyet——IthinksheWASoneofthemonce,buthasgoneorgotintoexile,"saidAnnemusingly。"Sheiscertainlyverydifferentfromtheotherwomenabouthere。Youcan’ttalkabouteggsandbuttertoHER。TothinkI’vebeenimaginingherasecondMrs。RachelLynde!HaveyoueverseenDickMoore,Gilbert?"
"No。I’veseenseveralmenworkingaboutthefieldsofthefarm,butIdon’tknowwhichwasMoore。"
"Shenevermentionedhim。IKNOWsheisn’thappy。"
"FromwhatyoutellmeIsupposeshewasmarriedbeforeshewasoldenoughtoknowherownmindorheart,andfoundouttoolatethatshehadmadeamistake。It’sacommontragedyenough,Anne。
Afinewomanwouldhavemadethebestofit。Mrs。
Moorehasevidentlyletitmakeherbitterandresentful。"
"Don’tletusjudgehertillweknow,"pleadedAnne。
"Idon’tbelievehercaseissoordinary。Youwillunderstandherfascinationwhenyoumeether,Gilbert。
Itisathingquiteapartfromherbeauty。Ifeelthatshepossessesarichnature,intowhichafriendmightenterasintoakingdom;butforsomereasonshebarseveryoneoutandshutsallherpossibilitiesupinherself,sothattheycannotdevelopandblossom。
There,I’vebeenstrugglingtodefinehertomyselfeversinceIlefther,andthatisthenearestIcangettoit。I’mgoingtoaskMissCorneliaabouther。"
CHAPTER11
THESTORYOFLESLIEMOORE
"Yes,theeighthbabyarrivedafortnightago,"saidMissCornelia,fromarockerbeforethefireofthelittlehouseonechillyOctoberafternoon。"It’sagirl。Fredwasrantingmad——saidhewantedaboy——whenthetruthishedidn’twantitatall。Ifithadbeenaboyhe’dhaverantedbecauseitwasn’tagirl。Theyhadfourgirlsandthreeboysbefore,soI
can’tseethatitmademuchdifferencewhatthisonewas,butofcoursehe’dhavetobecantankerous,justlikeaman。Thebabyisrealpretty,dressedupinitsnicelittleclothes。Ithasblackeyesandthedearest,tinyhands。"
"Imustgoandseeit。Ijustlovebabies,"saidAnne,smilingtoherselfoverathoughttoodearandsacredtobeputintowords。
"Idon’tsaybutwhatthey’renice,"admittedMissCornelia。"Butsomefolksseemtohavemorethantheyreallyneed,believeME。MypoorcousinFloraupattheGlenhadeleven,andsuchaslaveassheis!Herhusbandsuicidedthreeyearsago。Justlikeaman!"
"Whatmadehimdothat?"askedAnne,rathershocked。
"Couldn’tgethiswayoversomething,sohejumpedintothewell。Agoodriddance!Hewasaborntyrant。
Butofcourseitspoiledthewell。Floracouldneverabidethethoughtofusingitagain,poorthing!Soshehadanotherdugandafrightfulexpenseitwas,andthewaterashardasnails。IfheHADtodrownhimselftherewasplentyofwaterintheharbor,wasn’tthere?
I’venopatiencewithamanlikethat。We’veonlyhadtwosuicidesinFourWindsinmyrecollection。TheotherwasFrankWest——LeslieMoore’sfather。Bytheway,hasLeslieeverbeenovertocallonyouyet?"
"No,butImetherontheshoreafewnightsagoandwescrapedanacquaintance,"saidAnne,prickingupherears。
MissCornelianodded。
"I’mglad,dearie。Iwashopingyou’dforegatherwithher。Whatdoyouthinkofher?"
"Ithoughtherverybeautiful。"
"Oh,ofcourse。TherewasneveranybodyaboutFourWindscouldtouchherforlooks。Didyoueverseeherhair?Itreachestoherfeetwhensheletsitdown。
ButImeanthowdidyoulikeher?"
"IthinkIcouldlikeherverymuchifshe’dletme,"
saidAnneslowly。
"Butshewouldn’tletyou——shepushedyouoffandkeptyouatarm’slength。PoorLeslie!Youwouldn’tbemuchsurprisedifyouknewwhatherlifehasbeen。
It’sbeenatragedy——atragedy!"repeatedMissCorneliaemphatically。
"Iwishyouwouldtellmeallabouther——thatis,ifyoucandosowithoutbetrayinganyconfidence。"
"Lord,dearie,everybodyinFourWindsknowspoorLeslie’sstory。It’snosecret——theOUTSIDE,thatis。
NobodyknowstheINSIDEbutLeslieherself,andshedoesn’ttakefolksintoherconfidence。I’maboutthebestfriendshehasonearth,Ireckon,andshe’sneverutteredawordofcomplainttome。HaveyoueverseenDickMoore?"
"No。"
"Well,Imayaswellbeginatthebeginningandtellyoueverythingstraightthrough,soyou’llunderstandit。AsIsaid,Leslie’sfatherwasFrankWest。Hewascleverandshiftless——justlikeaman。Oh,hehadheapsofbrains——andmuchgoodtheydidhim!Hestartedtogotocollege,andhewentfortwoyears,andthenhishealthbrokedown。TheWestswereallinclinedtobeconsumptive。SoFrankcamehomeandstartedfarming。HemarriedRoseElliottfromoverharbor。RosewasreckonedthebeautyofFourWinds——Leslietakesherlooksfromhermother,butshehastentimesthespiritandgothatRosehad,andafarbetterfigure。Nowyouknow,Anne,Ialwaystakethegroundthatuswomenoughttostandbyeachother。
We’vegotenoughtoendureatthehandsofthemen,theLordknows,soIholdwehadn’toughttoclapper-clawoneanother,anditisn’toftenyou’llfindmerunningdownanotherwoman。ButIneverhadmuchuseforRoseElliott。Shewasspoiledtobeginwith,believeME,andshewasnothingbutalazy,selfish,whiningcreature。Frankwasnohandtowork,sotheywerepoorasJob’sturkey。Poor!Theylivedonpotatoesandpoint,believeME。Theyhadtwochildren——LeslieandKenneth。Lesliehadhermother’slooksandherfather’sbrains,andsomethingshedidn’tgetfromeitherofthem。ShetookafterherGrandmotherWest——asplendidoldlady。Shewasthebrightest,friendliest,merriestthingwhenshewasachild,Anne。Everybodylikedher。Shewasherfather’sfavoriteandshewasawfulfondofhim。Theywere`chums,’assheusedtosay。Shecouldn’tseeanyofhisfaults——andheWASatakingsortofmaninsomeways。
"Well,whenLesliewastwelveyearsold,thefirstdreadfulthinghappened。SheworshippedlittleKenneth——hewasfouryearsyoungerthanher,andheWAS
adearlittlechap。Andhewaskilledoneday——felloffabigloadofhayjustasitwasgoingintothebarn,andthewheelwentrightoverhislittlebodyandcrushedthelifeoutofit。Andmindyou,Anne,Lesliesawit。Shewaslookingdownfromtheloft。Shegaveonescreech——thehiredmansaidheneverheardsuchasoundinallhislife——hesaiditwouldringinhisearstillGabriel’strumpdroveitout。Butsheneverscreechedorcriedagainaboutit。Shejumpedfromtheloftontotheloadandfromtheloadtothefloor,andcaughtupthelittlebleeding,warm,deadbody,Anne——theyhadtotearitfromherbeforeshewouldletitgo。Theysentforme——Ican’ttalkofit。"
MissCorneliawipedthetearsfromherkindlybrowneyesandsewedinbittersilenceforafewminutes。
"Well,"sheresumed,"itwasallover——theyburiedlittleKennethinthatgraveyardovertheharbor,andafterawhileLesliewentbacktoherschoolandherstudies。ShenevermentionedKenneth’sname——I’veneverhearditcrossherlipsfromthatdaytothis。I
reckonthatoldhurtstillachesandburnsattimes;
butshewasonlyachildandtimeisrealkindtochildren,Anne,dearie。Afterawhileshebegantolaughagain——shehadtheprettiestlaugh。Youdon’toftenhearitnow。"
"Ihearditoncetheothernight,"saidAnne。"ItIS
abeautifullaugh。"
"FrankWestbegantogodownafterKenneth’sdeath。Hewasn’tstronganditwasashocktohim,becausehewasrealfondofthechild,though,asI’vesaid,Lesliewashisfavorite。Hegotmopyandmelancholy,andcouldn’torwouldn’twork。Andoneday,whenLesliewasfourteenyearsofage,hehangedhimself——andintheparlor,too,mindyou,Anne,rightinthemiddleoftheparlorfromthelamphookintheceiling。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Itwastheanniversaryofhisweddingday,too。Nice,tastytimetopickforit,wasn’tit?And,ofcourse,thatpoorLesliehadtobetheonetofindhim。Shewentintotheparlorthatmorning,singing,withsomefreshflowersforthevases,andthereshesawherfatherhangingfromtheceiling,hisfaceasblackasacoal。Itwassomethingawful,believeME!"
"Oh,howhorrible!"saidAnne,shuddering。"Thepoor,poorchild!"
"Lesliedidn’tcryatherfather’sfuneralanymorethenshehadcriedatKenneth’s。Rosewhoopedandhowledfortwo,however,andLesliehadallshecoulddotryingtocalmandcomforthermother。IwasdisgustedwithRoseandsowaseveryoneelse,butLeslienevergotoutofpatience。Shelovedhermother。Leslieisclannish——herowncouldneverdowronginhereyes。Well,theyburiedFrankWestbesideKenneth,andRoseputupagreatbigmonumenttohim。
Itwasbiggerthanhischaracter,believeME!Anyhow,itwasbiggerthanRosecouldafford,forthefarmwasmortgagedformorethanitsvalue。ButnotlongafterLeslie’soldgrandmotherWestdiedandsheleftLesliealittlemoney——enoughtogiveherayearatQueen’sAcademy。Lesliehadmadeuphermindtopassforateacherifshecould,andthenearnenoughtoputherselfthroughRedmondCollege。Thathadbeenherfather’spetscheme——hewantedhertohavewhathehadlost。Lesliewasfullofambitionandherheadwaschockfullofbrains。ShewenttoQueen’s,andshetooktwoyears’workinoneyearandgotherFirst;
andwhenshecamehomeshegottheGlenschool。Shewassohappyandhopefulandfulloflifeandeagerness。WhenIthinkofwhatshewasthenandwhatsheisnow,Isay——dratthemen!"
MissCorneliasnippedherthreadoffasviciouslyasif,Nero-like,shewasseveringtheneckofmankindbythestroke。
"DickMoorecameintoherlifethatsummer。Hisfather,AbnerMoore,keptstoreattheGlen,butDickhadasea-goingstreakinhimfromhismother;heusedtosailinsummerandclerkinhisfather’sstoreinwinter。Hewasabig,handsomefellow,withalittleuglysoul。Hewasalwayswantingsomethingtillhegotit,andthenhestoppedwantingit——justlikeaman。
Oh,hedidn’tgrowlattheweatherwhenitwasfine,andhewasmostlyrealpleasantandagreeablewheneverythingwentright。Buthedrankagooddeal,andthereweresomenastystoriestoldofhimandagirldownatthefishingvillage。Hewasn’tfitforLeslietowipeherfeeton,that’sthelongandshortofit。
AndhewasaMethodist!Buthewascleanmadabouther——becauseofhergoodlooksinthefirstplace,andbecauseshewouldn’thaveanythingtosaytohiminthesecond。Hevowedhe’dhaveher——andhegother!"
"Howdidhebringitabout?"
"Oh,itwasaniniquitousthing!I’llneverforgiveRoseWest。Yousee,dearie,AbnerMooreheldthemortgageontheWestfarm,andtheinterestwasoverduesomeyears,andDickjustwentandtoldMrs。WestthatifLesliewouldn’tmarryhimhe’dgethisfathertoforeclosethemortgage。Rosecarriedonterrible——faintedandwept,andpleadedwithLeslienottoletherbeturnedoutofherhome。Shesaiditwouldbreakherhearttoleavethehomeshe’dcometoasabride。Iwouldn’thaveblamedherforfeelingdreadfulbadoverit——butyouwouldn’thavethoughtshe’dbesoselfishastosacrificeherownfleshandbloodbecauseofit,wouldyou?Well,shewas。
AndLesliegavein——shelovedhermothersomuchshewouldhavedoneanythingtosaveherpain。ShemarriedDickMoore。Noneofusknewwhyatthetime。Itwasn’ttilllongafterwardthatIfoundouthowhermotherhadworriedherintoit。Iwassuretherewassomethingwrong,though,becauseIknewhowshehadsnubbedhimtimeandagain,anditwasn’tlikeLeslietoturnface——aboutlikethat。Besides,IknewthatDickMoorewasn’tthekindofmanLesliecouldeverfancy,inspiteofhisgoodlooksanddashingways。Ofcourse,therewasnowedding,butRoseaskedmetogoandseethemmarried。Iwent,butIwassorryIdid。
I’dseenLeslie’sfaceatherbrother’sfuneralandatherfather’sfuneral——andnowitseemedtomeIwasseeingitatherownfuneral。ButRosewassmilingasabasketofchips,believeME!
"LeslieandDicksettleddownontheWestplace——Rosecouldn’tbeartopartwithherdeardaughter!——andlivedthereforthewinter。InthespringRosetookpneumoniaanddied——ayeartoolate!Lesliewasheart-brokenenoughoverit。Isn’titterriblethewaysomeunworthyfolksareloved,whileothersthatdeserveitfarmore,you’dthink,nevergetmuchaffection?AsforDick,he’dhadenoughofquietmarriedlife——justlikeaman。Hewasforupandoff。
HewentovertoNovaScotiatovisithisrelations——hisfatherhadcomefromNovaScotia——andhewrotebacktoLesliethathiscousin,GeorgeMoore,wasgoingonavoyagetoHavanaandhewasgoingtoo。ThenameofthevesselwastheFourSistersandtheyweretobegoneaboutnineweeks。
"ItmusthavebeenarelieftoLeslie。Butsheneversaidanything。Fromthedayofhermarriageshewasjustwhatsheisnow——coldandproud,andkeepingeveryonebutmeatadistance。Iwon’tBEkeptatadistance,believeME!I’vejuststucktoLeslieascloseasIknewhowinspiteofeverything。"
"Shetoldmeyouwerethebestfriendshehad,"saidAnne。
"Didshe?"exclaimedMissCorneliadelightedly。
"Well,I’mrealthankfultohearit。SometimesI’vewonderedifshereallydidwantmearoundatall——sheneverletmethinkso。Youmusthavethawedheroutmorethanyouthink,orshewouldn’thavesaidthatmuchitselftoyou。Oh,thatpoor,heart-brokengirl!
IneverseeDickMoorebutIwanttorunaknifecleanthroughhim。"
MissCorneliawipedhereyesagainandhavingrelievedherfeelingsbyherblood-thirstywish,tookuphertale。
"Well,Lesliewasleftovertherealone。Dickhadputinthecropbeforehewent,andoldAbnerlookedafterit。ThesummerwentbyandtheFourSistersdidn’tcomeback。TheNovaScotiaMooresinvestigated,andfoundshehadgottoHavanaanddischargedhercargoandtookonanotherandleftforhome;andthatwasalltheyeverfoundoutabouther。BydegreespeoplebegantotalkofDickMooreasonethatwasdead。Almosteveryonebelievedthathewas,thoughnoonefeltcertain,formenhaveturneduphereattheharborafterthey’dbeengoneforyears。Leslieneverthoughthewasdead——andshewasright。Athousandpitiestoo!
ThenextsummerCaptainJimwasinHavana——thatwasbeforehegaveupthesea,ofcourse。Hethoughthe’dpokeroundabit——CaptainJimwasalwaysmeddlesome,justlikeaman——andhewenttoinquiringroundamongthesailors’boardinghousesandplaceslikethat,toseeifhecouldfindoutanythingaboutthecrewoftheFourSisters。He’dbetterhaveletsleepingdogslie,inmyopinion!Well,hewenttooneout-of-the-wayplace,andtherehefoundamanheknewatfirstsightitwasDickMoore,thoughhehadabigbeard。CaptainJimgotitshavedoffandthentherewasnodoubt——DickMooreitwas——hisbodyatleast。Hismindwasn’tthere——asforhissoul,inmyopinionheneverhadone!"
"Whathadhappenedtohim?"
"Nobodyknowstherightsofit。Allthefolkswhokepttheboardinghousecouldtellwasthataboutayearbeforetheyhadfoundhimlyingontheirdoorsteponemorninginanawfulcondition——hisheadbatteredtoajellyalmost。Theysupposedhe’dgothurtinsomedrunkenrow,andlikelythat’sthetruthofit。Theytookhimin,neverthinkinghecouldlive。Buthedid——andhewasjustlikeachildwhenhegotwell。
Hehadn’tmemoryorintellectorreason。Theytriedtofindoutwhohewasbuttheynevercould。Hecouldn’teventellthemhisname——hecouldonlysayafewsimplewords。Hehadaletteronhimbeginning`DearDick’
andsigned`Leslie,’buttherewasnoaddressonitandtheenvelopewasgone。Theylethimstayon——helearnedtodoafewoddjobsabouttheplace——andthereCaptainJimfoundhim。Hebroughthimhome——I’vealwayssaiditwasabadday’swork,thoughIs’posetherewasnothingelsehecoulddo。HethoughtmaybewhenDickgothomeandsawhisoldsurroundingsandfamiliarfaceshismemorywouldwakeup。Butithadn’tanyeffect。Therehe’sbeenatthehouseupthebrookeversince。He’sjustlikeachild,nomorenorless。
Takesfractiousspellsoccasionally,butmostlyhe’sjustvacantandgoodhumoredandharmless。He’sapttorunawayifheisn’twatched。That’stheburdenLesliehashadtocarryforelevenyears——andallalone。OldAbnerMoorediedsoonafterDickwasbroughthomeanditwasfoundhewasalmostbankrupt。
WhenthingsweresettleduptherewasnothingforLeslieandDickbuttheoldWestfarm。LeslierentedittoJohnWard,andtherentisallshehastoliveon。Sometimesinsummershetakesaboardertohelpout。Butmostvisitorsprefertheothersideoftheharborwherethehotelsandsummercottagesare。
Leslie’shouseistoofarfromthebathingshore。
She’stakencareofDickandshe’sneverbeenawayfromhimforelevenyears——she’stiedtothatimbecileforlife。Andafterallthedreamsandhopessheoncehad!
Youcanimaginewhatithasbeenlikeforher,Anne,dearie——withherbeautyandspiritandprideandcleverness。It’sjustbeenalivingdeath。"
"Poor,poorgirl!"saidAnneagain。Herownhappinessseemedtoreproachher。Whatrighthadshetobesohappywhenanotherhumansoulmustbesomiserable?
"WillyoutellmejustwhatLesliesaidandhowsheactedthenightyoumetherontheshore?"askedMissCornelia。
Shelistenedintentlyandnoddedhersatisfaction。
"YOUthoughtshewasstiffandcold,Anne,dearie,butIcantellyoushethawedoutwonderfulforher。Shemusthavetakentoyourealstrong。I’msoglad。Youmaybeabletohelpheragooddeal。IwasthankfulwhenIheardthatayoungcouplewascomingtothishouse,forIhopeditwouldmeansomefriendsforLeslie;especiallyifyoubelongedtotheracethatknowsJoseph。YouWILLbeherfriend,won’tyou,Anne,dearie?"
"IndeedIwill,ifshe’llletme,"saidAnne,withallherownsweet,impulsiveearnestness。
"No,youmustbeherfriend,whethershe’llletyouornot,"saidMissCorneliaresolutely。"Don’tyoumindifshe’sstiffbytimes——don’tnoticeit。Rememberwhatherlifehasbeen——andis——andmustalwaysbe,I
suppose,forcreatureslikeDickMooreliveforever,I
understand。Youshouldseehowfathe’sgotsincehecamehome。Heusedtobeleanenough。JustMAKEherbefriends——youcandoit——you’reoneofthosewhohavetheknack。Onlyyoumustn’tbesensitive。Anddon’tmindifshedoesn’tseemtowantyoutogoovertheremuch。Sheknowsthatsomewomendon’tliketobewhereDickis——theycomplainhegivesthemthecreeps。Justgethertocomeoverhereasoftenasshecan。Shecan’tgetawaysoverymuch——shecan’tleaveDicklong,fortheLordknowswhathe’ddo——burnthehousedownmostlikely。Atnights,afterhe’sinbedandasleep,isabouttheonlytimeshe’sfree。Healwaysgoestobedearlyandsleepslikethedeadtillnextmorning。
Thatishowyoucametomeetherattheshorelikely。
Shewandersthereconsiderable。"
"IwilldoeverythingIcanforher,"saidAnne。HerinterestinLeslieMoore,whichhadbeenvivideversinceshehadseenherdrivinghergeesedownthehill,wasintensifiedathousandfoldbyMissCornelia’snarration。Thegirl’sbeautyandsorrowandlonelinessdrewherwithanirresistiblefascination。Shehadneverknownanyonelikeher;herfriendshadhithertobeenwholesome,normal,merrygirlslikeherself,withonlytheaveragetrialsofhumancareandbereavementtoshadowtheirgirlishdreams。LeslieMoorestoodapart,atragic,appealingfigureofthwartedwomanhood。Anneresolvedthatshewouldwinentranceintothekingdomofthatlonelysoulandfindtherethecomradeshipitcouldsorichlygive,wereitnotforthecruelfettersthathelditinaprisonnotofitsownmaking。
"Andmindyouthis,Anne,dearie,"saidMissCornelia,whohadnotyetwhollyrelievedhermind,"Youmustn’tthinkLeslieisaninfidelbecauseshehardlyevergoestochurch——oreventhatshe’saMethodist。Shecan’ttakeDicktochurch,ofcourse——notthatheevertroubledchurchmuchinhisbestdays。Butyoujustrememberthatshe’sarealstrongPresbyterianatheart,Anne,dearie。"