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  Therewasanotherpause——solongandsodreadfulthatAnnewasdrivenatlasttolookup。Gilbert’sfacewaswhitetothelips。
  Andhiseyes——butAnneshudderedandlookedaway。Therewasnothingromanticaboutthis。Mustproposalsbeeithergrotesqueor——horrible?CouldsheeverforgetGilbert’sface?
  "Isthereanybodyelse?"heaskedatlastinalowvoice。
  "No——no,"saidAnneeagerly。"Idon’tcareforanyonelikeTHAT——andILIKEyoubetterthananybodyelseintheworld,Gilbert。Andwemust——wemustgoonbeingfriends,Gilbert。"
  Gilbertgaveabitterlittlelaugh。
  "Friends!Yourfriendshipcan’tsatisfyme,Anne。Iwantyourlove——andyoutellmeIcanneverhavethat。"
  "I’msorry。Forgiveme,Gilbert,"wasallAnnecouldsay。
  Where,oh,wherewereallthegraciousandgracefulspeecheswherewith,inimagination,shehadbeenwonttodismissrejectedsuitors?
  Gilbertreleasedherhandgently。
  "Thereisn’tanythingtoforgive。TherehavebeentimeswhenIthoughtyoudidcare。I’vedeceivedmyself,that’sall。Goodbye,Anne。"
  Annegotherselftoherroom,satdownonherwindowseatbehindthepines,andcriedbitterly。Shefeltasifsomethingincalculablyprecioushadgoneoutofherlife。ItwasGilbert’sfriendship,ofcourse。Oh,whymustsheloseitafterthisfashion?
  "Whatisthematter,honey?"askedPhil,cominginthroughthemoonlitgloom。
  Annedidnotanswer。AtthatmomentshewishedPhilwereathousandmilesaway。
  "Isupposeyou’vegoneandrefusedGilbertBlythe。Youareanidiot,AnneShirley!"
  "DoyoucallitidiotictorefusetomarryamanIdon’tlove?"
  saidAnnecoldly,goadedtoreply。
  "Youdon’tknowlovewhenyouseeit。You’vetrickedsomethingoutwithyourimaginationthatyouthinklove,andyouexpecttherealthingtolooklikethat。There,that’sthefirstsensiblethingI’veeversaidinmylife。IwonderhowImanagedit?"
  "Phil,"pleadedAnne,"pleasegoawayandleavemealoneforalittlewhile。Myworldhastumbledintopieces。Iwanttoreconstructit。"
  "WithoutanyGilbertinit?"saidPhil,going。
  AworldwithoutanyGilbertinit!Annerepeatedthewordsdrearily。
  Woulditnotbeaverylonely,forlornplace?Well,itwasallGilbert’sfault。Hehadspoiledtheirbeautifulcomradeship。
  Shemustjustlearntolivewithoutit。
  ChapterXXI
  RosesofYesterdayThefortnightAnnespentinBolingbrokewasaverypleasantone,withalittleundercurrentofvaguepainanddissatisfactionrunningthroughitwhenevershethoughtaboutGilbert。Therewasnot,however,muchtimetothinkabouthim。"MountHolly,"thebeautifuloldGordonhomestead,wasaverygayplace,overrunbyPhil’sfriendsofbothsexes。Therewasquiteabewilderingsuccessionofdrives,dances,picnicsandboatingparties,allexpressivelylumpedtogetherbyPhilundertheheadof"jamborees";
  AlecandAlonzoweresoconstantlyonhandthatAnnewonderediftheyeverdidanythingbutdanceattendanceonthatwill-o’-the-wispofaPhil。Theywerebothnice,manlyfellows,butAnnewouldnotbedrawnintoanyopinionastowhichwasthenicer。
  "AndIdependedsoonyoutohelpmemakeupmymindwhichofthemI
  shouldpromisetomarry,"mournedPhil。
  "Youmustdothatforyourself。Youarequiteexpertatmakingupyourmindastowhomotherpeopleshouldmarry,"retortedAnne,rathercaustically。
  "Oh,that’saverydifferentthing,"saidPhil,truly。
  ButthesweetestincidentofAnne’ssojourninBolingbrokewasthevisittoherbirthplace——thelittleshabbyyellowhouseinanout-of-the-waystreetshehadsooftendreamedabout。Shelookedatitwithdelightedeyes,assheandPhilturnedinatthegate。
  "It’salmostexactlyasI’vepicturedit,"shesaid。"Thereisnohoneysuckleoverthewindows,butthereisalilactreebythegate,and——yes,therearethemuslincurtainsinthewindows。
  HowgladIamitisstillpaintedyellow。"
  Averytall,verythinwomanopenedthedoor。
  "Yes,theShirleyslivedheretwentyyearsago,"shesaid,inanswertoAnne’squestion。"Theyhaditrented。Iremember’em。
  Theybothdiedoffeveratonct。Itwasturriblesad。Theyleftababy。Iguessit’sdeadlongago。Itwasasicklything。OldThomasandhiswifetookit——asiftheyhadn’tenoughoftheirown。"
  "Itdidn’tdie,"saidAnne,smiling。"Iwasthatbaby。"
  "Youdon’tsayso!Why,youhavegrown,"exclaimedthewoman,asifsheweremuchsurprisedthatAnnewasnotstillababy。
  "Cometolookatyou,Iseetheresemblance。You’recomplectedlikeyourpa。Hehadredhair。Butyoufavoryourmainyoureyesandmouth。Shewasanicelittlething。Mydarterwenttoschooltoherandwasnighcrazyabouther。TheywasburiedintheonegraveandtheSchoolBoardputupatombstonetothemasarewardforfaithfulservice。Willyoucomein?"
  "Willyouletmegoalloverthehouse?"askedAnneeagerly。
  "Laws,yes,youcanifyoulike。’Twon’ttakeyoulong——thereain’tmuchofit。Ikeepatmymantobuildanewkitchen,butheain’toneofyourhustlers。Theparlor’sinthereandthere’stworoomsupstairs。Justprowlaboutyourselves。I’vegottoseetothebaby。Theeastroomwastheoneyouwerebornin。
  Irememberyourmasayingshelovedtoseethesunrise;andI
  mindhearingthatyouwasbornjustasthesunwasrisinganditslightonyourfacewasthefirstthingyourmasaw。"
  Annewentupthenarrowstairsandintothatlittleeastroomwithafullheart。Itwasasashrinetoher。Herehermotherhaddreamedtheexquisite,happydreamsofanticipatedmotherhood;
  herethatredsunriselighthadfallenoverthembothinthesacredhourofbirth;herehermotherhaddied。Annelookedaboutherreverently,hereyeswithtears。Itwasforheroneofthejeweledhoursoflifethatgleamoutradiantlyforeverinmemory。
  "Justtothinkofit——motherwasyoungerthanIamnowwhenIwasborn,"
  shewhispered。
  WhenAnnewentdownstairstheladyofthehousemetherinthehall。
  Sheheldoutadustylittlepackettiedwithfadedblueribbon。
  "Here’sabundleofoldlettersIfoundinthatclosetupstairswhenIcamehere,"shesaid。"Idunnowhattheyare——Ineverbotheredtolookin’em,buttheaddressonthetoponeis`MissBerthaWillis,’andthatwasyourma’smaidenname。
  Youcantake’emifyou’dkeertohave’em。"
  "Oh,thankyou——thankyou,"criedAnne,claspingthepacketrapturously。
  "Thatwasallthatwasinthehouse,"saidherhostess。"Thefurniturewasallsoldtopaythedoctorbills,andMrs。Thomasgotyourma’sclothesandlittlethings。Ireckontheydidn’tlastlongamongthatdroveofThomasyoungsters。Theywasdestructiveyounganimals,asImind’em。"
  "Ihaven’tonethingthatbelongedtomymother,"saidAnne,chokily。"I——Icanneverthankyouenoughfortheseletters。"
  "You’requitewelcome。Laws,butyoureyesislikeyourma’s。
  Shecouldjustabouttalkwithhers。Yourfatherwassorterhomelybutawfulnice。Imindhearingfolkssaywhentheywasmarriedthatthereneverwastwopeoplemoreinlovewitheachother——Porecreatures,theydidn’tlivemuchlonger;buttheywasawfulhappywhiletheywasalive,andIs’posethatcountsforagooddeal。"
  Annelongedtogethometoreadherpreciousletters;butshemadeonelittlepilgrimagefirst。Shewentalonetothegreencornerofthe"old"Bolingbrokecemeterywhereherfatherandmotherwereburied,andleftontheirgravethewhiteflowersshecarried。ThenshehastenedbacktoMountHolly,shutherselfupinherroom,andreadtheletters。Somewerewrittenbyherfather,somebyhermother。Therewerenotmany——onlyadozeninall——forWalterandBerthaShirleyhadnotbeenoftenseparatedduringtheircourtship。Theletterswereyellowandfadedanddim,blurredwiththetouchofpassingyears。
  Noprofoundwordsofwisdomweretracedonthestainedandwrinkledpages,butonlylinesofloveandtrust。Thesweetnessofforgottenthingsclungtothem——thefar-off,fondimaginingsofthoselong-deadlovers。BerthaShirleyhadpossessedthegiftofwritingletterswhichembodiedthecharmingpersonalityofthewriterinwordsandthoughtsthatretainedtheirbeautyandfragranceafterthelapseoftime。Thelettersweretender,intimate,sacred。ToAnne,thesweetestofallwastheonewrittenafterherbirthtothefatheronabriefabsence。
  Itwasfullofaproudyoungmother’saccountsof"baby"——
  hercleverness,herbrightness,herthousandsweetnesses。
  "Iloveherbestwhensheisasleepandbetterstillwhensheisawake,"
  BerthaShirleyhadwritteninthepostscript。Probablyitwasthelastsentenceshehadeverpenned。Theendwasverynearforher。
  "Thishasbeenthemostbeautifuldayofmylife,"AnnesaidtoPhilthatnight。"I’veFOUNDmyfatherandmother。ThoselettershavemadethemREALtome。I’mnotanorphananylonger。IfeelasifIhadopenedabookandfoundrosesofyesterday,sweetandbeloved,betweenitsleaves。"
  ChapterXXII
  SpringandAnneReturntoGreenGablesThefirelightshadowsweredancingoverthekitchenwallsatGreenGables,forthespringeveningwaschilly;throughtheopeneastwindowdriftedinthesubtlysweetvoicesofthenight。
  Marillawassittingbythefire——atleast,inbody。Inspiritshewasroamingoldenways,withfeetgrownyoung。OflateMarillahadthusspentmanyanhour,whenshethoughtsheshouldhavebeenknittingforthetwins。
  "IsupposeI’mgrowingold,"shesaid。
  YetMarillahadchangedbutlittleinthepastnineyears,savetogrowsomethingthinner,andevenmoreangular;therewasalittlemoregrayinthehairthatwasstilltwistedupinthesamehardknot,withtwohairpins——WEREtheythesamehairpins?——
  stillstuckthroughit。Butherexpressionwasverydifferent;
  thesomethingaboutthemouthwhichhadhintedatasenseofhumorhaddevelopedwonderfully;hereyesweregentlerandmilder,hersmilemorefrequentandtender。
  Marillawasthinkingofherwholepastlife,hercrampedbutnotunhappychildhood,thejealouslyhiddendreamsandtheblightedhopesofhergirlhood,thelong,gray,narrow,monotonousyearsofdullmiddlelifethatfollowed。AndthecomingofAnne——
  thevivid,imaginative,impetuouschildwithherheartoflove,andherworldoffancy,bringingwithhercolorandwarmthandradiance,untilthewildernessofexistencehadblossomedliketherose。MarillafeltthatoutofhersixtyyearsshehadlivedonlytheninethathadfollowedtheadventofAnne。
  AndAnnewouldbehometomorrownight。
  Thekitchendooropened。MarillalookedupexpectingtoseeMrs。
  Lynde。Annestoodbeforeher,tallandstarry-eyed,withherhandsfullofMayflowersandviolets。
  "AnneShirley!"exclaimedMarilla。Foronceinherlifeshewassurprisedoutofherreserve;shecaughthergirlinherarmsandcrushedherandherflowersagainstherheart,kissingthebrighthairandsweetfacewarmly。"Ineverlookedforyoutilltomorrownight。HowdidyougetfromCarmody?"
  "Walked,dearestofMarillas。Haven’tIdoneitascoreoftimesintheQueen’sdays?Themailmanistobringmytrunktomorrow;
  Ijustgothomesickallatonce,andcameadayearlier。Andoh!
  I’vehadsuchalovelywalkintheMaytwilight;IstoppedbythebarrensandpickedtheseMayflowers;IcamethroughViolet-Vale;
  it’sjustabigbowlfulofvioletsnow——thedear,sky-tintedthings。Smellthem,Marilla——drinkthemin。"
  Marillasniffedobligingly,butshewasmoreinterestedinAnnethanindrinkingviolets。
  "Sitdown,child。Youmustberealtired。I’mgoingtogetyousomesupper。"
  "There’sadarlingmoonrisebehindthehillstonight,Marilla,andoh,howthefrogssangmehomefromCarmody!Idolovethemusicofthefrogs。Itseemsboundupwithallmyhappiestrecollectionsofoldspringevenings。AnditalwaysremindsmeofthenightIcameherefirst。Doyourememberit,Marilla?"
  "Well,yes,"saidMarillawithemphasis。"I’mnotlikelytoforgetitever。"
  "Theyusedtosingsomadlyinthemarshandbrookthatyear。
  Iwouldlistentothematmywindowinthedusk,andwonderhowtheycouldseemsogladandsosadatthesametime。Oh,butit’sgoodtobehomeagain!RedmondwassplendidandBolingbrokedelightful——butGreenGablesisHOME。"
  "Gilbertisn’tcominghomethissummer,Ihear,"saidMarilla。
  "No。"SomethinginAnne’stonemadeMarillaglanceathersharply,butAnnewasapparentlyabsorbedinarranginghervioletsinabowl。"See,aren’ttheysweet?"shewentonhurriedly。"Theyearisabook,isn’tit,Marilla?Spring’spagesarewritteninMayflowersandviolets,summer’sinroses,autumn’sinredmapleleaves,andwinterinhollyandevergreen。"
  "DidGilbertdowellinhisexaminations?"persistedMarilla。
  "Excellentlywell。Heledhisclass。ButwherearethetwinsandMrs。Lynde?"
  "RachelandDoraareoveratMr。Harrison’s。DavyisdownatBoulters’。IthinkIhearhimcomingnow。"
  Davyburstin,sawAnne,stopped,andthenhurledhimselfuponherwithajoyfulyell。
  "Oh,Anne,ain’tIgladtoseeyou!Say,Anne,I’vegrowntwoinchessincelastfall。Mrs。Lyndemeasuredmewithhertapetoday,andsay,Anne,seemyfronttooth。It’sgone。Mrs。Lyndetiedoneendofastringtoitandtheotherendtothedoor,andthenshutthedoor。
  IsoldittoMiltyfortwocents。Milty’scollectingteeth。"
  "Whatintheworlddoeshewantteethfor?"askedMarilla。
  "TomakeanecklaceforplayingIndianChief,"explainedDavy,climbinguponAnne’slap。"He’sgotfifteenalready,andeverybody’selse’spromised,sothere’snouseintherestofusstartingtocollect,too。ItellyoutheBoultersaregreatbusinesspeople。"
  "WereyouagoodboyatMrs。Boulter’s?"askedMarillaseverely。
  "Yes;butsay,Marilla,I’mtiredofbeinggood。"
  "You’dgettiredofbeingbadmuchsooner,Davy-boy,"saidAnne。
  "Well,it’dbefunwhileitlasted,wouldn’tit?"persistedDavy。
  "Icouldbesorryforitafterwards,couldn’tI?"
  "Beingsorrywouldn’tdoawaywiththeconsequencesofbeingbad,Davy。Don’tyouremembertheSundaylastsummerwhenyouranawayfromSundaySchool?Youtoldmethenthatbeingbadwasn’tworthwhile。WhatwereyouandMiltydoingtoday?"
  "Oh,wefishedandchasedthecat,andhuntedforeggs,andyelledattheecho。There’sagreatechointhebushbehindtheBoulterbarn。Say,whatisecho,Anne;Iwanttoknow。"
  "Echoisabeautifulnymph,Davy,livingfarawayinthewoods,andlaughingattheworldfromamongthehills。"
  "Whatdoesshelooklike?"
  "Herhairandeyesaredark,butherneckandarmsarewhiteassnow。
  Nomortalcaneverseehowfairsheis。Sheisfleeterthanadeer,andthatmockingvoiceofhersisallwecanknowofher。Youcanhearhercallingatnight;youcanhearherlaughingunderthestars。
  Butyoucanneverseeher。Shefliesafarifyoufollowher,andlaughsatyoualwaysjustoverthenexthill。"
  "Isthattrue,Anne?Orisitawhopper?"demandedDavystaring。
  "Davy,"saidAnnedespairingly,"haven’tyousenseenoughtodistinguishbetweenafairytaleandafalsehood?"
  "ThenwhatisitthatsassesbackfromtheBoulterbush?Iwanttoknow,"insistedDavy。
  "Whenyouarealittleolder,Davy,I’llexplainitalltoyou。"
  ThementionofageevidentlygaveanewturntoDavy’sthoughtsforafterafewmomentsofreflection,hewhisperedsolemnly:
  "Anne,I’mgoingtobemarried。"
  "When?"askedAnnewithequalsolemnity。
  "Oh,notuntilI’mgrown-up,ofcourse。"
  "Well,that’sarelief,Davy。Whoisthelady?"
  "StellaFletcher;she’sinmyclassatschool。Andsay,Anne,she’stheprettiestgirlyoueversaw。IfIdiebeforeIgrowupyou’llkeepaneyeonher,won’tyou?"
  "DavyKeith,dostoptalkingsuchnonsense,"saidMarillaseverely。
  "’Tisn’tnonsense,"protestedDavyinaninjuredtone。"She’smypromisedwife,andifIwastodieshe’dbemypromisedwidow,wouldn’tshe?Andshehasn’tgotasoultolookafterherexceptheroldgrandmother。"
  "Comeandhaveyoursupper,Anne,"saidMarilla,"anddon’tencouragethatchildinhisabsurdtalk。"
  ChapterXXIII
  PaulCannotFindtheRockPeopleLifewasverypleasantinAvonleathatsummer,althoughAnne,amidallhervacationjoys,washauntedbyasenseof"somethinggonewhichshouldbethere。"Shewouldnotadmit,eveninherinmostreflections,thatthiswascausedbyGilbert’sabsence。
  ButwhenshehadtowalkhomealonefromprayermeetingsandA。V。I。S。pow-wows,whileDianaandFred,andmanyothergaycouples,loiteredalongthedusky,starlitcountryroads,therewasaqueer,lonelyacheinherheartwhichshecouldnotexplainaway。Gilbertdidnotevenwritetoher,asshethoughthemighthavedone。
  SheknewhewrotetoDianaoccasionally,butshewouldnotinquireabouthim;andDiana,supposingthatAnneheardfromhim,volunteerednoinformation。Gilbert’smother,whowasagay,frank,light-heartedlady,butnotoverburdenedwithtact,hadaveryembarrassinghabitofaskingAnne,alwaysinapainfullydistinctvoiceandalwaysinthepresenceofacrowd,ifshehadheardfromGilbertlately。PoorAnnecouldonlyblushhorriblyandmurmur,"notverylately,"whichwastakenbyall,Mrs。Blytheincluded,tobemerelyamaidenlyevasion。
  Apartfromthis,Anneenjoyedhersummer。PriscillacameforamerryvisitinJune;and,whenshehadgone,Mr。andMrs。Irving,PaulandCharlottatheFourthcame"home"forJulyandAugust。
  EchoLodgewasthesceneofgaietiesoncemore,andtheechoesovertheriverwerekeptbusymimickingthelaughterthatrangintheoldgardenbehindthespruces。
  "MissLavendar"hadnotchanged,excepttogrowevensweeterandprettier。Pauladoredher,andthecompanionshipbetweenthemwasbeautifultosee。
  "ButIdon’tcallher`mother’justbyitself,"heexplainedtoAnne。"Yousee,THATnamebelongsjusttomyownlittlemother,andIcan’tgiveittoanyoneelse。Youknow,teacher。ButI
  callher`MotherLavendar’andIlovehernextbesttofather。
  I——IevenloveheraLITTLEbetterthanyou,teacher。"
  "Whichisjustasitoughttobe,"answeredAnne。
  Paulwasthirteennowandverytallforhisyears。Hisfaceandeyeswereasbeautifulasever,andhisfancywasstilllikeaprism,separatingeverythingthatfelluponitintorainbows。HeandAnnehaddelightfulramblestowoodandfieldandshore。Neverweretheretwomorethoroughly"kindredspirits。"
  CharlottatheFourthhadblossomedoutintoyoungladyhood。Sheworeherhairnowinanenormouspompadorandhaddiscardedtheblueribbonbowsofauldlangsyne,butherfacewasasfreckled,hernoseassnubbed,andhermouthandsmilesaswideasever。
  "Youdon’tthinkItalkwithaYankeeaccent,doyou,MissShirley,ma’am?"shedemandedanxiously。
  "Idon’tnoticeit,Charlotta。"
  "I’mrealgladofthat。TheysaidIdidathome,butIthoughtlikelytheyjustwantedtoaggravateme。Idon’twantnoYankeeaccent。NotthatI’veawordtosayagainsttheYankees,MissShirley,ma’am。They’rerealcivilized。ButgivemeoldP。E。
  Islandeverytime。"
  PaulspenthisfirstfortnightwithhisgrandmotherIrvinginAvonlea。Annewastheretomeethimwhenhecame,andfoundhimwildwitheagernesstogettotheshore——NoraandtheGoldenLadyandtheTwinSailorswouldbethere。Hecouldhardlywaittoeathissupper。CouldhenotseeNora’selfinfacepeeringaroundthepoint,watchingforhimwistfully?ButitwasaverysoberPaulwhocamebackfromtheshoreinthetwilight。
  "Didn’tyoufindyourRockPeople?"askedAnne。
  Paulshookhischestnutcurlssorrowfully。
  "TheTwinSailorsandtheGoldenLadynevercameatall,"hesaid。
  "Norawasthere——butNoraisnotthesame,teacher。Sheischanged。"
  "Oh,Paul,itisyouwhoarechanged,"saidAnne。"YouhavegrowntoooldfortheRockPeople。Theylikeonlychildrenforplayfellows。IamafraidtheTwinSailorswillneveragaincometoyouinthepearly,enchantedboatwiththesailofmoonshine;
  andtheGoldenLadywillplaynomoreforyouonhergoldenharp。
  EvenNorawillnotmeetyoumuchlonger。Youmustpaythepenaltyofgrowing-up,Paul。Youmustleavefairylandbehindyou。"
  "Youtwotalkasmuchfoolishnessaseveryoudid,"saidoldMrs。Irving,half-indulgently,half-reprovingly。
  "Oh,no,wedon’t,"saidAnne,shakingherheadgravely。"Wearegettingvery,verywise,anditissuchapity。Weareneverhalfsointerestingwhenwehavelearnedthatlanguageisgivenustoenableustoconcealourthoughts。"
  "Butitisn’t——itisgivenustoexchangeourthoughts,"saidMrs。Irvingseriously。ShehadneverheardofTallyrandanddidnotunderstandepigrams。
  AnnespentafortnightofhalcyondaysatEchoLodgeinthegoldenprimeofAugust。WhiletheresheincidentallycontrivedtohurryLudovicSpeedinhisleisurelycourtingofTheodoraDix,asrelateddulyinanotherchronicleofherhistory。[1]ArnoldSherman,anelderlyfriendoftheIrvings,wasthereatthesametime,andaddednotalittletothegeneralpleasantnessoflife。
  [1]ChroniclesofAvonlea。
  "Whataniceplay-timethishasbeen,"saidAnne。"Ifeellikeagiantrefreshed。Andit’sonlyafortnightmoretillIgobacktoKingsport,andRedmondandPatty’sPlace。Patty’sPlaceisthedearestspot,MissLavendar。IfeelasifIhadtwohomes——oneatGreenGablesandoneatPatty’sPlace。Butwherehasthesummergone?Itdoesn’tseemadaysinceIcamehomethatspringeveningwiththeMayflowers。WhenIwaslittleIcouldn’tseefromoneendofthesummertotheother。Itstretchedbeforemelikeanunendingseason。Now,`’tisahandbreadth,’tisatale。’"
  "Anne,areyouandGilbertBlytheasgoodfriendsasyouusedtobe?"
  askedMissLavendarquietly。
  "IamjustasmuchGilbert’sfriendaseverIwas,MissLavendar。"
  MissLavendarshookherhead。
  "Iseesomething’sgonewrong,Anne。I’mgoingtobeimpertinentandaskwhat。Haveyouquarrelled?"
  "No;it’sonlythatGilbertwantsmorethanfriendshipandIcan’tgivehimmore。"
  "Areyousureofthat,Anne?"
  "Perfectlysure。"
  "I’mvery,verysorry。"
  "IwonderwhyeverybodyseemstothinkIoughttomarryGilbertBlythe,"
  saidAnnepetulantly。
  "Becauseyouweremadeandmeantforeachother,Anne——thatiswhy。
  Youneedn’ttossthatyoungheadofyours。It’safact。"
  ChapterXXIV
  EnterJonas"PROSPECTPOINT,"August20th。
  "DearAnne——spelled——with——an——E,"wrotePhil,"Imustpropmyeyelidsopenlongenoughtowriteyou。I’veneglectedyoushamefullythissummer,honey,butallmyothercorrespondentshavebeenneglected,too。Ihaveahugepileofletterstoanswer,soImustgirduptheloinsofmymindandhoein。Excusemymixedmetaphors。I’mfearfullysleepy。LastnightCousinEmilyandIwerecallingataneighbor’s。Therewereseveralothercallersthere,andassoonasthoseunfortunatecreaturesleft,ourhostessandherthreedaughterspickedthemalltopieces。
  IknewtheywouldbeginonCousinEmilyandmeassoonasthedoorshutbehindus。WhenwecamehomeMrs。Lillyinformedusthattheaforesaidneighbor’shiredboywassupposedtobedownwithscarletfever。YoucanalwaystrustMrs。Lillytotellyoucheerfulthingslikethat。Ihaveahorrorofscarletfever。Icouldn’tsleepwhenIwenttobedforthinkingofit。Itossedandtumbledabout,dreamingfearfuldreamswhenIdidsnoozeforaminute;andatthreeIwakenedupwithahighfever,asorethroat,andaragingheadache。IknewIhadscarletfever;IgotupinapanicandhuntedupCousinEmily’s’doctorbook’toreadupthesymptoms。Anne,Ihadthemall。SoIwentbacktobed,andknowingtheworst,sleptlikeatoptherestofthenight。
  ThoughwhyatopshouldsleepsounderthananythingelseI
  nevercouldunderstand。ButthismorningIwasquitewell,soitcouldn’thavebeenthefever。IsupposeifIdidcatchitlastnightitcouldn’thavedevelopedsosoon。Icanrememberthatindaytime,butatthreeo’clockatnightInevercanbelogical。
  "IsupposeyouwonderwhatI’mdoingatProspectPoint。Well,I
  alwaysliketospendamonthofsummerattheshore,andfatherinsiststhatIcometohissecond-cousinEmily’s`selectboardinghouse’atProspectPoint。SoafortnightagoIcameasusual。Andasusualold`UncleMarkMiller’broughtmefromthestationwithhisancientbuggyandwhathecallshis`generouspurpose’horse。Heisaniceoldmanandgavemeahandfulofpinkpeppermints。Peppermintsalwaysseemtomesuchareligioussortofcandy——IsupposebecausewhenIwasalittlegirlGrandmotherGordonalwaysgavethemtomeinchurch。OnceI
  asked,referringtothesmellofpeppermints,`Isthattheodorofsanctity?’Ididn’tliketoeatUncleMark’speppermintsbecausehejustfishedthemlooseoutofhispocket,andhadtopicksomerustynailsandotherthingsfromamongthembeforehegavethemtome。ButIwouldn’thurthisdearoldfeelingsforanything,soIcarefullysowedthemalongtheroadatintervals。
  Whenthelastonewasgone,UncleMarksaid,alittlerebukingly,`Yeshouldn’ta’etallthemcandiestoonct,MissPhil。You’lllikelyhavethestummick-ache。’
  "CousinEmilyhasonlyfiveboardersbesidesmyself——fouroldladiesandoneyoungman。Myright-handneighborisMrs。Lilly。
  Sheisoneofthosepeoplewhoseemtotakeagruesomepleasureindetailingalltheirmanyachesandpainsandsicknesses。
  Youcannotmentionanyailmentbutshesays,shakingherhead,`Ah,Iknowtoowellwhatthatis’——andthenyougetallthedetails。
  Jonasdeclaresheoncespokeoflocomotorataxiainhearingandshesaidsheknewtoowellwhatthatwas。Shesufferedfromitfortenyearsandwasfinallycuredbyatravelingdoctor。
  "WhoisJonas?Justwait,AnneShirley。You’llhearallaboutJonasinthepropertimeandplace。Heisnottobemixedupwithestimableoldladies。
  "Myleft-handneighboratthetableisMrs。Phinney。Shealwaysspeakswithawailing,dolorousvoice——youarenervouslyexpectinghertoburstintotearseverymoment。Shegivesyoutheimpressionthatlifetoherisindeedavaleoftears,andthatasmile,nevertospeakofalaugh,isafrivolitytrulyreprehensible。ShehasaworseopinionofmethanAuntJamesina,andshedoesn’tlovemehardtoatoneforit,asAuntyJ。does,either。
  "MissMariaGrimsbysitscati-cornerfromme。ThefirstdayI
  cameIremarkedtoMissMariathatitlookedalittlelikerain——andMissMarialaughed。Isaidtheroadfromthestationwasverypretty——andMissMarialaughed。Isaidthereseemedtobeafewmosquitoesleftyet——andMissMarialaughed。IsaidthatProspectPointwasasbeautifulasever——andMissMarialaughed。
  IfIweretosaytoMissMaria,`Myfatherhashangedhimself,mymotherhastakenpoison,mybrotherisinthepenitentiary,andIaminthelaststagesofconsumption,’MissMariawouldlaugh。
  Shecan’thelpit——shewasbornso;butisverysadandawful。
  "ThefiftholdladyisMrs。Grant。Sheisasweetoldthing;
  butsheneversaysanythingbutgoodofanybodyandsosheisaveryuninterestingconversationalist。
  "AndnowforJonas,Anne。
  "ThatfirstdayIcameIsawayoungmansittingoppositemeatthetable,smilingatmeasifhehadknownmefrommycradle。
  Iknew,forUncleMarkhadtoldme,thathisnamewasJonasBlake,thathewasaTheologicalStudentfromSt。Columbia,andthathehadtakenchargeofthePointProspectMissionChurchforthesummer。
  "Heisaveryuglyyoungman——really,theugliestyoungmanI’veeverseen。Hehasabig,loose-jointedfigurewithabsurdlylonglegs。Hishairistow-colorandlank,hiseyesaregreen,andhismouthisbig,andhisears——butIneverthinkabouthisearsifIcanhelpit。
  "Hehasalovelyvoice——ifyoushutyoureyesheisadorable——
  andhecertainlyhasabeautifulsoulanddisposition。
  "Weweregoodchumsrightway。OfcourseheisagraduateofRedmond,andthatisalinkbetweenus。Wefishedandboatedtogether;andwewalkedonthesandsbymoonlight。Hedidn’tlooksohomelybymoonlightandoh,hewasnice。Nicenessfairlyexhaledfromhim。Theoldladies——exceptMrs。Grant——don’tapproveofJonas,becausehelaughsandjokes——andbecauseheevidentlylikesthesocietyoffrivolousmebetterthantheirs。
  "Somehow,Anne,Idon’twanthimtothinkmefrivolous。Thisisridiculous。WhyshouldIcarewhatatow-hairedpersoncalledJonas,whomIneversawbeforethinksofme?
  "LastSundayJonaspreachedinthevillagechurch。Iwent,ofcourse,butIcouldn’trealizethatJonaswasgoingtopreach。
  Thefactthathewasaminister——orgoingtobeone——persistedinseemingahugejoketome。
  "Well,Jonaspreached。And,bythetimehehadpreachedtenminutes,IfeltsosmallandinsignificantthatIthoughtImustbeinvisibletothenakedeye。Jonasneversaidawordaboutwomenandheneverlookedatme。ButIrealizedthenandtherewhatapitiful,frivilous,small-souledlittlebutterflyIwas,andhowhorriblydifferentImustbefromJonas’idealwoman。
  SHEwouldbegrandandstrongandnoble。Hewassoearnestandtenderandtrue。Hewaseverythingaministeroughttobe。
  IwonderedhowIcouldeverhavethoughthimugly——buthereallyis!——withthoseinspiredeyesandthatintellectualbrowwhichtheroughly-fallinghairhidonweekdays。
  "ItwasasplendidsermonandIcouldhavelistenedtoitforever,anditmademefeelutterlywretched。Oh,IwishIwaslikeYOU,Anne。
  "Hecaughtupwithmeontheroadhome,andgrinnedascheerfullyasusual。Buthisgrincouldneverdeceivemeagain。IhadseentheREALJonas。IwonderedifhecouldeverseetheREALPHIL——
  whomNOBODY,notevenyou,Anne,haseverseenyet。
  "`Jonas,’Isaid——IforgottocallhimMr。Blake。Wasn’titdreadful?
  Buttherearetimeswhenthingslikethatdon’tmatter——`Jonas,youwereborntobeaminister。YouCOULDN’Tbeanythingelse。’
  "`No,Icouldn’t,’hesaidsoberly。`Itriedtobesomethingelseforalongtime——Ididn’twanttobeaminister。ButI
  cametoseeatlastthatitwastheworkgivenmetodo——andGodhelpingme,Ishalltrytodoit。’
  "Hisvoicewaslowandreverent。Ithoughtthathewoulddohisworkanddoitwellandnobly;andhappythewomanfittedbynatureandtrainingtohelphimdoit。SHEwouldbenofeather,blownaboutbyeveryficklewindoffancy。SHEwouldalwaysknowwhathattoputon。Probablyshewouldhaveonlyone。Ministersneverhavemuchmoney。Butshewouldn’tmindhavingonehatornoneatall,becauseshewouldhaveJonas。
  "AnneShirley,don’tyoudaretosayorhintorthinkthatI’vefalleninlovewithMr。Blake。CouldIcareforalank,poor,uglytheologue——namedJonas?AsUncleMarksays,`It’simpossible,andwhat’smoreit’simprobable。’
  Goodnight,PHIL。"
  "P。S。Itisimpossible——butIamhorriblyafraidit’strue。
  I’mhappyandwretchedandscared。HEcanNEVERcareforme,Iknow。DoyouthinkIcouldeverdevelopintoapassableminister’swife,Anne?AndWOULDtheyexpectmetoleadinprayer?PG。"
  ChapterXXV
  EnterPrinceCharming"I’mcontrastingtheclaimsofindoorsandout,"saidAnne,lookingfromthewindowofPatty’sPlacetothedistantpinesofthepark。
  "I’veanafternoontospendinsweetdoingnothing,AuntJimsie。
  ShallIspenditherewherethereisacosyfire,aplatefulofdeliciousrussets,threepurringandharmoniouscats,andtwoimpeccablechinadogswithgreennoses?OrshallIgotothepark,wherethereisthelureofgraywoodsandofgraywaterlappingontheharborrocks?"
  "IfIwasasyoungasyou,I’ddecideinfavorofthepark,"saidAuntJamesina,ticklingJoseph’syellowearwithaknittingneedle。
  "Ithoughtthatyouclaimedtobeasyoungasanyofus,Aunty,"
  teasedAnne。
  "Yes,inmysoul。ButI’lladmitmylegsaren’tasyoungasyours。
  Yougoandgetsomefreshair,Anne。Youlookpalelately。"
  "IthinkI’llgotothepark,"saidAnnerestlessly。"Idon’tfeelliketamedomesticjoystoday。Iwanttofeelaloneandfreeandwild。Theparkwillbeempty,foreveryonewillbeatthefootballmatch。"
  "Whydidn’tyougotoit?"
  "`Nobodyaxedme,sir,shesaid’——atleast,nobodybutthathorridlittleDanRanger。Iwouldn’tgoanywherewithhim;
  butratherthanhurthispoorlittletenderfeelingsIsaidI
  wasn’tgoingtothegameatall。Idon’tmind。I’mnotinthemoodforfootballtodaysomehow。"
  "Yougoandgetsomefreshair,"repeatedAuntJamesina,"buttakeyourumbrella,forIbelieveit’sgoingtorain。I’verheumatisminmyleg。"
  "Onlyoldpeopleshouldhaverheumatism,Aunty。"
  "Anybodyisliabletorheumatisminherlegs,Anne。It’sonlyoldpeoplewhoshouldhaverheumatismintheirsouls,though。
  Thankgoodness,Ineverhave。Whenyougetrheumatisminyoursoulyoumightaswellgoandpickoutyourcoffin。"
  ItwasNovember——themonthofcrimsonsunsets,partingbirds,deep,sadhymnsofthesea,passionatewind-songsinthepines。
  Anneroamedthroughthepinelandalleysintheparkand,asshesaid,letthatgreatsweepingwindblowthefogsoutofhersoul。
  Annewasnotwonttobetroubledwithsoulfog。But,somehow,sinceherreturntoRedmondforthisthirdyear,lifehadnotmirroredherspiritbacktoherwithitsold,perfect,sparklingclearness。
  Outwardly,existenceatPatty’sPlacewasthesamepleasantroundofworkandstudyandrecreationthatithadalwaysbeen。
  OnFridayeveningsthebig,fire-lightedlivingroomwascrowdedbycallersandechoedtoendlessjestandlaughter,whileAuntJamesinasmiledbeaminglyonthemall。The"Jonas"ofPhil’slettercameoften,runningupfromSt。Columbiaontheearlytrainanddepartingonthelate。
  HewasageneralfavoriteatPatty’sPlace,thoughAuntJamesinashookherheadandopinedthatdivinitystudentswerenotwhattheyusedtobe。
  "He’sVERYnice,mydear,"shetoldPhil,"butministersoughttobegraverandmoredignified。"
  "Can’tamanlaughandlaughandbeaChristianstill?"demandedPhil。
  "Oh,MEN——yes。ButIwasspeakingofMINISTERS,mydear,"
  saidAuntJamesinarebukingly。"Andyoushouldn’tflirtsowithMr。Blake——youreallyshouldn’t。"
  "I’mnotflirtingwithhim,"protestedPhil。
  Nobodybelievedher,exceptAnne。Theothersthoughtshewasamusingherselfasusual,andtoldherroundlythatshewasbehavingverybadly。
  "Mr。Blakeisn’toftheAlec-and-Alonzotype,Phil,"saidStellaseverely。
  "Hetakesthingsseriously。Youmaybreakhisheart。"
  "DoyoureallythinkIcould?"askedPhil。"I’dlovetothinkso。"
  "PhilippaGordon!Ineverthoughtyouwereutterlyunfeeling。
  Theideaofyousayingyou’dlovetobreakaman’sheart!"
  "Ididn’tsayso,honey。Quotemecorrectly。IsaidI’dliketothinkICOULDbreakit。IwouldliketoknowIhadthePOWERtodoit。"
  "Idon’tunderstandyou,Phil。Youareleadingthatmanondeliberately——andyouknowyoudon’tmeananythingbyit。"
  "ImeantomakehimaskmetomarryhimifIcan,"saidPhilcalmly。
  "Igiveyouup,"saidStellahopelessly。
  GilbertcameoccasionallyonFridayevenings。Heseemedalwaysingoodspirits,andheldhisowninthejestsandreparteethatflewabout。HeneithersoughtnoravoidedAnne。
  Whencircumstancesbroughtthemincontacthetalkedtoherpleasantlyandcourteously,astoanynewly-madeacquaintance。
  Theoldcamaraderiewasgoneentirely。Annefeltitkeenly;
  butshetoldherselfshewasverygladandthankfulthatGilberthadgotsocompletelyoverhisdisappointmentinregardtoher。
  Shehadreallybeenafraid,thatAprileveningintheorchard,thatshehadhurthimterriblyandthatthewoundwouldbelonginhealing。Nowshesawthatsheneednothaveworried。
  Menhavediedandthewormshaveeatenthembutnotforlove。
  Gilbertevidentlywasinnodangerofimmediatedissolution。
  Hewasenjoyinglife,andhewasfullofambitionandzest。
  Forhimtherewastobenowastingindespairbecauseawomanwasfairandcold。Anne,asshelistenedtotheceaselessbadinagethatwentonbetweenhimandPhil,wonderedifshehadonlyimaginedthatlookinhiseyeswhenshehadtoldhimshecouldnevercareforhim。
  TherewerenotlackingthosewhowouldgladlyhavesteppedintoGilbert’svacantplace。ButAnnesnubbedthemwithoutfearandwithoutreproach。IftherealPrinceCharmingwasnevertocomeshewouldhavenoneofasubstitute。Soshesternlytoldherselfthatgraydayinthewindypark。
  SuddenlytherainofAuntJamesina’sprophecycamewithaswishandrush。Anneputupherumbrellaandhurrieddowntheslope。
  Assheturnedoutontheharborroadasavagegustofwindtorealongit。Instantlyherumbrellaturnedwrongsideout。Anneclutchedatitindespair。Andthen——therecameavoiceclosetoher。
  "Pardonme——mayIofferyoutheshelterofmyumbrella?"
  Annelookedup。Tallandhandsomeanddistinguished-looking——dark,melancholy,inscrutableeyes——melting,musical,sympatheticvoice——yes,theveryheroofherdreamsstoodbeforeherintheflesh。Hecouldnothavemorecloselyresembledheridealifhehadbeenmadetoorder。
  "Thankyou,"shesaidconfusedly。
  "We’dbetterhurryovertothatlittlepavilliononthepoint,"
  suggestedtheunknown。"Wecanwaitthereuntilthisshowerisover。Itisnotlikelytorainsoheavilyverylong。"
  Thewordswereverycommonplace,butoh,thetone!Andthesmilewhichaccompaniedthem!Annefeltherheartbeatingstrangely。
  Togethertheyscurriedtothepavilionandsatbreathlesslydownunderitsfriendlyroof。Annelaughinglyheldupherfalseumbrella。
  "ItiswhenmyumbrellaturnsinsideoutthatIamconvincedofthetotaldepravityofinanimatethings,"shesaidgaily。
  Theraindropssparkledonhershininghair;itsloosenedringscurledaroundherneckandforehead。Hercheekswereflushed,hereyesbigandstarry。Hercompanionlookeddownatheradmiringly。Shefeltherselfblushingunderhisgaze。
  Whocouldhebe?Why,therewasabitoftheRedmondwhiteandscarletpinnedtohiscoatlapel。Yetshehadthoughtsheknew,bysightatleast,alltheRedmondstudentsexcepttheFreshmen。
  AndthiscourtlyyouthsurelywasnoFreshman。
  "Weareschoolmates,Isee,"hesaid,smilingatAnne’scolors。
  "Thatoughttobesufficientintroduction。MynameisRoyalGardner。
  AndyouaretheMissShirleywhoreadtheTennysonpaperatthePhilomathictheotherevening,aren’tyou?"
  "Yes;butIcannotplaceyouatall,"saidAnne,frankly。
  "Please,whereDOyoubelong?"
  "IfeelasifIdidn’tbelonganywhereyet。IputinmyFreshmanandSophomoreyearsatRedmondtwoyearsago。I’vebeeninEuropeeversince。NowI’vecomebacktofinishmyArtscourse。"
  "ThisismyJunioryear,too,"saidAnne。
  "Soweareclassmatesaswellascollegemates。Iamreconciledtothelossoftheyearsthatthelocusthaseaten,"saidhercompanion,withaworldofmeaninginthosewonderfuleyesofhis。
  Theraincamesteadilydownforthebestpartofanhour。Butthetimeseemedreallyveryshort。WhenthecloudspartedandaburstofpaleNovembersunshinefellathwarttheharborandthepinesAnneandhercompanionwalkedhometogether。BythetimetheyhadreachedthegateofPatty’sPlacehehadaskedpermissiontocall,andhadreceivedit。Annewentinwithcheeksofflameandherheartbeatingtoherfingertips。Rusty,whoclimbedintoherlapandtriedtokissher,foundaveryabsentwelcome。Anne,withhersoulfullofromanticthrills,hadnoattentiontosparejustthenforacrop-earedpussycat。
  ThateveningaparcelwasleftatPatty’sPlaceforMissShirley。
  Itwasaboxcontainingadozenmagnificentroses。Philpouncedimpertinentlyonthecardthatfellfromit,readthenameandthepoeticalquotationwrittenontheback。
  "RoyalGardner!"sheexclaimed。"Why,Anne,Ididn’tknowyouwereacquaintedwithRoyGardner!"
  "Imethimintheparkthisafternoonintherain,"explainedAnnehurriedly。"Myumbrellaturnedinsideoutandhecametomyrescuewithhis。"
  "Oh!"PhilpeeredcuriouslyatAnne。"Andisthatexceedinglycommonplaceincidentanyreasonwhyheshouldsenduslongstemmedrosesbythedozen,withaverysentimentalrhyme?Orwhyweshouldblushdivinestrosy-redwhenwelookathiscard?Anne,thyfacebetrayeththee。"
  "Don’ttalknonsense,Phil。DoyouknowMr。Gardner?"
  "I’vemethistwosisters,andIknowofhim。SodoeseverybodyworthwhileinKingsport。TheGardnersareamongtherichest,bluest,ofBluenoses。Royisadorablyhandsomeandclever。
  Twoyearsagohismother’shealthfailedandhehadtoleavecollegeandgoabroadwithher——hisfatherisdead。Hemusthavebeengreatlydisappointedtohavetogiveuphisclass,buttheysayhewasperfectlysweetaboutit。Fee——fi——fo——fum,Anne。Ismellromance。AlmostdoIenvyyou,butnotquite。
  Afterall,RoyGardnerisn’tJonas。"
  "Yougoose!"saidAnneloftily。Butshelaylongawakethatnight,nordidshewishforsleep。Herwakingfanciesweremorealluringthananyvisionofdreamland。HadtherealPrincecomeatlast?
  Recallingthosegloriousdarkeyeswhichhadgazedsodeeplyintoherown,Annewasverystronglyinclinedtothinkhehad。
  ChapterXXVI
  EnterChristineThegirlsatPatty’sPlaceweredressingforthereceptionwhichtheJuniorsweregivingfortheSeniorsinFebruary。Annesurveyedherselfinthemirroroftheblueroomwithgirlishsatisfaction。
  Shehadaparticularlyprettygownon。Originallyithadbeenonlyasimplelittleslipofcreamsilkwithachiffonoverdress。
  ButPhilhadinsistedontakingithomewithherintheChristmasholidaysandembroideringtinyrosebudsalloverthechiffon。
  Phil’sfingersweredeft,andtheresultwasadresswhichwastheenvyofeveryRedmondgirl。EvenAllieBoone,whosefrockscamefromParis,waswonttolookwithlongingeyesonthatrosebudconcoctionasAnnetrailedupthemainstaircaseatRedmondinit。
  Annewastryingtheeffectofawhiteorchidinherhair。
  RoyGardnerhadsentherwhiteorchidsforthereception,andsheknewnootherRedmondgirlwouldhavethemthatnight——whenPhilcameinwithadmiringgaze。
  "Anne,thisiscertainlyyournightforlookinghandsome。
  NinenightsoutoftenIcaneasilyoutshineyou。Thetenthyoublossomoutsuddenlyintosomethingthateclipsesmealtogether。
  Howdoyoumanageit?"
  "It’sthedress,dear。Finefeathers。"
  "`Tisn’t。ThelasteveningyouflamedoutintobeautyyouworeyouroldblueflannelshirtwaistthatMrs。Lyndemadeyou。
  IfRoyhadn’talreadylostheadandheartaboutyouhecertainlywouldtonight。ButIdon’tlikeorchidsonyou,Anne。No;itisn’tjealousy。Orchidsdon’tseemtoBELONGtoyou。They’retooexotic——tootropical——tooinsolent。Don’tputtheminyourhair,anyway。"
  "Well,Iwon’t。IadmitI’mnotfondoforchidsmyself。Idon’tthinkthey’rerelatedtome。Roydoesn’toftensendthem——heknowsIlikeflowersIcanlivewith。Orchidsareonlythingsyoucanvisitwith。"
  "Jonassentmesomedearpinkrosebudsfortheevening——but——
  heisn’tcominghimself。Hesaidhehadtoleadaprayer-meetingintheslums!Idon’tbelievehewantedtocome。Anne,I’mhorriblyafraidJonasdoesn’treallycareanythingaboutme。AndI’mtryingtodecidewhetherI’llpineawayanddie,orgoonandgetmyB。A。andbesensibleanduseful。"
  "Youcouldn’tpossiblybesensibleanduseful,Phil,soyou’dbetterpineawayanddie,"saidAnnecruelly。
  "HeartlessAnne!"
  "SillyPhil!YouknowquitewellthatJonaslovesyou。"
  "But——hewon’tTELLmeso。AndIcan’tMAKEhim。HeLOOKSit,I’lladmit。Butspeak-to-me-only-with-thine-eyesisn’tareallyreliablereasonforembroideringdoiliesandhemstitchingtablecloths。Idon’twanttobeginsuchworkuntilI’mreallyengaged。ItwouldbetemptingFate。"
  "Mr。Blakeisafraidtoaskyoutomarryhim,Phil。Heispoorandcan’tofferyouahomesuchasyou’vealwayshad。Youknowthatistheonlyreasonhehasn’tspokenlongago。"
  "Isupposeso,"agreedPhildolefully。"Well"——brighteningup——"ifheWON’TaskmetomarryhimI’llaskhim,that’sall。
  Soit’sboundtocomeright。Iwon’tworry。Bytheway,GilbertBlytheisgoingaboutconstantlywithChristineStuart。
  Didyouknow?"
  Annewastryingtofastenalittlegoldchainaboutherthroat。
  Shesuddenlyfoundtheclaspdifficulttomanage。WHATwasthematterwithit——orwithherfingers?
  "No,"shesaidcarelessly。"WhoisChristineStuart?"
  "RonaldStuart’ssister。She’sinKingsportthiswinterstudyingmusic。Ihaven’tseenher,buttheysayshe’sveryprettyandthatGilbertisquitecrazyoverher。HowangryIwaswhenyourefusedGilbert,Anne。ButRoyGardnerwasforeordainedforyou。
  Icanseethatnow。Youwereright,afterall。"
  Annedidnotblush,assheusuallydidwhenthegirlsassumedthathereventualmarriagetoRoyGardnerwasasettledthing。
  Allatonceshefeltratherdull。Phil’schatterseemedtrivialandthereceptionabore。SheboxedpoorRusty’sears。
  "Getoffthatcushioninstantly,youcat,you!Whydon’tyoustaydownwhereyoubelong?"
  Annepickedupherorchidsandwentdownstairs,whereAuntJamesinawaspresidingoverarowofcoatshungbeforethefiretowarm。
  RoyGardnerwaswaitingforAnneandteasingtheSarah-catwhilehewaited。TheSarah-catdidnotapproveofhim。Shealwaysturnedherbackonhim。ButeverybodyelseatPatty’sPlacelikedhimverymuch。AuntJamesina,carriedawaybyhisunfailinganddeferentialcourtesy,andthepleadingtonesofhisdelightfulvoice,declaredhewasthenicestyoungmansheeverknew,andthatAnnewasaveryfortunategirl。SuchremarksmadeAnnerestive。Roy’swooinghadcertainlybeenasromanticasgirlishheartcoulddesire,but——shewishedAuntJamesinaandthegirlswouldnottakethingssoforgranted。WhenRoymurmuredapoeticalcomplimentashehelpedheronwithhercoat,shedidnotblushandthrillasusual;andhefoundherrathersilentintheirbriefwalktoRedmond。Hethoughtshelookedalittlepalewhenshecameoutofthecoeds’dressingroom;
  butastheyenteredthereceptionroomhercolorandsparklesuddenlyreturnedtoher。SheturnedtoRoywithhergayestexpression。
  HesmiledbackatherwithwhatPhilcalled"hisdeep,black,velvetysmile。"YetshereallydidnotseeRoyatall。ShewasacutelyconsciousthatGilbertwasstandingunderthepalmsjustacrosstheroomtalkingtoagirlwhomustbeChristineStuart。
  Shewasveryhandsome,inthestatelystyledestinedtobecomerathermassiveinmiddlelife。Atallgirl,withlargedark-blueeyes,ivoryoutlines,andaglossofdarknessonhersmoothhair。
  "ShelooksjustasI’vealwayswantedtolook,"thoughtAnnemiserably。"Rose-leafcomplexion——starryvioleteyes——ravenhair——yes,shehasthemall。It’sawonderhernameisn’tCordeliaFitzgeraldintothebargain!ButIdon’tbelieveherfigureisasgoodasmine,andhernosecertainlyisn’t。"
  Annefeltalittlecomfortedbythisconclusion。
  ChapterXXVII
  MutualConfidencesMarchcameinthatwinterlikethemeekestandmildestoflambs,bringingdaysthatwerecrispandgoldenandtingling,eachfollowedbyafrostypinktwilightwhichgraduallylostitselfinanelflandofmoonshine。
  OverthegirlsatPatty’sPlacewasfallingtheshadowofAprilexaminations。Theywerestudyinghard;evenPhilhadsettleddowntotextandnotebookswithadoggednessnottobeexpectedofher。
  "I’mgoingtotaketheJohnsonScholarshipinMathematics,"sheannouncedcalmly。"IcouldtaketheoneinGreekeasily,butI’drathertakethemathematicalonebecauseIwanttoprovetoJonasthatI’mreallyenormouslyclever。"
  "Jonaslikesyoubetterforyourbigbrowneyesandyourcrookedsmilethanforallthebrainsyoucarryunderyourcurls,"saidAnne。
  "WhenIwasagirlitwasn’tconsideredlady-liketoknowanythingaboutMathematics,"saidAuntJamesina。"Buttimeshavechanged。
  Idon’tknowthatit’sallforthebetter。Canyoucook,Phil?"
  "No,Inevercookedanythinginmylifeexceptagingerbreadanditwasafailure——flatinthemiddleandhillyroundtheedges。
  Youknowthekind。But,Aunty,whenIbeginingoodearnesttolearntocookdon’tyouthinkthebrainsthatenablemetowinamathematicalscholarshipwillalsoenablemetolearncookingjustaswell?"
  "Maybe,"saidAuntJamesinacautiously。"Iamnotdecryingthehighereducationofwomen。MydaughterisanM。A。Shecancook,too。ButItaughthertocookBEFOREIletacollegeprofessorteachherMathematics。"
  Inmid-MarchcamealetterfromMissPattySpofford,sayingthatsheandMissMariahaddecidedtoremainabroadforanotheryear。
  "SoyoumayhavePatty’sPlacenextwinter,too,"shewrote。
  "MariaandIaregoingtorunoverEgypt。IwanttoseetheSphinxoncebeforeIdie。"
  "Fancythosetwodames`runningoverEgypt’!Iwonderifthey’lllookupattheSphinxandknit,"laughedPriscilla。
  "I’msogladwecankeepPatty’sPlaceforanotheryear,"saidStella。"Iwasafraidthey’dcomeback。Andthenourjollylittlenestherewouldbebrokenup——andwepoorcallownestlingsthrownoutonthecruelworldofboardinghousesagain。"
  "I’moffforatrampinthepark,"announcedPhil,tossingherbookaside。"IthinkwhenIameightyI’llbegladIwentforawalkintheparktonight。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"askedAnne。
  "ComewithmeandI’lltellyou,honey。"
  TheycapturedintheirrambleallthemysteriesandmagicsofaMarchevening。Verystillandmilditwas,wrappedinagreat,white,broodingsilence——asilencewhichwasyetthreadedthroughwithmanylittlesilverysoundswhichyoucouldhearifyouhearkenedasmuchwithyoursoulasyourears。Thegirlswandereddownalongpinelandaislethatseemedtoleadrightoutintotheheartofadeep-red,overflowingwintersunset。
  "I’dgohomeandwriteapoemthisblessedminuteifIonlyknewhow,"
  declaredPhil,pausinginanopenspacewherearosylightwasstainingthegreentipsofthepines。"It’sallsowonderfulhere——thisgreat,whitestillness,andthosedarktreesthatalwaysseemtobethinking。"
  "`ThewoodswereGod’sfirsttemples,’"quotedAnnesoftly。
  "Onecan’thelpfeelingreverentandadoringinsuchaplace。
  IalwaysfeelsonearHimwhenIwalkamongthepines。"
  "Anne,I’mthehappiestgirlintheworld,"confessedPhilsuddenly。
  "SoMr。Blakehasaskedyoutomarryhimatlast?"saidAnnecalmly。
  "Yes。AndIsneezedthreetimeswhilehewasaskingme。
  Wasn’tthathorrid?ButIsaid`yes’almostbeforehefinished——Iwassoafraidhemightchangehismindandstop。I’mbesottedlyhappy。Icouldn’treallybelievebeforethatJonaswouldevercareforfrivolousme。"