Lyndehadfitted,lookedVERYcountrifiedandhome-madebesidesthestranger’ssmartattire。Foramomentbothgirlsfeltliketurningback。
Buttheyhadalreadystoppedandturnedtowardsthegrayslab。
Itwastoolatetoretreat,forthebrown-eyedgirlhadevidentlyconcludedthattheywerecomingtospeaktoher。Instantlyshesprangupandcameforwardwithoutstretchedhandandagay,friendlysmileinwhichthereseemednotashadowofeithershynessorburdenedconscience。
"Oh,Iwanttoknowwhoyoutwogirlsare,"sheexclaimedeagerly。
"I’vebeenDYINGtoknow。IsawyouatRedmondthismorning。
Say,wasn’titAWFULthere?ForthetimeIwishedIhadstayedhomeandgotmarried。"
AnneandPriscillabothbrokeintounconstrainedlaughteratthisunexpectedconclusion。Thebrown-eyedgirllaughed,too。
"Ireallydid。ICOULDhave,youknow。Come,let’sallsitdownonthisgravestoneandgetacquainted。Itwon’tbehard。Iknowwe’regoingtoadoreeachother——IknewitassoonasIsawyouatRedmondthismorning。Iwantedsomuchtogorightoverandhugyouboth。"
"Whydidn’tyou?"askedPriscilla。
"BecauseIsimplycouldn’tmakeupmymindtodoit。Inevercanmakeupmymindaboutanythingmyself——I’malwaysafflictedwithindecision。JustassoonasIdecidetodosomethingIfeelinmybonesthatanothercoursewouldbethecorrectone。It’sadreadfulmisfortune,butIwasbornthatway,andthereisnouseinblamingmeforit,assomepeopledo。SoIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktoyou,muchasIwantedto。"
"Wethoughtyouweretooshy,"saidAnne。
"No,no,dear。Shynessisn’tamongthemanyfailings——orvirtues——ofPhilippaGordon——Philforshort。DocallmePhilrightoff。Now,whatareyourhandles?"
"She’sPriscillaGrant,"saidAnne,pointing。
"AndSHE’SAnneShirley,"saidPriscilla,pointinginturn。
"Andwe’refromtheIsland,"saidbothtogether。
"IhailfromBolingbroke,NovaScotia,"saidPhilippa。
"Bolingbroke!"exclaimedAnne。"Why,thatiswhereIwasborn。"
"Doyoureallymeanit?Why,thatmakesyouaBluenoseafterall。"
"No,itdoesn’t,"retortedAnne。"Wasn’titDanO’Connellwhosaidthatifamanwasborninastableitdidn’tmakehimahorse?
I’mIslandtothecore。"
"Well,I’mgladyouwereborninBolingbrokeanyway。Itmakesuskindofneighbors,doesn’tit?AndIlikethat,becausewhenItellyousecretsitwon’tbeasifIweretellingthemtoastranger。
Ihavetotellthem。Ican’tkeepsecrets——it’snousetotry。
That’smyworstfailing——that,andindecision,asaforesaid。
Wouldyoubelieveit?——ittookmehalfanhourtodecidewhichhattowearwhenIwascominghere——HERE,toagraveyard!
AtfirstIinclinedtomybrownonewiththefeather;
butassoonasIputitonIthoughtthispinkonewiththefloppybrimwouldbemorebecoming。WhenIgotITpinnedinplaceIlikedthebrownonebetter。AtlastIputthemclosetogetheronthebed,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin。
Thepinspearedthepinkone,soIputiton。Itisbecoming,isn’tit?Tellme,whatdoyouthinkofmylooks?"
Atthisnaivedemand,madeinaperfectlyserioustone,Priscillalaughedagain。ButAnnesaid,impulsivelysqueezingPhilippa’shand,"WethoughtthismorningthatyouweretheprettiestgirlwesawatRedmond。"
Philippa’scrookedmouthflashedintoabewitching,crookedsmileoververywhitelittleteeth。
"Ithoughtthatmyself,"washernextastoundingstatement,"butIwantedsomeoneelse’sopiniontobolstermineup。
Ican’tdecideevenonmyownappearance。JustassoonasI’vedecidedthatI’mprettyIbegintofeelmiserablythatI’mnot。
Besides,haveahorribleoldgreat-auntwhoisalwayssayingtome,withamournfulsigh,`Youweresuchaprettybaby。It’sstrangehowchildrenchangewhentheygrowup。’Iadoreaunts,butIdetestgreat-
aunts。PleasetellmequiteoftenthatIampretty,ifyoudon’tmind。
IfeelsomuchmorecomfortablewhenIcanbelieveI’mpretty。AndI’llbejustasobligingtoyouifyouwantmeto——ICANbe,withaclearconscience。"
"Thanks,"laughedAnne,"butPriscillaandIaresofirmlyconvincedofourowngoodlooksthatwedon’tneedanyassuranceaboutthem,soyouneedn’ttrouble。"
"Oh,you’relaughingatme。IknowyouthinkI’mabominablyvain,butI’mnot。Therereallyisn’tonesparkofvanityinme。
AndI’mneverabitgrudgingaboutpayingcomplimentstoothergirlswhentheydeservethem。I’msogladIknowyoufolks。
IcameuponSaturdayandI’venearlydiedofhomesicknesseversince。It’sahorriblefeeling,isn’tit?InBolingbrokeI’manimportantpersonage,andinKingsportI’mjustnobody!
ThereweretimeswhenIcouldfeelmysoulturningadelicateblue。
Wheredoyouhangout?"
"Thirty-eightSt。John’sStreet。"
"Betterandbetter。Why,I’mjustaroundthecorneronWallaceStreet。
Idon’tlikemyboardinghouse,though。It’sbleakandlonesome,andmyroomlooksoutonsuchanunholybackyard。It’stheugliestplaceintheworld。Asforcats——well,surelyALLtheKingsportcatscan’tcongregatethereatnight,buthalfofthemmust。Iadorecatsonhearthrugs,snoozingbeforenice,friendlyfires,butcatsinbackyardsatmidnightaretotallydifferentanimals。ThefirstnightIwashereIcriedallnight,andsodidthecats。Youshouldhaveseenmynoseinthemorning。HowIwishedIhadneverlefthome!"
"Idon’tknowhowyoumanagedtomakeupyourmindtocometoRedmondatall,ifyouarereallysuchanundecidedperson,"saidamusedPriscilla。
"Blessyourheart,honey,Ididn’t。Itwasfatherwhowantedmetocomehere。Hisheartwassetonit——why,Idon’tknow。ItseemsperfectlyridiculoustothinkofmestudyingforaB。A。
degree,doesn’tit?NotbutwhatIcandoit,allright。
Ihaveheapsofbrains。"
"Oh!"saidPriscillavaguely。
"Yes。Butit’ssuchhardworktousethem。AndB。A。’saresuchlearned,dignified,wise,solemncreatures——theymustbe。No,_I_didn’twanttocometoRedmond。Ididitjusttoobligefather。
HeISsuchaduck。Besides,IknewifIstayedhomeI’dhavetogetmarried。Motherwantedthat——wanteditdecidedly。Motherhasplentyofdecision。ButIreallyhatedthethoughtofbeingmarriedforafewyearsyet。IwanttohaveheapsoffunbeforeIsettledown。And,ridiculousastheideaofmybeingaB。A。is,theideaofmybeinganoldmarriedwomanisstillmoreabsurd,isn’tit?I’monlyeighteen。No,IconcludedIwouldrathercometoRedmondthanbemarried。Besides,howcouldI
everhavemadeupmymindwhichmantomarry?"
"Weretheresomany?"laughedAnne。
"Heaps。Theboyslikemeawfully——theyreallydo。Buttherewereonlytwothatmattered。Therestwerealltooyoungandtoopoor。Imustmarryarichman,youknow。"
"Whymustyou?"
"Honey,youcouldn’timagineMEbeingapoorman’swife,couldyou?
Ican’tdoasingleusefulthing,andIamVERYextravagant。Oh,no,myhusbandmusthaveheapsofmoney。Sothatnarrowedthemdowntotwo。
ButIcouldn’tdecidebetweentwoanyeasierthanbetweentwohundred。
IknewperfectlywellthatwhicheveroneIchoseI’dregretallmylifethatIhadn’tmarriedtheother。"
"Didn’tyou——love——eitherofthem?"askedAnne,alittlehesitatingly。
Itwasnoteasyforhertospeaktoastrangerofthegreatmysteryandtransformationoflife。
"Goodness,no。_I_couldn’tloveanybody。Itisn’tinme。
BesidesIwouldn’twantto。Beinginlovemakesyouaperfectslave,_I_think。Anditwouldgiveamansuchpowertohurtyou。
I’dbeafraid。No,no,AlecandAlonzoaretwodearboys,andIlikethembothsomuchthatIreallydon’tknowwhichIlikethebetter。
Thatisthetrouble。Alecisthebestlooking,ofcourse,andI
simplycouldn’tmarryamanwhowasn’thandsome。Heisgood-temperedtoo,andhaslovely,curly,blackhair。He’srathertooperfect——
Idon’tbelieveI’dlikeaperfecthusband——somebodyIcouldneverfindfaultwith。"
"ThenwhynotmarryAlonzo?"askedPriscillagravely。
"ThinkofmarryinganamelikeAlonzo!"saidPhildolefully。
"Idon’tbelieveIcouldendureit。Buthehasaclassicnose,anditWOULDbeacomforttohaveanoseinthefamilythatcouldbedependedon。Ican’tdependonmine。Sofar,ittakesaftertheGordonpattern,butI’msoafraiditwilldevelopByrnetendenciesasIgrowolder。Iexamineiteverydayanxiouslytomakesureit’sstillGordon。MotherwasaByrneandhastheByrnenoseintheByrnestdegree。Waittillyouseeit。Iadorenicenoses。
Yournoseisawfullynice,AnneShirley。Alonzo’snosenearlyturnedthebalanceinhisfavor。ButALONZO!No,Icouldn’tdecide。
IfIcouldhavedoneasIdidwiththehats——stoodthembothuptogether,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin——itwouldhavebeenquiteeasy。"
"WhatdidAlecandAlonzofeellikewhenyoucameaway?"queriedPriscilla。
"Oh,theystillhavehope。Itoldthemthey’dhavetowaittillIcouldmakeupmymind。They’requitewillingtowait。
Theybothworshipme,youknow。Meanwhile,Iintendtohaveagoodtime。IexpectIshallhaveheapsofbeauxatRedmond。
Ican’tbehappyunlessIhave,youknow。Butdon’tyouthinkthefreshmenarefearfullyhomely?
Isawonlyonereallyhandsomefellowamongthem。Hewentawaybeforeyoucame。IheardhischumcallhimGilbert。HischumhadeyesthatstuckoutTHATFAR。Butyou’renotgoingyet,girls?
Don’tgoyet。"
"Ithinkwemust,"saidAnne,rathercoldly。"It’sgettinglate,andI’vesomeworktodo。"
"Butyou’llbothcometoseeme,won’tyou?"askedPhilippa,gettingupandputtinganarmaroundeach。"Andletmecometoseeyou。Iwanttobechummywithyou。I’vetakensuchafancytoyouboth。AndIhaven’tquitedisgustedyouwithmyfrivolity,haveI?"
"Notquite,"laughedAnne,respondingtoPhil’ssqueeze,withareturnofcordiality。
"BecauseI’mnothalfsosillyasIseemonthesurface,youknow。YoujustacceptPhilippaGordon,astheLordmadeher,withallherfaults,andIbelieveyou’llcometolikeher。
Isn’tthisgraveyardasweetplace?I’dlovetobeburiedhere。
Here’sagraveIdidn’tseebefore——thisoneintheironrailing——oh,girls,look,see——thestonesaysit’sthegraveofamiddywhowaskilledinthefightbetweentheShannonandtheChesapeake。Justfancy!"
Annepausedbytherailingandlookedatthewornstone,herpulsesthrillingwithsuddenexcitement。Theoldgraveyard,withitsover-archingtreesandlongaislesofshadows,fadedfromhersight。
Instead,shesawtheKingsportHarborofnearlyacenturyagone。
Outofthemistcameslowlyagreatfrigate,brilliantwith"themeteorflagofEngland。"Behindherwasanother,withastill,heroicform,wrappedinhisownstarryflag,lyingonthequarterdeck——thegallantLawrence。Time’sfingerhadturnedbackhispages,andthatwastheShannonsailingtriumphantupthebaywiththeChesapeakeasherprize。
"Comeback,AnneShirley——comeback,"laughedPhilippa,pullingherarm。"You’reahundredyearsawayfromus。Comeback。"
Annecamebackwithasigh;hereyeswereshiningsoftly。
"I’vealwayslovedthatoldstory,"shesaid,"andalthoughtheEnglishwonthatvictory,Ithinkitwasbecauseofthebrave,defeatedcommanderIloveit。Thisgraveseemstobringitsonearandmakeitsoreal。Thispoorlittlemiddywasonlyeighteen。He`diedofdesperatewoundsreceivedingallantaction’——soreadshisepitaph。Itissuchasasoldiermightwishfor。"
Beforesheturnedaway,Anneunpinnedthelittleclusterofpurplepansiessheworeanddroppeditsoftlyonthegraveoftheboywhohadperishedinthegreatsea-duel。
"Well,whatdoyouthinkofournewfriend?"askedPriscilla,whenPhilhadleftthem。
"Ilikeher。Thereissomethingverylovableabouther,inspiteofallhernonsense。Ibelieve,asshesaysherself,thatsheisn’thalfassillyasshesounds。She’sadear,kissablebaby——andIdon’tknowthatshe’lleverreallygrowup。"
"Ilikeher,too,"saidPriscilla,decidedly。"ShetalksasmuchaboutboysasRubyGillisdoes。ButitalwaysenragesorsickensmetohearRuby,whereasIjustwantedtolaughgood-naturedlyatPhil。Now,whatisthewhyofthat?"
"Thereisadifference,"saidAnnemeditatively。"Ithinkit’sbecauseRubyisreallysoCONSCIOUSofboys。Sheplaysatloveandlove-making。Besides,youfeel,whensheisboastingofherbeauxthatsheisdoingittorubitwellintoyouthatyouhaven’thalfsomany。Now,whenPhiltalksofherbeauxitsoundsasifshewasjustspeakingofchums。Shereallylooksuponboysasgoodcomrades,andsheispleasedwhenshehasdozensofthemtagginground,simplybecauseshelikestobepopularandtobethoughtpopular。EvenAlexandAlonzo——I’llneverbeabletothinkofthosetwonamesseparatelyafterthis——aretoherjusttwoplayfellowswhowanthertoplaywiththemalltheirlives。I’mgladwemether,andI’mgladwewenttoOldSt。John’s。IbelieveI’veputforthatinysoul-rootintoKingsportsoilthisafternoon。Ihopeso。Ihatetofeeltransplanted。"
ChapterV
LettersfromHomeForthenextthreeweeksAnneandPriscillacontinuedtofeelasstrangersinastrangeland。Then,suddenly,everythingseemedtofallintofocus——Redmond,professors,classes,students,studies,socialdoings。Lifebecamehomogeneousagain,insteadofbeingmadeupofdetachedfragments。TheFreshmen,insteadofbeingacollectionofunrelatedindividuals,foundthemselvesaclass,withaclassspirit,aclassyell,classinterests,classantipathiesandclassambitions。Theywonthedayintheannual"ArtsRush"againsttheSophomores,andtherebygainedtherespectofalltheclasses,andanenormous,confidence-givingopinionofthemselves。ForthreeyearstheSophomoreshadwoninthe"rush";thatthevictoryofthisyearperchedupontheFreshmen’sbannerwasattributedtothestrategicgeneralshipofGilbertBlythe,whomarshalledthecampaignandoriginatedcertainnewtactics,whichdemoralizedtheSophsandswepttheFreshmentotriumph。AsarewardofmerithewaselectedpresidentoftheFreshmanClass,apositionofhonorandresponsibility——fromaFreshpointofview,atleast——covetedbymany。Hewasalsoinvitedtojointhe"Lambs"——RedmondeseforLambaTheta——acomplimentrarelypaidtoaFreshman。AsapreparatoryinitiationordealhehadtoparadetheprincipalbusinessstreetsofKingsportforawholedaywearingasunbonnetandavoluminouskitchenapronofgaudilyfloweredcalico。Thishedidcheerfully,doffinghissunbonnetwithcourtlygracewhenhemetladiesofhisacquaintance。CharlieSloane,whohadnotbeenaskedtojointheLambs,toldAnnehedidnotseehowBlythecoulddoit,andHE,forhispart,couldneverhumiliatehimselfso。
"FancyCharlieSloaneina`caliker’apronanda`sunbunnit,’"
giggledPriscilla。"He’dlookexactlylikehisoldGrandmotherSloane。Gilbert,now,lookedasmuchlikeamaninthemasinhisownproperhabiliments。"
AnneandPriscillafoundthemselvesinthethickofthesociallifeofRedmond。ThatthiscameaboutsospeedilywasdueingreatmeasuretoPhilippaGordon。Philippawasthedaughterofarichandwell-knownman,andbelongedtoanoldandexclusive"Bluenose"family。This,combinedwithherbeautyandcharm——acharmacknowledgedbyallwhomether——promptlyopenedthegatesofallcliques,clubsandclassesinRedmondtoher;andwhereshewentAnneandPriscillawent,too。Phil"adored"AnneandPriscilla,especiallyAnne。Shewasaloyallittlesoul,crystal-freefromanyformofsnobbishness。"Loveme,lovemyfriends"seemedtobeherunconsciousmotto。Withouteffort,shetookthemwithherintohereverwideningcircleofacquaintanceship,andthetwoAvonleagirlsfoundtheirsocialpathwayatRedmondmadeveryeasyandpleasantforthem,totheenvyandwondermentoftheotherfreshettes,who,lackingPhilippa’ssponsorship,weredoomedtoremainratheronthefringeofthingsduringtheirfirstcollegeyear。
ToAnneandPriscilla,withtheirmoreseriousviewsoflife,Philremainedtheamusing,lovablebabyshehadseemedontheirfirstmeeting。Yet,asshesaidherself,shehad"heaps"ofbrains。Whenorwhereshefoundtimetostudywasamystery,forsheseemedalwaysindemandforsomekindof"fun,"andherhomeeveningswerecrowdedwithcallers。Shehadallthe"beaux"thatheartcoulddesire,fornine-tenthsoftheFreshmenandabigfractionofalltheotherclasseswererivalsforhersmiles。
Shewasnaivelydelightedoverthis,andgleefullyrecountedeachnewconquesttoAnneandPriscilla,withcommentsthatmighthavemadetheunluckylover’searsburnfiercely。
"AlecandAlonzodon’tseemtohaveanyseriousrivalyet,"
remarkedAnne,teasingly。
"Notone,"agreedPhilippa。"Iwritethembotheveryweekandtellthemallaboutmyyoungmenhere。I’msureitmustamusethem。
But,ofcourse,theoneIlikebestIcan’tget。GilbertBlythewon’ttakeanynoticeofme,excepttolookatmeasifIwereanicelittlekittenhe’dliketopat。ToowellIknowthereason。
Ioweyouagrudge,QueenAnne。IreallyoughttohateyouandinsteadIloveyoumadly,andI’mmiserableifIdon’tseeyoueveryday。You’redifferentfromanygirlIeverknewbefore。
WhenyoulookatmeinacertainwayIfeelwhataninsignificant,frivolouslittlebeastIam,andIlongtobebetterandwiserandstronger。AndthenImakegoodresolutions;butthefirstnice-lookingmanniewhocomesmywayknocksthemalloutofmyhead。Isn’tcollegelifemagnificent?
It’ssofunnytothinkIhateditthatfirstday。ButifIhadn’tImightnevergotreallyacquaintedwithyou。Anne,pleasetellmeoveragainthatyoulikemealittlebit。Iyearntohearit。"
"Ilikeyouabigbit——andIthinkyou’readear,sweet,adorable,velvety,clawless,little——kitten,"laughedAnne,"butIdon’tseewhenyouevergettimetolearnyourlessons。"
Philmusthavefoundtimeforsheheldherownineveryclassofheryear。EventhegrumpyoldprofessorofMathematics,whodetestedcoeds,andhadbitterlyopposedtheiradmissiontoRedmond,couldn’tfloorher。Sheledthefreshetteseverywhere,exceptinEnglish,whereAnneShirleyleftherfarbehind。AnneherselffoundthestudiesofherFreshmanyearveryeasy,thanksingreatparttothesteadyworksheandGilberthadputinduringthosetwopastyearsinAvonlea。Thislefthermoretimeforasociallifewhichshethoroughlyenjoyed。ButneverforamomentdidsheforgetAvonleaandthefriendsthere。Toher,thehappiestmomentsineachweekwerethoseinwhichletterscamefromhome。ItwasnotuntilshehadgotherfirstlettersthatshebegantothinkshecouldeverlikeKingsportorfeelathomethere。Beforetheycame,Avonleahadseemedthousandsofmilesaway;thoselettersbroughtitnearandlinkedtheoldlifetothenewsocloselythattheybegantoseemoneandthesame,insteadoftwohopelesslysegregatedexistences。Thefirstbatchcontainedsixletters,fromJaneAndrews,RubyGillis,DianaBarry,Marilla,Mrs。LyndeandDavy。Jane’swasacopperplateproduction,withevery"t"nicelycrossedandevery"i"preciselydotted,andnotaninterestingsentenceinit。Shenevermentionedtheschool,concerningwhichAnnewasavidtohear;sheneveransweredoneofthequestionsAnnehadaskedinherletter。
ButshetoldAnnehowmanyyardsoflaceshehadrecentlycrocheted,andthekindofweathertheywerehavinginAvonlea,andhowsheintendedtohavehernewdressmade,andthewayshefeltwhenherheadached。RubyGilliswroteagushingepistledeploringAnne’sabsence,assuringhershewashorriblymissedineverything,askingwhattheRedmond"fellows"werelike,andfillingtherestwithaccountsofherownharrowingexperienceswithhernumerousadmirers。Itwasasilly,harmlessletter,andAnnewouldhavelaughedoverithaditnotbeenforthepostscript。
"GilbertseemstobeenjoyingRedmond,judgingfromhisletters,"
wroteRuby。"Idon’tthinkCharlieissostuckonit。"
SoGilbertwaswritingtoRuby!Verywell。Hehadaperfectrightto,ofcourse。Only——!!AnnedidnotknowthatRubyhadwrittenthefirstletterandthatGilberthadanswereditfrommerecourtesy。ShetossedRuby’sletterasidecontemptuously。
ButittookallDiana’sbreezy,newsy,delightfulepistletobanishthestingofRuby’spostscript。Diana’slettercontainedalittletoomuchFred,butwasotherwisecrowdedandcrossedwithitemsofinterest,andAnnealmostfeltherselfbackinAvonleawhilereadingit。Marilla’swasaratherprimandcolorlessepistle,severelyinnocentofgossiporemotion。
YetsomehowitconveyedtoAnneawhiffofthewholesome,simplelifeatGreenGables,withitssavorofancientpeace,andthesteadfastabidinglovethatwasthereforher。Mrs。Lynde’sletterwasfullofchurchnews。Havingbrokenuphousekeeping,Mrs。Lyndehadmoretimethanevertodevotetochurchaffairsandhadflungherselfintothemheartandsoul。Shewasatpresentmuchworkedupoverthepoor"supplies"theywerehavinginthevacantAvonleapulpit。
"Idon’tbelieveanybutfoolsentertheministrynowadays,"shewrotebitterly。"Suchcandidatesastheyhavesentus,andsuchstuffastheypreach!Halfofitain’ttrue,and,what’sworse,itain’tsounddoctrine。Theonewehavenowistheworstofthelot。Hemostlytakesatextandpreachesaboutsomethingelse。
Andhesayshedoesn’tbelievealltheheathenwillbeeternallylost。Theidea!Iftheywon’tallthemoneywe’vebeengivingtoForeignMissionswillbecleanwasted,that’swhat!LastSundaynightheannouncedthatnextSundayhe’dpreachontheaxe-headthatswam。Ithinkhe’dbetterconfinehimselftotheBibleandleavesensationalsubjectsalone。Thingshavecometoaprettypassifaministercan’tfindenoughinHolyWrittopreachabout,that’swhat。Whatchurchdoyouattend,Anne?I
hopeyougoregularly。Peopleareapttogetsocarelessaboutchurch-goingawayfromhome,andIunderstandcollegestudentsaregreatsinnersinthisrespect。I’mtoldmanyofthemactuallystudytheirlessonsonSunday。Ihopeyou’llneversinkthatlow,Anne。Rememberhowyouwerebroughtup。Andbeverycarefulwhatfriendsyoumake。Youneverknowwhatsortofcreaturesareinthemcolleges。Outwardlytheymaybeaswhitedsepulchersandinwardlyasraveningwolves,that’swhat。You’dbetternothaveanythingtosaytoanyyoungmanwhoisn’tfromtheIsland。
"Iforgottotellyouwhathappenedthedaytheministercalledhere。ItwasthefunniestthingIeversaw。IsaidtoMarilla,`IfAnnehadbeenherewouldn’tshehavehadalaugh?’EvenMarillalaughed。Youknowhe’saveryshort,fatlittlemanwithbowlegs。Well,thatoldpigofMr。Harrison’s——thebig,tallone——hadwanderedoverherethatdayagainandbrokeintotheyard,anditgotintothebackporch,unbeknownstous,anditwastherewhentheministerappearedinthedoorway。Itmadeonewildbolttogetout,buttherewasnowheretobolttoexceptbetweenthembowlegs。Sothereitwent,and,beingasitwassobigandtheministersolittle,ittookhimcleanoffhisfeetandcarriedhimaway。Hishatwentonewayandhiscaneanother,justasMarillaandIgottothedoor。I’llneverforgetthelookofhim。Andthatpoorpigwasnearscaredtodeath。I’llneverbeabletoreadthataccountintheBibleoftheswinethatrushedmadlydownthesteepplaceintotheseawithoutseeingMr。Harrison’spigcareeringdownthehillwiththatminister。
IguessthepigthoughthehadtheOldBoyonhisbackinsteadofinsideofhim。Iwasthankfulthetwinsweren’tabout。
Itwouldn’thavebeentherightthingforthemtohaveseenaministerinsuchanundignifiedpredicament。Justbeforetheygottothebrooktheministerjumpedofforfelloff。
Thepigrushedthroughthebrooklikemadandupthroughthewoods。
MarillaandIrundownandhelpedtheministergetupandbrushhiscoat。Hewasn’thurt,buthewasmad。HeseemedtoholdMarillaandmeresponsibleforitall,thoughwetoldhimthepigdidn’tbelongtous,andhadbeenpesteringusallsummer。
Besides,whatdidhecometothebackdoorfor?You’dneverhavecaughtMr。Allandoingthat。It’llbealongtimebeforewegetamanlikeMr。Allan。Butit’sanillwindthatblowsnogood。
We’veneverseenhooforhairofthatpigsince,andit’smybeliefweneverwill。
"ThingsisprettyquietinAvonlea。Idon’tfindGreenGablesaslonesomeasIexpected。IthinkI’llstartanothercottonwarpquiltthiswinter。Mrs。SilasSloanehasahandsomenewapple-leafpattern。
"WhenIfeelthatImusthavesomeexcitementIreadthemurdertrialsinthatBostonpapermyniecesendsme。Ineverusedtodoit,butthey’rerealinteresting。TheStatesmustbeanawfulplace。Ihopeyou’llnevergothere,Anne。Butthewaygirlsroamovertheearthnowissomethingterrible。ItalwaysmakesmethinkofSatanintheBookofJob,goingtoandfroandwalkingupanddown。Idon’tbelievetheLordeverintendedit,that’swhat。
"Davyhasbeenprettygoodsinceyouwentaway。OnedayhewasbadandMarillapunishedhimbymakinghimwearDora’sapronallday,andthenhewentandcutallDora’sapronsup。Ispankedhimforthatandthenhewentandchasedmyroostertodeath。
"TheMacPhersonshavemoveddowntomyplace。She’sagreathousekeeperandveryparticular。She’srootedallmyJuneliliesupbecauseshesaystheymakeagardenlooksountidy。Thomassetthemliliesoutwhenweweremarried。Herhusbandseemsanicesortofaman,butshecan’tgetoverbeinganoldmaid,that’swhat。
"Don’tstudytoohard,andbesureandputyourwinterunderclothesonassoonastheweathergetscool。
Marillaworriesalotaboutyou,butItellheryou’vegotalotmoresensethanIeverthoughtyouwouldhaveatonetime,andthatyou’llbeallright。"
Davy’sletterplungedintoagrievanceatthestart。
"Dearanne,pleasewriteandtellmarillanottotiemetotheraleofthebridgewhenIgofishingtheboysmakefunofmewhenshedoes。Itsawfullonesomeherewithoutyoubutgratefuninschool。Janeandrewsiscrosserthanyou。Iscaredmrs。lyndewithajackylanternlastnite。ShewasoffelmadandshewasmadcauseIchasedheroldroosterroundtheyardtillhefelldownded。Ididn’tmeantomakehimfalldownded。Whatmadehimdie,anne,Iwanttoknow。mrs。lyndethrewhimintothepigpenshemiteofsoldhimtomr。blair。mr。blairisgiving50senseapeaceforgooddedroostersnow。Iherdmrs。lyndeaskingtheministertoprayforher。Whatdidshedothatwassobad,anne,Iwanttoknow。I’vegotakitewithamagnificenttail,anne。Miltyboltertoldmeagratestoryinschoolyesterday。itistroo。oldJoeMoseyandLeonwereplayingcardsonenitelastweekinthewoods。Thecardswereonastumpandabigblackmanbiggerthanthetreescomealongandgrabbedthecardsandthestumpanddisaperedwithanoyslikethunder。
Illbettheywereskared。Miltysaystheblackmanwastheoldharry。washe,anne,Iwanttoknow。Mr。kimballoveratspenservaleisverysickandwillhavetogotothehospitable。
pleaseexcusemewhileIaskmarillaifthatsspelledrite。
Marillasaysitsthesilemhehastogotonottheotherplace。
Hethinkshehasasnakeinsideofhim。whatsitliketohaveasnakeinsideofyou,anne。Iwanttoknow。mrs。lawrencebellissickto。mrs。lyndesaysthatallthatisthematterwithheristhatshethinkstoomuchaboutherinsides。"
"Iwonder,"saidAnne,asshefoldedupherletters,"whatMrs。
LyndewouldthinkofPhilippa。"
ChapterVI
InthePark"Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselvestoday,girls?"
askedPhilippa,poppingintoAnne’sroomoneSaturdayafternoon。
"Wearegoingforawalkinthepark,"answeredAnne。"Ioughttostayinandfinishmyblouse。ButIcouldn’tsewonadaylikethis。
There’ssomethingintheairthatgetsintomybloodandmakesasortofgloryinmysoul。MyfingerswouldtwitchandI’dsewacrookedseam。
Soit’shofortheparkandthepines。"
"Does`we’includeanyonebutyourselfandPriscilla?"
"Yes,itincludesGilbertandCharlie,andwe’llbeverygladifitwillincludeyou,also。"
"But,"saidPhilippadolefully,"ifIgoI’llhavetobegooseberry,andthatwillbeanewexperienceforPhilippaGordon。"
"Well,newexperiencesarebroadening。Comealong,andyou’llbeabletosympathizewithallpoorsoulswhohavetoplaygooseberryoften。Butwhereareallthevictims?"
"Oh,Iwastiredofthemallandsimplycouldn’tbebotheredwithanyofthemtoday。Besides,I’vebeenfeelingalittleblue——
justapale,elusiveazure。Itisn’tseriousenoughforanythingdarker。IwroteAlecandAlonzolastweek。Iputthelettersintoenvelopesandaddressedthem,butIdidn’tsealthemup。
Thateveningsomethingfunnyhappened。Thatis,Alecwouldthinkitfunny,butAlonzowouldn’tbelikelyto。Iwasinahurry,soIsnatchedAlec’sletter——asIthought——outoftheenvelopeandscribbleddownapostscript。ThenImailedbothletters。I
gotAlonzo’sreplythismorning。Girls,Ihadputthatpostscripttohisletterandhewasfurious。Ofcoursehe’llgetoverit——
andIdon’tcareifhedoesn’t——butitspoiledmyday。
SoIthoughtI’dcometoyoudarlingstogetcheeredup。
AfterthefootballseasonopensIwon’thaveanyspareSaturdayafternoons。Iadorefootball。I’vegotthemostgorgeouscapandsweaterstripedinRedmondcolorstoweartothegames。
Tobesure,alittlewayoffI’lllooklikeawalkingbarber’spole。
DoyouknowthatthatGilbertofyourshasbeenelectedCaptainoftheFreshmanfootballteam?"
"Yes,hetoldussolastevening,"saidPriscilla,seeingthatoutragedAnnewouldnotanswer。"HeandCharlieweredown。
Weknewtheywerecoming,sowepainstakinglyputoutofsightoroutofreachallMissAda’scushions。ThatveryelaborateonewiththeraisedembroideryIdroppedonthefloorinthecornerbehindthechairitwason。Ithoughtitwouldbesafethere。
Butwouldyoubelieveit?CharlieSloanemadeforthatchair,noticedthecushionbehindit,solemnlyfisheditup,andsatonitthewholeevening。Suchawreckofacushionasitwas!PoorMissAdaaskedmetoday,stillsmiling,butoh,soreproachfully,whyIhadallowedittobesatupon。ItoldherIhadn’t——thatitwasamatterofpredestinationcoupledwithinveterateSloanishnessandIwasn’tamatchforbothcombined。"
"MissAda’scushionsarereallygettingonmynerves,"saidAnne。
"Shefinishedtwonewoneslastweek,stuffedandembroideredwithinaninchoftheirlives。Therebeingabsolutelynoothercushionlessplacetoputthemshestoodthemupagainstthewallonthestairlanding。Theytoppleoverhalfthetimeandifwecomeupordownthestairsinthedarkwefalloverthem。LastSunday,whenDr。Davisprayedforallthoseexposedtotheperilsofthesea,Iaddedinthought`andforallthosewholiveinhouseswherecushionsarelovednotwiselybuttoowell!’
There!we’reready,andIseetheboyscomingthroughOldSt。John’s。
Doyoucastinyourlotwithus,Phil?"
"I’llgo,ifIcanwalkwithPriscillaandCharlie。Thatwillbeabearabledegreeofgooseberry。ThatGilbertofyoursisadarling,Anne,butwhydoeshegoaroundsomuchwithGoggle-eyes?"
Annestiffened。ShehadnogreatlikingforCharlieSloane;buthewasofAvonlea,sonooutsiderhadanybusinesstolaughathim。
"CharlieandGilberthavealwaysbeenfriends,"shesaidcoldly。
"Charlieisaniceboy。He’snottoblameforhiseyes。"
"Don’ttellmethat!Heis!Hemusthavedonesomethingdreadfulinapreviousexistencetobepunishedwithsucheyes。
PrisandIaregoingtohavesuchsportwithhimthisafternoon。
We’llmakefunofhimtohisfaceandhe’llneverknowit。"
Doubtless,"theabandonedP’s,"asAnnecalledthem,didcarryouttheiramiableintentions。ButSloanewasblissfullyignorant;hethoughthewasquiteafinefellowtobewalkingwithtwosuchcoeds,especiallyPhilippaGordon,theclassbeautyandbelle。ItmustsurelyimpressAnne。Shewouldseethatsomepeopleappreciatedhimathisrealvalue。
GilbertandAnneloiteredalittlebehindtheothers,enjoyingthecalm,stillbeautyoftheautumnafternoonunderthepinesofthepark,ontheroadthatclimbedandtwistedroundtheharborshore。
"Thesilencehereislikeaprayer,isn’tit?"saidAnne,herfaceupturnedtotheshiningsky。"HowIlovethepines!
Theyseemtostriketheirrootsdeepintotheromanceofalltheages。
Itissocomfortingtocreepawaynowandthenforagoodtalkwiththem。
Ialwaysfeelsohappyouthere。"
"`Andsoinmountainsolitudeso’ertakenAsbysomespelldivine,TheircaresdropfromthemliketheneedlesshakenFromoutthegustypine,’"
quotedGilbert。
"Theymakeourlittleambitionsseemratherpetty,don’tthey,Anne?"
"Ithink,ifeveranygreatsorrowcametome,Iwouldcometothepinesforcomfort,"saidAnnedreamily。
"Ihopenogreatsorroweverwillcometoyou,Anne,"saidGilbert,whocouldnotconnecttheideaofsorrowwiththevivid,joyouscreaturebesidehim,unwittingthatthosewhocansoartothehighestheightscanalsoplungetothedeepestdepths,andthatthenatureswhichenjoymostkeenlyarethosewhichalsosuffermostsharply。
"Buttheremust——sometime,"musedAnne。"Lifeseemslikeacupofgloryheldtomylipsjustnow。Buttheremustbesomebitternessinit——thereisineverycup。Ishalltasteminesomeday。Well,IhopeIshallbestrongandbravetomeetit。
AndIhopeitwon’tbethroughmyownfaultthatitwillcome。
DoyourememberwhatDr。DavissaidlastSundayevening——thatthesorrowsGodsentusbroughtcomfortandstrengthwiththem,whilethesorrowswebroughtonourselves,throughfollyorwickedness,werebyfarthehardesttobear?Butwemustn’ttalkofsorrowonanafternoonlikethis。It’smeantforthesheerjoyofliving,isn’tit?"
"IfIhadmywayI’dshuteverythingoutofyourlifebuthappinessandpleasure,Anne,"saidGilbertinthetonethatmeant"dangerahead。"
"Thenyouwouldbeveryunwise,"rejoinedAnnehastily。"I’msurenolifecanbeproperlydevelopedandroundedoutwithoutsometrialandsorrow——thoughIsupposeitisonlywhenweareprettycomfortablethatweadmitit。Come——theothershavegottothepavilionandarebeckoningtous。"
Theyallsatdowninthelittlepaviliontowatchanautumnsunsetofdeepredfireandpallidgold。TotheirleftlayKingsport,itsroofsandspiresdimintheirshroudofvioletsmoke。
Totheirrightlaytheharbor,takingontintsofroseandcopperasitstretchedoutintothesunset。Beforethemthewatershimmered,satinsmoothandsilvergray,andbeyond,cleanshavenWilliam’sIslandloomedoutofthemist,guardingthetownlikeasturdybulldog。
Itslighthousebeaconflaredthroughthemistlikeabalefulstar,andwasansweredbyanotherinthefarhorizon。
"Didyoueverseesuchastrong-lookingplace?"askedPhilippa。
"Idon’twantWilliam’sIslandespecially,butI’msureIcouldn’tgetitifIdid。Lookatthatsentryonthesummitofthefort,rightbesidetheflag。Doesn’thelookasifhehadsteppedoutofaromance?"
"Speakingofromance,"saidPriscilla,"we’vebeenlookingforheather——but,ofcourse,wecouldn’tfindany。It’stoolateintheseason,Isuppose。"
"Heather!"exclaimedAnne。"Heatherdoesn’tgrowinAmerica,doesit?"
"Therearejusttwopatchesofitinthewholecontinent,"saidPhil,"onerighthereinthepark,andonesomewhereelseinNovaScotia,Iforgetwhere。ThefamousHighlandRegiment,theBlackWatch,campedhereoneyear,and,whenthemenshookoutthestrawoftheirbedsinthespring,someseedsofheathertookroot。"
"Oh,howdelightful!"saidenchantedAnne。
"Let’sgohomearoundbySpoffordAvenue,"suggestedGilbert。
"Wecanseeall`thehandsomehouseswherethewealthynoblesdwell。’SpoffordAvenueisthefinestresidentialstreetinKingsport。Nobodycanbuildonitunlesshe’samillionaire。"
"Oh,do,"saidPhil。"There’saperfectlykillinglittleplaceI
wanttoshowyou,Anne。ITwasn’tbuiltbyamillionaire。It’sthefirstplaceafteryouleavethepark,andmusthavegrownwhileSpoffordAvenuewasstillacountryroad。ItDIDgrow——
itwasn’tbuilt!Idon’tcareforthehousesontheAvenue。
They’retoobrandnewandplateglassy。Butthislittlespotisadream——anditsname——butwaittillyouseeit。"
Theysawitastheywalkedupthepine-fringedhillfromthepark。
Justonthecrest,whereSpoffordAvenuepeteredoutintoaplainroad,wasalittlewhiteframehousewithgroupsofpinesoneithersideofit,stretchingtheirarmsprotectinglyoveritslowroof。Itwascoveredwithredandgoldvines,throughwhichitsgreen-shutteredwindowspeeped。Beforeitwasatinygarden,surroundedbyalowstonewall。Octoberthoughitwas,thegardenwasstillverysweetwithdear,old-fashioned,unworldlyflowersandshrubs——sweetmay,southern-wood,lemonverbena,alyssum,petunias,marigoldsandchrysanthemums。Atinybrickwall,inherring-bonepattern,ledfromthegatetothefrontporch。Thewholeplacemighthavebeentransplantedfromsomeremotecountryvillage;yettherewassomethingaboutitthatmadeitsnearestneighbor,thebiglawn-encircledpalaceofatobaccoking,lookexceedinglycrudeandshowyandill-bredbycontrast。AsPhilsaid,itwasthedifferencebetweenbeingbornandbeingmade。
"It’sthedearestplaceIeversaw,"saidAnnedelightedly。"Itgivesmeoneofmyold,delightfulfunnyaches。It’sdearerandquainterthanevenMissLavendar’sstonehouse。"
"It’sthenameIwantyoutonoticeespecially,"saidPhil。
"Look——inwhiteletters,aroundthearchwayoverthegate。
`Patty’sPlace。’Isn’tthatkilling?EspeciallyonthisAvenueofPinehurstsandElmwoldsandCedarcrofts?`Patty’sPlace,’
ifyouplease!Iadoreit。"
"HaveyouanyideawhoPattyis?"askedPriscilla。
"PattySpoffordisthenameoftheoldladywhoownsit,I’vediscovered。Shelivestherewithherniece,andthey’velivedthereforhundredsofyears,moreorless——maybealittleless,Anne。Exaggerationismerelyaflightofpoeticfancy。Iunderstandthatwealthyfolkhavetriedtobuythelottimeandagain——it’sreallyworthasmallfortunenow,youknow——but`Patty’won’tselluponanyconsideration。Andthere’sanappleorchardbehindthehouseinplaceofabackyard——you’llseeitwhenwegetalittlepast——
arealappleorchardonSpoffordAvenue!"
"I’mgoingtodreamabout`Patty’sPlace’tonight,"saidAnne。
"Why,IfeelasifIbelongedtoit。Iwonderif,byanychance,we’lleverseetheinsideofit。"
"Itisn’tlikely,"saidPriscilla。
Annesmiledmysteriously。
"No,itisn’tlikely。ButIbelieveitwillhappen。Ihaveaqueer,creepy,crawlyfeeling——youcancallitapresentiment,ifyoulike——that`Patty’sPlace’andIaregoingtobebetteracquaintedyet。"
ChapterVII
HomeAgainThosefirstthreeweeksatRedmondhadseemedlong;buttherestofthetermflewbyonwingsofwind。BeforetheyrealizedittheRedmondstudentsfoundthemselvesinthegrindofChristmasexaminations,emergingtherefrommoreorlesstriumphantly。ThehonorofleadingintheFreshmanclassesfluctuatedbetweenAnne,GilbertandPhilippa;Priscilladidverywell;CharlieSloanescrapedthroughrespectably,andcomportedhimselfascomplacentlyasifhehadledineverything。
"Ican’treallybelievethatthistimetomorrowI’llbeinGreenGables,"
saidAnneonthenightbeforedeparture。"ButIshallbe。Andyou,Phil,willbeinBolingbrokewithAlecandAlonzo。"
"I’mlongingtoseethem,"admittedPhil,betweenthechocolateshewasnibbling。"Theyreallyaresuchdearboys,youknow。
There’stobenoendofdancesanddrivesandgeneraljamborees。
Ishallneverforgiveyou,QueenAnne,fornotcominghomewithmefortheholidays。"
"`Never’meansthreedayswithyou,Phil。Itwasdearofyoutoaskme——andI’dlovetogotoBolingbrokesomeday。ButI
can’tgothisyear——IMUSTgohome。Youdon’tknowhowmyheartlongsforit。"
"Youwon’thavemuchofatime,"saidPhilscornfully。"There’llbeoneortwoquiltingparties,Isuppose;andalltheoldgossipswilltalkyouovertoyourfaceandbehindyourback。
You’lldieoflonesomeness,child。"
"InAvonlea?"saidAnne,highlyamused。
"Now,ifyou’dcomewithmeyou’dhaveaperfectlygorgeoustime。
Bolingbrokewouldgowildoveryou,QueenAnne——yourhairandyourstyleand,oh,everything!You’resoDIFFERENT。You’dbesuchasuccess——andIwouldbaskinreflectedglory——`nottherosebutneartherose。’Docome,afterall,Anne。"
"Yourpictureofsocialtriumphsisquitefascinating,Phil,butI’llpaintonetooffsetit。I’mgoinghometoanoldcountryfarmhouse,oncegreen,ratherfadednow,setamongleaflessappleorchards。ThereisabrookbelowandaDecemberfirwoodbeyond,whereI’veheardharpssweptbythefingersofrainandwind。
Thereisapondnearbythatwillbegrayandbroodingnow。Therewillbetwooldishladiesinthehouse,onetallandthin,oneshortandfat;andtherewillbetwotwins,oneaperfectmodel,theotherwhatMrs。Lyndecallsa`holyterror。’Therewillbealittleroomupstairsovertheporch,whereolddreamshangthick,andabig,fat,gloriousfeatherbedwhichwillalmostseemtheheightofluxuryafteraboardinghousemattress。Howdoyoulikemypicture,Phil?"
"Itseemsaverydullone,"saidPhil,withagrimace。
"Oh,butI’veleftoutthetransformingthing,"saidAnnesoftly。
"There’llbelovethere,Phil——faithful,tenderlove,suchasI’llneverfindanywhereelseintheworld——lovethat’swaitingforme。Thatmakesmypictureamasterpiece,doesn’tit,evenifthecolorsarenotverybrilliant?"
Philsilentlygotup,tossedherboxofchocolatesaway,wentuptoAnne,andputherarmsabouther。
"Anne,IwishIwaslikeyou,"shesaidsoberly。
DianametAnneattheCarmodystationthenextnight,andtheydrovehometogetherundersilent,star-sowndepthsofsky。GreenGableshadaveryfestalappearanceastheydroveupthelane。
Therewasalightineverywindow,theglowbreakingoutthroughthedarknesslikeflame-redblossomsswungagainstthedarkbackgroundoftheHauntedWood。Andintheyardwasabravebonfirewithtwogaylittlefiguresdancingaroundit,oneofwhichgaveanunearthlyyellasthebuggyturnedinunderthepoplars。
"DavymeansthatforanIndianwar-whoop,"saidDiana。"Mr。
Harrison’shiredboytaughtittohim,andhe’sbeenpracticingituptowelcomeyouwith。Mrs。Lyndesaysithaswornhernervestoafrazzle。Hecreepsupbehindher,youknow,andthenletsgo。Hewasdeterminedtohaveabonfireforyou,too。He’sbeenpilingupbranchesforafortnightandpesteringMarillatobeletpoursomekeroseneoiloveritbeforesettingitonfire。
Iguessshedid,bythesmell,thoughMrs。LyndesaiduptothelastthatDavywouldblowhimselfandeverybodyelseupifhewaslet。"
Annewasoutofthebuggybythistime,andDavywasrapturouslyhuggingherknees,whileevenDorawasclingingtoherhand。
"Isn’tthatabullybonfire,Anne?Justletmeshowyouhowtopokeit——seethesparks?Ididitforyou,Anne,’causeIwassogladyouwerecominghome。"
ThekitchendooropenedandMarilla’sspareformdarkenedagainsttheinnerlight。ShepreferredtomeetAnneintheshadows,forshewashorriblyafraidthatshewasgoingtocrywithjoy——
she,stern,repressedMarilla,whothoughtalldisplayofdeepemotionunseemly。Mrs。Lyndewasbehindher,sonsy,kindly,matronly,asofyore。ThelovethatAnnehadtoldPhilwaswaitingforhersurroundedherandenfoldedherwithitsblessinganditssweetness。Nothing,afterall,couldcomparewitholdties,oldfriends,andoldGreenGables!HowstarryAnne’seyeswereastheysatdowntotheloadedsuppertable,howpinkhercheeks,howsilver-clearherlaughter!AndDianawasgoingtostayallnight,too。Howlikethedearoldtimesitwas!Andtherose-budtea-setgracedthetable!WithMarillatheforceofnaturecouldnofurthergo。
"IsupposeyouandDianawillnowproceedtotalkallnight,"
saidMarillasarcastically,asthegirlswentupstairs。
Marillawasalwayssarcasticafteranyself-betrayal。
"Yes,"agreedAnnegaily,"butI’mgoingtoputDavytobedfirst。
Heinsistsonthat。"
"Youbet,"saidDavy,astheywentalongthehall。"Iwantsomebodytosaymyprayerstoagain。It’snofunsayingthemalone。"
"Youdon’tsaythemalone,Davy。Godisalwayswithyoutohearyou。"
"Well,Ican’tseeHim,"objectedDavy。"IwanttopraytosomebodyIcansee,butIWON’TsaythemtoMrs。LyndeorMarilla,therenow!"
Nevertheless,whenDavywasgarbedinhisgrayflannelnighty,hedidnotseeminahurrytobegin。HestoodbeforeAnne,shufflingonebarefootovertheother,andlookedundecided。
"Come,dear,kneeldown,"saidAnne。
DavycameandburiedhisheadinAnne’slap,buthedidnotkneeldown。
"Anne,"hesaidinamuffledvoice。"Idon’tfeellikeprayingafterall。
Ihaven’tfeltlikeitforaweeknow。I——IDIDN’Tpraylastnightnorthenightbefore。"
"Whynot,Davy?"askedAnnegently。
"You——youwon’tbemadifItellyou?"imploredDavy。
Anneliftedthelittlegray-flannelledbodyonherkneeandcuddledhisheadonherarm。
"DoIeverget`mad’whenyoutellmethings,Davy?"
"No-o-o,youneverdo。Butyougetsorry,andthat’sworse。
You’llbeawfulsorrywhenItellyouthis,Anne——andyou’llbe’shamedofme,Is’pose。"
"Haveyoudonesomethingnaughty,Davy,andisthatwhyyoucan’tsayyourprayers?"
"No,Ihaven’tdoneanythingnaughty——yet。ButIwanttodoit。"
"Whatisit,Davy?"
"I——Iwanttosayabadword,Anne,"blurtedoutDavy,withadesperateeffort。"IheardMr。Harrison’shiredboysayitonedaylastweek,andeversinceI’vebeenwantingtosayitALLthetime——evenwhenI’msayingmyprayers。"
"Sayitthen,Davy。"
Davyliftedhisflushedfaceinamazement。
"But,Anne,it’sanAWFULbadword。"
"SAYIT!"
Davygaveheranotherincredulouslook,theninalowvoicehesaidthedreadfulword。Thenextminutehisfacewasburrowingagainsther。
"Oh,Anne,I’llneversayitagain——never。I’llneverWANTtosayitagain。Iknewitwasbad,butIdidn’ts’poseitwasso——so——Ididn’ts’poseitwaslikeTHAT。"
"No,Idon’tthinkyou’lleverwanttosayitagain,Davy——orthinkit,either。AndIwouldn’tgoaboutmuchwithMr。Harrison’shiredboyifIwereyou。"
"Hecanmakebullywar-whoops,"saidDavyalittleregretfully。
"Butyoudon’twantyourmindfilledwithbadwords,doyou,Davy——wordsthatwillpoisonitanddriveoutallthatisgoodandmanly?"
"No,"saidDavy,owl-eyedwithintrospection。
"Thendon’tgowiththosepeoplewhousethem。Andnowdoyoufeelasifyoucouldsayyourprayers,Davy?"
"Oh,yes,"saidDavy,eagerlywrigglingdownonhisknees,"Icansaythemnowallright。Iain’tscarednowtosay`ifIshoulddiebeforeIwake,’likeIwaswhenIwaswantingtosaythatword。"
ProbablyAnneandDianadidemptyouttheirsoulstoeachotherthatnight,butnorecordoftheirconfidenceshasbeenpreserved。
Theybothlookedasfreshandbright-eyedatbreakfastasonlyyouthcanlookafterunlawfulhoursofrevelryandconfession。
Therehadbeennosnowuptothistime,butasDianacrossedtheoldlogbridgeonherhomewardwaythewhiteflakeswerebeginningtoflutterdownoverthefieldsandwoods,russetandgrayintheirdreamlesssleep。Soonthefar-awayslopesandhillsweredimandwraith-likethroughtheirgauzyscarfing,asifpaleautumnhadflungamistybridalveiloverherhairandwaswaitingforherwintrybridegroom。SotheyhadawhiteChristmasafterall,andaverypleasantdayitwas。IntheforenoonlettersandgiftscamefromMissLavendarandPaul;
AnneopenedtheminthecheerfulGreenGableskitchen,whichwasfilledwithwhatDavy,sniffinginecstasy,called"prettysmells。"
"MissLavendarandMr。Irvingaresettledintheirnewhomenow,"
reportedAnne。"IamsureMissLavendarisperfectlyhappy——
Iknowitbythegeneraltoneofherletter——butthere’sanotefromCharlottatheFourth。Shedoesn’tlikeBostonatall,andsheisfearfullyhomesick。MissLavendarwantsmetogothroughtoEchoLodgesomedaywhileI’mhomeandlightafiretoairit,andseethatthecushionsaren’tgettingmoldy。IthinkI’llgetDianatogooverwithmenextweek,andwecanspendtheeveningwithTheodoraDix。IwanttoseeTheodora。Bytheway,isLudovicSpeedstillgoingtoseeher?"
"Theysayso,"saidMarilla,"andhe’slikelytocontinueit。
Folkshavegivenupexpectingthatthatcourtshipwilleverarriveanywhere。"
"I’dhurryhimupabit,ifIwasTheodora,that’swhat,"saidMrs。Lynde。Andthereisnottheslightestdoubtbutthatshewould。
TherewasalsoacharacteristicscrawlfromPhilippa,fullofAlecandAlonzo,whattheysaidandwhattheydid,andhowtheylookedwhentheysawher。
"ButIcan’tmakeupmymindyetwhichtomarry,"wrotePhil。
"Idowishyouhadcomewithmetodecideforme。Someonewillhaveto。WhenIsawAlecmyheartgaveagreatthumpandI
thought,`Hemightbetherightone。’Andthen,whenAlonzocame,thumpwentmyheartagain。Sothat’snoguide,thoughitshouldbe,accordingtoallthenovelsI’veeverread。Now,Anne,YOURheartwouldn’tthumpforanybodybutthegenuinePrinceCharming,wouldit?
Theremustbesomethingradicallywrongwithmine。ButI’mhavingaperfectlygorgeoustime。HowIwishyouwerehere!It’ssnowingtoday,andI’mrapturous。Iwassoafraidwe’dhaveagreenChristmasandIloathethem。Youknow,whenChristmasisadirtygrayey-browneyaffair,lookingasifithadbeenleftoverahundredyearsagoandhadbeeninsoakeversince,itiscalledaGREENChristmas!
Don’taskmewhy。AsLordDundrearysays,`therearethomethingthnofellowcanunderthtand。’
"Anne,didyouevergetonastreetcarandthendiscoverthatyouhadn’tanymoneywithyoutopayyourfare?Idid,theotherday。
It’squiteawful。IhadanickelwithmewhenIgotonthecar。
Ithoughtitwasintheleftpocketofmycoat。WhenIgotsettleddowncomfortablyIfeltforit。Itwasn’tthere。
Ihadacoldchill。Ifeltintheotherpocket。Notthere。
Ihadanotherchill。ThenIfeltinalittleinsidepocket。
Allinvain。Ihadtwochillsatonce。
"Itookoffmygloves,laidthemontheseat,andwentoverallmypocketsagain。Itwasnotthere。Istoodupandshookmyself,andthenlookedonthefloor。Thecarwasfullofpeople,whoweregoinghomefromtheopera,andtheyallstaredatme,butIwaspastcaringforalittlethinglikethat。
"ButIcouldnotfindmyfare。IconcludedImusthaveputitinmymouthandswalloweditinadvertently。
"Ididn’tknowwhattodo。Wouldtheconductor,Iwondered,stopthecarandputmeoffinignominyandshame?WasitpossiblethatIcouldconvincehimthatIwasmerelythevictimofmyownabsentmindedness,andnotanunprincipledcreaturetryingtoobtainarideuponfalsepretenses?HowIwishedthatAlecorAlonzowerethere。Buttheyweren’tbecauseIwantedthem。
IfIHADN’Twantedthemtheywouldhavebeentherebythedozen。
AndIcouldn’tdecidewhattosaytotheconductorwhenhecamearound。AssoonasIgotonesentenceofexplanationmappedoutinmymindIfeltnobodycouldbelieveitandImustcomposeanother。ItseemedtherewasnothingtodobuttrustinProvidence,andforallthecomfortthatgavemeImightaswellhavebeentheoldladywho,whentoldbythecaptainduringastormthatshemustputhertrustintheAlmightyexclaimed,`Oh,Captain,isitasbadasthat?’
"Justattheconventionalmoment,whenallhopehadfled,andtheconductorwasholdingouthisboxtothepassengernexttome,IsuddenlyrememberedwhereIhadputthatwretchedcoinoftherealm。
Ihadn’tswalloweditafterall。Imeeklyfisheditoutoftheindexfingerofmygloveandpokeditinthebox。Ismiledateverybodyandfeltthatitwasabeautifulworld。"
ThevisittoEchoLodgewasnottheleastpleasantofmanypleasantholidayoutings。AnneandDianawentbacktoitbytheoldwayofthebeechwoods,carryingalunchbasketwiththem。