TheShadowofChange"Harvestisendedandsummerisgone,"quotedAnneShirley,gazingacrosstheshornfieldsdreamily。SheandDianaBarryhadbeenpickingapplesintheGreenGablesorchard,butwerenowrestingfromtheirlaborsinasunnycorner,whereairyfleetsofthistledowndriftedbyonthewingsofawindthatwasstillsummer-sweetwiththeincenseoffernsintheHauntedWood。
Buteverythinginthelandscapearoundthemspokeofautumn。
Theseawasroaringhollowlyinthedistance,thefieldswerebareandsere,scarfedwithgoldenrod,thebrookvalleybelowGreenGablesoverflowedwithastersofetherealpurple,andtheLakeofShiningWaterswasblue——blue——blue;notthechangefulblueofspring,northepaleazureofsummer,butaclear,steadfast,sereneblue,asifthewaterwerepastallmoodsandtensesofemotionandhadsettleddowntoatranquilityunbrokenbyfickledreams。
"Ithasbeenanicesummer,"saidDiana,twistingthenewringonherlefthandwithasmile。"AndMissLavendar’sweddingseemedtocomeasasortofcrowntoit。IsupposeMr。andMrs。IrvingareonthePacificcoastnow。"
"Itseemstometheyhavebeengonelongenoughtogoaroundtheworld,"
sighedAnne。
"Ican’tbelieveitisonlyaweeksincetheyweremarried。
Everythinghaschanged。MissLavendarandMr。andMrs。Allangone——howlonelythemanselookswiththeshuttersallclosed!
Iwentpastitlastnight,anditmademefeelasifeverybodyinithaddied。"
"We’llnevergetanotherministerasniceasMr。Allan,"saidDiana,withgloomyconviction。"Isupposewe’llhaveallkindsofsuppliesthiswinter,andhalftheSundaysnopreachingatall。AndyouandGilbertgone——itwillbeawfullydull。"
"Fredwillbehere,"insinuatedAnneslyly。
"WhenisMrs。Lyndegoingtomoveup?"askedDiana,asifshehadnotheardAnne’sremark。
"Tomorrow。I’mgladshe’scoming——butitwillbeanotherchange。
MarillaandIclearedeverythingoutofthespareroomyesterday。
Doyouknow,Ihatedtodoit?Ofcourse,itwassilly——butitdidseemasifwewerecommittingsacrilege。Thatoldspareroomhasalwaysseemedlikeashrinetome。WhenIwasachildIthoughtitthemostwonderfulapartmentintheworld。YourememberwhataconsumingdesireIhadtosleepinaspareroombed——butnottheGreenGablesspareroom。Oh,no,neverthere!
Itwouldhavebeentooterrible——Icouldn’thavesleptawinkfromawe。IneverWALKEDthroughthatroomwhenMarillasentmeinonanerrand——no,indeed,Itiptoedthroughitandheldmybreath,asifIwereinchurch,andfeltrelievedwhenIgotoutofit。
ThepicturesofGeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukeofWellingtonhungthere,oneoneachsideofthemirror,andfrownedsosternlyatmeallthetimeIwasin,especiallyifIdaredpeepinthemirror,whichwastheonlyoneinthehousethatdidn’ttwistmyfacealittle。
IalwayswonderedhowMarilladaredhousecleanthatroom。Andnowit’snotonlycleanedbutstrippedbare。GeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukehavebeenrelegatedtotheupstairshall。`Sopassesthegloryofthisworld,’"concludedAnne,withalaughinwhichtherewasalittlenoteofregret。Itisneverpleasanttohaveouroldshrinesdesecrated,evenwhenwehaveoutgrownthem。
"I’llbesolonesomewhenyougo,"moanedDianaforthehundredthtime。
"Andtothinkyougonextweek!"
"Butwe’retogetherstill,"saidAnnecheerily。"Wemustn’tletnextweekrobusofthisweek’sjoy。Ihatethethoughtofgoingmyself——homeandIaresuchgoodfriends。Talkofbeinglonesome!
It’sIwhoshouldgroan。YOU’LLbeherewithanynumberofyouroldfriends——ANDFred!WhileIshallbealoneamongstrangers,notknowingasoul!"
"EXCEPTGilbert——ANDCharlieSloane,"saidDiana,imitatingAnne’sitalicsandslyness。
"CharlieSloanewillbeagreatcomfort,ofcourse,"agreedAnnesarcastically;whereuponboththoseirresponsibledamselslaughed。
DianaknewexactlywhatAnnethoughtofCharlieSloane;but,despitesundryconfidentialtalks,shedidnotknowjustwhatAnnethoughtofGilbertBlythe。Tobesure,Anneherselfdidnotknowthat。
"TheboysmaybeboardingattheotherendofKingsport,forallIknow,"Annewenton。"IamgladI’mgoingtoRedmond,andIamsureIshalllikeitafterawhile。ButforthefirstfewweeksIknowIwon’t。Ishan’tevenhavethecomfortoflookingforwardtotheweekendvisithome,asIhadwhenIwenttoQueen’s。
Christmaswillseemlikeathousandyearsaway。"
"Everythingischanging——orgoingtochange,"saidDianasadly。
"Ihaveafeelingthatthingswillneverbethesameagain,Anne。"
"Wehavecometoapartingoftheways,Isuppose,"saidAnnethoughtfully。"Wehadtocometoit。Doyouthink,Diana,thatbeinggrown-upisreallyasniceasweusedtoimagineitwouldbewhenwewerechildren?"
"Idon’tknow——thereareSOMEnicethingsaboutit,"answeredDiana,againcaressingherringwiththatlittlesmilewhichalwayshadtheeffectofmakingAnnefeelsuddenlyleftoutandinexperienced。"Buttherearesomanypuzzlingthings,too。
SometimesIfeelasifbeinggrown-upjustfrightenedme——andthenIwouldgiveanythingtobealittlegirlagain。"
"Isupposewe’llgetusedtobeinggrownupintime,"saidAnnecheerfully。"Therewon’tbesomanyunexpectedthingsaboutitbyandby——though,afterall,Ifancyit’stheunexpectedthingsthatgivespicetolife。We’reeighteen,Diana。Intwomoreyearswe’llbetwenty。WhenIwastenIthoughttwentywasagreenoldage。Innotimeyou’llbeastaid,middle-agedmatron,andIshallbenice,oldmaidAuntAnne,comingtovisityouonvacations。You’llalwayskeepacornerforme,won’tyou,Didarling?Notthespareroom,ofcourse——oldmaidscan’taspiretosparerooms,andIshallbeas’umbleasUriahHeep,andquitecontentwithalittleover-the-porchoroff-the-parlorcubbyhole。"
"Whatnonsenseyoudotalk,Anne,"laughedDiana。"You’llmarrysomebodysplendidandhandsomeandrich——andnospareroominAvonleawillbehalfgorgeousenoughforyou——andyou’llturnupyournoseatallthefriendsofyouryouth。"
"Thatwouldbeapity;mynoseisquitenice,butIfearturningitupwouldspoilit,"saidAnne,pattingthatshapelyorgan。
"Ihaven’tsomanygoodfeaturesthatIcouldaffordtospoilthoseIhave;so,evenifIshouldmarrytheKingoftheCannibalIslands,IpromiseyouIwon’tturnupmynoseatyou,Diana。"
Withanothergaylaughthegirlsseparated,DianatoreturntoOrchardSlope,AnnetowalktothePostOffice。Shefoundaletterawaitingherthere,andwhenGilbertBlytheovertookheronthebridgeovertheLakeofShiningWatersshewassparklingwiththeexcitementofit。
"PriscillaGrantisgoingtoRedmond,too,"sheexclaimed。
"Isn’tthatsplendid?Ihopedshewould,butshedidn’tthinkherfatherwouldconsent。Hehas,however,andwe’retoboardtogether。IfeelthatIcanfaceanarmywithbanners——oralltheprofessorsofRedmondinonefellphalanx——withachumlikePriscillabymyside。"
"Ithinkwe’lllikeKingsport,"saidGilbert。"It’saniceoldburg,theytellme,andhasthefinestnaturalparkintheworld。
I’veheardthatthesceneryinitismagnificent。"
"Iwonderifitwillbe——canbe——anymorebeautifulthanthis,"
murmuredAnne,lookingaroundherwiththeloving,enrapturedeyesofthosetowhom"home"mustalwaysbetheloveliestspotintheworld,nomatterwhatfairerlandsmaylieunderalienstars。
Theywereleaningonthebridgeoftheoldpond,drinkingdeepoftheenchantmentofthedusk,justatthespotwhereAnnehadclimbedfromhersinkingDoryonthedayElainefloateddowntoCamelot。
Thefine,empurplingdyeofsunsetstillstainedthewesternskies,butthemoonwasrisingandthewaterlaylikeagreat,silverdreaminherlight。Remembrancewoveasweetandsubtlespelloverthetwoyoungcreatures。
"Youareveryquiet,Anne,"saidGilbertatlast。
"I’mafraidtospeakormoveforfearallthiswonderfulbeautywillvanishjustlikeabrokensilence,"breathedAnne。
Gilbertsuddenlylaidhishandovertheslenderwhiteonelyingontherailofthebridge。Hishazeleyesdeepenedintodarkness,hisstillboyishlipsopenedtosaysomethingofthedreamandhopethatthrilledhissoul。ButAnnesnatchedherhandawayandturnedquickly。Thespelloftheduskwasbrokenforher。
"Imustgohome,"sheexclaimed,witharatheroverdonecarelessness。
"Marillahadaheadachethisafternoon,andI’msurethetwinswillbeinsomedreadfulmischiefbythistime。Ireallyshouldn’thavestayedawaysolong。"
ShechatteredceaselesslyandinconsequentlyuntiltheyreachedtheGreenGableslane。PoorGilberthardlyhadachancetogetawordinedgewise。Annefeltratherrelievedwhentheyparted。
Therehadbeenanew,secretself-consciousnessinherheartwithregardtoGilbert,eversincethatfleetingmomentofrevelationinthegardenofEchoLodge。Somethingalienhadintrudedintotheold,perfect,school-daycomradeship——somethingthatthreatenedtomarit。
"IneverfeltgladtoseeGilbertgobefore,"shethought,half-
resentfully,half-sorrowfully,asshewalkedaloneupthelane。
"Ourfriendshipwillbespoiledifhegoesonwiththisnonsense。
Itmustn’tbespoiled——Iwon’tletit。Oh,WHYcan’tboysbejustsensible!"
Annehadanuneasydoubtthatitwasnotstrictly"sensible"thatsheshouldstillfeelonherhandthewarmpressureofGilbert’s,asdistinctlyasshehadfeltitfortheswiftsecondhishadrestedthere;andstilllesssensiblethatthesensationwasfarfrombeinganunpleasantone——verydifferentfromthatwhichhadattendedasimilardemonstrationonCharlieSloane’spart,whenshehadbeensittingoutadancewithhimataWhiteSandspartythreenightsbefore。Anneshiveredoverthedisagreeablerecollection。Butallproblemsconnectedwithinfatuatedswainsvanishedfromhermindwhensheenteredthehomely,unsentimentalatmosphereoftheGreenGableskitchenwhereaneight-year-oldboywascryinggrievouslyonthesofa。
"Whatisthematter,Davy?"askedAnne,takinghimupinherarms。
"WhereareMarillaandDora?"
"Marilla’sputtingDoratobed,"sobbedDavy,"andI’mcrying’causeDorafelldowntheoutsidecellarsteps,heelsoverhead,andscrapedalltheskinoffhernose,and——"
"Oh,well,don’tcryaboutit,dear。Ofcourse,youaresorryforher,butcryingwon’thelpherany。She’llbeallrighttomorrow。Cryingneverhelpsanyone,Davy-boy,and——"
"Iain’tcrying’causeDorafelldowncellar,"saidDavy,cuttingshortAnne’swellmeantpreachmentwithincreasingbitterness。
"I’mcrying,causeIwasn’ttheretoseeherfall。I’malwaysmissingsomefunorother,seemstome。"
"Oh,Davy!"Annechokedbackanunholyshriekoflaughter。
"WouldyoucallitfuntoseepoorlittleDorafalldownthestepsandgethurt?"
"Shewasn’tMUCHhurt,"saidDavy,defiantly。"’Course,ifshe’dbeenkilledI’dhavebeenrealsorry,Anne。ButtheKeithsain’tsoeasykilled。They’reliketheBlewetts,Iguess。HerbBlewettfelloffthehayloftlastWednesday,androlledrightdownthroughtheturnipchuteintotheboxstall,wheretheyhadafearfulwild,crosshorse,androlledrightunderhisheels。
Andstillhegotoutalive,withonlythreebonesbroke。Mrs。
Lyndesaystherearesomefolksyoucan’tkillwithameat-axe。
IsMrs。Lyndecomingheretomorrow,Anne?"
"Yes,Davy,andIhopeyou’llbealwaysveryniceandgoodtoher。"
"I’llbeniceandgood。Butwillsheeverputmetobedatnights,Anne?"
"Perhaps。Why?"
"’Cause,"saidDavyverydecidedly,"ifshedoesIwon’tsaymyprayersbeforeherlikeIdobeforeyou,Anne。"
"Whynot?"
"’CauseIdon’tthinkitwouldbenicetotalktoGodbeforestrangers,Anne。DoracansayherstoMrs。Lyndeifshelikes,but_I_won’t。I’llwaittillshe’sgoneandthensay’em。Won’tthatbeallright,Anne?"
"Yes,ifyouaresureyouwon’tforgettosaythem,Davy-boy。"
"Oh,Iwon’tforget,youbet。Ithinksayingmyprayersisgreatfun。
Butitwon’tbeasgoodfunsayingthemaloneassayingthemtoyou。
Iwishyou’dstayhome,Anne。Idon’tseewhatyouwanttogoawayandleaveusfor。"
"Idon’texactlyWANTto,Davy,butIfeelIoughttogo。"
"Ifyoudon’twanttogoyouneedn’t。You’regrownup。When_I_’mgrownupI’mnotgoingtodoonesinglethingIdon’twanttodo,Anne。"
"Allyourlife,Davy,you’llfindyourselfdoingthingsyoudon’twanttodo。"
"Iwon’t,"saidDavyflatly。"Catchme!IhavetodothingsI
don’twanttonow’causeyouandMarilla’llsendmetobedifIdon’t。
ButwhenIgrowupyoucan’tdothat,andthere’llbenobodytotellmenottodothings。Won’tIhavethetime!Say,Anne,MiltyBoultersayshismothersaysyou’regoingtocollegetoseeifyoucancatchaman。
Areyou,Anne?Iwanttoknow。"
ForasecondAnneburnedwithresentment。Thenshelaughed,remindingherselfthatMrs。Boulter’scrudevulgarityofthoughtandspeechcouldnotharmher。
"No,Davy,I’mnot。I’mgoingtostudyandgrowandlearnaboutmanythings。"
"Whatthings?"
"`ShoesandshipsandsealingwaxAndcabbagesandkings,’"
quotedAnne。
"ButifyouDIDwanttocatchamanhowwouldyougoaboutit?
Iwanttoknow,"persistedDavy,forwhomthesubjectevidentlypossessedacertainfascination。
"You’dbetteraskMrs。Boulter,"saidAnnethoughtlessly。"I
thinkit’slikelysheknowsmoreabouttheprocessthanIdo。"
"Iwill,thenexttimeIseeher,"saidDavygravely。
"Davy!Ifyoudo!"criedAnne,realizinghermistake。
"Butyoujusttoldmeto,"protestedDavyaggrieved。
"It’stimeyouwenttobed,"decreedAnne,bywayofgettingoutofthescrape。
AfterDavyhadgonetobedAnnewandereddowntoVictoriaIslandandsattherealone,curtainedwithfine-spun,moonlitgloom,whilethewaterlaughedaroundherinaduetofbrookandwind。
Annehadalwayslovedthatbrook。Manyadreamhadshespunoveritssparklingwaterindaysgoneby。Sheforgotlovelornyouths,andthecayennespeechesofmaliciousneighbors,andalltheproblemsofhergirlishexistence。Inimaginationshesailedoverstoriedseasthatwashthedistantshiningshoresof"faerylandsforlorn,"wherelostAtlantisandElysiumlie,withtheeveningstarforpilot,tothelandofHeart’sDesire。Andshewasricherinthosedreamsthaninrealities;forthingsseenpassaway,butthethingsthatareunseenareeternal。
ChapterII
GarlandsofAutumnThefollowingweekspedswiftly,crowdedwithinnumerable"lastthings,"
asAnnecalledthem。Good-byecallshadtobemadeandreceived,beingpleasantorotherwise,accordingtowhethercallersandcalled-uponwereheartilyinsympathywithAnne’shopes,orthoughtshewastoomuchpuffed-upovergoingtocollegeandthatitwastheirdutyto"takeherdownapegortwo。"
TheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartyinhonorofAnneandGilbertoneeveningatthehomeofJosiePye,choosingthatplace,partlybecauseMr。Pye’shousewaslargeandconvenient,partlybecauseitwasstronglysuspectedthatthePyegirlswouldhavenothingtodowiththeaffairiftheirofferofthehouseforthepartywasnotaccepted。Itwasaverypleasantlittletime,forthePyegirlsweregracious,andsaidanddidnothingtomartheharmonyoftheoccasion——whichwasnotaccordingtotheirwont。
Josiewasunusuallyamiable——somuchsothatsheevenremarkedcondescendinglytoAnne,"Yournewdressisratherbecomingtoyou,Anne。Really,youlookALMOSTPRETTYinit。"
"Howkindofyoutosayso,"respondedAnne,withdancingeyes。
Hersenseofhumorwasdeveloping,andthespeechesthatwouldhavehurtheratfourteenwerebecomingmerelyfoodforamusementnow。JosiesuspectedthatAnnewaslaughingatherbehindthosewickedeyes;butshecontentedherselfwithwhisperingtoGertie,astheywentdownstairs,thatAnneShirleywouldputonmoreairsthanevernowthatshewasgoingtocollege——you’dsee!
Allthe"oldcrowd"wasthere,fullofmirthandzestandyouthfullightheartedness。DianaBarry,rosyanddimpled,shadowedbythefaithfulFred;JaneAndrews,neatandsensibleandplain;RubyGillis,lookingherhandsomestandbrightestinacreamsilkblouse,withredgeraniumsinhergoldenhair;GilbertBlytheandCharlieSloane,bothtryingtokeepasneartheelusiveAnneaspossible;CarrieSloane,lookingpaleandmelancholybecause,soitwasreported,herfatherwouldnotallowOliverKimballtocomeneartheplace;MoodySpurgeonMacPherson,whoseroundfaceandobjectionableearswereasroundandobjectionableasever;andBillyAndrews,whosatinacorneralltheevening,chuckledwhenanyonespoketohim,andwatchedAnneShirleywithagrinofpleasureonhisbroad,freckledcountenance。
Annehadknownbeforehandoftheparty,butshehadnotknownthatsheandGilbertwere,asthefoundersoftheSociety,tobepresentedwithaverycomplimentary"address"and"tokensofrespect"——inhercaseavolumeofShakespeare’splays,inGilbert’safountainpen。Shewassotakenbysurpriseandpleasedbythenicethingssaidintheaddress,readinMoodySpurgeon’smostsolemnandministerialtones,thatthetearsquitedrownedthesparkleofherbiggrayeyes。ShehadworkedhardandfaithfullyfortheA。V。I。S。,anditwarmedthecocklesofherheartthatthemembersappreciatedhereffortssosincerely。
Andtheywereallsoniceandfriendlyandjolly——eventhePyegirlshadtheirmerits;atthatmomentAnnelovedalltheworld。
Sheenjoyedtheeveningtremendously,buttheendofitratherspoiledall。Gilbertagainmadethemistakeofsayingsomethingsentimentaltoherastheyatetheirsupperonthemoonlitverandah;andAnne,topunishhim,wasgracioustoCharlieSloaneandallowedthelattertowalkhomewithher。Shefound,however,thatrevengehurtsnobodyquitesomuchastheonewhotriestoinflictit。GilbertwalkedairilyoffwithRubyGillis,andAnnecouldhearthemlaughingandtalkinggailyastheyloiteredalonginthestill,crispautumnair。Theywereevidentlyhavingthebestofgoodtimes,whileshewashorriblyboredbyCharlieSloane,whotalkedunbrokenlyon,andnever,evenbyaccident,saidonethingthatwasworthlisteningto。
Annegaveanoccasionalabsent"yes"or"no,"andthoughthowbeautifulRubyhadlookedthatnight,howverygogglyCharlie’seyeswereinthemoonlight——worseeventhanbydaylight——andthattheworld,somehow,wasn’tquitesuchaniceplaceasshehadbelievedittobeearlierintheevening。
"I’mjusttiredout——thatiswhatisthematterwithme,"
shesaid,whenshethankfullyfoundherselfaloneinherownroom。
Andshehonestlybelieveditwas。Butacertainlittlegushofjoy,asfromsomesecret,unknownspring,bubbledupinherheartthenextevening,whenshesawGilbertstridingdownthroughtheHauntedWoodandcrossingtheoldlogbridgewiththatfirm,quickstepofhis。SoGilbertwasnotgoingtospendthislasteveningwithRubyGillisafterall!
"Youlooktired,Anne,"hesaid。
"Iamtired,and,worsethanthat,I’mdisgruntled。I’mtiredbecauseI’vebeenpackingmytrunkandsewingallday。ButI’mdisgruntledbecausesixwomenhavebeenheretosaygood-byetome,andeveryoneofthesixmanagedtosaysomethingthatseemedtotakethecolorrightoutoflifeandleaveitasgrayanddismalandcheerlessasaNovembermorning。"
"Spitefuloldcats!"wasGilbert’selegantcomment。
"Oh,no,theyweren’t,"saidAnneseriously。"Thatisjustthetrouble。IftheyhadbeenspitefulcatsIwouldn’thavemindedthem。Buttheyareallnice,kind,motherlysouls,wholikemeandwhomIlike,andthatiswhywhattheysaid,orhinted,hadsuchundueweightwithme。TheyletmeseetheythoughtIwascrazygoingtoRedmondandtryingtotakeaB。A。,andeversinceI’vebeenwonderingifIam。Mrs。PeterSloanesighedandsaidshehopedmystrengthwouldholdouttillIgotthrough;andatonceIsawmyselfahopelessvictimofnervousprostrationattheendofmythirdyear;Mrs。EbenWrightsaiditmustcostanawfullottoputinfouryearsatRedmond;andIfeltallovermethatitwasunpardonableofmetosquanderMarilla’smoneyandmyownonsuchafolly。Mrs。JasperBellsaidshehopedIwouldn’tletcollegespoilme,asitdidsomepeople;andIfeltinmybonesthattheendofmyfourRedmondyearswouldseemeamostinsufferablecreature,thinkingIknewitall,andlookingdownoneverythingandeverybodyinAvonlea;Mrs。ElishaWrightsaidsheunderstoodthatRedmondgirls,especiallythosewhobelongedtoKingsport,were’dreadfuldressyandstuck-up,’andsheguessedIwouldn’tfeelmuchathomeamongthem;andIsawmyself,asnubbed,dowdy,humiliatedcountrygirl,shufflingthroughRedmond’sclassichallsincoppertonedboots。"
Anneendedwithalaughandasighcommingled。Withhersensitivenaturealldisapprovalhadweight,eventhedisapprovalofthoseforwhoseopinionsshehadscantrespect。Forthetimebeinglifewassavorless,andambitionhadgoneoutlikeasnuffedcandle。
"Yousurelydon’tcareforwhattheysaid,"protestedGilbert。
"Youknowexactlyhownarrowtheiroutlookonlifeis,excellentcreaturesthoughtheyare。TodoanythingTHEYhaveneverdoneisanathemamaranatha。YouarethefirstAvonleagirlwhohasevergonetocollege;andyouknowthatallpioneersareconsideredtobeafflictedwithmoonstruckmadness。"
"Oh,Iknow。ButFEELINGissodifferentfromKNOWING。Mycommonsensetellsmeallyoucansay,buttherearetimeswhencommonsensehasnopoweroverme。Commonnonsensetakespossessionofmysoul。Really,afterMrs。ElishawentawayIhardlyhadthehearttofinishpacking。"
"You’rejusttired,Anne。Come,forgetitallandtakeawalkwithme——aramblebackthroughthewoodsbeyondthemarsh。
ThereshouldbesomethingthereIwanttoshowyou。"
"Shouldbe!Don’tyouknowifitisthere?"
"No。Ionlyknowitshouldbe,fromsomethingIsawthereinspring。
Comeon。We’llpretendwearetwochildrenagainandwe’llgothewayofthewind。"
Theystartedgailyoff。Anne,rememberingtheunpleasantnessoftheprecedingevening,wasverynicetoGilbert;andGilbert,whowaslearningwisdom,tookcaretobenothingsavetheschoolboycomradeagain。Mrs。LyndeandMarillawatchedthemfromthekitchenwindow。
"That’llbeamatchsomeday,"Mrs。Lyndesaidapprovingly。
Marillawincedslightly。Inherheartshehopeditwould,butitwentagainsthergraintohearthematterspokenofinMrs。Lynde’sgossipymatter-of-factway。
"They’reonlychildrenyet,"shesaidshortly。
Mrs。Lyndelaughedgood-naturedly。
"Anneiseighteen;IwasmarriedwhenIwasthatage。Weoldfolks,Marilla,aretoomuchgiventothinkingchildrennevergrowup,that’swhat。AnneisayoungwomanandGilbert’saman,andheworshipsthegroundshewalkson,asanyonecansee。
He’safinefellow,andAnnecan’tdobetter。Ihopeshewon’tgetanyromanticnonsenseintoherheadatRedmond。Idon’tapproveofthemcoeducationalplacesandneverdid,that’swhat。
Idon’tbelieve,"concludedMrs。Lyndesolemnly,"thatthestudentsatsuchcollegeseverdomuchelsethanflirt。"
"Theymuststudyalittle,"saidMarilla,withasmile。
"Preciouslittle,"sniffedMrs。Rachel。"However,IthinkAnnewill。Sheneverwasflirtatious。Butshedoesn’tappreciateGilbertathisfullvalue,that’swhat。Oh,Iknowgirls!
CharlieSloaneiswildabouther,too,butI’dneveradvisehertomarryaSloane。TheSloanesaregood,honest,respectablepeople,ofcourse。Butwhenall’ssaidanddone,they’reSLOANES。"
Marillanodded。Toanoutsider,thestatementthatSloaneswereSloanesmightnotbeveryilluminating,butsheunderstood。
Everyvillagehassuchafamily;good,honest,respectablepeopletheymaybe,butSLOANEStheyareandmusteverremain,thoughtheyspeakwiththetonguesofmenandangels。
GilbertandAnne,happilyunconsciousthattheirfuturewasthusbeingsettledbyMrs。Rachel,weresaunteringthroughtheshadowsoftheHauntedWood。Beyond,theharvesthillswerebaskinginanambersunsetradiance,underapale,aerialskyofroseandblue。
Thedistantsprucegroveswereburnishedbronze,andtheirlongshadowsbarredtheuplandmeadows。Butaroundthemalittlewindsangamongthefirtassels,andinittherewasthenoteofautumn。
"Thiswoodreallyishauntednow——byoldmemories,"saidAnne,stoopingtogatherasprayofferns,bleachedtowaxenwhitenessbyfrost。"ItseemstomethatthelittlegirlsDianaandIusedtobeplayherestill,andsitbytheDryad’sBubbleinthetwilights,trystingwiththeghosts。Doyouknow,Icannevergoupthispathintheduskwithoutfeelingabitoftheoldfrightandshiver?Therewasoneespeciallyhorrifyingphantomwhichwecreated——theghostofthemurderedchildthatcreptupbehindyouandlaidcoldfingersonyours。Iconfessthat,tothisday,Icannothelpfancyingitslittle,furtivefootstepsbehindmewhenIcomehereafternightfall。I’mnotafraidoftheWhiteLadyortheheadlessmanortheskeletons,butIwishIhadneverimaginedthatbaby’sghostintoexistence。HowangryMarillaandMrs。Barrywereoverthataffair,"concludedAnne,withreminiscentlaughter。
Thewoodsaroundtheheadofthemarshwerefullofpurplevistas,threadedwithgossamers。Pastadourplantationofgnarledsprucesandamaple-fringed,sun-warmvalleytheyfoundthe"something"
Gilbertwaslookingfor。
"Ah,hereitis,"hesaidwithsatisfaction。
"Anappletree——andawaybackhere!"exclaimedAnnedelightedly。
"Yes,averitableapple-bearingappletree,too,hereintheverymidstofpinesandbeeches,amileawayfromanyorchard。Iwashereonedaylastspringandfoundit,allwhitewithblossom。
SoIresolvedI’dcomeagaininthefallandseeifithadbeenapples。See,it’sloaded。Theylookgood,too——tawnyasrussetsbutwithaduskyredcheek。Mostwildseedlingsaregreenanduninviting。"
"Isupposeitsprangyearsagofromsomechance-sownseed,"saidAnnedreamily。"Andhowithasgrownandflourishedandhelditsownhereallaloneamongaliens,thebravedeterminedthing!"
"Here’safallentreewithacushionofmoss。Sitdown,Anne——
itwillserveforawoodlandthrone。I’llclimbforsomeapples。
Theyallgrowhigh——thetreehadtoreachuptothesunlight。"
Theapplesprovedtobedelicious。Underthetawnyskinwasawhite,whiteflesh,faintlyveinedwithred;and,besidestheirownproperappletaste,theyhadacertainwild,delightfultangnoorchard-grownappleeverpossessed。
"ThefatalappleofEdencouldn’thavehadararerflavor,"
commentedAnne。"Butit’stimeweweregoinghome。See,itwastwilightthreeminutesagoandnowit’smoonlight。Whatapitywecouldn’thavecaughtthemomentoftransformation。Butsuchmomentsneverarecaught,Isuppose。"
"Let’sgobackaroundthemarshandhomebywayofLover’sLane。
Doyoufeelasdisgruntlednowaswhenyoustartedout,Anne?"
"NotI。Thoseappleshavebeenasmannatoahungrysoul。IfeelthatIshallloveRedmondandhaveasplendidfouryearsthere。"
"Andafterthosefouryears——what?"
"Oh,there’sanotherbendintheroadattheirend,"answeredAnnelightly。"I’venoideawhatmaybearoundit——Idon’twanttohave。It’snicernottoknow。"
Lover’sLanewasadearplacethatnight,stillandmysteriouslydiminthepaleradianceofthemoonlight。Theyloiteredthroughitinapleasantchummysilence,neithercaringtotalk。
"IfGilbertwerealwaysashehasbeenthiseveninghowniceandsimpleeverythingwouldbe,"reflectedAnne。
GilbertwaslookingatAnne,asshewalkedalong。Inherlightdress,withherslenderdelicacy,shemadehimthinkofawhiteiris。
"IwonderifIcanevermakehercareforme,"hethought,withapangofself-destruct。
ChapterIII
GreetingandFarewellCharlieSloane,GilbertBlytheandAnneShirleyleftAvonleathefollowingMondaymorning。Annehadhopedforafineday。Dianawastodrivehertothestationandtheywantedthis,theirlastdrivetogetherforsometime,tobeapleasantone。ButwhenAnnewenttobedSundaynighttheeastwindwasmoaningaroundGreenGableswithanominousprophecywhichwasfulfilledinthemorning。
Anneawoketofindraindropspatteringagainstherwindowandshadowingthepond’sgraysurfacewithwideningrings;hillsandseawerehiddeninmist,andthewholeworldseemeddimanddreary。
Annedressedinthecheerlessgraydawn,foranearlystartwasnecessarytocatchtheboattrain;shestruggledagainstthetearsthatWOULDwellupinhereyesinspiteofherself。Shewasleavingthehomethatwassodeartoher,andsomethingtoldherthatshewasleavingitforever,saveasaholidayrefuge。Thingswouldneverbethesameagain;comingbackforvacationswouldnotbelivingthere。
Andoh,howdearandbelovedeverythingwas——thatlittlewhiteporchroom,sacredtothedreamsofgirlhood,theoldSnowQueenatthewindow,thebrookinthehollow,theDryad’sBubble,theHauntedWoods,andLover’sLane——allthethousandandonedearspotswherememoriesoftheoldyearsbided。Couldsheeverbereallyhappyanywhereelse?
BreakfastatGreenGablesthatmorningwasaratherdolefulmeal。
Davy,forthefirsttimeinhislifeprobably,couldnoteat,butblubberedshamelesslyoverhisporridge。Nobodyelseseemedtohavemuchappetite,saveDora,whotuckedawayherrationscomfortably。
Dora,liketheimmortalandmostprudentCharlotte,who"wentoncuttingbreadandbutter"whenherfrenziedlover’sbodyhadbeencarriedpastonashutter,wasoneofthosefortunatecreatureswhoareseldomdisturbedbyanything。EvenateightittookagreatdealtoruffleDora’splacidity。ShewassorryAnnewasgoingaway,ofcourse,butwasthatanyreasonwhysheshouldfailtoappreciateapoachedeggontoast?Notatall。And,seeingthatDavycouldnoteathis,Doraateitforhim。
PromptlyontimeDianaappearedwithhorseandbuggy,herrosyfaceglowingaboveherraincoat。Thegood-byeshadtobesaidthensomehow。Mrs。LyndecameinfromherquarterstogiveAnneaheartyembraceandwarnhertobecarefulofherhealth,whatevershedid。Marilla,brusqueandtearless,peckedAnne’scheekandsaidshesupposedthey’dhearfromherwhenshegotsettled。AcasualobservermighthaveconcludedthatAnne’sgoingmatteredverylittletoher——unlesssaidobserverhadhappenedtogetagoodlookinhereyes。DorakissedAnneprimlyandsqueezedouttwodecorouslittletears;butDavy,whohadbeencryingonthebackporchstepeversincetheyrosefromthetable,refusedtosaygood-byeatall。WhenhesawAnnecomingtowardshimhesprangtohisfeet,boltedupthebackstairs,andhidinaclothescloset,outofwhichhewouldnotcome。HismuffledhowlswerethelastsoundsAnneheardassheleftGreenGables。
ItrainedheavilyallthewaytoBrightRiver,towhichstationtheyhadtogo,sincethebranchlinetrainfromCarmodydidnotconnectwiththeboattrain。CharlieandGilbertwereonthestationplatformwhentheyreachedit,andthetrainwaswhistling。
Annehadjusttimetogetherticketandtrunkcheck,sayahurriedfarewelltoDiana,andhastenonboard。ShewishedsheweregoingbackwithDianatoAvonlea;sheknewshewasgoingtodieofhomesickness。
Andoh,ifonlythatdismalrainwouldstoppouringdownasifthewholeworldwereweepingoversummervanishedandjoysdeparted!
EvenGilbert’spresencebroughthernocomfort,forCharlieSloanewasthere,too,andSloanishnesscouldbetoleratedonlyinfineweather。
Itwasabsolutelyinsufferableinrain。
ButwhentheboatsteamedoutofCharlottetownharborthingstookaturnforthebetter。Therainceasedandthesunbegantoburstoutgoldenlynowandagainbetweentherentsintheclouds,burnishingthegrayseaswithcopper-huedradiance,andlightingupthemiststhatcurtainedtheIsland’sredshoreswithgleamsofgoldforetokeningafinedayafterall。Besides,CharlieSloanepromptlybecamesoseasickthathehadtogobelow,andAnneandGilbertwereleftaloneondeck。
"IamverygladthatalltheSloanesgetseasickassoonastheygoonwater,"thoughtAnnemercilessly。"IamsureIcouldn’ttakemyfarewelllookatthe`ouldsod’withCharliestandingtherepretendingtolooksentimentallyatit,too。"
"Well,we’reoff,"remarkedGilbertunsentimentally。
"Yes,IfeellikeByron’s`ChildeHarold’——onlyitisn’treallymy`nativeshore’thatI’mwatching,"saidAnne,winkinghergrayeyesvigorously。"NovaScotiaisthat,Isuppose。Butone’snativeshoreisthelandonelovesthebest,andthat’sgoodoldP。E。I。forme。Ican’tbelieveIdidn’talwayslivehere。
ThoseelevenyearsbeforeIcameseemlikeabaddream。
It’ssevenyearssinceIcrossedonthisboat——theeveningMrs。SpencerbroughtmeoverfromHopetown。Icanseemyself,inthatdreadfuloldwinceydressandfadedsailorhat,exploringdecksandcabinswithenrapturedcuriosity。Itwasafineevening;
andhowthoseredIslandshoresdidgleaminthesunshine。NowI’mcrossingthestraitagain。Oh,Gilbert,IdohopeI’lllikeRedmondandKingsport,butI’msureIwon’t!"
"Where’sallyourphilosophygone,Anne?"
"It’sallsubmergedunderagreat,swampingwaveoflonelinessandhomesickness。I’velongedforthreeyearstogotoRedmond——andnowI’mgoing——andIwishIweren’t!Nevermind!I
shallbecheerfulandphilosophicalagainafterIhavejustonegoodcry。IMUSThavethat,`asawent’——andI’llhavetowaituntilIgetintomyboardinghousebedtonight,whereveritmaybe,beforeIcanhaveit。ThenAnnewillbeherselfagain。I
wonderifDavyhascomeoutoftheclosetyet。"
ItwasninethatnightwhentheirtrainreachedKingsport,andtheyfoundthemselvesintheblue-whiteglareofthecrowdedstation。
Annefelthorriblybewildered,butamomentlatershewasseizedbyPriscillaGrant,whohadcometoKingsportonSaturday。
"Hereyouare,beloved!AndIsupposeyou’reastiredasIwaswhenIgothereSaturdaynight。"
"Tired!Priscilla,don’ttalkofit。I’mtired,andgreen,andprovincial,andonlyabouttenyearsold。Forpity’ssaketakeyourpoor,broken-downchumtosomeplacewhereshecanhearherselfthink。"
"I’lltakeyourightuptoourboardinghouse。I’veacabreadyoutside。"
"It’ssuchablessingyou’rehere,Prissy。Ifyouweren’tI
thinkIshouldjustsitdownonmysuitcase,hereandnow,andweepbittertears。Whatacomfortonefamiliarfaceisinahowlingwildernessofstrangers!"
"IsthatGilbertBlytheoverthere,Anne?Howhehasgrownupthispastyear!HewasonlyaschoolboywhenItaughtinCarmody。
Andofcoursethat’sCharlieSloane。HEhasn’tchanged——couldn’t!
Helookedjustlikethatwhenhewasborn,andhe’lllooklikethatwhenhe’seighty。Thisway,dear。We’llbehomeintwentyminutes。"
"Home!"groanedAnne。"Youmeanwe’llbeinsomehorribleboardinghouse,inastillmorehorriblehallbedroom,lookingoutonadingybackyard。"
"Itisn’tahorribleboardinghouse,Anne-girl。Here’sourcab。
Hopin——thedriverwillgetyourtrunk。Oh,yes,theboardinghouse——it’sreallyaveryniceplaceofitskind,asyou’lladmittomorrowmorningwhenagoodnight’ssleephasturnedyourbluesrosypink。
It’sabig,old-fashioned,graystonehouseonSt。JohnStreet,justanicelittleconstitutionalfromRedmond。Itusedtobethe`residence’ofgreatfolk,butfashionhasdesertedSt。JohnStreetanditshousesonlydreamnowofbetterdays。They’resobigthatpeoplelivinginthemhavetotakeboardersjusttofillup。Atleast,thatisthereasonourlandladiesareveryanxioustoimpressonus。
They’redelicious,Anne——ourlandladies,Imean。"
"Howmanyarethere?"
"Two。MissHannahHarveyandMissAdaHarvey。Theywereborntwinsaboutfiftyyearsago。"
"Ican’tgetawayfromtwins,itseems,"smiledAnne。"WhereverI
gotheyconfrontme。"
"Oh,they’renottwinsnow,dear。Aftertheyreachedtheageofthirtytheyneverweretwinsagain。MissHannahhasgrownold,nottoogracefully,andMissAdahasstayedthirty,lessgracefullystill。Idon’tknowwhetherMissHannahcansmileornot;I’venevercaughtheratitsofar,butMissAdasmilesallthetimeandthat’sworse。However,they’renice,kindsouls,andtheytaketwoboarderseveryyearbecauseMissHannah’seconomicalsoulcannotbearto`wasteroomspace’——notbecausetheyneedtoorhaveto,asMissAdahastoldmeseventimessinceSaturdaynight。Asforourrooms,Iadmittheyarehallbedrooms,andminedoeslookoutonthebackyard。YourroomisafrontoneandlooksoutonOldSt。John’sgraveyard,whichisjustacrossthestreet。"
"Thatsoundsgruesome,"shiveredAnne。"IthinkI’dratherhavethebackyardview。"
"Oh,no,youwouldn’t。Waitandsee。OldSt。John’sisadarlingplace。It’sbeenagraveyardsolongthatit’sceasedtobeoneandhasbecomeoneofthesightsofKingsport。Iwasallthroughityesterdayforapleasureexertion。There’sabigstonewallandarowofenormoustreesallaroundit,androwsoftreesallthroughit,andthequeerestoldtombstones,withthequeerestandquaintestinscriptions。You’llgotheretostudy,Anne,seeifyoudon’t。Ofcourse,nobodyiseverburiedtherenow。
ButafewyearsagotheyputupabeautifulmonumenttothememoryofNovaScotiansoldierswhofellintheCrimeanWar。
Itisjustoppositetheentrancegatesandthere’s`scopeforimagination’init,asyouusedtosay。Here’syourtrunkatlast——andtheboyscomingtosaygoodnight。MustIreallyshakehandswithCharlieSloane,Anne?Hishandsarealwayssocoldandfishy-feeling。Wemustaskthemtocalloccasionally。
MissHannahgravelytoldmewecouldhave`younggentlemencallers’twoeveningsintheweek,iftheywentawayatareasonablehour;andMissAdaaskedme,smiling,pleasetobesuretheydidn’tsitonherbeautifulcushions。Ipromisedtoseetoit;butgoodnessknowswhereelsetheyCANsit,unlesstheysitonthefloor,fortherearecushionsonEVERYTHING。
MissAdaevenhasanelaborateBattenburgoneontopofthepiano。"
Annewaslaughingbythistime。Priscilla’sgaychatterhadtheintendedeffectofcheeringherup;homesicknessvanishedforthetimebeing,anddidnotevenreturninfullforcewhenshefinallyfoundherselfaloneinherlittlebedroom。Shewenttoherwindowandlookedout。Thestreetbelowwasdimandquiet。
AcrossitthemoonwasshiningabovethetreesinOldSt。John’s,justbehindthegreatdarkheadoftheliononthemonument。
AnnewonderedifitcouldhavebeenonlythatmorningthatshehadleftGreenGables。Shehadthesenseofalongpassageoftimewhichonedayofchangeandtravelgives。
"IsupposethatverymoonislookingdownonGreenGablesnow,"
shemused。"ButIwon’tthinkaboutit——thatwayhomesicknesslies。I’mnotevengoingtohavemygoodcry。I’llputthatofftoamoreconvenientseason,andjustnowI’llgocalmlyandsensiblytobedandtosleep。"
ChapterIV
April’sLadyKingsportisaquaintoldtown,hearkingbacktoearlyColonialdays,andwrappedinitsancientatmosphere,assomefineolddameingarmentsfashionedlikethoseofheryouth。Hereandthereitsproutsoutintomodernity,butatheartitisstillunspoiled;
itisfullofcuriousrelics,andhaloedbytheromanceofmanylegendsofthepast。Onceitwasamerefrontierstationonthefringeofthewilderness,andthosewerethedayswhenIndianskeptlifefrombeingmonotonoustothesettlers。ThenitgrewtobeaboneofcontentionbetweentheBritishandtheFrench,beingoccupiednowbytheoneandnowbytheother,emergingfromeachoccupationwithsomefreshscarofbattlingnationsbrandedonit。
Ithasinitsparkamartellotower,autographedalloverbytourists,adismantledoldFrenchfortonthehillsbeyondthetown,andseveralantiquatedcannoninitspublicsquares。
Ithasotherhistoricspotsalso,whichmaybehuntedoutbythecurious,andnoneismorequaintanddelightfulthanOldSt。John’sCemeteryattheverycoreofthetown,withstreetsofquiet,old-timehousesontwosides,andbusy,bustling,modernthoroughfaresontheothers。EverycitizenofKingsportfeelsathrillofpossessiveprideinOldSt。John’s,for,ifhebeofanypretensionsatall,hehasanancestorburiedthere,withaqueer,crookedslabathishead,orelsesprawlingprotectivelyoverthegrave,onwhichallthemainfactsofhishistoryarerecorded。Forthemostpartnogreatartorskillwaslavishedonthoseoldtombstones。Thelargernumberareofroughlychiselledbrownorgraynativestone,andonlyinafewcasesisthereanyattemptatornamentation。Someareadornedwithskullandcross-bones,andthisgrizzlydecorationisfrequentlycoupledwithacherub’shead。Manyareprostrateandinruins。
IntoalmostallTime’stoothhasbeengnawing,untilsomeinscriptionshavebeencompletelyeffaced,andotherscanonlybedecipheredwithdifficulty。Thegraveyardisveryfullandverybowery,foritissurroundedandintersectedbyrowsofelmsandwillows,beneathwhoseshadethesleepersmustlieverydreamlessly,forevercroonedtobythewindsandleavesoverthem,andquiteundisturbedbytheclamoroftrafficjustbeyond。
AnnetookthefirstofmanyramblesinOldSt。John’sthenextafternoon。
SheandPriscillahadgonetoRedmondintheforenoonandregisteredasstudents,afterwhichtherewasnothingmoretodothatday。Thegirlsgladlymadetheirescape,foritwasnotexhilaratingtobesurroundedbycrowdsofstrangers,mostofwhomhadaratheralienappearance,asifnotquitesurewheretheybelonged。
The"freshettes"stoodaboutindetachedgroupsoftwoorthree,lookingaskanceateachother;the"freshies,"wiserintheirdayandgeneration,hadbandedthemselvestogetheronthebigstaircaseoftheentrancehall,wheretheywereshoutingoutgleeswithallthevigorofyouthfullungs,asaspeciesofdefiancetotheirtraditionalenemies,theSophomores,afewofwhomwereprowlingloftilyabout,lookingproperlydisdainfulofthe"unlickedcubs"onthestairs。GilbertandCharliewerenowheretobeseen。
"LittledidIthinkthedaywouldevercomewhenI’dbegladofthesightofaSloane,"saidPriscilla,astheycrossedthecampus,"butI’dwelcomeCharlie’sgoggleeyesalmostecstatically。Atleast,they’dbefamiliareyes。"
"Oh,"sighedAnne。"Ican’tdescribehowIfeltwhenIwasstandingthere,waitingmyturntoberegistered——asinsignificantastheteeniestdropinamostenormousbucket。
It’sbadenoughtofeelinsignificant,butit’sunbearabletohaveitgrainedintoyoursoulthatyouwillnever,cannever,beanythingbutinsignificant,andthatishowIdidfeel——
asifIwereinvisibletothenakedeyeandsomeofthoseSophsmightsteponme。IknewIwouldgodowntomygraveunwept,unhonoredandunsung。"
"Waittillnextyear,"comfortedPriscilla。"Thenwe’llbeabletolookasboredandsophisticatedasanySophomoreofthemall。
Nodoubtitisratherdreadfultofeelinsignificant;butIthinkit’sbetterthantofeelasbigandawkwardasIdid——asifIweresprawledalloverRedmond。That’showIfelt——IsupposebecauseIwasagoodtwoinchestallerthananyoneelseinthecrowd。
Iwasn’tafraidaSophmightwalkoverme;Iwasafraidthey’dtakemeforanelephant,oranovergrownsampleofapotato-fedIslander。"
"Isupposethetroubleiswecan’tforgivebigRedmondfornotbeinglittleQueen’s,"saidAnne,gatheringabouthertheshredsofheroldcheerfulphilosophytocoverhernakednessofspirit。
"WhenweleftQueen’swekneweverybodyandhadaplaceofourown。
IsupposewehavebeenunconsciouslyexpectingtotakelifeupatRedmondjustwhereweleftoffatQueen’s,andnowwefeelasifthegroundhadslippedfromunderourfeet。I’mthankfulthatneitherMrs。LyndenorMrs。ElishaWrightknow,oreverwillknow,mystateofmindatpresent。Theywouldexultinsaying`Itoldyouso,’andbeconvinceditwasthebeginningoftheend。Whereasitisjusttheendofthebeginning。"
"Exactly。ThatsoundsmoreAnneish。Inalittlewhilewe’llbeacclimatedandacquainted,andallwillbewell。Anne,didyounoticethegirlwhostoodalonejustoutsidethedoorofthecoeds’dressingroomallthemorning——theprettyonewiththebrowneyesandcrookedmouth?"
"Yes,Idid。InoticedherparticularlybecausesheseemedtheonlycreaturetherewhoLOOKEDaslonelyandfriendlessasIFELT。
IhadYOU,butshehadnoone。"
"Ithinkshefeltprettyall-by-herselfish,too。SeveraltimesI
sawhermakeamotionasiftocrossovertous,butsheneverdidit——tooshy,Isuppose。Iwishedshewouldcome。IfIhadn’tfeltsomuchliketheaforesaidelephantI’dhavegonetoher。
ButIcouldn’tlumberacrossthatbighallwithallthoseboyshowlingonthestairs。ShewastheprettiestfreshetteIsawtoday,butprobablyfavorisdeceitfulandevenbeautyisvainonyourfirstdayatRedmond,"concludedPriscillawithalaugh。
"I’mgoingacrosstoOldSt。John’safterlunch,"saidAnne。
"Idon’tknowthatagraveyardisaverygoodplacetogotogetcheeredup,butitseemstheonlyget-at-ableplacewheretherearetrees,andtreesImusthave。I’llsitononeofthoseoldslabsandshutmyeyesandimagineI’mintheAvonleawoods。"
Annedidnotdothat,however,forshefoundenoughofinterestinOldSt。John’stokeephereyeswideopen。Theywentinbytheentrancegates,pastthesimple,massive,stonearchsurmountedbythegreatlionofEngland。
"`AndonInkermanyetthewildbrambleisgory,Andthosebleakheightshenceforthshallbefamousinstory,’"
quotedAnne,lookingatitwithathrill。Theyfoundthemselvesinadim,cool,greenplacewherewindswerefondofpurring。
Upanddownthelonggrassyaislestheywandered,readingthequaint,voluminousepitaphs,carvedinanagethathadmoreleisurethanourown。
"`HerelieththebodyofAlbertCrawford,Esq。,’"readAnnefromaworn,grayslab,"`formanyyearsKeeperofHisMajesty’sOrdnanceatKingsport。Heservedinthearmytillthepeaceof1763,whenheretiredfrombadhealth。Hewasabraveofficer,thebestofhusbands,thebestoffathers,thebestoffriends。
HediedOctober29th,1792,aged84years。’There’sanepitaphforyou,Prissy。Thereiscertainlysome`scopeforimagination’
init。Howfullsuchalifemusthavebeenofadventure!Andasforhispersonalqualities,I’msurehumaneulogycouldn’tgofurther。Iwonderiftheytoldhimhewasallthosebestthingswhilehewasalive。"
"Here’sanother,"saidPriscilla。"Listen——
`TothememoryofAlexanderRoss,whodiedonthe22ndofSeptember,1840,aged43years。Thisisraisedasatributeofaffectionbyonewhomheservedsofaithfullyfor27yearsthathewasregardedasafriend,deservingthefullestconfidenceandattachment。’"
"Averygoodepitaph,"commentedAnnethoughtfully。"Iwouldn’twishabetter。Weareallservantsofsomesort,andifthefactthatwearefaithfulcanbetruthfullyinscribedonourtombstonesnothingmoreneedbeadded。Here’sasorrowfullittlegraystone,Prissy——`tothememoryofafavoritechild。’Andhereisanother`erectedtothememoryofonewhoisburiedelsewhere。’Iwonderwherethatunknowngraveis。Really,Pris,thegraveyardsoftodaywillneverbeasinterestingasthis。Youwereright——Ishallcomehereoften。Iloveitalready。Iseewe’renotalonehere——there’sagirldownattheendofthisavenue。"
"Yes,andIbelieveit’stheverygirlwesawatRedmondthismorning。
I’vebeenwatchingherforfiveminutes。Shehasstartedtocomeuptheavenueexactlyhalfadozentimes,andhalfadozentimeshassheturnedandgoneback。Eithershe’sdreadfullyshyorshehasgotsomethingonherconscience。Let’sgoandmeether。It’seasiertogetacquaintedinagraveyardthanatRedmond,Ibelieve。"
Theywalkeddownthelonggrassyarcadetowardsthestranger,whowassittingonagrayslabunderanenormouswillow。Shewascertainlyverypretty,withavivid,irregular,bewitchingtypeofprettiness。Therewasaglossasofbrownnutsonhersatin-smoothhairandasoft,ripeglowonherroundcheeks。
Hereyeswerebigandbrownandvelvety,underoddly-pointedblackbrows,andhercrookedmouthwasrose-red。Sheworeasmartbrownsuit,withtwoverymodishlittleshoespeepingfrombeneathit;andherhatofdullpinkstraw,wreathedwithgolden-brownpoppies,hadtheindefinable,unmistakableairwhichpertainstothe"creation"ofanartistinmillinery。
Priscillahadasuddenstingingconsciousnessthatherownhathadbeentrimmedbyhervillagestoremilliner,andAnnewondereduncomfortablyiftheblouseshehadmadeherself,andwhichMrs。