Andoneofthesearguments,inwhichKatavassovhadobviouslyconsideredthathecameoffvictorious,wasthefirstthingLevinthoughtofasherecognizedhim。
`No,whateverIdo,Iwon’targueandgiveutterancetomyideaslightly,’hethought。
GettingoutofthewagonetteandgreetinghisbrotherandKatavassov,Levinaskedabouthiswife。
`ShehastakenMitiatoKolok’acopsenearthehouse。`Shemeanttohavehimouttherebecauseit’ssohotindoors,’saidDolly。Levinhadalwaysadvisedhiswifenottotakethebabytothewood,thinkingitunsafe,andhewasnotpleasedtohearthis。
`Sherushesaboutfromplacetoplacewithhim,’saidthePrince,smiling。`Iadvisedhertotryputtinghimintheicehouse。’
`Shemeanttocometotheapiary。Shethoughtyouwouldbethere。
Wearegoingthere,’saidDolly。
`Well,andwhatareyoudoing?’saidSergeiIvanovich,fallingbackfromtherestandwalkingbesidehim。
`Oh,nothingspecial。Busyasusualwiththeland,’answeredLevin。
`Well,andwhataboutyou?Comeforlong?Wehavebeenexpectingyouforsuchalongtime。’
`Onlyforafortnight。I’veagreatdealtodoinMoscow。’
Atthesewordsthebrothers’eyesmet,andLevin,inspiteofthedesirehealwayshad,strongerthaneverjustnow,tobeonaffectionateandstillmoreopentermswithhisbrother,feltanawkwardnessinlookingathim。Hedroppedhiseyesanddidnotknowwhattosay。
CastingoverthesubjectsofconversationthatwouldbepleasanttoSergeiIvanovich,andwouldkeephimoffthesubjectoftheServianwarandtheSlavonicquestion,atwhichhehadhintedbyalludingtowhathehadtodoinMoscow,LevinbegantotalkofSergeiIvanovich’sbook。
`Well,havetherebeenanyreviewsofyourbook?’heasked。
SergeiIvanovichsmiledattheintentionalcharacterofthequestion。
`Nooneisinterestedinthatnow,andIleastofall,’hesaid。
`Justlook,DaryaAlexandrovna,weshallhaveashower,’headded,pointingwithasunshadeatthewhiteraincloudsthatshowedabovetheaspentreetops。
Andthesewordswereenoughtoreestablishagainbetweenthebrothersthattone-hardlyhostile,butchilly-whichLevinhadbeensolongingtoavoid。
LevinwentuptoKatavassov。
`Itwasjollyofyoutomakeupyourmindtocome,’hesaidtohim。
`I’vebeenintendingtoalongwhile。Nowweshallhavesomediscussion-we’llseetothat。HaveyoubeenreadingSpencer?’
`No,I’venotfinishedreadinghim,’saidLevin。`ButIdon’tneedhimnow。’
`How’sthat?That’sinteresting。Whyso?’
`ImeanthatI’mfullyconvincedthatthesolutionoftheproblemsthatinterestmeIshallneverfindinhimandhislike。Now……’
ButKatavassov’ssereneandgood-humoredexpressionsuddenlystruckhim,andhefeltsuchtendernessforhisownhappymood,whichhewasunmistakablydisturbingbythisconversation,thatherememberedhisresolutionandstoppedshort。
`Butwe’lltalklateron,’headded。`Ifwe’regoingtotheapiary,it’sthisway,alongthislittlepath,’hesaid,addressingthemall。
Goingalongthenarrowpathtoalittleuncutmeadowcoveredononesidewiththickclumpsofbrilliantheartsease,amongwhichstooduphereandtheretall,darkgreentuftsofhellebore,Levinsettledhisguestsinthedense,coolshadeoftheyoungaspensonabenchandsomestumpspurposelyputthereforvisitorstotheapiarywhomightbeafraidofthebees,andhewentoffhimselftothehuttogetbread,cucumbers,andfreshhoney,toregalethemwith。
Tryingtomakehismovementsasdeliberateaspossible,andlisteningtothebeesthatbuzzedmoreandmorefrequentlypasthim,hewalkedalongthelittlepathtothehut。Intheveryentryonebeehummedangrily,caughtinhisbeard,buthecarefullyextricatedit。Goingintotheshadyouterroom,hetookdownfromthewallhisveil,thathungonapeg,andputtingiton,andthrustinghishandsintohispockets,hewentintothefenced-inbeegarden,wheretherestoodinthemidstofacloselymownspaceinregularrows,fastenedwithbastonposts,allthehivesheknewsowell,theoldstocks,eachwithitsownhistory,andalongthefencestheyoungerswarmshivedthatyear。Infrontoftheopeningsofthehives,itmadehiseyesgiddytowatchthebeesanddroneswhirlingroundandroundaboutthesamespot,whileamongthemtheworkerbeesflewinandoutwithspoils,orinsearchofthem,alwaysinthesamedirection,intothewood,tothefloweringlindentrees,andbacktothehives。
Hisearswerefilledwiththeincessanthuminvariousnotes-
nowthebusyhumoftheworkerbeeflyingquicklyoff,thentheblaringofthelazydrone,andtheexcitedbuzzofthebeesonguard,protectingtheirpropertyfromtheenemyandpreparingtosting。Onthefarthersideofthefencetheoldbeekeeperwasshavingahoopforatub,andhedidnotseeLevin。Levinstoodstillinthemidstoftheapiaryanddidnotcallhim。
Hewasgladofachancetobealonetorecoverfromtheinfluenceofordinaryactuallife,whichhadalreadydepressedhishappymood。
HethoughtthathehadalreadyhadtimetolosehistemperwithIvan,toshowcoolnesstohisbrother,andtotalkflippantlywithKatavassov。
`Canithavebeenonlyamomentarymood,andwillitpassandleavenotrace?’hethought。
Butthesameinstant,goingbacktohismood,hefeltwithdelightthatsomethingnewandimportanthadhappenedtohim。Reallifehadonlyforatimeovercastthespiritualpeacehehadfound,butitwasstilluntouchedwithinhim。
Justasthebees,whirlingroundhim,nowmenacinghimanddistractinghisattention,preventedhimfromenjoyingcompletephysicalpeace,forcedhimtorestrainhismovementstoavoidthem,sohadthepettycaresthathadswarmedabouthimfromthemomenthegotintothetrap,restrictedhisspiritualfreedom;butthatlastedonlysolongashewasamongthem。
Justashisbodilystrengthwasstillunaffected,inspiteofthebees,sotoowasthespiritualstrengththathehadjustbecomeawareof。
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saidDolly,dolingoutcucumbersandhoneytothechildren。`WithVronsky!
He’sgoingtoServia。’
`Andnotalone;he’stakingasquadronoutwithhimathisownexpense,’saidKatavassov。
`That’stherightthingforhim,’saidLevin。`Arevolunteersstillgoingoutthen?’headded,glancingatSergeiIvanovich。
SergeiIvanovichdidnotanswer。Hewascarefully,withabluntknife,gettingalivebeecoveredwithstickyhoneyoutofacupfullofwhitehoneycomb。
`Ishouldthinkso!Youshouldhaveseenwhatwasgoingonatthestationyesterday!’saidKatavassov,bitingwithasucculentsoundintoacucumber。
`Well,whatisonetomakeofit?InChrist’sname,doexplaintome,SergeiIvanovich,whereareallthosevolunteersgoing,whomaretheyfightingwith,’askedtheoldPrince,unmistakablytakingupaconversationthathadsprungupinLevin’sabsence。
`WiththeTurks,’SergeiIvanovichanswered,smilingserenely,asheextricatedthebee,darkwithhoneyandhelplesslykicking,andtransferreditwiththeknifetoastoutaspenleaf。
`ButwhohasdeclaredwarontheTurks?-IvanIvanovichRagozovandCountessLidiaIvanovna,assistedbyMadameStahl?’
`Noonehasdeclaredwar,butpeoplesympathizewiththeirneighbors’
suffering,andareeagertohelpthem,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
`ButthePrinceisnotspeakingofhelp,’saidLevin,comingtotheassistanceofhisfather-in-law,`butofwar。ThePrincesaysthatprivatepersonscannottakepartinwarwithoutthepermissionofthegovernment。’
`Kostia,mind,that’sabee!Really,they’llstingus!’saidDolly,wavingawayawasp。
`Butthat’snotabee-it’sawasp,’saidLevin。
`Wellnow,well-what’syourowntheory?’KatavassovsaidtoLevinwithasmile,distinctlychallenginghimtoadiscussion。`Whyhaven’tprivatepersonstherighttodoso?’
`Oh,mytheory’sthis:warisononesidesuchabeastly,cruelandawfulthing,thatnooneman,nottospeakofaChristian,canindividuallytakeuponhimselftheresponsibilityofbeginningwars;thatcanonlybedonebyagovernment,whichiscalledupontodothis,andisdriveninevitablyintowar。Ontheotherhand,bothpoliticalscienceandcommonsenseteachusthatinmattersofstate,andespeciallyinthematterofwar,privatecitizensmustforegotheirpersonalindividualwill。’
SergeiIvanovichandKatavassovhadtheirrepliesready,andbothbeganspeakingatthesametime。
`Butthepointis,mydearfellow,thattheremaybecaseswhenthegovernmentdoesnotcarryoutthewillofthecitizens,andthenthepublicassertsitswill,’saidKatavassov。
ButevidentlySergeiIvanovichdidnotapproveofthisanswer。
HisbrowscontractedatKatavassov’swords,andhesaidsomethingelse。
`Youdon’tputthematterinitstruelight。Thereisnoquestionhereofadeclarationofwar,butsimplytheexpressionofahumanChristianfeeling。Ourbrothers,onewithusinreligionandinrace,arebeingmassacred。
Evensupposingtheywerenotourbrothers,norfellowChristians,butsimplychildren,women,oldpeople,feelingisarousedandRussiansgoeagerlytohelpinstoppingtheseatrocities。Fancy,ifyouweregoingalongthestreetandsawdrunkenmenbeatingawomanorachild-Iimagineyouwouldnotstoptoinquirewhetherwarhadbeendeclaredonthemen,butwouldthrowyourselfonthem,andprotectthevictim。’
`ButIshouldnotkillthem,’saidLevin。
`Yes,youwouldkillthem。’
`Idon’tknow。IfIsawthat,Imightgivewaytomyimpulseofthemoment,butIcan’tsaybeforehand。Andsuchamomentaryimpulsethereisnot,andtherecannotbe,inthecaseoftheoppressionoftheSlavonicpeoples。’
`Possiblyforyouthereisnot;butforothersthereis,’saidSergeiIvanovich,frowningwithdispleasure。`Therearetraditionsstillextantamongourpeopleaboutorthodoxmen,sufferingundertheyokeofthe``impiousHagarites。’Thepeoplehaveheardofthesufferingsoftheirbrethren,andhavespoken。’
`Perhapsso,’saidLevinevasively;`butIdon’tseeit。I’moneofthepeoplemyself,andIdon’tfeelit。’
`HereamI,too,’saidtheoldPrince。`I’vebeenstayingabroadandreadingthepapers,andImustown,uptothetimeoftheBulgarianatrocities,Icouldn’tmakeoutwhyitwasalltheRussianswereallofasuddensofondoftheirSlavonicbrethren,whileIdidn’tfeeltheslightestaffectionforthem。Iwasverymuchupset,thoughtIwasamonster,orthatitwastheinfluenceofCarlsbadonme。ButsinceIhavebeenhere,mymind’sbeensetatrest。Iseethattherearepeoplebesidesmewho’reonlyinterestedinRussia,andnotintheirSlavonicbrethren。Here’sKonstantin,too。’
`Personalopinionsmeannothinginsuchacase,’saidSergeiIvanovich;
`it’snotamatterofpersonalopinionswhenallRussia-thewholepeople-hasexpresseditswill。’
`Butexcuseme,Idon’tseethat。Thepeopledon’tknowanythingaboutit,ifyoucometothat,’saidtheoldPrince。
`Oh,papa!……Howcanyousaythat?AndlastSundayinchurch?……’
saidDolly,listeningtotheconversation。`Pleasegivemeatowel,’shesaidtotheoldman,whowaslookingatthechildrenwithasmile。`Why,it’snotpossiblethatall……’
`ButwhatwasitinchurchonSunday?Thepriesthadbeentoldtoreadthat。Hereadit。Theydidn’tunderstandawordofit,sighedastheydoateverysermon,’pursuedtheoldPrince。`Thentheyweretoldthattherewastobeacollectionforapiousobjectinchurch;well,theypulledouttheircoppersandgavethem,butwhatfortheycouldn’tsay。’
`Thepeoplecannothelpknowing;thesenseoftheirowndestiniesisalwaysinthepeople,andatsuchmomentsasthepresentthatsensefindsutterance,’saidSergeiIvanovichwithconviction,glancingattheoldbeekeeper。
Thehandsomeoldman,withblackgrizzledbeardandthicksilveryhair,stoodmotionless,holdingacupofhoney,lookingdownfromtheheightofhistallfigurewithfriendlyserenityatthegentlefolk,obviouslyunderstandingnothingoftheirconversationandnotcaringtounderstandit。
`That’sso,nodoubt,’hesaid,withasignificantshakeofhisheadatSergeiIvanovich’swords。
`Here,then,askhim。Heknowsnothingaboutitandthinksnothing,’
saidLevin。`Haveyouheardaboutthewar,Mikhailich?’hesaid,turningtohim。`Whattheyreadinthechurch?Whatdoyouthinkaboutit?OughtwetofightfortheChristians?’
`Whatshouldwethink?AlexanderNikolaevichourEmperorhasthoughtforus;hethinksforusindeedinallthings。It’sclearerforhimtosee。ShallIbringabitmorebread?Givethelittleladsomemore?’hesaid,addressingDaryaAlexandrovnaandpointingtoGrisha,whowasfinishinghiscrust。
`Idon’tneedtoask,’saidSergeiIvanovich,`wehaveseenandareseeinghundredsandhundredsofpeoplewhogiveupeverythingtoserveajustcause,comefromeverypartofRussia,anddirectlyandclearlyexpresstheirthoughtandaim。Theybringtheircoppers,orgothemselvesandsaydirectlywhat’swhat。Whatdoesitmean?’
`Itmeans,tomythinking,’saidLevin,whowasbeginningtogetwarm,`thatamongeightymillionsofpeopletherecanalwaysbefoundnothundreds,asnow,buttensofthousandsofpeoplewhohavelostcaste,ne’er-do-wells,whoarealwaysreadytogoanywhere-toPugachiov’sbands,toKhiva,toServia……’
`Itellyouthatit’snotacaseofhundredsorofne’er-do-wells,butthebestrepresentativesofthepeople!’saidSergeiIvanovich,withasmuchirritationasifheweredefendingthelastpennyofhisfortune。
`Andwhatofthesubscriptions?Inthiscaseitisawholepeopledirectlyexpressingtheirwill。’
`Thatword``people’issovague,’saidLevin。`Parishclerks,schoolmasters,andoneinathousandofthepeasants,maybe,knowwhatit’sallabout。Therestoftheeightymillions,likeMikhailich,farfromexpressingtheirwill,haven’tthefaintestideawhatthereisforthemtoexpresstheirwillabout。Whatrighthavewetosaythatthisisthepeople’swill?’
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`Oh,ifyouwanttolearnthespiritofthepeoplebyarithmeticalcomputation,ofcourseit’sverydifficulttoarriveatit。Andvotinghasnotbeenintroducedamongus,andcannotbeintroduced,foritdoesnotexpressthewillofthepeople;butthereareotherwaysofreachingthat。Itisfeltintheair,itisfeltbytheheart。Iwon’tspeakofthosedeepcurrentswhichareastirinthestilloceanofthepeople,andwhichareevidenttoeveryunprejudicedman-letuslookatsocietyinthenarrowsense。Allthemostdiversesectionsoftheintelligentpeople,hostilebefore,aremergedinone。Everydivisionisatanend,allthepublicorganssaythesamethingoverandoveragain,allfeelthemightytorrentthathasovertakenthemandiscarryingtheminonedirection。’
`Yes,allthenewspapersdosaythesamething,’saidthePrince。
`That’strue。Butsoitisthesamethingthatallthefrogscroakbeforestorm。Onecanhearnothingforthem。’
`Frogsornofrogs,I’mnotthepublisherofnewspapersandI
don’twanttodefendthem;butIamspeakingoftheunanimityintheintellectualworld,’saidSergeiIvanovich,addressinghisbrother。Levinwouldhaveanswered,buttheoldPrinceinterruptedhim。
`Well,aboutthatunanimity,that’sanotherthing,onemaysay,’
saidthePrince。`There’smyson-in-law,StepanArkadyevich-youknowhim。He’sgotaplacenowonthecommitteeofacommissionandsomethingorother,Idon’tremember。Onlythere’snothingtodoinit-why,Dolly,it’snosecret-andasalaryofeightthousand!Youtryaskinghimwhetherhispostisofanyuse-he’llprovetoyouthatit’smostnecessary。Andhe’satruthfulman,too,butonecan’thelpbutbelieveintheutilityofeightthousandroubles。’
`Yes-heaskedmetogiveamessagetoDaryaAlexandrovnaaboutthepost,’saidSergeiIvanovichreluctantly,feelingthePrince’sremarktobeill-timed。
`Soitiswiththeunanimityofthepress。That’sbeenexplainedtome:assoonasthere’swartheirincomesaredoubled。HowcantheyhelpbelievinginthedestiniesofthepeopleandtheSlavonicraces-andallthatsortofthing?……’
`Idon’tcareformanyofthepapers,butthat’sunjust,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
`Iwouldonlymakeonecondition,’pursuedtheoldPrince。`AlphonseKarrsaidacapitalthingbeforethewarwithPrussia:``Youconsiderwartobeinevitable?Verygood。Leteveryonewhoadvocateswarbeenrolledinaspecialregimentofadvanceguards,forthevanguardofeveryassault,ofeveryattack,toleadthemall!’’
`Anicelottheeditorswouldmake!’saidKatavassov,withaloudroar,ashepicturedtheeditorsheknewinthispickedlegion。
`Butthey’drun,’saidDolly。`They’donlybeintheway。’
`Oh,iftheyranaway,thenwe’dhavegrapeshotorCossackswithwhipsbehindthem,’saidthePrince。
`Butthat’sajoke,andapooronetoo,ifyou’llexcusemesayingso,Prince,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
`Idon’tseethatitwasajoke,that……Levinwasbeginning,butSergeiIvanovichinterruptedhim。
`Everymemberofsocietyiscalledupontodohisownspecialwork,’saidhe。`Andmenofthoughtaredoingtheirworkwhentheyexpresspublicopinion。Andthesingleheartedandfullexpressionofpublicopinionistheserviceofthepress,andaphenomenontorejoiceusatthesametime。Twentyyearsagoweshouldhavebeensilent,butnowwehaveheardthevoiceoftheRussianpeople,whichisreadytoriseasonemanandreadytosacrificeitselfforitsoppressedbrethren;thatisagreatstepandaproofofstrength。’
`Butit’snotonlymakingasacrifice,butkillingTurks,’saidLevintimidly。`Thepeoplemakesacrificesandarereadytomakesacrificesfortheirsoul,butnotformurder,’headded,instinctivelyconnectingtheconversationwiththeideasthathadbeenabsorbinghismind。
`Fortheirsoul?That,youunderstand,isamostpuzzlingexpressionforastudentofthenaturalsciences。Whatsortofthingisthesoul?’
saidKatavassov,smiling。
`Oh,youknow!’
`No,byGod,Ihaven’tthefaintestidea!’saidKatavassovwithaloudroaroflaughter。
`’Ibringnotpeace,butasword,’saysChrist,’SergeiIvanovichrejoinedforhispart,quotingassimplyasthoughitweretheeasiestthingtounderstandtheverypassagethathadalwayspuzzledLevinmost。
`That’sso,nodoubt,’theoldmanrepeatedagain。Hewasstandingnearthemandrespondedtoachanceglanceturnedinhisdirection。
`Ah,mydearfellow,you’redefeated,utterlydefeated!’criedKatavassovgood-humoredly。
Levinreddenedwithvexation,notatbeingdefeated,butathavingfailedtocontrolhimselfandbeingdrawnintoargument。
`No,Ican’targuewiththem,’hethought;`theywearimpenetrablearmor,whileI’mnaked。’
HesawthatitwasimpossibletoconvincehisbrotherandKatavassov,andhesawevenlesspossibilityofhimselfagreeingwiththem。Whattheyadvocatedwastheveryprideofintellectthathadalmostbeenhisruin。
Hecouldnotadmitthatsomedozensofmen,amongthemhisbrother,hadtheright,onthegroundofwhattheyweretoldbysomehundredsofglibvolunteersswarmingtothecapital,tosaythattheyandthenewspaperswereexpressingthewillandfeelingofthepeople,andafeelingwhichwasexpressedinvengeanceandmurder。Hecouldnotadmitthis,becauseheneithersawtheexpressionofsuchfeelingsinthepeopleamongwhomhewasliving,norfoundtheminhimselfandhecouldnotbutconsiderhimselfoneofthepersonsmakinguptheRussianpeople,andmostofallbecausehe,likethepeople,didnotknowandcouldnotknowwhatisforthegeneralgood,thoughheknewbeyondadoubtthatthisgeneralgoodcouldbeattainedonlybythestrictobservanceofthatlawofrightandwrongwhichhasbeenrevealedtoeveryman,andthereforehecouldnotwishforwaroradvocatewarforanygeneralobjectswhatever。HesaidasMikhailichdidandthepeople,whohadexpressedtheirfeelinginthetraditionalinvitationstotheVariaghi:`Beprincesandruleoverus。
Gladlywepromisecompletesubmission。Allthelabor,allhumiliations,allsacrificeswetakeuponourselves;butwewillnotjudgeanddecide。’
Andnow,accordingtoSergeiIvanovich’saccount,thepeoplehadforegonethisprivilegetheyhadboughtatsuchacostlyprice。
Hewantedtosay,too,thatifpublicopinionwereaninfallibleguide,thenwhywerenotrevolutionsandthecommuneaslawfulasthemovementinfavoroftheSlavonicpeoples?Buttheseweremerelythoughtsthatcouldsettlenothing。Onethingcouldbeseenbeyonddoubt-thatattheactualmomentthediscussionwasirritatingSergeiIvanovich,andsoitwaswrongtocontinueit。AndLevinceasedspeakingandthencalledtheattentionofhisgueststothefactthatthestormcloudsweregathering,andthattheyhadbetterbegoinghomebeforeitrained。
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therestofthepartyhastenedhomewardonfoot。
Butthestormclouds,turningwhiteandthenblack,moveddownsoquicklythattheyhadtoquickentheirpacetogethomebeforetherain。
Theforemostclouds,loweringandblackassoot-ladensmoke,rushedwithextraordinaryswiftnessoverthesky。Theywerestilltwohundredpacesfromhomeandagustofwindhadalreadyblownup,andeverysecondthedownpourmightbelookedfor。
Thechildrenranaheadwithfrightenedandgleefulshrieks。DaryaAlexandrovna,strugglingpainfullywithherskirtsclingingroundherlegs,wasnotwalking,butrunning,hereyesfixedonthechildren。Themenoftheparty,holdingtheirhatson,strodewithlongstepsbesideher。Theywerejustatthestepswhenabigdropfellsplashingontheedgeoftheironguttering。Thechildrenandtheireldersafterthemranintotheshelterofthehouse,talkingmerrily。
`KaterinaAlexandrovna?’LevinaskedofAgathyaMikhailovna,whometthemwithshawlsandplaidsinthehall。
`Wethoughtshewaswithyou,’shesaid。
`AndMitia?’
`InKolok,hemustbe,andthenursewithhim。’
Levinsnatcheduptheplaidsandrantowardthecopse。
Inthatbriefintervaloftimethestormcloudshadmovedon,coveringthesunsocompletelythatitwasdarkasaneclipse。Stubbornly,asthoughinsistingonitsrights,thewindstoppedLevin,andtearingtheleavesandflowersoffthelindentreesandstrippingthewhitebirchbranchesintostrangeunseemlynakedness,ittwistedeverythingtooneside-acacias,flowers,burdocks,longgrass,andtalltreetops。Thepeasantgirlsworkinginthegardenranshriekingintoshelterintheservants’
quarters。Thestreamingrainhadalreadyflungitswhiteveiloverallthedistantforestandhalfthefieldscloseby,andwasrapidlyswoopingdownuponthecopse。Thewetoftherainspurtingupintinydropscouldbesmelledintheair。
Holdinghisheadbentdownbeforehim,andstrugglingwiththewindthatstrovetotearthewrapsawayfromhim,Levinwasmovinguptothecopseandhadjustcaughtsightofsomethingwhitebehindtheoaktree,whentherewasasuddenflash,thewholeearthseemedonfire,andthevaultofheavenseemedcrashingoverhead。Openinghisblindedeyes,Levingazedthroughthethickveilofrainthatseparatedhimnowfromthecopse,andtohishorrorthefirstthinghesawwasthegreencrestofthefamiliaroaktreeinthemiddleofthecopseuncannilychangingitsposition。`Canithavebeenstruck?’Levinhardlyhadtimetothinkwhen,movingmoreandmorerapidly,theoaktreevanishedbehindtheothertrees,andheheardthecrashofthegreattreefallingupontheothers。
Theflashoflightning,thecrashofthunder,andtheinstantaneouschillthatranthroughhimwereallmergedforLevininonesenseofterror。
`MyGod!MyGod!Notonthem!’hesaid。
Andthoughhethoughtatoncehowsenselesswashisprayerthattheyshouldnothavebeenkilledbytheoakwhichhadfallennow,herepeatedit,knowingthathecoulddonothingbetterthanutterthissenselessprayer。
Runninguptotheplacewheretheyusuallywent,hedidnotfindthemthere。
Theywereattheotherendofthecopseunderanoldlindentree;
theywerecallinghim。Twofiguresindarkdressestheyhadbeenlightsummerdresseswhentheystartedoutwerestandingbendingoversomething。
ItwasKittywiththenurse。Therainwasalreadyceasing,anditwasbeginningtogetlightwhenLevinreachedthem。Thenursewasnotwetonthelowerpartofherdress,butKittywasdrenchedthrough,andhersoakedclothesclungtoher。Thoughtherainwasover,theystillstoodinthesamepositioninwhichtheyhadbeenstandingwhenthestormbroke。Bothstoodbendingoveraperambulatorwithagreenumbrella。
`Alive?Unhurt?ThankGod!’hesaid,splashingwithhissoakedbootsthroughthestandingwaterandrunninguptothem。
Kitty’srosywetfacewasturnedtowardhim,andshesmiledtimidlyunderhershapelesssoppinghat。
`Aren’tyouashamedofyourself?Ican’tthinkhowyoucanbesoreckless!’hesaidangrilytohiswife。
`Itwasn’tmyfault,really。Wewerejustintendingtogo,whenhemadesuchato-dothatwehadtochangehim。Wewerejust……’Kittybegandefendingherself。
Mitiawasunharmed,dry,andstillfastasleep。
`Well,thankGod!Idon’tknowwhatI’msaying!’
Theygatheredupthebaby’swetbelongings;thenursepickedupthebabyandcarriedit。Levinwalkedbesidehiswife,and,penitentforhavingbeenangry,hesqueezedherhandwhenthenursewasnotlooking。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18Duringthewholeofthatday,intheextremelyvariedconversationsinwhichhetookpart,onlyasitwerewiththetoplayerofhismind,inspiteofthedisappointmentofnotfindingthechangeheexpectedinhimself,Levinhadbeenallthewhilejoyfullyconsciousofthefullnessofhisheart。
Aftertherainitwastoowettogoforawalk;besides,thestormcloudsstillhungaboutthehorizon,andgatheredhereandthere,blackandthundery,ontherimofthesky。Thewholepartyspenttherestofthedayinthehouse。
Nomorediscussionssprangup;onthecontrary,afterdinnereveryonewasinthemostamiableframeofmind。
AtfirstKatavassovamusedtheladiesbyhisoriginaljokes,whichalwayspleasedpeopleontheirfirstacquaintancewithhim。ThenSergeiIvanovichinducedhimtotellthemabouttheveryinterestingobservationshehadmadeonthedifferencebetweenthefemaleandmalecommonhousefliesintheircharactersandevenphysiognomies,andtheirframeoflife。SergeiIvanovich,too,wasingoodspirits,andatteahisbrotherdrewhimontoexplainhisviewsofthefutureoftheEasternquestion,andhespokesosimplyandsowell,thateveryonelistenedeagerly。
Kittywastheonlyonewhodidnothearitall-shewassummonedtogiveMitiahisbath。
AfewminutesafterKittyhadlefttheroomshesentforLevintocometothenursery。
Leavinghistea,andregretfullyinterruptingtheinterestingconversation,andatthesametimeuneasilywonderingwhyhehadbeensentfor,asthisonlyhappenedonimportantoccasions,Levinwenttothenursery。
AlthoughhehadbeenmuchinterestedbySergeiIvanovich’sviewsofthenewepochinhistorythatwouldbecreatedbytheemancipationoffortymillionsofmenofSlavonicraceactingwithRussia-aconceptionquitenewtohim-andalthoughhewasdisturbedbyuneasywonderatbeingsentforbyKitty,assoonashecameoutofthedrawingroomandwasalone,hismindrevertedatoncetothethoughtsofthemorning。AndallthetheoriesofthesignificanceoftheSlavelementinthehistoryoftheworldseemedtohimsotrivialcomparedwithwhatwaspassinginhisownsoul,thatheinstantlyforgotitallanddroppedbackintothesameframeofmindthathehadbeeninthatmorning。
Hedidnot,ashehaddoneatothertimesrecallthewholetrainofthought-thatwasnotnecessaryforhim。Hefellbackatonceintothefeelingwhichhadguidedhim,whichwasconnectedwiththosethoughts,andhefoundthatfeelinginhissoulevenstrongerandmoredefinitethanbefore。Hedidnot,ashehadhadtodowithpreviousattemptstofindcomfortingarguments,needtoreviveawholechainofthoughttofindthefeeling。Now,onthecontrary,thefeelingofjoyandpeacewaskeenerthanever,andthoughtcouldnotkeeppacewithfeeling。
Hewalkedacrosstheterraceandlookedattwostarsthathadcomeoutinthedarkeningsky,andsuddenlyheremembered。`Yes,lookingatthesky,IthoughtthatthedomethatIseeisnotadeception,andthenIdidnotthinkoversomethingtothelast-Ishirkedfacingsomething,’
hemused。`Butwhateveritwas,therecanbenodisprovingit!Ihavebuttothink,andallwillcomeclear!’
Justashewasgoingintothenurseryherememberedwhatitwashehadshirkedfacing。ItwasthatifthechiefproofoftheDivinitywasHisrevelationofwhatisright,howisitthisrevelationisconfinedtotheChristianChurchalone?WhatrelationtothisrevelationhavethebeliefsoftheBuddhists,Mohammedans,whopreachedanddidgoodtoo?
Itseemedtohimthathehadananswertothisquestion;buthehadnottimetoformulateittohimselfbeforehewentintothenursery。
Kittywasstanding,withhersleevestuckedup,overthebabyinthebath。Hearingherhusband’sfootstep,sheturnedtowardhim,summoninghimtoherwithhersmile。Withonehandshewassupportingthefatbabythatlayfloatingandsprawlingonitsback,whilewiththeothershesqueezedthespongeoverhim。
`Come,look,look!’shesaid,whenherhusbandcameuptoher。
`AgathyaMikhailovna’sright。Heknowsus!’
Mitiahadonthatdaygivenunmistakable,incontestablesignsofrecognizingallhisfriends。
AssoonasLevinapproachedthebath,theexperimentwastried,anditwascompletelysuccessful。Thecook,sentforwiththisobject,bentoverthebaby。Hefrownedandshookhisheaddisapprovingly。Kittybentdowntohim,hegaveherabeamingsmile,proppedhislittlehandsonthespongeandchirruped,makingsuchaqueerlittlecontentedsoundwithhislipsthatKittyandthenursewerenotaloneintheiradmiration-Levin,too,wassurprisedanddelighted。
Thebabywastakenoutofthebath,drenchedwithwater,wrappedintowels,dried,and,afterapiercingscream,handedtohismother。
`Well,Iamgladyouarebeginningtolovehim,’saidKittytoherhusband,whenshehadsettledherselfcomfortablyinherusualplace,withthebabyatherbreast。`Iamsoglad!Ithadbeguntodistressme。
Yousaidyouhadnofeelingforhim。’
`No;didIsaythat?IonlysaidIwasdisappointed。’
`What!Disappointedinhim?’
`Notdisappointedinhim,butinmyownfeeling;Ihadexpectedmore。Ihadexpectedarushofnewdelightfulemotiontocomeasasurprise。
Andtheninsteadofthat-disgust,pity……’
Shelistenedattentively,lookingathimoverthebaby,whilesheputbackonherslenderfingerstheringsshehadtakenoffwhilegivingMitiahisbath。
`Andmostofall,attherebeingfarmoreapprehensionandpitythanpleasure。Today,afterthatfrightduringthestorm,IunderstandhowIlovehim。’
Kitty’ssmilewasradiant。
`Wereyouverymuchfrightened?’shesaid。`SowasI,too,butIfeelitmorenowthatit’sover。I’mgoingtolookattheoak。HowcharmingKatavassovis!Andwhatahappydaywe’vehadaltogether。Andyou’resoamiablewithSergeiIvanovich,whenyoucaretobe……Well,gobacktothem。It’salwayssohotandsteamyhereafterthebath……’
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter19[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter19Goingoutofthenurseryandbeingagainalone,Levinwentbackatoncetothethought,inwhichtherewassomethingnotclear。
Insteadofgoingintothedrawingroom,whereheheardvoices,hestoppedontheterrace,and,leaninghiselbowsontheparapet,hegazedupatthesky。
Itwasquitedarknow,andinthesouth,wherehewaslooking,therewerenoclouds。Thestormhaddriftedontotheoppositesideofthesky,andtherewereflashesoflightninganddistantthunderfromthatquarter。Levinlistenedtothemonotonousdripfromthelindentreesinthegarden,andlookedatthetriangleofstarsheknewsowell,andtheMilkyWaywithitsbranches,thatranthroughitsmidst。AteachflashoflightningtheMilkyWay,andeventhebrightstars,vanished,butassoonasthelightningdiedaway,theyreappearedintheirplacesasthoughsomehandhadflungthembackwithcarefulaim。
`Well,whatisitthatperplexesme?’Levinsaidtohimself,feelingbeforehandthatthesolutionofhisdifficultieswasreadyinhissoul,thoughhedidnotknowityet。
`Yes,theoneunmistakable,incontestablemanifestationoftheDivinityisthelawofrightandwrong,whichhascomeintotheworldbyrevelation,andwhichIfeelwithinmyself,andintherecognitionofwhichInotsomuchmakemyselfbut,willy-nilly,ammade,onewithothermeninonebodyofbelievers,whichiscalledtheChurch。Well,buttheJews,theMohammedans,theConfucians,theBuddhists-whatofthem?’heputtohimselfthequestionhehadfearedtoface。`Canthesehundredsofmillionsofmenbedeprivedofthathighestblessingwithoutwhichlifehasnomeaning?’
Heponderedamoment,butimmediatelycorrectedhimself。`ButwhatamI
questioning?’hesaidtohimself。`IamquestioningtherelationtoDivinityofallthedifferentreligionsofallmankind。IamquestioningtheuniversalmanifestationofGodtoalltheworldwithallthesenebulae。WhatamI
about?Tomeindividually,tomyhearthasbeenrevealedaknowledgebeyondalldoubt,andunattainablebyreason,andhereIamobstinatelytryingtoexpressthatknowledgeinreasonandwords。
`Don’tIknowthatthestarsdon’tmove?’heaskedhimself,gazingatthebrightplanetwhichhadshifteditspositionuptothetopmosttwigofabirchtree。`Butlookingatthemovementsofthestars,Ican’tpicturetomyselftherotationoftheearth,andI’mrightinsayingthatthestarsmove。
`Andcouldtheastronomershaveunderstoodandcalculatedanything,iftheyhadtakenintoaccountallthecomplicatedandvariedmotionsoftheearth?-Allthemarvelousconclusionstheyhavereachedaboutthedistances,weights,revolutions,andperturbationsoftheheavenlybodies,areonlyfoundedontheapparentmotionsoftheheavenlybodiesroundthestationaryearth,onthatverymotionIseebeforemenow,whichhasbeensoformillionsofmenduringlongages-hasbeenandalwayswillbealike,andcanalwaysbeverified。Andjustastheconclusionsoftheastronomerswouldhavebeenvainanduncertainifnotfoundedonobservationsofthevisibleheavens,inrelationtoasinglemeridianandasinglehorizon,sowouldmyconclusionsbevainanduncertainifnotfoundedonthatconceptionofright,whichhasbeenandwillalwaysbealikeforallmen,whichhasbeenrevealedtomebyChristianity,andwhichcanalwaysbeverifiedinmysoul。ThequestionofotherreligionsandtheirrelationstoDivinityIhavenorighttodecide,andnopossibilityofdeciding。’
`Oh,youhaven’tgoneinthen?’heheardKitty’svoicesuddenly,asshecamebythesamewaytothedrawingroom。`Whatisit?You’renotworriedaboutanything?’shesaid,lookingintentlyathisfaceinthestarlight。
Butshecouldnothaveseenhisfaceifaflashoflightninghadnothiddenthestarsandrevealedit。Inthatflashshesawhisfacedistinctly,andseeinghimcalmandhappy,shesmiledathim。
`Sheunderstands,’hethought;`sheknowswhatI’mthinkingabout。
ShallItellherornot?Yes,I’lltellher。’Butatthemomenthewasabouttospeak,shebeganspeaking。
`Kostia!Dosomethingforme,’shesaid;`gointothecornerroomandseeifthey’vemadeitallreadyforSergeiIvanovich。Ican’tverywell。Seeifthey’veputthenewwashstandinit。’
`Verywell,I’llgodirectly,’saidLevin,standingupandkissingher。
`No,I’dbetternotspeakofit,’hethought,whenshehadgoneinbeforehim。`Itisasecretformealone,ofvitalimportanceforme,andnottobeputintowords。
`Thisnewfeelinghasnotchangedme,hasnotmademehappyandenlightenedallofasudden,asIhaddreamed,justlikethefeelingformychild。Therewasnosurpriseinthiseither。Whetheritisfaithornot-Idon’tknowwhatitis-butthisfeelinghascomejustasimperceptiblythroughsuffering,andhastakenfirmrootinmysoul。
`Ishallgooninthesameway,losingmytemperwithIvanthecoachman,fallingintoangrydiscussions,expressingmyopinionstactlessly;
therewillbestillthesamewallbetweentheholyofholiesofmysoulandotherpeople,evenmywife;Ishallstillgoonscoldingherformyownfrightandbeingremorsefulforit;IshallstillbeasunabletounderstandwithmyreasonwhyIpray,andIshallstillgoonpraying;butmylifenow,mywholelifeapartfromanythingthatcanhappentome,everyminuteofitisnomoremeaningless,asitwasbefore,butithasthepositivemeaningofgoodness,whichIhavethepowertoputintoit。’
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