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第32章

  Andoneofthesearguments,inwhichKatavassovhadobviouslyconsideredthathecameoffvictorious,wasthefirstthingLevinthoughtofasherecognizedhim。
  `No,whateverIdo,Iwon’targueandgiveutterancetomyideaslightly,’hethought。
  GettingoutofthewagonetteandgreetinghisbrotherandKatavassov,Levinaskedabouthiswife。
  `ShehastakenMitiatoKolok’acopsenearthehouse。`Shemeanttohavehimouttherebecauseit’ssohotindoors,’saidDolly。Levinhadalwaysadvisedhiswifenottotakethebabytothewood,thinkingitunsafe,andhewasnotpleasedtohearthis。
  `Sherushesaboutfromplacetoplacewithhim,’saidthePrince,smiling。`Iadvisedhertotryputtinghimintheicehouse。’
  `Shemeanttocometotheapiary。Shethoughtyouwouldbethere。
  Wearegoingthere,’saidDolly。
  `Well,andwhatareyoudoing?’saidSergeiIvanovich,fallingbackfromtherestandwalkingbesidehim。
  `Oh,nothingspecial。Busyasusualwiththeland,’answeredLevin。
  `Well,andwhataboutyou?Comeforlong?Wehavebeenexpectingyouforsuchalongtime。’
  `Onlyforafortnight。I’veagreatdealtodoinMoscow。’
  Atthesewordsthebrothers’eyesmet,andLevin,inspiteofthedesirehealwayshad,strongerthaneverjustnow,tobeonaffectionateandstillmoreopentermswithhisbrother,feltanawkwardnessinlookingathim。Hedroppedhiseyesanddidnotknowwhattosay。
  CastingoverthesubjectsofconversationthatwouldbepleasanttoSergeiIvanovich,andwouldkeephimoffthesubjectoftheServianwarandtheSlavonicquestion,atwhichhehadhintedbyalludingtowhathehadtodoinMoscow,LevinbegantotalkofSergeiIvanovich’sbook。
  `Well,havetherebeenanyreviewsofyourbook?’heasked。
  SergeiIvanovichsmiledattheintentionalcharacterofthequestion。
  `Nooneisinterestedinthatnow,andIleastofall,’hesaid。
  `Justlook,DaryaAlexandrovna,weshallhaveashower,’headded,pointingwithasunshadeatthewhiteraincloudsthatshowedabovetheaspentreetops。
  Andthesewordswereenoughtoreestablishagainbetweenthebrothersthattone-hardlyhostile,butchilly-whichLevinhadbeensolongingtoavoid。
  LevinwentuptoKatavassov。
  `Itwasjollyofyoutomakeupyourmindtocome,’hesaidtohim。
  `I’vebeenintendingtoalongwhile。Nowweshallhavesomediscussion-we’llseetothat。HaveyoubeenreadingSpencer?’
  `No,I’venotfinishedreadinghim,’saidLevin。`ButIdon’tneedhimnow。’
  `How’sthat?That’sinteresting。Whyso?’
  `ImeanthatI’mfullyconvincedthatthesolutionoftheproblemsthatinterestmeIshallneverfindinhimandhislike。Now……’
  ButKatavassov’ssereneandgood-humoredexpressionsuddenlystruckhim,andhefeltsuchtendernessforhisownhappymood,whichhewasunmistakablydisturbingbythisconversation,thatherememberedhisresolutionandstoppedshort。
  `Butwe’lltalklateron,’headded。`Ifwe’regoingtotheapiary,it’sthisway,alongthislittlepath,’hesaid,addressingthemall。
  Goingalongthenarrowpathtoalittleuncutmeadowcoveredononesidewiththickclumpsofbrilliantheartsease,amongwhichstooduphereandtheretall,darkgreentuftsofhellebore,Levinsettledhisguestsinthedense,coolshadeoftheyoungaspensonabenchandsomestumpspurposelyputthereforvisitorstotheapiarywhomightbeafraidofthebees,andhewentoffhimselftothehuttogetbread,cucumbers,andfreshhoney,toregalethemwith。
  Tryingtomakehismovementsasdeliberateaspossible,andlisteningtothebeesthatbuzzedmoreandmorefrequentlypasthim,hewalkedalongthelittlepathtothehut。Intheveryentryonebeehummedangrily,caughtinhisbeard,buthecarefullyextricatedit。Goingintotheshadyouterroom,hetookdownfromthewallhisveil,thathungonapeg,andputtingiton,andthrustinghishandsintohispockets,hewentintothefenced-inbeegarden,wheretherestoodinthemidstofacloselymownspaceinregularrows,fastenedwithbastonposts,allthehivesheknewsowell,theoldstocks,eachwithitsownhistory,andalongthefencestheyoungerswarmshivedthatyear。Infrontoftheopeningsofthehives,itmadehiseyesgiddytowatchthebeesanddroneswhirlingroundandroundaboutthesamespot,whileamongthemtheworkerbeesflewinandoutwithspoils,orinsearchofthem,alwaysinthesamedirection,intothewood,tothefloweringlindentrees,andbacktothehives。
  Hisearswerefilledwiththeincessanthuminvariousnotes-
  nowthebusyhumoftheworkerbeeflyingquicklyoff,thentheblaringofthelazydrone,andtheexcitedbuzzofthebeesonguard,protectingtheirpropertyfromtheenemyandpreparingtosting。Onthefarthersideofthefencetheoldbeekeeperwasshavingahoopforatub,andhedidnotseeLevin。Levinstoodstillinthemidstoftheapiaryanddidnotcallhim。
  Hewasgladofachancetobealonetorecoverfromtheinfluenceofordinaryactuallife,whichhadalreadydepressedhishappymood。
  HethoughtthathehadalreadyhadtimetolosehistemperwithIvan,toshowcoolnesstohisbrother,andtotalkflippantlywithKatavassov。
  `Canithavebeenonlyamomentarymood,andwillitpassandleavenotrace?’hethought。
  Butthesameinstant,goingbacktohismood,hefeltwithdelightthatsomethingnewandimportanthadhappenedtohim。Reallifehadonlyforatimeovercastthespiritualpeacehehadfound,butitwasstilluntouchedwithinhim。
  Justasthebees,whirlingroundhim,nowmenacinghimanddistractinghisattention,preventedhimfromenjoyingcompletephysicalpeace,forcedhimtorestrainhismovementstoavoidthem,sohadthepettycaresthathadswarmedabouthimfromthemomenthegotintothetrap,restrictedhisspiritualfreedom;butthatlastedonlysolongashewasamongthem。
  Justashisbodilystrengthwasstillunaffected,inspiteofthebees,sotoowasthespiritualstrengththathehadjustbecomeawareof。
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  saidDolly,dolingoutcucumbersandhoneytothechildren。`WithVronsky!
  He’sgoingtoServia。’
  `Andnotalone;he’stakingasquadronoutwithhimathisownexpense,’saidKatavassov。
  `That’stherightthingforhim,’saidLevin。`Arevolunteersstillgoingoutthen?’headded,glancingatSergeiIvanovich。
  SergeiIvanovichdidnotanswer。Hewascarefully,withabluntknife,gettingalivebeecoveredwithstickyhoneyoutofacupfullofwhitehoneycomb。
  `Ishouldthinkso!Youshouldhaveseenwhatwasgoingonatthestationyesterday!’saidKatavassov,bitingwithasucculentsoundintoacucumber。
  `Well,whatisonetomakeofit?InChrist’sname,doexplaintome,SergeiIvanovich,whereareallthosevolunteersgoing,whomaretheyfightingwith,’askedtheoldPrince,unmistakablytakingupaconversationthathadsprungupinLevin’sabsence。
  `WiththeTurks,’SergeiIvanovichanswered,smilingserenely,asheextricatedthebee,darkwithhoneyandhelplesslykicking,andtransferreditwiththeknifetoastoutaspenleaf。
  `ButwhohasdeclaredwarontheTurks?-IvanIvanovichRagozovandCountessLidiaIvanovna,assistedbyMadameStahl?’
  `Noonehasdeclaredwar,butpeoplesympathizewiththeirneighbors’
  suffering,andareeagertohelpthem,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
  `ButthePrinceisnotspeakingofhelp,’saidLevin,comingtotheassistanceofhisfather-in-law,`butofwar。ThePrincesaysthatprivatepersonscannottakepartinwarwithoutthepermissionofthegovernment。’
  `Kostia,mind,that’sabee!Really,they’llstingus!’saidDolly,wavingawayawasp。
  `Butthat’snotabee-it’sawasp,’saidLevin。
  `Wellnow,well-what’syourowntheory?’KatavassovsaidtoLevinwithasmile,distinctlychallenginghimtoadiscussion。`Whyhaven’tprivatepersonstherighttodoso?’
  `Oh,mytheory’sthis:warisononesidesuchabeastly,cruelandawfulthing,thatnooneman,nottospeakofaChristian,canindividuallytakeuponhimselftheresponsibilityofbeginningwars;thatcanonlybedonebyagovernment,whichiscalledupontodothis,andisdriveninevitablyintowar。Ontheotherhand,bothpoliticalscienceandcommonsenseteachusthatinmattersofstate,andespeciallyinthematterofwar,privatecitizensmustforegotheirpersonalindividualwill。’
  SergeiIvanovichandKatavassovhadtheirrepliesready,andbothbeganspeakingatthesametime。
  `Butthepointis,mydearfellow,thattheremaybecaseswhenthegovernmentdoesnotcarryoutthewillofthecitizens,andthenthepublicassertsitswill,’saidKatavassov。
  ButevidentlySergeiIvanovichdidnotapproveofthisanswer。
  HisbrowscontractedatKatavassov’swords,andhesaidsomethingelse。
  `Youdon’tputthematterinitstruelight。Thereisnoquestionhereofadeclarationofwar,butsimplytheexpressionofahumanChristianfeeling。Ourbrothers,onewithusinreligionandinrace,arebeingmassacred。
  Evensupposingtheywerenotourbrothers,norfellowChristians,butsimplychildren,women,oldpeople,feelingisarousedandRussiansgoeagerlytohelpinstoppingtheseatrocities。Fancy,ifyouweregoingalongthestreetandsawdrunkenmenbeatingawomanorachild-Iimagineyouwouldnotstoptoinquirewhetherwarhadbeendeclaredonthemen,butwouldthrowyourselfonthem,andprotectthevictim。’
  `ButIshouldnotkillthem,’saidLevin。
  `Yes,youwouldkillthem。’
  `Idon’tknow。IfIsawthat,Imightgivewaytomyimpulseofthemoment,butIcan’tsaybeforehand。Andsuchamomentaryimpulsethereisnot,andtherecannotbe,inthecaseoftheoppressionoftheSlavonicpeoples。’
  `Possiblyforyouthereisnot;butforothersthereis,’saidSergeiIvanovich,frowningwithdispleasure。`Therearetraditionsstillextantamongourpeopleaboutorthodoxmen,sufferingundertheyokeofthe``impiousHagarites。’Thepeoplehaveheardofthesufferingsoftheirbrethren,andhavespoken。’
  `Perhapsso,’saidLevinevasively;`butIdon’tseeit。I’moneofthepeoplemyself,andIdon’tfeelit。’
  `HereamI,too,’saidtheoldPrince。`I’vebeenstayingabroadandreadingthepapers,andImustown,uptothetimeoftheBulgarianatrocities,Icouldn’tmakeoutwhyitwasalltheRussianswereallofasuddensofondoftheirSlavonicbrethren,whileIdidn’tfeeltheslightestaffectionforthem。Iwasverymuchupset,thoughtIwasamonster,orthatitwastheinfluenceofCarlsbadonme。ButsinceIhavebeenhere,mymind’sbeensetatrest。Iseethattherearepeoplebesidesmewho’reonlyinterestedinRussia,andnotintheirSlavonicbrethren。Here’sKonstantin,too。’
  `Personalopinionsmeannothinginsuchacase,’saidSergeiIvanovich;
  `it’snotamatterofpersonalopinionswhenallRussia-thewholepeople-hasexpresseditswill。’
  `Butexcuseme,Idon’tseethat。Thepeopledon’tknowanythingaboutit,ifyoucometothat,’saidtheoldPrince。
  `Oh,papa!……Howcanyousaythat?AndlastSundayinchurch?……’
  saidDolly,listeningtotheconversation。`Pleasegivemeatowel,’shesaidtotheoldman,whowaslookingatthechildrenwithasmile。`Why,it’snotpossiblethatall……’
  `ButwhatwasitinchurchonSunday?Thepriesthadbeentoldtoreadthat。Hereadit。Theydidn’tunderstandawordofit,sighedastheydoateverysermon,’pursuedtheoldPrince。`Thentheyweretoldthattherewastobeacollectionforapiousobjectinchurch;well,theypulledouttheircoppersandgavethem,butwhatfortheycouldn’tsay。’
  `Thepeoplecannothelpknowing;thesenseoftheirowndestiniesisalwaysinthepeople,andatsuchmomentsasthepresentthatsensefindsutterance,’saidSergeiIvanovichwithconviction,glancingattheoldbeekeeper。
  Thehandsomeoldman,withblackgrizzledbeardandthicksilveryhair,stoodmotionless,holdingacupofhoney,lookingdownfromtheheightofhistallfigurewithfriendlyserenityatthegentlefolk,obviouslyunderstandingnothingoftheirconversationandnotcaringtounderstandit。
  `That’sso,nodoubt,’hesaid,withasignificantshakeofhisheadatSergeiIvanovich’swords。
  `Here,then,askhim。Heknowsnothingaboutitandthinksnothing,’
  saidLevin。`Haveyouheardaboutthewar,Mikhailich?’hesaid,turningtohim。`Whattheyreadinthechurch?Whatdoyouthinkaboutit?OughtwetofightfortheChristians?’
  `Whatshouldwethink?AlexanderNikolaevichourEmperorhasthoughtforus;hethinksforusindeedinallthings。It’sclearerforhimtosee。ShallIbringabitmorebread?Givethelittleladsomemore?’hesaid,addressingDaryaAlexandrovnaandpointingtoGrisha,whowasfinishinghiscrust。
  `Idon’tneedtoask,’saidSergeiIvanovich,`wehaveseenandareseeinghundredsandhundredsofpeoplewhogiveupeverythingtoserveajustcause,comefromeverypartofRussia,anddirectlyandclearlyexpresstheirthoughtandaim。Theybringtheircoppers,orgothemselvesandsaydirectlywhat’swhat。Whatdoesitmean?’
  `Itmeans,tomythinking,’saidLevin,whowasbeginningtogetwarm,`thatamongeightymillionsofpeopletherecanalwaysbefoundnothundreds,asnow,buttensofthousandsofpeoplewhohavelostcaste,ne’er-do-wells,whoarealwaysreadytogoanywhere-toPugachiov’sbands,toKhiva,toServia……’
  `Itellyouthatit’snotacaseofhundredsorofne’er-do-wells,butthebestrepresentativesofthepeople!’saidSergeiIvanovich,withasmuchirritationasifheweredefendingthelastpennyofhisfortune。
  `Andwhatofthesubscriptions?Inthiscaseitisawholepeopledirectlyexpressingtheirwill。’
  `Thatword``people’issovague,’saidLevin。`Parishclerks,schoolmasters,andoneinathousandofthepeasants,maybe,knowwhatit’sallabout。Therestoftheeightymillions,likeMikhailich,farfromexpressingtheirwill,haven’tthefaintestideawhatthereisforthemtoexpresstheirwillabout。Whatrighthavewetosaythatthisisthepeople’swill?’
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  TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter16[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter16SergeiIvanovich,beingpracticedindialectics,didnotreply,butatonceturnedtheconversationtoanotheraspectofthesubject。
  `Oh,ifyouwanttolearnthespiritofthepeoplebyarithmeticalcomputation,ofcourseit’sverydifficulttoarriveatit。Andvotinghasnotbeenintroducedamongus,andcannotbeintroduced,foritdoesnotexpressthewillofthepeople;butthereareotherwaysofreachingthat。Itisfeltintheair,itisfeltbytheheart。Iwon’tspeakofthosedeepcurrentswhichareastirinthestilloceanofthepeople,andwhichareevidenttoeveryunprejudicedman-letuslookatsocietyinthenarrowsense。Allthemostdiversesectionsoftheintelligentpeople,hostilebefore,aremergedinone。Everydivisionisatanend,allthepublicorganssaythesamethingoverandoveragain,allfeelthemightytorrentthathasovertakenthemandiscarryingtheminonedirection。’
  `Yes,allthenewspapersdosaythesamething,’saidthePrince。
  `That’strue。Butsoitisthesamethingthatallthefrogscroakbeforestorm。Onecanhearnothingforthem。’
  `Frogsornofrogs,I’mnotthepublisherofnewspapersandI
  don’twanttodefendthem;butIamspeakingoftheunanimityintheintellectualworld,’saidSergeiIvanovich,addressinghisbrother。Levinwouldhaveanswered,buttheoldPrinceinterruptedhim。
  `Well,aboutthatunanimity,that’sanotherthing,onemaysay,’
  saidthePrince。`There’smyson-in-law,StepanArkadyevich-youknowhim。He’sgotaplacenowonthecommitteeofacommissionandsomethingorother,Idon’tremember。Onlythere’snothingtodoinit-why,Dolly,it’snosecret-andasalaryofeightthousand!Youtryaskinghimwhetherhispostisofanyuse-he’llprovetoyouthatit’smostnecessary。Andhe’satruthfulman,too,butonecan’thelpbutbelieveintheutilityofeightthousandroubles。’
  `Yes-heaskedmetogiveamessagetoDaryaAlexandrovnaaboutthepost,’saidSergeiIvanovichreluctantly,feelingthePrince’sremarktobeill-timed。
  `Soitiswiththeunanimityofthepress。That’sbeenexplainedtome:assoonasthere’swartheirincomesaredoubled。HowcantheyhelpbelievinginthedestiniesofthepeopleandtheSlavonicraces-andallthatsortofthing?……’
  `Idon’tcareformanyofthepapers,butthat’sunjust,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
  `Iwouldonlymakeonecondition,’pursuedtheoldPrince。`AlphonseKarrsaidacapitalthingbeforethewarwithPrussia:``Youconsiderwartobeinevitable?Verygood。Leteveryonewhoadvocateswarbeenrolledinaspecialregimentofadvanceguards,forthevanguardofeveryassault,ofeveryattack,toleadthemall!’’
  `Anicelottheeditorswouldmake!’saidKatavassov,withaloudroar,ashepicturedtheeditorsheknewinthispickedlegion。
  `Butthey’drun,’saidDolly。`They’donlybeintheway。’
  `Oh,iftheyranaway,thenwe’dhavegrapeshotorCossackswithwhipsbehindthem,’saidthePrince。
  `Butthat’sajoke,andapooronetoo,ifyou’llexcusemesayingso,Prince,’saidSergeiIvanovich。
  `Idon’tseethatitwasajoke,that……Levinwasbeginning,butSergeiIvanovichinterruptedhim。
  `Everymemberofsocietyiscalledupontodohisownspecialwork,’saidhe。`Andmenofthoughtaredoingtheirworkwhentheyexpresspublicopinion。Andthesingleheartedandfullexpressionofpublicopinionistheserviceofthepress,andaphenomenontorejoiceusatthesametime。Twentyyearsagoweshouldhavebeensilent,butnowwehaveheardthevoiceoftheRussianpeople,whichisreadytoriseasonemanandreadytosacrificeitselfforitsoppressedbrethren;thatisagreatstepandaproofofstrength。’
  `Butit’snotonlymakingasacrifice,butkillingTurks,’saidLevintimidly。`Thepeoplemakesacrificesandarereadytomakesacrificesfortheirsoul,butnotformurder,’headded,instinctivelyconnectingtheconversationwiththeideasthathadbeenabsorbinghismind。
  `Fortheirsoul?That,youunderstand,isamostpuzzlingexpressionforastudentofthenaturalsciences。Whatsortofthingisthesoul?’
  saidKatavassov,smiling。
  `Oh,youknow!’
  `No,byGod,Ihaven’tthefaintestidea!’saidKatavassovwithaloudroaroflaughter。
  `’Ibringnotpeace,butasword,’saysChrist,’SergeiIvanovichrejoinedforhispart,quotingassimplyasthoughitweretheeasiestthingtounderstandtheverypassagethathadalwayspuzzledLevinmost。
  `That’sso,nodoubt,’theoldmanrepeatedagain。Hewasstandingnearthemandrespondedtoachanceglanceturnedinhisdirection。
  `Ah,mydearfellow,you’redefeated,utterlydefeated!’criedKatavassovgood-humoredly。
  Levinreddenedwithvexation,notatbeingdefeated,butathavingfailedtocontrolhimselfandbeingdrawnintoargument。
  `No,Ican’targuewiththem,’hethought;`theywearimpenetrablearmor,whileI’mnaked。’
  HesawthatitwasimpossibletoconvincehisbrotherandKatavassov,andhesawevenlesspossibilityofhimselfagreeingwiththem。Whattheyadvocatedwastheveryprideofintellectthathadalmostbeenhisruin。
  Hecouldnotadmitthatsomedozensofmen,amongthemhisbrother,hadtheright,onthegroundofwhattheyweretoldbysomehundredsofglibvolunteersswarmingtothecapital,tosaythattheyandthenewspaperswereexpressingthewillandfeelingofthepeople,andafeelingwhichwasexpressedinvengeanceandmurder。Hecouldnotadmitthis,becauseheneithersawtheexpressionofsuchfeelingsinthepeopleamongwhomhewasliving,norfoundtheminhimselfandhecouldnotbutconsiderhimselfoneofthepersonsmakinguptheRussianpeople,andmostofallbecausehe,likethepeople,didnotknowandcouldnotknowwhatisforthegeneralgood,thoughheknewbeyondadoubtthatthisgeneralgoodcouldbeattainedonlybythestrictobservanceofthatlawofrightandwrongwhichhasbeenrevealedtoeveryman,andthereforehecouldnotwishforwaroradvocatewarforanygeneralobjectswhatever。HesaidasMikhailichdidandthepeople,whohadexpressedtheirfeelinginthetraditionalinvitationstotheVariaghi:`Beprincesandruleoverus。
  Gladlywepromisecompletesubmission。Allthelabor,allhumiliations,allsacrificeswetakeuponourselves;butwewillnotjudgeanddecide。’
  Andnow,accordingtoSergeiIvanovich’saccount,thepeoplehadforegonethisprivilegetheyhadboughtatsuchacostlyprice。
  Hewantedtosay,too,thatifpublicopinionwereaninfallibleguide,thenwhywerenotrevolutionsandthecommuneaslawfulasthemovementinfavoroftheSlavonicpeoples?Buttheseweremerelythoughtsthatcouldsettlenothing。Onethingcouldbeseenbeyonddoubt-thatattheactualmomentthediscussionwasirritatingSergeiIvanovich,andsoitwaswrongtocontinueit。AndLevinceasedspeakingandthencalledtheattentionofhisgueststothefactthatthestormcloudsweregathering,andthattheyhadbetterbegoinghomebeforeitrained。
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  TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter17[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter17TheoldPrinceandSergeiIvanovichgotintothewagonetteanddroveoff;
  therestofthepartyhastenedhomewardonfoot。
  Butthestormclouds,turningwhiteandthenblack,moveddownsoquicklythattheyhadtoquickentheirpacetogethomebeforetherain。
  Theforemostclouds,loweringandblackassoot-ladensmoke,rushedwithextraordinaryswiftnessoverthesky。Theywerestilltwohundredpacesfromhomeandagustofwindhadalreadyblownup,andeverysecondthedownpourmightbelookedfor。
  Thechildrenranaheadwithfrightenedandgleefulshrieks。DaryaAlexandrovna,strugglingpainfullywithherskirtsclingingroundherlegs,wasnotwalking,butrunning,hereyesfixedonthechildren。Themenoftheparty,holdingtheirhatson,strodewithlongstepsbesideher。Theywerejustatthestepswhenabigdropfellsplashingontheedgeoftheironguttering。Thechildrenandtheireldersafterthemranintotheshelterofthehouse,talkingmerrily。
  `KaterinaAlexandrovna?’LevinaskedofAgathyaMikhailovna,whometthemwithshawlsandplaidsinthehall。
  `Wethoughtshewaswithyou,’shesaid。
  `AndMitia?’
  `InKolok,hemustbe,andthenursewithhim。’
  Levinsnatcheduptheplaidsandrantowardthecopse。
  Inthatbriefintervaloftimethestormcloudshadmovedon,coveringthesunsocompletelythatitwasdarkasaneclipse。Stubbornly,asthoughinsistingonitsrights,thewindstoppedLevin,andtearingtheleavesandflowersoffthelindentreesandstrippingthewhitebirchbranchesintostrangeunseemlynakedness,ittwistedeverythingtooneside-acacias,flowers,burdocks,longgrass,andtalltreetops。Thepeasantgirlsworkinginthegardenranshriekingintoshelterintheservants’
  quarters。Thestreamingrainhadalreadyflungitswhiteveiloverallthedistantforestandhalfthefieldscloseby,andwasrapidlyswoopingdownuponthecopse。Thewetoftherainspurtingupintinydropscouldbesmelledintheair。
  Holdinghisheadbentdownbeforehim,andstrugglingwiththewindthatstrovetotearthewrapsawayfromhim,Levinwasmovinguptothecopseandhadjustcaughtsightofsomethingwhitebehindtheoaktree,whentherewasasuddenflash,thewholeearthseemedonfire,andthevaultofheavenseemedcrashingoverhead。Openinghisblindedeyes,Levingazedthroughthethickveilofrainthatseparatedhimnowfromthecopse,andtohishorrorthefirstthinghesawwasthegreencrestofthefamiliaroaktreeinthemiddleofthecopseuncannilychangingitsposition。`Canithavebeenstruck?’Levinhardlyhadtimetothinkwhen,movingmoreandmorerapidly,theoaktreevanishedbehindtheothertrees,andheheardthecrashofthegreattreefallingupontheothers。
  Theflashoflightning,thecrashofthunder,andtheinstantaneouschillthatranthroughhimwereallmergedforLevininonesenseofterror。
  `MyGod!MyGod!Notonthem!’hesaid。
  Andthoughhethoughtatoncehowsenselesswashisprayerthattheyshouldnothavebeenkilledbytheoakwhichhadfallennow,herepeatedit,knowingthathecoulddonothingbetterthanutterthissenselessprayer。
  Runninguptotheplacewheretheyusuallywent,hedidnotfindthemthere。
  Theywereattheotherendofthecopseunderanoldlindentree;
  theywerecallinghim。Twofiguresindarkdressestheyhadbeenlightsummerdresseswhentheystartedoutwerestandingbendingoversomething。
  ItwasKittywiththenurse。Therainwasalreadyceasing,anditwasbeginningtogetlightwhenLevinreachedthem。Thenursewasnotwetonthelowerpartofherdress,butKittywasdrenchedthrough,andhersoakedclothesclungtoher。Thoughtherainwasover,theystillstoodinthesamepositioninwhichtheyhadbeenstandingwhenthestormbroke。Bothstoodbendingoveraperambulatorwithagreenumbrella。
  `Alive?Unhurt?ThankGod!’hesaid,splashingwithhissoakedbootsthroughthestandingwaterandrunninguptothem。
  Kitty’srosywetfacewasturnedtowardhim,andshesmiledtimidlyunderhershapelesssoppinghat。
  `Aren’tyouashamedofyourself?Ican’tthinkhowyoucanbesoreckless!’hesaidangrilytohiswife。
  `Itwasn’tmyfault,really。Wewerejustintendingtogo,whenhemadesuchato-dothatwehadtochangehim。Wewerejust……’Kittybegandefendingherself。
  Mitiawasunharmed,dry,andstillfastasleep。
  `Well,thankGod!Idon’tknowwhatI’msaying!’
  Theygatheredupthebaby’swetbelongings;thenursepickedupthebabyandcarriedit。Levinwalkedbesidehiswife,and,penitentforhavingbeenangry,hesqueezedherhandwhenthenursewasnotlooking。
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  TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18Duringthewholeofthatday,intheextremelyvariedconversationsinwhichhetookpart,onlyasitwerewiththetoplayerofhismind,inspiteofthedisappointmentofnotfindingthechangeheexpectedinhimself,Levinhadbeenallthewhilejoyfullyconsciousofthefullnessofhisheart。
  Aftertherainitwastoowettogoforawalk;besides,thestormcloudsstillhungaboutthehorizon,andgatheredhereandthere,blackandthundery,ontherimofthesky。Thewholepartyspenttherestofthedayinthehouse。
  Nomorediscussionssprangup;onthecontrary,afterdinnereveryonewasinthemostamiableframeofmind。
  AtfirstKatavassovamusedtheladiesbyhisoriginaljokes,whichalwayspleasedpeopleontheirfirstacquaintancewithhim。ThenSergeiIvanovichinducedhimtotellthemabouttheveryinterestingobservationshehadmadeonthedifferencebetweenthefemaleandmalecommonhousefliesintheircharactersandevenphysiognomies,andtheirframeoflife。SergeiIvanovich,too,wasingoodspirits,andatteahisbrotherdrewhimontoexplainhisviewsofthefutureoftheEasternquestion,andhespokesosimplyandsowell,thateveryonelistenedeagerly。
  Kittywastheonlyonewhodidnothearitall-shewassummonedtogiveMitiahisbath。
  AfewminutesafterKittyhadlefttheroomshesentforLevintocometothenursery。
  Leavinghistea,andregretfullyinterruptingtheinterestingconversation,andatthesametimeuneasilywonderingwhyhehadbeensentfor,asthisonlyhappenedonimportantoccasions,Levinwenttothenursery。
  AlthoughhehadbeenmuchinterestedbySergeiIvanovich’sviewsofthenewepochinhistorythatwouldbecreatedbytheemancipationoffortymillionsofmenofSlavonicraceactingwithRussia-aconceptionquitenewtohim-andalthoughhewasdisturbedbyuneasywonderatbeingsentforbyKitty,assoonashecameoutofthedrawingroomandwasalone,hismindrevertedatoncetothethoughtsofthemorning。AndallthetheoriesofthesignificanceoftheSlavelementinthehistoryoftheworldseemedtohimsotrivialcomparedwithwhatwaspassinginhisownsoul,thatheinstantlyforgotitallanddroppedbackintothesameframeofmindthathehadbeeninthatmorning。
  Hedidnot,ashehaddoneatothertimesrecallthewholetrainofthought-thatwasnotnecessaryforhim。Hefellbackatonceintothefeelingwhichhadguidedhim,whichwasconnectedwiththosethoughts,andhefoundthatfeelinginhissoulevenstrongerandmoredefinitethanbefore。Hedidnot,ashehadhadtodowithpreviousattemptstofindcomfortingarguments,needtoreviveawholechainofthoughttofindthefeeling。Now,onthecontrary,thefeelingofjoyandpeacewaskeenerthanever,andthoughtcouldnotkeeppacewithfeeling。
  Hewalkedacrosstheterraceandlookedattwostarsthathadcomeoutinthedarkeningsky,andsuddenlyheremembered。`Yes,lookingatthesky,IthoughtthatthedomethatIseeisnotadeception,andthenIdidnotthinkoversomethingtothelast-Ishirkedfacingsomething,’
  hemused。`Butwhateveritwas,therecanbenodisprovingit!Ihavebuttothink,andallwillcomeclear!’
  Justashewasgoingintothenurseryherememberedwhatitwashehadshirkedfacing。ItwasthatifthechiefproofoftheDivinitywasHisrevelationofwhatisright,howisitthisrevelationisconfinedtotheChristianChurchalone?WhatrelationtothisrevelationhavethebeliefsoftheBuddhists,Mohammedans,whopreachedanddidgoodtoo?
  Itseemedtohimthathehadananswertothisquestion;buthehadnottimetoformulateittohimselfbeforehewentintothenursery。
  Kittywasstanding,withhersleevestuckedup,overthebabyinthebath。Hearingherhusband’sfootstep,sheturnedtowardhim,summoninghimtoherwithhersmile。Withonehandshewassupportingthefatbabythatlayfloatingandsprawlingonitsback,whilewiththeothershesqueezedthespongeoverhim。
  `Come,look,look!’shesaid,whenherhusbandcameuptoher。
  `AgathyaMikhailovna’sright。Heknowsus!’
  Mitiahadonthatdaygivenunmistakable,incontestablesignsofrecognizingallhisfriends。
  AssoonasLevinapproachedthebath,theexperimentwastried,anditwascompletelysuccessful。Thecook,sentforwiththisobject,bentoverthebaby。Hefrownedandshookhisheaddisapprovingly。Kittybentdowntohim,hegaveherabeamingsmile,proppedhislittlehandsonthespongeandchirruped,makingsuchaqueerlittlecontentedsoundwithhislipsthatKittyandthenursewerenotaloneintheiradmiration-Levin,too,wassurprisedanddelighted。
  Thebabywastakenoutofthebath,drenchedwithwater,wrappedintowels,dried,and,afterapiercingscream,handedtohismother。
  `Well,Iamgladyouarebeginningtolovehim,’saidKittytoherhusband,whenshehadsettledherselfcomfortablyinherusualplace,withthebabyatherbreast。`Iamsoglad!Ithadbeguntodistressme。
  Yousaidyouhadnofeelingforhim。’
  `No;didIsaythat?IonlysaidIwasdisappointed。’
  `What!Disappointedinhim?’
  `Notdisappointedinhim,butinmyownfeeling;Ihadexpectedmore。Ihadexpectedarushofnewdelightfulemotiontocomeasasurprise。
  Andtheninsteadofthat-disgust,pity……’
  Shelistenedattentively,lookingathimoverthebaby,whilesheputbackonherslenderfingerstheringsshehadtakenoffwhilegivingMitiahisbath。
  `Andmostofall,attherebeingfarmoreapprehensionandpitythanpleasure。Today,afterthatfrightduringthestorm,IunderstandhowIlovehim。’
  Kitty’ssmilewasradiant。
  `Wereyouverymuchfrightened?’shesaid。`SowasI,too,butIfeelitmorenowthatit’sover。I’mgoingtolookattheoak。HowcharmingKatavassovis!Andwhatahappydaywe’vehadaltogether。Andyou’resoamiablewithSergeiIvanovich,whenyoucaretobe……Well,gobacktothem。It’salwayssohotandsteamyhereafterthebath……’
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  TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart8,Chapter19[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter19Goingoutofthenurseryandbeingagainalone,Levinwentbackatoncetothethought,inwhichtherewassomethingnotclear。
  Insteadofgoingintothedrawingroom,whereheheardvoices,hestoppedontheterrace,and,leaninghiselbowsontheparapet,hegazedupatthesky。
  Itwasquitedarknow,andinthesouth,wherehewaslooking,therewerenoclouds。Thestormhaddriftedontotheoppositesideofthesky,andtherewereflashesoflightninganddistantthunderfromthatquarter。Levinlistenedtothemonotonousdripfromthelindentreesinthegarden,andlookedatthetriangleofstarsheknewsowell,andtheMilkyWaywithitsbranches,thatranthroughitsmidst。AteachflashoflightningtheMilkyWay,andeventhebrightstars,vanished,butassoonasthelightningdiedaway,theyreappearedintheirplacesasthoughsomehandhadflungthembackwithcarefulaim。
  `Well,whatisitthatperplexesme?’Levinsaidtohimself,feelingbeforehandthatthesolutionofhisdifficultieswasreadyinhissoul,thoughhedidnotknowityet。
  `Yes,theoneunmistakable,incontestablemanifestationoftheDivinityisthelawofrightandwrong,whichhascomeintotheworldbyrevelation,andwhichIfeelwithinmyself,andintherecognitionofwhichInotsomuchmakemyselfbut,willy-nilly,ammade,onewithothermeninonebodyofbelievers,whichiscalledtheChurch。Well,buttheJews,theMohammedans,theConfucians,theBuddhists-whatofthem?’heputtohimselfthequestionhehadfearedtoface。`Canthesehundredsofmillionsofmenbedeprivedofthathighestblessingwithoutwhichlifehasnomeaning?’
  Heponderedamoment,butimmediatelycorrectedhimself。`ButwhatamI
  questioning?’hesaidtohimself。`IamquestioningtherelationtoDivinityofallthedifferentreligionsofallmankind。IamquestioningtheuniversalmanifestationofGodtoalltheworldwithallthesenebulae。WhatamI
  about?Tomeindividually,tomyhearthasbeenrevealedaknowledgebeyondalldoubt,andunattainablebyreason,andhereIamobstinatelytryingtoexpressthatknowledgeinreasonandwords。
  `Don’tIknowthatthestarsdon’tmove?’heaskedhimself,gazingatthebrightplanetwhichhadshifteditspositionuptothetopmosttwigofabirchtree。`Butlookingatthemovementsofthestars,Ican’tpicturetomyselftherotationoftheearth,andI’mrightinsayingthatthestarsmove。
  `Andcouldtheastronomershaveunderstoodandcalculatedanything,iftheyhadtakenintoaccountallthecomplicatedandvariedmotionsoftheearth?-Allthemarvelousconclusionstheyhavereachedaboutthedistances,weights,revolutions,andperturbationsoftheheavenlybodies,areonlyfoundedontheapparentmotionsoftheheavenlybodiesroundthestationaryearth,onthatverymotionIseebeforemenow,whichhasbeensoformillionsofmenduringlongages-hasbeenandalwayswillbealike,andcanalwaysbeverified。Andjustastheconclusionsoftheastronomerswouldhavebeenvainanduncertainifnotfoundedonobservationsofthevisibleheavens,inrelationtoasinglemeridianandasinglehorizon,sowouldmyconclusionsbevainanduncertainifnotfoundedonthatconceptionofright,whichhasbeenandwillalwaysbealikeforallmen,whichhasbeenrevealedtomebyChristianity,andwhichcanalwaysbeverifiedinmysoul。ThequestionofotherreligionsandtheirrelationstoDivinityIhavenorighttodecide,andnopossibilityofdeciding。’
  `Oh,youhaven’tgoneinthen?’heheardKitty’svoicesuddenly,asshecamebythesamewaytothedrawingroom。`Whatisit?You’renotworriedaboutanything?’shesaid,lookingintentlyathisfaceinthestarlight。
  Butshecouldnothaveseenhisfaceifaflashoflightninghadnothiddenthestarsandrevealedit。Inthatflashshesawhisfacedistinctly,andseeinghimcalmandhappy,shesmiledathim。
  `Sheunderstands,’hethought;`sheknowswhatI’mthinkingabout。
  ShallItellherornot?Yes,I’lltellher。’Butatthemomenthewasabouttospeak,shebeganspeaking。
  `Kostia!Dosomethingforme,’shesaid;`gointothecornerroomandseeifthey’vemadeitallreadyforSergeiIvanovich。Ican’tverywell。Seeifthey’veputthenewwashstandinit。’
  `Verywell,I’llgodirectly,’saidLevin,standingupandkissingher。
  `No,I’dbetternotspeakofit,’hethought,whenshehadgoneinbeforehim。`Itisasecretformealone,ofvitalimportanceforme,andnottobeputintowords。
  `Thisnewfeelinghasnotchangedme,hasnotmademehappyandenlightenedallofasudden,asIhaddreamed,justlikethefeelingformychild。Therewasnosurpriseinthiseither。Whetheritisfaithornot-Idon’tknowwhatitis-butthisfeelinghascomejustasimperceptiblythroughsuffering,andhastakenfirmrootinmysoul。
  `Ishallgooninthesameway,losingmytemperwithIvanthecoachman,fallingintoangrydiscussions,expressingmyopinionstactlessly;
  therewillbestillthesamewallbetweentheholyofholiesofmysoulandotherpeople,evenmywife;Ishallstillgoonscoldingherformyownfrightandbeingremorsefulforit;IshallstillbeasunabletounderstandwithmyreasonwhyIpray,andIshallstillgoonpraying;butmylifenow,mywholelifeapartfromanythingthatcanhappentome,everyminuteofitisnomoremeaningless,asitwasbefore,butithasthepositivemeaningofgoodness,whichIhavethepowertoputintoit。’
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