首页 >出版文学> The Woman in White(白衣女人)>第3章
  Notawordmorewassaid,oneitherside,aswewalkedbacktothehouse。MissHalcombehastenedimmediatelytohersister’sroom,andIwithdrewtomystudiotosetinorderallofMrFairlie’sdrawingsthatIhadnotyetmountedandrestoredbeforeIresignedthemtothecareofotherhands。ThoughtsthatIhadhithertorestrained,thoughtsthatmademypositionharderthanevertoendure,crowdedonmenowthatIwasalone。
  Shewasengagedtobemarried,andherfuturehusbandwasSirPercivalGlyde。AmanoftherankofBaronet,andtheownerofpropertyinHampshire。
  TherewerehundredsofbaronetsinEngland,anddozensoflandownersinHampshire。Judgingbytheordinaryrulesofevidence,Ihadnottheshadowofareason,thusfar,forconnectingSirPercivalGlydewiththesuspiciouswordsofinquirythathadbeenspokentomebythewomaninwhite。Andyet,Ididconnecthimwiththem。WasitbecausehehadnowbecomeassociatedinmymindwithMissFairlie,MissFairliebeing,inherturn,associatedwithAnneCatherick,sincethenightwhenIhaddiscoveredtheominouslikenessbetweenthem?HadtheeventsofthemorningsounnervedmealreadythatIwasatthemercyofanydelusionwhichcommonchancesandcommoncoincidencesmightsuggesttomyimagination?Impossibletosay。IcouldonlyfeelthatwhathadpassedbetweenMissHalcombeandmyself,onourwayfromthesummer-house,hadaffectedmeverystrangely。Theforebodingofsomeundiscoverabledangerlyinghidfromusallinthedarknessofthefuturewasstrongonme。ThedoubtwhetherIwasnotlinkedalreadytoachainofeventswhichevenmyapproachingdeparturefromCumberlandwouldbePowerlesstosnapasunder——thedoubtwhetherweanyofussawtheendastheendwouldreallybe——gatheredmoreandmoredarklyovermymind。Poignantasitwas,thesenseofsufferingcausedbythemiserableendofmybrief,presumptuousloveseemedtobebluntedanddeadenedbythestillstrongersenseofsomethingobscurelyimpending,somethinginvisiblythreatening,thatTimewasholdingoverourheads。
  Ihadbeenengagedwiththedrawingslittlemorethanhalfanhour,whentherewasaknockatthedoor。Itopened,onmyanswering;and,tomysurprise,MissHalcombeenteredtheroom。
  Hermannerwasangryandagitated。ShecaughtupachairforherselfbeforeIcouldgiveherone,andsatdowninit,closeatmyside。
  `MrHartright,’shesaid,`Ihadhopedthatallpainfulsubjectsofconversationwereexhaustedbetweenus,fortodayatleast。Butitisnottobeso。Thereissomeunderhandvillainyatworktofrightenmysisteraboutherapproachingmarriage。Yousawmesendthegardenerontothehouse,withaletteraddressed,inastrangehandwriting,toMissFairlie?’
  `Certainly。’
  `Theletterisananonymousletter——avileattempttoinjureSirPercivalGlydeinmysister’sestimation。IthassoagitatedandalarmedherthatIhavehadthegreatestpossibledifficultyincomposingherspiritssufficientlytoallowmetoleaveherroomandcomehere。IknowthisisafamilymatteronwhichIoughtnottoconsultyou,andinwhichyoucanfeelnoconcernorinterest——’
  `Ibegyourpardon,MissHalcombe。IfeelthestrongestpossibleconcernandinterestinanythingthataffectsMissFairlie’shappinessoryours。’
  `Iamgladtohearyousayso。Youaretheonlypersoninthehouse,oroutofit,whocanadviseme。MrFairlie,inhisstateofhealthandwithhishorrorofdifficultiesandmysteriesofallkinds,isnottobethoughtof。Theclergymanisagood,weakman,whoknowsnothingoutoftheroutineofhisduties;andourneighboursarejustthesortofcomfortable,jog-trotacquaintanceswhomonecannotdisturbintimesoftroubleanddanger。WhatIwanttoknowisthis:oughtIatoncetotakesuchstepsasIcantodiscoverthewriteroftheletter?oroughtItowait,andapplytoMrFairlie’slegaladvisertomorrow?Itisaquestion——perhapsaveryimportantone——ofgainingorlosingaday。Tellmewhatyouthink,MrHartright。Ifnecessityhadnotalreadyobligedmetotakeyouintomyconfidenceunderverydelicatecircumstances,evenmyhelplesssituationwould,perhaps,benoexcuseforme。ButasthingsareIcannotsurelybewrong,afterallthathaspassedbetweenus,inforgettingthatyouareafriendofonlythreemonths’standing。’
  Shegavemetheletter。Itbeganabruptly,withoutanypreliminaryformofaddress,asfollows——
  `Doyoubelieveindreams?Ihope,foryourownsake,thatyoudo。SeewhatScripturesaysaboutdreamsandtheirfulfilmentGenesisxl。8,xli。25;Danieliv。18-25,andtakethewarningIsendyoubeforeitistoolate。
  `nightIdreamedaboutyou,MissFairlie。IdreamedthatIwasstandinginsidethecommunionrailsofachurch——Iononesideofthealtar-table,andtheclergyman,withhissurpliceandhisprayer-book,ontheother。
  `Afteratimetherewalkedtowardsus,downtheaisleofthechurch,amanandawoman,comingtobemarried。Youwerethewoman。Youlookedsoprettyandinnocentinyourbeautifulwhitesilkdress,andyourlongwhitelaceveil,thatmyheartfeltforyou,andthetearscameintomyeyes。
  `Theyweretearsofpity,younglady,thatheavenblesses;andinsteadoffallingfrommyeyesliketheeverydaytearsthatweallofusshed,theyturnedintotworaysoflightwhichslantednearerandnearertothemanstandingatthealtarwithyou,tilltheytouchedhisbreast。Thetworaysspranginarchesliketworainbowsbetweenmeandhim。Ilookedalongthem,andIsawdownintohisinmostheart。
  `Theoutsideofthemanyouweremarryingwasfairenoughtosee。Hewasneithertallnorshort——hewasalittlebelowthemiddlesize。Alight,active,high-spiritedman——aboutfive-and-fortyyearsold,tolookat。Hehadapaleface,andwasbaldovertheforehead,buthaddarkhairontherestofhishead。Hisbeardwasshavenonhischin,butwaslettogrow,ofafinerichbrown,onhischeeksandhisupperlip。Hiseyeswerebrowntoo,andverybright;hisnosestraightandhandsome,anddelicateenoughtohavedoneforawoman’s。Hishandsthesame。Hewastroubledfromtimetotimewithadryhackingcough,andwhenheputuphiswhiterighthandtohismouth,heshowedtheredscarofanoldwoundacrossthebackofit。HaveIdreamtoftherightman?Youknowbest,MissFairlie,andyoucansayifIwasdeceivedornot。Readnext,whatIsawbeneaththeoutside——Ientreatyou,read,andprofit。
  `Ilookedalongthetworaysoflight,andIsawdownintohisinmostheart。Itwasblackasnight,andonitwerewritten,intheredflamingletterswhicharethehandwritingofthefallenangel,``Withoutpityandwithoutremorse。Hehasstrewnwithmiserythepathsofothers,andhewilllivetostrewwithmiserythepathofthiswomanbyhisside。’’Ireadthat,andthentheraysoflightshiftedandpointedoverhisshoulder;andthere,behindhim,stoodafiendlaughing。Andtheraysoflightshiftedoncemore,andpointedoveryourshoulder;andthere,behindyou,stoodanangelweeping。Andtheraysoflightshiftedforthethirdtime,andpointedstraightbetweenyouandthatman。Theywidenedandwidened,thrustingyoubothasunder,onefromtheother。Andtheclergymanlookedforthemarriage-serviceinvain;itwasgoneoutofthebook,andheshutuptheleaves,andputitfromhimindespair。AndIwokewithmyeyesfulloftearsandmyheartbeating——forIbelieveindreams。
  `Believetoo,MissFairlie——Ibegofyou,foryourownsake,believeasIdo。JosephandDaniel,andothersintheScripture,believedindreams。Inquireintothepastlifeofthatmanwiththescaronhishand,beforeyousaythewordsthatmakeyouhismiserablewife。Idon’tgiveyouthiswarningonmyaccount,butonyours。Ihaveaninterestinyourwell-beingthatwillliveaslongasIdrawbreath。Yourmother’sdaughterhasatenderplaceinmyheart——foryourmotherwasmyfirst,mybest,myonlyfriend。’
  Theretheextraordinaryletterended,withoutasignatureofanysort。
  Thehandwritingaffordednoprospectofaclue。Itwastracedonruledlines,inthecramped,conventionalcopy-bookcharactertechnicallytermed`mallhand。’Itwasfeebleandfaint,anddefacedbyblots,buthadotherwisenothingtodistinguishit。
  `Thatisnotanilliterateletter,’saidMissHalcombe,`andatthesametime,itissurelytooincoherenttobetheletterofaneducatedpersoninthehigherranksoflife。Thereferencetothebridaldressandveil,andotherlittleexpressions,seemtopointtoitastheproductionofsomewoman。Whatdoyouthink,MrHartright?’
  `Ithinksotoo。Itseemstometobenotonlytheletterofawoman,butofawomanwhosemindmustbe——’
  `Deranged?’suggestedMissHalcombe。`Itstruckmeinthatlighttoo。’
  Ididnotanswer。WhileIwasspeaking,myeyesrestedonthelastsentenceoftheletter:`Yourmother’sdaughterhasatenderplaceinmyheart——foryourmotherwasmyfirst,mybest,myonlyfriend。’Thosewordsandthedoubtwhichhadjustescapedmeastothesanityofthewriteroftheletter,actingtogetheronmymind,suggestedanidea,whichIwasliterallyafraidtoexpressopenly,oreventoencouragesecretly。Ibegantodoubtwhethermyownfacultieswerenotindangeroflosingtheirbalance。Itseemedalmostlikeamonomaniatobetracingbackeverythingstrangethathappened,everythingunexpectedthatwassaid,alwaystothesamehiddensourceandthesamesinisterinfluence。Iresolved,thistime,indefenceofmyowncourageandmyownsense,tocometonodecisionthatplainfactdidnotwarrant,andtoturnmybackresolutelyoneverythingthattemptedmeintheshapeofsurmise。
  `Ifwehaveanychanceoftracingthepersonwhohaswrittenthis,’Isaid,returningthelettertoMissHalcombe,`therecanbenoharminseizingouropportunitythemomentitoffers。Ithinkweoughttospeaktothegardeneragainabouttheelderlywomanwhogavehimtheletter,andthentocontinueourinquiriesinthevillage。Butfirstletmeaskaquestion。YoumentionedjustnowthealternativeofconsultingMrFairlie’slegaladvisertomorrow。Istherenopossibilityofcommunicatingwithhimearlier?Whynottoday?’
  `Icanonlyexplain,’repliedMissHalcombe,`byenteringintocertainparticulars,connectedwithmysister’smarriage-engagement,whichIdidnotthinkitnecessaryordesirabletomentiontoyouthismorning。OneofSirPercivalGlyde’sobjectsincominghereonMonday,istofixtheperiodofhismarriage,whichhashithertobeenleftquiteunsettled。Heisanxiousthattheeventshouldtakeplacebeforetheendoftheyear。’
  `DoesMissFairlieknowofthatwish?’Iaskedeagerly。
  `Shehasnosuspicionofit,andafterwhathashappened,Ishallnottaketheresponsibilityuponmyselfofenlighteningher。SirPercivalhasonlymentionedhisviewstoMrFairlie,whohastoldmehimselfthatheisreadyandanxious,asLaura’sguardian,toforwardthem。HehaswrittentoLondon,tothefamilysolicitor,MrGilmore。MrGilmorehappenstobeawayinGlasgowonbusiness,andhehasrepliedbyproposingtostopatLimmeridgeHouseonhiswaybacktotown。Hewillarrivetomorrow,andwillstaywithusafewdays,soastoallowSirPercivaltimetopleadhisowncause。Ifhesucceeds,MrGilmorewillthenreturntoLondon,takingwithhimhisinstructionsformysister’smarriage-settlement。Youunderstandnow,MrHartright,whyIspeakofwaitingtotakelegaladviceuntiltomorrow?MrGilmoreistheoldandtriedfriendoftwogenerationsofFairlies,andwecantrusthim,aswecouldtrustnooneelse。’
  Themarriage-settlement!Themerehearingofthosetwowordsstungmewithajealousdespairthatwaspoisontomyhigherandbetterinstincts。Ibegantothink——itishardtoconfessthis,butImustsuppressnothingfrombeginningtoendoftheterriblestorythatInowstandcommittedtoreveal——Ibegantothink,withahatefuleagernessofhope,ofthevaguechargesagainstSirPercivalGlydewhichtheanonymouslettercontained。Whatifthosewildaccusationsrestedonafoundationoftruth?Whatiftheirtruthcouldbeprovedbeforethefatalwordsofconsentwerespoken,andthemarriage-settlementwasdrawn?Ihavetriedtothinksince,thatthefeelingwhichthenanimatedmebeganandendedinpuredevotiontoMissFairlie’sinterests,butIhaveneversucceededindeceivingmyselfintobelievingit,andImustnotnowattempttodeceiveothers。Thefeelingbeganandendedinreckless,vindictive,hopelesshatredofthemanwhowastomarryher。
  `Ifwearetofindoutanything,’Isaid,speakingunderthenewinfluencewhichwasnowdirectingme,`wehadbetternotletanotherminuteslipbyusunemployed。Icanonlysuggest,oncemore,theproprietyofquestioningthegardenerasecondtime,andofinquiringinthevillageimmediatelyafterwards。’
  `IthinkImaybeofhelptoyouinbothcases,’saidMissHalcombe,rising。`Letusgo,MrHartright,atonce,anddothebestwecantogether。’
  Ihadthedoorinmyhandtoopenitforher——butIstopped,onasudden,toaskanimportantquestionbeforewesetforth。
  `Oneoftheparagraphsoftheanonymousletter,’Isaid。`containssomesentencesofminutepersonaldescription。SirPercivalGlyde’snameisnotmentioned,Iknow——butdoesthatdescriptionatallresemblehim?’
  `Accurately——eveninstatinghisagetobeforty-five——’
  Forty-five;andshewasnotyettwenty-one!Menofhisagemarriedwivesofherageeveryday——andexperiencehadshownthosemarriagestobeoftenthehappiestones。Iknewthat——andyeteventhementionofhisage,whenIcontrasteditwithhers,addedtomyblindhatredanddistrustofhim。
  `Accurately,’MissHalcombecontinued,`eventothescaronhisrighthand,whichisthescarofawoundthathereceivedyearssincewhenhewastravellinginItaly。Therecanbenodoubtthateverypeculiarityofhispersonalappearanceisthoroughlywellknowntothewriteroftheletter。’
  `Evenacoughthatheistroubledwithismentioned,ifIrememberright?’
  `Yes,andmentionedcorrectly。Hetreatsitlightlyhimself,thoughitsometimesmakeshisfriendsanxiousabouthim。’
  `Isupposenowhispershaveeverbeenheardagainsthischaracter?’
  `MrHartright!Ihopeyouarenotunjustenoughtoletthatinfamousletterinfluenceyou?’
  Ifeltthebloodrushintomycheeks;forIknewthatithadinfluencedme。
  `Ihopenot,’Iansweredconfusedly。`PerhapsIhadnorighttoaskthequestion。’
  `Iamnotsorryyouaskedit,’shesaid,`foritenablesmetodojusticetoSirPercival’sreputation。Notawhisper,MrHartright,haseverreachedme,ormyfamily,againsthim。Hehasfoughtsuccessfullytwocontestedelections,andhascomeoutoftheordealunscathed。Amanwhocandothat,inEngland,isamanwhosecharacterisestablished。’
  Iopenedthedoorforherinsilence,andfollowedherout。Shehadnotconvincedme。Iftherecordingangelhadcomedownfromheaventoconfirmher,andhadopenedhisbooktomymortaleyes,therecordingangelwouldnothaveconvincedme。
  Wefoundthegardeneratworkasusual。Noamountofquestioningcouldextractasingleanswerofanyimportancefromthelad’simpenetrablestupidity。Thewomanwhohadgivenhimtheletterwasanelderlywoman;shehadnotspokenawordtohim,andshehadgoneawaytowardsthesouthinagreathurry。Thatwasallthegardenercouldtellus。
  Thevillagelaysouthwardofthehouse。Sotothevillagewewentnext。
  OurinquiriesatLimmeridgewerepatientlypursuedinalldirections,andamongallsortsandconditionsofpeople。Butnothingcameofthem。Threeofthevillagersdidcertainlyassureusthattheyhadseenthewoman,butastheywerequiteunabletodescribeher,andquiteincapableofagreeingabouttheexactdirectioninwhichshewasproceedingwhentheylastsawher,thesethreebrightexceptionstothegeneralrudeoftotalignoranceaffordednomorerealassistancetousthanthemassoftheirunhelpfulandunobservantneighbours。
  Thecourseofouruselessinvestigationsbroughtus,intime,totheendofthevillageatwhichtheschoolsestablishedbyMrsFairlieweresituated。Aswepassedthesideofthebuildingappropriatedtotheuseoftheboys,Isuggestedtheproprietyofmakingalastinquiryoftheschoolmaster,whomwemightpresumetobe,invirtueofhisoffice,themostintelligentmanintheplace。
  `Iamafraidtheschoolmastermusthavebeenoccupiedwithhisscholars,’saidMissHalcombe,`justatthetimewhenthewomanpassedthroughthevillageandreturnedagain。However,wecanbuttry。’
  Weenteredtheplaygroundenclosure,andwalkedbytheschoolroomwindowtogetroundtothedoor,whichwassituatedatthebackofthebuilding。Istoppedforamomentatthewindowandlookedin。
  Theschoolmasterwassittingathishighdesk,withhisbacktome,apparentlyharanguingthepupils,whowereallgatheredtogetherinfrontofhim,withoneexception。Theoneexceptionwasasturdywhite-headedboy,standingapartfromalltherestonastoolinacomer——aforlornlittleCrusoe,isolatedinhisowndesertislandofsolitarypenaldisgrace。
  Thedoor,whenwegotroundtoit,wasajar,andtheschoolmaster’svoicereachedusplainly,aswebothstoppedforaminuteundertheporch。
  `Now,boys,’saidthevoice,`mindwhatItellyou。IfIhearanotherwordspokenaboutghostsinthisschool,itwillbetheworseforallofyou。Therearenosuchthingsasghosts,andthereforeanyboywhobelievesinghostsbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe;andaboywhobelongstoLimmeridgeSchool,andbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe,setsuphisbackagainstreasonanddiscipline,andmustbepunishedaccordingly。YouallseeJacobPostlethwaitestandinguponthestoolthereindisgrace。Hehasbeenpunished,notbecausehesaidhesawaghostlastnight,butbecauseheistooimpudentandtooobstinatetolistentoreason,andbecausehepersistsinsayinghesawtheghostafterIhavetoldhimthatnosuchthingcanpossiblybe。Ifnothingelsewilldo,ImeantocanetheghostoutofJacobPostlethwaite,andifthethingspreadsamonganyoftherestofyou,Imeantogoastepfarther,andcanetheghostoutofthewholeschool。’
  `Weseemtohavechosenanawkwardmomentforourvisit,’saidMissHalcombe,pushingopenthedoorattheendoftheschoolmaster’saddress,andleadingthewayin。
  Ourappearanceproducedastrongsensationamongtheboys。TheyappearedtothinkthatwehadarrivedfortheexpresspurposeofseeingJacobPostlethwaitecaned。
  `Gohomeallofyoutodinner,’saidtheschoolmaster,`exceptJacob。Jacobmuststopwhereheis;andtheghostmaybringhimhisdinner,iftheghostpleases。’
  Jacob’sfortitudedesertedhimatthedoubledisappearanceofhisschoolfellowsandhisprospectofdinner。Hetookhishandsoutofhispockets,lookedhardathisknuckles,raisedthemwithgreatdeliberationtohiseyes,andwhentheygotthere,groundthemroundandroundslowly,accompanyingtheactionbyshortspasmsofsniffing,whichfollowedeachotheratregularintervals——thenasalminutegunsofjuveniledistress。
  `Wecameheretoaskyouaquestion,MrDempster。’saidMissHalcombe,addressingtheschoolmaster;`andwelittleexpectedtofindyouoccupiedinexorcisingaghost。Whatdoesitallmean?Whathasreallyhappened?’
  `Thatwickedboyhasbeenfrighteningthewholeschool,MissHalcombe,bydeclaringthathesawaghostyesterdayevening,’answeredthemaster;`andhestillpersistsinhisabsurdstory,inspiteofallthatIcansaytohim。’
  `Mostextraordinary,’saidMissHalcombe。`Ishouldnothavethoughtitpossiblethatanyoftheboyshadimaginationenoughtoseeaghost。ThisisanewaccessionindeedtothehardlabourofformingtheyouthfulmindatLimmeridge,andIheartilywishyouwellthroughit,MrDempster。Inthemeantime,letmeexplainwhyyouseemehere,andwhatitisIwant。’
  Shethenputthesamequestiontotheschoolmasterwhichwehadaskedalreadyofalmosteveryoneelseinthevillage。Itwasmetbythesamediscouraginganswer。MrDempsterhadnotseteyesonthestrangerofwhomwewereinsearch。
  `Wemayaswellreturntothehouse,MrHartright,’saidMissHalcombe;`theinformationwewantisevidentlynottobefound。’
  ShehadbowedtoMrDempster,andwasabouttoleavetheschoolroom,whentheforlornpositionofJacobPostlethwaite,piteouslysniffingonthestoolofpenitence,attractedherattentionasshepassedhim,andmadeherstopgood-humouredlytospeakawordtothelittleprisonerbeforesheopenedthedoor。
  `Youfoolishboy,’shesaid,`whydon’tyoubegMrDempster’spardon,andholdyourtongueabouttheghost?’
  `Eh!——butIsawt’ghaist,’persistedJacobPostlethwaite,withastareofterrorandaburstoftears。
  `Stuffandnonsense!Yousawnothingofthekind。Ghostindeed!Whatghost——’
  `Ibegyourpardon,MissHalcombe,’interposedtheschoolmasteralittleuneasily——`butIthinkyouhadbetternotquestiontheboy。Theobstinatefollyofhisstoryisbeyondallbelief;andyoumightleadhimintoignorantly。’
  `Ignorantlywhat?’inquiredMissHalcombesharply。
  `Ignorantlyshockingyourfeelings,’saidMrDempster,lookingverymuchdiscomposed。
  `Uponmyword,MrDempster,youpaymyfeelingsagreatcomplimentinthinkingthemweakenoughtobeshockedbysuchanurchinasthat!’SheturnedwithanairofsatiricaldefiancetolittleJacob,andbegantoquestionhimdirectly。`Come!’shesaid,`Imeantoknowallaboutthis。Younaughtyboy,whendidyouseetheghost?’
  `Yestere’en,atthegloaming,’repliedJacob。
  `Oh!yousawityesterdayevening,inthetwilight?Andwhatwasitlike?’
  `Arlinwhite——asaghaistshouldbe,’answeredtheghostseer,withaconfidencebeyondhisyears。
  `Andwherewasit?’
  `Awayyander,int’kirkyard——whereaghaistoughttobe。’
  `Asa``ghaist’’shouldbe——wherea``ghaist’’oughttobe——why,youlittlefool,youtalkasifthemannersandcustomsofghostshadbeenfamiliartoyoufromyourinfancy!Youhavegotyourstoryatyourfingers’ends,atanyrate。IsupposeIshallhearnextthatyoucanactuallytellmewhoseghostitwas?’
  `Eh!butIjustcan,’repliedJacob,noddinghisheadwithanairofgloomytriumph。
  MrDempsterhadalreadytriedseveraltimestospeakwhileMissHalcombewasexamininghispupil,andhenowinterposedresolutelyenoughtomakehimselfheard。
  `Excuseme,MissHalcombe,’hesaid,`ifIventuretosaythatyouareonlyencouragingtheboybyaskinghimthesequestions。’
  `Iwillmerelyaskonemore,MrDempster,andthenIshallbequitesatisfied。Well,’shecontinued,turningtotheboy,`andwhoseghostwasit?’
  `T’ghaistofMistressFairlie,’answeredJacobinawhisper。
  TheeffectwhichthisextraordinaryreplyproducedonMissHalcombefullyjustifiedtheanxietywhichtheschoolmasterhadshowntopreventherfromhearingit。Herfacecrimsonedwithindignation——sheturneduponlittleJacobwithanangrysuddennesswhichterrifiedhimintoafreshburstoftears——openedherlipstospeaktohim——thencontrolledherself,andaddressedthemasterinsteadoftheboy。
  `Itisuseless,’shesaid,`toholdsuchachildasthatresponsibleforwhathesays。Ihavelittledoubtthattheideahasbeenputintohisheadbyothers。Iftherearepeopleinthisvillage,MrDempster,whohaveforgottentherespectandgratitudeduefromeverysoulinittomymother’smemory,Iwillfindthemout,andifIhaveanyinfluencewithMrFairlie,theyshallsufferforit。’
  `Ihope——indeed。Iamsure,MissHalcombe——thatyouaremistaken。’saidtheschoolmaster。`Thematterbeginsandendswiththeboy’sownperversityandfolly。Hesaw,orthoughthesaw,awomaninwhite,yesterdayevening,ashewaspassingthechurchyard;andthefigure。realorfancied,wasstandingbythemarblecross,whichheandeveryoneelseinLimmeridgeknowstohethemonumentoverMrsFairlie’sgrave。Thesetwocircumstancesaresurelysufficienttohavesuggestedtotheboyhimselftheanswerwhichhassonaturallyshockedyou?’
  AlthoughMissHalcombedidnotseemtobeconvinced,sheevidentlyfeltthattheschoolmaster’sstatementofthecasewastoosensibletobeopenlycombated。Shemerelyrepliedbythankinghimforhisattention,andbypromisingtoseehimagainwhenherdoubtsweresatisfied。Thissaid,shebowed,andledthewayoutoftheschoolroom。
  ThroughoutthewholeofthisstrangesceneIhadstoodapart,listeningattentively,anddrawingmyownconclusions。Assoonaswewerealoneagain,MissHalcombeaskedmeifIhadformedanyopiniononwhatIhadheard。
  `Averystrongopinion,’Ianswered;`theboy’sstory,asIbelieve,hasafoundationinfact。IconfessIamanxioustoseethemonumentoverMrsFairlie’sgrave,andtoexaminethegroundaboutit。’
  `Youshallseethegrave。’
  Shepausedaftermakingthatreply,andreflectedalittleaswewalkedon。`Whathashappenedintheschoolroom,’sheresumed,`hassocompletelydistractedmyattentionfromthesubjectoftheletter,thatIfeelalittlebewilderedwhenItrytoreturntoit。Mustwegiveupallideaofmakinganyfurtherinquiries,andwaittoplacethethinginMrGilmore’shandstomorrow?’
  `Bynomeans,MissHalcombe。Whathashappenedintheschoolroomencouragesmetopersevereintheinvestigation。’
  `Whydoesitencourageyou?’
  `BecauseitstrengthensasuspicionIfeltwhenyougavemethelettertoread。’
  `Isupposeyouhadyourreasons,MrHartright,forconcealingthatsuspicionfrommetillthismoment?’
  `Iwasafraidtoencourageitinmyself。Ithoughtitwasutterlypreposterous——Idistrusteditastheresultofsomeperversityinmyownimagination。ButIcandosonolonger。Notonlytheboy’sownanswerstoyourquestions,butevenachanceexpressionthatdroppedfromtheschoolmaster’slipsinexplaininghisstory,haveforcedtheideahackintomymind。Eventsmayyetprovethatideatobeadelusion,MissHalcombe;butthebeliefisstronginme,atthismoment,thatthefanciedghostinthechurchyard,andthewriteroftheanonymousletter,areoneandthesameperson。’
  Shestopped,turnedpale,andlookedmeeagerlyintheface,
  `Whatperson?’
  `Theschoolmasterunconsciouslytoldyou。Whenhespokeofthefigurethattheboysawinthechurchyardhecalledit``awomaninwhite。’’’
  `NotAnneCatherick?’
  `Yes,AnneCatherick。’
  Sheputherhandthroughmyarmandleanedonitheavily。
  `Idon’tknowwhy,’shesaidinlowtones,`butthereissomethinginthissuspicionofyoursthatseemstostartleandunnerveme。Ifeel——’Shestopped,andtriedtolaughitoff。`MrHartright,’shewenton,`Iwillshowyouthegrave,andthengobackatoncetothehouse。IhadbetternotleaveLauratoolongalone。Ihadbettergobackandsitwithher。’
  Wewereclosetothechurchyardwhenshespoke。Thechurch,adrearybuildingofgreystone,wassituatedinalittlevalley,soastobeshelteredfromthebleakwindsblowingoverthemoorlandallroundit。Theburial-groundadvanced,fromthesideofthechurch,alittlewayuptheslopeofthehill。Itwassurroundedbyarough,lowstonewall。andwasbareandopentothesky,exceptatoneextremity,whereabrooktrickleddownthestonyhillside,andaclumpofdwarftreesthrewtheirnarrowshadowsovertheshort,meagregrass。Justbeyondthebrookandthetrees,andnotfarfromoneofthethreestonestileswhichaffordedentrance,atvariouspoints,tothechurchyard,rosethewhitemarblecrossthatdistinguishedMrsFairlie’sgravefromthehumblermonumentsscatteredaboutit。
  `Ineedgonofartherwithyou,’saidMissHalcombe,pointingtothegrave。`Youwillletmeknowifyoufindanythingtoconfirmtheideayouhavejustmentionedtome。Letusmeetagainatthehouse。’
  Sheleftme。Idescendedatoncetothechurchyard,andcrossedthestilewhichleddirectlytoMrsFairlie’sgrave。
  Thegrassaboutitwastooshort,andthegroundtoohard,toshowanymarksoffootsteps。Disappointedthusfar,Inextlookedattentivelyatthecross,andatthesquareblockofmarblebelowit,onwhichtheinscriptionwascut。
  Thenaturalwhitenessofthecrosswasalittleclouded,hereandthere,byweatherstains,andrathermorethanonehalfofthesquareblockbeneathit。onthesidewhichboretheinscription,wasinthesamecondition。Theotherhalf,however,attractedmyattentionatoncebyitssingularfreedomfromstainorimpurityofanykind。Ilookedcloser,andsawthatithadbeencleaned——recentlycleaned,inadownwarddirectionfromtoptobottom。Theboundarylinebetweenthepartthathadbeencleanedandthepartthathadnotwastraceablewherevertheinscriptionleftablankspaceofmarble——sharplytraceableasalinethathadbeenproducedbyartificialmeans。Whohadbegunthecleansingofthemarble,andwhohadleftitunfinished?
  Ilookedaboutme,wonderinghowthequestionwastobesolved。NosignofahabitationcouldbediscernedfromthepointatwhichIwasstanding——theburial-groundwasleftinthelonelypossessionofthedead。Ireturnedtothechurch,andwalkedroundittillIcametothebackofthebuilding;thencrossedtheboundarywallbeyond,byanotherofthestonestiles,andfoundmyselfattheheadofapathleadingdownintoadesertedstonequarry。Againstonesideofthequarryalittletwo-roomcottagewasbuilt,andjustoutsidethedooranoldwomanwasengagedinwashing。
  Iwalkeduptoher,andenteredintoconversationaboutthechurchandburial-ground。Shewasreadyenoughtotalk,andalmostthefirstwordsshesaidinformedmethatherhusbandfilledthetwoofficesofclerkandsexton。IsaidafewwordsnextinpraiseofMrsFairlie’smonument。Theoldwomanshookherhead,andtoldmeIhadnotseenitatitsbest。Itwasherhusband’sbusinesstolookafterit,buthehadbeensoailingandweakformonthsandmonthspast,thathehadhardlybeenabletocrawlintochurchonSundaystodohisduty,andthemonumenthadbeenneglectedinconsequence。Hewasgettingalittlebetternow,andinaweekortendays’timehehopedtobestrongenoughtosettoworkandcleanit。
  Thisinformation——extractedfromalongramblinganswerinthebroadestCumberlanddialect——toldmeallthatImostwantedtoknow。Igavethepoorwomanatrifle,andreturnedatoncetoLimmeridgeHouse。
  Thepartialcleansingofthemonumenthadevidentlybeenaccomplishedbyastrangehand。ConnectingwhatIhaddiscovered,thusfar,withwhatIhadsuspectedafterhearingthestoryoftheghostseenattwilight,IwantednothingmoretoconfirmmyresolutiontowatchMrsFairlie’sgrave,insecret,thatevening,returningtoitatsunset,andwaitingwithinsightofittillthenightfell。Theworkofcleansingthemonumenthadbeenleftunfinished,andthepersonbywhomithadbeenbegunmightreturntocompleteit。
  OngettingbacktothehouseIinformedMissHalcombeofwhatIintendedtodo。ShelookedsurPrisedanduneasywhileIwasexplainingmypurpose,butshemadenopositiveobjectiontotheexecutionofit。Sheonlysaid,`Ihopeitmayendwell。’Justasshewasleavingmeagain,Istoppedhertoinquire,ascalmlyasIcould,afterMissFairlie’shealth。Shewasinbetterspirits,andMissHalcombehopedshemightbeinducedtotakealittlewalkingexercisewhiletheafternoonsunlasted。
  Ireturnedtomyownroomtoresumesettingthedrawingsinorder。Itwasnecessarytodothis,anddoublynecessarytokeepmymindemployedonanythingthatwouldhelptodistractmyattentionfrommyself,andfromthehopelessfuturethatlaybeforeme。FromtimetotimeIpausedinmyworktolookoutofwindowandwatchtheskyasthesunsanknearerandnearertothehorizon。OnoneofthoseoccasionsIsawafigureonthebroadgravelwalkundermywindow。ItwasMissFairlie。
  Ihadnotseenhersincethemorning,andIhadhardlyspokentoherthen。AnotherdayatLimmeridgewasallthatremainedtome,andafterthatdaymyeyesmightneverlookonheragain。Thisthoughtwasenoughtoholdmeatthewindow。Ihadsufficientconsiderationforhertoarrangetheblindsothatshemightnotseemeifshelookedup,butIhadnostrengthtoresistthetemptationoflettingmyeyes,atleast,followherasfarastheycouldonherwalk。
  Shewasdressedinabrowncloak,withaPlainblacksilkgownunderit。Onherheadwasthesamesimplestrawhatwhichshehadwornonthemorningwhenwefirstmet。Aveilwasattachedtoitnowwhichhidherfacefromme。ByhersidetrottedalittleItaliangreyhound,thepetcompanionofallherwalks,smartlydressedinascarletclothwrapper,tokeepthesharpairfromhisdelicateskin。Shedidnotseemtonoticethedog。Shewalkedstraightforward,withherheaddroopingalittle,andherarmsfoldedinhercloak。Thedeadleaves,whichhadwhirledinthewindbeforemewhenIhadheardofhermarriageengagementinthemorning,whirledinthewindbeforeher,androseandfellandscatteredthemselvesatherfeetasshewalkedoninthepalewaningsunlight-Thedogshiveredandtrembled,andpressedagainstherdressimpatientlyfornoticeandencouragement。Butsheneverheededhim。Shewalkedon,fartherandfartherawayfromme,withthedeadleaveswhirlingaboutheronthepath——walkedon,tillmyachingeyescouldseehernomore,andIwasleftaloneagainwithmyownheavyheart。
  Inanotherhour’stimeIhaddonemywork,andthesunsetwasathand。Igotmyhatandcoatinthehall,andslippedoutofthehousewithoutmeetinganyone。
  Thecloudswerewildinthewesternheaven,andthewindblewchillfromthesea。farastheshorewas,thesoundofthesurfsweptovertheinterveningmoorland,andbeatdrearilyinmyearswhenIenteredthechurchyard。Notalivingcreaturewasinsight。TheplacelookedlonelierthaneverasIchosemyposition,andwaitedandwatched,withmyeyesonthewhitecrossthatroseoverMrsFairlie’sgrave。
  TheexposedsituationofthechurchyardhadobligedmetobecautiousinchoosingthepositionthatIwastooccupy。
  Themainentrancetothechurchwasonthesidenexttotheburial-ground,andthedoorwasscreenedbyaporchwalledinoneitherside。Aftersomelittlehesitation,causedbynaturalreluctancetoconcealmyself,indispensableasthatconcealmentwastotheobjectinview,Ihadresolvedonenteringtheporch。Aloopholewindowwaspiercedineachofitssidewalls。ThroughoneofthesewindowsIcouldseeMrsFairlie’sgrave。Theotherlookedtowardsthestonequarryinwhichthesexton’scottagewasbuilt。Beforeme,frontingtheporchentrance,wasapatchofbareburial-ground,alineoflowstonewall,andastripoflonelybrownhill,withthesunsetcloudssailingheavilyoveritbeforethestrong,steadywind。Nolivingcreaturewasvisibleoraudible——nobirdflewbyme,nodogbarkedfromthesexton’scottage。Thepausesinthedullheatingofthesurfwerefilledupbythedrearyrustlingofthedwarftreesnearthegrave,andthecoldfaintbubbleofthebrookoveritsstonybed。Adrearysceneandadrearyhour。MyspiritssankfastasIcountedouttheminutesoftheeveninginmyhiding-placeunderthechurchporch。
  Itwasnottwilightyet——thelightofthesettingsunstilllingeredintheheavens,andlittlemorethanthefirsthalf-hourofmysolitarywatchhadelapsed——whenIheardfootstepsandavoice。Thefootstepswereapproachingfromtheothersideofthechurch,andthevoicewasawoman’s。
  `Don’tyoufret,mydear,abouttheletter,’saidthevoice。`Igaveittotheladquitesafe,andtheladhetookitfrommewithoutaword。HewenthiswayandIwentmine,andnotalivingsoulfollowedmeafterwards——thatI’llwarrant。’
  Thesewordsstrungupmyattentiontoapitchofexpectationthatwasalmostpainful。Therewasapauseofsilence,butthefootstepsstilladvanced。Inanothermomenttwopersons,bothwomen,passedwithinmyrangeofviewfromtheporchwindow。Theywerewalkingstraighttowardsthegrave;andthereforetheyhadtheirbacksturnedtowardsme。
  Oneofthewomenwasdressedinabonnetandshawl。Theotherworealongtravelling-cloakofadark-bluecolour,withthehooddrawnoverherhead。Afewinchesofhergownwerevisiblebelowthecloak。MyheartbeatfastasInotedthecolour——itwaswhite。
  Afteradvancingabouthalf-waybetweenthechurchandthegravetheystopped,andthewomaninthecloakturnedherheadtowardshercompanion。Buthersideface,whichabonnetmightnowhaveallowedmetosee,washiddenbytheheavy,projectingedgeofthehood。
  `Mindyoukeepthatcomfortablewarmcloakon,’saidthesamevoicewhichIhadalreadyheard——thevoiceofthewomanintheshawl。`MrsToddisrightaboutyourlookingtooparticular,yesterday,allinwhite。I’llwalkaboutalittlewhileyou’rehere,churchyardsbeingnotatallinmyway,whatevertheymaybeinyours。FinishwhatyouwanttodobeforeIcomeback,andletusbesureandgethomeagainbeforenight。’
  Withthosewordssheturnedabout,andretracinghersteps,advancedwithherfacetowardsme。Itwasthefaceofanelderlywoman,brown,rugged,andhealthy,withnothingdishonestorsuspiciousinthelookofit。Closetothechurchshestoppedtopullhershawlcloserroundher。
  `Queer,’shesaidtoherself,`alwaysqueer,withherwhimsandherways,eversinceIcanrememberher。Harmless,though——asharmless,poorsoul,asalittlechild。’
  Shesighed——lookedabouttheburial-groundnervously——shookherhead,asifthedrearyprospectbynomeanspleasedher,anddisappearedroundthecornerofthechurch。
  IdoubtedforamomentwhetherIoughttofollowandspeaktoherornot。Myintenseanxietytofindmyselffacetofacewithhercompanionhelpedmetodecideinthenegative。Icouldensureseeingthewomanintheshawlbywaitingnearthechurchyarduntilshecameback——althoughitseemedmorethandoubtfulwhethershecouldgivemetheinformationofwhichIwasinsearch。Thepersonwhohaddeliveredtheletterwasoflittleconsequence。Thepersonwhohadwrittenitwastheonecentreofinterest,andtheonesourceofinformation,andthatpersonInowfeltconvincedwasbeforemeinthechurchyard。
  WhiletheseideaswerepassingthroughmymindIsawthewomaninthecloakapproachclosetothegrave,andstandlookingatitforalittlewhile。Shethenglancedallroundher,andtakingawhitelinenclothorhandkerchieffromunderhercloak,turnedasidetowardsthebrook。Thelittlestreamranintothechurchyardunderatinyarchwayinthebottomofthewall,andranoutagain,afterawindingcourseofafewdozenyards,underasimilaropening。Shedippedtheclothinthewater,andreturnedtothegrave。Isawherkissthewhitecross,thenkneeldownbeforetheinscription,andapplyherwetclothtothecleansingofit。
  AfterconsideringhowIcouldshowmyselfwiththeleastpossiblechanceoffrighteningher,Iresolvedtocrossthewallbeforeme,toskirtrounditoutside,andtoenterthechurchyardagainbythestilenearthegrave,inorderthatshemightseemeasIapproached。ShewassoabsorbedoverheremploymentthatshedidnothearmecominguntilIhadsteppedoverthestile。Thenshelookedup,startedtoherfeetwithafaintcry,andstoodfacingmeinspeechlessandmotionlessterror。
  `Don’tbefrightened,’Isaid。`Surelyyourememberme?’
  IstoppedwhileIspoke——thenadvancedafewstepsgently——thenstoppedagain——andsoapproachedbylittleandlittletillIwasclosetoher。Iftherehadbeenanydoubtstillleftinmymind,itmusthavebeennowsetatrest。There,speakingaffrightedlyforitself——therewasthesamefaceconfrontingmeoverMrsFairlie’sgravewhichhadfirstlookedintomineonthehigh-roadbynight。
  `Yourememberme?’Isaid。`Wemetverylate,andIhelpedyoutofindthewaytoLondon。Surelyyouhavenotforgottenthat?’
  Herfeaturesrelaxed,andshedrewaheavybreathofrelief。Isawthenewlifeofrecognitionstirringslowlyunderthedeathlikestillnesswhichfearhadsetonherface。
  `Don’tattempttospeaktomejustyet,’Iwenton。`Taketimetorecoveryourself——taketimetofeelquitecertainthatIamafriend。’
  `Youareverykindtome,’shemurmured。`Askindnowasyouwerethen。’
  Shestopped,andIkeptsilenceonmyside。Iwasnotgrantingtimeforcomposuretoheronly,Iwasgainingtimealsoformyself。Underthewanwildeveninglight,thatwomanandIweremettogetheragain,agravebetweenus,thedeadaboutus,thelonesomehillsclosingusroundoneveryside。Thetime,theplace,thecircumstancesunderwhichwenowstoodfacetofaceintheeveningstillnessofthatdrearyvalley——thelifelonginterestswhichmighthangsuspendedonthenextchancewordsthatpassedbetweenus——thesensethat,foraughtIknewtothecontrary,thewholefutureofLauraFairlie’slifemightbedetermined,forgoodorforevil,bymywinningorlosingtheconfidenceoftheforlorncreaturewhostoodtremblingbyhermother’sgrave——allthreatenedtoshakethesteadinessandtheself-controlonwhicheveryinchoftheprogressImightyetmakenowdepended。Itriedhard,asIfeltthis,topossessmyselfofallmyresources;Ididmyutmosttoturnthefewmomentsforreflectiontothebestaccount。
  `Areyoucalmernow?’Isaid,assoonasIthoughtittimetospeakagain。`Canyoutalktomewithoutfeelingfrightened,andwithoutforgettingthatIamafriend?’
  `Howdidyoucomehere?’sheasked,withoutnoticingwhatIhadjustsaidtoher。
  `Don’tyouremembermytellingyou,whenwelastmet,thatIwasgoingtoCumberland?IhavebeeninCumberlandeversince——IhavebeenstayingallthetimeatLimmeridgeHouse。’
  `AtLimmeridgeHouse!’Herpalefacebrightenedassherepeatedthewords,herwanderingeyesfixedonmewithasuddeninterest。`Ah,howhappyyoumusthavebeen!’shesaid,lookingatmeeagerly,withoutashadowofitsformerdistrustleftinherexpression。
  Itookadvantageofhernewly-arousedconfidenceinmetoobserveherface,withanattentionandacuriositywhichIhadhithertorestrainedmyselffromshowing,forcaution’ssake。Ilookedather,withmymindfullofthatotherlovelyfacewhichhadsoominouslyrecalledhertomymemoryontheterracebymoonlight。IhadseenAnneCatherick’slikenessinMissFairlie。InowsawMissFairlie’slikenessinAnneCatherick——sawitallthemoreclearlybecausethepointsofdissimilaritybetweenthetwowerepresentedtomeaswellasthepointsofresemblance。Inthegeneraloutlineofthecountenanceandgeneralproportionofthefeatures——inthecolourofthehairandinthelittlenervousuncertaintyaboutthelips——intheheightandsizeofthefigure,andthecarriageoftheheadandbody,thelikenessappearedevenmorestartlingthanIhadeverfeltittobeyet。Buttheretheresemblanceended,andthedissimilarity,indetails,began。ThedelicatebeautyofMissFairlie’scomplexion,thetransparentclearnessofhereyes,thesmoothpurityofherskin,thetenderbloomofcolouronherlips,wereallmissingfromthewornwearyfacethatwasnowturnedtowardsmine。AlthoughIhatedmyselfevenforthinkingsuchathing,still,whileIlookedatthewomanbeforeme,theideawouldforceitselfintomymindthatonesadchange,inthefuture,wasallthatwaswantingtomakethelikenesscomplete,whichInowsawtobesoimperfectindetail。IfeversorrowandsufferingsettheirprofaningmarksontheyouthandbeautyofMissFairlie’sface,then,andthenonly,AnneCatherickandshewouldbethetwin-sistersofchanceresemblance,thelivingreflectionsofoneanother。
  Ishudderedatthethought。Merewassomethinghorribleintheblindunreasoningdistrustofthefuturewhichthemerepassageofitthroughmymindseemedtoimply。ItwasawelcomeinterruptiontoberousedbyfeelingAnneCatherick’shandlaidonmyshoulder。Thetouchwasasstealthyandassuddenasthatothertouchwhichhadpetrifiedmefromheadtofootonthenightwhenwefirstmet。
  `Youarelookingatme,andyouarethinkingofsomething,’shesaid,withherstrangebreathlessrapidityofutterance。`Whatisit?’
  `Nothingextraordinary,’Ianswered。`Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucamehere。’
  `Icamewithafriendwhoisverygoodtome。Ihaveonlybeenheretwodays。’
  `Andyoufoundyourwaytothisplaceyesterday?’
  `Howdoyouknowthat?’
  `Ionlyguessedit。’
  Sheturnedfromme,andkneltdownbeforetheinscriptiononcemore。
  `WhereshouldIgoifnothere?’shesaid。`ThefriendwhowasbetterthanamothertomeistheonlyfriendIhavetovisitatLimmeridge。Oh,itmakesmyheartachetoseeastainonhertomb!Itoughttobekeptwhiteassnow,forhersake。Iwastemptedtobegincleaningityesterday,andIcan’thelpcomingbacktogoonwithittoday。Isthereanythingwronginthat?Ihopenot。SurelynothingcanbewrongthatIdoforMrsFairlie’ssake?’
  Theoldgratefulsenseofherbenefactress’skindnesswasevidentlytherulingideastillinthePoorcreature’smind——thenarrowmindwhichhadbuttooplainlyopenedtonootherlastingimpressionsincethatfirstimpressionofheryoungerandhappierdays。Isawthatmybestchanceofwinningherconfidencelayinencouraginghertoproceedwiththeartlessemploymentwhichshehadcomeintotheburial-groundtopursue。Sheresumeditatonce,onmytellinghershemightdoso,touchingthehardmarbleastenderlyasifithadbeenasentientthing,andwhisperingthewordsoftheinscriptiontoherself,overandoveragain,asifthelostdaysofhergirlhoodhadreturnedandshewaspatientlylearningherlessononcemoreatMrsFairlie’sknees。
  `Shouldyouwonderverymuch,’Isaid,preparingthewayascautiouslyasIcouldforthequestionsthatweretocome,`ifIownedthatitisasatisfactiontome,aswellasasurprise,toseeyouhere?Ifeltveryuneasyaboutyouafteryouleftmeinthecab。’
  Shelookedupquicklyandsuspiciously。
  `Uneasy,’sherepeated。`Why?’
  `Astrangethinghappenedafterwepartedthatnight。Twomenovertookmeinachaise。TheydidnotseewhereIwasstanding,buttheystoppednearme,andspoketoapolicemanontheothersideoftheway。’
  Sheinstantlysuspendedheremployment。Thehandholdingthedampclothwithwhichshehadbeencleaningtheinscriptiondroppedtoherside。Theotherhandgraspedthemarblecrossattheheadofthegrave。Herfaceturnedtowardsmeslowly,withtheblanklookofterrorsetrigidlyonitoncemore。Iwentonatallhazards——itwastoolatenowtodrawback。
  `Thetwomenspoketothepoliceman,’Isaid,`andaskedhimifhehadseenyou。Hehadnotseenyou;andthenoneofthemenspokeagain,andsaidyouhadescapedfromhisAsylum。’
  Shesprangtoherfeetasifmylastwordshadsetthepursuersonhertrack。
  `Stop!andheartheend,’Icried。`Stop!andyoushallknowhowIbefriendedyou。Awordfrommewouldhavetoldthemenwhichwayyouhadgone——andIneverspokethatword。Ihelpedyourescape——Imadeitsafeandcertain。Think,trytothink。TrytounderstandwhatItellyou。’
  Mymannerseemedtoinfluencehermorethanmywords。Shemadeanefforttograspthenewidea。Herhandsshiftedthedampclothhesitatinglyfromonetotheother,exactlyastheyhadshiftedthelittletravelling-bagonthenightwhenIfirstsawher。Slowlythepurposeofmywordsseemedtoforceitswaythroughtheconfusionandagitationofhermind。Slowlyherfeaturesrelaxed,andhereyeslookedatmewiththeirexpressiongainingincuriositywhatitwasfastlosinginfear。
  `Youdon’tthinkIoughttobebackintheAsylum,doyou?’shesaid。
  `Certainlynot。Iamgladyouescapedfromit——IamgladIhelpedyou。’
  `Yes,yes,youdidhelpmeindeed;youhelpedmeatthehardpart,’shewentonalittlevacantly。`Itwaseasytoescape,orlshouldnothavegotaway。Theyneversuspectedmeastheysuspectedtheothers。Iwassoquiet,andsoobedient,andsoeasilyfrightened。ThefindingLondonwasthehardpart,andthereyouhelpedme。DidIthankyouatthetime?Ithankyounowverykindly。’
  `WastheAsylumfarfromwhereyoumetme?Come!showthatyoubelievemetobeyourfriend,andtellmewhereitwas。’
  Shementionedtheplace——aprivateAsylum,asitssituationinformedme;aprivateAsylumnotveryfarfromthespotwhereIhadseenher——andthen,withevidentsuspicionoftheusetowhichImightputheranswer,anxiouslyrepeatedherformerinquiry,`Youdon’tthinkIoughttobetakenback,doyou?’
  `Onceagain,Iamgladyouescaped——Iamgladyouprosperedwellafteryouleftme,’Ianswered。`YousaidyouhadafriendinLondontogoto。ridyoufindthefriend?’
  `Yes。Itwasverylate,buttherewasagirlupatneedleworkinthehouse,andshehelpedmetorouseMrsClements。MrsClementsismyfriend。Agood,kindwoman,butnotlikeMrsFairlie。Ahno,nobodyislikeMrsFairlie!’
  `IsMrsClementsanoldfriendofyours?Haveyouknownheralongtime?’
  `Yes,shewasaneighbourofoursonce,athome,inHampshire,andlikedme,andtookcareofmewhenIwasalittlegirl。Yearsago。whenshewentawayfromus,shewrotedowninmyPrayer-hookformewhereshewasgoingtoliveinLondon,andshesaid,``Ifyouareeverintrouble,Anne,cometome。Ihavenohusbandalivetosaymenay,andnochildrentolookafter,andIwilltakecareofyou。’’Kindwords,weretheynot?IsupposeIrememberthembecausetheywerekind。It’slittleenoughIrememberbesides——littleenough,littleenough!’
  `Hadyounofatherormothertotakecareofyou?’
  `Father?——Ineversawhim——Ineverheardmotherspeakofhim。father?Ah,dear!heisdead,Isuppose。’
  `Andyourmother?’
  `Idon’tgetonwellwithher。Weareatroubleandafeartoeachother。’
  Atroubleandafeartoeachother!Atthosewordsthesuspicioncrossedmymind,forthefirsttime,thathermothermightbethepersonwhohadplacedherunderrestraint。
  `Don’taskmeaboutmother,’shewenton。`I’drathertalkofMrsClements。MrsClementsislikeyou,shedoesn’tthinkthatIoughttobebackintheAsylum,andsheisasgladasyouarethatIescapedfromit。Shecriedovermymisfortune,andsaiditmustbekeptsecretfromeverybody。’
  Her`misfortune。’Inwhatsensewassheusingthatword?Inasensewhichmightexplainhermotiveinwritingtheanonymousletter?Inasensewhichmightshowittobethetoocommonandtoocustomarymotivethathasledmanyawomantointerposeanonymoushindrancestothemarriageofthemanwhohasruinedher?Iresolvedtoattempttheclearingupofthisdoubtbeforemorewordspassedbetweenusoneitherside。
  `Whatmisfortune?’Iasked。
  `Themisfortuneofmybeingshutup,’sheanswered,witheveryappearanceoffeelingsurprisedatmyquestion。`Whatothermisfortunecouldtherebe?’
  Ideterminedtopersist,asdelicatelyandforbearinglyaspossible。ItwasofverygreatimportancethatIshouldbeabsolutelysureofeverystepintheinvestigationwhichInowgainedinadvance。
  `Thereisanothermisfortune,’Isaid,`towhichawomanmaybeliable,andbywhichshemaysufferlifelongsorrowandshame。’
  `Whatisit?’sheaskedeagerly。
  `Themisfortuneofbelievingtooinnocentlyinherownvirtue,andinthefaithandhonourofthemansheloves,’Ianswered。
  Shelookedupatmewiththeartlessbewildermentofachild。Nottheslightestconfusionorchangeofcolour——notthefaintesttraceofanysecretconsciousnessofshamestrugglingtothesurfaceappearedinherface——thatfacewhichbetrayedeveryotheremotionwithsuchtransparentclearness。Nowordsthateverwerespokencouldhaveassuredme,asherlookandmannernowassuredme,thatthemotivewhichIhadassignedforherwritingtheletterandsendingittoMissFairliewasplainlyanddistinctlythewrongone。Thatdoubt,atanyrate,wasnowsetatrest;buttheveryremovalofitopenedanewprospectofuncertainty。Theletter,asIknewfrompositivetestimony,pointedatSirPercivalGlyde,thoughitdidnotnamehim。Shemusthavehadsomestrongmotive,originatinginsomedeepsenseofinjury,forsecretlydenouncinghimtoMissFairlieinsuchtermsasshehademployed,andthatmotivewasunquestionablynottobetracedtothelossofherinnocenceandhercharacter。Whateverwronghemighthaveinflictedonherwasnotofthatnature。Ofwhatnaturecoulditbe?
  `Idon’tunderstandyou,’shesaid,afterevidentlytryinghard,andtryinginvain,todiscoverthemeaningofthewordsIhadlastsaidtoher。
  `Nevermind,’Ianswered。`Letusgoonwithwhatweweretalkingabout。TellmehowlongyoustayedwithMrsClementsinLondon,andhowyoucamehere。’
  `Howlong?’sherepeated。`IstayedwithMrsClementstillwebothcametothisplace,twodaysago。’
  `Youarelivinginthevillage,then?’Isaid。`ItisstrangeIshouldnothaveheardofyou,thoughyouhaveonlybeenheretwodays。’
  `No,no,notinthevillage。Threemilesawayatafarm。Doyouknowthefarm?TheycallitTodd’sCorner。’
  Irememberedtheplaceperfectly——wehadoftenpassedbyitinourdrives。Itwasoneoftheoldestfarmsintheneighbourhood,situatedinasolitary,shelteredspot,inlandatthejunctionoftwohills。
  `TheyarerelationsofMrsClementsatTodd’sCorner,’shewenton,`andtheyhadoftenaskedhertogoandseethem。Shesaidshewouldgo,andtakemewithher,forthequietandthefreshair。Itwasverykind,wasitnot?Iwouldhavegoneanywheretobequiet,andsafe,andoutoftheway。ButwhenIheardthatTodd’sComerwasnearLimmeridge——ohIIwassohappyIwouldhavewalkedallthewaybarefoottogetthere,andseetheschoolsandthevillageandLimmeridgeHouseagain。TheyareverygoodpeopleatTodd’sCorner。IhopeIshallstaytherealongtime。ThereisonlyonethingIdon’tlikeaboutthem,anddon’tlikeaboutMrsClements——’
  `Whatisit?’
  `Theywillteasemeaboutdressingallinwhite——theysayitlookssoparticular。Howdotheyknow?MrsFairlieknewbest。MrsFairliewouldneverhavemademewearthisuglybluecloakIAhIshewasfondofwhiteinherlifetime,andhereiswhitestoneabouthergrave——andIammakingitwhiterforhersake。Sheoftenworewhiteherself,andshealwaysdressedherlittledaughterinwhite。IsMissFairliewellandhappy?Doesshewearwhitenow,assheusedwhenshewasagirl?’
  HervoicesankwhenshePutthequestionsaboutMissFairlie,andsheturnedherheadfartherandfartherawayfromme。IthoughtIdetected,inthealterationofhermanner,anuneasyconsciousnessoftheriskshehadruninsendingtheanonymousletter,andIinstantlydeterminedsotoframemyanswerastosurpriseherintoowningit。
  `MissFairliewasnotverywellorveryhappythismorning,’Isaid。
  Shemurmuredafewwords,buttheywerespokensoconfusedly,andinsuchalowtone,thatIcouldnotevenguessatwhattheymeant。
  `DidyouaskmewhyMissFairliewasneitherwellnorhappythismorning?’Icontinued。
  `No,’shesaidquicklyandeagerly——`ohno,Ineveraskedthat。’
  `Iwilltellyouwithoutyourasking,’Iwenton。`MissFairliehasreceivedyourletter。’
  Shehadbeendownonherkneesforsomelittletimepast,carefullyremovingthelastweather-stainsleftabouttheinscriptionwhilewewerespeakingtogether。ThefistsentenceofthewordsIhadjustaddressedtohermadeherpauseinheroccupation,andturnslowlywithoutrisingfromherknees,soastofaceme。Thesecondsentenceliterallypetrifiedher。Theclothshehadbeenholdingdroppedfromherhands——herlipsfellapart——allthelittlecolourthattherewasnaturallyinherfaceleftitinaninstant。
  `Howdoyouknow?shesaidfaintly。`Whoshowedittoyou?’Thebloodrushedbackintoherface——rushedoverwhelmingly,asthesenserusheduponhermindthatherownwordshadbetrayedher。Shestruckherhandstogetherindespair。`Ineverwroteit,’shegaspedaffrightedly;`Iknownothingaboutit!’
  `Yes,’Isaid,`youwroteit,andyouknowaboutit。Itwaswrongtosendsuchaletter,itwaswrongtofrightenMissFairlie。Ifyouhadanythingtosaythatitwasrightandnecessaryforhertohear,youshouldhavegoneyourselftoLimmeridgeHouse——youshouldhavespokentotheyoungladywithyourownlips。’
  Shecroucheddownovertheflatstoneofthegave,tillherfacewashiddenonit,andmadenoreply。
  `MissFairliewillbeasgoodandkindtoyouashermotherwas,ifyoumeanwell,’Iwenton。`MissFairliewillkeepyoursecret,andnotletyoucometoanyharm。Willyouseehertomorrowatthefarm?WillyoumeetherinthegardenatLimmeridgeHouse?’
  `Oh,ifIcoulddie,andbehiddenandatrestwithyou!’Herlipsmurmuredthewordscloseonthegrave-stone,murmuredthemintonesofpassionateendearment,tothedeadremainsbeneath。`YouknowhowIloveyourchild,foryoursake!Oh,MrsFairlie!MrsFairlie!tellmehowtosaveher。Bemydarlingandmymotheroncemore,andtellmewhattodoforthebest。’
  Iheardherlipskissingthestone——Isawherhandsbeatingonitpassionately。Thesoundandthesightdeeplyaffectedme。Istoopeddown,andtookthepoorhelplesshandstenderlyinmine,andtriedtosootheher。
  Itwasuseless。Shesnatchedherhandsfromme,andnevermovedherfacefromthestone。Seeingtheurgentnecessityofquietingheratanyhazardandbyanymeans,Iappealedtotheonlyanxietythatsheappearedtofeel,inconnectionwithmeandwithmyopinionofher——theanxietytoconvincemeofherfitnesstobemistressofherownactions。
  `Come,come,’Isaidgently。`Trytocomposeyourself,oryouwillmakemealtermyopinionofyou。Don’tletmethinkthatthepersonwhoputyouintheAsylummighthavehadsomeexcuse——’
  Thenextwordsdiedawayonmylips。TheinstantIriskedthatchancereferencetothepersonwhohadputherintheAsylumshespranguponherknees。Amostextraordinaryandstartlingchangepassedoverher。Herface,atallordinarytimessotouchingtolookat,initsnervoussensitiveness,weakness,anduncertainty,becamesuddenlydarkenedbyanexpressionofmaniacallyintensehatredandfear,whichcommunicatedawild,unnaturalforcetoeveryfeature。Hereyesdilatedinthedimeveninglight,liketheeyesofawildanimal。Shecaughtupthecloththathadfallenatherside,asifithadbeenalivingcreaturethatshecouldkill,andcrusheditinbothherhandswithsuchconvulsivestrength,thatthefewdropsofmoistureleftinittrickleddownonthestonebeneathher。
  `Talkofsomethingelse,’shesaid,whisperingthroughherteeth。`Ishalllosemyselfifyoutalkofthat。’
  EveryvestigeofthegentlerthoughtswhichhadWedhermindhardlyaminutesinceseemedtobesweptfromitnow。ItwasevidentthattheimpressionleftbyMrsFairlie’skindnesswasnot,asIhadsupposed,theonlystrongimpressiononhermemory。Withthegratefulremembranceofherschool-daysatLimmeridge,thereexistedthevindictiveremembranceofthewronginflictedonherbyherconfinementintheAsylum。Whohaddonethatwrong?Coulditreallybehermother?
  Itwashardtogiveuppursuingtheinquirytothatfinalpoint,butIforcedmyselftoabandonallideaofcontinuingit。SeeingherasIsawhernow,itwouldhavebeencrueltothinkofanythingbutthenecessityandthehumanityofrestoringhercomposure。
  `Iwilltalkofnothingtodistressyou,’Isaidsoothingly。
  `Youwantsomething,’sheansweredsharplyandsuspiciously。`Don’tlookatmelikethat。Speaktome——tellmewhatyouwant。’
  `Ionlywantyoutoquietyourself,adwhenyouarecalmer,tothinkoverwhatIhavesaid。’
  `Said?’Shepaused——twistedtheclothinherhands,backwardsandforwards,andwhisperedtoherself,`Whatisithesaid?’Sheturnedagaintowardsme,andshookherheadimpatiently,`Whydon’tyouhelpme?’sheasked,withangrysuddenness。
  `Yes,yes,’Isaid,`Iwillhelpyou,andyouwillsoonremember。IaskedyoutoseeMissFairlietomorrow,andtotellherthetruthabouttheletter。’
  `Ah!MissFairlie——Fairlie——Fairlie——’
  Themereutteranceofthelovedfamiliarnameseemedtoquiether。Herfacesoftenedandgrewlikeitselfagain。
  `YouneedhavenofearofMissFairlie,’Icontinued,`andnofearofgettingintotroublethroughtheletter。Sheknowssomuchaboutitalready,thatyouwillhavenodifficultintellingherall。Therecanbelittlenecessityforconcealmentwherethereishardlyanythinglefttoconceal。Youmentionnonamesintheletter;butMissFairlieknowsthatthepersonyouwriteofisSirPercivalGlyde——’
  TheinstantIpronouncedthatnameshestartedtoherfeet,andascreamburstfromherthatrangthroughthechurchyard,andmademyheartleapinmewiththeterrorofit。Thedarkdeformityoftheexpressionwhichhadjustleftherfaceloweredonitoncemore,withdoubledandtrebledintensity。Theshriekatthename,thereiteratedlookofhatredandfearthatinstantlyfollowed,toldall。Notevenalastdoubtnowremained。HermotherwasguiltlessofimprisoningherintheAsylum。Amanhadshutherup——andthatmanwasSirPercivalGlyde。
  Thescreamhadreachedotherearsthanmine。OnonesideIheardthedoorofthesexton’scottageopen;ontheotherIheardthevoiceofhercompanion,thewomanintheshawl,thewomanwhomshehadspokenofasMrsClements。
  `I’mcoming!I’mcoming!’criedthevoicefrombehindtheclumpofdwarftrees。
  InamomentmoreMrsClementshurriedintoview。
  `Whoareyou?’shecried,facingmeresolutelyasshesetherfootonthestile。`Howdareyoufrightenapoorhelplesswomanlikethat?’
  ShewasatAnneCatherick’sside,andhadputonearmaroundher,beforeIcouldanswer。`Whatisit,mydear?’shesaid。`Whathashedonetoyou?’
  `Nothing,’thepoorcreatureanswered。`Nothing。I’monlyfrightened。’
  MrsClementsturnedonmewithafearlessindignation,forwhichIrespectedher。
  `IshouldbeheartilyashamedofmyselfifIdeservedthatangrylook,’Isaid。`ButIdonotdeserveit。Ihaveunfortunatelystartledherwithoutintendingit。Thisisnotthefirsttimeshehasseenme。Askheryourself,andshewilltellyouthatIamincapableofwillinglyharmingheroranywoman。’
  Ispokedistinctly,sothatAnneCatherickmighthearandunderstandme,andIsawthatthewordsandtheirmeaninghadreachedher。
  `Yes,yes,’shesaid——`hewasgoodtomeonce——hehelpedme——’Shewhisperedtherestintoherfriend’sear。
  `Strange,indeed!’saidMrsClements,withalookofperplexity。`Itmakesallthedifference,though。I’msorryIspokesoroughtoyou,sir;butyoumustownthatappearanceslookedsuspicioustoastranger。It’smoremyfaultthanyours,forhumouringherwhims,andlettingherbealoneinsuchaplaceasthis。Come,mydear——comehomenow。’
  Ithoughtthegoodwomanlookedalittleuneasyattheprospectofthewalkback,andIofferedtogowiththemuntiltheywerebothwithinsightofhome。MrsClementsthankedmecivilly,anddeclined。Shesaidtheyweresuretomeetsomeofthefarm-labourersassoonastheygottothemoor。
  `Trytoforgiveme,’Isaid,whenAnneCathericktookherfriend’sarmtogoaway。InnocentasIhadbeenofanyintentiontoterrifyandagitateher,myheartsmotemeasIlookedatthepoor,pale,frightenedface。
  `Iwilltry,’sheanswered。`Butyouknowtoomuch——I’mafraidyou’llalwaysfrightenmenow。’
  MrsClementsglancedatme,andshookherheadpityingly。
  `Good-night,sir,’shesaid。`Youcouldn’thelpit,Iknow;butIwishitwasmeyouhadfrightened,andnother。’
  Theymovedawayafewsteps。Ithoughttheyhadleftme,butAnnesuddenlystopped,andseparatedherselffromherfriend。
  `Waitalittle,’shesaid。`Imustsaygood-bye。’
  Shereturnedtothegrave,restedbothhandstenderlyonthemarblecross,andkissedit。
  `I’mbetternow,’shesighed,lookingupatmequietly。`Iforgiveyou。’
  Shejoinedhercompanionagain,andtheylefttheburial-ground。Isawthemstopnearthechurchandspeaktothesexton’swife,whohadcomefromthecottage,andhadwaited,watchingusfromadistance。Thentheywentonagainupthepaththatledtothemoor。IlookedafterAnneCatherickasshedisappeared,tillalltraceofherhadfadedinthetwilight——lookedasanxiouslyandsorrowfullyasifthatwasthelastIwastoseeinthiswearyworldofthewomaninwhite。