CHAPTER25
DRSEWARD'SDIARY
11October,Evening——JonathanHarkerhasaskedmetonotethis,ashesaysheishardlyequaltothetask,andhewantsanexactrecordkept。
IthinkthatnoneofusweresurprisedwhenwewereaskedtoseeMrs。Harkeralittlebeforethetimeofsunset。
Wehaveoflatecometounderstandthatsunriseandsunsetaretohertimesofpeculiarfreedom。Whenheroldselfcanbemanifestwithoutanycontrollingforcesubduingorrestrainingher,orincitinghertoaction。Thismoodorconditionbeginssomehalfhourormorebeforeactualsunriseorsunset,andlaststilleitherthesunishigh,orwhilstthecloudsarestillaglowwiththeraysstreamingabovethehorizon。
Atfirstthereisasortofnegativecondition,asifsometiewereloosened,andthentheabsolutefreedomquicklyfollows。
When,however,thefreedomceasesthechangebackorrelapsecomesquickly,preceededonlybyaspellofwarningsilence。
Tonight,whenwemet,shewassomewhatconstrained,andboreallthesignsofaninternalstruggle。Iputitdownmyselftohermakingaviolenteffortattheearliestinstantshecoulddoso。
Averyfewminutes,however,gavehercompletecontrolofherself。
Then,motioningherhusbandtositbesideheronthesofawhereshewashalfreclining,shemadetherestofusbringchairsupclose。
Takingherhusband'shandinhers,shebegan,“Weareallheretogetherinfreedom,forperhapsthelasttime!
Iknowthatyouwillalwaysbewithmetotheend。“
Thiswastoherhusbandwhosehandhad,aswecouldsee,tighteneduponher。“Inthemorningwegooutuponourtask,andGodaloneknowswhatmaybeinstoreforanyofus。
Youaregoingtobesogoodtometotakemewithyou。
Iknowthatallthatbraveearnestmencandoforapoorweakwoman,whosesoulperhapsislost,no,no,notyet,butisatanyrateatstake,youwilldo。ButyoumustrememberthatIamnotasyouare。Thereisapoisoninmyblood,inmysoul,whichmaydestroyme,whichmustdestroyme,unlesssomereliefcomestous。Oh,myfriends,youknowaswellasIdo,thatmysoulisatstake。AndthoughIknowthereisonewayoutforme,youmustnotandImustnottakeit!”
Shelookedappealinglytousallinturn,beginningandendingwithherhusband。
“Whatisthatway?”askedVanHelsinginahoarsevoice。
“Whatisthatway,whichwemustnot,maynot,take?”
“ThatImaydienow,eitherbymyownhandorthatofanother,beforethegreaterevilisentirelywrought。Iknow,andyouknow,thatwereIoncedeadyoucouldandwouldsetfreemyimmortalspirit,evenasyoudidmypoorLucy's。Weredeath,orthefearofdeath,theonlythingthatstoodinthewayIwouldnotshrinktodieherenow,amidstthefriendswholoveme。Butdeathisnotall。
Icannotbelievethattodieinsuchacase,whenthereishopebeforeusandabittertasktobedone,isGod'swill。
Therefore,Ionmypart,giveupherethecertaintyofeternalrest,andgooutintothedarkwheremaybetheblackestthingsthattheworldorthenetherworldholds!”
Wewereallsilent,forweknewinstinctivelythatthiswasonlyaprelude。
Thefacesoftheotherswereset,andHarker'sgrewashengrey。
Perhaps,heguessedbetterthananyofuswhatwascoming。
Shecontinued,“ThisiswhatIcangiveintothehotch-pot。“
Icouldnotbutnotethequaintlegalphrasewhichsheusedinsuchaplace,andwithallseriousness。“Whatwilleachofyougive?
YourlivesIknow,“shewentonquickly,“thatiseasyforbravemen。YourlivesareGod's,andyoucangivethembacktoHim,butwhatwillyougivetome?”Shelookedagainquestionly,butthistimeavoidedherhusband'sface。
Quinceyseemedtounderstand,henodded,andherfacelitup。
“ThenIshalltellyouplainlywhatIwant,fortheremustbenodoubtfulmatterinthisconnectionbetweenusnow。
Youmustpromiseme,oneandall,evenyou,mybelovedhusband,thatshouldthetimecome,youwillkillme。“
“Whatisthattime?”ThevoicewasQuincey's,butitwaslowandstrained。
“WhenyoushallbeconvincedthatIamsochangedthatitisbetterthatI
diethatImaylive。WhenIamthusdeadintheflesh,thenyouwill,withoutamoment'sdelay,driveastakethroughmeandcutoffmyhead,ordowhateverelsemaybewantingtogivemerest!”
Quinceywasthefirsttoriseafterthepause。Hekneltdownbeforeherandtakingherhandinhissaidsolemnly,“I'monlyaroughfellow,whohasn't,perhaps,livedasamanshouldtowinsuchadistinction,butIsweartoyoubyallthatIholdsacredanddearthat,shouldthetimeevercome,Ishallnotflinchfromthedutythatyouhavesetus。
AndIpromiseyou,too,thatIshallmakeallcertain,forifI
amonlydoubtfulIshalltakeitthatthetimehascome!”
“Mytruefriend!”wasallshecouldsayamidherfast-fallingtears,asbendingover,shekissedhishand。
“Iswearthesame,mydearMadamMina!”saidVanHelsing。“AndI!”
saidLordGodalming,eachoftheminturnkneelingtohertotaketheoath。
Ifollowed,myself。
Thenherhusbandturnedtoherwan-eyedandwithagreenishpallorwhichsubduedthesnowywhitenessofhishair,andasked,“AndmustI,too,makesuchapromise,oh,mywife?”
“Youtoo,mydearest,“shesaid,withinfiniteyearningofpityinhervoiceandeyes。“Youmustnotshrink。
Youarenearestanddearestandalltheworldtome。
Oursoulsareknitintoone,foralllifeandalltime。
Think,dear,thattherehavebeentimeswhenbravemenhavekilledtheirwivesandtheirwomenkind,tokeepthemfromfallingintothehandsoftheenemy。
Theirhandsdidnotfalteranythemorebecausethosethattheylovedimploredthemtoslaythem。Itismen'sdutytowardsthosewhomtheylove,insuchtimesofsoretrial!
Andoh,mydear,ifitistobethatImustmeetdeathatanyhand,letitbeatthehandofhimthatlovesmebest。
Dr。VanHelsing,IhavenotforgottenyourmercyinpoorLucy'scasetohimwholoved。“Shestoppedwithaflyingblush,andchangedherphrase,“tohimwhohadbestrighttogiveherpeace。
Ifthattimeshallcomeagain,Ilooktoyoutomakeitahappymemoryofmyhusband'slifethatitwashislovinghandwhichsetmefreefromtheawfulthralluponme。“
“AgainIswear!”cametheProfessor'sresonantvoice。
Mrs。Harkersmiled,positivelysmiled,aswithasighofreliefsheleanedbackandsaid,“Andnowonewordofwarning,awarningwhichyoumustneverforget。
Thistime,ifitevercome,maycomequicklyandunexpectedly,andinsuchcaseyoumustlosenotimeinusingyouropportunity。
AtsuchatimeImyselfmightbe……nay!Ifthetimeevercome,shallbe,leaguedwithyourenemyagainstyou。
“Onemorerequest,“shebecameverysolemnasshesaidthis,“itisnotvitalandnecessaryliketheother,butIwantyoutodoonethingforme,ifyouwill。“
Weallacquiesced,butnoonespoke。Therewasnoneedtospeak。
“IwantyoutoreadtheBurialService。“Shewasinterruptedbyadeepgroanfromherhusband。Takinghishandinhers,shehelditoverherheart,andcontinued。“Youmustreaditovermesomeday。
Whatevermaybetheissueofallthisfearfulstateofthings,itwillbeasweetthoughttoallorsomeofus。You,mydearest,willIhopereadit,forthenitwillbeinyourvoiceinmymemoryforever,comewhatmay!”
“Butoh,mydearone,“hepleaded,“deathisafarofffromyou。“
“Nay,“shesaid,holdingupawarninghand。“Iamdeeperindeathatthismomentthaniftheweightofanearthlygravelayheavyuponme!”
“Oh,mywife,mustIreadit?”hesaid,beforehebegan。
“Itwouldcomfortme,myhusband!”wasallshesaid,andhebegantoreadwhenshehadgotthebookready。
HowcanI,howcouldanyone,tellofthatstrangescene,itssolemnity,itsgloom,itssadness,itshorror,andwithal,itssweetness。
Evenasceptic,whocanseenothingbutatravestyofbittertruthinanythingholyoremotional,wouldhavebeenmeltedtothehearthadheseenthatlittlegroupoflovinganddevotedfriendskneelingroundthatstrickenandsorrowinglady。
Orheardthetenderpassionofherhusband'svoice,asintonessobrokenandemotionalthatoftenhehadtopause,hereadthesimpleandbeautifulservicefromtheBurialoftheDead。Icannotgoon……words……andv-voices……f-failm-me!
Shewasrightinherinstinct。Strangeasitwas,bizarreasitmayhereafterseemeventouswhofeltitspotentinfluenceatthetime,itcomfortedusmuch。Andthesilence,whichshowedMrs。Harker'scomingrelapsefromherfreedomofsoul,didnotseemsofullofdespairtoanyofusaswehaddreaded。
JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
15October,Varna——WeleftCharingCrossonthemorningofthe12th,gottoParisthesamenight,andtooktheplacessecuredforusintheOrientExpress。Wetravelednightandday,arrivinghereataboutfiveo'clock。LordGodalmingwenttotheConsulatetoseeifanytelegramhadarrivedforhim,whilsttherestofuscameontothishotel,“theOdessus。“Thejourneymayhavehadincidents。
Iwas,however,tooeagertogeton,tocareforthem。
UntiltheCzarinaCatherinecomesintoporttherewillbenointerestformeinanythinginthewideworld。
ThankGod!Minaiswell,andlookstobegettingstronger。
Hercoloriscomingback。Shesleepsagreatdeal。
Throughoutthejourneyshesleptnearlyallthetime。
Beforesunriseandsunset,however,sheisverywakefulandalert。
AndithasbecomeahabitforVanHelsingtohypnotizeheratsuchtimes。Atfirst,someeffortwasneeded,andhehadtomakemanypasses。Butnow,sheseemstoyieldatonce,asifbyhabit,andscarcelyanyactionisneeded。
Heseemstohavepowerattheseparticularmomentstosimplywill,andherthoughtsobeyhim。Healwaysasksherwhatshecanseeandhear。
Sheanswerstothefirst,“Nothing,allisdark。“
Andtothesecond,“Icanhearthewaveslappingagainsttheship,andthewaterrushingby。Canvasandcordagestrainandmastsandyardscreak。
Thewindishigh……Icanhearitintheshrouds,andthebowthrowsbackthefoam。“
ItisevidentthattheCzarinaCatherineisstillatsea,hasteningonherwaytoVarna。LordGodalminghasjustreturned。
Hehadfourtelegrams,oneeachdaysincewestarted,andalltothesameeffect。ThattheCzarinaCatherinehadnotbeenreportedtoLloyd'sfromanywhere。
HehadarrangedbeforeleavingLondonthathisagentshouldsendhimeverydayatelegramsayingiftheshiphadbeenreported。
Hewastohaveamessageevenifshewerenotreported,sothathemightbesurethattherewasawatchbeingkeptattheotherendofthewire。
Wehaddinnerandwenttobedearly。TomorrowwearetoseetheViceConsul,andtoarrange,ifwecan,aboutgettingonboardtheshipassoonasshearrives。VanHelsingsaysthatourchancewillbetogetontheboatbetweensunriseandsunset。
TheCount,evenifhetakestheformofabat,cannotcrosstherunningwaterofhisownvolition,andsocannotleavetheship。
Ashedarenotchangetoman'sformwithoutsuspicion,whichheevidentlywishestoavoid,hemustremaininthebox。
If,then,wecancomeonboardaftersunrise,heisatourmercy,forwecanopentheboxandmakesureofhim,aswedidofpoorLucy,beforehewakes。Whatmercyheshallgetfromusallwillnotcountformuch。Wethinkthatweshallnothavemuchtroublewithofficialsortheseamen。
ThankGod!Thisisthecountrywherebriberycandoanything,andwearewellsuppliedwithmoney。Wehaveonlytomakesurethattheshipcannotcomeintoportbetweensunsetandsunrisewithoutourbeingwarned,andweshallbesafe。
JudgeMoneybagwillsettlethiscase,Ithink!
16October——Mina'sreportstillthesame。Lappingwavesandrushingwater,darknessandfavoringwinds。Weareevidentlyingoodtime,andwhenwehearoftheCzarinaCatherineweshallbeready。
AsshemustpasstheDardanelleswearesuretohavesomereport。
17October——Everythingisprettywellfixednow,Ithink,towelcometheCountonhisreturnfromhistour。
Godalmingtoldtheshippersthathefanciedthattheboxsentaboardmightcontainsomethingstolenfromafriendofhis,andgotahalfconsentthathemightopenitathisownrisk。
TheownergavehimapapertellingtheCaptaintogivehimeveryfacilityindoingwhateverhechoseonboardtheship,andalsoasimilarauthorizationtohisagentatVarna。
Wehaveseentheagent,whowasmuchimpressedwithGodalming'skindlymannertohim,andweareallsatisfiedthatwhateverhecandotoaidourwisheswillbedone。
Wehavealreadyarrangedwhattodoincasewegettheboxopen。
IftheCountisthere,VanHelsingandSewardwillcutoffhisheadatonceanddriveastakethroughhisheart。
MorrisandGodalmingandIshallpreventinterference,evenifwehavetousethearmswhichweshallhaveready。
TheProfessorsaysthatifwecansotreattheCount'sbody,itwillsoonafterfallintodust。Insuchcasetherewouldbenoevidenceagainstus,incaseanysuspicionofmurderwerearoused。
Butevenifitwerenot,weshouldstandorfallbyouract,andperhapssomedaythisveryscriptmaybeevidencetocomebetweensomeofusandarope。Formyself,Ishouldtakethechanceonlytoothankfullyifitweretocome。
Wemeantoleavenostoneunturnedtocarryoutourintent。
WehavearrangedwithcertainofficialsthattheinstanttheCzarinaCatherineisseen,wearetobeinformedbyaspecialmessenger。
24October——Awholeweekofwaiting。DailytelegramstoGodalming,butonlythesamestory。“Notyetreported。“
Mina'smorningandeveninghypnoticanswerisunvaried。
Lappingwaves,rushingwater,andcreakingmasts。
TELEGRAM,OCTOBER24THRUFUSSMITH,LLOYD'S,LONDON,TOLORDGODALMING,CAREOF
H。B。M。VICECONSUL,VARNA
“CzarinaCatherinereportedthismorningfromDardanelles。“
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
25October——HowImissmyphonograph!Towriteadiarywithapenisirksometome!ButVanHelsingsaysImust。WewereallwildwithexcitementyesterdaywhenGodalminggothistelegramfromLloyd's。
Iknownowwhatmenfeelinbattlewhenthecalltoactionisheard。
Mrs。Harker,aloneofourparty,didnotshowanysignsofemotion。
Afterall,itisnotstrangethatshedidnot,forwetookspecialcarenottoletherknowanythingaboutit,andwealltriednottoshowanyexcitementwhenwewereinherpresence。Inolddaysshewould,Iamsure,havenoticed,nomatterhowwemighthavetriedtoconcealit。
Butinthiswaysheisgreatlychangedduringthepastthreeweeks。
Thelethargygrowsuponher,andthoughsheseemsstrongandwell,andisgettingbacksomeofhercolor,VanHelsingandIarenotsatisfied。
Wetalkofheroften。Wehavenot,however,saidawordtotheothers。
ItwouldbreakpoorHarker'sheart,certainlyhisnerve,ifheknewthatwehadevenasuspiciononthesubject。VanHelsingexamines,hetellsme,herteethverycarefully,whilstsheisinthehypnoticcondition,forhesaysthatsolongastheydonotbegintosharpenthereisnoactivedangerofachangeinher。Ifthischangeshouldcome,itwouldbenecessarytotakesteps!Webothknowwhatthosestepswouldhavetobe,thoughwedonotmentionourthoughtstoeachother。
Weshouldneitherofusshrinkfromthetask,awfulthoughitbetocontemplate。“Euthanasia“isanexcellentandacomfortingword!
Iamgratefultowhoeverinventedit。
Itisonlyabout24hours'sailfromtheDardanellestohere,attheratetheCzarinaCatherinehascomefromLondon。
Sheshouldthereforearrivesometimeinthemorning,butasshecannotpossiblygetinbeforenoon,weareallabouttoretireearly。
Weshallgetupatoneo'clock,soastobeready。
25October,Noon——Nonewsyetoftheship'sarrival。
Mrs。Harker'shypnoticreportthismorningwasthesameasusual,soitispossiblethatwemaygetnewsatanymoment。
Wemenareallinafeverofexcitement,exceptHarker,whoiscalm。
Hishandsarecoldasice,andanhouragoIfoundhimwhettingtheedgeofthegreatGhoorkaknifewhichhenowalwayscarrieswithhim。
ItwillbeabadlookoutfortheCountiftheedgeofthat“Kukri“
evertoucheshisthroat,drivenbythatstern,ice-coldhand!
VanHelsingandIwerealittlealarmedaboutMrs。Harkertoday。
Aboutnoonshegotintoasortoflethargywhichwedidnotlike。
Althoughwekeptsilencetotheothers,wewereneitherofushappyaboutit。Shehadbeenrestlessallthemorning,sothatwewereatfirstgladtoknowthatshewassleeping。When,however,herhusbandmentionedcasuallythatshewassleepingsosoundlythathecouldnotwakeher,wewenttoherroomtoseeforourselves。
Shewasbreathingnaturallyandlookedsowellandpeacefulthatweagreedthatthesleepwasbetterforherthananythingelse。
Poorgirl,shehassomuchtoforgetthatitisnowonderthatsleep,ifitbringsobliviontoher,doeshergood。
Later——Ouropinionwasjustified,forwhenafterarefreshingsleepofsomehoursshewokeup,sheseemedbrighterandbetterthanshehadbeenfordays。Atsunsetshemadetheusualhypnoticreport。
WhereverhemaybeintheBlackSea,theCountishurryingtohisdestination。Tohisdoom,Itrust!
26October——AnotherdayandnotidingsoftheCzarinaCatherine。
Sheoughttobeherebynow。Thatsheisstilljourneyingsomewhereisapparent,forMrs。Harker'shypnoticreportatsunrisewasstillthesame。
Itispossiblethatthevesselmaybelyingby,attimes,forfog。
Someofthesteamerswhichcameinlasteveningreportedpatchesoffogbothtonorthandsouthoftheport。Wemustcontinueourwatching,astheshipmaynowbesignalledanymoment。
27October,Noon——Moststrange。Nonewsyetoftheshipwewaitfor。
Mrs。Harkerreportedlastnightandthismorningasusual。“Lappingwavesandrushingwater,“thoughsheaddedthat“thewaveswereveryfaint。“
ThetelegramsfromLondonhavebeenthesame,“nofurtherreport。“
VanHelsingisterriblyanxious,andtoldmejustnowthathefearstheCountisescapingus。
Headdedsignificantly,“IdidnotlikethatlethargyofMadamMina's。Soulsandmemoriescandostrangethingsduringtrance。“
Iwasabouttoaskhimmore,butHarkerjustthencamein,andheheldupawarninghand。Wemusttrytonightatsunsettomakeherspeakmorefullywheninherhypnoticstate。
28October——Telegram。RufusSmith,London,toLordGodalming,careH。B。M。ViceConsul,Varna“CzarinaCatherinereportedenteringGalatzatoneo'clocktoday。“
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
28October——WhenthetelegramcameannouncingthearrivalinGalatzI
donotthinkitwassuchashocktoanyofusasmighthavebeenexpected。
True,wedidnotknowwhence,orhow,orwhen,theboltwouldcome。
ButIthinkweallexpectedthatsomethingstrangewouldhappen。
ThedayofarrivalatVarnamadeusindividuallysatisfiedthatthingswouldnotbejustaswehadexpected。Weonlywaitedtolearnwherethechangewouldoccur。Nonetheless,however,itwasasurprise。
Isupposethatnatureworksonsuchahopefulbasisthatwebelieveagainstourselvesthatthingswillbeastheyoughttobe,notasweshouldknowthattheywillbe。Transcendentalismisabeacontotheangels,evenifitbeawill-o'-the-wisptoman。VanHelsingraisedhishandoverhisheadforamoment,asthoughinremonstrancewiththeAlmighty。
Buthesaidnotaword,andinafewsecondsstoodupwithhisfacesternlyset。
LordGodalminggrewverypale,andsatbreathingheavily。
Iwasmyselfhalfstunnedandlookedinwonderatoneafteranother。
QuinceyMorristightenedhisbeltwiththatquickmovementwhichI
knewsowell。Inouroldwanderingdaysitmeant“action。“
Mrs。Harkergrewghastlywhite,sothatthescaronherforeheadseemedtoburn,butshefoldedherhandsmeeklyandlookedupinprayer。
Harkersmiled,actuallysmiled,thedark,bittersmileofonewhoiswithouthope,butatthesametimehisactionbeliedhiswords,forhishandsinstinctivelysoughtthehiltofthegreatKukriknifeandrestedthere。
“WhendoesthenexttrainstartforGalatz?”saidVanHelsingtousgenerally。
“At6:30tomorrowmorning!”Weallstarted,fortheanswercamefromMrs。Harker。
“Howonearthdoyouknow?”saidArt。
“Youforget,orperhapsyoudonotknow,thoughJonathandoesandsodoesDr。VanHelsing,thatIamthetrainfiend。
AthomeinExeterIalwaysusedtomakeupthetimetables,soastobehelpfultomyhusband。Ifounditsousefulsometimes,thatIalwaysmakeastudyofthetimetablesnow。
IknewthatifanythingweretotakeustoCastleDraculaweshouldgobyGalatz,oratanyratethroughBucharest,soIlearnedthetimesverycarefully。Unhappilytherearenotmanytolearn,astheonlytraintomorrowleavesasIsay。“
“Wonderfulwoman!”murmuredtheProfessor。
“Can'twegetaspecial?”askedLordGodalming。
VanHelsingshookhishead,“Ifearnot。Thislandisverydifferentfromyoursormine。Evenifwedidhaveaspecial,itwouldprobablynotarriveassoonasourregulartrain。
Moreover,wehavesomethingtoprepare。Wemustthink。
Nowletusorganize。You,friendArthur,gotothetrainandgettheticketsandarrangethatallbereadyforustogointhemorning。Doyou,friendJonathan,gototheagentoftheshipandgetfromhimletterstotheagentinGalatz,withauthoritytomakeasearchoftheshipjustasitwashere。
QuinceyMorris,youseetheViceConsul,andgethisaidwithhisfellowinGalatzandallhecandotomakeourwaysmooth,sothatnotimesbelostwhenovertheDanube。
JohnwillstaywithMadamMinaandme,andweshallconsult。
Forsoiftimebelongyoumaybedelayed。Anditwillnotmatterwhenthesunset,sinceIamherewithMadamtomakereport。“
“AndI,“saidMrs。Harkerbrightly,andmorelikeheroldselfthanshehadbeenformanyalongday,“shalltrytobeofuseinallways,andshallthinkandwriteforyouasIusedtodo。
Somethingisshiftingfrommeinsomestrangeway,andIfeelfreerthanIhavebeenoflate!”
Thethreeyoungermenlookedhappieratthemomentastheyseemedtorealizethesignificanceofherwords。ButVanHelsingandI,turningtoeachother,meteachagraveandtroubledglance。
Wesaidnothingatthetime,however。
WhenthethreemenhadgoneouttotheirtasksVanHelsingaskedMrs。HarkertolookupthecopyofthediariesandfindhimthepartofHarker'sjournalattheCastle。
Shewentawaytogetit。
Whenthedoorwasshutuponherhesaidtome,“Wemeanthesame!
Speakout!”
“Hereissomechange。Itisahopethatmakesmesick,foritmaydeceiveus。“
“Quiteso。DoyouknowwhyIaskedhertogetthemanuscript?”
“No!”saidI,“unlessitwastogetanopportunityofseeingmealone。“
“Youareinpartright,friendJohn,butonlyinpart。
Iwanttotellyousomething。Andoh,myfriend,Iamtakingagreat,aterrible,risk。ButIbelieveitisright。
InthemomentwhenMadamMinasaidthosewordsthatarrestbothourunderstanding,aninspirationcametome。InthetranceofthreedaysagotheCountsentherhisspirittoreadhermind。
Ormorelikehetookhertoseehiminhisearthboxintheshipwithwaterrushing,justasitgofreeatriseandsetofsun。
Helearnthenthatwearehere,forshehavemoretotellinheropenlifewitheyestoseeearstohearthanhe,shutasheis,inhiscoffinbox。Nowhemakehismostefforttoescapeus。
Atpresenthewanthernot。
“Heissurewithhissogreatknowledgethatshewillcomeathiscall。
Buthecutheroff,takeher,ashecando,outofhisownpower,thatsoshecomenottohim。Ah!ThereIhavehopethatourmanbrainsthathavebeenofmansolongandthathavenotlostthegraceofGod,willcomehigherthanhischild-brainthatlieinhistombforcenturies,thatgrownotyettoourstature,andthatdoonlyworkselfishandthereforesmall。HerecomesMadamMina。Notawordtoherofhertrance!
Sheknowsitnot,anditwouldoverwhelmherandmakedespairjustwhenwewantallherhope,allhercourage,whenmostwewantallhergreatbrainwhichistrainedlikeman'sbrain,butisofsweetwomanandhaveaspecialpowerwhichtheCountgiveher,andwhichhemaynottakeawayaltogether,thoughhethinknotso。Hush!Letmespeak,andyoushalllearn。Oh,John,myfriend,weareinawfulstraits。Ifear,asIneverfearedbefore。
WecanonlytrustthegoodGod。Silence!Hereshecomes!”
IthoughtthattheProfessorwasgoingtobreakdownandhavehysterics,justashehadwhenLucydied,butwithagreatefforthecontrolledhimselfandwasatperfectnervouspoisewhenMrs。Harkertrippedintotheroom,brightandhappylookingand,inthedoingofwork,seeminglyforgetfulofhermisery。Asshecamein,shehandedanumberofsheetsoftypewritingtoVanHelsing。Helookedoverthemgravely,hisfacebrighteningupasheread。
Thenholdingthepagesbetweenhisfingerandthumbhesaid,“FriendJohn,toyouwithsomuchexperiencealready,andyoutoo,dearMadamMina,thatareyoung,hereisalesson。
Donotfearevertothink。Ahalfthoughthasbeenbuzzingofteninmybrain,butIfeartolethimloosehiswings。
Herenow,withmoreknowledge,IgobacktowherethathalfthoughtcomefromandIfindthathebenohalfthoughtatall。
Thatbeawholethought,thoughsoyoungthatheisnotyetstrongtousehislittlewings。Nay,likethe`UglyDuck'
ofmyfriendHansAndersen,hebenoduckthoughtatall,butabigswanthoughtthatsailnoblyonbigwings,whenthetimecomeforhimtotrythem。SeeIreadherewhatJonathanhavewritten。
“Thatotherofhisracewho,inalaterage,againandagain,broughthisforcesoverTheGreatRiverintoTurkeyLand,whowhenhewasbeatenback,cameagain,andagain,andagain,thoughhehadtocomealonefromthebloodyfieldwherehistroopswerebeingslaughtered,sinceheknewthathealonecouldultimatelytriumph。
“Whatdoesthistellus?Notmuch?No!TheCount'schildthoughtseenothing,thereforehespeaksofree。
Yourmanthoughtseenothing。Mymanthoughtseenothing,tilljustnow。No!Buttherecomesanotherwordfromsomeonewhospeakwithoutthoughtbecauseshe,too,knownotwhatitmean,whatitmightmean。Justasthereareelementswhichrest,yetwheninnature'scoursetheymoveontheirwayandtheytouch,thepouf!Andtherecomesaflashoflight,heavenwide,thatblindandkillanddestroysome。Butthatshowupallearthbelowforleaguesandleagues。Isitnotso?Well,Ishallexplain。
Tobegin,haveyoueverstudythephilosophyofcrime?
`Yes'and`No。'You,John,yes,foritisastudyofinsanity。
You,no,MadamMina,forcrimetouchyounot,notbutonce。
Still,yourmindworkstrue,andarguesnotaparticulariaduniversale。Thereisthispeculiarityincriminals。
Itissoconstant,inallcountriesandatalltimes,thatevenpolice,whoknownotmuchfromphilosophy,cometoknowitempirically,thatitis。Thatistobeempiric。
Thecriminalalwaysworkatonecrime,thatisthetruecriminalwhoseemspredestinatetocrime,andwhowillofnoneother。
Thiscriminalhasnotfullmanbrain。Heiscleverandcunningandresourceful,buthebenotofmanstatureastobrain。
Hebeofchildbraininmuch。Nowthiscriminalofoursispredestinatetocrimealso。He,too,havechildbrain,anditisofthechildtodowhathehavedone。Thelittlebird,thelittlefish,thelittleanimallearnnotbyprinciple,butempirically。Andwhenhelearntodo,thenthereistohimthegroundtostartfromtodomore。`Dospousto,'
saidArchimedes。`Givemeafulcrum,andIshallmovetheworld!'
Todoonce,isthefulcrumwherebychildbrainbecomemanbrain。
Anduntilhehavethepurposetodomore,hecontinuetodothesameagaineverytime,justashehavedonebefore!
Oh,mydear,Iseethatyoureyesareopened,andthattoyouthelightningflashshowalltheleagues,“forMrs。Harkerbegantoclapherhandsandhereyessparkled。
Hewenton,“Nowyoushallspeak。Tellustwodrymenofsciencewhatyouseewiththosesobrighteyes。“Hetookherhandandhelditwhilsthespoke。
Hisfingerandthumbclosedonherpulse,asIthoughtinstinctivelyandunconsciously,asshespoke。
“TheCountisacriminalandofcriminaltype。NordauandLombrosowouldsoclassifyhim,andquacriminalheisofanimperfectlyformedmind。
Thus,inadifficultyhehastoseekresourceinhabit。Hispastisaclue,andtheonepageofitthatweknow,andthatfromhisownlips,tellsthatoncebefore,wheninwhatMr。Morriswouldcalla`tightplace,'
hewentbacktohisowncountryfromthelandhehadtriedtoinvade,andthence,withoutlosingpurpose,preparedhimselfforaneweffort。
Hecameagainbetterequippedforhiswork,andwon。SohecametoLondontoinvadeanewland。Hewasbeaten,andwhenallhopeofsuccesswaslost,andhisexistenceindanger,hefledbackovertheseatohishome。
JustasformerlyhehadfledbackovertheDanubefromTurkeyLand。“
“Good,good!Oh,yousocleverlady!”saidVanHelsing,enthusiastically,ashestoopedandkissedherhand。
Amomentlaterhesaidtome,ascalmlyasthoughwehadbeenhavingasickroomconsultation,“Seventy-twoonly,andinallthisexcitement。Ihavehope。“
Turningtoheragain,hesaidwithkeenexpectation,“Butgoon。
Goon!Thereismoretotellifyouwill。Benotafraid。
JohnandIknow。Idoinanycase,andshalltellyouifyouareright。Speak,withoutfear!”
“Iwilltryto。ButyouwillforgivemeifIseemtooegotistical。“
“Nay!Fearnot,youmustbeegotist,foritisofyouthatwethink。“
“Then,asheiscriminalheisselfish。Andashisintellectissmallandhisactionisbasedonselfishness,heconfineshimselftoonepurpose。Thatpurposeisremorseless。
AshefledbackovertheDanube,leavinghisforcestobecuttopieces,sonowheisintentonbeingsafe,carelessofall。
Sohisownselfishnessfreesmysoulsomewhatfromtheterriblepowerwhichheacquiredovermeonthatdreadfulnight。
Ifeltit!Oh,Ifeltit!ThankGod,forHisgreatmercy!
Mysoulisfreerthanithasbeensincethatawfulhour。
Andallthathauntsmeisafearlestinsometranceordreamhemayhaveusedmyknowledgeforhisends。“
TheProfessorstoodup,“Hehassousedyourmind,andbyithehasleftushereinVarna,whilsttheshipthatcarriedhimrushedthroughenvelopingfoguptoGalatz,where,doubtless,hehadmadepreparationforescapingfromus。
Buthischildmindonlysawsofar。AnditmaybethataseverisinGod'sProvidence,theverythingthattheevildoermostreckonedonforhisselfishgood,turnsouttobehischiefestharm。
Thehunteristakeninhisownsnare,asthegreatPsalmistsays。
Fornowthathethinkheisfreefromeverytraceofusall,andthathehasescapeduswithsomanyhourstohim,thenhisselfishchildbrainwillwhisperhimtosleep。
Hethink,too,thatashecuthimselfofffromknowingyourmind,therecanbenoknowledgeofhimtoyou。Thereiswherehefail!
Thatterriblebaptismofbloodwhichhegiveyoumakesyoufreetogotohiminspirit,asyouhaveasyetdoneinyourtimesoffreedom,whenthesunriseandset。Atsuchtimesyougobymyvolitionandnotbyhis。Andthispowertogoodofyouandothers,youhavewonfromyoursufferingathishands。
Thisisnowallmorepreciousthatheknowitnot,andtoguardhimselfhaveevencuthimselfofffromhisknowledgeofourwhere。
We,however,arenotselfish,andwebelievethatGodiswithusthroughallthisblackness,andthesemanydarkhours。
Weshallfollowhim,andweshallnotflinch。Evenifweperilourselvesthatwebecomelikehim。FriendJohn,thishasbeenagreathour,andithavedonemuchtoadvanceusonourway。
Youmustbescribeandwritehimalldown,sothatwhentheothersreturnfromtheirworkyoucangiveittothem,thentheyshallknowaswedo。“
AndsoIhavewrittenitwhilstwewaittheirreturn,andMrs。HarkerhaswrittenwiththetypewriterallsinceshebroughttheMStous。
CHAPTER26
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
29October——ThisiswritteninthetrainfromVarnatoGalatz。
Lastnightweallassembledalittlebeforethetimeofsunset。
Eachofushaddonehisworkaswellashecould,sofarasthought,andendeavor,andopportunitygo,wearepreparedforthewholeofourjourney,andforourworkwhenwegettoGalatz。
WhentheusualtimecameroundMrs。Harkerpreparedherselfforherhypnoticeffort,andafteralongerandmoreseriouseffortonthepartofVanHelsingthanhasbeenusuallynecessary,shesankintothetrance。Usuallyshespeaksonahint,butthistimetheProfessorhadtoaskherquestions,andtoaskthemprettyresolutely,beforewecouldlearnanything。
Atlastheranswercame。
“Icanseenothing。Wearestill。Therearenowaveslapping,butonlyasteadyswirlofwatersoftlyrunningagainstthehawser。Icanhearmen'svoicescalling,nearandfar,andtherollandcreakofoarsintherowlocks。
Agunisfiredsomewhere,theechoofitseemsfaraway。
Thereistrampingoffeetoverhead,andropesandchainsaredraggedalong。Whatisthis?Thereisagleamoflight。
Icanfeeltheairblowinguponme。“
Hereshestopped。Shehadrisen,asifimpulsively,fromwhereshelayonthesofa,andraisedbothherhands,palmsupwards,asifliftingaweight。VanHelsingandIlookedateachotherwithunderstanding。
Quinceyraisedhiseyebrowsslightlyandlookedatherintently,whilstHarker'shandinstinctivelyclosedroundthehiltofhisKukri。
Therewasalongpause。Weallknewthatthetimewhenshecouldspeakwaspassing,butwefeltthatitwasuselesstosayanything。
Suddenlyshesatup,andassheopenedhereyessaidsweetly,“Wouldnoneofyoulikeacupoftea?Youmustallbesotired!”
Wecouldonlymakeherhappy,andsoacqueisced。Shebustledofftogettea。
WhenshehadgoneVanHelsingsaid,“Yousee,myfriends。Heisclosetoland。Hehaslefthisearthchest。Buthehasyettogetonshore。
Inthenighthemayliehiddensomewhere,butifhebenotcarriedonshore,oriftheshipdonottouchit,hecannotachievetheland。
Insuchcasehecan,ifitbeinthenight,changehisformandjumporflyonshore,then,unlesshebecarriedhecannotescape。
Andifhebecarried,thenthecustomsmenmaydiscoverwhattheboxcontain。
Thus,infine,ifheescapenotonshoretonight,orbeforedawn,therewillbethewholedaylosttohim。Wemaythenarriveintime。
Forifheescapenotatnightweshallcomeonhimindaytime,boxedupandatourmercy。Forhedarenotbehistrueself,awakeandvisible,lesthebediscovered。“
Therewasnomoretobesaid,sowewaitedinpatienceuntilthedawn,atwhichtimewemightlearnmorefromMrs。Harker。
Earlythismorningwelistened,withbreathlessanxiety,forherresponseinhertrance。Thehypnoticstagewasevenlongerincomingthanbefore,andwhenitcamethetimeremaininguntilfullsunrisewassoshortthatwebegantodespair。
VanHelsingseemedtothrowhiswholesoulintotheeffort。
Atlast,inobediencetohiswillshemadereply。
“Allisdark。Ihearlappingwater,levelwithme,andsomecreakingasofwoodonwood。“Shepaused,andtheredsunshotup。
Wemustwaittilltonight。
AndsoitisthatwearetravellingtowardsGalatzinanagonyofexpectation。Weareduetoarrivebetweentwoandthreeinthemorning。Butalready,atBucharest,wearethreehourslate,sowecannotpossiblygetintillwellaftersunup。
ThusweshallhavetwomorehypnoticmessagesfromMrs。Harker!
Eitherorbothmaypossiblythrowmorelightonwhatishappening。
Later——Sunsethascomeandgone。Fortunatelyitcameatatimewhentherewasnodistraction。Forhaditoccurredwhilstwewereatastation,wemightnothavesecuredthenecessarycalmandisolation。
Mrs。Harkeryieldedtothehypnoticinfluenceevenlessreadilythanthismorning。IaminfearthatherpowerofreadingtheCount'ssensationsmaydieaway,justwhenwewantitmost。
Itseemstomethatherimaginationisbeginningtowork。
Whilstshehasbeeninthetrancehithertoshehasconfinedherselftothesimplestoffacts。Ifthisgoesonitmayultimatelymisleadus。
IfIthoughtthattheCount'spoweroverherwoulddieawayequallywithherpowerofknowledgeitwouldbeahappythought。
ButIamafraidthatitmaynotbeso。
Whenshedidspeak,herwordswereenigmatical,“Somethingisgoingout。
Icanfeelitpassmelikeacoldwind。Icanhear,faroff,confusedsounds,asofmentalkinginstrangetongues,fiercefallingwater,andthehowlingofwolves。“Shestoppedandashudderranthroughher,increasinginintensityforafewseconds,tillattheend,sheshookasthoughinapalsy。
Shesaidnomore,eveninanswertotheProfessor'simperativequestioning。
Whenshewokefromthetrance,shewascold,andexhausted,andlanguid,buthermindwasallalert。Shecouldnotrememberanything,butaskedwhatshehadsaid。Whenshewastold,sheponderedoveritdeeplyforalongtimeandinsilence。
30October,7A。M——WearenearGalatznow,andImaynothavetimetowritelater。Sunrisethismorningwasanxiouslylookedforbyusall。
Knowingoftheincreasingdifficultyofprocuringthehypnotictrance,VanHelsingbeganhispassesearlierthanusual。Theyproducednoeffect,however,untiltheregulartime,whensheyieldedwithastillgreaterdifficulty,onlyaminutebeforethesunrose。
TheProfessorlostnotimeinhisquestioning。
Heranswercamewithequalquickness,“Allisdark。Ihearwaterswirlingby,levelwithmyears,andthecreakingofwoodonwood。
Cattlelowfaroff。Thereisanothersound,aqueeronelike……“Shestoppedandgrewwhite,andwhiterstill。
“Goon,goon!Speak,Icommandyou!”saidVanHelsinginanagonizedvoice。Atthesametimetherewasdespairinhiseyes,fortherisensunwasreddeningevenMrs。Harker'spaleface。
Sheopenedhereyes,andweallstartedasshesaid,sweetlyandseeminglywiththeutmostunconcern。
“Oh,Professor,whyaskmetodowhatyouknowIcan't?Idon'trememberanything。“Then,seeingthelookofamazementonourfaces,shesaid,turningfromonetotheotherwithatroubledlook,“WhathaveIsaid?WhathaveIdone?Iknownothing,onlythatI
waslyinghere,halfasleep,andheardyousay`goon!speak,Icommandyou!'Itseemedsofunnytohearyouordermeabout,asifIwereabadchild!”
“Oh,MadamMina,“hesaid,sadly,“itisproof,ifproofbeneeded,ofhowI
loveandhonoryou,whenawordforyourgood,spokenmoreearnestthanever,canseemsostrangebecauseitistoorderherwhomIamproudtoobey!”
Thewhistlesaresounding。WearenearingGalatz。
Weareonfirewithanxietyandeagerness。
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
30October——Mr。Morristookmetothehotelwhereourroomshadbeenorderedbytelegraph,hebeingtheonewhocouldbestbespared,sincehedoesnotspeakanyforeignlanguage。
TheforcesweredistributedmuchastheyhadbeenatVarna,exceptthatLordGodalmingwenttotheViceConsul,ashisrankmightserveasanimmediateguaranteeofsomesorttotheofficial,webeinginextremehurry。JonathanandthetwodoctorswenttotheshippingagenttolearnparticularsofthearrivaloftheCzarinaCatherine。
Later——LordGodalminghasreturned。TheConsulisaway,andtheViceConsulsick。Sotheroutineworkhasbeenattendedtobyaclerk。
Hewasveryobliging,andofferedtodoanythinginhispower。
JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
30October——Atnineo'clockDr。VanHelsing,Dr。Seward,andIcalledonMessrs。Mackenzie&Steinkoff,theagentsoftheLondonfirmofHapgood。
TheyhadreceivedawirefromLondon,inanswertoLordGodalming'stelegraphedrequest,askingthemtoshowusanycivilityintheirpower。
Theyweremorethankindandcourteous,andtookusatonceonboardtheCzarinaCatherine,whichlayatanchoroutintheriverharbor。
TherewesawtheCaptain,Donelsonbyname,whotoldusofhisvoyage。
Hesaidthatinallhislifehehadneverhadsofavorablearun。
“Man!”hesaid,“butitmadeusafeard,forweexpectitthatweshouldhavetopayforitwi'somerarepieceo'illluck,soastokeepuptheaverage。It'snocannytorunfraeLondontotheBlackSeawi'
awindahintye,asthoughtheDeilhimselfwereblawin'onyersailforhisainpurpose。An'a'thetimewecouldnospeerathing。
Ginwewerenighaship,oraport,oraheadland,afogfellonusandtravelledwi'us,tillwhenafterithadliftedandwelookedout,thedeilathingcouldwesee。WeranbyGibraltarwi'ootbein'
abletosignal。An'tilwecametotheDardanellesandhadtowaittogetourpermittopass,weneverwerewithinhailo'aught。AtfirstIinclinedtoslackoffsailandbeatabouttillthefogwaslifted。
Butwhiles,IthochtthatiftheDeilwasmindedtogetusintotheBlackSeaquick,hewasliketodoitwhetherwewouldorno。
Ifwehadaquickvoyageitwouldbenotoourmiscreditwi'theowners,ornohurttoourtraffic,an'theOldMonwhohadservedhisainpurposewadbedecentlygratefultousfornohinderin'him。“
Thismixtureofsimplicityandcunning,ofsuperstitionandcommercialreasoning,arousedVanHelsing,whosaid,“Minefriend,thatDevilismorecleverthanheisthoughtbysome,andheknowwhenhemeethismatch!”
Theskipperwasnotdispleasedwiththecompliment,andwenton,“WhenwegotpasttheBosphorusthemenbegantogrumble。
Someo'them,theRoumanians,cameandaskedmetoheaveoverboardabigboxwhichhadbeenputonboardbyaqueerlookin'oldmanjustbeforewehadstartedfraeLondon。
Ihadseenthemspeeratthefellow,andputouttheirtwafingerswhentheysawhim,toguardthemagainsttheevileye。
Man!butthesupersteetionofforeignersispairfectlyrideeculous!
Isentthemaboottheirbusinessprettyquick,butasjustafterafogclosedinonusIfeltaweebitastheydidanentsomething,thoughIwouldn'tsayitwasagainthebigbox。
Well,onwewent,andasthefogdidn'tletupforfivedaysIjoostletthewindcarryus,foriftheDeilwantedtogetsomewheres,well,hewouldfetchitupa'reet。An'
ifhedidn't,well,we'dkeepasharplookoutanyhow。
Sureeneuch,wehadafairwayanddeepwaterallthetime。
Andtwodaysago,whenthemornin'suncamethroughthefog,wefoundourselvesjustintheriveroppositeGalatz。
TheRoumanianswerewild,andwantedmerightorwrongtotakeouttheboxandflingitintheriver。Ihadtoargywi'
themabootitwi'ahandspike。An'whenthelasto'themroseoffthedeckwi'hisheadinhishand,Ihadconvincedthemthat,evileyeornoevileye,thepropertyandthetrustofmyownerswerebetterinmyhandsthanintheriverDanube。
Theyhad,mindye,takentheboxonthedeckreadytoflingin,andasitwasmarkedGalatzviaVarna,IthochtI'dletitlietillwedischargedintheportan'getrido'talthegither。
Wedidn'tdomuchclearin'thatday,an'hadtoremainthenichtatanchor。Butinthemornin',brawan'airly,anhourbeforesunup,amancameaboardwi'anorder,writtentohimfromEngland,toreceiveaboxmarkedforoneCountDracula。
Sureeneuchthematterwasonereadytohishand。
Hehadhispapersa'reet,an'gladIwastoberido'
thedam'thing,forIwasbeginnin'masel'tofeeluneasyatit。
IftheDeildidhaveanyluggageaboordtheship,I'mthinkin'
itwasnaneitherthanthatsame!”
“Whatwasthenameofthemanwhotookit?”askedDr。VanHelsingwithrestrainedeagerness。
“I'llbetellin'yequick!”heanswered,andsteppingdowntohiscabin,producedareceiptsigned“ImmanuelHildesheim。“
Burgen-strasse16wastheaddress。WefoundoutthatthiswasalltheCaptainknew,sowiththankswecameaway。
WefoundHildesheiminhisoffice,aHebrewofrathertheAdelphiTheatretype,withanoselikeasheep,andafez。
Hisargumentswerepointedwithspecie,wedoingthepunctuation,andwithalittlebargaininghetolduswhatheknew。
Thisturnedouttobesimplebutimportant。HehadreceivedaletterfromMr。deVilleofLondon,tellinghimtoreceive,ifpossiblebeforesunrisesoastoavoidcustoms,aboxwhichwouldarriveatGalatzintheCzarinaCatherine。
ThishewastogiveinchargetoacertainPetrofSkinsky,whodealtwiththeSlovakswhotradeddowntherivertotheport。
HehadbeenpaidforhisworkbyanEnglishbanknote,whichhadbeendulycashedforgoldattheDanubeInternationalBank。
WhenSkinskyhadcometohim,hehadtakenhimtotheshipandhandedoverthebox,soastosaveparterage。
Thatwasallheknew。
WethensoughtforSkinsky,butwereunabletofindhim。
Oneofhisneighbors,whodidnotseemtobearhimanyaffection,saidthathehadgoneawaytwodaysbefore,nooneknewwhither。
Thiswascorroboratedbyhislandlord,whohadreceivedbymessengerthekeyofthehousetogetherwiththerentdue,inEnglishmoney。
Thishadbeenbetweentenandeleveno'clocklastnight。
Wewereatastandstillagain。
WhilstweweretalkingonecamerunningandbreathlesslygaspedoutthatthebodyofSkinskyhadbeenfoundinsidethewallofthechurchyardofSt。Peter,andthatthethroathadbeentornopenasifbysomewildanimal。
Thosewehadbeenspeakingwithranofftoseethehorror,thewomencryingout。“ThisistheworkofaSlovak!”
Wehurriedawaylestweshouldhavebeeninsomewaydrawnintotheaffair,andsodetained。
Aswecamehomewecouldarriveatnodefiniteconclusion。
Wewereallconvincedthattheboxwasonitsway,bywater,tosomewhere,butwherethatmightbewewouldhavetodiscover。
WithheavyheartswecamehometothehoteltoMina。
Whenwemettogether,thefirstthingwastoconsultastotakingMinaagainintoourconfidence。Thingsaregettingdesperate,anditisatleastachance,thoughahazardousone。
Asapreliminarystep,Iwasreleasedfrommypromisetoher。
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
30October,evening——Theyweresotiredandwornoutanddispiritedthattherewasnothingtobedonetilltheyhadsomerest,soIaskedthemalltoliedownforhalfanhourwhilstIshouldentereverythinguptothemoment。
Ifeelsogratefultothemanwhoinventedthe“Traveller's“typewriter,andtoMr。Morrisforgettingthisoneforme。IshouldhavefeltquiteastraydoingtheworkifIhadtowritewithapen……
Itisalldone。Poordear,dearJonathan,whathemusthavesuffered,whathemustbesufferingnow。Heliesonthesofahardlyseemingtobreathe,andhiswholebodyappearsincollapse。Hisbrowsareknit。
Hisfaceisdrawnwithpain。Poorfellow,maybeheisthinking,andI
canseehisfaceallwrinkledupwiththeconcentrationofhisthoughts。
Oh!ifIcouldonlyhelpatall。IshalldowhatIcan。
IhaveaskedDr。VanHelsing,andhehasgotmeallthepapersthatIhavenotyetseen。Whilsttheyareresting,Ishallgooverallcarefully,andperhapsImayarriveatsomeconclusion。
IshalltrytofollowtheProfessor'sexample,andthinkwithoutprejudiceonthefactsbeforeme……
IdobelievethatunderGod'sprovidenceIhavemadeadiscovery。
Ishallgetthemapsandlookoverthem。
IammorethaneversurethatIamright。Mynewconclusionisready,soIshallgetourpartytogetherandreadit。Theycanjudgeit。
Itiswelltobeaccurate,andeveryminuteisprecious。
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