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第15章

  CHAPTER25
  DRSEWARD'SDIARY
  11October,Evening——JonathanHarkerhasaskedmetonotethis,ashesaysheishardlyequaltothetask,andhewantsanexactrecordkept。
  IthinkthatnoneofusweresurprisedwhenwewereaskedtoseeMrs。Harkeralittlebeforethetimeofsunset。
  Wehaveoflatecometounderstandthatsunriseandsunsetaretohertimesofpeculiarfreedom。Whenheroldselfcanbemanifestwithoutanycontrollingforcesubduingorrestrainingher,orincitinghertoaction。Thismoodorconditionbeginssomehalfhourormorebeforeactualsunriseorsunset,andlaststilleitherthesunishigh,orwhilstthecloudsarestillaglowwiththeraysstreamingabovethehorizon。
  Atfirstthereisasortofnegativecondition,asifsometiewereloosened,andthentheabsolutefreedomquicklyfollows。
  When,however,thefreedomceasesthechangebackorrelapsecomesquickly,preceededonlybyaspellofwarningsilence。
  Tonight,whenwemet,shewassomewhatconstrained,andboreallthesignsofaninternalstruggle。Iputitdownmyselftohermakingaviolenteffortattheearliestinstantshecoulddoso。
  Averyfewminutes,however,gavehercompletecontrolofherself。
  Then,motioningherhusbandtositbesideheronthesofawhereshewashalfreclining,shemadetherestofusbringchairsupclose。
  Takingherhusband'shandinhers,shebegan,“Weareallheretogetherinfreedom,forperhapsthelasttime!
  Iknowthatyouwillalwaysbewithmetotheend。“
  Thiswastoherhusbandwhosehandhad,aswecouldsee,tighteneduponher。“Inthemorningwegooutuponourtask,andGodaloneknowswhatmaybeinstoreforanyofus。
  Youaregoingtobesogoodtometotakemewithyou。
  Iknowthatallthatbraveearnestmencandoforapoorweakwoman,whosesoulperhapsislost,no,no,notyet,butisatanyrateatstake,youwilldo。ButyoumustrememberthatIamnotasyouare。Thereisapoisoninmyblood,inmysoul,whichmaydestroyme,whichmustdestroyme,unlesssomereliefcomestous。Oh,myfriends,youknowaswellasIdo,thatmysoulisatstake。AndthoughIknowthereisonewayoutforme,youmustnotandImustnottakeit!”
  Shelookedappealinglytousallinturn,beginningandendingwithherhusband。
  “Whatisthatway?”askedVanHelsinginahoarsevoice。
  “Whatisthatway,whichwemustnot,maynot,take?”
  “ThatImaydienow,eitherbymyownhandorthatofanother,beforethegreaterevilisentirelywrought。Iknow,andyouknow,thatwereIoncedeadyoucouldandwouldsetfreemyimmortalspirit,evenasyoudidmypoorLucy's。Weredeath,orthefearofdeath,theonlythingthatstoodinthewayIwouldnotshrinktodieherenow,amidstthefriendswholoveme。Butdeathisnotall。
  Icannotbelievethattodieinsuchacase,whenthereishopebeforeusandabittertasktobedone,isGod'swill。
  Therefore,Ionmypart,giveupherethecertaintyofeternalrest,andgooutintothedarkwheremaybetheblackestthingsthattheworldorthenetherworldholds!”
  Wewereallsilent,forweknewinstinctivelythatthiswasonlyaprelude。
  Thefacesoftheotherswereset,andHarker'sgrewashengrey。
  Perhaps,heguessedbetterthananyofuswhatwascoming。
  Shecontinued,“ThisiswhatIcangiveintothehotch-pot。“
  Icouldnotbutnotethequaintlegalphrasewhichsheusedinsuchaplace,andwithallseriousness。“Whatwilleachofyougive?
  YourlivesIknow,“shewentonquickly,“thatiseasyforbravemen。YourlivesareGod's,andyoucangivethembacktoHim,butwhatwillyougivetome?”Shelookedagainquestionly,butthistimeavoidedherhusband'sface。
  Quinceyseemedtounderstand,henodded,andherfacelitup。
  “ThenIshalltellyouplainlywhatIwant,fortheremustbenodoubtfulmatterinthisconnectionbetweenusnow。
  Youmustpromiseme,oneandall,evenyou,mybelovedhusband,thatshouldthetimecome,youwillkillme。“
  “Whatisthattime?”ThevoicewasQuincey's,butitwaslowandstrained。
  “WhenyoushallbeconvincedthatIamsochangedthatitisbetterthatI
  diethatImaylive。WhenIamthusdeadintheflesh,thenyouwill,withoutamoment'sdelay,driveastakethroughmeandcutoffmyhead,ordowhateverelsemaybewantingtogivemerest!”
  Quinceywasthefirsttoriseafterthepause。Hekneltdownbeforeherandtakingherhandinhissaidsolemnly,“I'monlyaroughfellow,whohasn't,perhaps,livedasamanshouldtowinsuchadistinction,butIsweartoyoubyallthatIholdsacredanddearthat,shouldthetimeevercome,Ishallnotflinchfromthedutythatyouhavesetus。
  AndIpromiseyou,too,thatIshallmakeallcertain,forifI
  amonlydoubtfulIshalltakeitthatthetimehascome!”
  “Mytruefriend!”wasallshecouldsayamidherfast-fallingtears,asbendingover,shekissedhishand。
  “Iswearthesame,mydearMadamMina!”saidVanHelsing。“AndI!”
  saidLordGodalming,eachoftheminturnkneelingtohertotaketheoath。
  Ifollowed,myself。
  Thenherhusbandturnedtoherwan-eyedandwithagreenishpallorwhichsubduedthesnowywhitenessofhishair,andasked,“AndmustI,too,makesuchapromise,oh,mywife?”
  “Youtoo,mydearest,“shesaid,withinfiniteyearningofpityinhervoiceandeyes。“Youmustnotshrink。
  Youarenearestanddearestandalltheworldtome。
  Oursoulsareknitintoone,foralllifeandalltime。
  Think,dear,thattherehavebeentimeswhenbravemenhavekilledtheirwivesandtheirwomenkind,tokeepthemfromfallingintothehandsoftheenemy。
  Theirhandsdidnotfalteranythemorebecausethosethattheylovedimploredthemtoslaythem。Itismen'sdutytowardsthosewhomtheylove,insuchtimesofsoretrial!
  Andoh,mydear,ifitistobethatImustmeetdeathatanyhand,letitbeatthehandofhimthatlovesmebest。
  Dr。VanHelsing,IhavenotforgottenyourmercyinpoorLucy'scasetohimwholoved。“Shestoppedwithaflyingblush,andchangedherphrase,“tohimwhohadbestrighttogiveherpeace。
  Ifthattimeshallcomeagain,Ilooktoyoutomakeitahappymemoryofmyhusband'slifethatitwashislovinghandwhichsetmefreefromtheawfulthralluponme。“
  “AgainIswear!”cametheProfessor'sresonantvoice。
  Mrs。Harkersmiled,positivelysmiled,aswithasighofreliefsheleanedbackandsaid,“Andnowonewordofwarning,awarningwhichyoumustneverforget。
  Thistime,ifitevercome,maycomequicklyandunexpectedly,andinsuchcaseyoumustlosenotimeinusingyouropportunity。
  AtsuchatimeImyselfmightbe……nay!Ifthetimeevercome,shallbe,leaguedwithyourenemyagainstyou。
  “Onemorerequest,“shebecameverysolemnasshesaidthis,“itisnotvitalandnecessaryliketheother,butIwantyoutodoonethingforme,ifyouwill。“
  Weallacquiesced,butnoonespoke。Therewasnoneedtospeak。
  “IwantyoutoreadtheBurialService。“Shewasinterruptedbyadeepgroanfromherhusband。Takinghishandinhers,shehelditoverherheart,andcontinued。“Youmustreaditovermesomeday。
  Whatevermaybetheissueofallthisfearfulstateofthings,itwillbeasweetthoughttoallorsomeofus。You,mydearest,willIhopereadit,forthenitwillbeinyourvoiceinmymemoryforever,comewhatmay!”
  “Butoh,mydearone,“hepleaded,“deathisafarofffromyou。“
  “Nay,“shesaid,holdingupawarninghand。“Iamdeeperindeathatthismomentthaniftheweightofanearthlygravelayheavyuponme!”
  “Oh,mywife,mustIreadit?”hesaid,beforehebegan。
  “Itwouldcomfortme,myhusband!”wasallshesaid,andhebegantoreadwhenshehadgotthebookready。
  HowcanI,howcouldanyone,tellofthatstrangescene,itssolemnity,itsgloom,itssadness,itshorror,andwithal,itssweetness。
  Evenasceptic,whocanseenothingbutatravestyofbittertruthinanythingholyoremotional,wouldhavebeenmeltedtothehearthadheseenthatlittlegroupoflovinganddevotedfriendskneelingroundthatstrickenandsorrowinglady。
  Orheardthetenderpassionofherhusband'svoice,asintonessobrokenandemotionalthatoftenhehadtopause,hereadthesimpleandbeautifulservicefromtheBurialoftheDead。Icannotgoon……words……andv-voices……f-failm-me!
  Shewasrightinherinstinct。Strangeasitwas,bizarreasitmayhereafterseemeventouswhofeltitspotentinfluenceatthetime,itcomfortedusmuch。Andthesilence,whichshowedMrs。Harker'scomingrelapsefromherfreedomofsoul,didnotseemsofullofdespairtoanyofusaswehaddreaded。
  JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
  15October,Varna——WeleftCharingCrossonthemorningofthe12th,gottoParisthesamenight,andtooktheplacessecuredforusintheOrientExpress。Wetravelednightandday,arrivinghereataboutfiveo'clock。LordGodalmingwenttotheConsulatetoseeifanytelegramhadarrivedforhim,whilsttherestofuscameontothishotel,“theOdessus。“Thejourneymayhavehadincidents。
  Iwas,however,tooeagertogeton,tocareforthem。
  UntiltheCzarinaCatherinecomesintoporttherewillbenointerestformeinanythinginthewideworld。
  ThankGod!Minaiswell,andlookstobegettingstronger。
  Hercoloriscomingback。Shesleepsagreatdeal。
  Throughoutthejourneyshesleptnearlyallthetime。
  Beforesunriseandsunset,however,sheisverywakefulandalert。
  AndithasbecomeahabitforVanHelsingtohypnotizeheratsuchtimes。Atfirst,someeffortwasneeded,andhehadtomakemanypasses。Butnow,sheseemstoyieldatonce,asifbyhabit,andscarcelyanyactionisneeded。
  Heseemstohavepowerattheseparticularmomentstosimplywill,andherthoughtsobeyhim。Healwaysasksherwhatshecanseeandhear。
  Sheanswerstothefirst,“Nothing,allisdark。“
  Andtothesecond,“Icanhearthewaveslappingagainsttheship,andthewaterrushingby。Canvasandcordagestrainandmastsandyardscreak。
  Thewindishigh……Icanhearitintheshrouds,andthebowthrowsbackthefoam。“
  ItisevidentthattheCzarinaCatherineisstillatsea,hasteningonherwaytoVarna。LordGodalminghasjustreturned。
  Hehadfourtelegrams,oneeachdaysincewestarted,andalltothesameeffect。ThattheCzarinaCatherinehadnotbeenreportedtoLloyd'sfromanywhere。
  HehadarrangedbeforeleavingLondonthathisagentshouldsendhimeverydayatelegramsayingiftheshiphadbeenreported。
  Hewastohaveamessageevenifshewerenotreported,sothathemightbesurethattherewasawatchbeingkeptattheotherendofthewire。
  Wehaddinnerandwenttobedearly。TomorrowwearetoseetheViceConsul,andtoarrange,ifwecan,aboutgettingonboardtheshipassoonasshearrives。VanHelsingsaysthatourchancewillbetogetontheboatbetweensunriseandsunset。
  TheCount,evenifhetakestheformofabat,cannotcrosstherunningwaterofhisownvolition,andsocannotleavetheship。
  Ashedarenotchangetoman'sformwithoutsuspicion,whichheevidentlywishestoavoid,hemustremaininthebox。
  If,then,wecancomeonboardaftersunrise,heisatourmercy,forwecanopentheboxandmakesureofhim,aswedidofpoorLucy,beforehewakes。Whatmercyheshallgetfromusallwillnotcountformuch。Wethinkthatweshallnothavemuchtroublewithofficialsortheseamen。
  ThankGod!Thisisthecountrywherebriberycandoanything,andwearewellsuppliedwithmoney。Wehaveonlytomakesurethattheshipcannotcomeintoportbetweensunsetandsunrisewithoutourbeingwarned,andweshallbesafe。
  JudgeMoneybagwillsettlethiscase,Ithink!
  16October——Mina'sreportstillthesame。Lappingwavesandrushingwater,darknessandfavoringwinds。Weareevidentlyingoodtime,andwhenwehearoftheCzarinaCatherineweshallbeready。
  AsshemustpasstheDardanelleswearesuretohavesomereport。
  17October——Everythingisprettywellfixednow,Ithink,towelcometheCountonhisreturnfromhistour。
  Godalmingtoldtheshippersthathefanciedthattheboxsentaboardmightcontainsomethingstolenfromafriendofhis,andgotahalfconsentthathemightopenitathisownrisk。
  TheownergavehimapapertellingtheCaptaintogivehimeveryfacilityindoingwhateverhechoseonboardtheship,andalsoasimilarauthorizationtohisagentatVarna。
  Wehaveseentheagent,whowasmuchimpressedwithGodalming'skindlymannertohim,andweareallsatisfiedthatwhateverhecandotoaidourwisheswillbedone。
  Wehavealreadyarrangedwhattodoincasewegettheboxopen。
  IftheCountisthere,VanHelsingandSewardwillcutoffhisheadatonceanddriveastakethroughhisheart。
  MorrisandGodalmingandIshallpreventinterference,evenifwehavetousethearmswhichweshallhaveready。
  TheProfessorsaysthatifwecansotreattheCount'sbody,itwillsoonafterfallintodust。Insuchcasetherewouldbenoevidenceagainstus,incaseanysuspicionofmurderwerearoused。
  Butevenifitwerenot,weshouldstandorfallbyouract,andperhapssomedaythisveryscriptmaybeevidencetocomebetweensomeofusandarope。Formyself,Ishouldtakethechanceonlytoothankfullyifitweretocome。
  Wemeantoleavenostoneunturnedtocarryoutourintent。
  WehavearrangedwithcertainofficialsthattheinstanttheCzarinaCatherineisseen,wearetobeinformedbyaspecialmessenger。
  24October——Awholeweekofwaiting。DailytelegramstoGodalming,butonlythesamestory。“Notyetreported。“
  Mina'smorningandeveninghypnoticanswerisunvaried。
  Lappingwaves,rushingwater,andcreakingmasts。
  TELEGRAM,OCTOBER24THRUFUSSMITH,LLOYD'S,LONDON,TOLORDGODALMING,CAREOF
  H。B。M。VICECONSUL,VARNA
  “CzarinaCatherinereportedthismorningfromDardanelles。“
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  25October——HowImissmyphonograph!Towriteadiarywithapenisirksometome!ButVanHelsingsaysImust。WewereallwildwithexcitementyesterdaywhenGodalminggothistelegramfromLloyd's。
  Iknownowwhatmenfeelinbattlewhenthecalltoactionisheard。
  Mrs。Harker,aloneofourparty,didnotshowanysignsofemotion。
  Afterall,itisnotstrangethatshedidnot,forwetookspecialcarenottoletherknowanythingaboutit,andwealltriednottoshowanyexcitementwhenwewereinherpresence。Inolddaysshewould,Iamsure,havenoticed,nomatterhowwemighthavetriedtoconcealit。
  Butinthiswaysheisgreatlychangedduringthepastthreeweeks。
  Thelethargygrowsuponher,andthoughsheseemsstrongandwell,andisgettingbacksomeofhercolor,VanHelsingandIarenotsatisfied。
  Wetalkofheroften。Wehavenot,however,saidawordtotheothers。
  ItwouldbreakpoorHarker'sheart,certainlyhisnerve,ifheknewthatwehadevenasuspiciononthesubject。VanHelsingexamines,hetellsme,herteethverycarefully,whilstsheisinthehypnoticcondition,forhesaysthatsolongastheydonotbegintosharpenthereisnoactivedangerofachangeinher。Ifthischangeshouldcome,itwouldbenecessarytotakesteps!Webothknowwhatthosestepswouldhavetobe,thoughwedonotmentionourthoughtstoeachother。
  Weshouldneitherofusshrinkfromthetask,awfulthoughitbetocontemplate。“Euthanasia“isanexcellentandacomfortingword!
  Iamgratefultowhoeverinventedit。
  Itisonlyabout24hours'sailfromtheDardanellestohere,attheratetheCzarinaCatherinehascomefromLondon。
  Sheshouldthereforearrivesometimeinthemorning,butasshecannotpossiblygetinbeforenoon,weareallabouttoretireearly。
  Weshallgetupatoneo'clock,soastobeready。
  25October,Noon——Nonewsyetoftheship'sarrival。
  Mrs。Harker'shypnoticreportthismorningwasthesameasusual,soitispossiblethatwemaygetnewsatanymoment。
  Wemenareallinafeverofexcitement,exceptHarker,whoiscalm。
  Hishandsarecoldasice,andanhouragoIfoundhimwhettingtheedgeofthegreatGhoorkaknifewhichhenowalwayscarrieswithhim。
  ItwillbeabadlookoutfortheCountiftheedgeofthat“Kukri“
  evertoucheshisthroat,drivenbythatstern,ice-coldhand!
  VanHelsingandIwerealittlealarmedaboutMrs。Harkertoday。
  Aboutnoonshegotintoasortoflethargywhichwedidnotlike。
  Althoughwekeptsilencetotheothers,wewereneitherofushappyaboutit。Shehadbeenrestlessallthemorning,sothatwewereatfirstgladtoknowthatshewassleeping。When,however,herhusbandmentionedcasuallythatshewassleepingsosoundlythathecouldnotwakeher,wewenttoherroomtoseeforourselves。
  Shewasbreathingnaturallyandlookedsowellandpeacefulthatweagreedthatthesleepwasbetterforherthananythingelse。
  Poorgirl,shehassomuchtoforgetthatitisnowonderthatsleep,ifitbringsobliviontoher,doeshergood。
  Later——Ouropinionwasjustified,forwhenafterarefreshingsleepofsomehoursshewokeup,sheseemedbrighterandbetterthanshehadbeenfordays。Atsunsetshemadetheusualhypnoticreport。
  WhereverhemaybeintheBlackSea,theCountishurryingtohisdestination。Tohisdoom,Itrust!
  26October——AnotherdayandnotidingsoftheCzarinaCatherine。
  Sheoughttobeherebynow。Thatsheisstilljourneyingsomewhereisapparent,forMrs。Harker'shypnoticreportatsunrisewasstillthesame。
  Itispossiblethatthevesselmaybelyingby,attimes,forfog。
  Someofthesteamerswhichcameinlasteveningreportedpatchesoffogbothtonorthandsouthoftheport。Wemustcontinueourwatching,astheshipmaynowbesignalledanymoment。
  27October,Noon——Moststrange。Nonewsyetoftheshipwewaitfor。
  Mrs。Harkerreportedlastnightandthismorningasusual。“Lappingwavesandrushingwater,“thoughsheaddedthat“thewaveswereveryfaint。“
  ThetelegramsfromLondonhavebeenthesame,“nofurtherreport。“
  VanHelsingisterriblyanxious,andtoldmejustnowthathefearstheCountisescapingus。
  Headdedsignificantly,“IdidnotlikethatlethargyofMadamMina's。Soulsandmemoriescandostrangethingsduringtrance。“
  Iwasabouttoaskhimmore,butHarkerjustthencamein,andheheldupawarninghand。Wemusttrytonightatsunsettomakeherspeakmorefullywheninherhypnoticstate。
  28October——Telegram。RufusSmith,London,toLordGodalming,careH。B。M。ViceConsul,Varna“CzarinaCatherinereportedenteringGalatzatoneo'clocktoday。“
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  28October——WhenthetelegramcameannouncingthearrivalinGalatzI
  donotthinkitwassuchashocktoanyofusasmighthavebeenexpected。
  True,wedidnotknowwhence,orhow,orwhen,theboltwouldcome。
  ButIthinkweallexpectedthatsomethingstrangewouldhappen。
  ThedayofarrivalatVarnamadeusindividuallysatisfiedthatthingswouldnotbejustaswehadexpected。Weonlywaitedtolearnwherethechangewouldoccur。Nonetheless,however,itwasasurprise。
  Isupposethatnatureworksonsuchahopefulbasisthatwebelieveagainstourselvesthatthingswillbeastheyoughttobe,notasweshouldknowthattheywillbe。Transcendentalismisabeacontotheangels,evenifitbeawill-o'-the-wisptoman。VanHelsingraisedhishandoverhisheadforamoment,asthoughinremonstrancewiththeAlmighty。
  Buthesaidnotaword,andinafewsecondsstoodupwithhisfacesternlyset。
  LordGodalminggrewverypale,andsatbreathingheavily。
  Iwasmyselfhalfstunnedandlookedinwonderatoneafteranother。
  QuinceyMorristightenedhisbeltwiththatquickmovementwhichI
  knewsowell。Inouroldwanderingdaysitmeant“action。“
  Mrs。Harkergrewghastlywhite,sothatthescaronherforeheadseemedtoburn,butshefoldedherhandsmeeklyandlookedupinprayer。
  Harkersmiled,actuallysmiled,thedark,bittersmileofonewhoiswithouthope,butatthesametimehisactionbeliedhiswords,forhishandsinstinctivelysoughtthehiltofthegreatKukriknifeandrestedthere。
  “WhendoesthenexttrainstartforGalatz?”saidVanHelsingtousgenerally。
  “At6:30tomorrowmorning!”Weallstarted,fortheanswercamefromMrs。Harker。
  “Howonearthdoyouknow?”saidArt。
  “Youforget,orperhapsyoudonotknow,thoughJonathandoesandsodoesDr。VanHelsing,thatIamthetrainfiend。
  AthomeinExeterIalwaysusedtomakeupthetimetables,soastobehelpfultomyhusband。Ifounditsousefulsometimes,thatIalwaysmakeastudyofthetimetablesnow。
  IknewthatifanythingweretotakeustoCastleDraculaweshouldgobyGalatz,oratanyratethroughBucharest,soIlearnedthetimesverycarefully。Unhappilytherearenotmanytolearn,astheonlytraintomorrowleavesasIsay。“
  “Wonderfulwoman!”murmuredtheProfessor。
  “Can'twegetaspecial?”askedLordGodalming。
  VanHelsingshookhishead,“Ifearnot。Thislandisverydifferentfromyoursormine。Evenifwedidhaveaspecial,itwouldprobablynotarriveassoonasourregulartrain。
  Moreover,wehavesomethingtoprepare。Wemustthink。
  Nowletusorganize。You,friendArthur,gotothetrainandgettheticketsandarrangethatallbereadyforustogointhemorning。Doyou,friendJonathan,gototheagentoftheshipandgetfromhimletterstotheagentinGalatz,withauthoritytomakeasearchoftheshipjustasitwashere。
  QuinceyMorris,youseetheViceConsul,andgethisaidwithhisfellowinGalatzandallhecandotomakeourwaysmooth,sothatnotimesbelostwhenovertheDanube。
  JohnwillstaywithMadamMinaandme,andweshallconsult。
  Forsoiftimebelongyoumaybedelayed。Anditwillnotmatterwhenthesunset,sinceIamherewithMadamtomakereport。“
  “AndI,“saidMrs。Harkerbrightly,andmorelikeheroldselfthanshehadbeenformanyalongday,“shalltrytobeofuseinallways,andshallthinkandwriteforyouasIusedtodo。
  Somethingisshiftingfrommeinsomestrangeway,andIfeelfreerthanIhavebeenoflate!”
  Thethreeyoungermenlookedhappieratthemomentastheyseemedtorealizethesignificanceofherwords。ButVanHelsingandI,turningtoeachother,meteachagraveandtroubledglance。
  Wesaidnothingatthetime,however。
  WhenthethreemenhadgoneouttotheirtasksVanHelsingaskedMrs。HarkertolookupthecopyofthediariesandfindhimthepartofHarker'sjournalattheCastle。
  Shewentawaytogetit。
  Whenthedoorwasshutuponherhesaidtome,“Wemeanthesame!
  Speakout!”
  “Hereissomechange。Itisahopethatmakesmesick,foritmaydeceiveus。“
  “Quiteso。DoyouknowwhyIaskedhertogetthemanuscript?”
  “No!”saidI,“unlessitwastogetanopportunityofseeingmealone。“
  “Youareinpartright,friendJohn,butonlyinpart。
  Iwanttotellyousomething。Andoh,myfriend,Iamtakingagreat,aterrible,risk。ButIbelieveitisright。
  InthemomentwhenMadamMinasaidthosewordsthatarrestbothourunderstanding,aninspirationcametome。InthetranceofthreedaysagotheCountsentherhisspirittoreadhermind。
  Ormorelikehetookhertoseehiminhisearthboxintheshipwithwaterrushing,justasitgofreeatriseandsetofsun。
  Helearnthenthatwearehere,forshehavemoretotellinheropenlifewitheyestoseeearstohearthanhe,shutasheis,inhiscoffinbox。Nowhemakehismostefforttoescapeus。
  Atpresenthewanthernot。
  “Heissurewithhissogreatknowledgethatshewillcomeathiscall。
  Buthecutheroff,takeher,ashecando,outofhisownpower,thatsoshecomenottohim。Ah!ThereIhavehopethatourmanbrainsthathavebeenofmansolongandthathavenotlostthegraceofGod,willcomehigherthanhischild-brainthatlieinhistombforcenturies,thatgrownotyettoourstature,andthatdoonlyworkselfishandthereforesmall。HerecomesMadamMina。Notawordtoherofhertrance!
  Sheknowsitnot,anditwouldoverwhelmherandmakedespairjustwhenwewantallherhope,allhercourage,whenmostwewantallhergreatbrainwhichistrainedlikeman'sbrain,butisofsweetwomanandhaveaspecialpowerwhichtheCountgiveher,andwhichhemaynottakeawayaltogether,thoughhethinknotso。Hush!Letmespeak,andyoushalllearn。Oh,John,myfriend,weareinawfulstraits。Ifear,asIneverfearedbefore。
  WecanonlytrustthegoodGod。Silence!Hereshecomes!”
  IthoughtthattheProfessorwasgoingtobreakdownandhavehysterics,justashehadwhenLucydied,butwithagreatefforthecontrolledhimselfandwasatperfectnervouspoisewhenMrs。Harkertrippedintotheroom,brightandhappylookingand,inthedoingofwork,seeminglyforgetfulofhermisery。Asshecamein,shehandedanumberofsheetsoftypewritingtoVanHelsing。Helookedoverthemgravely,hisfacebrighteningupasheread。
  Thenholdingthepagesbetweenhisfingerandthumbhesaid,“FriendJohn,toyouwithsomuchexperiencealready,andyoutoo,dearMadamMina,thatareyoung,hereisalesson。
  Donotfearevertothink。Ahalfthoughthasbeenbuzzingofteninmybrain,butIfeartolethimloosehiswings。
  Herenow,withmoreknowledge,IgobacktowherethathalfthoughtcomefromandIfindthathebenohalfthoughtatall。
  Thatbeawholethought,thoughsoyoungthatheisnotyetstrongtousehislittlewings。Nay,likethe`UglyDuck'
  ofmyfriendHansAndersen,hebenoduckthoughtatall,butabigswanthoughtthatsailnoblyonbigwings,whenthetimecomeforhimtotrythem。SeeIreadherewhatJonathanhavewritten。
  “Thatotherofhisracewho,inalaterage,againandagain,broughthisforcesoverTheGreatRiverintoTurkeyLand,whowhenhewasbeatenback,cameagain,andagain,andagain,thoughhehadtocomealonefromthebloodyfieldwherehistroopswerebeingslaughtered,sinceheknewthathealonecouldultimatelytriumph。
  “Whatdoesthistellus?Notmuch?No!TheCount'schildthoughtseenothing,thereforehespeaksofree。
  Yourmanthoughtseenothing。Mymanthoughtseenothing,tilljustnow。No!Buttherecomesanotherwordfromsomeonewhospeakwithoutthoughtbecauseshe,too,knownotwhatitmean,whatitmightmean。Justasthereareelementswhichrest,yetwheninnature'scoursetheymoveontheirwayandtheytouch,thepouf!Andtherecomesaflashoflight,heavenwide,thatblindandkillanddestroysome。Butthatshowupallearthbelowforleaguesandleagues。Isitnotso?Well,Ishallexplain。
  Tobegin,haveyoueverstudythephilosophyofcrime?
  `Yes'and`No。'You,John,yes,foritisastudyofinsanity。
  You,no,MadamMina,forcrimetouchyounot,notbutonce。
  Still,yourmindworkstrue,andarguesnotaparticulariaduniversale。Thereisthispeculiarityincriminals。
  Itissoconstant,inallcountriesandatalltimes,thatevenpolice,whoknownotmuchfromphilosophy,cometoknowitempirically,thatitis。Thatistobeempiric。
  Thecriminalalwaysworkatonecrime,thatisthetruecriminalwhoseemspredestinatetocrime,andwhowillofnoneother。
  Thiscriminalhasnotfullmanbrain。Heiscleverandcunningandresourceful,buthebenotofmanstatureastobrain。
  Hebeofchildbraininmuch。Nowthiscriminalofoursispredestinatetocrimealso。He,too,havechildbrain,anditisofthechildtodowhathehavedone。Thelittlebird,thelittlefish,thelittleanimallearnnotbyprinciple,butempirically。Andwhenhelearntodo,thenthereistohimthegroundtostartfromtodomore。`Dospousto,'
  saidArchimedes。`Givemeafulcrum,andIshallmovetheworld!'
  Todoonce,isthefulcrumwherebychildbrainbecomemanbrain。
  Anduntilhehavethepurposetodomore,hecontinuetodothesameagaineverytime,justashehavedonebefore!
  Oh,mydear,Iseethatyoureyesareopened,andthattoyouthelightningflashshowalltheleagues,“forMrs。Harkerbegantoclapherhandsandhereyessparkled。
  Hewenton,“Nowyoushallspeak。Tellustwodrymenofsciencewhatyouseewiththosesobrighteyes。“Hetookherhandandhelditwhilsthespoke。
  Hisfingerandthumbclosedonherpulse,asIthoughtinstinctivelyandunconsciously,asshespoke。
  “TheCountisacriminalandofcriminaltype。NordauandLombrosowouldsoclassifyhim,andquacriminalheisofanimperfectlyformedmind。
  Thus,inadifficultyhehastoseekresourceinhabit。Hispastisaclue,andtheonepageofitthatweknow,andthatfromhisownlips,tellsthatoncebefore,wheninwhatMr。Morriswouldcalla`tightplace,'
  hewentbacktohisowncountryfromthelandhehadtriedtoinvade,andthence,withoutlosingpurpose,preparedhimselfforaneweffort。
  Hecameagainbetterequippedforhiswork,andwon。SohecametoLondontoinvadeanewland。Hewasbeaten,andwhenallhopeofsuccesswaslost,andhisexistenceindanger,hefledbackovertheseatohishome。
  JustasformerlyhehadfledbackovertheDanubefromTurkeyLand。“
  “Good,good!Oh,yousocleverlady!”saidVanHelsing,enthusiastically,ashestoopedandkissedherhand。
  Amomentlaterhesaidtome,ascalmlyasthoughwehadbeenhavingasickroomconsultation,“Seventy-twoonly,andinallthisexcitement。Ihavehope。“
  Turningtoheragain,hesaidwithkeenexpectation,“Butgoon。
  Goon!Thereismoretotellifyouwill。Benotafraid。
  JohnandIknow。Idoinanycase,andshalltellyouifyouareright。Speak,withoutfear!”
  “Iwilltryto。ButyouwillforgivemeifIseemtooegotistical。“
  “Nay!Fearnot,youmustbeegotist,foritisofyouthatwethink。“
  “Then,asheiscriminalheisselfish。Andashisintellectissmallandhisactionisbasedonselfishness,heconfineshimselftoonepurpose。Thatpurposeisremorseless。
  AshefledbackovertheDanube,leavinghisforcestobecuttopieces,sonowheisintentonbeingsafe,carelessofall。
  Sohisownselfishnessfreesmysoulsomewhatfromtheterriblepowerwhichheacquiredovermeonthatdreadfulnight。
  Ifeltit!Oh,Ifeltit!ThankGod,forHisgreatmercy!
  Mysoulisfreerthanithasbeensincethatawfulhour。
  Andallthathauntsmeisafearlestinsometranceordreamhemayhaveusedmyknowledgeforhisends。“
  TheProfessorstoodup,“Hehassousedyourmind,andbyithehasleftushereinVarna,whilsttheshipthatcarriedhimrushedthroughenvelopingfoguptoGalatz,where,doubtless,hehadmadepreparationforescapingfromus。
  Buthischildmindonlysawsofar。AnditmaybethataseverisinGod'sProvidence,theverythingthattheevildoermostreckonedonforhisselfishgood,turnsouttobehischiefestharm。
  Thehunteristakeninhisownsnare,asthegreatPsalmistsays。
  Fornowthathethinkheisfreefromeverytraceofusall,andthathehasescapeduswithsomanyhourstohim,thenhisselfishchildbrainwillwhisperhimtosleep。
  Hethink,too,thatashecuthimselfofffromknowingyourmind,therecanbenoknowledgeofhimtoyou。Thereiswherehefail!
  Thatterriblebaptismofbloodwhichhegiveyoumakesyoufreetogotohiminspirit,asyouhaveasyetdoneinyourtimesoffreedom,whenthesunriseandset。Atsuchtimesyougobymyvolitionandnotbyhis。Andthispowertogoodofyouandothers,youhavewonfromyoursufferingathishands。
  Thisisnowallmorepreciousthatheknowitnot,andtoguardhimselfhaveevencuthimselfofffromhisknowledgeofourwhere。
  We,however,arenotselfish,andwebelievethatGodiswithusthroughallthisblackness,andthesemanydarkhours。
  Weshallfollowhim,andweshallnotflinch。Evenifweperilourselvesthatwebecomelikehim。FriendJohn,thishasbeenagreathour,andithavedonemuchtoadvanceusonourway。
  Youmustbescribeandwritehimalldown,sothatwhentheothersreturnfromtheirworkyoucangiveittothem,thentheyshallknowaswedo。“
  AndsoIhavewrittenitwhilstwewaittheirreturn,andMrs。HarkerhaswrittenwiththetypewriterallsinceshebroughttheMStous。
  CHAPTER26
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  29October——ThisiswritteninthetrainfromVarnatoGalatz。
  Lastnightweallassembledalittlebeforethetimeofsunset。
  Eachofushaddonehisworkaswellashecould,sofarasthought,andendeavor,andopportunitygo,wearepreparedforthewholeofourjourney,andforourworkwhenwegettoGalatz。
  WhentheusualtimecameroundMrs。Harkerpreparedherselfforherhypnoticeffort,andafteralongerandmoreseriouseffortonthepartofVanHelsingthanhasbeenusuallynecessary,shesankintothetrance。Usuallyshespeaksonahint,butthistimetheProfessorhadtoaskherquestions,andtoaskthemprettyresolutely,beforewecouldlearnanything。
  Atlastheranswercame。
  “Icanseenothing。Wearestill。Therearenowaveslapping,butonlyasteadyswirlofwatersoftlyrunningagainstthehawser。Icanhearmen'svoicescalling,nearandfar,andtherollandcreakofoarsintherowlocks。
  Agunisfiredsomewhere,theechoofitseemsfaraway。
  Thereistrampingoffeetoverhead,andropesandchainsaredraggedalong。Whatisthis?Thereisagleamoflight。
  Icanfeeltheairblowinguponme。“
  Hereshestopped。Shehadrisen,asifimpulsively,fromwhereshelayonthesofa,andraisedbothherhands,palmsupwards,asifliftingaweight。VanHelsingandIlookedateachotherwithunderstanding。
  Quinceyraisedhiseyebrowsslightlyandlookedatherintently,whilstHarker'shandinstinctivelyclosedroundthehiltofhisKukri。
  Therewasalongpause。Weallknewthatthetimewhenshecouldspeakwaspassing,butwefeltthatitwasuselesstosayanything。
  Suddenlyshesatup,andassheopenedhereyessaidsweetly,“Wouldnoneofyoulikeacupoftea?Youmustallbesotired!”
  Wecouldonlymakeherhappy,andsoacqueisced。Shebustledofftogettea。
  WhenshehadgoneVanHelsingsaid,“Yousee,myfriends。Heisclosetoland。Hehaslefthisearthchest。Buthehasyettogetonshore。
  Inthenighthemayliehiddensomewhere,butifhebenotcarriedonshore,oriftheshipdonottouchit,hecannotachievetheland。
  Insuchcasehecan,ifitbeinthenight,changehisformandjumporflyonshore,then,unlesshebecarriedhecannotescape。
  Andifhebecarried,thenthecustomsmenmaydiscoverwhattheboxcontain。
  Thus,infine,ifheescapenotonshoretonight,orbeforedawn,therewillbethewholedaylosttohim。Wemaythenarriveintime。
  Forifheescapenotatnightweshallcomeonhimindaytime,boxedupandatourmercy。Forhedarenotbehistrueself,awakeandvisible,lesthebediscovered。“
  Therewasnomoretobesaid,sowewaitedinpatienceuntilthedawn,atwhichtimewemightlearnmorefromMrs。Harker。
  Earlythismorningwelistened,withbreathlessanxiety,forherresponseinhertrance。Thehypnoticstagewasevenlongerincomingthanbefore,andwhenitcamethetimeremaininguntilfullsunrisewassoshortthatwebegantodespair。
  VanHelsingseemedtothrowhiswholesoulintotheeffort。
  Atlast,inobediencetohiswillshemadereply。
  “Allisdark。Ihearlappingwater,levelwithme,andsomecreakingasofwoodonwood。“Shepaused,andtheredsunshotup。
  Wemustwaittilltonight。
  AndsoitisthatwearetravellingtowardsGalatzinanagonyofexpectation。Weareduetoarrivebetweentwoandthreeinthemorning。Butalready,atBucharest,wearethreehourslate,sowecannotpossiblygetintillwellaftersunup。
  ThusweshallhavetwomorehypnoticmessagesfromMrs。Harker!
  Eitherorbothmaypossiblythrowmorelightonwhatishappening。
  Later——Sunsethascomeandgone。Fortunatelyitcameatatimewhentherewasnodistraction。Forhaditoccurredwhilstwewereatastation,wemightnothavesecuredthenecessarycalmandisolation。
  Mrs。Harkeryieldedtothehypnoticinfluenceevenlessreadilythanthismorning。IaminfearthatherpowerofreadingtheCount'ssensationsmaydieaway,justwhenwewantitmost。
  Itseemstomethatherimaginationisbeginningtowork。
  Whilstshehasbeeninthetrancehithertoshehasconfinedherselftothesimplestoffacts。Ifthisgoesonitmayultimatelymisleadus。
  IfIthoughtthattheCount'spoweroverherwoulddieawayequallywithherpowerofknowledgeitwouldbeahappythought。
  ButIamafraidthatitmaynotbeso。
  Whenshedidspeak,herwordswereenigmatical,“Somethingisgoingout。
  Icanfeelitpassmelikeacoldwind。Icanhear,faroff,confusedsounds,asofmentalkinginstrangetongues,fiercefallingwater,andthehowlingofwolves。“Shestoppedandashudderranthroughher,increasinginintensityforafewseconds,tillattheend,sheshookasthoughinapalsy。
  Shesaidnomore,eveninanswertotheProfessor'simperativequestioning。
  Whenshewokefromthetrance,shewascold,andexhausted,andlanguid,buthermindwasallalert。Shecouldnotrememberanything,butaskedwhatshehadsaid。Whenshewastold,sheponderedoveritdeeplyforalongtimeandinsilence。
  30October,7A。M——WearenearGalatznow,andImaynothavetimetowritelater。Sunrisethismorningwasanxiouslylookedforbyusall。
  Knowingoftheincreasingdifficultyofprocuringthehypnotictrance,VanHelsingbeganhispassesearlierthanusual。Theyproducednoeffect,however,untiltheregulartime,whensheyieldedwithastillgreaterdifficulty,onlyaminutebeforethesunrose。
  TheProfessorlostnotimeinhisquestioning。
  Heranswercamewithequalquickness,“Allisdark。Ihearwaterswirlingby,levelwithmyears,andthecreakingofwoodonwood。
  Cattlelowfaroff。Thereisanothersound,aqueeronelike……“Shestoppedandgrewwhite,andwhiterstill。
  “Goon,goon!Speak,Icommandyou!”saidVanHelsinginanagonizedvoice。Atthesametimetherewasdespairinhiseyes,fortherisensunwasreddeningevenMrs。Harker'spaleface。
  Sheopenedhereyes,andweallstartedasshesaid,sweetlyandseeminglywiththeutmostunconcern。
  “Oh,Professor,whyaskmetodowhatyouknowIcan't?Idon'trememberanything。“Then,seeingthelookofamazementonourfaces,shesaid,turningfromonetotheotherwithatroubledlook,“WhathaveIsaid?WhathaveIdone?Iknownothing,onlythatI
  waslyinghere,halfasleep,andheardyousay`goon!speak,Icommandyou!'Itseemedsofunnytohearyouordermeabout,asifIwereabadchild!”
  “Oh,MadamMina,“hesaid,sadly,“itisproof,ifproofbeneeded,ofhowI
  loveandhonoryou,whenawordforyourgood,spokenmoreearnestthanever,canseemsostrangebecauseitistoorderherwhomIamproudtoobey!”
  Thewhistlesaresounding。WearenearingGalatz。
  Weareonfirewithanxietyandeagerness。
  MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
  30October——Mr。Morristookmetothehotelwhereourroomshadbeenorderedbytelegraph,hebeingtheonewhocouldbestbespared,sincehedoesnotspeakanyforeignlanguage。
  TheforcesweredistributedmuchastheyhadbeenatVarna,exceptthatLordGodalmingwenttotheViceConsul,ashisrankmightserveasanimmediateguaranteeofsomesorttotheofficial,webeinginextremehurry。JonathanandthetwodoctorswenttotheshippingagenttolearnparticularsofthearrivaloftheCzarinaCatherine。
  Later——LordGodalminghasreturned。TheConsulisaway,andtheViceConsulsick。Sotheroutineworkhasbeenattendedtobyaclerk。
  Hewasveryobliging,andofferedtodoanythinginhispower。
  JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
  30October——Atnineo'clockDr。VanHelsing,Dr。Seward,andIcalledonMessrs。Mackenzie&Steinkoff,theagentsoftheLondonfirmofHapgood。
  TheyhadreceivedawirefromLondon,inanswertoLordGodalming'stelegraphedrequest,askingthemtoshowusanycivilityintheirpower。
  Theyweremorethankindandcourteous,andtookusatonceonboardtheCzarinaCatherine,whichlayatanchoroutintheriverharbor。
  TherewesawtheCaptain,Donelsonbyname,whotoldusofhisvoyage。
  Hesaidthatinallhislifehehadneverhadsofavorablearun。
  “Man!”hesaid,“butitmadeusafeard,forweexpectitthatweshouldhavetopayforitwi'somerarepieceo'illluck,soastokeepuptheaverage。It'snocannytorunfraeLondontotheBlackSeawi'
  awindahintye,asthoughtheDeilhimselfwereblawin'onyersailforhisainpurpose。An'a'thetimewecouldnospeerathing。
  Ginwewerenighaship,oraport,oraheadland,afogfellonusandtravelledwi'us,tillwhenafterithadliftedandwelookedout,thedeilathingcouldwesee。WeranbyGibraltarwi'ootbein'
  abletosignal。An'tilwecametotheDardanellesandhadtowaittogetourpermittopass,weneverwerewithinhailo'aught。AtfirstIinclinedtoslackoffsailandbeatabouttillthefogwaslifted。
  Butwhiles,IthochtthatiftheDeilwasmindedtogetusintotheBlackSeaquick,hewasliketodoitwhetherwewouldorno。
  Ifwehadaquickvoyageitwouldbenotoourmiscreditwi'theowners,ornohurttoourtraffic,an'theOldMonwhohadservedhisainpurposewadbedecentlygratefultousfornohinderin'him。“
  Thismixtureofsimplicityandcunning,ofsuperstitionandcommercialreasoning,arousedVanHelsing,whosaid,“Minefriend,thatDevilismorecleverthanheisthoughtbysome,andheknowwhenhemeethismatch!”
  Theskipperwasnotdispleasedwiththecompliment,andwenton,“WhenwegotpasttheBosphorusthemenbegantogrumble。
  Someo'them,theRoumanians,cameandaskedmetoheaveoverboardabigboxwhichhadbeenputonboardbyaqueerlookin'oldmanjustbeforewehadstartedfraeLondon。
  Ihadseenthemspeeratthefellow,andputouttheirtwafingerswhentheysawhim,toguardthemagainsttheevileye。
  Man!butthesupersteetionofforeignersispairfectlyrideeculous!
  Isentthemaboottheirbusinessprettyquick,butasjustafterafogclosedinonusIfeltaweebitastheydidanentsomething,thoughIwouldn'tsayitwasagainthebigbox。
  Well,onwewent,andasthefogdidn'tletupforfivedaysIjoostletthewindcarryus,foriftheDeilwantedtogetsomewheres,well,hewouldfetchitupa'reet。An'
  ifhedidn't,well,we'dkeepasharplookoutanyhow。
  Sureeneuch,wehadafairwayanddeepwaterallthetime。
  Andtwodaysago,whenthemornin'suncamethroughthefog,wefoundourselvesjustintheriveroppositeGalatz。
  TheRoumanianswerewild,andwantedmerightorwrongtotakeouttheboxandflingitintheriver。Ihadtoargywi'
  themabootitwi'ahandspike。An'whenthelasto'themroseoffthedeckwi'hisheadinhishand,Ihadconvincedthemthat,evileyeornoevileye,thepropertyandthetrustofmyownerswerebetterinmyhandsthanintheriverDanube。
  Theyhad,mindye,takentheboxonthedeckreadytoflingin,andasitwasmarkedGalatzviaVarna,IthochtI'dletitlietillwedischargedintheportan'getrido'talthegither。
  Wedidn'tdomuchclearin'thatday,an'hadtoremainthenichtatanchor。Butinthemornin',brawan'airly,anhourbeforesunup,amancameaboardwi'anorder,writtentohimfromEngland,toreceiveaboxmarkedforoneCountDracula。
  Sureeneuchthematterwasonereadytohishand。
  Hehadhispapersa'reet,an'gladIwastoberido'
  thedam'thing,forIwasbeginnin'masel'tofeeluneasyatit。
  IftheDeildidhaveanyluggageaboordtheship,I'mthinkin'
  itwasnaneitherthanthatsame!”
  “Whatwasthenameofthemanwhotookit?”askedDr。VanHelsingwithrestrainedeagerness。
  “I'llbetellin'yequick!”heanswered,andsteppingdowntohiscabin,producedareceiptsigned“ImmanuelHildesheim。“
  Burgen-strasse16wastheaddress。WefoundoutthatthiswasalltheCaptainknew,sowiththankswecameaway。
  WefoundHildesheiminhisoffice,aHebrewofrathertheAdelphiTheatretype,withanoselikeasheep,andafez。
  Hisargumentswerepointedwithspecie,wedoingthepunctuation,andwithalittlebargaininghetolduswhatheknew。
  Thisturnedouttobesimplebutimportant。HehadreceivedaletterfromMr。deVilleofLondon,tellinghimtoreceive,ifpossiblebeforesunrisesoastoavoidcustoms,aboxwhichwouldarriveatGalatzintheCzarinaCatherine。
  ThishewastogiveinchargetoacertainPetrofSkinsky,whodealtwiththeSlovakswhotradeddowntherivertotheport。
  HehadbeenpaidforhisworkbyanEnglishbanknote,whichhadbeendulycashedforgoldattheDanubeInternationalBank。
  WhenSkinskyhadcometohim,hehadtakenhimtotheshipandhandedoverthebox,soastosaveparterage。
  Thatwasallheknew。
  WethensoughtforSkinsky,butwereunabletofindhim。
  Oneofhisneighbors,whodidnotseemtobearhimanyaffection,saidthathehadgoneawaytwodaysbefore,nooneknewwhither。
  Thiswascorroboratedbyhislandlord,whohadreceivedbymessengerthekeyofthehousetogetherwiththerentdue,inEnglishmoney。
  Thishadbeenbetweentenandeleveno'clocklastnight。
  Wewereatastandstillagain。
  WhilstweweretalkingonecamerunningandbreathlesslygaspedoutthatthebodyofSkinskyhadbeenfoundinsidethewallofthechurchyardofSt。Peter,andthatthethroathadbeentornopenasifbysomewildanimal。
  Thosewehadbeenspeakingwithranofftoseethehorror,thewomencryingout。“ThisistheworkofaSlovak!”
  Wehurriedawaylestweshouldhavebeeninsomewaydrawnintotheaffair,andsodetained。
  Aswecamehomewecouldarriveatnodefiniteconclusion。
  Wewereallconvincedthattheboxwasonitsway,bywater,tosomewhere,butwherethatmightbewewouldhavetodiscover。
  WithheavyheartswecamehometothehoteltoMina。
  Whenwemettogether,thefirstthingwastoconsultastotakingMinaagainintoourconfidence。Thingsaregettingdesperate,anditisatleastachance,thoughahazardousone。
  Asapreliminarystep,Iwasreleasedfrommypromisetoher。
  MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
  30October,evening——Theyweresotiredandwornoutanddispiritedthattherewasnothingtobedonetilltheyhadsomerest,soIaskedthemalltoliedownforhalfanhourwhilstIshouldentereverythinguptothemoment。
  Ifeelsogratefultothemanwhoinventedthe“Traveller's“typewriter,andtoMr。Morrisforgettingthisoneforme。IshouldhavefeltquiteastraydoingtheworkifIhadtowritewithapen……
  Itisalldone。Poordear,dearJonathan,whathemusthavesuffered,whathemustbesufferingnow。Heliesonthesofahardlyseemingtobreathe,andhiswholebodyappearsincollapse。Hisbrowsareknit。
  Hisfaceisdrawnwithpain。Poorfellow,maybeheisthinking,andI
  canseehisfaceallwrinkledupwiththeconcentrationofhisthoughts。
  Oh!ifIcouldonlyhelpatall。IshalldowhatIcan。
  IhaveaskedDr。VanHelsing,andhehasgotmeallthepapersthatIhavenotyetseen。Whilsttheyareresting,Ishallgooverallcarefully,andperhapsImayarriveatsomeconclusion。
  IshalltrytofollowtheProfessor'sexample,andthinkwithoutprejudiceonthefactsbeforeme……
  IdobelievethatunderGod'sprovidenceIhavemadeadiscovery。
  Ishallgetthemapsandlookoverthem。
  IammorethaneversurethatIamright。Mynewconclusionisready,soIshallgetourpartytogetherandreadit。Theycanjudgeit。
  Itiswelltobeaccurate,andeveryminuteisprecious。