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第14章

  IcouldseethathespokeasbravelyashecouldtocomfortHarker。
  Thepoorfellowwasquitebrokendown,nowandagainhegavealowgroanwhichhecouldnotsuppress。Hewasthinkingofhiswife。
  Withsadheartswecamebacktomyhouse,wherewefoundMrs。Harkerwaitingus,withanappearanceofcheerfulnesswhichdidhonortoherbraveryandunselfishness。
  Whenshesawourfaces,herownbecameaspaleasdeath。
  Forasecondortwohereyeswereclosedasifshewereinsecretprayer。
  Andthenshesaidcheerfully,“Icanneverthankyouallenough。
  Oh,mypoordarling!”
  Asshespoke,shetookherhusband'sgreyheadinherhandsandkissedit。
  “Layyourpoorheadhereandrestit。Allwillyetbewell,dear!GodwillprotectusifHesowillitinHisgoodintent。“Thepoorfellowgroaned。
  Therewasnoplaceforwordsinhissublimemisery。
  Wehadasortofperfunctorysuppertogether,andIthinkitcheeredusallupsomewhat。Itwas,perhaps,themereanimalheatoffoodtohungrypeople,fornoneofushadeatenanythingsincebreakfast,orthesenseofcompanionshipmayhavehelpedus,butanyhowwewerealllessmiserable,andsawthemorrowasnotaltogetherwithouthope。
  Truetoourpromise,wetoldMrs。Harkereverythingwhichhadpassed。
  Andalthoughshegrewsnowywhiteattimeswhendangerhadseemedtothreatenherhusband,andredatotherswhenhisdevotiontoherwasmanifestedshelistenedbravelyandwithcalmness。
  WhenwecametothepartwhereHarkerhadrushedattheCountsorecklessly,sheclungtoherhusband'sarm,andheldittightasthoughherclingingcouldprotecthimfromanyharmthatmightcome。
  Shesaidnothing,however,tillthenarrationwasalldone,andmattershadbeenbroughtuptothepresenttime。
  Thenwithoutlettinggoherhusband'shandshestoodupamongstusandspoke。Oh,thatIcouldgiveanyideaofthescene。
  Ofthatsweet,sweet,good,goodwomaninalltheradiantbeautyofheryouthandanimation,withtheredscaronherforehead,ofwhichshewasconscious,andwhichwesawwithgrindingofourteeth,rememberingwhenceandhowitcame。Herlovingkindnessagainstourgrimhate。Hertenderfaithagainstallourfearsanddoubting。
  Andwe,knowingthatsofarassymbolswent,shewithallhergoodnessandpurityandfaith,wasoutcastfromGod。
  “Jonathan,“shesaid,andthewordsoundedlikemusiconherlipsitwassofullofloveandtenderness,“Jonathandear,andyouallmytrue,truefriends,Iwantyoutobearsomethinginmindthroughallthisdreadfultime。Iknowthatyoumustfight。
  ThatyoumustdestroyevenasyoudestroyedthefalseLucysothatthetrueLucymightlivehereafter。Butitisnotaworkofhate。
  Thatpoorsoulwhohaswroughtallthismiseryisthesaddestcaseofall。
  Justthinkwhatwillbehisjoywhenhe,too,isdestroyedinhisworserpartthathisbetterpartmayhavespiritualimmortality。
  Youmustbepitifultohim,too,thoughitmaynotholdyourhandsfromhisdestruction。“
  AsshespokeIcouldseeherhusband'sfacedarkenanddrawtogether,asthoughthepassioninhimwereshrivelinghisbeingtoitscore。
  Instinctivelytheclasponhiswife'shandgrewcloser,tillhisknuckleslookedwhite。ShedidnotflinchfromthepainwhichI
  knewshemusthavesuffered,butlookedathimwitheyesthatweremoreappealingthanever。
  Asshestoppedspeakingheleapedtohisfeet,almosttearinghishandfromhersashespoke。
  “MayGodgivehimintomyhandjustforlongenoughtodestroythatearthlylifeofhimwhichweareaimingat。
  IfbeyonditIcouldsendhissoulforeverandevertoburninghellIwoulddoit!”
  “Oh,hush!Oh,hushinthenameofthegoodGod。
  Don'tsaysuchthings,Jonathan,myhusband,oryouwillcrushmewithfearandhorror。Justthink,mydear……Ihavebeenthinkingallthislong,longdayofit……that……perhaps……someday……I,too,mayneedsuchpity,andthatsomeotherlikeyou,andwithequalcauseforanger,maydenyittome!Oh,myhusband!Myhusband,indeedIwouldhavesparedyousuchathoughthadtherebeenanotherway。
  ButIpraythatGodmaynothavetreasuredyourwildwords,exceptastheheart-brokenwailofaverylovingandsorelystrickenman。Oh,God,letthesepoorwhitehairsgoinevidenceofwhathehassuffered,whoallhislifehasdonenowrong,andonwhomsomanysorrowshavecome。“
  Wemenwereallintearsnow。Therewasnoresistingthem,andweweptopenly。Shewept,too,toseethathersweetercounselshadprevailed。Herhusbandflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher,andputtinghisarmsroundher,hidhisfaceinthefoldsofherdress。
  VanHelsingbeckonedtousandwestoleoutoftheroom,leavingthetwolovingheartsalonewiththeirGod。
  BeforetheyretiredtheProfessorfixeduptheroomagainstanycomingoftheVampire,andassuredMrs。Harkerthatshemightrestinpeace。Shetriedtoschoolherselftothebelief,andmanifestlyforherhusband'ssake,triedtoseemcontent。
  Itwasabravestruggle,andwas,Ithinkandbelieve,notwithoutitsreward。VanHelsinghadplacedathandabellwhicheitherofthemwastosoundincaseofanyemergency。
  Whentheyhadretired,Quincey,Godalming,andIarrangedthatweshouldsitup,dividingthenightbetweenus,andwatchoverthesafetyofthepoorstrickenlady。
  ThefirstwatchfallstoQuincey,sotherestofusshallbeofftobedassoonaswecan。
  Godalminghasalreadyturnedin,forhisisthesecondwatch。
  NowthatmyworkisdoneI,too,shallgotobed。
  JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
  3-4October,closetomidnight——Ithoughtyesterdaywouldneverend。Therewasovermeayearningforsleep,insomesortofblindbeliefthattowakewouldbetofindthingschanged,andthatanychangemustnowbeforthebetter。
  Beforeweparted,wediscussedwhatournextstepwastobe,butwecouldarriveatnoresult。Allweknewwasthatoneearthboxremained,andthattheCountaloneknewwhereitwas。
  Ifhechoosestoliehidden,hemaybaffleusforyears。
  Andinthemeantime,thethoughtistoohorrible,Idarenotthinkofitevennow。ThisIknow,thatifevertherewasawomanwhowasallperfection,thatoneismypoorwrongeddarling。
  Ilovedherathousandtimesmoreforhersweetpityoflastnight,apitythatmademyownhateofthemonsterseemdespicable。
  SurelyGodwillnotpermittheworldtobethepoorerbythelossofsuchacreature。Thisishopetome。
  Wearealldriftingreefwardsnow,andfaithisouronlyanchor。
  ThankGod!Minaissleeping,andsleepingwithoutdreams。
  Ifearwhatherdreamsmightbelike,withsuchterriblememoriestogroundthemin。Shehasnotbeensocalm,withinmyseeing,sincethesunset。Then,forawhile,therecameoverherfaceareposewhichwaslikespringaftertheblastsofMarch。
  Ithoughtatthetimethatitwasthesoftnessoftheredsunsetonherface,butsomehownowIthinkithasadeepermeaning。
  Iamnotsleepymyself,thoughIamweary……wearytodeath。
  However,Imusttrytosleep。Forthereistomorrowtothinkof,andthereisnorestformeuntil……
  Later——Imusthavefallenasleep,forIwasawakenedbyMina,whowassittingupinbed,withastartledlookonherface。
  Icouldseeeasily,forwedidnotleavetheroomindarkness。
  Shehadplacedawarninghandovermymouth,andnowshewhisperedinmyear,“Hush!Thereissomeoneinthecorridor!”
  Igotupsoftly,andcrossingtheroom,gentlyopenedthedoor。
  Justoutside,stretchedonamattress,layMr。Morris,wideawake。
  Heraisedawarninghandforsilenceashewhisperedtome,“Hush!
  Gobacktobed。Itisallright。Oneofuswillbehereallnight。
  Wedon'tmeantotakeanychances!”
  Hislookandgestureforbadediscussion,soIcamebackandtoldMina。
  Shesighedandpositivelyashadowofasmilestoleoverherpoor,palefaceassheputherarmsroundmeandsaidsoftly,“Oh,thankGodforgoodbravemen!”Withasighshesankbackagaintosleep。
  IwritethisnowasIamnotsleepy,thoughImusttryagain。
  4October,morning——OnceagainduringthenightIwaswakenedbyMina。
  Thistimewehadallhadagoodsleep,forthegreyofthecomingdawnwasmakingthewindowsintosharpoblongs,andthegasflamewaslikeaspeckratherthanadiscoflight。
  Shesaidtomehurriedly,“Go,calltheProfessor。
  Iwanttoseehimatonce。“
  “Why?”Iasked。
  “Ihaveanidea。Isupposeitmusthavecomeinthenight,andmaturedwithoutmyknowingit。Hemusthypnotizemebeforethedawn,andthenIshallbeabletospeak。
  Goquick,dearest,thetimeisgettingclose。“
  Iwenttothedoor。Dr。Sewardwasrestingonthemattress,andseeingme,hesprangtohisfeet。
  “Isanythingwrong?”heasked,inalarm。
  “No,“Ireplied。“ButMinawantstoseeDr。VanHelsingatonce。“
  “Iwillgo,“hesaid,andhurriedintotheProfessor'sroom。
  TwoorthreeminuteslaterVanHelsingwasintheroominhisdressinggown,andMr。MorrisandLordGodalmingwerewithDr。Sewardatthedooraskingquestions。
  WhentheProfessorsawMinaasmile,apositivesmileoustedtheanxietyofhisface。
  Herubbedhishandsashesaid,“Oh,mydearMadamMina,thisisindeedachange。See!FriendJonathan,wehavegotourdearMadamMina,asofold,backtoustoday!”Thenturningtoher,hesaidcheerfully,“AndwhatamItodoforyou?
  Foratthishouryoudonotwantmefornothing。“
  “Iwantyoutohypnotizeme!”shesaid。“Doitbeforethedawn,forIfeelthatthenIcanspeak,andspeakfreely。Bequick,forthetimeisshort!”
  Withoutawordhemotionedhertositupinbed。
  Lookingfixedlyather,hecommencedtomakepassesinfrontofher,fromoverthetopofherheaddownward,witheachhandinturn。
  Minagazedathimfixedlyforafewminutes,duringwhichmyownheartbeatlikeatriphammer,forIfeltthatsomecrisiswasathand。
  Graduallyhereyesclosed,andshesat,stockstill。Onlybythegentleheavingofherbosomcouldoneknowthatshewasalive。
  TheProfessormadeafewmorepassesandthenstopped,andIcouldseethathisforeheadwascoveredwithgreatbeadsofperspiration。
  Minaopenedhereyes,butshedidnotseemthesamewoman。
  Therewasafar-awaylookinhereyes,andhervoicehadasaddreaminesswhichwasnewtome。Raisinghishandtoimposesilence,theProfessormotionedtometobringtheothersin。
  Theycameontiptoe,closingthedoorbehindthem,andstoodatthefootofthebed,lookingon。Minaappearednottoseethem。
  ThestillnesswasbrokenbyVanHelsing'svoicespeakinginalowleveltonewhichwouldnotbreakthecurrentofherthoughts。
  “Whereareyou?”Theanswercameinaneutralway。
  “Idonotknow。Sleephasnoplaceitcancallitsown。“
  Forseveralminutestherewassilence。Minasatrigid,andtheProfessorstoodstaringatherfixedly。
  Therestofushardlydaredtobreathe。Theroomwasgrowinglighter。
  WithouttakinghiseyesfromMina'sface,Dr。VanHelsingmotionedmetopulluptheblind。Ididso,andthedayseemedjustuponus。
  Aredstreakshotup,andarosylightseemedtodiffuseitselfthroughtheroom。OntheinstanttheProfessorspokeagain。
  “Whereareyounow?”
  Theanswercamedreamily,butwithintention。Itwereasthoughshewereinterpretingsomething。Ihaveheardherusethesametonewhenreadinghershorthandnotes。
  “Idonotknow。Itisallstrangetome!”
  “Whatdoyousee?”
  “Icanseenothing。Itisalldark。“
  “Whatdoyouhear?”IcoulddetectthestrainintheProfessor'spatientvoice。
  “Thelappingofwater。Itisgurglingby,andlittlewavesleap。
  Icanhearthemontheoutside。“
  “Thenyouareonaship?'“
  Wealllookedateachother,tryingtogleansomethingeachfromtheother。
  Wewereafraidtothink。
  Theanswercamequick,“Oh,yes!”
  “Whatelsedoyouhear?”
  “Thesoundofmenstampingoverheadastheyrunabout。
  Thereisthecreakingofachain,andtheloudtinkleasthecheckofthecapstanfallsintotheratchet。“
  “Whatareyoudoing?”
  “Iamstill,ohsostill。Itislikedeath!”
  Thevoicefadedawayintoadeepbreathasofonesleeping,andtheopeneyesclosedagain。
  Bythistimethesunhadrisen,andwewereallinthefulllightofday。
  Dr。VanHelsingplacedhishandsonMina'sshoulders,andlaidherheaddownsoftlyonherpillow。Shelaylikeasleepingchildforafewmoments,andthen,withalongsigh,awokeandstaredinwondertoseeusallaroundher。
  “HaveIbeentalkinginmysleep?”wasallshesaid。
  Sheseemed,however,toknowthesituationwithouttelling,thoughshewaseagertoknowwhatshehadtold。TheProfessorrepeatedtheconversation,andshesaid,“Thenthereisnotamomenttolose。Itmaynotbeyettoolate!”
  Mr。MorrisandLordGodalmingstartedforthedoorbuttheProfessor'scalmvoicecalledthemback。
  “Stay,myfriends。Thatship,whereveritwas,wasweighinganchoratthemomentinyoursogreatPortofLondon。
  Whichofthemisitthatyouseek?Godbethankedthatwehaveonceagainaclue,thoughwhitheritmayleadusweknownot。
  Wehavebeenblindsomewhat。Blindafterthemannerofmen,sincewecanlookbackweseewhatwemighthaveseenlookingforwardifwehadbeenabletoseewhatwemighthaveseen!
  Alas,butthatsentenceisapuddle,isitnot?WecanknownowwhatwasintheCount'smind,whenheseizethatmoney,thoughJonathan'ssofierceknifeputhiminthedangerthatevenhedread。Hemeantescape。Hearme,ESCAPE!
  Hesawthatwithbutoneearthboxleft,andapackofmenfollowinglikedogsafterafox,thisLondonwasnoplaceforhim。
  Hehavetakehislastearthboxonboardaship,andheleavetheland。Hethinktoescape,butno!Wefollowhim。TallyHo!
  AsfriendArthurwouldsaywhenheputonhisredfrock!
  Ouroldfoxiswily。Oh!Sowily,andwemustfollowwithwile。
  I,too,amwilyandIthinkhismindinalittlewhile。
  Inmeantimewemayrestandinpeace,fortherearebetweenuswhichhedonotwanttopass,andwhichhecouldnotifhewould。
  Unlesstheshipweretotouchtheland,andthenonlyatfullorslacktide。See,andthesunisjustrose,andalldaytosunsetisus。Letustakebath,anddress,andhavebreakfastwhichweallneed,andwhichwecaneatcomfortablysincehebenotinthesamelandwithus。“
  Minalookedathimappealinglyassheasked,“Butwhyneedweseekhimfurther,whenheisgoneawayfromus?”
  Hetookherhandandpatteditashereplied,“Askmenothingasyet。
  Whenwehavebreakfast,thenIanswerallquestions。“Hewouldsaynomore,andweseparatedtodress。
  AfterbreakfastMinarepeatedherquestion。Helookedathergravelyforaminuteandthensaidsorrowfully,“Becausemydear,dearMadamMina,nowmorethanevermustwefindhimevenifwehavetofollowhimtothejawsofHell!”
  Shegrewpalerassheaskedfaintly,“Why?”
  “Because,“heansweredsolemnly,“hecanliveforcenturies,andyouarebutmortalwoman。Timeisnowtobedreaded,sinceonceheputthatmarkuponyourthroat。“
  Iwasjustintimetocatchherasshefellforwardinafaint。
  CHAPTER24
  DR。SEWARD'SPHONOGRAPHDIARY
  SPOKENBYVANHELSING
  ThistoJonathanHarker。
  YouaretostaywithyourdearMadamMina。Weshallgotomakeoursearch,ifIcancallitso,foritisnotsearchbutknowing,andweseekconfirmationonly。Butdoyoustayandtakecareofhertoday。Thisisyourbestandmostholiestoffice。
  Thisdaynothingcanfindhimhere。
  Letmetellyouthatsoyouwillknowwhatwefourknowalready,forIhavetellthem。He,ourenemy,havegoneaway。
  HehavegonebacktohisCastleinTransylvania。Iknowitsowell,asifagreathandoffirewroteitonthewall。
  Hehaveprepareforthisinsomeway,andthatlastearthboxwasreadytoshipsomewheres。Forthishetookthemoney。
  Forthishehurryatthelast,lestwecatchhimbeforethesungodown。Itwashislasthope,savethathemighthideinthetombthathethinkpoorMissLucy,beingashethoughtlikehim,keepopentohim。Buttherewasnotoftime。
  Whenthatfailhemakestraightforhislastresource,hislastearth-workImightsaydidIwishdoubleentente。
  Heisclever,ohsoclever!Heknowthathisgameherewasfinish。
  Andsohedecidehegobackhome。Hefindshipgoingbytheroutehecame,andhegoinit。
  Wegooffnowtofindwhatship,andwhitherbound。
  Whenwehavediscoverthat,wecomebackandtellyouall。
  ThenwewillcomfortyouandpoorMadamMinawithnewhope。
  Foritwillbehopewhenyouthinkitover,thatallisnotlost。
  Thisverycreaturethatwepursue,hetakehundredsofyearstogetsofarasLondon。Andyetinoneday,whenweknowofthedisposalofhimwedrivehimout。Heisfinite,thoughheispowerfultodomuchharmandsuffersnotaswedo。
  Butwearestrong,eachinourpurpose,andweareallmorestrongtogether。Takeheartafresh,dearhusbandofMadamMina。
  Thisbattleisbutbegunandintheendweshallwin。
  SosureasthatGodsitsonhightowatchoverHischildren。
  Thereforebeofmuchcomforttillwereturn。
  VANHELSING。
  JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
  4October——WhenIreadtoMina,VanHelsing'smessageinthephonograph,thepoorgirlbrightenedupconsiderably。
  AlreadythecertaintythattheCountisoutofthecountryhasgivenhercomfort。Andcomfortisstrengthtoher。
  Formyownpart,nowthathishorribledangerisnotfacetofacewithus,itseemsalmostimpossibletobelieveinit。
  EvenmyownterribleexperiencesinCastleDraculaseemlikealongforgottendream。Hereinthecrispautumnairinthebrightsunlight。
  Alas!HowcanIdisbelieve!Inthemidstofmythoughtmyeyefellontheredscaronmypoordarling'swhiteforehead。
  Whilstthatlasts,therecanbenodisbelief。MinaandIfeartobeidle,sowehavebeenoverallthediariesagainandagain。
  Somehow,althoughtherealityseemgreatereachtime,thepainandthefearseemless。Thereissomethingofaguidingpurposemanifestthroughout,whichiscomforting。
  Minasaysthatperhapswearetheinstrumentsofultimategood。
  Itmaybe!Ishalltrytothinkasshedoes。
  Wehaveneverspokentoeachotheryetofthefuture。
  ItisbettertowaittillweseetheProfessorandtheothersaftertheirinvestigations。
  ThedayisrunningbymorequicklythanIeverthoughtadaycouldrunformeagain。Itisnowthreeo'clock。
  MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
  5October,5P。M——Ourmeetingforreport。Present:ProfessorVanHelsing,LordGodalming,Dr。Seward,Mr。QuinceyMorris,JonathanHarker,MinaHarker。
  Dr。VanHelsingdescribedwhatstepsweretakenduringthedaytodiscoveronwhatboatandwhitherboundCountDraculamadehisescape。
  “AsIknewthathewantedtogetbacktoTransylvania,IfeltsurethathemustgobytheDanubemouth,orbysomewhereintheBlackSea,sincebythatwayhecome。Itwasadrearyblankthatwasbeforeus。
  OmmeIgnotumpromagnifico。AndsowithheavyheartswestarttofindwhatshipsleavefortheBlackSealastnight。
  Hewasinsailingship,sinceMadamMinatellofsailsbeingset。
  ThesenotsoimportantastogoinyourlistoftheshippingintheTimes,andsowego,bysuggestionofLordGodalming,toyourLloyd's,wherearenoteofallshipsthatsail,howeversosmall。
  TherewefindthatonlyoneBlackSeaboundshipgooutwiththetide。
  SheistheCzarinaCatherine,andshesailfromDoolittle'sWharfforVarna,andthencetootherportsanduptheDanube。
  `So!'saidI,`thisistheshipwhereonistheCount。'SooffwegotoDoolittle'sWharf,andtherewefindamaninanoffice。FromhimweinquireofthegoingsoftheCzarinaCatherine。Heswearmuch,andheredfaceandloudofvoice,buthegoodfellowallthesame。
  AndwhenQuinceygivehimsomethingfromhispocketwhichcrackleasherollitup,andputitinasosmallbagwhichhehavehiddeepinhisclothing,hestillbetterfellowandhumbleservanttous。
  Hecomewithus,andaskmanymenwhoareroughandhot。
  Thesebebetterfellowstoowhentheyhavebeennomorethirsty。
  Theysaymuchofbloodandbloom,andofotherswhichIcomprehendnot,thoughIguesswhattheymean。Butneverthelesstheytellusallthingswhichwewanttoknow。
  “Theymakeknowntousamongthem,howlastafternoonataboutfiveo'clockcomesamansohurry。Atallman,thinandpale,withhighnoseandteethsowhite,andeyesthatseemtobeburning。
  Thathebeallinblack,exceptthathehaveahatofstrawwhichsuitnothimorthetime。ThathescatterhismoneyinmakingquickinquiryastowhatshipsailsfortheBlackSeaandforwhere。Sometookhimtotheofficeandthentotheship,wherehewillnotgoaboardbuthaltatshoreendofgangplank,andaskthatthecaptaincometohim。
  Thecaptaincome,whentoldthathewillbepaywell,andthoughheswearmuchatthefirstheagreetoterm。Thenthethinmangoandsomeonetellhimwherehorseandcartcanbehired。
  Hegothereandsoonhecomeagain,himselfdrivingcartonwhichagreatbox。Thishehimselfliftdown,thoughittakeseveraltoputitontruckfortheship。Hegivemuchtalktocaptainastohowandwherehisboxistobeplace。
  Butthecaptainlikeitnotandswearathiminmanytongues,andtellhimthatifhelikehecancomeandseewhereitshallbe。
  Buthesay`no,'thathecomenotyet,forthathehavemuchtodo。
  Whereuponthecaptaintellhimthathehadbetterbequick,withblood,forthathisshipwillleavetheplace,ofblood,beforetheturnofthetide,withblood。
  Thenthethinmansmileandsaythatofcoursehemustgowhenhethinkfit,buthewillbesurpriseifhegoquitesosoon。
  Thecaptainswearagain,polyglot,andthethinmanmakehimbow,andthankhim,andsaythathewillsofarintrudeonhiskindnessastocomeaboardbeforethesailing。
  Finalthecaptain,moreredthanever,andinmoretongues,tellhimthathedoesn'twantnoFrenchmen,withbloomuponthemandalsowithblood,inhisship,withbloodonheralso。
  Andso,afteraskingwherehemightpurchaseshipforms,hedeparted。
  “Nooneknewwherehewent`orbloomin'wellcared'
  astheysaid,fortheyhadsomethingelsetothinkof,wellwithbloodagain。ForitsoonbecameapparenttoallthattheCzarinaCatherinewouldnotsailaswasexpected。
  Athinmistbegantocreepupfromtheriver,anditgrew,andgrew。
  Tillsoonadensefogenvelopedtheshipandallaroundher。
  Thecaptainsworepolyglot,verypolyglot,polyglotwithbloomandblood,buthecoulddonothing。Thewaterroseandrose,andhebegantofearthathewouldlosethetidealtogether。
  Hewasinnofriendlymood,whenjustatfulltide,thethinmancameupthegangplankagainandaskedtoseewherehisboxhadbeenstowed。Thenthecaptainrepliedthathewishedthatheandhisbox,oldandwithmuchbloomandblood,wereinhell。
  Butthethinmandidnotbeoffend,andwentdownwiththemateandsawwhereitwasplace,andcameupandstoodawhileondeckinfog。Hemusthavecomeoffbyhimself,fornonenoticehim。Indeedtheythoughtnotofhim,forsoonthefogbegintomeltaway,andallwasclearagain。
  Myfriendsofthethirstandthelanguagethatwasofbloomandbloodlaughed,astheytoldhowthecaptain'sswearsexceededevenhisusualpolyglot,andwasmorethaneverfullofpicturesque,whenonquestioningothermarinerswhowereonmovementupanddowntheriverthathour,hefoundthatfewofthemhadseenanyoffogatall,exceptwhereitlayroundthewharf。However,theshipwentoutontheebbtide,andwasdoubtlessbymorningfardowntherivermouth。
  Shewasthen,whentheytoldus,wellouttosea。
  “Andso,mydearMadamMina,itisthatwehavetorestforatime,forourenemyisonthesea,withthefogathiscommand,onhiswaytotheDanubemouth。Tosailashiptakestime,gosheneversoquick。
  Andwhenwestarttogoonlandmorequick,andwemeethimthere。
  Ourbesthopeistocomeonhimwhenintheboxbetweensunriseandsunset。
  Forthenhecanmakenostruggle,andwemaydealwithhimasweshould。
  Therearedaysforus,inwhichwecanmakereadyourplan。
  Weknowallaboutwherehego。Forwehaveseentheowneroftheship,whohaveshownusinvoicesandallpapersthatcanbe。
  TheboxweseekistobelandedinVarna,andtobegiventoanagent,oneRisticswhowilltherepresenthiscredentials。Andsoourmerchantfriendwillhavedonehispart。Whenheaskiftherebeanywrong,forthatso,hecantelegraphandhaveinquirymadeatVarna,wesay`no,'forwhatistobedoneisnotforpoliceorofthecustoms。
  Itmustbedonebyusaloneandinourownway。“
  WhenDr。VanHelsinghaddonespeaking,IaskedhimifhewerecertainthattheCounthadremainedonboardtheship。
  Hereplied,“Wehavethebestproofofthat,yourownevidence,wheninthehypnotictrancethismorning。“
  IaskedhimagainifitwerereallynecessarythattheyshouldpursuetheCount,foroh!IdreadJonathanleavingme,andIknowthathewouldsurelygoiftheotherswent。
  Heansweredingrowingpassion,atfirstquietly。
  Ashewenton,however,hegrewmoreangryandmoreforceful,tillintheendwecouldnotbutseewhereinwasatleastsomeofthatpersonaldominancewhichmadehimsolongamasteramongstmen。
  “Yes,itisnecessary,necessary,necessary!Foryoursakeinthefirst,andthenforthesakeofhumanity。Thismonsterhasdonemuchharmalready,inthenarrowscopewherehefindhimself,andintheshorttimewhenasyethewasonlyasabodygropinghissosmallmeasureindarknessandnotknowing。AllthishaveItoldtheseothers。You,mydearMadamMina,willlearnitinthephonographofmyfriendJohn,orinthatofyourhusband。
  Ihavetoldthemhowthemeasureofleavinghisownbarrenland,barrenofpeoples,andcomingtoanewlandwherelifeofmanteemstilltheyarelikethemultitudeofstandingcorn,wastheworkofcenturies。WereanotheroftheUndead,likehim,totrytodowhathehasdone,perhapsnotallthecenturiesoftheworldthathavebeen,orthatwillbe,couldaidhim。
  Withthisone,alltheforcesofnaturethatareoccultanddeepandstrongmusthaveworkedtogetherinsomewonderousway。
  Theveryplace,wherehehavebeenalive,Undeadforallthesecenturies,isfullofstrangenessofthegeologicandchemicalworld。
  Therearedeepcavernsandfissuresthatreachnoneknowwhither。
  Therehavebeenvolcanoes,someofwhoseopeningsstillsendoutwatersofstrangeproperties,andgasesthatkillormaketovivify。
  Doubtless,thereissomethingmagneticorelectricinsomeofthesecombinationsofoccultforceswhichworkforphysicallifeinstrangeway,andinhimselfwerefromthefirstsomegreatqualities。
  Inahardandwarliketimehewascelebratethathehavemoreironnerve,moresubtlebrain,morebraverheart,thananyman。
  Inhimsomevitalprinciplehaveinstrangewayfoundtheirutmost。
  Andashisbodykeepstrongandgrowandthrive,sohisbraingrowtoo。
  Allthiswithoutthatdiabolicaidwhichissurelytohim。
  Forithavetoyieldtothepowersthatcomefrom,andare,symbolicofgood。Andnowthisiswhatheistous。
  Hehaveinfectyou,ohforgiveme,mydear,thatImustsaysuch,butitisforgoodofyouthatIspeak。Heinfectyouinsuchwise,thatevenifhedonomore,youhaveonlytolive,toliveinyourownold,sweetway,andsointime,death,whichisofman'scommonlotandwithGod'ssanction,shallmakeyouliketohim。
  Thismustnotbe!Wehavesworntogetherthatitmustnot。
  ThusareweministersofGod'sownwish。Thattheworld,andmenforwhomHisSondie,willnotbegivenovertomonsters,whoseveryexistencewoulddefameHim。Hehaveallowedustoredeemonesoulalready,andwegooutastheoldknightsoftheCrosstoredeemmore。Likethemweshalltraveltowardsthesunrise。
  Andlikethem,ifwefall,wefallingoodcause。“
  HepausedandIsaid,“ButwillnottheCounttakehisrebuffwisely?
  SincehehasbeendrivenfromEngland,willhenotavoidit,asatigerdoesthevillagefromwhichhehasbeenhunted?”
  “Aha!”hesaid,“yoursimileofthetigergood,forme,andIshalladopthim。Yourmaneater,astheyofIndiacallthetigerwhohasoncetastedbloodofthehuman,carenomorefortheotherprey,butprowlunceasingtillhegethim。
  Thisthatwehuntfromourvillageisatiger,too,amaneater,andheneverceasetoprowl。Nay,inhimselfheisnotonetoretireandstayafar。Inhislife,hislivinglife,hegoovertheTurkeyfrontierandattackhisenemyonhisownground。
  Hebebeatenback,butdidhestay?No!Hecomeagain,andagain,andagain。Lookathispersistenceandendurance。
  Withthechild-brainthatwastohimhehavelongsinceconceivetheideaofcomingtoagreatcity。Whatdoeshedo?
  Hefindouttheplaceofalltheworldmostofpromiseforhim。
  Thenhedeliberatelysethimselfdowntoprepareforthetask。
  Hefindinpatiencejusthowishisstrength,andwhatarehispowers。Hestudynewtongues。Helearnnewsociallife,newenvironmentofoldways,thepolitics,thelaw,thefinance,thescience,thehabitofanewlandandanewpeoplewhohavecometobesincehewas。Hisglimpsethathehavehad,whethisappetiteonlyandenkeenhisdesire。Nay,ithelphimtogrowastohisbrain。Foritallprovetohimhowrighthewasatthefirstinhissurmises。Hehavedonethisalone,allalone!Fromaruintombinaforgottenland。
  Whatmoremayhenotdowhenthegreaterworldofthoughtisopentohim。Hethatcansmileatdeath,asweknowhim。
  Whocanflourishinthemidstofdiseasesthatkilloffwholepeoples。Oh!IfsuchanonewastocomefromGod,andnottheDevil,whataforceforgoodmighthenotbeinthisoldworldofours。Butwearepledgedtosettheworldfree。
  Ourtoilmustbeinsilence,andoureffortsallinsecret。
  Forinthisenlightenedage,whenmenbelievenotevenwhattheysee,thedoubtingofwisemenwouldbehisgreateststrength。
  Itwouldbeatoncehissheathandhisarmor,andhisweaponstodestroyus,hisenemies,whoarewillingtoperilevenourownsoulsforthesafetyofonewelove。Forthegoodofmankind,andforthehonorandgloryofGod。“
  Afterageneraldiscussionitwasdeterminedthatfortonightnothingbedefinitelysettled。Thatweshouldallsleeponthefacts,andtrytothinkouttheproperconclusions。Tomorrow,atbreakfast,wearetomeetagain,andaftermakingourconclusionsknowntooneanother,weshalldecideonsomedefinitecauseofaction……
  Ifeelawonderfulpeaceandresttonight。Itisasifsomehauntingpresencewereremovedfromme。Perhaps……
  Mysurmisewasnotfinished,couldnotbe,forIcaughtsightinthemirroroftheredmarkuponmyforehead,andIknewthatIwasstillunclean。
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  5October——Weallaroseearly,andIthinkthatsleepdidmuchforeachandallofus。Whenwemetatearlybreakfasttherewasmoregeneralcheerfulnessthananyofushadeverexpectedtoexperienceagain。
  Itisreallywonderfulhowmuchresiliencethereisinhumannature。
  Letanyobstructingcause,nomatterwhat,beremovedinanyway,evenbydeath,andweflybacktofirstprinciplesofhopeandenjoyment。
  Morethanonceaswesataroundthetable,myeyesopenedinwonderwhetherthewholeofthepastdayshadnotbeenadream。
  ItwasonlywhenIcaughtsightoftheredblotchonMrs。Harker'sforeheadthatIwasbroughtbacktoreality。Evennow,whenIamgravelyrevolvingthematter,itisalmostimpossibletorealizethatthecauseofallourtroubleisstillexistent。
  EvenMrs。Harkerseemstolosesightofhertroubleforwholespells。
  Itisonlynowandagain,whensomethingrecallsittohermind,thatshethinksofherterriblescar。Wearetomeethereinmystudyinhalfanhouranddecideonourcourseofaction。
  Iseeonlyoneimmediatedifficulty,Iknowitbyinstinctratherthanreason。Weshallallhavetospeakfrankly。AndyetIfearthatinsomemysteriouswaypoorMrs。Harker'stongueistied。
  Iknowthatsheformsconclusionsofherown,andfromallthathasbeenIcanguesshowbrilliantandhowtruetheymustbe。
  Butshewillnot,orcannot,givethemutterance。IhavementionedthistoVanHelsing,andheandIaretotalkitoverwhenwearealone。
  Isupposeitissomeofthathorridpoisonwhichhasgotintoherveinsbeginningtowork。TheCounthadhisownpurposeswhenhegaveherwhatVanHelsingcalled“theVampire'sbaptismofblood。“
  Well,theremaybeapoisonthatdistillsitselfoutofgoodthings。
  Inanagewhentheexistenceofptomainesisamysteryweshouldnotwonderatanything!OnethingIknow,thatifmyinstinctbetrueregardingpoorMrs。Harker'ssilences,thenthereisaterribledifficulty,anunknowndanger,intheworkbeforeus。
  Thesamepowerthatcompelshersilencemaycompelherspeech。
  Idarenotthinkfurther,forsoIshouldinmythoughtsdishonoranoblewoman!
  Later——WhentheProfessorcamein,wetalkedoverthestateofthings。
  Icouldseethathehadsomethingonhismind,whichhewantedtosay,butfeltsomehesitancyaboutbroachingthesubject。Afterbeatingaboutthebushalittle,hesaid,“FriendJohn,thereissomethingthatyouandImusttalkofalone,justatthefirstatanyrate。
  Later,wemayhavetotaketheothersintoourconfidence。“
  Thenhestopped,soIwaited。Hewenton,“MadamMina,ourpoor,dearMadamMinaischanging。“
  Acoldshiverranthroughmetofindmyworstfearsthusendorsed。
  VanHelsingcontinued。
  “WiththesadexperienceofMissLucy,wemustthistimebewarnedbeforethingsgotoofar。Ourtaskisnowinrealitymoredifficultthanever,andthisnewtroublemakeseveryhourofthedirestimportance。Icanseethecharacteristicsofthevampirecominginherface。Itisnowbutvery,veryslight。
  Butitistobeseenifwehaveeyestonoticewithoutprejudge。
  Herteetharesharper,andattimeshereyesaremorehard。
  Butthesearenotall,thereistoherthesilencenowoften,assoitwaswithMissLucy。Shedidnotspeak,evenwhenshewrotethatwhichshewishedtobeknownlater。Nowmyfearisthis。
  Ifitbethatshecan,byourhypnotictrance,tellwhattheCountseeandhear,isitnotmoretruethathewhohavehypnotizeherfirst,andwhohavedrinkofherverybloodandmakeherdrinkofhis,shouldifhewill,compelhermindtodisclosetohimthatwhichsheknow?”
  Inoddedacquiescence。Hewenton,“Then,whatwemustdoistopreventthis。Wemustkeepherignorantofourintent,andsoshecannottellwhatsheknownot。Thisisapainfultask!
  Oh,sopainfulthatitheartbreakmetothinkofit,butitmustbe。
  Whentodaywemeet,Imusttellherthatforreasonwhichwewillnottospeakshemustnotmorebeofourcouncil,butbesimplyguardedbyus。“
  Hewipedhisforehead,whichhadbrokenoutinprofuseperspirationatthethoughtofthepainwhichhemighthavetoinflictuponthepoorsoulalreadysotortured。
  IknewthatitwouldbesomesortofcomforttohimifI
  toldhimthatIalsohadcometothesameconclusion。
  Foratanyrateitwouldtakeawaythepainofdoubt。
  Itoldhim,andtheeffectwasasIexpected。
  Itisnowclosetothetimeofourgeneralgathering。VanHelsinghasgoneawaytoprepareforthemeeting,andhispainfulpartofit。
  Ireallybelievehispurposeistobeabletoprayalone。
  Later——AttheveryoutsetofourmeetingagreatpersonalreliefwasexperiencedbybothVanHelsingandmyself。
  Mrs。Harkerhadsentamessagebyherhusbandtosaythatshewouldnotjoinusatpresent,asshethoughtitbetterthatweshouldbefreetodiscussourmovementswithoutherpresencetoembarrassus。TheProfessorandIlookedateachotherforaninstant,andsomehowwebothseemedrelieved。
  Formyownpart,IthoughtthatifMrs。Harkerrealizedthedangerherself,itwasmuchpainaswellasmuchdangeraverted。
  Underthecircumstancesweagreed,byaquestioninglookandanswer,withfingeronlip,topreservesilenceinoursuspicions,untilweshouldhavebeenabletoconferaloneagain。
  WewentatonceintoourPlanofCampaign。
  VanHelsingroughlyputthefactsbeforeusfirst,“TheCzarinaCatherinelefttheThamesyesterdaymorning。
  ItwilltakeheratthequickestspeedshehasevermadeatleastthreeweekstoreachVarna。Butwecantraveloverlandtothesameplaceinthreedays。Now,ifweallowfortwodayslessfortheship'svoyage,owingtosuchweatherinfluencesasweknowthattheCountcanbringtobear,andifweallowawholedayandnightforanydelayswhichmayoccurtous,thenwehaveamarginofnearlytwoweeks。
  “Thus,inordertobequitesafe,wemustleavehereon17thatlatest。
  ThenweshallatanyratebeinVarnaadaybeforetheshiparrives,andabletomakesuchpreparationsasmaybenecessary。
  Ofcourseweshallallgoarmed,armedagainstevilthings,spiritualaswellasphysical。“
  HereQuinceyMorrisadded,“IunderstandthattheCountcomesfromawolfcountry,anditmaybethatheshallgettherebeforeus。
  IproposethatweaddWinchesterstoourarmament。IhaveakindofbeliefinaWinchesterwhenthereisanytroubleofthatsortaround。
  Doyouremember,Art,whenwehadthepackafterusatTobolsk?
  Whatwouldn'twehavegiventhenforarepeaterapiece!”
  “Good!”saidVanHelsing,“Winchestersitshallbe。
  Quincey'sheadislevelattimes,butmostsowhenthereistohunt,metaphorbemoredishonortosciencethanwolvesbeofdangertoman。Inthemeantimewecandonothinghere。
  AndasIthinkthatVarnaisnotfamiliartoanyofus,whynotgotheremoresoon?Itisaslongtowaithereasthere。
  Tonightandtomorrowwecangetready,andthenifallbewell,wefourcansetoutonourjourney。“
  “Wefour?”saidHarkerinterrogatively,lookingfromonetoanotherofus。
  “Ofcourse!”answeredtheProfessorquickly。“Youmustremaintotakecareofyoursosweetwife!”
  Harkerwassilentforawhileandthensaidinahollowvoice,“Letustalkofthatpartofitinthemorning。
  IwanttoconsultwithMina。“
  IthoughtthatnowwasthetimeforVanHelsingtowarnhimnottodiscloseourplantoher,buthetooknonotice。
  Ilookedathimsignificantlyandcoughed。Foranswerheputhisfingertohislipsandturnedaway。
  JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
  October,afternoon——ForsometimeafterourmeetingthismorningIcouldnotthink。Thenewphasesofthingsleavemymindinastateofwonderwhichallowsnoroomforactivethought。
  Mina'sdeterminationnottotakeanypartinthediscussionsetmethinking。AndasIcouldnotarguethematterwithher,Icouldonlyguess。Iamasfaraseverfromasolutionnow。
  Thewaytheothersreceivedit,toopuzzledme。
  Thelasttimewetalkedofthesubjectweagreedthattherewastobenomoreconcealmentofanythingamongstus。
  Minaissleepingnow,calmlyandsweetlylikealittlechild。
  Herlipsarecurvedandherfacebeamswithhappiness。
  ThankGod,therearesuchmomentsstillforher。
  Later——Howstrangeitallis。IsatwatchingMina'shappysleep,andIcameasneartobeinghappymyselfasIsupposeIshalleverbe。
  Astheeveningdrewon,andtheearthtookitsshadowsfromthesunsinkinglower,thesilenceoftheroomgrewmoreandmoresolemntome。
  AllatonceMinaopenedhereyes,andlookingatmetenderlysaid,“Jonathan,Iwantyoutopromisemesomethingonyourwordofhonor。
  Apromisemadetome,butmadeholilyinGod'shearing,andnottobebrokenthoughIshouldgodownonmykneesandimploreyouwithbittertears。
  Quick,youmustmakeittomeatonce。“
  “Mina,“Isaid,“apromiselikethat,Icannotmakeatonce。
  Imayhavenorighttomakeit。“
  “But,dearone,“shesaid,withsuchspiritualintensitythathereyeswerelikepolestars,“itisIwhowishit。Anditisnotformyself。
  YoucanaskDr。VanHelsingifIamnotright。Ifhedisagreesyoumaydoasyouwill。Nay,moreifyouallagree,lateryouareabsolvedfromthepromise。“
  “Ipromise!”Isaid,andforamomentshelookedsupremelyhappy。
  Thoughtomeallhappinessforherwasdeniedbytheredscaronherforehead。
  Shesaid,“PromisemethatyouwillnottellmeanythingoftheplansformedforthecampaignagainsttheCount。
  Notbyword,orinference,orimplication,notatanytimewhilstthisremainstome!”Andshesolemnlypointedtothescar。
  Isawthatshewasinearnest,andsaidsolemnly,“Ipromise!”
  andasIsaiditIfeltthatfromthatinstantadoorhadbeenshutbetweenus。
  Later,midnight——Minahasbeenbrightandcheerfulalltheevening。
  Somuchsothatalltherestseemedtotakecourage,asifinfectedsomewhatwithhergaiety。AsaresultevenImyselffeltasifthepallofgloomwhichweighsusdownweresomewhatlifted。Weallretiredearly。
  Minaisnowsleepinglikealittlechild。Itiswonderfulthingthatherfacultyofsleepremainstoherinthemidstofherterribletrouble。
  ThankGodforit,forthenatleastshecanforgethercare。
  Perhapsherexamplemayaffectmeashergaietydidtonight。
  Ishalltryit。Oh!Foradreamlesssleep。
  6October,morning——Anothersurprise。Minawokemeearly,aboutthesametimeasyesterday,andaskedmetobringDr。VanHelsing。Ithoughtthatitwasanotheroccassionforhypnotism,andwithoutquestionwentfortheProfessor。
  Hehadevidentlyexpectedsomesuchcall,forIfoundhimdressedinhisroom。Hisdoorwasajar,sothathecouldheartheopeningofthedoorofourroom。Hecameatonce。
  Ashepassedintotheroom,heaskedMinaiftheothersmightcome,too。
  “No,“shesaidquitesimply,“itwillnotbenecessary。
  Youcantellthemjustaswell。Imustgowithyouonyourjourney。“
  Dr。VanHelsingwasasstartledasIwas。Afteramoment'spauseheasked,“Butwhy?”
  “Youmusttakemewithyou。Iamsaferwithyou,andyoushallbesafer,too。“
  “Butwhy,dearMadamMina?Youknowthatyoursafetyisoursolemnestduty。
  Wegointodanger,towhichyouare,ormaybe,moreliablethananyofusfrom……fromcircumstances……thingsthathavebeen。“
  Hepausedembarrassed。
  Asshereplied,sheraisedherfingerandpointedtoherforehead。“Iknow。
  ThatiswhyImustgo。Icantellyounow,whilstthesuniscomingup。
  Imaynotbeableagain。IknowthatwhentheCountwillsmeImustgo。
  Iknowthatifhetellsmetocomeinsecret,Imustbywile。
  Byanydevicetohoodwink,evenJonathan。“Godsawthelookthatsheturnedonmeasshespoke,andiftherebeindeedaRecordingAngelthatlookisnotedtoherever-lastinghonor。Icouldonlyclaspherhand。
  Icouldnotspeak。Myemotionwastoogreatforeventhereliefoftears。
  Shewenton。“Youmenarebraveandstrong。Youarestronginyournumbers,foryoucandefythatwhichwouldbreakdownthehumanenduranceofonewhohadtoguardalone。
  Besides,Imaybeofservice,sinceyoucanhypnotizemeandsolearnthatwhichevenImyselfdonotknow。“
  Dr。VanHelsingsaidgravely,“MadamMina,youare,asalways,mostwise。
  Youshallwithuscome。Andtogetherweshalldothatwhichwegoforthtoachieve。“
  Whenhehadspoken,Mina'slongspellofsilencemademelookather。
  Shehadfallenbackonherpillowasleep。ShedidnotevenwakewhenIhadpulleduptheblindandletinthesunlightwhichfloodedtheroom。VanHelsingmotionedtometocomewithhimquietly。
  Wewenttohisroom,andwithinaminuteLordGodalming,Dr。Seward,andMr。Morriswerewithusalso。
  HetoldthemwhatMinahadsaid,andwenton。
  “InthemorningweshallleaveforVarna。Wehavenowtodealwithanewfactor,MadamMina。Oh,buthersoulistrue。
  Itistoheranagonytotellussomuchasshehasdone。
  Butitismostright,andwearewarnedintime。
  Theremustbenochancelost,andinVarnawemustbereadytoacttheinstantwhenthatshiparrives。“
  “Whatshallwedoexactly?”askedMr。Morrislaconically。
  TheProfessorpausedbeforereplying,“Weshallatthefirstboardthatship。Then,whenwehaveidentifiedthebox,weshallplaceabranchofthewildroseonit。Thisweshallfasten,forwhenitistherenonecanemerge,sothatatleastsaysthesuperstition。
  Andtosuperstitionmustwetrustatthefirst。Itwasman'sfaithintheearly,andithaveitsrootinfaithstill。Then,whenwegettheopportunitythatweseek,whennoneareneartosee,weshallopenthebox,and……andallwillbewell。“
  “Ishallnotwaitforanyopportunity,“saidMorris。“WhenIseetheboxIshallopenitanddestroythemonster,thoughtherewereathousandmenlookingon,andifIamtobewipedoutforitthenextmoment!”
  Igraspedhishandinstinctivelyandfounditasfirmasapieceofsteel。
  Ithinkheunderstoodmylook。Ihopehedid。
  “Goodboy,“saidDr。VanHelsing。“Braveboy。Quinceyisallman。
  Godblesshimforit。Mychild,believemenoneofusshalllagbehindorpausefromanyfear。Idobutsaywhatwemaydo……whatwemustdo。But,indeed,indeedwecannotsaywhatwemaydo。Therearesomanythingswhichmayhappen,andtheirwaysandtheirendsaresovariousthatuntilthemomentwemaynotsay。Weshallallbearmed,inallways。
  Andwhenthetimefortheendhascome,oureffortshallnotbelack。
  Nowletustodayputallouraffairsinorder。Letallthingswhichtouchonothersdeartous,andwhoonusdepend,becomplete。
  Fornoneofuscantellwhat,orwhen,orhow,theendmaybe。
  Asforme,myownaffairsareregulate,andasIhavenothingelsetodo,Ishallgomakearrangementsforthetravel。
  Ishallhaveallticketsandsoforthforourjourney。“
  Therewasnothingfurthertobesaid,andweparted。
  Ishallnowsettleupallmyaffairsofearth,andbereadyforwhatevermaycome。
  Later——Itisdone。Mywillismade,andallcomplete。
  Minaifshesurviveismysoleheir。Ifitshouldnotbeso,thentheotherswhohavebeensogoodtousshallhaveremainder。
  Itisnowdrawingtowardsthesunset。Mina'suneasinesscallsmyattentiontoit。Iamsurethatthereissomethingonhermindwhichthetimeofexactsunsetwillreveal。
  Theseoccasionsarebecomingharrowingtimesforusall。
  Foreachsunriseandsunsetopensupsomenewdanger,somenewpain,whichhowever,mayinGod'swillbemeanstoagoodend。
  Iwriteallthesethingsinthediarysincemydarlingmustnothearthemnow。Butifitmaybethatshecanseethemagain,theyshallbeready。Sheiscallingtome。