IcouldseethathespokeasbravelyashecouldtocomfortHarker。
Thepoorfellowwasquitebrokendown,nowandagainhegavealowgroanwhichhecouldnotsuppress。Hewasthinkingofhiswife。
Withsadheartswecamebacktomyhouse,wherewefoundMrs。Harkerwaitingus,withanappearanceofcheerfulnesswhichdidhonortoherbraveryandunselfishness。
Whenshesawourfaces,herownbecameaspaleasdeath。
Forasecondortwohereyeswereclosedasifshewereinsecretprayer。
Andthenshesaidcheerfully,“Icanneverthankyouallenough。
Oh,mypoordarling!”
Asshespoke,shetookherhusband'sgreyheadinherhandsandkissedit。
“Layyourpoorheadhereandrestit。Allwillyetbewell,dear!GodwillprotectusifHesowillitinHisgoodintent。“Thepoorfellowgroaned。
Therewasnoplaceforwordsinhissublimemisery。
Wehadasortofperfunctorysuppertogether,andIthinkitcheeredusallupsomewhat。Itwas,perhaps,themereanimalheatoffoodtohungrypeople,fornoneofushadeatenanythingsincebreakfast,orthesenseofcompanionshipmayhavehelpedus,butanyhowwewerealllessmiserable,andsawthemorrowasnotaltogetherwithouthope。
Truetoourpromise,wetoldMrs。Harkereverythingwhichhadpassed。
Andalthoughshegrewsnowywhiteattimeswhendangerhadseemedtothreatenherhusband,andredatotherswhenhisdevotiontoherwasmanifestedshelistenedbravelyandwithcalmness。
WhenwecametothepartwhereHarkerhadrushedattheCountsorecklessly,sheclungtoherhusband'sarm,andheldittightasthoughherclingingcouldprotecthimfromanyharmthatmightcome。
Shesaidnothing,however,tillthenarrationwasalldone,andmattershadbeenbroughtuptothepresenttime。
Thenwithoutlettinggoherhusband'shandshestoodupamongstusandspoke。Oh,thatIcouldgiveanyideaofthescene。
Ofthatsweet,sweet,good,goodwomaninalltheradiantbeautyofheryouthandanimation,withtheredscaronherforehead,ofwhichshewasconscious,andwhichwesawwithgrindingofourteeth,rememberingwhenceandhowitcame。Herlovingkindnessagainstourgrimhate。Hertenderfaithagainstallourfearsanddoubting。
Andwe,knowingthatsofarassymbolswent,shewithallhergoodnessandpurityandfaith,wasoutcastfromGod。
“Jonathan,“shesaid,andthewordsoundedlikemusiconherlipsitwassofullofloveandtenderness,“Jonathandear,andyouallmytrue,truefriends,Iwantyoutobearsomethinginmindthroughallthisdreadfultime。Iknowthatyoumustfight。
ThatyoumustdestroyevenasyoudestroyedthefalseLucysothatthetrueLucymightlivehereafter。Butitisnotaworkofhate。
Thatpoorsoulwhohaswroughtallthismiseryisthesaddestcaseofall。
Justthinkwhatwillbehisjoywhenhe,too,isdestroyedinhisworserpartthathisbetterpartmayhavespiritualimmortality。
Youmustbepitifultohim,too,thoughitmaynotholdyourhandsfromhisdestruction。“
AsshespokeIcouldseeherhusband'sfacedarkenanddrawtogether,asthoughthepassioninhimwereshrivelinghisbeingtoitscore。
Instinctivelytheclasponhiswife'shandgrewcloser,tillhisknuckleslookedwhite。ShedidnotflinchfromthepainwhichI
knewshemusthavesuffered,butlookedathimwitheyesthatweremoreappealingthanever。
Asshestoppedspeakingheleapedtohisfeet,almosttearinghishandfromhersashespoke。
“MayGodgivehimintomyhandjustforlongenoughtodestroythatearthlylifeofhimwhichweareaimingat。
IfbeyonditIcouldsendhissoulforeverandevertoburninghellIwoulddoit!”
“Oh,hush!Oh,hushinthenameofthegoodGod。
Don'tsaysuchthings,Jonathan,myhusband,oryouwillcrushmewithfearandhorror。Justthink,mydear……Ihavebeenthinkingallthislong,longdayofit……that……perhaps……someday……I,too,mayneedsuchpity,andthatsomeotherlikeyou,andwithequalcauseforanger,maydenyittome!Oh,myhusband!Myhusband,indeedIwouldhavesparedyousuchathoughthadtherebeenanotherway。
ButIpraythatGodmaynothavetreasuredyourwildwords,exceptastheheart-brokenwailofaverylovingandsorelystrickenman。Oh,God,letthesepoorwhitehairsgoinevidenceofwhathehassuffered,whoallhislifehasdonenowrong,andonwhomsomanysorrowshavecome。“
Wemenwereallintearsnow。Therewasnoresistingthem,andweweptopenly。Shewept,too,toseethathersweetercounselshadprevailed。Herhusbandflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher,andputtinghisarmsroundher,hidhisfaceinthefoldsofherdress。
VanHelsingbeckonedtousandwestoleoutoftheroom,leavingthetwolovingheartsalonewiththeirGod。
BeforetheyretiredtheProfessorfixeduptheroomagainstanycomingoftheVampire,andassuredMrs。Harkerthatshemightrestinpeace。Shetriedtoschoolherselftothebelief,andmanifestlyforherhusband'ssake,triedtoseemcontent。
Itwasabravestruggle,andwas,Ithinkandbelieve,notwithoutitsreward。VanHelsinghadplacedathandabellwhicheitherofthemwastosoundincaseofanyemergency。
Whentheyhadretired,Quincey,Godalming,andIarrangedthatweshouldsitup,dividingthenightbetweenus,andwatchoverthesafetyofthepoorstrickenlady。
ThefirstwatchfallstoQuincey,sotherestofusshallbeofftobedassoonaswecan。
Godalminghasalreadyturnedin,forhisisthesecondwatch。
NowthatmyworkisdoneI,too,shallgotobed。
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3-4October,closetomidnight——Ithoughtyesterdaywouldneverend。Therewasovermeayearningforsleep,insomesortofblindbeliefthattowakewouldbetofindthingschanged,andthatanychangemustnowbeforthebetter。
Beforeweparted,wediscussedwhatournextstepwastobe,butwecouldarriveatnoresult。Allweknewwasthatoneearthboxremained,andthattheCountaloneknewwhereitwas。
Ifhechoosestoliehidden,hemaybaffleusforyears。
Andinthemeantime,thethoughtistoohorrible,Idarenotthinkofitevennow。ThisIknow,thatifevertherewasawomanwhowasallperfection,thatoneismypoorwrongeddarling。
Ilovedherathousandtimesmoreforhersweetpityoflastnight,apitythatmademyownhateofthemonsterseemdespicable。
SurelyGodwillnotpermittheworldtobethepoorerbythelossofsuchacreature。Thisishopetome。
Wearealldriftingreefwardsnow,andfaithisouronlyanchor。
ThankGod!Minaissleeping,andsleepingwithoutdreams。
Ifearwhatherdreamsmightbelike,withsuchterriblememoriestogroundthemin。Shehasnotbeensocalm,withinmyseeing,sincethesunset。Then,forawhile,therecameoverherfaceareposewhichwaslikespringaftertheblastsofMarch。
Ithoughtatthetimethatitwasthesoftnessoftheredsunsetonherface,butsomehownowIthinkithasadeepermeaning。
Iamnotsleepymyself,thoughIamweary……wearytodeath。
However,Imusttrytosleep。Forthereistomorrowtothinkof,andthereisnorestformeuntil……
Later——Imusthavefallenasleep,forIwasawakenedbyMina,whowassittingupinbed,withastartledlookonherface。
Icouldseeeasily,forwedidnotleavetheroomindarkness。
Shehadplacedawarninghandovermymouth,andnowshewhisperedinmyear,“Hush!Thereissomeoneinthecorridor!”
Igotupsoftly,andcrossingtheroom,gentlyopenedthedoor。
Justoutside,stretchedonamattress,layMr。Morris,wideawake。
Heraisedawarninghandforsilenceashewhisperedtome,“Hush!
Gobacktobed。Itisallright。Oneofuswillbehereallnight。
Wedon'tmeantotakeanychances!”
Hislookandgestureforbadediscussion,soIcamebackandtoldMina。
Shesighedandpositivelyashadowofasmilestoleoverherpoor,palefaceassheputherarmsroundmeandsaidsoftly,“Oh,thankGodforgoodbravemen!”Withasighshesankbackagaintosleep。
IwritethisnowasIamnotsleepy,thoughImusttryagain。
4October,morning——OnceagainduringthenightIwaswakenedbyMina。
Thistimewehadallhadagoodsleep,forthegreyofthecomingdawnwasmakingthewindowsintosharpoblongs,andthegasflamewaslikeaspeckratherthanadiscoflight。
Shesaidtomehurriedly,“Go,calltheProfessor。
Iwanttoseehimatonce。“
“Why?”Iasked。
“Ihaveanidea。Isupposeitmusthavecomeinthenight,andmaturedwithoutmyknowingit。Hemusthypnotizemebeforethedawn,andthenIshallbeabletospeak。
Goquick,dearest,thetimeisgettingclose。“
Iwenttothedoor。Dr。Sewardwasrestingonthemattress,andseeingme,hesprangtohisfeet。
“Isanythingwrong?”heasked,inalarm。
“No,“Ireplied。“ButMinawantstoseeDr。VanHelsingatonce。“
“Iwillgo,“hesaid,andhurriedintotheProfessor'sroom。
TwoorthreeminuteslaterVanHelsingwasintheroominhisdressinggown,andMr。MorrisandLordGodalmingwerewithDr。Sewardatthedooraskingquestions。
WhentheProfessorsawMinaasmile,apositivesmileoustedtheanxietyofhisface。
Herubbedhishandsashesaid,“Oh,mydearMadamMina,thisisindeedachange。See!FriendJonathan,wehavegotourdearMadamMina,asofold,backtoustoday!”Thenturningtoher,hesaidcheerfully,“AndwhatamItodoforyou?
Foratthishouryoudonotwantmefornothing。“
“Iwantyoutohypnotizeme!”shesaid。“Doitbeforethedawn,forIfeelthatthenIcanspeak,andspeakfreely。Bequick,forthetimeisshort!”
Withoutawordhemotionedhertositupinbed。
Lookingfixedlyather,hecommencedtomakepassesinfrontofher,fromoverthetopofherheaddownward,witheachhandinturn。
Minagazedathimfixedlyforafewminutes,duringwhichmyownheartbeatlikeatriphammer,forIfeltthatsomecrisiswasathand。
Graduallyhereyesclosed,andshesat,stockstill。Onlybythegentleheavingofherbosomcouldoneknowthatshewasalive。
TheProfessormadeafewmorepassesandthenstopped,andIcouldseethathisforeheadwascoveredwithgreatbeadsofperspiration。
Minaopenedhereyes,butshedidnotseemthesamewoman。
Therewasafar-awaylookinhereyes,andhervoicehadasaddreaminesswhichwasnewtome。Raisinghishandtoimposesilence,theProfessormotionedtometobringtheothersin。
Theycameontiptoe,closingthedoorbehindthem,andstoodatthefootofthebed,lookingon。Minaappearednottoseethem。
ThestillnesswasbrokenbyVanHelsing'svoicespeakinginalowleveltonewhichwouldnotbreakthecurrentofherthoughts。
“Whereareyou?”Theanswercameinaneutralway。
“Idonotknow。Sleephasnoplaceitcancallitsown。“
Forseveralminutestherewassilence。Minasatrigid,andtheProfessorstoodstaringatherfixedly。
Therestofushardlydaredtobreathe。Theroomwasgrowinglighter。
WithouttakinghiseyesfromMina'sface,Dr。VanHelsingmotionedmetopulluptheblind。Ididso,andthedayseemedjustuponus。
Aredstreakshotup,andarosylightseemedtodiffuseitselfthroughtheroom。OntheinstanttheProfessorspokeagain。
“Whereareyounow?”
Theanswercamedreamily,butwithintention。Itwereasthoughshewereinterpretingsomething。Ihaveheardherusethesametonewhenreadinghershorthandnotes。
“Idonotknow。Itisallstrangetome!”
“Whatdoyousee?”
“Icanseenothing。Itisalldark。“
“Whatdoyouhear?”IcoulddetectthestrainintheProfessor'spatientvoice。
“Thelappingofwater。Itisgurglingby,andlittlewavesleap。
Icanhearthemontheoutside。“
“Thenyouareonaship?'“
Wealllookedateachother,tryingtogleansomethingeachfromtheother。
Wewereafraidtothink。
Theanswercamequick,“Oh,yes!”
“Whatelsedoyouhear?”
“Thesoundofmenstampingoverheadastheyrunabout。
Thereisthecreakingofachain,andtheloudtinkleasthecheckofthecapstanfallsintotheratchet。“
“Whatareyoudoing?”
“Iamstill,ohsostill。Itislikedeath!”
Thevoicefadedawayintoadeepbreathasofonesleeping,andtheopeneyesclosedagain。
Bythistimethesunhadrisen,andwewereallinthefulllightofday。
Dr。VanHelsingplacedhishandsonMina'sshoulders,andlaidherheaddownsoftlyonherpillow。Shelaylikeasleepingchildforafewmoments,andthen,withalongsigh,awokeandstaredinwondertoseeusallaroundher。
“HaveIbeentalkinginmysleep?”wasallshesaid。
Sheseemed,however,toknowthesituationwithouttelling,thoughshewaseagertoknowwhatshehadtold。TheProfessorrepeatedtheconversation,andshesaid,“Thenthereisnotamomenttolose。Itmaynotbeyettoolate!”
Mr。MorrisandLordGodalmingstartedforthedoorbuttheProfessor'scalmvoicecalledthemback。
“Stay,myfriends。Thatship,whereveritwas,wasweighinganchoratthemomentinyoursogreatPortofLondon。
Whichofthemisitthatyouseek?Godbethankedthatwehaveonceagainaclue,thoughwhitheritmayleadusweknownot。
Wehavebeenblindsomewhat。Blindafterthemannerofmen,sincewecanlookbackweseewhatwemighthaveseenlookingforwardifwehadbeenabletoseewhatwemighthaveseen!
Alas,butthatsentenceisapuddle,isitnot?WecanknownowwhatwasintheCount'smind,whenheseizethatmoney,thoughJonathan'ssofierceknifeputhiminthedangerthatevenhedread。Hemeantescape。Hearme,ESCAPE!
Hesawthatwithbutoneearthboxleft,andapackofmenfollowinglikedogsafterafox,thisLondonwasnoplaceforhim。
Hehavetakehislastearthboxonboardaship,andheleavetheland。Hethinktoescape,butno!Wefollowhim。TallyHo!
AsfriendArthurwouldsaywhenheputonhisredfrock!
Ouroldfoxiswily。Oh!Sowily,andwemustfollowwithwile。
I,too,amwilyandIthinkhismindinalittlewhile。
Inmeantimewemayrestandinpeace,fortherearebetweenuswhichhedonotwanttopass,andwhichhecouldnotifhewould。
Unlesstheshipweretotouchtheland,andthenonlyatfullorslacktide。See,andthesunisjustrose,andalldaytosunsetisus。Letustakebath,anddress,andhavebreakfastwhichweallneed,andwhichwecaneatcomfortablysincehebenotinthesamelandwithus。“
Minalookedathimappealinglyassheasked,“Butwhyneedweseekhimfurther,whenheisgoneawayfromus?”
Hetookherhandandpatteditashereplied,“Askmenothingasyet。
Whenwehavebreakfast,thenIanswerallquestions。“Hewouldsaynomore,andweseparatedtodress。
AfterbreakfastMinarepeatedherquestion。Helookedathergravelyforaminuteandthensaidsorrowfully,“Becausemydear,dearMadamMina,nowmorethanevermustwefindhimevenifwehavetofollowhimtothejawsofHell!”
Shegrewpalerassheaskedfaintly,“Why?”
“Because,“heansweredsolemnly,“hecanliveforcenturies,andyouarebutmortalwoman。Timeisnowtobedreaded,sinceonceheputthatmarkuponyourthroat。“
Iwasjustintimetocatchherasshefellforwardinafaint。
CHAPTER24
DR。SEWARD'SPHONOGRAPHDIARY
SPOKENBYVANHELSING
ThistoJonathanHarker。
YouaretostaywithyourdearMadamMina。Weshallgotomakeoursearch,ifIcancallitso,foritisnotsearchbutknowing,andweseekconfirmationonly。Butdoyoustayandtakecareofhertoday。Thisisyourbestandmostholiestoffice。
Thisdaynothingcanfindhimhere。
Letmetellyouthatsoyouwillknowwhatwefourknowalready,forIhavetellthem。He,ourenemy,havegoneaway。
HehavegonebacktohisCastleinTransylvania。Iknowitsowell,asifagreathandoffirewroteitonthewall。
Hehaveprepareforthisinsomeway,andthatlastearthboxwasreadytoshipsomewheres。Forthishetookthemoney。
Forthishehurryatthelast,lestwecatchhimbeforethesungodown。Itwashislasthope,savethathemighthideinthetombthathethinkpoorMissLucy,beingashethoughtlikehim,keepopentohim。Buttherewasnotoftime。
Whenthatfailhemakestraightforhislastresource,hislastearth-workImightsaydidIwishdoubleentente。
Heisclever,ohsoclever!Heknowthathisgameherewasfinish。
Andsohedecidehegobackhome。Hefindshipgoingbytheroutehecame,andhegoinit。
Wegooffnowtofindwhatship,andwhitherbound。
Whenwehavediscoverthat,wecomebackandtellyouall。
ThenwewillcomfortyouandpoorMadamMinawithnewhope。
Foritwillbehopewhenyouthinkitover,thatallisnotlost。
Thisverycreaturethatwepursue,hetakehundredsofyearstogetsofarasLondon。Andyetinoneday,whenweknowofthedisposalofhimwedrivehimout。Heisfinite,thoughheispowerfultodomuchharmandsuffersnotaswedo。
Butwearestrong,eachinourpurpose,andweareallmorestrongtogether。Takeheartafresh,dearhusbandofMadamMina。
Thisbattleisbutbegunandintheendweshallwin。
SosureasthatGodsitsonhightowatchoverHischildren。
Thereforebeofmuchcomforttillwereturn。
VANHELSING。
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4October——WhenIreadtoMina,VanHelsing'smessageinthephonograph,thepoorgirlbrightenedupconsiderably。
AlreadythecertaintythattheCountisoutofthecountryhasgivenhercomfort。Andcomfortisstrengthtoher。
Formyownpart,nowthathishorribledangerisnotfacetofacewithus,itseemsalmostimpossibletobelieveinit。
EvenmyownterribleexperiencesinCastleDraculaseemlikealongforgottendream。Hereinthecrispautumnairinthebrightsunlight。
Alas!HowcanIdisbelieve!Inthemidstofmythoughtmyeyefellontheredscaronmypoordarling'swhiteforehead。
Whilstthatlasts,therecanbenodisbelief。MinaandIfeartobeidle,sowehavebeenoverallthediariesagainandagain。
Somehow,althoughtherealityseemgreatereachtime,thepainandthefearseemless。Thereissomethingofaguidingpurposemanifestthroughout,whichiscomforting。
Minasaysthatperhapswearetheinstrumentsofultimategood。
Itmaybe!Ishalltrytothinkasshedoes。
Wehaveneverspokentoeachotheryetofthefuture。
ItisbettertowaittillweseetheProfessorandtheothersaftertheirinvestigations。
ThedayisrunningbymorequicklythanIeverthoughtadaycouldrunformeagain。Itisnowthreeo'clock。
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5October,5P。M——Ourmeetingforreport。Present:ProfessorVanHelsing,LordGodalming,Dr。Seward,Mr。QuinceyMorris,JonathanHarker,MinaHarker。
Dr。VanHelsingdescribedwhatstepsweretakenduringthedaytodiscoveronwhatboatandwhitherboundCountDraculamadehisescape。
“AsIknewthathewantedtogetbacktoTransylvania,IfeltsurethathemustgobytheDanubemouth,orbysomewhereintheBlackSea,sincebythatwayhecome。Itwasadrearyblankthatwasbeforeus。
OmmeIgnotumpromagnifico。AndsowithheavyheartswestarttofindwhatshipsleavefortheBlackSealastnight。
Hewasinsailingship,sinceMadamMinatellofsailsbeingset。
ThesenotsoimportantastogoinyourlistoftheshippingintheTimes,andsowego,bysuggestionofLordGodalming,toyourLloyd's,wherearenoteofallshipsthatsail,howeversosmall。
TherewefindthatonlyoneBlackSeaboundshipgooutwiththetide。
SheistheCzarinaCatherine,andshesailfromDoolittle'sWharfforVarna,andthencetootherportsanduptheDanube。
`So!'saidI,`thisistheshipwhereonistheCount。'SooffwegotoDoolittle'sWharf,andtherewefindamaninanoffice。FromhimweinquireofthegoingsoftheCzarinaCatherine。Heswearmuch,andheredfaceandloudofvoice,buthegoodfellowallthesame。
AndwhenQuinceygivehimsomethingfromhispocketwhichcrackleasherollitup,andputitinasosmallbagwhichhehavehiddeepinhisclothing,hestillbetterfellowandhumbleservanttous。
Hecomewithus,andaskmanymenwhoareroughandhot。
Thesebebetterfellowstoowhentheyhavebeennomorethirsty。
Theysaymuchofbloodandbloom,andofotherswhichIcomprehendnot,thoughIguesswhattheymean。Butneverthelesstheytellusallthingswhichwewanttoknow。
“Theymakeknowntousamongthem,howlastafternoonataboutfiveo'clockcomesamansohurry。Atallman,thinandpale,withhighnoseandteethsowhite,andeyesthatseemtobeburning。
Thathebeallinblack,exceptthathehaveahatofstrawwhichsuitnothimorthetime。ThathescatterhismoneyinmakingquickinquiryastowhatshipsailsfortheBlackSeaandforwhere。Sometookhimtotheofficeandthentotheship,wherehewillnotgoaboardbuthaltatshoreendofgangplank,andaskthatthecaptaincometohim。
Thecaptaincome,whentoldthathewillbepaywell,andthoughheswearmuchatthefirstheagreetoterm。Thenthethinmangoandsomeonetellhimwherehorseandcartcanbehired。
Hegothereandsoonhecomeagain,himselfdrivingcartonwhichagreatbox。Thishehimselfliftdown,thoughittakeseveraltoputitontruckfortheship。Hegivemuchtalktocaptainastohowandwherehisboxistobeplace。
Butthecaptainlikeitnotandswearathiminmanytongues,andtellhimthatifhelikehecancomeandseewhereitshallbe。
Buthesay`no,'thathecomenotyet,forthathehavemuchtodo。
Whereuponthecaptaintellhimthathehadbetterbequick,withblood,forthathisshipwillleavetheplace,ofblood,beforetheturnofthetide,withblood。
Thenthethinmansmileandsaythatofcoursehemustgowhenhethinkfit,buthewillbesurpriseifhegoquitesosoon。
Thecaptainswearagain,polyglot,andthethinmanmakehimbow,andthankhim,andsaythathewillsofarintrudeonhiskindnessastocomeaboardbeforethesailing。
Finalthecaptain,moreredthanever,andinmoretongues,tellhimthathedoesn'twantnoFrenchmen,withbloomuponthemandalsowithblood,inhisship,withbloodonheralso。
Andso,afteraskingwherehemightpurchaseshipforms,hedeparted。
“Nooneknewwherehewent`orbloomin'wellcared'
astheysaid,fortheyhadsomethingelsetothinkof,wellwithbloodagain。ForitsoonbecameapparenttoallthattheCzarinaCatherinewouldnotsailaswasexpected。
Athinmistbegantocreepupfromtheriver,anditgrew,andgrew。
Tillsoonadensefogenvelopedtheshipandallaroundher。
Thecaptainsworepolyglot,verypolyglot,polyglotwithbloomandblood,buthecoulddonothing。Thewaterroseandrose,andhebegantofearthathewouldlosethetidealtogether。
Hewasinnofriendlymood,whenjustatfulltide,thethinmancameupthegangplankagainandaskedtoseewherehisboxhadbeenstowed。Thenthecaptainrepliedthathewishedthatheandhisbox,oldandwithmuchbloomandblood,wereinhell。
Butthethinmandidnotbeoffend,andwentdownwiththemateandsawwhereitwasplace,andcameupandstoodawhileondeckinfog。Hemusthavecomeoffbyhimself,fornonenoticehim。Indeedtheythoughtnotofhim,forsoonthefogbegintomeltaway,andallwasclearagain。
Myfriendsofthethirstandthelanguagethatwasofbloomandbloodlaughed,astheytoldhowthecaptain'sswearsexceededevenhisusualpolyglot,andwasmorethaneverfullofpicturesque,whenonquestioningothermarinerswhowereonmovementupanddowntheriverthathour,hefoundthatfewofthemhadseenanyoffogatall,exceptwhereitlayroundthewharf。However,theshipwentoutontheebbtide,andwasdoubtlessbymorningfardowntherivermouth。
Shewasthen,whentheytoldus,wellouttosea。
“Andso,mydearMadamMina,itisthatwehavetorestforatime,forourenemyisonthesea,withthefogathiscommand,onhiswaytotheDanubemouth。Tosailashiptakestime,gosheneversoquick。
Andwhenwestarttogoonlandmorequick,andwemeethimthere。
Ourbesthopeistocomeonhimwhenintheboxbetweensunriseandsunset。
Forthenhecanmakenostruggle,andwemaydealwithhimasweshould。
Therearedaysforus,inwhichwecanmakereadyourplan。
Weknowallaboutwherehego。Forwehaveseentheowneroftheship,whohaveshownusinvoicesandallpapersthatcanbe。
TheboxweseekistobelandedinVarna,andtobegiventoanagent,oneRisticswhowilltherepresenthiscredentials。Andsoourmerchantfriendwillhavedonehispart。Whenheaskiftherebeanywrong,forthatso,hecantelegraphandhaveinquirymadeatVarna,wesay`no,'forwhatistobedoneisnotforpoliceorofthecustoms。
Itmustbedonebyusaloneandinourownway。“
WhenDr。VanHelsinghaddonespeaking,IaskedhimifhewerecertainthattheCounthadremainedonboardtheship。
Hereplied,“Wehavethebestproofofthat,yourownevidence,wheninthehypnotictrancethismorning。“
IaskedhimagainifitwerereallynecessarythattheyshouldpursuetheCount,foroh!IdreadJonathanleavingme,andIknowthathewouldsurelygoiftheotherswent。
Heansweredingrowingpassion,atfirstquietly。
Ashewenton,however,hegrewmoreangryandmoreforceful,tillintheendwecouldnotbutseewhereinwasatleastsomeofthatpersonaldominancewhichmadehimsolongamasteramongstmen。
“Yes,itisnecessary,necessary,necessary!Foryoursakeinthefirst,andthenforthesakeofhumanity。Thismonsterhasdonemuchharmalready,inthenarrowscopewherehefindhimself,andintheshorttimewhenasyethewasonlyasabodygropinghissosmallmeasureindarknessandnotknowing。AllthishaveItoldtheseothers。You,mydearMadamMina,willlearnitinthephonographofmyfriendJohn,orinthatofyourhusband。
Ihavetoldthemhowthemeasureofleavinghisownbarrenland,barrenofpeoples,andcomingtoanewlandwherelifeofmanteemstilltheyarelikethemultitudeofstandingcorn,wastheworkofcenturies。WereanotheroftheUndead,likehim,totrytodowhathehasdone,perhapsnotallthecenturiesoftheworldthathavebeen,orthatwillbe,couldaidhim。
Withthisone,alltheforcesofnaturethatareoccultanddeepandstrongmusthaveworkedtogetherinsomewonderousway。
Theveryplace,wherehehavebeenalive,Undeadforallthesecenturies,isfullofstrangenessofthegeologicandchemicalworld。
Therearedeepcavernsandfissuresthatreachnoneknowwhither。
Therehavebeenvolcanoes,someofwhoseopeningsstillsendoutwatersofstrangeproperties,andgasesthatkillormaketovivify。
Doubtless,thereissomethingmagneticorelectricinsomeofthesecombinationsofoccultforceswhichworkforphysicallifeinstrangeway,andinhimselfwerefromthefirstsomegreatqualities。
Inahardandwarliketimehewascelebratethathehavemoreironnerve,moresubtlebrain,morebraverheart,thananyman。
Inhimsomevitalprinciplehaveinstrangewayfoundtheirutmost。
Andashisbodykeepstrongandgrowandthrive,sohisbraingrowtoo。
Allthiswithoutthatdiabolicaidwhichissurelytohim。
Forithavetoyieldtothepowersthatcomefrom,andare,symbolicofgood。Andnowthisiswhatheistous。
Hehaveinfectyou,ohforgiveme,mydear,thatImustsaysuch,butitisforgoodofyouthatIspeak。Heinfectyouinsuchwise,thatevenifhedonomore,youhaveonlytolive,toliveinyourownold,sweetway,andsointime,death,whichisofman'scommonlotandwithGod'ssanction,shallmakeyouliketohim。
Thismustnotbe!Wehavesworntogetherthatitmustnot。
ThusareweministersofGod'sownwish。Thattheworld,andmenforwhomHisSondie,willnotbegivenovertomonsters,whoseveryexistencewoulddefameHim。Hehaveallowedustoredeemonesoulalready,andwegooutastheoldknightsoftheCrosstoredeemmore。Likethemweshalltraveltowardsthesunrise。
Andlikethem,ifwefall,wefallingoodcause。“
HepausedandIsaid,“ButwillnottheCounttakehisrebuffwisely?
SincehehasbeendrivenfromEngland,willhenotavoidit,asatigerdoesthevillagefromwhichhehasbeenhunted?”
“Aha!”hesaid,“yoursimileofthetigergood,forme,andIshalladopthim。Yourmaneater,astheyofIndiacallthetigerwhohasoncetastedbloodofthehuman,carenomorefortheotherprey,butprowlunceasingtillhegethim。
Thisthatwehuntfromourvillageisatiger,too,amaneater,andheneverceasetoprowl。Nay,inhimselfheisnotonetoretireandstayafar。Inhislife,hislivinglife,hegoovertheTurkeyfrontierandattackhisenemyonhisownground。
Hebebeatenback,butdidhestay?No!Hecomeagain,andagain,andagain。Lookathispersistenceandendurance。
Withthechild-brainthatwastohimhehavelongsinceconceivetheideaofcomingtoagreatcity。Whatdoeshedo?
Hefindouttheplaceofalltheworldmostofpromiseforhim。
Thenhedeliberatelysethimselfdowntoprepareforthetask。
Hefindinpatiencejusthowishisstrength,andwhatarehispowers。Hestudynewtongues。Helearnnewsociallife,newenvironmentofoldways,thepolitics,thelaw,thefinance,thescience,thehabitofanewlandandanewpeoplewhohavecometobesincehewas。Hisglimpsethathehavehad,whethisappetiteonlyandenkeenhisdesire。Nay,ithelphimtogrowastohisbrain。Foritallprovetohimhowrighthewasatthefirstinhissurmises。Hehavedonethisalone,allalone!Fromaruintombinaforgottenland。
Whatmoremayhenotdowhenthegreaterworldofthoughtisopentohim。Hethatcansmileatdeath,asweknowhim。
Whocanflourishinthemidstofdiseasesthatkilloffwholepeoples。Oh!IfsuchanonewastocomefromGod,andnottheDevil,whataforceforgoodmighthenotbeinthisoldworldofours。Butwearepledgedtosettheworldfree。
Ourtoilmustbeinsilence,andoureffortsallinsecret。
Forinthisenlightenedage,whenmenbelievenotevenwhattheysee,thedoubtingofwisemenwouldbehisgreateststrength。
Itwouldbeatoncehissheathandhisarmor,andhisweaponstodestroyus,hisenemies,whoarewillingtoperilevenourownsoulsforthesafetyofonewelove。Forthegoodofmankind,andforthehonorandgloryofGod。“
Afterageneraldiscussionitwasdeterminedthatfortonightnothingbedefinitelysettled。Thatweshouldallsleeponthefacts,andtrytothinkouttheproperconclusions。Tomorrow,atbreakfast,wearetomeetagain,andaftermakingourconclusionsknowntooneanother,weshalldecideonsomedefinitecauseofaction……
Ifeelawonderfulpeaceandresttonight。Itisasifsomehauntingpresencewereremovedfromme。Perhaps……
Mysurmisewasnotfinished,couldnotbe,forIcaughtsightinthemirroroftheredmarkuponmyforehead,andIknewthatIwasstillunclean。
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
5October——Weallaroseearly,andIthinkthatsleepdidmuchforeachandallofus。Whenwemetatearlybreakfasttherewasmoregeneralcheerfulnessthananyofushadeverexpectedtoexperienceagain。
Itisreallywonderfulhowmuchresiliencethereisinhumannature。
Letanyobstructingcause,nomatterwhat,beremovedinanyway,evenbydeath,andweflybacktofirstprinciplesofhopeandenjoyment。
Morethanonceaswesataroundthetable,myeyesopenedinwonderwhetherthewholeofthepastdayshadnotbeenadream。
ItwasonlywhenIcaughtsightoftheredblotchonMrs。Harker'sforeheadthatIwasbroughtbacktoreality。Evennow,whenIamgravelyrevolvingthematter,itisalmostimpossibletorealizethatthecauseofallourtroubleisstillexistent。
EvenMrs。Harkerseemstolosesightofhertroubleforwholespells。
Itisonlynowandagain,whensomethingrecallsittohermind,thatshethinksofherterriblescar。Wearetomeethereinmystudyinhalfanhouranddecideonourcourseofaction。
Iseeonlyoneimmediatedifficulty,Iknowitbyinstinctratherthanreason。Weshallallhavetospeakfrankly。AndyetIfearthatinsomemysteriouswaypoorMrs。Harker'stongueistied。
Iknowthatsheformsconclusionsofherown,andfromallthathasbeenIcanguesshowbrilliantandhowtruetheymustbe。
Butshewillnot,orcannot,givethemutterance。IhavementionedthistoVanHelsing,andheandIaretotalkitoverwhenwearealone。
Isupposeitissomeofthathorridpoisonwhichhasgotintoherveinsbeginningtowork。TheCounthadhisownpurposeswhenhegaveherwhatVanHelsingcalled“theVampire'sbaptismofblood。“
Well,theremaybeapoisonthatdistillsitselfoutofgoodthings。
Inanagewhentheexistenceofptomainesisamysteryweshouldnotwonderatanything!OnethingIknow,thatifmyinstinctbetrueregardingpoorMrs。Harker'ssilences,thenthereisaterribledifficulty,anunknowndanger,intheworkbeforeus。
Thesamepowerthatcompelshersilencemaycompelherspeech。
Idarenotthinkfurther,forsoIshouldinmythoughtsdishonoranoblewoman!
Later——WhentheProfessorcamein,wetalkedoverthestateofthings。
Icouldseethathehadsomethingonhismind,whichhewantedtosay,butfeltsomehesitancyaboutbroachingthesubject。Afterbeatingaboutthebushalittle,hesaid,“FriendJohn,thereissomethingthatyouandImusttalkofalone,justatthefirstatanyrate。
Later,wemayhavetotaketheothersintoourconfidence。“
Thenhestopped,soIwaited。Hewenton,“MadamMina,ourpoor,dearMadamMinaischanging。“
Acoldshiverranthroughmetofindmyworstfearsthusendorsed。
VanHelsingcontinued。
“WiththesadexperienceofMissLucy,wemustthistimebewarnedbeforethingsgotoofar。Ourtaskisnowinrealitymoredifficultthanever,andthisnewtroublemakeseveryhourofthedirestimportance。Icanseethecharacteristicsofthevampirecominginherface。Itisnowbutvery,veryslight。
Butitistobeseenifwehaveeyestonoticewithoutprejudge。
Herteetharesharper,andattimeshereyesaremorehard。
Butthesearenotall,thereistoherthesilencenowoften,assoitwaswithMissLucy。Shedidnotspeak,evenwhenshewrotethatwhichshewishedtobeknownlater。Nowmyfearisthis。
Ifitbethatshecan,byourhypnotictrance,tellwhattheCountseeandhear,isitnotmoretruethathewhohavehypnotizeherfirst,andwhohavedrinkofherverybloodandmakeherdrinkofhis,shouldifhewill,compelhermindtodisclosetohimthatwhichsheknow?”
Inoddedacquiescence。Hewenton,“Then,whatwemustdoistopreventthis。Wemustkeepherignorantofourintent,andsoshecannottellwhatsheknownot。Thisisapainfultask!
Oh,sopainfulthatitheartbreakmetothinkofit,butitmustbe。
Whentodaywemeet,Imusttellherthatforreasonwhichwewillnottospeakshemustnotmorebeofourcouncil,butbesimplyguardedbyus。“
Hewipedhisforehead,whichhadbrokenoutinprofuseperspirationatthethoughtofthepainwhichhemighthavetoinflictuponthepoorsoulalreadysotortured。
IknewthatitwouldbesomesortofcomforttohimifI
toldhimthatIalsohadcometothesameconclusion。
Foratanyrateitwouldtakeawaythepainofdoubt。
Itoldhim,andtheeffectwasasIexpected。
Itisnowclosetothetimeofourgeneralgathering。VanHelsinghasgoneawaytoprepareforthemeeting,andhispainfulpartofit。
Ireallybelievehispurposeistobeabletoprayalone。
Later——AttheveryoutsetofourmeetingagreatpersonalreliefwasexperiencedbybothVanHelsingandmyself。
Mrs。Harkerhadsentamessagebyherhusbandtosaythatshewouldnotjoinusatpresent,asshethoughtitbetterthatweshouldbefreetodiscussourmovementswithoutherpresencetoembarrassus。TheProfessorandIlookedateachotherforaninstant,andsomehowwebothseemedrelieved。
Formyownpart,IthoughtthatifMrs。Harkerrealizedthedangerherself,itwasmuchpainaswellasmuchdangeraverted。
Underthecircumstancesweagreed,byaquestioninglookandanswer,withfingeronlip,topreservesilenceinoursuspicions,untilweshouldhavebeenabletoconferaloneagain。
WewentatonceintoourPlanofCampaign。
VanHelsingroughlyputthefactsbeforeusfirst,“TheCzarinaCatherinelefttheThamesyesterdaymorning。
ItwilltakeheratthequickestspeedshehasevermadeatleastthreeweekstoreachVarna。Butwecantraveloverlandtothesameplaceinthreedays。Now,ifweallowfortwodayslessfortheship'svoyage,owingtosuchweatherinfluencesasweknowthattheCountcanbringtobear,andifweallowawholedayandnightforanydelayswhichmayoccurtous,thenwehaveamarginofnearlytwoweeks。
“Thus,inordertobequitesafe,wemustleavehereon17thatlatest。
ThenweshallatanyratebeinVarnaadaybeforetheshiparrives,andabletomakesuchpreparationsasmaybenecessary。
Ofcourseweshallallgoarmed,armedagainstevilthings,spiritualaswellasphysical。“
HereQuinceyMorrisadded,“IunderstandthattheCountcomesfromawolfcountry,anditmaybethatheshallgettherebeforeus。
IproposethatweaddWinchesterstoourarmament。IhaveakindofbeliefinaWinchesterwhenthereisanytroubleofthatsortaround。
Doyouremember,Art,whenwehadthepackafterusatTobolsk?
Whatwouldn'twehavegiventhenforarepeaterapiece!”
“Good!”saidVanHelsing,“Winchestersitshallbe。
Quincey'sheadislevelattimes,butmostsowhenthereistohunt,metaphorbemoredishonortosciencethanwolvesbeofdangertoman。Inthemeantimewecandonothinghere。
AndasIthinkthatVarnaisnotfamiliartoanyofus,whynotgotheremoresoon?Itisaslongtowaithereasthere。
Tonightandtomorrowwecangetready,andthenifallbewell,wefourcansetoutonourjourney。“
“Wefour?”saidHarkerinterrogatively,lookingfromonetoanotherofus。
“Ofcourse!”answeredtheProfessorquickly。“Youmustremaintotakecareofyoursosweetwife!”
Harkerwassilentforawhileandthensaidinahollowvoice,“Letustalkofthatpartofitinthemorning。
IwanttoconsultwithMina。“
IthoughtthatnowwasthetimeforVanHelsingtowarnhimnottodiscloseourplantoher,buthetooknonotice。
Ilookedathimsignificantlyandcoughed。Foranswerheputhisfingertohislipsandturnedaway。
JONATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
October,afternoon——ForsometimeafterourmeetingthismorningIcouldnotthink。Thenewphasesofthingsleavemymindinastateofwonderwhichallowsnoroomforactivethought。
Mina'sdeterminationnottotakeanypartinthediscussionsetmethinking。AndasIcouldnotarguethematterwithher,Icouldonlyguess。Iamasfaraseverfromasolutionnow。
Thewaytheothersreceivedit,toopuzzledme。
Thelasttimewetalkedofthesubjectweagreedthattherewastobenomoreconcealmentofanythingamongstus。
Minaissleepingnow,calmlyandsweetlylikealittlechild。
Herlipsarecurvedandherfacebeamswithhappiness。
ThankGod,therearesuchmomentsstillforher。
Later——Howstrangeitallis。IsatwatchingMina'shappysleep,andIcameasneartobeinghappymyselfasIsupposeIshalleverbe。
Astheeveningdrewon,andtheearthtookitsshadowsfromthesunsinkinglower,thesilenceoftheroomgrewmoreandmoresolemntome。
AllatonceMinaopenedhereyes,andlookingatmetenderlysaid,“Jonathan,Iwantyoutopromisemesomethingonyourwordofhonor。
Apromisemadetome,butmadeholilyinGod'shearing,andnottobebrokenthoughIshouldgodownonmykneesandimploreyouwithbittertears。
Quick,youmustmakeittomeatonce。“
“Mina,“Isaid,“apromiselikethat,Icannotmakeatonce。
Imayhavenorighttomakeit。“
“But,dearone,“shesaid,withsuchspiritualintensitythathereyeswerelikepolestars,“itisIwhowishit。Anditisnotformyself。
YoucanaskDr。VanHelsingifIamnotright。Ifhedisagreesyoumaydoasyouwill。Nay,moreifyouallagree,lateryouareabsolvedfromthepromise。“
“Ipromise!”Isaid,andforamomentshelookedsupremelyhappy。
Thoughtomeallhappinessforherwasdeniedbytheredscaronherforehead。
Shesaid,“PromisemethatyouwillnottellmeanythingoftheplansformedforthecampaignagainsttheCount。
Notbyword,orinference,orimplication,notatanytimewhilstthisremainstome!”Andshesolemnlypointedtothescar。
Isawthatshewasinearnest,andsaidsolemnly,“Ipromise!”
andasIsaiditIfeltthatfromthatinstantadoorhadbeenshutbetweenus。
Later,midnight——Minahasbeenbrightandcheerfulalltheevening。
Somuchsothatalltherestseemedtotakecourage,asifinfectedsomewhatwithhergaiety。AsaresultevenImyselffeltasifthepallofgloomwhichweighsusdownweresomewhatlifted。Weallretiredearly。
Minaisnowsleepinglikealittlechild。Itiswonderfulthingthatherfacultyofsleepremainstoherinthemidstofherterribletrouble。
ThankGodforit,forthenatleastshecanforgethercare。
Perhapsherexamplemayaffectmeashergaietydidtonight。
Ishalltryit。Oh!Foradreamlesssleep。
6October,morning——Anothersurprise。Minawokemeearly,aboutthesametimeasyesterday,andaskedmetobringDr。VanHelsing。Ithoughtthatitwasanotheroccassionforhypnotism,andwithoutquestionwentfortheProfessor。
Hehadevidentlyexpectedsomesuchcall,forIfoundhimdressedinhisroom。Hisdoorwasajar,sothathecouldheartheopeningofthedoorofourroom。Hecameatonce。
Ashepassedintotheroom,heaskedMinaiftheothersmightcome,too。
“No,“shesaidquitesimply,“itwillnotbenecessary。
Youcantellthemjustaswell。Imustgowithyouonyourjourney。“
Dr。VanHelsingwasasstartledasIwas。Afteramoment'spauseheasked,“Butwhy?”
“Youmusttakemewithyou。Iamsaferwithyou,andyoushallbesafer,too。“
“Butwhy,dearMadamMina?Youknowthatyoursafetyisoursolemnestduty。
Wegointodanger,towhichyouare,ormaybe,moreliablethananyofusfrom……fromcircumstances……thingsthathavebeen。“
Hepausedembarrassed。
Asshereplied,sheraisedherfingerandpointedtoherforehead。“Iknow。
ThatiswhyImustgo。Icantellyounow,whilstthesuniscomingup。
Imaynotbeableagain。IknowthatwhentheCountwillsmeImustgo。
Iknowthatifhetellsmetocomeinsecret,Imustbywile。
Byanydevicetohoodwink,evenJonathan。“Godsawthelookthatsheturnedonmeasshespoke,andiftherebeindeedaRecordingAngelthatlookisnotedtoherever-lastinghonor。Icouldonlyclaspherhand。
Icouldnotspeak。Myemotionwastoogreatforeventhereliefoftears。
Shewenton。“Youmenarebraveandstrong。Youarestronginyournumbers,foryoucandefythatwhichwouldbreakdownthehumanenduranceofonewhohadtoguardalone。
Besides,Imaybeofservice,sinceyoucanhypnotizemeandsolearnthatwhichevenImyselfdonotknow。“
Dr。VanHelsingsaidgravely,“MadamMina,youare,asalways,mostwise。
Youshallwithuscome。Andtogetherweshalldothatwhichwegoforthtoachieve。“
Whenhehadspoken,Mina'slongspellofsilencemademelookather。
Shehadfallenbackonherpillowasleep。ShedidnotevenwakewhenIhadpulleduptheblindandletinthesunlightwhichfloodedtheroom。VanHelsingmotionedtometocomewithhimquietly。
Wewenttohisroom,andwithinaminuteLordGodalming,Dr。Seward,andMr。Morriswerewithusalso。
HetoldthemwhatMinahadsaid,andwenton。
“InthemorningweshallleaveforVarna。Wehavenowtodealwithanewfactor,MadamMina。Oh,buthersoulistrue。
Itistoheranagonytotellussomuchasshehasdone。
Butitismostright,andwearewarnedintime。
Theremustbenochancelost,andinVarnawemustbereadytoacttheinstantwhenthatshiparrives。“
“Whatshallwedoexactly?”askedMr。Morrislaconically。
TheProfessorpausedbeforereplying,“Weshallatthefirstboardthatship。Then,whenwehaveidentifiedthebox,weshallplaceabranchofthewildroseonit。Thisweshallfasten,forwhenitistherenonecanemerge,sothatatleastsaysthesuperstition。
Andtosuperstitionmustwetrustatthefirst。Itwasman'sfaithintheearly,andithaveitsrootinfaithstill。Then,whenwegettheopportunitythatweseek,whennoneareneartosee,weshallopenthebox,and……andallwillbewell。“
“Ishallnotwaitforanyopportunity,“saidMorris。“WhenIseetheboxIshallopenitanddestroythemonster,thoughtherewereathousandmenlookingon,andifIamtobewipedoutforitthenextmoment!”
Igraspedhishandinstinctivelyandfounditasfirmasapieceofsteel。
Ithinkheunderstoodmylook。Ihopehedid。
“Goodboy,“saidDr。VanHelsing。“Braveboy。Quinceyisallman。
Godblesshimforit。Mychild,believemenoneofusshalllagbehindorpausefromanyfear。Idobutsaywhatwemaydo……whatwemustdo。But,indeed,indeedwecannotsaywhatwemaydo。Therearesomanythingswhichmayhappen,andtheirwaysandtheirendsaresovariousthatuntilthemomentwemaynotsay。Weshallallbearmed,inallways。
Andwhenthetimefortheendhascome,oureffortshallnotbelack。
Nowletustodayputallouraffairsinorder。Letallthingswhichtouchonothersdeartous,andwhoonusdepend,becomplete。
Fornoneofuscantellwhat,orwhen,orhow,theendmaybe。
Asforme,myownaffairsareregulate,andasIhavenothingelsetodo,Ishallgomakearrangementsforthetravel。
Ishallhaveallticketsandsoforthforourjourney。“
Therewasnothingfurthertobesaid,andweparted。
Ishallnowsettleupallmyaffairsofearth,andbereadyforwhatevermaycome。
Later——Itisdone。Mywillismade,andallcomplete。
Minaifshesurviveismysoleheir。Ifitshouldnotbeso,thentheotherswhohavebeensogoodtousshallhaveremainder。
Itisnowdrawingtowardsthesunset。Mina'suneasinesscallsmyattentiontoit。Iamsurethatthereissomethingonhermindwhichthetimeofexactsunsetwillreveal。
Theseoccasionsarebecomingharrowingtimesforusall。
Foreachsunriseandsunsetopensupsomenewdanger,somenewpain,whichhowever,mayinGod'swillbemeanstoagoodend。
Iwriteallthesethingsinthediarysincemydarlingmustnothearthemnow。Butifitmaybethatshecanseethemagain,theyshallbeready。Sheiscallingtome。
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