Andifitwasnotcheerydiscourse,butprayerandentreatyorshowdownandfightonthepartofthebanks,Daylighthadtocounterinkind。
Iftheycouldbully,hecouldbully。Ifthefavorheaskedwererefused,itbecamethethinghedemanded。Andwhenitcamedowntorawandnakedfighting,withthelastveilofsentimentorillusiontornoff,hecouldtaketheirbreathsaway。
Butheknew,also,howandwhentogivein。Whenhesawthewallshakingandcrumblingirretrievablyataparticularplace,hepatcheditupwithsopsofcashfromhisthreecash-earningcompanies。Ifthebankswent,hewenttoo。Itwasacaseoftheirhavingtoholdout。Iftheysmashedandallthecollateraltheyheldofhiswasthrownonthechaoticmarket,itwouldbetheend。Andsoitwas,asthetimepassed,thatonoccasionhisredmotor-carcarried,inadditiontothedailycash,themostgilt-edgedsecuritieshepossessed;namely,theFerryCompany,UnitedWaterandConsolidatedRailways。Buthedidthisreluctantly,fightinginchbyinch。
AshetoldthepresidentoftheMerchantsSanAntoniowhomadethepleaofcarryingsomanyothers:——”They’resmallfry。Letthemsmash。I’mthekingpinhere。You’vegotmoremoneytomakeoutofmethanthem。Ofcourse,you’recarryingtoomuch,andyou’vegottochoose,that’sall。It’sroothogordieforyouorthem。I’mtoostrongtosmash。Youcouldonlyembarrassmeandgetyourselftangledup。Yourwayoutistoletthesmallfrygo,andI’lllendyouahandtodoit。”
AnditwasDaylight,also,inthistimeoffinancialanarchy,whosizedupSimonDolliver’saffairsandlentthehandthatsentthatrivaldowninutterfailure。TheGoldenGateNationalwasthekeystoneofDolliver’sstrength,andtothepresidentofthatinstitutionDaylightsaid:——”HereI’vebeenlendingyouahand,andyounowinthelastditch,withDolliverridingonyouandmeallthetime。Itdon’tgo。Youhearme,itdon’tgo。Dollivercouldn’tcoughupelevendollarstosaveyou。Lethimgetoffandwalk,andI’lltellyouwhatI’lldo。I’llgiveyoutherailwaynickelsforfourdays——that’sfortythousandcash。AndonthesixthofthemonthyoucancountontwentythousandmorefromtheWaterCompany。”
Heshruggedhisshoulders。”Takeitorleaveit。Them’smyterms。””It’sdogeatdog,andIain’toverlookinganymeatthat’sfloatingaround,”DaylightproclaimedthatafternoontoHegan;andSimonDolliverwentthewayoftheunfortunateintheGreatPanicwhowerecaughtwithplentyofpaperandnomoney。
Daylight’sshiftsanddeviceswereamazing。Nothinghoweverlargeorsmall,passedhiskeensightunobserved。Thestrainhewasunderwasterrific。
Henolongeratelunch。Thedaysweretooshort,andhisnoonhoursandhisofficewereascrowdedasatanyothertime。Bytheendofthedayhewasexhausted,and,asneverbefore,hesoughtreliefbehindhiswallofalcoholicinhibition。Straighttohishotelhewasdriven,andstraighttohisroomshewent,whereimmediatelywasmixedforhimthefirstofaseriesofdoubleMartinis。Bydinner,hisbrainwaswellcloudedandthepanicforgotten。Bybedtime,withtheassistanceofScotchwhiskey,hewasfull——notviolentlynoruproariouslyfull,norstupefied,butmerelywellundertheinfluenceofapleasantandmildanesthetic。
Nextmorningheawokewithparchedlipsandmouth,andwithsensationsofheavinessinhisheadwhichquicklypassedaway。Byeighto’clockhewasathisdesk,buckleddowntothefight,byteno’clockonhispersonalroundofthebanks,andafterthat,withoutamoment’scessation,tillnightfall,hewashandlingtheknottytanglesofindustry,finance,andhumannaturethatcrowdeduponhim。Andwithnightfallitwasbacktothehotel,thedoubleMartinisandtheScotch;andthiswashisprogramdayafterdayuntilthedaysranintoweeks。BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXIPartIIChapterXXIThoughDaylightappearedamonghisfellowsheartyvoiced,inexhaustible,spillingoverwithenergyandvitality,deepdownhewasaverywearyman。
Andsometimeundertheliquordrug,snatchesofwisdomcametohimfarmoreluciditythaninhissobermoments,as,forinstance,onenight,whenhesatontheedgeofthebedwithoneshoeinhishandandmeditatedonDede’saphorismtotheeffectthathecouldnotsleepinmorethanonebedatatime。Stillholdingtheshoe,helookedatthearrayofhorsehairbridlesonthewalls。Then,carryingtheshoe,hegotupandsolemnlycountedthem,journeyingintothetwoadjoiningroomstocompletethetale。Thenhecamebacktothebedandgravelyaddressedhisshoe:——”Thelittlewoman’sright。Onlyonebedatatime。Onehundredandfortyhairbridles,andnothingdoingwitharyoneofthem。Onebridleatatime!
Ican’trideonehorseatatime。PooroldBob。I’dbetterbesendingyououttopasture。Thirtymilliondollars,andahundredmillionornothinginsight,andwhathaveIgottoshowforit?There’slotsofthingsmoneycan’tbuy。Itcan’tbuythelittlewoman。Itcan’tbuycapacity。What’sthegoodofthirtymillionswhenIain’tgotroomformorethanaquartofcocktailsaday?IfIhadahundred-quart-cocktailthirst,it’dbedifferent。
Butonequart——onemeaslylittlequart!HereIam,athirtytimesovermillionaire,slavinghardereverydaythananydozenmenthatworkforme,andallIgetistwomealsthatdon’ttastegood,onebed,aquartofMartini,andahundredandfortyhairbridlestolookatonthewall。”
Hestaredaroundatthearraydisconsolately。”Mr。Shoe,I’msizzled。
Goodnight。”
Farworsethanthecontrolled,steadydrinkeristhesolitarydrinker,anditwasthisthatDaylightwasdevelopinginto。Herarelydranksociablyanymore,butinhisownroom,byhimself。Returningwearyfromeachday’sunremittingeffort,hedruggedhimselftosleep,knowingthatonthemorrowhewouldriseupwithadryandburningmouthandrepeattheprogram。
Butthecountrydidnotrecoverwithitswontedelasticity。Moneydidnotbecomefreer,thoughthecasualreaderofDaylight’snewspapers,aswellasofalltheotherownedandsubsidisednewspapersinthecountry,couldonlyhaveconcludedthatthemoneytightnesswasoverandthatthepanicwaspasthistory。Allpublicutteranceswerecheeryandoptimistic,butprivatelymanyoftheutterswereindesperatestraits。ThescenesenactedintheprivacyofDaylight’soffice,andofthemeetingsofhisboardsofdirectors,wouldhavegiventhelietotheeditorialsinhisnewspapers;as,forinstance,whenheaddressedthebigstockholdersintheSierraandSalvadorPowerCompany,theUnitedWaterCompany,andtheseveralotherstockcompanies:——”You’vegottodig。You’vegotagoodthing,butyou’llhavetosacrificeinordertoholdon。Thereain’tnousespoutinghardtimesexplanations。
Don’tIknowthehardtimesison?Ain’tthatwhatyou’reherefor?AsIsaidbefore,you’vegottodig。Irunthemajoritystock,andit’scometoacaseofassess。It’sthatorsmash。IfeverIstartgoingyouwon’tknowwhatstruckyou,I’llsmashthathard。Thesmallfrycanletgo,butyoubigonescan’t。Thisshipwon’tsinkaslongasyoustaywithher。
Butifyoustarttoleaveher,downyou’llsuregobeforeyoucangettoshore。Thisassessmenthasgottobemetthat’sall。”
Thebigwholesalesupplyhouses,thecaterersforhishotels,andallthecrowdthatincessantlydemandedtobepaid,hadtheirhothalf-hourswithhim。Hesummonedthemtohisofficeanddisplayedhislatestpatternsofcanandcan’tandwillandwon’t。”ByGod,you’vegottocarryme!”hetoldthem。”Ifyouthinkthisisapleasantlittlegameofparlorwhistandthatyoucanquitandgohomewheneveryouwant,you’replumbwrong。Lookhere,Watkins,youremarkedfiveminutesagothatyouwouldn’tstandforit。Nowletmetellyouafew。You’regoingtostandforitandkeeponstandin’sforit。You’regoingtocontinuesupplyingmeandtakingmypaperuntilthepinchisover。
Howyou’regoingtodoitisyourtrouble,notmine。YourememberwhatIdidtoKlinknerandtheAltamontTrustCompany?Iknowtheinsideofyourbusinessbetterthanyoudoyourself,andifyoutrytodropmeI’llsmashyou。EvenifI’dbegoingtosmashmyself,I’dfindaminutetoturnonyouandbringyoudownwithme。It’ssinkorswimforallofus,andIreckonyou’llfindittoyourinteresttokeepmeontopthepuddle。”
PerhapshisbitterestfightwaswiththestockholdersoftheUnitedWaterCompany,foritwaspracticallythewholeofthegrossearningsofthiscompanythathevotedtolendtohimselfandusedtobolsteruphiswidebattlefront。Yetheneverpushedhisarbitraryruletoofar。Compellingsacrificefromthemenwhosefortunesweretiedupwithhis,neverthelesswhenanyoneofthemwasdriventothewallandwasindireneed,Daylightwastheretohelphimbackintotheline。Onlyastrongmancouldhavesavedsocomplicatedasituationinsuchtimeofstress,andDaylightwasthatman。Heturnedandtwisted,schemedanddevised,bludgeonedandbulliedtheweakerones,keptthefaint-heartedinthefight,andhadnomercyonthedeserter。
Andintheend,whenearlysummerwason,everythingbegantomend。
CameadaywhenDaylightdidtheunprecedented。Helefttheofficeanhourearlierthanusual,andforthereasonthatforthefirsttimesincethepanictherewasnotanitemofworkwaitingtobedone。HedroppedintoHegan’sprivateoffice,beforeleaving,forachat,andashestooduptogo,hesaid:——”Hegan,we’reallhunkadory。We’repullingoutofthefinancialpawnshopinfineshape,andwe’llgetoutwithoutleavingoneunredeemedpledgebehind。Theworstisover,andtheendisinsight。Justatightreinforacouplemoreweeks,justabitofapinchoraflurryorsonowandthen,andwecanletgoandspitonourhands。”
Foroncehevariedhisprogram。Insteadofgoingdirectlytohishotel,hestartedonaroundofthebarsandcafes,drinkingacocktailhereandacocktailthere,andtwoorthreewhenheencounteredmenheknew。ItwasafteranhourorsoofthisthathedroppedintothebaroftheParthenonforonelastdrinkbeforegoingtodinner。Bythistimeallhisbeingwaspleasantlywarmedbythealcohol,andhewasinthemostgenialandbestofspirits。Atthecornerofthebarseveralyoungmenwereuptotheoldtrickofrestingtheirelbowsandattemptingtoforceeachother’shandsdown。Onebroad-shoulderedyounggiantneverremovedhiselbow,butputdowneveryhandthatcameagainsthim。Daylightwasinterested。”It’sSlosson,”thebarkeepertoldhim,inanswertohisquery。”He’stheheavy-hammerthrowerattheU。C。Brokeallrecordsthisyear,andtheworld’srecordontopofit。He’sahuskyallrightallright。”
Daylightnoddedandwentovertohim,placinghisownarminopposition。”I’dliketogoyouaflutter,son,onthatproposition,”hesaid。
Theyoungmanlaughedandlockedhandswithhim;andtoDaylight’sastonishmentitwashisownhandthatwasforceddownonthebar”Holdon,”hemuttered。”Justonemoreflutter。IreckonIwasn’tjustreadythattime。”
Againthehandslocked。Ithappenedquickly。TheoffensiveattackofDaylight’smusclesslippedinstantlyintodefense,and,resistingvainly,hishandwasforcedoveranddown。Daylightwasdazed。Ithadbeennotrick。
Theskillwasequal,or,ifanything,thesuperiorskillhadbeenhis。
Strength,sheerstrength,haddoneit。Hecalledforthedrinks,and,stilldazedandpondering,helduphisownarm,andlookedatitasatsomenewstrangething。Hedidnotknowthisarm。Itcertainlywasnotthearmhehadcarriedaroundwithhimalltheyears。Theoldarm?Why,itwouldhavebeenplaytoturndownthatyounghusky’s。Butthisarm——hecontinuedtolookatitwithsuchdubiousperplexityastobringaroaroflaughterfromtheyoungmen。
Thislaughterarousedhim。Hejoinedinitatfirst,andthenhisfaceslowlygrewgrave。Heleanedtowardthehammer-thrower。”Son,”hesaid,”letmewhisperasecret。Getoutofhereandquitdrinkingbeforeyoubegin。”
Theyoungfellowflushedangrily,butDaylightheldsteadilyon。”Youlistentoyourdad,andlethimsayafew。I’mayoungmanmyself,onlyIain’t。Letmetellyou,severalyearsagoformetoturnyourhanddownwouldhavebeenlikecommittingassaultandbatteryonakindergarten。”
Slossonlookedhisincredulity,whiletheothersgrinnedandclusteredaroundDaylightencouragingly。”Son,Iain’tgiventopreaching。ThisisthefirsttimeIevercometothepenitentform,andyouputmethereyourself——hard。I’veseenafewinmytime,andIain’tfastidioussoasyoucannoticeit。ButletmetellyourightnotthatI’mworththedevilaloneknowshowmanymillions,andthatI’dsuregiveitall,righthereonthebar,toturndownyourhand。WhichmeansI’dgivethewholeshootingmatchjusttobebackwhereIwasbeforeIquitsleepingunderthestarsandcomeintothehen-coopsofcitiestodrinkcocktailsandliftupmyfeetandride。Son,that’sthat’sthematterwithme,andthat’sthewayIfeelaboutit。Thegameain’tworththecandle。Youjusttakecareofyourself,androllmyadviceoveronceinawhile。Goodnight。”
Heturnedandlurchedoutoftheplace,themoraleffectofhisutterancelargelyspoiledbythefactthathewassopatentlyfullwhileheutteredit。
Stillinadaze,Daylightmadetohishotel,accomplishedhisdinner,andpreparedforbed。”Thedamnedyoungwhippersnapper!”hemuttered。”Putmyhanddowneasyasyouplease。Myhand!”
Hehelduptheoffendingmemberandregardeditwithstupidwonder。
Thehandthathadneverbeenbeaten!ThehandthathadmadetheCircleCitygiantswince!Andakidfromcollege,withalaughonhisface,hadputitdown——twice!Dedewasright。Hewasnotthesameman。Thesituationwouldbearmoreseriouslookingintothanhehadevergivenit。Butthiswasnotthetime。Inthemorning,afteragoodsleep,hewouldgiveitconsideration。BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXIIPartIIChapterXXIIDaylightawokewiththefamiliarparchedmouthandlipsandthroat,tookalongdrinkofwaterfromthepitcherbesidehisbed,andgatheredupthetrainofthoughtwherehehadleftitthenightbefore。
Hereviewedtheeasementofthefinancialstrain。Thingsweremendingatlast。Whilethegoingwasstillrough,thegreatestdangerswerealreadypast。AshehadtoldHegan,atightreinandcarefulplayingwereallthatwasneedednow。Flurriesanddangerswereboundtocome,butnotsograveastheonestheyhadalreadyweathered。Hehadbeenhithard,buthewascomingthroughwithoutbrokenbones,whichwasmorethanSimonDolliverandmanyanothercouldsay。Andnotoneofhisbusinessfriendshadbeenruined。Hehadcompelledthemtostayinlinetosavehimself,andtheyhadbeensavedaswell。
HismindmovedontotheincidentatthecornerofthebaroftheParthenon,whentheyoungathletehadturnedhishanddown。Hewasnolongerstunnedbytheevent,buthewasshockedandgrieved,asonlyastrongmancanbe,atthispassingofhisstrength。Andtheissuewastooclearforhimtododge,evenwithhimself。Heknewwhyhishandhadgonedown。Notbecausehewasanoldman。Hewasjustinthefirstflushofhisprime,and,byrights,itwasthehandofthehammer-throwerwhichshouldhavegonedown。
Daylightknewthathehadtakenlibertieswithhimself。Hehadalwayslookeduponthisstrengthofhisaspermanent,andhere,foryears,ithadbeensteadilyoozingfromhim。Ashehaddiagnosedit,hehadcomeinfromunderthestarstoroostinthecoopsofcities。Hehadalmostforgottenhowtowalk。Hehadlifteduphisfeetandbeenriddenaroundinautomobiles,cabsandcarriages,andelectriccars。Hehadnotexercised,andhehaddry-rottedhismuscleswithalcohol。
Andwasitworthit?Whatdidallhismoneymeanafterall?Dedewasright。Itcouldbuyhimnomorethanonebedatatime,andatthesametimeitmadehimtheabjectestofslaves。Ittiedhimfast。Hewastiedbyitrightnow。Evenifhesodesired,hecouldnotlieabedthisveryday。Hismoneycalledhim。Theofficewhistlewouldsoonblow,andhemustanswerit。Theearlysunshinewasstreamingthroughhiswindow——afinedayforarideinthehillsonBob,withDedebesidehimonherMab。Yetallhismillionscouldnotbuyhimthisoneday。Oneofthoseflurriesmightcomealong,andhehadtobeonthespottomeetit。Thirtymillions!
AndtheywerepowerlesstopersuadeDedetorideonMab——Mab,whomhehadbought,andwhowasunusedandgrowingfatonpasture。Whatwerethirtymillionswhentheycouldnotbuyamanaridewiththegirlheloved?Thirtymillions!——thatmadehimcomehereandgothere,thatrodeuponhimlikesomanymillstones,thatdestroyedhimwhiletheygrew,thatputtheirfootdownandpreventedhimfromwinningthisgirlwhoworkedforninetydollarsamonth。
Whichwasbetter?heaskedhimself。AllthiswasDede’sownthought。
Itwaswhatshehadmeantwhensheprayedhewouldgobroke。Hehelduphisoffendingrightarm。Itwasn’tthesameoldarm。Ofcourseshecouldnotlovethatarmandthatbodyasshehadlovedthestrong,cleanarmandbodyofyearsbefore。Hedidn’tlikethatarmandbodyhimself。Ayoungwhippersnapperhadbeenabletotakelibertieswithit。Ithadgonebackonhim。Hesatupsuddenly。No,byGod,hehadgonebackonit!Hehadgonebackonhimself。HehadgonebackonDede。Shewasright,athousandtimesright,andshehadsenseenoughtoknowit,senseenoughtorefusetomarryamoneyslavewithawhiskey-rottedcarcass。
Hegotoutofbedandlookedathimselfinthelongmirroronthewardrobedoor。Hewasn’tpretty。Theold-timeleancheeksweregone。Thesewereheavy,seemingtohangdownbytheirownweight。HelookedforthelinesofcrueltyDedehadspokenof,andhefoundthem,andhefoundtheharshnessintheeyesaswell,theeyesthatweremuddynowafterallthecocktailsofthenightbefore,andofthemonthsandyearsbefore。Helookedattheclearlydefinedpouchesthatshowedunderhiseyes,andthey’veshockedhim。Herolledupthesleeveofhispajamas。Nowonderthehammer-throwerhadputhishanddown。Thoseweren’tmuscles。Arisingtideoffathadsubmergedthem。Hestrippedoffthepajamacoat。Againhewasshocked,thistimebutthebulkofhisbody。Itwasn’tpretty。Theleanstomachhadbecomeapaunch。Theridgedmusclesofchestandshouldersandabdomenhadbrokendownintorollsofflesh。
Hesatdownonthebed,andthroughhisminddriftedpicturesofhisyouthfulexcellence,ofthehardshipshehadenduredoverothermen,oftheIndiansanddogshehadrunofftheirlegsintheheart-breakingdaysandnightsontheAlaskantrail,ofthefeatsofstrengththathadmadehimkingoverahuskyraceoffrontiersmen。
Andthiswasage。Thentheredriftedacrossthefieldofvisionofhismind’seyetheoldmanhehadencounteredatGlenEllen,corningupthehillsidethroughthefiresofsunset,white-headedandwhite-bearded,eighty-four,inhishandthepailoffoamingmilkandinhisfaceallthewarmglowandcontentofthepassingsummerday。Thathadbeenage。”Yessiree,eighty-four,andspryerthanmost,”hecouldheartheoldmansay。”AndIain’tloafednone。IwalkedacrossthePlainswithanox-teamandfitInjunsin’51,andIwasafamilymanthenwithsevenyoungsters。”
Nextherememberedtheoldwomanofthechaparral,pressinggrapesinhermountainclearing;andFerguson,thelittlemanwhohadscuttledintotheroadlikearabbit,theone-timemanagingeditorofagreatnewspaper,whowascontenttoliveinthechaparralalongwithhisspringofmountainwaterandhishand-rearedandmanicuredfruittrees。Fergusonhadsolvedaproblem。Aweaklingandanalcoholic,hehadrunawayfromthedoctorsandthechicken-coopofacity,andsoakeduphealthlikeathirstysponge。
Well,Daylightpondered,ifasickmanwhomthedoctorshadgivenupcoulddevelopintoahealthyfarmlaborer,whatcouldn’tamerelystoutmanlikehimselfdoundersimilarcircumstances?Hecaughtavisionofhisbodywithallitsyouthfulexcellencereturned,andthoughtofDede,andsatdownsuddenlyonthebed,startledbythegreatnessoftheideathathadcometohim。
Hedidnotsitlong。Hismind,workinginitscustomaryway,likeasteeltrap,canvassedtheideainallitsbearings。Itwasbig——biggerthananythinghehadfacedbefore。Andhefaceditsquarely,pickeditupinhistwohandsandturneditoverandaroundandlookedatit。Thesimplicityofitdelightedhim。Hechuckledoverit,reachedhisdecision,andbegantodress。Midwayinthedressinghestoppedinordertousethetelephone。
Dedewasthefirsthecalledup。”Don’tcometotheofficethismorning,”hesaid。”I’mcomingouttoseeyouforamoment。”Hecalledupothers。Heorderedhismotor-car。ToJoneshegaveinstructionsfortheforwardingofBobandWolftoGlenEllen。
HeganhesurprisedbyaskinghimtolookupthedeedoftheGlenEllenranchandmakeoutanewoneinDedeMason’sname。”Who?”Hegandemanded。”DedeMason,”Daylightrepliedimperturbablythe’phonemustbeindistinctthismorning。”D-e-d-eM-a-so-n。Gotit?”
HalfanhourlaterhewasflyingouttoBerkeley。Andforthefirsttimethebigredcarhalteddirectlybeforethehouse。Dedeofferedtoreceivehimintheparlor,butheshookhisheadandnoddedtowardherrooms。”Inthere,”hesaid。”Nootherplacewouldsuit。”
Asthedoorclosed,hisarmswentoutandaroundher。Thenhestoodwithhishandsonhershouldersandlookingdownintoherface。”Dede,ifItellyou,flatandstraight,thatI’mgoinguptoliveonthatranchatGlenEllen,thatIain’ttakingacentwithme,thatI’mgoingtoscratchforeverybiteIeat,andthatIain’tgoingtoplayaryacardatthebusinessgameagain,willyoucomealongwithme?”
Shegaveagladlittlecry,andhenestledherinclosely。Butthenextmomentshehadthrustherselfoutfromhimtotheoldpositionatarm’slength。”I-Idon’tunderstand,”shesaidbreathlessly。”Andyouain’tansweredmyproposition,thoughIguessnoanswerisnecessary。We’rejustgoingtogetmarriedrightawayandstart。I’vesentBobandWolfalongalready。Whenwillyoubeready?”
Dedecouldnotforbeartosmile。”My,whatahurricaneofamanitis。
I’mquiteblownaway。Andyouhaven’texplainedawordtome。”
Daylightsmiledresponsively。”Lookhere,Dede,thisiswhatcard-sharpscallashow-down。Nomorephilanderingandfrillsandlong-distancesparringbetweenyouandme。
We’rejustgoingtotalkstraightoutinmeeting——thetruth,thewholetruth,andnothingbutthetruth。Nowyouanswersomequestionsforme,andthenI’llansweryours。”
Hepaused。”Well,I’vegotonlyonequestionafterall:Doyoulovemeenoughtomarryme?””But——”shebegan。”Nobuts,”hebrokeinsharply。”Thisisashow-down。WhenIsaymarry,ImeanwhatItoldyouatfirst,thatwe’dgoupandliveontheranch。
Doyoulovemeenoughforthat?”
Shelookedathimforamoment,thenherlidsdropped,andallofherseemedtoadvertiseconsent。”Comeon,then,let’sstart。”Themusclesofhislegstensedinvoluntarilyasifhewereabouttoleadhertothedoor。”Myauto’swaitingoutside。
There’snothingtodelayexceptinggettingonyourhat。”
Hebentoverher。”Ireckonit’sallowable,”hesaid,ashekissedher。
Itwasalongembrace,andshewasthefirsttospeak。”Youhaven’tansweredmyquestions。Howisthispossible?Howcanyouleaveyourbusiness?Hasanythinghappened?””No,nothing’shappenedyet,butit’sgoingto,blamequick。I’vetakenyourpreachingtoheart,andI’vecometothepenitentform。YouaremyLordGod,andI’msuregoingtoserveyou。Therestcangotothunder。
Youweresureright。I’vebeentheslavetomymoney,andsinceIcan’tservetwomastersI’mlettingthemoneyslide。I’dsoonerhaveyouthanallthemoneyintheworld,that’sall。”Againheheldhercloselyinhisarms。”AndI’vesuregotyou,Dede。I’vesuregotyou。”AndIwanttotellyouafewmore。I’vetakenmylastdrink。You’remarryingawhiskey-soak,butyourhusbandwon’tbethat。He’sgoingtogrowintoanothermansoquickyouwon’tknowhim。Acoupleofmonthsfromnow,upthereinGlenEllen,you’llwakeupsomemorningandfindyou’vegotaperfectstrangerinthehousewithyou,andyou’llhavetogetintroducedtohimalloveragain。You’llsay,’I’mMrs。Harnish,whoareyou?”AndI’llsay,’I’mElamHarnish’syoungerbrother。I’vejustarrivedfromAlaskatoattendthefuneral。’’Whatfuneral?’you’llsay。AndI’llsay,’Why,thefuneralofthatgood-for-nothing,gambling,whiskey-drinkingBurningDaylight——themanthatdiedoffattydegenerationoftheheartfromsittinginnightanddayatthebusinessgame’Yesma’am,’I’llsay,’he’ssureagone’coon,butI’vecometotakehisplaceandmakeyouhappy。Andnow,ma’am,ifyou’llallowme,I’lljustmeanderdowntothepastureandmilkthecowwhileyou’regettingbreakfast。’”
Againhecaughtherhandandmadeasiftostartwithherforthedoor。
Whensheresisted,hebentandkissedheragainandagain。”I’msurehungryforyou,littlewoman,”hemurmured”Youmakethirtymillionslooklikethirtycents。””Dositdownandbesensible,”sheurged,hercheeksflushed,thegoldenlightinhereyesburningmoregoldenthanhehadeverseenitbefore。
ButDaylightwasbentonhavinghisway,andwhenhesatdownitwaswithherbesidehimandhisarmaroundher。”’Yes,ma’am,’I’llsay,’BurningDaylightwasaprettygoodcuss,butit’sbetterthathe’sgone。Hequitrollingupinhisrabbit-skinsandsleepinginthesnow,andwenttolivinginachicken-coop。Helifteduphislegsandquitwalkingandworking,andtooktoexistingonMartinicocktailsandScotchwhiskey。Hethoughthelovedyou,ma’am,andhedidhisbest,buthelovedhiscocktailsmore,andhelovedhismoneymore,andhimselfmore,and’mosteverythingelsemorethanhedidyou。’AndthenI’llsay,’Ma’am,youjustrunyoureyesovermeandseehowdifferentIam。Iain’tgotacocktailthirst,andallthemoneyIgotisadollarandfortycentsandI’vegottobuyanewax,thelastonebeingplumbworeout,andIcanloveyoujustabouteleventimesasmuchasyourfirsthusbanddid。Yousee,ma’am,hewentalltofat。Andthereain’taryounceoffatonme。’AndI’llrollupmysleeveandshowyou,andsay,’Mrs。
Harnish,afterhavingexperiencewithbeingmarriedtothatoldfatmoney-bags,doyou-allmindmarryingaslimyoungfellowlikeme?’Andyou’lljustwipeatearawayforpooroldDaylight,andkindofleantowardmewithawillingexpressioninyoureye,andthenI’llblushmaybesome,beingayoungfellow,andputmyarmaroundyou,likethat,andthen——why,thenI’llupandmarrymybrother’swidow,andgooutanddothechoreswhileshe’scookingabitetoeat。””Butyouhaven’tansweredmyquestions,”shereproachedhim,assheemerged,rosyandradiant,fromtheembracethathadaccompaniedtheculminationofhisnarrative。”Nowjustwhatdoyouwanttoknow?”heasked。”Iwanttoknowhowallthisispossible?Howyouareabletoleaveyourbusinessatatimelikethis?Whatyoumeantbysayingthatsomethingwasgoingtohappenquickly?I——”Shehesitatedandblushed。”Iansweredyourquestion,youknow。””Let’sgoandgetmarried,”heurged,allthewhimsicalityofhisutteranceduplicatedinhiseyes。”YouknowI’vegottomakewayforthathuskyyoungbrotherofmine,andIain’tgotlongtolive。”Shemadeanimpatientmoue,andhecontinuedseriously。”Yousee,it’slikethis,Dede。I’vebeenworkinglikefortyhorseseversincethisblamedpanicsetin,andallthetimesomeofthoseideasyou’dgivenmeweregettingreadytosprout。Well,theysproutedthismorning,that’sall。Istartedtogetup,expectingtogototheofficeasusual。
ButIdidn’tgototheoffice。Allthatsproutingtookplacethereandthen。Thesunwasshininginthewindow,andIknewitwasafinedayinthehills。AndIknewIwantedtorideinthehillswithyoujustaboutthirtymilliontimesmorethanIwantedtogototheoffice。AndIknewallthetimeitwasimpossible。Andwhy?Becauseoftheoffice。Theofficewouldn’tletme。Allmymoneyrearedrightuponitshindlegsandgotinthewayandwouldn’tletme。It’sawaythatblamedmoneyhasofgettingintheway。Youknowthatyourself。”AndthenImadeupmymindthatIwastothedividingoftheways。
Onewayledtotheoffice。TheotherwayledtoBerkeley。
AndItooktheBerkeleyroad。I’mnevergoingtosetfootintheofficeagain。That’sallgone,finished,overanddonewith,andI’mlettingitslidecleantosmashandthensome。Mymind’ssetonthis。Yousee,I’vegotreligion,andit’ssuretheold-timereligion;it’sloveandyou,andit’solderthantheoldestreligionintheworld。It’sIT,that’swhatitis——IT,withacapitalI-T。”
Shelookedathimwithasudden,startledexpression。”Youmean——?”shebegan。”Imeanjustthat。I’mwipingtheslateclean。I’mlettingitallgotosmash。WhenthemthirtymilliondollarsstooduptomyfaceandsaidIcouldn’tgooutwithyouinthehillsto-day,Iknewthetimehadcomeformetoputmyfootdown。AndI’mputtingitdown。I’vegotyou,andmystrengthtoworkforyou,andthatlittleranchinSonoma。That’sallIwant,andthat’sallI’mgoingtosaveout,alongwithBobandWolf,asuitcaseandahundredandfortyhairbridles。Alltherestgoes,andgoodriddance。It’sthatmuchjunk。”
ButDedewasinsistent。”Thenthis——thistremendouslossisallunnecessary?”sheasked。”JustwhatIhaven’tbeentellingyou。ItISnecessary。IfthatmoneythinksitcanstanduprighttomyfaceandsayIcan’tgoridingwithyou-””No,no;beserious,”Dedebrokein。”Idon’tmeanthat,andyouknowit。WhatIwanttoknowis,fromastandpointofbusiness,isthisfailurenecessary?”
Heshookhishead。”Youbetitisn’tnecessary。That’sthepointofit。I’mnotlettinggoofitbecauseI’mlickedtoastandstillbythepanicandhavegottoletgo。I’mfiringitoutwhenI’velickedthepanicandamwinning,handsdown。ThatjustshowshowlittleIthinkofit。It’syouthatcounts,littlewoman,andImakemyplayaccordingly。”
Butshedrewawayfromhisshelteringarms。”Youaremad,Elam。””Callmethatagain,”hemurmuredecstatically。”It’ssuresweeterthanthechinkofmillions。”
Allthissheignored。”It’smadness。Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing——””Oh,yes,Ido,”heassuredher。”I’mwinningthedearestwishofmyheart。Why,yourlittlefingerisworthmore——””Dobesensibleforamoment。””Iwasnevermoresensibleinmylie。IknowwhatIwant,andI’mgoingtogetit。Iwantyouandtheopenair。Iwanttogetmyfootoffthepaving-stonesandmyearawayfromthetelephone。
Iwantalittleranch-houseinoneoftheprettiestbitsofcountryGodevermade,andIwanttodothechoresaroundthatranch-house——milkcows,andchopwood,andcurryhorses,andploughtheground,andalltherestofit;andIwantyouthereintheranch-housewithme。I’mplumbtiredofeverythingelse,andcleanworeout。AndI’msuretheluckiestmanalive,forI’vegotwhatmoneycan’tbuy。I’vegotyou,andthirtymillionscouldn’tbuyyou,northreethousandmillions,northirtycents-”
Aknockatthedoorinterruptedhim,andhewaslefttostaredelightedlyattheCrouchedVenusandonaroundtheroomatDede’sdaintypossessions,whilesheansweredthetelephone。”ItisMr。Hegan,”shesaid,onreturning。”Heisholdingtheline。
Hesaysitisimportant。”
Daylightshookhisheadandsmiled。”PleasetellMr。Hegantohangup。I’mdonewiththeofficeandIdon’twanttohearanythingaboutanything。”
Aminutelatershewasbackagain。”Herefusestohangup。HetoldmetotellyouthatUnwinisintheofficenow,waitingtoseeyou,andHarrison,too。Mr。HegansaidthatGrimshawandHodgkinsareintrouble。Thatitlooksasiftheyaregoingtobreak。Andhesaidsomethingaboutprotection。”
Itwasstartlinginformation。BothUnwinandHarrisonrepresentedbigbankingcorporations,andDaylightknewthatifthehouseofGrimshawandHodgkinswentitwouldprecipitateanumberoffailuresandstartaflurryofseriousdimensions。ButDaylightsmiled,andshookhishead,andmimickedthestereotypedofficetoneofvoiceashesaid:——”MissMason,youwillkindlytellMr。Heganthatthereisnothingdoingandtohangup。””Butyoucan’tdothis,”shepleaded。”Watchme,”hegrimlyanswered。”Elam!””Sayitagain’’hecried。”Sayitagain,andadozenGrimshawsandHodgkinscansmash!”
Hecaughtherbythehandanddrewhertohim。”YouletHeganhangontothatlinetillhe’stired。Wecan’tbewastingasecondonhimonadaylikethis。He’sonlyinlovewithbooksandthings,butI’vegotareallivewomaninmyarmsthat’slovingmeallthetimeshe’skickingoverthetraces。”BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXIIIPartIIChapterXXIII”ButIknowsomethingofthefightyouhavebeenmaking,”Dedecontended。”Ifyoustopnow,alltheworkyouhavedone,everything,willbedestroyed。Youhavenorighttodoit。Youcan’tdoit。”
Daylightwasobdurate。Heshookhisheadandsmiledtantalizingly。”Nothingwillbedestroyed,Dede,nothing。Youdon’tunderstandthisbusinessgame。It’sdoneonpaper。Don’tyousee?Where’sthegoldIdugoutofKlondike?Why,it’sintwenty-dollargoldpieces,ingoldwatches,inweddingrings。Nomatterwhathappenstome,thetwenty-dollarpieces,thewatches,andtheweddingringsremain。SupposeIdiedrightnow。Itwouldn’taffectthegoldoneiota。It’ssurethesamewiththispresentsituation。AllIstandforispaper。I’vegotthepaperforthousandsofacresofland。Allright。Burnupthepaper,andburnmealongwithit。
Thelandremains,don’tit?Therainfallsonit,theseedssproutinit,thetreesgrowoutofit,thehousesstandonit,theelectriccarsrunoverit。It’spaperthatbusinessisrunon。Ilosemypaper,orIlosemylife,it’sallthesame;itwon’talteronegrainofsandinallthatland,ortwistonebladeofgrassaroundsideways。”Nothingisgoingtobelost——notonepileoutofthedocks,notonerailroadspike,notoneounceofsteamoutofthegaugeofaferry-boat。
Thecarswillgoonrunning,whetherIholdthepaperorsomebodyelseholdsit。ThetidehassettowardOakland。Peoplearebeginningtopourin。We’resellingbuildinglotsagain。Thereisnostoppingthattide。
Nomatterwhathappenstomeorthepaper,themthreehundredthousandfolksarecominginthesame。Andthere’llbecarstocarrythemaround,andhousestoholdthem,andgoodwaterforthemtodrinkandelectricitytogivethemlight,andalltherest。”
BythistimeHeganhadarrivedinanautomobile。Thehonkofitcameinthroughtheopenwindow,andtheysaw,itstopalongsidethebigredmachine。InthecarwereUnwinandHarrison,whileJonessatwiththechauffeur”I’llseeHegan,”DaylighttoldDede。”There’snoneedfortherest。
Theycanwaitinthemachine。””Ishedrunk?”HeganwhisperedtoDedeatthedoor。
Sheshookherheadandshowedhimin。”Goodmorning,Larry,”wasDaylight’sgreeting。”Sitdownandrestyourfeet。Yousureseemtobeinaflutter。””Iam,”thelittleIrishmansnappedback。”GrimshawandHodgkinsaregoingtosmashifsomethingisn’tdonequick。Whydidn’tyoucometotheoffice?Whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?””Nothing,”Daylightdrawledlazily。”Exceptletthemsmash,Iguess——””But——””I’vehadnodealingswithGrimshawandHodgkins。Idon’towethemanything。
Besides,I’mgoingtosmashmyself。Lookhere,Larry,youknowme。YouknowwhenImakeupmymindImeanit。Well,I’vesuremadeupmymind。
I’mtiredofthewholegame。I’mlettinggoofitasfastasIcan,andasmashisthequickestwaytoletgo。”
Heganstaredathischief,thenpassedhishorror-strickengazeontoDede,whonoddedinsympathy。”Solethersmash,Larry,”Daylightwenton。”Allyou’vegottodoistoprotectyourselfandallourfriends。NowyoulistentomewhileItellyouwhattodo。Everythingisingoodshapetodoit。Nobodymustgethurt。
Everybodythatstoodbymemustcomethroughwithoutdamage。Allthebackwagesandsalariesmustbepaidpronto。AllthemoneyI’veswitchedawayfromthewatercompany,thestreetcars,andtheferriesmustbeswitchedback。Andyouwon’tgethurtyourselfnone。Everycompanyyougotstockinwillcomethrough-””Youarecrazy,Daylight!”thelittlelawyercriedout。”Thisisallbabblinglunacy。Whatisthematterwithyou?Youhaven’tbeeneatingadrugorsomething?””Isurehave!”Daylightsmiledreply。”AndI’mnowcoughingitup。I’msickoflivinginacityandplayingbusiness——I’mgoingofftothesunshine,andthecountry,andthegreengrass。AndDede,here,isgoingwithme。
Soyou’vegotthechancetobethefirsttocongratulateme。””Congratulatethe——thedevil!”Heganspluttered。”I’mnotgoingtostandforthissortoffoolishness。””Oh,yes,youare;becauseifyoudon’tthere’llbeabiggersmashandsomefolkswillmostlikelygethurt。You’reworthamillionormoreyourself,now,andifyoulistentomeyoucomethroughwithawholeskin。Iwanttogethurt,andgethurttothelimit。That’swhatI’mlookingfor,andthere’snomanorbunchofmencangetbetweenmeandwhatI’mlookingfor。Savvee,Hegan?Savvee?””Whathaveyoudonetohim?”HegansnarledatDede。”Holdonthere,Larry。”ForthefirsttimeDaylight’svoicewassharp,whilealltheoldlinesofcrueltyinhisfacestoodforth。”MissMasonisgoingtobemywife,andwhileIdon’tmindyourtalkingtoherallyouwant,you’vegottouseadifferenttoneofvoiceoryou’llbeheadingforahospital,whichwillsurebeanunexpectedsortofsmash。Andletmetellyouoneotherthing。This-allismydoing。ShesaysI’mcrazy,too。”
Heganshookhisheadinspeechlesssadnessandcontinuedtostare。”There’llbetemporaryreceiverships,ofcourse,”Daylightadvised;”buttheywon’tbothernoneorlastlong。Whatyoumustdoimmediatelyistosaveeverybody——thementhathavebeenlettingtheirwagesridewithme,allthecreditors,andalltheconcernsthathavestoodby。There’sthewadoflandthatNewJerseycrowdhasbeendickeringfor。They’lltakeallofacoupleofthousandacresandwillclosenowifyougivethemhalfachance。ThatFairmountsectionisthecreamofit,andthey’lldigupashighasathousanddollarsanacreforapartofit。That’llhelpoutsome。Thatfive-hundredacretractbeyond,you’llbeluckyiftheypaytwohundredanacre。”
Dede,whohadbeenscarcelylistening,seemedabruptlytomakeuphermind,andsteppedforwardwheresheconfrontedthetwomen。Herfacewaspale,butsetwithdetermination,sothatDaylight,lookingatit,wasremindedofthedaywhenshefirstrodeBob。”Wait,”shesaid。”Iwanttosaysomething。Elam,ifyoudothisinsanething,Iwon’tmarryyou。Irefusetomarryyou。”
Hegan,inspiteofhismisery,gaveheraquick,gratefullook。”I’lltakemychanceonthat,”Daylightbegan。”Wait!”sheagaininterrupted。”Andifyoudon’tdothisthing,Iwillmarryyou。””Letmegetthispropositionclear。”Daylightspokewithexasperatingslownessanddeliberation。”AsIunderstandit,ifIkeeprightonatthebusinessgame,you’llsuremarryme?You’llmarrymeifIkeeponworkingmyheadoffanddrinkingMartinis?”
Aftereachquestionhepaused,whileshenoddedanaffirmation。”Andyou’llmarrymerightaway?””Yes。””To-day?Now?””Yes。”
Heponderedforamoment。”No,littlewoman,Iwon’tdoit。Itwon’twork,andyouknowityourself。
Iwantyou——allofyou;andtogetitI’llhavetogiveyouallofmyself,andthere’llbedarnlittleofmyselfleftovertogiveifIstaywiththebusinessgame。Why,Dede,withyouontheranchwithme,I’msureofyou——andofmyself。I’msureofyou,anyway。Youcantalkwillorwon’tallyouwant,butyou’resuregoingtomarrymejustthesame。Andnow,Larry,you’dbetterbegoing。I’llbeatthehotelinalittlewhile,andsinceI’mnotgoingastepintotheofficeagain,bringallpaperstosignandtherestovertomyrooms。Andyoucangetmeonthe’phonethereanytime。Thissmashisgoingthrough。Savvee?I’mquitanddone。”
HestoodupasasignforHegantogo。Thelatterwasplainlystunned。
Healsorosetohisfeet,butstoodlookinghelplesslyaround。”Sheer,downright,absoluteinsanity,”hemuttered。
Daylightputhishandontheother’sshoulder。”Buckup,Larry。You’realwaystalkingaboutthewondersofhumannature,andhereIamgivingyouanothersampleofitandyouain’tappreciatingit。I’mabiggerdreamerthanyouare,that’sall,andI’msuredreamingwhat’scomingtrue。It’sthebiggest,bestdreamIeverhad,andI’mgoingafterittogetit——””Bylosingallyou’vegot,”Heganexplodedathim。”Sure——bylosingallI’vegotthatIdon’twant。ButI’mhangingontothemhundredandfortyhairbridlesjustthesame。Nowyou’dbetterhustleouttoUnwinandHarrisonandgetondowntown。I’llbeatthehotel,andyoucancallmeupanytime。”
HeturnedtoDedeassoonasHeganwasgone,andtookherbythehand。”Andnow,littlewoman,youneedn’tcometotheofficeanymore。Consideryourselfdischarged。AndrememberIwasyouremployer,soyou’vegottocometomeforrecommendation,andifyou’renotrealgood,Iwon’tgiveyouone。Inthemeantime,youjustrestupandthinkaboutwhatthingsyouwanttopack,becausewe’lljustabouthavetosetuphousekeepingonyourstuff——leastways,thefrontpartofthehouse。””But,Elam,Iwon’t,Iwon’t!IfyoudothismadthingIneverwillmarryyou。”
Sheattemptedtotakeherhandaway,butheclosedonitwithaprotecting,fatherlyclasp。”Willyoubestraightandhonest?Allright,heregoes。Whichwouldyousoonerhave——meandthemoney,ormeandtheranch?””But-”shebegan。”Nobuts。Meandthemoney?”
Shedidnotanswer。”Meandtheranch?”
Stillshedidnotanswer,andstillhewasundisturbed。”Yousee,Iknowyouranswer,Dede,andthere’snothingmoretosay。
Here’swhereyouandIquitandhitthehighplacesforSonoma。Youmakeupyourmindwhatyouwanttopack,andI’llhavesomemenouthereinacoupleofdaystodoitforyou。Itwillbeaboutthelastworkanybodyelseeverdoesforus。YouandIwilldotheunpackingandthearrangingourselves。”
Shemadealastattempt。”Elam,won’tyoubereasonable?Thereistimetoreconsider。IcantelephonedownandcatchMr。Heganassoonashereachestheoffice——””Why,I’mtheonlyreasonablemaninthebunchrightnow,”herejoined。”Lookatme——ascalmasyouplease,andashappyasaking,whilethey’reflutteringaroundlikealotofcrankyhenswhoseheadsareliabletobecutoff。””I’dcry,ifIthoughtitwoulddoanygood,”shethreatened。”InwhichcaseIreckonI’dhavetoholdyouinmyarmssomemoreandsortofsootheyoudown,”hethreatenedback。”AndnowI’mgoingtogo。
It’stoobadyougotridofMab。Youcouldhavesentheruptotheranch。
Butseeyou’vegotamaretorideofsomesortorother。”
Ashestoodatthetopofthesteps,leaving,shesaid:-”Youneedn’tsendthosemen。Therewillbenopacking,becauseIamnotgoingtomarryyou。””I’mnotabitscared,”heanswered,andwentdownthesteps。BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXIVPartIIChapterXXIVThreedayslater,DaylightrodetoBerkeleyinhisredcar。
Itwasforthelasttime,foronthemorrowthebigmachinepassedintoanother’spossession。Ithadbeenastrenuousthreedays,forhissmashhadbeenthebiggestthepanichadprecipitatedinCalifornia。Thepapershadbeenfilledwithit,andagreatcryofindignationhadgoneupfromtheverymenwholaterfoundthatDaylighthadfullyprotectedtheirinterests。
Itwasthesefacts,comingslowlytolight,thatgaverisetothewidelyrepeatedchargethatDaylighthadgoneinsane。Itwastheunanimousconvictionamongbusinessmenthatnosanemancouldpossiblybehaveinsuchfashion。
Ontheotherhand,neitherhisprolongedsteadydrinkingnorhisaffairwithDedebecamepublic,sotheonlyconclusionattainablewasthatthewildfinancierfromAlaskahadgonelunatic。AndDaylighthadgrinnedandconfirmedthesuspicionbyrefusingtoseethereporters。
HehaltedtheautomobilebeforeDede’sdoor,andmetherwithhissamerushingtactics,enclosingherinhisarmsbeforeawordcouldbeuttered。
Notuntilafterward,whenshehadrecoveredherselffromhimandgothimseated,didhebegintospeak。”I’vedoneit,”heannounced。”You’veseenthenewspapers,ofcourse。
I’mplumbcleanedout,andI’vejustcalledaroundtofindoutwhatdayyoufeellikestartingforGlenEllen。It’llhavetobesoon,forit’srealexpensivelivinginOaklandthesedays。Myboardatthehotelisonlypaidtotheendoftheweek,andIcan’taffordtostayafterthat。Andbeginningwithto-morrowI’vegottousethestreetcars,andtheysureeatupthenickels。”
Hepaused,andwaited,andlookedather。Indecisionandtroubleshowedonherface。Thenthesmileheknewsowellbegantogrowonherlipsandinhereyes,untilshethrewbackherheadandlaughedintheoldforthrightboyishway。”Whenarethosemencomingtopackforme?”sheasked。
Andagainshelaughedandsimulatedavainattempttoescapehisbearlikearms。”DearElam,”shewhispered;”dearElam。”Andofherself,forthefirsttime,shekissedhim。
Sheranherhandcaressinglythroughhishair。”Youreyesareallgoldrightnow,”hesaid。”Icanlookinthemandtelljusthowmuchyouloveme。””Theyhavebeenallgoldforyou,Elam,foralongtime。Ithink,onourlittleranch,theywillalwaysbeallgold。””Yourhairhasgoldinit,too,asortoffierygold。”Heturnedherfacesuddenlyandhelditbetweenhishandsandlookedlongintohereyes。”Andyoureyeswerefullofgoldonlytheotherday,whenyousaidyouwouldn’tmarryme。”
Shenoddedandlaughed。”Youwouldhaveyourwill,”sheconfessed。”ButIcouldn’tbeapartytosuchmadness。Allthatmoneywasyours,notmine。ButIwaslovingyouallthetime,Elam,forthegreatbigboyyouare,breakingthethirty-milliontoywithwhichyouhadgrowntiredofplaying。AndwhenIsaidno,Iknewallthetimeitwasyes。AndIamsurethatmyeyesweregoldenallthetime。Ihadonlyonefear,andthatwasthatyouwouldfailtoloseeverything。
Because,dear,IknewIshouldmarryyouanyway,andIdidsowantjustyouandtheranchandBobandWolfandthosehorse-hairbridles。ShallItellyouasecret?Assoonasyouleft,ItelephonedthemantowhomIsoldMab。”
Shehidherfaceagainsthisbreastforaninstant,andthenlookedathimagain,gladlyradiant。”Yousee,Elam,inspiteofwhatmylipssaid,mymindwasmadeupthen。
I——Isimplyhadtomarryyou。ButIwasprayingyouwouldsucceedinlosingeverything。AndsoItriedtofindwhathadbecomeofMab。Butthemanhadsoldheranddidnotknowwhathadbecomeofher。Yousee,IwantedtoridewithyouovertheGlenEllenhills,onMabandyouonBob,justasIhadriddenwithyouthroughthePiedmonthills。”
ThedisclosureofMab’swhereaboutstrembledonDaylight’slips,butheforbore。”I’llpromiseyouamarethatyou’lllikejustasmuchasMab,”hesaid。
ButDedeshookherhead,andonthatonepointrefusedtobecomforted。”Now,I’vegotanidea,”Daylightsaid,hasteningtogettheconversationonlessperilousground。”We’rerunningawayfromcities,andyouhavenokithnorkin,soitdon’tseemexactlyrightthatweshouldstartoffbygettingmarriedinacity。Sohere’stheidea:I’llrunuptotheranchandgetthingsinshapearoundthehouseandgivethecaretakerhiswalking-papers。
Youfollowmeinacoupleofdays,comingonthemorningtrain。I’llhavethepreacherfixedandwaiting。Andhere’sanotheridea。Youbringyourridingtogsinasuitcase。Andassoonastheceremony’sover,youcangotothehotelandchange。Thenoutyoucome,andyoufindmewaitingwithacoupleofhorses,andwe’llrideoverthelandscapesoasyoucanseetheprettiestpartsoftheranchthefirstthing。Andshe’ssurepretty,thatranch。Andnowthatit’ssettled,I’llbewaitingforyouatthemorningtraindayafterto-morrow。”
Dedeblushedasshespoke。”Youaresuchahurricane。””Well,ma’am,”hedrawled,”Isurehatetoburndaylight。AndyouandIhaveburnedaheapofdaylight。We’vebeenscandalouslyextravagant。
Wemighthavebeenmarriedyearsago。”
Twodayslater,DaylightstoodwaitingoutsidethelittleGlenEllenhotel。Theceremonywasover,andhehadleftDedetogoinsideandchangeintoherriding-habitwhilehebroughtthehorses。Heheldthemnow,BobandMab,andintheshadowofthewatering-troughWolflayandlookedon。
AlreadytwodaysofardentCaliforniasunhadtouchedwithnewfirestheancientbronzeinDaylight’sface。ButwarmerstillwastheglowthatcameintohischeeksandburnedinhiseyesashesawDedecomingoutthedoor,riding-whipinhand,cladinthefamiliarcorduroyskirtandleggingsoftheoldPiedmontdays。Therewaswarmthandglowinherownfaceassheansweredhisgazeandglancedonpasthimtothehorses。ThenshesawMab。
Buthergazeleapedbacktotheman。”Oh,Elam!”shebreathed。
Itwasalmostaprayer,butaprayerthatincludedathousandmeaningsDaylightstrovetofeignsheepishness,buthisheartwassingingtoowildasongformereplayfulness。Allthingshadbeeninthenamingofhisname——reproach,refinedawaybygratitude,andallcompoundedofjoyandlove。
Shesteppedforwardandcaressedthemare,andagainturnedandlookedattheman,andbreathed:——”Oh,Elam!”
Andallthatwasinhervoicewasinhereyes,andinthemDaylightglimpsedaprofunditydeeperandwiderthananyspeechorthought——thewholevastinarticulatemysteryandwonderofsexandlove。
Againhestroveforplayfulnessofspeech,butitwastoogreatamomentforevenlovefractiousnesstoenterin。Neitherspoke。Shegatheredthereins,and,bending,Daylightreceivedherfootinhishand。Shesprang,asheliftedandgainedthesaddle。Thenextmomenthewasmountedandbesideher,and,withWolfslidingalongaheadinhistypicalwolf-trot,theywentupthehillthatledoutoftown——twoloversontwochestnutsorrelsteeds,ridingoutandawaytohoneymoonthroughthewarmsummerday。Daylightfelthimselfdrunkenaswithwine。Hewasatthetopmostpinnacleoflife。Higherthanthisnomancouldclimbnorhadeverclimbed。
Itwashisdayofdays,hislove-timeandhismating-time,andallcrownedbythisvirginalpossessionofamatewhohadsaid”Oh,Elam,”asshehadsaidit,andlookedathimoutofhersoulasshehadlooked。
Theyclearedthecrestofthehill,andhewatchedthejoymountinherfaceasshegazedonthesweet,freshland。Hepointedoutthegroupofheavilywoodedknollsacrosstherollingstretchesofripegrain。”They’reours,”hesaid。”Andthey’reonlyasampleoftheranch。Waittillyouseethebigcanon。Thereare’coonsdownthere,andbackhereontheSonomatherearemink。Anddeer!——why,thatmountain’ssurethickwiththem,andIreckonwecanscareupamountain-lionifwewanttorealhard。And,say,there’salittlemeadow=-well,Iain’tgoingtotellyouanotherword。Youwaitandseeforyourself。”
Theyturnedinatthegate,wheretheroadtotheclay-pitcrossedthefields,andbothsniffedwithdelightasthewarmaromaoftheripehayroseintheirnostrils。Asonhisfirstvisit,thelarkswereutteringtheirrichnotesandflutteringupbeforethehorsesuntilthewoodsandtheflower-scatteredgladeswerereached,whenthelarksgavewaytobluejaysandwoodpeckers。”We’reonourlandnow,”hesaid,astheyleftthehayfieldbehind。”Itrunsrightacrosscountryovertheroughestparts。Justyouwaitandsee。”
Asonthefirstday,heturnedasidefromtheclay-pitandworkedthroughthewoodstotheleft,passingthefirstspringandjumpingthehorsesovertheruinedremnantsofthestake-and-riderfence。Fromhereon,Dedewasinanunendingecstasy。Bythespringthatgurgledamongtheredwoodsgrewanothergreatwildlily,bearingonitsslenderstalktheprodigiousoutburstofwhitewaxenbells。Thistimehedidnotdismount,butledthewaytothedeepcanonwherethestreamhadcutapassageamongtheknolls。
Hehadbeenatworkhere,andasteepandslipperyhorsetrailnowcrossedthecreek,sotheyrodeupbeyond,throughthesomberredwoodtwilight,and,fartheron,throughatangledwoodofoakandmadrono。Theycametoasmallclearingofseveralacres,wherethegrainstoodwaisthigh。”Ours,”Daylightsaid。
Shebentinhersaddle,pluckedastalkoftheripegrain,andnibbleditbetweenherteeth。”Sweetmountainhay,”shecried。”ThekindMablikes。”
Andthroughouttherideshecontinuedtouttercriesandejaculationsofsurpriseanddelight。”Andyounevertoldmeallthis!”shereproachedhim,astheylookedacrossthelittleclearingandoverthedescendingslopesofwoodstothegreatcurvingsweepofSonomaValley。”Come,”hesaid;andtheyturnedandwentbackthroughtheforestshade,crossedthestreamandcametothelilybythespring。
Here,also,wherethewayledupthetangleofthesteephill,hehadcutaroughhorsetrail。Astheyforcedtheirwayupthezigzags,theycaughtglimpsesoutanddownthroughtheseaoffoliage。Yetalwaysweretheirfarthestglimpsesstoppedbytheclosingvistasofgreen,and,yetalways,astheyclimbed,didtheforestroofarchoverhead,withonlyhereandthereriftsthatpermittedshatteredshaftsofsunlighttopenetrate。
Andallaboutthemwereferns,ascoreofvarieties,fromthetinygold-backsandmaidenhairtohugebrakessixandeightfeettall。
Belowthem,astheymounted,theyglimpsedgreatgnarledtrunksandbranchesofancienttrees,andabovethemweresimilargreatgnarledbranches。
Dedestoppedherhorseandsighedwiththebeautyofitall。”Itisasifweareswimmers,”shesaid,”risingoutofadeeppoolofgreentranquillity。Upaboveistheskyandthesun,butthisisapool,andwearefathomsdeep。”
Theystartedtheirhorses,butadog-toothviolet,shoulderingamongstthemaidenhair,caughthereyeandmadeherreininagain。
Theyclearedthecrestandemergedfromthepoolasifintoanotherworld,fornowtheywereinthethicketofvelvet-trunkedyoungmadronosandlookingdowntheopen,sun-washedhillside,acrossthenoddinggrasses,tothedriftsofblueandwhitenemophilaethatcarpetedthetinymeadowoneithersidethetinystream。Dedeclappedherhands。”It’ssureprettierthanofficefurniture,”Daylightremarked。”Itsureis,”sheanswered。
AndDaylight,whoknewhisweaknessintheuseoftheparticularwordsure,knewthatshehadrepeateditdeliberatelyandwithlove。
Theycrossedthestreamandtookthecattletrackoverthelowrockyhillandthroughthescrubforestofmanzanita,tilltheyemergedonthenexttinyvalleywithitsmeadow-borderedstreamlet。”Ifwedon’trunintosomequailprettysoon,I’llbesurprisedsome,”
Daylightsaid。
AndasthewordslefthislipstherewasawildseriesofexplosivethrummingastheoldquailarosefromallaboutWolf,whiletheyoungonesscuttledforsafetyanddisappearedmiraculouslybeforethespectators’
veryeyes。
Heshowedherthehawk’snesthehadfoundinthelightning-shatteredtopoftheredwood,andshediscoveredawood-rat’snestwhichhehadnotseenbefore。Nexttheytooktheoldwood-roadandcameoutonthedozenacresofclearingwherethewinegrapesgrewinthewine-coloredvolcanicsoil。Thentheyfollowedthecow-paththroughmorewoodsandthicketsandscatteredglades,anddroppeddownthehillsidetowherethefarm-house,poisedonthelipofthebigcanon,cameintoviewonlywhentheywererightuponit。
DedestoodonthewideporchthatranthelengthofthehousewhileDaylighttiedthehorses。ToDedeitwasveryquiet。Itwasthedry,warm,breathlesscalmofCaliforniamidday。Alltheworldseemeddozing。Fromsomewherepigeonswerecooinglazily。Withadeepsighofsatisfaction,Wolf,whohaddrunkhisfillatallthestreamsalongtheway,droppeddowninthecoolshadowoftheporch。SheheardthefootstepsofDaylightreturning,andcaughtherbreathwithaquickintake。Hetookherhandinhis,and,asheturnedthedoor-knob,feltherhesitate。Thenheputhisarmaroundher;thedoorswungopen,andtogethertheypassedin。BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXVPartIIChapterXXVManypersons,themselvescity-bredandcity-reared,havefledtothesoilandsucceededinwinninggreathappiness。Insuchcasestheyhavesucceededonlybygoingthroughaprocessofsavagedisillusionment。
ButwithDedeandDaylightitwasdifferent。Theyhadbothbeenbornonthesoil,andtheyknewitsnakedsimplicitiesandrawerways。Theywereliketwopersons,afterfarwandering,whohadmerelycomehomeagain。
Therewaslessoftheunexpectedintheirdealingswithnature,whiletheirswasallthedelightofreminiscence。Whatmightappearsordidandsqualidtothefastidiouslyreared,wastothememinentlywholesomeandnatural。
Thecommerceofnaturewastothemnounknownanduntriedtrade。Theymadefewermistakes。Theyalreadyknew,anditwasajoytorememberwhattheyhadforgotten。
Andanotherthingtheylearnedwasthatitwaseasierforonewhohasgorgedattheflesh-potstocontenthimselfwiththemeagernessofacrust,thanforonewhohasknownonlythecrust。
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