Buttheweekhadnotpassed,whenDaylightnotedtheflashinDede’seyesthatbodedtrouble。”Something’sgonewrong——whatisit?”heaskedboldly。”Mab,”shesaid。”Themanwhoboughtherhassoldheralready。IfI
thoughtyouhadanythingtodowithit——””Idon’tevenknowwhoyousoldherto,”wasDaylight’sanswer。”Andwhat’smore,I’mnotbotheringmyheadabouther。Shewasyourmare,andit’snoneofmybusinesswhatyoudidwithher。Youhaven’tgother,that’ssureandworseluck。Andnow,whilewe’reontouchysubjects,I’mgoingtoopenanotheronewithyou。
Andyouneedn’tgettouchyaboutit,forit’snotreallyyourbusinessatall。”
Shewaitedinthepausethatfollowed,eyeinghimalmostsuspiciously。”It’saboutthatbrotherofyours。Heneedsmorethanyoucandoforhim。Sellingthatmareofyourswon’tsendhimtoGermany。Andthat’swhathisowndoctorssayheneeds——thatcrackGermanspecialistwhoripsaman’sbonesandmusclesintopulpandthenmoldsthemalloveragain。Well,I
wanttosendhimtoGermanyandgivethatcrackaflutter,that’sall。””Ifitwereonlypossible”shesaid,halfbreathlessly,andwhollywithoutanger。”Onlyitisn’t,andyouknowitisn’t。Ican’tacceptmoneyfromyou——””Holdon,now,”heinterrupted。”Wouldn’tyouacceptadrinkofwaterfromoneoftheTwelveApostlesifyouwasdyingofthirst?Orwouldyoubeafraidofhisevilintentions”——shemadeagestureofdissent”——oroffolksmightsayaboutit?””Butthat’sdifferent,”shebegan。”Nowlookhere,MissMason。You’vegottogetsomefoolishnotionsoutofyourhead。ThismoneynotionisoneofthefunniestthingsI’veseen。
Supposeyouwasfallingoveracliff,wouldn’titbeallrightformetoreachoutandholdyoubythearm?Sureitwould。Butsupposeyouendedanothersortofhelp——insteadofthestrengthofarm,thestrengthofmypocket?Thatwouldbeallandthat’swhattheyallsay。Butwhydotheysayit。Becausetherobbergangswantallthesuckerstobehonestandrespectmoney。Ifthesuckersweren’thonestanddidn’trespectmoney,wherewouldtherobbersbe?Don’tyousee?
Therobbersdon’tdealinarm-holds;theydealindollars。Thereforearm-holdsarejustcommonandordinary,whiledollarsaresacred——sosacredthatyoudidn’tletmelendyouahandwithafew。”Orhere’sanotherway,”hecontinued,spurredonbyhermuteprotest。”It’sallrightformetogivethestrengthofmyarmwhenyou’refallingoveracliff。ButifItakethatsamestrengthofarmanduseitatpick-and-shovelworkforadayandearntwodollars,youwon’thaveanythingtodowiththetwodollars。Yetit’sthesameoldstrengthofarminanewform,that’sall。Besides,inthispropositionitwon’tbeaclaimonyou。Itain’tevenaloantoyou。It’sanarm-holdI’mgivingyourbrother——justthesamesortofarm-holdasifhewasfallingoveracliff。Andaniceoneyouare,tocomerunningoutandyell’Stop!’atme,andletyourbrothergoonoverthecliff。WhatheneedstosavehislegsisthatcrackinGermany,andthat’sthearm-holdI’moffering。”Wishyoucouldseemyrooms。Wallsalldecoratedwithhorsehairbridles——scoresofthem——hundredsofthem。They’renousetome,andtheycostlikeSamScratch。Butthere’salotofconvictsmakingthem,andIgoonbuying。
Why,I’vespentmoremoneyinasinglenightonwhiskeythanwouldgetthebestspecialistsandpayalltheexpensesofadozencaseslikeyourbrother’s。Andremember,you’vegotnothingtodowiththis。Ifyourbrotherwantstolookonitasaloan,allright。It’suptohim,andyou’vegottostandoutofthewaywhileIpullhimbackfromthatcliff。”
StillDederefused,andDaylight’sargumenttookamorepainfulturn。”Icanonlyguessthatyou’restandinginyourbrother’swayonaccountofsomemistakenideainyourheadthatthisismyideaofcourting。Well,itain’t。YoumightaswellthinkI’mcourtingallthoseconvictsIbuybridlesfrom。Ihaven’taskedyoutomarryme,andifIdoIwon’tcometryingtobuyyouintoconsenting。Andtherewon’tbeanythingunderhandwhenIcomea-asking。”
Dede’sfacewasflushedandangry。”Ifyouknewhowridiculousyouare,you’dstop,”sheblurtedout。”YoucanmakememoreuncomfortablethananymanIeverknew。Everylittlewhileyougivemetounderstandthatyouhaven’taskedmetomarryyouyet。
I’mnotwaitingtobeasked,andIwarnedyoufromthefirstthatyouhadnochance。Andyetyouholditovermyheadthatsometime,someday,you’regoingtoaskmetomarryyou。Goaheadandaskmenow,andgetyouranswerandgetitoveranddonewith。”
Helookedatherinhonestandponderingadmiration。”Iwantyousobad,MissMason,thatIdon’tdasttoaskyounow,”hesaid,withsuchwhimsicalityandearnestnessastomakeherthrowherheadbackinafrankboyishlaugh。”Besides,asItoldyou,I’mgreenatit。Ineverwenta-courtingbefore,andIdon’twanttomakeanymistakes。””Butyou’remakingthemallthetime,”shecriedimpulsively。”Nomanevercourtedawomanbyholdingathreatenedproposaloverherheadlikeaclub。””Iwon’tdoitanymore,”hesaidhumbly。”Andanyway,we’reofftheargument。Mystraighttalkaminuteagostillholds。You’restandinginyourbrother’sway。Nomatterwhatnotionsyou’vegotinyourhead,you’vegottogetoutofthewayandgivehimachance。Willyouletmegoandseehimandtalkitoverwithhim?I’llmakeitahardandfastbusinessproposition。I’llstakehimtogetwell,that’sall,andchargehiminterest。”
Shevisiblyhesitated。”Andjustrememberonething,MissMason:it’sHISleg,notyours。”
Stillsherefrainedfromgivingheranswer,andDaylightwentonstrengtheninghisposition。”Andremember,Igoovertoseehimalone。He’saman,andIcandealwithhimbetterwithoutwomenfolksaround。I’llgooverto-morrowafternoon。”BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXVIIIPartIIChapterXVIIIDaylighthadbeenwhollytruthfulwhenhetoldDedethathehadnorealfriends。Onspeakingtermswiththousands,onfellowshipanddrinkingtermswithhundreds,hewasalonelyman。Hefailedtofindtheoneman,orgroupofseveralmen,withwhomhecouldbereallyintimate。
CitiesdidnotmakeforcomradeshipasdidtheAlaskantrail。Besides,thetypesofmenweredifferent。Scornfulandcontemptuousofbusinessmenontheonehand,ontheotherhisrelationswiththeSanFranciscobosseshadbeenmoreanallianceofexpediencythananythingelse。Hehadfeltmoreofkinshipforthefrankerbrutalityofthebossesandtheircaptains,buttheyhadfailedtoclaimanydeeprespect。Theyweretoopronetocrookedness。Bondswerebetterthanmen’swordinthismodernworld,andonehadtolookcarefullytothebonds。
IntheoldYukondaysithadbeendifferent。Bondsdidn’tgo。Amansaidhehadsomuch,andeveninapokergamehisappeasementwasaccepted。
LarryHegan,whoroseablytothelargestdemandsofDaylight’soperationsandwhohadfewillusionsandlesshypocrisy,mighthaveprovedachumhaditnotbeenforhistemperamentaltwist。Strangegeniusthathewas,aNapoleonofthelaw,withapowerofvisioningthatfarexceededDaylight’s,hehadnothingincommonwithDaylightoutsidetheoffice。Hespenthistimewithbooks,athingDaylightcouldnotabide。Also,hedevotedhimselftotheendlesswritingofplayswhichnevergotbeyondmanuscriptform,and,thoughDaylightonlysensedthesecrettaintofit,wasaconfirmedbuttemperateeaterofhasheesh。Heganlivedallhislifecloisteredwithbooksinaworldofagitation。Withtheout-of-doorworldhehadnounderstandingnortolerance。Infoodanddrinkhewasabstemiousasamonk,whileexercisewasathingabhorrent。Daylight’sfriendships,inlieuofanythingcloser,weredrinkingfriendshipsandroisteringfriendships。AndwiththepassingoftheSundayrideswithDede,hefellbackmoreandmoreuponthesefordiversion。Thecocktailwallofinhibitionherearedmoreassiduouslythanever。
Thebigredmotor-carwasoutmorefrequentlynow,whileastablehandwashiredtogiveBobexercise。InhisearlySanFranciscodays,therehadbeenintervalsofeasementbetweenhisdeals,butinthispresentbiggestdealofallthestrainwasunremitting。Notinamonth,ortwo,orthree,couldhishugelandinvestmentbecarriedtoasuccessfulconsummation。
Andsocompleteandwide-reachingwasitthatcomplicationsandknottysituationsconstantlyarose。Everydaybroughtitsproblems,andwhenhehadsolvedtheminhismasterfulway,helefttheofficeinhisbigcar,almostsighingwithreliefatanticipationoftheapproachingdoubleMartini。
Rarelywashemadetipsy。Hisconstitutionwastoostrongforthat。Instead,hewasthatdirestofalldrinkers,thesteadydrinker,deliberateandcontrolled,whoaveragedafarhigherquantityofalcoholthantheirregularandviolentdrinker。Forsixweekshard-runninghehadseennothingofDedeexceptintheoffice,andthereheresolutelyrefrainedfrommakingapproaches。ButbytheseventhSundayhishungerforherovermasteredhim。
Itwasastormyday。
Aheavysoutheastgalewasblowing,andsquallaftersquallofrainandwindsweptoverthecity。Hecouldnottakehismindoffofher,andapersistentpicturecametohimofhersittingbyawindowandsewingfemininefripperiesofsomesort。Whenthetimecameforhisfirstpre-luncheoncocktailtobeservedtohiminhisrooms,hedidnottakeit。
Filledwithadaringdetermination,heglancedathisnotebookforDede’stelephonenumber,andcalledfortheswitch。
Atfirstitwasherlandlady’sdaughterwhowasraised,butinaminuteheheardthevoicehehadbeenhungrytohear。”IjustwantedtotellyouthatI’mcomingouttoseeyou,”hesaid。”Ididn’twanttobreakinonyouwithoutwarning,thatwasall。””Hassomethinghappened?”camehervoice。”I’lltellyouwhenIgetthere,”heevaded。
Helefttheredcartwoblocksawayandarrivedonfootatthepretty,three-storied,shingledBerkeleyhouse。Foraninstantonly,hewasawareofaninwardhesitancy,butthenextmomentherangthebell。Heknewthatwhathewasdoingwasindirectviolationofherwishes,andthathewassettingheradifficulttasktoreceiveasaSundaycallerthemultimillionaireandnotoriousElamHarnishofnewspaperfame。Ontheotherhand,theonethinghedidnotexpectofherwaswhathewouldhavetermed”sillyfemalecapers。”
Andinthishewasnotdisappointed。
Shecameherselftothedoortoreceivehimandshakehandswithhim。
Hehunghismackintoshandhatontherackinthecomfortablesquarehallandturnedtoherfordirection。”Theyarebusyinthere,”shesaid,indicatingtheparlorfromwhichcametheboisterousvoicesofyoungpeople,andthroughtheopendoorofwhichhecouldseeseveralcollegeyouths。”Soyouwillhavetocomeintomyrooms。”
Sheledthewaythroughthedooropeningoutofthehalltotheright,and,onceinside,hestoodawkwardlyrootedtothefloor,gazingabouthimandatherandallthetimetryingnottogaze。Inhisperturbationhefailedtohearandseeherinvitationtoaseat。Sothesewereherquarters。
theintimacyofitandhermakingnofussaboutitwasstartling,butitwasnomorethanhewouldhaveexpectedofher。Itwasalmosttworoomsinone,theonehewasinevidentlythesitting-room,andtheonehecouldseeinto,thebedroom。Beyondanoakendressing-table,withanorderlylitterofcombsandbrushesanddaintyfeminineknickknacks,therewasnosignofitsbeingusedasabedroom。Thebroadcouch,withacoverofoldroseandbankedhighwithcushions,hedecidedmustbethebed,butitwasfarthestfromanyexperienceofacivilizedbedhehadeverhad。
Notthathesawmuchofdetailinthatawkwardmomentofstanding。Hisgeneralimpressionwasoneofwarmthandcomfortandbeauty。Therewerenocarpets,andonthehardwoodfloorhecaughtaglimpseofseveralwolfandcoyoteskins。WhatcapturedandperceptiblyheldhiseyeforamomentwasaCrouchedVenusthatstoodonaSteinwayuprightagainstabackgroundofmountain-lionskinonthewall。
ButitwasDedeherselfthatsmotemostsharplyuponsenseandperception。
Hehadalwayscherishedtheideathatshewasverymuchawoman——thelinesofherfigure,herhair,hereyes,hervoice,andbirdlikelaughingwayshadallcontributedtothis;buthere,inherownrooms,cladinsomeflowing,clinginggown,theemphasisofsexwasstartling。Hehadbeenaccustomedtoheronlyintrimtailorsuitsandshirtwaists,orinridingcostumeofvelvetcorduroy,andhewasnotpreparedforthisnewrevelation。Sheseemedsomuchsofter,somuchmorepliant,andtender,andlissome。Shewasapartofthisatmosphereofquietudeandbeauty。Shefittedintoitjustasshehadfittedinwiththesoberofficefurnishings。”Won’tyousitdown?”sherepeated。
Hefeltlikeananimallongdeniedfood。Hishungerforherwelledupinhim,andheproceededto”wolf”thedaintymorselbeforehim。Herewasnopatience,nodiplomacy。Thestraightest,directwaywasnonetooquickforhimand,hadheknownit,theleastunsuccessfulwayhecouldhavechosen。”Lookhere,”hesaid,inavoicethatshookwithpassion,”there’sonethingIwon’tdo,andthat’sproposetoyouintheoffice。That’swhyI’mhere。DedeMason,Iwantyou。Ijustwantyou。”
Whilehespokeheadvanceduponher,hisblackeyesburningwithbrightfire,hisarousedbloodswarthyinhischeek。
Soprecipitatewashe,thatshehadbarelytimetocryoutherinvoluntaryalarmandtostepback,atthesametimecatchingoneofhishandsasheattemptedtogatherherintohisarms。
Incontrasttohim,thebloodhadsuddenlylefthercheeks。Thehandthathadwardedhisoffandthatstillheldit,wastrembling。Sherelaxedherfingers,andhisarmdroppedtohisside。Shewantedtosaysomething,dosomething,topassonfromtheawkwardnessofthesituation,butnointelligentthoughtnoractioncameintohermind。Shewasawareonlyofadesiretolaugh。Thisimpulsewaspartyhystericalandpartlyspontaneoushumor——thelattergrowingfrominstanttoinstant。Amazingastheaffairwas,theridiculoussideofitwasnotveiledtoher。Shefeltlikeonewhohadsufferedtheterroroftheonslaughtofamurderousfootpadonlytofindoutthatitwasaninnocentpedestrianaskingthetime。
Daylightwasthequickertoachieveaction。”Oh,IknowI’masureenoughfool,”hesaid。”I-IguessI’llsitdown。Don’tbescairt,MissMason。
I’mnotrealdangerous。””’DedeMason,Iwantyou,Ijustwantyou’””I’mnotafraid,”sheanswered,withasmile,slippingdownherselfintoachair,besidewhich,onthefloor,stoodasewing-basketfromwhich,Daylightnoted,somewhitefluffythingoflaceandmuslinoverflowed。
Againshesmiled。”ThoughIconfessyoudidstartlemeforthemoment。””It’sfunny,”Daylightsighed,almostwithregret;”hereIam,strongenoughtobendyouaroundandtieknotsinyou。HereIam,usedtohavingmywillwithmanandbeastandanything。AndhereIamsittinginthischair,asweakandhelplessasalittlelamb。Yousuretakethestarchoutofme。”
Dedevainlycudgeledherbrainsinquestofareplytotheseremarks。
Instead,herthoughtdweltinsistentlyuponthesignificanceofhissteppingaside,inthemiddleofaviolentproposal,inordertomakeirrelevantremarks。Whatstruckherwastheman’scertitude。Solittledidhedoubtthathewouldhaveher,thathecouldaffordtopauseandgeneralizeuponloveandtheeffectsoflove。
Shenotedhishandunconsciouslyslippinginthefamiliarwayintothesidecoatpocketwheresheknewhecarriedhistobaccoandbrownpapers。”Youmaysmoke,ifyouwantto,”shesaid。Hewithdrewhishandwithajerk,asifsomethinginthepockethadstunghim。”No,Iwasn’tthinkingofsmoking。Iwasthinkingofyou。What’samantodowhenhewantsawomanbutaskhertomarryhim?That’sallthatI’mdoing。Ican’tdoitinstyle。Iknowthat。ButIcanusestraightEnglish,andthat’sgoodenoughforme。Isurewantyoumightybad,MissMason。
You’reinmymind’mostallthetime,now。AndwhatIwanttoknowis——well,doyouwantme?That’sall。””I-Iwishyouhadn’tasked,”shesaidsoftly。”Mebbeit’sbestyoushouldknowafewthingsbeforeyougivemeananswer,”hewenton,ignoringthefactthattheanswerhadalreadybeengiven。”Ineverwentafterawomanbeforeinmylife,allreportstothecontrarynotwithstanding。Thestuffyoureadaboutmeinthepapersandbooks,aboutmebeingalady-killer,isallwrong。There’snotaniotaoftruthinit。IguessI’vedonemorethanmyshareofcard-playingandwhiskey-drinking,butwomenI’veletalone。Therewasawomanthatkilledherself,butIdidn’tknowshewantedmethatbadorelseI’dhavemarriedher——notforlove,buttokeepherfromkillingherself。Shewasthebestoftheboiling,butInevergaveheranyencouragement。I’mtellingyouallthisbecauseyou’vereadaboutit,andIwantyoutogetitstraightfromme。”Lady-killer!”hesnorted。”Why,MissMason,Idon’tmindtellingyouthatI’vesurebeenscairtofwomenallmylife。You’rethefirstoneI’venotbeenafraidof。That’sthestrangethingaboutit。Ijustplumbworshipyou,andyetI’mnotafraidofyou。Mebbeit’sbecauseyou’redifferentfromthewomenIknow。You’veneverchasedme。Lady-killer!Why,I’vebeenrunningawayfromladieseversinceIcanremember,andIguessallthatsavedmewasthatIwasstronginthewindandthatIneverfelldownandbrokealegoranything。”Ididn’teverwanttogetmarrieduntilafterImetyou,anduntilalongtimeafterImetyou。Icottonedtoyoufromthestart;butIneverthoughtitwouldgetasbadasmarriage。Why,Ican’tgettosleepnights,thinkingofyouandwantingyou。”
Hecametoastopandwaited。Shehadtakenthelaceandmuslinfromthebasket,possiblytosettlehernervesandwits,andwassewinguponit。Asshewasnotlookingathim,hedevouredherwithhiseyes。Henotedthefirm,efficienthands——handsthatcouldcontrolahorselikeBob,thatcouldrunatypewriteralmostasfastasamancouldtalk,thatcouldsewondaintygarments,andthat,doubtlessly,couldplayonthepianooverthereinthecorner。Anotherultra-femininedetailhenoticed——herslippers。
Theyweresmallandbronze。Hehadneverimaginedshehadsuchasmallfoot。Streetshoesandridingbootswereallthathehadeverseenonherfeet,andtheyhadgivennoadvertisementofthis。Thebronzeslippersfascinatedhim,andtothemhiseyesrepeatedlyturned。
Aknockcameatthedoor,whichsheanswered。Daylightcouldnothelphearingtheconversation。Shewaswantedatthetelephone。”Tellhimtocallupagainintenminutes,”heheardhersay,andthemasculinepronouncausedinhimaflashingtwingeofjealousy。Well,hedecided,whoeveritwas,BurningDaylightwouldgivehimarunforhismoney。ThemarveltohimwasthatagirllikeDedehadn’tbeenmarriedlongsince。
Shecameback,smilingtohim,andresumedhersewing。Hiseyeswanderedfromtheefficienthandstothebronzeslippersandbackagain,andhesworetohimselfthatthereweremightyfewstenographerslikeherinexistence。
Thatwasbecauseshemusthavecomeofprettygoodstock,andhadaprettygoodraising。Nothingelsecouldexplaintheseroomsofhersandtheclothessheworeandthewaysheworethem。”Thosetenminutesareflying,”hesuggested。”Ican’tmarryyou,”shesaid。”Youdon’tloveme?”
Sheshookherhead。”Doyoulikeme——thelittlestbit?”
Thistimeshenodded,atthesametimeallowingthesmileofamusementtoplayonherlips。Butitwasamusementwithoutcontempt。Thehumoroussideofasituationrarelyappealedinvaintoher。”Well,that’ssomethingtogoon,”heannounced。”You’vegottomakeastarttogetstarted。Ijustlikedyouatfirst,andlookwhatit’sgrowninto。Yourecollect,yousaidyoudidn’tlikemywayoflife。Well,I’vechangeditaheap。Iain’tgamblinglikeIusedto。I’vegoneintowhatyoucalledthelegitimate,makingtwominutesgrowwhereonegrewbefore,threehundredthousandfolkswhereonlyahundredthousandgrewbefore。
Andthistimenextyearthere’llbetwomillioneucalyptusgrowingonthehills。Saydoyoulikememorethanthelittlestbit?”
Sheraisedhereyesfromherworkandlookedathimassheanswered:”Ilikeyouagreatdeal,but——”
Hewaitedamomentforhertocompletethesentence,failingwhich,hewentonhimself。”Ihaven’tanexaggeratedopinionofmyself,soIknowIain’tbraggingwhenIsayI’llmakeaprettygoodhusband。You’dfindIwasnohandatnaggingandfault-finding。Icanguesswhatitmustbeforawomanlikeyoutobeindependent。Well,you’dbeindependentasmywife。Nostringsonyou。Youcouldfollowyourownsweetwill,andnothingwouldbetoogoodforyou。I’dgiveyoueverythingyourheartdesired——””Exceptyourself,”sheinterruptedsuddenly,almostsharply。
Daylight’sastonishmentwasmomentary。”Idon’tknowaboutthat。I’dbestraightandsquare,andlivetrue。
Idon’thankerafterdividedaffections。””Idon’tmeanthat,”shesaid。”Insteadofgivingyourselftoyourwife,youwouldgiveyourselftothethreehundredthousandpeopleofOakland,toyourstreetrailwaysandferry-routes,tothetwomilliontreesonthehillstoeverythingbusiness——and——andtoallthatthatmeans。””I’dseethatIdidn’t,”hedeclaredstoutly。”I’dbeyourstocommand。””Youthinkso,butitwouldturnoutdifferently。”Shesuddenlybecamenervous。”Wemuststopthistalk。Itistoomuchlikeattemptingtodriveabargain。’Howmuchwillyougive?’’I’llgivesomuch。’’Iwantmore,’
andallthat。Ilikeyou,butnotenoughtomarryyou,andI’llneverlikeyouenoughtomarryyou。””Howdoyouknowthat?”hedemanded。”BecauseIlikeyoulessandless。”
Daylightsatdumfounded。Thehurtshoweditselfplainlyinhisface。”Oh,youdon’tunderstand,”shecriedwildly,beginningtoloseself-control——”It’snotthatwayImean。Idolikeyou;themoreI’veknownyouthemoreI’velikedyou。AndatthesametimethemoreI’veknownyouthelesswouldIcaretomarryyou。”
ThisenigmaticutterancecompletedDaylight’sperplexity。”Don’tyousee?”shehurriedon。”IcouldhavefareasiermarriedtheElamHarnishfreshfromKlondike,whenIfirstlaideyesonhimlongago,thanmarryyousittingbeforemenow。”
Heshookhisheadslowly。”That’sonetoomanyforme。Themoreyouknowandlikeamanthelessyouwanttomarryhim。Familiaritybreedscontempt——Iguessthat’swhatyoumean。””No,no,”shecried,butbeforeshecouldcontinue,aknockcameonthedoor。”Thetenminutesisup,”Daylightsaid。
Hiseyes,quickwithobservationlikeanIndian’s,dartedabouttheroomwhileshewasout。Theimpressionofwarmthandcomfortandbeautypredominated,thoughhewasunabletoanalyzeit;whilethesimplicitydelightedhim——expensivesimplicity,hedecided,andmostofitleftoversfromthetimeherfatherwentbrokeanddied。Hehadneverbeforeappreciatedaplainhardwoodfloorwithacoupleofwolfskins;itsurebeatallthecarpetsincreation。HestaredsolemnlyatabookcasecontainingacCoupleofhundredbooks。Therewasmystery。Hecouldnotunderstandwhatpeoplefoundsomuchtowriteabout。
Writingthingsandreadingthingswerenotthesameasdoingthings,andhimselfprimarilyamanofaction,doingthingswasalonecomprehensible。
HisgazepassedonfromtheCrouchedVenustoalittletea-tablewithallitsfragileandexquisiteaccessories,andtoashiningcopperkettleandcopperchafing-dish。Chafingdisheswerenotunknowntohim,andhewonderedifsheconcoctedsuppersonthisoneforsomeofthoseUniversityyoungmenhehadheardwhispersabout。Oneortwowater-colorsonthewallmadehimconjecturethatshehadpaintedthemherself。Therewerephotographsofhorsesandofoldmasters,andthetrailingpurpleofaBurialofChristheldhimforatime。ButeverhisgazereturnedtothatCrouchedVenusonthepiano。Tohishomely,frontier-trainedmind,itseemedcuriousthataniceyoungwomanshouldhavesuchabold,ifnotsinful,objectondisplayinherownroom。Buthereconciledhimselftoitbyanactoffaith。SinceitwasDede,itmustbeeminentlyallright。Evidentlysuchthingswentalongwithculture。LarryHeganhadsimilarcastsandphotographsinhisbook-clutteredquarters。Butthen,LarryHeganwasdifferent。TherewasthathintofunhealthabouthimthatDaylightinvariablysensedinhispresence,whileDede,onthecontrary,seemedalwayssorobustlywholesome,radiatinganatmospherecompoundedofthesunandwindanddustoftheopenroad。Andyet,ifsuchaclean,healthywomanasshewentinfornakedwomencrouchingonherpiano,itmustbeallright。Dedemadeitallright。
Shecouldcomeprettyclosetomakinganythingallright。Besides,hedidn’tunderstandcultureanyway。
Shereenteredtheroom,andasshecrossedittoherchair,headmiredthewayshewalked,whilethebronzeslippersweremaddening。”I’dliketoaskyouseveralquestions,”hebeganimmediately”Areyouthinkingofmarryingsomebody?”
Shelaughedmerrilyandshookherhead。”Doyoulikeanybodyelsemorethanyoulikeme?——thatmanatthe’phonejustnow,forinstance?””Thereisn’tanybodyelse。Idon’tknowanybodyIlikewellenoughtomarry。Forthatmatter,Idon’tthinkIamamarryingwoman。Officeworkseemstospoiloneforthat。”
Daylightranhiseyesoverher,fromherfacetothetipofabronzeslipper,inawaythatmadethecolormantleinhercheeks。Atthesametimeheshookhisheadsceptically。”Itstrikesmethatyou’rethemostmarryingestwomanthatevermadeamansitupandtakenotice。Andnowanotherquestion。Yousee,I’vejustgottolocatethelayoftheland。Isthereanybodyyoulikeasmuchasyoulikeme?”
ButDedehadherselfwellinhand。”That’sunfair,”shesaid。”Andifyoustopandconsider,youwillfindthatyouaredoingtheverythingyoudisclaimed——namely,nagging。Irefusetoansweranymoreofyourquestions。Letustalkaboutotherthings。HowisBob?”
Halfanhourlater,whirlingalongthroughtherainonTelegraphAvenuetowardOakland,Daylightsmokedoneofhisbrown-papercigarettesandreviewedwhathadtakenplace。Itwasnotatallbad,washissummingup,thoughtherewasmuchaboutitthatwasbaffling。Therewasthatlikinghimthemoresheknewhimandatthesametimewantingtomarryhimless。Thatwasapuzzler。
Butthefactthatshehadrefusedhimcarriedwithitacertainelation。
Inrefusinghimshehadrefusedhisthirtymilliondollars。Thatwasgoingsomeforaninetydollar-a-monthstenographerwhohadknownbetterties。
Shewasn’taftermoney,thatwaspatent。Everywomanhehadencounteredhadseemedwillingtoswallowhimdownforthesakeofhismoney。Why,hehaddoubledhisfortune,madefifteenmillions,sincethedayshefirstcametoworkforhim,andbehold,anywillingnesstomarryhimshemighthavepossessedhaddiminishedashismoneyhadincreased。”Gosh!”hemuttered。”IfIcleanupahundredmilliononthislanddealshewon’tevenbeonspeakingtermswithme。”
Buthecouldnotsmilethethingaway。Itremainedtobafflehim,thatenigmaticstatementofhersthatshecouldmoreeasilyhavemarriedtheElamHarnishfreshfromtheKlondikethanthepresentElamHarnish。Well,heconcluded,thethingtodowasforhimtobecomemorelikethatold-timeDaylightwhohadcomedownoutoftheNorthtotryhisluckatthebiggergame。Butthatwasimpossible。Hecouldnotsetbacktheflightoftime。
Wishingwouldn’tdoit,andtherewasnootherway。Hemightaswellwishhimselfaboyagain。
Anothersatisfactionhecuddledtohimselffromtheirinterview。Hehadheardofstenographersbefore,whorefusedtheiremployers,andwhoinvariablyquittheirpositionsimmediatelyafterward。ButDedehadnotevenhintedatsuchathing。Nomatterhowbafflingshewas,therewasnononsensicalsillinessabouther。Shewaslevelheaded。But,also,hehadbeenlevel-headedandwaspartlyresponsibleforthis。Hehadn’ttakenadvantageofherintheoffice。True,hehadtwiceoversteppedthebounds,buthehadnotfolloweditupandmadeapracticeofit。Sheknewshecouldtrusthim。Butinspiteofallthishewasconfidentthatmostyoungwomenwouldhavebeensillyenoughtoresignapositionwithamantheyhadturneddown。Andbesides,afterhehadputittoherintherightlight,shehadnotbeensillyoverhissendingherbrothertoGermany。”Gee!”heconcluded,asthecardrewupbeforehishotel。”IfI’donlyknownitasIdonow,I’dhavepoppedthequestionthefirstdayshecametowork。Accordingtohersay-so,thatwouldhavebeenthepropermoment。
Shelikesmemoreandmore,andthemoreshelikesmethelessshe’dcaretomarryme!Nowwhatdoyoubthinkofthat?Shesuremustbefooling。”BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXIXPartIIChapterXIXOnceagain,onarainySunday,weeksafterward,DaylightproposedtoDede。Asonthefirsttime,herestrainedhimselfuntilhishungerforheroverwhelmedhimandswepthimawayinhisredautomobiletoBerkeley。
Heleftthemachineseveralblocksawayandproceededtothehouseonfoot。
ButDedewasout,thelandlady’sdaughtertoldhim,andadded,onsecondthought,thatshewasoutwalkinginthehills。Furthermore,theyoungladydirectedhimwhereDede’swalkwasmostlikelytoextend。
Daylightobeyedthegirl’sinstructions,andsoonthestreethefollowedpassedthelasthouseanditselfceasedwherebeganthefirststeepslopesoftheopenhills。Theairwasdampwiththeon-comingofrain,forthestormhadnotyetburst,thoughtherisingwindproclaimeditsimminence。
Asfarashecouldsee,therewasnosignofDedeonthesmooth,grassyhills。Totheright,dippingdownintoahollowandrisingagain,wasalarge,full-growneucalyptusgrove。Hereallwasnoiseandmovement,thelofty,slendertrunkedtreesswayingbackandforthinthewindandclashingtheirbranchestogether。Inthesqualls,abovealltheminornoisesofcreakingandgroaning,aroseadeepthrummingnoteasofamightyharp。
KnowingDedeashedid,Daylightwasconfidentthathewouldfindhersomewhereinthisgrovewherethestormeffectsweresopronounced。Andfindherhedid,acrossthehollowandontheexposedcrestoftheopposingslopewherethegalesmoteitsfiercestblows。
Therewassomethingmonotonous,thoughnottiresome,aboutthewayDaylightproposed。Guiltlessofdiplomacysubterfuge,hewasasdirectandgustyasthegaleitself。hadtimeneitherforgreetingnorapology。”It’sthesameoldthing,”hesaid。”IwantyouandI’vecomeforyou。
You’vejustgottohaveme,Dede,forthemoreIthinkaboutitthemorecertainIamthatyou’vegotaSneakinglikingformethat’ssomethingmorethanjustOrdinaryliking。Andyoudon’tdastsaythatitisn’t;nowdastyou?”
Hehadshakenhandswithheratthemomenthebeganspeaking,andhehadcontinuedtoholdherhand。Now,whenshedidnotanswer,shefeltalightbutfirmlyinsistentpressureasofhisdrawinghertohim。Involuntarily,shehalf-yieldedtohim,herdesireforthemomentstrongerthanherwill。
Thensuddenlyshedrewherselfaway,thoughpermittingherhandstilltoremaininhis。”Yousureain’tafraidofme?”heasked,withquickcompunction。”No。”Shesmiledwoefully。”Notofyou,butofmyself。””Youhaven’ttakenmydare,”heurgedunderthisencouragement。”Please,please,”shebegged。”Wecannevermarry,sodon’tletusdiscussit。””ThenIcopperyourbettolose。”Hewasalmostgay,now,forsuccesswascomingfasterthanhisfondestimagining。Shelikedhim,withoutadoubt;andwithoutadoubtshelikedhimwellenoughtolethimholdherhand,wellenoughtobenotrepelledbythenearnessofhim。
Sheshookherhead。”No,itisimpossible。Youwouldloseyourbet。”
ForthefirsttimeadarksuspicioncrossedDaylight’smind——aclewthatexplainedeverything。”Say,youain’tbeenletinforsomeoneofthesesecretmarriageshaveyou?”
Theconsternationinhisvoiceandonhisfacewastoomuchforher,andherlaughrangout,merryandspontaneousasaburstofjoyfromthethroatofabird。
Daylightknewhisanswer,and,vexedwithhimselfdecidedthatactionwasmoreefficientthanspeech。Sohesteppedbetweenherandthewindanddrewhersothatshestoodcloseintheshelterofhim。Anunusuallystiffsquallblewaboutthemandthrummedoverheadinthetree-topsandbothpausedtolisten。Ashowerofflyingleavesenvelopedthem,andhardontheheelofthewindcamedrivingdropsofrain。Helookeddownonherandonherhairwind-blownaboutherface;andbecauseofherclosenesstohimandofafresherandmorepoignantrealizationofwhatshemeanttohim,hetrembledsothatshewasawareofitinthehandthatheldhers。
Shesuddenlyleanedagainsthim,bowingherheaduntilitrestedlightlyuponhisbreast。Andsotheystoodwhileanothersquall,withflyingleavesandscattereddropsofrain,rattledpast。Withequalsuddennesssheliftedherheadandlookedathim。”Doyouknow,”shesaid,”Iprayedlastnightaboutyou。Iprayedthatyouwouldfail,thatyouwouldloseeverythingeverything。”
Daylightstaredhisamazementatthiscrypticutterance。”Thatsurebeatsme。IalwayssaidIgotoutofmydepthwithwomen,andyou’vegotmeoutofmydepthnow。Whyyouwantmetoloseeverything,seeingasyoulikeme——””Ineversaidso。””Youdidn’tdastsayyoudidn’t。So,asIwassaying:likingme,whyyou’dwantmetogobrokeiscleanbeyondmysimpleunderstanding。It’srightinlinewiththatotherpuzzlerofyours,themore-you-like-me-the-less-you-want-to-marry-meone。Well,you’vejustgottoexplain,that’sall。”
Hisarmswentaroundherandheldherclosely,andthistimeshedidnotresist。Herheadwasbowed,andhehadnotseeherface,yethehadapremonitionthatshewascrying。Hehadlearnedthevirtueofsilence,andhewaitedherwillinthematter。Thingshadcometosuchapassthatshewasboundtotellhimsomethingnow。Ofthathewasconfident。”Iamnotromantic,”shebegan,againlookingathimashespoke。”ItmightbebetterformeifIwere。ThenIcouldmakeafoolofmyselfandbeunhappyfortherestofmylife。Butmyabominablecommonsenseprevents。Andthatdoesn’tmakemeabithappier,either。””I’mstilloutofmydepthandswimmingfeeble,”Daylightsaid,afterwaitingvainlyforhertogoon。”You’vegottoshowme,andyouain’tshownmeyet。YourcommonsenseandprayingthatI’dgobrokeisallupintheairtome。Littlewoman,Ijustloveyoumightyhard,andIwantyoutomarryme。That’sstraightandsimpleandrightoffthebat。Willyoumarryme?”
Sheshookherheadslowly,andthen,asshetalked,seemedtogrowangry,sadlyangry;andDaylightknewthatthisangerwasagainsthim。”Thenletmeexplain,andjustasstraightandsimplyasyouhaveasked。”
Shepaused,asifcastingaboutforabeginning。”Youarehonestandstraightforward。
Doyouwantmetobehonestandstraightforwardasawomanisnotsupposedtobe?——totellyouthingsthatwillhurtyou?——tomakeconfessionsthatoughttoshameme?tobehaveinwhatmanymenwouldthinkwasanunwomanlymanner?”
Thearmaroundhershoulderpressedencouragement,buthedidnotspeak。”Iwoulddearlyliketomarryyou,butIamafraid。Iamproudandhumbleatthesametimethatamanlikeyoushouldcareforme。Butyouhavetoomuchmoney。There’swheremyabominablecommonsensestepsin。Evenifwedidmarry,youcouldneverbemyman——myloverandmyhusband。Youwouldbeyourmoney’sman。IknowIamafoolishwoman,butIwantmymanformyself。Youwouldnotbefreeforme。Yourmoneypossessesyou,takingyourtime,yourthoughts,yourenergy,everthing,biddingyougohereandgothere,dothisanddothat。Don’tyousee?Perhapsit’spuresilliness,butIfeelthatIcanlovemuch,givemuch——giveall,andinreturn,thoughIdon’twantall,Iwantmuch——andIwantmuchmorethanyourmoneywouldpermityoutogiveme。”Andyourmoneydestroysyou;itmakesyoulessandlessnice。IamnotashamedtosaythatIloveyou,becauseIshallnevermarryyou。AndIlovedyoumuchwhenIdidnotknowyouatall,whenyoufirstcamedownfromAlaskaandIfirstwentintotheoffice。Youweremyhero。YouweretheBurningDaylightofthegold-diggings,thedaringtravelerandminer。
Andyoulookedit。
Idon’tseehowanywomancouldhavelookedatyouwithoutlovingyou——then。
Butyoudon’tlookitnow。”Please,please,forgivemeforhurtingyou。Youwantedstraighttalk,andIamgivingittoyou。Alltheselastyearsyouhavebeenlivingunnaturally。
You,amanoftheopen,havebeencoopingyourselfupinthecitieswithallthatthatmeans。Youarenotthesamemanatall,andyourmoneyisdestroyingyou。Youarebecomingsomethingdifferent,somethingnotsohealthy,notsoclean,notsonice。Yourmoneyandyourwayoflifearedoingit。Youknowit。Youhaven’tthesamebodynowthatyouhadthen。
Youareputtingonflesh,anditisnothealthyflesh。
Youarekindandgenialwithme,Iknow,butyouarenotkindandgenialtoalltheworldasyouwerethen。Youhavebecomeharshandcruel。AndIknow。Remember,Ihavestudiedyousixdaysaweek,monthaftermonth,yearafteryear;andIknowmoreaboutthemostinsignificantpartsofyouthanyouknowofallofme。Thecrueltyisnotonlyinyourheartandthoughts,butitisthereinface。Ithasputitslinesthere。Ihavewatchedthemcomeandgrow。Yourmoney,andthelifeitcompelsyoutoleadhavedoneallthis。Youarebeingbrutalizedanddegraded。Andthisprocesscanonlygoonandonuntilyouarehopelesslydestroyed——”
Heattemptedtointerrupt,butshestoppedhim,herselfbreathlessandhervoicetrembling。”No,no;letmefinishutterly。Ihavedonenothingbutthink,think,think,allthesemonths,eversinceyoucameridingwithme,andnowthatIhavebeguntospeakIamgoingtospeakallthatIhaveinme。Idoloveyou,butIcannotmarryyouanddestroylove。YouaregrowingintoathingthatImustintheenddespise。Youcan’thelpit。Morethanyoucanpossiblyloveme,doyoulovethisbusinessgame。Thisbusiness——andit’sallperfectlyuseless,sofarasyouareconcerned——claimsallofyou。Isometimesthinkitwouldbeeasiertoshareyouequitablywithanotherwomanthantoshareyouwiththisbusiness。Imighthavehalfofyou,atanyrate。Butthisbusinesswouldclaim,nothalfofyou,butnine-tenthsofyou,orninety-ninehundredths。”Remember,themeaningofmarriagetomeisnottogetaman’smoneytospend。Iwanttheman。YousayyouwantME。AndsupposeIconsented,butgaveyouonlyone-hundredthpartofme。Supposetherewassomethingelseinmylifethattooktheotherninety-nineparts,and,furthermore,thatruinedmyfigure,thatputpouchesundermyeyesandcrows-feetinthecorners,thatmademeunbeautifultolookuponandthatmademyspiritunbeautiful。Wouldyoubesatisfiedwiththatone-hundredthpartofme?
Yetthatisallyouareofferingmeofyourself。DoyouwonderthatIwon’tmarryyou?——thatIcan’t?”
Daylightwaitedtoseeifshewerequitedone,andshewentonagain。”Itisn’tthatIamselfish。Afterall,loveisgiving,notreceiving。
ButIseesoclearlythatallmygivingcouldnotdoyouanygood。Youarelikeasickman。Youdon’tplaybusinesslikeothermen。Youplayitheartandandallofyou。Nomatterwhatyoubelievedandintendedawifewouldbeonlyabriefdiversion。ThereisthatmagnificentBob,eatinghisheadoffinthestable。Youwouldbuymeabeautifulmansionandleavemeinittoyawnmyheadoff,orcrymyeyesoutbecauseofmyhelplessnessandinabilitytosaveyou。Thisdiseaseofbusinesswouldbecorrodingyouandmarringyouallthetime。Youplayitasyouhaveplayedeverythingelse,asinAlaskayouplayedthelifeofthetrail。Nobodycouldbepermittedtotravelasfastandasfarasyou,toworkashardorendureasmuch。
Youholdbacknothing;youputallyou’vegotintowhateveryouaredoing。””Limitisthesky,”hegruntedgrimaffirmation。”Butifyouwouldonlyplaythelover-husbandthatway——”
Hervoicefalteredandstopped,andablushshowedinherwetcheeksashereyesfellbeforehis。”AndnowIwon’tsayanotherword,”sheadded。”I’vedeliveredawholesermon。”
Sherestednow,franklyandfairly,intheshelterofhisarms,andbothwereoblivioustothegalethatrushedpasttheminquickerandstrongerblasts。Thebigdownpourofrainhadnotyetcome,butthemist-likesquallsweremorefrequent。Daylightwasopenlyperplexed,andhewasstillperplexedwhenhebegantospeak。”I’mstumped。I’mupatree。I’mcleanflabbergasted,MissMason——orDede,becauseIlovetocallyouthatname。I’mfreetoconfessthere’samightybigheapinwhatyousay。AsIunderstandit,yourconclusionisthatyou’dmarrymeifIhadn’tacentandifIwasn’tgettingfat。
No,no;I’mnotjoking。Iacknowledgethecorn,andthat’sjustmywayofboilingthematterdownandsummingitup。IfIhadn’tacent,andifIwaslivingahealthylifewithallthetimeintheworldtoloveyouandbeyourhusbandinsteadofbeingawashtomybackteethinbusinessandalltherest——why,you’dmarryme。”That’sallasclearasprint,andyou’recorrecterthanIeverguessedbefore。You’vesureopenedmyeyesafew。ButI’mstuck。WhatcanIdo?
Mybusinesshassureroped,thrown,andbrandedme。I’mtiedhandandfoot,andIcan’tgetupandmeanderovergreenpastures。I’mlikethemanthatgotthebearbythetail。Ican’tletgo;andIwantyou,andI’vegottoletgotogetyou。”Idon’tknowwhattodo,butsomething’ssuregottohappen——Ican’tloseyou。Ijustcan’t。AndI’mnotgoingto。Why,you’rerunningbusinessaclosesecondrightnow。Businessneverkeptmeawakenights。”You’veleftmenoargument。IknowI’mnotthesamemanthatcamefromAlaska。Icouldn’thitthetrailwiththedogsasIdidinthemdays。I’msoftinmymuscles,andmymind’sgonehard。Iusedtorespectmen。Idespisethemnow。Yousee,Ispentallmylifeintheopen,andIreckonI’manopen-airman。Why,I’vegottheprettiestlittleranchyoueverlaideyeson,upinGlenEllen。That’swhereIgotstuckforthatbrick-yard。Yourecollecthandlingthecorrespondence。Ionlylaideyesontheranchthatonetime,andIsofellinlovewithitthatIboughtitthereandthen。
Ijustrodearoundthehills,andwashappyasakidoutofschool。I’dbeabettermanlivinginthecountry。Thecitydoesn’tmakemebetter。
You’replumbrightthere。Iknowit。ButsupposeyourprayershouldbeansweredandI’dgocleanbrokeandhavetoworkforday’swages?”
Shedidnotanswer,thoughallthebodyofherseemedtourgeconsent。”SupposeIhadnothingleftbutthatlittleranch,andwassatisfiedtogrowafewchickensandscratchalivingsomehow——wouldyoumarrymethen,Dede?””Why,we’dbetogetherallthetime!”shecried。”ButI’dhavetobeoutploughingonceinawhile,hewarned,”ordrivingtotowntogetthegrub。””Buttherewouldn’tbetheoffice,atanyrate,andnomantosee,andmentoseewithoutend。Butitisallfoolishandimpossible,andwe’llhavetobestartingbacknowifwe’retoescapetherain。”
Thenwasthemoment,amongthetrees,wheretheybeganthedescentofthehill,thatDaylightmighthavedrawnhercloselytohimandkissedheronce。Buthewastooperplexedwiththenewthoughtsshehadputintohisheadtotakeadvantageofthesituation。Hemerelycaughtherbythearmandhelpedherovertherougherfooting。”It’sdarnprettycountryupthereatGlenEllen,”hesaidmeditatively。”Iwishyoucouldseeit。”
Attheedgeofthegrovehesuggestedthatitmightbebetterforthemtopartthere。”It’syourneighborhood,andfolksisliabletotalk。”
Butsheinsistedthatheaccompanyherasfarasthehouse。”Ican’taskyouin,”shesaid,extendingherhandatthefootofthesteps。
Thewindwashummingwildlyinsharplyrecurrentgusts,butstilltherainheldoff。”Doyouknow,”hesaid,”takingitbyandlarge,it’sthehappiestdayofmylife。”Hetookoffhishat,andthewindrippledandtwistedhisblackhairashewentonsolemnly,”AndI’msuregratefultoGod,orwhoeverorwhateverisresponsibleforyourbeingonthisearth。Foryoudolikemeheaps。It’sbeenmyjoytohearyousaysoto-day。It’s——”Heleftthethoughtarrested,andhisfaceassumedthefamiliarwhimsicalexpressionashemurmured:”Dede,Dede,we’vejustgottogetmarried。It’stheonlyway,andtrusttoluckforit’scomingoutallright——”。
Butthetearswerethreateningtoriseinhereyesagain,assheshookherheadandturnedandwentupthesteps。BurningDaylight:PartII:ChapterXXPartIIChapterXXWhentheferrysystembegantorun,andthetimebetweenOaklandandSanFranciscowasdemonstratedtobecutinhalf,thetideofDaylight’sterrificexpenditurestartedtoturn。Notthatitreallydidturn,forhepromptlywentintofurtherinvestments。Thousandsoflotsinhisresidencetractsweresold,andthousandsofhomeswerebeingbuilt。Factorysitesalsowereselling,andbusinesspropertiesintheheartofOakland。AllthistendedtoasteadyappreciationinvalueofDaylight’shugeholdings。
But,asofold,hehadhishunchandwasridingit。Alreadyhehadbegunborrowingfromthebanks。Themagnificentprofitshemadeonthelandhesoldwereturnedintomoreland,intomoredevelopment;andinsteadofpayingoffoldloans,hecontractednewones。AshehadpyramidedinDawsonCity,henowpyramidedinOakland;buthediditwiththeknowledgethatitwasastableenterpriseratherthanariskyplacer-miningboom。
Inasmallway,othermenwerefollowinghislead,buyingandsellinglandandprofitingbytheimprovementworkhewasdoing。Butthiswastobeexpected,andthesmallfortunestheyweremakingathisexpensedidnotirritatehim。Therewasanexception,however。OneSimonDolliver,withmoneytogoinwith,andwithcunningandcouragetobackitup,badefairtobecomeaseveraltimesmillionaireatDaylight’sexpense。Dolliver,too,pyramided,playingquicklyandaccurately,andkeepinghismoneyturningoverandover。MorethanonceDaylightfoundhimintheway,ashehimselfhadgotinthewayoftheGuggenhammerswhentheyfirstsettheireyesonOphirCreek。
WorkonDaylight’sdocksystemwentonapace,yetwasoneofthoseenterprisesthatconsumedmoneydreadfullyandthatcouldnotbeaccomplishedasquicklyasaferrysystem。Theengineeringdifficultiesweregreat,thedredgingandfillingacyclopeantask。Themereitemofpilingwasanythingbutsmall。Agoodaveragepile,bythetimeitwasdeliveredontheground,costatwenty-dollargoldpiece,andthesepileswereusedinunendingthousands。Allaccessiblegrovesofmatureeucalyptuswereused,andaswell,greatraftsofpinepilesweretoweddownthecoastfromPeugeotSound。
Notcontentwithmanufacturingtheelectricityforhisstreetrailwaysintheold-fashionedway,inpower-houses,DaylightorganizedtheSierraandSalvadorPowerCompany。Thisimmediatelyassumedlargeproportions。
CrossingtheSanJoaquinValleyonthewayfromthemountains,andplungingthroughtheContraCostahills,thereweremanytowns,andevenarobustcity,thatcouldbesuppliedwithpower,alsowithlight;anditbecameastreet-andhouse-lightingprojectaswell。AssoonasthepurchaseofpowersitesintheSierraswasrushedthrough,thesurveypartieswereoutandbuildingoperationsbegun。
Andsoitwent。Therewereathousandmawsintowhichhepouredunceasingstreamsofmoney。Butitwasallsosoundandlegitimate,thatDaylight,borngamblerthathewas,andwithhisclear,widevision,couldnotplaysoftlyandsafely。Itwasabigopportunity,andtohimtherewasonlyonewaytoplayit,andthatwasthebigway。Nordidhisoneconfidentialadviser,LarryHegan,aidhimtocaution。Onthecontrary,itwasDaylightwhowascompelledtovetothewildervisionsofthatablehasheeshdreamer。
NotonlydidDaylightborrowheavilyfromthebanksandtrustcompanies,butonseveralofhiscorporationshewascompelledtoissuestock。Hedidthisgrudginglyhowever,andretainedmostofhisbigenterprisesofhisown。AmongthecompaniesinwhichhereluctantlyallowedtheinvestingpublictojoinweretheGoldenGateDockCompany,andRecreationParksCompany,theUnitedWaterCompany,theUncialShipbuildingCompany,andtheSierraandSalvadorPowerCompany。Nevertheless,betweenhimselfandHegan,heretainedthecontrollingshareineachoftheseenterprises。
HisaffairwithDedeMasononlyseemedtolanguish。Whiledelayingtograpplewiththestrangeproblemitpresented,hisdesireforhercontinuedtogrow。Inhisgamblingsimile,hisconclusionwasthatLuckhaddealthimthemostremarkablecardinthedeck,andthatforyearshehadoverlookedit。Lovewasthecard,anditbeatthemall。Lovewasthekingcardoftrumps,thefifthace,thejokerinagameoftenderfootpoker。Itwasthecardofcards,andplayithewould,tothelimit,whentheopeningcame。Hecouldnotseethatopeningyet。Thepresentgamewouldhavetoplaytosomesortofaconclusionfirst。
Yethecouldnotshakefromhisbrainandvisionthewarmrecollectionofthosebronzeslippers,thatclinginggown,andallthefemininesoftnessandpliancyofDedeinherprettyBerkeleyrooms。Onceagain,onarainySunday,hetelephonedthathewascoming。And,ashashappenedeversincemanfirstlookeduponwomanandcalledhergood,againheplayedtheblindforceofmalecompulsionagainstthewoman’ssecretweaknesstoyield。
NotthatitwasDaylight’swayabjectlytobegandentreat。Onthecontrary,hewasmasterfulinwhateverhedid,buthehadatrickofwhimsicalwheedlingthatDedefoundhardertoresistthanthepleasofasuppliantlover。Itwasnotahappysceneinitsoutcome,forDede,inthethroesofherowndesire,desperatewithweaknessandatthesametimewithherbetterjudgmenthatingherweaknesscriedout:——”Youurgemetotryachance,tomarryyounowandtrusttoluckforittocomeoutright。Andlifeisagamblesay。Verywell,letusgamble。
Takeacoinandtossitintheair。Ifitcomesheads,I’llmarryyou。
Ifitdoesn’t,youareforevertoleavemealoneandnevermentionmarriageagain。”
AfireofmingledloveandthepassionofgamblingcameintoDaylight’seyes。Involuntarilyhishandstartedforhispocketforthecoin。Thenitstopped,andthelightinhiseyeswastroubled。”Goon,”sheorderedsharply。”Don’tdelay,orImaychangemymind,andyouwilllosethechance。””Littlewoman。”Hissimileswerehumorous,buttherewasnohumorintheirmeaning。Histhoughtwasassolemnashisvoice。”Littlewoman,I’dgambleallthewayfromCreationtotheDayofJudgment;I’dgambleagoldenharpagainstanotherman’shalo;I’dtossforpenniesonthefrontstepsoftheNewJerusalemorsetupafarolayoutjustoutsidethePearlyGates;
butI’llbeeverlastinglydamnedifI’llgambleonlove。Love’stoobigtometotakeachanceon。Love’sgottobeasurething,andbetweenyouandmeitisasurething。Iftheoddswasahundredtooneonmywinningthisflip,justthesame,naryaflip。”
InthespringoftheyeartheGreatPaniccameon。Thefirstwarningwaswhenthebanksbegancallingintheirunprotectedloans。Daylightpromptlypaidthefirstseveralofhispersonalnotesthatwerepresented;thenhedivinedthatthesedemandsbutindicatedthewaythewindwasgoingtoblow,andthatoneofthoseterrificfinancialstormshehadheardaboutwassoontosweepovertheUnitedStates。Howterrificthisparticularstormwastobehedidnotanticipate。Nevertheless,hetookeveryprecautioninhispower,andhadnoanxietyabouthisweatheringitout。
Moneygrewtighter。BeginningwiththecrashofseveralofthegreatestEasternbankinghouses,thetightnessspread,untileverybankinthecountrywascallinginitscredits。Daylightwascaught,andcaughtbecauseofthefactthatforthefirsttimehehadbeenplayingthelegitimatebusinessgame。Intheolddays,suchapanic,withtheaccompanyingextremeshrinkageofvalues,wouldhavebeenagoldenharvesttimeforhim。Asitwas,hewatchedthegamblers,whohadriddenthewaveofprosperityandmadepreparationfortheslump,gettingoutfromunderandsafelyscurryingtocoverorproceedingtoreapadoubleharvest。Nothingremainedforhimbuttostandfastandholdup。
Hesawthesituationclearly。Whenthebanksdemandedthathepayhisloans,heknewthatthebankswereinsoreneedofthemoney。Buthewasinsorerneed。Andheknewthatthebanksdidnotwanthiscollateralwhichtheyheld。Itwoulddothemnogood。Insuchatumblingofvalueswasnotimetosell。Hiscollateralwasgood,allofit,eminentlysoundandworthwhile;yetitwasworthlessatsuchamoment,whentheoneunceasingcrywasmoney,money,money。Findinghimobdurate,thebanksdemandedmorecollateral,andasthemoneypinchtightenedtheyaskedfortwoandeventhreetimesasmuchashadbeenoriginallyaccepted。SometimesDaylightyieldedtothesedemands,butmoreoftennot,andalwaysbattlingfiercely。
Hefoughtaswithclaybehindacrumblingwall。Allportionsofthewallweremenaced,andhewentaroundconstantlystrengtheningtheweakestpartswithclay。Thisclaywasmoney,andwasapplied,asophereandasopthere,asfastasitwasneeded,butonlywhenitwasdirectlyneeded。
ThestrengthofhispositionlayintheYerbaBuenaFerryCompany,theConsolidatedStreetRailways,andtheUnitedWaterCompany。Thoughpeoplewerenolongerbuyingresidencelotsandfactoryandbusinesssites,theywerecompelledtorideonhiscarsandferry-boatsandtoconsumehiswater。
Whenallthefinancialworldwasclamoringformoneyandperishingthroughlackofit,thefirstofeachmonthmanythousandsofdollarspouredintohiscoffersfromthewater-rates,andeachdaytenthousanddollars,indimeandnickels,cameinfromhisstreetrailwaysandferries。
Cashwaswhatwaswanted,andhadhehadtheuseofallthissteadyriverofcash,allwouldhavebeenwellwithhim。Asitwas,hehadtofightcontinuallyforaportionofit。Improvementworkceased,andonlyabsolutelyessentialrepairsweremade。Hisfiercestfightwaswiththeoperatingexpenses,andthiswasafightthatneverended。Therewasneveranylet-upinhisturningthethumb-screwsofextendedcreditandeconomy。
Fromthebigwholesalesuppliersdownthroughthesalarylisttoofficestationeryandpostagestamps,hekeptthethumb-screwsturning。Whenhissuperintendentsandheadsofdepartmentsperformedprodigiesofcuttingdown,hepattedthemonthebackanddemandedmore。Whentheythrewdowntheirhandsindespair,heshowedthemhowmorecouldbeaccomplished。”Youaregettingeightthousanddollarsayear,”hetoldMatthewson。”It’sbetterpaythanyouevergotinyourlifebefore。Yourfortuneisinthesamesackwithmine。You’vegottostandforsomeofthestrainandrisk。You’vegotpersonalcreditinthistown。Useit。Standoffbutcherandbakerandalltherest。Savvee?You’redrawingdownsomethinglikesixhundredandsixtydollarsamonth。Iwantthatcash。Fromnowon,standeverybodyoffanddrawdownahundred。I’llpayyouinterestontheresttillthisblowsover。”
Twoweekslater,withthepay-rollbeforethem,itwas:——”Matthewson,who’sthisbookkeeper,Rogers?Yournephew?Ithoughtso。
He’spullingdowneighty-fiveamonth。After——thislethimdrawthirty-five。
Thefortycanridewithmeatinterest。””Impossible!”Matthewsoncried。”Hecan’tmakeendsmeetonhissalaryasitis,andhehasawifeandtwokids——”
Daylightwasuponhimwithamightyoath。”Can’t!Impossible!WhatinhelldoyouthinkI’mrunning?Ahomeforfeeble-minded?Feedinganddressingandwipingthelittlenosesofalotofidiotsthatcan’ttakecareofthemselves?Notonyourlife。I’mhustling,andnow’sthetimethateverybodythatworksformehasgottohustle。
Iwantnofair-weatherbirdsholdingdownmyofficechairsoranythingelse。Thisisnastyweather,damnnastyweather,andthey’vegottobuckintoitjustlikeme。TherearetenthousandmenoutofworkinOaklandrightnow,andsixtythousandmoreinSanFrancisco。Yournephew,andeverybodyelseonyourpay-roll,candoasIsayrightnoworquit。Savvee?Ifanyofthemgetstuck,yougoaroundyourselfandguaranteetheircreditwiththebutchersandgrocers。Andyoutrimdownthatpay-rollaccordingly。
I’vebeencarryingafewthousandfolksthat’llhavetocarrythemselvesforawhilenow,that’sall。””Yousaythisfilter’sgottobereplaced,”hetoldhischiefofthewater-works。”We’llseeaboutit。LetthepeopleofOaklanddrinkmudforachange。It’llteachthemtoappreciategoodwater。Stopworkatonce。
Getthosemenoffthepay-roll。Cancelallordersformaterial。Thecontractorswillsue?Let’emsueandbedamned。We’llbebustedhigher’nakiteoroneasystreetbeforetheycangetjudgment。”
AndtoWilkinson:”Takeoffthatowlboat。Letthepublicroarandcomehomeearlytoitswife。Andthere’sthatlastcarthatconnectswiththe12:45boatatTwenty-secondandHastings。Cutitout。Ican’trunitfortwoorthreepassengers。Letthemtakeanearlierboathomeorwalk。Thisisnotimeforphilanthropy。Andyoumightaswelltakeoffafewmorecarsintherushhours。Letthestrap-hangerspay。It’sthestrap-hangersthat’llkeepusfromgoingunder。”
Andtoanotherchief,whobrokedownundertheexcessivestrainofretrenchment:-”YousayIcan’tdothatandcan’tdothis。I’lljustshowyouafewofthelatestpatternsinthecan-and-can’tline。You’llbecompelledtoresign?Allright,ifyouthinksoIneversawthemanyetthatIwashardupfor。AndwhenanymanthinksIcan’tgetalongwithouthim,Ijustshowhimthelatestpatterninthatlineofgoodsandgivehimhiswalking-papers。”
Andsohefoughtanddroveandbulliedandevenwheedledhiswayalong。
Itwasfight,fight,fight,andnolet-up,fromthefirstthinginthemorningtillnightfall。Hisprivateofficesawthrongseveryday。Allmencametoseehim,orwereorderedtocome。Nowitwasanoptimisticopiniononthepanic,afunnystory,aseriousbusinesstalk,orastraighttake-it-or-leave-itblowfromtheshoulder。Andtherewasnobodytorelievehim。Itwasacaseofdrive,drive,drive,andhealonecoulddothedriving。Andthiswentondayafterday,whilethewholebusinessworldrockedaroundhimandhouseafterhousecrashedtotheground。”It’sallright,oldman,”hetoldHeganeverymorning;anditwasthesamecheerfulwordthathepassedoutalldaylong,exceptatsuchtimeswhenhewasinthethickoffightingtohavehiswillwithpersonsandthings。
Eighto’clocksawhimathisdeskeachmorning。Byteno’clock,itwasintothemachineandawayforaroundofthebanks。Andusuallyinthemachinewithhimwasthetenthousandandmoredollarsthathadbeenearnedbyhisferriesandrailwaysthedaybefore。Thiswasfortheweakestspotinthefinancialdike。Andwithonebankpresidentafteranothersimilarsceneswereenacted。Theywereparalyzedwithfear,andfirstofallheplayedhisroleofthebigvitaloptimist。Timeswereimproving。
Ofcoursetheywere。Thesignswerealreadyintheair。Allthatanybodyhadtodowastosittightalittlelongerandholdon。Thatwasall。MoneywasalreadymoreactiveintheEast。LookatthetradingonWallStreetofthelasttwenty-fourhours。
Thatwasthestrawthatshowedthewind。Hadn’tRyansaidsoandso?
andwasn’titreportedthatMorganwaspreparingtodothisandthat?
Asforhimself,weren’tthestreet-railwayearningsincreasingsteadily?
Inspiteofthepanic,moreandmorepeoplewerecomingtoOaklandrightalong。Movementswerealreadybeginninginrealestate。Hewasdickeringeventhentoselloverathousandofhissuburbanacres。Ofcourseitwasatasacrifice,butitwouldeasethestrainonallofthemandbolsterupthefaint-hearted。Thatwasthetrouble——thefaint-hearts。Hadtherebeennofaint-heartstherewouldhavebeennopanic。TherewasthatEasternsyndicate,negotiatingwithhimnowtotakethemajorityofthestockintheSierraandSalvadorPowerCompanyoffhishands。Thatshowedconfidencethatbettertimeswereathand。
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