Whereforethetwomenatonceaddressedthemselvestotheirseriousbusiness。Mr。Desires-awakeputhisropeuponhishead,andMr。
Wet-eyeswentwithhishandswringingtogether。ThensaidthePrince,Andwhatishethatisbecomethycompanioninthissoweightyamatter?SoMr。Desires-awaketoldEmmanuelthatthiswasapoorneighbourofhis,andoneofhismostintimateassociates。
Andhisname,saidhe,mayitpleaseyourmostexcellentMajesty,isWet-eyes,ofthetownofMansoul。Iknowthattherearemanyofthatnamethatarenaught,saidhe;butIhopeitwillbenooffencetomyLordthatIhavebroughtmypoorneighbourwithme。
ThenMr。Wet-eyesfellonhisfacetotheground,andmadethisapologyforhiscomingwithhisneighbourtohisLord:-
’Oh,myLord,’quothhe,’whatIamIknownotmyself,norwhethermynamebefeignedortrue,especiallywhenIbegintothinkwhatsomehavesaid,andthatisthatthisnamewasgivenmebecauseMr。
Repentancewasmyfather。Butgoodmenhavesometimesbadchildren,andthesinceredosometimesbegethypocrites。Mymotheralsocalledmebythisnameofminefrommycradle;butwhethershesaidsobecauseofthemoistnessofmybrain,orbecauseofthesoftnessofmyheart,Icannottell。Iseedirtinmineowntears,andfilthinessinthebottomofmyprayers。ButIprayTheeandallthiswhilethegentlemanweptthatThouwouldstnotrememberagainstusourtransgressions,nortakeoffenceattheunqualifiednessofThyservants,butmercifullypassbythesinofMansoul,andrefrainfromthemagnifyingofThygracenolonger。’
SoatHisbiddingtheyarose,andbothstoodtremblingbeforeHim。
1。’Hisname,mayitpleaseyourMajesty,isWet-eyes,ofthetownofMansoul。Iknow,atthesametime,thattherearemanyofthatnamethatarenaught。’Naught,thatis,forthisgreatenterprisenowinhand。AndthusitwasthatMr。Desires-awakeinsettingoutforthePrince’spavilionbesoughtthatMr。Wet-eyesmightgowithhim。Mr。Desires-awakefeltkeenlyhowmuchmightturnonwhohiscompanionwasthatday,andthereforehetookMr。Wet-eyeswithhim。DavidwouldhavemadeamostexcellentassociateforMr。
Desires-awakethatday。’Iamwearywithmygroaning;allthenightmakeImybedtoswim;Iwatermycouchwithmytears。’Andagain,’Riversofwatersrundownmineeyes,becausetheykeepnotThylaw。’This,then,wastheonlymannerofmanthatMr。Desires-
awakewouldstakehislifealongsideofthatday。’Ihaveseensomepersonsweepforthelossofsixpence,’saidMr。Desires-
awake,’orforthebreakingofaglass,oratsometriflingaccident。Andtheycannotpretendtohavetheirtearsvaluedatabiggerratethantheywillconfesstheirpassiontobewhentheyweep。Somearevexedforthedirtyingoftheirlinen,orsomesuchtrifle,forwhichtheleastpassionistoobiganexpense。Andthusitisthatamancannottellhisownheartsimplybyhistears,orthetruthofhisrepentancebythoseshortgustsofsorrow。’Well,then,mybrethren,tellme,DoyouthinkthatMr。
Desires-awakewouldhavetakenyouthatdaytothepaviliondoor?
Wouldhisheadhavebeensafewithyouforhisassociate?Yourassociatesseemanygustsinyourheart。Dotheyeverseeyoureyesredbecauseofyoursin?Didyoueverweepsomuchasonegoodtear-dropforpuresin?Onetruetear:notbecauseyoursinshavefoundyouout,butforsecretsinsthatyouknowcanneverfindyououtinthisworld?And,stillbetter,doyoueverweepinsecretplacesnotforsin,butforsinfulness——whichisaverydifferentmatter?DoyoueverweeptoyourselfandtoGodaloneoveryourincurablywickedheart?Ifnot,thenweepforthatwithallyourmight,nightandday。Nomortalmanhassomuchcausetoweepasyouhave。GotoGodonthespot,oneveryspot,andsaywithBishopAndrewes,whoisbothMr。Desires-awakeandMr。Wet-
eyesinone,saywiththatdeepmaninhisPrivateDevotions,say:
’Ineedmoregrief,OGod;Iplainlyneedit。Icansinmuch,butIcannotcorrespondinglyrepent。OLord,givemeamoltenheart。
Givemetears;givemeafountainoftears。Givemethegraceoftears。Dropdown,yeheavens,andbedewthedrynessofmyheart。
Giveme,OLord,thissavinggrace。Nograceofallthegracesweremorewelcometome。IfImaynotwatermycouchwithmytears,norwashThyfeetwithmytears,atleastgivemeoneortwolittletearsthatThoumayestputintoThybottleandwriteinThybook!’Ifyourheartishard,andyoureyesdry,makesomethinglikethatyourcontinualprayer。
2。’Apoor-man,’saidMr。Desires-awake,abouthisassociate。
’Mr。Wet-eyesisapoorman,andamanofabrokenspirit。’’LetOlivertakecomfortinhisdarksorrowsandmelancholies。Thequantityofsorrowhehas,doesitnotmeanwithalthequantityofsympathyhehas,andthequantityoffacultyandofvictoryheshallyethave?Oursorrowistheinvertedimageofournobleness。
Thedepthofourdespairmeasureswhatcapabilityandheightofclaimwehavetohope。Blacksmoke,asofTophet,fillingallyouruniverse,itcanyetbytrueheart-energybecomeflame,andthebrilliancyofheaven。Courage!’
’Thisistheangeloftheearth,Andsheisalwaysweeping。’
3。’Apoorman,andamanofabrokenspirit,andyetonethatcanspeakwelltoapetition。’Yes;andyouwillseehowtruethateulogyofMr。Wet-eyesisifyouwillrunoverinyourmindtheoutstandinginstancesofsuccessfulpetitionersintheScriptures。
AsyoucomedowntheOldandtheNewTestamentsyouwillbeastonishedandencouragedtofindhowprevailingafountainoftearsalwaysiswithGod。Davidwithhisswimmingbed;Jeremiahwithhisheadwaters;MaryMagdaleneoverHisfeetwithherwellingeyes;Peter’sbittercryallhislifelongasoftenasheheardacockcrow,andsoon。Soonthroughamultitudewhosenamesarewritteninheaven,andwhowentuptoheavenallthewaywithinconsolablesorrowbecauseoftheirsins。TheytookwordsandturnedtotheLord;but,——betterthanthebestwords,——theytooktears,orrather,theirtearstookthem。Thebestwords,thewordsthattheHolyGhostHimselfteacheth,iftheyarewithouttears,willavailnothing。Eveninspiredwordswillnotpassthrough;
while,allthetime,tears,meretears,withoutwords,areomnipotentwithGod。WordswearyHim,whiletearsovercomeandcommandHim。HeinhabitsthetearsofIsrael。Therefore,also,now,saiththeLord,turnyeuntoMewithallyourheart,andwithweepingandwithmourning。Andrendyourheart,andnotyourgarments,andturnuntotheLordyourGod,forHeisgraciousandmerciful,slowtoanger,andofgreatkindness,andrepentethHimoftheevil。Itisthesamewithourselves。Tearsmoveus。Tearsmeltus。Wecannotresisttears。Evencounterfeittears,wecannotbesurethattheyarenottrue。AndthatisthemainreasonwhyourLordissogoodatspeakingtoapetition。ItisbecauseHiswholeheart,andallthemovingpassionsofHisheart,areinHisintercessoryoffice。ItisbecauseHestillremembersintheskiesHistears,Hisagonies,andcries。ItisbecauseHeisenteredintotheholiestwithHisowntearsaswellaswithHisownblood。AnditisbecauseHewillremainandabidebeforetheFathertheManofSorrowstillourlastpetitionisanswered,andtillGodhaswipedthelasttearfromoureyes。WhenHewasinthecoastsofCaesarea-Philippi,ourLordfeltagreatcuriositytofindoutwhothepeoplethereaboutstookHimtobe。AnditmusthavetouchedHishearttobetoldthatsomemenhadinsightenoughtoinsistthatHewastheprophetJeremiahcomebackagaintoweepoverJerusalem。HeisElias,saidsome。No;HeisJohntheBaptistrisenfromthedead,saidothers。No,no;saidsomemenwhosawdeeperthantheirneighbours。Hisheadiswaters,andHiseyesareafountainoftears。DoyounotseethatHesooftenescapesintoalodgeinthewildernesstoweepforoursins?No;
HeisneitherJohnnorElijah;HeisJeremiahcomebackagaintoweepoverJerusalem!Andevenanapostle,lookingbackatthebeginningofourLord’spriesthoodonearth,saysthatHewaspreparedforHisofficebyprayersandsupplications,andwithstrongcryingandtears。Fromallthat,then,letuslearnandlaytoheartthatifwewouldhaveonetospeakwelltoourpetitions,theManofSorrowsisthatone。Andthen,asHisremembrancersonourbehalf,letusengageallthoseamongourfriendswhohavethesamegraceoftears。But,aboveall,letusbemenoftearsourselves。ForallthetearsandalltheintercessionsofourgreatHighPriest,andalltheimportuningsofourbestfriendstoboot,willavailusnothingifourowneyesaredry。Letus,then,turnbacktoBishopAndrewes’sprayerforthegraceoftears,andofferiteverynightwithhimtillourhead,likehis,isholywaters,andtill,likehim,wegetbeautyforashes,theoilofjoyformourning,andthegarmentofpraiseforthespiritofheaviness。
4。’Clearastears’isaPersianproverbwhentheywouldpraisetheirpurestspringwater。ButMr。Wet-eyeshasfromhenceforthspoiledthepointofthatproverbforus。’Isee,’hesaid,’dirtinmineowntears,andfilthinessinthebottomofmyprayers。’
Mr。Wet-eyesishopeless。Mr。Wet-eyesisintolerable。Mr。Wet-
eyeswouldwearyoutthepatienceofasaint。ThereisnosatisfyingorpacifyingoreverpleasingthismorboseMr。Wet-eyes。
Themanisabsolutelyinsufferable。Why,prayersandtearsthatthemostandbestofGod’speoplecannotattaintoarespurnedandspatuponbyMr。Wet-eyes。Themanisbesidehimselfwithhistears。For,tearsthatwouldconsoleandassureusforalongseasonafterthem,hewillweepoverthemaswescarceweepoverourworstsins。Hisclosetalwaysturnsallhiscomelinesstocorruption。Hecomesoutofhisclosetafterallnightinitwithhispsalm-bookwrungtopulp,andwithallhisrighteousnessestorntofilthyrags;tillallmenescapeMr。Wet-eyes’society——allmenexceptMr。Desires-awake。Iwillgooutonyourerrandnow,saidMr。Desires-awake,ifyouwillsendMr。Wet-eyeswithme。Andthusthetwotwinsonsofsorrowforsinandhungerafterholinesswentoutarminarmtothegreatpaviliontogether,Mr。Desires-awakewithhisropeuponhishead,andMr。Wet-eyeswithhishandswringingtogether。ThustheywenttothePrince’spavilion。I
gaveyouaspecimenofoneofMr。Wet-eyes’prayersintheintroductiontothisdiscourse,andyoudidnotdiscovermuchthematterwithit,didyou?Youdidnotdiscovermuchfilthinessinthebottomofthatprayer,didyou?Iamsureyoudidnot。Ah!
butthatisbecauseyouhavenotyetgotMr。Wet-eyes’eyes。Whenyougethiseyes;whenyouturnandemployuponyourselvesanduponyourtearsanduponyourprayershisalways-weteyes,——thenyouwillbegintounderstandandloveandtakesideswiththisinconsolablesoul,andwillchoosehissocietyratherthanthatofanyotherman——asoften,atanyrate,asyougoouttothePrince’spaviliondoor。
5。’Mr。Repentancewasmyfather,butgoodmensometimeshavebadchildren,andthemostsinceredosometimesbegetgreathypocrites。
But,IprayThee,takenotoffenceattheunqualifiednessofThyservant。’Takegoodnoteofthatuncommonexpression,’unqualifiedness,’inMr。Wet-eyes’confession,allofyouwhoareattendingtowhatisbeingsaid。Lay’unqualifiedness’toheart。
Learnhowtoqualifyyourselvesbeforeyoubegintopray。Inhisfinecommentonthe137thPsalm,MatthewHenrydiscoursesdelightfullyonwhathecalls’deliberatetears。’Lookupthatraciestofcommentators,andseewhathetheresaysaboutthedeliberatetearsofthecaptivesinBabylon。ItwasthelackofsufficientdeliberationinhistearsthatcondemnedandalarmedMr。
Wet-eyesthatday。HefeltnowthathehadnotdeliberatedandqualifiedhimselfproperlybeforecomingtothePrince’spavilion。
Donottakeupyourtimeoryourthoughtswithmerecuriosities,eitherinyourBibleorinanyothergoodbook,saysAKempis。
Readsuchthingsratherasmayyieldcompunctiontoyourheart。
Andagain,givethyselftocompunction,andthoushaltgainmuchdevotionthereby。Mr。Wet-eyes,goodandtruesoul,wasafraidthathehadnotqualifiedhimselfenoughbycompunctiousreadingandself-recollection。Thesincere,hesobbedout,dooftenbegethypocrites!’Ourheartsaresodeceitfulinthematterofrepentance,’saysJeremyTaylor,’thatthemastersofthespirituallifearefaintoinventsuppletoryartsandstratagemstosecuretheduty。’Takenotoffenceatthelackofallsuchsuppletoryartsandstratagemsinthyservant,saidpoorWet-eyes。Allwhichwouldmeaninthemostofus:Takenotoffenceatmyrawnessandignoranceinthespirituallife,andespeciallyinthelifeofinwarddevotion。Donotcountupagainstmethenamesandthenumbersandthepricesofmypoems,andplays,andnovels,andnewspapers,andthenthenumberofmydevotionalbooks。Comparenotmyoutlayonmybodyandonthislifewithmyoutlayonmysoulandonthelifetocome。Oh,takenotmortaloffenceattheshamefulandscandalousunqualifiednessofThymiserableservant。
Myfatherandmymotherreadthebooksofthesoul,buttheyhaveleftbehindthemadry-eyedreprobateinme!Saythatto-nightasyoulookaroundonthegrievousfamineofthesuppletoryartsandstratagemsofrepentanceandreformationinyourheathenishbedroom。
Spiritualpreaching;realfacetoface,inward,verifiable,experimental,spiritualpreaching;preachingtoaheartintheagonyofitssanctification;preachingtomenwhosewholelifeisgivenovertomakingthemanewheart——thatkindofpreachingisscarcelyeverheardinourday。Thereisgreatintellectualabilityinthepulpitofourday,greatscholarship,greateloquence,andgreatearnestness,butspiritualpreaching,preachingtothespirit——’wet-eyed’preaching——isalostart。Atthesametime,ifthatlivingartisforthepresentoverlaidandlost,theliteratureofadeeperspiritualdayabidestous,andourspiritually-mindedpeoplearenotconfinedtous,theyarenotdependentonus。Well,thisistheCommunionweekwithusyetoncemore。Willyounot,then,makeitthebeginningofsomeofthesuppletoryartsandstratagemsofthespirituallifewithyourselves?IcannotpreachasIwouldlikeonsuchsubjects,butIcantellyouwhocould,andwho,thoughdead,yetspeakbytheirimmortalbooks。Youhavethewet-eyedpsalms;buttheyarebeyondthedepthofmostpeople。Theirmeaningseemstousonthesurface,andweallreadandsingthem,butletusnotthereforethinkthatweunderstandthem。Icannotcompelyoutoreadthebooks,andtoreadlittleelsebutthebooks,thatwouldintime,andbyGod’sblessing,leadyouintothedepthsofthepsalms;butIcanwashmyhandssofarinmakingtheirnamessomanyhouseholdwordsamongmypeople。TheWaytoChrist,theImitationofChrist,theTheologiaGermanica,Tauler’sSermons,theMortificationofSin,andIndwellingSininBelievers,theSaint’sRest,theHolyLivingandDying,thePrivataSacra,thePrivateDevotions,theSeriousCall,theChristianPerfection,theReligiousAffections,andsuchlike。Allthat,andyoustillunqualified!Allthat,andyoureyesstilldry!
CHAPTERXX——MR。HUMBLETHEJURYMAN,ANDMISSHUMBLE-MINDTHE
SERVANT-MAID
’LearnofMe,forIammeekandlowlyinheart。’——OurLord。
’Beclothedwithhumility。’——Peter。
’God’schiefestsaintsaretheleastintheirowneyes。’——AKempis。
’Withouthumilityallourothervirtuesarebutvices。’——Pascal。
’Humilitydoesnotconsistinhavingaworseopinionofourselvesthanwedeserve。’——Law。
’Humilityliescloseupontheheart,anditstestsareexceedinglydelicateandsubtle。’——Newman。
OurfamiliarEnglishword’humility’comesdowntousfromtheLatinroothumus,whichmeanstheearthortheground。Humility,therefore,isthatinthemindandintheheartofamanwhichislowdowneventotheveryearth。Ahumble-mindedmanmaynothavelearningenoughtoknowtheetymologyofthenamewhichbestdescribeshischaracter,butthedivinenaturewhichisinhimteacheshimtolookdown,towalkmeeklyandsoftly,andtospeakseldom,andalwaysinlove。Forhumility,whileittakesitslowlynamefromearth,allthetimehasitstruenaturefromheaven。
Humilityisfullofallmeekness,modesty,submissiveness,teachableness,senseofinability,senseofunworthiness,senseofill-desert。Till,withthatnewdepthandnewintensitythattheScripturesandreligiousexperiencehavegiventothisword,astosomanyotherwords,humility,inthevocabularyofthespirituallife,hascometobeappliedtothatlowestimateofourselveswhichwecometoformandtoentertainaswearemoreandmoreenlightenedaboutGodandaboutourselves;aboutthemajesty,glory,holiness,beauty,andblessednessofthedivinenature,andaboutourownunspeakableevil,vileness,andmiseryassinners。
And,tillhumilityhascometorankinHolyScripture,andinthelivesanddevotionsofallGod’ssaints,asatoncethedeepestrootandtheripestfruitofallthedivinegracesthatenterinto,and,indeed,constitutethelifeofGodintheheartofman。
Humility,evangelicalhumility,singsEdwardsinhissuperbandseraphicpoemtheReligiousAffections,——evangelicalhumilityisthesensethatthetrueChristianhasofhisownutterinsufficiency,despicableness,andodiousness,asensewhichispeculiartothetruesaint。Buttocompensatethetruesaintforthissightandsenseofhimself,hehasrevealedtohimanaccompanyingsenseoftheabsolutelytranscendentbeautyofthedivinenatureandofalldivinethings;asightandasensethatquiteovercometheheartandchangetoholinessallthedispositionsandinclinationsandaffectionsoftheheart。Theessenceofevangelicalhumility,saysEdwards,consistsinsuchhumilityasbecomesacreatureinhimselfexceedingsinful,butatthesametime,underadispensationofgrace,andthisisthegreatestandmostessentialthinginalltruereligion。
1。Well,then,ourMr。HumblewasajurymaninMansoul,andhisnameandhisnatureeminentlyfittedhimforhisoffice。Ineverwasajuryman;but,ifIwere,IfeelsureIwouldcomehomefromthecourtafarhumblermanthanIwentuptoit。Icannotimaginehowajudgecanremainaproudman,oranadvocate,orawitness,orajuryman,oraspectator,orevenapoliceman。IamneverinacriminalcourtthatIdonottremblewithterrorallthetime。I
saytomyselfallthetime,——therestandsJohnNewtonbutforthepreventinggraceofGod。’IwillnotsitasajudgetotryGeneralBoulanger,becauseIhatehim,’saidM。RenaultintheFrenchSenate。Mr。Humblehimselfcouldnothavemadeabetterspeechtothebenchthanthatwhenhisnamewascalledtobesworn。LetusallrememberJohnNewtonandM。Renaultwhenwewouldbegintowriteortospeakaboutanyarrested,accused,found-outman。Letothermen’sarrests,humiliations,accusations,andsentencesonlymakeussearchwellourownpast,andthatwillmakeuseverhumblerandeverhumblermenourselves;evermorepenitentmen,andevermoreprayerfulmen。
2。AndthenMissHumble-mind,hisonlydaughter,wasaservant-
maid。Thereisnoofficesohumblebutthatahumblemindwillnotputonstillmorehumilityinit。Whatalessoninhumility,notPeteronlygotthatnightintheupperroom,butthathappyservant-maidalsowhobroughtinthebasonandthetowel。Wouldsheeverafterthatnightgrumbleandgiveupherplaceinapassionbecauseshehadbeenaskedtodowhatwasbeneathhertodo?Wouldsheeverleavethathouseforanywages?Wouldsheeverseethatbasonwithoutkissingit?Wouldthattowelnotbeaholythingeverafterinherproudeyes?Howhappythathousewouldeverafterthatnightbe,notsomuchbecausetheLord’sSupperhadbeeninstitutedinit,asbecauseaservantwasinitwhohadlearnedhumilityasshewentaboutthehousethatnight。Letallourservantsholduptheirheadsandmagnifytheiroffice。TheirMasterwasonceaservant,andHeleftusall,andallservantsespecially,anexamplethattheyshouldfollowinHissteps。
Peter,whosefeetwerewashedthatnight,neverforgotthatnight,andhiswarmheartalwayswarmedtoaservantwhenhesawherwithherbasonandhertowels,tillhegaveherhalfachaptertoherselfinhissplendidFirstEpistle。’Servants,besubject,’hesaid,tillhisargumentrosetoaheightabovewhichnotevenPaulhimselfeverrose。Servant-maids,youmustallhaveyourownhalf-
chapteroutofFirstPeterbyheart。
3。ButIhaveasmanystudentsofonekindorotherhereto-nightasIhavemaid-servants,andtheywillrememberwhereagreatstudenthassaidthatknowledgewithoutlovebutpuffethastudentup。Now,thebestknowledgeforusall,andespeciallysoforastudent,istoknowhimself:hisownignorance,hisownfoolishness,hisblindnessofmind,and,especially,hiscorruptionofheart。Forthatknowledgewillbothkeephimfrombeingpuffedupwithwhathealreadyknows,anditwillalsoputhimandkeephiminthewayofknowingmore。Self-knowledgewillincreasehumility,andallthepastmastersbothofscienceandofreligionwilltellhimthathumilityisthecertainnoteofthetruestudent。YouwhoarestudentsallknowTheAdvancementofLearning,justastheservantssittingbesideyouallknowthesecondchapterofFirstPeter。Well,yourmasterVerulamtheretellsyou,andindeedoneverypageofhis,thatitisonlytoahumble,waiting,childliketemperthatnature,likegrace,willeverrevealuphersecrets。’Thereissmallchanceoftruthatthegoalwhenthereisnotachildlikehumilityatthestarting-post。’
Well,then,allyoustudentswhowouldfaingettothegoalofscience,maketheChurchofChristyourstarting-post。ComefirstandcomecontinuallytotheChristianschooltolearnhumility,andthen,aslongasyourtalents,youryears,andyouropportunitiesholdout,bothtruthandgoodnesswillopenuptoyouateverystep。Everystepwillbeagoal,andateverygoalanewstepwillopenup。AndGod’ssmileandGod’sblessing,andallgoodmen’sloveandhonourandapplausewillsupportandrewardyouinyourrace。And,humble-mindedtothetruthherself,be,atthesametime,humble-mindedtowardallwholikeyourselfareseekingtoknowandtodothetruth。Alatelydeceasedstudentofnaturewasapatterntoallstudentsaslongashewaitedontruthinhislaboratory;andevenaslongasheremainedathisdesktotelltheworldwhatheandotherstudentshaddiscoveredintheirsearch。
Butwhenanyotherstudentinhissearchaftertruthwascompelledtocrossthathither-tosoexemplarystudent,heimmediatelybecameasinsolentasifhehadbeenthegreatestboorinthecountry。
Till,ashespatoutscornatallwhodifferedfromhimwealwaysrememberedthisinAKempis——’Surely,anhumblehusbandmanthatservethGodisbetterthanaproudphilosopherthat,neglectinghimself,labourethtounderstandthecourseoftheheavens。Itisgreatwisdomandperfectiontoesteemnothingofourselves,andtothinkalwayswellandhighlyofothers。’Studentsofarts,studentsofphilosophy,studentsoflaw,studentsofmedicine,andespecially,studentsofdivinity,behumblemen。Labourinhumilityevenmorethaninyourspecialscience。Humilitywilladvanceyouinyourspecialscience;while,allthetime,andattheendoftime,shewillbemoretoyouthanalltheothersciencestakentogether。AndsinceIhavespokenofAKempis,takethismottoforallyourlifeoutofAKempis,asthegreatandgoodFenelondid,anditwillguideyoutothegoal:Amanesciaetpronihiloreputari。
4。Butofallthemeninthewholeworlditisministerswhoshouldsimply,asPetersays,beclothedwithhumility,andthatfromheadtofoot。And,firstasdivinitystudents,andthenaspastorsandpreachers,wewhoareministershaveadvantagesandopportunitiesinthisrespectquitepeculiarandprivatetoourselves。For,whileotherstudentsarespendingtheirdaysandtheirnightsontheancientclassicsofGreeceandRome,thestudentwhoistobeaministerisburiedinthePsalms,intheGospels,andintheEpistles。Whilethestudentoflawisdeepinhiscommentariesandhiscases,thestudentofdivinityisdeepinthestudyofexperimentalreligion。Andwhilethemedicalstudentisfullofthediseasesofanimalsandofmen,thetheologicalstudentisabsorbedintheholinessofthedivinenature,andintheplagueofthehumanheart,and,especially,heisdrowneddeepereverydayinhisown。Andhewhohasbegunacurriculumlikethatandisnotalreadyputtingonahumilitybeyondallothermenhadbetterlosenomoretime,butturnhimselfatoncetosomeotherwayofmakinghisbread。ThewordofGodandhisownheart,——
yes;whatasureschoolofevangelicalhumilitytoeveryevangelically-mindedstudentisthat!And,then,afterthat,andallhisdays,hiscongregationalcommunion-rollandhisvisiting-
book。LetnoministerwhowouldbefoundofGodclothedandcanopiedoverwithhumilityeverlosesightofhiscommunion-rollandpastoralvisitation-book。Idefyanyministertokeepthoserecordsalwaysopenbeforehimandyetremainaproudman,aself-
respecting,self-satisfied,self-righteousman。For,whatsecrethistoriesofhisownfolly,neglect,rashness,offensiveness,hot-
headedness,self-seeking,self-pleasingvanity,nowpuffedupoveroneman,nowcastdownandfullofgloomoveranother,whatself-
flatteryhere,andwhatresentmentandretaliationthere;andsoon,asonlyhisowneyesandhisDivineMaster’seyecanreadbetweeneverydiaryline。WhatshamewillcoverthatministeraswithamantlewhenhethinkswhattheChristianministrymightbemade,andthentakeshometohimselfwhathehasmadeit!Letanyministershuthimselfinwithhiscommunion-rollandhisvisiting-
bookbeforeeachreturningcommunionseason,andtherewillbeoneworthycommunicantatleastinthecongregation:onewhowillhavelittleappetiteallthatweekforanyotherfoodbutthebrokenBodyandtheshedBloodofhisRedeemer。Buttheseareprofessionalmattersthattheoutsideworldhasnothingtodowithandwouldnotunderstand。Only,letallyoungmenwhowouldhaveevangelicalhumilityabsolutelysecuredandsealedtothem,——letthemcomeandbeministers。Justasallyoungmenwhowouldhaveanysatisfactioninlife,anysenseofworkwelldoneandworthyofreward,anytasteofagoalattainedandanoldageearned,letthemtaketoanythinginallthisworldbuttheevangelicalpulpitanditsaccompanyingpastorate。
5。Buthumilityisnotagraceofthepulpitandthepastorateonly。ItisnotthosewhoareseparatedbytheHolyGhosttostudythewordofGodandtheirownheartsalltheirlifelongonly,whoarecalledtoputonhumility。Allmenarecalledtothatgrace。
ThereisnoacceptancewithGodforanymanwithoutthatgrace。
ThereisnoapproachtoGodforanymanwithoutit。Allsalvationbeginsandendsinit。Wouldyou,then,fainpossessit?Wouldyou,then,fainattaintoit?Thenlettherebenomysteryandnomistakemadeaboutit。WouldanymanherefaingetdowntothatdeepvalleywhereGod’ssaintswalkinthesweetshadeandliedowningreenpastures?Well,Iwarranthimthatjustbeforehim,andalreadyunderhiseye,thereisaflightofstepscutinthehill,whichsteps,ifhewilltakethem,will,stepafterstep,takehimalsodowntothatbottom。Thewholefaceofthissteepandslipperyworldissculptureddeepwithsuchsubmissivesteps。
Indeed,whenaman’seyesareonceturneddowntothatvalley,thereisnothingtobeseenanywhereinallthisworldbutdownwardsteps。Lookwhicheverwayyouwill,theregleamsoutuponyouyetanotherdescendingstair。Lookbackatthewayyoucameup。Buttakecarelestthesightturnsyoudizzy。Lookatanyspotyouoncecrossedonyourwayup,and,lo!everyfoot-printofyourshasbecomeadescendingstep。Yousinkdownasyoulook,brokendownwithshameandwithhorrorandwithremorse。Therearepeople,somestillleftinthisworld,andsomegonetotheotherworld,peoplewhomyoudarenotthinkoflestyoushouldturnsickandloseholdandhope。Thereareplacesyoudarenotvisit:therearescenesyoudarenotrecall。Luciferhimselfwouldbeahumbleangelwithhiswingsoverhisfaceifhehadapastlikeyours,andwouldoftenenoughreturntolookatit。And,then,notthepastonly,butatthispresentmomenttherearepeopleandthingsplacedclosebesideyou,andkeptclosebesideyou,andyouclosebesidethem,ondivinepurposejusttogiveyoucontinualoccasionandofferedopportunitytopractisehumility。Theyarekeptclosebesideyoujustonpurposetohumiliateyou,tocutoutyourdescendingsteps,tolendyoutheirhand,andtosaytoyou:Keepnearus。Onlykeepyoureyeonus,andwewillseeyoudown!Andthen,ifyouareresoluteenoughtolookwithin,ifyouareabletokeepyoureyeonwhatgoesoninyourownheartlikeheart——beats,then,already,Iknowwhereyouare。Youareunderallmen’sfeet。
Youareashamedtoliftupyoureyestomeetothermen’seyes。Youdarenottaketheirhonesthands。YoucouldtellEdwardshimselfthingsabouthumiliationnowthatwouldmakehisterriblysearchingandhumblingbookquitetameandtasteless。
Come,then,Ohigh-mindedman,besane,bewise。Ifyouwereuponagiddyheight,andbegantoseethatcertaindeathwasstraightandsoonbeforeyou,whatwouldyoudo?Youknowwhatyouwoulddo。Youwouldlookwithallyoureyesforsuchstepsaswouldtakeyousafestdowntothesolidground。Youwouldwelcomeanyhandstretchedouttohelpyou。Youwouldbemostattentiveandmostobedientandmostthankfultoanyonewhowouldassureyouthatthisistherightwaydown。Andyouwouldkeeponsayingtoyourself——OnceIwerewelldown,nomanshallseemeuphereagain。
Well,mybrethren,humiliation,humility,istobelearnedjustinthesameway,anditistobelearnedinnootherway。Hewhowouldbedownmustjustcomedown。Thatisall。Astepdown,andanotherstepdown,andanother,andanother,andalreadyyouarewelldown。Ahumbleactdoneto-day,ahumblewordspokento-
morrow;humiliationafterhumiliationacceptedeverydaythatyouwouldatonetimehavespurnedfromyouwithpassion;andthenyourownvile,hateful,unbearableheart-allthatisordainedofGodtobringyoudown,downtothedust;andthislast,yourownheart,willbringyoudowntotheverydepthsofhell。Andthus,afterallyourotheropportunitiesandordinancesofhumilityareembracedandexhausted,thentheplunges,thedepths,theabyssesofhumilitythatGodwillopenupinyourownheartwillallworkinyouameetnessforheavenandaripenessforitsglory,thatshallforeverrewardyouforallthatdegradationandshameandself-despairwhichhavebeentoyouthesurewayandtheonlywaytoeverlastinglife。
CHAPTERXXI——MASTERTHINK-WELL,THELATEANDONLYSONOFOLDMR。
MEDITATION
’Ashethinkethinhisheart,soishe。’——AProverb。
ItwasatrulydelightfulsighttoseeoldMr。Meditationandhisonlyson,ourlittleThink-well,outamongthewoodsandhedgerowsofasummerafternoon。LittleThink-wellwasthesonofhisfather’soldage。Thatdrytreeusedtosaytohimselfthatifeverhewasintrustedwithasonofhisown,hewouldmakehissonhismostconstantandhismostconfidentialcompanionallhisdays。
Andsohedid。TheeleventhofDeuteronomyhadbecomeagreaterandgreatertexttothatchildlessmanashepassedthemid-timeofhisdays。’Therefore,’heusedtosaytohimself,ashewalkedabroadalone,andasothermenpassedhimwiththeirchildrenattheirside——’Thereforeyeshallteachthemtoyourchildren,speakingofthemwhenthousittestinthinehouse,andwhenthouwalkestbytheway,whenthouliestdownandwhenthourisestup。
Andthoushaltwritethemuponthedoorpostsofthinehouseanduponthygates。’Andthusitwasthat,asthelittleladgrewup,therewasnodayofalltheseventhathesomuchnumberedandwaitedforaswasthatsacreddayonwhichhisfatherwasfreetotakelittleThink-wellbythehandandleadhimouttotalktohim。
’No,’saidanEdinburghboytohismothertheotherday——’No,mother,’hesaid,’IhavenolikingfortheseSundaypaperswiththeirpoorstoriesandtheirpictures。IamtoreadtheBiblestoriesandtheBiblebiographiesfirst。’Heisnotmyboy。I
wishmyboyswerealllikehim。’AndPlutarchonweek-daysforsuchaboy,’Isaidtohismother。HowtokeepadecentshredoftheoldsanctificationonthemodernSabbath-dayistheanxiousinquiryofmanyfathersandmothersamongus。Myfriendwithhermanly-mindedboy,andMr。MeditationwithlittleThink-wellhadnotroubleinthatmatter。
’AndonceIsaid,AsIremember,lookingrounduponthoserocksAndhillsonwhichweallofuswereborn,ThatGodwhomadetheGreatBookoftheworldWouldblesssuchpiety;——
NeverdidworthierladsbreakEnglishbread:
ThefinestSundaythattheautumnsaw,Withallitsmealyclustersofripenuts,Couldneverkeepthoseboysawayfromchurch,OrtemptthemtoanhourofSabbathbreach,LeonardandJames!’
Think-wellandthatmother’sson。
OldMr。Meditation,thefather,wassprungofapoorbuthonestandindustriousstockinthecity。Hehadnothadmanytalentsoropportunitiestobeginwith,buthehadmadetheverybestofthetwohehad。Andthen,whenthetwoestatesofMr。Fritter-dayandMr。Let-good-slipweresequesteredtothecrown,theadvisersofthecrownhandedoverthosetwoneglectedestatestoMr。Meditationtoimprovethemforthecommongood,andafterhimtohisson,whosenameweknow。ThestepsofagoodmanareorderedoftheLord,andHedelightethinhisway。Ihavebeenyoungandnowamold;yethaveInotseentherighteousforsaken,norhisseedbeggingbread。
Now,thisThink-welloldMr。MeditationhadbyMrs。Piety,andshewasthedaughteroftheoldRecorder。’IamThyservant,’saidMrs。Piety’ssononoccasionallhisdays——’IamThyservantandthesonofThinehandmaid。’AndatthatsodutifulacknowledgmentofhisalongprocessionoftheservantsofGodpassupbeforeoureyeswiththeirsaintedmothersleaningonthearmsoftheirgreatsons。ThePsalmistandhismother,theBaptistandhismother,ourLordandHismother,theauthoroftheFourthGospelandhismother,Paul’ssonandsuccessorinthegospelandhismotherandgrandmother,theauthorofTheConfessionsandhismother;and,inthisnobleconnection,IalwaysthinkofHalyburtonandhisgoodmother。Andinthisennoblingconnectionyouwillallthinkofyourownmotheralso,andbeforewegoanyfurtheryouwillallsay,Ialso,OLord,amThyservantandthesonofThinehandmaid。
’Fathersandmothershandlechildrendifferently,’saysJeremyTaylor。AndthenthatprincelyteacheroftheChurchofChristCatholicgoesontotellushowMrs。PietyhandledherlittleThink-wellwhichshehadbornetoMr。Meditation。Afterotherthings,shesaidthiseverynightbeforeshetooksleeptohertiredeyelids,this:’Ohgivemegracetobringhimup。OhmayI
alwaysinstructhimwithdiligenceandmeekness;governhimwithprudenceandholiness;leadhiminthepathsofreligionandjustice;neverprovokinghimtowrath,neverindulginghiminfolly,andneverconnivingatanunworthyaction。Ohsanctifyhiminhisbody,soul,andspirit。LetallhisthoughtsbepureandholytotheSearcherofhearts;lethiswordsbetrueandprudentbeforemen;andmayhehavetheportionofthemeekandthehumbleintheworldtocome,andallthroughJesusChristourLord!’Howcouldasongetpastafatherandamotherlikethat?Evenif,foraseason,hehadgotpastthem,hewouldbesuretocomeback。
Only,theiryoungThink-wellneverdidgetpasthisfatherandhismother。
Therewasnotsomuchwordofheredityinhisday;butwithoutsomuchofthewordyoungThink-wellhadthewholeofthething。Andastimewenton,andthechildbecamemoreandmorethefatheroftheman,itwasseenandspokenofbyalltheneighbourswhoknewthehouse,howthattheironlychildhadinheritedallhisfather’shead,andallhismother’sheart,andthenthathehadrevertedtohismaternalgrandfatherinhissokeenandquicksenseofrightandwrong。Allwhich,underwhatevernameitwasheld,wasamostexcellentoutfitforouryounggentleman。Hisoldfather,goodnaturalheadandall,hadnexttonobook-learning。Hehadonlytwoorthreebooksthathereadahundredtimesovertillhehadthembyheart。Andashesighedoverhisunletteredlothealwaysconsoledhimselfwithasayinghehadoncegotoutofoneofhisoldbooks。Thesayingofsomegreatauthoritywastothiseffect,that’anoldandsimplewoman,ifshelovesJesus,maybegreaterthanourgreatbrotherBonaventure。’HedidnotknowwhoBonaventurewas,buthealwaysgotareproofagainoutofhisname。
Think-well,tohisfather’simmensedelight,wasaverymethodicallittlefellow,andhisfatherandhehadorderlylittlesecretsthattheytoldtonone。Littlesecretplansastowhattheyweretoreadabout,andthinkabout,andprayaboutoncertaindaysoftheweekandatcertainhoursofthedayandthenight。Youmustnotcallthefatheranoldpedant,forthefactis,itwasthesonwhowasthepedantiftherewasoneinthathappyhouse。Thetwointimatefriendshadawordbetweenthemtheycalledagenda。Andnobodybutthemselvesknewwheretheyhadborrowedthatuncouthword,whatlanguageitwas,orwhatitmeant。Onlyintheoldman’statteredpocket-booktherewerethingslikethisfoundbyhisministerafterhisdeath。Indeed,inamuseumofsuchrelicsthisisstilltobereadunderaglasscase,andinoldMr。Meditation’sramshacklehand:’Monday,death;Tuesday,judgment;Wednesday,heaven;Thursday,hell;Friday,mypastlifebacktomyyouth;
Saturday,thepassionofmySaviour;Lord’sday,creation,salvation,andmyown——M。’Andthen,onanutterlyillegiblepage,this:’Jesus,ThylifeandThywordsareaperpetualsermontome。ImeditateonTheealltheday。Makemymemoryavesselofelection。Letallmythoughtsbeplain,honest,pious,simple,prudent,andcharitable,tillThouartpleasedtodrawthecurtainandletmeseeThyself,OEternalJesu!’IfIhadtimeIcouldtellyoumoreaboutThink-well’squaintoldfather。Buttheabovemaybebetterthannothingabouttherareoldgentleman。
Agreatauthorityhassaid——twogreatauthoritieshavesaidintheirenigmaticway,thata’drylightiseverthebest。’Thatmaybesoinsomecasesandtosomeuses,butnothingcanbemoresurethanthis,thatthelightthatlittleThink-wellgotfromhisfather’sheadwasexcellentlydrenchedinhismother’sheart。Thesweetmoistureofhismother’sheartmixedupbeautifullywithhisfather’sdrierheadandmadeafinecombinationintheironeboyasitturnedout。Herminister,preachingononeoccasiononmytextforto-night,hadsaid——andshehadsuchamemoryforasermonthatshehadneverforgottenit,buthadlaiditupinherheartonthespot——’Asthephilosopher’sstone,’theold-fashionedpreacherhadsaid,’turnsallmetalsintogold,asthebeesuckshoneyoutofeveryflower,andasthegoodstomachsucksoutsomesweetandwholesomenourishmentoutofwhateverittakesintoitself,sodothaholyheart,sofarassanctified,convertanddigestallthingsintospiritualandusefulthoughts。ThisyoumayseeinPsalmcvii。43。’Andinherplain,silent,hidden,motherlywayMistressPietyadornedheroldminister’sdoctrineoftheholyheartthathewasalwayspreachingabout,tillshesharedhersoftandholyheartwithherson,ashisfatherhadsharedhisclearanddeep,iftoounlearned,head。
WehaveonegrandmotheratleastsignalisedintheBible;butnograndfather,sofarasIremember。ButamendsaremadeforthatintheHolyWar。ForThink-wellwouldneverhavebeenthemanhebecamehaditnotbeenfortheoldRecorder,hisgrandfatheronhismother’sside。SomesuperficialpeoplesaidthattherewastoomuchseverityintheoldRecorder;buthisgrandsonwhoknewhimbest,neversaidthat。Hewasthebestofmen,hisgrandsonusedtostandupforhim,andsay,IshallneverforgetthedebtIowehim。Itwashewhotaughtmefirsttomakeconscienceofmythoughts。Indeed,asformysecretthoughts,Ihadtakennonoticeofthemtillthatsummerafternoonwalkhomefromchurch,whenwesatdownamongthebushesandheshowedmeonthespottheway。
AndIcansaytohismemorythatscarceforonewakinghourhaveI
anydayforgottenthelesson。Thelessonhowtomakeaconscience,ashesaid,ofallmythoughtsaboutmyselfandaboutallmyneighbours。Such,then,wereThink-well’smoreimmediateancestors,andsuchwastheinheritancethattheyalltakentogetherhadlefthim。
Think-well!Think-well!Mybrethren,whatdoyouthink,whatdoyousay,asyouhearthatfinename?IwilltellyouwhatIthinkandsay。IfIovercome,andhavethatwhitestonegiventome,andinthatstoneanewnamewrittenwhichnomanshallknowsavinghethatreceivethit;andifitwereaskedmehereto-nightwhatI
wouldlikemynewnametobe,Iwouldsayonthespot,LetitbeTHINK-WELL!LetmynewnameamongthesavedandthesanctifiedbeforethethronebeTHINK-WELL!As,OGod,itwillbethebottomlesspittome,ifIamforsakenofTheeforevertomyevilthoughts。Senddownandpreventit。StirupallThystrengthandgivecommandmenttopreventit。DoThoupreventit。For,afterI
havedoneall,——afterIhavemadeallmyovertactsblameless,afterIhavetamedmytonguewhichnomancantame——allthatonlythemorethrowsmythoughtsintoaverydevil’sgarden,athicketofhell,asecretswampofsintotheuttermost。How,then,amI
evertoattaintothatwhitestoneandthatshiningname?Andthatinaworldofsuchtruththateveryman’snameandtitlethereshallbeastrictandtrueandentirelyaccurateandadequatedescriptionandexpositionoftheverythoughtsandintentsandimaginationsofhisheart?HowshallI,howshallyou,mybrethren,everhave’Think-well’writtenonourforehead?——Well,withGodallthingsarepossible。WithGod,withamuchmeditatingmind,andatrueandhumbleandtenderheart,andapureconscience,aconsciencevoidofoffence,workingtogetherwithHim——He,withalltheseinheritancesandalltheseenvironmentsworkingtogetherwithHim,willatlastenableus,youandme,toliftupsuchaclearandtransparentforehead。Butnotwithoutourconstantworkingtogether。Wemustourselvesmakehead,andheart,and,especially,conscienceofallourthoughts——foralonglifetimewemustdothat。TheDuctorDubitantiumhasadeepchapteron’TheThinkingConscience。’Andwhatareprooftomanyofusliesinthemerename!Forhowmuchevil-thinkingandevil-
speakingwehaveallbeenguiltyofthroughourunthinkingconscienceandthroughazealforGod,butazealwithoutknowledge。LookbackatthehistoryoftheChurchandsee;lookbackatyourownhistoryintheChurchandsee。Yes,makeconscienceofyourthoughts:butletitfirstbeaninstructedconscience,athinkingconscience,aconsciencefullofthebestandtheclearestlight。Andthenletusalsomakeourselvesanewheartandanewspirit,asEzekielhasit。Forourheartsarecontinuallypervertingandpollutingandpoisoningourthoughts。
Thatisafearfulthingthatissaidaboutthemenonwhomthefloodsooncame。Yourememberwhatissaidaboutthem,andinexplanationandjustificationoftheflood。Godsaw,itissaid,thateveryimaginationofthethoughtsoftheirheartswasevil,andonlyevilcontinually。Fearful!Farmorefearfulthantenfloods!OGod,Thouseestus。AndThouseestalltheimaginationsofthethoughtsofourhearts。Ohgiveusallamindandaheartandaconsciencetothinkofnothing,tofearnothing,towatchandtoprayaboutnothingcomparedwithourthoughts。’Asformysecretthoughts,’saystheauthoroftheHolyWarandthecreatorofMasterThink-well——’Asformysecretthoughts,Ipaidnoattentiontothem。IneverknewIhadthem。Ihadnopain,orshame,orguilt,orhorror,ordespaironaccountofthemtillJohnGiffordtookmeandshowedmetheway。’AndthenwhenJohnBunyan,beingthemanofgeniushewas,——assoonashebegantoattendtohisownsecretthoughts,thenthefirstfaintoutlineofthisfineportraitofThink-wellbegantoshineoutonthescreenofthisgreatartist’simagination,andfromthatsanctifiedscreenthisfineportraitofThink-wellandhisfamilyhasshinedintoourheartsto-night。
CHAPTERXXII——MR。GOD’S-PEACE,AGOODLYPERSON,ANDASWEET-NATURED
GENTLEMAN
’LetthepeaceofGodruleinyourhearts,——thepeaceofGodthatpassethallunderstanding。’——Paul。
JohnBunyanisalwaysathisverybestinallegory。InsomeotherdepartmentsofworkJohnBunyanhashadmanysuperiors;butwhenhelaysdownhisheadonhishandandbeginstodream,asweseehiminsomeoftheoldwoodcuts,thenheisalone;thereisnoonenearhim。WehavenotafewgreaterdivinesinpuredivinitythanJohnBunyan。WehavesomefarbetterexpositorsofScripturethanJohnBunyan,andwehavesomefarbetterpreachers。JohnBunyanathisbestcannotopenupadeepScripturelikethatprinceofexpositors,ThomasGoodwin。JohnBunyaninallhisbookshasnothingtocompareforintellectualstrengthandfortheologicalgraspwithGoodwin’schapteronthepeaceofGod,inhissixthbookinTheWorkoftheHolyGhost。JohnBunyancannotsetforthdivinetruthinanorderlymethodandinabuilt-upbodylikeJohnOwen。
HecannotPlatonizedivinetruthlikehisPuritancontemporary,JohnHowe。HecannotsoarhighasheaveninthebeautyandthesweetnessofgospelholinesslikeJonathanEdwards。HehasnothingofthephilosophicaldepthofRichardHooker,andhehasnothingofthevastlearningofJeremyTaylor。ButwhenJohnBunyan’smindandheartbegintoworkthroughhisimagination,then-
’Hislanguageisnotours。
’TismybeliefGodspeaks;notinkerhathsuchpowers。’
1。Inthebeginningofhischapteron’Speakingpeace,’ThomasGoodwintellshisreaderthatheisgoingtofullycouchallhisintendmentsunderametaphorandanallegory。ButGoodwin’sreaderhasreadandre-readthegreatchapter,andhasnotyetdiscoveredwherethemetaphorandtheallegorycameinandwheretheywentout。ButBunyandoesnotneedtoadvertisehisreaderthatheisgoingtocouchhisteachinginhisimagination。
’Buthavingnowmymethodbytheend,Still,asIpulleditcame:andsoIpennedItdown;untilatlastitcametobeForlengthandbreadththebignessthatyousee。’
TheBlessedPrince,hebegins,didalsoordainanewofficerinthetown,andagoodlypersonhewas。HisnamewasMr。God’s-peace。
ThismanwassetovermyLordWill-be-will,myLordMayor,Mr。
Recorder,thesubordinatepreacher,Mr。Mind,andoverallthenativesofthetownofMansoul。Himselfwasnotanativeofthetown,butcamewiththePrincefromthecourtabove。HewasagreatacquaintanceofCaptainCredenceandCaptainGood-hope;somesaytheywerekin,andIamofthatopiniontoo。Thisman,asI
said,wasmadegovernorofthetowningeneral,especiallyoverthecastle,andCaptainCredencewastohelphimthere。AndImadegreatobservationofit,thatsolongasallthingswentinthetownasthissweet-naturedgentlemanwouldhavethemgo,thetownwasinamosthappycondition。Nowtherewerenojars,nochiding,nointerferings,nounfaithfuldoingsinallthetown;everymaninMansoulkeptclosetohisownemployment。Thegentry,theofficers,thesoldiers,andallinplace,observedtheirorder。
Andasforthewomenandthechildrenofthetown,theyfollowedtheirbusinessjoyfully。Theywouldworkandsing,workandsing,frommorningtillnight;sothatquitethroughthetownofMansoulnownothingwastobefoundbutharmony,quietness,joy,andhealth。Andthislastedallthesummer。IshallstepasideatthispointandshallletJonathanEdwardscommentonthissweet-
naturedgentlemanandhisheavenlyname。’God’speacehasanexquisitesweetness,’saysEdwards。’Itisexquisitelysweetbecauseithassofirmafoundationontheeverlastingrock。Itissweetalsobecauseitissoperfectlyagreeabletoreason。Itissweetalsobecauseitrisethfromholyanddivineprinciples,which,astheyarethevirtue,soaretheytheproperhappinessofman。Thispeaceisexquisitelysweetalsobecauseofthegreatnessofthegoodthatthesaintsenjoy,beingnootherthantheinfinitebountyandfulnessofthatGodwhoistheFountainofallgood。Itissweetalsobecauseitshallbeenjoyedtoperfectionhereafter。’
Anenthusiasticstudenthascountedupthenumberoftimesthatthisdivineword’sweetness’occursinEdwards,andhasprovedthatnootherwordofthekindoccurssooftenintheauthorofTrueVirtueandTheReligiousAffections。AndIcanwellbelieveit;
unlessthe’beautyofholiness’runsitclose。Still,thissweet-
naturedgentlemanwillcontinuetoliveforusinhisgovernmentandjurisdictioninMansoulandinJohnBunyanevenmorethaninJonathanEdwards。
2。’NowMr。God’s-peace,thenewGovernorofMansoul,wasnotanativeofthetown;hecamedownwithhisPrincefromthecourtabove。’’Hewasnotanative’——letthatattributeofhisbewritteninlettersofgoldoneverygateanddoorandwallwithinhisjurisdiction。Whenyouneedthegovernorandwouldseekhimatanytimeorinanyplaceinallthetownandcannotfindhim,recollectyourselfwherehecamefrom:hemayhavereturnedthitheragain。JohnBunyanhascouchedhisdeepestinstructiontoyouinthatsinglesentenceinwhichhesays,’Mr。God’s-peacewasnotanativeofthetown。’JohnBunyanhasgatheredupmanygospelScripturesintothatsingleallegoricalsentence。Hehasmademanyoldandfamiliarpassagesfreshandfulloflifeagaininthatonemetaphoricalsentence。Itistheworkofgeniustosetforththewontandthewellknowninaclear,simple,andatthesametimesurprising,lightlikethat。ThereisapeacethatisnativeandnaturaltothetownofMansoul,andtounderstandthatpeace,itsnature,itsgrounds,itsextent,anditsrange,ismostimportanttothetheologianandtothesaint。ButtounderstandthepeaceofGod,thatsupremepeace,thepeacethatpassethallunderstanding,——
thatisthehighesttriumphofthetheologianandthehighestwisdomofthesaint。TheprophetsandthepsalmistsoftheOldTestamentareallfullofthepeacethatGodgavetoHispeopleIsrael。MypeaceIgiveuntoyou,saysourLordalso。PaulalsohastakenupthatpeacethatcomestousthroughthebloodofChrist,andhasmadeithisgrandmessagetousandtoallsinfulandsin-disquietedmen。AndJohnBunyanhasshownhowsureandtrueasuccessoroftheapostlesofChristheis,justinhisportraitofthissweet-naturedgentlemanwhowasnotanativeofMansoul,butwhocamefromthatsamecourtfromwhichEmmanuelHimselfcame。Anditisjustthisoutlandishnessofthissweet-
naturedgentleman;itisjustthisheavenlyoriginanddivineextractionofhisthatmakeshimsometimesandinsomethingstosurpassallearthlyunderstanding。’Iamcomingsomedaysoon,’
saidadivinitystudenttometheotherSabbathnight,’tohaveyouexplainandclearuptheatonementtome。’’Ishallbegladtoseeyou,’Isaid,’butnotonthaterrand。’No。Paulhimselfcouldnotdoit。Paulsaidthattheatonementandthepeaceofitpassedallhisunderstanding。AndJohnBunyansaysherethatnotthePrinceonly,buthisofficerMr。God’s-peacealso,wasnotnativetothetownofMansoul,butcamestraightdownfromheavenintothattown——andwhatcanthemandowhocomethaftertwokingslikePaulandBunyan?IhavenotforgottenmyEdwardswherehesaysthattheexquisitesweetnessofthispeaceisperfectlyagreeabletoreason。As,indeed,soitis。Andyet,ifreasonwillhaveaclearandfinishedandall-roundanswertoallherdifficultiesandobjectionsandfault-findings,Ifearshecannothaveithere。Thetimemaycomewhenourreasonalsoshallbesoenlarged,andsosanctified,andsoexalted,thatsheshallbeablewithallsaintstoseethefullmysteryofthatwhichinthispresentdispensationpassethallunderstanding。Buttillthen,onlyletGod’speaceenterourheartswithGod’sSon,andthenletourheartssayifthatpeacemustnotinsomehighanddeepwaybeaccordingtothehighestandthedeepestreason,sinceitscomingintoourheartshasproducedinourheartsandinourlivessuchreasonable,andright,andharmonious,andpeaceful,andeverywayjoyfulresults。
3。GovernorGod’s-peacehadnotmanyinthetownofMansoultowhomhecouldconfideallhisthoughtsandwithwhomhecouldconsult。Butthereweretwoofficerfriendsofhisstationedinthetownwithwhomhewaseverydayinclosecorrespondence,viz。,theCaptainCredenceandtheCaptainGood-hope。TheirsocloseintimacywillnotbewonderedatwhenitisknownthatthosethreeofficershadallcomeintogetherwithEmmanueltheConqueror。
Thosethreeyoungcaptainshaddonesplendidservice,eachattheheadofhisownbattalion,inthedaysoftheinvasionandtheconquestofMansoul,andtheyhadallhadtheirpresenttitles,andprivileges,andlands,andoffices,patentedtothemonthestrengthoftheirpastservices。TheCaptainCredencehadallalongbeentheconfidentialaide-de-campandsecretaryofthePrince。Indeed,thePrincenevercalledCaptainCredenceaservantatall,butalwaysafriend。ThePrincehadalwaysconveyedhismindaboutallMansoul’smattersfirsttoCaptainCredence,andthenthatconfidentialcaptainconveyedwhateverspeciallyconcernedGod’s-peaceandGood-hopetothoseexcellentandtrustysoldiers。CredencefirsttoldallmatterstoGod’s-peaceandthenthetwosoontalkedoverGood-hopetotheirmindandheart。Somesaythatthethreeofficers,Credence,God’s-peace,andGood-hope,werekin,addsourhistorian,andI,headds,amofthatopiniontoo。AndtobackuphisopinionhetakesanextractoutoftheHerald’sCollegebookswhichrunsthus:’Romans,fifteenthandthirteenth:Now,theGodofhopefillyouwithalljoyandpeaceinbelieving,thatyemayaboundinhope,throughthepoweroftheHolyGhost。’Somesaythethreeofficerswereofkin,andIamofthatopiniontoo。
4。Onaccountbothofhiseminentservicesandhisgreatabilities,thePrincesawitgoodtosetMr。God’s-peaceoverthewholetown。Andthusitwasthatthegovernor’sjurisdictionextendedandheldnotonlyoverthepeopleofthetown,butalsooverallthemagistratesandalltheotherofficersofthetown,suchasmyLordWill-be-will,myLordMayor,Mr。Recorder,Mr。
Mind,andall。Itneededallthegovernor’sauthorityandabilitytokeephisfeetinhisofficeoveralltheotherrulersofthetown,butbyfarhisgreatesttroublealwayswaswiththeRecorder。
OldMr。Conscience,theTownRecorder,hadaverydifficultposttoholdandaverydifficultparttoplayinthatstillsodividedandstillsounsettledtown。Whatwithallthosemurderersandman-
slayers,thievesandprostitutes,skulkersandsecretrebels,ontheonehand,andwithGovernorGod’s-peaceandhissounaccountableandsoautocraticways,ontheotherhand,theRecorder’sofficewasnosinecure。Allthemisdemeanoursandmalpracticesofthetown,——andtheywerehappeningeverydayandeverynight,——wereallreportedtotheRecorder;theywereall,sotosay,chargedhomeupontheRecorder,andhewasheldresponsibleforthemall;tillhisofficewasaperfectlaystallandcesspoolofallthescumandcorruptionofthetown。Andyet,inwouldcomeGovernorGod’s-peace,withouteitherwarningorexplanation,andwoulddemandalltheRecorder’spapers,andproofs,andaffidavits,andwhatnot,ithadcosthimsomuchtroubletogetcollectedandindorsed,andwouldburnthemallbeforetheRecorder’sface,andtohisutterconfusion,humiliation,andsilence。Soautocratic,sodespotic,soabsolute,andnot-to-be-questionedwasGovernorGod’s-peace。TheRecordercouldnotunderstandit,andcouldbarelysubmittoit;myLordMayorcouldnotunderstandit,andhisclerk,Mr。Mind,wouldoftenopposeit;butthereitwas:Mr。
GovernorGod’s-peacewassetoverthemall。
5。Butthethingthatalwaysinthelong-runjustifiedthegovernorshipofMr。God’s-peace,andreconciledalltheotherofficerstohissupremacy,wasthewaythatthecitysettleddownandprosperedunderhisbenignantrule。Alltheotherofficersadmittedthat,somehow,hispromotionandpowerhadbeenthesalvationofMansoul。TheyallextolledtheirPrince’sfar-seeingwisdomintheselection,advancement,andabsoluteseatofMr。
God’s-peace。Anditwouldillhavebecomethemtohavesaidanythingelse;fortheyhadlittleelsetodobutbaskinthesunandenjoythehonoursandtheemolumentsoftheirrespectiveofficesaslongasGovernorGod’s-peaceheldsway,andhadallthingsinthecitytohisownmind。Now,itwasonallhandsadmitted,aswereadagainwithreneweddelight,thattherewerenojars,nochiding,nointerferings,nounfaithfuldoingsinthetownofMansoul;buteverymankeptclosetohisownemployment。Thegentry,theofficers,thesoldiers,andallinplace,observedtheirorders。Andasforthewomenandchildren,theyallfollowedtheirbusinessjoyfully。Theywouldworkandsing,workandsing,frommorningtillnight,sothatquitethroughthetownofMansoulnownothingwastobefoundbutharmony,quietness,joy,andhealth。Whatmorecouldbesaidofanygovernorshipofanytownthanthat?TheHeavenlyCourtitself,outofwhichGovernorGod’s-
peacehadcomedown,wasnotbettergovernedthanthat。Harmony,quietness,joy,andhealth。No;theNewJerusalemitselfwillnotsurpassthat。’Andthislastedallthatsummer。’
CHAPTERXXIII——THEESTABLISHEDCHURCHOFMANSOUL,ANDMR。
CONSCIENCEONEOFHERPARISHMINISTERS
’TheHighestHimselfshallestablishher。’——David。
Theprincesofthisworldestablishchurchessometimesoutofpietyandsometimesoutofpolicy。SometimestheirmotiveisthegoodoftheirpeopleandthegloryofGod,andsometimestheirsolemotiveistobuttressuptheirownRoyalHouse,andtohaveaclergyaroundthemonwhomtheycancount。PrinceEmmanuelhadHismotive,too,insettingupanestablishmentinMansoul。Asthus:
Whenthiswasover,thePrincesentagainfortheeldersofthetownandcommunedwiththemabouttheministrythatHeintendedtoestablishinMansoul。Suchaministryasmightopentothemandmightinstructtheminthethingsthatdidconcerntheirpresentandtheirfuturestate。For,saidHetothem,ofyourselves,unlessyouhaveteachersandguides,youwillnotbeabletoknow,andifyoudonotknow,thenyoucannotdothewillofMyFather。
Atthisnews,whentheeldersofMansoulbroughtittothepeople,thewholetowncamerunningtogether,andallwithoneconsentimploredHisMajestythatHewouldforthwithestablishsuchaministryamongthemasmightteachthembothlawandjudgment,statuteandcommandment,sothattheymightbedocumentedinallgoodandwholesomethings。SoHetoldthemthatHewouldgraciouslygranttheirrequestsandwouldstraightwayestablishsuchaministryamongthem。
Now,Iwillnotenterto-nightontheabstractbenefitsofsuchanEstablishment。IwillrathertakeoneoftheministerswhowaspresentedtooneoftheparishesofMansoul,andshallthusletyouseehowthatStateChurchworkedoutpracticallyinoneofitsministersatanyrate。AndthepreacherandpastorIshallsotakeupwasneitherthebestministerinthetownnortheworst;but,whilealongwaysubordinatetothebest,hewasalsobynomeanstheleast。TheReverendMr。Consciencewasourparishminister’sname;hispeoplesometimescalledhimTheRecorder。
1。Well,then,tobeginwith,theRev。Mr。Consciencewasanativeofthesametowninwhichhisparishchurchnowstood。Iamnotgoingtochallengethewisdomofthepatronwhoappointedhisprotegetothisparticularliving;only,Ihaveknownverygoodministerswhonevergotoverthemisfortuneofhavingbeensettledinthesametowninwhichtheyhadbeenbornandbroughtup。Or,rather,theirpeoplenevergotoverit。Oneexcellentminister,especially,Ionceknew,whosefatherhadbeenaworkingmaninthetown,andhissonhadsometimesassistedhisfatherbeforehewenttocollege,andevenbetweenhiscollegesessions,andthepeopleheafterwardscametoteachcouldnevergetoverthat。Itwasnotwiseinmyfriendtoacceptthatpresentationinthecircumstances,astheeventabundantlyproved。For,wheneverhehadtotakehisstandinhispulpitorinhispastorateagainstanyoftheirevilways,hispeopledefendedthemselvesandretaliatedonhimbyremindinghimthattheyknewhisfatherandhismother,andhadnotforgottenhisownearlydays。Nodoubt,inthecaseofEmmanuelandMansoulanditsminister,therewerecounterbalancingconsiderationsandadvantagesbothtoministerandpeople;butitisnotalwaysso;anditwasnotsointhecaseofmyunfortunatefriend。
Forasmuch,soranthePrince’spresentationpaper,asheisanativeofthetownofMansoul,andthushaspersonalknowledgeofallthelawsandcustomsofthecorporation,thereforehe,thePrince,presentedMr。Conscience。Thatistosay,everymanwhoistobetheministerofaparishshouldmakehisownheartandhisownlifehisfirstparish。Hisownvineyardshouldbehisfirstknowledgeandhisfirstcare。Andthenoutofthatandafterthathewillbeabletospeaktohispeople,andtocorrect,andcounsel,andtakecareofthem。InThomasBoston’sMemoirswecontinuallycomeonentrieslikethis:’PreachedonPs。xlii。5,andmostlyonmyownaccount。’And,again,wereadinthesameinvaluablebookforparishministers,thatitsauthordidnotwondertohearthatgoodhadbeendonebylastSabbath’ssermon,becausehehadpreachedittohimselfandhadgotgoodtohimselfoutofitbeforehetookittothepulpit。BostonkepthiseyeonhimselfinawaythattheministerofMansoulhimselfcouldnothaveexcelled。Till,notinhispulpitworkonly,butinsuchconventional,commonplace,andmonotonousexercisesashisfamilyworship,hesoreadtheScripturesandsosangthepsalmsthathisfamilyworshipwascontinuallyyieldinghimfruitaswellashispublicministry。Asourfamilyworshipandourpublicministrywilldo,too,whenwehavetheeyeandtheheartandtheconsciencethatThomasBostonhad。’Iwenttohearapreacher,’saidPascal,’andIfoundamaninthepulpit。’Well,theparishministerofMansoulwasaman,andsowastheparishministerofEttrick。AndthatwasthereasonthatthepeopleofSimprinandEttricksooftenthoughtthatBostonhadtheminhiseye。Goodpastorashewas,hecouldnothaveeverybodyinhiseye。Buthehadhimselfinhiseye,andthatlethimintotheheartsandthehomesofallhispeople。Hewasatrueman,andthusatrueminister。
2。BothBostonandtheministerofMansoulwerewell-readmenalso;so,indeed,inasmanywords,theirfinebiographiesassureus。Butthatisjustanotherwayofsayingwhathasbeensaidaboutthosetwoministersoverandoveragainalready。WilliamLawneverwasaparishminister。TheEnglishCrownofthatdaywouldnottrusthimwithaparish。ButwhatwastheeverlastinglossofsomeparishinEnglandhasbecometheeverlastinggainofthewholeChurchofChrist。Law’senforcedseclusionfromoutwardministerialactivityonlysethimthemorefreetothatinwardactivitywhichhasbeensuchablessingtosomany,andtosomanyministersespecially。Andastothisofeveryministerbeingwellread,thatmasterinIsraelsays:’Aboveall,letmetellyouthatthebookofbookstoyouisyourownheart,inwhicharewrittenandengraventhedeepestlessonsofdivineinstruction。Learn,therefore,tobedeeplyattentivetothepresenceofGodinyourownhearts,whoisalwaysspeaking,alwaysinstructing,alwaysilluminatingtheheartthatisattentivetoHim。’JonathanEdwardscalledthepoorparishministerofEttrick’atrulygreatdivine。’
ButLawgoesontosay,’Agreatdivineisbutacantexpressionunlessitsignifiesamangreatlyadvancedinthedivinelife。A
greatdivineisonewhoseownexperienceandexampleareademonstrationoftherealityofallthegracesandvirtuesofthegospel。Nodivinehasanymoreofthegospelinhimthanthatwhichprovesitselfbythespirit,theactions,andtheformofhislife:therestisbuthypocrisy,notdivinity。’Letallourparishministers,then,givethemselvestothiskindofreading。
Letthemallaimatadoctor’sdegreeinthedivinityoftheirownhearts。
3。Wearedoneatlast,andwearedoneforever,inScotland,withpatronsandwithpresenters;butIdaresayourmostFreeChurchpeoplewouldbequitewillingtosurrendertheirdear-boughtfranchiseiftheoldplancouldevenyetbemadetoworkinalltheirparishesasitworkedinMansoul。Fornotonlywasthepresentedministerinthiscaseawell-readman;hewasalso,whatthebestoftheScottishpeoplehavealwayslovedandhonoured,aman,asthishistorytestifies,withatongueasbravelyhungashehadaheadfilledwithjudgment。InScotlandwelikeourministertohaveatonguebravelyhung,evenwhenthatisprovedtoourowndespite。Whenanyminister,parishministerorother,isseentotunehispulpit,ourrespectforhimisgone。ThePresbyterianpulpithasbeenproverbiallyhardtotune,anditwillbeanilldaywhenitbecomeseasy。’Hereliesamanwhohadabrowforeverygoodcause。’SoitwasengravenoveroneofBoston’selders。
Andsoisitalways:likepriest,likepeopleinthematterofthehangoftheminister’stongueandintheboldnessoftheelder’sbrow。
’Bravelyhung’isanancientandexcellentexpressionwhichhasseveralshadesofmeaninginBunyan。Butinthepresentinstanceitsmeaningismodifiedandfixedbyjudgment。Abravelyhungtongue;atthesametimetheparishministerofMansoul’stonguewasnotaloosely-hungtongue。Itwasnotablustering,headlong,scolding,untamedtongue。ThepulpitofMansoulwastunedwithjudgment。Hewhofilledthatpulpithadaheadfilledwithjudgment。Thegroundofjudgmentisknowledge,andtheministerofMansoulwasamanofknowledge。Itwashisearlyandever-
increasingknowledgeofhimself,andthusofothermen;andthenitwashisexcellentjudgmentastotheusehewastomakeofthatknowledge;itwashissoundknowledgewhattosay,whentosayit,andhowtosayit,——itwasallthisthatdecidedhisPrincetomakehimtheministerofMansoul。Howexcellentandhowrareagiftisjudgment——judgmentincounsel,judgmentinspeech,andjudgmentinaction!’Iamverylittleserviceablewithreferencetopublicmanagement,’writestheparishministerofEttrick,’beingexceedinglydefectiveinecclesiasticalprudence;buttheLordhasgivenmeapulpitgift,notunacceptable:andwhoknowswhatHemaydowithmeinthatway?’Whoknows,indeed!Now,therearemanyparishministerswhohaveanotunacceptablepulpitgift,andyetwhoarenotcontentwiththat,butarealwaysburyingthatgiftintheearthandrunningawayfromittoattemptapublicmanagementinwhichtheyareexceedinglyandconspicuouslydefective。Now,whydotheydothat?Istheirpulpitandtheirparishnotsphereandopportunityenoughforthem?Mineisasmallparish,saidBoston,butthenitismine。Andasmallparishmaybothrearandoccupyatrulygreatdivine。Letthoseministers,then,whoaredefectiveinecclesiasticalprudencenotbetoomuchcastdown。Ecclesiasticalprudenceisnotineverycasethehighestkindofprudence。Thepresbytery,thesynod,andtheassemblyarenotanyminister’sfirstorbestsphere。Everyminister’sfirstandbestsphereishisparish。Andthepresbyteryisnottheendoftheparish。Theparish,thepastorate,andthepulpitaretheendofbothpresbyteryandsynodandassembly。AsfortheministerofMansoul,hewasawell-readman,andalsoamanofcouragetospeakoutthetruthateveryoccasion,andhehadatongueasbravelyhungashehadaheadfilledwithjudgment。
4。ButtherewasonethingabouttheparishpulpitofMansoulthatalwaysoverpoweredthepeople。Theycouldnotalwaysexplainiteventothemselveswhatitwasthatsometimessoterrifiedthem,and,sometimes,again,soenthralledthem。Theywouldsaysometimesthattheirministerwasmorethanamereman;thathewasaprophetandaseer,andthathisMasterseemedsometimestostandandspeakagaininHisservant。And’seer’wasnotatallaninappropriatenamefortheirminister,sofarasIcancollectoutofsomeremainsofhisthatIhaveseenandsometestimoniesthatI
haveheard。Therewassomethingawfulandoverawing,somethingseer-likeandsupernatural,inthepulpitofMansoul。Sometimestheironchainsinwhichthepreacherclimbedupintothepulpit,andinwhichhebothprayedandpreached,struckachilltoeveryheart;andsometimesthegarmentofsalvationinwhichheshonecarriedalltheirheartscaptive。SomeSabbathmorningstheysawitinhisfaceandhearditinhisvoicethathehadbeenonhisbedinhellalllastnight;andthen,nextSabbath,thosewhocamebacksawhimdescendingintohispulpitfromhisthroneinheaven。
’Yea,thisman’sbrow,liketoatitle-pageForetellsthenatureofatragicvolume。
Thoutremblest,andthewhitenessinthycheekIsapterthanthytonguetotellthineerrand。’
IfyouthinkthatIamexaggeratingandmagnifyingtheparishpulpitofMansoul,takethisoutoftheparishrecordsforyourselves。’Andnow,’youwillreadinoneplace,’itwasadaygloomyanddark,adayofcloudsandthickdarknesswithMansoul。
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