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第13章

  Therewasagooddinnerintheflatthatevening,owingtothe,mereliftingoftheterriblestrain。Hurstwoodwentoutfora,shave,andreturnedwithafair-sizedsirloinsteak。
  “Now,to-morrow,“hethought,“I’lllookaroundmyself,“andwith,renewedhopeheliftedhiseyesfromtheground。
  OnthemorrowCarriereportedpromptlyandwasgivenaplacein,theline。Shesawalarge,empty,shadowyplay-house,still,redolentoftheperfumesandblazonryofthenight,andnotable,foritsrich,orientalappearance。Thewonderofitawedand,delightedher。Blessedbeitswondrousreality。Howhardshe,wouldtrytobeworthyofit。Itwasabovethecommonmass,aboveidleness,abovewant,aboveinsignificance。Peoplecameto,itinfineryandcarriagestosee。Itwaseveracentreoflight,andmirth。Andhereshewasofit。Oh,ifshecouldonly,remain,howhappywouldbeherdays!
  “Whatisyourname?”saidthemanager,whowasconductingthe,drill。
  “Madenda,“shereplied,instantlymindfulofthenameDrouethad,selectedinChicago。”CarrieMadenda。”
  “Well,now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,veryaffably,asCarrie,thought,“yougooverthere。”
  Thenhecalledtoayoungwomanwhowasalreadyofthecompany:
  “MissClark,youpairwithMissMadenda。”
  Thisyoungladysteppedforward,sothatCarriesawwheretogo,andtherehearsalbegan。
  Carriesoonfoundthatwhilethisdrillinghadsomeslight,resemblancetotherehearsalsasconductedatAveryHall,the,attitudeofthemanagerwasmuchmorepronounced。Shehad,marvelledattheinsistenceandsuperiorairsofMr。Millice,but,theindividualconductingherehadthesameinsistence,coupled,withalmostbrutalroughness。Asthedrillingproceeded,he,seemedtowaxexceedinglywrothovertrifles,andtoincreasehis,lungpowerinproportion。Itwasveryevidentthathehada,greatcontemptforanyassumptionofdignityorinnocenceonthe,partoftheseyoungwomen。
  “Clark,“hewouldcall——meaning,ofcourse,MissClark——“why,don’tyoucatchstepthere?”
  “Byfours,right!Right,Isaid,right!Forheaven’ssake,geton,toyourself!Right!”andinsayingthishewouldliftthelast,soundsintoavehementroar。
  “Maitland!Maitland!”hecalledonce。
  Anervous,comely-dressedlittlegirlsteppedout。Carrie,trembledforheroutofthefulnessofherownsympathiesand,fear。
  “Yes,sir,“saidMissMaitland。
  “Isthereanythingthematterwithyourears?”
  “No,sir。”
  “Doyouknowwhat’columnleft’means?”
  “Yes,sir。”
  “Well,whatareyoustumblingaroundtherightfor?Wanttobreak,uptheline?”
  “Iwasjust“
  “Nevermindwhatyouwerejust。Keepyourearsopen。”
  Carriepitied,andtrembledforherturn。
  Yetanothersufferedthepainofpersonalrebuke。
  “Holdonaminute,“criedthemanager,throwinguphishands,as,ifindespair。Hisdemeanourwasfierce。
  “Elvers,“heshouted,“whathaveyougotinyourmouth?”
  “Nothing,“saidMissElvers,whilesomesmiledandstood,nervouslyby。
  “Well,areyoutalking?”
  “No,sir。”
  “Well,keepyourmouthstillthen。Now,alltogetheragain。”
  AtlastCarrie’sturncame。Itwasbecauseofherextreme,anxietytodoallthatwasrequiredthatbroughtonthetrouble。
  Sheheardsomeonecalled。
  “Mason,“saidthevoice。”MissMason。”
  Shelookedaroundtoseewhoitcouldbe。Agirlbehindshoved,heralittle,butshedidnotunderstand。
  “You,you!”saidthemanager。”Can’tyouhear?”
  “Oh,“saidCarrie,collapsing,andblushingfiercely。
  “Isn’tyournameMason?”askedthemanager。
  “No,sir,“saidCarrie,“it’sMadenda。”
  “Well,what’sthematterwithyourfeet?Can’tyoudance?”
  “Yes,sir,“saidCarrie,whohadlongsincelearnedthisart。
  “Whydon’tyoudoitthen?Don’tgoshufflingalongasifyou,weredead。I’vegottohavepeoplewithlifeinthem。”
  Carrie’scheekburnedwithacrimsonheat。Herlipstrembleda,little。
  “Yes,sir,“shesaid。
  Itwasthisconstanturging,coupledwithirascibilityand,energy,forthreelonghours。Carriecameawaywornenoughin,body,buttooexcitedinmindtonoticeit。Shemeanttogohome,andpractiseherevolutionsasprescribed。Shewouldnoterrin,anyway,ifshecouldhelpit。
  WhenshereachedtheflatHurstwoodwasnotthere。Forawonder,hewasoutlookingforwork,asshesupposed。Shetookonlya,mouthfultoeatandthenpractisedon,sustainedbyvisionsof,freedomfromfinancialdistress——“Thesoundofgloryringingin,herears。”
  WhenHurstwoodreturnedhewasnotsoelatedaswhenhewent,away,andnowshewasobligedtodroppracticeandgetdinner。
  Herewasanearlyirritation。Shewouldhaveherworkandthis。
  Wasshegoingtoactandkeephouse?
  “I’llnotdoit,“shesaid,“afterIgetstarted。Hecantake,hismealsout。”
  Eachdaythereafterbroughtitscares。Shefounditwasnotsuch,awonderfulthingtobeinthechorus,andshealsolearnedthat,hersalarywouldbetwelvedollarsaweek。Afterafewdaysshe,hadherfirstsightofthosehighandmighties——theleading,ladiesandgentlemen。Shesawthattheywereprivilegedand,deferredto。Shewasnothing——absolutelynothingatall。
  AthomewasHurstwood,dailygivinghercauseforthought。He,seemedtogetnothingtodo,andyethemadeboldtoinquirehow,shewasgettingalong。Theregularitywithwhichhedidthis,smackedofsomeonewhowaswaitingtoliveuponherlabour。Now,thatshehadavisiblemeansofsupport,thisirritatedher。He,seemedtobedependinguponherlittletwelvedollars。
  “Howareyougettingalong?”hewouldblandlyinquire。
  “Oh,allright,“shewouldreply。
  “Finditeasy?”
  “ItwillbeallrightwhenIgetusedtoit。”
  Hispaperwouldthenengrosshisthoughts。
  “Igotsomelard,“hewouldadd,asanafterthought。”Ithought,maybeyoumightwanttomakesomebiscuit。”
  Thecalmsuggestionofthemanastonishedheralittle,especiallyinthelightofrecentdevelopments。Herdawning,independencegavehermorecouragetoobserve,andshefeltasif,shewantedtosaythings。Stillshecouldnottalktohimasshe,hadtoDrouet。Therewassomethingintheman’smannerofwhich,shehadalwaysstoodinawe。Heseemedtohavesomeinvisible,strengthinreserve。
  Oneday,afterherfirstweek’srehearsal,whatsheexpectedcame,openlytothesurface。
  “We’llhavetoberathersaving,“hesaid,layingdownsomemeat,hehadpurchased。”Youwon’tgetanymoneyforaweekorso,yet。”
  “No,“saidCarrie,whowasstirringapanatthestove。
  “I’veonlygottherentandthirteendollarsmore,“headded。
  “That’sit,“shesaidtoherself。”I’mtousemymoneynow。”
  Instantlysherememberedthatshehadhopedtobuyafewthings,forherself。Sheneededclothes。Herhatwasnotnice。
  “Whatwilltwelvedollarsdotowardskeepingupthisflat?”she,thought。”Ican’tdoit。Whydoesn’thegetsomethingtodo?”
  Theimportantnightofthefirstrealperformancecame。Shedid,notsuggesttoHurstwoodthathecomeandsee。Hedidnotthink,ofgoing。Itwouldonlybemoneywasted。Shehadsuchasmall,part。
  Theadvertisementswerealreadyinthepapers;thepostersupon,thebill-boards。Theleadingladyandmanymemberswerecited。
  Carriewasnothing。
  AsinChicago,shewasseizedwithstagefrightastheveryfirst,entranceoftheballetapproached,butlatersherecovered。The,apparentandpainfulinsignificanceoftheparttookfearaway,fromher。Shefeltthatshewassoobscureitdidnotmatter。
  Fortunately,shedidnothavetoweartights。Agroupoftwelve,wereassignedprettygolden-huedskirtswhichcameonlytoaline,aboutaninchabovetheknee。Carriehappenedtobeoneofthe,twelve。
  Instandingaboutthestage,marching,andoccasionallylifting,uphervoiceinthegeneralchorus,shehadachancetoobserve,theaudienceandtoseetheinaugurationofagreathit。There,wasplentyofapplause,butshecouldnothelpnotinghowpoorly,someofthewomenofallegedabilitydid。
  “Icoulddobetterthanthat,“Carrieventuredtoherself,in,severalinstances。Todoherjustice,shewasright。
  Afteritwasovershedressedquickly,andasthemanagerhad,scoldedsomeothersandpassedher,sheimaginedshemusthave,provedsatisfactory。Shewantedtogetoutquickly,becauseshe,knewbutfew,andthestarsweregossiping。Outsidewere,carriagesandsomecorrectyouthsinattractiveclothing,waiting。Carriesawthatshewasscannedclosely。Theflutter,ofaneyelashwouldhavebroughtheracompanion。Thatshedid,notgive。
  Oneexperiencedyouthvolunteered,anyhow。
  “Notgoinghomealone,areyou?”hesaid。
  CarriemerelyhastenedherstepsandtooktheSixthAvenuecar。
  Herheadwassofullofthewonderofitthatshehadtimefor,nothingelse。
  “Didyouhearanymorefromthebrewery?”sheaskedattheendof,theweek,hopingbythequestiontostirhimontoaction。
  “No,“heanswered,“they’renotquitereadyyet。Ithink,somethingwillcomeofthat,though。”
  Shesaidnothingmorethen,objectingtogivingupherownmoney,andyetfeelingthatsuchwouldhavetobethecase。Hurstwood,feltthecrisis,andartfullydecidedtoappealtoCarrie。He,hadlongsincerealisedhowgood-naturedshewas,howmuchshe,wouldstand。Therewassomelittleshameinhimatthethought,ofdoingso,buthejustifiedhimselfwiththethoughtthathe,reallywouldgetsomething。Rentdaygavehimhisopportunity。
  “Well,“hesaid,ashecounteditout,“that’saboutthelastof,mymoney。I’llhavetogetsomethingprettysoon。”
  Carrielookedathimaskance,half-suspiciousofanappeal。
  “IfIcouldonlyholdoutalittlelongerIthinkIcouldget,something。DrakeissuretoopenahotelhereinSeptember。”
  “Ishe?”saidCarrie,thinkingoftheshortmonththatstill,remaineduntilthattime。
  “Wouldyoumindhelpingmeoutuntilthen?”hesaidappealingly。
  “IthinkI’llbeallrightafterthattime。”
  “No,“saidCarrie,feelingsadlyhandicappedbyfate。
  “Wecangetalongifweeconomise。I’llpayyoubackallright。”
  “Oh,I’llhelpyou,“saidCarrie,feelingquitehardheartedat,thusforcinghimtohumblyappeal,andyetherdesireforthe,benefitofherearningswrungafaintprotestfromher。
  “Whydon’tyoutakeanything,George,temporarily?”shesaid。
  “Whatdifferencedoesitmake?Maybe,afterawhile,you’llget,somethingbetter。”
  “Iwilltakeanything,“hesaid,relieved,andwincingunder,reproof。”I’djustasleavedigonthestreets。Nobodyknowsme,here。”
  “Oh,youneedn’tdothat,“saidCarrie,hurtbythepityofit。
  “Buttheremustbeotherthings。”
  “I’llgetsomething!”hesaid,assumingdetermination。
  Thenhewentbacktohispaper。
  ChapterXXXIX
  OFLIGHTSANDOFSHADOWS——THEPARTINGOFWORLDS
  WhatHurstwoodgotastheresultofthisdeterminationwasmore,self-assurancethateachparticulardaywasnottheday。Atthe,sametime,Carriepassedthroughthirtydaysofmentaldistress。
  Herneedofclothes——tosaynothingofherdesireforornaments——
  grewrapidlyasthefactdevelopedthatforallherworkshewas,nottohavethem。ThesympathyshefeltforHurstwood,atthe,timeheaskedhertotidehimover,vanishedwiththesenewer,urgingsofdecency。Hewasnotalwaysrenewinghisrequest,but,thisloveofgoodappearancewas。Itinsisted,andCarriewished,tosatisfyit,wishedmoreandmorethatHurstwoodwasnotinthe,way。
  Hurstwoodreasoned,whenhenearedthelasttendollars,thathe,hadbetterkeepalittlepocketchangeandnotbecomewholly,dependentforcar-fare,shaves,andthelike;sowhenthissum,wasstillinhishandheannouncedhimselfaspenniless。
  “I’mclearout,“hesaidtoCarrieoneafternoon。”Ipaidfor,somecoalthismorning,andthattookallbuttenorfifteen,cents。”
  “I’vegotsomemoneythereinmypurse。”
  Hurstwoodwenttogetit,startingforacanoftomatoes。Carrie,scarcelynoticedthatthiswasthebeginningoftheneworder。
  Hetookoutfifteencentsandboughtthecanwithit。Thereafter,itwasdribsanddrabsofthissort,untilonemorningCarrie,suddenlyrememberedthatshewouldnotbebackuntilcloseto,dinnertime。
  “We’realloutofflour,“shesaid;“you’dbettergetsomethis,afternoon。Wehaven’tanymeat,either。Howwoulditdoifwe,hadliverandbacon?”
  “Suitsme,“saidHurstwood。
  “Bettergetahalforthree-quartersofapoundofthat。”
  “Half’llbeenough,“volunteeredHurstwood。
  Sheopenedherpurseandlaiddownahalfdollar。Hepretended,nottonoticeit。
  Hurstwoodboughttheflour——whichallgrocerssoldin31/2-pound,packages——forthirteencentsandpaidfifteencentsforahalf-
  poundofliverandbacon。Heleftthepackages,togetherwith,thebalanceoftwenty-twocents,uponthekitchentable,where,Carriefoundit。Itdidnotescapeherthatthechangewas,accurate。Therewassomethingsadinrealisingthat,afterall,allthathewantedofherwassomethingtoeat。Shefeltasif,hardthoughtswereunjust。Maybehewouldgetsomethingyet。He,hadnovices。
  Thatveryevening,however,ongoingintothetheatre,oneofthe,chorusgirlspassedherallnewlyarrayedinaprettymottled,tweedsuit,whichtookCarrie’seye。Theyoungwomanworeafine,bunchofvioletsandseemedinhighspirits。Shesmiledat,Carriegood-naturedlyasshepassed,showingpretty,eventeeth,andCarriesmiledback。
  “Shecanaffordtodresswell,“thoughtCarrie,“andsocouldI,ifIcouldonlykeepmymoney。Ihaven’tadecenttieofany,kindtowear。”
  Sheputoutherfootandlookedathershoereflectively。
  “I’llgetapairofshoesSaturday,anyhow;Idon’tcarewhat,happens。”
  Oneofthesweetestandmostsympatheticlittlechorusgirlsin,thecompanymadefriendswithherbecauseinCarrieshefound,nothingtofrightenheraway。ShewasagaylittleManon,unwittingofsociety’sfierceconceptionofmorality,but,nevertheless,goodtoherneighbourandcharitable。Little,licensewasallowedthechorusinthematterofconversation,but,nevertheless,somewasindulgedin。
  “It’swarmto-night,isn’tit?”saidthisgirl,arrayedinpink,fleshingsandanimitationgoldenhelmet。Shealsocarrieda,shiningshield。
  “Yes;itis,“saidCarrie,pleasedthatsomeoneshouldtalkto,her。
  “I’malmostroasting,“saidthegirl。
  Carrielookedintoherprettyface,withitslargeblueeyes,and,sawlittlebeadsofmoisture。
  “There’smoremarchinginthisoperathaneverIdidbefore,“
  addedthegirl。
  “Haveyoubeeninothers?”askedCarrie,surprisedather,experience。
  “Lotsofthem,“saidthegirl;“haven’tyou?”
  “Thisismyfirstexperience。”
  “Oh,isit?IthoughtIsawyouthetimetheyran’TheQueen’s,Mate’here。”
  “No,“saidCarrie,shakingherhead;“notme。”
  Thisconversationwasinterruptedbytheblareoftheorchestra,andthesputteringofthecalciumlightsinthewingsastheline,wascalledtoformforanewentrance。Nofurtheropportunity,forconversationoccurred,butthenextevening,whentheywere,gettingreadyforthestage,thisgirlappearedanewatherside。
  “Theysaythisshowisgoingontheroadnextmonth。”
  “Isit?”saidCarrie。
  “Yes;doyouthinkyou’llgo?”
  “Idon’tknow;Iguessso,ifthey’lltakeme。”
  “Oh,they’lltakeyou。Iwouldn’tgo。Theywon’tgiveyouany,more,anditwillcostyoueverythingyoumaketolive。Inever,leaveNewYork。Therearetoomanyshowsgoingonhere。”
  “Canyoualwaysgetinanothershow?”
  “Ialwayshave。There’sonegoingonupattheBroadwaythis,month。I’mgoingtotryandgetinthatifthisonereally,goes。”
  Carrieheardthiswitharousedintelligence。Evidentlyitwasn’t,soverydifficulttogeton。Maybeshealsocouldgetaplaceif,thisshowwentaway。
  “Dotheyallpayaboutthesame?”sheasked。
  “Yes。Sometimesyougetalittlemore。Thisshowdoesn’tpay,verymuch。”
  “Igettwelve,“saidCarrie。
  “Doyou?”saidthegirl。”Theypaymefifteen,andyoudomore,workthanIdo。Iwouldn’tstanditifIwereyou。They’rejust,givingyoulessbecausetheythinkyoudon’tknow。Yououghtto,bemakingfifteen。”
  “Well,I’mnot,“saidCarrie。
  “Well,you’llgetmoreatthenextplaceifyouwantit,“wenton,thegirl,whoadmiredCarrieverymuch。”Youdofine,andthe,managerknowsit。”
  Tosaythetruth,Carriedidunconsciouslymoveaboutwithanair,pleasingandsomewhatdistinctive。Itwasduewhollytoher,naturalmannerandtotallackofself-consciousness。
  “DoyousupposeIcouldgetmoreupattheBroadway?”
  “Ofcourseyoucan,“answeredthegirl。”YoucomewithmewhenI
  go。I’lldothetalking。”
  Carrieheardthis,flushingwiththankfulness。Shelikedthis,littlegaslightsoldier。Sheseemedsoexperiencedandself-
  reliantinhertinselhelmetandmilitaryaccoutrements。
  “MyfuturemustbeassuredifIcanalwaysgetworkthisway,“
  thoughtCarrie。
  Still,inthemorning,whenherhouseholddutieswouldinfringe,uponherandHurstwoodsatthere,aperfectloadtocontemplate,herfateseemeddismalandunrelieved。Itdidnottakesovery,muchtofeedthemunderHurstwood’sclose-measuredbuying,and,therewouldpossiblybeenoughforrent,butitleftnothing,else。Carrieboughttheshoesandsomeotherthings,which,complicatedtherentproblemveryseriously。Suddenly,aweek,fromthefatalday,Carrierealisedthattheyweregoingtorun,short。
  “Idon’tbelieve,“sheexclaimed,lookingintoherpurseat,breakfast,“thatI’llhaveenoughtopaytherent。”
  “Howmuchhaveyou?”inquiredHurstwood。
  “Well,I’vegottwenty-twodollars,butthere’severythingtobe,paidforthisweekyet,andifIuseallIgetSaturdaytopay,this,therewon’tbeanyleftfornextweek。Doyouthinkyour,hotelmanwillopenhishotelthismonth?”
  “Ithinkso,“returnedHurstwood。”Hesaidhewould。”
  Afterawhile,Hurstwoodsaid:
  “Don’tworryaboutit。Maybethegrocerwillwait。Hecando,that。We’vetradedtherelongenoughtomakehimtrustusfora,weekortwo。”
  “Doyouthinkhewill?”sheasked。
  “Ithinkso。”
  Onthisaccount,Hurstwood,thisveryday,lookedgrocerOeslogge,clearlyintheeyeasheorderedapoundofcoffee,andsaid:
  “Doyoumindcarryingmyaccountuntiltheendofeveryweek?”
  “No,no,Mr。Wheeler,“saidMr。Oeslogge。”Datissallright。”
  Hurstwood,stilltactfulindistress,addednothingtothis。It,seemedaneasything。Helookedoutofthedoor,andthen,gathereduphiscoffeewhenreadyandcameaway。Thegameofa,desperatemanhadbegun。
  Rentwaspaid,andnowcamethegrocer。Hurstwoodmanagedby,payingoutofhisowntenandcollectingfromCarrieattheend,oftheweek。Thenhedelayedadaynexttimesettlingwiththe,grocer,andsosoonhadhistenback,withOesloggegettinghis,payonthisThursdayorFridayforlastSaturday’sbill。
  ThisentanglementmadeCarrieanxiousforachangeofsomesort。
  Hurstwooddidnotseemtorealisethatshehadarightto,anything。Heschemedtomakewhatsheearnedcoverallexpenses,butseemednottotroubleoveraddinganythinghimself。
  “Hetalksaboutworrying,“thoughtCarrie。”Ifheworriedenough,hecouldn’tsitthereandwaitforme。He’dgetsomethingtodo。
  Nomancouldgosevenmonthswithoutfindingsomethingifhe,tried。”
  Thesightofhimalwaysaroundinhisuntidyclothesandgloomy,appearancedroveCarrietoseekreliefinotherplaces。Twicea,weektherewerematinees,andthenHurstwoodateacoldsnack,whichhepreparedhimself。Twootherdaystherewererehearsals,beginningatteninthemorningandlastingusuallyuntilone。
  Now,tothisCarrieaddedafewvisitstooneortwochorus,girls,includingtheblue-eyedsoldierofthegoldenhelmet。She,diditbecauseitwaspleasantandarelieffromdulnessofthe,homeoverwhichherhusbandbrooded。
  Theblue-eyedsoldier’snamewasOsborne——LolaOsborne。Herroom,wasinNineteenthStreetnearFourthAvenue,ablocknowgivenup,whollytoofficebuildings。Hereshehadacomfortableback,room,lookingoveracollectionofbackyardsinwhichgrewa,numberofshadetreespleasanttosee。
  “Isn’tyourhomeinNewYork?”sheaskedofLolaoneday。
  “Yes;butIcan’tgetalongwithmypeople。Theyalwayswantme,todowhattheywant。Doyoulivehere?”
  “Yes,“saidCarrie。
  “Withyourfamily?”
  Carriewasashamedtosaythatshewasmarried。Shehadtalked,somuchaboutgettingmoresalaryandconfessedtosomuch,anxietyaboutherfuture,thatnow,whenthedirectquestionof,factwaswaiting,shecouldnottellthisgirl。
  “Withsomerelatives,“sheanswered。
  MissOsbornetookitforgrantedthat,likeherself,Carrie’s,timewasherown。Sheinvariablyaskedhertostay,proposing,littleoutingsandotherthingsofthatsortuntilCarriebegan,neglectingherdinnerhours。Hurstwoodnoticedit,butfeltin,nopositiontoquarrelwithher。Severaltimesshecamesolate,asscarcelytohaveanhourinwhichtopatchupamealandstart,forthetheatre。
  “Doyourehearseintheafternoons?”Hurstwoodonceasked,concealingalmostcompletelythecynicalprotestandregretwhich,promptedit。
  “No;Iwaslookingaroundforanotherplace,“saidCarrie。
  Asamatteroffactshewas,butonlyinsuchawayasfurnished,theleaststrawofanexcuse。MissOsborneandshehadgoneto,theofficeofthemanagerwhowastoproducethenewoperaatthe,Broadwayandreturnedstraighttotheformer’sroom,wherethey,hadbeensincethreeo’clock。
  Carriefeltthisquestiontobeaninfringementonherliberty。
  Shedidnottakeintoaccounthowmuchlibertyshewassecuring。
  Onlythelateststep,thenewestfreedom,mustnotbequestioned。
  Hurstwoodsawitallclearlyenough。Hewasshrewdafterhis,kind,andyettherewasenoughdecencyinthemantostophim,frommakinganyeffectualprotest。Inhisalmostinexplicable,apathyhewascontenttodroopsupinelywhileCarriedriftedout,ofhislife,justashewaswillingsupinelytoseeopportunity,passbeyondhiscontrol。Hecouldnothelpclingingand,protestinginamild,irritating,andineffectualway,however——a,waythatsimplywidenedthebreachbyslowdegrees。
  Afurtherenlargementofthischasmbetweenthemcamewhenthe,manager,lookingbetweenthewingsuponthebrightlylighted,stagewherethechoruswasgoingthroughsomeofitsglittering,evolutions,saidtothemasteroftheballet:
  “Whoisthatfourthgirlthereontheright——theonecominground,attheendnow?”
  “Oh,“saidtheballet-master,“that’sMissMadenda。”
  “She’sgoodlooking。Whydon’tyouletherheadthatline?”
  “Iwill,“saidtheman。
  “Justdothat。She’lllookbettertherethanthewomanyou’ve,got。”
  “Allright。Iwilldothat,“saidthemaster。
  ThenexteveningCarriewascalledout,muchasifforanerror。
  “Youleadyourcompanytonight,“saidthemaster。
  “Yes,sir,“saidCarrie。
  “Putsnapintoit,“headded。”Wemusthavesnap。”
  “Yes,sir,“repliedCarrie。
  Astonishedatthischange,shethoughtthattheheretoforeleader,mustbeill;butwhenshesawherintheline,withadistinct,expressionofsomethingunfavourableinhereye,shebeganto,thinkthatperhapsitwasmerit。
  Shehadachicwayoftossingherheadtooneside,andholding,herarmsasifforaction——notlistlessly。Infrontoftheline,thisshowedupevenmoreeffectually。
  “Thatgirlknowshowtocarryherself,“saidthemanager,another,evening。Hebegantothinkthatheshouldliketotalkwithher。
  Ifhehadn’tmadeitaruletohavenothingtodowiththe,membersofthechorus,hewouldhaveapproachedhermost,unbendingly。
  “Putthatgirlattheheadofthewhitecolumn,“hesuggestedto,themaninchargeoftheballet。
  Thiswhitecolumnconsistedofsometwentygirls,allinsnow-
  whiteflanneltrimmedwithsilverandblue。Itsleaderwasmost,stunninglyarrayedinthesamecolours,elaborated,however,with,epauletsandabeltofsilver,withashortsworddanglingatone,side。Carriewasfittedforthiscostume,andafewdayslater,appeared,proudofhernewlaurels。Shewasespeciallygratified,tofindthathersalarywasnoweighteeninsteadoftwelve。
  Hurstwoodheardnothingaboutthis。
  “I’llnotgivehimtherestofmymoney,“saidCarrie。”Ido,enough。Iamgoingtogetmesomethingtowear。”
  Asamatteroffact,duringthissecondmonthshehadbeenbuying,forherselfasrecklesslyasshedared,regardlessofthe,consequences。Therewereimpendingmorecomplicationsrentday,andmoreextensionofthecreditsystemintheneighbourhood。
  Now,however,sheproposedtodobetterbyherself。
  Herfirstmovewastobuyashirtwaist,andinstudyingthese,shefoundhowlittlehermoneywouldbuy——howmuch,ifshecould,onlyuseall。Sheforgotthatifshewerealoneshewouldhave,topayforaroomandboard,andimaginedthateverycentofher,eighteencouldbespentforclothesandthingsthatsheliked。
  Atlastshepickeduponsomething,whichnotonlyusedupallher,surplusabovetwelve,butinvadedthatsum。Sheknewshewas,goingtoofar,butherfeminineloveoffineryprevailed。The,nextdayHurstwoodsaid:
  “Weowethegrocerfivedollarsandfortycentsthisweek。”
  “Dowe?”saidCarrie,frowningalittle。
  Shelookedinherpursetoleaveit。
  “I’veonlygoteightdollarsandtwentycentsaltogether。”
  “Weowethemilkmansixtycents,“addedHurstwood。
  “Yes,andthere’sthecoalman,“saidCarrie。
  Hurstwoodsaidnothing。Hehadseenthenewthingsshewas,buying;thewayshewasneglectinghouseholdduties;the,readinesswithwhichshewasslippingoutafternoonsandstaying。
  Hefeltthatsomethingwasgoingtohappen。Allatonceshe,spoke:
  “Idon’tknow,“shesaid;“Ican’tdoitall。Idon’tearn,enough。”
  Thiswasadirectchallenge。Hurstwoodhadtotakeitup。He,triedtobecalm。
  “Idon’twantyoutodoitall,“hesaid。”Ionlywantalittle,helpuntilIcangetsomethingtodo。”
  “Oh,yes,“answeredCarrie。”That’salwaystheway。Ittakes,morethanIcanearntopayforthings。Idon’tseewhatI’m,goingtodo。
  “Well,I’vetriedtogetsomething,“heexclaimed。Whatdoyou,wantmetodo?”
  “Youcouldn’thavetriedsoveryhard,“saidCarrie。”Igot,something。”
  “Well,Idid,“hesaid,angeredalmosttoharshwords。”You,needn’tthrowupyoursuccesstome。AllIaskedwasalittle,helpuntilIcouldgetsomething。I’mnotdownyet。I’llcome,upallright。”
  Hetriedtospeaksteadily,buthisvoicetrembledalittle。
  Carrie’sangermeltedontheinstant。Shefeltashamed。
  “Well,“shesaid,“here’sthemoney,“andemptieditoutonthe,table。”Ihaven’tgotquiteenoughtopayitall。Iftheycan,waituntilSaturday,though,I’llhavesomemore。”
  “Youkeepit,“saidHurstwoodsadly。”Ionlywantenoughtopay,thegrocer。”
  Sheputitback,andproceededtogetdinnerearlyandingood,time。Herlittlebravadomadeherfeelasifsheoughttomake,amends。
  Inalittlewhiletheiroldthoughtsreturnedtoboth。
  “She’smakingmorethanshesays,“thoughtHurstwood。”Shesays,she’smakingtwelve,butthatwouldn’tbuyallthosethings。I
  don’tcare。Letherkeephermoney。I’llgetsomethingagain,oneofthesedays。Thenshecangotothedeuce。”
  Heonlysaidthisinhisanger,butitprefiguredapossible,courseofactionandattitudewellenough。
  “Idon’tcare,“thoughtCarrie。”Heoughttobetoldtogetout,anddosomething。Itisn’trightthatIshouldsupporthim。”
  InthesedaysCarriewasintroducedtoseveralyouths,friendsof,MissOsborne,whowereofthekindmostaptlydescribedasgay,andfestive。TheycalledoncetogetMissOsborneforan,afternoondrive。Carriewaswithheratthetime。
  “Comeandgoalong,“saidLola。
  “No,Ican’t,“saidCarrie。
  “Oh,yes,comeandgo。Whathaveyougottodo?”
  “Ihavetobehomebyfive,“saidCarrie。
  “Whatfor?”
  “Oh,dinner。”
  “They’lltakeustodinner,“saidLola。
  “Oh,no,“saidCarrie。”Iwon’tgo。Ican’t。”
  “Oh,docome。They’reawfulniceboys。We’llgetyoubackin,time。We’reonlygoingforadriveinCentralPark。”
  Carriethoughtawhile,andatlastyielded。
  “Now,Imustbebackbyhalf-pastfour,“shesaid。
  TheinformationwentinoneearofLolaandouttheother。
  AfterDrouetandHurstwood,therewastheleasttouchofcynicism,inherattitudetowardyoungmen——especiallyofthegayand,frivoloussort。Shefeltalittleolderthanthey。Someof,theirprettycomplimentsseemedsilly。Still,shewasyoungin,heartandbodyandyouthappealedtoher。
  “Oh,we’llberightback,MissMadenda,“saidoneofthechaps,bowing。”Youwouldn’tthinkwe’dkeepyouovertime,now,would,you?”
  “Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,smiling。
  Theywereoffforadrive——she,lookingaboutandnoticingfine,clothing,theyoungmenvoicingthosesillypleasantriesandweak,quipswhichpassforhumourincoycircles。Carriesawthegreat,parkparadeofcarriages,beginningattheFifty-ninthStreet,entranceandwindingpasttheMuseumofArttotheexitatOne,HundredandTenthStreetandSeventhAvenue。Hereyewasonce,moretakenbytheshowofwealth——theelaboratecostumes,elegant,harnesses,spiritedhorses,and,aboveall,thebeauty。Once,moretheplagueofpovertygalledher,butnowsheforgotina,measureherowntroublessofarastoforgetHurstwood。He,waiteduntilfour,five,andevensix。Itwasgettingdarkwhen,hegotupoutofhischair。
  “Iguesssheisn’tcominghome,“hesaid,grimly。
  “That’stheway,“hethought。”She’sgettingastartnow。I’m,outofit。”
  Carriehadreallydiscoveredherneglect,butonlyataquarter,afterfive,andtheopencarriagewasnowfarupSeventhAvenue,neartheHarlemRiver。
  “Whattimeisit?”sheinquired。”Imustbegettingback。”
  “Aquarterafterfive,“saidhercompanion,consultingan,elegant,open-facedwatch。
  “Oh,dearme!”exclaimedCarrie。Thenshesettledbackwitha,sigh。”There’snousecryingoverspiltmilk,“shesaid。”It’s,toolate。”
  “Ofcourseitis,“saidtheyouth,whosawvisionsofafine,dinnernow,andsuchinvigoratingtalkaswouldresultina,reunionaftertheshow。HewasgreatlytakenwithCarrie。
  “We’lldrivedowntoDelmonico’snowandhavesomethingthere,won’twe,Orrin?”
  “Tobesure,“repliedOrrin,gaily。
  CarriethoughtofHurstwood。Neverbeforehadsheneglected,dinnerwithoutanexcuse。
  Theydroveback,andat6。15satdowntodine。ItwastheSherry,incidentoveragain,theremembranceofwhichcamepainfullyback,toCarrie。SherememberedMrs。Vance,whohadnevercalledagain,afterHurstwood’sreception,andAmes。
  Atthisfigurehermindhalted。Itwasastrong,cleanvision。
  Helikedbetterbooksthansheread,betterpeoplethanshe,associatedwith。Hisidealsburnedinherheart。
  “It’sfinetobeagoodactress,“camedistinctlyback。
  Whatsortofanactresswasshe?
  “Whatareyouthinkingabout,MissMadenda?”inquiredhermerry,companion。”Come,now,let’sseeifIcanguess。”
  “Oh,no,“saidCarrie。”Don’ttry。”
  Sheshookitoffandate。Sheforgot,inpart,andwasmerry。
  Whenitcametotheafter-theatreproposition,however,sheshook,herhead。
  “No,“shesaid,“Ican’t。Ihaveapreviousengagement。”
  “Oh,now,MissMadenda,“pleadedtheyouth。
  “No,“saidCarrie,“Ican’t。You’vebeensokind,butyou’ll,havetoexcuseme。”
  Theyouthlookedexceedinglycrestfallen。
  “Cheerup,oldman,“whisperedhiscompanion。”We’llgoaround,anyhow。Shemaychangehermind。”
  ChapterXL
  APUBLICDISSENSION——AFINALAPPEAL
  Therewasnoafter-theatrelark,however,sofarasCarriewas,concerned。Shemadeherwayhomeward,thinkingabouther,absence。Hurstwoodwasasleep,butrouseduptolookasshe,passedthroughtoherownbed。
  “Isthatyou?”hesaid。
  “Yes,“sheanswered。
  Thenextmorningatbreakfastshefeltlikeapologising。
  “Icouldn’tgethomelastevening,“shesaid。
  “Ah,Carrie,“heanswered,“what’stheusesayingthat?Idon’t,care。Youneedn’ttellmethat,though。”
  “Icouldn’t,“saidCarrie,hercolourrising。Then,seeingthat,helookedasifhesaid“Iknow,“sheexclaimed:“Oh,allright。
  Idon’tcare。”
  Fromnowon,herindifferencetotheflatwasevengreater。
  Thereseemednocommongroundonwhichtheycouldtalktoone,another。Sheletherselfbeaskedforexpenses。Itbecameso,withhimthathehatedtodoit。Hepreferredstandingoffthe,butcherandbaker。Heranupagrocerybillofsixteendollars,withOeslogge,layinginasupplyofstaplearticles,sothat,theywouldnothavetobuyanyofthosethingsforsometimeto,come。Thenhechangedhisgrocery。Itwasthesamewiththe,butcherandseveralothers。Carrieneverheardanythingofthis,directlyfromhim。
  Heaskedforsuchashecouldexpect,driftingfartherand,fartherintoasituationwhichcouldhavebutoneending。
  Inthisfashion,Septemberwentby。
  “Isn’tMr。Drakegoingtoopenhishotel?”Carrieaskedseveral,times。
  “Yes。Hewon’tdoitbeforeOctober,though,now。”
  Carriebecamedisgusted。”Suchaman,“shesaidtoherself,frequently。Moreandmoreshevisited。Sheputmostofher,sparemoneyinclothes,which,afterall,wasnotanastonishing,amount。Atlasttheoperashewaswithannounceditsdeparture,withinfourweeks。”LasttwoweeksoftheGreatComicOpera,success——The——,“etc。wasuponallbillboardsandin,thenewspapers,beforesheacted。
  “I’mnotgoingoutontheroad,“saidMissOsborne。
  Carriewentwithhertoapplytoanothermanager。
  “Everhadanyexperience?”wasoneofhisquestions。
  “I’mwiththecompanyattheCasinonow。”
  “Oh,youare?”hesaid。
  Theendofthiswasanotherengagementattwentyperweek。
  Carriewasdelighted。Shebegantofeelthatshehadaplacein,theworld。Peoplerecognisedability。
  Sochangedwasherstatethatthehomeatmospherebecame,intolerable。Itwasallpovertyandtroublethere,orseemedto,be,becauseitwasaloadtobear。Itbecameaplacetokeep,awayfrom。Stillshesleptthere,anddidafairamountofwork,keepingitinorder。ItwasasittingplaceforHurstwood。He,satandrocked,rockedandread,envelopedinthegloomofhis,ownfate。Octoberwentby,andNovember。Itwasthedeadof,winteralmostbeforeheknewit,andtherehesat。
  Carriewasdoingbetter,thatheknew。Herclotheswereimproved,now,evenfine。Hesawhercomingandgoing,sometimespicturing,tohimselfherrise。Littleeatinghadthinnedhimsomewhat。He,hadnoappetite。Hisclothes,too,wereapoorman’sclothes。
  Talkaboutgettingsomethinghadbecomeeventoothreadbareand,ridiculousforhim。Sohefoldedhishandsandwaited——forwhat,hecouldnotanticipate。
  Atlast,however,troublesbecametoothick。Thehoundingof,creditors,theindifferenceofCarrie,thesilenceoftheflat,andpresenceofwinter,alljoinedtoproduceaclimax。Itwas,effectedbythearrivalofOeslogge,personally,whenCarriewas,there。
  “Icallaboutmybill,“saidMr。Oeslogge。
  Carriewasonlyfaintlysurprised。
  “Howmuchisit?”sheasked。
  “Sixteendollars,“hereplied。
  “Oh,thatmuch?”saidCarrie。”Isthisright?”sheasked,turningtoHurstwood。
  “Yes,“hesaid。
  “Well,Ineverheardanythingaboutit。”
  Shelookedasifshethoughthehadbeencontractingsome,needlessexpense。
  “Well,wehaditallright,“heanswered。Thenhewenttothe,door。”Ican’tpayyouanythingonthatto-day,“hesaid,mildly。
  “Well,whencanyou?”saidthegrocer。
  “NotbeforeSaturday,anyhow,“saidHurstwood。
  “Huh!”returnedthegrocer。”Thisisfine。Imusthavethat。I
  needthemoney。”
  Carriewasstandingfartherbackintheroom,hearingitall。
  Shewasgreatlydistressed。Itwassobadandcommonplace。
  Hurstwoodwasannoyedalso。
  “Well,“hesaid,“there’snousetalkingaboutitnow。Ifyou’ll,comeinSaturday,I’llpayyousomethingonit。”
  Thegrocerymanwentaway。
  “Howarewegoingtopayit?”askedCarrie,astonishedbythe,bill。”Ican’tdoit。”
  “Well,youdon’thaveto,“hesaid。”Hecan’tgetwhathecan’t,get。He’llhavetowait。”
  “Idon’tseehowweranupsuchabillasthat,“saidCarrie。
  “Well,weateit,“saidHurstwood。
  “It’sfunny,“shereplied,stilldoubting。
  “What’stheuseofyourstandingthereandtalkinglikethat,now?”heasked。”DoyouthinkI’vehaditalone?Youtalkasif,I’dtakensomething。”
  “Well,it’stoomuch,anyhow,“saidCarrie。”Ioughtn’ttobe,madetopayforit。I’vegotmorethanIcanpayfornow。”
  “Allright,“repliedHurstwood,sittingdowninsilence。Hewas,sickofthegrindofthisthing。
  Carriewentoutandtherehesat,determiningtodosomething。
  Therehadbeenappearinginthepapersaboutthistimerumours,andnoticesofanapproachingstrikeonthetrolleylinesin,Brooklyn。Therewasgeneraldissatisfactionastothehoursof,labourrequiredandthewagespaid。Asusual——andforsome,inexplicablereason——themenchosethewinterfortheforcingof,thehandoftheiremployersandthesettlementoftheir,difficulties。
  Hurstwoodhadbeenreadingofthisthing,andwondering,concerningthehugetie-upwhichwouldfollow。Adayortwo,beforethistroublewithCarrie,itcame。Onacoldafternoon,wheneverythingwasgreyanditthreatenedtosnow,thepapers,announcedthatthemenhadbeencalledoutonallthelines。
  Beingsoutterlyidle,andhismindfilledwiththenumerous,predictionswhichhadbeenmadeconcerningthescarcityoflabour,thiswinterandthepanickystateofthefinancialmarket,Hurstwoodreadthiswithinterest。Henotedtheclaimsofthe,strikingmotormenandconductors,whosaidthattheyhadbeen,wonttoreceivetwodollarsadayintimespast,butthatfora,yearormore“trippers“hadbeenintroduced,whichcutdowntheir,chanceoflivelihoodone-half,andincreasedtheirhoursof,servitudefromtentotwelve,andevenfourteen。These,“trippers“weremenputonduringthebusyandrushhours,to,takeacaroutforonetrip。Thecompensationpaidforsucha,tripwasonlytwenty-fivecents。Whentherushorbusyhours,wereover,theywerelaidoff。Worstofall,nomanmightknow,whenhewasgoingtogetacar。Hemustcometothebarnsinthe,morningandwaitaroundinfairandfoulweatheruntilsuchtime,ashewasneeded。Twotripswereanaveragerewardforsomuch,waiting——alittleoverthreehours’workforfiftycents。The,workofwaitingwasnotcounted。
  Themencomplainedthatthissystemwasextending,andthatthe,timewasnotfaroffwhenbutafewoutof7,000employeeswould,haveregulartwo-dollar-a-dayworkatall。Theydemandedthat,thesystembeabolished,andthattenhoursbeconsideredaday’s,work,barringunavoidabledelays,with$2。25pay。Theydemanded,immediateacceptanceoftheseterms,whichthevarioustrolley,companiesrefused。
  Hurstwoodatfirstsympathisedwiththedemandsofthesemen——
  indeed,itisaquestionwhetherhedidnotalwayssympathise,withthemtotheend,beliehimashisactionsmight。Reading,nearlyallthenews,hewasattractedfirstbythescare-heads,withwhichthetroublewasnotedinthe“World。”Hereadit,fully——thenamesofthesevencompaniesinvolved,thenumberof,men。
  “They’refoolishtostrikeinthissortofweather,“hethought,tohimself。”Let’emwiniftheycan,though。”
  Thenextdaytherewasevenalargernoticeofit。”Brooklynites,Walk,“saidthe“World。”“KnightsofLabourTieuptheTrolley,LinesAcrosstheBridge。”“AboutSevenThousandMenOut。”
  Hurstwoodreadthis,formulatingtohimselfhisownideaofwhat,wouldbetheoutcome。Hewasagreatbelieverinthestrengthof,corporations。
  “Theycan’twin,“hesaid,concerningthemen。”Theyhaven’tany,money。Thepolicewillprotectthecompanies。They’vegotto。
  Thepublichastohaveitscars。”
  Hedidn’tsympathisewiththecorporations,butstrengthwaswith,them。Sowaspropertyandpublicutility。
  “Thosefellowscan’twin,“hethought。
  Amongotherthings,henoticedacircularissuedbyoneofthe,companies,whichread:
  ATLANTICAVENUERAILROAD
  SPECIALNOTICE
  Themotormenandconductorsandotheremployeesofthiscompany,havingabruptlyleftitsservice,anopportunityisnowgivento,allloyalmenwhohavestruckagainsttheirwilltobe,reinstated,providingtheywillmaketheirapplicationsbytwelve,o’clocknoononWednesday,January16th。Suchmenwillbegiven,employmentwithguaranteedprotectionintheorderinwhich,suchapplicationsarereceived,andrunsandpositionsassigned,themaccordingly。Otherwise,theywillbeconsidereddischarged,andeveryvacancywillbefilledbyanewmanassoonashis,servicescanbesecured。
  Signed
  BenjaminNorton,President,Healsonotedamongthewantads。onewhichread:
  WANTED——50skilledmotormen,accustomedtoWestinghousesystem,torunU。S。mailcarsonly,intheCityofBrooklyn;protection,guaranteed。
  Henotedparticularlyineachthe“protectionguaranteed。”It,signifiedtohimtheunassailablepowerofthecompanies。
  “They’vegotthemilitiaontheirside,“hethought。”There,isn’tanythingthosemencando。”
  Whilethiswasstillinhismind,theincidentwithOesloggeand,Carrieoccurred。Therehadbeenagooddealtoirritatehim,but,thisseemedmuchtheworst。Neverbeforehadsheaccusedhimof,stealing——orverynearthat。Shedoubtedthenaturalnessofso,largeabill。Andhehadworkedsohardtomakeexpensesseem,light。Hehadbeen“doing“butcherandbakerinordernotto,callonher。Hehadeatenverylittle——almostnothing。
  “Damnitall!”hesaid。”Icangetsomething。I’mnotdown,yet。”
  Hethoughtthathereallymustdosomethingnow。Itwastoo,cheaptositaroundaftersuchaninsinuationasthis。Why,afteralittle,hewouldbestandinganything。
  Hegotupandlookedoutthewindowintothechillystreet。It,camegraduallyintohismind,ashestoodthere,togoto,Brooklyn。
  “Whynot?”hismindsaid。”Anyonecangetworkoverthere。
  You’llgettwoaday。”
  “Howaboutaccidents?”saidavoice。”Youmightgethurt。”
  “Oh,therewon’tbemuchofthat,“heanswered。”They’vecalled,outthepolice。Anyonewhowantstorunacarwillbeprotected,allright。”
  “Youdon’tknowhowtorunacar,“rejoinedthevoice。
  “Iwon’tapplyasamotorman,“heanswered。”Icanringupfares,allright。”
  “They’llwantmotormen,mostly。”
  “They’lltakeanybody;thatIknow。”
  Forseveralhourshearguedproandconwiththismental,counsellor,feelingnoneedtoactatonceinamattersosureof,profit。
  Inthemorningheputonhisbestclothes,whichwerepoor,enough,andbeganstirringabout,puttingsomebreadandmeat,intoapageofanewspaper。Carriewatchedhim,interestedin,thisnewmove。
  “Whereareyougoing?”sheasked。
  “OvertoBrooklyn,“heanswered。Then,seeingherstill,inquisitive,headded:“IthinkIcangetonoverthere。”
  “Onthetrolleylines?”saidCarrie,astonished。
  “Yes,“herejoined。
  “Aren’tyouafraid?”sheasked。
  “Whatof?”heanswered。”Thepoliceareprotectingthem。”
  “Thepapersaidfourmenwerehurtyesterday。”
  “Yes,“hereturned;“butyoucan’tgobywhatthepaperssay。
  They’llrunthecarsallright。”
  Helookedratherdeterminednow,inadesolatesortofway,and,Carriefeltverysorry。SomethingoftheoldHurstwoodwashere——
  theleastshadowofwhatwasonceshrewdandpleasantstrength。
  Outside,itwascloudyandblowingafewflakesofsnow。
  “Whatadaytogooverthere,“thoughtCarrie。
  Nowheleftbeforeshedid,whichwasaremarkablething,and,trampedeastwardtoFourteenthStreetandSixthAvenue,wherehe,tookthecar。Hehadreadthatscoresofapplicantswere,applyingattheofficeoftheBrooklynCityRailroadbuildingand,werebeingreceived。Hemadehiswaytherebyhorse-carand,ferry——adark,silentman——totheofficesinquestion。Itwasa,longway,fornocarswererunning,andthedaywascold;buthe,trudgedalonggrimly。OnceinBrooklyn,hecouldclearlyseeand,feelthatastrikewason。Peopleshoweditintheirmanner。
  Alongtheroutesofcertaintracksnotacarwasrunning。About,certaincornersandnearbysaloonssmallgroupsofmenwere,lounging。Severalspringwagonspassedhim,equippedwithplain,woodenchairs,andlabelled“Flatbush“or“ProspectPark。Fare,TenCents。”Henoticedcoldandevengloomyfaces。Labourwas,havingitslittlewar。
  Whenhecameneartheofficeinquestion,hesawafewmen,standingabout,andsomepolicemen。Onthefarcornerswere,othermen——whomhetooktobestrikers——watching。Allthehouses,weresmallandwooden,thestreetspoorlypaved。AfterNewYork,Brooklynlookedactuallypoorandhard-up。
  Hemadehiswayintotheheartofthesmallgroup,eyedby,policemenandthemenalreadythere。Oneoftheofficers,addressedhim。
  “Whatareyoulookingfor?”
  “IwanttoseeifIcangetaplace。”
  “Theofficesareupthosesteps,“saidthebluecoat。Hisface,wasaveryneutralthingtocontemplate。Inhisheartofhearts,hesympathisedwiththestrikersandhatedthis“scab。”Inhis,heartofhearts,also,hefeltthedignityanduseofthepolice,force,whichcommandedorder。Ofitstruesocialsignificance,heneveroncedreamed。Hiswasnotthemindforthat。Thetwo,feelingsblendedinhim——neutralisedoneanotherandhim。He,wouldhavefoughtforthismanasdeterminedlyasforhimself,andyetonlysofarascommanded。Striphimofhisuniform,and,hewouldhavesoonpickedhisside。
  Hurstwoodascendedadustyflightofstepsandenteredasmall,dust-colouredoffice,inwhichwerearailing,alongdesk,and,severalclerks。
  “Well,sir?”saidamiddle-agedman,lookingupathimfromthe,longdesk。
  “Doyouwanttohireanymen?”inquiredHurstwood。
  “Whatareyou——amotorman?”
  “No;I’mnotanything,“saidHurstwood。
  Hewasnotatallabashedbyhisposition。Heknewthesepeople,neededmen。Ifonedidn’ttakehim,anotherwould。Thisman,couldtakehimorleavehim,justashechose。
  “Well,wepreferexperiencedmen,ofcourse,“saidtheman。He,paused,whileHurstwoodsmiledindifferently。Thenheadded:
  “Still,Iguessyoucanlearn。Whatisyourname?”
  “Wheeler,“saidHurstwood。
  Themanwroteanorderonasmallcard。”Takethattoour,barns,“hesaid,“andgiveittotheforeman。He’llshowyou,whattodo。”
  Hurstwoodwentdownandout。Hewalkedstraightawayinthe,directionindicated,whilethepolicemenlookedafter。
  “There’sanotherwantstotryit,“saidOfficerKielytoOfficer,Macey。
  “Ihavemymindhe’llgethisfill,“returnedthelatter,quietly。Theyhadbeeninstrikesbefore。
  ChapterXLI
  THESTRIKE
  ThebarnatwhichHurstwoodappliedwasexceedinglyshort-handed,andwasbeingoperatedpracticallybythreemenasdirectors。
  Therewerealotofgreenhandsaround——queer,hungry-looking,men,wholookedasifwanthaddriventhemtodesperatemeans。
  Theytriedtobelivelyandwilling,buttherewasanairof,hang-dogdiffidenceabouttheplace。
  Hurstwoodwentbackthroughthebarnsandoutintoalarge,enclosedlot,wherewereaseriesoftracksandloops。Ahalf-
  dozencarswerethere,mannedbyinstructors,eachwithapupil,atthelever。Morepupilswerewaitingatoneofthereardoors,ofthebarn。
  InsilenceHurstwoodviewedthisscene,andwaited。His,companionstookhiseyeforawhile,thoughtheydidnotinterest,himmuchmorethanthecars。Theywereanuncomfortable-looking,gang,however。Oneortwowereverythinandlean。Severalwere,quitestout。Severalotherswererawbonedandsallow,asifthey,hadbeenbeatenuponbyallsortsofroughweather。
  “Didyouseebythepapertheyaregoingtocalloutthe,militia?”Hurstwoodheardoneofthemremark。
  “Oh,they’lldothat,“returnedtheother。”Theyalwaysdo。”
  “Thinkwe’reliabletohavemuchtrouble?”saidanother,whom,Hurstwooddidnotsee。
  “Notvery。”
  “ThatScotchmanthatwentoutonthelastcar,“putinavoice,“toldmethattheyhithimintheearwithacinder。”
  Asmall,nervouslaughaccompaniedthis。
  “OneofthosefellowsontheFifthAvenuelinemusthavehada,hellofatime,accordingtothepapers,“drawledanother。”They,brokehiscarwindowsandpulledhimoffintothestreet’fore,thepolicecouldstop’em。”
  “Yes;buttherearemorepolicearoundto-day,“wasaddedby,another。
  Hurstwoodhearkenedwithoutmuchmentalcomment。Thesetalkers,seemedscaredtohim。Theirgabblingwasfeverish——thingssaid,toquiettheirownminds。Helookedoutintotheyardand,waited。
  Twoofthemengotaroundquitenearhim,butbehindhisback。
  Theywererathersocial,andhelistenedtowhattheysaid。
  “Areyouarailroadman?”saidone。
  “Me?No。I’vealwaysworkedinapaperfactory。”
  “IhadajobinNewarkuntillastOctober,“returnedtheother,withreciprocalfeeling。
  Thereweresomewordswhichpassedtoolowtohear。Thenthe,conversationbecamestrongagain。
  “Idon’tblamethesefellersforstriking,“saidone。”They’ve,gottherightofit,allright,butIhadtogetsomethingto,do。”
  “Samehere,“saidtheother。”IfIhadanyjobinNewarkI
  wouldn’tbeoverheretakin’chanceslikethese。”
  “It’shellthesedays,ain’tit?”saidtheman。”Apoorman,ain’tnowhere。Youcouldstarve,byGod,rightinthestreets,andthereain’tmostnoonewouldhelpyou。”
  “Rightyouare,“saidtheother。”ThejobIhadIlost’cause,theyshutdown。Theyrunallsummerandlayupabigstock,and,thenshutdown。”
  Hurstwoodpaidsomelittleattentiontothis。Somehow,hefelta,littlesuperiortothesetwo——alittlebetteroff。Tohimthese,wereignorantandcommonplace,poorsheepinadriver’shand。
  “Poordevils,“hethought,speakingoutofthethoughtsand,feelingsofabygoneperiodofsuccess。
  “Next,“saidoneoftheinstructors。
  “You’renext,“saidaneighbour,touchinghim。
  Hewentoutandclimbedontheplatform。Theinstructortookit,forgrantedthatnopreliminarieswereneeded。
  “Youseethishandle,“hesaid,reachinguptoanelectriccut-
  off,whichwasfastenedtotheroof。”Thisthrowsthecurrent,offoron。Ifyouwanttoreversethecaryouturnitoverhere。
  Ifyouwanttosenditforward,youputitoverhere。Ifyou,wanttocutoffthepower,youkeepitinthemiddle。”
  Hurstwoodsmiledatthesimpleinformation。
  “Now,thishandlehereregulatesyourspeed。Tohere,“hesaid,pointingwithhisfinger,“givesyouaboutfourmilesanhour。
  Thisiseight。Whenit’sfullon,youmakeaboutfourteenmiles,anhour。”
  Hurstwoodwatchedhimcalmly。Hehadseenmotormenworkbefore。
  Heknewjustabouthowtheydidit,andwassurehecoulddoas,well,withaverylittlepractice。
  Theinstructorexplainedafewmoredetails,andthensaid:
  “Now,we’llbackherup。”
  Hurstwoodstoodplacidlyby,whilethecarrolledbackintothe,yard。
  “Onethingyouwanttobecarefulabout,andthatistostart,easy。Giveonedegreetimetoactbeforeyoustartanother。The,onefaultofmostmenisthattheyalwayswanttothrowherwide,open。That’sbad。It’sdangerous,too。Wearsoutthemotor。
  Youdon’twanttodothat。”
  “Isee,“saidHurstwood。
  Hewaitedandwaited,whilethemantalkedon。
  “Nowyoutakeit,“hesaid,finally。
  Theex-managerlaidhandtotheleverandpusheditgently,ashe,thought。Itworkedmucheasierthanheimagined,however,with,theresultthatthecarjerkedquicklyforward,throwinghimback,againstthedoor。Hestraightenedupsheepishly,whilethe,instructorstoppedthecarwiththebrake。
  “Youwanttobecarefulaboutthat,“wasallhesaid。
  Hurstwoodfound,however,thathandlingabrakeandregulating,speedwerenotsoinstantlymasteredashehadimagined。Onceor,twicehewouldhaveploughedthroughtherearfenceifithadnot,beenforthehandandwordofhiscompanion。Thelatterwas,ratherpatientwithhim,butheneversmiled。
  “You’vegottogettheknackofworkingbotharmsatonce,“he,said。”Ittakesalittlepractice。”
  Oneo’clockcamewhilehewasstillonthecarpractising,andhe,begantofeelhungry。Thedaysetinsnowing,andhewascold。
  Hegrewwearyofrunningtoandfroontheshorttrack。
  Theyranthecartotheendandbothgotoff。Hurstwoodwent,intothebarnandsoughtacarstep,pullingouthispaper-
  wrappedlunchfromhispocket。Therewasnowaterandthebread,wasdry,butheenjoyedit。Therewasnoceremonyaboutdining。
  Heswallowedandlookedabout,contemplatingthedull,homely,labourofthething。Itwasdisagreeable——miserably,disagreeable——inallitsphases。Notbecauseitwasbitter,but,becauseitwashard。Itwouldbehardtoanyone,hethought。
  Aftereating,hestoodaboutasbefore,waitinguntilhisturn,came。
  Theintentionwastogivehimanafternoonofpractice,butthe,greaterpartofthetimewasspentinwaitingabout。
  Atlasteveningcame,andwithithungerandadebatewith,himselfastohowheshouldspendthenight。Itwashalf-past,five。Hemustsooneat。Ifhetriedtogohome,itwouldtake,himtwohoursandahalfofcoldwalkingandriding。Besideshe,hadorderstoreportatseventhenextmorning,andgoinghome,wouldnecessitatehisrisingatanunholyanddisagreeablehour。
  HehadonlysomethinglikeadollarandfifteencentsofCarrie’s,money,withwhichhehadintendedtopaythetwoweeks’coalbill,beforethepresentideastruckhim。
  “Theymusthavesomeplacearoundhere,“hethought。”Wheredoes,thatfellowfromNewarkstay?”
  Finallyhedecidedtoask。Therewasayoungfellowstanding,nearoneofthedoorsinthecold,waitingalastturn。Hewasa,mereboyinyears——twenty-oneabout——butwithabodylankand,long,becauseofprivation。Alittlegoodlivingwouldhavemade,thisyouthplumpandswaggering。
  “Howdotheyarrangethis,ifamanhasn’tanymoney?”inquired,Hurstwood,discreetly。
  Thefellowturnedakeen,watchfulfaceontheinquirer。
  “Youmeaneat?”hereplied。
  “Yes,andsleep。Ican’tgobacktoNewYorkto-night。”
  “Theforeman’llfixthatifyouaskhim,Iguess。Hedidme。”
  “Thatso?”
  “Yes。IjusttoldhimIdidn’thaveanything。Gee,Icouldn’t,gohome。IlivewayoverinHoboken。”
  Hurstwoodonlyclearedhisthroatbywayofacknowledgment。
  “They’vegotaplaceupstairshere,Iunderstand。Idon’tknow,whatsortofathingitis。Purtytough,Iguess。Hegavemea,mealticketthisnoon。Iknowthatwasn’tmuch。”
  Hurstwoodsmiledgrimly,andtheboylaughed。