Therewasagooddinnerintheflatthatevening,owingtothe,mereliftingoftheterriblestrain。Hurstwoodwentoutfora,shave,andreturnedwithafair-sizedsirloinsteak。
“Now,to-morrow,“hethought,“I’lllookaroundmyself,“andwith,renewedhopeheliftedhiseyesfromtheground。
OnthemorrowCarriereportedpromptlyandwasgivenaplacein,theline。Shesawalarge,empty,shadowyplay-house,still,redolentoftheperfumesandblazonryofthenight,andnotable,foritsrich,orientalappearance。Thewonderofitawedand,delightedher。Blessedbeitswondrousreality。Howhardshe,wouldtrytobeworthyofit。Itwasabovethecommonmass,aboveidleness,abovewant,aboveinsignificance。Peoplecameto,itinfineryandcarriagestosee。Itwaseveracentreoflight,andmirth。Andhereshewasofit。Oh,ifshecouldonly,remain,howhappywouldbeherdays!
“Whatisyourname?”saidthemanager,whowasconductingthe,drill。
“Madenda,“shereplied,instantlymindfulofthenameDrouethad,selectedinChicago。”CarrieMadenda。”
“Well,now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,veryaffably,asCarrie,thought,“yougooverthere。”
Thenhecalledtoayoungwomanwhowasalreadyofthecompany:
“MissClark,youpairwithMissMadenda。”
Thisyoungladysteppedforward,sothatCarriesawwheretogo,andtherehearsalbegan。
Carriesoonfoundthatwhilethisdrillinghadsomeslight,resemblancetotherehearsalsasconductedatAveryHall,the,attitudeofthemanagerwasmuchmorepronounced。Shehad,marvelledattheinsistenceandsuperiorairsofMr。Millice,but,theindividualconductingherehadthesameinsistence,coupled,withalmostbrutalroughness。Asthedrillingproceeded,he,seemedtowaxexceedinglywrothovertrifles,andtoincreasehis,lungpowerinproportion。Itwasveryevidentthathehada,greatcontemptforanyassumptionofdignityorinnocenceonthe,partoftheseyoungwomen。
“Clark,“hewouldcall——meaning,ofcourse,MissClark——“why,don’tyoucatchstepthere?”
“Byfours,right!Right,Isaid,right!Forheaven’ssake,geton,toyourself!Right!”andinsayingthishewouldliftthelast,soundsintoavehementroar。
“Maitland!Maitland!”hecalledonce。
Anervous,comely-dressedlittlegirlsteppedout。Carrie,trembledforheroutofthefulnessofherownsympathiesand,fear。
“Yes,sir,“saidMissMaitland。
“Isthereanythingthematterwithyourears?”
“No,sir。”
“Doyouknowwhat’columnleft’means?”
“Yes,sir。”
“Well,whatareyoustumblingaroundtherightfor?Wanttobreak,uptheline?”
“Iwasjust“
“Nevermindwhatyouwerejust。Keepyourearsopen。”
Carriepitied,andtrembledforherturn。
Yetanothersufferedthepainofpersonalrebuke。
“Holdonaminute,“criedthemanager,throwinguphishands,as,ifindespair。Hisdemeanourwasfierce。
“Elvers,“heshouted,“whathaveyougotinyourmouth?”
“Nothing,“saidMissElvers,whilesomesmiledandstood,nervouslyby。
“Well,areyoutalking?”
“No,sir。”
“Well,keepyourmouthstillthen。Now,alltogetheragain。”
AtlastCarrie’sturncame。Itwasbecauseofherextreme,anxietytodoallthatwasrequiredthatbroughtonthetrouble。
Sheheardsomeonecalled。
“Mason,“saidthevoice。”MissMason。”
Shelookedaroundtoseewhoitcouldbe。Agirlbehindshoved,heralittle,butshedidnotunderstand。
“You,you!”saidthemanager。”Can’tyouhear?”
“Oh,“saidCarrie,collapsing,andblushingfiercely。
“Isn’tyournameMason?”askedthemanager。
“No,sir,“saidCarrie,“it’sMadenda。”
“Well,what’sthematterwithyourfeet?Can’tyoudance?”
“Yes,sir,“saidCarrie,whohadlongsincelearnedthisart。
“Whydon’tyoudoitthen?Don’tgoshufflingalongasifyou,weredead。I’vegottohavepeoplewithlifeinthem。”
Carrie’scheekburnedwithacrimsonheat。Herlipstrembleda,little。
“Yes,sir,“shesaid。
Itwasthisconstanturging,coupledwithirascibilityand,energy,forthreelonghours。Carriecameawaywornenoughin,body,buttooexcitedinmindtonoticeit。Shemeanttogohome,andpractiseherevolutionsasprescribed。Shewouldnoterrin,anyway,ifshecouldhelpit。
WhenshereachedtheflatHurstwoodwasnotthere。Forawonder,hewasoutlookingforwork,asshesupposed。Shetookonlya,mouthfultoeatandthenpractisedon,sustainedbyvisionsof,freedomfromfinancialdistress——“Thesoundofgloryringingin,herears。”
WhenHurstwoodreturnedhewasnotsoelatedaswhenhewent,away,andnowshewasobligedtodroppracticeandgetdinner。
Herewasanearlyirritation。Shewouldhaveherworkandthis。
Wasshegoingtoactandkeephouse?
“I’llnotdoit,“shesaid,“afterIgetstarted。Hecantake,hismealsout。”
Eachdaythereafterbroughtitscares。Shefounditwasnotsuch,awonderfulthingtobeinthechorus,andshealsolearnedthat,hersalarywouldbetwelvedollarsaweek。Afterafewdaysshe,hadherfirstsightofthosehighandmighties——theleading,ladiesandgentlemen。Shesawthattheywereprivilegedand,deferredto。Shewasnothing——absolutelynothingatall。
AthomewasHurstwood,dailygivinghercauseforthought。He,seemedtogetnothingtodo,andyethemadeboldtoinquirehow,shewasgettingalong。Theregularitywithwhichhedidthis,smackedofsomeonewhowaswaitingtoliveuponherlabour。Now,thatshehadavisiblemeansofsupport,thisirritatedher。He,seemedtobedependinguponherlittletwelvedollars。
“Howareyougettingalong?”hewouldblandlyinquire。
“Oh,allright,“shewouldreply。
“Finditeasy?”
“ItwillbeallrightwhenIgetusedtoit。”
Hispaperwouldthenengrosshisthoughts。
“Igotsomelard,“hewouldadd,asanafterthought。”Ithought,maybeyoumightwanttomakesomebiscuit。”
Thecalmsuggestionofthemanastonishedheralittle,especiallyinthelightofrecentdevelopments。Herdawning,independencegavehermorecouragetoobserve,andshefeltasif,shewantedtosaythings。Stillshecouldnottalktohimasshe,hadtoDrouet。Therewassomethingintheman’smannerofwhich,shehadalwaysstoodinawe。Heseemedtohavesomeinvisible,strengthinreserve。
Oneday,afterherfirstweek’srehearsal,whatsheexpectedcame,openlytothesurface。
“We’llhavetoberathersaving,“hesaid,layingdownsomemeat,hehadpurchased。”Youwon’tgetanymoneyforaweekorso,yet。”
“No,“saidCarrie,whowasstirringapanatthestove。
“I’veonlygottherentandthirteendollarsmore,“headded。
“That’sit,“shesaidtoherself。”I’mtousemymoneynow。”
Instantlysherememberedthatshehadhopedtobuyafewthings,forherself。Sheneededclothes。Herhatwasnotnice。
“Whatwilltwelvedollarsdotowardskeepingupthisflat?”she,thought。”Ican’tdoit。Whydoesn’thegetsomethingtodo?”
Theimportantnightofthefirstrealperformancecame。Shedid,notsuggesttoHurstwoodthathecomeandsee。Hedidnotthink,ofgoing。Itwouldonlybemoneywasted。Shehadsuchasmall,part。
Theadvertisementswerealreadyinthepapers;thepostersupon,thebill-boards。Theleadingladyandmanymemberswerecited。
Carriewasnothing。
AsinChicago,shewasseizedwithstagefrightastheveryfirst,entranceoftheballetapproached,butlatersherecovered。The,apparentandpainfulinsignificanceoftheparttookfearaway,fromher。Shefeltthatshewassoobscureitdidnotmatter。
Fortunately,shedidnothavetoweartights。Agroupoftwelve,wereassignedprettygolden-huedskirtswhichcameonlytoaline,aboutaninchabovetheknee。Carriehappenedtobeoneofthe,twelve。
Instandingaboutthestage,marching,andoccasionallylifting,uphervoiceinthegeneralchorus,shehadachancetoobserve,theaudienceandtoseetheinaugurationofagreathit。There,wasplentyofapplause,butshecouldnothelpnotinghowpoorly,someofthewomenofallegedabilitydid。
“Icoulddobetterthanthat,“Carrieventuredtoherself,in,severalinstances。Todoherjustice,shewasright。
Afteritwasovershedressedquickly,andasthemanagerhad,scoldedsomeothersandpassedher,sheimaginedshemusthave,provedsatisfactory。Shewantedtogetoutquickly,becauseshe,knewbutfew,andthestarsweregossiping。Outsidewere,carriagesandsomecorrectyouthsinattractiveclothing,waiting。Carriesawthatshewasscannedclosely。Theflutter,ofaneyelashwouldhavebroughtheracompanion。Thatshedid,notgive。
Oneexperiencedyouthvolunteered,anyhow。
“Notgoinghomealone,areyou?”hesaid。
CarriemerelyhastenedherstepsandtooktheSixthAvenuecar。
Herheadwassofullofthewonderofitthatshehadtimefor,nothingelse。
“Didyouhearanymorefromthebrewery?”sheaskedattheendof,theweek,hopingbythequestiontostirhimontoaction。
“No,“heanswered,“they’renotquitereadyyet。Ithink,somethingwillcomeofthat,though。”
Shesaidnothingmorethen,objectingtogivingupherownmoney,andyetfeelingthatsuchwouldhavetobethecase。Hurstwood,feltthecrisis,andartfullydecidedtoappealtoCarrie。He,hadlongsincerealisedhowgood-naturedshewas,howmuchshe,wouldstand。Therewassomelittleshameinhimatthethought,ofdoingso,buthejustifiedhimselfwiththethoughtthathe,reallywouldgetsomething。Rentdaygavehimhisopportunity。
“Well,“hesaid,ashecounteditout,“that’saboutthelastof,mymoney。I’llhavetogetsomethingprettysoon。”
Carrielookedathimaskance,half-suspiciousofanappeal。
“IfIcouldonlyholdoutalittlelongerIthinkIcouldget,something。DrakeissuretoopenahotelhereinSeptember。”
“Ishe?”saidCarrie,thinkingoftheshortmonththatstill,remaineduntilthattime。
“Wouldyoumindhelpingmeoutuntilthen?”hesaidappealingly。
“IthinkI’llbeallrightafterthattime。”
“No,“saidCarrie,feelingsadlyhandicappedbyfate。
“Wecangetalongifweeconomise。I’llpayyoubackallright。”
“Oh,I’llhelpyou,“saidCarrie,feelingquitehardheartedat,thusforcinghimtohumblyappeal,andyetherdesireforthe,benefitofherearningswrungafaintprotestfromher。
“Whydon’tyoutakeanything,George,temporarily?”shesaid。
“Whatdifferencedoesitmake?Maybe,afterawhile,you’llget,somethingbetter。”
“Iwilltakeanything,“hesaid,relieved,andwincingunder,reproof。”I’djustasleavedigonthestreets。Nobodyknowsme,here。”
“Oh,youneedn’tdothat,“saidCarrie,hurtbythepityofit。
“Buttheremustbeotherthings。”
“I’llgetsomething!”hesaid,assumingdetermination。
Thenhewentbacktohispaper。
ChapterXXXIX
OFLIGHTSANDOFSHADOWS——THEPARTINGOFWORLDS
WhatHurstwoodgotastheresultofthisdeterminationwasmore,self-assurancethateachparticulardaywasnottheday。Atthe,sametime,Carriepassedthroughthirtydaysofmentaldistress。
Herneedofclothes——tosaynothingofherdesireforornaments——
grewrapidlyasthefactdevelopedthatforallherworkshewas,nottohavethem。ThesympathyshefeltforHurstwood,atthe,timeheaskedhertotidehimover,vanishedwiththesenewer,urgingsofdecency。Hewasnotalwaysrenewinghisrequest,but,thisloveofgoodappearancewas。Itinsisted,andCarriewished,tosatisfyit,wishedmoreandmorethatHurstwoodwasnotinthe,way。
Hurstwoodreasoned,whenhenearedthelasttendollars,thathe,hadbetterkeepalittlepocketchangeandnotbecomewholly,dependentforcar-fare,shaves,andthelike;sowhenthissum,wasstillinhishandheannouncedhimselfaspenniless。
“I’mclearout,“hesaidtoCarrieoneafternoon。”Ipaidfor,somecoalthismorning,andthattookallbuttenorfifteen,cents。”
“I’vegotsomemoneythereinmypurse。”
Hurstwoodwenttogetit,startingforacanoftomatoes。Carrie,scarcelynoticedthatthiswasthebeginningoftheneworder。
Hetookoutfifteencentsandboughtthecanwithit。Thereafter,itwasdribsanddrabsofthissort,untilonemorningCarrie,suddenlyrememberedthatshewouldnotbebackuntilcloseto,dinnertime。
“We’realloutofflour,“shesaid;“you’dbettergetsomethis,afternoon。Wehaven’tanymeat,either。Howwoulditdoifwe,hadliverandbacon?”
“Suitsme,“saidHurstwood。
“Bettergetahalforthree-quartersofapoundofthat。”
“Half’llbeenough,“volunteeredHurstwood。
Sheopenedherpurseandlaiddownahalfdollar。Hepretended,nottonoticeit。
Hurstwoodboughttheflour——whichallgrocerssoldin31/2-pound,packages——forthirteencentsandpaidfifteencentsforahalf-
poundofliverandbacon。Heleftthepackages,togetherwith,thebalanceoftwenty-twocents,uponthekitchentable,where,Carriefoundit。Itdidnotescapeherthatthechangewas,accurate。Therewassomethingsadinrealisingthat,afterall,allthathewantedofherwassomethingtoeat。Shefeltasif,hardthoughtswereunjust。Maybehewouldgetsomethingyet。He,hadnovices。
Thatveryevening,however,ongoingintothetheatre,oneofthe,chorusgirlspassedherallnewlyarrayedinaprettymottled,tweedsuit,whichtookCarrie’seye。Theyoungwomanworeafine,bunchofvioletsandseemedinhighspirits。Shesmiledat,Carriegood-naturedlyasshepassed,showingpretty,eventeeth,andCarriesmiledback。
“Shecanaffordtodresswell,“thoughtCarrie,“andsocouldI,ifIcouldonlykeepmymoney。Ihaven’tadecenttieofany,kindtowear。”
Sheputoutherfootandlookedathershoereflectively。
“I’llgetapairofshoesSaturday,anyhow;Idon’tcarewhat,happens。”
Oneofthesweetestandmostsympatheticlittlechorusgirlsin,thecompanymadefriendswithherbecauseinCarrieshefound,nothingtofrightenheraway。ShewasagaylittleManon,unwittingofsociety’sfierceconceptionofmorality,but,nevertheless,goodtoherneighbourandcharitable。Little,licensewasallowedthechorusinthematterofconversation,but,nevertheless,somewasindulgedin。
“It’swarmto-night,isn’tit?”saidthisgirl,arrayedinpink,fleshingsandanimitationgoldenhelmet。Shealsocarrieda,shiningshield。
“Yes;itis,“saidCarrie,pleasedthatsomeoneshouldtalkto,her。
“I’malmostroasting,“saidthegirl。
Carrielookedintoherprettyface,withitslargeblueeyes,and,sawlittlebeadsofmoisture。
“There’smoremarchinginthisoperathaneverIdidbefore,“
addedthegirl。
“Haveyoubeeninothers?”askedCarrie,surprisedather,experience。
“Lotsofthem,“saidthegirl;“haven’tyou?”
“Thisismyfirstexperience。”
“Oh,isit?IthoughtIsawyouthetimetheyran’TheQueen’s,Mate’here。”
“No,“saidCarrie,shakingherhead;“notme。”
Thisconversationwasinterruptedbytheblareoftheorchestra,andthesputteringofthecalciumlightsinthewingsastheline,wascalledtoformforanewentrance。Nofurtheropportunity,forconversationoccurred,butthenextevening,whentheywere,gettingreadyforthestage,thisgirlappearedanewatherside。
“Theysaythisshowisgoingontheroadnextmonth。”
“Isit?”saidCarrie。
“Yes;doyouthinkyou’llgo?”
“Idon’tknow;Iguessso,ifthey’lltakeme。”
“Oh,they’lltakeyou。Iwouldn’tgo。Theywon’tgiveyouany,more,anditwillcostyoueverythingyoumaketolive。Inever,leaveNewYork。Therearetoomanyshowsgoingonhere。”
“Canyoualwaysgetinanothershow?”
“Ialwayshave。There’sonegoingonupattheBroadwaythis,month。I’mgoingtotryandgetinthatifthisonereally,goes。”
Carrieheardthiswitharousedintelligence。Evidentlyitwasn’t,soverydifficulttogeton。Maybeshealsocouldgetaplaceif,thisshowwentaway。
“Dotheyallpayaboutthesame?”sheasked。
“Yes。Sometimesyougetalittlemore。Thisshowdoesn’tpay,verymuch。”
“Igettwelve,“saidCarrie。
“Doyou?”saidthegirl。”Theypaymefifteen,andyoudomore,workthanIdo。Iwouldn’tstanditifIwereyou。They’rejust,givingyoulessbecausetheythinkyoudon’tknow。Yououghtto,bemakingfifteen。”
“Well,I’mnot,“saidCarrie。
“Well,you’llgetmoreatthenextplaceifyouwantit,“wenton,thegirl,whoadmiredCarrieverymuch。”Youdofine,andthe,managerknowsit。”
Tosaythetruth,Carriedidunconsciouslymoveaboutwithanair,pleasingandsomewhatdistinctive。Itwasduewhollytoher,naturalmannerandtotallackofself-consciousness。
“DoyousupposeIcouldgetmoreupattheBroadway?”
“Ofcourseyoucan,“answeredthegirl。”YoucomewithmewhenI
go。I’lldothetalking。”
Carrieheardthis,flushingwiththankfulness。Shelikedthis,littlegaslightsoldier。Sheseemedsoexperiencedandself-
reliantinhertinselhelmetandmilitaryaccoutrements。
“MyfuturemustbeassuredifIcanalwaysgetworkthisway,“
thoughtCarrie。
Still,inthemorning,whenherhouseholddutieswouldinfringe,uponherandHurstwoodsatthere,aperfectloadtocontemplate,herfateseemeddismalandunrelieved。Itdidnottakesovery,muchtofeedthemunderHurstwood’sclose-measuredbuying,and,therewouldpossiblybeenoughforrent,butitleftnothing,else。Carrieboughttheshoesandsomeotherthings,which,complicatedtherentproblemveryseriously。Suddenly,aweek,fromthefatalday,Carrierealisedthattheyweregoingtorun,short。
“Idon’tbelieve,“sheexclaimed,lookingintoherpurseat,breakfast,“thatI’llhaveenoughtopaytherent。”
“Howmuchhaveyou?”inquiredHurstwood。
“Well,I’vegottwenty-twodollars,butthere’severythingtobe,paidforthisweekyet,andifIuseallIgetSaturdaytopay,this,therewon’tbeanyleftfornextweek。Doyouthinkyour,hotelmanwillopenhishotelthismonth?”
“Ithinkso,“returnedHurstwood。”Hesaidhewould。”
Afterawhile,Hurstwoodsaid:
“Don’tworryaboutit。Maybethegrocerwillwait。Hecando,that。We’vetradedtherelongenoughtomakehimtrustusfora,weekortwo。”
“Doyouthinkhewill?”sheasked。
“Ithinkso。”
Onthisaccount,Hurstwood,thisveryday,lookedgrocerOeslogge,clearlyintheeyeasheorderedapoundofcoffee,andsaid:
“Doyoumindcarryingmyaccountuntiltheendofeveryweek?”
“No,no,Mr。Wheeler,“saidMr。Oeslogge。”Datissallright。”
Hurstwood,stilltactfulindistress,addednothingtothis。It,seemedaneasything。Helookedoutofthedoor,andthen,gathereduphiscoffeewhenreadyandcameaway。Thegameofa,desperatemanhadbegun。
Rentwaspaid,andnowcamethegrocer。Hurstwoodmanagedby,payingoutofhisowntenandcollectingfromCarrieattheend,oftheweek。Thenhedelayedadaynexttimesettlingwiththe,grocer,andsosoonhadhistenback,withOesloggegettinghis,payonthisThursdayorFridayforlastSaturday’sbill。
ThisentanglementmadeCarrieanxiousforachangeofsomesort。
Hurstwooddidnotseemtorealisethatshehadarightto,anything。Heschemedtomakewhatsheearnedcoverallexpenses,butseemednottotroubleoveraddinganythinghimself。
“Hetalksaboutworrying,“thoughtCarrie。”Ifheworriedenough,hecouldn’tsitthereandwaitforme。He’dgetsomethingtodo。
Nomancouldgosevenmonthswithoutfindingsomethingifhe,tried。”
Thesightofhimalwaysaroundinhisuntidyclothesandgloomy,appearancedroveCarrietoseekreliefinotherplaces。Twicea,weektherewerematinees,andthenHurstwoodateacoldsnack,whichhepreparedhimself。Twootherdaystherewererehearsals,beginningatteninthemorningandlastingusuallyuntilone。
Now,tothisCarrieaddedafewvisitstooneortwochorus,girls,includingtheblue-eyedsoldierofthegoldenhelmet。She,diditbecauseitwaspleasantandarelieffromdulnessofthe,homeoverwhichherhusbandbrooded。
Theblue-eyedsoldier’snamewasOsborne——LolaOsborne。Herroom,wasinNineteenthStreetnearFourthAvenue,ablocknowgivenup,whollytoofficebuildings。Hereshehadacomfortableback,room,lookingoveracollectionofbackyardsinwhichgrewa,numberofshadetreespleasanttosee。
“Isn’tyourhomeinNewYork?”sheaskedofLolaoneday。
“Yes;butIcan’tgetalongwithmypeople。Theyalwayswantme,todowhattheywant。Doyoulivehere?”
“Yes,“saidCarrie。
“Withyourfamily?”
Carriewasashamedtosaythatshewasmarried。Shehadtalked,somuchaboutgettingmoresalaryandconfessedtosomuch,anxietyaboutherfuture,thatnow,whenthedirectquestionof,factwaswaiting,shecouldnottellthisgirl。
“Withsomerelatives,“sheanswered。
MissOsbornetookitforgrantedthat,likeherself,Carrie’s,timewasherown。Sheinvariablyaskedhertostay,proposing,littleoutingsandotherthingsofthatsortuntilCarriebegan,neglectingherdinnerhours。Hurstwoodnoticedit,butfeltin,nopositiontoquarrelwithher。Severaltimesshecamesolate,asscarcelytohaveanhourinwhichtopatchupamealandstart,forthetheatre。
“Doyourehearseintheafternoons?”Hurstwoodonceasked,concealingalmostcompletelythecynicalprotestandregretwhich,promptedit。
“No;Iwaslookingaroundforanotherplace,“saidCarrie。
Asamatteroffactshewas,butonlyinsuchawayasfurnished,theleaststrawofanexcuse。MissOsborneandshehadgoneto,theofficeofthemanagerwhowastoproducethenewoperaatthe,Broadwayandreturnedstraighttotheformer’sroom,wherethey,hadbeensincethreeo’clock。
Carriefeltthisquestiontobeaninfringementonherliberty。
Shedidnottakeintoaccounthowmuchlibertyshewassecuring。
Onlythelateststep,thenewestfreedom,mustnotbequestioned。
Hurstwoodsawitallclearlyenough。Hewasshrewdafterhis,kind,andyettherewasenoughdecencyinthemantostophim,frommakinganyeffectualprotest。Inhisalmostinexplicable,apathyhewascontenttodroopsupinelywhileCarriedriftedout,ofhislife,justashewaswillingsupinelytoseeopportunity,passbeyondhiscontrol。Hecouldnothelpclingingand,protestinginamild,irritating,andineffectualway,however——a,waythatsimplywidenedthebreachbyslowdegrees。
Afurtherenlargementofthischasmbetweenthemcamewhenthe,manager,lookingbetweenthewingsuponthebrightlylighted,stagewherethechoruswasgoingthroughsomeofitsglittering,evolutions,saidtothemasteroftheballet:
“Whoisthatfourthgirlthereontheright——theonecominground,attheendnow?”
“Oh,“saidtheballet-master,“that’sMissMadenda。”
“She’sgoodlooking。Whydon’tyouletherheadthatline?”
“Iwill,“saidtheman。
“Justdothat。She’lllookbettertherethanthewomanyou’ve,got。”
“Allright。Iwilldothat,“saidthemaster。
ThenexteveningCarriewascalledout,muchasifforanerror。
“Youleadyourcompanytonight,“saidthemaster。
“Yes,sir,“saidCarrie。
“Putsnapintoit,“headded。”Wemusthavesnap。”
“Yes,sir,“repliedCarrie。
Astonishedatthischange,shethoughtthattheheretoforeleader,mustbeill;butwhenshesawherintheline,withadistinct,expressionofsomethingunfavourableinhereye,shebeganto,thinkthatperhapsitwasmerit。
Shehadachicwayoftossingherheadtooneside,andholding,herarmsasifforaction——notlistlessly。Infrontoftheline,thisshowedupevenmoreeffectually。
“Thatgirlknowshowtocarryherself,“saidthemanager,another,evening。Hebegantothinkthatheshouldliketotalkwithher。
Ifhehadn’tmadeitaruletohavenothingtodowiththe,membersofthechorus,hewouldhaveapproachedhermost,unbendingly。
“Putthatgirlattheheadofthewhitecolumn,“hesuggestedto,themaninchargeoftheballet。
Thiswhitecolumnconsistedofsometwentygirls,allinsnow-
whiteflanneltrimmedwithsilverandblue。Itsleaderwasmost,stunninglyarrayedinthesamecolours,elaborated,however,with,epauletsandabeltofsilver,withashortsworddanglingatone,side。Carriewasfittedforthiscostume,andafewdayslater,appeared,proudofhernewlaurels。Shewasespeciallygratified,tofindthathersalarywasnoweighteeninsteadoftwelve。
Hurstwoodheardnothingaboutthis。
“I’llnotgivehimtherestofmymoney,“saidCarrie。”Ido,enough。Iamgoingtogetmesomethingtowear。”
Asamatteroffact,duringthissecondmonthshehadbeenbuying,forherselfasrecklesslyasshedared,regardlessofthe,consequences。Therewereimpendingmorecomplicationsrentday,andmoreextensionofthecreditsystemintheneighbourhood。
Now,however,sheproposedtodobetterbyherself。
Herfirstmovewastobuyashirtwaist,andinstudyingthese,shefoundhowlittlehermoneywouldbuy——howmuch,ifshecould,onlyuseall。Sheforgotthatifshewerealoneshewouldhave,topayforaroomandboard,andimaginedthateverycentofher,eighteencouldbespentforclothesandthingsthatsheliked。
Atlastshepickeduponsomething,whichnotonlyusedupallher,surplusabovetwelve,butinvadedthatsum。Sheknewshewas,goingtoofar,butherfeminineloveoffineryprevailed。The,nextdayHurstwoodsaid:
“Weowethegrocerfivedollarsandfortycentsthisweek。”
“Dowe?”saidCarrie,frowningalittle。
Shelookedinherpursetoleaveit。
“I’veonlygoteightdollarsandtwentycentsaltogether。”
“Weowethemilkmansixtycents,“addedHurstwood。
“Yes,andthere’sthecoalman,“saidCarrie。
Hurstwoodsaidnothing。Hehadseenthenewthingsshewas,buying;thewayshewasneglectinghouseholdduties;the,readinesswithwhichshewasslippingoutafternoonsandstaying。
Hefeltthatsomethingwasgoingtohappen。Allatonceshe,spoke:
“Idon’tknow,“shesaid;“Ican’tdoitall。Idon’tearn,enough。”
Thiswasadirectchallenge。Hurstwoodhadtotakeitup。He,triedtobecalm。
“Idon’twantyoutodoitall,“hesaid。”Ionlywantalittle,helpuntilIcangetsomethingtodo。”
“Oh,yes,“answeredCarrie。”That’salwaystheway。Ittakes,morethanIcanearntopayforthings。Idon’tseewhatI’m,goingtodo。
“Well,I’vetriedtogetsomething,“heexclaimed。Whatdoyou,wantmetodo?”
“Youcouldn’thavetriedsoveryhard,“saidCarrie。”Igot,something。”
“Well,Idid,“hesaid,angeredalmosttoharshwords。”You,needn’tthrowupyoursuccesstome。AllIaskedwasalittle,helpuntilIcouldgetsomething。I’mnotdownyet。I’llcome,upallright。”
Hetriedtospeaksteadily,buthisvoicetrembledalittle。
Carrie’sangermeltedontheinstant。Shefeltashamed。
“Well,“shesaid,“here’sthemoney,“andemptieditoutonthe,table。”Ihaven’tgotquiteenoughtopayitall。Iftheycan,waituntilSaturday,though,I’llhavesomemore。”
“Youkeepit,“saidHurstwoodsadly。”Ionlywantenoughtopay,thegrocer。”
Sheputitback,andproceededtogetdinnerearlyandingood,time。Herlittlebravadomadeherfeelasifsheoughttomake,amends。
Inalittlewhiletheiroldthoughtsreturnedtoboth。
“She’smakingmorethanshesays,“thoughtHurstwood。”Shesays,she’smakingtwelve,butthatwouldn’tbuyallthosethings。I
don’tcare。Letherkeephermoney。I’llgetsomethingagain,oneofthesedays。Thenshecangotothedeuce。”
Heonlysaidthisinhisanger,butitprefiguredapossible,courseofactionandattitudewellenough。
“Idon’tcare,“thoughtCarrie。”Heoughttobetoldtogetout,anddosomething。Itisn’trightthatIshouldsupporthim。”
InthesedaysCarriewasintroducedtoseveralyouths,friendsof,MissOsborne,whowereofthekindmostaptlydescribedasgay,andfestive。TheycalledoncetogetMissOsborneforan,afternoondrive。Carriewaswithheratthetime。
“Comeandgoalong,“saidLola。
“No,Ican’t,“saidCarrie。
“Oh,yes,comeandgo。Whathaveyougottodo?”
“Ihavetobehomebyfive,“saidCarrie。
“Whatfor?”
“Oh,dinner。”
“They’lltakeustodinner,“saidLola。
“Oh,no,“saidCarrie。”Iwon’tgo。Ican’t。”
“Oh,docome。They’reawfulniceboys。We’llgetyoubackin,time。We’reonlygoingforadriveinCentralPark。”
Carriethoughtawhile,andatlastyielded。
“Now,Imustbebackbyhalf-pastfour,“shesaid。
TheinformationwentinoneearofLolaandouttheother。
AfterDrouetandHurstwood,therewastheleasttouchofcynicism,inherattitudetowardyoungmen——especiallyofthegayand,frivoloussort。Shefeltalittleolderthanthey。Someof,theirprettycomplimentsseemedsilly。Still,shewasyoungin,heartandbodyandyouthappealedtoher。
“Oh,we’llberightback,MissMadenda,“saidoneofthechaps,bowing。”Youwouldn’tthinkwe’dkeepyouovertime,now,would,you?”
“Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,smiling。
Theywereoffforadrive——she,lookingaboutandnoticingfine,clothing,theyoungmenvoicingthosesillypleasantriesandweak,quipswhichpassforhumourincoycircles。Carriesawthegreat,parkparadeofcarriages,beginningattheFifty-ninthStreet,entranceandwindingpasttheMuseumofArttotheexitatOne,HundredandTenthStreetandSeventhAvenue。Hereyewasonce,moretakenbytheshowofwealth——theelaboratecostumes,elegant,harnesses,spiritedhorses,and,aboveall,thebeauty。Once,moretheplagueofpovertygalledher,butnowsheforgotina,measureherowntroublessofarastoforgetHurstwood。He,waiteduntilfour,five,andevensix。Itwasgettingdarkwhen,hegotupoutofhischair。
“Iguesssheisn’tcominghome,“hesaid,grimly。
“That’stheway,“hethought。”She’sgettingastartnow。I’m,outofit。”
Carriehadreallydiscoveredherneglect,butonlyataquarter,afterfive,andtheopencarriagewasnowfarupSeventhAvenue,neartheHarlemRiver。
“Whattimeisit?”sheinquired。”Imustbegettingback。”
“Aquarterafterfive,“saidhercompanion,consultingan,elegant,open-facedwatch。
“Oh,dearme!”exclaimedCarrie。Thenshesettledbackwitha,sigh。”There’snousecryingoverspiltmilk,“shesaid。”It’s,toolate。”
“Ofcourseitis,“saidtheyouth,whosawvisionsofafine,dinnernow,andsuchinvigoratingtalkaswouldresultina,reunionaftertheshow。HewasgreatlytakenwithCarrie。
“We’lldrivedowntoDelmonico’snowandhavesomethingthere,won’twe,Orrin?”
“Tobesure,“repliedOrrin,gaily。
CarriethoughtofHurstwood。Neverbeforehadsheneglected,dinnerwithoutanexcuse。
Theydroveback,andat6。15satdowntodine。ItwastheSherry,incidentoveragain,theremembranceofwhichcamepainfullyback,toCarrie。SherememberedMrs。Vance,whohadnevercalledagain,afterHurstwood’sreception,andAmes。
Atthisfigurehermindhalted。Itwasastrong,cleanvision。
Helikedbetterbooksthansheread,betterpeoplethanshe,associatedwith。Hisidealsburnedinherheart。
“It’sfinetobeagoodactress,“camedistinctlyback。
Whatsortofanactresswasshe?
“Whatareyouthinkingabout,MissMadenda?”inquiredhermerry,companion。”Come,now,let’sseeifIcanguess。”
“Oh,no,“saidCarrie。”Don’ttry。”
Sheshookitoffandate。Sheforgot,inpart,andwasmerry。
Whenitcametotheafter-theatreproposition,however,sheshook,herhead。
“No,“shesaid,“Ican’t。Ihaveapreviousengagement。”
“Oh,now,MissMadenda,“pleadedtheyouth。
“No,“saidCarrie,“Ican’t。You’vebeensokind,butyou’ll,havetoexcuseme。”
Theyouthlookedexceedinglycrestfallen。
“Cheerup,oldman,“whisperedhiscompanion。”We’llgoaround,anyhow。Shemaychangehermind。”
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APUBLICDISSENSION——AFINALAPPEAL
Therewasnoafter-theatrelark,however,sofarasCarriewas,concerned。Shemadeherwayhomeward,thinkingabouther,absence。Hurstwoodwasasleep,butrouseduptolookasshe,passedthroughtoherownbed。
“Isthatyou?”hesaid。
“Yes,“sheanswered。
Thenextmorningatbreakfastshefeltlikeapologising。
“Icouldn’tgethomelastevening,“shesaid。
“Ah,Carrie,“heanswered,“what’stheusesayingthat?Idon’t,care。Youneedn’ttellmethat,though。”
“Icouldn’t,“saidCarrie,hercolourrising。Then,seeingthat,helookedasifhesaid“Iknow,“sheexclaimed:“Oh,allright。
Idon’tcare。”
Fromnowon,herindifferencetotheflatwasevengreater。
Thereseemednocommongroundonwhichtheycouldtalktoone,another。Sheletherselfbeaskedforexpenses。Itbecameso,withhimthathehatedtodoit。Hepreferredstandingoffthe,butcherandbaker。Heranupagrocerybillofsixteendollars,withOeslogge,layinginasupplyofstaplearticles,sothat,theywouldnothavetobuyanyofthosethingsforsometimeto,come。Thenhechangedhisgrocery。Itwasthesamewiththe,butcherandseveralothers。Carrieneverheardanythingofthis,directlyfromhim。
Heaskedforsuchashecouldexpect,driftingfartherand,fartherintoasituationwhichcouldhavebutoneending。
Inthisfashion,Septemberwentby。
“Isn’tMr。Drakegoingtoopenhishotel?”Carrieaskedseveral,times。
“Yes。Hewon’tdoitbeforeOctober,though,now。”
Carriebecamedisgusted。”Suchaman,“shesaidtoherself,frequently。Moreandmoreshevisited。Sheputmostofher,sparemoneyinclothes,which,afterall,wasnotanastonishing,amount。Atlasttheoperashewaswithannounceditsdeparture,withinfourweeks。”LasttwoweeksoftheGreatComicOpera,success——The——,“etc。wasuponallbillboardsandin,thenewspapers,beforesheacted。
“I’mnotgoingoutontheroad,“saidMissOsborne。
Carriewentwithhertoapplytoanothermanager。
“Everhadanyexperience?”wasoneofhisquestions。
“I’mwiththecompanyattheCasinonow。”
“Oh,youare?”hesaid。
Theendofthiswasanotherengagementattwentyperweek。
Carriewasdelighted。Shebegantofeelthatshehadaplacein,theworld。Peoplerecognisedability。
Sochangedwasherstatethatthehomeatmospherebecame,intolerable。Itwasallpovertyandtroublethere,orseemedto,be,becauseitwasaloadtobear。Itbecameaplacetokeep,awayfrom。Stillshesleptthere,anddidafairamountofwork,keepingitinorder。ItwasasittingplaceforHurstwood。He,satandrocked,rockedandread,envelopedinthegloomofhis,ownfate。Octoberwentby,andNovember。Itwasthedeadof,winteralmostbeforeheknewit,andtherehesat。
Carriewasdoingbetter,thatheknew。Herclotheswereimproved,now,evenfine。Hesawhercomingandgoing,sometimespicturing,tohimselfherrise。Littleeatinghadthinnedhimsomewhat。He,hadnoappetite。Hisclothes,too,wereapoorman’sclothes。
Talkaboutgettingsomethinghadbecomeeventoothreadbareand,ridiculousforhim。Sohefoldedhishandsandwaited——forwhat,hecouldnotanticipate。
Atlast,however,troublesbecametoothick。Thehoundingof,creditors,theindifferenceofCarrie,thesilenceoftheflat,andpresenceofwinter,alljoinedtoproduceaclimax。Itwas,effectedbythearrivalofOeslogge,personally,whenCarriewas,there。
“Icallaboutmybill,“saidMr。Oeslogge。
Carriewasonlyfaintlysurprised。
“Howmuchisit?”sheasked。
“Sixteendollars,“hereplied。
“Oh,thatmuch?”saidCarrie。”Isthisright?”sheasked,turningtoHurstwood。
“Yes,“hesaid。
“Well,Ineverheardanythingaboutit。”
Shelookedasifshethoughthehadbeencontractingsome,needlessexpense。
“Well,wehaditallright,“heanswered。Thenhewenttothe,door。”Ican’tpayyouanythingonthatto-day,“hesaid,mildly。
“Well,whencanyou?”saidthegrocer。
“NotbeforeSaturday,anyhow,“saidHurstwood。
“Huh!”returnedthegrocer。”Thisisfine。Imusthavethat。I
needthemoney。”
Carriewasstandingfartherbackintheroom,hearingitall。
Shewasgreatlydistressed。Itwassobadandcommonplace。
Hurstwoodwasannoyedalso。
“Well,“hesaid,“there’snousetalkingaboutitnow。Ifyou’ll,comeinSaturday,I’llpayyousomethingonit。”
Thegrocerymanwentaway。
“Howarewegoingtopayit?”askedCarrie,astonishedbythe,bill。”Ican’tdoit。”
“Well,youdon’thaveto,“hesaid。”Hecan’tgetwhathecan’t,get。He’llhavetowait。”
“Idon’tseehowweranupsuchabillasthat,“saidCarrie。
“Well,weateit,“saidHurstwood。
“It’sfunny,“shereplied,stilldoubting。
“What’stheuseofyourstandingthereandtalkinglikethat,now?”heasked。”DoyouthinkI’vehaditalone?Youtalkasif,I’dtakensomething。”
“Well,it’stoomuch,anyhow,“saidCarrie。”Ioughtn’ttobe,madetopayforit。I’vegotmorethanIcanpayfornow。”
“Allright,“repliedHurstwood,sittingdowninsilence。Hewas,sickofthegrindofthisthing。
Carriewentoutandtherehesat,determiningtodosomething。
Therehadbeenappearinginthepapersaboutthistimerumours,andnoticesofanapproachingstrikeonthetrolleylinesin,Brooklyn。Therewasgeneraldissatisfactionastothehoursof,labourrequiredandthewagespaid。Asusual——andforsome,inexplicablereason——themenchosethewinterfortheforcingof,thehandoftheiremployersandthesettlementoftheir,difficulties。
Hurstwoodhadbeenreadingofthisthing,andwondering,concerningthehugetie-upwhichwouldfollow。Adayortwo,beforethistroublewithCarrie,itcame。Onacoldafternoon,wheneverythingwasgreyanditthreatenedtosnow,thepapers,announcedthatthemenhadbeencalledoutonallthelines。
Beingsoutterlyidle,andhismindfilledwiththenumerous,predictionswhichhadbeenmadeconcerningthescarcityoflabour,thiswinterandthepanickystateofthefinancialmarket,Hurstwoodreadthiswithinterest。Henotedtheclaimsofthe,strikingmotormenandconductors,whosaidthattheyhadbeen,wonttoreceivetwodollarsadayintimespast,butthatfora,yearormore“trippers“hadbeenintroduced,whichcutdowntheir,chanceoflivelihoodone-half,andincreasedtheirhoursof,servitudefromtentotwelve,andevenfourteen。These,“trippers“weremenputonduringthebusyandrushhours,to,takeacaroutforonetrip。Thecompensationpaidforsucha,tripwasonlytwenty-fivecents。Whentherushorbusyhours,wereover,theywerelaidoff。Worstofall,nomanmightknow,whenhewasgoingtogetacar。Hemustcometothebarnsinthe,morningandwaitaroundinfairandfoulweatheruntilsuchtime,ashewasneeded。Twotripswereanaveragerewardforsomuch,waiting——alittleoverthreehours’workforfiftycents。The,workofwaitingwasnotcounted。
Themencomplainedthatthissystemwasextending,andthatthe,timewasnotfaroffwhenbutafewoutof7,000employeeswould,haveregulartwo-dollar-a-dayworkatall。Theydemandedthat,thesystembeabolished,andthattenhoursbeconsideredaday’s,work,barringunavoidabledelays,with$2。25pay。Theydemanded,immediateacceptanceoftheseterms,whichthevarioustrolley,companiesrefused。
Hurstwoodatfirstsympathisedwiththedemandsofthesemen——
indeed,itisaquestionwhetherhedidnotalwayssympathise,withthemtotheend,beliehimashisactionsmight。Reading,nearlyallthenews,hewasattractedfirstbythescare-heads,withwhichthetroublewasnotedinthe“World。”Hereadit,fully——thenamesofthesevencompaniesinvolved,thenumberof,men。
“They’refoolishtostrikeinthissortofweather,“hethought,tohimself。”Let’emwiniftheycan,though。”
Thenextdaytherewasevenalargernoticeofit。”Brooklynites,Walk,“saidthe“World。”“KnightsofLabourTieuptheTrolley,LinesAcrosstheBridge。”“AboutSevenThousandMenOut。”
Hurstwoodreadthis,formulatingtohimselfhisownideaofwhat,wouldbetheoutcome。Hewasagreatbelieverinthestrengthof,corporations。
“Theycan’twin,“hesaid,concerningthemen。”Theyhaven’tany,money。Thepolicewillprotectthecompanies。They’vegotto。
Thepublichastohaveitscars。”
Hedidn’tsympathisewiththecorporations,butstrengthwaswith,them。Sowaspropertyandpublicutility。
“Thosefellowscan’twin,“hethought。
Amongotherthings,henoticedacircularissuedbyoneofthe,companies,whichread:
ATLANTICAVENUERAILROAD
SPECIALNOTICE
Themotormenandconductorsandotheremployeesofthiscompany,havingabruptlyleftitsservice,anopportunityisnowgivento,allloyalmenwhohavestruckagainsttheirwilltobe,reinstated,providingtheywillmaketheirapplicationsbytwelve,o’clocknoononWednesday,January16th。Suchmenwillbegiven,employmentwithguaranteedprotectionintheorderinwhich,suchapplicationsarereceived,andrunsandpositionsassigned,themaccordingly。Otherwise,theywillbeconsidereddischarged,andeveryvacancywillbefilledbyanewmanassoonashis,servicescanbesecured。
Signed
BenjaminNorton,President,Healsonotedamongthewantads。onewhichread:
WANTED——50skilledmotormen,accustomedtoWestinghousesystem,torunU。S。mailcarsonly,intheCityofBrooklyn;protection,guaranteed。
Henotedparticularlyineachthe“protectionguaranteed。”It,signifiedtohimtheunassailablepowerofthecompanies。
“They’vegotthemilitiaontheirside,“hethought。”There,isn’tanythingthosemencando。”
Whilethiswasstillinhismind,theincidentwithOesloggeand,Carrieoccurred。Therehadbeenagooddealtoirritatehim,but,thisseemedmuchtheworst。Neverbeforehadsheaccusedhimof,stealing——orverynearthat。Shedoubtedthenaturalnessofso,largeabill。Andhehadworkedsohardtomakeexpensesseem,light。Hehadbeen“doing“butcherandbakerinordernotto,callonher。Hehadeatenverylittle——almostnothing。
“Damnitall!”hesaid。”Icangetsomething。I’mnotdown,yet。”
Hethoughtthathereallymustdosomethingnow。Itwastoo,cheaptositaroundaftersuchaninsinuationasthis。Why,afteralittle,hewouldbestandinganything。
Hegotupandlookedoutthewindowintothechillystreet。It,camegraduallyintohismind,ashestoodthere,togoto,Brooklyn。
“Whynot?”hismindsaid。”Anyonecangetworkoverthere。
You’llgettwoaday。”
“Howaboutaccidents?”saidavoice。”Youmightgethurt。”
“Oh,therewon’tbemuchofthat,“heanswered。”They’vecalled,outthepolice。Anyonewhowantstorunacarwillbeprotected,allright。”
“Youdon’tknowhowtorunacar,“rejoinedthevoice。
“Iwon’tapplyasamotorman,“heanswered。”Icanringupfares,allright。”
“They’llwantmotormen,mostly。”
“They’lltakeanybody;thatIknow。”
Forseveralhourshearguedproandconwiththismental,counsellor,feelingnoneedtoactatonceinamattersosureof,profit。
Inthemorningheputonhisbestclothes,whichwerepoor,enough,andbeganstirringabout,puttingsomebreadandmeat,intoapageofanewspaper。Carriewatchedhim,interestedin,thisnewmove。
“Whereareyougoing?”sheasked。
“OvertoBrooklyn,“heanswered。Then,seeingherstill,inquisitive,headded:“IthinkIcangetonoverthere。”
“Onthetrolleylines?”saidCarrie,astonished。
“Yes,“herejoined。
“Aren’tyouafraid?”sheasked。
“Whatof?”heanswered。”Thepoliceareprotectingthem。”
“Thepapersaidfourmenwerehurtyesterday。”
“Yes,“hereturned;“butyoucan’tgobywhatthepaperssay。
They’llrunthecarsallright。”
Helookedratherdeterminednow,inadesolatesortofway,and,Carriefeltverysorry。SomethingoftheoldHurstwoodwashere——
theleastshadowofwhatwasonceshrewdandpleasantstrength。
Outside,itwascloudyandblowingafewflakesofsnow。
“Whatadaytogooverthere,“thoughtCarrie。
Nowheleftbeforeshedid,whichwasaremarkablething,and,trampedeastwardtoFourteenthStreetandSixthAvenue,wherehe,tookthecar。Hehadreadthatscoresofapplicantswere,applyingattheofficeoftheBrooklynCityRailroadbuildingand,werebeingreceived。Hemadehiswaytherebyhorse-carand,ferry——adark,silentman——totheofficesinquestion。Itwasa,longway,fornocarswererunning,andthedaywascold;buthe,trudgedalonggrimly。OnceinBrooklyn,hecouldclearlyseeand,feelthatastrikewason。Peopleshoweditintheirmanner。
Alongtheroutesofcertaintracksnotacarwasrunning。About,certaincornersandnearbysaloonssmallgroupsofmenwere,lounging。Severalspringwagonspassedhim,equippedwithplain,woodenchairs,andlabelled“Flatbush“or“ProspectPark。Fare,TenCents。”Henoticedcoldandevengloomyfaces。Labourwas,havingitslittlewar。
Whenhecameneartheofficeinquestion,hesawafewmen,standingabout,andsomepolicemen。Onthefarcornerswere,othermen——whomhetooktobestrikers——watching。Allthehouses,weresmallandwooden,thestreetspoorlypaved。AfterNewYork,Brooklynlookedactuallypoorandhard-up。
Hemadehiswayintotheheartofthesmallgroup,eyedby,policemenandthemenalreadythere。Oneoftheofficers,addressedhim。
“Whatareyoulookingfor?”
“IwanttoseeifIcangetaplace。”
“Theofficesareupthosesteps,“saidthebluecoat。Hisface,wasaveryneutralthingtocontemplate。Inhisheartofhearts,hesympathisedwiththestrikersandhatedthis“scab。”Inhis,heartofhearts,also,hefeltthedignityanduseofthepolice,force,whichcommandedorder。Ofitstruesocialsignificance,heneveroncedreamed。Hiswasnotthemindforthat。Thetwo,feelingsblendedinhim——neutralisedoneanotherandhim。He,wouldhavefoughtforthismanasdeterminedlyasforhimself,andyetonlysofarascommanded。Striphimofhisuniform,and,hewouldhavesoonpickedhisside。
Hurstwoodascendedadustyflightofstepsandenteredasmall,dust-colouredoffice,inwhichwerearailing,alongdesk,and,severalclerks。
“Well,sir?”saidamiddle-agedman,lookingupathimfromthe,longdesk。
“Doyouwanttohireanymen?”inquiredHurstwood。
“Whatareyou——amotorman?”
“No;I’mnotanything,“saidHurstwood。
Hewasnotatallabashedbyhisposition。Heknewthesepeople,neededmen。Ifonedidn’ttakehim,anotherwould。Thisman,couldtakehimorleavehim,justashechose。
“Well,wepreferexperiencedmen,ofcourse,“saidtheman。He,paused,whileHurstwoodsmiledindifferently。Thenheadded:
“Still,Iguessyoucanlearn。Whatisyourname?”
“Wheeler,“saidHurstwood。
Themanwroteanorderonasmallcard。”Takethattoour,barns,“hesaid,“andgiveittotheforeman。He’llshowyou,whattodo。”
Hurstwoodwentdownandout。Hewalkedstraightawayinthe,directionindicated,whilethepolicemenlookedafter。
“There’sanotherwantstotryit,“saidOfficerKielytoOfficer,Macey。
“Ihavemymindhe’llgethisfill,“returnedthelatter,quietly。Theyhadbeeninstrikesbefore。
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THESTRIKE
ThebarnatwhichHurstwoodappliedwasexceedinglyshort-handed,andwasbeingoperatedpracticallybythreemenasdirectors。
Therewerealotofgreenhandsaround——queer,hungry-looking,men,wholookedasifwanthaddriventhemtodesperatemeans。
Theytriedtobelivelyandwilling,buttherewasanairof,hang-dogdiffidenceabouttheplace。
Hurstwoodwentbackthroughthebarnsandoutintoalarge,enclosedlot,wherewereaseriesoftracksandloops。Ahalf-
dozencarswerethere,mannedbyinstructors,eachwithapupil,atthelever。Morepupilswerewaitingatoneofthereardoors,ofthebarn。
InsilenceHurstwoodviewedthisscene,andwaited。His,companionstookhiseyeforawhile,thoughtheydidnotinterest,himmuchmorethanthecars。Theywereanuncomfortable-looking,gang,however。Oneortwowereverythinandlean。Severalwere,quitestout。Severalotherswererawbonedandsallow,asifthey,hadbeenbeatenuponbyallsortsofroughweather。
“Didyouseebythepapertheyaregoingtocalloutthe,militia?”Hurstwoodheardoneofthemremark。
“Oh,they’lldothat,“returnedtheother。”Theyalwaysdo。”
“Thinkwe’reliabletohavemuchtrouble?”saidanother,whom,Hurstwooddidnotsee。
“Notvery。”
“ThatScotchmanthatwentoutonthelastcar,“putinavoice,“toldmethattheyhithimintheearwithacinder。”
Asmall,nervouslaughaccompaniedthis。
“OneofthosefellowsontheFifthAvenuelinemusthavehada,hellofatime,accordingtothepapers,“drawledanother。”They,brokehiscarwindowsandpulledhimoffintothestreet’fore,thepolicecouldstop’em。”
“Yes;buttherearemorepolicearoundto-day,“wasaddedby,another。
Hurstwoodhearkenedwithoutmuchmentalcomment。Thesetalkers,seemedscaredtohim。Theirgabblingwasfeverish——thingssaid,toquiettheirownminds。Helookedoutintotheyardand,waited。
Twoofthemengotaroundquitenearhim,butbehindhisback。
Theywererathersocial,andhelistenedtowhattheysaid。
“Areyouarailroadman?”saidone。
“Me?No。I’vealwaysworkedinapaperfactory。”
“IhadajobinNewarkuntillastOctober,“returnedtheother,withreciprocalfeeling。
Thereweresomewordswhichpassedtoolowtohear。Thenthe,conversationbecamestrongagain。
“Idon’tblamethesefellersforstriking,“saidone。”They’ve,gottherightofit,allright,butIhadtogetsomethingto,do。”
“Samehere,“saidtheother。”IfIhadanyjobinNewarkI
wouldn’tbeoverheretakin’chanceslikethese。”
“It’shellthesedays,ain’tit?”saidtheman。”Apoorman,ain’tnowhere。Youcouldstarve,byGod,rightinthestreets,andthereain’tmostnoonewouldhelpyou。”
“Rightyouare,“saidtheother。”ThejobIhadIlost’cause,theyshutdown。Theyrunallsummerandlayupabigstock,and,thenshutdown。”
Hurstwoodpaidsomelittleattentiontothis。Somehow,hefelta,littlesuperiortothesetwo——alittlebetteroff。Tohimthese,wereignorantandcommonplace,poorsheepinadriver’shand。
“Poordevils,“hethought,speakingoutofthethoughtsand,feelingsofabygoneperiodofsuccess。
“Next,“saidoneoftheinstructors。
“You’renext,“saidaneighbour,touchinghim。
Hewentoutandclimbedontheplatform。Theinstructortookit,forgrantedthatnopreliminarieswereneeded。
“Youseethishandle,“hesaid,reachinguptoanelectriccut-
off,whichwasfastenedtotheroof。”Thisthrowsthecurrent,offoron。Ifyouwanttoreversethecaryouturnitoverhere。
Ifyouwanttosenditforward,youputitoverhere。Ifyou,wanttocutoffthepower,youkeepitinthemiddle。”
Hurstwoodsmiledatthesimpleinformation。
“Now,thishandlehereregulatesyourspeed。Tohere,“hesaid,pointingwithhisfinger,“givesyouaboutfourmilesanhour。
Thisiseight。Whenit’sfullon,youmakeaboutfourteenmiles,anhour。”
Hurstwoodwatchedhimcalmly。Hehadseenmotormenworkbefore。
Heknewjustabouthowtheydidit,andwassurehecoulddoas,well,withaverylittlepractice。
Theinstructorexplainedafewmoredetails,andthensaid:
“Now,we’llbackherup。”
Hurstwoodstoodplacidlyby,whilethecarrolledbackintothe,yard。
“Onethingyouwanttobecarefulabout,andthatistostart,easy。Giveonedegreetimetoactbeforeyoustartanother。The,onefaultofmostmenisthattheyalwayswanttothrowherwide,open。That’sbad。It’sdangerous,too。Wearsoutthemotor。
Youdon’twanttodothat。”
“Isee,“saidHurstwood。
Hewaitedandwaited,whilethemantalkedon。
“Nowyoutakeit,“hesaid,finally。
Theex-managerlaidhandtotheleverandpusheditgently,ashe,thought。Itworkedmucheasierthanheimagined,however,with,theresultthatthecarjerkedquicklyforward,throwinghimback,againstthedoor。Hestraightenedupsheepishly,whilethe,instructorstoppedthecarwiththebrake。
“Youwanttobecarefulaboutthat,“wasallhesaid。
Hurstwoodfound,however,thathandlingabrakeandregulating,speedwerenotsoinstantlymasteredashehadimagined。Onceor,twicehewouldhaveploughedthroughtherearfenceifithadnot,beenforthehandandwordofhiscompanion。Thelatterwas,ratherpatientwithhim,butheneversmiled。
“You’vegottogettheknackofworkingbotharmsatonce,“he,said。”Ittakesalittlepractice。”
Oneo’clockcamewhilehewasstillonthecarpractising,andhe,begantofeelhungry。Thedaysetinsnowing,andhewascold。
Hegrewwearyofrunningtoandfroontheshorttrack。
Theyranthecartotheendandbothgotoff。Hurstwoodwent,intothebarnandsoughtacarstep,pullingouthispaper-
wrappedlunchfromhispocket。Therewasnowaterandthebread,wasdry,butheenjoyedit。Therewasnoceremonyaboutdining。
Heswallowedandlookedabout,contemplatingthedull,homely,labourofthething。Itwasdisagreeable——miserably,disagreeable——inallitsphases。Notbecauseitwasbitter,but,becauseitwashard。Itwouldbehardtoanyone,hethought。
Aftereating,hestoodaboutasbefore,waitinguntilhisturn,came。
Theintentionwastogivehimanafternoonofpractice,butthe,greaterpartofthetimewasspentinwaitingabout。
Atlasteveningcame,andwithithungerandadebatewith,himselfastohowheshouldspendthenight。Itwashalf-past,five。Hemustsooneat。Ifhetriedtogohome,itwouldtake,himtwohoursandahalfofcoldwalkingandriding。Besideshe,hadorderstoreportatseventhenextmorning,andgoinghome,wouldnecessitatehisrisingatanunholyanddisagreeablehour。
HehadonlysomethinglikeadollarandfifteencentsofCarrie’s,money,withwhichhehadintendedtopaythetwoweeks’coalbill,beforethepresentideastruckhim。
“Theymusthavesomeplacearoundhere,“hethought。”Wheredoes,thatfellowfromNewarkstay?”
Finallyhedecidedtoask。Therewasayoungfellowstanding,nearoneofthedoorsinthecold,waitingalastturn。Hewasa,mereboyinyears——twenty-oneabout——butwithabodylankand,long,becauseofprivation。Alittlegoodlivingwouldhavemade,thisyouthplumpandswaggering。
“Howdotheyarrangethis,ifamanhasn’tanymoney?”inquired,Hurstwood,discreetly。
Thefellowturnedakeen,watchfulfaceontheinquirer。
“Youmeaneat?”hereplied。
“Yes,andsleep。Ican’tgobacktoNewYorkto-night。”
“Theforeman’llfixthatifyouaskhim,Iguess。Hedidme。”
“Thatso?”
“Yes。IjusttoldhimIdidn’thaveanything。Gee,Icouldn’t,gohome。IlivewayoverinHoboken。”
Hurstwoodonlyclearedhisthroatbywayofacknowledgment。
“They’vegotaplaceupstairshere,Iunderstand。Idon’tknow,whatsortofathingitis。Purtytough,Iguess。Hegavemea,mealticketthisnoon。Iknowthatwasn’tmuch。”
Hurstwoodsmiledgrimly,andtheboylaughed。
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