Withthefirsttouchhiseyesclosed,amightygroanwaswrenchedfromhim,andhelaysenseless。TheAngelgaveDuncanonepanic-
strickenlook。Thenshesetherlipsandgatheredherforcesagain。
"Iguessthat'sagoodthing,"shesaid。"Maybehewon'tfeelhowwearehurtinghim。Ohboys,areyoubeingquickandgentle?"
ShesteppedtothesideofthecotandbathedFreckles'face。
Takinghishandinhers,shegavethewordtostart。Shetoldthementoaskeveryable-bodiedmantheymettojointhemsothattheycouldchangecarriersoftenandmakegoodtime。
TheBirdWomaninsistedupontakingtheAngelintothecarriageandfollowingthecot,butsherefusedtoleaveFreckles,andsuggestedthattheBirdWomandriveahead,packthemsomeclothing,andbeatthestationreadytoaccompanythemtoChicago。AllthewaytheAngelwalkedbesidethecot,shadingFreckles'facewithabranch,andholdinghishand。Ateverypausetochangecarriersshemoistenedhisfaceandlipsandwatchedeachbreathwithheart-breakinganxiety。
Shescarcelyknewwhenherfatherjoinedthem,andtakingthebranchfromher,slippedanarmaroundherwaistandalmostcarriedher。
Tothecitystreetsandtheswarmofcurious,staringfacesshepaidnomoreattentionthanshehadtothetreesoftheLimberlost。
WhenthetraincameandthegangplacedFrecklesaboard,bigDuncanmadeaplacefortheAngelbesidethecot。
Withthebestphysiciantobefound,andwiththeBirdWomanandMcLeaninattendance,thefour-hours'runtoChicagobegan。TheAngelconstantlywatchedoverFreckles;bathedhisface,strokedhishand,andgentlyfannedhim。Notforaninstantwouldsheyieldherplace,orallowanyoneelsetodoanythingforhim。TheBirdWomanandMcLeanregardedherinamazement。Thereseemedtobenoendtoherresourcesandcourage。TheonlytimeshespokewastoaskMcLeanifheweresurethespecialwouldbereadyonthePittsburghroad。Herepliedthatitwasmadeupandwaiting。
Atfiveo'clockFreckleslaystretchedontheoperating-tableofLakeViewHospital,whilethreeofthegreatestsurgeonsinChicagobentoverhim。Attheircommand,McLeanpickeduptheunwillingAngelandcarriedhertothenursestobebathed,haveherbruisesattended,andtobeputtobed。
Inaplacewhereitisdifficulttosurprisepeople,theywereastonishedwomenastheyremovedtheAngel'sdaintystainedandtornclothing,drewoffhosemuck-bakedtoherlimbs,soakedthedriedloamfromhersilkenhair,andwashedthebeautifulscratched,bruised,dirt-coveredbody。TheAngelfellfastasleeplongbeforetheyhadfinished,andlaydeeplyunconscious,whilethefightforFreckles'lifewasbeingwaged。
ThreedayslatershewasthesameAngelasofold,exceptthatFreckleswasconstantlyinherthoughts。Theanxietyandresponsibilitythatshefeltforhisconditionhadbredinheratouchofwomanlinessandauthoritythatwasnew。ThatmorningshearoseearlyandhoverednearFreckles'door。Shehadbeenallowedtoremainwithhimconstantly,forthenursesandsurgeonshadlearned,withhisreturningconsciousness,thatforheralonewouldtheactive,highlystrung,pain-rackedsuffererbequietandobeyorders。Whenshewasdroppingfromlossofsleep,thethreatthatshewouldfallillhadtobeusedtosendhertobed。ThenbytellingFrecklesthattheAngelwasasleepandtheywouldwakenherthemomenthemoved,theywereabletocontrolhimforashorttime。
ThesurgeonwaswithFreckles。TheAngelhadbeentoldthatthewordhebroughtthatmorningwouldbefinal,soshecurledinawindowseat,droppedthecurtainsbehindher,andindireanxiety,waitedtheopeningofthedoor。
Justasitunclosed,McLeancamehurryingdownthehallandtothesurgeon,butwithoneglanceathisfacehesteppedbackindismay;
whiletheAngel,whohadarisen,sanktotheseatagain,toodazedtocomeforward。Themenfacedeachother。TheAngel,withpartedlipsandfrightenedeyes,bentforwardintenseanxiety。
"I——Ithoughthewasdoingnicely?"falteredMcLean。
"Heboretheoperationwell,"repliedthesurgeon,"andhiswoundsarenotnecessarilyfatal。Itoldyouthatyesterday,butIdidnottellyouthatsomethingelseprobablywouldkillhim;anditwill。
Heneednotdiefromtheaccident,buthewillnotlivethedayout。"
"Butwhy?Whatisit?"askedMcLeanhurriedly。"Wealldearlylovetheboy。Wehavemillionsamongustodoanythingthatmoneycanaccomplish。Whymusthedie,ifthosebrokenbonesarenotthecause?"
"ThatiswhatIamgoingtogiveyoutheopportunitytotellme,"
repliedthesurgeon。"Heneednotdiefromtheaccident,yetheisdyingasfastashissplendidphysicalconditionwillpermit,anditisbecausehesoevidentlyprefersdeathtolife。Ifhewerefullofhopeandambitiontolive,myworkwouldbeeasy。Ifallofyoulovehimasyouproveyoudo,andthereisunlimitedmeanstogivehimanythinghewants,whyshouldhedesiredeath?"
"Ishedying?"demandedMcLean。
"Heis,"saidthesurgeon。"Hewillnotlivethisdayout,unlesssomestrongreactionsetsinatonce。Heissolow,thatpreferringdeathtolife,naturecannotovercomehisinertia。Ifheistolive,hemustbemadetodesirelife。Nowheundoubtedlywishesfordeath,andthatitcomequickly。"
"Thenhemustdie,"saidMcLean。
Hisbroadshouldersshookconvulsively。Hisstronghandsopenedandclosedmechanically。
"Doesthatmeanthatyouknowwhathedesiresandcannot,orwillnot,supplyit?"
McLeangroanedinmisery。
"Itmeans,"hesaiddesperately,"thatIknowwhathewants,butitisasfarremovedfrommypowertohelphimasitwouldbetogivehimastar。Thethingforwhichhewilldie,hecanneverhave。"
"Thenyoumustpreparefortheendveryshortly"saidthesurgeon,turningabruptlyaway。
McLeancaughthisarmroughly。
"Youlookhere!"hecriedindesperation。"YousaythatasifI
coulddosomethingifIwould。Itellyoutheboyisdeartomepastexpression。Iwoulddoanything——spendanysum。Youhavenoticedandrepeatedlycommentedontheyounggirlwithme。Itisthatchildthathewants!Heworshipshertoadoration,andknowinghecanneverbeanythingtoher,heprefersdeathtolife。InGod'sname,whatcanIdoaboutit?"
"Barringthatmissinghand,Ineverexaminedafinerman,"saidthesurgeon,"andsheseemedperfectlydevotedtohim;whycannothehaveher?"
"Why?"echoedMcLean。"Why?Well,formanyreasons!Itoldyouhewasmyson。Youprobablyknewthathewasnot。AlittleoverayearagoIneverhadseenhim。Hejoinedoneofmylumbergangsfromtheroad。Heisastray,leftatoneofyourhomesforthefriendlesshereinChicago。Whenhegrewupthesuperintendentboundhimtoabrutalman。Heranawayandlandedinoneofmylumbercamps。Hehasnonameorknowledgeoflegalbirth。TheAngel——wehavetalkedofher。Youseewhatsheis,physicallyandmentally。ShehasancestorsreachingbacktoPlymouthRock,andacrosstheseaforgenerationsbeforethat。Sheisanidolized,pettedonlychild,andthereisgreatwealth。Lifeholdseverythingforher,nothingforhim。
Heseesitmoreplainlythananyoneelsecould。Thereisnothingfortheboybutdeath,ifitistheAngelthatisrequiredtosavehim。"
TheAngelstoodbetweenthem。
"Well,Ijustguessnot!"shecried。"IfFreckleswantsme,allhehastodoistosayso,andhecanhaveme!"
Theamazedmensteppedback,staringather。
"Thathewillneversay,"saidMcLeanatlast,"andyoudon'tunderstand,Angel。Idon'tknowhowyoucamehere。Iwouldn'thavehadyouhearthatfortheworld,butsinceyouhave,deargirl,youmustbetoldthatitisn'tyourfriendshiporyourkindnessFreckleswants;itisyourlove。"
TheAngellookedstraightintothegreatsurgeon'seyeswithherclear,steadyorbsofblue,andthenintoMcLean'swithunwaveringfrankness。
"Well,Idolovehim,"shesaidsimply。
McLean'sarmsdroppedhelplessly。
"Youdon'tunderstand,"hereiteratedpatiently。"Itisn'ttheloveofafriend,oracomrade,orasister,thatFreckleswantsfromyou;itistheloveofasweetheart。Andiftosavethelifehehasofferedforyou,youarethinkingofbeinggenerousandimpulsiveenoughtosacrificeyourfuture——intheabsenceofyourfather,itwillbecomemyplainduty,astheprotectorinwhosehandshehasplacedyou,topreventsuchrashness。Theverywordsyouspeak,andthemannerinwhichyousaythem,provethatyouareamerechild,andhavenotdreamedwhatloveis。"
ThentheAngelgrewsplendid。Arosyflushsweptthepalloroffearfromherface。Herbigeyeswidenedanddilatedwithintenselights。
Sheseemedtoleaptotheheightandthedignityofsuperbwomanhoodbeforetheirwonderinggaze。
"Ineverhavehadtodreamoflove,"shesaidproudly。"Ineverhaveknownanythingelse,inallmylife,buttoloveeveryoneandtohaveeveryoneloveme。AndthereneverhasbeenanyonesodearasFreckles。Ifyouwillremember,wehavebeenthroughagooddealtogether。IdoloveFreckles,justasIsayIdo。Idon'tknowanythingabouttheloveofsweethearts,butIlovehimwithalltheloveinmyheart,andIthinkthatwillsatisfyhim。"
"Surelyitshould!"mutteredthemanofknivesandlancets。
McLeanreachedtotakeholdoftheAngel,butshesawthemovementandswiftlysteppedback。
"Asformyfather,"shecontinued,"heatoncetoldmewhathelearnedfromyouaboutFreckles。I'veknownallyouknowforseveralweeks。Thatknowledgedidn'tchangeyourloveforhimaparticle。IthinktheBirdWomanlovedhimmore。Whyshouldyoutwohaveallthefineperceptionsthereare?Can'tIseehowbrave,trustworthy,andsplendidheis?Can'tIseehowhissoulvibrateswithhismusic,hisloveofbeautifulthingsandthepangsoflonelinessandhearthunger?Mustyoutwolovehimwithallthelovethereis,andIgivehimnone?Myfatherisneverunreasonable。
Hewon'texpectmenottoloveFreckles,ornottotellhimso,ifthetellingwillsavehim。"
ShedartedpastMcLeanintoFreckles'room,closedthedoor,andturnedthekey。
CHAPTERXVIII
WhereinFrecklesrefusesLoveWithoutKnowledgeofHonorableBirth,andtheAngelGoesinQuestofitFreckleslayonaflatpillow,hisbodyimmovableinaplastercast,hismaimedarm,asalways,hidden。HisgreedygazefastenedatonceontheAngel'sface。Shecrossedtohimwithlightstepandbentoverhimwithinfinitetenderness。Herheartachedatthechangeinhisappearance。Heseemedsoweak,hearthungry,soutterlyhopeless,soalone。Shecouldseethatthenighthadbeenonelongterror。
ForthefirsttimeshetriedputtingherselfinFreckles'place。
Whatwoulditmeantohavenoparents,nohome,noname?Noname!
Thatwastheworstofall。Thatwastobelost——indeed——utterlyandhopelesslylost。TheAngelliftedherhandstoherdazedheadandreeled,asshetriedtofacethatproposition。Shedroppedonherkneesbesidethebed,slippedherarmunderthepillow,andleaningoverFreckles,setherlipsonhisforehead。Hesmiledfaintly,buthiswistfulfaceappearedworseforit。IthurttheAngeltotheheart。
"DearFreckles,"shesaid,"thereisastoryinyoureyesthismorning,tellme?"
Frecklesdrewalong,waveringbreath。
"Angel,"hebegged,"begenerous!Bethinkingofmealittle。
I'msohomesickandwornout,dearAngel,begivingmebackmepromise。
Letmego?"
"WhyFreckles!"falteredtheAngel。"Youdon'tknowwhatyouareasking。`Letyougo!'Icannot!Iloveyoubetterthananyone,Freckles。IthinkyouaretheveryfinestpersonIeverknew。
Ihaveourlivesallplanned。Iwantyoutobeeducatedandlearnallthereistoknowaboutsinging,justassoonasyouarewellenough。
BythetimeyouhavecompletedyoureducationIwillhavefinishedcollege,andthenIwant,"shechokedasecond,"Iwantyoutobemyrealknight,Freckles,andcometomeandtellmethatyou——likeme——alittle。Ihavebeencountingonyouformysweetheartfromtheveryfirst,Freckles。Ican'tgiveyouup,unlessyoudon'tlikeme。Butyoudolikeme——justalittle——don'tyou,Freckles?"
Freckleslaywhiterthanthecoverlet,hisstaringeyesontheceilingandhisbreathwheezingbetweendrylips。TheAngelawaitedhisanswerasecond,andwhennonecame,shedroppedhercrimsoningfacebesidehimonthepillowandwhisperedinhisear:
"Freckles,I——I'mtryingtomakelovetoyou。Oh,can'tyouhelpmeonlyalittlebit?It'sawfulhardallalone!Idon'tknowhow,whenIreallymeanit,butFreckles,Iloveyou。Imusthaveyou,andnowIguess——IguessmaybeI'dbetterkissyounext。"
Sheliftedhershamedfaceandbravelylaidherfeverish,quiveringlipsonhis。Herbreath,likeclover-bloom,wasinhisnostrils,andherhairtouchedhisface。Thenshelookedintohiseyeswithreproach。
"Freckles,"shepanted,"Freckles!Ididn'tthinkitwasinyoutobemean!"
"Mean,Angel!Meantoyou?"gaspedFreckles。
"Yes,"saidtheAngel。"Downrightmean。WhenIkissyou,ifyouhadanymercyatallyou'dkissback,justalittlebit。"
Freckles'sinewyfistknottedintothecoverlet。Hischinpointedceilingwardwhilehisheadrockedonthepillow。
"Oh,Jesus!"burstfromhiminagony。"Youain'ttheonlyonethatwascrucified!"
TheAngelcaughtFreckles'handandcarriedittoherbreast。
"Freckles!"shewailedinterror,"Freckles!Itisamistake?Isitthatyoudon'twantme?"
Freckles'headrolledoninwordlesssuffering。
"Waitabit,Angel?"hepantedatlast。"Begivingmealittletime!"
TheAngelarosewithcontrolledfeatures。Shebathedhisface,straightenedhishair,andheldwatertohislips。Itseemedalongtimebeforehereachedtowardher。Instantlyshekneltagain,carriedhishandtoherbreast,andleanedhercheekuponit。
"Tellme,Freckles,"shewhisperedsoftly。
"IfIcan,"saidFrecklesinagony。"It'sjustthis。Angelsarefromabove。Outcastsarefrombelow。You'veasoundbodyandyou'rebeautifulestofall。Youhaveeverythingthatloving,carefulraisingandmoneycangiveyou。IhavesomuchlessthannothingthatIdon'tsupposeIhadanyrighttobeborn。It'sasurething——nobodywantedmeafterward,soofcourse,theydidn'tbefore。Someofthemshouldhavebeentellingyoulongago。"
"Ifthat'sallyouhavetosay,Freckles,I'veknownthatquiteawhile,"saidtheAngelstoutly。"Mr。McLeantoldmyfather,andhetoldme。Thatonlymakesmeloveyoumore,topayforallyou'vemissed。"
"ThenI'mwonderingatyou,"saidFrecklesinavoiceofawe。
"Can'tyouseethatifyouwerewillingandyourfatherwouldcomeandofferyoutome,Icouldn'tbetouchingthesolesofyourfeet,inlove——me,whosepeoplebrawledoverme,cutoffmehand,andthrowedmeawaytofreezeandtodie!Me,whohasnonamejustasmuchbecauseI'venoRIGHTtoany,asbecauseIdon'tknowit。
WhenIwaslittle,IplannedtofindmefatherandmotherwhenI
grewup。NowIknowmemotherdesertedme,andmefatherwasmaybeathiefandsurelyaliar。Thepityformesufferingandthewatchingovermehavegonetoyourhead,dearAngel,andit'smemustbethinkingforyou。Ifyoucouldbeforgettingmelosthand,whereI
wasraised,andthatIhadnonametogiveyou,andifyouwouldbetakingmeasIam,somedaypeoplesuchasminemustbe,mightcomeuponyou。Iusedtoprayiverynightandmorningandmanytimesthedaytoseememother。NowIonlypraytodiequicklyandneverriskthesightofher。'Tain'tnowayspossible,Angel!It'sawildnessofyourdearhead。Oh,doformercysake,kissmeoncemoreandbelettingmego!"
"Notforaminute!"criedtheAngel。"Notforaminute,ifthoseareallthereasonsyouhave。It'syouwhoarewildinyourhead,butIcanunderstandjusthowithappened。BeingshutinthatHomemostofyourlife,andseeingchildreneverydaywhoseparentsdidneglectanddesertthem,makesyousureyoursdidthesame;andyettherearesomanyotherthingsthatcouldhavehappenedsomuchmoreeasilythanthat。Therearethousandsofyoungcoupleswhocometothiscountryandstartafamilywithnoneoftheirrelativeshere。Chicagoisabig,wickedcity,andgrownpeoplecoulddisappearinmanyways,andwhowouldthereeverbetofindtowhomtheirlittlechildrenbelonged?Theminutemyfathertoldmehowyoufelt,Ibegantostudythisthingover,andI'vemadeupmymindyouaredeadwrong。ImeanttoaskmyfatherortheBirdWomantotalktoyoubeforeyouwentawaytoschool,butasmattersarerightnowIguessI'lljustdoitmyself。It'sallsoplaintome。Oh,ifIcouldonlymakeyousee!"
Sheburiedherfaceinthepillowandpresentlyliftedit,transfigured。
"NowIhaveit!"shecried。"Oh,dearheart!Icanmakeitsoplain!Freckles,canyouimagineyouseetheoldLimberlosttrail?
Wellwhenwefollowedit,youknowtherewereplaceswhereugly,pricklythistlesovergrewthepath,andyouwentaheadwithyourclubandbentthembacktokeepthemfromstingingthroughmyclothing。
Otherplacestherewerebigshiningpoolswherelovely,snow-whiteliliesgrew,andyouwadedinandgatheredthemforme。Ohdearheart,don'tyousee?It'sthis!Everywherethewindcarriedthatthistledown,otherthistlessprangupandgrewprickles;
andwhereverthoselilyseedssanktothemire,thepurewhiteofotherliliesbloomed。But,Freckles,therewasneveraplaceanywhereintheLimberlost,orinthewholeworld,wherethethistledownfloatedandsprangupandblossomedintowhitelilies!
Thistlesgrowfromthistles,andliliesfromotherlilies。
DearFreckles,thinkhard!Youmustseeit!Youarealily,straightthrough。Younever,nevercouldhavedriftedfromthethistle-patch。
"WheredidyoufindthecouragetogointotheLimberlostandfaceitsterrors?Youinheriteditfromthebloodofabravefather,dearheart。Wheredidyougettheplucktoholdforoverayearajobthatfewmenwouldhavetakenatall?Yougotitfromapluckymother,youbravestofboys。Youattackedsingle-handedamanalmosttwiceyoursize,andfoughtasademon,merelyatthesuggestionthatyoubedeceptiveanddishonest。Couldyourmotheroryourfatherhavebeenuntruthful?Hereyouare,sohungryandstarvedthatyouaredyingforlove。Wheredidyougetallthatcapacityforloving?Youdidn'tinherititfromhardened,heartlesspeople,whowoulddisfigureyouandpurposelyleaveyoutodie,that'sonesurething。Youoncetoldmeofsavingyourbigbullfrogfromarattlesnake。Youknewyouriskedahorribledeathwhenyoudidit。Yetyouwillspendmiserableyearstorturingyourselfwiththeideathatyourownmothermighthavecutoffthathand。Shameonyou,Freckles!Yourmotherwouldhavedonethis——"
TheAngeldeliberatelyturnedbackthecover,slippedupthesleeve,andlaidherlipsonthescars。
"Freckles!Wakeup!"shecried,almostshakinghim。"Cometoyoursenses!Beathinking,reasoningman!Youhavebroodedtoomuch,andbeenallyourlifetoomuchalone。It'sallasplainasplaincanbetome。Youmustseeit!Likebreedslikeinthisworld!
Youmustbesomesortofareproductionofyourparents,andIamnotafraidtovouchforthem,notforaminute!
"Andthen,too,ifmoreproofisneeded,hereitis:Mr。McLeansaysthatyouneveroncehavefailedintactandcourtesy。Hesaysthatyouarethemostperfectgentlemanheeverknew,andhehastraveledtheworldover。Howdoesithappen,Freckles?NooneatthatHometaughtyou。Hundredsofmencouldn'tbetaught,eveninaschoolofetiquette;soitmustbeinstinctivewithyou。Ifitis,why,thatmeansthatitisborninyou,andadirectinheritancefromaraceofmenthathavebeengentlemenforages,andcouldn'tbeanythingelse。
"Thenthere'syoursinging。Idon'tbelievethereeverwasamortalwithasweetervoicethanyours,andwhilethatdoesn'tproveanything,thereisapointthatdoes。Thelittletrainingyouhadfromthatchoirmasterwon'taccountforthewonderfulaccentandeasewithwhichyousing。Somewhereinyourclosebloodisamarvelouslytrainedvocalist;weeveryoneofusbelievethat,Freckles。
"Whydoesmyfatherrefertoyouconstantlyasbeingoffineperceptionsandhonor?Becauseyouare,Freckles。WhydoestheBirdWomanleaveherpreciousworkandcomeheretohelplookafteryou?
Ineverheardofherlosinganytimeoveranyoneelse。It'sbecauseshelovesyou。AndwhydoesMr。McLeanturnallofhisvaluablebusinessovertohiredmenandwatchyoupersonally?Andwhyishehuntingexcuseseverydaytospendmoneyonyou?MyfathersaysMcLeanisfullScotch-closewithadollar。Heisahard-headedbusinessman,Freckles,andheisdoingitbecausehefindsyouworthyofit。Worthyofallweallcandoandmorethanweknowhowtodo,dearheart!Freckles,areyoulisteningtome?Oh!won'tyouseeit?Won'tyoubelieveit?"
"Oh,Angel!"chatteredthebewilderedFreckles,"areyoutrulymaningit?Coulditbe?"
"Ofcourseitcould,"flashedtheAngel,"becauseitjustis!"
"Butyoucan'tproveit,"wailedFreckles。"Itain'tgivingmeaname,ormehonor!"
"Freckles,"saidtheAngelsternly,"youareunreasonable!Why,I
didproveeverywordIsaid!Everythingprovesit!Youlookhere!
IfyouknewforsurethatIcouldgiveyouanameandyourhonor,andprovetoyouthatyourmotherdidloveyou,why,then,wouldyoujustgotobreathinglikeperpetualmotionandhangonfordearlifeandgetwell?"
AbrightlightshoneinFreckles'eyes。
"IfIknewthat,Angel,"hesaidsolemnly,"youcouldn'tbekillingmeifyoufelledthebiggesttreeintheLimberlostsmashonme!"
"Thenyougorighttowork,"saidtheAngel,"andbeforenightI'llproveonethingtoyou:Icanshowyoueasilyenoughhowmuchyourmotherlovedyou。Thatwillbethefirststep,andthentheremainderwillallcome。IfmyfatherandMr。McLeanaresoanxioustospendsomemoney,I'llgivethemachance。Idon'tseewhywehaven'tcomprehendedhowyoufeltandsohavebeenatworkweeksago。
We'vebeenawfullyselfish。We'veallbeensocomfortable,weneverstoppedtothinkwhatotherpeopleweresufferingbeforeoureyes。
Noneofushasunderstood。I'llhirethefinestdetectiveinChicago,andwe'llgotoworktogether。Thisisnothingcomparedwiththingspeopledofindout。We'llgoatit,beakandclaw,andwe'llshowyouathingortwo。"
Frecklescaughthersleeve。
"Memother,Angel!Memother!"hemarveledhoarsely。"Didyousayyoucouldbefindingouttodayifmemotherlovedme?How?Oh,Angel!
Nothingmatters,IFONLYMEMOTHERDIDN'TDOIT!"
"Thenyouresteasy,"saidtheAngel,withlargeconfidence。
"Yourmotherdidn'tdoit!Mothersofsonssuchasyoudon'tdothingslikethat。I'llgotoworkatonceandproveittoyou。ThefirstthingtodoistogotothatHomewhereyouwereandgettheclothesyouworethenightyouwereleftthere。Iknowthattheyarerequiredtosavethosethingscarefully。Wecanfindoutalmostallthereistoknowaboutyourmotherfromthem。Didyoueverseethem?"
"Yis,"hereplied。
"Freckles!Weretheywhite?"shecried。
"Maybetheywereonce。They'reallyellowwithlaying,andbrownwithblood-stainsnow"saidFreckles,theoldnoteofbitternesscreepingin。"Youcan'tbetellinganythingatallbythem,Angel!"
"Well,butIjustcan!"saidtheAngelpositively。"Icanseefromthequalitywhatkindofgoodsyourmothercouldaffordtobuy。
Icanseefromthecutwhethershehadgoodtaste。Icanseefromthecareshetookinmakingthemhowmuchshelovedandwantedyou。"
"Buthow?Angel,tellmehow!"imploredFreckleswithtremblingeagerness。
"Why,easilyenough,"saidtheAngel。"Ithoughtyou'dunderstand。
Peoplethatcanaffordanythingatall,alwaysbuywhiteforlittlenewbabies——linenandlace,andtheveryfinestthingstobehad。
There'sayoungwomanlivingnearuswhocutupherweddingclothestohavefinethingsforherbaby。Motherswholoveandwanttheirbabiesdon'tbuylittlerough,ready-madethings,andtheydon'trunupwhattheymakeonanoldsewingmachine。Theymakefineseams,andtucks,andputonlaceandtrimmingbyhand。Theysitandstitch,andstitch——little,evenstitches,everyonejustascareful。
Theireyesshineandtheirfacesglow。Whentheyhavetoquittodosomethingelse,theylooksorry,andfolduptheirworksoparticularly。Thereisn'tmuchworthknowingaboutyourmotherthatthoselittleclotheswon'ttell。Icanseeherputtingthelittlestitchesintothemandsmilingwithshiningeyesoveryourcoming。Freckles,I'llwageryouadollarthoselittleclothesofyoursarejustalivewiththedearest,tinyhandmadestitches。"
AnewlightdawnedinFreckles'eyes。Atingeofwarmcolorsweptintohisface。Renewedstrengthwasnoticeableinhisgripofherhands。
"OhAngel!Willyougonow?Willyoubehurrying?"hecried。
"Rightaway,"saidtheAngel。"Iwon'tstopforathing,andI'llhurrywithallmymight。"
Shesmoothedhispillow,straightenedthecover,gavehimonesteadylookintheeyes,andwentquietlyfromtheroom。
Outsidethedoor,McLeanandthesurgeonanxiouslyawaitedher。
McLeancaughthershoulders。
"Angel,whathaveyoudone?"hedemanded。
TheAngelsmileddefianceintohiseyes。
"`WhathaveIdone?'"sherepeated。"I'vetriedtosaveFreckles。"
"Whatwillyourfathersay?"groanedMcLean。
"Itstrikesme,"saidtheAngel,"thatwhatFrecklessaidwouldbetothepoint。"
"Freckles!"exclaimedMcLean。"Whatcouldhesay?"
"Heseemedtobeabletosayseveralthings,"answeredtheAngelsweetly。"Ifancytheonethatconcernsyoumostatpresentwas,thatifmyfathershouldoffermetohimhewouldnothaveme。"
"AndnooneknowswhybetterthanIdo,"criedMcLean。"Everydayhemustastonishmewithsomenewfineness。"
Heturnedtothesurgeon。"Savehim!"hecommanded。"Savehim!"
heimplored。"Heistoofinetobesacrificed。"
"Hissalvationlieshere,"saidthesurgeon,strokingtheAngel'ssunshinyhair,"andIcanreadinthefaceofherthatsheknowshowsheisgoingtoworkitout。Don'ttroublefortheboy。
Shewillsavehim!"
TheAngellaughinglyspeddownthehall,andintothestreet,justasshewas。
"Ihavecome,"shesaidtothematronoftheHome,"toaskifyouwillallowmetoexamine,or,betteryet,totakewithme,thelittleclothesthataboyyoucalledFreckles,dischargedlastfall,worethenighthewaslefthere。"
Thewomanlookedatheringreaterastonishmentthantheoccasiondemanded。
"Well,I'dbegladtoletyouseethem,"shesaidatlast,"butthefactiswehaven'tthem。Idohopewehaven'tmadesomemistake。
Iwasthoroughlyconvinced,andsowasthesuperintendent。Welethispeopletakethosethingsawayyesterday。Whoareyou,andwhatdoyouwantwiththem?"
TheAngelstooddazedandspeechless,staringatthematron。
"Therecouldn'thavebeenamistake,"continuedthematron,seeingtheAngel'sdistress。"FreckleswasherewhenItookcharge,tenyearsago。Thesepeoplehaditallprovedthathebelongedtothem。
TheyhadhimtracedtowhereheranawayinIllinoislastfall,andtheretheycompletelylosttrackofhim。I'msorryyouseemsodisappointed,butitisallright。Themanishisuncle,andasliketheboyashepossiblycouldbe。Heisalmostkilledtogobackwithouthim。IfyouknowwhereFrecklesis,they'dgivebigmoneytofindout。"
TheAngellaidahandalongeachcheektosteadyherchatteringteeth。
"Whoarethey?"shestammered。"Wherearetheygoing?"
"TheyareIrishfolks,miss,"saidthematron。"TheyhavebeeninChicagoandoverthecountryforthepastthreemonths,huntinghimeverywhere。Theyhavegivenup,andarestartinghometoday。They——"
"Didtheyleaveanaddress?WherecouldIfindthem?"interruptedtheAngel。
"Theyleftacard,andInoticethemorningpaperhastheman'spictureandisfullofthem。They'veadvertisedagreatdealinthecitypapers。It'sawonderyouhaven'tseensomething。"
"Trainsdon'trunright。WenevergetChicagopapers,"saidtheAngel。"Pleasegivemethatcardquickly。Theymayescapeme。
Isimplymustcatchthem!"
Thematronhurriedtothesecretaryandcamebackwithacard。
"Theiraddressesarethere,"shesaid。"BothinChicagoandattheirhome。Theymadethemfullandplain,andIwastocableatonceifIgottheleastclueofhimatanytime。Ifthey'veleftthecity,youcanstoptheminNewYork。You'resuretocatchthembeforetheysail——ifyouhurry。"
ThematroncaughtupapaperandthrustitintotheAngel'shandassherantothestreet。
TheAngelglancedatthecard。TheChicagoaddresswasSuiteEleven,Auditorium。Shelaidherhandonherdriver'ssleeveandlookedintohiseyes。
"Thereisafast-drivinglimit?"sheasked。
"Yes,miss。"
"Willyoucrowditallyoucanwithoutdangerofarrest?Iwillpaywell。Imustcatchsomepeople!"
Thenshesmiledathim。Thehospital,anOrphans'Home,andtheAuditoriumseemedaqueercombinationtothatdriver,buttheAngelwasalwaysandeverywheretheAngel,andhermethodswerestrictlyherown。
"Iwilltakeyouthereasquicklyasanymancouldwithateam,"hesaidpromptly。
TheAngelclungtothecardandpaper,andasbestshecouldinthelurching,swayingcab,readtheaddressesover。
"O'More,SuiteEleven,Auditorium。"
"`O'More,'"sherepeated。"SeemstofitFrecklestoadot。Wonderifthatcouldbehisname?`SuiteEleven'meansthatyouareprettywellfixed。SuitesintheAuditoriumcomehigh。"
Thensheturnedthecardandreadonitsreverse,LordMaxwellO'More,M。P。,KillvanyPlace,CountyClare,Ireland。
TheAngelsatontheedgeoftheseat,bracingherfeetagainsttheoneopposite,asthecabpitchedandswungaroundcornersandpastvehicles。Shemechanicallyfingeredthepasteboardandstaredstraightahead。Thenshedrewadeepbreathandreadthecardagain。
"ALord-man!"shegroaneddespairingly。"ALord-man!Betmyhoecake'sscorched!HereI'vegoneandpledgedmywordtoFrecklesI'dfindhimsomedecentrelatives,thathecouldbeproudof,andnowthereisn'tachanceoutofadozenthathe'llhavetobeashamedofthemafterall。It'stoomean!"
Thetearsofvexationrolleddownthetired,nerve-rackedAngel'scheeks。
"Thisisn'tgoingtodo,"shesaid,resolutelywipinghereyeswiththepalmofherhandandgulpingdownthenervousspasminherthroat。
"ImustreadthispaperbeforeImeetLordO'More。"
Sheblinkedbackthetearsandspreadingthepaperonherknee,read:
"Afterthreemonths'fruitlesssearch,LordO'Moregivesupthequestofhislostnephew,andleavesChicagotodayforhishomeinIreland。"
Shereadon,andrealizedeveryword。Thelikenesssettledanydoubt。
ItwasFrecklesoveragain,onlyolderandwelldressed。
"Well,ImustcatchyouifIcan,"mutteredtheAngel。"ButwhenI
do,ifyouareagentlemaninnameonly,youshan'thaveFreckles;
that'sflat。You'renothisfatherandheistwenty。Anyway,ifthelawwillgivehimtoyouforoneyear,youcan'tspoilhim,becausenobodycould,and,"sheadded,brightening,"he'llprobablydoyoualotofgood。FrecklesandIbothmuststudyyearsyet,andyoushouldbesomethingthatwillsavehim。Iguessitwillcomeoutallright。Atleast,Idon'tbelieveyoucantakehimawayifIsayno。"
"Thankyou;andwait,nomatterhowlong,"shesaidtoherdriver。
Catchingupthepaper,shehurriedtothedeskandlaiddownLordO'More'scard。
"Hasmyunclestartedyet?"sheaskedsweetly。
Thesurprisedclerksteppedbackonabellboy,andcovertlykickedhimforbeingintheway。
"Hislordshipisinhisroom,"hesaid,withalowbow。
"Allright,"saidtheAngel,pickingupthecard。"Ithoughthemighthavestarted。I'llseehim。"
TheclerkshovedthebellboytowardtheAngel。
"ShowherladyshiptotheelevatorandLordO'More'ssuite,"hesaid,bowingdouble。
"Aw,thanks,"saidtheAngelwithaslightnod,assheturnedaway。
"I'mnotsure,"shemutteredtoherselfastheelevatorspedupward,"whetherit'stheIrishortheEnglishwhosay:
`Aw,thanks,'butit'sprobableheisn'teither;andanyway,Ijusthadtodosomethingtocounteractthat`Allright。'
Howstupidofme!"
Atthebellboy'stap,thedoorswungopenandtheliveriedservantthrustacardtraybeforetheAngel。Theopeningofthedoorcreatedacurrentthatswayedacurtainaside,andinanadjoiningroom,lounginginabigchair,withapaperinhishand,satamanwhowas,beyondquestion,ofFreckles'bloodandrace。
WithperfectcontroltheAngeldroppedLordO'More'scardinthetray,steppedpasthisservant,andstoodbeforehislordship。
"Goodmorning,"shesaidwithtensepoliteness。
LordO'Moresaidnothing。Hecarelesslyglancedheroverwithamusedcuriosity,untilhercolorbegantodeepenandherbloodtorunhotly。
"Well,mydear,"hesaidatlast,"howcanIserveyou?"
InstantlytheAngelbecameindignant。Shehadbeensoshieldedinthemidstofalmostentirefreedom,owingtothecircumstancesofherlife,thatthewordsandthelookappearedtoherasalmostinsulting。Sheliftedherheadwithaproudgesture。
"Iamnotyour`dear,'"shesaidwithslowdistinctness。"Thereisn'tathingintheworldyoucandoforme。IcameheretoseeifIcoulddosomething——averygreatsomething——foryou;butifI
don'tlikeyou,Iwon'tdoit!"
ThenLordO'Moredidstare。Suddenlyhebrokeintoaringinglaugh。
Withoutachangeofattitudeorexpression,theAngelstoodlookingsteadilyathim。
Therewasasilkenrustle,thenabeautifulwomanwithcheeksofsatinypink,darkhair,andeyesofpureIrishblue,movedtoLordO'More'sside,andcatchinghisarm,shookhimimpatiently。
"Terence!Haveyoulostyoursenses?"shecried。"Didn'tyouunderstandwhatthechildsaid?Lookatherface!Seewhatshehas!"
LordO'Moreopenedhiseyeswidelyandsatup。HedidlookattheAngel'sfaceintently,andsuddenlyfounditsogoodthatitwasdifficulttofollowthenextinjunction。Hearoseinstantly。
"Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid。"Thefactis,IamleavingChicagosorelydisappointed。Itmakesmebitterandreckless。Ithoughtyouonemoreofthosequeer,uselesspeoplewhohavethrustthemselvesonmeconstantly,andIwascareless。Forgiveme,andtellmewhyyoucame。"
"IwillifIlikeyou,"saidtheAngelstoutly,"andifIdon't,Iwon't!"
"ButIbeganallwrong,andnowIdon'tknowhowtomakeyoulikeme,"saidhislordship,withsincerepenitenceinhistone。
TheAngelfoundherselfyieldingtohisvoice。Hespokeinasoft,mellow,smoothlyflowingIrishtone,andalthoughhisspeechwasperfectlycorrect,itwassorounded,andaccented,andthesentencessoturned,thatitwasFrecklesoveragain。Still,itwasamatteroftheverygreatestimportance,andshemustbesure;soshelookedintothebeautifulwoman'sface。
"Areyouhiswife?"sheasked。
"Yes,"saidthewoman,"Iamhiswife。"
"Well,"saidtheAngeljudicially,"theBirdWomansaysnooneinthewholeworldknowsallaman'sbignessesandallhislittlenessesashiswifedoes。Whatyouthinkofhimshoulddoforme。Doyoulikehim?"
Thequestionwassoearnestlyaskedthatitmetwithequalearnestness。
ThedarkheadmovedcaressinglyagainstLordO'More'ssleeve。
"Betterthananyoneinthewholeworld,"saidLadyO'Morepromptly。
TheAngelmusedasecond,andthenherlegaltingecametotheforeagain。
"Yes,buthaveyouanyoneyoucouldlikebetter,ifhewasn'tallright?"shepersisted。
"Ihavethreeofhissons,twolittledaughters,afather,mother,andseveralbrothersandsisters,"camethequickreply。
"Andyoulikehimbest?"persistedtheAngelwithfinality。
"IlovehimsomuchthatIwouldgiveupeveryoneofthemwithdryeyesifbysodoingIcouldsavehim,"criedLordO'More'swife。
"Oh!"criedtheAngel。"Oh,my!"
SheliftedhercleareyestoLordO'More'sandshookherhead。
"Shenever,nevercoulddothat!"shesaid。"Butit'samightybigthingtoyourcreditthatsheTHINKSshecould。IguessI'lltellyouwhyIcame。"
Shelaiddownthepaper,andtouchedtheportrait。
"Whenyouwereonlyaboy,didpeoplecallyouFreckles?"sheasked。
"DozensofgoodfellowsalloverIrelandandtheContinentaredoingittoday,"answeredLordO'More。
TheAngel'sfaceworehermostbeautifulsmile。
"Iwassureofit,"shesaidwinningly。"That'swhatwecallhim,andheissolikeyou,Idoubtifanyoneofthosethreeboysofyoursaremoreso。Butit'sbeentwentyyears。Seemstomeyou'vebeenalongtimecoming!"
LordO'MorecaughttheAngel'swristsandhiswifeslippedherarmsaroundher。
"Steady,mygirl!"saidtheman'svoicehoarsely。"Don'tmakemethinkyou'vebroughtwordoftheboyatthislasthour,unlessyouknowsurely。"
"It'sallright,"saidtheAngel。"Wehavehim,andthere'snochanceofamistake。IfIhadn'tgonetothatHomeforhislittleclothes,andheardofyouandbeenhuntingyou,andhadmetyouonthestreet,oranywhere,Iwouldhavestoppedyouandaskedyouwhoyouwere,justbecauseyouaresolikehim。It'sallright。IcantellyouwhereFrecklesis;butwhetheryoudeservetoknow——that'sanothermatter!"
LordO'Moredidnothearher。Hedroppedinhischair,andcoveringhisface,burstintothoseterriblesobsthatshakeandrendastrongman。LadyO'Morehoveredoverhim,weeping。
"Umph!LooksprettyfairforFreckles,"mutteredtheAngel。
"Lotsofthingscanbeexplained;nowperhapstheycanexplainthis。"
TheydidexplainsosatisfactorilythatinafewminutestheAngelwasonherfeet,hurryingLordandLadyO'Moretoreachthehospital。
"YousaidFreckles'oldnurseknewhismother'spictureinstantly,"
saidtheAngel。"Iwantthatpictureandthebundleoflittleclothes。"
LadyO'Moregavethemintoherhands。
Thelikenesswasalargeminiature,paintedonivory,withaframeofbeatengold。Surroundedbymassesofdarkhairwasadelicatelycutface。IntheupperpartofittherewasnotraceofFreckles,butthelipscurvinginasmilewerehisveryown。TheAngelgazedatitsteadily。ThenwithaquiveringbreathshelaidtheportraitasideandreachedbothhandstoLordO'More。
"ThatwillsaveFreckles'lifeandinsurehishappiness,"shesaidpositively。"Thankyou,ohthankyouforcoming!"
Sheopenedthebundleofyellowandbrownlinenandgaveonlyaglanceatthetextureandwork。Thenshegatheredthelittleclothesandthepicturetoherheartandledthewaytothecab。
UsheringLordandLadyO'Moreintothereceptionroom,shesaidtoMcLean,"Pleasegocallupmyfatherandaskhimtocomeonthefirsttrain。"
Sheclosedthedoorafterhim。
"TheseareFreckles'people,"shesaidtotheBirdWoman。"Youcanfindoutabouteachother;I'mgoingtohim。"
CHAPTERXIX
WhereinFrecklesFindsHisBirthrightandtheAngelLosesHerHeartThenurselefttheroomquietly,astheAngelentered,carryingthebundleandpicture。Whentheywerealone,sheturnedtoFrecklesandsawthatthecrisiswasindeedathand。
Thatshehadgoodwordtogivehimwashissalvation,fordespitetheheavyplasterjacketthatheldhisbodyimmovable,hisheadwasliftedfromthepillow。Botharmsreachedforher。Hislipsandcheeksflamed,whilehiseyesflashedwithexcitement。
"Angel,"hepanted。"OhAngel!Didyoufindthem?Aretheywhite?
Arethelittlestitchesthere?OHANGEL!DIDMEMOTHERLOVEME?"
Thewordsseemedtoleapfromhisburninglips。TheAngeldroppedthebundleonthebedandlaidthepicturefacedownacrosshisknees。
Shegentlypushedhisheadtothepillowandcaughthisarmsinafirmgrasp。
"Yes,dearheart,"shesaidwithfullestassurance。"Nolittleclotheswereeverwhiter。Ineverinallmylifesawsuchdainty,fine,littlestitches;andasforlovingyou,noboy'smothereverlovedhimmore!"
AnervoustremblingseizedFreckles。
"Sure?Areyousure?"heurgedwithclickingteeth。
"Iknow,"saidtheAngelfirmly。"AndFreckles,whileyourestandbeglad,Iwanttotellyouastory。Whenyoufeelstrongerwewilllookattheclothestogether。Theyarehere。Theyareallright。
ButwhileIwasattheHomegettingthem,Iheardofsomepeoplethatwerehuntingalostboy。Iwenttoseethem,andwhattheytoldmewasallsoexactlylikewhatmighthavehappenedtoyouthatImusttellyou。Thenyou'llunderstandthatthingscouldbeverydifferentfromwhatyoualwayshavetorturedyourselfwiththinking。
Areyoustrongenoughtolisten?MayItellyou?"
"Maybe'twasn'tmemother!Maybesomeoneelsemadethoselittlestitches!"
"Now,goosie,don'tyoubeginthat,"saidtheAngel,"becauseI
knowthatitwas!"
"Know!"criedFreckles,hisheadspringingfromthepillow。"Know!
Howcanyouknow?"
TheAngelgentlysoothedhimback。
"Why,becausenobodyelsewouldeversitanddoitthewayitisdone。That'showIknow,"shesaidemphatically。"NowyoulistenwhileItellyouaboutthislostboyandhispeople,whohavehuntedformonthsandcan'tfindhim。"
Freckleslayquietlyunderhertouch,buthedidnothearawordthatshewassayinguntilhisrovingeyesrestedonherface;heimmediatelynoticedaremarkablething。Forthefirsttimeshewastalkingtohimandavoidinghiseyes。ThatwasnotliketheAngelatall。Itwasthedelightofhearingherspeakthatshelookedonesquarelyinthefaceandwithperfectfrankness。Therewerenosideglancesanddown-droopingeyeswhentheAngeltalked;shewasbusinessstraightthrough。InstantlyFreckles'wanderingthoughtsfastenedonherwords。
"——andhewasasour,grumpy,oldman,"shewassaying。"Healwayshadbeenspoiled,becausehewasanonlyson,sohehadatitle,andabigestate。Hewouldhavejusthisway,nomatterabouthissweetlittlewife,orhisboys,oranyone。Sowhenhiseldersonfellinlovewithabeautifulgirlhavingatitle,theverygirlofalltheworldhisfatherwantedhimto,andaddedabigadjoiningestatetohis,why,thatpleasedhimmightily。
"Thenhewentandorderedhisyoungersontomarryapokykindofagirl,thatnooneliked,toaddanotherbigestateontheotherside,andthatwasdifferent。Thatwasalltheworlddifferent,becausetheeldersonhadbeeninloveallhislifewiththegirlhemarried,and,oh,Freckles,it'snowonder,forIsawher!
She'sabeautyandshehasthesweetestway。
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