Rogojin,youarealittletoolate。Awaywithyourpaperparcel!
I’mgoingtomarrytheprince;I’mricherthanyouarenow。"
ButRogojinunderstoodhowthingsweretending,atlast。Aninexpressiblypainfulexpressioncameoverhisface。Hewrunghishands;agroanmadeitswayupfromthedepthsofhissoul。
"Surrenderher,forGod’ssake!"hesaidtotheprince。
Allaroundburstoutlaughing。
"What?SurrenderhertoYOU?"criedDariaAlexeyevna。"Toafellowwhocomesandbargainsforawifelikeamoujik!Theprincewishestomarryher,andyou——"
"SodoI,sodoI!Thismoment,ifIcould!I’dgiveeveryfarthingIhavetodoit。"
"Youdrunkenmoujik,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,oncemore。"Yououghttobekickedoutoftheplace。"
Thelaughterbecamelouderthanever。
"Doyouhear,prince?"saidNastasiaPhilipovna。"Doyouhearhowthismoujikofafellowgoesonbargainingforyourbride?"
"Heisdrunk,"saidtheprince,quietly,"andhelovesyouverymuch。"
"Won’tyoubeashamed,afterwards,toreflectthatyourwifeverynearlyranawaywithRogojin?"
"Oh,youwereraving,youwereinafever;youarestillhalfdelirious。"
"Andwon’tyoubeashamedwhentheytellyou,afterwards,thatyourwifelivedatTotski’sexpensesomanyyears?"
"No;Ishallnotbeashamedofthat。Youdidnotsolivebyyourownwill。"
"Andyou’llneverreproachmewithit?"
"Never。"
"Takecare,don’tcommityourselfforawholelifetime。"
"NastasiaPhilipovna。"saidtheprince,quietly,andwithdeepemotion,"IsaidbeforethatIshallesteemyourconsenttobemywifeasagreathonourtomyself,andshallconsiderthatitisyouwhowillhonourme,notIyou,byourmarriage。Youlaughedatthesewords,andothersarounduslaughedaswell;Iheardthem。VerylikelyIexpressedmyselffunnily,andImayhavelookedfunny,but,forallthat,IbelieveIunderstandwherehonourlies,andwhatIsaidwasbuttheliteraltruth。Youwereabouttoruinyourselfjustnow,irrevocably;youwouldneverhaveforgivenyourselfforsodoingafterwards;andyet,youareabsolutelyblameless。Itisimpossiblethatyourlifeshouldbealtogetherruinedatyourage。WhatmatterthatRogojincamebargaininghere,andthatGavrilaArdalionovitchwouldhavedeceivedyouifhecould?Whydoyoucontinuallyremindusofthesefacts?Iassureyouoncemorethatveryfewcouldfinditinthemtoactasyouhaveactedthisday。AsforyourwishtogowithRogojin,thatwassimplytheideaofadeliriousandsufferingbrain。Youarestillquitefeverish;yououghttobeinbed,nothere。YouknowquitewellthatifyouhadgonewithRogojin,youwouldhavebecomeawasher-womannextday,ratherthanstaywithhim。Youareproud,NastasiaPhilipovna,andperhapsyouhavereallysufferedsomuchthatyouimagineyourselftobeadesperatelyguiltywoman。Yourequireagreatdealofpettingandlookingafter,NastasiaPhilipovna,andI
willdothis。Isawyourportraitthismorning,anditseemedquiteafamiliarfacetome;itseemedtomethattheportrait-
facewascallingtomeforhelp。I-Ishallrespectyouallmylife,NastasiaPhilipovna,"concludedtheprince,asthoughsuddenlyrecollectinghimself,andblushingtothinkofthesortofcompanybeforewhomhehadsaidallthis。
Ptitsinbowedhisheadandlookedattheground,overcomebyamixtureoffeelings。Totskimutteredtohimself:"Hemaybeanidiot,butheknowsthatflatteryisthebestroadtosuccesshere。"
TheprinceobservedGania’seyesflashingathim,asthoughtheywouldgladlyannihilatehimthenandthere。
"That’sakind-heartedman,ifyoulike,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,whosewrathwasquicklyevaporating。
"Arefinedman,but——lost,"murmuredthegeneral。
Totskitookhishatandrosetogo。Heandthegeneralexchangedglances,makingaprivatearrangement,thereby,toleavethehousetogether。
"Thankyou,prince;noonehaseverspokentomelikethatbefore,"beganNastasiaPhilipovna。"Menhavealwaysbargainedforme,beforethis;andnotasinglerespectablemanhaseverproposedtomarryme。Doyouhear,AfanasyIvanovitch?WhatdoYOUthinkofwhattheprincehasjustbeensaying?Itwasalmostimmodest,wasn’tit?You,Rogojin,waitamoment,don’tgoyet!I
seeyoudon’tintendtomovehowever。PerhapsImaygowithyouyet。Wheredidyoumeantotakemeto?"
"ToEkaterinhof,"repliedLebedeff。Rogojinsimplystoodstaring,withtremblinglips,notdaringtobelievehisears。Hewasstunned,asthoughfromablowonthehead。
"Whatareyouthinkingof,mydearNastasia?"saidDariaAlexeyevnainalarm。"Whatareyousaying?""Youarenotgoingmad,areyou?"
NastasiaPhilipovnaburstoutlaughingandjumpedupfromthesofa。
"YouthoughtIshouldacceptthisgoodchild’sinvitationtoruinhim,didyou?"shecried。"That’sTotski’sway,notmine。He’sfondofchildren。Comealong,Rogojin,getyourmoneyready!Wewon’ttalkaboutmarryingjustatthismoment,butlet’sseethemoneyatallevents。Come!Imaynotmarryyou,either。Idon’tknow。Isupposeyouthoughtyou’dkeepthemoney,ifIdid!Ha,ha,ha!nonsense!Ihavenosenseofshameleft。ItellyouI
havebeenTotski’sconcubine。Prince,youmustmarryAglayaIvanovna,notNastasiaPhilipovna,orthisfellowFerdishenkowillalwaysbepointingthefingerofscornatyou。Youaren’tafraid,Iknow;butIshouldalwaysbeafraidthatIhadruinedyou,andthatyouwouldreproachmeforit。Asforwhatyousayaboutmydoingyouhonourbymarryingyou-well,Totskicantellyouallaboutthat。YouhadyoureyeonAglaya,Gania,youknowyouhad;andyoumighthavemarriedherifyouhadnotcomebargaining。Youarealllikethis。Youshouldchoose,onceforall,betweendisreputablewomen,andrespectableones,oryouaresuretogetmixed。Lookatthegeneral,howhe’sstaringatme!"
"Thisistoohorrible,"saidthegeneral,startingtohisfeet。
Allwerestandingupnow。Nastasiawasabsolutelybesideherself。
"Iamveryproud,inspiteofwhatIam,"shecontinued。"Youcalledme’perfection’justnow,prince。Anicesortofperfectiontothrowupaprinceandamillionandahalfofroublesinordertobeabletoboastofthefactafterwards!WhatsortofawifeshouldImakeforyou,afterallIhavesaid?
AfanasyIvanovitch,doyouobserveIhavereallyandtrulythrownawayamillionofroubles?AndyouthoughtthatIshouldconsideryourwretchedseventy-fivethousand,withGaniathrowninforahusband,aparadiseofbliss!Takeyourseventy-fivethousandback,sir;youdidnotreachthehundredthousand。Rogojincutabetterdashthanyoudid。I’llconsoleGaniamyself;Ihaveanideaaboutthat。ButnowImustbeoff!I’vebeeninprisonfortenyears。I’mfreeatlast!Well,Rogojin,whatareyouwaitingfor?Let’sgetreadyandgo。"
"Comealong!"shoutedRogojin,besidehimselfwithjoy。"Hey!allofyoufellows!Wine!Roundwithit!Filltheglasses!"
"Getaway!"heshoutedfrantically,observingthatDariaAlexeyevnawasapproachingtoprotestagainstNastasia’sconduct。
"Getaway,she’smine,everything’smine!She’saqueen,getaway!"
Hewaspantingwithecstasy。HewalkedroundandroundNastasiaPhilipovnaandtoldeverybodyto"keeptheirdistance。"
AlltheRogojincompanywerenowcollectedinthedrawing-room;
someweredrinking,somelaughedandtalked:allwereinthehighestandwildestspirits。Ferdishenkowasdoinghisbesttounitehimselftothem;thegeneralandTotskiagainmadeanattempttogo。Gania,toostoodhatinhandreadytogo;butseemedtobeunabletotearhiseyesawayfromthescenebeforehim"Getout,keepyourdistance!"shoutedRogojin。
"Whatareyoushoutingaboutthere!"criedNastasia"I’mnotyoursyet。ImaykickyououtforallyouknowIhaven’ttakenyourmoneyyet;thereitallisonthetableHere,givemeoverthatpacket!Isthereahundredthousandroublesinthatonepacket?Pfu!whatabominablestuffitlooks!Oh!nonsense,DariaAlexeyevna;yousurelydidnotexpectmetoruinHIM?"
indicatingtheprince。"Fancyhimnursingme!Why,heneedsanursehimself!Thegeneral,there,willbehisnursenow,you’llsee。Here,prince,lookhere!Yourbrideisacceptingmoney。Whatadisreputablewomanshemustbe!Andyouwishedtomarryher!
Whatareyoucryingabout?Isitabitterdose?Nevermind,youshalllaughyet。Trusttotime。"InspiteofthesewordsthereweretwolargetearsrollingdownNastasia’sowncheeks。"It’sfarbettertothinktwiceofitnowthanafterwards。Oh!youmustn’tcrylikethat!There’sKatiacrying,too。Whatisit,Katia,dear?IshallleaveyouandPashaalotofthings,I’velaidthemoutforyoualready;butgood-bye,now。Imadeanhonestgirllikeyouservealowwomanlikemyself。It’sbetterso,prince,itisindeed。You’dbegintodespisemeafterwards——
weshouldneverbehappy。Oh!youneedn’tswear,prince,Ishan’tbelieveyou,youknow。Howfoolishitwouldbe,too!No,no;we’dbettersaygood-byeandpartfriends。Iamabitofadreamermyself,andIusedtodreamofyouonce。VeryoftenduringthosefiveyearsdownathisestateIusedtodreamandthink,andI
alwaysimaginedjustsuchagood,honest,foolishfellowasyou,onewhoshouldcomeandsaytome:’Youareaninnocentwoman,NastasiaPhilipovna,andIadoreyou。’Idreamtofyouoften。I
usedtothinksomuchdowntherethatInearlywentmad;andthenthisfellowherewouldcomedown。Hewouldstayacoupleofmonthsoutofthetwelve,anddisgraceandinsultanddepraveme,andthengo;sothatIlongedtodrownmyselfinthepondathousandtimesover;butIdidnotdaredoit。Ihadn’ttheheart,andnow——well,areyouready,Rogojin?"
"Ready——keepyourdistance,allofyou!"
"We’reallready,"saidseveralofhisfriends。"Thetroikas[Sledgesdrawnbythreehorsesabreast。]areatthedoor,bellsandall。"
NastasiaPhilipovnaseizedthepacketofbank-notes。
"Gania,Ihaveanidea。Iwishtorecompenseyou——whyshouldyouloseall?Rogojin,wouldhecrawlforthreeroublesasfarastheVassiliostrof?
"Oh,wouldn’thejust!"
"Well,lookhere,Gania。Iwishtolookintoyourheartoncemore,forthelasttime。You’veworriedmeforthelastthreemonths——nowit’smyturn。Doyouseethispacket?Itcontainsahundredthousandroubles。Now,I’mgoingtothrowitintothefire,here——beforeallthesewitnesses。Assoonasthefirecatchesholdofit,youputyourhandsintothefireandpickitout——withoutgloves,youknow。Youmusthavebarehands,andyoumustturnyoursleevesup。Pullitout,Isay,andit’sallyours。Youmayburnyourfingersalittle,ofcourse;butthenit’sahundredthousandroubles,remember——itwon’ttakeyoulongtolayholdofitandsnatchitout。Ishallsomuchadmireyouifyouputyourhandsintothefireformymoney。Allherepresentmaybewitnessesthatthewholepacketofmoneyisyoursifyougetitout。Ifyoudon’tgetitout,itshallburn。Iwillletnooneelsecome;away——getaway,allofyou——it’smymoney!
Rogojinhasboughtmewithit。Isitmymoney,Rogojin?"
"Yes,myqueen;it’syourownmoney,myjoy。"
"Getawaythen,allofyou。IshalldoasIlikewithmyown——
don’tmeddle!Ferdishenko,makeupthefire,quick!"
"NastasiaPhilipovna,Ican’t;myhandswon’tobeyme,"saidFerdishenko,astoundedandhelplesswithbewilderment。
"Nonsense,"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,seizingthepokerandrakingacoupleoflogstogether。Nosoonerdidatongueofflameburstoutthanshethrewthepacketofnotesuponit。
Everyonegasped;someevencrossedthemselves。
"She’smad——she’smad!"wasthecry。
"Oughtn’t-oughtn’twetosecureher?"askedthegeneralofPtitsin,inawhisper;"orshallwesendfortheauthorities?
Why,she’smad,isn’tshe——isn’tshe,eh?"
"N-no,Ihardlythinksheisactuallymad,"whisperedPtitsin,whowasaswhiteashishandkerchief,andtremblinglikealeaf。
Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket。
"She’smadsurely,isn’tshe?"thegeneralappealedtoTotski。
"Itoldyoushewasn’tanordinarywoman,"repliedthelatter,whowasaspaleasanyone。
"Oh,but,positively,youknow——ahundredthousandroubles!"
"Goodnessgracious!goodheavens!"camefromallquartersoftheroom。
Allnowcrowdedroundthefireandthrongedtoseewhatwasgoingon;everyonelamentedandgaveventtoexclamationsofhorrorandwoe。Somejumpeduponchairsinordertogetabetterview。
DariaAlexeyevnaranintothenextroomandwhisperedexcitedlytoKatiaandPasha。ThebeautifulGermandisappearedaltogether。
"Mylady!mysovereign!"lamentedLebedeff,fallingonhiskneesbeforeNastasiaPhilipovna,andstretchingouthishandstowardsthefire;"it’sahundredthousandroubles,itisindeed,I
packeditupmyself,Isawthemoney!Myqueen,letmegetintothefireafterit——saytheword-I’llputmywholegreyheadintothefireforit!Ihaveapoorlamewifeandthirteenchildren。
Myfatherdiedofstarvationlastweek。NastasiaPhilipovna,NastasiaPhilipovna!"Thewretchedlittlemanwept,andgroaned,andcrawledtowardsthefire。
"Away,outoftheway!"criedNastasia。"Makeroom,allofyou!
Gania,whatareyoustandingtherefor?Don’tstandonceremony。
Putinyourhand!There’syourwholehappinesssmoulderingaway,look!Quick!"
ButGaniahadbornetoomuchthatday,andespeciallythisevening,andhewasnotpreparedforthislast,quiteunexpectedtrial。
ThecrowdpartedoneachsideofhimandhewasleftfacetofacewithNastasiaPhilipovna,threepacesfromher。Shestoodbythefireandwaited,withherintentgazefixeduponhim。
Ganiastoodbeforeher,inhiseveningclothes,holdinghiswhiteglovesandhatinhishand,speechlessandmotionless,witharmsfoldedandeyesfixedonthefire。
Asilly,meaninglesssmileplayedonhiswhite,death-likelips。
Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket;butitappearedthatsomethingnewhadcometobirthinhissoul——asthoughhewerevowingtohimselfthathewouldbearthistrial。
Hedidnotmovefromhisplace。Inafewsecondsitbecameevidenttoallthathedidnotintendtorescuethemoney。
"Hey!lookatit,it’llburninanotherminuteortwo!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。"You’llhangyourselfafterwards,youknow,ifitdoes!I’mnotjoking。"
Thefire,chokedbetweenacoupleofsmoulderingpiecesofwood,haddieddownforthefirstfewmomentsafterthepacketwasthrownuponit。Butalittletongueoffirenowbegantolickthepaperfrombelow,andsoon,gatheringcourage,mountedthesidesoftheparcel,andcreptaroundit。Inanothermoment,thewholeofitburstintoflames,andtheexclamationsofwoeandhorrorwereredoubled。
"NastasiaPhilipovna!"lamentedLebedeffagain,strainingtowardsthefireplace;butRogojindraggedhimaway,andpushedhimtotherearoncemore。
ThewholeofRegojin’sbeingwasconcentratedinonerapturousgazeofecstasy。HecouldnottakehiseyesoffNastasia。Hestooddrinkingherin,asitwere。Hewasintheseventhheavenofdelight。
"Oh,whataqueensheis!"heejaculated,everyotherminute,throwingouttheremarkforanyonewholikedtocatchit。"That’sthesortofwomanforme!Whichofyouwouldthinkofdoingathinglikethat,youblackguards,eh?"heyelled。Hewashopelesslyandwildlybesidehimselfwithecstasy。
Theprincewatchedthewholescene,silentanddejected。
"I’llpullitoutwithmyteethforonethousand,"saidFerdishenko。
"SowouldI,"saidanother,frombehind,"withpleasure。Deviltakethething!"headded,inatempestofdespair,"itwillallbeburntupinaminute——It’sburning,it’sburning!"
"It’sburning,it’sburning!"criedall,throngingnearerandnearertothefireintheirexcitement。
"Gania,don’tbeafool!Itellyouforthelasttime。"
"Geton,quick!"shriekedFerdishenko,rushingwildlyuptoGania,andtryingtodraghimtothefirebythesleeveofhiscoat。"Getit,youdummy,it’sburningawayfast!Oh——DAMNthething!"
GaniahurledFerdishenkofromhim;thenheturnedsharproundandmadeforthedoor。Buthehadnotgoneacoupleofstepswhenhetotteredandfelltotheground。
"He’sfainted!"thecrywentround。
"Andthemoney’sburningstill,"Lebedefflamented。
"Burningfornothing,"shoutedothers。
"Katia-Pasha!Bringhimsomewater!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。
Thenshetookthetongsandfishedoutthepacket。
Nearlythewholeoftheoutercoveringwasburnedaway,butitwassoonevidentthatthecontentswerehardlytouched。Thepackethadbeenwrappedinathreefoldcoveringofnewspaper,andthe,notesweresafe。Allbreathedmorefreely。
"Somedirtylittlethousandorsomaybetouched,"saidLebedeff,immenselyrelieved,"butthere’sverylittleharmdone,afterall。"
"It’sallhis——thewholepacketisforhim,doyouhear——allofyou?"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,placingthepacketbythesideofGania。"Herestrainedhimself,anddidn’tgoafterit;sohisself-respectisgreaterthanhisthirstformoney。Allright——
he’llcometodirectly——hemusthavethepacketorhe’llcuthisthroatafterwards。There!He’scomingtohimself。General,Totski,allofyou,didyouhearme?ThemoneyisallGania’s。I
giveittohim,fullyconsciousofmyaction,asrecompensefor——
well,foranythinghethinksbest。Tellhimso。Letitlieherebesidehim。Offwego,Rogojin!Goodbye,prince。Ihaveseenamanforthefirsttimeinmylife。Goodbye,AfanasyIvanovitch——
andthanks!"
TheRogojingangfollowedtheirleaderandNastasiaPhilipovnatotheentrance-hall,laughingandshoutingandwhistling。
Inthehalltheservantswerewaiting,andhandedherherfurcloak。Martha,thecook,raninfromthekitchen。Nastasiakissedthemallround。
"Areyoureallythrowingusallover,littlemother?Where,whereareyougoingto?Andonyourbirthday,too!"criedthefourgirls,cryingoverherandkissingherhands。
"Iamgoingoutintotheworld,Katia;perhapsIshallbealaundress。Idon’tknow。NomoreofAfanasyIvanovitch,anyhow。
Givehimmyrespects。Don’tthinkbadlyofme,girls。"
Theprincehurrieddowntothefrontgatewherethepartyweresettlingintothetroikas,allthebellstinklingamerryaccompanimentthewhile。Thegeneralcaughthimuponthestairs:
"Prince,prince!"hecried,seizingholdofhisarm,"recollectyourself!Dropher,prince!Youseewhatsortofawomansheis。
Iamspeakingtoyoulikeafather。"
Theprinceglancedathim,butsaidnothing。Heshookhimselffree,andrushedondownstairs。
Thegeneralwasjustintimetoseetheprincetakethefirstsledgehecouldget,and,givingtheordertoEkaterinhof,startoffinpursuitofthetroikas。Thenthegeneral’sfinegreyhorsedraggedthatworthyhome,withsomenewthoughts,andsomenewhopesandcalculationsdevelopinginhisbrain,andwiththepearlsinhispocket,forhehadnotforgottentobringthemalongwithhim,beingamanofbusiness。Amidhisnewthoughtsandideastherecame,onceortwice,theimageofNastasiaPhilipovna。Thegeneralsighed。
"I’msorry,reallysorry,"hemuttered。"She’saruinedwoman。
Mad!mad!However,theprinceisnotforNastasiaPhilipovnanow,——perhapsit’saswell。"
TwomoreofNastasia’sguests,whowalkedashortdistancetogether,indulgedinhighmoralsentimentsofasimilarnature。
"Doyouknow,Totski,thisisallverylikewhattheysaygoesonamongtheJapanese?"saidPtitsin。"Theoffendedpartythere,theysay,marchesofftohisinsulterandsaystohim,’Youinsultedme,soIhavecometoripmyselfopenbeforeyoureyes;’
andwiththesewordshedoesactuallyriphisstomachopenbeforehisenemy,andconsiders,doubtless,thatheishavingallpossibleandnecessarysatisfactionandrevenge。Therearestrangecharactersintheworld,sir!"
"H’m!andyouthinktherewassomethingofthissorthere,doyou?Dearme——averyremarkablecomparison,youknow!Butyoumusthaveobserved,mydearPtitsin,thatIdidallIpossiblycould。IcoulddonomorethanIdid。Andyoumustadmitthattherearesomerarequalitiesinthiswoman。IfeltIcouldnotspeakinthatBedlam,orIshouldhavebeentemptedtocryout,whenshereproachedme,thatsheherselfwasmybestjustification。Suchawomancouldmakeanyoneforgetallreason——
everything!Eventhatmoujik,Rogojin,yousaw,broughtherahundredthousandroubles!Ofcourse,allthathappenedtonightwasephemeral,fantastic,unseemly——yetitlackedneithercolournororiginality。MyGod!Whatmightnothavebeenmadeofsuchacharactercombinedwithsuchbeauty!Yetinspiteofallefforts——inspiteofalleducation,even——allthosegiftsarewasted!Sheisanuncutdiamond……Ihaveoftensaidso。"
AndAfanasyIvanovitchheavedadeepsigh。
PARTII
I。
TwodaysafterthestrangeconclusiontoNastasiaPhilipovna’sbirthdayparty,withtherecordofwhichweconcludedthefirstpartofthisstory,PrinceMuishkinhurriedlyleftSt。PetersburgforMoscow,inordertoseeaftersomebusinessconnectedwiththereceiptofhisunexpectedfortune。
Itwassaidthattherewereotherreasonsforhishurrieddeparture;butastothis,andastohismovementsinMoscow,andastohisprolongedabsencefromSt。Petersburg,weareabletogiveverylittleinformation。
Theprincewasawayforsixmonths,andeventhosewhoweremostinterestedinhisdestinywereabletopickupverylittlenewsabouthimallthatwhile。True,certainrumoursdidreachhisfriends,butthesewerebothstrangeandrare,andeachonecontradictedthelast。
OfcoursetheEpanchinfamilywasmuchinterestedinhismovements,thoughhehadnothadtimetobidthemfarewellbeforehisdeparture。Thegeneral,however,hadhadanopportunityofseeinghimonceortwicesincetheeventfulevening,andhadspokenveryseriouslywithhim;butthoughhehadseentheprince,asIsay,hetoldhisfamilynothingaboutthecircumstance。Infact,foramonthorsoafterhisdepartureitwasconsiderednotthethingtomentiontheprince’snameintheEpanchinhousehold。OnlyMrs。Epanchin,atthecommencementofthisperiod,hadannouncedthatshehadbeen"cruellymistakenintheprince!"andadayortwoafter,shehadadded,evidentlyalludingtohim,butnotmentioninghisname,thatitwasanunalterablecharacteristicofherstobemistakeninpeople。Thenoncemore,tendayslater,aftersomepassageofarmswithoneofherdaughters,shehadremarkedsententiously。"Wehavehadenoughofmistakes。Ishallbemorecarefulinfuture!"However,itwasimpossibletoavoidremarkingthattherewassomesenseofoppressioninthehousehold——somethingunspoken,butfelt;
somethingstrained。Allthemembersofthefamilyworefrowninglooks。Thegeneralwasunusuallybusy;hisfamilyhardlyeversawhim。
Astothegirls,nothingwassaidopenly,atallevents;andprobablyverylittleinprivate。Theywereprouddamsels,andwerenotalwaysperfectlyconfidentialevenamongthemselves。Buttheyunderstoodeachotherthoroughlyatthefirstwordonalloccasions;veryoftenatthefirstglance,sothattherewasnoneedofmuchtalkingasarule。
Onefact,atleast,wouldhavebeenperfectlyplaintoanoutsider,hadanysuchpersonbeenonthespot;andthatwas,thattheprincehadmadeaveryconsiderableimpressionuponthefamily,inspiteofthefactthathehadbutoncebeeninsidethehouse,andthenonlyforashorttime。Ofcourse,ifanalyzed,thisimpressionmighthaveprovedtobenothingmorethanafeelingofcuriosity;butbeitwhatitmight,thereitundoubtedlywas。
Littlebylittle,therumoursspreadabouttownbecamelostinamazeofuncertainty。Itwassaidthatsomefoolishyoungprince,nameunknown,hadsuddenlycomeintopossessionofagiganticfortune,andhadmarriedaFrenchballetdancer。Thiswascontradicted,andtherumourcirculatedthatitwasayoungmerchantwhohadcomeintotheenormousfortuneandmarriedthegreatballetdancer,andthatattheweddingthedrunkenyoungfoolhadburnedseventythousandroublesatacandleoutofpurebravado。
However,alltheserumourssoondieddown,towhichcircumstancecertainfactslargelycontributed。Forinstance,thewholeoftheRogojintroophaddeparted,withhimattheirhead,forMoscow。
ThiswasexactlyaweekafteradreadfulorgyattheEkaterinhofgardens,whereNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenpresent。ItbecameknownthatafterthisorgyNastasiaPhilipovnahadentirelydisappeared,andthatshehadsincebeentracedtoMoscow;sothattheexodusoftheRogojinbandwasfoundconsistentwiththisreport。
TherewererumourscurrentastoGania,too;butcircumstancessooncontradictedthese。Hehadfallenseriouslyill,andhisillnessprecludedhisappearanceinsociety,andevenatbusiness,foroveramonth。Assoonashehadrecovered,however,hethrewuphissituationinthepubliccompanyunderGeneralEpanchin’sdirection,forsomeunknownreason,andthepostwasgiventoanother。HeneverwentneartheEpanchins’houseatall,andwasexceedinglyirritableanddepressed。
VarvaraArdalionovnamarriedPtitsinthiswinter,anditwassaidthatthefactofGania’sretirementfrombusinesswastheultimatecauseofthemarriage,sinceGaniawasnownotonlyunabletosupporthisfamily,butevenrequiredhelphimself。
WemaymentionthatGaniawasnolongermentionedintheEpanchinhouseholdanymorethantheprincewas;butthatacertaincircumstanceinconnectionwiththefataleveningatNastasia’shousebecameknowntothegeneral,and,infact,toallthefamilytheverynextday。ThisfactwasthatGaniahadcomehomethatnight,buthadrefusedtogotobed。Hehadawaitedtheprince’sreturnfromEkaterinhofwithfeverishimpatience。
Onthelatter’sarrival,atsixinthemorning,Ganiahadgonetohiminhisroom,bringingwithhimthesingedpacketofmoney,whichhehadinsistedthattheprinceshouldreturntoNastasiaPhilipovnawithoutdelay。ItwassaidthatwhenGaniaenteredtheprince’sroom,hecamewithanythingbutfriendlyfeelings,andinaconditionofdespairandmisery;butthatafterashortconversation,hehadstayedonforacoupleofhourswithhim,sobbingcontinuouslyandbitterlythewholetime。Theyhadpartedupontermsofcordialfriendship。
TheEpanchinsheardaboutthis,aswellasabouttheepisodeatNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwasstrange,perhaps,thatthefactsshouldbecomesoquickly,andfairlyaccurately,known。AsfarasGaniawasconcerned,itmighthavebeensupposedthatthenewshadcomethroughVarvaraArdalionovna,whohadsuddenlybecomeafrequentvisitoroftheEpanchingirls,greatlytotheirmother’ssurprise。ButthoughVarvarahadseenfit,forsomereason,tomakefriendswiththem,itwasnotlikelythatshewouldhavetalkedtothemaboutherbrother。Shehadplentyofpride,inspiteofthefactthatinthusactingshewasseekingintimacywithpeoplewhohadpracticallyshownherbrotherthedoor。SheandtheEpanchingirlshadbeenacquaintedinchildhood,althoughoflatetheyhadmetbutrarely。EvennowVarvarahardlyeverappearedinthedrawing-room,butwouldslipinbyabackway。
LizabethaProkofievna,whodislikedVarvara,althoughshehadagreatrespectforhermother,wasmuchannoyedbythissuddenintimacy,andputitdowntothegeneral"contrariness"ofherdaughters,whowere"alwaysonthelookoutforsomenewwayofopposingher。"Nevertheless,Varvaracontinuedhervisits。
AmonthafterMuishkin’sdeparture,Mrs。EpanchinreceivedaletterfromheroldfriendPrincessBielokonskiwhohadlatelyleftforMoscow,whichletterputherintothegreatestgoodhumour。Shedidnotdivulgeitscontentseithertoherdaughtersorthegeneral,butherconducttowardstheformerbecameaffectionateintheextreme。Sheevenmadesomesortofconfessiontothem,buttheywereunabletounderstandwhatitwasabout。Sheactuallyrelaxedtowardsthegeneralalittle——hehadbeenlongdisgraced——andthoughshemanagedtoquarrelwiththemallthenextday,yetshesooncameround,andfromhergeneralbehaviouritwastobeconcludedthatshehadbadgoodnewsofsomesort,whichshewouldlike,butcouldnotmakeuphermind,todisclose。
However,aweeklatershereceivedanotherletterfromthesamesource,andatlastresolvedtospeak。
ShesolemnlyannouncedthatshehadheardfromoldPrincessBielokonski,whohadgivenhermostcomfortingnewsabout"thatqueeryoungprince。"Herfriendhadhuntedhimup,andfoundthatallwasgoingwellwithhim。Hehadsincecalledinpersonuponher,makinganextremelyfavourableimpression,fortheprincesshadreceivedhimeachdaysince,andhadintroducedhimintoseveralgoodhouses。
Thegirlscouldseethattheirmotherconcealedagreatdealfromthem,andleftoutlargepiecesoftheletterinreadingittothem。
However,theicewasbroken,anditsuddenlybecamepossibletomentiontheprince’snameagain。Andagainitbecameevidenthowverystrongwastheimpressiontheyoungmanhadmadeinthehouseholdbyhisonevisitthere。Mrs。EpanchinwassurprisedattheeffectwhichthenewsfromMoscowhaduponthegirls,andtheywerenolesssurprisedthataftersolemnlyremarkingthathermoststrikingcharacteristicwas"beingmistakeninpeople"
sheshouldhavetroubledtoobtainfortheprincethefavourandprotectionofsopowerfulanoldladyasthePrincessBielokonski。Assoonastheicewasthusbroken,thegenerallostnotimeinshowingthathe,too,tookthegreatestinterestinthesubject。Headmittedthathewasinterested,butsaidthatitwasmerelyinthebusinesssideofthequestion。Itappearedthat,intheinterestsoftheprince,hehadmadearrangementsinMoscowforacarefulwatchtobekeptupontheprince’sbusinessaffairs,andespeciallyuponSalaskin。Allthathadbeensaidastotheprincebeinganundoubtedheirtoafortuneturnedouttobeperfectlytrue;butthefortuneprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwasatfirstreported。Theestatewasconsiderablyencumberedwithdebts;creditorsturneduponallsides,andtheprince,inspiteofalladviceandentreaty,insisteduponmanagingallmattersofclaimhimself——which,ofcourse,meantsatisfyingeverybodyallround,althoughhalftheclaimswereabsolutelyfraudulent。
Mrs。Epanchinconfirmedallthis。Shesaidtheprincesshadwrittentomuchthesameeffect,andaddedthattherewasnocuringafool。Butitwasplain,fromherexpressionofface,howstronglysheapprovedofthisparticularyoungfool’sdoings。Inconclusion,thegeneralobservedthathiswifetookasgreataninterestintheprinceasthoughhewereherownson;andthatshehadcommencedtobeespeciallyaffectionatetowardsAglayawasaself-evidentfact。
Allthiscausedthegeneraltolookgraveandimportant。But,alas!thisagreeablestateofaffairsverysoonchangedoncemore。
Acoupleofweekswentby,andsuddenlythegeneralandhiswifewereoncemoregloomyandsilent,andtheicewasasfirmasever。Thefactwas,thegeneral,whohadheardfirst,howNastasiaPhilipovnahadfledtoMoscowandhadbeendiscoveredtherebyRogojin;thatshehadthendisappearedoncemore,andbeenfoundagainbyRogojin,andhowafterthatshehadalmostpromisedtomarryhim,nowreceivednewsthatshehadoncemoredisappeared,almostontheverydayfixedforherwedding,flyingsomewhereintotheinteriorofRussiathistime,andthatPrinceMuishkinhadleftallhisaffairsinthehandsofSalaskinanddisappearedalso——butwhetherhewaswithNastasia,orhadonlysetoffinsearchofher,wasunknown。
LizabethaProkofievnareceivedconfirmatorynewsfromtheprincess——andalas,twomonthsaftertheprince’sfirstdeparturefromSt。Petersburg,darknessandmysteryoncemoreenvelopedhiswhereaboutsandactions,andintheEpanchinfamilytheiceofsilenceoncemoreformedoverthesubject。Varia,however,informedthegirlsofwhathadhappened,shehavingreceivedthenewsfromPtitsin,whogenerallyknewmorethanmostpeople。
Tomakeanend,wemaysaythatthereweremanychangesintheEpanchinhouseholdinthespring,sothatitwasnotdifficulttoforgettheprince,whosentnonewsofhimself。
TheEpanchinfamilyhadatlastmadeuptheirmindstospendthesummerabroad,allexceptthegeneral,whocouldnotwastetimein"travellingforenjoyment,"ofcourse。Thisarrangementwasbroughtaboutbythepersistenceofthegirls,whoinsistedthattheywereneverallowedtogoabroadbecausetheirparentsweretooanxioustomarrythemoff。Perhapstheirparentshadatlastcometotheconclusionthathusbandsmightbefoundabroad,andthatasummer’stravelmightbearfruit。ThemarriagebetweenAlexandraandTotskihadbeenbrokenoff。Sincetheprince’sdeparturefromSt。Petersburgnomorehadbeensaidaboutit;thesubjecthadbeendroppedwithoutceremony,muchtothejoyofMrs。General,who,announcedthatshewas"readytocrossherselfwithbothhands"ingratitudefortheescape。Thegeneral,however,regrettedTotskiforalongwhile。"Suchafortune!"hesighed,"andsuchagood,easy-goingfellow!"
AfteratimeitbecameknownthatTotskihadmarriedaFrenchmarquise,andwastobecarriedoffbyhertoParis,andthentoBrittany。
"Oh,well,"thoughtthegeneral,"he’slosttousforgood,now。"
SotheEpanchinspreparedtodepartforthesummer。
Butnowanothercircumstanceoccurred,whichchangedalltheplansoncemore,andagaintheintendedjourneywasputoff,muchtothedelightofthegeneralandhisspouse。
AcertainPrinceS——arrivedinSt。PetersburgfromMoscow,aneminentandhonourableyoungman。Hewasoneofthoseactivepersonswhoalwaysfindsomegoodworkwithwhichtoemploythemselves。Withoutforcinghimselfuponthepublicnotice,modestandunobtrusive,thisyoungprincewasconcernedwithmuchthathappenedintheworldingeneral。
Hehadserved,atfirst,inoneofthecivildepartments,hadthenattendedtomattersconnectedwiththelocalgovernmentofprovincialtowns,andhadoflatebeenacorrespondingmemberofseveralimportantscientificsocieties。Hewasamanofexcellentfamilyandsolidmeans,aboutthirty-fiveyearsofage。
PrinceS——madetheacquaintanceofthegeneral’sfamily,andAdelaida,thesecondgirl,madeagreatimpressionuponhim。
Towardsthespringheproposedtoher,andsheacceptedhim。Thegeneralandhiswifeweredelighted。Thejourneyabroadwasputoff,andtheweddingwasfixedforadaynotverydistant。
ThetripabroadmighthavebeenenjoyedlateronbyMrs。Epanchinandhertworemainingdaughters,butforanothercircumstance。
ItsohappenedthatPrinceS——introducedadistantrelationofhisownintotheEpanchinfamily——oneEvgeniePavlovitch,ayoungofficerofabouttwenty-eightyearsofage,whoseconquestsamongtheladiesinMoscowhadbeenproverbial。ThisyounggentlemannosoonerseteyesonAglayathanhebecameafrequentvisitoratthehouse。Hewaswitty,well-educated,andextremelywealthy,asthegeneralverysoondiscovered。Hispastreputationwastheonlythingagainsthim。
Nothingwassaid;therewerenotevenanyhintsdropped;butstill,itseemedbettertotheparentstosaynothingmoreaboutgoingabroadthisseason,atallevents。Aglayaherselfperhapswasofadifferentopinion。
Allthishappenedjustbeforethesecondappearanceofourherouponthescene。
Bythistime,tojudgefromappearances,poorPrinceMuishkinhadbeenquiteforgotteninSt。Petersburg。Ifhehadappearedsuddenlyamonghisacquaintances,hewouldhavebeenreceivedasonefromtheskies;butwemustjustglanceatonemorefactbeforeweconcludethispreface。
ColiaIvolgin,forsometimeaftertheprince’sdeparture,continuedhisoldlife。Thatis,hewenttoschool,lookedafterhisfather,helpedVariainthehouse,andranhererrands,andwentfrequentlytoseehisfriend,Hippolyte。
Thelodgershaddisappearedveryquickly——FerdishenkosoonaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’s,whiletheprincewenttoMoscow,asweknow。GaniaandhismotherwenttolivewithVariaandPtitsinimmediatelyafterthelatter’swedding,whilethegeneralwashousedinadebtor’sprisonbyreasonofcertainIOU’sgiventothecaptain’swidowundertheimpressionthattheywouldneverbeformallyusedagainsthim。ThisunkindactionmuchsurprisedpoorArdalionAlexandrovitch,thevictim,ashecalledhimself,ofan"unboundedtrustinthenobilityofthehumanheart。"
Whenhesignedthosenotesofhand,heneverdreamtthattheywouldbeasourceoffuturetrouble。Theeventshowedthathewasmistaken。
"Trustinanyoneafterthis!Havetheleastconfidenceinmanorwoman!"
hecriedinbittertones,ashesatwithhisnewfriendsinprison,andrecountedtothemhisfavouritestoriesofthesiegeofKars,andtheresuscitatedsoldier。Onthewhole,heaccommodatedhimselfverywelltohisnewposition。PtitsinandVariadeclaredthathewasintherightplace,andGaniawasofthesameopinion。TheonlypersonwhodeploredhisfatewaspoorNinaAlexandrovna,whoweptbittertearsoverhim,tothegreatsurpriseofherhousehold,and,thoughalwaysinfeeblehealth,madeapointofgoingtoseehimasoftenaspossible。
Sincethegeneral’s"mishap,"asColiacalledit,andthemarriageofhissister,theboyhadquietlypossessedhimselfoffarmorefreedom。Hisrelationssawlittleofhim,forherarelysleptathome。Hemademanynewfriends;andwasmoreover,afrequentvisitoratthedebtor’sprison,towhichheinvariablyaccompaniedhismother。Varia,whousedtobealwayscorrectinghim,neverspoketohimnowonthesubjectofhisfrequentabsences,andthewholehouseholdwassurprisedtoseeGania,inspiteofhisdepression,onquitefriendlytermswithhisbrother。Thiswassomethingnew,forGaniahadbeenwonttolookuponColiaasakindoferrand-boy,treatinghimwithcontempt,threateningto"pullhisears,"andingeneraldrivinghimalmostwildwithirritation。ItseemednowthatGaniareallyneededhisbrother,andthelatter,forhispart,feltasifhecouldforgiveGaniamuchsincehehadreturnedthehundredthousandroublesofferedtohimbyNastasiaPhilipovna。Threemonthsafterthedepartureoftheprince,theIvolginfamilydiscoveredthatColiahadmadeacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,andwasonveryfriendlytermswiththedaughters。Variaheardofitfirst,thoughColiahadnotaskedhertointroducehim。Littlebylittlethefamilygrewquitefondofhim。MadameEpanchinatfirstlookedonhimwithdisdain,andreceivedhimcoldly,butinashorttimehegrewtopleaseher,because,asshesaid,he"wascandidandnoflatterer"——averytruedescription。Fromthefirstheputhimselfonanequalitywithhisnewfriends,andthoughhesometimesreadnewspapersandbookstothemistressofthehouse,itwassimplybecausehelikedtobeuseful。
Oneday,however,heandLizabethaProkofievnaquarrelledseriouslyaboutthe"womanquestion,"inthecourseofalivelydiscussiononthatburningsubject。Hetoldherthatshewasatyrant,andthathewouldneversetfootinherhouseagain。Itmayseemincredible,butadayortwoafter,MadameEpanchinsentaservantwithanotebegginghimtoreturn,andColia,withoutstandingonhisdignity,didsoatonce。
Aglayawastheonlyoneofthefamilywhosegoodgraceshecouldnotgain,andwhoalwaysspoketohimhaughtily,butitsohappenedthattheboyonedaysucceededingivingtheproudmaidenasurprise。
ItwasaboutEaster,when,takingadvantageofamomentarytete-
a-teteColiahandedAglayaaletter,remarkingthathe"hadorderstodeliverittoherprivately。"Shestaredathiminamazement,buthedidnotwaittohearwhatshehadtosay,andwentout。Aglayabroketheseal,andreadasfollows:
"Onceyoudidmethehonourofgivingmeyourconfidence。Perhapsyouhavequiteforgottenmenow!HowisitthatIamwritingtoyou?Idonotknow;butIamconsciousofanirresistibledesiretoremindyouofmyexistence,especiallyyou。HowmanytimesI
haveneededallthreeofyou;butonlyyouhavedweltalwaysinmymind’seye。Ineedyou——Ineedyouverymuch。Iwillnotwriteaboutmyself。Ihavenothingtotellyou。ButIlongforyoutobehappy。AREyouhappy?ThatisallIwishedtosaytoyou——Yourbrother,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"
Onreadingthisshortanddisconnectednote,Aglayasuddenlyblushedallover,andbecameverythoughtful。
Itwouldbedifficulttodescribeherthoughtsatthatmoment。
Oneofthemwas,"ShallIshowittoanyone?"Butshewasashamedtoshowit。Sosheendedbyhidingitinhertabledrawer,withaverystrange,ironicalsmileuponherlips。
Nextday,shetookitout,andputitintoalargebook,assheusuallydidwithpaperswhichshewantedtobeabletofindeasily。Shelaughedwhen,aboutaweeklater,shehappenedtonoticethenameofthebook,andsawthatitwasDonQuixote,butitwouldbedifficulttosayexactlywhy。
Icannotsay,either,whethersheshowedthelettertohersisters。
Butwhenshehadreaditherselfoncemore,itsuddenlystruckherthatsurelythatconceitedboy,Colia,hadnotbeentheonechosencorrespondentoftheprinceallthiswhile。Shedeterminedtoaskhim,anddidsowithanexaggeratedshowofcarelessness。
Heinformedherhaughtilythatthoughhehadgiventheprincehispermanentaddresswhenthelatterlefttown,andhadofferedhisservices,theprincehadneverbeforegivenhimanycommissiontoperform,norhadhewrittenuntilthefollowinglinesarrived,withAglaya’sletter。Aglayatookthenote,andreadit。
"DEARCOLIA,——PleasebesokindastogivetheenclosedsealedlettertoAglayaIvanovna。Keepwell——Everyourloving,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"
"Itseemsabsurdtotrustalittlepepper-boxlikeyou,"saidAglaya,asshereturnedthenote,andwalkedpastthe"pepper-
box"withanexpressionofgreatcontempt。
ThiswasmorethanColiacouldbear。HehadactuallyborrowedGania’snewgreentiefortheoccasion,withoutsayingwhyhewantedit,inordertoimpressher。Hewasverydeeplymortified。
ITwasthebeginningofJune,andforawholeweektheweatherinSt。Petersburghadbeenmagnificent。TheEpanchinshadaluxuriouscountry-houseatPavlofsk,[OneofthefashionablesummerresortsnearSt。Petersburg。]andtothisspotMrs。
Epanchindeterminedtoproceedwithoutfurtherdelay。Inacoupleofdaysallwasready,andthefamilyhadlefttown。AdayortwoafterthisremovaltoPavlofsk,PrinceMuishkinarrivedinSt。
PetersburgbythemorningtrainfromMoscow。Noonemethim;but,ashesteppedoutofthecarriage,hesuddenlybecameawareoftwostrangelyglowingeyesfixeduponhimfromamongthecrowdthatmetthetrain。Onendeavouringtore-discovertheeyes,andseetowhomtheybelonged,hecouldfindnothingtoguidehim。Itmusthavebeenahallucination。Butthedisagreeableimpressionremained,andwithoutthis,theprincewassadandthoughtfulalready,andseemedtobemuchpreoccupied。
HiscabtookhimtoasmallandbadhotelneartheLitaynaya。
Hereheengagedacoupleofrooms,darkandbadlyfurnished。Hewashedandchanged,andhurriedlyleftthehotelagain,asthoughanxioustowastenotime。AnyonewhonowsawhimforthefirsttimesinceheleftPetersburgwouldjudgethathehadimprovedvastlysofarashisexteriorwasconcerned。Hisclothescertainlywereverydifferent;theyweremorefashionable,perhapseventoomuchso,andanyoneinclinedtomockerymighthavefoundsomethingtosmileatinhisappearance。Butwhatistherethatpeoplewillnotsmileat?
TheprincetookacabanddrovetoastreetneartheNativity,wherehesoondiscoveredthehousehewasseeking。Itwasasmallwoodenvilla,andhewasstruckbyitsattractiveandcleanappearance;itstoodinapleasantlittlegarden,fullofflowers。Thewindowslookingonthestreetwereopen,andthesoundofavoice,readingaloudormakingaspeech,camethroughthem。Itroseattimestoashout,andwasinterruptedoccasionallybyburstsoflaughter。
PrinceMuishkinenteredthecourt-yard,andascendedthesteps。A
cookwithhersleevesturneduptotheelbowsopenedthedoor。
ThevisitoraskedifMr。Lebedeffwereathome。
"Heisinthere,"saidshe,pointingtothesalon。
Theroomhadabluewall-paper,andwaswell,almostpretentiously,furnished,withitsroundtable,itsdivan,anditsbronzeclockunderaglassshade。Therewasanarrowpier-
glassagainstthewall,andachandelieradornedwithlustreshungbyabronzechainfromtheceiling。
Whentheprinceentered,Lebedeffwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hisbacktothedoor。Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,onaccountoftheextremeheat,andheseemedtohavejustreachedtheperorationofhisspeech,andwasimpressivelybeatinghisbreast。
Hisaudienceconsistedofayouthofaboutfifteenyearsofagewithacleverface,whohadabookinhishand,thoughhewasnotreading;ayoungladyoftwenty,indeepmourning,stoodnearhimwithaninfantinherarms;anothergirlofthirteen,alsoinblack,waslaughingloudly,hermouthwideopen;andonthesofalayahandsomeyoungman,withblackhairandeyes,andasuspicionofbeardandwhiskers。Hefrequentlyinterruptedthespeakerandarguedwithhim,tothegreatdelightoftheothers。
"LukianTimofeyovitch!LukianTimofeyovitch!Here’ssomeonetoseeyou!Lookhere!……agentlemantospeaktoyou!……
Well,it’snotmyfault!"andthecookturnedandwentawayredwithanger。
Lebedeffstarted,andatsightoftheprincestoodlikeastatueforamoment。Thenhemoveduptohimwithaningratiatingsmile,butstoppedshortagain。
"Prince!ex-ex-excellency!"hestammered。Thensuddenlyherantowardsthegirlwiththeinfant,amovementsounexpectedbyherthatshestaggeredandfellback,butnextmomenthewasthreateningtheotherchild,whowasstanding,stilllaughing,inthedoorway。Shescreamed,andrantowardsthekitchen。Lebedeffstampedhisfootangrily;then,seeingtheprinceregardinghimwithamazement,hemurmuredapologetically——"Pardontoshowrespect!……he-he!"
"Youarequitewrong……"begantheprince。
"Atonce……atonce……inonemoment!"
Herushedlikeawhirlwindfromtheroom,andMuishkinlookedinquiringlyattheothers。
Theywerealllaughing,andtheguestjoinedinthechorus。
"Hehasgonetogethiscoat,"saidtheboy。
"Howannoying!"exclaimedtheprince。"Ithought……Tellme,ishe……"
"Youthinkheisdrunk?"criedtheyoungmanonthesofa。"Notintheleast。He’sonlyhadthreeorfoursmallglasses,perhapsfive;butwhatisthat?Theusualthing!"
Astheprinceopenedhismouthtoanswer,hewasinterruptedbythegirl,whosesweetfaceworeanexpressionofabsolutefrankness。
"Heneverdrinksmuchinthemorning;ifyouhavecometotalkbusinesswithhim,doitnow。Itisthebesttime。Hesometimescomesbackdrunkintheevening;butjustnowhepassesthegreaterpartoftheeveningintears,andreadspassagesofHolyScripturealoud,becauseourmotherdiedfiveweeksago。"
"Nodoubtheranoffbecausehedidnotknowwhattosaytoyou,"
saidtheyouthonthedivan。"Ibetheistryingtocheatyou,andisthinkinghowbesttodoit。"
JustthenLebedeffreturned,havingputonhiscoat。
"Fiveweeks!"saidhe,wipinghiseyes。"Onlyfiveweeks!Poororphans!"
"Butwhywearacoatinholes,"askedthegirl,"whenyournewoneishangingbehindthedoor?Didyounotseeit?"
"Holdyourtongue,dragon-fly!"hescolded。"Whataplagueyouare!"Hestampedhisfootirritably,butsheonlylaughed,andanswered:
"Areyoutryingtofrightenme?IamnotTania,youknow,andI
don’tintendtorunaway。Look,youarewakingLubotchka,andshewillhaveconvulsionsagain。Whydoyoushoutlikethat?"
"Well,well!Iwon’tagain,"saidthemasterofthehousehisanxietygettingthebetterofhistemper。Hewentuptohisdaughter,andlookedatthechildinherarms,anxiouslymakingthesignofthecrossoverherthreetimes。"Godblessher!Godblessher!"hecriedwithemotion。"ThislittlecreatureismydaughterLuboff,"addressingtheprince。"Mywife,Helena,died——
atherbirth;andthisismybigdaughterVera,inmourning,asyousee;andthis,this,oh,thispointingtotheyoungmanonthedivan……
"Well,goon!nevermindme!"mockedtheother。"Don’tbeafraid!"
"Excellency!HaveyoureadthataccountofthemurderoftheZemarinfamily,inthenewspaper?"criedLebedeff,allofasudden。
"Yes,"saidMuishkin,withsomesurprise。
"Well,thatisthemurderer!Itishe——infact——"
"Whatdoyoumean?"askedthevisitor。
"Iamspeakingallegorically,ofcourse;buthewillbethemurdererofaZemarinfamilyinthefuture。Heisgettingready……"
Theyalllaughed,andthethoughtcrossedtheprince’smindthatperhapsLebedeffwasreallytriflinginthiswaybecauseheforesawinconvenientquestions,andwantedtogaintime。
"Heisatraitor!aconspirator!"shoutedLebedeff,whoseemedtohavelostallcontroloverhimself。"Amonster!aslanderer!
OughtItotreathimasanephew,thesonofmysisterAnisia?"
"Oh!dobequiet!Youmustbedrunk!Hehastakenitintohisheadtoplaythelawyer,prince,andhepracticesspeechifying,andisalwaysrepeatinghiseloquentpleadingstohischildren。
Andwhodoyouthinkwashislastclient?Anoldwomanwhohadbeenrobbedoffivehundredroubles,herall,bysomerogueofausurer,besoughthimtotakeuphercase,insteadofwhichhedefendedtheusurerhimself,aJewnamedZeidler,becausethisJewpromisedtogivehimfiftyroubles……"
"ItwastobefiftyifIwonthecase,onlyfiveifIlost,"
interruptedLebedeff,speakinginalowtone,agreatcontrasttohisearliermanner。
"Well!naturallyhecametogrief:thelawisnotadministeredasitusedtobe,andheonlygotlaughedatforhispains。Buthewasmuchpleasedwithhimselfinspiteofthat。’Mostlearnedjudge!’saidhe,’picturethisunhappyman,crippledbyageandinfirmities,whogainshislivingbyhonourabletoil——picturehim,Irepeat,robbedofhisall,ofhislastmouthful;remember,I
entreatyou,thewordsofthatlearnedlegislator,"Letmercyandjusticealikerulethecourtsoflaw。"’Now,wouldyoubelieveit,excellency,everymorningherecitesthisspeechtousfrombeginningtoend,exactlyashespokeitbeforethemagistrate。
To-daywehavehearditforthefifthtime。Hewasjuststartingagainwhenyouarrived,somuchdoesheadmireit。Heisnowpreparingtoundertakeanothercase。Ithink,bytheway,thatyouarePrinceMuishkin?Coliatellsmeyouarethecleverestmanhehaseverknown……"
"Thecleverestintheworld,"interruptedhisunclehastily。
"Idonotpaymuchattentiontothatopinion,"continuedtheyoungmancalmly。"Coliaisveryfondofyou,buthe,"pointingtoLebedeff,"isflatteringyou。IcanassureyouIhavenointentionofflatteringyou,oranyoneelse,butatleastyouhavesomecommon-sense。Well,willyoujudgebetweenus?Shallweasktheprincetoactasarbitrator?"hewenton,addressinghisuncle。
"Iamsogladyouchancedtocomehere,prince。"
"Iagree,"saidLebedeff,firmly,lookingroundinvoluntarilyathisdaughter,whohadcomenearer,andwaslisteningattentivelytotheconversation。
"Whatisitallabout?"askedtheprince,frowning。Hisheadached,andhefeltsurethatLebedeffwastryingtocheathiminsomeway,andonlytalkingtoputofftheexplanationthathehadcomefor。
"Iwilltellyouallthestory。Iamhisnephew;hedidspeakthetruththere,althoughheisgenerallytellinglies。I
amattheUniversity,andhavenotyetfinishedmycourse。Imeantodoso,andIshall,forIhaveadeterminedcharacter。Imust,however,findsomethingtodoforthepresent,andthereforeI
havegotemploymentontherailwayattwenty-fourroublesamonth。Iadmitthatmyunclehashelpedmeonceortwicebefore。
Well,Ihadtwentyroublesinmypocket,andIgambledthemaway。
CanyoubelievethatIshouldbesolow,sobase,astolosemoneyinthatway?"
"Andthemanwhowonitisarogue,aroguewhomyououghtnottohavepaid!"criedLebedeff。
"Yes,heisarogue,butIwasobligedtopayhim,"saidtheyoungman。"Astohisbeingarogue,heisassuredlythat,andI
amnotsayingitbecausehebeatyou。Heisanex-lieutenant,prince,dismissedfromtheservice,ateacherofboxing,andoneofRogojin’sfollowers。TheyareallloungingaboutthepavementsnowthatRogojinhasturnedthemoff。Ofcourse,theworstofitisthat,knowinghewasarascal,andacard-sharper,Inonethelessplayedpalkiwithhim,andriskedmylastrouble。Totellthetruth,Ithoughttomyself,’IfIlose,Iwillgotomyuncle,andIamsurehewillnotrefusetohelpme。’Nowthatwasbase-cowardlyandbase!"
"Thatisso,"observedLebedeffquietly;"cowardlyandbase。"
"Well,waitabit,beforeyoubegintotriumph,"saidthenephewviciously;forthewordsseemedtoirritatehim。"Heisdelighted!Icametohimhereandtoldhimeverything:Iactedhonourably,forIdidnotexcusemyself。Ispokemostseverelyofmyconduct,aseveryoneherecanwitness。ButImustsmartenmyselfupbeforeItakeupmynewpost,forIamreallylikeatramp。Justlookatmyboots!Icannotpossiblyappearlikethis,andifIamnotatthebureauatthetimeappointed,thejobwillbegiventosomeoneelse;andIshallhavetotryforanother。
NowIonlybegforfifteenroubles,andIgivemywordthatI
willneveraskhimforanythingagain。Iamalsoreadytopromisetorepaymydebtinthreemonths’time,andIwillkeepmyword,evenifIhavetoliveonbreadandwater。Mysalarywillamounttoseventy-fiveroublesinthreemonths。ThesumInowask,addedtowhatIhaveborrowedalready,willmakeatotalofaboutthirty-fiveroubles,soyouseeIshallhaveenoughtopayhimandconfoundhim!ifhewantsinterest,heshallhavethat,too!
Haven’tIalwayspaidbackthemoneyhelentmebefore?Whyshouldhebesomeannow?Hegrudgesmyhavingpaidthatlieutenant;therecanbenootherreason!That’sthekindheis——
adoginthemanger!"
"Andhewon’tgoaway!"criedLebedeff。"Hehasinstalledhimselfhere,andhereheremains!"
"Ihavetoldyoualready,thatIwillnotgoawayuntilIhavegotwhatIask。Whyareyousmiling,prince?Youlookasifyoudisapprovedofme。"
"Iamnotsmiling,butIreallythinkyouareinthewrong,somewhat,"repliedMuishkin,reluctantly。
"Don’tshuffle!SayplainlythatyouthinkthatIamquitewrong,withoutany’somewhat’!Why’somewhat’?"
"Iwillsayyouarequitewrong,ifyouwish。"
"IfIwish!That’sgood,Imustsay!DoyouthinkIamdeceivedastotheflagrantimproprietyofmyconduct?Iamquiteawarethathismoneyishisown,andthatmyaction-Asmuchlikeanattemptatextortion。Butyou-youdon’tknowwhatlifeis!Ifpeopledon’tlearnbyexperience,theyneverunderstand。Theymustbetaught。Myintentionsareperfectlyhonest;onmyconsciencehewilllosenothing,andIwillpaybackthemoneywithinterest。Addedtowhichhehashadthemoralsatisfactionofseeingmedisgraced。Whatdoeshewantmore?andwhatishegoodforifheneverhelpsanyone?Lookwhathedoeshimself!
justaskhimabouthisdealingswithothers,howhedeceivespeople!Howdidhemanagetobuythishouse?Youmaycutoffmyheadifhehasnotletyouinforsomething-andifheisnottryingtocheatyouagain。Youaresmiling。Youdon’tbelieveme?"
"Itseemstomethatallthishasnothingtodowithyouraffairs,"remarkedtheprince。
"Ihavelainherenowforthreedays,"criedtheyoungmanwithoutnoticing,"andIhaveseenalot!Fancy!hesuspectshisdaughter,thatangel,thatorphan,mycousin——hesuspectsher,andeveryeveninghesearchesherroom,toseeifshehasaloverhiddeninit!Hecomesheretooontiptoe,creepingsoftly——oh,sosoftly——andlooksunderthesofa——mybed,youknow。Heismadwithsuspicion,andseesathiefineverycorner。Herunsaboutallnightlong;hewasupatleastseventimeslastnight,tosatisfyhimselfthatthewindowsanddoorswerebarred,andtopeepintotheoven。Thatmanwhoappearsincourtforscoundrels,rushesinhereinthenightandprays,lyingprostrate,banginghisheadonthegroundbythehalf-hour——andforwhomdoyouthinkheprays?Whoarethesinnersfiguringinhisdrunkenpetitions?IhaveheardhimwithmyownearsprayingforthereposeofthesouloftheCountessduBarry!Coliaheardittoo。
HeisasmadasaMarchhare!"
"Youhearhowheslandersme,prince,"saidLebedeff,almostbesidehimselfwithrage。"Imaybeadrunkard,anevil-doer,athief,butatleastIcansayonethingformyself。Hedoesnotknow——howshouldhe,mockerthatheis?——thatwhenhecameintotheworlditwasIwhowashedhim,anddressedhiminhisswathing-bands,formysisterAnisiahadlostherhusband,andwasingreatpoverty。Iwasverylittlebetteroffthanshe,butIsatupnightafternightwithher,andnursedbothmotherandchild;Iusedtogodownstairsandstealwoodforthemfromthehouse-porter。HowoftendidIsinghimtosleepwhenIwashalfdeadwithhunger!Inshort,Iwasmorethanafathertohim,andnow——nowhejeersatme!EvenifIdidcrossmyself,andprayforthereposeofthesouloftheComtesseduBarry,whatdoesitmatter?Threedaysago,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ireadherbiographyinanhistoricaldictionary。Doyouknowwhoshewas?
Youthere!"addressinghisnephew。"Speak!doyouknow?"
"Ofcoursenooneknowsanythingaboutherbutyou,"mutteredtheyoungmaninawould-bejeeringtone。
"ShewasaCountesswhorosefromshametoreignlikeaQueen。AnEmpresswrotetoher,withherownhand,as’Macherecousine。’
Atalever-du-roionemorningdoyouknowwhatalever-du-roiwas?——aCardinal,aPapallegate,offeredtoputonherstockings;ahighandholypersonlikethatlookedonitasanhonour!Didyouknowthis?Iseebyyourexpressionthatyoudidnot!Well,howdidshedie?Answer!"
"Oh!dostop——youaretooabsurd!"
"Thisishowshedied。Afterallthishonourandglory,afterhavingbeenalmostaQueen,shewasguillotinedbythatbutcher,Samson。Shewasquiteinnocent,butithadtobedone,forthesatisfactionofthefishwivesofParis。Shewassoterrified,thatshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening。ButwhenSamsonseizedherhead,andpushedherundertheknifewithhisfoot,shecriedout:’Waitamoment!waitamoment,monsieur!’Well,becauseofthatmomentofbittersuffering,perhapstheSaviourwillpardonherotherfaults,foronecannotimagineagreateragony。AsIreadthestorymyheartbledforher。Andwhatdoesitmattertoyou,littleworm,ifIimploredtheDivinemercyforher,greatsinnerasshewas,asIsaidmyeveningprayer?I
mighthavedoneitbecauseIdoubtedifanyonehadevercrossedhimselfforhersakebefore。Itmaybethatintheotherworldshewillrejoicetothinkthatasinnerlikeherselfhascriedtoheavenforthesalvationofhersoul。Whyareyoulaughing?Youbelievenothing,atheist!Andyourstorywasnotevencorrect!IfyouhadlistenedtowhatIwassaying,youwouldhaveheardthatIdidnotonlyprayfortheComtesseduBarry。Isaid,’OhLord!
giveresttothesoulofthatgreatsinner,theComtesseduBarry,andtoallunhappyoneslikeher。’Youseethatisquiteadifferentthing,forhowmanysinnersthereare,howmanywomen,whohavepassedthroughthetrialsofthislife,arenowsufferingandgroaninginpurgatory!Iprayedforyou,too,inspiteofyourinsolenceandimpudence,alsoforyourfellows,asitseemsthatyouclaimtoknowhowIpray……"
"Oh!that’senoughinallconscience!Prayforwhomyouchoose,andthedeviltakethemandyou!Wehaveascholarhere;youdidnotknowthat,prince?"hecontinued,withasneer。"Hereadsallsortsofbooksandmemoirsnow。"
"Atanyrate,yourunclehasakindheart,"remarkedtheprince,whoreallyhadtoforcehimselftospeaktothenephew,somuchdidhedislikehim。
"Oh,nowyouaregoingtopraisehim!Hewillbesetup!Heputshishandonhisheart,andheisdelighted!Ineversaidhewasamanwithoutheart,butheisarascal——that’sthepityofit。Andthen,heisaddictedtodrink,andhismindisunhinged,likethatofmostpeoplewhohavetakenmorethanisgoodforthemforyears。Heloveshischildren——oh,Iknowthatwellenough!Herespectedmyaunt,hislatewife……andheevenhasasortofaffectionforme。Hehasrememberedmeinhiswill。"
"Ishallleaveyounothing!"exclaimedhisuncleangrily。
"Listentome,Lebedeff,"saidtheprinceinadecidedvoice,turninghisbackontheyoungman。"Iknowbyexperiencethatwhenyouchoose,youcanbebusiness-like……I。Ihaveverylittletimetospare,andifyou……Bytheway——excuseme——whatisyourChristianname?Ihaveforgottenit。"
"Ti-Ti-Timofey。"
"And?"
"Lukianovitch。"
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