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第7章

  Rogojin,youarealittletoolate。Awaywithyourpaperparcel!
  I’mgoingtomarrytheprince;I’mricherthanyouarenow。"
  ButRogojinunderstoodhowthingsweretending,atlast。Aninexpressiblypainfulexpressioncameoverhisface。Hewrunghishands;agroanmadeitswayupfromthedepthsofhissoul。
  "Surrenderher,forGod’ssake!"hesaidtotheprince。
  Allaroundburstoutlaughing。
  "What?SurrenderhertoYOU?"criedDariaAlexeyevna。"Toafellowwhocomesandbargainsforawifelikeamoujik!Theprincewishestomarryher,andyou——"
  "SodoI,sodoI!Thismoment,ifIcould!I’dgiveeveryfarthingIhavetodoit。"
  "Youdrunkenmoujik,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,oncemore。"Yououghttobekickedoutoftheplace。"
  Thelaughterbecamelouderthanever。
  "Doyouhear,prince?"saidNastasiaPhilipovna。"Doyouhearhowthismoujikofafellowgoesonbargainingforyourbride?"
  "Heisdrunk,"saidtheprince,quietly,"andhelovesyouverymuch。"
  "Won’tyoubeashamed,afterwards,toreflectthatyourwifeverynearlyranawaywithRogojin?"
  "Oh,youwereraving,youwereinafever;youarestillhalfdelirious。"
  "Andwon’tyoubeashamedwhentheytellyou,afterwards,thatyourwifelivedatTotski’sexpensesomanyyears?"
  "No;Ishallnotbeashamedofthat。Youdidnotsolivebyyourownwill。"
  "Andyou’llneverreproachmewithit?"
  "Never。"
  "Takecare,don’tcommityourselfforawholelifetime。"
  "NastasiaPhilipovna。"saidtheprince,quietly,andwithdeepemotion,"IsaidbeforethatIshallesteemyourconsenttobemywifeasagreathonourtomyself,andshallconsiderthatitisyouwhowillhonourme,notIyou,byourmarriage。Youlaughedatthesewords,andothersarounduslaughedaswell;Iheardthem。VerylikelyIexpressedmyselffunnily,andImayhavelookedfunny,but,forallthat,IbelieveIunderstandwherehonourlies,andwhatIsaidwasbuttheliteraltruth。Youwereabouttoruinyourselfjustnow,irrevocably;youwouldneverhaveforgivenyourselfforsodoingafterwards;andyet,youareabsolutelyblameless。Itisimpossiblethatyourlifeshouldbealtogetherruinedatyourage。WhatmatterthatRogojincamebargaininghere,andthatGavrilaArdalionovitchwouldhavedeceivedyouifhecould?Whydoyoucontinuallyremindusofthesefacts?Iassureyouoncemorethatveryfewcouldfinditinthemtoactasyouhaveactedthisday。AsforyourwishtogowithRogojin,thatwassimplytheideaofadeliriousandsufferingbrain。Youarestillquitefeverish;yououghttobeinbed,nothere。YouknowquitewellthatifyouhadgonewithRogojin,youwouldhavebecomeawasher-womannextday,ratherthanstaywithhim。Youareproud,NastasiaPhilipovna,andperhapsyouhavereallysufferedsomuchthatyouimagineyourselftobeadesperatelyguiltywoman。Yourequireagreatdealofpettingandlookingafter,NastasiaPhilipovna,andI
  willdothis。Isawyourportraitthismorning,anditseemedquiteafamiliarfacetome;itseemedtomethattheportrait-
  facewascallingtomeforhelp。I-Ishallrespectyouallmylife,NastasiaPhilipovna,"concludedtheprince,asthoughsuddenlyrecollectinghimself,andblushingtothinkofthesortofcompanybeforewhomhehadsaidallthis。
  Ptitsinbowedhisheadandlookedattheground,overcomebyamixtureoffeelings。Totskimutteredtohimself:"Hemaybeanidiot,butheknowsthatflatteryisthebestroadtosuccesshere。"
  TheprinceobservedGania’seyesflashingathim,asthoughtheywouldgladlyannihilatehimthenandthere。
  "That’sakind-heartedman,ifyoulike,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,whosewrathwasquicklyevaporating。
  "Arefinedman,but——lost,"murmuredthegeneral。
  Totskitookhishatandrosetogo。Heandthegeneralexchangedglances,makingaprivatearrangement,thereby,toleavethehousetogether。
  "Thankyou,prince;noonehaseverspokentomelikethatbefore,"beganNastasiaPhilipovna。"Menhavealwaysbargainedforme,beforethis;andnotasinglerespectablemanhaseverproposedtomarryme。Doyouhear,AfanasyIvanovitch?WhatdoYOUthinkofwhattheprincehasjustbeensaying?Itwasalmostimmodest,wasn’tit?You,Rogojin,waitamoment,don’tgoyet!I
  seeyoudon’tintendtomovehowever。PerhapsImaygowithyouyet。Wheredidyoumeantotakemeto?"
  "ToEkaterinhof,"repliedLebedeff。Rogojinsimplystoodstaring,withtremblinglips,notdaringtobelievehisears。Hewasstunned,asthoughfromablowonthehead。
  "Whatareyouthinkingof,mydearNastasia?"saidDariaAlexeyevnainalarm。"Whatareyousaying?""Youarenotgoingmad,areyou?"
  NastasiaPhilipovnaburstoutlaughingandjumpedupfromthesofa。
  "YouthoughtIshouldacceptthisgoodchild’sinvitationtoruinhim,didyou?"shecried。"That’sTotski’sway,notmine。He’sfondofchildren。Comealong,Rogojin,getyourmoneyready!Wewon’ttalkaboutmarryingjustatthismoment,butlet’sseethemoneyatallevents。Come!Imaynotmarryyou,either。Idon’tknow。Isupposeyouthoughtyou’dkeepthemoney,ifIdid!Ha,ha,ha!nonsense!Ihavenosenseofshameleft。ItellyouI
  havebeenTotski’sconcubine。Prince,youmustmarryAglayaIvanovna,notNastasiaPhilipovna,orthisfellowFerdishenkowillalwaysbepointingthefingerofscornatyou。Youaren’tafraid,Iknow;butIshouldalwaysbeafraidthatIhadruinedyou,andthatyouwouldreproachmeforit。Asforwhatyousayaboutmydoingyouhonourbymarryingyou-well,Totskicantellyouallaboutthat。YouhadyoureyeonAglaya,Gania,youknowyouhad;andyoumighthavemarriedherifyouhadnotcomebargaining。Youarealllikethis。Youshouldchoose,onceforall,betweendisreputablewomen,andrespectableones,oryouaresuretogetmixed。Lookatthegeneral,howhe’sstaringatme!"
  "Thisistoohorrible,"saidthegeneral,startingtohisfeet。
  Allwerestandingupnow。Nastasiawasabsolutelybesideherself。
  "Iamveryproud,inspiteofwhatIam,"shecontinued。"Youcalledme’perfection’justnow,prince。Anicesortofperfectiontothrowupaprinceandamillionandahalfofroublesinordertobeabletoboastofthefactafterwards!WhatsortofawifeshouldImakeforyou,afterallIhavesaid?
  AfanasyIvanovitch,doyouobserveIhavereallyandtrulythrownawayamillionofroubles?AndyouthoughtthatIshouldconsideryourwretchedseventy-fivethousand,withGaniathrowninforahusband,aparadiseofbliss!Takeyourseventy-fivethousandback,sir;youdidnotreachthehundredthousand。Rogojincutabetterdashthanyoudid。I’llconsoleGaniamyself;Ihaveanideaaboutthat。ButnowImustbeoff!I’vebeeninprisonfortenyears。I’mfreeatlast!Well,Rogojin,whatareyouwaitingfor?Let’sgetreadyandgo。"
  "Comealong!"shoutedRogojin,besidehimselfwithjoy。"Hey!allofyoufellows!Wine!Roundwithit!Filltheglasses!"
  "Getaway!"heshoutedfrantically,observingthatDariaAlexeyevnawasapproachingtoprotestagainstNastasia’sconduct。
  "Getaway,she’smine,everything’smine!She’saqueen,getaway!"
  Hewaspantingwithecstasy。HewalkedroundandroundNastasiaPhilipovnaandtoldeverybodyto"keeptheirdistance。"
  AlltheRogojincompanywerenowcollectedinthedrawing-room;
  someweredrinking,somelaughedandtalked:allwereinthehighestandwildestspirits。Ferdishenkowasdoinghisbesttounitehimselftothem;thegeneralandTotskiagainmadeanattempttogo。Gania,toostoodhatinhandreadytogo;butseemedtobeunabletotearhiseyesawayfromthescenebeforehim"Getout,keepyourdistance!"shoutedRogojin。
  "Whatareyoushoutingaboutthere!"criedNastasia"I’mnotyoursyet。ImaykickyououtforallyouknowIhaven’ttakenyourmoneyyet;thereitallisonthetableHere,givemeoverthatpacket!Isthereahundredthousandroublesinthatonepacket?Pfu!whatabominablestuffitlooks!Oh!nonsense,DariaAlexeyevna;yousurelydidnotexpectmetoruinHIM?"
  indicatingtheprince。"Fancyhimnursingme!Why,heneedsanursehimself!Thegeneral,there,willbehisnursenow,you’llsee。Here,prince,lookhere!Yourbrideisacceptingmoney。Whatadisreputablewomanshemustbe!Andyouwishedtomarryher!
  Whatareyoucryingabout?Isitabitterdose?Nevermind,youshalllaughyet。Trusttotime。"InspiteofthesewordsthereweretwolargetearsrollingdownNastasia’sowncheeks。"It’sfarbettertothinktwiceofitnowthanafterwards。Oh!youmustn’tcrylikethat!There’sKatiacrying,too。Whatisit,Katia,dear?IshallleaveyouandPashaalotofthings,I’velaidthemoutforyoualready;butgood-bye,now。Imadeanhonestgirllikeyouservealowwomanlikemyself。It’sbetterso,prince,itisindeed。You’dbegintodespisemeafterwards——
  weshouldneverbehappy。Oh!youneedn’tswear,prince,Ishan’tbelieveyou,youknow。Howfoolishitwouldbe,too!No,no;we’dbettersaygood-byeandpartfriends。Iamabitofadreamermyself,andIusedtodreamofyouonce。VeryoftenduringthosefiveyearsdownathisestateIusedtodreamandthink,andI
  alwaysimaginedjustsuchagood,honest,foolishfellowasyou,onewhoshouldcomeandsaytome:’Youareaninnocentwoman,NastasiaPhilipovna,andIadoreyou。’Idreamtofyouoften。I
  usedtothinksomuchdowntherethatInearlywentmad;andthenthisfellowherewouldcomedown。Hewouldstayacoupleofmonthsoutofthetwelve,anddisgraceandinsultanddepraveme,andthengo;sothatIlongedtodrownmyselfinthepondathousandtimesover;butIdidnotdaredoit。Ihadn’ttheheart,andnow——well,areyouready,Rogojin?"
  "Ready——keepyourdistance,allofyou!"
  "We’reallready,"saidseveralofhisfriends。"Thetroikas[Sledgesdrawnbythreehorsesabreast。]areatthedoor,bellsandall。"
  NastasiaPhilipovnaseizedthepacketofbank-notes。
  "Gania,Ihaveanidea。Iwishtorecompenseyou——whyshouldyouloseall?Rogojin,wouldhecrawlforthreeroublesasfarastheVassiliostrof?
  "Oh,wouldn’thejust!"
  "Well,lookhere,Gania。Iwishtolookintoyourheartoncemore,forthelasttime。You’veworriedmeforthelastthreemonths——nowit’smyturn。Doyouseethispacket?Itcontainsahundredthousandroubles。Now,I’mgoingtothrowitintothefire,here——beforeallthesewitnesses。Assoonasthefirecatchesholdofit,youputyourhandsintothefireandpickitout——withoutgloves,youknow。Youmusthavebarehands,andyoumustturnyoursleevesup。Pullitout,Isay,andit’sallyours。Youmayburnyourfingersalittle,ofcourse;butthenit’sahundredthousandroubles,remember——itwon’ttakeyoulongtolayholdofitandsnatchitout。Ishallsomuchadmireyouifyouputyourhandsintothefireformymoney。Allherepresentmaybewitnessesthatthewholepacketofmoneyisyoursifyougetitout。Ifyoudon’tgetitout,itshallburn。Iwillletnooneelsecome;away——getaway,allofyou——it’smymoney!
  Rogojinhasboughtmewithit。Isitmymoney,Rogojin?"
  "Yes,myqueen;it’syourownmoney,myjoy。"
  "Getawaythen,allofyou。IshalldoasIlikewithmyown——
  don’tmeddle!Ferdishenko,makeupthefire,quick!"
  "NastasiaPhilipovna,Ican’t;myhandswon’tobeyme,"saidFerdishenko,astoundedandhelplesswithbewilderment。
  "Nonsense,"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,seizingthepokerandrakingacoupleoflogstogether。Nosoonerdidatongueofflameburstoutthanshethrewthepacketofnotesuponit。
  Everyonegasped;someevencrossedthemselves。
  "She’smad——she’smad!"wasthecry。
  "Oughtn’t-oughtn’twetosecureher?"askedthegeneralofPtitsin,inawhisper;"orshallwesendfortheauthorities?
  Why,she’smad,isn’tshe——isn’tshe,eh?"
  "N-no,Ihardlythinksheisactuallymad,"whisperedPtitsin,whowasaswhiteashishandkerchief,andtremblinglikealeaf。
  Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket。
  "She’smadsurely,isn’tshe?"thegeneralappealedtoTotski。
  "Itoldyoushewasn’tanordinarywoman,"repliedthelatter,whowasaspaleasanyone。
  "Oh,but,positively,youknow——ahundredthousandroubles!"
  "Goodnessgracious!goodheavens!"camefromallquartersoftheroom。
  Allnowcrowdedroundthefireandthrongedtoseewhatwasgoingon;everyonelamentedandgaveventtoexclamationsofhorrorandwoe。Somejumpeduponchairsinordertogetabetterview。
  DariaAlexeyevnaranintothenextroomandwhisperedexcitedlytoKatiaandPasha。ThebeautifulGermandisappearedaltogether。
  "Mylady!mysovereign!"lamentedLebedeff,fallingonhiskneesbeforeNastasiaPhilipovna,andstretchingouthishandstowardsthefire;"it’sahundredthousandroubles,itisindeed,I
  packeditupmyself,Isawthemoney!Myqueen,letmegetintothefireafterit——saytheword-I’llputmywholegreyheadintothefireforit!Ihaveapoorlamewifeandthirteenchildren。
  Myfatherdiedofstarvationlastweek。NastasiaPhilipovna,NastasiaPhilipovna!"Thewretchedlittlemanwept,andgroaned,andcrawledtowardsthefire。
  "Away,outoftheway!"criedNastasia。"Makeroom,allofyou!
  Gania,whatareyoustandingtherefor?Don’tstandonceremony。
  Putinyourhand!There’syourwholehappinesssmoulderingaway,look!Quick!"
  ButGaniahadbornetoomuchthatday,andespeciallythisevening,andhewasnotpreparedforthislast,quiteunexpectedtrial。
  ThecrowdpartedoneachsideofhimandhewasleftfacetofacewithNastasiaPhilipovna,threepacesfromher。Shestoodbythefireandwaited,withherintentgazefixeduponhim。
  Ganiastoodbeforeher,inhiseveningclothes,holdinghiswhiteglovesandhatinhishand,speechlessandmotionless,witharmsfoldedandeyesfixedonthefire。
  Asilly,meaninglesssmileplayedonhiswhite,death-likelips。
  Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket;butitappearedthatsomethingnewhadcometobirthinhissoul——asthoughhewerevowingtohimselfthathewouldbearthistrial。
  Hedidnotmovefromhisplace。Inafewsecondsitbecameevidenttoallthathedidnotintendtorescuethemoney。
  "Hey!lookatit,it’llburninanotherminuteortwo!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。"You’llhangyourselfafterwards,youknow,ifitdoes!I’mnotjoking。"
  Thefire,chokedbetweenacoupleofsmoulderingpiecesofwood,haddieddownforthefirstfewmomentsafterthepacketwasthrownuponit。Butalittletongueoffirenowbegantolickthepaperfrombelow,andsoon,gatheringcourage,mountedthesidesoftheparcel,andcreptaroundit。Inanothermoment,thewholeofitburstintoflames,andtheexclamationsofwoeandhorrorwereredoubled。
  "NastasiaPhilipovna!"lamentedLebedeffagain,strainingtowardsthefireplace;butRogojindraggedhimaway,andpushedhimtotherearoncemore。
  ThewholeofRegojin’sbeingwasconcentratedinonerapturousgazeofecstasy。HecouldnottakehiseyesoffNastasia。Hestooddrinkingherin,asitwere。Hewasintheseventhheavenofdelight。
  "Oh,whataqueensheis!"heejaculated,everyotherminute,throwingouttheremarkforanyonewholikedtocatchit。"That’sthesortofwomanforme!Whichofyouwouldthinkofdoingathinglikethat,youblackguards,eh?"heyelled。Hewashopelesslyandwildlybesidehimselfwithecstasy。
  Theprincewatchedthewholescene,silentanddejected。
  "I’llpullitoutwithmyteethforonethousand,"saidFerdishenko。
  "SowouldI,"saidanother,frombehind,"withpleasure。Deviltakethething!"headded,inatempestofdespair,"itwillallbeburntupinaminute——It’sburning,it’sburning!"
  "It’sburning,it’sburning!"criedall,throngingnearerandnearertothefireintheirexcitement。
  "Gania,don’tbeafool!Itellyouforthelasttime。"
  "Geton,quick!"shriekedFerdishenko,rushingwildlyuptoGania,andtryingtodraghimtothefirebythesleeveofhiscoat。"Getit,youdummy,it’sburningawayfast!Oh——DAMNthething!"
  GaniahurledFerdishenkofromhim;thenheturnedsharproundandmadeforthedoor。Buthehadnotgoneacoupleofstepswhenhetotteredandfelltotheground。
  "He’sfainted!"thecrywentround。
  "Andthemoney’sburningstill,"Lebedefflamented。
  "Burningfornothing,"shoutedothers。
  "Katia-Pasha!Bringhimsomewater!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。
  Thenshetookthetongsandfishedoutthepacket。
  Nearlythewholeoftheoutercoveringwasburnedaway,butitwassoonevidentthatthecontentswerehardlytouched。Thepackethadbeenwrappedinathreefoldcoveringofnewspaper,andthe,notesweresafe。Allbreathedmorefreely。
  "Somedirtylittlethousandorsomaybetouched,"saidLebedeff,immenselyrelieved,"butthere’sverylittleharmdone,afterall。"
  "It’sallhis——thewholepacketisforhim,doyouhear——allofyou?"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,placingthepacketbythesideofGania。"Herestrainedhimself,anddidn’tgoafterit;sohisself-respectisgreaterthanhisthirstformoney。Allright——
  he’llcometodirectly——hemusthavethepacketorhe’llcuthisthroatafterwards。There!He’scomingtohimself。General,Totski,allofyou,didyouhearme?ThemoneyisallGania’s。I
  giveittohim,fullyconsciousofmyaction,asrecompensefor——
  well,foranythinghethinksbest。Tellhimso。Letitlieherebesidehim。Offwego,Rogojin!Goodbye,prince。Ihaveseenamanforthefirsttimeinmylife。Goodbye,AfanasyIvanovitch——
  andthanks!"
  TheRogojingangfollowedtheirleaderandNastasiaPhilipovnatotheentrance-hall,laughingandshoutingandwhistling。
  Inthehalltheservantswerewaiting,andhandedherherfurcloak。Martha,thecook,raninfromthekitchen。Nastasiakissedthemallround。
  "Areyoureallythrowingusallover,littlemother?Where,whereareyougoingto?Andonyourbirthday,too!"criedthefourgirls,cryingoverherandkissingherhands。
  "Iamgoingoutintotheworld,Katia;perhapsIshallbealaundress。Idon’tknow。NomoreofAfanasyIvanovitch,anyhow。
  Givehimmyrespects。Don’tthinkbadlyofme,girls。"
  Theprincehurrieddowntothefrontgatewherethepartyweresettlingintothetroikas,allthebellstinklingamerryaccompanimentthewhile。Thegeneralcaughthimuponthestairs:
  "Prince,prince!"hecried,seizingholdofhisarm,"recollectyourself!Dropher,prince!Youseewhatsortofawomansheis。
  Iamspeakingtoyoulikeafather。"
  Theprinceglancedathim,butsaidnothing。Heshookhimselffree,andrushedondownstairs。
  Thegeneralwasjustintimetoseetheprincetakethefirstsledgehecouldget,and,givingtheordertoEkaterinhof,startoffinpursuitofthetroikas。Thenthegeneral’sfinegreyhorsedraggedthatworthyhome,withsomenewthoughts,andsomenewhopesandcalculationsdevelopinginhisbrain,andwiththepearlsinhispocket,forhehadnotforgottentobringthemalongwithhim,beingamanofbusiness。Amidhisnewthoughtsandideastherecame,onceortwice,theimageofNastasiaPhilipovna。Thegeneralsighed。
  "I’msorry,reallysorry,"hemuttered。"She’saruinedwoman。
  Mad!mad!However,theprinceisnotforNastasiaPhilipovnanow,——perhapsit’saswell。"
  TwomoreofNastasia’sguests,whowalkedashortdistancetogether,indulgedinhighmoralsentimentsofasimilarnature。
  "Doyouknow,Totski,thisisallverylikewhattheysaygoesonamongtheJapanese?"saidPtitsin。"Theoffendedpartythere,theysay,marchesofftohisinsulterandsaystohim,’Youinsultedme,soIhavecometoripmyselfopenbeforeyoureyes;’
  andwiththesewordshedoesactuallyriphisstomachopenbeforehisenemy,andconsiders,doubtless,thatheishavingallpossibleandnecessarysatisfactionandrevenge。Therearestrangecharactersintheworld,sir!"
  "H’m!andyouthinktherewassomethingofthissorthere,doyou?Dearme——averyremarkablecomparison,youknow!Butyoumusthaveobserved,mydearPtitsin,thatIdidallIpossiblycould。IcoulddonomorethanIdid。Andyoumustadmitthattherearesomerarequalitiesinthiswoman。IfeltIcouldnotspeakinthatBedlam,orIshouldhavebeentemptedtocryout,whenshereproachedme,thatsheherselfwasmybestjustification。Suchawomancouldmakeanyoneforgetallreason——
  everything!Eventhatmoujik,Rogojin,yousaw,broughtherahundredthousandroubles!Ofcourse,allthathappenedtonightwasephemeral,fantastic,unseemly——yetitlackedneithercolournororiginality。MyGod!Whatmightnothavebeenmadeofsuchacharactercombinedwithsuchbeauty!Yetinspiteofallefforts——inspiteofalleducation,even——allthosegiftsarewasted!Sheisanuncutdiamond……Ihaveoftensaidso。"
  AndAfanasyIvanovitchheavedadeepsigh。
  PARTII
  I。
  TwodaysafterthestrangeconclusiontoNastasiaPhilipovna’sbirthdayparty,withtherecordofwhichweconcludedthefirstpartofthisstory,PrinceMuishkinhurriedlyleftSt。PetersburgforMoscow,inordertoseeaftersomebusinessconnectedwiththereceiptofhisunexpectedfortune。
  Itwassaidthattherewereotherreasonsforhishurrieddeparture;butastothis,andastohismovementsinMoscow,andastohisprolongedabsencefromSt。Petersburg,weareabletogiveverylittleinformation。
  Theprincewasawayforsixmonths,andeventhosewhoweremostinterestedinhisdestinywereabletopickupverylittlenewsabouthimallthatwhile。True,certainrumoursdidreachhisfriends,butthesewerebothstrangeandrare,andeachonecontradictedthelast。
  OfcoursetheEpanchinfamilywasmuchinterestedinhismovements,thoughhehadnothadtimetobidthemfarewellbeforehisdeparture。Thegeneral,however,hadhadanopportunityofseeinghimonceortwicesincetheeventfulevening,andhadspokenveryseriouslywithhim;butthoughhehadseentheprince,asIsay,hetoldhisfamilynothingaboutthecircumstance。Infact,foramonthorsoafterhisdepartureitwasconsiderednotthethingtomentiontheprince’snameintheEpanchinhousehold。OnlyMrs。Epanchin,atthecommencementofthisperiod,hadannouncedthatshehadbeen"cruellymistakenintheprince!"andadayortwoafter,shehadadded,evidentlyalludingtohim,butnotmentioninghisname,thatitwasanunalterablecharacteristicofherstobemistakeninpeople。Thenoncemore,tendayslater,aftersomepassageofarmswithoneofherdaughters,shehadremarkedsententiously。"Wehavehadenoughofmistakes。Ishallbemorecarefulinfuture!"However,itwasimpossibletoavoidremarkingthattherewassomesenseofoppressioninthehousehold——somethingunspoken,butfelt;
  somethingstrained。Allthemembersofthefamilyworefrowninglooks。Thegeneralwasunusuallybusy;hisfamilyhardlyeversawhim。
  Astothegirls,nothingwassaidopenly,atallevents;andprobablyverylittleinprivate。Theywereprouddamsels,andwerenotalwaysperfectlyconfidentialevenamongthemselves。Buttheyunderstoodeachotherthoroughlyatthefirstwordonalloccasions;veryoftenatthefirstglance,sothattherewasnoneedofmuchtalkingasarule。
  Onefact,atleast,wouldhavebeenperfectlyplaintoanoutsider,hadanysuchpersonbeenonthespot;andthatwas,thattheprincehadmadeaveryconsiderableimpressionuponthefamily,inspiteofthefactthathehadbutoncebeeninsidethehouse,andthenonlyforashorttime。Ofcourse,ifanalyzed,thisimpressionmighthaveprovedtobenothingmorethanafeelingofcuriosity;butbeitwhatitmight,thereitundoubtedlywas。
  Littlebylittle,therumoursspreadabouttownbecamelostinamazeofuncertainty。Itwassaidthatsomefoolishyoungprince,nameunknown,hadsuddenlycomeintopossessionofagiganticfortune,andhadmarriedaFrenchballetdancer。Thiswascontradicted,andtherumourcirculatedthatitwasayoungmerchantwhohadcomeintotheenormousfortuneandmarriedthegreatballetdancer,andthatattheweddingthedrunkenyoungfoolhadburnedseventythousandroublesatacandleoutofpurebravado。
  However,alltheserumourssoondieddown,towhichcircumstancecertainfactslargelycontributed。Forinstance,thewholeoftheRogojintroophaddeparted,withhimattheirhead,forMoscow。
  ThiswasexactlyaweekafteradreadfulorgyattheEkaterinhofgardens,whereNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenpresent。ItbecameknownthatafterthisorgyNastasiaPhilipovnahadentirelydisappeared,andthatshehadsincebeentracedtoMoscow;sothattheexodusoftheRogojinbandwasfoundconsistentwiththisreport。
  TherewererumourscurrentastoGania,too;butcircumstancessooncontradictedthese。Hehadfallenseriouslyill,andhisillnessprecludedhisappearanceinsociety,andevenatbusiness,foroveramonth。Assoonashehadrecovered,however,hethrewuphissituationinthepubliccompanyunderGeneralEpanchin’sdirection,forsomeunknownreason,andthepostwasgiventoanother。HeneverwentneartheEpanchins’houseatall,andwasexceedinglyirritableanddepressed。
  VarvaraArdalionovnamarriedPtitsinthiswinter,anditwassaidthatthefactofGania’sretirementfrombusinesswastheultimatecauseofthemarriage,sinceGaniawasnownotonlyunabletosupporthisfamily,butevenrequiredhelphimself。
  WemaymentionthatGaniawasnolongermentionedintheEpanchinhouseholdanymorethantheprincewas;butthatacertaincircumstanceinconnectionwiththefataleveningatNastasia’shousebecameknowntothegeneral,and,infact,toallthefamilytheverynextday。ThisfactwasthatGaniahadcomehomethatnight,buthadrefusedtogotobed。Hehadawaitedtheprince’sreturnfromEkaterinhofwithfeverishimpatience。
  Onthelatter’sarrival,atsixinthemorning,Ganiahadgonetohiminhisroom,bringingwithhimthesingedpacketofmoney,whichhehadinsistedthattheprinceshouldreturntoNastasiaPhilipovnawithoutdelay。ItwassaidthatwhenGaniaenteredtheprince’sroom,hecamewithanythingbutfriendlyfeelings,andinaconditionofdespairandmisery;butthatafterashortconversation,hehadstayedonforacoupleofhourswithhim,sobbingcontinuouslyandbitterlythewholetime。Theyhadpartedupontermsofcordialfriendship。
  TheEpanchinsheardaboutthis,aswellasabouttheepisodeatNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwasstrange,perhaps,thatthefactsshouldbecomesoquickly,andfairlyaccurately,known。AsfarasGaniawasconcerned,itmighthavebeensupposedthatthenewshadcomethroughVarvaraArdalionovna,whohadsuddenlybecomeafrequentvisitoroftheEpanchingirls,greatlytotheirmother’ssurprise。ButthoughVarvarahadseenfit,forsomereason,tomakefriendswiththem,itwasnotlikelythatshewouldhavetalkedtothemaboutherbrother。Shehadplentyofpride,inspiteofthefactthatinthusactingshewasseekingintimacywithpeoplewhohadpracticallyshownherbrotherthedoor。SheandtheEpanchingirlshadbeenacquaintedinchildhood,althoughoflatetheyhadmetbutrarely。EvennowVarvarahardlyeverappearedinthedrawing-room,butwouldslipinbyabackway。
  LizabethaProkofievna,whodislikedVarvara,althoughshehadagreatrespectforhermother,wasmuchannoyedbythissuddenintimacy,andputitdowntothegeneral"contrariness"ofherdaughters,whowere"alwaysonthelookoutforsomenewwayofopposingher。"Nevertheless,Varvaracontinuedhervisits。
  AmonthafterMuishkin’sdeparture,Mrs。EpanchinreceivedaletterfromheroldfriendPrincessBielokonskiwhohadlatelyleftforMoscow,whichletterputherintothegreatestgoodhumour。Shedidnotdivulgeitscontentseithertoherdaughtersorthegeneral,butherconducttowardstheformerbecameaffectionateintheextreme。Sheevenmadesomesortofconfessiontothem,buttheywereunabletounderstandwhatitwasabout。Sheactuallyrelaxedtowardsthegeneralalittle——hehadbeenlongdisgraced——andthoughshemanagedtoquarrelwiththemallthenextday,yetshesooncameround,andfromhergeneralbehaviouritwastobeconcludedthatshehadbadgoodnewsofsomesort,whichshewouldlike,butcouldnotmakeuphermind,todisclose。
  However,aweeklatershereceivedanotherletterfromthesamesource,andatlastresolvedtospeak。
  ShesolemnlyannouncedthatshehadheardfromoldPrincessBielokonski,whohadgivenhermostcomfortingnewsabout"thatqueeryoungprince。"Herfriendhadhuntedhimup,andfoundthatallwasgoingwellwithhim。Hehadsincecalledinpersonuponher,makinganextremelyfavourableimpression,fortheprincesshadreceivedhimeachdaysince,andhadintroducedhimintoseveralgoodhouses。
  Thegirlscouldseethattheirmotherconcealedagreatdealfromthem,andleftoutlargepiecesoftheletterinreadingittothem。
  However,theicewasbroken,anditsuddenlybecamepossibletomentiontheprince’snameagain。Andagainitbecameevidenthowverystrongwastheimpressiontheyoungmanhadmadeinthehouseholdbyhisonevisitthere。Mrs。EpanchinwassurprisedattheeffectwhichthenewsfromMoscowhaduponthegirls,andtheywerenolesssurprisedthataftersolemnlyremarkingthathermoststrikingcharacteristicwas"beingmistakeninpeople"
  sheshouldhavetroubledtoobtainfortheprincethefavourandprotectionofsopowerfulanoldladyasthePrincessBielokonski。Assoonastheicewasthusbroken,thegenerallostnotimeinshowingthathe,too,tookthegreatestinterestinthesubject。Headmittedthathewasinterested,butsaidthatitwasmerelyinthebusinesssideofthequestion。Itappearedthat,intheinterestsoftheprince,hehadmadearrangementsinMoscowforacarefulwatchtobekeptupontheprince’sbusinessaffairs,andespeciallyuponSalaskin。Allthathadbeensaidastotheprincebeinganundoubtedheirtoafortuneturnedouttobeperfectlytrue;butthefortuneprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwasatfirstreported。Theestatewasconsiderablyencumberedwithdebts;creditorsturneduponallsides,andtheprince,inspiteofalladviceandentreaty,insisteduponmanagingallmattersofclaimhimself——which,ofcourse,meantsatisfyingeverybodyallround,althoughhalftheclaimswereabsolutelyfraudulent。
  Mrs。Epanchinconfirmedallthis。Shesaidtheprincesshadwrittentomuchthesameeffect,andaddedthattherewasnocuringafool。Butitwasplain,fromherexpressionofface,howstronglysheapprovedofthisparticularyoungfool’sdoings。Inconclusion,thegeneralobservedthathiswifetookasgreataninterestintheprinceasthoughhewereherownson;andthatshehadcommencedtobeespeciallyaffectionatetowardsAglayawasaself-evidentfact。
  Allthiscausedthegeneraltolookgraveandimportant。But,alas!thisagreeablestateofaffairsverysoonchangedoncemore。
  Acoupleofweekswentby,andsuddenlythegeneralandhiswifewereoncemoregloomyandsilent,andtheicewasasfirmasever。Thefactwas,thegeneral,whohadheardfirst,howNastasiaPhilipovnahadfledtoMoscowandhadbeendiscoveredtherebyRogojin;thatshehadthendisappearedoncemore,andbeenfoundagainbyRogojin,andhowafterthatshehadalmostpromisedtomarryhim,nowreceivednewsthatshehadoncemoredisappeared,almostontheverydayfixedforherwedding,flyingsomewhereintotheinteriorofRussiathistime,andthatPrinceMuishkinhadleftallhisaffairsinthehandsofSalaskinanddisappearedalso——butwhetherhewaswithNastasia,orhadonlysetoffinsearchofher,wasunknown。
  LizabethaProkofievnareceivedconfirmatorynewsfromtheprincess——andalas,twomonthsaftertheprince’sfirstdeparturefromSt。Petersburg,darknessandmysteryoncemoreenvelopedhiswhereaboutsandactions,andintheEpanchinfamilytheiceofsilenceoncemoreformedoverthesubject。Varia,however,informedthegirlsofwhathadhappened,shehavingreceivedthenewsfromPtitsin,whogenerallyknewmorethanmostpeople。
  Tomakeanend,wemaysaythatthereweremanychangesintheEpanchinhouseholdinthespring,sothatitwasnotdifficulttoforgettheprince,whosentnonewsofhimself。
  TheEpanchinfamilyhadatlastmadeuptheirmindstospendthesummerabroad,allexceptthegeneral,whocouldnotwastetimein"travellingforenjoyment,"ofcourse。Thisarrangementwasbroughtaboutbythepersistenceofthegirls,whoinsistedthattheywereneverallowedtogoabroadbecausetheirparentsweretooanxioustomarrythemoff。Perhapstheirparentshadatlastcometotheconclusionthathusbandsmightbefoundabroad,andthatasummer’stravelmightbearfruit。ThemarriagebetweenAlexandraandTotskihadbeenbrokenoff。Sincetheprince’sdeparturefromSt。Petersburgnomorehadbeensaidaboutit;thesubjecthadbeendroppedwithoutceremony,muchtothejoyofMrs。General,who,announcedthatshewas"readytocrossherselfwithbothhands"ingratitudefortheescape。Thegeneral,however,regrettedTotskiforalongwhile。"Suchafortune!"hesighed,"andsuchagood,easy-goingfellow!"
  AfteratimeitbecameknownthatTotskihadmarriedaFrenchmarquise,andwastobecarriedoffbyhertoParis,andthentoBrittany。
  "Oh,well,"thoughtthegeneral,"he’slosttousforgood,now。"
  SotheEpanchinspreparedtodepartforthesummer。
  Butnowanothercircumstanceoccurred,whichchangedalltheplansoncemore,andagaintheintendedjourneywasputoff,muchtothedelightofthegeneralandhisspouse。
  AcertainPrinceS——arrivedinSt。PetersburgfromMoscow,aneminentandhonourableyoungman。Hewasoneofthoseactivepersonswhoalwaysfindsomegoodworkwithwhichtoemploythemselves。Withoutforcinghimselfuponthepublicnotice,modestandunobtrusive,thisyoungprincewasconcernedwithmuchthathappenedintheworldingeneral。
  Hehadserved,atfirst,inoneofthecivildepartments,hadthenattendedtomattersconnectedwiththelocalgovernmentofprovincialtowns,andhadoflatebeenacorrespondingmemberofseveralimportantscientificsocieties。Hewasamanofexcellentfamilyandsolidmeans,aboutthirty-fiveyearsofage。
  PrinceS——madetheacquaintanceofthegeneral’sfamily,andAdelaida,thesecondgirl,madeagreatimpressionuponhim。
  Towardsthespringheproposedtoher,andsheacceptedhim。Thegeneralandhiswifeweredelighted。Thejourneyabroadwasputoff,andtheweddingwasfixedforadaynotverydistant。
  ThetripabroadmighthavebeenenjoyedlateronbyMrs。Epanchinandhertworemainingdaughters,butforanothercircumstance。
  ItsohappenedthatPrinceS——introducedadistantrelationofhisownintotheEpanchinfamily——oneEvgeniePavlovitch,ayoungofficerofabouttwenty-eightyearsofage,whoseconquestsamongtheladiesinMoscowhadbeenproverbial。ThisyounggentlemannosoonerseteyesonAglayathanhebecameafrequentvisitoratthehouse。Hewaswitty,well-educated,andextremelywealthy,asthegeneralverysoondiscovered。Hispastreputationwastheonlythingagainsthim。
  Nothingwassaid;therewerenotevenanyhintsdropped;butstill,itseemedbettertotheparentstosaynothingmoreaboutgoingabroadthisseason,atallevents。Aglayaherselfperhapswasofadifferentopinion。
  Allthishappenedjustbeforethesecondappearanceofourherouponthescene。
  Bythistime,tojudgefromappearances,poorPrinceMuishkinhadbeenquiteforgotteninSt。Petersburg。Ifhehadappearedsuddenlyamonghisacquaintances,hewouldhavebeenreceivedasonefromtheskies;butwemustjustglanceatonemorefactbeforeweconcludethispreface。
  ColiaIvolgin,forsometimeaftertheprince’sdeparture,continuedhisoldlife。Thatis,hewenttoschool,lookedafterhisfather,helpedVariainthehouse,andranhererrands,andwentfrequentlytoseehisfriend,Hippolyte。
  Thelodgershaddisappearedveryquickly——FerdishenkosoonaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’s,whiletheprincewenttoMoscow,asweknow。GaniaandhismotherwenttolivewithVariaandPtitsinimmediatelyafterthelatter’swedding,whilethegeneralwashousedinadebtor’sprisonbyreasonofcertainIOU’sgiventothecaptain’swidowundertheimpressionthattheywouldneverbeformallyusedagainsthim。ThisunkindactionmuchsurprisedpoorArdalionAlexandrovitch,thevictim,ashecalledhimself,ofan"unboundedtrustinthenobilityofthehumanheart。"
  Whenhesignedthosenotesofhand,heneverdreamtthattheywouldbeasourceoffuturetrouble。Theeventshowedthathewasmistaken。
  "Trustinanyoneafterthis!Havetheleastconfidenceinmanorwoman!"
  hecriedinbittertones,ashesatwithhisnewfriendsinprison,andrecountedtothemhisfavouritestoriesofthesiegeofKars,andtheresuscitatedsoldier。Onthewhole,heaccommodatedhimselfverywelltohisnewposition。PtitsinandVariadeclaredthathewasintherightplace,andGaniawasofthesameopinion。TheonlypersonwhodeploredhisfatewaspoorNinaAlexandrovna,whoweptbittertearsoverhim,tothegreatsurpriseofherhousehold,and,thoughalwaysinfeeblehealth,madeapointofgoingtoseehimasoftenaspossible。
  Sincethegeneral’s"mishap,"asColiacalledit,andthemarriageofhissister,theboyhadquietlypossessedhimselfoffarmorefreedom。Hisrelationssawlittleofhim,forherarelysleptathome。Hemademanynewfriends;andwasmoreover,afrequentvisitoratthedebtor’sprison,towhichheinvariablyaccompaniedhismother。Varia,whousedtobealwayscorrectinghim,neverspoketohimnowonthesubjectofhisfrequentabsences,andthewholehouseholdwassurprisedtoseeGania,inspiteofhisdepression,onquitefriendlytermswithhisbrother。Thiswassomethingnew,forGaniahadbeenwonttolookuponColiaasakindoferrand-boy,treatinghimwithcontempt,threateningto"pullhisears,"andingeneraldrivinghimalmostwildwithirritation。ItseemednowthatGaniareallyneededhisbrother,andthelatter,forhispart,feltasifhecouldforgiveGaniamuchsincehehadreturnedthehundredthousandroublesofferedtohimbyNastasiaPhilipovna。Threemonthsafterthedepartureoftheprince,theIvolginfamilydiscoveredthatColiahadmadeacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,andwasonveryfriendlytermswiththedaughters。Variaheardofitfirst,thoughColiahadnotaskedhertointroducehim。Littlebylittlethefamilygrewquitefondofhim。MadameEpanchinatfirstlookedonhimwithdisdain,andreceivedhimcoldly,butinashorttimehegrewtopleaseher,because,asshesaid,he"wascandidandnoflatterer"——averytruedescription。Fromthefirstheputhimselfonanequalitywithhisnewfriends,andthoughhesometimesreadnewspapersandbookstothemistressofthehouse,itwassimplybecausehelikedtobeuseful。
  Oneday,however,heandLizabethaProkofievnaquarrelledseriouslyaboutthe"womanquestion,"inthecourseofalivelydiscussiononthatburningsubject。Hetoldherthatshewasatyrant,andthathewouldneversetfootinherhouseagain。Itmayseemincredible,butadayortwoafter,MadameEpanchinsentaservantwithanotebegginghimtoreturn,andColia,withoutstandingonhisdignity,didsoatonce。
  Aglayawastheonlyoneofthefamilywhosegoodgraceshecouldnotgain,andwhoalwaysspoketohimhaughtily,butitsohappenedthattheboyonedaysucceededingivingtheproudmaidenasurprise。
  ItwasaboutEaster,when,takingadvantageofamomentarytete-
  a-teteColiahandedAglayaaletter,remarkingthathe"hadorderstodeliverittoherprivately。"Shestaredathiminamazement,buthedidnotwaittohearwhatshehadtosay,andwentout。Aglayabroketheseal,andreadasfollows:
  "Onceyoudidmethehonourofgivingmeyourconfidence。Perhapsyouhavequiteforgottenmenow!HowisitthatIamwritingtoyou?Idonotknow;butIamconsciousofanirresistibledesiretoremindyouofmyexistence,especiallyyou。HowmanytimesI
  haveneededallthreeofyou;butonlyyouhavedweltalwaysinmymind’seye。Ineedyou——Ineedyouverymuch。Iwillnotwriteaboutmyself。Ihavenothingtotellyou。ButIlongforyoutobehappy。AREyouhappy?ThatisallIwishedtosaytoyou——Yourbrother,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"
  Onreadingthisshortanddisconnectednote,Aglayasuddenlyblushedallover,andbecameverythoughtful。
  Itwouldbedifficulttodescribeherthoughtsatthatmoment。
  Oneofthemwas,"ShallIshowittoanyone?"Butshewasashamedtoshowit。Sosheendedbyhidingitinhertabledrawer,withaverystrange,ironicalsmileuponherlips。
  Nextday,shetookitout,andputitintoalargebook,assheusuallydidwithpaperswhichshewantedtobeabletofindeasily。Shelaughedwhen,aboutaweeklater,shehappenedtonoticethenameofthebook,andsawthatitwasDonQuixote,butitwouldbedifficulttosayexactlywhy。
  Icannotsay,either,whethersheshowedthelettertohersisters。
  Butwhenshehadreaditherselfoncemore,itsuddenlystruckherthatsurelythatconceitedboy,Colia,hadnotbeentheonechosencorrespondentoftheprinceallthiswhile。Shedeterminedtoaskhim,anddidsowithanexaggeratedshowofcarelessness。
  Heinformedherhaughtilythatthoughhehadgiventheprincehispermanentaddresswhenthelatterlefttown,andhadofferedhisservices,theprincehadneverbeforegivenhimanycommissiontoperform,norhadhewrittenuntilthefollowinglinesarrived,withAglaya’sletter。Aglayatookthenote,andreadit。
  "DEARCOLIA,——PleasebesokindastogivetheenclosedsealedlettertoAglayaIvanovna。Keepwell——Everyourloving,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"
  "Itseemsabsurdtotrustalittlepepper-boxlikeyou,"saidAglaya,asshereturnedthenote,andwalkedpastthe"pepper-
  box"withanexpressionofgreatcontempt。
  ThiswasmorethanColiacouldbear。HehadactuallyborrowedGania’snewgreentiefortheoccasion,withoutsayingwhyhewantedit,inordertoimpressher。Hewasverydeeplymortified。
  ITwasthebeginningofJune,andforawholeweektheweatherinSt。Petersburghadbeenmagnificent。TheEpanchinshadaluxuriouscountry-houseatPavlofsk,[OneofthefashionablesummerresortsnearSt。Petersburg。]andtothisspotMrs。
  Epanchindeterminedtoproceedwithoutfurtherdelay。Inacoupleofdaysallwasready,andthefamilyhadlefttown。AdayortwoafterthisremovaltoPavlofsk,PrinceMuishkinarrivedinSt。
  PetersburgbythemorningtrainfromMoscow。Noonemethim;but,ashesteppedoutofthecarriage,hesuddenlybecameawareoftwostrangelyglowingeyesfixeduponhimfromamongthecrowdthatmetthetrain。Onendeavouringtore-discovertheeyes,andseetowhomtheybelonged,hecouldfindnothingtoguidehim。Itmusthavebeenahallucination。Butthedisagreeableimpressionremained,andwithoutthis,theprincewassadandthoughtfulalready,andseemedtobemuchpreoccupied。
  HiscabtookhimtoasmallandbadhotelneartheLitaynaya。
  Hereheengagedacoupleofrooms,darkandbadlyfurnished。Hewashedandchanged,andhurriedlyleftthehotelagain,asthoughanxioustowastenotime。AnyonewhonowsawhimforthefirsttimesinceheleftPetersburgwouldjudgethathehadimprovedvastlysofarashisexteriorwasconcerned。Hisclothescertainlywereverydifferent;theyweremorefashionable,perhapseventoomuchso,andanyoneinclinedtomockerymighthavefoundsomethingtosmileatinhisappearance。Butwhatistherethatpeoplewillnotsmileat?
  TheprincetookacabanddrovetoastreetneartheNativity,wherehesoondiscoveredthehousehewasseeking。Itwasasmallwoodenvilla,andhewasstruckbyitsattractiveandcleanappearance;itstoodinapleasantlittlegarden,fullofflowers。Thewindowslookingonthestreetwereopen,andthesoundofavoice,readingaloudormakingaspeech,camethroughthem。Itroseattimestoashout,andwasinterruptedoccasionallybyburstsoflaughter。
  PrinceMuishkinenteredthecourt-yard,andascendedthesteps。A
  cookwithhersleevesturneduptotheelbowsopenedthedoor。
  ThevisitoraskedifMr。Lebedeffwereathome。
  "Heisinthere,"saidshe,pointingtothesalon。
  Theroomhadabluewall-paper,andwaswell,almostpretentiously,furnished,withitsroundtable,itsdivan,anditsbronzeclockunderaglassshade。Therewasanarrowpier-
  glassagainstthewall,andachandelieradornedwithlustreshungbyabronzechainfromtheceiling。
  Whentheprinceentered,Lebedeffwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hisbacktothedoor。Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,onaccountoftheextremeheat,andheseemedtohavejustreachedtheperorationofhisspeech,andwasimpressivelybeatinghisbreast。
  Hisaudienceconsistedofayouthofaboutfifteenyearsofagewithacleverface,whohadabookinhishand,thoughhewasnotreading;ayoungladyoftwenty,indeepmourning,stoodnearhimwithaninfantinherarms;anothergirlofthirteen,alsoinblack,waslaughingloudly,hermouthwideopen;andonthesofalayahandsomeyoungman,withblackhairandeyes,andasuspicionofbeardandwhiskers。Hefrequentlyinterruptedthespeakerandarguedwithhim,tothegreatdelightoftheothers。
  "LukianTimofeyovitch!LukianTimofeyovitch!Here’ssomeonetoseeyou!Lookhere!……agentlemantospeaktoyou!……
  Well,it’snotmyfault!"andthecookturnedandwentawayredwithanger。
  Lebedeffstarted,andatsightoftheprincestoodlikeastatueforamoment。Thenhemoveduptohimwithaningratiatingsmile,butstoppedshortagain。
  "Prince!ex-ex-excellency!"hestammered。Thensuddenlyherantowardsthegirlwiththeinfant,amovementsounexpectedbyherthatshestaggeredandfellback,butnextmomenthewasthreateningtheotherchild,whowasstanding,stilllaughing,inthedoorway。Shescreamed,andrantowardsthekitchen。Lebedeffstampedhisfootangrily;then,seeingtheprinceregardinghimwithamazement,hemurmuredapologetically——"Pardontoshowrespect!……he-he!"
  "Youarequitewrong……"begantheprince。
  "Atonce……atonce……inonemoment!"
  Herushedlikeawhirlwindfromtheroom,andMuishkinlookedinquiringlyattheothers。
  Theywerealllaughing,andtheguestjoinedinthechorus。
  "Hehasgonetogethiscoat,"saidtheboy。
  "Howannoying!"exclaimedtheprince。"Ithought……Tellme,ishe……"
  "Youthinkheisdrunk?"criedtheyoungmanonthesofa。"Notintheleast。He’sonlyhadthreeorfoursmallglasses,perhapsfive;butwhatisthat?Theusualthing!"
  Astheprinceopenedhismouthtoanswer,hewasinterruptedbythegirl,whosesweetfaceworeanexpressionofabsolutefrankness。
  "Heneverdrinksmuchinthemorning;ifyouhavecometotalkbusinesswithhim,doitnow。Itisthebesttime。Hesometimescomesbackdrunkintheevening;butjustnowhepassesthegreaterpartoftheeveningintears,andreadspassagesofHolyScripturealoud,becauseourmotherdiedfiveweeksago。"
  "Nodoubtheranoffbecausehedidnotknowwhattosaytoyou,"
  saidtheyouthonthedivan。"Ibetheistryingtocheatyou,andisthinkinghowbesttodoit。"
  JustthenLebedeffreturned,havingputonhiscoat。
  "Fiveweeks!"saidhe,wipinghiseyes。"Onlyfiveweeks!Poororphans!"
  "Butwhywearacoatinholes,"askedthegirl,"whenyournewoneishangingbehindthedoor?Didyounotseeit?"
  "Holdyourtongue,dragon-fly!"hescolded。"Whataplagueyouare!"Hestampedhisfootirritably,butsheonlylaughed,andanswered:
  "Areyoutryingtofrightenme?IamnotTania,youknow,andI
  don’tintendtorunaway。Look,youarewakingLubotchka,andshewillhaveconvulsionsagain。Whydoyoushoutlikethat?"
  "Well,well!Iwon’tagain,"saidthemasterofthehousehisanxietygettingthebetterofhistemper。Hewentuptohisdaughter,andlookedatthechildinherarms,anxiouslymakingthesignofthecrossoverherthreetimes。"Godblessher!Godblessher!"hecriedwithemotion。"ThislittlecreatureismydaughterLuboff,"addressingtheprince。"Mywife,Helena,died——
  atherbirth;andthisismybigdaughterVera,inmourning,asyousee;andthis,this,oh,thispointingtotheyoungmanonthedivan……
  "Well,goon!nevermindme!"mockedtheother。"Don’tbeafraid!"
  "Excellency!HaveyoureadthataccountofthemurderoftheZemarinfamily,inthenewspaper?"criedLebedeff,allofasudden。
  "Yes,"saidMuishkin,withsomesurprise。
  "Well,thatisthemurderer!Itishe——infact——"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"askedthevisitor。
  "Iamspeakingallegorically,ofcourse;buthewillbethemurdererofaZemarinfamilyinthefuture。Heisgettingready……"
  Theyalllaughed,andthethoughtcrossedtheprince’smindthatperhapsLebedeffwasreallytriflinginthiswaybecauseheforesawinconvenientquestions,andwantedtogaintime。
  "Heisatraitor!aconspirator!"shoutedLebedeff,whoseemedtohavelostallcontroloverhimself。"Amonster!aslanderer!
  OughtItotreathimasanephew,thesonofmysisterAnisia?"
  "Oh!dobequiet!Youmustbedrunk!Hehastakenitintohisheadtoplaythelawyer,prince,andhepracticesspeechifying,andisalwaysrepeatinghiseloquentpleadingstohischildren。
  Andwhodoyouthinkwashislastclient?Anoldwomanwhohadbeenrobbedoffivehundredroubles,herall,bysomerogueofausurer,besoughthimtotakeuphercase,insteadofwhichhedefendedtheusurerhimself,aJewnamedZeidler,becausethisJewpromisedtogivehimfiftyroubles……"
  "ItwastobefiftyifIwonthecase,onlyfiveifIlost,"
  interruptedLebedeff,speakinginalowtone,agreatcontrasttohisearliermanner。
  "Well!naturallyhecametogrief:thelawisnotadministeredasitusedtobe,andheonlygotlaughedatforhispains。Buthewasmuchpleasedwithhimselfinspiteofthat。’Mostlearnedjudge!’saidhe,’picturethisunhappyman,crippledbyageandinfirmities,whogainshislivingbyhonourabletoil——picturehim,Irepeat,robbedofhisall,ofhislastmouthful;remember,I
  entreatyou,thewordsofthatlearnedlegislator,"Letmercyandjusticealikerulethecourtsoflaw。"’Now,wouldyoubelieveit,excellency,everymorningherecitesthisspeechtousfrombeginningtoend,exactlyashespokeitbeforethemagistrate。
  To-daywehavehearditforthefifthtime。Hewasjuststartingagainwhenyouarrived,somuchdoesheadmireit。Heisnowpreparingtoundertakeanothercase。Ithink,bytheway,thatyouarePrinceMuishkin?Coliatellsmeyouarethecleverestmanhehaseverknown……"
  "Thecleverestintheworld,"interruptedhisunclehastily。
  "Idonotpaymuchattentiontothatopinion,"continuedtheyoungmancalmly。"Coliaisveryfondofyou,buthe,"pointingtoLebedeff,"isflatteringyou。IcanassureyouIhavenointentionofflatteringyou,oranyoneelse,butatleastyouhavesomecommon-sense。Well,willyoujudgebetweenus?Shallweasktheprincetoactasarbitrator?"hewenton,addressinghisuncle。
  "Iamsogladyouchancedtocomehere,prince。"
  "Iagree,"saidLebedeff,firmly,lookingroundinvoluntarilyathisdaughter,whohadcomenearer,andwaslisteningattentivelytotheconversation。
  "Whatisitallabout?"askedtheprince,frowning。Hisheadached,andhefeltsurethatLebedeffwastryingtocheathiminsomeway,andonlytalkingtoputofftheexplanationthathehadcomefor。
  "Iwilltellyouallthestory。Iamhisnephew;hedidspeakthetruththere,althoughheisgenerallytellinglies。I
  amattheUniversity,andhavenotyetfinishedmycourse。Imeantodoso,andIshall,forIhaveadeterminedcharacter。Imust,however,findsomethingtodoforthepresent,andthereforeI
  havegotemploymentontherailwayattwenty-fourroublesamonth。Iadmitthatmyunclehashelpedmeonceortwicebefore。
  Well,Ihadtwentyroublesinmypocket,andIgambledthemaway。
  CanyoubelievethatIshouldbesolow,sobase,astolosemoneyinthatway?"
  "Andthemanwhowonitisarogue,aroguewhomyououghtnottohavepaid!"criedLebedeff。
  "Yes,heisarogue,butIwasobligedtopayhim,"saidtheyoungman。"Astohisbeingarogue,heisassuredlythat,andI
  amnotsayingitbecausehebeatyou。Heisanex-lieutenant,prince,dismissedfromtheservice,ateacherofboxing,andoneofRogojin’sfollowers。TheyareallloungingaboutthepavementsnowthatRogojinhasturnedthemoff。Ofcourse,theworstofitisthat,knowinghewasarascal,andacard-sharper,Inonethelessplayedpalkiwithhim,andriskedmylastrouble。Totellthetruth,Ithoughttomyself,’IfIlose,Iwillgotomyuncle,andIamsurehewillnotrefusetohelpme。’Nowthatwasbase-cowardlyandbase!"
  "Thatisso,"observedLebedeffquietly;"cowardlyandbase。"
  "Well,waitabit,beforeyoubegintotriumph,"saidthenephewviciously;forthewordsseemedtoirritatehim。"Heisdelighted!Icametohimhereandtoldhimeverything:Iactedhonourably,forIdidnotexcusemyself。Ispokemostseverelyofmyconduct,aseveryoneherecanwitness。ButImustsmartenmyselfupbeforeItakeupmynewpost,forIamreallylikeatramp。Justlookatmyboots!Icannotpossiblyappearlikethis,andifIamnotatthebureauatthetimeappointed,thejobwillbegiventosomeoneelse;andIshallhavetotryforanother。
  NowIonlybegforfifteenroubles,andIgivemywordthatI
  willneveraskhimforanythingagain。Iamalsoreadytopromisetorepaymydebtinthreemonths’time,andIwillkeepmyword,evenifIhavetoliveonbreadandwater。Mysalarywillamounttoseventy-fiveroublesinthreemonths。ThesumInowask,addedtowhatIhaveborrowedalready,willmakeatotalofaboutthirty-fiveroubles,soyouseeIshallhaveenoughtopayhimandconfoundhim!ifhewantsinterest,heshallhavethat,too!
  Haven’tIalwayspaidbackthemoneyhelentmebefore?Whyshouldhebesomeannow?Hegrudgesmyhavingpaidthatlieutenant;therecanbenootherreason!That’sthekindheis——
  adoginthemanger!"
  "Andhewon’tgoaway!"criedLebedeff。"Hehasinstalledhimselfhere,andhereheremains!"
  "Ihavetoldyoualready,thatIwillnotgoawayuntilIhavegotwhatIask。Whyareyousmiling,prince?Youlookasifyoudisapprovedofme。"
  "Iamnotsmiling,butIreallythinkyouareinthewrong,somewhat,"repliedMuishkin,reluctantly。
  "Don’tshuffle!SayplainlythatyouthinkthatIamquitewrong,withoutany’somewhat’!Why’somewhat’?"
  "Iwillsayyouarequitewrong,ifyouwish。"
  "IfIwish!That’sgood,Imustsay!DoyouthinkIamdeceivedastotheflagrantimproprietyofmyconduct?Iamquiteawarethathismoneyishisown,andthatmyaction-Asmuchlikeanattemptatextortion。Butyou-youdon’tknowwhatlifeis!Ifpeopledon’tlearnbyexperience,theyneverunderstand。Theymustbetaught。Myintentionsareperfectlyhonest;onmyconsciencehewilllosenothing,andIwillpaybackthemoneywithinterest。Addedtowhichhehashadthemoralsatisfactionofseeingmedisgraced。Whatdoeshewantmore?andwhatishegoodforifheneverhelpsanyone?Lookwhathedoeshimself!
  justaskhimabouthisdealingswithothers,howhedeceivespeople!Howdidhemanagetobuythishouse?Youmaycutoffmyheadifhehasnotletyouinforsomething-andifheisnottryingtocheatyouagain。Youaresmiling。Youdon’tbelieveme?"
  "Itseemstomethatallthishasnothingtodowithyouraffairs,"remarkedtheprince。
  "Ihavelainherenowforthreedays,"criedtheyoungmanwithoutnoticing,"andIhaveseenalot!Fancy!hesuspectshisdaughter,thatangel,thatorphan,mycousin——hesuspectsher,andeveryeveninghesearchesherroom,toseeifshehasaloverhiddeninit!Hecomesheretooontiptoe,creepingsoftly——oh,sosoftly——andlooksunderthesofa——mybed,youknow。Heismadwithsuspicion,andseesathiefineverycorner。Herunsaboutallnightlong;hewasupatleastseventimeslastnight,tosatisfyhimselfthatthewindowsanddoorswerebarred,andtopeepintotheoven。Thatmanwhoappearsincourtforscoundrels,rushesinhereinthenightandprays,lyingprostrate,banginghisheadonthegroundbythehalf-hour——andforwhomdoyouthinkheprays?Whoarethesinnersfiguringinhisdrunkenpetitions?IhaveheardhimwithmyownearsprayingforthereposeofthesouloftheCountessduBarry!Coliaheardittoo。
  HeisasmadasaMarchhare!"
  "Youhearhowheslandersme,prince,"saidLebedeff,almostbesidehimselfwithrage。"Imaybeadrunkard,anevil-doer,athief,butatleastIcansayonethingformyself。Hedoesnotknow——howshouldhe,mockerthatheis?——thatwhenhecameintotheworlditwasIwhowashedhim,anddressedhiminhisswathing-bands,formysisterAnisiahadlostherhusband,andwasingreatpoverty。Iwasverylittlebetteroffthanshe,butIsatupnightafternightwithher,andnursedbothmotherandchild;Iusedtogodownstairsandstealwoodforthemfromthehouse-porter。HowoftendidIsinghimtosleepwhenIwashalfdeadwithhunger!Inshort,Iwasmorethanafathertohim,andnow——nowhejeersatme!EvenifIdidcrossmyself,andprayforthereposeofthesouloftheComtesseduBarry,whatdoesitmatter?Threedaysago,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ireadherbiographyinanhistoricaldictionary。Doyouknowwhoshewas?
  Youthere!"addressinghisnephew。"Speak!doyouknow?"
  "Ofcoursenooneknowsanythingaboutherbutyou,"mutteredtheyoungmaninawould-bejeeringtone。
  "ShewasaCountesswhorosefromshametoreignlikeaQueen。AnEmpresswrotetoher,withherownhand,as’Macherecousine。’
  Atalever-du-roionemorningdoyouknowwhatalever-du-roiwas?——aCardinal,aPapallegate,offeredtoputonherstockings;ahighandholypersonlikethatlookedonitasanhonour!Didyouknowthis?Iseebyyourexpressionthatyoudidnot!Well,howdidshedie?Answer!"
  "Oh!dostop——youaretooabsurd!"
  "Thisishowshedied。Afterallthishonourandglory,afterhavingbeenalmostaQueen,shewasguillotinedbythatbutcher,Samson。Shewasquiteinnocent,butithadtobedone,forthesatisfactionofthefishwivesofParis。Shewassoterrified,thatshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening。ButwhenSamsonseizedherhead,andpushedherundertheknifewithhisfoot,shecriedout:’Waitamoment!waitamoment,monsieur!’Well,becauseofthatmomentofbittersuffering,perhapstheSaviourwillpardonherotherfaults,foronecannotimagineagreateragony。AsIreadthestorymyheartbledforher。Andwhatdoesitmattertoyou,littleworm,ifIimploredtheDivinemercyforher,greatsinnerasshewas,asIsaidmyeveningprayer?I
  mighthavedoneitbecauseIdoubtedifanyonehadevercrossedhimselfforhersakebefore。Itmaybethatintheotherworldshewillrejoicetothinkthatasinnerlikeherselfhascriedtoheavenforthesalvationofhersoul。Whyareyoulaughing?Youbelievenothing,atheist!Andyourstorywasnotevencorrect!IfyouhadlistenedtowhatIwassaying,youwouldhaveheardthatIdidnotonlyprayfortheComtesseduBarry。Isaid,’OhLord!
  giveresttothesoulofthatgreatsinner,theComtesseduBarry,andtoallunhappyoneslikeher。’Youseethatisquiteadifferentthing,forhowmanysinnersthereare,howmanywomen,whohavepassedthroughthetrialsofthislife,arenowsufferingandgroaninginpurgatory!Iprayedforyou,too,inspiteofyourinsolenceandimpudence,alsoforyourfellows,asitseemsthatyouclaimtoknowhowIpray……"
  "Oh!that’senoughinallconscience!Prayforwhomyouchoose,andthedeviltakethemandyou!Wehaveascholarhere;youdidnotknowthat,prince?"hecontinued,withasneer。"Hereadsallsortsofbooksandmemoirsnow。"
  "Atanyrate,yourunclehasakindheart,"remarkedtheprince,whoreallyhadtoforcehimselftospeaktothenephew,somuchdidhedislikehim。
  "Oh,nowyouaregoingtopraisehim!Hewillbesetup!Heputshishandonhisheart,andheisdelighted!Ineversaidhewasamanwithoutheart,butheisarascal——that’sthepityofit。Andthen,heisaddictedtodrink,andhismindisunhinged,likethatofmostpeoplewhohavetakenmorethanisgoodforthemforyears。Heloveshischildren——oh,Iknowthatwellenough!Herespectedmyaunt,hislatewife……andheevenhasasortofaffectionforme。Hehasrememberedmeinhiswill。"
  "Ishallleaveyounothing!"exclaimedhisuncleangrily。
  "Listentome,Lebedeff,"saidtheprinceinadecidedvoice,turninghisbackontheyoungman。"Iknowbyexperiencethatwhenyouchoose,youcanbebusiness-like……I。Ihaveverylittletimetospare,andifyou……Bytheway——excuseme——whatisyourChristianname?Ihaveforgottenit。"
  "Ti-Ti-Timofey。"
  "And?"
  "Lukianovitch。"