"Allowme,Mr。Ivolgin,"hesaidirritably。"Whatisthegoodofallthisrigmarole?Pardonme。Allisnowclear,andweacknowledgethetruthofyourmainpoint。Whygointothesetediousdetails?Youwishperhapstoboastoftheclevernessofyourinvestigation,tocryupyourtalentsasdetective?OrperhapsyourintentionistoexcuseBurdovsky,byrovingthathetookupthematterinignorance?Well,Iconsiderthatextremelyimpudentonyourpart!YououghttoknowthatBurdovskyhasnoneedofbeingexcusedorjustifiedbyyouoranyoneelse!Itisaninsult!Theaffairisquitepainfulenoughforhimwithoutthat。Willnothingmakeyouunderstand?"
"Enough!enough!Mr。Terentieff,"interruptedGania。
"Don’texciteyourself;youseemveryill,andIamsorryforthat。Iamalmostdone,butthereareafewfactstowhichI
mustbrieflyrefer,asIamconvincedthattheyoughttobeclearlyexplainedonceforall……"Amovementofimpatiencewasnoticedinhisaudienceasheresumed:"Imerelywishtostate,fortheinformationofallconcerned,thatthereasonforMr。Pavlicheff’sinterestinyourmother,Mr。Burdovsky,wassimplythatshewasthesisterofaserf-girlwithwhomhewasdeeplyinloveinhisyouth,andwhommostcertainlyhewouldhavemarriedbutforhersuddendeath。Ihaveproofsthatthiscircumstanceisalmost,ifnotquite,forgotten。Imayaddthatwhenyourmotherwasabouttenyearsold,Pavlichefftookherunderhiscare,gaveheragoodeducation,andlater,aconsiderabledowry。Hisrelationswerealarmed,andfearedhemightgosofarastomarryher,butshegaveherhandtoayoungland-surveyornamedBurdovskywhenshereachedtheageoftwenty。
Icanevensaydefinitelythatitwasamarriageofaffection。
Afterhisweddingyourfathergaveuphisoccupationasland-
surveyor,andwithhiswife’sdowryoffifteenthousandroubleswentinforcommercialspeculations。Ashehadhadnoexperience,hewascheatedonallsides,andtooktodrinkinordertoforgethistroubles。Heshortenedhislifebyhisexcesses,andeightyearsafterhismarriagehedied。Yourmothersaysherselfthatshewasleftinthedirestpoverty,andwouldhavediedofstarvationhaditnotbeenforPavlicheff,whogenerouslyallowedherayearlypensionofsixhundredroubles。Manypeoplerecallhisextremefondnessforyouasalittleboy。Yourmotherconfirmsthis,andagreeswithothersinthinkingthathelovedyouthemorebecauseyouwereasicklychild,stammeringinyourspeech,andalmostdeformed——foritisknownthatallhislifeNicolaiAndreevitchhadapartialityforunfortunatesofeverykind,especiallychildren。Inmyopinionthisismostimportant。
ImayaddthatIdiscoveredyetanotherfact,thelastonwhichI
employedmydetectivepowers。SeeinghowfondPavlicheffwasofyou,——itwasthankstohimyouwenttoschool,andalsohadtheadvantageofspecialteachers——hisrelationsandservantsgrewtobelievethatyouwerehisson,andthatyourfatherhadbeenbetrayedbyhiswife。ImaypointoutthatthisideawasonlyaccreditedgenerallyduringthelastyearsofPavlicheff’slife,whenhisnext-of-kinweretremblingaboutthesuccession,whentheearlierstorywasquiteforgotten,andwhenallopportunityfordiscoveringthetruthhadseeminglypassedaway。Nodoubtyou,Mr。Burdovsky,heardthisconjecture,anddidnothesitatetoacceptitastrue。Ihavehadthehonourofmakingyourmother’sacquaintance,andIfindthatsheknowsallaboutthesereports。Whatshedoesnotknowisthatyou,herson,shouldhavelistenedtothemsocomplaisantly。IfoundyourrespectedmotheratPskoff,illandindeeppoverty,asshehasbeeneversincethedeathofyourbenefactor。Shetoldmewithtearsofgratitudehowyouhadsupportedher;sheexpectsmuchofyou,andbelievesferventlyinyourfuturesuccess……"
"Oh,thisisunbearable!"saidLebedeff’snephewimpatiently。
"Whatisthegoodofallthisromancing?"
"Itisrevoltingandunseemly!"criedHippolyte,jumpingupinafury。
Burdovskyalonesatsilentandmotionless。
"Whatisthegoodofit?"repeatedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withpretendedsurprise。"Well,firstly,becausenowperhapsMr。
BurdovskyisquiteconvincedthatMr。Pavlicheff’sloveforhimcamesimplyfromgenerosityofsoul,andnotfrompaternalduty。
Itwasmostnecessarytoimpressthisfactuponhismind,consideringthatheapprovedofthearticlewrittenbyMr。
Keller。IspeakthusbecauseIlookonyou,Mr。Burdovsky,asanhonourableman。Secondly,itappearsthattherewasnointentionofcheatinginthiscase,evenonthepartofTchebaroff。Iwishtosaythisquiteplainly,becausetheprincehintedawhileagothatItoothoughtitanattemptatrobberyandextortion。Onthecontrary,everyonehasbeenquitesincereinthematter,andalthoughTchebaroffmaybesomewhatofarogue,inthisbusinesshehasactedsimplyasanysharplawyerwoulddounderthecircumstances。Helookedatitasacasethatmightbringhiminalotofmoney,andhedidnotcalculatebadly;becauseontheonehandhespeculatedonthegenerosityoftheprince,andhisgratitudetothelateMr。Pavlicheff,andontheothertohischivalrousideasastotheobligationsofhonourandconscience。
AstoMr。Burdovsky,allowingforhisprinciples,wemayacknowledgethatheengagedinthebusinesswithverylittlepersonalaiminview。AttheinstigationofTchebaroffandhisotherfriends,hedecidedtomaketheattemptintheserviceoftruth,progress,andhumanity。Inshort,theconclusionmaybedrawnthat,inspiteofallappearances,Mr。Burdovskyisamanofirreproachablecharacter,andthustheprincecanallthemorereadilyofferhimhisfriendship,andtheassistanceofwhichhespokejustnow……"
"Hush!hush!GavrilaArdalionovitch!"criedMuishkinindismay,butitwastoolate。
"Isaid,andIhaverepeateditoverandoveragain,"shoutedBurdovskyfuriously,"thatIdidnotwantthemoney。Iwillnottakeit……why……Iwillnot……Iamgoingaway!"
Hewasrushinghurriedlyfromtheterrace,whenLebedeff’snephewseizedhisarms,andsaidsomethingtohiminalowvoice。
Burdovskyturnedquickly,anddrawinganaddressedbutunsealedenvelopefromhispocket,hethrewitdownonalittletablebesidetheprince。
"There’sthemoney!……Howdareyou?……Themoney!"
"Thosearethetwohundredandfiftyroublesyoudaredtosendhimasacharity,bythehandsofTchebaroff,"explainedDoktorenko。
"Thearticleinthenewspaperputitatfifty!"criedColia。
"Ibegyourpardon,"saidtheprince,goinguptoBurdovsky。"I
havedoneyouagreatwrong,butIdidnotsendyouthatmoneyasacharity,believeme。AndnowIamagaintoblame。Ioffendedyoujustnow。"Theprincewasmuchdistressed;heseemedwornoutwithfatigue,andspokealmostincoherently。"Ispokeofswindling……butIdidnotapplythattoyou。Iwasdeceived……Isaidyouwere……afflicted……likeme……Butyouarenotlikeme……yougivelessons……yousupportyourmother。I
saidyouhaddishonouredyourmother,butyouloveher。Shesayssoherself……Ididnotknow……GavrilaArdalionovitchdidnottellmethat……Forgiveme!Idaredtoofferyoutenthousandroubles,butIwaswrong。Ioughttohavedoneitdifferently,andnow……thereisnowayofdoingit,foryoudespiseme……"
"Ideclare,thisisalunaticasylum!"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
"Ofcourseitisalunaticasylum!"repeatedAglayasharply,butherwordswereoverpoweredbyothervoices。Everybodywastalkingloudly,makingremarksandcomments;somediscussedtheaffairgravely,otherslaughed。IvanFedorovitchEpanchinwasextremelyindignant。Hestoodwaitingforhiswifewithanairofoffendeddignity。Lebedeff’snephewtookupthewordagain。
"Well,prince,todoyoujustice,youcertainlyknowhowtomakethemostofyour——letuscallitinfirmity,forthesakeofpoliteness;youhavesetaboutofferingyourmoneyandfriendshipinsuchawaythatnoself-respectingmancouldpossiblyacceptthem。Thisisanexcessofingenuousnessorofmalice——yououghttoknowbetterthananyonewhichwordbestfitsthecase。"
"Allowme,gentlemen,"saidGavrilaArdalionovitch,whohadjustexaminedthecontentsoftheenvelope,"thereareonlyahundredroubleshere,nottwohundredandfifty。Ipointthisout,prince,topreventmisunderstanding。"
"Nevermind,nevermind,"saidtheprince,signingtohimtokeepquiet。
"Butwedomind,"saidLebedeff’snephewvehemently。"Prince,your’nevermind’isaninsulttous。Wehavenothingtohide;
ouractionscanbeardaylight。Itistruethatthereareonlyahundredroublesinsteadoftwohundredandfifty,butitisallthesame。"
"Why,no,itishardlythesame,"remarkedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withanairofingenuoussurprise。
"Don’tinterrupt,wearenotsuchfoolsasyouthink,Mr。
Lawyer,"criedLebedeff’snephewangrily。"Ofcoursethereisadifferencebetweenahundredroublesandtwohundredandfifty,butinthiscasetheprincipleisthemainpoint,andthatahundredandfiftyroublesaremissingisonlyasideissue。ThepointtobeemphasizedisthatBurdovskywillnotacceptyourhighness’scharity;heflingsitbackinyourface,anditscarcelymattersifthereareahundredroublesortwohundredandfifty。Burdovskyhasrefusedtenthousandroubles;youheardhim。Hewouldnothavereturnedevenahundredroublesifhewasdishonest!ThehundredandfiftyroubleswerepaidtoTchebaroffforhistravellingexpenses。Youmayjeeratourstupidityandatourinexperienceinbusinessmatters;youhavedoneallyoucouldalreadytomakeuslookridiculous;butdonotdaretocallusdishonest。Thefourofuswillclubtogethereverydaytorepaythehundredandfiftyroublestotheprince,ifwehavetopayitininstalmentsofaroubleatatime,butwewillrepayit,withinterest。Burdovskyispoor,hehasnomillions。AfterhisjourneytoseetheprinceTchebaroffsentinhisbill。Wecountedonwinning……Whowouldnothavedonethesameinsuchacase?"
"Whoindeed?"exclaimedPrinceS。
"Ishallcertainlygomad,ifIstayhere!"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
"Itremindsme,"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughing,"ofthefamouspleaofacertainlawyerwholatelydefendedamanformurderingsixpeopleinordertorobthem。Heexcusedhisclientonthescoreofpoverty。’Itisquitenatural,’hesaidinconclusion,’consideringthestateofmiseryhewasin,thatheshouldhavethoughtofmurderingthesesixpeople;whichofyou,gentlemen,wouldnothavedonethesameinhisplace?’"
"Enough,"criedLizabethaProkofievnaabruptly,tremblingwithanger,"wehavehadenoughofthisbalderdash!"
Inastateofterribleexcitementshethrewbackherhead,withflamingeyes,castinglooksofcontemptanddefianceuponthewholecompany,inwhichshecouldnolongerdistinguishfriendfromfoe。Shehadrestrainedherselfsolongthatshefeltforcedtoventherrageonsomebody。ThosewhoknewLizabethaProkofievnasawatoncehowitwaswithher。"Shefliesintotheseragessometimes,"saidIvanFedorovitchtoPrinceS。thenextday,"butsheisnotoftensoviolentasshewasyesterday;
itdoesnothappenmorethanonceinthreeyears。"
"Bequiet,IvanFedorovitch!Leavemealone!"criedMrs。
Epanchin。"Whydoyouoffermeyourarmnow?Youhadnotsenseenoughtotakemeawaybefore。Youaremyhusband,youareafather,itwasyourdutytodragmeawaybyforce,ifinmyfollyIrefusedtoobeyyouandgoquietly。Youmightatleasthavethoughtofyourdaughters。Wecanfindourwayoutnowwithoutyourhelp。Hereisshameenoughforayear!Waitamoment’tillI
thanktheprince!Thankyou,prince,fortheentertainmentyouhavegivenus!Itwasmostamusingtoheartheseyoungmen……Itisvile,vile!Achaos,ascandal,worsethananightmare!Isitpossiblethattherecanbemanysuchpeopleonearth?Bequiet,Aglaya!Bequiet,Alexandra!Itisnoneofyourbusiness!Don’tfussroundmelikethat,EvgeniePavlovitch;youexasperateme!
So,mydear,"shecried,addressingtheprince,"yougosofarastobegtheirpardon!Hesays,’Forgivemeforofferingyouafortune。’Andyou,youmountebank,whatareyoulaughingat?"shecried,turningsuddenlyonLebedeff’snephew。"’Werefusetenthousandroubles;wedonotbeseech,wedemand!’Asifhedidnotknowthatthisidiotwillcallonthemtomorrowtorenewhisoffersofmoneyandfriendship。Youwill,won’tyou?Youwill?
Come,willyou,orwon’tyou?"
"Ishall,"saidtheprince,withgentlehumility。
"Youhearhim!Youcountuponit,too,"shecontinued,turninguponDoktorenko。"Youareassureofhimnowasifyouhadthemoneyinyourpocket。Andthereyouareplayingtheswaggerertothrowdustinoureyes!No,mydearsir,youmaytakeotherpeoplein!Icanseethroughallyourairsandgraces,Iseeyourgame!"
"LizabethaProkofievna!"exclaimedtheprince。
"Come,LizabethaProkofievna,itisquitetimeforustobegoing,wewilltaketheprincewithus,"saidPrinceS。withasmile,inthecoolestpossibleway。
Thegirlsstoodapart,almostfrightened;theirfatherwaspositivelyhorrified。Mrs。Epanchin’slanguageastonishedeverybody。Somewhostoodalittlewayoffsmiledfurtively,andtalkedinwhispers。Lebedeffworeanexpressionofutmostecstasy。
"Chaosandscandalaretobefoundeverywhere,madame,"remarkedDoktorenko,whowasconsiderablyputoutofcountenance。
"Notlikethis!Nothinglikethespectacleyouhavejustgivenus,sir,"answeredLizabethaProkofievna,withasortofhystericalrage。"Leavemealone,willyou?"shecriedviolentlytothosearoundher,whoweretryingtokeepherquiet。"No,EvgeniePavlovitch,if,asyousaidyourselfjustnow,alawyersaidinopencourtthathefounditquitenaturalthatamanshouldmurdersixpeoplebecausehewasinmisery,theworldmustbecomingtoanend。Ihadnotheardofitbefore。NowI
understandeverything。Andthisstutterer,won’theturnoutamurderer?"shecried,pointingtoBurdovsky,whowasstaringatherwithstupefaction。"Ibethewill!Hewillhavenoneofyourmoney,possibly,hewillrefuseitbecausehisconsciencewillnotallowhimtoacceptit,buthewillgomurderingyoubynightandwalkingoffwithyourcashbox,withaclearconscience!Hedoesnotcallitadishonestactionbut’theimpulseofanobledespair’;’anegation’;orthedevilknowswhat!Bah!everythingisupsidedown,everyonewalksheaddownwards。Ayounggirl,broughtupathome,suddenlyjumpsintoacabinthemiddleofthestreet,saying:’Good-bye,mother,ImarriedKarlitch,orIvanitch,theotherday!’Andyouthinkitquiteright?Youcallsuchconductestimableandnatural?The’womanquestion’?Lookhere,"shecontinued,pointingtoColia,"theotherdaythatwhippersnappertoldmethatthiswasthewholemeaningofthe’womanquestion。’Butevensupposingthatyourmotherisafool,youarenonetheless,boundtotreatherwithhumanity。Whydidyoucomeheretonightsoinsolently?’Giveusourrights,butdon’tdaretospeakinourpresence。Showuseverymarkofdeepestrespect,whilewetreatyoulikethescumoftheearth。’
Themiscreantshavewrittenatissueofcalumnyintheirarticle,andthesearethemenwhoseekfortruth,anddobattlefortheright!’Wedonotbeseech,wedemand,youwillgetnothanksfromus,becauseyouwillbeactingtosatisfyyourownconscience!’
Whatmorality!But,good。heavens!ifyoudeclarethattheprince’sgenerositywill,excitenogratitudeinyou,hemightanswerthatheisnot,boundtobegratefultoPavlicheff,whoalsowasonlysatisfyinghisownconscience。Butyoucountedontheprince’s,gratitudetowardsPavlicheff;youneverlenthimanymoney;heowesyounothing;thenwhatwereyoucountinguponifnotonhisgratitude?Andifyouappealtothatsentimentinothers,whyshouldyouexpecttobeexemptedfromit?Theyaremad!Theysaysocietyissavageand。inhumanbecauseitdespisesayounggirlwhohasbeenseduced。Butifyoucallsocietyinhumanyouimplythattheyounggirlismadetosufferbyitscensure。Howthen,canyouholdheruptothescornofsocietyinthenewspaperswithoutrealizingthatyouaremakinghersuffering,stillgreater?Madmen!Vainfools!Theydon’tbelieveinGod,theydon’tbelieveinChrist!Butyouaresoeaten。upbyprideandvanity,thatyouwillendbydevouringeachother——thatismyprophecy!Isnotthisabsurd?Isitnotmonstrouschaos?
Andafterallthis,thatshamelesscreaturewillgoandbegtheirpardon!Aretheremanypeoplelikeyou?Whatareyousmilingat?
BecauseIamnotashamedtodisgracemyselfbeforeyou?——Yes,I
amdisgraced——itcan’tbehelpednow!Butdon’tyoujeeratme,youscum!"thiswasaimedatHippolyte。"Heisalmostathislastgasp,yethecorruptsothers。You,havegotholdofthislad"——shepointedtoColia;"you,haveturnedhishead,youhavetaughthimtobeanatheist,youdon’tbelieveinGod,andyouarenottoooldtobewhipped,sir!Aplagueuponyou!Andso,PrinceLefNicolaievitch,youwillcallonthemtomorrow,willyou?"sheaskedtheprincebreathlessly,forthesecondtime。
"Yes。"
"ThenIwillneverspeaktoyouagain。"Shemadeasuddenmovementtogo,andthenturnedquicklyback。"Andyouwillcallonthatatheist?"shecontinued,pointingtoHippolyte。"Howdareyougrinatmelikethat?"sheshoutedfuriously,rushingattheinvalid,whosemockingsmiledrovehertodistraction。
Exclamationsaroseonallsides。
"LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!"
"Mother,thisisdisgraceful!"criedAglaya。
Mrs。EpanchinhadapproachedHippolyteandseizedhimfirmlybythearm,whilehereyes,blazingwithfury,werefixeduponhisface。
"Donotdistressyourself,AglayaIvanovitch,"heansweredcalmly;"yourmotherknowsthatonecannotstrikeadyingman。I
amreadytoexplainwhyIwaslaughing。Ishallbedelightedifyouwillletme——"
Aviolentfitofcoughing,whichlastedafullminute,preventedhimfromfinishinghissentence。
"Heisdying,yethewillnotstopholdingforth!"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Sheloosedherholdonhisarm,almostterrified,asshesawhimwipingthebloodfromhislips。"Whydoyoutalk?Yououghttogohometobed。"
"SoIwill,"hewhisperedhoarsely。"AssoonasIgethomeIwillgotobedatonce;andIknowIshallbedeadinafortnight;
Botkinetoldmesohimselflastweek。ThatiswhyIshouldliketosayafewfarewellwords,ifyouwillletme。"
"Butyoumustbemad!Itisridiculous!Youshouldtakecareofyourself;whatistheuseofholdingaconversationnow?Gohometobed,do!"criedMrs。Epanchininhorror。
"WhenIdogotobedIshallnevergetupagain,"saidHippolyte,withasmile。"ImeanttotaketomybedyesterdayandstaytheretillIdied,butasmylegscanstillcarryme,Iputitofffortwodays,soastocomeherewiththemto-day——butIamverytired。"
"Oh,sitdown,sitdown,whyareyoustanding?"
LizabethaProkofievnaplacedachairforhimwithherownhands。
"Thankyou,"hesaidgently。"Sitoppositetome,andletustalk。Wemusthaveatalknow,LizabethaProkofievna;Iamveryanxiousforit。"Hesmiledatheroncemore。"Rememberthattoday,forthelasttime,Iamoutintheair,andinthecompanyofmyfellow-men,andthatinafortnightIshallIcertainlybenolongerinthisworld。So,inaway,thisismyfarewelltonatureandtomen。Iamnotverysentimental,butdoyouknow,I
amquitegladthatallthishashappenedatPavlofsk,whereatleastonecanseeagreentree。"
"Butwhytalknow?"repliedLizabethaProkofievna,moreandmorealarmed;"arequitefeverish。Justnowyouwouldnotstopshouting,andnowyoucanhardlybreathe。Youaregasping。"
"Ishallhavetimetorest。Whywillyounotgrantmylastwish?
Doyouknow,LizabethaProkofievna,thatIhavedreamedofmeetingyouforalongwhile?IhadoftenheardofyoufromColia;heisalmosttheonlypersonwhostillcomestoseeme。
Youareanoriginalandeccentricwoman;Ihaveseenthatformyself——Doyouknow,Ihaveevenbeenratherfondofyou?"
"Goodheavens!AndIverynearlystruckhim!"
"YouwerepreventedbyAglayaIvanovna。IthinkIamnotmistaken?Thatisyourdaughter,AglayaIvanovna?SheissobeautifulthatIrecognizedherdirectly,althoughIhadneverseenherbefore。Letme,atleast,lookonbeautyforthelasttimeinmylife,"hesaidwithawrysmile。"Youareherewiththeprince,andyourhusband,andalargecompany。Whyshouldyourefusetogratifymylastwish?"
"Givemeachair!"criedLizabethaProkofievna,butsheseizedoneforherselfandsatdownoppositetoHippolyte。"Colia,youmustgohomewithhim,"shecommandedandtomorrowIwillcomemyself。"
"Willyouletmeasktheprinceforacupoftea?……Iamexhausted。Doyouknowwhatyoumightdo,LizabethaProkofievna?
Ithinkyouwantedtotaketheprincehomewithyoufortea。Stayhere,andletusspendtheeveningtogether。Iamsuretheprincewillgiveusallsometea。Forgivemeforbeingsofreeandeasy——
butIknowyouarekind,andtheprinceiskind,too。Infact,weareallgood-naturedpeople——itisreallyquitecomical。"
Theprincebestirredhimselftogiveorders。Lebedeffhurriedout,followedbyVera。
"Itisquitetrue,"saidMrs。Epanchindecisively。"Talk,butnottooloud,anddon’texciteyourself。Youhavemademesorryforyou。Prince,youdon’tdeservethatIshouldstayandhaveteawithyou,yetIwill,allthesame,butIwon’tapologize。I
apologizetonobody!Nobody!Itisabsurd!However,forgiveme,prince,ifIblewyouup——thatis,ifyoulike,ofcourse。Butpleasedon’tletmekeepanyone,"sheaddedsuddenlytoherhusbandanddaughters,inatoneofresentment,asthoughtheyhadgrievouslyoffendedher。"Icancomehomealonequitewell。"
Buttheydidnotletherfinish,andgatheredroundhereagerly。
Theprinceimmediatelyinvitedeveryonetostayfortea,andapologizedfornothavingthoughtofitbefore。Thegeneralmurmuredafewpolitewords,andaskedLizabethaProkofievnaifshedidnotfeelcoldontheterrace。HeverynearlyaskedHippolytehowlonghehadbeenattheUniversity,butstoppedhimselfintime。EvgeniePavlovitchandPrinceS。suddenlygrewextremelygayandamiable。AdelaidaandAlexandrahadnotrecoveredfromtheirsurprise,butitwasnowmingledwithsatisfaction;inshort,everyoneseemedverymuchrelievedthatLizabethaProkofievnahadgotoverherparoxysm。Aglayaalonestillfrowned,andsatapartinsilence。Alltheotherguestsstayedonaswell;noonewantedtogo,notevenGeneralIvolgin,butLebedeffsaidsomethingtohiminpassingwhichdidnotseemtopleasehim,forheimmediatelywentandsulkedinacorner。
TheprincetookcaretoofferteatoBurdovskyandhisfriendsaswellastherest。Theinvitationmadethemratheruncomfortable。
TheymutteredthattheywouldwaitforHippolyte,andwentandsatbythemselvesinadistantcorneroftheverandah。Teawasservedatonce;Lebedeffhadnodoubtordereditforhimselfandhisfamilybeforetheothersarrived。Itwasstrikingeleven。
X。
AFTERmoisteninghislipswiththeteawhichVeraLebedeffbroughthim,Hippolytesetthecupdownonthetable,andglancedround。Heseemedconfusedandalmostataloss。
"Justlook,LizabethaProkofievna,"hebegan,withakindoffeverishhaste;"thesechinacupsaresupposedtobeextremelyvaluable。Lebedeffalwayskeepsthemlockedupinhischina-
cupboard;theywerepartofhiswife’sdowry。Yethehasbroughtthemouttonight——inyourhonour,ofcourse!Heissopleased——"
Hewasabouttoaddsomethingelse,butcouldnotfindthewords。
"There,heisfeelingembarrassed;Iexpectedasmuch,"whisperedEvgeniePavlovitchsuddenlyintheprince’sear。"Itisabadsign;whatdoyouthink?Now,outofspite,hewillcomeoutwithsomethingsooutrageousthatevenLizabethaProkofievnawillnotbeabletostandit。"
Muishkinlookedathiminquiringly。
"Youdonotcareifhedoes?"addedEvgeniePavlovitch。"NeitherdoI;infact,Ishouldbeglad,merelyasaproperpunishmentforourdearLizabethaProkofievna。Iamveryanxiousthatsheshouldgetit,withoutdelay,andIshallstaytillshedoes。Youseemfeverish。"
"Nevermind;by-and-by;yes,Iamnotfeelingwell,"saidtheprinceimpatiently,hardlylistening。HehadjustheardHippolytementionhisownname。
"Youdon’tbelieveit?"saidtheinvalid,withanervouslaugh。
"Idon’twonder,buttheprincewillhavenodifficultyinbelievingit;hewillnotbeatallsurprised。"
"Doyouhear,prince——doyouhearthat?"saidLizabethaProkofievna,turningtowardshim。
Therewaslaughterinthegrouparoundher,andLebedeffstoodbeforehergesticulatingwildly。
"Hedeclaresthatyourhumbugofalandlordrevisedthisgentleman’sarticle——thearticlethatwasreadaloudjustnow——inwhichyougotsuchacharmingdressing-down。"
TheprinceregardedLebedeffwithastonishment。
"Whydon’tyousaysomething?"criedLizabethaProkofievna,stampingherfoot。
"Well,"murmuredtheprince,withhiseyesstillfixedonLebedeff,"Icanseenowthathedid。"
"Isittrue?"sheaskedeagerly。
"Absolutely,yourexcellency,"saidLebedeff,withouttheleasthesitation。
Mrs。Epanchinalmostsprangupinamazementathisanswer,andattheassuranceofhistone。
"Heactuallyseemstoboastofit!"shecried。
"Iambase——base!"mutteredLebedeff,beatinghisbreast,andhanginghishead。
"WhatdoIcareifyouarebaseornot?Hethinkshehasonlytosay,’Iambase,’andthereisanendofit。Astoyou,prince,areyounotashamed?——Irepeat,areyounotashamed,tomixwithsuchriff-raff?Iwillneverforgiveyou!"
"Theprincewillforgiveme!"saidLebedeffwithemotionalconviction。
Kellersuddenlylefthisseat,andapproachedLizabetha。
Prokofievna。
"Itwasonlyoutofgenerosity,madame,"hesaidinaresonantvoice,"andbecauseIwouldnotbetrayafriendinanawkwardposition,thatIdidnotmentionthisrevisionbefore;thoughyouheardhimyourselfthreateningtokickusdownthesteps。Toclearthematterup,IdeclarenowthatIdidhaverecoursetohisassistance,andthatIpaidhimsixroublesforit。ButIdidnotaskhimtocorrectmystyle;Isimplywenttohimforinformationconcerningthefacts,ofwhichIwasignoranttoagreatextent,andwhichhewascompetenttogive。Thestoryofthegaiters,theappetiteintheSwissprofessor’shouse,thesubstitutionoffiftyroublesfortwohundredandfifty——allsuchdetails,infact,weregotfromhim。Ipaidhimsixroublesforthem;buthedidnotcorrectthestyle。"
"ImuststatethatIonlyrevisedthefirstpartofthearticle,"
interposedLebedeffwithfeverishimpatience,whilelaughterrosefromallaroundhim;"butwefelloutinthemiddleoveroneidea,soInevercorrectedthesecondpart。ThereforeIcannotbeheldresponsibleforthenumerousgrammaticalblundersinit。"
"Thatisallhethinksof!"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
"MayIaskwhenthisarticlewasrevised?"saidEvgeniePavlovitchtoKeller。
"Yesterdaymorning,"hereplied,"wehadaninterviewwhichweallgaveourwordofhonourtokeepsecret。"
"Theverytimewhenhewascringingbeforeyouandmakingprotestationsofdevotion!Oh,themeanwretches!IwillhavenothingtodowithyourPushkin,andyourdaughtershallnotsetfootinmyhouse!"
LizabethaProkofievnawasabouttorise,whenshesawHippolytelaughing,andturneduponhimwithirritation。
"Well,sir,Isupposeyouwantedtomakemelookridiculous?"
"Heavenforbid!"heanswered,withaforcedsmile。"ButIammorethaneverstruckbyyoureccentricity,LizabethaProkofievna。I
admitthatItoldyouofLebedeff’sduplicity,onpurpose。Iknewtheeffectitwouldhaveonyou,——onyoualone,fortheprincewillforgivehim。Hehasprobablyforgivenhimalready,andisrackinghisbrainstofindsomeexcuseforhim——isnotthatthetruth,prince?"
Hegaspedashespoke,andhisstrangeagitationseemedtoincrease。
"Well?"saidMrs。Epanchinangrily,surprisedathistone;"well,whatmore?"
"Ihaveheardmanythingsofthekindaboutyou……theydelightedme……Ihavelearnedtoholdyouinthehighestesteem,"continuedHippolyte。
Hiswordsseemedtingedwithakindofsarcasticmockery,yethewasextremelyagitated,castingsuspiciousglancesaroundhim,growingconfused,andconstantlylosingthethreadofhisideas。
Allthis,togetherwithhisconsumptiveappearance,andthefrenziedexpressionofhisblazingeyes,naturallyattractedtheattentionofeveryonepresent。
"ImighthavebeensurprisedthoughIadmitIknownothingoftheworld,notonlythatyoushouldhavestayedonjustnowinthecompanyofsuchpeopleasmyselfandmyfriends,whoarenotofyourclass,butthatyoushouldletthese……youngladieslistentosuchascandalousaffair,thoughnodoubtnovel-readinghastaughtthemallthereistoknow。Imaybemistaken;IhardlyknowwhatIamsaying;butsurelynoonebutyouwouldhavestayedtopleaseawhippersnapperyes,awhippersnapper;Iadmitittospendtheeveningandtakepartineverything——onlytobeashamedofittomorrow。IknowIexpressmyselfbadly。I
admireandappreciateitallextremely,thoughtheexpressiononthefaceofhisexcellency,yourhusband,showsthathethinksitveryimproper。He-he!"Heburstoutlaughing,andwasseizedwithafitofcoughingwhichlastedfortwominutesandpreventedhimfromspeaking。
"Hehaslosthisbreathnow!"saidLizabethaProkofievnacoldly,lookingathimwithmorecuriositythanpity:"Come,mydearboy,thatisquiteenough——letusmakeanendofthis。"
IvanFedorovitch,nowquiteoutofpatience,interruptedsuddenly。"Letmeremarkinmyturn,sir,"hesaidintonesofdeepannoyance,"thatmywifeishereastheguestofPrinceLefNicolaievitch,ourfriendandneighbour,andthatinanycase,youngman,itisnotforyoutopassjudgmentontheconductofLizabethaProkofievna,ortomakeremarksaloudinmypresenceconcerningwhatfeelingsyouthinkmaybereadinmyface。Yes,mywifestayedhere,"continuedthegeneral,withincreasingirritation,"moreoutofamazementthananythingelse。Everyonecanunderstandthatacollectionofsuchstrangeyoungmenwouldattracttheattentionofapersoninterestedincontemporarylife。Istayedmyself,justasIsometimesstoptolookoninthestreetwhenIseesomethingthatmayberegardedas-as-as-"
"Asacuriosity,"suggestedEvgeniePavlovitch,seeinghisexcellencyinvolvedinacomparisonwhichhecouldnotcomplete。
"ThatisexactlythewordIwanted,"saidthegeneralwithsatisfaction——"acuriosity。However,themostastonishingand,ifImaysoexpressmyself,themostpainful,thinginthismatter,isthatyoucannotevenunderstand,youngman,thatLizabethaProkofievna,onlystayedwithyoubecauseyouareill,——ifyoureallyaredying——movedbythepityawakenedbyyourplaintiveappeal,andthathername,character,andsocialpositionplaceheraboveallriskofcontamination。LizabethaProkofievna!"hecontinued,nowcrimsonwithrage,"ifyouarecoming,wewillsaygoodnighttotheprince,and——"
"Thankyouforthelesson,general,"saidHippolyte,withunexpectedgravity,regardinghimthoughtfully。
"Twominutesmore,ifyouplease,dearIvanFedorovitch,"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoherhusband;"itseemstomethatheisinafeveranddelirious;youcanseebyhiseyeswhatastateheisin;itisimpossibletolethimgobacktoPetersburgtonight。Canyouputhimup,LefNicolaievitch?Ihopeyouarenotbored,dearprince,"sheaddedsuddenlytoPrinceS。"Alexandra,mydear,comehere!Yourhairiscomingdown。"
Shearrangedherdaughter’shair,whichwasnotintheleastdisordered,andgaveherakiss。Thiswasallthatshehadcalledherfor。
"Ithoughtyouwerecapableofdevelopment,"saidHippolyte,comingoutofhisfitofabstraction。"Yes,thatiswhatImeanttosay,"headded,withthesatisfactionofonewhosuddenlyrememberssomethinghehadforgotten。"HereisBurdovsky,sincerelyanxioustoprotecthismother;isnotthatso?Andhehimselfisthecauseofherdisgrace。TheprinceisanxioustohelpBurdovskyandoffershimfriendshipandalargesumofmoney,inthesincerityofhisheart。Andheretheystandliketwoswornenemies——ha,ha,ha!YouallhateBurdovskybecausehisbehaviourwithregardtohismotherisshockingandrepugnanttoyou;doyounot?Isnotthattrue?Isitnottrue?Youallhaveapassionforbeautyanddistinctioninoutwardforms;thatisallyoucarefor,isn’tit?Ihavesuspectedforalongtimethatyoucaredfornothingelse!Well,letmetellyouthatperhapsthereisnotoneofyouwholovedyourmotherasBurdovskylovedhis。
Astoyou,prince,IknowthatyouhavesentmoneysecretlytoBurdovsky’smotherthroughGania。Well,Ibetnow,"hecontinuedwithanhystericallaugh,"thatBurdovskywillaccuseyouofindelicacy,andreproachyouwithawantofrespectforhismother!Yes,thatisquitecertain!Ha,ha,ha!"
Hecaughthisbreath,andbegantocoughoncemore。
"Come,thatisenough!Thatisallnow;youhavenomoretosay?
Nowgotobed;youareburningwithfever,"saidLizabethaProkofievnaimpatiently。Heranxiouseyeshadneverlefttheinvalid。"Goodheavens,heisgoingtobeginagain!"
"Youarelaughing,Ithink?Whydoyoukeeplaughingatme?"saidHippolyteirritablytoEvgeniePavlovitch,whocertainlywaslaughing。
"Ionlywanttoknow,Mr。Hippolyte——excuseme,Iforgetyoursurname。"
"Mr。Terentieff,"saidtheprince。
"Ohyes,Mr。Terentieff。Thankyouprince。Ihearditjustnow,buthadforgottenit。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Terentieff,ifwhatI
haveheardaboutyouistrue。Itseemsyouareconvincedthatifyoucouldspeaktothepeoplefromawindowforaquarterofanhour,youcouldmakethemalladoptyourviewsandfollowyou?"
"Imayhavesaidso,"answeredHippolyte,asiftryingtoremember。"Yes,Icertainlysaidso,"hecontinuedwithsuddenanimation,fixinganunflinchingglanceonhisquestioner。"Whatofit?"
"Nothing。Iwasonlyseekingfurtherinformation,toputthefinishingtouch。"
EvgeniePavlovitchwassilent,butHippolytekepthiseyesfixeduponhim,waitingimpatientlyformore。
"Well,haveyoufinished?"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoEvgenie。
"Makehaste,sir;itistimehewenttobed。Haveyoumoretosay?"Shewasveryangry。
"Yes,Ihavealittlemore,"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,withasmile。"Itseemstomethatallyouandyourfriendshavesaid,Mr。Terentieff,andallyouhavejustputforwardwithsuchundeniabletalent,maybesummedupinthetriumphofrightaboveall,independentofeverythingelse,totheexclusionofeverythingelse;perhapsevenbeforehavingdiscoveredwhatconstitutestheright。Imaybemistaken?"
"Youarecertainlymistaken;Idonotevenunderstandyou。Whatelse?"
MurmursaroseintheneighbourhoodofBurdovskyandhiscompanions;Lebedeff’snephewprotestedunderhisbreath。
"Ihavenearlyfinished,"repliedEvgeniePavlovitch。
"Iwillonlyremarkthatfromthesepremissesonecouldconcludethatmightisright——Imeantherightoftheclenchedfist,andofpersonalinclination。Indeed,theworldhasoftencometothatconclusion。Prudhonupheldthatmightisright。IntheAmericanWarsomeofthemostadvancedLiberalstooksideswiththeplantersonthescorethattheblackswereaninferiorracetothewhites,andthatmightwastherightofthewhiterace。"
"Well?"
"Youmean,nodoubt,thatyoudonotdenythatmightisright?"
"Whatthen?"
"Youareatleastlogical。Iwouldonlypointoutthatfromtherightofmight,totherightoftigersandcrocodiles,orevenDaniloffandGorsky,isbutastep。"
"Iknownothingaboutthat;whatelse?"
Hippolytewasscarcelylistening。Hekeptsayingwell?"and"whatelse?"mechanically,withouttheleastcuriosity,andbymereforceofhabit。
"Why,nothingelse;thatisall。"
"However,Ibearyounogrudge,"saidHippolytesuddenly,and,hardlyconsciousofwhathewasdoing,heheldouthishandwithasmile。ThegesturetookEvgeniePavlovitchbysurprise,butwiththeutmostgravityhetouchedthehandthatwasofferedhimintokenofforgiveness。
"Icanbutthankyou,"hesaid,inatonetoorespectfultobesincere,"foryourkindnessinlettingmespeak,forIhaveoftennoticedthatourLiberalsneverallowotherpeopletohaveanopinionoftheirown,andimmediatelyanswertheiropponentswithabuse,iftheydonothaverecoursetoargumentsofastillmoreunpleasantnature。"
"Whatyousayisquitetrue,"observedGeneralEpanchin;then,claspinghishandsbehindhisback,hereturnedtohisplaceontheterracesteps,whereheyawnedwithanairofboredom。
"Come,sir,thatwilldo;youwearyme,"saidLizabethaProkofievnasuddenlytoEvgeniePavlovitch。
Hippolyteroseallatonce,lookingtroubledandalmostfrightened。
"Itistimeformetogo,"hesaid,glancingroundinperplexity。
"Ihavedetainedyou……Iwantedtotellyoueverything……I
thoughtyouall……forthelasttime……itwasawhim……"
Heevidentlyhadsuddenfitsofreturninganimation,whenheawokefromhissemi-delirium;then,recoveringfullself-
possessionforafewmoments,hewouldspeak,indisconnectedphraseswhichhadperhapshauntedhimforalongwhileonhisbedofsuffering,duringweary,sleeplessnights。
"Well,good-bye,"hesaidabruptly。"Youthinkitiseasyformetosaygood-byetoyou?Ha,ha!"
Feelingthathisquestionwassomewhatgauche,hesmiledangrily。
Thenasifvexedthathecouldnoteverexpresswhathereallymeant,hesaidirritably,inaloudvoice:
"Excellency,Ihavethehonourofinvitingyoutomyfuneral;
thatis,ifyouwilldeigntohonouritwithyourpresence。I
inviteyouall,gentlemen,aswellasthegeneral。"
Heburstoutlaughingagain,butitwasthelaughterofamadman。
LizabethaProkofievnaapproachedhimanxiouslyandseizedhisarm。Hestaredatherforamoment,stilllaughing,butsoonhisfacegrewserious。
"DoyouknowthatIcameheretoseethosetrees?"pointingtothetreesinthepark。"Itisnotridiculous,isit?Saythatitisnotridiculous!"hedemandedurgentlyofLizabethaProkofievna。Thenheseemedtobeplungedinthought。Amomentlaterheraisedhishead,andhiseyessoughtforsomeone。HewaslookingforEvgeniePavlovitch,whowasclosebyonhisrightasbefore,buthehadforgottenthis,andhiseyesrangedovertheassembledcompany。"Ah!youhavenotgone!"hesaid,whenhecaughtsightofhimatlast。"Youkeptonlaughingjustnow,becauseIthoughtofspeakingtothepeoplefromthewindowforaquarterofanhour。ButIamnoteighteen,youknow;lyingonthatbed,andlookingoutofthatwindow,Ihavethoughtofallsortsofthingsforsuchalongtimethat……adeadmanhasnoage,youknow。Iwassayingthattomyselfonlylastweek,whenI
wasawakeinthenight。Doyouknowwhatyoufearmost?Youfearoursinceritymorethananything,althoughyoudespiseus!Theideacrossedmymindthatnight……YouthoughtIwasmakingfunofyoujustnow,LizabethaProkofievna?No,theideaofmockerywasfarfromme;Ionlymeanttopraiseyou。Coliatoldmetheprincecalledyouachild——verywell——butletmesee,I
hadsomethingelsetosay……"Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandtriedtocollecthisthoughts。
"Ah,yes——youweregoingawayjustnow,andIthoughttomyself:
’Ishallneverseethesepeopleagain-neveragain!ThisisthelasttimeIshallseethetrees,too。IshallseenothingafterthisbuttheredbrickwallofMeyer’shouseoppositemywindow。
Tellthemaboutit——trytotellthem,’Ithought。’Hereisabeautifulyounggirl——youareadeadman;makethemunderstandthat。Tellthemthatadeadmanmaysayanything——andMrs。Grundywillnotbeangry——ha-ha!Youarenotlaughing?"Helookedanxiouslyaround。"ButyouknowIgetsomanyqueerideas,lyingthereinbed。Ihavegrownconvincedthatnatureisfullofmockery——youcalledmeanatheistjustnow,butyouknowthisnature……whyareyoulaughingagain?Youareverycruel!"headdedsuddenly,regardingthemallwithmournfulreproach。"I
havenotcorruptedColia,"heconcludedinadifferentandveryserioustone,asifrememberingsomethingagain。
"Nobodyhereislaughingatyou。Calmyourself"saidLizabethaProkofievna,muchmoved。"Youshallseeanewdoctortomorrow;
theotherwasmistaken;butsitdown,donotstandlikethat!Youaredelirious——Oh,whatshallwedowithhimshecriedinanguish,asshemadehimsitdownagaininthearm-chair。
Atearglistenedonhercheek。AtthesightofitHippolyteseemedamazed。Heliftedhishandtimidlyand,touchedthetearwithhisfinger,smilinglikeachild。
"I……you,"hebeganjoyfully。"YoucannottellhowI……healwaysspokesoenthusiasticallyofyou,Coliahere;Ilikedhisenthusiasm。Iwasnotcorruptinghim!ButImustleavehim,too——
Iwantedtoleavethemall——therewasnotoneofthem——notone!I
wantedtobeamanofaction——Ihadarighttobe。Oh!whatalotofthingsIwanted!NowIwantnothing;Irenounceallmywants;IsworetomyselfthatIwouldwantnothing;letthemseekthetruthwithoutme!Yes,natureisfullofmockery!Why"——hecontinuedwithsuddenwarmth——"doesshecreatethechoicestbeingsonlytomockatthem?Theonlyhumanbeingwhoisrecognizedasperfect,whennatureshowedhimtomankind,wasgiventhemissiontosaythingswhichhavecausedthesheddingofsomuchbloodthatitwouldhavedrownedmankindifithadallbeenshedatonce!Oh!itisbetterformetodie!Ishouldtellsomedreadfullietoo;naturewouldsocontriveit!Ihavecorruptednobody。Iwantedtoliveforthehappinessofallmen,tofindandspreadthetruth。IusedtolookoutofmywindowatthewallofMeyer’shouse,andsaytomyselfthatifIcouldspeakforaquarterofanhourIwouldconvincethewholeworld,andnowforonceinmylifeIhavecomeintocontactwith……
you——ifnotwiththeothers!Andwhatistheresult?Nothing!Thesoleresultisthatyoudespiseme!ThereforeImustbeafool,I
amuseless,itistimeIdisappeared!AndIshallleavenotevenamemory!Notasound,notatrace,notasingledeed!Ihavenotspreadasingletruth!……Donotlaughatthefool!Forgethim!Forgethimforever!Ibeseechyou,donotbesocruelastoremember!DoyouknowthatifIwerenotconsumptive,Iwouldkillmyself?"
Thoughheseemedtowishtosaymuchmore,hebecamesilent。Hefellbackintohischair,and,coveringhisfacewithhishands,begantosoblikealittlechild。
"Oh!whatoneartharewetodowithhim?"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Shehastenedtohimandpressedhisheadagainstherbosom,whilehesobbedconvulsively。
"Come,come,come!There,youmustnotcry,thatwilldo。Youareagoodchild!Godwillforgiveyou,becauseyouknewnobetter。
Comenow,beaman!Youknowpresentlyyouwillbeashamed。"
Hippolyteraisedhisheadwithaneffort,saying:
"Ihavelittlebrothersandsisters,overthere,pooravidinnocent。Shewillcorruptthem!Youareasaint!Youareachildyourself——savethem!Snatchthemfromthat……sheis……itisshameful!Oh!helpthem!Godwillrepayyouahundredfold。FortheloveofGod,fortheloveofChrist!"
"Speak,IvanFedorovitch!Whatarewetodo?"criedLizabethaProkofievna,irritably。"Pleasebreakyourmajesticsilence!I
tellyou,ifyoucannotcometosomedecision,Iwillstayhereallnightmyself。Youhavetyrannizedovermeenough,youautocrat!"
Shespokeangrily,andingreatexcitement,andexpectedanimmediatereply。Butinsuchacase,nomatterhowmanyarepresent,allprefertokeepsilence:noonewilltaketheinitiative,butallreservetheircommentstillafterwards。Thereweresomepresent——VarvaraArdalionovna,forinstance——whowouldhavewillinglysattheretillmorningwithoutsayingaword。
Varvarahadsatapartalltheeveningwithoutopeningherlips,butshelistenedtoeverythingwiththeclosestattention;
perhapsshehadherreasonsforsodoing。
"Mydear,"saidthegeneral,"itseemstomethatasick-nursewouldbeofmoreuseherethananexcitablepersonlikeyou。
Perhapsitwouldbeaswelltogetsomesober,reliablemanforthenight。Inanycasewemustconsulttheprince,andleavethepatienttorestatonce。Tomorrowwecanseewhatcanbedoneforhim。"
"Itisnearlymidnight;wearegoing。Willhecomewithus,orishetostayhere?"Doktorenkoaskedcrosslyoftheprince。
"Youcanstaywithhimifyoulike,"saidMuishkin。
"Thereisplentyofroomhere。"
Suddenly,totheastonishmentofall,Kellerwentquicklyuptothegeneral。
"Excellency,"hesaid,impulsively,"ifyouwantareliablemanforthenight,Iamreadytosacrificemyselfformyfriend——suchasoulashehas!Ihavelongthoughthimagreatman,excellency!Myarticleshowedmylackofeducation,butwhenhecriticizeshescatterspearls!"
IvanFedorovitchturnedfromtheboxerwithagestureofdespair。
"Ishallbedelightedifhewillstay;itwouldcertainlybedifficultforhimtogetbacktoPetersburg,"saidtheprince,inanswertotheeagerquestionsofLizabethaProkofievna。
"Butyouarehalfasleep,areyounot?Ifyoudon’twanthim,I
willtakehimbacktomyhouse!Why,goodgracious!Hecanhardlystanduphimself!Whatisit?Areyouill?"
Notfindingtheprinceonhisdeath-bed,LizabethaProkofievnahadbeenmisledbyhisappearancetothinkhimmuchbetterthanhewas。Buthisrecentillness,thepainfulmemoriesattachedtoit,thefatigueofthisevening,theincidentwith"Pavlicheff’sson,"andnowthisscenewithHippolyte,hadallsoworkedonhisoversensitivenaturethathewasnowalmostinafever。Moreover,anewtrouble,almostafear,showeditselfinhiseyes;hewatchedHippolyteanxiouslyasifexpectingsomethingfurther。
SuddenlyHippolytearose。Hisface,shockinglypale,wasthatofamanoverwhelmedwithshameanddespair。Thiswasshownchieflyinthelookoffearandhatredwhichhecastupontheassembledcompany,andinthewildsmileuponhistremblinglips。Thenhecastdownhiseyes,andwiththesamesmile,staggeredtowardsBurdovskyandDoktorenko,whostoodattheentrancetotheverandah。Hehaddecidedtogowiththem。
"There!thatiswhatIfeared!"criedtheprince。"Itwasinevitable!"
Hippolyteturneduponhim,apreytomaniacalrage,whichsetallthemusclesofhisfacequivering。
"Ah!thatiswhatyoufeared!Itwasinevitable,yousay!Well,letmetellyouthatifIhateanyonehere——Ihateyouall,"hecried,inahoarse,strainedvoice-"butyou,you,withyourjesuiticalsoul,yoursoulofsicklysweetness,idiot,beneficentmillionaire——Ihateyouworsethananythingoranyoneonearth!I
sawthroughyouandhatedyoulongago;fromthedayIfirstheardofyou。Ihatedyouwithmywholeheart。Youhavecontrivedallthis!Youhavedrivenmeintothisstate!Youhavemadeadyingmandisgracehimself。You,you,youarethecauseofmyabjectcowardice!IwouldkillyouifIremainedalive!Idonotwantyourbenefits;Iwillacceptnonefromanyone;doyouhear?
Notfromanyone!Iwantnothing!Iwasdelirious,donotdaretotriumph!Icurseeveryoneofyou,onceforall!"
Breathfailedhimhere,andhewasobligedtostop。
"Heisashamedofhistears!"whisperedLebedefftoLizabethaProkofievna。"Itwasinevitable。Ah!whatawonderfulmantheprinceis!Hereadhisverysoul。"
ButMrs。EpanchinwouldnotdeigntolookatLebedeff。Drawnuphaughtily,withherheadheldhigh,shegazedatthe"riff-raff,"
withscornfulcuriosity。WhenHippolytehadfinished,IvanFedorovitchshruggedhisshoulders,andhiswifelookedhimangrilyupanddown,asiftodemandthemeaningofhismovement。
Thensheturnedtotheprince。
"Thanks,prince,manythanks,eccentricfriendofthefamily,forthepleasanteveningyouhaveprovidedforus。Iamsureyouarequitepleasedthatyouhavemanagedtomixusupwithyourextraordinaryaffairs。Itisquiteenough,dearfamilyfriend;
thankyouforgivingusanopportunityofgettingtoknowyousowell。"
Shearrangedhercloakwithhandsthattrembledwithangerasshewaitedforthe"riff-raff"togo。ThecabwhichLebedeff’ssonhadgonetofetchaquarterofanhourago,byDoktorenko’sorder,arrivedatthatmoment。Thegeneralthoughtfittoputinawordafterhiswife。
"Really,prince,Ihardlyexpectedafter——afterallourfriendlyintercourse——andyousee,LizabethaProkofievna——"
"Papa,howcanyou?"criedAdelaida,walkingquicklyuptotheprinceandholdingoutherhand。
Hesmiledabsentlyather;thensuddenlyhefeltaburningsensationinhisearasanangryvoicewhispered:
"Ifyoudonotturnthosedreadfulpeopleoutofthehousethisveryinstant,Ishallhateyouallmylife——allmylife!"ItwasAglaya。Sheseemedalmostinafrenzy,butsheturnedawaybeforetheprincecouldlookather。However,therewasnoonelefttoturnoutofthehouse,fortheyhadmanagedmeanwhiletogetHippolyteintothecab,andithaddrivenoff。
"Well,howmuchlongeristhisgoingtolast,IvanFedorovitch?
Whatdoyouthink?ShallIsoonbedeliveredfromtheseodiousyouths?"
"Mydear,Iamquiteready;naturally……theprince。"
IvanFedorovitchheldouthishandtoMuishkin,butranafterhiswife,whowasleavingwitheverysignofviolentindignation,beforehehadtimetoshakeit。Adelaida,herfiance,andAlexandra,saidgood-byetotheirhostwithsincerefriendliness。
EvgeniePavlovitchdidthesame,andhealoneseemedingoodspirits。
"WhatIexpectedhashappened!ButIamsorry,youpoorfellow,thatyoushouldhavehadtosufferforit,"hemurmured,withamostcharmingsmile。
Aglayaleftwithoutsayinggood-bye。Buttheeveningwasnottoendwithoutalastadventure。AnunexpectedmeetingwasyetinstoreforLizabethaProkofievna。
ShehadscarcelydescendedtheterracestepsleadingtothehighroadthatskirtstheparkatPavlofsk,whensuddenlytheredashedbyasmartopencarriage,drawnbyapairofbeautifulwhitehorses。Havingpassedsometenyardsbeyondthehouse,thecarriagesuddenlydrewup,andoneofthetwoladiesseatedinitturnedsharproundasthoughshehadjustcaughtsightofsomeacquaintancewhomsheparticularlywishedtosee。
"EvgeniePavlovitch!Isthatyou?"criedaclear,sweetvoice,whichcausedtheprince,andperhapssomeoneelse,totremble。
"Well,IAMgladI’vefoundyouatlast!I’vesenttotownforyoutwicetodaymyself!Mymessengershavebeensearchingforyoueverywhere!"
EvgeniePavlovitchstoodonthestepslikeonestruckbylightning。Mrs。Epanchinstoodstilltoo,butnotwiththepetrifiedexpressionofEvgenie。Shegazedhaughtilyattheaudaciouspersonwhohadaddressedhercompanion,andthenturnedalookofastonishmentuponEvgeniehimself。
"There’snews!"continuedtheclearvoice。"YouneednotbeanxiousaboutKupferof’sIOU’s——Rogojinhasboughtthemup。I
persuadedhimto!——IdaresayweshallsettleBiscuptoo,soit’sallright,yousee!Aurevoir,tomorrow!Anddon’tworry!"Thecarriagemovedon,anddisappeared。
"Thewoman’smad!"criedEvgenie,atlast,crimsonwithanger,andlookingconfusedlyaround。"Idon’tknowwhatshe’stalkingabout!WhatIOU’s?Whoisshe?"Mrs。Epanchincontinuedtowatchhisfaceforacoupleofseconds;thenshemarchedbrisklyandhaughtilyawaytowardsherownhouse,therestfollowingher。
Aminuteafterwards,EvgeniePavlovitchreappearedontheterrace,ingreatagitation。
"Prince,"hesaid,"tellmethetruth;doyouknowwhatallthismeans?"
"Iknownothingwhateveraboutit!"repliedthelatter,whowas,himself,inastateofnervousexcitement。
"No?"
"No?
"Well,nordoI!"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughingsuddenly。"I
haven’ttheslightestknowledgeofanysuchIOU’sasshementioned,IswearIhaven’t——What’sthematter,areyoufainting?"
"Oh,no-no-I’mallright,Iassureyou!"
XI。
THEangeroftheEpanchinfamilywasunappeasedforthreedays。
Asusualtheprincereproachedhimself,andhadexpectedpunishment,buthewasinwardlyconvincedthatLizabethaProkofievnacouldnotbeseriouslyangrywithhim,andthatsheprobablywasmoreangrywithherself。Hewaspainfullysurprised,therefore,whenthreedayspassedwithnowordfromher。Otherthingsalsotroubledandperplexedhim,andoneofthesegrewmoreimportantinhiseyesasthedayswentby。Hehadbeguntoblamehimselffortwooppositetendencies——ontheonehandtoextreme,almost"senseless,"confidenceinhisfellows,ontheothertoa"vile,gloomysuspiciousness。"
BytheendofthethirddaytheincidentoftheeccentricladyandEvgeniePavlovitchhadattainedenormousandmysteriousproportionsinhismind。Hesorrowfullyaskedhimselfwhetherhehadbeenthecauseofthisnew"monstrosity,"orwasit……butherefrainedfromsayingwhoelsemightbeinfault。AsforthelettersN。P。B。,helookedonthatasaharmlessjoke,amerechildishpieceofmischief——sochildishthathefeltitwouldbeshameful,almostdishonourable,toattachanyimportancetoit。
Thedayafterthesescandalousevents,however,theprincehadthehonourofreceivingavisitfromAdelaidaandherfiance,PrinceS。Theycame,ostensibly,toinquireafterhishealth。
Theyhadwanderedoutforawalk,andcalledin"byaccident,"
andtalkedforalmostthewholeofthetimetheywerewithhimaboutacertainmostlovelytreeinthepark,whichAdelaidahadsetherheartuponforapicture。This,andalittleamiableconversationonPrinceS。’spart,occupiedthetime,andnotawordwassaidaboutlastevening’sepisodes。AtlengthAdelaidaburstoutlaughing,apologized,andexplainedthattheyhadcomeincognito;fromwhich,andfromthecircumstancethattheysaidnothingabouttheprince’seitherwalkingbackwiththemorcomingtoseethemlateron,thelatterinferredthathewasinMrs。Epanchin’sblackbooks。Adelaidamentionedawatercolourthatshewouldmuchliketoshowhim,andexplainedthatshewouldeithersenditbyColia,orbringitherselfthenextday——
whichtotheprinceseemedverysuggestive。
Atlength,however,justasthevisitorswereonthepointofdeparting,PrinceS。seemedsuddenlytorecollecthimself。"Ohyes,by-the-by,"hesaid,"doyouhappentoknow,mydearLefNicolaievitch,whothatladywaswhocalledouttoEvgeniePavlovitchlastnight,fromthecarriage?"
"ItwasNastasiaPhilipovna,"saidtheprince;"didn’tyouknowthat?Icannottellyouwhohercompanionwas。"
"Butwhatonearthdidshemean?Iassureyouitisarealriddletome——tome,andtoothers,too!"PrinceS。seemedtobeundertheinfluenceofsincereastonishment。
"ShespokeofsomebillsofEvgeniePavlovitch’s,"saidtheprince,simply,"whichRogojinhadboughtupfromsomeone;andimpliedthatRogojinwouldnotpresshim。"
"Oh,Iheardthatmuch,mydearfellow!Butthethingissoimpossiblyabsurd!AmanofpropertylikeEvgenietogiveIOU’stoamoney-lender,andtobeworriedaboutthem!Itisridiculous。Besides,hecannotpossiblybeonsuchintimatetermswithNastasiaPhilipovnaasshegaveustounderstand;that’stheprincipalpartofthemystery!Hehasgivenmehiswordthatheknowsnothingwhateveraboutthematter,andofcourseIbelievehim。Well,thequestionis,mydearprince,doyouknowanythingaboutit?Hasanysortofsuspicionofthemeaningofitcomeacrossyou?"
"No,Iknownothingwhateveraboutit。IassureyouIhadnothingatalltodowithit。"
"Oh,prince,howstrangeyouhavebecome!Iassureyou,Ihardlyknowyouforyouroldself。HowcanyousupposethatIeversuggestedyoucouldhavehadafingerinsuchabusiness?Butyouarenotquiteyourselftoday,Icansee。"Heembracedtheprince,andkissedhim。
"Whatdoyoumean,though,"askedMuishkin,"’bysuchabusiness’?Idon’tseeanyparticular’business’aboutitatall!"
"Oh,undoubtedly,thispersonwishedsomehow,andforsomereason,todoEvgeniePavlovitchabadturn,byattributingtohim——beforewitnesses——qualitieswhichheneitherhasnorcanhave,"repliedPrinceS。drilyenough。
Muiskhinlookeddisturbed,butcontinuedtogazeintentlyandquestioninglyintoPrinceS。’sface。Thelatter,however,remainedsilent。
"Thenitwasnotsimplyamatterofbills?"Muishkinsaidatlast,withsomeimpatience。"Itwasnotasshesaid?"
"ButIaskyou,mydearsir,howcantherebeanythingincommonbetweenEvgeniePavlovitch,and——her,andagainRogojin?Itellyouheisamanofimmensewealth——asIknowforafact;andhehasfurtherexpectationsfromhisuncle。SimplyNastasiaPhilipovna——"
PrinceS。paused,asthoughunwillingtocontinuetalkingaboutNastasiaPhilipovna。
"Thenatalleventsheknowsher!"remarkedtheprince,afteramoment’ssilence。
"Oh,thatmaybe。Hemayhaveknownhersometimeago——twoorthreeyears,atleast。HeusedtoknowTotski。Butitisimpossiblethatthereshouldbeanyintimacybetweenthem。Shehasnotevenbeenintheplace——manypeopledon’tevenknowthatshehasreturnedfromMoscow!Ihaveonlyobservedhercarriageaboutforthelastthreedaysorso。"
"It’salovelycarriage,"saidAdelaida。
"Yes,itwasabeautifulturn-out,certainly!"
Thevisitorsleftthehouse,however,onnolessfriendlytermsthanbefore。Butthevisitwasofthegreatestimportancetotheprince,fromhisownpointofview。Admittingthathehadhissuspicions,fromthemomentoftheoccurrenceoflastnight,perhapsevenbefore,thatNastasiahadsomemysteriousendinview,yetthisvisitconfirmedhissuspicionsandjustifiedhisfears。Itwasallcleartohim;PrinceS。waswrong,perhaps,inhisviewofthematter,buthewassomewherenearthetruth,andwasrightinsofarasthatheunderstoodtheretobeanintrigueofsomesortgoingon。PerhapsPrinceS。sawitallmoreclearlythanhehadallowedhishearerstounderstand。Atallevents,nothingcouldbeplainerthanthatheandAdelaidahadcomefortheexpresspurposeofobtainingexplanations,andthattheysuspectedhimofbeingconcernedintheaffair。Andifallthiswereso,thenSHEmusthavesometerribleobjectinview!Whatwasit?TherewasnostoppingHER,asMuishkinknewfromexperience,intheperformanceofanythingshehadsethermindon!"Oh,sheismad,mad!"thoughtthepoorprince。
Butthereweremanyotherpuzzlingoccurrencesthatday,whichrequiredimmediateexplanation,andtheprincefeltverysad。A
visitfromVeraLebedeffdistractedhimalittle。ShebroughttheinfantLubotchkawithherasusual,andtalkedcheerfullyforsometime。Thencameheryoungersister,andlaterthebrother,whoattendedaschoolcloseby。HeinformedMuishkinthathisfatherhadlatelyfoundanewinterpretationofthestarcalled"wormwood,"whichfelluponthewater-springs,asdescribedintheApocalypse。HehaddecidedthatitmeantthenetworkofrailroadsspreadoverthefaceofEuropeatthepresenttime。TheprincerefusedtobelievethatLebedeffcouldhavegivensuchaninterpretation,andtheydecidedtoaskhimaboutitattheearliestopportunity。VerarelatedhowKellerhadtakenuphisabodewiththemonthepreviousevening。Shethoughthewouldremainforsometime,ashewasgreatlypleasedwiththesocietyofGeneralIvolginandofthewholefamily。Buthedeclaredthathehadonlycometotheminordertocompletehiseducation!
TheprincealwaysenjoyedthecompanyofLebedeff’schildren,andtodayitwasespeciallywelcome,forColiadidnotappearallday。EarlythatmorninghehadstartedforPetersburg。Lebedeffalsowasawayonbusiness。ButGavrilaArdalionovitchhadpromisedtovisitMuishkin,whoeagerlyawaitedhiscoming。
Aboutsevenintheevening,soonafterdinner,hearrived。Atthefirstglanceitstrucktheprincethathe,atanyrate,mustknowallthedetailsoflastnight’saffair。Indeed,itwouldhavebeenimpossibleforhimtoremaininignoranceconsideringtheintimaterelationshipbetweenhim,VarvaraArdalionovna,andPtitsin。Butalthoughheandtheprincewereintimate,inasense,andalthoughthelatterhadplacedtheBurdovskyaffairinhishands-andthiswasnottheonlymarkofconfidencehehadreceived——itseemedcurioushowmanymatterstherewerethatweretacitlyavoidedintheirconversations。MuishkinthoughtthatGaniaattimesappearedtodesiremorecordialityandfrankness。
Itwasapparentnow,whenheentered,thathe,wasconvincedthatthemomentforbreakingtheicebetweenthemhadcomeatlast。
ButallthesameGaniawasinhaste,forhissisterwaswaitingatLebedeff’stoconsulthimonanurgentmatterofbusiness。Ifhehadanticipatedimpatientquestions,orimpulsiveconfidences,hewassoonundeceived。Theprincewasthoughtful,reserved,evenalittleabsent-minded,andaskednoneofthequestions——oneinparticular——thatGaniahadexpected。Soheimitatedtheprince’sdemeanour,andtalkedfastandbrilliantlyuponallsubjectsbuttheoneonwhichtheirthoughtswereengaged。AmongotherthingsGaniatoldhishostthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenonlyfourdaysinPavlofsk,andthateveryonewastalkingaboutheralready。ShewasstayingwithDariaAlexeyevna,inanuglylittlehouseinMattrosskyStreet,butdroveaboutinthesmartestcarriageintheplace。Acrowdoffollowershadpursuedherfromthefirst,youngandold。Someescortedheronhorse-backwhenshetooktheairinhercarriage。
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