首页 >出版文学> Susan Lenox-Her Rise and Fall>第3章
  “Why,howcouldyougettoCincinnati?“hesaid。“Youhaven”tanymoney。”
  “I”veatwenty-dollargoldpieceUnclegavemeasakeepsake。
  AndI”vegotseventeendollarsinothermoney,andseveraldollarsinchange,“explainedshe。“I”vegottwohundredandforty-threedollarsandfiftycentsinthebank,butIcan”tgetthat——notnow。They”llsendittomewhenIfindaplaceandamsettledandletthemknow。”
  “Youcan”tdoit,Susie!Youcan”tandyoumustn”t。”
  “Ifyouknewwhattheysaidtome!Oh,I_couldn”t_stay,Sam。
  I”vegotsomeofmyclothes——alittlebundlebehindthefrontdoor。AssoonasI”msettledI”llletyouknow。”
  Asilence,thenhe,hesitatingly,“Don”tyou——doyou——hadn”tI
  bettergowithyou?“
  Shethrilledatthisgenerosity,thisnewproofoflove。Butshesaid:“No,Iwouldn”tletyoudothat。They”dblameyou。AndI
  wantthemtoknowit”sallmyowndoing。”
  “You”reright,Susie,“saidtheyoungman,relievedandemphatic。“IfIwentwithyou,it”donlygetbothofusintodeepertrouble。”Againsilence,withSamfeelingakindofaweashestudiedtheresolute,mysteriousprofileofthegirl,whichhecouldnowseeclearly。Atlasthesaid:“Andafteryougetthere,Susie——whatwillyoudo?“
  “Findaboardinghouse,andthenlookforaplace。”
  “Whatkindofaplace?“
  “Inastore——ormakingdresses——oranykindofsewing。OrI
  coulddohousework。”
  Theseximpulseisprolificofgenerousimpulses。He,sittingsoclosetoherandbreathinginthroughhisskintheemanationsofheryoungmagnetism,wasmovedtothedepthsbythepictureherwordsconjured。Thisbeautifulgirl,amerechild,bornandbredintheladyclass,wanderingawaypennilessandalone,tobeapreytotheworld”sbuffetingswhich,severeenoughinreality,seemsavagebeyondendurancetothechildrenofwealth。
  Ashepicturedithisheartimpulsivelyexpanded。Itwasathislipstooffertomarryher。Buthisrealself——andone”srealselfisvastlydifferentfromone”simpulses——hisrealselfforbadethewordspassage。Noteventheseximpulse,intoxicatinghimasitthenwas,coulddethronesnobbishcalculation。Hewasyoung;sowhilehedidnotspeak,hefeltashamedofhimselffornotspeaking。Hefeltthatshemustbeexpectinghimtospeak,thatshehadtherighttoexpectit。Hedrewalittleawayfromher,andkeptsilent。
  “Thetimewillsoonpass,“saidsheabsently。
  “Thetime?Thenyouintendtocomeback?“
  “Imeanthetimeuntilyou”rethroughcollegeandwecanbetogether。”
  Shespokeasonespeaksofadreamastowhichonehasneveradoubtbutthatitwillcometrue。Itwassopreposterous,thisideathathewouldmarryher,especiallyaftershehadbeenaservantorGodknowswhatforseveralyears——itwassoabsurdthatheburstintoasweatofnervousterror。Andhehastilydrewfurtheraway。
  Shefeltthechange,forshewasofthosewhoarebornsensitive。Butshewasfartooyoungandinexperiencedtohavelearnedtointerpretarightthesubtlewarningofthenerves。
  “Youaredispleasedwithme?“sheaskedtimidly。
  “No——Oh,no,Susie,“hestammered。“I——Iwasthinking。Doputoffgoingforadayortwo。There”snoneedofhurrying。”
  Butshefeltthatbydisobeyingherauntandcomingdowntoseehimshehadforfeitedtherighttoshelterunderthatroof。“I
  can”tgoback,“saidshe。“There”sareason。”Shewouldnottellhimthereason;itwouldmakehimfeelasifheweretoblame。
  “WhenIgetaplaceinCincinnati,“shewenton,“I”llwritetoyou。”
  “Nothere,“heobjected。“Thatwouldn”tdoatall。No,sendmealinetotheGibsonHouseinCincinnati,givingmeyouraddress。”
  “TheGibsonHouse,“sherepeated。“I”llnotforgetthatname。
  GibsonHouse。”
  “Senditassoonasyougetaplace。ImaybeinCincinnatisoon。Butthisisallnonsense。You”renotgoing。You”dbeafraid。”
  Shelaughedsoftly。“Youdon”tknowme。NowthatI”vegottogo,I”mglad。”
  Andherealizedthatshewasnottalkingtogiveherselfcourage,thatherwordswereliterallytrue。Thismadehimadmireher,andfearher,too。Theremustbesomethingwildandunwomanlyinhernature。“Iguesssheinheritsitfromhermother——andperhapsherfather,whoeverhewas。”Probablyshewassimplydoingalittleearlywhatshe”dhavebeensuretodosoonerorlater,nomatterwhathadhappened。Onthewhole,itwasjustaswellthatshewasgoing。“IcantakeheronEastinthefall。Assoonasshehasalittleknowledgeoftheworldshe”llnotexpectmetomarryher。Shecangetsomethingtodo。
  I”llhelpher。”Andnowhefeltinconceitwithhimselfagain——
  feltthathewasgoingtobeagood,generousfriendtoher。
  “Perhapsyou”llbebetteroff——onceyougetstarted,“saidhe。
  “Idon”tseehowIcouldbeworseoff。Whatisthereherefor_me_?“
  Hewonderedatthegoodsenseofthisfromamerechild。Itwasmostunlikelythatanymanoftheclassshehadbeenbroughtupinwouldmarryher;andhowcouldsheenduremarriagewithamanoftheclassinwhichshemightpossiblyfindahusband?Asforreputation——
  She,anillegitimatechild,nevercouldhaveareputation,atleastnotsolongasshehadherlooks。Aftersupper,tokilltime,hehaddroppedinatWillett”sdrugstore,wheretheyoungfellowsloafedandgossipedintheevenings;allthetimehewastheretheconversationhadbeenmadeupofslydigsandhintsaboutgraveyardtrysts,eachthrustcausingthekindoflaughterthatisthewakeoftheprurientandtheobscene。Yes,shewasright。Therecouldbe“nothinginit“forherinSutherland。Hewasfilledwithpityforher。“Poorchild!Whatashame!“Theremustbesomethingwrongwithaworldthatpermittedsuchiniquities。
  Theclockstrucktwelve。“Youmustgo,“shesaid。“Sometimestheboatcomesasearlyashalf-past。”Andshestoodup。
  Ashefacedherthegenerousimpulsesurgedagain。Hecaughtherinhisarms,shenotresisting。Hekissedheragainandagain,murmuringdisconnectedwordsofendearmentandfightingbacktheoffertomarryher。“Imustn”t!Imustn”t!“hesaidtohimself。
  “What”dbecomeofus?“Ifhispassionshadbeenasvirgin,asinexperienced,ashers,nopowercouldhaveheldhimfromgoingwithherandmarryingher。Butexperiencehadtaughthimtheabysmaldifferencebetweenbeforeandafter;andhefoundstrengthtobesensible,evenintheheightofhispassionatelongingforher。
  Sheclaspedherarmsabouthisneck。“Oh,mydearlove!“shemurmured。“I”ddoanythingforyou。IfeelthatyoulovemeasIloveyou。”
  “Yes——yes。”Andhepressedhislipstohers。Aninstantandshedrewaway,shakingandpanting。Hetriedtoclaspheragain,butshewouldnothaveit。“Ican”tstandit!“hemurmured。“Imustgowithyou——Imust!“
  “No!“shereplied。“Itwouldn”tdounlesswewerereallymarried。”Wistfully,“Andwecan”tbethatyet——canwe?Thereisn”tanyway?“
  Hispassioncooledinstantly。
  “Thereisn”tanyway,“hesaidregretfully。“I”dnotdaretellmyfather。”
  “Yes,wemustwaittillyou”reofage,andhaveyoureducation,andarefree。Then——”Shedrewalongbreath,lookedathimwithabravesmile。Thelargemoonwasshininguponthem。“We”llthinkofthat,andnotletourselvesbeunhappy——won”twe?“
  “Yes,“hesaid。“ButImustgo。”
  “Iforgotfortheminute。Good-by,dearest。”Sheputupherlips。Hekissedher,butwithoutpassionnow。
  “Youmightgowithmeasfarasthewharf,“shesuggested。
  “No——someonemightsee——andthatwouldruineverything。I”dliketo——I”d——”
  “Itwouldn”tdo,“sheinterrupted。“Iwouldn”tletyoucome。”
  Withsuddenagitationshekissedhim——hefeltthatherlipswerecold。Hepressedherhands——they,too,werecold。“Good-by,mydarling,“hemurmured,vaultedlightlyovertherailanddisappearedinthedeepshadowsoftheshrubbery。Whenhewasclearofthegroundshepausedtolightacigarette。Hishandwasshakingsothatthematchalmostdroppedfromhisfingers。
  “I”vebeenmakingadamnfoolofmyself,“hesaidhalfaloud。“A
  doubledamnfool!I”vegottostopthattalkaboutmarrying,somehow——orkeepawayfromher。ButIcan”tkeepaway。I_must_
  haveher!Whyinthedevilcan”tsherealizethatamaninmypositioncouldn”tmarryher?Ifitwasn”tforthismarryingtalk,I”dmakeherhappy。I”vesimplygottostopthismarryingtalk。Itgetsworseandworse。”
  Hercalmnessdeceivedherintothinkingherselfperfectlysaneandsober,perfectlyawareofwhatshewasabout。Shehadleftherhatandherbundlebehindthedoor。Sheputonthehatinthedarknessofthehallwithsteadyfingers,tookupthewell-filledshawlstrapandwentforth,closingthedoorbehindher。Inthemorningtheywouldfindthedoorunlockedbutthatwouldnotcausemuchtalk,asSutherlandpeoplewereallrathercarelessaboutlockingup。Theywouldnotknockatthedoorofherroomuntilnoon,perhaps。Thentheywouldfindonthepincushionthelettershehadwrittentoheruncle,sayinggood-byandexplainingthatshehaddecidedtoremoveforeverthetaintofhermotherandherselffromtheirhouseandtheirlives——asomewhattheatricalletter,modeleduponOuida,whomshethoughtthegreatestwriterthathadeverlived,VictorHugoandtwoorthreepoetsperhapsexcepted。
  Herbundlewasnotlight,butshehardlyfeltitasshemovedswiftlythroughthedeserted,moonlitstreetstowardtheriver。
  ThewharfboatfortheCincinnatiandLouisvillemailsteamerswasanchoredatthefootofPineStreet。Ontheleveebeforeitwerepiledtheboxes,bags,cases,crates,barrelstobeloadeduponthe“upboat。”Shewasdescendingthegentleslopetowardthismassoffreightwhenherbloodtingledatadeep,hoarse,mournfulwhistlefromfaraway;sheknewitwastheupboat,roundingthebendandsightingthetown。ThesoundechoedmusicallybackandforthbetweentheKentuckyandtheIndianabluffs,diedlingeringlyaway。Againthewhistleboomed,againthedarkforest-cladsteepssenttheechoestoandfroacrossthebroadsilverriver。Andnowshecouldseethesteamer,atthebend——adarkmasspickedoutwithbrilliantdotsoflight;thebigfunnels,thetwothickpennantsofblacksmoke。Andshecouldhearthefaintpleasantstrokeofthepaddlesofthebigsidewheelsuponthewater。
  Atthewharfboattherehadnotbeenasignoflife。Butwiththedyingawayofthesecondwhistlelights——thelightsoflanterns——appearedontheleveeclosetothewater”sedgeandonthewharfboatitself。And,behindher,thedoorsoftheSutherlandHotelopenedanditsofficelitup,inpreparationforanychancearrivals。Sheturnedabruptlyoutofthebeatenpathdownthegravellevee,madefortheloweranddarkerendofthewharfboat。TherewouldbeSutherlandpeoplegoinguptheriver。Buttheywouldbemorethanprompt;everyonecameearlytoboatsandtrainstobeginthesweetdraughtoftheexcitementofjourneying。Soshewouldwaitinthedarknessandgoaboardwhenthesteamerwasabouttodrawinitsplanks。Attheupperendofthewharfboattherewasthebroadgangwaytotheleveeforpassengersandfreight;attheloweranddarkanddesertedendanarrowbeamextendedfromboattoshore,toholdtheboatsteady。Susan,balancingherselfwithherbundle,wentuptothebeam,satdownuponalowstanchioninthedarknesswhereshecouldseetheriver。
  Louderandloudergrewtheregularmusicalbeatofengineandpaddle。Thesearchlightontheforwarddeckofthe_GeneralLytle_,afterpeeringuncertainly,suspiciously,attheentirelevee,andattheriver,andattheKentuckyshore,abruptlyfocuseduponthewharfboat。The_GeneralLytle_nowseemedablazeoflights——fromlowerdeck,fromsaloondeck,frompilothousedeck,andforwardandastern。Ahundredinterestingsoundscamefromher——tinklingofbells,callsfromdecktodeck,whistling,creakingofpulleys,lowingofcattle,gruntingofswine,plaintofagitatedsheep,theresignedcluckingsofmanychickens。Alongtherailofthemiddleorsaloondeckwereseatedafewpassengerswhohadnotyetgonetobed。Onthelowerdeckwasaswarmofblackroustabouts,theirsootyanimalfaces,theiruncannilycontrastingwhiteteethandeyeballs,theirstrangeandvariedragslitupbythetorchesblazingwhereagangplanklayreadyforrunningout。AndhighandclearinthelovelyJunenightsailedthemoon,spreadingafaintbenignlightuponhillsandshoresandglisteningriver,uponthegraceful,statelymailsteamer,nowadvancingmajesticallyuponthewharfboat。Susanwatchedall,sawall,withquickbeatingheartandquiveringinterest。Itwasthefirsttimethatherlifehadbeenvisitedbythefascinatingsenseofevent,realevent。Thetall,proud,impetuouschild-woman,standinginthesemi-darknessbesideherbundle,wasabouttocastherstakeuponthetableinaboldgamewithDestiny。Hereyesshonewiththewonderfulexpressionthatisseenonlywhencouragegazesintothebrightfaceofdanger。
  Thesteamertouchedtheedgeofthewharf-boatwithgentlecare;
  thewharf-boatswayedandgroaned。Evenasthegangplankswerepushingout,theragged,fantasticroustabouts,withwild,savage,hilariouscries,ranandjumpedandscrambledtothewharf-boatlikeabandofescapinglunaticsanddarteddownitsshoreplankstopounceuponthepilesoffreight。Themate,atthesteameredgetosuperintendtheloading,andthewharfmasterontheleveebesidethefreightreleasedeachahoarsetorrentofprofanitytospurontheyelling,laughingroustabouts,morebrutethanman。Torchesflared;cowandsheep,pigandchicken,utteredeachitsowncryofdissatisfactionordismay;themateandwharfmastercursedbecauseitwasthecustomtocurse;theroustaboutsrushedashoreempty-handed,camefilingback,stoopingundertheirburdens。Itwasasceneofanimation,ofexcitement,savage,grotesque,fascinating。
  Susan,tremblingalittle,sotensewerehernerves,waiteduntilthelaststrugglingroustaboutswerestaggeringontheboat,untilthedeepwhistlesounded,warningofapproachingdeparture。Thenshetookupherbundleandputherselfinthelineofroustabouts,betweenahalf-nakednegro,blackascoalandbearingasmallbarrelofbeer,andahalf-nakedmulattobearingabundleofloud-smellinguntannedskins。“Getoutoftheway,lady!“yelledthemate,eagerlyseizinguponanewtextforhisdenunciations。“Getoutoftheway,youblackhellions!
  Lettheladypass!Lookout,lady!Youdamnedsonsofhell,what”reyouabout!I”llripoutyourbowels——”
  Susanfledacrossthedeckanddartedupthestairstothesaloon。Thesteamerwasallwhitewithoutexcepttheblackmetalwork。Within——thatis,inthelongsaloonoutofwhichthecabinsopenedtorightandleftandinwhichthemealswereservedatextensiontables——therewasthepalatialsplendorofwhiteandgilt。Attheforwardendnearthemainentrancewastheoffice。Susan,peeringinfromthedarknessofthedeck,sawthatthewaywasclear。TheSutherlandpassengershadbeenaccommodated。Sheentered,putherbundledown,facedtheclerkbehindthedesk。
  “Why,howdy,MissLenox,“saidhegenially,beginningtotwisthisnarrow,carefullyattendedblondmustache。“Anyofthefolkswithyou?“
  Sherememberedhisfacebutnothisname。Sherememberedhimasoneofthe“rivercharacters“regardedasoutcastbytheChristianrespectabilityofSutherland。Butshewhocouldnotbutbepolitetoeverybodysmiledpleasantly,thoughshedidnotlikehisexpressionashelookedather。“No,I”malone,“saidshe。
  “Oh——yourfriendsaregoingtomeetyouatthewharfinthemorning,“saidhe,contentwithhisownexplanation。“Justsignhere,please。”And,asshewrote,hewenton:“I”vegotoneroomleft。Ain”tthatlucky?It”saniceone,too。You”llbeverycomfortable。Everybodyathomewell?Iain”tbeeninSutherlandfornightenyears。EveryweekorsoIthinkIwill,andthensomehowIdon”t。Here”syourkey——number34right-handside,welldowntowardthefarend,yonder。Twodollars,please。Thankyou——exactlyright。Hopeyousleepwell。”
  “Thankyou,“saidSusan。
  Sheturnedawaywiththekeywhichwasthrustthroughoneendofastickaboutafootlong,tomakeittoobulkyforabsent-mindedpassengerstopocket。Shetookupherbundle,walkeddownthelongsaloonwithitsgiltdecorations,itscrystalchandeliers,itsdoublearrayofsmalldoors,eachnumbered。Theclerklookedafterher,admirationofthefinecurveofhershoulders,back,andhipswrittenplainuponhisinsignificantfeatures。Anditwasafreeadmirationhewouldnothavedaredshowhadshenotbeenadaughterofillegitimacy——agirlwhosemother”s“looseness“raisedpleasingifscandaloussuggestionsandevenpossibilitiesinthemindofeverymanwithacarnaleye。Andnotunnaturally。Tothinkofherwastothinkofthecircumstancessurroundinghercomingintotheworld;andtothinkofthosecircumstanceswastothinkofimmorality。
  Susan,allunconsciousofthatpollutedandimpudentgaze,wassoonstandingbeforethenarrowdoornumbered34,asshebarelymadeout,forthelampsinthesaloonchandelierswereturnedlow。Sheunlockedit,enteredthesmallcleanstateroomanddepositedherbundleonthefloor。Withjustaglanceatherquartersshehurriedtotheoppositedoor——theonegivinguponthepromenade。Sheopenedit,steppedout,crossedthedeserteddeckandstoodattherail。
  The_GeneralLytle_wasdrawingslowlyawayfromthewharf-boat。
  Asthatpartofthepromenadehappenedtobeshelteredfromthesteamer”slights,shewasseeingthepanoramaofSutherland——itslongstretchofshadedwaterfront,itscupolasandsteeples,thewideleafystreetsleadingstraightfromtheriverbyagentleslopetothebaseofthedarktoweringbluffsbehindthetown——allsleepinginpeaceandbeautyinthesoftlightofthemoon。Thatfarthestcupolatotheleft——itwastheNumberTwoenginehouse,andthethirdplacefromitwasheruncle”shouse。
  Slowlythesteamer,nowinmid-stream,drewawayfromthetown。
  Onebyonethefamiliarlandmarks——thepackinghouse,thesoapfactory,theGeissbrewery,thetallchimneyofthepumpingstation,theshorntopofReservoirHill——slippedghostlilyawaytothesouthwest。Thesobschokedupintoherthroatandthetearsrainedfromhereyes。Theyallpitiedandlookeddownonherthere;still,ithadbeenhometheonlyhomesheeverhadknownoreverwouldknow。Anduntiltheselastfewfrightfuldays,howhappyshehadbeenthere!Forthefirsttimeshefeltdesolate,weak,afraid。Butnotdaunted。Itisstrangetoseeinstronghumancharacterthestrengthandtheweakness,twoflatcontradictions,existingsidebysideandmakingweakwhatseemssostrongandmakingstrongwhatseemssoweak。However,humancharacterisatangleofinconsistencies,asdisorderlyandinchoateasthetangibleandvisiblepartsofnature。Susanfeltweak,butnotthekindofweaknessthatskulks。Andtherelaythedifference,theabysmaldifference,betweencourageandcowardice。Couragehasfullasmuchfearascowardice,oftenmore;butithasasomethingelsethatcowardicehasnot。Ittremblesandshiversbutgoesforward。
  Wipinghereyesshewentbacktoherowncabin。Shehadneglectedclosingitsotherdoor,theonefromthesaloon。Theclerkwasstandingsmirkinginthedoorway。
  “Youmustbegoingawayforquitesometime,“saidhe。Andhefixeduponherasgreedyandimpudenteyesaseverlookedfromacommonface。Itwashisbattleglance。Guilefulwomen,bentontrimminghimforanythingfromapieceofplatedjewelrytoasauceroficecream,hadledhimtobelievethatbeforeitwallsofvirtuetotteredandfelllikeJericho”sbeforethetrumpetsofJoshua。
  “Itmakesmealittlehomesicktoseetheoldtowndisappear,“
  hastilyexplainedSusan,recoveringherself。Theinstantanyonewaswatching,heremotionsalwayshid。
  “Wouldn”tyouliketositoutondeckawhile?“pursuedtheclerk,bringingupawinningsmiletoreinforcethefetchingstare。
  Theideawasattractive,forshedidnotfeellikesleep。Itwouldbefinetositoutintheopen,watchthemoonandthestars,themysteriousbanksglidingswiftlyby,andnewvistasalwayswideningoutahead。Butnotwiththispuny,sandylittle“rivercharacter,“notwithanybodythatnight。“No,“repliedshe。“IthinkI”llgotobed。”
  Shehadhesitated——andthatwasenoughtogivehimencouragement。“Now,docome,“heurged。“Youdon”tknowhowniceitis。AndtheysayI”mmightygoodcompany。”
  “No,thanks。”Susannoddedapleasantdismissal。
  Theclerklingered。“Can”tIhelpyouinsomeway?Wouldn”tyoulikemetogetyousomething?“
  “No——nothing。”
  “GoingtovisitinCincinnati?IknowthetownfromAtoIzzard。
  It”salotoffunovertheRhine。I”vehadmightygoodtimesthere——thekindapretty,livelygirllikeyouwouldtaketo。”
  “WhendowegettoCincinnati?“
  “Abouteight——maybehalf-pastseven。Dependsonthelandingswehavetomake,andthefreight。”
  “ThenI”llnothavemuchtimeforsleep,“saidSusan。“Goodnight。”Andnomorerealizingthecoldnessofhermannerthanthereasonforhishangingabout,shefacedhim,handonthedoortocloseit。
  “Youain”tabitfriendly,“wheedledhe。
  “I”msorryyouthinkso。Goodnight——andthankyou。”Andhecouldnotbutwithdrawhisformfromthedoor。Shecloseditandforgothim。Andshedidnotdreamshehadpassedthroughoneofthoseperilousadventuresincidenttoafemaletravelingalone——adventuresthateveninthetellingfrightenladieswhosenervousnessfortheirsafetyseemstoincreaseindirectproportiontothedegreeoftranquillitytheircharmscreateinthemalebosom。Shedecideditwouldbeunwiseregularlytoundress;theboatmightcatchfireorblowuporsomething。Shetookoffskirt,hatandties,loosenedherwaist,andlayuponthelowerofthetwoplain,hardlittleberths。Thethroboftheengines,thebeatofthehugepaddles,madethewholeboattrembleandshiver。Faintlyupfrombelowcamethesoundofquarrelsovercrap-shooting,ofbanjosandsinging——fromtheroustaboutsamusingthemselvesbetweenlandings。Shethoughtshewouldnotbeabletosleepinthesenovelandexcitingsurroundings。Shehadhardlycomposedherselfbeforeshelostconsciousness,tosleeponandondreamlessly,withoutmotion。
  CHAPTERVII
  SHEwasawakenedbyacrashsouproariousthatshesatboltuprightbeforeshehadhereyesopen。Herheadstruckstunninglyagainstthebottomoftheupperberth。Thisfurtherconfusedherthoughts。Sheleapedfromthebed,caughtupherslippers,reachedforheropened-upbundle。Thecrashwasstillbillowingthroughtheboat;shenowrecognizeditasagreatgongsoundingforbreakfast。Shesatdownonthebedandrubbedherheadandlaughedmerrily。“I_am_agreenhorn!“shesaid。“AnotherminuteandI”dhavehadthewholeboatlaughingatme。”
  Shefeltrestedandhungry——ravenouslyhungry。Shetuckedinherblouse,washedaswellasshecouldinthetinybowlonthelittlewashstand。Thenbeforethecloudywatermarkedmirrorshearrangedherscarcelymussedhair。Acharmingvisionoffreshyoungloveliness,strong,erect,healthy,brightofeyeandofcheek,shemadeas,afterafurtivelookupanddownthesaloon,shesteppedfromherdooraveryfewminutesafterthecrashofthatgong。Withmuchscufflingandbustlingthepassengers,mostofthemcountrypeople,werehurryingintoplacesatthetableswhichnowhadtheirextensionleavesandwerecoveredwithcoarsewhitetableclothsandwithdishesofnickedstoneware,white,indeed,butshabbilyso。ButSusan”syoungeyeswerenotcritical。Toheritallseemedfine,withtherichflavorofadventure。Amoreexperiencedtravelermighthavebeenfilledwithgloomyforebodingbythequalityoftheodorfromthecooking。Shefounditdelightfulandsympathizedwiththeunrestrainedeagernessofthehomelycountryfacesabouther,withthechildrenbeatingtheirspoonsontheiremptyplates。
  Thecoloredwaiterspresentlybegantostreamin,eachwearingasoiledwhitejacket,eachbearingaloftahugetrayonwhichwerestackedfilleddishesandsteamingcups。
  Coloredpeoplehaveakeeninstinctforclass。Oneofthewaitershappenedtonoteher,advancedbowingandsmilingwiththatgood-humored,unservilecourtesywhichisthepeculiarpossessionoftheAmericanizedcoloredrace。Heflourishedherintoachairwitha“Goodmorning,miss。It”sgoingtobeafineday。”Andassoonasshewasseatedhebegantoformroundherplatealargeinclosingarcofsidedishes——friedfish,friedsteak,friedegg,friedpotatoes,wheatcakes,cannedpeaches,acupofcoffee。Hedrewtowardheracanofsyrup,apitcherofcream,andabowlofgranulatedsugar。
  “Anythingelse?“saidhe,withashowofteethwhiteandsound。
  “No——nothing。Thankyousomuch。”
  Hersmilestimulatedhimtofurthercourtesies。“Somelikestheyeggsbiled。ShallIchange”em?“
  “No。Ilikethemthisway。”Shewassohungrythattheideaoftakingawayacertaintyonthechanceofgettingsomethingoutofsightandnotyetcookeddidnotattracther。
  “Perhaps——alittlebetterpieceofsteak?“
  “No——thislooksfine。”Herenthusiasmwasnotmerepoliteness。
  “Icleanforgotyourhotbiscuits。”Andawayhedarted。
  Whenhecamebackwithaheapingplateofhotbiscuits,SallyLunnandcornbread,shewaseatingasheartilyasanyofherneighbors。Itseemedtoherthatneverhadshetastedsuchgrandfoodasthisservedinthewhiteandgoldsaloonwithstrangenessandinterestallaboutherandthedelightfulsenseofmotion——motionintothefascinatinggoldenunknown。Themenatthetablewereeatingwiththeirknives;eachhadoneprotectingforearmandhandcastroundhisarcofsmalldishesasiftowardoffprobableattemptatseizure。Andtheyswallowedasiftheboatwereafire。Thewomenatemoredaintily,asbecamemembersofthefinersexonpublicexhibition。Theywerewearingfingerlessnetgloves,andtheirlittlefingersstoodstraightoutinthatgesturewhicheverytrulyelegantwomandeemsnecessaryifthefoodistobedaintilyandartisticallyconveyedtoherlips。Thechildrenmussedandgormedthemselves,theirdishes,thetablecloth。
  Susanloveditall。Hereyessparkled。Sheateeverything,andregrettedthatlackofcapacitymadeitimpossibleforhertoyieldtotheentreatiesofherwaiterthatshe“havealittlemore。”
  Sherose,wentintothenearestpassagewaybetweensaloonandpromenade,stealthilytookaten-centpiecefromherpocketbook。
  Shecalledherwaiterandgaveittohim。Shewasblushingdeeply,frightenedlestthisthefirsttipshehadevergivenorseengivenbemisunderstoodandrefused。“I”msomuchobliged,“
  shesaid。“Youwereverynice。”
  Thewaiterbowedlikeaprince,alwayswithhissimple,friendlysmile;thetipdisappearedunderhisapron。“Nobodycouldhelpbeingnicetoyou,lady。”
  Shethankedhimagainandwenttothepromenade。Itseemedtoherthattheyhadalmostarrived。Alongshorestretchedacontinuouslineofhouses——prettyhouseswithgardens。Therewereelectriccars。Nearertheriverlayseveralparallellinesofrailwaytrackalongwhichtrainaftertrainwasspeeding,someofthemshorttrainsofordinarydaycoaches,otherslongtrainsmadeupinpartofcoachesgranderandmorebeautifulthananyshehadeverseen。Sheknewtheymustbetheparloranddiningandsleepingcarsshehadreadabout。Andnowtheywereinthemidstofafleetofsteamersandbarges,andfaraheadloomedthefirstofCincinnati”sbigsuspensionbridges,picturesofwhichshehadmanyatimegazedatinwonder。Therewasaminglingofstrangeloudnoises——whistles,engines,onthewater,onshore;therewasamultitudeofwhatseemedtoherfeverishactivities——shewhohadnotbeenoutofquietSutherlandsinceshewasababytooyoungtonotethings。
  Theriver,theshores,grewmoreandmorecrowded。Susan”seyesdartedfromonenewobjecttoanother;andeagerlythoughshelookedshefeltshewasmissingmorethanshesaw。
  “Why,SusanLenox!“exclaimedavoicealmostinherear。
  Sheclosedherteethuponacry;suddenlyshewasbackfromwonderlandtoherself。Sheturnedtofacedumpy,dressyMrs。
  Waterburyandherhusbandwiththeglossykinkyringletsandthelongwavymustache。“Howdoyoudo?“shestammered。
  “Wedidn”tknowyouwereaboard,“saidMrs。Waterbury,asilly,duck-leggedwomanlookingproudlyuncomfortableinherbead-trimmedblacksilk。
  “Yes——I”m——I”mhere,“confessedSusan。
  “Goingtothecitytovisit?“
  “Yes,“saidSusan。Shehesitated,thenrepeated,“Yes。”
  “Whatelegantbreakfaststheydoserveontheseboats!Isupposeyourfriends”llmeetyou。ButMortandI”lllookafteryoutilltheycome。”
  “Oh,itisn”tnecessary,“protestedSusan。Thesteamerwaspassingunderthebridge。Therewerecitiesonbothshores——hugemassesofdingybrick,streetsfilledwithmotionofeverykind——alwaysmotion,incessantmotion,andchange。“We”reaboutthere,aren”twe?“sheasked。
  “Thewharf”supbeyondthesecondbridge——theCovingtonBridge,“
  explainedWaterburywiththeairoftheoldexperiencedglobe-trotter。“There”sathirdone,furtherup,butyoucan”tseeitforthesmoke。”Andhewentonandon,volublyairinghisintimateknowledgeofthegreatcitywhichhevisitedonceayearfortwoorthreedaystobuygoods。Heendedwithascornful,“My,butCincinnati”sadirtyplace!“
  Dirtyitmightbe,butSusanlovedit,dirtandall。Thesmoke,thegrimesomehowseemedpartofit,oneofitscharms,oneofthethingsthatmadeitdifferentfrom,andsuperiorto,monotonouscountryandcountrytown。SheedgedawayfromtheWaterburys,hidinherstateroomwatchingthepanoramathroughthecurtainedglassofherpromenadedeckdoor。Shewascompletelycarriedaway。Thecity!So,thiswasthecity!Andherdreamsoftravel,ofnewsights,newfaces,werebeginningtocometrue。Sheforgotherself,forgotwhatshehadleftbehind,forgotwhatshewastoface。Allherpowerofthoughtandfeelingwasusedupinabsorbingtheseunfoldingwonders。
  AndwhentheJunesunsuddenlypiercedtheheavycloudsoffogandsmoke,sheclaspedherhandsandgasped,“Lovely!Oh,howlovely!“
  Andnowthesteamerwasatthehugewharf-boat,inshapeliketheoneatSutherland,butincomparativesizeliketherealNoah”sArkbesideatoyark。Andfromthewholetremendoussceneroseanenormousclamor,thestentorianvoiceofthecity。Thatvoiceisdiscordantandterrifyingtomany。ToSusan,onthatday,itwasthemostsplendidburstofmusic。“Awake——awake!“itcried。“Awake,and_live!_“Sheopenedherdoorthatshemighthearitbetter——rattleandrumbleandroar,shriekofwhistle,clangofbell。Andthepeople!——Thousandsonthousandshurryinghitherandyon,likebeesinahive。“Awakeawake,andlive!“
  Thenoisesfromthesaloonremindedherthatthejourneywasended,thatshemustleavetheboat。Andshedidnotknowwheretogo——sheandherbundle。ShewaiteduntilshesawtheWaterburys,alongwiththeotherpassengers,movingupthelevee。Thensheissuedforth——bythepromenadedeckdoorsothatshewouldnotpasstheoffice。Butattheheadofthecompanionway,intheforwardpartofthedeck,theretheclerkstood,lookingevenpettierandmoreoffensivebydaylight。Shethoughttoslipbyhim。Buthestoppedstrokinghismustacheandcalledouttoher,“Haven”tyourfriendscome?“
  Shefrowned,angryinhernervousness。“Ishallgetonverywell,“shesaidcurtly。Thensherepented,smiledpolitely,added,“Thankyou。”
  “I”llputyouinacarriage,“heoffered,hasteningdownthestairstojoinher。
  Shedidnotknowwhattosayordo。Shewalkedsilentlybesidehim,hecarryingherbundle。Theycrossedthewharf-boat。Alineofdilapidatedlookingcarriageswasdrawnupneartheendofthegangplank。Thesightofthem,theremembranceofwhatshehadheardoftheexpensivenessofcitycarriages,nervedhertodesperation。“Givememythings,please,“shesaid。“IthinkI”llwalk。”
  “Wheredoyouwanttogo?“
  Thequestiontookherbreathaway。Withaquicknessthatamazedher,herlipsuttered,“TheGibsonHouse。”
  “Oh!That”sarightsmartpiece。Butyoucantakeacar。I”llwalkwithyoutothecar。There”salineacoupleofsquaresupthatgoesalmostbythedoor。Youknowitisn”tfarfromFourthStreet。”
  Shewasnowinaflutterofterror。Shewentstumblingalongbesidehim,nothearingawordofhisvolubleandflirtatioustalk。Theywereinthemidstofthemadrushandconfusion。Thenoises,nolongermingledbutindividual,smotesavagelyuponherears,startlingher,makingherlookdazedlyroundasifexpectingdeathtoswoopuponher。AtthecornerofFourthStreettheclerkhalted。Hewasclearoutofhumorwithher,sodumb,sounappreciative。“There”llbeacaralongsoon,“saidhesourly。
  “Youneedn”twait,“saidshetimidly。“Thankyouagain。”
  “Youcan”tmissit。Good-by。”Andheliftedhishat”tipped“
  it,rather——forhewouldnothavewastedafullliftuponsuchafemale。Shegaveagaspofreliefwhenhedeparted;thenagaspofterror——forupontheoppositecornerstoodtheWaterburys。Theglobe-trotterandhiswifeweresodazedbythecitythattheydidnotseeher,thoughintheirhelplessglancingroundtheylookedstraightather。Shehastilyranintoadrugstoreonthecorner。Ayoungmaninshirtsleevesheldupbypinkgarters,andwithoilyblackhaircarefullypartedandplastered,putdownapestleandmortarandcameforward。Hehadkindbrowneyes,buttherewassomethingwrongwiththelowerpartofhisface。Susandidnotdarelooktoseewhatitwas,lestheshouldthinkherunfeeling。Hewasbehindthecounter。
  Susansawthesodafountain。Asifbyinspiration,shesaid,“Somechocolatesoda,please。”
  “Icecream?“askedtheyoungmaninapeculiarvoice,likethatofonewhohasaharelip。
  “Please,“saidSusan。Andthenshesawthesign,“IceCream,tencents,“andwishedshehadn”t。
  Theyoungmanmixedthesoda,putinaliberalhelpingoficecream,setitbeforeherwithaspooninit,restedtheknucklesofhisbrownhairyhandsonthecounterandsaid:
  “It_is_hot。”
  “Yes,indeed,“assentedSusan。“IwonderwhereIcouldleavemybundleforawhile。I”mastrangerandIwanttolookforaboardinghouse。”
  “Youmightleaveitherewithme,“saidtheyoungman。“That”saboutourbiggestlineoftrade——thatandpostagestampsandtelephone——_and_thedirectory。“Helaughedheartily。Susandidnotseewhy;shedidnotlikethesound,either,fortheyoungman”sdeformityoflowerjawdeformedhislaughteraswellashisspeech。However,shesmiledpolitelyandateanddrankhersodaslowly。
  “I”llbegladtotakecareofyourbundle,“theyoungmansaidpresently。“Everbeenherebefore?“
  “No,“saidSusan。“Thatis,notsinceIwasaboutfouryearsold。”
  “Iwasfour,“saidtheyoungman,“whenahorsesteppedonmymouthinthestreet。”
  “My,howdreadful!“exclaimedSusan。
  “Youcanseesomeofthescaryet,“theyoungmanassuredher,andhepointedtohiscuriouslysunkenmouth。“Thedoctorssaiditwasthemostremarkablecaseofthekindonrecord,“
  continuedheproudly。“Thatwaswhatledmeintothemedicalline。Youdon”tseemtohaveyourboardinghousepicked。”
  “Iwasgoingtolookinthepapers。”
  “That”sdangerous——especiallyforayounglady。Someofthemboardinghouses——well,they”renobetter”ntheyoughttobe。”
  “Idon”tsupposeyouknowofany?“
  “Myauntkeepsone。Andshe”sgotavacancy,itbeingsummer。”
  “I”mafraidit”dbetooexpensiveforme,“saidSusan,tofeelherway。
  Theyoungmanwasmuchflattered。Buthesaid,“Oh,itain”tsotoppy。Ithinkyoucouldmakeadealwithherforfiveper。”
  Susanlookedinquiring。
  “Fiveaweek——roomandboard。”
  “Imightstandthat,“saidSusanreflectively。Then,decidingforcompleteconfidence,“I”mlookingforwork,too。”
  “Whatline?“
  “Oh,Inevertriedanything。Ithoughtmaybedressmakingormillinery。”
  “Mightypoorseasonforjobs。Thetimesarebad,anyhow。”Hewaslookingatherwithkindlycuriosity。“IfIwasyou,I”dgobackhome——andwait。”
  Susanshrankwithinherself。“Ican”tdothat,“shesaid。
  Theyoungmanthoughtawhile,thensaid:“Ifyoushouldgotomyaunt”s,youcansayMr。Ellisonsentyou。No,thatain”tme。
  It”stheboss。Yousee,arespectableboardinghouseasksforreferences。”
  Susancoloreddeeplyandhergazeslowlysank。“Ididn”tknowthat,“shemurmured。
  “Don”tbeafraid。AuntKateain”tsoparticular——leastways,notinsummerwhenthingsisslow。AndIknowyou”requiet。”
  Bythetimethesodawasfinished,theyoungman——whosaidhisnamewasRobertWylie——hadwrittenonthebackofEllison”sbusinesscardinaSpencerianhand:“Mrs。KateWylie,347WestSixthStreet。”HeexplainedthatSusanwastowalkuptwosquaresandtakethecargoingwest;theconductorwouldletheroffattherightplace。“You”dbetterleaveyourthingshere,“
  saidMr。Wylie,holdingupthecardsothattheycouldadmirehispenmanshiptogether。“YoumaynothititoffwithAuntKate。
  Don”tthinkyou”vegottostaytherejustbecauseofme。”
  “I”msureI”lllikeit,“Susandeclaredconfidently。Herspiritswerehigh;shefeltthatshewasinastrongrunofluck。
  Wylieliftedherpackageoverthecounterandwenttothedoorwithhertopointoutthedirection。“ThisisFourth。ThenextupisFifth。ThenextwideoneisSixth——andyoucanreaditonthelamp-post,too。”
  “Isn”tthatconvenient!“exclaimedSusan。“Whatalovelycitythisis!“
  “There”sworse,“saidMr。Wylie,nottoseemvainofhisnativetown。
  Theyshookhandsmostfriendlyandshesetoutinthedirectionhehadindicated。Shewasmuchupsetbythemanyvehiclesandtheconfusion,butshedidherbesttoseemateaseandathome。
  Shewatchedagirlwalkingaheadofher——ashopgirlwhoseemedwell-dressedandstylish,especiallyaboutthehatandhair。
  Susantriedtowalklikeher。“IsupposeIlookandactgreenerthanIreallyam,“thoughtshe。“ButI”llkeepmyeyesopenandcatchon。”Andinthis,asinallherthoughtsandactionssinceleaving,sheshowedconfidencenotbecauseshewasconceited,butbecauseshehadnottheremotestnotionwhatshewasactuallyattempting。Howmanyofusgetcreditforcourageaswewalkunconcernedthroughperils,oressayandconquergreatobstacles,whenintruthwearenotcourageousbutsimplyunaware!Asaruleknowledgeispoweror,rather,asourceofpower,buttherearetimeswhenignoranceisapowerandknowledgeaweakness。IfSusanhadknown,shemightperhapshavestayedathomeandsubmittedand,withcrushedspirit,mighthavesunkunderthesenseofshameanddegradation。Butshedidnotknow;soColumbusbeforehissailorsorCaesarattheRubiconamonghissoldiersdidnotseemmoretranquilthanshereallywas。Wylie,whosuspectedinthedirectionofthetruth,wonderedather。“She”sgame,sheis,“hemutteredagainandagainthatmorning。“Whatanerveforakid——andalady,too!“
  Shefoundtherightcornerandtherightcarwithoutfurtheradventure;andtheconductorassuredherthathewouldsetherdownbeforetheverydooroftheaddressonthecard。Itwasanopencarwithfewpassengers。Shetookthemiddleofthelongseatnearesttherearplatformandlookedaboutherlikeoneinahappydream。Onandonandyetontheywent。Witheverysquaretheypassedmorepeople,soitseemedtoher,thantherewereinallSutherland。Andwhathugestores!Andwhatwonderfuldisplaysofthingstowear!Wherewouldthepeoplebefoundtobuysuchquantities,andwherewouldtheygetthemoneytopay?
  Howmanyrestaurantsandsaloons!Why,everybodymustbeeatinganddrinkingallthetime。Andateachcornershelookedupanddownthecrossstreets,andthereweremoreandevermoremagnificentbuildings,throngsuponthrongsofpeople。Wastherenoendtoit?ThiswasSixthStreet,stillSixthStreet,asshesawatthecornerlamp-posts。Thentheremustbefivemoresuchstreetsbetweenthisandtheriver;andshecouldsee,upthecrossstreets,thatthecitywasevenvasterinthedirectionofthehills。Andtherewereallthesecrossstreets!Itwasstupefying——overwhelming——incredible。
  Shebegantobenervous,theyweregoingsofar。Sheglancedanxiouslyattheconductor。Hewaswatchingherinterestedly,understoodherglance,answereditwithareassuringnod。Hecalledout:
  “I”mlookingoutforyou,miss。I”vegotyouonmymind。Don”tyoufret。”
  Shegavehimabrightsmileofrelief。Theywerepassingthroughadoublerowofwhatseemedtoherstatelyresidences,andtherewerefewpeopleonthesidewalks。Theair,too,wasclearer,thoughthewallsweregrimyandalsothegrassintheoccasionaltinyfrontyards。Butthecurtainsatthewindowslookedcleanandfresh,andsodidthebetterclassofpeopleamongthoseonthesidewalk。Itdelightedhertoseesomanywell-dressedwomen,wearingtheirclotheswithanairwhichshetoldherselfshemustacquire。Shewasstartledbytheconductor”scallingout:
  “Now,miss!“
  Sheroseasherangthebellandwasreadytogetoffwhenthecarstopped,forshewaseagertocausehimaslittletroubleaspossible。
  “Thehouseisrightstraightbeforeyou,“saidtheconductor。
  “Thenumber”sinthetransom。”
  Shethankedhim,descended,wasonthesidewalkbeforeMrs。
  Wylie”s。Shelookedatthehouseandherheartsank。Shethoughtofthesmallsuminherpurse;itwasmostunlikelythatsuchahouseasthiswouldharborher。Forherewasagrandstonestairwayascendingtoadeepstoneportico,andwithinitgreatdoors,biggerthanthoseoftheWrightmansion,thepalaceofSutherland。However,sherecalledthehumbleappearanceandmodeofspeechofherfriendthedrugclerkandpluckedupthecouragetoascendandtoring。
  Aslattern,coloredmaidopenedthedoor。Atthefirstglancewithin,atthefirstwhiffoftheinteriorair,Susanfeltmoreatease。Forshewasseeingwhatevenherbedazzledeyesrecognizedascheapdowdiness,andthesmellthatassailedhernostrilswasthatofahousebadlyandpoorlykept——thesmellofcheapfoodandbadbuttercooking,ofcats,ofundustedrooms,ofvariousunrecognizablekindsofstaleness。Shestoodinthecenterofthebigdingyparlor,gazingroundatthegrimedchromosuntilMrs。Wylieentered——athinmiddle-agedwomanwithsmallbrowneyessetwideapart,aperpetualfrown,andachinsolongandsoprojectedthatshewasalmostjimber-jawed。WhileSusanexplainedstammeringlywhatshehadcomefor,Mrs。Wylieeyedherwithincreasingdisfavor。WhenSusanhadfinished,sheunlockedherlipsforthefirsttimetosay:
  “Theroom”stook。”
  “Oh!“criedSusanindismay。
  Thetelephoneranginthebackparlor。Mrs。Wylieexcusedherselftoanswer。Afterafewwordssheclosedthedoorsbetween。Shewasgonefullyfiveminutes;toSusanitseemedanhour。Shecameback,saying:
  “I”vebeentalkingtomynephew。Hecalledup。Well,Ireckonyoucanhavetheroom。Itain”tmycustomtotakeinladiesasyoungasyou。Butyouseemtobeallright。Yourparentsallowedyoutocome?“
  “Ihaven”tany,“repliedSusan。“I”mheretofindaplaceandsupportmyself。”
  Mrs。Wyliecontinuedtoeyeherdubiously。“Well,Ihavenowishtopryintoyouraffairs。`Mindyourownbusiness”that”smyrule。”Shespokewithdefiance,asifthecontrarywerebeingassertedbysomeinvisiblepersonwhomightappearandgainhearingandbelief。Shewenton:“IfMr。Ellisonwantsit,whyI
  supposeit”sallright。Butyoucan”tstayoutlater”nteno”clock。”
  “Ishan”tgooutatallofnights,“saidSusaneagerly。
  “You_look_quiet,“saidMrs。Wylie,withtheairofaddingthatappearanceswererarelyotherthandeceptive。
  “Oh,I_am_quiet,“declaredSusan。Itpuzzledher,thisrecurrenceofthesuggestionofnoisiness。
  “Ican”tallowmuchcompany——noneinyourroom。”
  “Therewon”tbeanycompany。”Sheblusheddeeply。“Thatis,a——ayoungmanfromourtown——hemaycallonce。Buthe”llbeofffortheEastrightaway。”
  Mrs。Wyliereflectedonthis,Susanthewhilestandinguneasily,dreadinglestdecisionwouldbeagainsther。FinallyMrs。Wyliesaid:
  “Robertsaysyouwantthefive-dollarroom。I”llshowittoyou。”
  Theyascendedtwoflightsthroughincreasingshabbiness。Onthethirdfloorattherearwasaroom——amerecontinuationofthenarrowhall,partitionedoff。Itcontainedasmallfoldingbed,asmalltable,atinybureau,awashstandhardlyaslargeasthatinthecabinontheboat,arowofhookswithacurtainoffloweredchintzbeforethem,akitchenchair,achromoof“AwakeandAsleep,“atornanddirtyragcarpet。Theodoroftheroom,stale,damp,vergingonmoldy,seemedthefittingexhalationfromsuchanassemblageofforbiddingobjects。
  “It”sanice,comfortableroom,“saidMrs。Wylieaggressively。
  “Icouldn”taffordtogiveitandtwomealsforfivedollarsexcepttillthefirstofSeptember。Afterthatit”seight。”
  “I”llbegladtostay,ifyou”llletme,“saidSusan。Mrs。
  Wylie”ssuspicion,soplaininthoserepellenteyes,tookallthecourageoutofher。Thegreatadventureseemedrapidlytobelosingitscharms。Shecouldnotthinkofherselfascontentoranythingbutsadanddepressedinsuchsurroundingsasthese。
  Howmuchbetteritwouldbeifshecouldliveoutintheopen,outwhereitwasattractive!
  “Isupposeyou”vegotsomebaggage,“saidMrs。Wylie,asifsheratherexpectedtohearthatshehadnot。
  “Ileftitatthedrugstore,“explainedSusan。
  “Yourtrunk?“
  Susanstartednervouslyatthatexplosiveexclamation。“I——I
  haven”tgotatrunk——onlyafewthingsinashawlstrap。”
  “Well,Inever!“
  Mrs。Wylietossedherhead,cluckedhertonguedisgustedlyagainsttheroofofhermouth。“ButIsupposeifMr。Ellisonsaysso,whyyoucanstay。”
  “Thankyou,“saidSusanhumbly。Evenifitwouldnothavebeenbasestingratitudetobetrayherfriend,Mr。Wylie,stillshewouldnothavehadthecouragetoconfessthetruthaboutMr。
  Ellisonandsogetherselforderedintothestreet。“I——IthinkI”llgoformythings。”
  “Thecustomistopayinadvance,“saidMrs。Wyliesharply。
  “Oh,yes——ofcourse,“stammeredSusan。
  Sheseatedherselfonthewoodenchairandopenedoutherpurse。
  Shefoundthefiveamongherfewbills,extendeditwithtremblingfingerstowardMrs。Wylie。Atthesametimesheliftedhereyes。Thewoman”sexpressionassheboredintothepocketbookterrifiedher。Neverbeforehadsheseenthesavagegreedinessthatisbredinthecityamongthepeoplewhofightagainstfearfuloddstomaintaintheirrespectabilityandtosavethemselvesfromtheeverthreateneddroptothedespisedworkingclass。
  “Thankyou,“saidMrs。Wylie,takingthebillasifshewereconferringafavoruponSusan。“Imakeeverybodypaypromptly。
  Thefirstoftheweekorouttheygo!IusedtobeeasyandI
  cameneargoingdown。”
  “Oh,Ishouldn”tstayaminuteifIcouldn”tpay,“saidthegirl。“I”mgoingtolookforsomethingrightaway。”
  “Well,Idon”twanttodiscourageyou,butthere”sagreatmanyoutofwork。Still,Isupposeyou”llbeabletowheedlesomemanintogivingyouajob。ButIwarnyouI”mveryparticularaboutmorals。IfIseeanysigns——”Mrs。Wyliedidnotfinishhersentence。Anywordswouldhavebeenweakerthanherlook。
  Susancoloredandtrembled。Notatthepoisonoushintastohowmoneycouldbegottokeeponpayingforthatroom,forthehintpassedwideofSusan。Shewasagitatedbythethought:ifMrs。
  Wylieshouldlearnthatshewasnotrespectable!IfMrs。Wylieshouldlearnthatshewasnameless——wasbornindisgracesodeepthat,nomatterhowgoodshemightbe,shewouldyetbeclassedwiththewicked。
  “I”mdownlikeathousandofbrickonanywomanthatisatallloosewiththemen,“continuedthelandlady。“Inevercouldunderstandhowanywomancouldsofarforgetherself。”Andthewomanwhomthemenhadallherlifebeenhelpingtotheiruttermostnotto“forgetherself“lookedsharpsuspicionandenvyatSusan,thelovely。WhyarewomenoftheMrs。Wyliesortsoswifttosuspect?Canitbethatinsomesecretchamberoftheirneverassailedheartstherelurksalonging——afeelingastowhattheywoulddoiftheyhadthechance?Mrs。Wyliecontinued,“IhopeyouhavestrictChristianprinciples?“
  “IwasbroughtupPresbyterian,“saidSusananxiously。ShewasfarfromsurethatinCincinnatiandbyitsMrs。WyliesPresbyterianwouldberegardedasChristian。
  “There”syourkindofachurchafewsquaresfromhere,“wasallMrs。Wyliedeignedtoreply。SusansuspectedasneeratPresbyterianisminheraccent。
  “That”llbenice,“shemurmured。Shewaseagertoescape。“I”llgoformythings。”
  “YoucanwalkdownandtaketheFourthStreetcar,“suggestedherlandlady。“Thenyoucanwatchoutandnotmissthestore。
  Theconductorsareveryimpudentandforgetful。”
  Susanescapedfromthehouseasspeedilyasherflyingfeetwouldtakeherdownthetwoflights。Inthestreetoncemore,herspiritsrose。ShewentsouthtoFourthStreet,decidedtowalkinsteadoftakingacar。Shenowfoundherselfinmuchmoreimpressivesurroundingsthanbefore,andrealizedthatSixthStreetwasreallyoneoftheminorstreets。Thefurtheruptownshewent,themoreexcitedshebecame。Afterthedistrictofstatelymansionswithwonderfulcarriagesdrivingupandawayandwomendressedlikethoseintheillustratedstorypapers,camesplendidshopsandhotels,finerthanSusanhadbelievedtherewereanywhereintheworld。Andmostofthepeople——thecrowdsoncrowdsofpeople!——lookedprosperousandcheerfulandsodelightfullycitified!Shewonderedwhysomanyofthemenstaredather。Sheassumeditmustbesomethingruralinherappearancethoughthatoughttohavesetthewomentostaring,too。Butshethoughtlittleaboutthis,soabsorbedwassheinseeingallthenewthings。Shewalkedslowly,pausingtoinspecttheshopwindows——thegorgeousdressesandhatsandjewelry,thethousandcostlythingsscatteredincarelessprofusion。Andthecrowds!Howsecureshefeltamongthesemultitudesofstrangers,notoneofthemknowingorsuspectinghersecretofshame!Shenolongerhadthesenseofbeingoutcast,branded。
  Whenshehadgonesofarthatitseemedtohershecertainlymusthavemissedthedrugstore,carefullythoughshehadinspectedeachcornerasshewent,shedecidedthatshemuststopsomeoneofthishurryingthrongandinquiretheway。Whileshewasstillscrewinghercouragetothisboldness,sheespiedthesignandhastenedjoyfullyacrossthestreet。SheandWyliewelcomedeachotherlikeoldfriends。Hewasdelightedwhenhelearnedthatshehadtakentheroom。
  “Youwon”tmindAuntKateafterawhile,“saidhe。“She”ssourandnosey,butshe”shonestandrespectable——andthat”sthemainthingjustnowwithyou。AndIthinkyou”llgetajoballright。
  AuntKate”sgotaladyfriendthat”sheadsalesladyatShillito”s。She”llknowofsomething。”
  WyliewassokindandsohopefulthatSusanfeltalreadysettled。Assoonascustomerscamein,shetookherparcelandwent,Wyliesaying,“I”lldroproundaftersupperandseehowthingsaregettingon。”ShetooktheSixthStreetcarback,andfeltlikeanoldresident。ShewascriticalofSixthStreetnow,andofthewomenshehadbeenadmiringtherelessthantwohoursbefore——criticaloftheirmannersandoftheirdress。Theexterioroftheboardinghousenolongerawedher。Shewasgettingapointofview——assheproudlyrealized。BythetimeSamcame——andsurelythatwouldn”tbemanydays——shewouldbequitetransformed。
  ShemountedthestepsandwasabouttoringwhenMrs。Wylieherself,withstormybrowandsnappingeyes,openedthedoor。
  “Gointotheparlor,“shejerkedoutfrombetweenherunpleasant-lookingrecedingteeth。
  Susangaveheraglanceoffrightenedwonderandobeyed。
  CHAPTERVIII
  ATthethresholdherbundlesdroppedtothefloorandallcolorfledfromherface。BeforeherstoodherUncleGeorgeandSamWrightandhisfather。Thetwoelderlymenweregloweringather;Sam,whiteashisshirtandlimp,washanginghishead。
  “So,miss!——You”vegotback,eh?“criedheruncleinatoneshewouldnothavebelievedcouldcomefromhim。
  Asquicklyasfearhadseizedhershenowshookitoff。“Yes,Uncle,“shesaidcalmly,meetinghisangryeyeswithoutflinching。Andbackcamethatexpressionofresolution——ofstubbornnesswecallitwhenitistheflagofoppositionto_our_will。
  “What”dhavebecomeofyou,“demandedheruncle,“ifIhadn”tfoundoutearlythismorning,andgotafterSamhereandchokedthetruthoutofhim?“
  SusangazedatSam;buthewassuchapitifulfigure,someanandfrightened,thatsheglancedquicklybacktoheruncle。Shesaid:
  “Buthedidn”tknowwhereIwas。”
  “Don”tlietome,“criedWarham。“Itwon”tdoyouanygood,anymorethanhislyingkeptusfromfindingyou。WecameonthetrainandsawtheWaterburysinthestreetandthey”dseenyougointothedrugstore。We”dhavecaughtyouthereifwe”dbeenafewminutessooner,butwedrove,andgothereintime。Now,tellme,Susan“——andhisvoicewascruellyharsh”allaboutwhat”sbeengoingonbetweenyouandSam。”
  Shegazedfearlesslyandwassilent。
  “Speakup!“commandedSam”sfather。
  “Yes——andnolies,“saidheruncle。
  “Idon”tknowwhatyoumean,“Susanatlastanswered——truthfullyenough,yettogaintime,too。
  “Youcan”tplaythatgameanylonger,“criedWarham。“Youdidmakeafoolofme,butmyeyesareopen。Youraunt”srightaboutyou。”
  “Oh,UncleGeorge!“saidthegirl,asobinhervoice。
  Buthegazedpitilessly——gazedatthewomanhewasnowabhorringasthetreacherous,fallen,unsexeddaughteroffallenLorella。
  “Speakout。Cryingwon”thelpyou。Whathaveyouandthisfellowbeenupto?Youdisgrace!“
  Susanshrankandshivered,butansweredsteadfastly,“That”sbetweenhimandme,Uncle。”
  Warhamgaveasnortoffury,turnedtotheelderWright。“Yousee,Wright,“criedhe。“It”sasmywifeandItoldyou。Yourboy”slying。We”llsendthelandladyoutforapreacherandmarrythem。”
  “Holdon,George,“objectedWrightsoothingly。“Iagreedtothatonlyifthere”dbeensomethingwrong。I”mnotsatisfiedyet。”HeturnedtoSusan,saidinhisgruff,bluntway:
  “Susan,haveyoubeenloosewithmyboyhere?“
  “Loose?“saidSusanwonderingly。
  Samrousedhimself。“Tellthemitisn”tso,Susan,“hepleaded,andhisvoicewaslittlebetterthanawhineofterror。“Youruncle”sgoingtokillmeandmyfather”llkickmeout。”
  Susan”sheartgrewsickasshelookedathim——lookedfurtively,forshewasashamedtoseehimsoabject。“IfyoumeandidIlethimkissme,“shesaidtoMr。Wright,“why,Idid。Wekissedseveraltimes。Butwehadtherightto。Wewereengaged。”
  Samturnedonhisfatherinanagonyofterror。“Thatisn”ttrue!“hecried。“Iswearitisn”t,father。Wearen”tengaged。I
  onlymadelovetoheralittle,asafellowdoestolotsofgirls。”
  Susanlookedathimwithwide,horrifiedeyes。“Sam!“sheexclaimedbreathlessly。“Sam!“
  Sam”seyesdropped,buthemanagedtoturnhisfaceinherdirection。Thesituationwastooseriousforhim;hedidnotdaretoindulgeinsuchvanitiesasmanhoodormanlyappearance。
  “That”sthetruth,Susan,“hesaidsullenly。“_You_talkedalotaboutmarryingbut_I_neverthoughtofsuchathing。”
  “But——yousaid——youlovedme。”
  “Ididn”tmeananythingbyit。”
  TherefellasilencethatwasinterruptedbyMr。Wright。“Youseethere”snothinginit,Warham。I”lltakemyboyandgo。”
  “Notbyadamnsight!“criedWarham。“He”sgottomarryher。
  Susan,didSampromisetomarryyou?“
  “Whenhegotthroughcollege,“repliedSusan。
  “Ithoughtso!Andhepersuadedyoutorunaway。”
  “No,“saidSusan。“He——”
  “Isayyes,“stormedheruncle。“Don”tlie!“
  “Warham!Warham!“remonstratedMr。Wright。“Don”tbrowbeatthegirl。”
  “Hebeggedmenottogo,“saidSusan。
  “Youlyingfool!“shoutedheruncle。ThentoWright,“Ifhedidaskhertostayitwasbecausehewasafraiditwouldallcomeout——justasithas。”
  “Ineverpromisedtomarryher!“whinedSam。“HonesttoGod,father,Ineverdid。HonesttoGod,Mr。Warham!Youknowthat”sso,Susan。Itwasyouthatdidallthemarryingtalk。”
  “Yes,“shesaidslowly。“Yes,Ibelieveitwas。”Shelookeddazedlyatthethreemen。“Isupposedhemeantmarriagebecause”hervoicefaltered,butshesteadieditandwenton”becausewelovedeachother。”
  “Iknewit!“criedheruncle。“Youhear,Wright?Sheadmitshebetrayedher。”
  Susanrememberedthehorriblepartofhercousin”ssexrevelations。“Oh,no!“shecried。“Iwouldn”thavelethimdothat——evenifhehadwantedto。No——notevenifwe”dbeenmarried。”
  “Yousee,Warham!“criedMr。Wright,intriumph。
  “Iseealiar!“wasWarham”sfuriousanswer。“She”stryingtodefendhimandmakeoutacaseforherself。”
  “Iamtellingthetruth,“saidSusan。
  Warhamgazedunbelievinglyather,speechlesswithfury。Mr。
  Wrighttookhissilkhatfromthecorerofthepiano。“I”msatisfiedthey”reinnocent,“saidhe。“SoI”lltakemyboyandgo。”
  “NotifIknowit!“retortedWarham。“He”sgottomarryher。”
  “Butthegirlsaysshe”spure,saysheneverspokeofmarriage,sayshebeggedhernottorunaway。Bereasonable,Warham。”
  “ForagoodChristian,“sneeredheatWright,“you”remightyeasilyconvincedbyaflimsylie。Inyourheartyouknowtheboyhaswrongedherandthatshe”sshieldinghim,justas——”ThereWarhamcheckedhimself;itwouldbeanythingbuttimelytoremindWrightofthecharacterofthegirl”smother。
  “I”lladmit,“saidMr。Wrightsmoothly,“thatI
  wasn”toveranxiousformyboy”smarriagewithagirlwhosemotherwas——unfortunate。Butifyourchargehadbeentrue,Warham,I”dhavemadetheboydoherjustice,shebeingonlyseventeen。Come,Sam。”
  Samslunktowardthedoor。WarhamstaredfiercelyattheelderWright。“AndyoucallyourselfaChristian!“hesneered。
  Atthedoor——Samhadalreadydisappeared——Mr。Wrightpausedtosay,“I”mgoingtogiveSamadisciplinehe”llremember。Thegirl”sonlybeenfoolish。Don”tbeharshwithher。”
  “Youdamnedhypocrite!“shoutedWarham。“Imighthaveknownwhattoexpectfromamanwhocutthewagesofhishandstopayhischurchsubscription。”
  ButWrightwasfartoocraftytobedrawn。HewentonpushingSambeforehim。
  AstheouterdoorclosedbehindthemMrs。Wylieappeared。“I
  wantyoubothtogetoutofmyhouseasquickasyoucan,“shesnapped。“Myboarders”llbecomingtodinnerinafewminutes。”
  Warhamtookhisstrawhatfromthefloorbesidethechairbehindhim。“I”venothingtodowiththisgirlhere。Goodday,madam。”
  Andhestrodeoutofthehouse,slammingthedoorbehindhim。
  Mrs。WylielookedatSusanwithstormingfaceandbosom。Susandidnotsee。Shewasgazingintospace,herfaceblanched。
  “Clearout!“criedMrs。Wylie。Andsherantotheouterdoorandopenedit。“Howdareyoucomeintoarespectablehouse!“Shewishedtobesowildlyangrythatshewouldforgetthefivedollarswhichshe,asaprofessingChristianinfullchurchstanding,wouldhavetopaybackifsheremembered。“Clearoutthisminute!“shecriedshrilly。“Ifyoudon”t,I”llthrowyourbundleintothestreetandyouafterit。”
  Susantookupthebundlemechanically,slowlywentoutonthestoop。Thedoorclosedwithaslambehindher。Shedescendedthesteps,walkedafewyardsupthestreet,pausedattheedgeofthecurbandlookeddazedlyabout。Herunclestoodbesideher。“Nowwhereareyougoing?“hesaidroughly。
  Susanshookherhead。
  “Isuppose,“hewenton,“I”vegottolookafteryou。Youshan”tdisgracemydaughteranyfurther。”
  Susansimplylookedathim,hereyesunseeing,herbrainsweptcleanofthoughtbythecyclonethathaddestroyedallherdreamsandhopes。Shewasnothorrifiedbyhisaccusations;suchthingshadlittlemeaningforonepracticallyincompleteignoranceofsexrelations。Besides,themiserablefiascoofherromanticloveleftherwithafeelingofabasement,ofdegradationlittledifferentfromthatwhichoverwhelmsawomanwhobelieveshervirtueisherallandfindsherselfbetrayedandabandoned。Shenowfeltindeedtheoutcast,lookeddownuponbyalltheworld。
  “Ifyouhadn”tlied,“hefumedon,“you”dhavebeenhiswifeandarespectablewoman。”
  Thegirlshivered。
  “Instead,you”readisgrace。EverybodyinSutherland”llknowyou”vegonethewayyourmotherwent。”
  “Goaway,“saidthegirlpiteously。“Letmealone。”
  “Alone?Whatwillbecomeofyou?“Headdressedthequestiontohimself,nottoher。
  “Itdoesn”tmatter,“washerreplyinadrearytone。“I”vebeenbetrayed,asmymotherwas。Itdoesn”tmatterwhat——”
  “Iknewit!“criedWarham,withnonotionofwhatthegirlmeantbytheword“betrayed。”“Whydidn”tyouconfessthetruthwhilehewashereandhisfatherwasreadytomarryhimtoyou?Iknewyou”dbeenloosewithhim,asyourAuntFannysaid。”
  “ButIwasn”t,“saidSusan。“Iwouldn”tdosuchathing。”
  “Thereyougo,lyingagain!“
  “Itdoesn”tmatter,“saidshe。“AllIwantisforyoutogoaway。”
  “Youdo?“sneeredhe。“Andthenwhat?I”vegottothinkofRuthie。”Hesnatchedthebundlefromherhand。“Comeon!ImustdoallIcantokeepthedisgracetomyfamilydown。Asforyou,youdon”tdeserveanythingbutthegutter,whereyou”dsinkifIleftyou。Youraunt”sright。You”rerotten。Youwerebornrotten。You”reyourmother”sownbrat。”
  “Yes,Iam,“shecried。“AndI”mproudofit!“Sheturnedfromhim,waswalkingrapidlyaway。
  “Comewithme!“orderedWarham,followingandseizingherbythearm。
  “No,“saidSusan,wrenchingherselffree。
  “ThenI”llcallapolicemanandhaveyoulockedup。”
  Uncleandniecestoodregardingeachother,hatredandcontemptinhisgaze,hatredandfearinhers。
  “You”reachildinlaw——though,Godknows,you”reanythingbutachildinfact。Comealongwithme。You”vegotto。I”mgoingtoseethatyou”reputoutofharm”sway。”
  “Youwouldn”ttakemebacktoSutherland!“shecried。
  Helaughedsavagely。“Iguessnot!You”llnotshowyourfacethereagain——thoughI”venodoubtyou”dbebrazenenoughtobrassitout。No——youcan”tpollutemyhomeagain。”
  “Ican”tgobacktoSutherland!“
  “Youshan”t,Isay。Youranoffbecauseyouhaddisgracedyourself。”
  “No!“criedSusan。“No!“
  “Don”tlietome!Don”tspeaktome。I”llseewhatIcandotohidethismess。Comealong!“
  Susanlookedhelplesslyroundthestreet,sawnothing,noteveneager,curiousfacespressedagainstmanyawindowpane,sawonlyadesolatewaste。Thenshewalkedalongbesideheruncle,bothofthemsilent,hecarryingherbundle,shetightlyclutchingherlittlepurse。
  Perhapsthemostamazing,themoststunning,ofalltheblowsfatehadthussuddenlyshowereduponherwasthistransformationofherunclefromgentlenesstoferocity。Butmanyafarolderandfarwiserwomanthanseventeen-year-oldSusanhasfailedtounderstandhowitiswiththemanwhodoesnotregardwomanasafellowhumanbeing。Tosuchsheiseitheranobjectofadoration,aquintessenceofpurityandinnocence,orlessthanthedust,sheerfilth。Warham”sangerwasnogust。Hewassimplytheaveragemanofsmallintelligence,greatvanity,andabjectsnobbishnessorterrorofpublicopinion。TherecouldbebutonereasonfortheflightofLorella”sdaughter——rottenness。Theonlypointtoconsidernowwashowtosavetheimperiledfamilystanding,howtoprotecthisowndaughter,whomhisgoodnatureandhiswife”sweaknesshadthusendangered。TheonethingthatcouldhaveappeasedhishatredofSusanwouldhavebeenhermarriagetoSamWright。Thenhewouldhave——not,indeed,forgivenorreinstatedher——buttoleratedher。Itisthedominanceofsuchideasashisthatmakesforwomantheslaveryshediscoversbeneathherqueenlyswayifshehappenstodosomethingdeeplydispleasingtohermasculinesubjectandadorer。
  TheywenttotheCentralStation。TheO。andM。expresswhichconnectedwiththetrainonthebranchlinetoSutherlandwouldnotleaveuntilaquarterpasttwo。Itwasonlyafewminutespastone。Warhamledthewayintothestationrestaurant;withacurtnodheindicatedaseatatoneofthesmalltables,anddroppedintotheoppositeseat。Heorderedbeefsteakandfriedpotatoes,coffeeandapplepie。
  “Sitstill!“hesaidtoherroughlyandrosetogoouttobuyapaper。
  Thegirlsatwithherhandsinherlapandhereyesuponthem。
  Shelookedutterly,pitifullytired。Amomentandhecamebacktoresumehisseatandreadthepaper。Whenthewaiterfloppeddownthesteakandthedishofgreasilyfriedpotatoesbeforehisplate,hestuffedthepaperinhispocket,cutasliceofthesteakandputitontheplate。ThewaiternoisilyexchangeditfortheemptyplatebeforeSusan。Warhamcuttwoslicesofthesteakforhimself,tookaliberalhelpingofthepotatoes,pushedthedishtowardher。
  “Doyouwantthecoffeenow,orwiththepie?“askedthewaiter。
  “Now,“saidWarham。
  “Coffeefortheyounglady,too?“
  Warhamscowledather。“Coffee?“hedemanded。
  Shedidnotanswer;shedidnothear。
  “Yes,shewantscoffee,“saidWarham。“Hustleit!“
  “Yes,sir。”Andthewaiterbustledawaywithagreatdealofmotionthatcreatedadeceptiveimpressionofspeed。Warhamwashelpinghimselftosteakagainwhenthecoffeecameasuspicious-lookingliquiddiffusinganodorofstalenessreheatedagainandagain,anunderodorofmetalpotnottoofrequentlyscoured。
  WarhamglancedatSusan”splate。Shehadnotdisturbedtheknifeandforkoneithersideofit。“Eat!“hecommanded。Andwhenshegavenosignofhavingheard,herepeatedlysharply,“Eat,I
  tellyou。”
  Shestarted,nervouslytookuptheknifeandfork,cutamorseloffthesliceofsteak。Whensheliftedittoherlips,shesuddenlyputitbackintheplate。“Ican”t,“shesaid。
  “You”vegotto,“orderedhe。“Iwon”thaveyouactingthisway。”
  “Ican”t,“sherepeatedmonotonously。“Ifeelsick。”Naturehadluckilysomadeherthatitwasimpossibleforhertoswallowwhenhernerveswereupsetorwhenshewastired;thus,shewouldnothavethephysicalwoesthataggravateandprolongmentaldisturbanceiffoodistakenattimeswhenitinstantlyturnstopoison。
  Herepeatedhisorderinastillmoresavagetone。Sheputherelbowsonthetable,restedherheadwearilyuponherhands,shookherhead。Hedesisted。
  Whenhehadeatenallofthesteak,exceptthefatandthegristlytail,andnearlyallthepotatoes,thewaitertooktheuseddishesawayandbroughttwogenerousslicesofapplepieandsetdownonebeforeeach。WiththepiewentacubeofAmericancreamor“rat-trap“cheese。Warhamatehisownpieandcheese;then,asshehadnottouchedhers,hereachedforitandateitalso。Nowhewaswatchingtheclockand,betweenliftingsofladenforktohismouth,verifyingtheclock”sopinionofthehourbyhisownwatch。Hecalledforthebill,paidit,gavethewaiterfivecents——aconcessiontothetippingcustomoftheeffetecitywhich,judgingbythewaiter”sexpression,mightaswellnothavebeenmade。Still,Warhamhadnotmadeitwithanideaofpromotinggoodfeelingbetweenhimselfandthewaiter,butsimplytoshowthatheknewthecityanditsways。Hetookuptheshawlstrap,said,“Comeon“inthevoicewhichhedeemedworthyofthefallencreaturehemust,throughChristiandutyandworldlyprudence,forthetimeassociatewith。Sheroseandfollowedhimtotheticketoffice。Hehadthereturnhalfofhisownticket。WhensheheardhimaskforatickettoNorthSutherlandsheshivered。SheknewthatherdestinationwashisbrotherZeke”sfarm。