Presently,inachangedvoice,heofferedmetwentypoundsforthechaise;Iranhimuptotwenty-five,andclosedwiththeoffer:
indeed,Iwasgladtogetanything;andifIhaggled,itwasnotinthedesireofgain,butwiththeviewatanypriceofsecuringasaferetreat。Foralthoughhostilitiesweresuspended,hewasyetfarfromsatisfied;andIcouldreadhiscontinuedsuspicionsinthecloudyeyethatstillhoveredaboutmyface。Atlasttheytookshapeinwords。”Thisisallverywell”sayshe:”youcarryitoffwell;butforallthat,Imustdomyduty。”
Ihadmystrongeffectinreserve;itwastoburnmyshipswithavengeance!Irose。”Leavetheroom”saidI。”Thisisinsuperable。Isthemanmad?”Andthen,asifalreadyhalf-
ashamedofmypassion:”Icantakeajokeaswellasanyone”I
added;”butthispassesmeasure。Sendmyservantandthebill。”
Whenhehadleftmealone,Iconsideredmyownvalourwithamazement。Ihadinsultedhim;Ihadsenthimawayalone;now,ifever,hewouldtakewhatwastheonlysensibleresource,andfetchtheconstable。Buttherewassomethinginstinctivelytreacherousaboutthemanwhichshrankfromplaincourses。And,withallhiscleverness,hemissedtheoccasionoffame。RowleyandIweresufferedtowalkoutofhisdoor,withallourbaggage,onfoot,withnodestinationnamed,exceptinthevaguestatementthatwewerecome”toviewthelakes”;andmyfriendonlywatchedourdeparturewithhischininhishand,stillmoodilyirresolute。
Ithinkthisoneofmygreatsuccesses。Iwasexposed,unmasked,summonedtodoaperfectlynaturalact,whichmustprovemydoomandwhichIhadnottheslightestpretextforrefusing。Ikeptmyhead,stucktomyguns,and,againstalllikelihood,hereIwasoncemoreatlibertyandintheking”shighway。Thiswasastronglessonnevertodespair;and,atthesametime,howmanyhintstobecautious!andwhataperplexedanddubiousbusinessthewholequestionofmyescapenowappeared!ThatIshouldhaveriskedperishinguponatrumperyquestionofaPOURBOIRE,depictedinlivelycolourstheperilsthatperpetuallysurroundedus。Though,tobesure,theinitialmistakehadbeencommittedbeforethat;andifIhadnotsufferedmyselftobedrawnalittledeepinconfidencestotheinnocentDolly,thereneedhavebeennotumbleattheinnofKirkby-Lonsdale。Itookthelessontoheart,andpromisedmyselfinthefuturetobemorereserved。Itwasnoneofmybusinesstoattendtobrokenchaisesorshipwreckedtravellers。
Ihadmyhandsfullofmyownaffairs;andmybestdefencewouldbealittlemorenaturalselfishnessandatriflelessimbecilegood-
nature。
CHAPTERXXV-IMEETACHEERFULEXTRAVAGANT
IPASSoverthenextfiftyorsixtyleaguesofourjourneywithoutcomment。Thereadermustbegrowingwearyofscenesoftravel;andformyownpartIhavenocausetorecalltheseparticularmileswithanypleasure。Weweremainlyoccupiedwithattemptstoobliterateourtrail,whichastheresultshowedwerefarfromsuccessful;for,onmycousinfollowing,hewasabletorunmehomewiththeleastpossiblelossoftime,followingtheclaret-colouredchaisetoKirkby-Lonsdale,whereIthinkthelandlordmusthavewepttolearnwhathehadmissed,andtracingusthereaftertothedoorsofthecoach-officeinEdinburghwithoutasinglecheck。
Fortunedidnotfavourme,andwhyshouldIrecapitulatethedetailsoffutileprecautionswhichdeceivednobody,andwearisomeartswhichprovedtobeartless?
ThedaywasdrawingtoanendwhenMr。RowleyandIbowledintoEdinburghtothestirringsoundoftheguard”sbugleandtheclatteringteam。Iwashereuponmyfieldofbattle;onthesceneofmyformercaptivity,escapeandexploits;andinthesamecitywithmylove。Myheartexpanded;Ihaverarelyfeltmoreofahero。AlldowntheBridgesIsatbythedriverwithmyarmsfoldedandmyfaceset,unflinchinglymeetingeveryeye,andpreparedeverymomentforacryofrecognition。HundredsofthepopulationwereinthehabitofvisitingtheCastle,whereitwasmypracticebeforethedaysofFloratomakemyselfconspicuousamongtheprisoners;andIthinkitanextraordinarythingthatIshouldhaveencounteredsofewtorecogniseme。Butdoubtlessacleanchinisadisguiseinitself;andthechangeisgreatfromasuitofsulphur-yellowtofinelinen,awell-fittingmouse-colouredgreat-
coatfurredinblack,apairoftighttrousersoffashionablecut,andahatofinimitablecurl。Afterall,itwasmorelikelythatI
shouldhaverecognisedourvisitors,thanthattheyshouldhaveidentifiedthemodishgentlemanwiththemiserableprisonerintheCastle。
Iwasgladtosetfootontheflagstones,andtoescapefromthecrowdthathadassembledtoreceivethemail。Herewewere,withbutlittledaylightbeforeus,andthatonSaturdayafternoon,theeveofthefamousScottishSabbath,adriftintheNewTownofEdinburgh,andoverladenwithbaggage。Wecarrieditourselves。I
wouldnottakeacab,norsomuchashireaporter,whomightafterwardsserveasalinkbetweenmylodgingsandthemail,andconnectmeagainwiththeclaret-colouredchaiseandAylesbury。
ForIwasresolvedtobreakthechainofevidenceforgood,andtobeginlifeafreshsofarasregardscautionwithanewcharacter。
Thefirststepwastofindlodgings,andtofindthemquickly。
ThiswasthemoreneedfulasMr。RowleyandI,inoursmartclothesandwithourcumbrousburthen,madeanoticeableappearanceinthestreetsatthattimeofthedayandinthatquarterofthetown,whichwaslargelygivenuptofinefolk,bucksanddandiesandyoungladies,orrespectableprofessionalmenontheirwayhometodinner。
OnthenorthsideofSt。James”SquareIwassohappyastospyabillinathird-floorwindow。Iwasequallyindifferenttocostandconvenienceinmychoiceofalodging-”anyportinastorm”
wastheprincipleonwhichIwaspreparedtoact;andRowleyandI
madeatonceforthecommonentranceandsealedthestair。
Wewereadmittedbyaverysour-lookingfemaleinbombazine。I
gatheredshehadallherlifebeendepressedbyaseriesofbereavements,thelastofwhichmightverywellhavebefallenherthedaybefore;andIinstinctivelyloweredmyvoicewhenI
addressedher。Sheadmittedshehadroomstolet-evenshowedthemtous-asitting-roomandbedroominaSUITE,commandingafineprospecttotheFirthandFifeshire,andinthemselveswellproportionedandcomfortablyfurnished,withpicturesonthewall,shellsonthemantelpiece,andseveralbooksuponthetablewhichI
foundafterwardstobeallofadevotionalcharacter,andallpresentationcopies,”tomyChristianfriend”or”tomydevoutacquaintanceintheLord,BethiahMcRankine。”Beyondthismy”Christianfriend”couldnotbemadetoadvance:no,noteventodothatwhichseemedthemostnaturalandpleasingthingintheworld-Imeantonameherprice-butstoodbeforeusshakingherhead,andattimesmourninglikethedove,thepictureofdepressionanddefence。ShehadavoicethemostquerulousIhaveeverheard,andwiththissheproducedawholeregimentofdifficultiesandcriticisms。
Shecouldnotpromiseanattendance。”Well,madam”saidI,”andwhatismyservantfor?””Him?”sheasked。”Begudetous!IsHEyourservant?””Iamsorry,ma”am,hemeetswithyourdisapproval。””Na,Ineversaidthat。Buthe”syoung。He”llbeagreatbreaker,I”mthinkin”。Ay!he”llbeagreatresponsibeelitytoye,like。
Doesheattendtohisreleegion?””Yes,m”m”returnedRowley,withadmirablepromptitude,and,immediatelyclosinghiseyes,asiffromhabit,repeatedthefollowingdistichwithmoreceleritythanfervour:-”Matthew,Mark,LukeandJohnBlessthebedthatIlieon!””Nhm!”saidthelady,andmaintainedanawfulsilence。”Well,ma”am”saidI,”itseemswearenevertohearthebeginningofyourterms,letalonetheendofthem。Come-agoodmovement!
andletusbeeitherofforon。”
Sheopenedherlipsslowly。”Onyraferences?”sheinquired,inavoicelikeabell。
Iopenedmypocket-bookandshowedherahandfulofbankbills。”I
think,madam,thattheseareunexceptionable”saidI。”Ye”llbewantin”breakfastlate?”washerreply。”Madam,wewantbreakfastatwhateverhouritsuitsyoutogiveit,fromfourinthemorningtillfourintheafternoon!”Icried。”Onlytellusyourfigure,ifyourmouthbelargeenoughtoletitout!””Icouldnaegiveyesupperthenicht”cametheecho。”Weshallgoouttosupper,youincorrigiblefemale!”Ivowed,betweenlaughterandtears。”Here-thisisgoingtoend!Iwantyouforalandlady-letmetellyouthat!-andIamgoingtohavemyway。Youwon”ttellmewhatyoucharge?Verywell;Iwilldowithout!Icantrustyou!Youdon”tseemtoknowwhenyouhaveagoodlodger;butIknowperfectlywhenIhaveanhonestlandlady!
Rowley,unstrapthevalises!”
Willitbecredited?Themonomaniacfelltoratingmeformyindiscretion!Butthebattlewasover;thesewereherlastguns,andmoreinthenatureofasalutethanofrenewedhostilities。
Andpresentlyshecondescendedonverymoderateterms,andRowleyandIwereabletoescapeinquestofsupper。Muchtimehad,however,beenlost;thesunwaslongdown,thelampsglimmeredalongthestreets,andthevoiceofawatchmanalreadyresoundedintheneighbouringLeithRoad。OnourfirstarrivalIhadobservedaplaceofentertainmentnotfaroff,inastreetbehindtheRegisterHouse。Thitherwefoundourway,andsatdowntoalatedinneralone。Butwehadscarcegivenourordersbeforethedooropened,andatallyoungfellowenteredwithsomethingofalurch,lookedabouthim,andapproachedthesametable。”Giveyougoodevening,mostgraveandreverendseniors!”saidhe。”Willyoupermitawanderer,apilgrim-thepilgrimoflove,inshort-tocometotemporaryanchorunderyourlee?Icarenotwhoknowsit,butIhaveapassionateaversionfromthebestialpracticeofsolitaryfeeding!””Youarewelcome,sir”saidI,”ifImaytakeuponmesofartoplaythehostinapublicplace。”
Helookedstartled,andfixedahazyeyeonme,ashesatdown。”Sir”saidhe,”youareamannotwithoutsometinctureofletters,Iperceive!Whatshallwedrink,sir?”
ImentionedIhadalreadycalledforapotofporter。”Amodestpot-theseasonablequencher?”saidhe。”Well,IdonotknowbutwhatIcouldlookatamodestpotmyself!Iam,forthemoment,inprecarioushealth。Muchstudyhathheatedmybrain,muchwalkingweariedmy-well,itseemstobemoremyeyes!””Youhavewalkedfar,Idaresay?”Isuggested。”Notsomuchfarasoften”hereplied。”Thereisinthiscity-
towhich,Ithink,youareastranger?Sir,toyourverygoodhealthandourbetteracquaintance!-thereis,inthiscityofDunedin,acertainimplicationofstreetswhichreflectstheutmostcreditonthedesignerandthepublicans-ateveryhundredyardsisseatedtheJudiciousTavern,sothatpersonsofcontemplativemindaresecure,atmoderatedistances,ofrefreshment。Ihavebeendoingatrotinthatfavouredquarter,favouredbyartandnature。Afewchosencomrades-enemiesofpublicityandfriendstowitandwine-obligedmewiththeirsociety。“Alongthecool,sequesteredvaleofRegisterStreetwekepttheuneventenorofourway,“sir。””Itstruckme,asyoucamein-”Ibegan。”O,don”tmakeanybonesaboutit!”heinterrupted。”Ofcourseitstruckyou!andletmetellyouIwasdevilishluckynottostrikemyself。WhenIenteredthisapartmentIshone“withallthepompandprodigalityofbrandyandwater,“asthepoetGrayhasinanotherplaceexpressedit。Powerfulbard,Gray!butaniminy-
piminycreature,afraidofapetticoatandabottle-notaman,sir,notaman!Excusemeforbeingsotroublesome,butwhatthedevilhaveIdonewithmyfork?Thankyou,Iamsure。TEMULENTIA,QUOADMEIPSUM,BREVISCOLLIGOEST。Isitandeat,sir,inaLondonfog。Ishouldbringalink-boytotablewithme;andI
wouldtoo,ifthelittlebruteswereonlywashed!IintendtofoundaPhilanthropicalSocietyforWashingtheDeservingPoorandShavingSoldiers。Iampleasedtoobservethat,althoughnotofanunmilitarybearing,youareapparentlyshaved。Inmycalendarofthevirtuesshavingcomesnexttodrinking。Agentlemanmaybealow-mindedruffianwithoutsixpence,buthewillalwaysbecloseshaved。Seeme,withtheeyeoffancy,inthechillhoursofthemorning,sayaboutaquartertotwelve,noon-seemeawake!Firstthingofall,withoutonethoughtoftheplausiblebutunsatisfactorysmallbeer,orthehealthfulthoughinsipidsoda-
water,Itakethedeadlyrazorinmyvacillatinggrasp;Iproceedtoskateuponthemarginofeternity。Stimulatingthought!I
bleed,perhaps,butwithmedicablewounds。Thestubblereaped,I
passoutofmychamber,calmbuttriumphant。Toemployahackneyedphrase,IwouldnotcallLordWellingtonmyuncle!I,too,havedared,perhapsbled,beforetheimminentdeadlyshaving-table。”
Inthismannerthebombasticfellowcontinuedtoentertainmeallthroughdinner,andbyacommonerrorofdrunkards,becausehehadbeenextremelytalkativehimself,leapedtotheconclusionthathehadchancedonverygenialcompany。Hetoldmehisname,hisaddress;hebeggedweshouldmeetagain;finallyheproposedthatI
shoulddinewithhiminthecountryatanearlydate。”Thedinnerisofficial”heexplained。”Theoffice-bearersandSenatusoftheUniversityofCramond-aneducationalinstitutioninwhichIhavethehonourtobeProfessorofNonsense-meettodohonourtoourfriendIcarus,attheold-establishedHOWFF,CramondBridge。Oneplaceisvacant,fascinatingstranger,-Iofferittoyou!””AndwhoisyourfriendIcarus?”Iasked,”TheaspiringsonofDaedalus!”saidhe。”IsitpossiblethatyouhaveneverheardthenameofByfield?””Possibleandtrue”saidI。”Andisfamesosmallathing?”criedhe。”Byfield,sir,isanaeronaut。HeapesthefameofaLunardi,andisonthepointofofferingtotheinhabitants-Ibegyourpardon,tothenobilityandgentryofourneighbourhood-thespectacleofanascension。
AsoneofthegentryconcernedImaybepermittedtoremarkthatI
amunmoved。IcarenotaTinker”sDamnforhisascension。Nomore-Ibreatheitinyourear-doesanybodyelse。Thebusinessisstale,sir,stale。Lunardididit,andoverdidit。Awhimsical,fiddling,vainfellow,byallaccounts-forIwasatthattimerockinginmycradle。Butoncewasenough。IfLunardiwentupandcamedown,therewasthemattersettled。Weprefertograntthepoint。WedonotwanttoseetheexperimentrepeatedADNAUSEAMbyByfield,andBrown,andButler,andBrodie,andBottomley。Ah!iftheywouldgoupandNOTcomedownagain!Butthisisbythequestion。TheUniversityofCramonddelightstohonourmeritintheman,sir,ratherthanutilityintheprofession;andByfield,thoughanignorantdog,isasoundreliabledrinker,andreallynotamissoverhiscups。Undertheradianceofthekindlyjarpartialitymightevencredithimwithwit。”
ItwillbeseenafterwardsthatthiswasmoremybusinessthanI
thoughtitatthetime。Indeed,Iwasimpatienttobegone。Evenasmyfriendmaunderedaheadasquallburst,thejawsoftherainwereopenedagainstthecoffee-housewindows,andatthatinclementsignalIrememberedIwasdueelsewhere。
CHAPTERXXVI-THECOTTAGEATNIGHT
ATthedoorIwasnearlyblownbackbytheunbridledviolenceofthesquall,andRowleyandImustshoutourpartingwords。AllthewayalongPrincesStreetwhithermywayledthewindhuntedmebehindandscreamedinmyears。Thecitywasflushedwithbucketfulsofrainthattastedsaltfromtheneighbouringocean。
Itseemedtodarkenandlightenagaininthevicissitudesofthegusts。Nowyouwouldsaythelampshadbeenblownoutfromendtoendofthelongthoroughfare;now,inalull,theywouldrevive,re-multiply,shineagainonthewetpavements,andmakedarknesssparinglyvisible。
BythetimeIhadgottothecorneroftheLothianRoadtherewasadistinctimprovement。Foronething,Ihadnowmyshouldertothewind;forasecond,Icameintheleeofmyoldprison-house,theCastle;and,atanyrate,theexcessivefuryoftheblastwasitselfmoderating。ThethoughtofwhaterrandIwasonre-awokewithinme,andIseemedtobreasttheroughweatherwithincreasingease。Withsuchadestination,whatmatteredalittlebuffetingofwindorasprinkleofcoldwater?IrecalledFlora”simage,Itookherinfancytomyarms,andmyheartthrobbed。AndthenextmomentIhadrecognisedtheinanityofthatfool”sparadise。IfI
couldspyhertaperasshewenttobed,Imightcountmyselflucky。
Ihadabouttwoleaguesbeforemeofaroadmostlyuphill,andnowdeepinmire。SosoonasIwasclearofthelaststreetlamp,darknessreceivedme-adarknessonlypointedbythelightsofoccasionalrusticfarms,wherethedogshowledwithupliftedheadsasIwentby。Thewindcontinuedtodecline:ithadbeenbutasquall,notatempest。Therain,ontheotherhand,settledintoasteadydeluge,whichhadsoondrenchedmethoroughly。Icontinuedtotrampforwardinthenight,contendingwithgloomythoughtsandaccompaniedbythedismalululationofthedogs。Whatailedthemthattheyshouldhavebeenthuswakeful,andperceivedthesmallsoundofmystepsamidthegeneralreverberationoftherain,wasmorethanIcouldfancy。IrememberedtaleswithwhichIhadbeenentertainedinchildhood。Itoldmyselfsomemurdererwasgoingby,andthebrutesperceiveduponhimthefaintsmellofblood;andthenextmoment,withaphysicalshock,Ihadappliedthewordstomyowncase!
Herewasadismaldispositionforalover。”Waseverladyinthishumourwooed?”Iaskedmyself,andcamenearturningback。Itisneverwisetoriskacriticalinterviewwhenyourspiritsaredepressed,yourclothesmuddy,andyourhandswet!Buttheboisterousnightwasinitselffavourabletomyenterprise:now,orperhapsnever,ImightfindsomewaytohaveaninterviewwithFlora;andifIhadoneinterviewwetclothes,lowspiritsandall,Itoldmyselftherewouldcertainlybeanother。
Arrivedinthecottage-gardenIfoundthecircumstancesmightyinclement。Fromtheroundholesintheshuttersoftheparlour,shaftsofcandle-lightstreamedforth;elsewherethedarknesswascomplete。Thetrees,thethickets,weresaturated;thelowerpartsofthegardenturnedintoamorass。Atintervals,whenthewindbrokeforthagain,therepassedoverheadawildcoilofclashingbranches;andbetweenwhilesthewholeenclosurecontinuouslyandstridentlyresoundedwiththerain。Iadvancedclosetothewindowandcontrivedtoreadthefaceofmywatch。Itwashalf-pastseven;theywouldnotretirebeforeten,theymightnotbeforemidnight,andtheprospectwasunpleasant。InalullofthewindI
couldhearfromtheinsidethevoiceofFlorareadingaloud;thewordsofcourseinaudible-onlyaflowofundecipherablespeech,quiet,cordial,colourless,moreintimateandwinning,moreeloquentofherpersonality,butnotlessbeautifulthansong。Andthenextmomenttheclamourofafreshsquallbrokeoutaboutthecottage;thevoicewasdrownedinitsbellowing,andIwasgladtoretreatfrommydangerouspost。
ForthreeegregioushoursImustnowsuffertheelementstodotheirworstuponme,andcontinuetoholdmygroundinpatience。I
recalledtheleastfortunateofmyservicesinthefield:beingout-sentryofthepicketsinweathernolessvile,sometimesunsupperedandwithnothingtolookforwardtobywayofbreakfastbutmusket-balls;andtheyseemedlightincomparison。Sostrangelyarewebuilt:somuchmorestrongistheloveofwomanthanthemereloveoflife。
Atlastmypatiencewasrewarded。Thelightdisappearedfromtheparlourandreappearedamomentafterintheroomabove。Iwasprettywellinformedfortheenterprisethatlaybeforeme。Iknewthelairofthedragon-thatwhichwasjustilluminated。IknewthebowerofmyRosamond,andhowexcellentlyitwasplacedontheground-level,roundtheflankofthecottageandoutofearshotofherformidableaunt。Nothingwasleftbuttoapplymyknowledge。
Iwasthenatthebottomofthegarden,whetherIhadgoneHeavensavethemark!forwarmth,thatImightwalktoandfrounheardandkeepmyselffromperishing。Thenighthadfallenstill,thewindceased;thenoiseoftherainhadmuchlightened,ifithadnotstopped,andwassucceededbythedrippingofthegardentrees。
Inthemidstofthislull,andasIwasalreadydrawingneartothecottage,Iwasstartledbythesoundofawindow-sashscreaminginitschannels;andasteportwobeyondIbecameawareofagushoflightuponthedarkness。ItfellfromFlora”swindow,whichshehadflungopenonthenight,andwhereshenowsat,roseateandpensive,intheshineoftwocandlesfallingfrombehind,hertressesdeeplyemboweringandshadingher;thesuspendedcombstillinonehand,theotheridlyclingingtotheironstanchionswithwhichthewindowwasbarred。
Keepingtotheturf,andfavouredbythedarknessofthenightandthepatteroftherainwhichwasnowreturning,thoughwithoutwind,IapproacheduntilIcouldalmosthavetouchedher。ItseemedagrossnessofwhichIwasincapabletobreakupherreveriebyspeech。Istoodanddrankherinwithmyeyes;howthelightmadeagloryinherhair,andwhatIhavealwaysthoughtthemostravishingthinginnaturehowtheplanesranintoeachother,andweredistinguished,andhowthehuesblendedandvaried,andwereshadedoff,betweenthecheekandneck。AtfirstIwasabashed:
sheworeherbeautylikeanimmediatehaloofrefinement;shediscouragedmelikeanangel,orwhatIsuspecttobethenextmostdiscouraging,amodernlady。ButasIcontinuedtogaze,hopeandlifereturnedtome;Iforgotmytimidity,IforgotthesickeningpackofwetclotheswithwhichIstoodburdened,Itingledwithnewblood。
Stillunconsciousofmypresence,stillgazingbeforeherupontheilluminatedimageofthewindow,thestraightshadowsofthebars,theglintingofpebblesonthepath,andtheimpenetrablenightonthegardenandthehillsbeyondit,sheheavedadeepbreaththatstruckuponmyheartlikeanappeal。”WhydoesMissGilchristsigh?”Iwhispered。”Doessherecallabsentfriends?”
Sheturnedherheadswiftlyinmydirection;itwastheonlysignofsurpriseshedeignedtomake。AtthesametimeIsteppedintothelightandbowedprofoundly。”You!”shesaid。”Here?””Yes,Iamhere”Ireplied。”Ihavecomeveryfar,itmaybeahundredandfiftyleagues,toseeyou。Ihavewaitedallthisnightinyourgarden。WillMissGilchristnotofferherhand-toafriendintrouble?”
Sheextendeditbetweenthebars,andIdroppedupononekneeonthewetpathandkissedittwice。Attheseconditwaswithdrawnsuddenly,methoughtwithmoreofastartthanshehadhithertodisplayed。Iregainedmyformerattitude,andwewerebothsilentawhile。Mytimidityreturnedonmetenfold。Ilookedinherfaceforanysignalsofanger,andseeinghereyestowaverandfallasidefrommine,auguredthatallwaswell。”Youmusthavebeenmadtocomehere!”shebrokeout。”Ofallplacesunderheaventhisisnoplaceforyoutocome。AndIwasjustthinkingyouweresafeinFrance!””Youwerethinkingofme!”Icried。”Mr。St。Ives,youcannotunderstandyourdanger”shereplied。”I
amsureofit,andyetIcannotfinditinmyhearttotellyou。
O,bepersuaded,andgo!””IbelieveIknowtheworst。ButIwasneveronetosetanunduevalueonlife,thelifethatwesharewithbeasts。Myuniversityhasbeeninthewars,notafamousplaceofeducation,butonewhereamanlearnstocarryhislifeinhishandaslightlyasaglove,andforhisladyorhishonourtolayitaslightlydown。
Youappealtomyfears,andyoudowrong。IhavecometoScotlandwithmyeyesquiteopentoseeyouandtospeakwithyou-itmaybeforthelasttime。Withmyeyesquiteopen,Isay;andifIdidnothesitateatthebeginningdoyouthinkthatIwoulddrawbacknow?””Youdonotknow!”shecried,withrisingagitation。”Thiscountry,eventhisgarden,isdeathtoyou。Theyallbelieveit;I
amtheonlyonethatdoesnot。Iftheyhearyounow,iftheyheardawhisper-Idreadtothinkofit。O,go,gothisinstant。Itismyprayer。””Dearlady,donotrefusemewhatIhavecomesofartoseek;andrememberthatoutofallthemillionsinEnglandthereisnootherbutyourselfinwhomIcandareconfide。Ihavealltheworldagainstme;youaremyonlyally;andasIhavetospeak,youhavetolisten。Allistruethattheysayofme,andallofitfalseatthesametime。IdidkillthismanGoguelat-itwasthatyoumeant?”
Shemutelysignedtomethatitwas;shehadbecomedeadlypale。”ButIkilledhiminfairfight。Tillthen,Ihadnevertakenalifeunlessinbattle,whichismytrade。ButIwasgrateful,I
wasonfirewithgratitude,toonewhohadbeengoodtome,whohadbeenbettertomethanIcouldhavedreamedofanangel,whohadcomeintothedarknessofmyprisonlikesunrise。ThemanGoguelatinsultedher。O,hehadinsultedmeoften,itwashisfavouritepastime,andhemightinsultmeashepleased-forwhowasI?Butwiththatladyitwasdifferent。IcouldneverforgivemyselfifI
hadletitpass。Andwefought,andhefell,andIhavenoremorse。”
Iwaitedanxiouslyforsomereply。Theworstwasnowout,andI
knewthatshehadheardofitbefore;butitwasimpossibleformetogoonwithmynarrativewithoutsomeshadowofencouragement。”Youblameme?””No,notatall。ItisapointIcannotspeakon-Iamonlyagirl。Iamsureyouwereintheright:Ihavealwayssaidso-toRonald。Not,ofcourse,tomyaunt。IamafraidIletherspeakasshewill。Youmustnotthinkmeadisloyalfriend;andevenwiththeMajor-Ididnottellyouhehadbecomequiteafriendofours-MajorChevenix,Imean-hehastakensuchafancytoRonald!ItwashethatbroughtthenewstousofthathatefulClauselbeingcaptured,andallthathewassaying。Iwasindignantwithhim。Isaid-IdaresayIsaidtoomuch-andI
mustsayhewasverygood-natured。Hesaid,“YouandI,whoarehisfriends,KNOWthatChampdiversisinnocent。Butwhatistheuseofsayingit?“Allthiswasinthecorneroftheroominwhattheycallanaside。Andthenhesaid,“Givemeachancetospeaktoyouinprivate,Ihavemuchtotellyou。”Andhedid。Andtoldmejustwhatyoudid-thatitwasanaffairofhonour,andnoblameattachedtoyou。O,ImustsayIlikethatMajorChevenix!”
AtthisIwasseizedwithagreatpangofjealousy。Irememberedthefirsttimethathehadseenher,theinterestthatheseemedimmediatelytoconceive;andIcouldnotbutadmirethedogfortheusehehadbeeningeniousenoughtomakeofouracquaintanceinordertosupplantme。Allisfairinloveandwar。Forallthat,IwasnownolessanxioustodothespeakingmyselfthanIhadbeenbeforetohearFlora。Atleast,IcouldkeepclearofthehatefulimageofMajorChevenix。AccordinglyIburstatonceonthenarrativeofmyadventures。Itwasthesameasyouhaveread,butbriefer,andtoldwithaverydifferentpurpose。Noweveryincidenthadaparticularbearing,everyby-waybranchedofftoRome-andthatwasFlora。
WhenIhadbeguntospeakIhadkneeleduponthegravelwithoutsidethelowwindow,restedmyarmsuponthesill,andloweredmyvoicetothemostconfidentialwhisper。Floraherselfmustkneelupontheotherside,andthisbroughtourheadsuponalevelwithonlythebarsbetweenus。Soplaced,soseparated,itseemedthatourproximity,andthecontinuousandlowsoundsofmypleadingvoice,workedprogressivelyandpowerfullyonherheart,andperhapsnotlesssoonmyown。Forthesespellsaredouble-edged。Thesillybirdsmaybecharmedwiththepipeofthefowler,whichisbutatubeofreeds。Notsowithabirdofourownfeather!AsIwenton,andmyresolvestrengthened,andmyvoicefoundnewmodulations,andourfacesweredrawnclosertothebarsandtoeachother,notonlyshe,butI,succumbedtothefascination,andwerekindledbythecharm。Wemakelove,andtherebyourselvesfallthedeeperinit。Itiswiththeheartonlythatonecapturesaheart。”Andnow”Icontinued,”Iwilltellyouwhatyoucanstilldoforme。Irunalittleriskjustnow,andyouseeforyourselfhowunavoidableitisforanymanofhonour。Butif-butincaseoftheworstIdonotchoosetoenricheithermyenemiesorthePrinceRegent。Ihaveherethebulkofwhatmyunclegaveme。Eightthousandoddpounds。Willyoutakecareofitforme?Donotthinkofitmerelyasmoney;takeandkeepitasarelicofyourfriendorsomepreciouspieceofhim。Imayhavebitterneedofiterelong。Doyouknowtheoldcountrystoryofthegiantwhogavehishearttohiswifetokeepforhim,thinkingitsafertoreposeonherloyaltythanhisownstrength?Flora,Iamthegiant-averylittleone:willyoubethekeeperofmylife?ItismyheartIofferyouinthissymbol。InthesightofGod,ifyouwillhaveit,Igiveyoumyname,Iendowyouwithmymoney。Iftheworstcome,ifImayneverhopetocallyouwife,letmeatleastthinkthatyouwillusemyuncle”slegacyasmywidow。””No,notthat”shesaid。”Neverthat。””Whatthen?”Isaid。”Whatelse,myangel?Whatarewordstome?
ThereisbutonenamethatIcaretoknowyouby。Flora,mylove!””Anne!”shesaid。
Whatsoundissofullofmusicasone”sownnameutteredforthefirsttimeinthevoiceofherwelove!”Mydarling!”saidI。
Thejealousbars,setatthetopandbottominstoneandlime,obstructedtheraptureofthemoment;butItookhertomyselfaswhollyastheyallowed。Shedidnotshunmylips。Myarmswerewoundroundherbody,whichyieldeditselfgenerouslytomyembrace。Aswesoremained,entwinedandyetsevered,bruisingourfacesunconsciouslyonthecoldbars,theironyoftheuniverse-
orasIprefertosay,envyofsomeofthegods-againstirreduptheelementsofthatstormynight。Thewindblewagaininthetree-tops;avolleyofcoldsea-raindelugedthegarden,and,asthedeucewouldhaveit,agutterwhichhadbeenhithertochokedupbegansuddenlytoplayuponmyheadandshoulderswiththevivacityofafountain。Wepartedwithashock;Isprangtomyfeet,andshetohers,asthoughwehadbeendiscovered。Amomentafter,butnowbothstanding,wehadagainapproachedthewindowoneitherside。”Flora”Isaid,”thisisbutapoorofferIcanmakeyou。”
Shetookmyhandinhersandclaspedittoherbosom。”Richenoughforaqueen!”shesaid,withaliftinherbreathingthatwasmoreeloquentthanwords。”Anne,mybraveAnne!Iwouldbegladtobeyourmaidservant;IcouldenvythatboyRowley。But,no!”shebrokeoff,”Ienvynoone-Ineednot-Iamyours。””Mine”saidI,”forever!Bythisandthis,mine!””Allofme”sherepeated。”Altogetherandforever!”
Andifthegodwereenvious,hemusthaveseenwithmortificationhowlittlehecoulddotomarthehappinessofmortals。Istoodinamerewaterspout;sheherselfwaswet,notfrommyembraceonly,butfromthesplashingofthestorm。Thecandleshadgutteredout;
wewereindarkness。Icouldscarceseeanythingbuttheshiningofhereyesinthedarkroom。ToherImusthaveappearedasasilhouette,haloedbyrainandthespoutingoftheancientGothicgutterabovemyhead。
Presentlywebecamemorecalmandconfidential;andwhenthatsquall,whichprovedtobethelastofthestorm,hadblownby,fellintoatalkofwaysandmeans。ItseemedsheknewMr。Robbie,towhomIhadbeensoslenderlyaccreditedbyRomaine-waseveninvitedtohishousefortheeveningofMonday,andgavemeasketchoftheoldgentleman”scharacterwhichimpliedagreatdealofpenetrationinherself,andprovedofgreatusetomeintheimmediatesequel。Itseemedhewasanenthusiasticantiquary,andinparticularafanaticofheraldry。Ihearditwithdelight,forIwasmyself,thankstoM。deCulemberg,fairlygroundedinthatscience,andacquaintedwiththeblazonsofmostfamiliesofnoteinEurope。AndIhadmadeupmymind-evenasshespoke,itwasmyfixeddetermination,thoughIwasahundredmilesfromsayingit-tomeetFloraonMondaynightasafellow-guestinMr。Robbie”shouse。
Igavehermymoney-itwas,ofcourse,onlypaperIhadbrought。
Igaveither,tobehermarriage-portion,Ideclared。”Notsobadamarriage-portionforaprivatesoldier”Itoldher,laughing,asIpasseditthroughthebars。”O,Anne,andwhereamItokeepit?”shecried。”Ifmyauntshouldfindit!WhatwouldIsay!””Nextyourheart”Isuggested。”Thenyouwillalwaysbenearyourtreasure”shecried,”foryouarealwaysthere!”
Wewereinterruptedbyasuddenclearnessthatfelluponthenight。
Thecloudsdispersed;thestarsshoneineverypartoftheheavens;
and,consultingmywatch,Iwasstartledtofinditalreadyhardonfiveinthemorning。
CHAPTERXXVII-THESABBATHDAY
ITwasindeedhightimeIshouldbegonefromSwanston;butwhatI
wastodointhemeanwhilewasanotherquestion。Rowleyhadreceivedhisorderslastnight:hewastosaythatIhadmetafriend,andMrs。McRankinewasnottoexpectmebeforemorning。A
goodenoughtaleinitself;butthedreadfulpickleIwasinmadeitoutofthequestion。IcouldnotgohometillIhadfoundharbourage,afiretodrymyclothesat,andabedwhereImightlietilltheywereready。
Fortunefavouredmeagain。IhadscarcegottothetopofthefirsthillwhenIspiedalightonmyleft,aboutafurlongaway。
Itmightbeacaseofsickness;whatelseitwaslikelytobe-insorusticaneighbourhood,andatsuchanungodlytimeofthemorning-wasbeyondmyfancy。Afaintsoundofsingingbecameaudible,andgraduallyswelledasIdrewnear,untilatlastI
couldmakeoutthewords,whichweresingularlyappropriatebothtothehourandtotheconditionofthesingers。”Thecockmaycraw,thedaymaydaw”theysang;andsangitwithsuchlaxitybothintimeandtune,andsuchsentimentalcomplaisanceintheexpression,asassuredmetheyhadgotfarintothethirdbottleatleast。
Ifoundaplainrusticcottagebythewayside,ofthesortcalleddouble,withasignboardoverthedoor;and,thelightswithinstreamingforthandsomewhatmitigatingthedarknessofthemorning,Iwasenabledtodeciphertheinscription:”TheHunters”
Tryst,byAlexanderHendry。PorterAles,andBritishSpirits。
Beds。”
Myfirstknockputaperiodtothemusic,andavoicechallengedtipsilyfromwithin。”Whogoesthere?”itsaid;andIreplied,”Alawfultraveller。”
Immediatelyafter,thedoorwasunbarredbyacompanyofthetallestladsmyeyeshadeverrestedon,allastonishinglydrunkandverydecentlydressed,andonewhowasperhapsthedrunkestofthelotcarryingatallowcandle,fromwhichheimpartiallybedewedtheclothesofthewholecompany。AssoonasIsawthemI
couldnothelpsmilingtomyselftoremembertheanxietywithwhichIhadapproached。Theyreceivedmeandmyhastily-concoctedstory,thatIhadbeenwalkingfromPeeblesandhadlostmyway,withincoherentbenignity;jostledmeamongthemintotheroomwheretheyhadbeensitting,aplainhedgerowalehouseparlour,witharoaringfireinthechimneyandaprodigiousnumberofemptybottlesonthefloor;andinformedmethatIwasmade,bythisreception,atemporarymemberoftheSIX-FEET-HIGHCLUB,anathleticsocietyofyoungmeninagoodstation,whomadeoftheHunters”Trystafrequentresort。TheytoldmeIhadintrudedonan”all-nightsitting”followinguponan”all-daySaturdaytramp”
offortymiles;andthatthememberswouldallbeupand”asrightasninepence”forthenoondayserviceatsomeneighbouringchurch-
Collingwood,ifmemoryservesmeright。AtthisIcouldhavelaughed,butthemomentseemedill-chosen。For,thoughsixfeetwastheirstandard,theyallexceededthatmeasurementconsiderably;andItastedagainsomeofthesensationsofchildhood,asIlookeduptoalltheseladsfromalowerplane,andwonderedwhattheywoulddonext。ButtheSix-Footers,iftheywereverydrunk,provednolesskind。ThelandlordandservantsoftheHunters”Trystwereinbedandasleeplongago。Whetherbynaturalgiftoracquiredhabittheycouldsufferpandemoniumtoreignalloverthehouse,andyetlierankedinthekitchenlikeEgyptianmummies,onlythatthesoundoftheirsnoringroseandfellceaselesslylikethedroneofabagpipe。HeretheSix-Footersinvadedthem-intheircitadel,sotospeak;countedthebunksandthesleepers;proposedtoputmeinbedtooneofthelasses,proposedtohaveoneofthelassesouttomakeroomforme,felloverchairs,andmadenoiseenoughtowakenthedead:thewholeilluminatedbythesameyoungtorch-bearer,butnowwithtwocandles,andrapidlybeginningtolooklikeamaninasnowstorm。
Atlastabedwasfoundforme,myclotheswerehungouttodrybeforetheparlourfire,andIwasmercifullylefttomyrepose。
Iawokeaboutninewiththesunshininginmyeyes。Thelandlordcameatmysummons,broughtmemyclothesdriedanddecentlybrushed,andgavemethegoodnewsthattheSix-Feet-HighClubwereallabedandsleepingofftheirexcesses。WheretheywerebestowedwasapuzzletomeuntilasIwasstrollingaboutthegardenpatchwaitingforbreakfastIcameonabarndoor,and,lookingin,sawalltheredfacemixedinthestrawlikeplumsinacake。Quoththestalwartmaidwhobroughtmemyporridgeandbademe”eatthemwhiletheywerehot””Ay,theywerea”ontheran-danlastnicht!
Hout!they”refinelads,andthey”llbenanethewaurofit。ForbyFarbes”scoat。Idinnaseewha”stogetthecreishoffthat!”sheadded,withasigh;inwhich,identifyingForbesasthetorch-
bearer,Imentallyjoined。
ItwasabravemorningwhenItooktheroad;thesunshone,springseemedintheair,itsmeltlikeAprilorMay,andsomeover-
venturousbirdssanginthecoppicesasIwentby。Ihadplentytothinkof,plentytobegratefulfor,thatgallantmorning;andyetIhadatwitteratmyheart。Toenterthecitybydaylightmightbecomparedtomarchingonabattery;everyfacethatIconfrontedwouldthreatenmelikethemuzzleofagun;anditcameintomyheadsuddenlywithhowmuchbetteracountenanceIshouldbeabletodoitifIcouldbutimproviseacompanion。HardbyMerchistonIwassofortunateastoobserveabulkygentlemaninbroadclothandgaiters,stoopingwithhisheadalmostbetweenhisknees,beforeastonewall。Seizingoccasionbytheforelock,IdrewupasIcamealongsideandinquiredwhathehadfoundtointeresthim。
Heturneduponmeacountenancenotmuchlessbroadthanhisback。”Why,sir”hereplied,”Iwasevenmarvellingatmyownindefeasiblestupeedity:thatIshouldwalkthiswayeveryweekofmylife,weatherpermitting,andshouldneverbeforehaveNOTTICED
thatstone”touchingitatthesametimewithagoodlyoakstaff。
Ifollowedtheindication。Thestone,whichhadbeenbuiltsidewaysintothewall,offeredtracesofheraldicsculpture。Atoncetherecameawildideaintomymind:hisappearancetalliedwithFlora”sdescriptionofMr。Robbie;aknowledgeofheraldrywouldgofartoclinchtheproof;andwhatcouldbemoredesirablethantoscrapeaninformalacquaintancewiththemanwhomImustapproachnextdaywithmytaleofthedrovers,andwhomIyetwishedtoplease?Istoopedinturn。”Achevron”Isaid;”onachiefthreemullets?LookslikeDouglas,doesitnot?””Yes,sir,itdoes;youareright”saidhe:”itDOESlooklikeDouglas;though,withoutthetinctures,andthewholethingbeingsobatteredandbrokenup,whoshallventureanopinion?Butallowmetobemorepersonal,sir。InthesedegeneratedaysIamastonishedyoushoulddisplaysomuchproficiency。””O,Iwaswellgroundedinmyyouthbyanoldgentleman,afriendofmyfamily,andImaysaymyguardian”saidI;”butIhaveforgottenitsince。GodforbidIshoulddeludeyouintothinkingmeaherald,sir!Iamonlyanungrammaticalamateur。””Andalittlemodestydoesnoharmeveninaherald”saysmynewacquaintancegraciously。
Inshort,wefelltogetheronouronwardway,andmaintainedveryamicablediscoursealongwhatremainedofthecountryroad,pastthesuburbs,andonintothestreetsoftheNewTown,whichwasasdesertedandsilentasacityofthedead。Theshopswereclosed,novehicleran,catssportedinthemidstofthesunnycauseway;
andourstepsandvoicesre-echoedfromthequiethouses。Itwasthehigh-water,fullandstrange,ofthatweeklytrancetowhichthecityofEdinburghissubjected:theapotheosisoftheSAWBATH;
andIconfessthespectaclewantednotgrandeur,howevermuchitmayhavelackedcheerfulness。Therearefewreligiousceremoniesmoreimposing。Aswethuswalkedandtalkedinapublicseclusionthebellsbrokeoutringingthroughalltheboundsofthecity,andthestreetsbeganimmediatelytobethrongedwithdecentchurch-
goers。”Ah!”saidmycompanion,”therearethebells!Now,sir,asyouareastrangerImustofferyouthehospitalityofmypew。IdonotknowwhetheryouareatallusedwithourScottishform;butincaseyouarenotIwillfindyourplacesforyou;andDr。HenryGray,ofSt。Mary”sunderwhomIsit,isasgoodapreacheraswehavetoshowyou。”
Thisputmeinaquandary。ItwasadegreeofriskIwasscarcepreparedfor。Dozensofpeople,whomightpassmebyinthestreetwithnomorethanasecondlook,wouldgoonfromthesecondtothethird,andfromthattoafinalrecognition,ifIweresetbeforethem,immobilisedinapew,duringthewholetimeofservice。Anunluckyturnoftheheadwouldsufficetoarresttheirattention。”Whoisthat?”theywouldthink:”surelyIshouldknowhim!”and,achurchbeingtheplaceinalltheworldwhereonehasleasttothinkof,itwastentoonetheywouldendbyrememberingmebeforethebenediction。However,mymindwasmadeup:Ithankedmyobligingfriend,andplacedmyselfathisdisposal。
Ourwaynowledusintothenorth-eastquarterofthetown,amongpleasantnewfaubourgs,toadecentnewchurchofagoodsize,whereIwassoonseatedbythesideofmygoodSamaritan,andlookeduponbyawholecongregationofmenacingfaces。Atfirstthepossibilityofdangerkeptmeawake;butbythetimeIhadassuredmyselftherewasnonetobeapprehended,andtheservicewasnotintheleastlikelytobeenlivenedbythearrestofaFrenchspy,IhadtoresignmyselftothetaskoflisteningtoDr。
HenryGray。
Aswemovedout,afterthisordealwasover,myfriendwasatoncesurroundedandclaimedbyhisacquaintancesofthecongregation;
andIwasrejoicedtohearhimaddressedbytheexpectednameofRobbie。
Sosoonaswewereclearofthecrowd-”Mr。Robbie?”saidI,bowing。”Theverysame,sir”saidhe。”IfImistakenot,alawyer?””AwritertoHisMajesty”sSignet,atyourservice。””Itseemswewerepredestinedtobeacquaintances!”Iexclaimed。”Ihavehereacardinmypocketintendedforyou。Itisfrommyfamilylawyer。Itwashislastword,asIwasleaving,toasktoberememberedkindly,andtotrustyouwouldpassoversoinformalanintroduction。”
AndIofferedhimthecard。”Ay,ay,myoldfriendDaniel!”sayshe,lookingonthecard。”AndhowdoesmyoldfriendDaniel?”
IgaveafavourableviewofMr。Romaine”shealth。”Well,thisiscertainlyawhimsicalincident”hecontinued。”Andsincewearethusmetalready-andsomuchtomyadvantage!-thesimplestthingwillbetoprosecutetheacquaintanceinstantly。
Letmeproposeasnackbetweensermons,abottleofmyparticulargreenseal-andwhennobodyislookingwecantalkblazons,Mr。
Ducie!”-whichwasthenameIthenusedandhadalreadyincidentallymentioned,inthevainhopeofprovokingareturninkind。”Ibegyourpardon,sir:doIunderstandyoutoinvitemetoyourhouse?”saidI。”ThatwastheideaIwastryingtoconvey”saidhe。”Wehavethenameofhospitablepeopleuphere,andIwouldlikeyoutotrymine。””Mr。Robbie,Ishallhopetotryitsomeday,butnotyet”I
replied。”Ihopeyouwillnotmisunderstandme。Mybusiness,whichbringsmetoyourcity,isofapeculiarkind。Tillyoushallhaveheardit,and,indeed,tillitsissueisknown,IshouldfeelasifIhadstolenyourinvitation。””Well,well”saidhe,alittlesobered,”itmustbeasyouwish,thoughyouwouldhardlyspeakotherwiseifyouhadcommittedhomicide!Mineistheloss。Imusteatalone;averyperniciousthingforapersonofmyhabitofbody,contentmyselfwithapintofskinkingclaret,andmeditatethediscourse。Butaboutthisbusinessofyours:ifitissoparticularasallthat,itwilldoubtlessadmitofnodelay。””Imustconfess,sir,itpresses”Iacknowledged。”Then,letussayto-morrowathalf-pasteightinthemorning”
saidhe;”andIhope,whenyourmindisatrestanditdoesyoumuchhonourtotakeitasyoudo,thatyouwillsitdownwithmetothepostponedmeal,notforgettingthebottle。Youhavemyaddress?”headded,andgaveitme-whichwastheonlythingI
wanted。
Atlast,atthelevelofYorkPlace,wepartedwithmutualcivilities,andIwasfreetopursuemyway,throughthemobsofpeoplereturningfromchurch,tomylodgingsinSt。James”Square。
AlmostatthehousedoorwhomshouldIovertakebutmylandladyinadressofgorgeousseverity,anddraggingaprizeinherwake:nolessthanRowley,withthecockadeinhishat,andasmartpairoftopstohisboots!WhenIsaidhewasinthelady”swakeIspokebutinmetaphor。Asamatteroffacthewassquiringher,withtheutmostdignity,onhisarm;andIfollowedthemupthestairs,smilingtomyself。
BothwerequicktosalutemeassoonasIwasperceived,andMrs。
McRankineinquiredwhereIhadbeen。Itoldherboastfully,givingherthenameofthechurchandthedivine,andignorantlysupposingIshouldhavegainedcaste。Butshesoonopenedmyeyes。IntherootsoftheScottishcharacterthereareknotsandcontortionsthatnotonlynostrangercanunderstand,butnostrangercanfollow;hewalksamongexplosives;andhisbestcourseistothrowhimselfupontheirmercy-”JustasIam,withoutoneplea”acitationfromoneofthelady”sfavouritehymns。
Thesoundshemadewasunmistakableinmeaning,thoughitwasimpossibletobewrittendown;andIatonceexecutedthemanoeuvreIhaverecommended。”YoumustrememberIamaperfectstrangerinyourcity”saidI。”IfIhavedonewrong,itwasinmereignorance,mydearlady;andthisafternoon,ifyouwillbesogoodastotakeme,IshallaccompanyYOU。”
Butshewasnottobepacifiedatthemoment,anddepartedtoherownquartersmurmuring。”Well,Rowley”saidI;”andhaveyoubeentochurch?””Ifyouplease,sir”hesaid。”Well,youhavenotbeenanylessunluckythanIhave”Ireturned。”AndhowdidyougetonwiththeScottishform?””Well,sir,itwaspretty”ard,theformwas,andreethernarrow”
hereplied。”Idon”tknoww”yitis,butitseemstomelikeasifthingswereagoodbitchangedsinceWilliamWallace!Thatwasamainqueerchurchshetookmeto,Mr。Anne!Idon”tknowasI
couldhavesatitout,ifshe”adn”t”a”givemepeppermints。Sheain”tabadoneatbottom,theoldgirl;shedopounceabit,andshedoworry,but,lawblessyou,Mr。Anne,itain”tnothinkreally-shedon”tMEANit。W”y,shewasdownonmelikea”undredweightofbricksthismorning。Yousee,lastnightshe”admeintosupper,and,Ibegyourpardon,sir,butItookthefreedomofplayingherachuneortwo。Shedidn”tmindabit;sothismorningIbegantoplaytomyself,andsheflouncedin,andflewup,andcarriedonnoendaboutSunday!””Yousee,Rowley”saidI,”they”reallmaduphere,andyouhavetohumourthem。Seeanddon”tquarrelwithMrs。McRankine;and,aboveall,don”targuewithher,oryou”llgettheworstofit。
Whatevershesays,touchyourforelockandsay,“Ifyouplease!“or“Ibegpardon,ma”am。”Andletmetellyouonething:Iamsorry,butyouhavetogotochurchwithheragainthisafternoon。That”sduty,myboy!”
AsIhadforeseen,thebellshadscarcebegunbeforeMrs。McRankinepresentedherselftobeourescort,uponwhichIsprangupwithreadinessandofferedhermyarm。Rowleyfollowedbehind。IwasbeginningtogrowaccustomedtotherisksofmystayinEdinburgh,anditevenamusedmetoconfrontanewchurchful。Iconfesstheamusementdidnotlastuntiltheend;forifDr。Graywerelong,Mr。McCrawwasnotonlylonger,butmoreincoherent,andthematterofhissermonwhichwasadirectattack,apparently,onalltheChurchesoftheworld,myownamongthenumber,whereithadnotthetonicqualityofpersonalinsult,ratherinclinedmetoslumber。ButIbracedmyselfformylife,keptupRowleywiththeendofapin,andcamethroughitawake,butnomore。
Bethiahwasquiteconqueredbythis”markofgrace”though,Iamafraid,shewasalsomovedbymoreworldlyconsiderations。Thefirstis,theladyhadnottheleastobjectiontogotochurchonthearmofanelegantlydressedyounggentleman,andbefollowedbyaspruceservantwithacockadeinhishat。Icouldseeitbythewayshetookpossessionofus,foundustheplacesintheBible,whisperedtomethenameoftheminister,passeduslozenges,whichIformyparthandedontoRowley,andateachfreshattentionstolealittleglanceaboutthechurchtomakesureshewasobserved。Rowleywasaprettyboy;youwillpardonmeifIalsorememberedthatIwasafavourable-lookingyoungman。Whenwegrowelderly,howtheroombrightens,andbeginstolookasitoughttolook,ontheentranceofyouth,grace,health,andcomeliness!Youdonotwantthemforyourself,perhapsnotevenforyourson,butyoulookonsmiling;andwhenyourecalltheirimages-again,itiswithasmile。Idefyyoutoseeorthinkofthemandnotsmilewithaninfiniteandintimate,butquiteimpersonal,pleasure。
Well,eitherIknownothingofwomen,orthatwasthecasewithBethiahMcRankine。Shehadbeentochurchwithacockadebehindher,ontheonehand;ontheother,herhousewasbrightenedbythepresenceofapairofgood-lookingyoungfellowsoftheothersex,whowerealwayspleasedanddeferentialinhersocietyandacceptedherviewsasfinal。
Theseweresentimentstobeencouraged;and,onthewayhomefromchurch-ifchurchitcouldbecalled-Iadoptedamostinsidiousdevicetomagnifyherinterest。Itookherintotheconfidence,thatis,ofmyloveaffair,andIhadnosoonermentionedayoungladywithwhommyaffectionswereengagedthansheturneduponmeafaceofawfulgravity。”Isshebonny?”sheinquired。
Igaveherfullassurancesuponthat。”Towhatdenoaminationdoesshebeloang?”camenext,andwassounexpectedasalmosttodeprivemeofbreath。”Uponmyword,ma”am,Ihaveneverinquired”criedI;”IonlyknowthatsheisaheartfeltChristian,andthatisenough。””Ay!”shesighed,”ifshehastherootofthemaitter!There”saremnantpracticallyinmostofthedenoaminations。There”ssomeintheMcGlashanites,andsomeintheGlassites,andmonyintheMcMillanites,andthere”saleevenevenintheEstayblishment。””IhaveknownsomeverygoodPapistseven,ifyougotothat”saidI。”Mr。Ducie,thinkshametoyoursel”!”shecried。”Why,mydearmadam!Ionly-”Ibegan。”Youshouldnaejestinsairiousmaitters”sheinterrupted。
Onthewhole,sheenteredintowhatIchosetotellherofouridyllwithavidity,likeacatlickingherwhiskersoveradishofcream;and,strangetosay-andsoexpansiveapassionisthatoflove!-thatIderivedaperhapsequalsatisfactionfromconfidinginthatbreastofiron。Itmadeanimmediatebond:fromthathourweseemedtobeweldedintoafamily-party;andIhadlittledifficultyinpersuadinghertojoinusandtopresideoverourtea-table。Surelytherewasneversoill-matchedatrioasRowley,Mrs。McRankine,andtheViscountAnne!ButIamoftheApostle”sway,withadifference:allthingstoallwomen!WhenIcannotpleaseawoman,hangmeinmycravat!
CHAPTERXXVIII-EVENTSOFMONDAY:THELAWYER”SPARTY
BYhalf-pasteighto”clockonthenextmorning,Iwasringingthebellofthelawyer”sofficeinCastleStreet,whereIfoundhimensconcedatabusinesstable,inaroomsurroundedbyseveraltiersofgreentincases。Hegreetedmelikeanoldfriend。”Comeaway,sir,comeaway!”saidhe。”Hereisthedentistreadyforyou,andIthinkIcanpromiseyouthattheoperationwillbepracticallypainless。””Iamnotsosureofthat,Mr。Robbie”Ireplied,asIshookhandswithhim。”Butatleastthereshallbenotimelostwithme。”
Ihadtoconfesstohavinggonea-rovingwithapairofdroversandtheircattle,tohavingusedafalsename,tohavingmurderedorhalf-murderedafellow-creatureinascuffleonthemoors,andtohavingsufferedacoupleofquiteinnocentmentoliesometimeinprisononachargefromwhichIcouldhaveimmediatelyfreedthem。
AllthisIgavehimfirstofall,tobedonewiththeworstofit;
andallthishetookwithgravity,butwithouttheleastappearanceofsurprise。”Now,sir”Icontinued,”Iexpecttohavetopayformyunhappyfrolic,butIwouldlikeverywellifitcouldbemanagedwithoutmypersonalappearanceoreventhementionofmyrealname。Ihadsomuchwisdomastosailunderfalsecoloursinthisfoolishjauntofmine;myfamilywouldbeextremelyconcernediftheyhadwindofit;butatthesametime,ifthecaseofthisFaahasterminatedfatally,andthereareproceedingsagainstToddandCandlish,Iamnotgoingtostandbyandseethemvexed,farlesspunished;andI
authoriseyoutogivemeupfortrialifyouthinkthatbest-or,ifyouthinkitunnecessary,inthemeanwhiletomakepreparationsfortheirdefence。Ihope,sir,thatIamaslittleanxioustobeQuixotic,asIamdeterminedtobejust。””Veryfairlyspoken”saidMr。Robbie。”Itisnotmuchinmyline,asdoubtlessyourfriend,Mr。Romaine,willhavetoldyou。I
rarelymixmyselfupwithanythingonthecriminalside,orapproachingit。However,forayounggentlemanlikeyou,Imaystretchapoint,andIdaresayImaybeabletoaccomplishmorethanperhapsanother。IwillgoatoncetotheProcuratorFiscal”sofficeandinquire。””Waitamoment,Mr。Robbie”saidI。”Youforgetthechapterofexpenses。Ihadthought,forabeginning,ofplacingathousandpoundsinyourhands。””Mydearsir,youwillkindlywaituntilIrenderyoumybill”
saidMr。Robbieseverely。””Itseemedtome”Iprotested,”thatcomingtoyoualmostasastranger,andplacinginyourhandsapieceofbusinesssocontrarytoyourhabits,somesubstantialguaranteeofmygoodfaith-””NotthewaythatwedobusinessinScotland,sir”heinterrupted,withanairofclosingthedispute。”Andyet,Mr。Robbie”Icontinued,”Imustaskyoutoallowmetoproceed。Idonotmerelyrefertotheexpensesofthecase。I
havemyeyebesidesonToddandCandlish。Theyarethoroughlydeservingfellows;theyhavebeensubjectedthroughmetoaconsiderabletermofimprisonment;andIsuggest,sir,thatyoushouldnotsparemoneyfortheirindemnification。Thiswillexplain”Iaddedsmiling,”myofferofthethousandpounds。ItwasinthenatureofameasurebywhichyoushouldjudgethescaleonwhichIcanaffordtohavethisbusinesscarriedthrough。””Itakeyouperfectly,Mr。Ducie”saidhe。”ButthesoonerIamoff,thebetterthisaffairisliketobeguided。Myclerkwillshowyouintothewaiting-roomandgiveyoutheday”sCALEDONIAN
MERCURYandthelastREGISTERtoamuseyourselfwithintheinterval。”
IbelieveMr。Robbiewasatleastthreehoursgone。Isawhimdescendfromacabatthedoor,andalmostimmediatelyafterIwasshownagainintohisstudy,wherethesolemnityofhismannerledmetoaugurtheworst。Forsometimehehadtheinhumanitytoreadmealectureastotheincrediblesilliness,”nottosayimmorality”ofmybehaviour。”Ihavethesatisfactionintellingyoumyopinion,becauseitappearsthatyouaregoingtogetoffscotfree”hecontinued,where,indeed,Ithoughthemighthavebegun。”Theman,Faa,hasbeendischargedcured;andthetwomen,ToddandCandlish,wouldhavebeenleeberatedloneagoifithadnotbeenfortheirextraordinaryloyaltytoyourself,Mr。Ducie-orMr。St。
Ivey,asIbelieveIshouldnowcallyou。Neverawordwouldeitherofthetwooldfoolsvolunteerthatinanymannerpointedattheexistenceofsuchaperson;andwhentheywereconfrontedwithFaa”sversionoftheaffair,theygaveaccountssoentirelydiscrepantwiththeirownformerdeclarations,aswellaswitheachother,thattheFiscalwasquitenonplussed,andimaiginedtherewassomethingbehindit。YoumaybelieveIsoonlaughedhimoutofthat!AndIhadthesatisfactionofseeingyourtwofriendssetfree,andverygladtobeonthecausewayagain。””Oh,sir”Icried,”youshouldhavebroughtthemhere。””Noinstructions,Mr。Ducie!”saidhe。”HowdidIknowyouwishedtorenewanacquaintancewhichyouhadjustterminatedsofortunately?And,indeed,tobefrankwithyou,Ishouldhavesetmyfaceagainstit,ifyouhad!Letthemgo!Theyarepaidandcontented,andhavethehighestpossibleopinionofMr。St。Ivey!
WhenIgavethemfiftypoundsapiece-whichwasrathermorethanenough,Mr。Ducie,whateveryoumaythink-themanTodd,whohastheonlytongueoftheparty,struckhisstaffontheground。
“Weel,“sayshe,“Iayesaidhewasagentleman!““Man,Todd,“
saidI,“thatwasjustwhatMrSt。Iveysaidofyourself!“””Soitwasacaseof“Complimentsflywhengentlefolkmeet。”””No,no,Mr。Ducie,manToddandmanCandlisharegoneoutofyourlife,andagoodriddance!Theyarefinefellowsintheirway,butnoproperassociatesforthelikeofyourself;anddoyoufinallyagreetobedonewithalleccentricity-takeupwithnomoredrovers,ortinkers,butenjoythenaituralpleesuresforwhichyourage,yourwealth,yourintelligence,andifImaybeallowedtosayityourappearancesocompletelyfityou。Andthefirstofthese”quothhe,lookingathiswatch,”willbetostepthroughtomydining-roomandshareabachelor”sluncheon。”
Overthemeal,whichwasgood,Mr。Robbiecontinuedtodevelopthesametheme。”You”re,nodoubt,whattheycalladancing-man?”saidhe。”Well,onThursdaynightthereistheAssemblyBall。Youmustcertainlygothere,andyoumustpermitmebesidestodothehonoursoftheceetyandsendyouaticket。Iamathoroughbelieverinayoungmanbeingayoungman-butnomoredroversorrovers,ifyouloveme!TalkingofwhichputsmeinmindthatyoumaybeshortofpartnersattheAssembly-oh,Ihavebeenyoungmyself!-andifyecaretocometoanythingsoportentiouslytediousasatea-partyatthehouseofabachelorlawyer,consistingmainlyofhisniecesandnephews,andhisgrand-niecesandgrand-nephews,andhiswards,andgenerallythewholeclanofthedescendantsofhisclients,youmightdropinto-nighttowardsseveno”clock。IthinkIcanshowyouoneortwothatareworthlookingat,andyoucandancewiththemlateronattheAssembly。”
Heproceededtogivemeasketchofoneortwoeligibleyoungladies”whomImightexpecttomeet。”Andthenthere”smyparteecularfriend,MissFlora”saidhe。”ButI”llmakenoattemptofadescription。Youshallseeherforyourself。”
ItwillbereadilysupposedthatIacceptedhisinvitation;andreturnedhometomakeatoiletteworthyofherIwastomeetandthegoodnewsofwhichIwasthebearer。Thetoilette,Ihavereasontobelieve,wasasuccess。Mr。Rowleydismissedmewithafarewell:”Crikey!Mr。Anne,butyoudolookprime!”EventhestonyBethiahwas-howshallIsay?-dazzled,butscandalised,bymyappearance;andwhile,ofcourse,shedeploredthevanitythatledtoit,shecouldnotwhollypreventherselffromadmiringtheresult。”Ay,Mr。Ducie,thisisapooremploymentforawayfaringChristianman!”shesaid。”Wi”ChristdespisedandrejectitinallpairtsoftheworldandtheflagoftheCovenantflungdoon,youwillbemucklebetteronyourknees!However,I”llhavetoconfessthatitsetsyouweel。Andifit”sthelassieye”regauntoseethenicht,IsupposeI”lljusthavetoexcuseye!Bairnsmaunbebairns!”shesaid,withasigh。”ImindwhenMr。McRankinecamecourtin”,andthat”slangby-gane-ImindIhadagreengown,passementit,thatwasthochttobecomemetoadmiration。Iwasnaejustexactlywhatyewouldca”bonny;butIwaspale,penetratin”,andinterestin”。”
Andsheleanedoverthestair-railwithacandletowatchmydescentaslongasitshouldbepossible。
ItwasbutalittlepartyatMr。Robbie”s-bywhich,Idonotsomuchmeanthattherewerefewpeople,fortheroomswerecrowded,asthattherewasverylittleattemptedtoentertainthem。Inoneapartmentthereweretablessetout,wheretheeldersweresolemnlyengageduponwhist;intheotherandlargerone,agreatnumberofyouthofbothsexesentertainedthemselveslanguidly,theladiessittinguponchairstobecourted,thegentlemenstandingaboutinvariousattitudesofinsinuationorindifference。Conversationappearedthesoleresource,exceptinsofarasitwasmodifiedbyanumberofkeepsakesandannualswhichlaydisperseduponthetables,andofwhichtheyoungbeauxdisplayedtheillustrationstotheladies。Mr。Robbiehimselfwascustomarilyinthecard-room;
onlynowandagain,whenhecutout,hemadeanincursionamongtheyoungfolks,androlledaboutjoviallyfromonetoanother,theverypictureofthegeneraluncle。
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