首页 >出版文学> Casanova>第61章

第61章

  "Well,well,smileagainifyoudonotwishtovexme。"
  "Ishallsoondothat,if,asyouassureme,shewillnotmakemeloseyourlove。Butwhatmadetheoldgentlemangetmeagirllikethat?Doyouthinkhediditoutofmischief?"
  "No,Idon’tthinkso。Iamsure,ontheotherhand,thathewantedtoletyouknowthatyouneednotfearbeingcomparedwithanybody。Areyoupleasedwithherinotherrespects?"
  "Sheworkswell,andsheisveryrespectful。Shedoesnotspeakfourwordswithoutaddressingmeassignora,andsheiscarefultotranslatewhatshesaysfromItalianintoFrench。IhopethatinamonthIshallspeakwellenoughforustodispensewithherserviceswhenwegotoFlorence。IhaveorderedLeDuctoclearouttheroomIhavechosenforher,andIwillsendherherdinnerfromourowntable。Iwillbekindtoher,butIhopeyouwillnotmakemewretched。"
  "Icouldnotdoso;andIdonotseewhattherecanbeincommonbetweenthegirlandmyself。"
  "Thenyouwillpardonmyfears。"
  "Themorereadilyastheyshewyourlove。"
  "Ithankyou,butkeepmysecret。"
  IpromisednevertogiveaglancetoVeronique,ofwhomIwasalreadyafraid,butIlovedRosalieandwouldhavedoneanythingtosavehertheleastgrief。
  Isettoatmytranslationafterdinner;itwasworkIliked。I
  didnotgooutthatday,andIspentthewholeofthenextmorningwithM。deGrimaldi。
  IwenttothebankerBelloniandchangedallmygoldintogigliatisequins。Imademyselfknownafterthemoneywaschanged,andtheheadcashiertreatedmewithgreatcourtesy。IhadbillsonthisbankerforfortythousandRomancrowns,andonLepribillsfortwentythousand。
  Rosaliedidnotwanttogototheplayagain,soIgotherapieceofembroiderytoamuseherintheevening。Thetheatrewasanecessityforme;Ialwayswentunlessitinterferredwithsomestillsweeterpleasure。Iwentbymyself,andwhenIgothomeI
  foundthemarquistalkingtomymistress。Iwaspleased,andafterIhadembracedtheworthynoblemanIcomplimentedRosalieonhavingkepthimtillmyarrival,addinggentlythatsheshouldhaveputdownherwork。
  "Askhim,"shereplied,"ifhedidnotmakemekeepon。HesaidhewouldgoifIdidn’t,soIgaveintokeephim。"
  Shethenrose,stoppedworking,andinthecourseofaninterestingconversationshesucceededinmakingthemarquispromisetostaytosupper,thusforestallingmyintention。Hewasnotaccustomedtotakeanythingatthathour,andatelittle;butIsawhewasenchantedwithmytreasure,andthatpleasedme,forIdidnotthinkIhadanythingtofearfromamanofsixty;
  besides,IwasgladattheopportunityofaccustomingRosalietogoodsociety。Iwantedhertobealittlecoquettish,asawomanneverpleasesinsocietyunlesssheshewsadesiretoplease。
  Althoughthepositionwasquiteastrangeoneforher,shemademeadmirethenaturalaptitudeofwomen,whichmaybeimprovedorspoiledbyartbutwhichexistsmoreorlessinthemall,fromthethronetothemilk—pail。ShetalkedtoM。deGrimaldiinawaythatseemedtohintshewaswillingtogivealittlehope。Asourguestdidnoteat,shesaidgraciouslythathemustcometodinnersomedaythatshemighthaveanopportunityofseeingwhetherhereallyhadanyappetite。
  WhenhehadgoneItookheronmyknee,andcoveringherwithkissesaskedherwhereshehadlearnttotalktogreatpeoplesowell。
  "It’saneasymatter,"shereplied。"Youreyesspeaktomysoul,andtellmewhattodoandwhattosay。"
  Aprofessedrhetoriciancouldnothaveansweredmoreelegantlyormoreflatteringly。
  Ifinishedthetranslation;IhaditcopiedoutbyCostaandtookittoRossi,themanager,whosaidhewouldputitondirectly,whenItoldhimIwasgoingtomakehimapresentoftheplay。I
  namedtheactorsofmychoice,andaskedhimtobringthemtodinewithmeatmyinn,thatImightreadtheplayanddistributetheparts。
  Aswillbeguessed,myinvitationwasaccepted,andRosalieenjoyeddiningwiththeactorsandactresses,andespeciallyhearingherselfcalledMadameCasanovaeverymoment。Veroniqueexplainedeverythingshedidnotunderstand。
  Whenmyactorswereroundmeinaring,theybeggedmetotellthemtheirparts,butIwouldnotgiveinonthispoint。
  "Thefirstthingtobedone,"saidI,"isforyoutolistenattentivelytothewholepiecewithoutmindingaboutyourparts。
  WhenyouknowthewholeplayIwillsatisfyyourcuriosity。"
  Iknewthatcarelessoridleactorsoftenpaynoattentiontoanythingexcepttheirownparts,andthusapiece,thoughwellplayedinitsparts,isbadlyrenderedasawhole。
  Theysubmittedwithatolerablygoodgrace,whichthehighandmightyplayersoftheComedieFrancaisewouldcertainlynothavedone。JustasIwasbeginningmyheadingtheMarquisdeGrimaldiandthebankerBellonicameintocallonme。Iwasgladforthemtobepresentatthetrial,whichonlylastedanhourandaquarter。
  AfterIhadheardtheopinionoftheactors,whobytheirpraiseofvarioussituationsshewedmethattheyhadtakenintheplot,I
  toldCostatodistributetheparts;butnosoonerwasthisdonethanthefirstactorandthefirstactressbegantoexpresstheirdispleasure;she,becauseIhadgivenherthepartofLadyAlton;
  he,becauseIhadnotgivenhimMurray’spart;buttheyhadtobearitasitwasmywill。Ipleasedeverybodybyaskingthemalltodinnerforthedayafterthemorrow,afterdinnerthepiecetoberehearsedforthefirsttime。
  ThebankerBelloniaskedmetodinnerforthefollowingday,includingmylady,whoexcusedherselfwithgreatpoliteness,intheinvitation;andM。Grimaldiwasgladtotakemyplaceatdinneratherrequest。
  WhenIgottoM。Belloni’s,IwasgreatlysurprisedtoseetheimpostorIvanoff,whoinsteadofpretendingnottoknowme,asheoughttohavedone,cameforwardtoembraceme。Isteppedbackandbowed,whichmightbeputdowntoafeelingofrespect,althoughmycoldnessandscantceremonywouldhaveconvincedanyobservanteyeofthecontrary。Hewaswelldressed,butseemedsad,thoughhetalkedagooddeal,andtosomepurpose,especiallyonpolitics。TheconversationturnedontheCourtofRussia,whereElizabethPetrovnareigned;andhesaidnothing,butsighedandturnedawaypretendingtowipethetearsfromhiseyes。Atdessert,heaskedmeifIhadheardanythingofMadameMorin,adding,asiftorecallthecircumstancetomymemory,thatwehadsuppedtogetherthere:
  "Ibelievesheisquitewell,"Ianswered。
  Hisservant,inyellowandredlivery,waitedonhimattable。
  Afterdinnerhecontrivedtotellmethathehadamatterofthegreatestimportancehewantedtodiscusswithme。
  "Myonlydesiresir,istoavoidallappearanceofknowinganythingaboutyou。"
  "Onewordfromyouwillgainmeahundredthousandcrowns,andyoushallhavehalf。"
  Iturnedmybackonhim,andsawhimnomoreatGenoa。
  WhenIgotbacktotheinnIfoundM。deGrimaldigivingRosaliealessoninItalian。
  "Shehasgivenmeanexquisitedinner,"saidhe,"youmustbeveryhappywithher。"
  Inspiteofhishonestface,M。Grimaldiwasinlovewithher,butIthoughtIhadnothingtofear。Beforehewentsheinvitedhimtocometotherehearsalnextday。
  WhentheactorscameInoticedamongstthemayoungmanwhosefaceIdidnotknow,andonmyenquiringRossitoldmehewastheprompter。
  "Iwon’thaveanyprompter;sendhimabouthisbusiness。"
  "Wecan’tgetonwithouthim。"
  "You’llhaveto;Iwillbetheprompter。"
  Theprompterwasdismissed,butthethreeactressesbegantocomplain。
  "Ifweknewourpartsaswellasthe’paternoster’weshouldbecertaintocometoadeadstopiftheprompterisn’tinhisbox。"
  "Verygood,"saidItotheactress,whowastoplayLindane,"I
  willoccupytheboxmyself,butIshallseeyourdrawers。"
  "Youwouldhavesomedifficultyindoingthat,"saidthefirstactor,"shedoesn’twearany。"
  "Somuchthebetter。"
  "Youknownothingaboutit,"saidtheactress。
  Theseremarksputusallinhighspirits,andtheministersofThaliaendedbypromisingthattheywoulddispensewithaprompter。Iwaspleasedwiththewaythepiecewasread,andtheysaidtheywouldbeletter—perfectinthreedays。Butsomethinghappened。
  OnthedayfixedfortherehearsaltheycamewithouttheLindaneandMurray。Theywerenotwell,butRossisaidtheywouldnotfailuseventually。ItookthepartofMurray,andaskedRosalietobetheLindane。
  "Idon’treadItalianwellenough,"shewhispered,"andIdon’twishtohavetheactorslaughingatme;butVeroniquecoulddoit。"
  "Askifshewillreadthepart。"
  However,Veroniquesaidthatshecouldrepeatitbyheart。
  "Allthebetter,"saidItoher,laughinginternally,asIthoughtofSoleure,forIsawthatIshouldthusbeobligedtomakelovetothegirltowhomIhadnotspokenforthefortnightshehadbeenwithus。Ihadnotevenhadagoodlookatherface。IwassoafraidofRosalie(whomIlovedbettereveryday)takingfright。
  WhatIhadfearedhappened。WhenItookVeronique’shand,andsaid,"Si,bellaLindana,debbeadorarvi!"everybodyclapped,becauseIgavethewordstheirproperexpression;butglancingatRosalieIsawashadowonherface,andIwasangryatnothavingcontrolledmyselfbetter。Nevertheless,IcouldnothelpfeelingamazedatthewayVeroniqueplayedthepart。WhenItoldherthatIadoredhersheblusheduptohereyes;shecouldnothaveplayedthelove—sickgirlbetter。
  Wefixedadayforthedress—rehearsalatthetheatre,andthecompanyannouncedthefirstnightaweekinadvancetoexcitepubliccuriosity。Thebillsran:
  "WeshallgiveVoltaire’sEcossaise,translatedbyananonymousauthor:noprompterwillbepresent。"
  IcannotgivethereaderanyideaofthetroubleIhadtoquietRosalie。Sherefusedtobecomforted;weptincessantly,andtouchedmyheartbygentlereproaches。
  "YouloveVeronique,"saidshe,"andyouonlytranslatedthatpiecetohaveanopportunityofdeclaringyourlove。"
  Isucceededinconvincingherthatshewrongedme,andatlastafterIhadlavishedcaressesonhershesufferedherselftobecalmed。Nextmorningshebeggedpardonforherjealousy,andtocureitinsistedonmyspeakingconstantlytoVeronique。Herheroismwentfarther。ShegotupbeforemeandsentmemycoffeebyVeronique,whowasasastonishedasIwas。
  AtheartRosaliewasagreatcreature,capableofnobleresolves,butlikeallwomenshegavewaytosuddenemotions。Fromthatdayshegavemenomoresignsofjealousy,andtreatedhermaidwithmorekindnessthanever。Veroniquewasanintelligentandwell—
  manneredgirl,andifmyhearthadnotbeenalreadyoccupiedshewouldhavereignedthere。
  ThefirstnightoftheplayItookRosalietoabox,andshewouldhaveVeroniquewithher。M。deGrimaldididnotleaveherforamoment。Theplaywaspraisedtotheskies;thelargetheatrewasfullofthebestpeopleinGenoa。Theactorssurpassedthemselves,thoughtheyhadnoprompter,andwereloudlyapplauded。Thepieceranfivenightsandwasperformedtofullhouses。Rossi,hopingperhapsthatIwouldmakehimapresentofanotherplay,askedmyleavetogivemyladyasuperbpelisseoflynx—fur,whichpleasedherimmensely。
  Iwouldhavedoneanythingtosparemysweethearttheleastanxiety,andyetfrommywantofthoughtIcontrivedtovexher。
  IshouldneverhaveforgivenmyselfifProvidencehadnotordainedthatIshouldbethecauseofherfinalhappiness。
  "Ihavereasontosuspect,"shesaidoneday,"thatIamwithchild,andIamenchantedatthethoughtofgivingyouadearpledgeofmylove。"
  "Ifitcomesatsuchatimeitwillbemine,andIassureyouI
  shallloveitdearly。"
  "Andifitcomestwoorthreeweekssooneryouwillnotbesurethatyouaretheparent?"
  "Notquitesure;butIshallloveitjustaswell,andlookuponitasmychildaswellasyours。"
  "Iamsureyoumustbethefather。ItisimpossiblethechildcanbePetri’s,whoonlyknewmeonce,andthenveryimperfectly,whilstyouandIhavelivedintenderloveforsolongatime。"
  Shewepthottears。
  "Calmyourself,dearest,Iimploreyou!Youareright;itcannotbePetri’schild。YouknowIloveyou,andIcannotdoubtthatyouarewithchildbymeandbymealone。Ifyougivemeababyasprettyasyourself,itwillbemineindeed。Calmyourself。"
  "HowcanIbecalmwhenyoucanhavesuchasuspicion?"
  Wesaidnomoreaboutit;butinspiteofmytenderness,mycaresses,andallthetriflingcareswhichbearwitnesstolove,shewasoftensadandthoughtful。HowmanytimesIreproachedmyselfbitterlyforhavingletoutmysillycalculations。
  Afewdayslatershegavemeasealedletter,saying,——
  "Theservanthasgivenmethisletterwhenyouwereaway。Iamoffendedbyhisdoingso,andIwantyoutoavengeme。"
  Icalledtheman,andsaid,——
  "Wheredidyougetthisletter?"
  "Fromayoungman,whoisunknowntome。Hegavemeacrown,andbeggedmetogivethelettertotheladywithoutyourseeingme,andhepromisedtogivemetwocrownsmoreifIbroughthimareplytomorrow。IdidnotthinkIwasdoingwrong,sir,astheladywasatperfectlibertytotellyou。"
  "That’sallverywell,butyoumustgo,asthelady,whogavemetheletterunopened,asyoucanseeforyourself,isoffendedwithyou。"
  IcalledLeDuc,whopaidthemanandsenthimaway。Iopenedtheletter,andfoundittobefromPetri。Rosalieleftmyside,notwishingtoreadthecontents。Theletterranasfollows:
  "Ihaveseenyou,mydearRosalie。Itwasjustasyouwerecomingoutofthetheatre,escortedbytheMarquisdeGrimaldi,whoismygodfather。Ihavenotdeceivedyou;IwasstillintendingtocomeandmarryyouatMarseillesnextspring,asIpromised。Iloveyoufaithfully,andifyouarestillmygoodRosalieIamreadytomarryyouhereinthepresenceofmykinfolk。IfyouhavedonewrongIpromisenevertospeakofit,forIknowthatitwasIwholedyouastray。Tellme,Ientreatyou,whetherImayspeaktotheMarquisdeGrimaldiwithregardtoyou。Iamreadytoreceiveyoufromthehandsofthegentlemanwithwhomyouareliving,providedyouarenothiswife。Besure,ifyouarestillfree,thatyoucanonlyrecoveryourhonourbymarryingyourseducer。"
  "ThislettercomesfromanhonourablemanwhoisworthyofRosalie,"Ithoughttomyself,"andthat’smorethanIshallbe,unlessImarryhermyself。ButRosaliemustdecide。"
  Icalledhertome,gavehertheletter,andbeggedhertoreaditattentively。Shedidso,andgaveitmeback,askingmeifI
  advisedhertoacceptPetri’soffer。
  "IfyoudodearRosalie,Ishalldieofgrief;butifIdonotyieldyou,myhonourbidsmemarryyou,andthatIamquitereadytodo。"
  Atthisthecharminggirlthrewherselfonmybreast,cryinginthevoiceoftruelove,"Iloveyouandyoualone,darling;butitisnottruethatyourhonourbidsyoumarryme。Oursisamarriageoftheheart;ourloveismutual,andthatisenoughformyhappiness。"
  "DearRosalie,Iadoreyou,butIamthebestjudgeofmyownhonour。IfPetriisawell—to—domanandamanwhowouldmakeyouhappy,Imusteithergiveyouuportakeyoumyself。"
  "No,no;thereisnohurrytodecide。IfyoulovemeIamhappy,forIloveyouandnoneother。Ishallnotanswertheletter,andIdon’twanttohearanythingmoreofPetri。"
  "YoumaybesurethatIwillsaynomoreofhim,butIamsurethatthemarquiswillhaveahandinit。"
  "Idaresay,buthewon’tspeaktometwiceonthesubject。"
  Afterthistreaty——amoresincereonethanthePowersofEuropeusuallymake——IresolvedtoleaveGenoaassoonasIgotsomelettersforFlorenceandRome。InthemeanwhileallwaspeaceandlovebetweenmyselfandRosalie。Shehadnottheslightestshadowofjealousyinhersoul,andM。deGrimaldiwasthesolewitnessofourhappiness。
  FiveorsixdayslaterIwenttoseethemarquisathiscasinoatSt。Pierred’Arena,andheaccostedmebysayingthathewashappytoseemeashehadanimportantmatterhewishedtodiscusswithme。Iguessedwhatitwouldbe,butbeggedhimtoexplainhimself。Hethenspokeasfollows:
  "Aworthymerchantofthetownbroughthisnephew,ayoungmannamedPetri,toseemetwodaysago。Hetoldmethattheyoungmanismygodson,andheaskedmetoprotecthim。IansweredthatashisgodfatherIowedhimmyprotection,andIpromisedtodowhatIcould。
  "Heleftmygodsontotalkitoverwithme,andheinformedmethatheknewyourmistressbeforeyoudidatMarseilles,thathehadpromisedtomarryhernextspring,thathehadseenherinmycompany,andthathavingfollowedushefoundoutthatshelivedwithyou。Hewastoldthatshewasyourwife,butnotbelievingit,wroteheralettersayingthathewasreadytomarryher;butthisletterfellintoyourhands,andhehashadnoreplytoit。
  "Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtoloseahopewhichmadehishappiness,soheresolvedtoascertain,throughmygoodoffices,whetherRosaliewouldaccepthisproposition。Heflattershimselfthatonhisinformingmeofhisprosperouscondition,Icantellyouthatheisalikelymantomakehiswifehappy。ItoldhimthatIknewyou,andwouldspeaktoyouonthematter,andafterwardsinformhimoftheresultofourinterview。
  "Ihavemadeenquiresintohiscondition,andfindthathehasalreadyamassedaconsiderablesumofmoney。Hiscredit,morals,andreputation,areallexcellent;besides,heishisuncle’ssoleheir,andtheunclepassesforamanverycomfortablyoff。Andnow,mydearM。Casanova,tellmewhatanswerIamtomake。"
  "TellhimthatRosalieismuchobligedtohim,andbegshimtoforgether。Wearegoingawayinthreeorfourdays。Rosalielovesme,andIher,andIamreadytomarryherwhenevershelikes。"
  "That’splainspeaking;butIshouldhavethoughtamanlikeyouwouldpreferfreedomtoawoman,howeverbeautiful,towhomyouwouldbeboundbyindissolubleties。WillyouallowmetospeaktoRosaliemyselfaboutit?"
  "Youneednotask,myleave;speaktoher,butinyourownpersonandnotasrepresentingmyopinions。Iadoreher,andwouldnothaveherthinkthatIcouldcherishthethoughtofseparatingfromher。"
  "Ifyoudon’twantmetomeddleinthematter,tellmesofrankly。"
  "Onthecontrary,IwishyoutoseeforyourselfthatIamnotthetyrantofthewomanIadore。"
  "Iwilltalktoherto—night。"
  Ididnotcomehometillsupper—time,thatthemarquismightsaywhathehadtosayinperfectfreedom。ThenobleGenoesesuppedwithus,andtheconversationturnedonindifferentsubjects。
  Afterhehadgone,mysweethearttoldmewhathadpassedbetweenthem。Hehadspokentoherinalmostthesamewordsthathehadaddressedtome,andourreplieswerenearlyidentical,thoughshehadrequestedthemarquistosaynomoreabouthisgodson,towhichrequesthehadassented。
  Wethoughtthemattersettled,andbusiedourselveswithpreparationsforourdeparture;butthreeorfourdaysafter,themarquis(whoweimaginedhadforgottenallabouthisgodson)cameandaskedustodinewithhimatSt。Pierred’Arena,whereRosaliehadneverbeen。
  "Iwantyoutoseemybeautifulgardenbeforeyougo,"saidM。
  Grimalditoher;"itwillbeonemorepleasantrecollectionofyourstayforme。"
  Wewenttoseehimatnoonthenextday。Hewaswithanelderlymanandwoman,towhomheintroducedus。Heintroducedmebyname,andRosalieasapersonwhobelongedtome。
  Weproceededtowalkinthegarden,wherethetwooldpeoplegotRosaliebetweenthem,andoverwhelmedherwithpolitenessandcomplimentaryremarks。She,whowashappyandinhighspirits,answeredinItalian,anddelightedthembyherintelligence,andthegracewhichshegavetohermistakesingrammar。
  Theservantscametotellusthatdinnerwasready,andwhatwasmyastonishmentonenteringtheroomtoseethetablelaidforsix。Ididnotwantmuchinsightnowtoseethroughthemarquis’strick,butitwastoolate。Wesatdown,andjustthenayoungmancamein。
  "Youarealittlelate,"saidthemarquis;andthen,withoutwaitingforhisapology,heintroducedhimtomeasM。Petri,hisgodson,andnephewtohisotherguests,andhemadehimsitdownathislefthand,Rosaliebeingonhisright。Isatoppositetoher,andseeingthatsheturnedaspaleasdeaththebloodrushedtomyface;Iwasterriblyenraged。Thissmalldespot’splotseemeddisgracefultome;itwasascandalousinsulttoRosalieandmyself——aninsultwhichshouldbewashedawayinblood。Iwastemptedtostabhimathistable,butinspiteofmyagitationI
  constrainedmyself。WhatcouldIdo?TakeRosalie’sarm,andleavetheroomwithher?Ithoughtitover,butforeseeingtheconsequencesIcouldnotsummonupcourage。
  Ihaveneverspentsoterribleanhourasatthatfataldinner。
  NeitherRosalienormyselfateamorsel,andthemarquiswhohelpedalltheguestswasdiscreetenoughnottoseethatweleftonecourseafteranotheruntouched。ThroughoutdinnerheonlyspoketoPetriandhisuncle,givingthemopportunitiesforsayinghowlargeatradetheydid。Atdessertthemarquistoldtheyoungmanthathehadbettergoandlookafterhisaffairs,andafterkissinghishandhewithdrewwithabowtowhichnobodyreplied。
  Petriwasabouttwenty—four,ofamoderateheight,withordinarybutyetgood—naturedandhonestfeatures;respectfulinhismanner,andsensiblethoughnotwittyinwhathesaid。Afterallwassaidanddone,IthoughthimworthyofRosalie,butI
  shudderedatthethoughtthatifshebecamehiswifeshewaslosttomeforever。Afterhehadgone,themarquissaidhewassorryhehadnotknownhimbeforeashemightbeofusetohiminhisbusiness。
  "However,wewillseetothatinthefuture,"saidhe,meaningly,"Imeantomakehisfortune。"
  Atthistheuncleandaunt,whonodoubtknewwhattosay,begantolaudandextoltheirnephew,andendedbysayingthatastheyhadnochildrentheyweredelightedthatPetri,whowouldbetheirheir,wastohavehisexcellency’spatronage。
  "Wearelonging,"theyadded,"toseethegirlfromMarseillesheisgoingtomarry。Weshouldwelcomeherasabeloveddaughter。"
  Rosaliewhisperedtomethatshecouldbearitnolonger,andbeggedmetotakeheraway。Werose,andafterwehadsalutedthecompanywithcolddignitywelefttheroom。Themarquiswasvisiblydisconcerted。Asheescortedustothedoorhestammeredoutcompliments,forthewantofsomethingtosay,tellingRosaliethatheshouldnothavethehonourofseeingherthatevening,butthathehopedtocallonherthenextday。
  Whenwewerebyourselvesweseemedtobreatheagain,andspoketooneanothertorelieveourselvesoftheoppressionwhichweighedonourminds。
  Rosaliethought,aswellasI,thatthemarquishadplayedusashamefultrick,andshetoldmeIoughttowritehimanote,begginghimnottogivehimselfthetroubleofcallingonusagain。
  "Iwillfindsomemeansofvengeance,"saidI;"butIdon’tthinkitwouldbeagoodplantowritetohim。Wewillhastenourpreparationsforleaving,andreceivehimto—morrowwiththatcoldpolitenesswhichbearswitnesstoindignation。Aboveall,wewillnotmaketheslightestreferencetohisgodson。"
  "IfPetrireallylovesme,"saidshe,"Ipityhim。Ithinkheisagoodfellow,andIdon’tfeelangrywithhimforbeingpresentatdinner,ashemaypossiblybeunawarethatleispresencewaslikelytogivemeoffence。ButIstillshudderwhenIthinkofit:IthoughtIshouldhavediedwhenoureyesmet!Throughoutdinnerhecouldnotseemyeyes,asIkeptthemnearlyshut,andindeedhecouldhardlyseeme。Didhelookatmewhilehewastalking?"
  "No,heonlylookedatme。Iamassorryforhimasyouare,for,asyousay,helooksanhonestfellow。"
  "Well,it’sovernow,andIhopeIshallmakeagoodsupper。Didyounoticewhattheauntsaid?Iamsureshewasintheplot。
  Shethoughtshewouldgainmeoverbysayingshewasreadytotreatmelikeherownchild。Shewasadecent—lookingwoman,too。"
  Wemadeagoodsupper,andapleasantnightinclinedustoforgettheinsultthemarquishadputuponus。Whenwewokeupinthemorningwelaughedatit。Themarquiscametoseeusintheevening,andgreetingmewithanairofmingledconfusionandvexation,hesaidthatheknewhehaddonewronginsurprisingmeashehad,butthathewasreadytodoanythinginhispowerbywayofatonement,andtogivewhateversatisfactionIliked。
  Rosaliedidnotgivemetimetoanswer。"Ifyoureallyfeel,"
  saidshe,"thatyouhaveinsultedus,thatisenough;weareamplyavenged。Butallthesame,sir,weshallbeonourguardagainstyouforthefuture,thoughthatwillbeforashortwhile,aswearejustleaving。"
  Withthisproudreplyshemadehimalowbowandlefttheroom。
  WhenhewasleftalonewithmeM。Grimaldiaddressedmeasfollows:
  "Itakeagreatinterestinyourmistress’swelfare;andasIfeelsurethatshecannotlongbehappyinherpresentuncertainposition,whileIamsurethatshewouldmakemygodsonanexcellentwife,Iwasdeterminedthatbothofyoushouldmakehisacquaintance,forRosalieherselfknowsverylittleofhim。I
  confessthatthemeansIemployedweredishonourable,butyouwillpardonthemeansforthesakeoftheexcellentendIhadinview。
  Ihopeyouwillhaveapleasantjourney,andthatyoumayliveforalongtimeinuninterruptedhappinesswithyourcharmingmistress。Ihopeyouwillwritetome,andalwaysreckononmystandingyourfriend,anddoingeverythinginmypowerforyou。
  BeforeIgo,IwilltellyousomethingwhichwillgiveyouanideaoftheexcellentdispositionofyoungPetri,towhosehappinessRosalieseemsessential。
  "Heonlytoldmethefollowing,afterIhadabsolutelyrefusedtotakechargeofaletterhehadwrittentoRosalie,despairingofbeingabletosenditanyotherway。AfterassuringmethatRosaliehadlovedhim,andthatconsequentlyshecouldnothaveanyfixedaversionforhim,headdedthatifthefearofbeingwithchildwasthereasonwhyshewouldnotmarryhimhewouldagreetoputoffthemarriagetillafterthechildwasborn,providedthatshewouldagreetostayinGenoainhiding,herpresencetobeunknowntoallsavehimself。Heofferstopayalltheexpensesofherstay。Hemadearemarkablywisereflectionwhenweweretalkingitover。
  "’Ifshegavebirthtoachildtoosoonafterourmarriage,’saidhe,’bothherhonourandminewouldsufferhurt;shemightalsolosethelikingofmyrelations,andifRosalieistobemywifeI
  wanthertobehappyineverything。"’
  AtthisRosalie,whohadnodoubtbeenlisteningatthedoorafterthemannerofhersex,burstintotheroom,andastonishedmebythefollowingspeech:
  "IfM。PetrichidnottellyouthatitwaspossiblethatImightbewithchildbyhim,heisarighthonestman,butnowItellyousomyself。Idonotthinkitlikely,butstillitispossible。
  Tellhim,sir,thatIwillremainatGenoauntilthechildisborn,inthecaseofmybeingpregnant,ofwhichIhavenocertainknowledge,oruntilIamquitesurethatIamnotwithchild。IfIdohaveachildthetruthwillbemadeknown。InthecaseoftherebeingnodoubtofM。Petri’sbeingtheparent,Iamreadytomarryhim;butifheseesforhimselfthatthechildisnothisI
  hopehewillbereasonableenoughtoletmealoneforthefuture。
  AstotheexpensesandmylodgingatGenoa,tellhimthatheneednottroublehimselfabouteither。"
  Iwaspetrified。Isawtheconsequenceofmyownimprudentwords,andmyheartseemedbroken。Themarquisaskedmeifthisdecisionwasgivenwithmyauthority,andIrepliedthatasmysweetheart’swillwasminehemighttakeherwordsforlaw。Hewentawayinhighglee,forheforesawthatallwouldgowellwithhisplanswhenoncehewasabletoexerthisinfluenceonRosalie。Theabsentalwaysfareill。
  "Youwanttoleaveme,then,Rosalie?"saidI,whenwewerealone。
  "Yes,dearest,butitwillnotbeforlong。"
  "Ithinkweshallneverseeeachotheragain。"
  "Whynot,dearest?Youhaveonlytoremainfaithfultome。
  Listentome。YourhonourandmyownmakeitimperativethatI
  shouldconvincePetrithatIamnotwithchildbyhim,andyouthatIamwithchildbyyou。"
  "Ineverdoubtedit,dearRosalie。"
  "Yes,dear,youdoubteditonceandthatisenough。Ourpartingwillcostmemanyabittertear,butthesepangsarenecessarytomyfuturehappiness。Ihopeyouwillwritetome,andafterthechildisbornitwillbeforyoutodecideonhowIshallrejoinyou。IfIamnotpregnantIwillrejoinyouinacoupleofmonthsatlatest。"
  "ThoughImaygrieveatyourresolveIwillnotopposeit,forI
  promisedIwouldnevercrossyou。Isupposeyouwillgointoaconvent;andthemarquismustfindyouasuitableone,andprotectyoulikeafather。ShallIspeaktohimonthesubject?Iwillleaveyouasmuchmoneyasyouwillwant。"
  "Thatwillnotbemuch。AsforM。deGrimaldi,heisboundinhonourtoprocuremeanasylum。Idon’tthinkitwillbenecessaryforyoutospeaktohimaboutit。"
  Shewasright,andIcouldnothelpadmiringthetrulyastonishingtactofthisgirl。
  InthemorningIheardthattheself—styledIvanoffhadmadehisescapeanhourbeforethepoliceweretoarresthimatthesuitofthebanker,whohadfoundoutthatoneofthebillshehadpresentedwasforged。Hehadescapedonfoot,leavingallhisbaggagebehindhim。
  NextdaythemarquiscametotellRosaliethathisgodsonhadnoobjectiontomaketoherplan。Headdedthattheyoungmanhopedshewouldbecomehiswife,whetherthechildprovedtobehisornot。
  "Hemayhopeasmuchashelikes,"saidRosalie,withasmile。
  "Healsohopesthatyouwillallowhimtocallonyounowandthen。Ihavespokentomykinswoman,themother—superiorofconvent。Youaretohavetworooms,andaverygoodsortofwomanistokeepyoucompany,waitonyou,andnurseyouwhenthetimecomes。Ihavepaidtheamountyouaretopayeverymonthforyourboard。EverymorningIwillsendyouaconfidentialman,whowillseeyourcompanionandwillbringmeyourorders。AndImyselfwillcomeandseeyouatthegratingasoftenasyouplease。"
  Itwasthenmysadduty,whichthelawsofpolitenessenjoined,tothankthemarquisforhistrouble。
  "’Tistoyou,mylord,"saidI,"IentrustRosalie。Iamplacingher,Iamsure,ingoodhands。Iwillgoonmywayassoonassheisintheconvent;Ihopeyouwillwritealettertothemother—
  superiorforhertotake。"
  "Iwillwriteitdirectly,"saidhe。
  AndasRosaliehadtoldhimbeforethatshewouldpayforeverythingherself,hegaveherawrittencopyoftheagreementhehadmade。
  "Ihaveresolved,"saidRosalietothemarquis,"togointotheconventto—morrow,andIshallbeverygladtohaveashortvisitfromyouthedayafter。"
  "Iwillbethere,"saidthemarquis,"andyoumaybesurethatI
  willdoallinmypowertomakeyourstayagreeable。"
  Thenightwasasadoneforbothofus。Lovescarcelymadeapauseamidstouralternatecomplaintsandconsolations。Wesworetobefaithfulforever,andouroathsweresincere,asardentlovers’oathsalwaysare。Buttheyareasnoughtunlesstheyaresealedbydestiny,andthatnomortalmindmayknow。
  Rosalie,whoseeyeswereredandwetwithtears,spentmostofthemorninginpackingupwithVeronique,whocriedtoo。Icouldnotlookather,asIfeltangrywithmyselfforthinkinghowprettyshewas。Rosaliewouldonlytaketwohundredsequins,tellingmethatifshewantedmoreshecouldeasilyletmeknow。
  ShetoldVeroniquetolookaftermewellforthetwoorthreedaysIshouldspendatGenoa,mademeamutecurtsy,andwentoutwithCostatogetasedan—chair。Twohoursafter,aservantofthemarquis’scametofetchherbelongings,andIwasthusleftaloneandfullofgrieftillthemarquiscameandaskedmetogivehimsupper,advisingthatVeroniqueshouldbeaskedintokeepuscompany。
  "That’sararegirl,"saidhe,"youreallydon’tknowher,andyououghttoknowherbetter。"
  AlthoughIwasrathersurprised,IdidnotstoptoconsiderwhatthemotivesofthecraftyGenoesemightbe,andIwentandaskedVeroniquetocomein。Sherepliedpolitelythatshewoulddoso,addingthatsheknewhowgreatanhonourIdidher。
  IshouldhavebeentheblindestofmenifIhadnotseenthattheclevermarquishadsucceededinhiswell—laidplans,andthathehaddupedmeasifIhadbeenthemerestfreshman。AlthoughI
  hopedwithallmyheartthatIshouldgetRosaliebackagain,I
  hadgoodreasonsforsuspectingthatallthemarquis’switwouldbeemployedtoseduceher,andIcouldnothelpthinkingthathewouldsucceed。
  Nevertheless,inthepositionIwasin,Icouldonlykeepmyfearstomyselfandlethimdohisutmost。
  Hewasnearlysixty,athoroughdiscipleofEpicurus,aheavyplayer,rich,eloquent,amasterofstate—craft,highlypopularatGenoa,andwellacquaintedwiththeheartsofmen,andstillmoresowiththeheartsofwomen。HehadspentagooddealoftimeatVenicetobemoreatliberty,andtoenjoythepleasuresoflifeathisease。Hehadnevermarried,andwhenaskedthereasonwouldreplythatheknewtoowellthatwomenwouldbeeithertyrantsorslaves,andthathedidnotwanttobeatyranttoanywoman,nortobeunderanywoman’sorders。HefoundsomewayofreturningtohisbelovedVenice,inspiteofthelawforbiddinganynoblewhohasfilledtheofficeofdogetoleavehisnativesoil。Thoughhebehavedtomeinaveryfriendlymannerheknewhowtomaintainanairofsuperioritywhichimposedonme。
  NothingelsecouldhavegivenhimthecouragetoaskmetodinnerwhenPetriwastobepresent。IfeltthatIhadbeentricked,andIthoughtmyselfindutyboundtomakehimesteemmebymybehaviourforthefuture。ItwasgratitudeonhispartwhichmadehimsmooththewaytomyconquestofVeronique,whodoubtlessstruckhimasafitandproperpersontoconsolemeforthelossofRosalie。
  Ididnottakeanypartintheconversationatsupper,butthemarquisdrewoutVeronique,andsheshone。ItwaseasyformetoseethatshehadmorewitandknowledgeoftheworldthanRosalie,butinmythenstateofmindthisgrievedratherthanrejoicedme。
  M。deGrimaldiseemedsorrytoseememelancholy,andforcedme,asitwere,tojoinintheconversation。Ashewasreproachingmeinafriendlymannerformysilence,VeroniquesaidwithapleasingsmilethatIhadagoodreasontobesilentafterthedeclarationofloveIhadmadetoher,andwhichshehadreceivedsoill。Iwasastonishedatthis,andsaidthatIdidnotrememberhavingevermadehersuchadeclaration;butshemademelaughinspiteofmyself,whenshesaidthathernamethatdaywasLindane。
  "Ah,that’sinaplay,"saidI,"inreallifethemanwhodeclareshisloveinwordsisasimpleton;’tiswithdeedsthetruelovershewshislove。"
  "Verytrue,butyourladywasfrightenedallthesame。"
  "No,no,Veronique;sheisveryfondofyou。"
  "Iknowsheis;butIhaveseenherjealousofme。"
  "Ifso,shewasquitewrong。"
  Thisdialogue,whichpleasedmelittle,fellsweetlyonthemarquis’sears;hetoldmethathewasgoingtocallonRosalienextmorning,andthatifIlikedtogivehimasupper,hewouldcomeandtellmeaboutherintheevening。OfcourseItoldhimthathewouldbewelcome。
  AfterVeroniquehadlightedmetomyroom,sheaskedmetoletmyservantswaitonme,asifshedidsonowthatmyladywasgone,peoplemighttalkabouther。
  "Youareright,"saidI,"kindlysendLeDuctome。"
  NextmorningIhadaletterfromGeneva。ItcamefrommyEpicureansyndic,whohadpresentedM。deVoltairewithmytranslationofhisplay,withanexceedinglypoliteletterfromme,inwhichIbeggedhispardonforhavingtakenthelibertyoftravestyinghisfineFrenchproseinItalian。ThesyndictoldmeplainlythatM。deVoltairehadpronouncedmytranslationtobeabadone。
  Myself—esteemwassowoundedbythis,andbyhisimpolitenessinnotansweringmyletter,withwhichhecouldcertainlyfindnofault,whateverhiscriticismofmytranslationmightbe,thatI
  becametheswornenemyofthegreatVoltaire。IhavecensuredhiminalltheworksIhavepublished,thinkingthatinwronginghimI
  wasavengingmyself,tosuchanextentdidpassionblindme。AtthepresenttimeIfeelthatevenifmyworkssurvive,thesefeeblestingsofminecanhurtnobodybutmyself。PosteritywillclassmeamongsttheZoiluseswhoseownimpotencemadethemattackthisgreatmantowhomcivilizationandhumanhappinessowesomuch。TheonlycrimethatcantruthfullybeallegedagainstVoltaireishisattacksonreligion。Ifhehadbeenatruephilosopherhewouldneverhavespokenonsuchmatters,for,evenifhisattackswerebasedontruth,religionisnecessarytomorality,withoutwhichtherecanbenohappiness。
  CHAPTERV
  IFallinLoveWithVeronique——HerSister——PlotAgainstPlot——MyVictory——MutualDisappointmentIhaveneverlikedeatingbymyself,andthusIhaveneverturnedhermit,thoughIoncethoughtofturningmonk;butamonkwithoutrenouncingallthepleasuresoflifeliveswellinakindofholyidleness。Thisdisliketolonelinessmademegiveordersthatthetableshouldbelaidfortwo,andindeed,aftersuppingwiththemarquisandmyself,Veroniquehadsomerighttoexpectasmuch,tosaynothingofthoserightswhichherwitandbeautygaveher。
  IonlysawCosta,andaskedhimwhathadbecomeofLeDuc。Hesaidhewasill。"Thengobehindthelady’schair,"saidI。Heobeyed,butsmiledashedidso。Prideisauniversalfailing,andthoughaservant’sprideisthesilliestofallitisoftenpushedtothegreatestextremes。
  IthoughtVeroniqueprettierthanbefore。Herbehaviour,nowfreeandnowreserved,astheoccasiondemanded,shewedmethatshewasnonewhand,andthatshecouldhaveplayedthepartofaprincessinthebestsociety。Nevertheless(sostrangeathingistheheartofman),IwassorrytofindIlikedher,andmyonlyconsolationwasthathermotherwouldcomeandtakeherawaybeforethedaywasover。IhadadoredRosalie,andmyheartstillbledatthethoughtofourparting。
  Thegirl’smothercamewhilewewerestillattable。ShewasastoundedatthehonourIshewedherdaughter,andsheoverwhelmedmewiththanks。
  "Youowemenogratitude,"saidItoher;"yourdaughterisclever,good,andbeautiful。"
  "Thankthegentlemanforhiscompliment,"saidthemother,"foryouarereallystupid,wanton,andugly;"andthensheadded,"Buthowcouldyouhavethefacetositattablewiththegentlemaninadirtychemise?"
  "Ishouldblush,mother,ifIthoughtyouwereright;butIputacleanoneononlytwohoursago。"
  "Madam,"saidItothemother,"thechemisecannotlookwhitebesideyourdaughter’swhiterskin。"
  Thismadethemotherlaugh,andpleasedthegirlimmensely。Whenthemothertoldherthatshewascometotakeherback,Veroniquesaid,withaslysmile,——
  "Perhapsthegentlemanwon’tbepleasedatmyleavinghimtwenty—
  fourhoursbeforehegoesaway。"
  "Onthecontrary,"saidI,"Ishouldbeveryvexed。"
  "Well;then,shecanstay,sir,"saidthemother;"butfordecency’ssakeImustsendheryoungersistertosleepwithher。"
  "Ifyouplease,"Irejoined。AndwiththatIleftthem。
  ThethoughtofVeroniquetroubledme,asIknewIwastakenwithher,andwhatIhadtodreadwasacalculatedresistance。
  ThemothercameintomyroomwhereIwaswriting,andwishedmeapleasantjourney,tellingmeforthesecondtimethatshewasgoingtosendherdaughterAnnette。Thegirlcameintheevening,accompaniedbyaservant,andafterloweringhermezzaro,andkissingmyhandrespectfully,sherangailytokisshersister。
  Iwantedtoseewhatshewaslike,andcalledforcandles;andontheirbeingbroughtIfoundshewasablondeofakindIhadneverbeforeseen。Herhair,eyebrows,andeyelasheswerethecolourofpalegold,faireralmostthanherskin,whichwasextremelydelicate。Shewasveryshort—sighted,butherlargepaleblueeyeswerewonderfullybeautiful。Shehadthesmallestmouthimaginable,butherteeth,thoughregular,werenotsowhiteasherskin。ButforthisdefectAnnettemighthavepassedforaperfectbeauty。
  Hershortnessofsightmadetoobrilliantalightpainfultoher,butasshestoodbeforemesheseemedtolikemelookingather。
  Mygazefedhungrilyonthetwolittlehalf—spheres,whichwerenotyetripe,butsowhiteastomakemeguesshowravishingtherestofherbodymustbe。Veroniquedidnotshewherbreastssofreely。Onecouldseethatshewassuperblyshaped,buteverythingwascarefullyhiddenfromthegaze。Shemadehersistersitdownbesideherandwork,butwhenIsawthatshewasobligedtoholdthestuffclosetoherfaceItoldherthatsheshouldsparehereyes,forthatnightatallevents,andwiththatsheobedientlyputtheworkdown。
  Themarquiscameasusual,andlikemyselfhethoughtAnnette,whomhehadneverseenbefore,anastonishingminiaturebeauty。
  Takingadvantageofhisageandhighrank,thevoluptuousoldmandaredtopasshishandoverherbreast,andshe,whowastoorespectfultocrossmylord,lethimdoitwithoutmakingtheslightestobjection。Shewasacompoundofinnocenceandcoquetry。
  Thewomanwhoshewinglittlesucceedsinmakingamanwanttoseemore,hasaccomplishedthree—fourthsofthetaskofmakinghimfallinlovewithher;forisloveanythingelsethanakindofcuriosity?Ithinknot;andwhatmakesmecertainisthatwhenthecuriosityissatisfiedthelovedisappears。Love,however,isthestrongestkindofcuriosityinexistence,andIwasalreadycuriousaboutAnnette。
  M。GrimalditoldVeroniquethatRosaliewishedhertostaywithmetillIleftGenoa,andshewasasmuchastonishedatthisasI
  was。
  "Bekindenoughtotellher,"saidItothemarquis,"thatVeroniquehasanticipatedherwishesandhasgothersisterAnnettetostaywithher。"
  "Twoarealwaysbetterthanone,mydearfellow,"repliedthecraftyGenoese。
  Aftertheseremarksweleftthetwosisterstogetherandwentintomyroom,wherehesaid,——
  "YourRosalieiscontented,andyououghttocongratulateyourselfonhavingmadeherhappy,asIamsureshewillbe。Theonlythingthatvexesmeisthatyoucan’tgoandseeheryourselfwithanydecency。"
  "Youareinlovewithher,mylord。"
  "IconfessthatIam,butIamanoldman,anditvexesme。"
  "That’snomatter,shewillloveyoutenderly;andifPetrieverbecomesherhusband,Iamsureshewillneverbeanythingmorethanagoodfriendtohim。WritetomeatFlorenceandtellmehowshereceiveshim。"
  "Stayhereforanotherthreedays;thetwobeautiestherewillmakethetimeseemshort。"
  "It’sexactlyforthatreasonthatIwanttogotomorrow。IamafraidofVeronique。"
  "Ishouldn’thavethoughtthatyouwouldhaveallowedanywomantofrightenyou。"
  "Iamafraidshehascastherfatalnetsaroundme,andwhenthetimecomesshewillbestrictlymoral。Rosalieismyonlylove。"
  "Well,here’saletterfromher。"
  Iwentaparttoreadtheletter,thesightofwhichmademyheartbeatviolently;itranasfollows:
  "Dearest,——Iseeyouhaveplacedmeinthehandsofonewhowillcareformelikeafather。ThisisanewkindnesswhichIowetothegoodnessofyourheart。Iwillwritetoyouatwhateveraddressyousendme。IfyoulikeVeronique,mydarling,donotfearanyjealousyfromme;Ishouldbewrongtoentertainsuchafeelinginmypresentposition。Iexpectthatifyoumakemuchofhershewillnotbeabletoresist,andIshallbegladtohearthatsheislesseningyoursadness。Ihopeyouwillwritemeafewlinesbeforeyougo。"
  Iwentuptothemarquisandtoldhimtoreadit。Heseemedgreatlymoved。
  "Yes,"saidhe,"thedeargirlwillfindinmeherfriendandfather,andifshemarriesmygodsonandhedoesnottreatherasheought,hewillnotpossessherlong。Ishallrememberherinmywill,andthuswhenIamdeadmycarewillstillcontinue。ButwhatdoyouthinkofheradviceastoVeronique?Idon’texpectsheisexactlyavestalvirgin,thoughIhaveneverheardanythingagainsther。"
  Ihadorderedthatthetableshouldbelaidforfour,soAnnettesatdownwithoutourhavingtoaskher。LeDucappearedonthescene,andItoldhimthatifhewereillhemightgotobed。
  "Iamquitewell,"saidhe。
  "Iamgladtohearit;butdon’ttroublenow,youshallwaitonmewhenIamatLeghorn。"
  IsawthatVeroniquewasdelightedatmysendinghimaway,andI
  resolvedthenandtheretolaysiegetoherheart。Ibeganbytalkingtoherinaverymeaningmannerallsupper—time,whilethemarquisentertainedAnnette。IaskedhimifhethoughtIcouldgetafeluccanextdaytotakemetoLerici。
  "Yes,"saidhe,"wheneveryoulikeandwithasmanyoarsmenasyouplease;butIhopeyouwillputoffyourdeparturefortwoorthreedays。"
  "No,"Ireplied,oglingVeronique,"thedelaymightcostmetoodear。"
  Theslypussansweredwithasmilethatshewedsheunderstoodmymeaning。
  WhenwerosefromthetableIamusedmyselfwithAnnette,andthemarquiswithVeronique。Afteraquarterofanhourhecameandsaidtome,——
  "Certainpersonshaveaskedmetobegyoutostayafewdayslonger,oratleasttosuphereto—morrownight。"
  "Verygood。Wewilltalkofthefewdaysmoreatsupperto—
  morrow。"
  "Victory!"saidthemarquis;andVeroniqueseemedverygratefultomeforgrantingherrequest。Whenourguestwasgone,IaskedmynewhousekeeperifImightsendCostatobed。
  "Asmysisteriswithme,therecanbenogroundforanysuspicion。"
  "Iamdelightedthatyouconsent;nowIamgoingtotalktoyou。"
  Sheproceededtodomyhair,butshegavenoanswertomysoftspeeches。WhenIwasonthepointofgettingintobedshewishedmegoodnight,andItriedtokissherbywayofreturn。Sherepulsedmeandrantothedoor,muchtomysurprise。Shewasgoingtoleavetheroom,whenIaddressedherinavoiceofgravepoliteness。
  "Ibegyouwillstay;Iwanttospeaktoyou;comeandsitbyme。
  Whyshouldyourefusemeapleasurewhichafterallisameremarkoffriendship?"
  "Because,thingsbeingastheyare,wecouldnotremainfriends,neithercouldwebelovers。"
  "Lovers!whynot,weareperfectlyfree"
  "Iamnotfree;Iamboundbycertainprejudiceswhichdonottroubleyou。"
  "Ishouldhavethoughtyouweresuperiortoprejudices。"
  "Therearesomeprejudiceswhichawomanoughttorespect。Thesuperiorityyoumentionisapitifulthing;alwaysthedupeofitself。Whatwouldbecomeofme,Ishouldliketoknow,ifI
  abandonedmyselftothefeelingsIhaveforyou?"
  "Iwaswaitingforyoutosaythat,dearVeronique。Whatyoufeelformeisnotlove。Ifitwereso,youwouldfeelasIdo,andyouwouldsoonbreakthebondsofprejudice。"
  "Iconfessthatmyheadisnotquiteturnedyet,butstillIfeelthatIshallgrieveatyourdeparture。"
  "Ifso,thatisnofaultofmine。ButtellmewhatIcandoforyouduringmyshortstayhere。"
  "Nothing;wedonotknowoneanotherwellenough。"
  "Iunderstandyou,butIwouldhaveyouknowthatIdonotintendtomarryanywomanwhoisnotmyfriend。"
  "Youmeanyouwillnotmarryhertillyouhaveceasedtobeherlover?"
  "Exactly。"
  "YouwouldliketofinishwhereIwouldbegin。"
  "Youmaybehappysomeday,butyouplayforhighstakes。"
  "Well,well,it’sacaseofwinallorloseall。"
  "That’sasmaybe。Butwithoutfurtherargumentitseemstomethatwecouldsafelyenjoyourlove,andpassmanyhappymomentsundisturbedbyprejudice。"
  "Possibly,butonegetsburntfingersatthatgame,andIshudderattheverythoughtofit。No,no;leavemealone,thereismysisterwhowillwonderwhyIaminyourarms。"
  "Verygood;IseeIwasmistaken,andRosalietoo。"
  "Whywhatdidshethinkaboutme?"
  "Shewroteandtoldmethatshethoughtyouwouldbekind。"
  "Ihopeshe’mayn’thavetorepentforhavingbeentookindherself。"
  "Goodbye,Veronique。"
  Ifeltvexedathavingmadethetrial,forinthesemattersonealwaysfeelsangryatfailure。IdecidedIwouldleaveherandherprecepts,trueorfalse,alone;butwhenIawokeinthemorningandsawhercomingtomybedwithapleasantsmileonherface,Isuddenlychangedmymind。IhadsleptuponmyangerandI
  wasinloveagain。Ithoughtshehadrepented,andthatIshouldbevictoriouswhenIattackedheragain。Iputonasmilemyselfandbreakfastedgailywithherandhersister。Ibehavedinthesamewayatdinner;andthegeneralhighspiritswhichM。deGrimaldifoundprevailingintheevening,madehimthink,doubtless,thatweweregettingonwell,andhecongratulatedus。
  Veroniquebehavedexactlyasifthemarquishadguessedthetruth,andIfeltsureofhavingheraftersupper,andintheecstasyofthethoughtIpromisedtostayforfourdayslonger。
  "Bravo,Veronique!"saidthemarquis,"that’stheway。Youareintendedbynaturetoruleyourloverswithanabsolutesway。"
  Ithoughtshewouldsaysomethingtodiminishthemarquis’scertaintythattherewasanagreementbetweenus,butshedidnothingofthesort,seemingtoenjoyhertriumphwhichmadeherappearmorebeautifulthanever;whilstIlookedatherwiththesubmissivegazeofacaptivewhogloriesin,hischain。Itookherbehaviourasanomenofmyapproachingconquest,anddidnotspeaktoM。deGrimaldialonelesthemightaskmequestionswhichIshouldnotcaretoanswer。Hetoldusbeforehewentawaythathewasengagedonthemorrow,andsocouldnotcometoseeustillthedayafter。
  AssoonaswewerealoneVeroniquesaidtome,"YouseehowIletpeoplebelievewhattheyplease;Ihadratherbethoughtkind,asyoucallit,thanridiculous,asanhonestgirlistermednow—a—
  days。Isitnotso?"
  "No,dearVeronique,Iwillnevercallyouridiculous,butIshallthinkyouhatemeifyoumakemepassanothernightintorture。
  Youhaveinflamedme。"
  "Oh,praybequiet!Forpity’ssakeleavemealone!Iwillnotinflameyouanymore。Oh!Oh!"
  Ihadenragedherbythrustingadaringhandintotheverydoorofthesanctuary。Sherepulsedmeandfled。Threeorfourminuteslaterhersistercametoundressme。ItoldhergentlytogotobedasIhadtowriteforthreeorfourhours;butnotcaringthatsheshouldcomeonabootlesserrandIopenedaboxandgaveherawatch。Shetookitmodestly,saying,——
  "Thisisformysister,Isuppose?"
  "No,dearAnnette,it’sforyou。"
  Shegaveaskipofdelight,andIcouldnotpreventherkissingmyhand。
  IproceededtowriteRosaliealetteroffourpages。Ifeltworriedanddispleasedwithmyselfandeveryoneelse。Itoreupmyletterwithoutreadingitover,andmakinganefforttocalmmyselfIwroteheranotherlettermoresubduedthanthefirst,inwhichIsaidnothingofVeronique,butinformedmyfairreclusethatIwasgoingonthedayfollowing。
  Ididnotgotobedtillverylate,feelingoutoftemperwiththeworld。IconsideredthatIhadfailedinmydutytoVeronique,whethershelovedmeornot,forIlovedherandIwasamanofhonour。Ihadabadnight,andwhenIawokeitwasnoon,andonringingCostaandAnnetteappeared。TheabsenceofVeroniqueshewedhowIhadoffendedher。WhenCostahadlefttheroomI
  askedAnnetteafterhersister,andshesaidthatshewasworking。
  Iwroteheranote,inwhichIbeggedherpardon,promisingthatI
  wouldneveroffendheragain,andbegginghertoforgeteverythingandtobejustthesameasbefore。Iwastakingmycoffeewhenshecameintomyroomwithanexpressionofmortificationwhichgrievedmeexcessively。
  "Forgeteverything,Ibeg,andIwilltroubleyounomore。Givememybuckles,asIamgoingforacountrywalk,andIshallnotbeintillsuppertime。Ishalldoubtlessgetanexcellentappetite,andasyouhavenothingmoretofearyouneednottroubletosendmeAnnetteagain。"
  Idressedmyselfinhaste,andleftthetownbythefirstroadthatcameinmyway,andIwalkedfastfortwohourswiththeintentionoftiringmyself,andofthusreadjustingthebalancebetweenmindandbody。Ihavealwaysfoundthatsevereexerciseandfreshairarethebestcureforanymentalperturbation。
  Ihadwalkedformorethanthreeleagueswhenhungerandwearinessmademestopatavillageinn,whereIhadanomelettecooked。I
  ateithungrilywithbrownbreadandwine,whichseemedtomedeliciousthoughitwasrathersharp。
  IfelttootiredtowalkbacktoGenoa,soIaskedforacarriage;
  buttherewasnosuchthingtobehad。Theinn—keeperprovidedmewithasorrynagandamantoguideme。Darknesswascomingon,andwehadmorethansixmilestodo。FinerainbegantofallwhenIstarted,andcontinuedalltheway,sothatIgothomebyeighto’clockwettotheskin,shiveringwithcold,deadtired,andinasoreplightfromtheroughsaddle,againstwhichmysatinbreecheswerenoprotection。Costahelpedmetochangemyclothes,andashewentoutAnnettecamein。
  "Whereisyoursister?"
  "Sheisinbedwithabadheadache。Shegavemealetterforyou;
  hereitis。"
  "IhavebeenobligedtogotobedonaccountofasevereheadachetowhichIamsubject。Ifeelbetteralready,andIshallbeabletowaitonyouto—morrow。Itellyouasmuch,becauseIdonotwishyoutothinkthatmyillnessisfeigned。Iamsurethatyourrepentanceforhavinghumiliatedmeissincere,andIhopeinyourturnthatyouwillforgivemeorpityme,ifmywayofthinkingpreventsmefromconformingtoyours。"
  "Annettedear,goandaskyoursisterifshewouldlikeustosupinherroom。"
  ShesooncamebacktellingmethatVeroniquewasobliged,butbeggedmetolethersleep。
  IsuppedwithAnnette,andwasgladtoseethat,thoughsheonlydrankwater,herappetitewasbetterthanmine。Mypassionforhersisterpreventedmethinkingofher,butIfeltthatAnnettewouldotherwisehavetakenmyfancy。Whenweweretakingdessert,Iconceivedtheideaofmakingherdrunktogethertalkofhersister,soIgaveheraglassofLunelmuscat。
  "Ionlydrinkwater,sir。"
  "Don’tyoulikewine?"
  "Yes,butasIamnotusedtoitIamafraidofitsgettingintomyhead。"
  "Thenyoucangotobed;youwillsleepallthebetter。"
  Shedrankthefirstglass,whichsheenjoyedimmensely,thenasecond,andthenathird。Herlittlebrainswereinsomeconfusionwhenshehadfinishedthethirdglass。Imadehertalkabouthersister,andinperfectfaithshetoldmeallthegoodimaginable。
  "ThenyouareveryfondofVeronique?"saidI。
  "Oh,yes!Iloveherwithallmyheart,butshewillnotletmecaressher。"
  "Nodoubtsheisafraidofyourceasingtoloveher。Butdoyouthinksheoughttomakemesufferso?"
  "No,butifyouloveheryououghttoforgiveher。"
  Annettewasstillquitereasonable。Imadeherdrinkafourthglassofmuscat,butaninstantaftershetoldmethatshecouldnotseeanything,andwerosefromthetable。Annettebegantopleasemealittletoomuch,butIdeterminednottomakeanyattemptsuponherforfearoffindinghertoosubmissive。A
  littleresistancesharpenstheappetite,whilefavoursgrantedwithtoomucheaseloseagreatdealoftheircharm。Annettewasonlyfourteen,shehadasoftheart,noknowledgeoftheworldorherownrights,andshewouldnothaveresistedmyembracesforfearofbeingrude。ThatsortofthingwouldonlypleasearichandvoluptuousTurk。