"What’sthat?Twoloversandstillamaid!Idon’tunderstand;
pleasetellmeaboutit,forIhaveneverheardofsuchathing。"
"BeforeIsatisfiedmyfirstloverwhichhappenedwhenIwasonlytwelve,IwasjustthesameasIamnow。"
"It’swonderful。Andwhatdidhesaywhenhesawit?"
"Isworethathewasmyfirst,andhebelievedme,puttingitdowntothepeculiarshapeofmybody。"
"Hewasamanofspirit;butdidn’thehurtyou?"
"Notabit;butthenhewasverygentle。"
"Youmusthaveatryaftersupper,"saidtheAstroditome,"thatwouldbefinefun。"
"No,no,"saidtheLepi,"thegentlemanwouldbetoobigforme。"
"Nonsense!Youdon’twanttotakeinallofhim。Iwillshowyouhowitis。"
Withthesewordstheimpudenthussyproceededtoexhibitme,andI
letherdowhatsheliked。
"That’sjustwhatIshouldhavethought,"criedtheLepi;"itcouldneverbedone。"
"Well,heisratherbig,"answeredtheAstrodi;"butthere’sacureforeverything,andhewillbecontentwithhalf—measures。"
"It’snotthelength,mydear,butthethicknesswhichfrightensme;Iamafraidthedooristoonarrow。"
"Allthebetterforyou,foryoucansellyourmaidenheadafterhavinghadtwolovers。"
Thisconversation,notdevoidofwit,andstillmorethesimplicityofthehunchback,hadmademeresolvetoverifythingsformyself。
Suppercameup,andIhadthepleasureofseeingthetwonymphseatlikestarvingsavages,anddrinkstillbetter。WhentheHermitagehaddoneitsworktheAstrodiproposedthatweshouldcastofftheclotheswhichdisfigurenature。
"Certainly,"saidI;"andIwillturnawaywhileyouaregettingready。"
Iwentbehindthecurtains,tookoffmyclothes,andwenttobedwithmybacktothem。AtlasttheAstroditoldmethattheywereready,andwhenIlookedtheLepitookupallmyattention。Inspiteofherdoubledeformityshewasahandsomewoman。Myglancesfrightenedher,forshewasdoubtlesstakingpartinanorgyforthefirsttime。Igavehercourage,however,bydintofpraisingthosecharmswhichthewhiteandbeautifulhandscouldnothide,andatlastIpersuadedhertocomeandliebesideme。
Herhumppreventedherlyingonherback,buttheingeniousAstrodidoubledupthepillowsandsucceededinplacingherinapositionsimilartothatofashipabouttobelaunched。ItwasalsobythetendercareoftheAstrodithattheintroductionoftheknifewasmanaged,tothegreatdelightofpriestandvictim。
Aftertheoperationwasovershegotupandkissedme,whichshecouldnotdobefore,forhermouthreachedtothemiddleofmychest,whilemyfeetwerescarcelydowntoherknees。Iwouldhavegiventenlouistohavebeenabletoseethecurioussightwemusthavepresentedatwork。
"Nowcomesmyturn,"saidtheAstrodi;"butIdon’twantyoutoinfringeontherightsofmyauditor,socomeandlookroundandseewherethepathlies。Takethat。"
"WhatamItodowiththissliceoflemon?"
"Iwantyoutotrywhethertheplaceisfreefrominfection,orwhetheritwouldbedangerousforyoutopayitavisit。"
"Isthatasuremethod?"
"Infallible;ifeverythingwerenotrightIcouldnotbearthesmart。"
"Thereyouare。How’sthat?"
"Allright;butdon’tdeceiveme,Iwantnohalfmeasures。MyreputationwouldbemadeifIbecamewithchild。"
Iaskmyreader’sleavetodrawaveiloversomeincidentsofthistrulyscandalousorgy,inwhichtheuglywomantaughtmesomethingsIdidnotknowbefore。Atlast,moretiredthanexhausted,Itoldthemtobegone,buttheAstrodiinsistedonfinishingupwithabowlofpunch。Iagreed,butnotwishingtohaveanythingmoretodowitheitherofthemIdressedmyselfagain。However,thechampagnepunchexcitedthemtosuchanextentthatatlasttheymademesharetheirtransports。TheAstrodiplacedherfriendinsuchasingularpositionthatthehumpswerenolongervisible,andimaginingthatIhadbeforemethehighpriestessofJove,Ipaidheralongsacrifice,inwhichdeathandresurrectionfollowedoneanotherinsuccession。ButIfeltdisgustedwithmyself,anddrewawayfromtheirlasciviousfrenzies,andgavethemtenLouistogetridofthem。TheAstrodifellonherknees,blessedme,thankedme,calledmehergod;andtheLepiweptandlaughedforjoyatthesametime;andthusforaquarterofanhourIwastreatedtoasceneofanextraordinarykind。
Ihadthemtakenhomeinmycarriage,andslepttillteno’clocknextmorning。JustasIwasgoingoutforawalkStuardcametomyroomandtoldme,withanairofdespair,thatifIdidnotgivehimthemeansofgoingawaybeforeIlefthewouldthrowhimselfintheRhine。
"That’srathertragic,"saidI,"butIcanfindacure。Iwilldisbursetwenty—fiveLouis,butitisyourwifewhomustreceivethem;andtheonlyconditionisthatshemustreceivemealoneforanhour,andbeentirelykind。"
"Sir,weneedjustthatsum;mywifeisdisposedtoreceiveyou;
goandtalktoher。Ishallnotbeintillnoon。"
Iputtwenty—fiveLouisinaprettylittlepurse,andleftmyroomthinkingthatthevictorywaswon。Ienteredherroomandapproachedherbedrespectfully。Whensheheardmeshesatupinbedwithouttakingthetroubletocoverherbreast,andbeforeI
couldwishhergood—dayshespoketomeasfollows:
"Iamready,sir,topaywithmybodyforthewretchedtwenty—fiveLouisofwhichmyhusbandisinneed。Youcandowhatyoulikewithme;butrememberthatintakingadvantageofmypositiontoassuageyourbrutallustyouarethevilerofthetwo,forIonlysellmyselfsocheaplybecausenecessitycompelsmetodoso。
Yourbasenessismoreshamefulthanmine。Comeon;hereIam。"
Withthisflatteringaddressshethrewoffthecoverletwithavigorousgesture,anddisplayedallherbeauties,whichImighthavegazedonwithsuchdifferentfeelingsfromthosewhichnowfilledmybreast。ForamomentIwassilentwithindignation。
Allmypassionhadevaporated;inthosevoluptuousroundedlimbsI
sawnowonlythecoveringofawildbeast’ssoul。Iputbackthecoverletwiththegreatestcalmness,andaddressedherinatoneofcoldcontempt:
"No,madam,Ishallnotleavethisroomdegradedbecauseyouhavetoldmeso,butIshallleaveitafterimpartingtoyouafewdegradingtruths,ofwhichyoucannotbeignorantifyouareawomanofanydecencywhatever。Herearetwenty—fivelouis,awretchedsumtogiveavirtuouswomaninpaymentofherfavours,butmuchmorethanyoudeserve。Iamnotbrutal,andtoconvinceyouofthefactIamgoingtoleaveyouintheundisturbedpossessionofyourcharms,whichIdespiseasheartilyasIshouldhaveadmiredthemifyourbehaviourhadbeendifferent。IonlygiveyouthemoneyfromafeelingofcompassionwhichIcannotovercome,andwhichistheonlyfeelingInowhaveforyou。
Nevertheless,letmetellyouthatwhetherawomansellsherselffortwenty—fivelouisortwenty—fivemillionlouissheisasmuchaprostituteintheonecaseasintheother,ifshedoesnotgiveherlovewithherself,oratalleventsthesemblanceoflove。
Farewell。"
Iwentbacktomyroom,andincourseoftimeStuardcametothankme。
"Sir,"saidI,"letmealone;Iwishtohearnomoreaboutyourwife。"
TheywentawaythenextdayforLyons,andmyreaderswillhearofthemagainatLiege。
IntheafternoonDolcitookmetohisgardenthatImightseethegardener’ssister。Shewaspretty,butnotsoprettyashewas。
Hesoongotherintoagoodhumour,andaftersometriflingobjectionsheconsentedtobelovedbyhiminmypresence。IsawthatthisAdonishadbeenrichlydoweredbynature,andItoldhimthatwithsuchaphysicalconformationhehadnoneedofemptyinghisfather’spursetotravel,andbeforelonghetookmyadvice。
ThisfairGanymedemighteasilyhaveturnedmeintoJove,ashestruggledamorouslywiththegardener’ssister。
AsIwasgoinghomeIsawayoungmancomingoutofaboat;hewasfromtwentytotwenty—fiveyearsold,andlookedverysad。Seeingmelookingathim,heaccostedme,andhumblyaskedforalms,shewingmeadocumentauthorizinghimtobeg,andapassportstatinghehadleftMadridsixweeksbefore。HecamefromParma,andwasnamedCosta。WhenIsawParmamynationalprejudicespokeinhisfavour,andIaskedhimwhatmisfortunehadreducedhimtobeggary。
"Onlylackofmoneytoreturntomynativecountry,"saidhe。
"WhatwereyoudoingatMadrid,andwhydidyouleave?"
"IwastherefouryearsasvalettoDr。Pistoria,physiciantotheKingofSpain,butonmyhealthfailingIlefthim。HereisacertificatewhichwillshewyouthatIgavesatisfaction。"
"Whatcanyoudo?"
"Iwriteagoodhand,Icanassistagentlemanashissecretary,andIintendbeingascribewhenIgethome。HerearesomeversesIcopiedyesterday。"
"Youwritewell;butcanyouwritecorrectlywithoutabook?"
"IcanwritefromdictationinFrench,Latin,andSpanish。"
"Correctly?"
"Yes,sir,ifthedictationisdoneproperly,foritisthebusinessoftheonewhodictatestoseethateverythingiscorrect。"
IsawthatMasterGaetanCostawasanignoramus,butinspiteofthatItookhimtomyroomandtoldLeDuctoaddresshiminSpanish。Heansweredwellenough,butonmydictatingtohiminItalianandFrenchIfoundhehadnottheremotestideasonorthography。
"Butyoucan’twrite,"saidItohim。However,Isawhewasmortifiedatthis,andIconsoledhimbysayingthatIwouldtakehimtohisowncountryatmyexpense。Hekissedmyhand,andassuredmethatIshouldfindafaithfulservantinhim。
Thisyoungfellowtookmyfancybyhisoriginality;hehadprobablyassumedittodistinguishhimselffromtheblockheadsamongstwhomhehadhithertolived,andnowuseditinperfectgoodfaithwitheverybody。Hethoughtthattheartofascribesolelyconsistedinpossessingagoodhand,andthatthefairestwriterwouldbethebestscribe。HesaidasmuchwhilehewasexaminingapaperIhadwritten,andasmywritingwasnotaslegibleashishetacitlytoldmeIwashisinferior,andthatI
shouldthereforetreathimwithsomedegreeofrespect。Ilaughedatthisfad,and,notthinkinghimincorrigibleItookhimintomyservice。IfithadnotbeenforthatoddnotionofhisIshouldprobablyhavemerelygivenhimalouis,andnomore。Hesaidthatspellingwasofnoconsequence,asthosewhoknewhowtospellcouldeasilyguessthewords,whilethosewhodidnotknowwereunabletopickoutthemistakes。Ilaughed,butasIsaidnothinghethoughtthelaughsignifiedapproval。InthedictationIgavehimtheCouncilofTrenthappenedtooccur。AccordingtohissystemhewroteTrentbyathreeandanought。Iburstoutlaughing;buthewasnotintheleastputout,onlyremarkingthatthepronunciationbeingthesameitwasofnoconsequencehowthewordwasspelt。Inpointoffactthisladwasafoolsolelythroughhisintelligence,matchedwithignoranceandunboundedself—confidence。Iwaspleasedwithhisoriginalityandkepthim,andwasthusthegreaterfoolofthetwo,asthereaderwillsee。
IleftAvignonnextday,andwentstraighttoMarseilles,nottroublingtostopatAix。Ihaltedatthe"TreizeCantons,"
wishingtostayforaweekatleastinthisancientcolonyofthePhocaeans,andtodoasIlikedthere。WiththisideaItooknoletterofintroduction;Ihadplentyofmoney,andneedednobody’shelp。Itoldmylandlordtogivemeachoicefishdinnerinmyownroom,asIwasawarethatthefishinthosepartsisbetterthananywhereelse。
Iwentoutthenextmorningwithaguide,totakemebacktotheinnwhenIwastiredofwalking。NotheedingwhereIwent,I
reachedafinequay;IthoughtIwasatVeniceagain,andIfeltmybosomswell,sodeeplyistheloveoffatherlandgravenontheheartofeverygoodman。IsawanumberofstallswhereSpanishandLevantinewineswerekept,andanumberofpeopledrinkinginthem。Acrowdofbusinessmenwenthitherandthither,runningupagainsteachother,crossingeachother’spaths,eachoccupiedwithhisownbusiness,andnotcaringwhosewayhegotinto。
Hucksters,welldressedandilldressed,women,prettyandplain,womenwhostaredboldlyateveryone,modestmaidenswithdowncasteyes,suchwasthepictureIsaw。
Themixtureofnationalities,thegraveTurkandtheglitteringAndalusian,theFrenchdandy,thegrossNegro,thecraftyGreek,thedullHollander;everythingremindedmeofVenice,andI
enjoyedthescene。
Istoppedamomentatastreetcornertoreadaplaybill,andthenIwentbacktotheinnandrefreshedmywearybodywithadeliciousdinner,washeddownwithchoiceSyracusanwine。AfterdinnerIdressedandtookaplaceintheamphitheatreofthetheatre。
CHAPTERIII
Rosalie——Toulon——Nice——IArriveatGenoa——M。Grimaldi——VeroniqueandHerSisterInoticedthatthefourprincipalboxesonbothsidesoftheprosceniumwereadornedwithprettywomen,butnotasinglegentleman。IntheintervalbetweenthefirstandsecondactsI
sawgentlemenofallclassespayingtheirdevoirstotheseladies。
SuddenlyIheardaKnightofMaltasaytoagirl,whowasthesoleoccupantofaboxnexttome,"Iwillbreakfastwithyouto—morrow。"
Thiswasenoughforme。IlookedathermorecloselyandfindinghertobeadaintymorselIsaid,assoonastheknighthadgone,—
"Willyougivememysupper?"
"Withpleasure;butIhavebeentakeninsooftenthatIshan’texpectyouwithoutanearnest。"
"HowcanIgiveyouanearnest?Idon’tunderstand。"
"Youmustbeanew—comerhere。"
"Justarrived。"
Shelaughed,calledtheknight,andsaid,——
"Bepleasedtoexplaintothisgentleman,whohasjustaskedmeforsupper,themeaningoftheword’earnest。’"
Thegood—naturedknightexplained,withasmile,thatthelady,fearinglestmymemoryshouldprovedefective,wantedmetopayformysupperinadvance。Ithankedhim,andaskedherifalouiswouldbeenough;andonherreplyingintheaffirmative,IgavehertheLouisandaskedforheraddress。Theknighttoldmepolitelythathewouldtakemetherehimselfafterthetheatre,adding,——
"She’sthewantonestwenchinallMarseilles。"
HethenaskedmeifIknewthetown,andwhenItoldhimthatI
hadonlycomethatdayhesaidhewasgladtobethefirsttomakemyacquaintance。Wewenttothemiddleof,theamphitheatreandhepointedoutascoreofgirlstorightandleft,allofthemreadytotreatthefirstcomertosupper。Theyareallonthefreelist,andthemanagerfindstheyservehisendsasrespectablewomenwillnotsitintheirboxes,andtheydrawpeopletothetheatre。InoticedfiveorsixofabettertypethantheoneIhadengaged,butIresolvedtosticktoherfortheevening,andtomaketheacquaintanceoftheothersanothertime。
"Isyourfavouriteamongstthem?"Isaidtotheknight。
"No,Ikeepaballet—girl,andIwillintroduceyoutoher,asI
amgladtosaythatIamfreefromalljealousy。"
Whentheplaycametoanendhetookmetomynymph’slodging,andwepartedwiththeunderstandingthatweweretoseemoreofoneanother。
Ifoundtheladyinundress——acircumstancewhichwentagainsther,forwhatIsawdidnotpleaseme。Shegavemeacapitalsupper,andenlivenedmebysomewittyandwantonsallieswhichmademeregardherinamorefavourablelight。Whenwehadsuppershegotintobed,andaskedmetofollowherexample;butItoldherthatIneversleptout。ShethenofferedmetheEnglisharticlewhichbringspeacetothesoul,butIdidnotaccepttheonesheofferedasIthoughtitlookedofacommonmake。
"Ihavefinerones,buttheyarethreefrancseach,andthemakeronlysellsthembythedozen,"shesaid。"Iwilltakeadozeniftheyarereallygood,"Ireplied。
Sherangthebell,andayoung,charming,andmodest—lookinggirlcamein。Iwasstruckwithher。
"Youhavegotanicemaid,"Iremarked,whenthegirlhadgonefortheprotectivesheaths。
"Sheisonlyfifteen,"shesaid,"andwon’tdoanything,assheisnewtoit。"
"Willyouallowmetoseeformyself?"
"Youmayaskherifyoulike,butIdon’tthinkshewillconsent。"
Thegirlcamebackwiththepacket,andputtingmyselfinaproperpositionItoldhertotryoneon。Sheproceededtodosowithasulkyairandwithakindofrepugnancewhichmademefeelinterestedinher。Numberonewouldnotgoon,soshehadtotryonasecond,andtheresultwasthatIbesprinkledherplentifully。Themistresslaughed,butshewasindignant,threwthewholepacketinmyface,andranawayinarage。Iwantednothingmoreafterthis,soIputthepacketinmypocket,gavethewomantwoLouis,andlefttheroom。ThegirlIhadtreatedsocavalierlycametolightmedownstairs,andthinkingIowedheranapologyIgaveheraLouisandbeggedherpardon。Thepoorgirlwasastonished,kissedmyhand,andbeggedmetosaynothingtohermistress。
"Iwillnot,mydear,buttellmetrulywhetheryouarestilla’virgointacta’。"
"Certainly,sir!"
"Wonderful!buttellmewhyyouwouldn’tletmeseeformyself?"
"Becauseitrevoltedme。"
"Neverthelessyouwillhavetodoso,forotherwise,inspiteofyourprettiness,peoplewillnotknowwhattomakeofyou。Wouldyouliketoletmetry?"
"Yes,butnotinthishorriblehouse。"
"Where,then?"
"Gotomymother’sto—morrow,Iwillbethere。Yourguideknowswhereshelives。"
WhenIgotoutside,Iaskedthemanifheknewher。Herepliedintheaffirmative,andsaidhebelievedhertobeanhonestgirl。
"Youwilltakemeto—morrowtoseehermother,"Isaid。
Nextmorninghetookmetotheendofthetown,toapoorhouse,whereIfoundapoorwomanandpoorchildrenlivingonthegroundfloor,andeatinghardblackbread。
"Whatdoyouwant?"saidshe。
"Isyoudaughterhere?"
"No,andwhatifshewere?Iamnotherbawd。"
"No,ofcoursenot,mygoodwoman。"
Justthenthegirlcamein,andtheenragedmotherflunganoldpotwhichcamehandy,atherhead。Luckilyitmissed,butshewouldnothaveescapedhermother’stalonsifIhadnotflungmyselfbetweenthem。However,theoldwomansetupadismalshriek,thechildrenimitatedher,andthepoorgirlbegantocry。
Thishubbubmademymancomein。
"Youhussy!"screamedthemother,"youarebringingdisgraceonme;getoutofmyhouse。Youarenolongermydaughter!"
Iwasinadifficultposition。Themanbeggedhernottomakesuchanoise,asitwoulddrawalltheneighboursaboutthehouse;
buttheenragedwomanansweredonlybyabuse。Idrewsixfrancsfrommypocketandgavethemtoher,butsheflungtheminmyface。AtlastIwentoutwiththedaughter,whosehairsheattemptedtopulloutbytheroots,whichprojectwasdefeatedbytheaidofmyman。Assoonaswegotoutside,themobwhichtheuproarhadattractedhootedmeandfollowedme,andnodoubtI
shouldhavebeentorntopiecesifIhadnotescapedintoachurch,whichIleftbyanotherdooraquarterofanhourlater。
Myfrightsavedme,forIknewtheferocityoftheProvencals,andItookcarenottoreplyawordtothestormofabusewhichpouredonme。IbelievethatIwasneveringreaterdangerthanonthatday。
BeforeIgotbacktomyinnIwasrejoinedbytheservantandthegirl。
"Howcouldyouleadmeintosuchadangerousposition?"saidI。
"Youmusthaveknownyourmotherwassavage。"
"Ihopedshewouldbehaverespectfullytoyou。"
"Becalm;don’tweepanymore。TellmehowIcanserveyou。"
"RatherthanreturntothathorriblehouseIwasinyesterdayI
wouldthrowmyselfintothesea。"
"DoyouknowofanyrespectablehousewhereIcankeepher?"saidItotheman。
Hetoldmehedidknowarespectableindividualwholetfurnishedapartments。
"Takemetoit,then。"
Themanwasofanadvancedage,andhehadroomstoletonallthefloors。
"Ionlywantalittlenook,"saidthegirl;andtheoldmantookustothehigheststory,andopenedthedoorofagarret,saying,—
"Thisclosetissixfrancsamonth,amonth’srenttobepaidinadvance,andImaytellyouthatmydoorisalwaysshutatteno’clock,andthatnobodycancomeandpassthenightwithyou。"
Theroomheldabedwithcoarsesheets,twochairs,alittletable,andachestofdrawers。
"Howmuchwillyouboardthisyoungwomanfor?"saidI。
Heaskedtwentysous,andtwosousforthemaidwhowouldbringhermealsanddoherroom。
"Thatwilldo,"saidthegirl,andshepaidthemonth’srentandtheday’sboard。IlefthertellingherIwouldcomebackagain。
AsIwentdownthestairsIaskedtheoldmantoshewmearoomformyself。HeskewedmeaveryniceoneataLouisamonth,andIpaidinadvance。Hethengavemealatch—key,thatImightgoandcomewhenIliked。
"Ifyouwishtoboardhere,"saidhe,"IthinkIcouldgivesatisfaction。"
Havingdonethisgoodwork,Ihadmydinnerbymyself,andthenwenttoacoffee—housewhereIfoundtheamiableKnightofMaltawhowasplaying。Heleftthegameassoonashesawme,putthefistfullofgoldhehadwonintohispocket,accostedmewiththepolitenessnaturaltoaFrenchman,andaskedmehowIhadlikedtheladywhohadgivenmemysupper。Itoldhimwhathadhappened,atwhichhelaughed,andaskedmetocomeandseehisballet—girl。Wefoundherunderthehairdresser’shands,andshereceivedmewiththeplayfulfamiliaritywithwhichonegreetsanoldacquaintance。Ididnotthinkmuchofher,butIpretendedtobeimmenselystruck,withtheideaofpleasingthegood—naturedknight。
Whenthehairdresserlefther,itwastimeforhertogetreadyforthetheatre,andshedressedherself,withoutcaringwhowaspresent。Theknighthelpedhertochangeherchemise,whichsheallowedhimtodoasamatterofcourse,thoughindeedshebeggedmetoexcuseher。
AsIowedheracompliment,Icouldthinkofnothingbetterthantotellherthatthoughshehadnotoffendedmeshehadmademefeelveryuncomfortable。
"Idon’tbelieveyou,"saidshe。
"It’strueallthesame。"
Shecameuptometoverifythefact,andfindingIhaddeceivedher,shesaidhalfcrossly,"Youareabadfellow。"
ThewomenofMarseillesareundoubtedlythemostprofligateinFrance。Theynotonlypridethemselvesonneverrefusing,butalsoonbeingthefirsttopropose。Thisgirlskewedmearepeater,forwhichshehadgotupalotteryattwelvefrancsaticket。Shehadtenticketsleft;Itookthemall,andsodelightedwasshetotouchmyfiveLouisthatshecameandkissedme,andtoldtheknightthatherunfaithfulnesstohimrestedonlywithme。
"Iamcharmedtohearit,"saidtheMaltese。Heaskedmetosupwithher,andIacceptedtheinvitation,butthesolepleasureI
hadwaslookingattheknightatwork。HewasfarinferiortoDolci!
Iwishedthemgoodnight,andwenttothehousewhereIhadplacedthepoorgirl。Themaidskewedmetomyroom,andIaskedherifImightgotothegarret。Shetookthelight,Ifollowedherup,andRosalie,asthepoorgirlwasnamed,heardmyvoiceandopenedthedoor。Itoldthemaidtowaitformeinmyroom,andIwentinandsatdownonthebed。
"Areyoucontented,dear?"Isaid。
"Iamquitehappy。"
"ThenIhopeyouwillbekind,andfindroomformeinyourbed。"
"Youmaycomeifyoulike,butImusttellyouthatyouwillnotfindmeamaid,asIhavehadonelover。"
"Youtoldmealie,then?"
"Forgiveme,Icouldnotguessyouwouldbemylover。"
"Iforgiveyouwillingly;allthemoresoasIamnogreatsticklerformaidenheads。"
Shewasasgentleasalamb,andallowedmetogazeonallthosecharmsofwhichmyhandsandmylipsdisputedthepossession;andthenotionthatIwasmasterofallthesetreasuresputfireinallmyveins,buthersubmissiveairdistressedme。
"Howisityoudonotpartakemydesires?"saidI。
"Idarenot,lestyoutakemeforapretender。"
Artificeorstudiedcoquetrymighthavepromptedsuchananswer,buttherealtimidityandthefranknesswithwhichthesewordswereutteredcouldnothavebeenassumed。ImpatienttogainpossessionofherItookoffmyclothes,andongettingintobedtoherIwasastonishedtofindheramaid。
"Whydidyoutellmeyouhadalover?"saidI。"Ineverheardofagirltellingalieofthatsortbefore。"
"AllthesameIdidnottellalie,butIamverygladthatIseemasifIhaddoneso。"
"Tellmeallaboutit。"
"CertainlyI,will,forIwanttowinyourconfidence。Thisisthestory:
"Twoyearsagomymother,thoughshewashot—tempered,stilllovedme。Iwasaneedle—woman,andearnedfromtwentytothirtysousaday。WhateverIearnedIgavemymother。Ihadneverhadalover,neverthoughtofsuchathing,andwhenmygoodnesswaspraisedIfeltinclinedtolaugh。IhadbeenbroughtupfromachildnevertolookatyoungmenwhenImettheminthestreet,andnevertoreplytothemwhentheyaddressedanyimpudencetome。
"Twomonthsagoafineenoughlookingyoungman,anativeofGenoa,andamerchantinasmallway,cametomymothertogethertowashsomeveryfinecottonstockingswhichthesea—waterhadstained。Whenhesawmehewasverycomplimentary,butinanhonestway。Ilikedhim,and,nodoubtseeingit,hecameandcameagaineveryevening。Mymotherwasalwayspresentatourinterviews,andhelookedatmeandtalkedtome,butdidnotsomuchasasktokissmyhand。Mymotherwasverypleasedtonoticethattheyoungmanlikedme,andoftenscoldedmebecauseIwasnotpoliteenoughtohim。IntimehehadtogotoGenoainasmallshipwhichbelongedtohim,andwhichwasladenwithgoods。
Heassuredusthathewouldreturnagainthenextspringanddeclarehisintentions。Hesaidhehopedheshouldfindmeasgoodasever,andstillwithoutanylover。Thiswasenough;mymotherlookeduponhimasmybetrothed,andletustalktogetheratthedoortillmidnight。WhenhewentIwouldshutthedoorandliedownbesidemymother,whowasalwaysasleep。
"Fourorfivedaysbeforehisdeparture,hetookmyarmandgotmetogowithhimtoaplaceaboutfiftypacesfromthehousetodrinkaglassofMuscatataGreek’s,whokepthistavernopenallnight。Wewereonlyawayforhalfanhour,andthenitwasthathefirstkissedme。WhenIgothomeIfoundmymotherawake,andtoldherall;itseemedsoharmlesstome。
"Nextday,excitedbytherecollectionofwhathadhappenedthenightbefore,Iwentwithhimagain,andlovebegantogainground。Weindulgedincaresseswhichwerenolongerinnocent,aswewellknew。However,weforgaveeachother,aswehadabstainedfromthechiefliberty。
"Thedayafter,mylover——ashehadtojourneyinthenight——tookleaveofmymother,andassoonasshewasinbedIwasnotlongeringrantingwhatIdesiredasmuchashe。WewenttotheGreek’s,ateanddrank,andourheatedsensesgainedlove’scause;weforgotourduty,andfanciedourmisdemeanouratriumph。
"Afterwardswefellasleep,andwhenweawokewesawourfaultintheclear,coldlightofday。Wepartedsorrowfulratherthanrejoicing,andthereceptionmymothergavemewaslikethatyouwitnessedthismorning。Iassuredherthatmarriagewouldtakeawaytheshameofmysin,andwiththisshetookupastickandwouldhavedoneforme,ifIhadnottakentomyheels,morefrominstinctthanfromanyideaofwhatIwasdoing。
"OnceinthestreetIknewnotwheretoturn,andtakingrefugeinachurchIstayedtherelikeoneinadreamtillnoon。Thinkofmyposition。Iwashungry,Ihadnorefuge,nothingbuttheclothesIwore,nothingthatwouldgetmeamorselofbread。A
womanaccostedmeinthestreet。IknewherandIalsoknewthatshekeptaservants’agency。Iaskedherforthwithifshecouldgetmeaplace。
"’Ihadenquiriesaboutamaidthismorning,’saidshe,’butitisforagaywoman,andyouarepretty。Youwouldhaveagooddealofdifficultyinremainingvirtuous。’
"’Icankeepofftheinfection,’Ianswered,’andinthepositionIaminIcannotpickandchoose。’
"Shethereupontookmetothelady,whowasdelightedtoseeme,andstillmoredelightedwhenItoldherthatIhadneverhadanythingtodowithaman。Ihaverepentedofthisliebitterlyenough,forintheweekIspentatthatprofligatewoman’shouseI
havehadtoendurethemosthumiliatinginsultsthatanhonestgirleversuffered。NosoonerdidthemenwhocametothehousehearthatIwasamaidthantheylongedtoslaketheirbrutallustuponme,offeringmegoldifIwouldsubmittotheircaresses。I
refusedandwasreviled,butthatwasnotall。FiveorsixtimeseverydayIwasobligedtoremainawitnessofthedisgustingscenesenactedbetweenmymistressandhercustomers,who,whenI
wascompelledtolightthemaboutthehouseatnight,overwhelmedmewithinsults,becauseIwouldnotdothemadisgustingserviceforatwelve—souspiece。Icouldnotbearthissortoflifemuchlonger,andIwasthinkingofdrowningmyself。Whenyoucameyoutreatedmesoignominiouslythatmyresolvetodiewasstrengthened,butyouweresokindandpoliteasyouwentawaythatIfellinlovewithyoudirectly,thinkingthatProvidencemusthavesentyoutosnatchmeawayfromtheabyss。Ithoughtyourfinepresencemightcalmmymotherandpersuadehertotakemebacktillmylovercametomarryme。Iwasundeceived,andI
sawthatshetookmeforaprostitute。Now,ifyoulike,Iamaltogetheryours,andIrenouncemyloverofwhomIamnolongerworthy。Takemeasyourmaid,Iwillloveyouandyouonly;I
willsubmitmyselftoyouanddowhateveryoubidme。"
Whetheritwereweaknessorvirtueonmypart,thistaleofwoeandamother’stoogreatseveritydrewtearsfrommyeyes,andwhenshesawmyemotionsheweptprofusely,forherheartwasinneedofsomerelief。
"Ithink,mypoorRosalie,youhaveonlyonechemise。"
"Alas!thatisall。"
Comfortyourself,mydear;allyourwantsshallbesuppliedtomorrow,andintheeveningyoushallsupwithmeinmyroomonthesecondfloor。Iwilltakecareofyou。"
"Youpityme,then?"
"Ifancythereismorelovethanpityinit。"
"WouldtoGoditwereso!"
This"wouldtoGod,"whichcamefromtheverydepthsofhersoul,sentmeawayinamerrymood。Theservantwhohadbeenwaitingformefortwohours,andwaslookingratherglum,relaxedwhenshesawthecolourofacrownwhichIgaveherbywayofatonement。
"Tellyourmaster,"saidI,"thatRosaliewillsupwithmeto—
morrow;letushaveafastingdinner,butletitbeagoodone。"
IreturnedtomyinnquiteinlovewithRosalie,andI
congratulatedmyselfonhavingatlastheardatruetalefromaprettymouth。Sheappearedtomesowelldisposedthathersmallfailingseemedtomakehershinethemore。Iresolvednevertoabandonher,andIdidsoinallsincerity;wasInotinlove?
AfterIhadhadmychocolatenextmorningIwentoutwithaguidetotheshops,whereIgotthenecessaryarticles,payingagoodbutnotanexcessiveprice。Rosaliewasonlyfifteen,butwithherfigure,herwell—formedbreasts,andherroundedarms,shewouldhavebeentakenfortwenty。HershapewassoimprintedonmybrainthateverythingIgotforherfittedasifshehadbeenmeasuredforit。Thisshoppingtookupallthemorning,andintheafternoonthemantookherasmalltrunkcontainingtwodresses,chemises,petticoats,handkerchiefs,stockings,gloves,caps,apairofslippers,afan,awork—bag,andamantle。Iwaspleasedatgivinghersuchadelightfulsurprise,andIlongedforsuppertimethatImightenjoythesightofherpleasure。
TheKnightofMaltacametodinewithmewithoutceremony,andI
wascharmedtoseehim。Afterwehaddinedhepersuadedmetogotothetheatre,asinconsequenceofthesuspenseofthesubscriptionarrangementstheboxeswouldbefilledwithallthequalityinMarseilles。
"Therewillbenoloosewomenintheamphitheatre,"saidhe,"aseverybodyhastopay。"
ThatdecidedmeandIwent。Hepresentedmetoaladywithanexcellentconnection,whoaskedmetocomeandseeher。IexcusedmyselfonthepleathatIwasleavingsoshortly。NeverthelessshewasveryusefultomeonmysecondvisittoMarseilles。HernamewasMadameAudibert。
Ididnotwaitfortheplaytoend,butwentwherelovecalledme。
IhadadelightfulsurprisewhenIsawRosalie;Ishouldnothaveknownher。ButIcannotresistthepleasureofrecallingherpictureasshestoodbeforemethen,despitetheyearsthathaverolledbysincethathappymoment。
Rosaliewasanenticing—lookingbrunette,abovethemiddleheight。
Herfacewasaperfectoval,andexquisitelyproportioned。Twofineblackeyesshedasoftandravishinglightaround。Hereyebrowswerearched,andshehadawealthofhair,blackandshiningasebony;herskinwaswhileandlightlytingedwithcolour。Onherchinwasadimple,andherslightestsmilesummonedintobeingtwootherdimples,oneoneachcheek。Hermouthwassmall,disclosingtworowsoffairestorientpearls,andfromherredlipsflowedforthanindefinablesweetness。Thelowerlipprojectedeversolightly,andseemeddesignedtoholdakiss。Ihavespokenofherarms,herbreast,andherfigure,whichleftnothingtobedesired,butImustaddtothiscatalogueofhercharms,thatherhandwasexquisitelyshaped,andthatherfootwasthesmallestIhaveeverseen。Astoherotherbeauties,IwillcontentmyselfwithsayingthattheywereinharmonywiththoseIhavedescribed。
Toseeheratherbest,onehadtoseehersmiling;andhithertoshehadbeensadorvexed——statesofmindwhichdetractfromawoman’sappearance。Butnowsadnesswasgone,andgratitudeandpleasurehadtakenitsplace。Iexaminedherclosely,andfeltproud,asIsawwhatatransformationIhadeffected;butI
concealedmysurprise,lestsheshouldthinkIhadformedanunfavourableimpressionofher。Iproceeded,therefore,totellherthatIshouldexposemyselftoridiculeifIattemptedtokeepabeautylikeherselfforaservant。
"Youshallbemymistress,"Isaid,"andmyservantsshallrespectyouasifyouweremywife。"
AtthisRosalie,asifIhadgivenheranotherbeing,begantotryandexpresshergratitudeforwhatIhaddone。Herwords,whichpassionmadeconfused,increasedmyjoy;herewasnoartnordeceit,butsimplenature。
Therewasnomirrorinhergarret,soshehaddressedbyhersenseoftouch,andIcouldseethatshewasafraidtostandupandlookatherselfinthemirrorinmyroom。Iknewtheweakspotinallwomen’shearts(whichmenareverywronginconsideringasmatterforreproach),andIencouragedhertoadmireherself,whereuponshecouldnotrestrainasmileofsatisfaction。
"IthinkImustbeindisguise,"saidshe,"forIhaveneverseenmyselfsodeckedoutbefore。"
ShepraisedthetastefulsimplicityofthedressIhadchosen,butwasvexedatthethoughtthathermotherwouldstillbedispleased。
"Thinknomoreofyourmother,dearestone。Youlooklikealadyofquality,andIshallbequiteproudwhenthepeopleatGenoaaskmeifyouaremydaughter。"
"AtGenoa?"
"Yes,atGenoa。Whydoyoublush?"
"Fromsurprise;perhapsImayseethereonewhomIhavenotyetforgotten。"
"Wouldyouliketostayherebetter?"
"No,no!LovemeandbesurethatIloveyouandforyourownsake,notfromanythoughtofmyowninterests。"
"Youaremoved,myangel;letmewipeawayyourtearswithkisses。"
Shefellintomyarms,andsherelievedthevariousfeelingsofwhichherheartwasfullbyweepingforsometime。Ididnottrytoconsoleher,forshehadnotgrief;sheweptastendersouls,andwomen,moreespecially,oftenwill。WehadadelicioussuppertowhichIdidhonourfortwo,forsheatenothing。Iaskedherifshewassounfortunateasnottocareforgoodfood。
"Ihaveasgoodanappetiteasanyone,"shereplied,"andanexcellentdigestion。YoushallseeforyourselfwhenIgrowmoreaccustomedtomysuddenhappiness。"
"Atleastyoucandrink;thiswineisadmirable。IfyoupreferGreekmuscatIwillsendforsome。Itwillremindyouofyourlover。"
"Ifyoulovemeatall,Ibegyouwillsparemethatmortification。"
"Youshallhavenomoremortificationfromme,Ipromiseyou。Itwasonlyajoke,andIbegyourpardonforit。"
"AsIlookuponyouIfeelindespairatnothavingknownyoufirst。"
"Thatfeelingofyours,whichwellsforthfromthedepthsofyouropensoul,isgrand。Youarebeautifulandgood,foryouonlyyieldedtothevoiceoflovewiththeprospectofbecominghiswife;andwhenIthinkwhatyouaretomeIamindespairatnotbeingsureyouloveme。AnevilgeniuswhispersinmyearthatyouonlybearwithmebecauseIhadthehappinessofhelpingyou。"
"Indeed,thatisanevilgenius。Tobesure,ifIhadmetyouinthestreetIshouldnothavefallenheadoverearsinlovewithyou,likeawanton,butyouwouldcertainlyhavepleasedme。IamsureIloveyou,andnotforwhatyouhavedoneforme;forifI
wererichandyouwerepoor,Iwoulddoanythingintheworldforyou。ButIdon’twantittobelikethat,forIhadratherbeyourdebtorthanforyoutobemine。Thesearemyrealfeelings,andyoucanguesstherest。"
Wewerestilltalkingonthesamesubjectwhenmidnightstruck,andmyoldlandlordcameandaskedmeifIwerepleased。
"Imustthankyou,"Ireplied,"Iamdelighted。Whocookedthisdelicioussupper?"
"Mydaughter。"
"Sheunderstandshercraft;tellherIthoughtitexcellent。"
"Yes,sir,butitisdear。"
"Nottoodearforme。YoushallbepleasedwithmeasIwithyou,andtakecaretohaveasgoodasupperto—morrowevening,asI
hopetheladywillbewellenoughtodojusticetotheproductsofyourdaughter’sculinaryskill。"
"Bedisacapitalplacetogetanappetite。Ah!itissixtyyearssinceIhavehadanythingtodowiththatsortofthing。Whatareyoulaughingat,mademoiselle?"
"Atthedelightwithwhichyoumustrecollectit。"
"Youareright,itisapleasantrecollection;andthusIamalwaysreadytoforgiveyoungfolksthepeccadilloesthatlovemakesthemcommit。"
"Youareawiseoldman,"saidI,"everyoneshouldsympathisewiththetenderestofallourmortalfollies。"
"Iftheoldmaniswise,"saidRosalie,whenhehadlefttheroom,"mymothermustbeveryfoolish。"
"Wouldyoulikemetotakeyoutotheplayto—morrow?"
"Praydonot。Iwillcomeifyoulike,butitwillvexmeverymuch。Idon’twanttowalkoutwithyouortogotothetheatrewithyouhere。Goodheavens!Whatwouldpeoplesay。No,neitheratMarseilles;butelsewhere,anythingyoupleaseandwithallmyheart。"
"Verygood,mydear,justasyouplease。Butlookatyourroom;
nomoregarretforyou;andinthreedayswewillstart。"
"Sosoon?"
"Yes;tellmeto—morrowwhatyourequireforthejourney,forI
don’twantyoutolackforanything,andifyouleaveitalltomeImightforgetsomethingwhichwouldvexme。"
"Well,Ishouldlikeanothercloak,acloakwithalining,someboots,anight—cap,andaprayer—book。"
"Youknowhowtoread,doyou?"
"Certainly;andIcanwritefairlywell。"
"Iamgladtohearit。Youraskingmesofreelyforwhatyouwantisatrueproofofyourlove;whereconfidencedwellsnotthereisnolove。Iwillnotforgetanything,butyourfeetaresosmallthatIshouldadviseyoutogetyourbootsyourself。"
Ourtalkwassopleasant,andIexperiencedsuchdelightinstudyingherdisposition,thatwedidnotgotobedtillfiveo’clock。Inthearmsofloveandsleepwespentsevendelicioushours,andwhenweroseatnoonwewerefastlovers。Shecalledmethou,talkedofloveandnotofgratitude,and,grownmorefamiliarwithhernewestate,laughedathertroubles。Shekissedmeateveryopportunity,calledmeherdarlingboy,herjoy,andasthepresentmomentistheonlyrealthinginthislife,I
enjoyedherlove,Iwaspleasedwithhercaresses,andputawayallideasofthedreadfulfuture,whichhasonlyonecertainty——
death,’ultimalinearerum’。
Thesecondnightwasfarsweeterthanthefirst;shehadmadeagoodsupper,anddrunkwell,thoughmoderately;thusshewasdisposedtorefineonherpleasure,andtodeliverherselfwithgreaterardourtoallthevoluptuousenjoymentswhichloveinspires。
Igaveheraprettywatchandagoldshuttleforhertoamuseherselfwith。
"Iwantedit,"saidshe,"butIshouldneverhavedaredtoaskforit。"
Itoldherthatthisfearofmydispleasuremademedoubtoncemorewhethershereallylovedme。Shethrewherselfintomyarms,andpromisedthathenceforthshewouldshewmetheutmostconfidence。
Iwaspleasedtoeducatethisyounggirl,andIfeltthatwhenhermindhadbeendevelopedshewouldbeperfect。
OnthefourthdayIwarnedhertoholdherselfinreadinesstostartatamoment’snotice。IhadsaidnothingaboutmyplanstoCostaorLeDuc,butRosalieknewthatIhadtwoservants,andI
toldherthatIshouldoftenmakethemtalkonthejourneyforthesakeofthelaughtertheirfollywouldaffordme。
"You,mydear,"Ihadsaidtoher,"mustbeveryreservedwiththem,andnotallowthemtotaketheslightestliberty。Givethemyourordersasamistress,butwithoutpride,andyouwillbeobeyedandrespected。Iftheyforgetthemselvesintheslightestparticular,tellmeatonce。"
Istartedfromthehotelofthe"TreizeCantons"withfourpost—
horses,LeDucandCostasittingonthecoachman’sseat。Theguide,whomIhadpaidwellforhisservices,tookustoRosalie’sdoor。Igotoutofthecarriage,andafterthankingthekindlyoldlandlord,whowassorrytolosesogoodaboarder,Imadehergetin,satdownbesideher,andorderedthepostillionstogotoToulon,asIwishedtoseethatfineportbeforereturningtoItaly。WegottoToulonatfiveo’clock。
MyRosaliebehavedherselfatsupperlikethemistressofahouseaccustomedtothebestsociety。InoticedthatLeDucasheadmanmadeCostawaituponher,butIgotoverhimbytellingmysweetheartthathewouldhavethehonourofdoingherhair,ashecoulddoitaswellasthebestbarberinParis。Heswallowedthegoldenpill,andgaveinwithagoodgrace,andsaid,withaprofoundbow,thathehopedtogivemadamsatisfaction。
Wewentoutnextmorningtoseetheport,andwereshewnovertheplacebythecommandant,whoseacquaintancewemadebyaluckychance。HeofferedhisarmtoRosalie,andtreatedherwiththeconsiderationshedeservedforherappearanceandthegoodsenseofherquestions。Thecommandantacceptedmyinvitationtodinner,atwhichRosaliespoketothepointthoughnottoexcess,andreceivedthepolitecomplimentsofourworthyguestwithmuchgrace。Intheafternoonhetookusoverthearsenal,andafterhavinghimtodinnercouldnotrefusehisinvitationtosupper。
TherewasnodifficultyaboutRosalie;thecommandantintroducedherimmediatelytohiswife,hisdaughter,andhisson。Iwasdelightedtoseethathermannerwithladiesevensurpassedhermannerwithgentlemen。ShewasoneofNature’sownladies。Thecommandant’swifeanddaughtercaressedheragainandagain,andshereceivedtheirattentionswiththatmodestsensibilitywhichisthesealofagoodeducation。
Theyaskedmetodinnerthenextday,butIwassatisfiedwithwhatIhadseen,soItookleave,intendingtostartonthemorrow。
WhenwegotbacktotheinnItoldherhowpleasedIwaswithher,andshethrewherarmsroundmyneckforjoy。
"Iamalwaysafraid,"saidshe,"ofbeingaskedwhoIam。"
"Youneedn’tbeafraid,dearest;inFrancenogentlemanorladywouldthinkofaskingsuchaquestion。"
"Butiftheydid,whatoughtItodo?"
"Youshouldmakeuseofanevasion。"
"What’sanevasion?"
"Awayofescapingfromadifficultywithoutsatisfyingimpertinentcuriosity。"
"Givemeanexample。"
"Well,ifsuchaquestionwereaskedyou,youmightsay,’Youhadbetteraskthisgentleman。’"
"Isee,thequestionisavoided;butisnotthatimpolite?"
"Yes;butnotsoimpoliteastoaskanembarrassingquestion。"
"Andwhatwouldyousayifthequestionwaspassedontoyou?"
"Well,myanswerwouldvaryinaratiowiththerespectinwhichI
heldthequestioner。Iwouldnottellthetruth,butIshouldsaysomething。AndIamgladtoseeyouattentivetomylessons。
Alwaysaskquestions,andyouwillalwaysfindmereadytoanswer,forIwanttoteachyou。Andnowletustobed;wehavetostartforAntibesatanearlyhour,andlovewillrewardyouforthepleasureyouhavegivenmeto—day。"
AtAntibesIhiredafeluccatotakemetoGenoa,andasI
intendedtoreturnbythesamerouteIhadmycarriagewarehousedforasmallmonthlypayment。Westartedearlywithagoodwind,buttheseabecomingrough,andRosaliebeingmortallyafraid,I
hadthefeluccarowedintoVillafranca,whereIengagedacarriagetotakemetoNice。Theweatherkeptusbackforthreedays,andIfeltobligedtocallonthecommandant,anoldofficernamedPeterson。
Hegavemeanexcellentreception,andaftertheusualcomplimentshadpassed,said,——
"DoyouknowaRussianwhocallshimselfCharlesIvanoff?"
"IsawhimonceatGrenoble。"
"ItissaidthathehasescapedfromSiberia,andthatheistheyoungersonoftheDukeofCourland。"
"SoIhaveheard,butIknownoproofofhisclaimtothetitle。"
"HeisatGenoa,whereitissaidabankeristogivehimtwentythousandcrowns。Inspiteofthat,noonewouldgivehimasouhere,soIsenthimtoGenoaatmyownexpense,toridtheplaceofhim。"
IfeltverygladthattheRussianhadgoneawaybeforemyarrival。
AnofficernamedRamini,whowasstayingatthesameinnasmyself,askedifIwouldmindtakingchargeofapacketwhichM。deSt。Pierre,theSpanishconsul,hadtosendtotheMarquisGrimaldi,atGenoa。ItwasthenoblemanIhadjustseenatAvignon,andIwaspleasedtoexecutethecommission。ThesameofficeraskedmewhetherIhadeverseenacertainMadameStuard。
"Shecamehereafortnightagowithamanwhocallshimselfherhusband。Thepoordevilshadn’tapenny,andshe,agreatbeauty,enchantedeverybody,butwouldgivenooneasmileoraword。"
"Ihavebothseenandknowher,"Ianswered。"Ifurnishedherwiththemeanstocomehere。HowcouldsheleaveNicewithoutanymoney?"
"That’sjustwhatnoonecanunderstand。Shewentoffinacarriage,andthelandlord’sbillwaspaid。Iwasinterestedinthewoman。TheMarquisGrimalditoldmethatshehadrefusedahundredlouisheofferedher,andthataVenetianofhisacquaintancehadfaredjustasbadly。Perhapsthatisyou?"
"Itis,andIgavehersomemoneydespitemytreatment。"
M。Petersoncametoseeme,andwasenchantedwithRosalie’samiablemanner。Thiswasanotherconquestforher,andIdulycomplimentedheruponit。
Niceisaterriblydullplace,andstrangersaretormentedbythemidges,whopreferthemtotheinhabitants。However,Iamusedmyselfatasmallbankatfaro,whichwasheldatacoffee—house,andatwhichRosalie,whoseplayIdirected,wonascoreofPiedmontesepistoles。Sheputherlittleearningsintoapurse,andtoldmeshelikedtohavesomemoneyofherown。Iscoldedherfornothavingtoldmesobefore,andremindedherofherpromise。
"Idon’treallywantit,"saidshe,"it’sonlymythoughtlessness。"
Wesoonmadeupourlittlequarrel。
InsuchwaysdidImakethisgirlmyown,inthehopethatfortheremnantofmydaysshewouldbemine,andsoIshouldnotbeforcedtoflyfromoneladytoanother。Butinexorablefateordaineditotherwise。
Theweathergrewfineagain,andwegotonboardoncemore,andthenextdayarrivedatGenoa,whichIhadneverseenbefore。I
putupat"St。Martin’sInn,"andfordecency’ssaketooktworooms,buttheywereadjoiningoneanother。ThefollowingdayI
sentthepackettoM。Grimaldi,andalittlelaterIleftmycardathispalace。
Myguidetookmetoalinen—draper’s,andIboughtsomestuffforRosalie,whowasinwantoflinen。Shewasverypleasedwithit。
WewerestillattablewhentheMarquisGrimaldiwasannounced;hekissedmeandthankedmeforbringingtheparcel。HisnextremarkreferredtoMadameStuard。Itoldhimwhathadhappened,andhelaughed,sayingthathewasnotquitesurewhathewouldhavedoneunderthecircumstances。
IsawhimlookingatRosalieattentively,andItoldhimshewasasgoodasshewasbeautiful。
"Iwanttofindheramaid,"Isaid,"agoodseamstress,whocouldgooutwithher,andaboveallwhocouldtalkItaliantoher,forIwanthertolearnthelanguagethatImaytakeherintosocietyatFlorence,RomeandNaples。"
"Don’tdepriveGenoaofthepleasureofentertainingher,"saidthemarquis。"Iwillintroduceherunderwhatevernameshepleases,andinmyownhousetobeginwith。"
"Shehasgoodreasonsforpreservingherincognitohere。"
"Ah,Isee!——Doyouthinkofstayingherelong?"
"Amonth,orthereabouts,andourpleasureswillbelimitedtoseeingthetownanditssurroundingsandgoingtothetheatre。Weshallalsoenjoythepleasuresofthetable。Ihopetoeatchampignonseveryday,theyarebetterherethananywhereelse"
"Anexcellentplan。Icouldn’tsuggestabetter。IamgoingtoseewhatIcandointhewayofgettingyouamaid,mademoiselle。"
"Yousir?HowcanIdeservesuchgreatkindness?"
"Myinterestinyouisthegreater,asIthinkyoucomefromMarseilles。"
Rosalieblushed。Shewasnotawarethatshelisped,andthatthisbetrayedher。Iextricatedherfromherconfusionbytellingthemarquishisconjecturewaswellfounded。
IaskedhimhowIcouldgettheJournaldeSavans,theMercuredeFrance,andotherpapersofthesamedescription。Hepromisedtosendmeamanwhowouldgetmeallthatkindofthing。HeaddedthatifIwouldallowhimtosendmesomeofhisexcellentchocolatehewouldcomeandbreakfastwithus。Isaidthatbothgiftandguestwerevastlyagreeabletome。
AssoonashehadgoneRosalieaskedmetotakehertoamilliner’s。
"Iwantribbonsandotherlittlethings,"saidshe,"butIshouldliketobargainforthemandpayforthemoutofmyownmoney,withoutyourhavinganythingtodowithit。"
"Dowhateveryoulike,mydear,andafterwardswewillgototheplay。"
ThemillinertowhomwewentprovedtobeaFrenchwoman。ItwasacharmingsighttoseeRosalieshopping。Sheputonanimportantair,seemedtoknowallaboutit,orderedbonnetsinthelatestfashion,bargained,andcontrivedtospendfiveorsixlouiswithgreatgrandeur。AswelefttheshopItoldherthatIhadbeentakenforherfootman,andImeanttoberevenged。Sosaying,I
madehercomeintoajeweller’s,whereIboughtheranecklace,ear—rings,andbroochesinimitationdiamonds,andwithoutlettinghersayawordIpaidthepriceandlefttheshop。
"Youhaveboughtmesomebeautifulthings,"saidshe,"butyouaretoolavishwithyourmoney;ifyouhadbargainedyoumighthavesavedfourlouisatleast。"
"Verylikely,dearest,butIneverwasanyhandatabargain。"
Itookhertotheplay,butasshedidnotunderstandthelanguageshegotdreadfullytired,andaskedmetotakeherhomeattheendofthefirstact,whichIdidverywillingly。WhenwegotinI
foundaboxwaitingformefromM。Grimaldi。Itprovedtocontaintwenty—fourpoundsofchocolate。Costa,whohadboastedofhisskillinmakingchocolateintheSpanishfashion,receivedorderstomakeusthreecupsinthemorning。
Atnineo’clockthemarquisarrivedwithatradesman,whosoldmesomebeautifulorientalmaterials。IgavethemtoRosalietomaketwo’mezzaro’forherself。The’mezzaro’isakindofhoodedcloakwornbytheGenoesewomen,asthe’cendal’iswornatVenice,andthe’mantilla’atMadrid。
IthankedM。Grimaldiforthechocolate,whichwasexcellent;
Costawasquiteproudofthepraisethemarquisgavehim。LeDuccameintoannounceawoman,whosenameIdidnotknow。
"It’sthemotherofthemaidIhaveengaged,"saidM。Grimaldi。
Shecamein,andIsawbeforemeawell—dressedwoman,followedbyagirlfromtwentytotwenty—fouryearsold,whopleasedmeatthefirstglance。Themotherthankedthemarquis,andpresentedherdaughtertoRosalie,enumeratinghergoodqualities,andtellingherthatshewouldserveherwell,andwalkwithherwhenshewishedtogoout。
"Mydaughter,"sheadded,"speaksFrench,andyouwillfindheragood,faithful,andobliginggirl。"
Sheendedbysayingthatherdaughterhadbeeninservicelatelywithalady,andthatshewouldbeobligedifshecouldhavehermealsbyherself。
ThegirlwasnamedVeronique。Rosalietoldherthatshewasagoodgirl,andthattheonlywaytoberespectedwastoberespectable。Veroniquekissedherhand,themotherwentaway,andRosalietookthegirlintoherroomtobeginherwork。
Ididnotforgettothankthemarquis,forhehadevidentlychosenamaidmorewithaviewtomylikingsthantothoseofmysweetheart。ItoldhimthatIshouldnotfailtocallonhim,andherepliedthathewouldbehappytoseemeatanyhour,andthatIshouldeasilyfindhimathiscasinoatSt。Pierred’Arena,whereheoftenspentthenight。
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CHAPTERIV
ThePlay——TheRussian——Petri——RosalieattheConventWhenthemarquishadgone,seeingRosalieengagedwithVeronique,Isetmyselftotranslatethe’Ecossaise’fortheactorsatGenoa,whoseemedprettygoodones,toplay。
IthoughtRosalielookingsadatdinner,andsaid,"Whatisthematter,dearest?YouknowIdonotliketoseeyoulookingmelancholy。"
"IamvexedatVeronique’sbeingprettierthanI。"
"Iseewhatyoumean;Ilikethat!Butconsoleyour,self,Veroniqueisnothingcomparedtoyou,inmyeyesatallevents。
Youaremyonlybeauty;buttoreassureyouIwillaskM。deGrimalditotellhermothertocomeandfetchheraway,andtogetmeanothermaidasuglyaspossible。"
"Oh,no!praydonotdoso;hewillthinkIamjealous,andI
wouldn’thavehimthinksofortheworld。"
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