ImadeupmymindtogotoTreviso,fifteenmilesdistantfromVenice,topawntheringattheMont—de—piete,whichtherelendsmoneyuponvaluablesattherateoffivepercent。ThatusefulestablishmentdoesnotexistinVenice,wheretheJewshavealwaysmanagedtokeepthemonopolyintheirhands。
Igotupearlyonemorning,andwalkedtotheendofthecanaleregio,intendingtoengageagondolatotakemeasfarasMestra,whereIcouldtakeposthorses,reachTrevisoinlessthantwohours,pledgemydiamondring,andreturntoVenicethesameevening。
AsIpassedalongSt。Job’sQuay,Isawinatwo—oaredgondolaacountrygirlbeautifullydressed。Istoppedtolookather;thegondoliers,supposingthatIwantedanopportunityofreachingMestraatacheaprate,rowedbacktotheshore。
Observingthelovelyfaceoftheyounggirl,Idonothesitate,butjumpintothegondola,andpaydoublefare,onconditionthatnomorepassengersaretaken。Anelderlypriestwasseatedneartheyounggirl,herisestoletmetakehisplace,butIpolitelyinsistuponhiskeepingit。
CHAPTERXIX
IFallinLovewithChristine,andFindaHusbandWorthyofHer——
Christine’sWedding"Thosegondoliers,"saidtheelderlypriest,addressingmeinordertobegintheconversation,"areveryfortunate。TheytookusupattheRialtoforthirtysoldi,onconditionthattheywouldbeallowedtoembarkotherpassengers,andhereisonealready;theywillcertainlyfindmore。"
"WhenIaminagondola,reverendsir,thereisnoroomleftforanymorepassengers。"
Sosaying,Igivefortymoresolditothegondoliers,who,highlypleasedwithmygenerosity,thankmeandcallmeexcellency。Thegoodpriest,acceptingthattitleastrulybelongingtome,entreatsmypardonfornothavingaddressedmeassuch。
"IamnotaVenetiannobleman,reverendsir,andIhavenorighttothetitleofExcellenza。"
"Ah!"saystheyounglady,"Iamverygladofit。"
"Whyso,signora?"
"BecausewhenIfindmyselfnearanoblemanIamafraid。ButI
supposethatyouareanillustrissimo。"
"Noteventhat,signora;Iamonlyanadvocate’sclerk。"
"Somuchthebetter,forIliketobeinthecompanyofpersonswhodonotthinkthemselvesaboveme。Myfatherwasafarmer,brotherofmyunclehere,rectorofP————,whereIwasbornandbred。AsIamanonlydaughterIinheritedmyfather’spropertyafterhisdeath,andIshalllikewisebeheiresstomymother,whohasbeenillalongtimeandcannotlivemuchlonger,whichcausesmeagreatdealofsorrow;butitisthedoctorwhosaysit。Now,toreturntomysubject,Idonotsupposethatthereismuchdifferencebetweenanadvocate’sclerkandthedaughterofarichfarmer。Ionlysaysoforthesakeofsayingsomething,forIknowverywellthat,intravelling,onemustacceptallsortsofcompanions:isitnotso,uncle?"
"Yes,mydearChristine,andasaproofyouseethatthisgentlemanhasacceptedourcompanywithoutknowingwhoorwhatweare。"
"ButdoyouthinkIwouldhavecomeifIhadnotbeenattractedbythebeautyofyourlovelyniece?"
Atthesewordsthegoodpeopleburstoutlaughing。AsIdidnotthinkthattherewasanythingverycomicinwhatIhadsaid,Ijudgedthatmytravellingcompanionswererathersimple,andIwasnotsorrytofindthemso。
"Whydoyoulaughsoheartily,beautiful’demigella’?Isittoshewmeyourfineteeth?IconfessthatIhaveneverseensuchasplendidsetinVenice。"
"Oh!itisnotforthat,sir,althougheveryoneinVenicehaspaidmethesamecompliment。IcanassureyouthatinP————allthe’girlshaveteethasfineasmine。Isitnotafact,uncle?"
"Yes,mydearniece。"
"Iwaslaughing,sir,atathingwhichIwillnevertellyou。"
"Oh!tellme,Ientreatyou。"
"Oh!certainlynot,never。"
"Iwilltellyoumyself,"saysthecurate。
"Youwillnot,"sheexclaims,knittingherbeautifuleyebrows。"IfyoudoIwillgoaway。"
"Idefyyoutodoit,mydear。Doyouknowwhatshesaid,sir,whenshesawyouonthewharf?’Hereisaveryhandsomeyoungmanwhoislookingatme,andwouldnotbesorrytobewithus。’Andwhenshesawthatthegondolierswereputtingbackforyoutoembarkshewasdelighted。"
Whiletheunclewasspeakingtome,theindignantniecewasslappinghimontheshoulder。
"Whyareyouangry,lovelyChristine,atmyhearingthatyoulikedmyappearance,whenIamsogladtoletyouknowhowtrulycharmingI
thinkyou?"
"Youaregladforamoment。Oh!IknowtheVenetiansthoroughlynow。
Theyhavealltoldmethattheywerecharmedwithme,andnotoneofthoseIwouldhavelikedevermadeadeclarationtome。"
"Whatsortofdeclarationdidyouwant?"
"There’sonlyonesortforme,sir;thedeclarationleadingtoagoodmarriageinchurch,inthesightofallmen。YetweremainedafortnightinVenice;didwenot,uncle?"
"Thisgirl,"saidtheuncle,"isagoodmatch,forshepossessesthreethousandcrowns。ShehasalwayssaidthatshewouldmarryonlyaVenetian,andIhaveaccompaniedhertoVenicetogiveheranopportunityofbeingknown。Aworthywomangaveushospitalityforafortnight,andhaspresentedmynieceinseveralhouseswhereshemadetheacquaintanceofmarriageableyoungmen,butthosewhopleasedherwouldnothearofmarriage,andthosewhowouldhavebeengladtomarryherdidnottakeherfancy。"
"Butdoyouimagine,reverendsir,thatmarriagescanbemadelikeomelets?AfortnightinVenice,thatisnothing;yououghttolivethereatleastsixmonths。Now,forinstance,Ithinkyourniecesweetlypretty,andIshouldconsidermyselffortunateifthewifewhomGodintendsformewerelikeher,but,evenifsheofferedmenowadowryoffiftythousandcrownsonconditionthatourweddingtakesplaceimmediately,Iwouldrefuseher。Aprudentyoungmanwantstoknowthecharacterofagirlbeforehemarriesher,foritisneithermoneynorbeautywhichcanensurehappinessinmarriedlife。"
"Whatdoyoumeanbycharacter?"askedChristine;"isitabeautifulhand—writing?"
"No,mydear。Imeanthequalitiesofthemindandtheheart。I
shallmostlikelygetmarriedsometime,andIhavebeenlookingforawifeforthelastthreeyears,butIamstilllookinginvain。I
haveknownseveralyounggirlsalmostaslovelyasyouare,andallwithagoodmarriageportion,butafteranacquaintanceoftwoorthreemonthsIfoundoutthattheycouldnotmakemehappy。"
"Inwhatweretheydeficient?"
"Well,Iwilltellyou,becauseyouarenotacquaintedwiththem,andtherecanbenoindiscretiononmypart。OnewhomIcertainlywouldhavemarried,forIlovedherdearly,wasextremelyvain。Shewouldhaveruinedmeinfashionableclothesandbyherloveforluxuries。
Fancy!shewasinthehabitofpayingonesequineverymonthtothehair—dresser,andasmuchatleastforpomatumandperfumes。"
"Shewasagiddy,foolishgirl。Now,IspendonlytensoldiinoneyearonwaxwhichImixwithgoat’sgrease,andthereIhaveanexcellentpomatum。"
"Another,whomIwouldhavemarriedtwoyearsago,labouredunderadiseasewhichwouldhavemademeunhappy;assoonasIknewofit,I
ceasedmyvisits。"
"Whatdiseasewasit?"
"Adiseasewhichwouldhavepreventedherfrombeingamother,and,ifIgetmarried,Iwishtohavechildren。"
"AllthatisinGod’shands,butIknowthatmyhealthisexcellent。
Isitnot,uncle?"
"Anotherwastoodevout,andthatdoesnotsuitme。Shewassoover—
scrupulousthatshewasinthehabitofgoingtoherconfessortwiceaweek,andeverytimeherconfessionlastedatleastonehour。I
wantmywifetobeagoodChristian,butnotbigoted。"
"Shemusthavebeenagreatsinner,orelseshewasveryfoolish。I
confessonlyonceamonth,andgetthrougheverythingintwominutes。
Isitnottrue,uncle?andifyouweretoaskmeanyquestions,uncle,Ishouldnotknowwhatmoretosay。"
"OneyoungladythoughtherselfmorelearnedthanI,althoughshewould,everyminute,uttersomeabsurdity。Anotherwasalwayslow—
spirited,andmywifemustbecheerful。"
"Harktothat,uncle!Youandmymotherarealwayschidingmeformycheerfulness。"
"Another,whomIdidnotcourtlong,wasalwaysafraidofbeingalonewithme,andifIgaveherakissshewouldrunandtellhermother。"
"Howsillyshemusthavebeen!Ihaveneveryetlistenedtoalover,forwehaveonlyrudepeasantsinP————,butIknowverywellthattherearesomethingswhichIwouldnottellmymother。"
"Onehadarankbreath;anotherpaintedherface,and,indeed,almosteveryyounggirlisguiltyofthatfault。Iamafraidmarriageisoutofthequestionforme,becauseIwant,forinstance,mywifetohaveblackeyes,andinourdaysalmosteverywomancoloursthembyart;butIcannotbedeceived,forIamagoodjudge。"
"Aremineblack?"
"Youarelaughing?"
"Ilaughbecauseyoureyescertainlyappeartobeblack,buttheyarenotsoinreality。Nevermind,youareverycharminginspiteofthat。"
"Now,thatisamusing。Youpretendtobeagoodjudge,yetyousaythatmyeyesaredyedblack。Myeyes,sir,whetherbeautifulorugly,arenowthesameasGodmadethem。Isitnotso,uncle?"
"Ineverhadanydoubtofit,mydearniece。"
"Andyoudonotbelieveme,sir?"
"No,theyaretoobeautifulformetobelievethemnatural。"
"Oh,dearme!Icannotbearit。"
"Excuseme,mylovelydamigella,IamafraidIhavebeentoosincere。"
Afterthatquarrelweremainedsilent。Thegoodcuratesmilednowandthen,buthisniecefounditveryhardtokeepdownhersorrow。
AtintervalsIstolealookatherface,andcouldseethatshewasverynearcrying。Ifeltsorry,forshewasacharminggirl。Inherhair,dressedinthefashionofwealthycountrywomen,shehadmorethanonehundredsequins’worthofgoldpinsandarrowswhichfastenedtheplaitsofherlonglocksasdarkasebony。Heavygoldear—rings,andalongchain,whichwaswoundtwentytimesroundhersnowyneck,madeafinecontrasttohercomplexion,onwhichtheliliesandtheroseswereadmirablyblended。ItwasthefirsttimethatIhadseenacountrybeautyinsuchsplendidapparel。Sixyearsbefore,LucieatPaseanhadcaptivatedme,butinadifferentmanner。
Christinedidnotutterasingleword,shewasindespair,forhereyesweretrulyofthegreatestbeauty,andIwascruelenoughtoattackthem。Sheevidentlyhatedme,andherangeralonekeptbackhertears。YetIwouldnotundeceiveher,forIwantedhertobringmatterstoaclimax。
WhenthegondolahadenteredthelongcanalofMarghera,IaskedtheclergymanwhetherhehadacarriagetogotoTreviso,throughwhichplacehehadtopasstoreachP————。
"Iintendedtowalk,"saidtheworthyman,"formyparishispoorandIamthesame,butIwilltrytoobtainaplaceforChristineinsomecarriagetravellingthatway。"
"Youwouldconferarealkindnessonmeifyouwouldbothacceptaseatinmychaise;itholdsfourpersons,andthereisplentyofroom。"
"Itisagoodfortunewhichwewerefarfromexpecting"
"Notatall,uncle;Iwillnotgowiththisgentleman。"
"Whynot,mydearniece?"
"BecauseIwillnot。"
"Suchistheway,"Iremarked,withoutlookingather,"thatsincerityisgenerallyrewarded。"
"Sincerity,sir!nothingofthesort,"sheexclaimed,angrily,"itissheerwickedness。Therecanbenotrueblackeyesnowforyouintheworld,but,asyoulikethem,Iamverygladofit。"
"Youaremistaken,lovelyChristine,forIhavethemeansofascertainingthetruth。"
"Whatmeans?"
"Onlytowashtheeyeswithalittlelukewarmrose—water;oriftheladycries,theartificialcolouriscertaintobewashedoff。"
Atthosewords,thescenechangedasifbythewandofaconjuror。
Thefaceofthecharminggirl,whichhadexpressednothingbutindignation,spiteanddisdain,tookanairofcontentmentandofplaciditydelightfultowitness。Shesmiledatherunclewhowasmuchpleasedwiththechangeinhercountenance,fortheofferofthecarriagehadgonetohisheart。
"Nowyouhadbettercryalittle,mydearniece,and’ilsignore’
willrenderfulljusticetoyoureyes。"
Christinecriedinreality,butitwasimmoderatelaughterthatmadehertearsflow。
Thatspeciesofnaturaloriginalitypleasedmegreatly,andasweweregoingupthestepsatthelanding—place,Iofferedhermyfullapologies;sheacceptedthecarriage。Iorderedbreakfast,andtolda’vetturino’togetaveryhandsomechaisereadywhilewehadourmeal,butthecuratesaidthathemustfirstofallgoandsayhismass。
"Verywell,reverendsir,wewillhearit,andyoumustsayitformyintention。"
Iputasilverducatinhishand。
"ItiswhatIaminthehabitofgiving,"Iobserved。
Mygenerositysurprisedhimsomuchthathewantedtokissmyhand。
Weproceededtowardsthechurch,andIofferedmyarmtotheniecewho,notknowingwhethersheoughttoacceptitornot,saidtome,"DoyousupposethatIcannotwalkalone?"
"Ihavenosuchidea,butifIdonotgiveyoumyarm,peoplewillthinkmewantinginpoliteness。"
"Well,Iwilltakeit。ButnowthatIhaveyourarm,whatwillpeoplethink?"
"Perhapsthatweloveeachotherandthatwemakeaverynicecouple。"
"Andifanyoneshouldinformyourmistressthatweareinlovewitheachother,oreventhatyouhavegivenyourarmtoayounggirl?"
"Ihavenomistress,andIshallhavenoneinfuture,becauseIcouldnotfindagirlasprettyasyouinallVenice。"
"Iamverysorryforyou,forwecannotgoagaintoVenice;andevenifwecould,howcouldweremaintheresixmonths?Yousaidthatsixmonthswerenecessarytoknowagirlwell。"
"Iwouldwillinglydefrayallyourexpenses。"
"Indeed?Thensaysotomyuncle,andhewillthinkitover,forI
couldnotgoalone。"
"Insixmonthsyouwouldknowmelikewise。"
"Oh!Iknow—youverywellalready。"
"Couldyouacceptamanlikeme?"
"Whynot?"
"Andwillyouloveme?"
"Yes,verymuch,whenyouaremyhusband。"
Ilookedattheyounggirlwithastonishment。Sheseemedtomeaprincessinthedisguiseofapeasantgirl。Herdress,madeof’grosdeTours’andallembroideredingold,wasveryhandsome,andcostcertainlytwiceasmuchasthefinestdressofaVenetianlady。Herbracelets,matchingtheneckchain,completedherrichtoilet。Shehadthefigureofanymph,andthenewfashionofwearingamantlenothavingyetreachedhervillage,Icouldseethemostmagnificentbosom,althoughherdresswasfasteneduptotheneck。Theendoftherichly—embroideredskirtdidnotgolowerthantheankles,whichallowedmetoadmiretheneatestlittlefootandthelowerpartofanexquisitelymouldedleg。Herfirmandeasywalk,thenaturalfreedomofallhermovements,acharminglookwhichseemedtosay,"Iamverygladthatyouthinkmepretty,"everything,inshort,causedtheardentfireofamorousdesirestocirculatethroughmyveins。I
couldnotconceivehowsuchalovelygirlcouldhavespentafortnightinVenicewithoutfindingamantomarryortodeceiveher。
Iwasparticularlydelightedwithhersimple,artlesswayoftalking,whichinthecitymighthavebeentakenforsilliness。
Absorbedinmythoughts,andhavingresolvedinmyownmindonrenderingbrillianthomagetohercharms,Iwaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthemass。
AfterbreakfastIhadgreatdifficultyinconvincingthecuratethatmyseatinthecarriagewasthelastone,butIfounditeasiertopersuadehimonourarrivalinTrevisotoremainfordinnerandforsupperatasmall,unfrequentedinn,asItookalltheexpenseuponmyself。HeacceptedverywillinglywhenIaddedthatimmediatelyaftersupperacarriagewouldbeinreadinesstoconveyhimtoP————,wherehewouldarriveinanhourafterapeasantjourneybymoonlight。Hehadnothingtohurryhimon,excepthiswishtosaymassinhisownchurchthenextmorning。
Iorderedafireandagooddinner,andtheideastruckmethatthecuratehimselfmightpledgetheringforme,andthusgivemetheopportunityofashortinterviewwithhisniece。Iproposedittohim,sayingthatIcouldnotverywellgomyself,asIdidnotwishtobeknown。Heundertookthecommissionatonce,expressinghispleasureatdoingsomethingtoobligeme。
Heleftus,andIremainedalonewithChristine。Ispentanhourwithherwithouttryingtogiveherevenakiss,althoughIwasdyingtodoso,butIpreparedherhearttoburnwiththesamedesireswhichwerealreadyburninginmebythosewordswhichsoeasilyinflametheimaginationofayoung’girl。
Thecuratecamebackandreturnedmethering,sayingthatitcouldnotbepledgeduntilthedayafterthemorrow,inconsequenceoftheFestivaloftheHolyVirgin。Hehadspokentothecashier,whohadstatedthatifIlikedthebankwouldlenddoublethesumIhadasked。
"Mydearsir,"Isaid,"youwouldgreatlyobligemeifyouwouldcomebackherefromP————topledgetheringyourself。Nowthatithasbeenofferedoncebyyou,itmightlookverystrangeifitwerebroughtbyanotherperson。OfcourseIwillpayallyourexpenses。"
"Ipromiseyoutocomeback。"
Ihopedhewouldbringhisniecewithhim。
IwasseatedoppositetoChristineduringthedinner,anddiscoveredfreshcharmsinhereveryminute,but,fearingImightloseherconfidenceifItriedtoobtainsomeslightfavour,Imadeupmymindnottogotoworktooquickly,andtocontrivethatthecurateshouldtakeheragaintoVenice。IthoughtthatthereonlyIcouldmanagetobringloveintoplayandtogiveitthefooditrequires。
"Reverendsir,"Isaid,"letmeadviseyoutotakeyournieceagaintoVenice。Iundertaketodefrayallexpenses,andtofindanhonestwomanwithwhomyourChristinewillbeassafeaswithherownmother。Iwanttoknowherwellinordertomakehermywife,andifshecomestoVeniceourmarriageiscertain。"
"Sir,IwillbringmyniecemyselftoVeniceassoonasyouinformmethatyouhavefoundaworthywomanwithwhomIcanleaveherinsafety。"
WhileweweretalkingIkeptlookingatChristine,andIcouldseehersmilewithcontentment。
"MydearChristine,"Isaid,"withinaweekIshallhavearrangedtheaffair。Inthemeantime,Iwillwritetoyou。Ihopethatyouhavenoobjectiontocorrespondwithme。"
"Myunclewillwriteforme,forIhaveneverbeentaughtwriting。"
"What,mydearchild!youwishtobecomethewifeofaVenetian,andyoucannotwrite。"
"Isitthennecessarytoknowhowtowriteinordertobecomeawife?
Icanreadwell。"
"Thatisnotenough,andalthoughagirlcanbeawifeandamotherwithoutknowinghowtotraceoneletter,itisgenerallyadmittedthatayounggirloughttobeabletowrite。Iwonderyouneverlearned。"
"Thereisnowonderinthat,fornotonegirlinourvillagecandoit。Askmyuncle。"
"Itisperfectlytrue,butthereisnotonewhothinksofgettingmarriedinVenice,andasyouwishforaVenetianhusbandyoumustlearn。"
"Certainly,"Isaid,"andbeforeyoucometoVenice,foreverybodywouldlaughatyou,ifyoucouldnotwrite。Iseethatitmakesyousad,mydear,butitcannotbehelped。"
"Iamsad,becauseIcannotlearnwritinginaweek。"
"Iundertake,"saidheruncle,"toteachyouinafortnight,ifyouwillonlypracticediligently。Youwillthenknowenoughtobeabletoimprovebyyourownexertions。"
"Itisagreatundertaking,butIacceptit;Ipromiseyoutoworknightandday,andtobeginto—morrow。"
Afterdinner,Iadvisedthepriestnottoleavethatevening,torestduringthenight,andIobservedthat,bygoingawaybeforeday—
break,hewouldreachP————ingoodtime,andfeelallthebetterforit。Imadethesameproposaltohimintheevening,andwhenhesawthathisniecewassleepy,hewaseasilypersuadedtoremain。I
calledfortheinnkeeper,orderedacarriagefortheclergyman,anddesiredthatafiremightbelitformeinthenextroomwhereI
wouldsleep,butthegoodpriestsaidthatitwasunnecessary,becausethereweretwolargebedsinourroom,thatonewouldbeformeandtheotherforhimandhisniece。
"Weneednotundress,"headded,"aswemeantoleaveveryearly,butyoucantakeoffyourclothes,sir,becauseyouarenotgoingwithus,andyouwillliketoremaininbedto—morrowmorning。"
"Oh!"remarkedChristine,"Imustundressmyself,otherwiseIcouldnotsleep,butIonlywantafewminutestogetreadyinthemorning。"
Isaidnothing,butIwasamazed。Christinethen,lovelyandcharmingenoughtowreckthechastityofaXenocrates,wouldsleepnakedwithheruncle!True,hewasold,devout,andwithoutanyoftheideaswhichmightrendersuchapositiondangerous,yetthepriestwasaman,hehadevidentlyfeltlikeallmen,andheoughttohaveknownthedangerhewasexposinghimselfto。Mycarnal—
mindednesscouldnotrealizesuchastateofinnocence。Butitwastrulyinnocent,somuchsothathediditopenly,anddidnotsupposethatanyonecouldseeanythingwronginit。Isawitallplainly,butIwasnotaccustomedtosuchthings,andfeltlostinwonderment。
AsIadvancedinageandinexperience,Ihaveseenthesamecustomestablishedinmanycountriesamongsthonestpeoplewhosegoodmoralswereinnowaydebasedbyit,butitwasamongstgoodpeople,andI
donotpretendtobelongtothatworthyclass。
Wehadhadnomeatfordinner,andmydelicatepalatewasnotover—
satisfied。Iwentdowntothekitchenmyself,andItoldthelandladythatIwantedthebestthatcouldbeprocuredinTrevisoforsupper,particularlyinwines。
"Ifyoudonotmindtheexpense,sir,trusttome,andIundertaketopleaseyou。IwillgiveyousomeGattawine。"
"Allright,butletushavesupperearly。"
WhenIreturnedtoourroom,IfoundChristinecaressingthecheeksofherolduncle,whowaslaughing;thegoodmanwasseventy—fiveyearsold。
"Doyouknowwhatisthematter?"hesaidtome;"mynieceiscaressingmebecauseshewantsmetoleaveherhereuntilmyreturn。
Shetellsmethatyouwerelikebrotherandsisterduringthehouryouhavespentalonetogetherthismorning,andIbelieveit,butshedoesnotconsiderthatshewouldbeagreattroubletoyou。"
"Notatall,quitethereverse,shewillaffordmegreatpleasure,forIthinkherverycharming。Astoourmutualbehaviour,Ibelieveyoucantrustusbothtodoourduty。"
"Ihavenodoubtofit。Well,Iwillleaveherunderyourcareuntilthedayafterto—morrow。Iwillcomebackearlyinthemorningsoastoattendtoyourbusiness。"
Thisextraordinaryandunexpectedarrangementcausedthebloodtorushtomyheadwithsuchviolencethatmynosebledprofuselyforaquarterofanhour。Itdidnotfrightenme,becauseIwasusedtosuchaccidents,butthegoodpriestwasinagreatfright,thinkingthatitwasaserioushaemorrhage。
WhenIhadallayedhisanxiety,heleftusonsomebusinessofhisown,sayingthathewouldreturnatnight—fall。Iremainedalonewiththecharming,artlessChristine,andlostnotimeinthankingherfortheconfidencesheplacedinme。
"Icanassureyou,"shesaid,"thatIwishyoutohaveathoroughknowledgeofme;youwillseethatIhavenoneofthefaultswhichhavedispleasedyousomuchintheyoungladiesyouhaveknowninVenice,andIpromisetolearnwritingimmediately。"
"Youarecharmingandtrue;butyoumustbediscreetinP————,andconfidetonoonethatwehaveenteredintoanagreementwitheachother。Youmustactaccordingtoyouruncle’sinstructions,foritistohimthatIintendtowritetomakeallarrangements。"
"Youmayrelyuponmydiscretion。Iwillnotsayanythingeventomymother,untilyougivemepermissiontodoso。"
Ipassedtheafternoon,indenyingmyselfeventheslightestlibertieswithmylovelycompanion,butfallingeveryminutedeeperinlovewithher。ItoldherafewlovestorieswhichIveiledsufficientlynottoshockhermodesty。Shefeltinterested,andI
couldseethat,althoughshedidnotalwaysunderstand,shepretendedtodoso,inordernottoappearignorant。
Whenherunclereturned,Ihadarrangedeverythinginmymindtomakehermywife,andIresolvedonplacingher,duringherstayinVenice,inthehouseofthesamehonestwidowwithwhomIhadfoundalodgingformybeautifulCountessA————S————。
Wehadadelicioussupper。IhadtoteachChristinehowtoeatoystersandtruffles,whichshethensawforthefirsttime。Gattawineislikechampagne,itcausesmerrimentwithoutintoxicating,butitcannotbekeptformorethanoneyear。Wewenttobedbeforemidnight,anditwasbroaddaylightwhenIawoke。ThecuratehadlefttheroomsoquietlythatIhadnotheardhim。
Ilookedtowardstheotherbed,Christinewasasleep。Iwishedhergoodmorning,sheopenedhereyes,andleaningonherelbow,shesmiledsweetly。
"Myunclehasgone。Ididnothearhim。"
"DearestChristine,youareaslovelyasoneofGod’sangels。Ihaveagreatlongingtogiveyouakiss。"
"Ifyoulongforakiss,mydearfriend,comeandgivemeone。"
Ijumpoutofmybed,decencymakesherhideherface。Itwascold,andIwasinlove。Ifindmyselfinherarmsbyoneofthosespontaneousmovementswhichsentimentalonecancause,andwebelongtoeachotherwithouthavingthoughtofit,shehappyandratherconfused,Idelighted,yetunabletorealizethetruthofavictorywonwithoutanycontest。
Anhourpassedinthemidstofhappiness,duringwhichweforgotthewholeworld。Calmfollowedthestormygustsofpassionatelove,andwegazedateachotherwithoutspeaking。
Christinewasthefirsttobreakthesilence"Whathavewedone?"shesaid,softlyandlovingly。
"Wehavebecomehusbandandwife。"
"Whatwillmyunclesayto—morrow?"
"Heneednotknowanythingaboutituntilhegivesusthenuptialbenedictioninhisownchurch。"
"Andwhenwillhedoso?"
"Assoonaswehavecompletedallthearrangements。necessaryforapublicmarriage。"
"Howlongwillthatbe?"
"Aboutamonth。"
"WecannotbemarriedduringLent。"
"Iwillobtainpermission。"
"Youarenotdeceivingme?"
"No,forIadoreyou。"
"Then,younolongerwanttoknowmebetter?"
"No;Iknowyouthoroughlynow,andIfeelcertainthatyouwillmakemehappy。"
"Andwillyoumakemehappy,too?"
"Ihopeso。"
"Letusgetupandgotochurch。Whocouldhavebelievedthat,togetahusband,itwasnecessarynottogotoVenice,buttocomebackfromthatcity!"
Wegotup,and,afterpartakingofsomebreakfast,wewenttohearmass。Themorningpassedoffquickly,buttowardsdinner—timeI
thoughtthatChristinelookeddifferenttowhatshedidthedaybefore,andIaskedherthereasonofthatchange。
"Itmustbe,"shesaid,"thesamereasonwhichcausesyoutobethoughtful。"
"Anairofthoughtfulness,mydear,ispropertolovewhenitfindsitselfinconsultationwithhonour。Thisaffairhasbecomeserious,andloveisnowcompelledtothinkandconsider。Wewanttobemarriedinthechurch,andwecannotdoitbeforeLent,nowthatweareinthelastdaysofcarnival;yetwecannotwaituntilEaster,itwouldbetoolong。Wemustthereforeobtainadispensationinordertobemarried。HaveInotreasontobethoughtful?"
Heronlyanswerwastocomeandkissmetenderly。Ihadspokenthetruth,yetIhadnottoldherallmyreasonsforbeingsopensive。I
foundmyselfdrawnintoanengagementwhichwasnotdisagreeabletome,butIwishedithadnotbeensoverypressing。Icouldnotconcealfrommyselfthatrepentancewasbeginningtocreepintomyamorousandwell—disposedmind,andIwasgrievedatit。Ifeltcertain,however,thatthecharminggirlwouldneverhaveanycausetoreproachmeforhermisery。
Wehadthewholeeveningbeforeus,andasshehadtoldmethatshehadnevergonetoatheatre,Iresolvedonaffordingherthatpleasure。IsentforaJewfromwhomIprocuredeverythingnecessarytodisguiseher,andwewenttothetheatre。Amaninloveenjoysnopleasurebutthatwhichhegivestothewomanheloves。Aftertheperformancewasover,ItookhertotheCasino,andherastonishmentmademelaughwhenshesawforthefirsttimeafarobank。Ihadnotmoneyenoughtoplaymyself,butIhadmorethanenoughtoamuseherandtoletherplayareasonablegame。Igavehertensequins,andexplainedwhatshehadtodo。Shedidnotevenknowthecards,yetinlessthananhourshehadwononehundredsequins。Imadeherleaveoffplaying,andwereturnedtotheinn。Whenwewereinourroom,Itoldhertoseehowmuchmoneyshehad,andwhenIassuredherthatallthatgoldbelongedtoher,shethoughtitwasadream。
"Oh!whatwillmyunclesay?"sheexclaimed。
Wehadalightsupper,andspentadelightfulnight,takinggoodcaretopartbyday—break,soasnottobecaughtinthesamebedbytheworthyecclesiastic。Hearrivedearlyandfoundussleepingsoundlyinourrespectivebeds。Hewokeme,andIgavehimtheringwhichhewenttopledgeimmediately。Whenhereturnedtwohourslater,hesawusdressedandtalkingquietlynearthefire。Assoonashecamein,Christinerushedtoembracehim,andsheshewedhimallthegoldshehadinherpossession。Whatapleasantsurpriseforthegoodoldpriest!Hedidnotknowhowtoexpresshiswonder!HethankedGodforwhathecalledamiracle,andheconcludedbysayingthatweweremadetoinsureeachother’shappiness。
Thetimetoparthadcome。IpromisedtopaythemavisitinthefirstdaysofLent,butonconditionthatonmyarrivalinP————I
wouldnotfindanyoneinformedofmynameorofmyconcerns。Thecurategavemethecertificateofbirthofhisnieceandtheaccountofherpossessions。AssoonastheyhadgoneItookmydepartureforVenice,fullofloveforthecharminggirl,anddeterminedonkeepingmyengagementwithher。Iknewhoweasyitwouldbeformetoconvincemythreefriendsthatmymarriagehadbeenirrevocablywritteninthegreatbookoffate。
Myreturncausedthegreatestjoytothethreeexcellentmen,because,notbeingaccustomedtoseemethreedaysabsent,M。
DandoloandM。Barbarowereafraidofsomeaccidenthavingbefallenme;butM。deBragadin’sfaithwasstronger,andheallayedtheirfears,sayingtothemthat,withParaliswatchingoverme,Icouldnotbeinanydanger。
TheverynextdayIresolvedoninsuringChristine’shappinesswithoutmakinghermywife。IhadthoughtofmarryingherwhenI
lovedherbetterthanmyself,butafterobtainingpossessionthebalancewassomuchonmysidethatmyself—loveprovedstrongerthanmyloveforChristine。Icouldnotmakeupmymindtorenouncetheadvantages,thehopeswhichIthoughtwereattachedtomyhappyindependence。YetIwastheslaveofsentiment。Toabandontheartless,innocentgirlseemedtomeanawfulcrimeofwhichIcouldnotbeguilty,andthemereideaofitmademeshudder。Iwasawarethatshewas,perhaps,bearinginherwombalivingtokenofourmutuallove,andIshiveredatthebarepossibilitythatherconfidenceinmemightberepaidbyshameandeverlastingmisery。
Ibethoughtmyselfoffindingherahusbandineverywaybetterthanmyself;ahusbandsogoodthatshewouldnotonlyforgivemefortheinsultIshouldthusbeguiltyoftowardsher,butalsothankmeattheend,andlikemeallthebetterformydeceit。
Tofindsuchahusbandcouldnotbeverydifficult,forChristinewasnotonlyblessedwithwonderfulbeauty,andwithawell—establishedreputationforvirtue,butshewasalsothepossessorofafortuneamountingtofourthousandVenetianducats。
Shutupinaroomwiththethreeworshippersofmyoracle,I
consultedParalisupontheaffairwhichIhadsomuchatheart。Theanswerwas:
"Serenusmustattendtoit。"
SerenuswasthecabalisticnameofM。deBragadin,andtheexcellentmanimmediatelyexpressedhimselfreadytoexecutealltheordersofParalis。Itwasmydutytoinformhimofthoseorders。
"Youmust,"Isaidtohim,"obtainfromtheHolyFatheradispensationforaworthyandvirtuousgirl,soastogivehertheprivilegeofmarryingduringLentinthechurchofhervillage;sheisayoungcountrygirl。Hereishercertificateofbirth。Thehusbandisnotyetknown;butitdoesnotmatter,Paralisundertakestofindone。"
"Trusttome,"saidmyfather,"IwillwriteatoncetoourambassadorinRome,andIwillcontrivetohavemylettersentbyspecialexpress。Youneednotbeanxious,leaveitalltome,Iwillmakeitabusinessofstate,andImustobeyParalisallthemorereadilythatIforeseethattheintendedhusbandisoneofusfour。
Indeed,wemustprepareourselvestoobey。"
Ihadsometroubleinkeepingmylaughterdown,foritwasinmypowertometamorphoseChristineintoagrandVenetianlady,thewifeofasenator;butthatwasnotmyintention。Iagainconsultedtheoracleinordertoascertainwhowouldbethehusbandoftheyounggirl,andtheanswerwasthatM。Dandolowasentrustedwiththecareoffindingone,young,handsome,virtuous,andabletoservetheRepublic,eitherathomeorabroad。M。Dandolowastoconsultmebeforeconcludinganyarrangements。Igavehimcourageforhistaskbyinforminghimthatthegirlhadadowryoffourthousandducats,butIaddedthathischoicewastobemadewithinafortnight。M。
deBragadin,delightedatnotbeingentrustedwiththecommission,laughedheartily。
Thosearrangementsmademefeelatpeacewithmyself。IwascertainthatthehusbandIwantedwouldbefound,andIonlythoughtoffinishingthecarnivalgaily,andofcontrivingtofindmypursereadyforacaseofemergency。
Fortunesoonrenderedmepossessorofathousandsequins。Ipaidmydebts,andthelicenceforthemarriagehavingarrivedfromRometendaysafterM。deBragadinhadappliedforit,Igavehimonehundredducats,thatbeingthesumithadcost。ThedispensationgaveChristinetherightofbeingmarriedinanychurchinChristendom,shewouldonlyhavetoobtainthesealoftheepiscopalcourtofthedioceseinwhichthemarriagewastotakeplace,andnopublicationofbannswasrequired。Wewanted,therefore,butonething——atriflingone,namely,thehusband。M。Dandolohadalreadyproposedthreeorfourtome,butIhadrefusedthemforexcellentreasons。
Atlastheofferedonewhosuitedmeexactly。
Ihadtotakethediamondringoutofpledge,andnotwishingtodoitmyself,IwrotetothepriestmakinganappointmentinTreviso。I
wasnot,ofcourse,surprisedwhenIfoundthathewasaccompaniedbyhislovelyniece,who,thinkingthatIhadcometocompleteallarrangementsforourmarriage,embracedmewithoutceremony,andI
didthesame。Iftheunclehadnotbeenpresent,Iamafraidthatthosekisseswouldhavecausedallmyheroismtovanish。Igavethecuratethedispensation,andthehandsomefeaturesofChristineshonewithjoy。ShecertainlycouldnotimaginethatIhadbeenworkingsoactivelyforothers,and,asIwasnotyetcertainofanything,Ididnotundeceiveherthen。IpromisedtobeinP————withineightortendays,whenwewouldcompleteallnecessaryarrangements。Afterdinner,Igavethecuratetheticketfortheringandthemoneytotakeitoutofpledge,andweretiredtorest。Thistime,veryfortunately,therewasbutonebedintheroom,andIhadtotakeanotherchamberformyself。
Thenextmorning,IwentintoChristine’sroom,andfoundherinbed。
Herunclehadgoneoutformydiamondring,andalonewiththatlovelygirl,IfoundthatIhad,whennecessary,completecontrolovermypassions。Thinkingthatshewasnottobemywife,andthatshewouldbelongtoanother,Iconsidereditmydutytosilencemydesires。Ikissedher,butnothingmore。
Ispentonehourwithher,fightinglikeSaintAnthonyagainstthecarnaldesiresofmynature。Icouldseethecharminggirlfullofloveandofwonderatmyreserve,andIadmiredhervirtueinthenaturalmodestywhichpreventedherfrommakingthefirstadvances。
Shegotoutofbedanddressedherselfwithoutshewinganydisappointment。Shewould,ofcourse,havefeltmortifiedifshebadhadtheslightestideathatIdespisedher,orthatIdidnotvaluehercharms。
Herunclereturned,gavemethering,andwehaddinner,afterwhichhetreatedmetoawonderfulexhibition。Christinehadlearnedhowtowrite,and,togivemeaproofofhertalent,shewroteveryfluentlyandveryprettilyinmypresence。
Weparted,aftermypromisingtocomebackagainwithintendays,andIreturnedtoVenice。
OnthesecondSundayinLent,M。Dandolotoldmewithanairoftriumphthatthefortunatehusbandhadbeenfound,andthattherewasnodoubtofmyapprovalofthenewcandidate。HenamedCharles————
whomIknewbysight——veryhandsomeyoungman,ofirreproachableconduct,andabouttwenty—twoyearsofage。HewasclerktoM。
Ragionatoandgod—sonofCountAlgarotti,asisterofwhomhadmarriedM。Dandolo’sbrother。
"Charles,"saidM。Dandolotome,"haslosthisfatherandhismother,andIfeelsatisfiedthathisgodfatherwillguaranteethedowrybroughtbyhiswife。Ihavespokentohim,andIbelievehimdisposedtomarryanhonestgirlwhosedowrywouldenablehimtopurchaseM。Ragionato’soffice。"
"Itseemstopromiseverywell,butIcannotdecideuntilIhaveseenhim。"
"Ihaveinvitedhimtodinewithusto—morrow。"
Theyoungmancame,andIfoundhimworthyofallM。Dandolo’spraise。Webecamefriendsatonce;hehadsometasteforpoetry,I
readsomeofmyproductionstohim,andhavingpaidhimavisitthefollowingday,heshewedmeseveralpiecesofhisowncompositionwhichwerewellwritten。Heintroducedmetohisaunt,inwhosehousehelivedwithhissister,andIwasmuchpleasedwiththeirfriendlywelcome。Beingalonewithhiminhisroom,Iaskedhimwhathethoughtoflove。
"Idonotcareforlove,"heanswered:"butIshouldliketogetmarriedinordertohaveahouseofmyown。"
WhenIreturnedtothepalace,ItoldM。DandolothathemightopentheaffairwithCountAlgarotti,andthecountmentionedittoCharles,whosaidthathecouldnotgiveanyanswer,eitheronewayortheother,untilheshouldhaveseentheyounggirl,talkedwithher,andenquiredaboutherreputation。AsforCountAlgarotti,hewasreadytobeanswerableforhisgod—son,thatistoguaranteefourthousandducatstothewife,providedherdowrywasworththatamount。Thosewereonlythepreliminaries;therestbelongedtomyprovince。
DandolohavinginformedCharlesthatthematterwasentirelyinmyhands,hecalledonmeandenquiredwhenIwouldbekindenoughtointroducehimtotheyoungperson。Inamedtheday,addingthatitwasnecessarytodevoteawholedaytothevisit,assheresidedatadistanceoftwentymilesfromVenice,thatwewoulddinewithherandreturnthesameevening。Hepromisedtobereadyformebyday—
break。IimmediatelysentanexpresstothecuratetoinformhimofthedayonwhichIwouldcallwithafriendofminewhomIwishedtointroducetohisniece。
Ontheappointedday,Charleswaspunctual。ItookcaretolethimknowalongtheroadthatIhadmadetheacquaintanceoftheyounggirlandofheruncleastravellingcompanionsfromVenicetoMestraaboutonemonthbefore,andthatIwouldhaveofferedmyselfasahusband,ifIhadbeeninapositiontoguaranteethedowryoffourthousandducats。Ididnotthinkitnecessarytogoanyfurtherinmyconfidences。
Wearrivedatthegoodpriest’shousetwohoursbeforemid—day,andsoonafterourarrival,Christinecameinwithanairofgreatease,expressingallherpleasureatseeingme。SheonlybowedtoCharles,enquiringfrommewhetherhewaslikewiseaclerk。
CharlesansweredthathewasclerkatRagionato。
Shepretendedtounderstand,inordernottoappearignorant。
"Iwantyoutolookatmywriting,"shesaidtome,"andafterwardswewillgoandseemymother。"
DelightedatthepraisebestoweduponherwritingbyCharles,whenheheardthatshehadlearnedonlyonemonth,sheinvitedustofollowher。Charlesaskedherwhyshehadwaiteduntiltheageofnineteentostudywriting。
"Well,sir,whatdoesitmattertoyou?Besides,ImusttellyouthatIamseventeen,andnotnineteenyearsofage。"
Charlesentreatedhertoexcusehim,smilingatthequicknessofheranswer。
Shewasdressedlikeasimplecountrygirl,yetveryneatly,andsheworeherhandsomegoldchainsroundherneckandonherarms。ItoldhertotakemyarmandthatofCharles,whichshedid,castingtowardsmealookoflovingobedience。Wewenttohermother’shouse;thegoodwomanwascompelledtokeepherbedowingtosciatica。Asweenteredtheroom,arespectable—lookingman,whowasseatednearthepatient,roseatthesightofCharles,andembracedhimaffectionately。Iheardthathewasthefamilyphysician,andthecircumstancepleasedmemuch。
Afterwehadpaidourcomplimentstothegoodwoman,thedoctorenquiredafterCharles’sauntandsister;andalludingtothesisterwhowassufferingfromasecretdisease,Charlesdesiredtosayafewwordstohiminprivate;theylefttheroomtogether。BeingalonewiththemotherandChristine,IpraisedCharles,hisexcellentconduct,hishighcharacter,hisbusinessabilities,andextolledthehappinessofthewomanwhowouldbehiswife。TheybothconfirmedmypraisesbysayingthateverythingIsaidofhimcouldbereadonhisfeatures。Ihadnotimetolose,soItoldChristinetobeonherguardduringdinner,asCharlesmightpossiblybethehusbandwhomGodhadintendedforher。
"Forme?"
"Yes,foryou。Charlesisoneofathousand;youwouldbemuchhappierwithhimthanyoucouldbewithme;thedoctorknowshim,andyoucouldascertainfromhimeverythingwhichIcannotfindtimetotellyounowaboutmyfriend。"
ThereadercanimagineallIsufferedinmakingthisdeclaration,andmysurprisewhenIsawtheyounggirlcalmandperfectlycomposed!
Hercomposuredriedthetearsalreadygatheringinmyeyes。Afterashortsilence,sheaskedmewhetherIwascertainthatsuchahandsomeyoungmanwouldhaveher。ThatquestiongavemeaninsightintoChristine’sheartandfeelings,andquietedallmysorrow,forI
sawthatIhadnotknownherwell。Iansweredthat,beautifulasshewas,therewasnodoubtofherbeinglovedbyeverybody。
"Itwillbeatdinner,mydearChristine,thatmyfriendwillexamineandstudyyou;donotfailtoshewallthecharmsandqualitieswithwhichGodhasendowedyou,butdonotlethimsuspectourintimacy。"
"Itisallverystrange。Ismyuncleinformedofthiswonderfulchange?"
"No。"
"Ifyourfriendshouldfeelpleasedwithme,whenwouldhemarryme?"
"Withintendays。Iwilltakecareofeverything,andyouwillseemeagaininthecourseoftheweek:"
Charlescamebackwiththedoctor,andChristine,leavinghermother’sbedside,tookachairoppositetous。SheansweredverysensiblyallthequestionsaddressedtoherbyCharles,oftenexcitinghismirthbyherartlessness,butnotshewinganysilliness。
Oh!charmingsimplicity!offspringofwitandofignorance!thycharmisdelightful,andthoualonehasttheprivilegeofsayinganythingwithoutevergivingoffence!Buthowunpleasantthouartwhenthouartnotnatural!andthouartthemasterpieceofartwhenthouartimitatedwithperfection!
Wedinedratherlate,andItookcarenottospeaktoChristine,noteventolookather,soasnottoengrossherattention,whichshedevotedentirelytoCharles,andIwasdelightedtoseewithwhateaseandinterestshekeptuptheconversation。Afterdinner,andasweweretakingleave,IheardthefollowingwordsutteredbyCharles,whichwenttomyveryheart:
"Youaremade,lovelyChristine,toministertothehappinessofaprince。"
AndChristine?Thiswasheranswer:
"Ishouldesteemmyselffortunate,sir,ifyoushouldjudgemeworthyofministeringtoyours。"
ThesewordsexcitedCharlessomuchthatheembracedme!
Christinewassimple,butherartlessnessdidnotcomefromhermind,onlyfromherheart。Thesimplicityofmindisnothingbutsilliness,thatoftheheartisonlyignoranceandinnocence;itisaqualitywhichsubsistsevenwhenthecausehasceasedtobe。Thisyounggirl,almostachildofnature,wassimpleinhermanners,butgracefulinathousandtriflingwayswhichcannotbedescribed。Shewassincere,becauseshedidnotknowthattoconcealsomeofourimpressionsisoneofthepreceptsofpropriety,andasherintentionswerepure,shewasastrangertothatfalseshameandmockmodestywhichcausepretendedinnocencetoblushataword,oratamovementsaidormadeveryoftenwithoutanywickedpurpose。
DuringourjourneybacktoVeniceCrarlesspokeofnothingbutofhishappiness。Hehaddecidedlyfalleninlove。
"Iwillcallto—morrowmorninguponCountAlgarotti,"hesaidtome,"andyoumaywritetothepriesttocomewithallthenecessarydocumentstomakethecontractofmarriagewhichIlongtosign。"
HisdelightandhissurprisewereintensewhenItoldhimthatmyweddingpresenttoChristinewasadispensationfromthePopeforhertobemarriedinLent。
"Then,"heexclaimed,"wemustgofullspeedahead!"
Intheconferencewhichwasheldthenextdaybetweenmyyoungsubstitute,hisgod—father,andM。Dandolo,itwasdecidedthattheparsonshouldbeinvitedtocomewithhisniece。Iundertooktocarrythemessage,andleavingVenicetwohoursbeforemorningI
reachedP————early。Thepriestsaidhewouldbereadytostartimmediatelyaftermass。IthencalledonChristine,andItreatedhertoafatherlyandsentimentalsermon,everywordofwhichwasintendedtopointouttoherthetrueroadtohappinessinthenewconditionwhichshewasonthepointofadopting。Itoldherhowsheoughttobehavetowardsherhusband,towardshisauntandhissister,inordertocaptivatetheiresteemandtheirlove。Thelastpartofmydiscoursewaspatheticandratherdisparagingtomyself,for,asI
enforceduponherthenecessityofbeingfaithfultoherhusband,I
wasnecessarilyledtoentreatherpardonforhavingseducedher。
"Whenyoupromisedtomarryme,afterwehadbothbeenweakenoughtogivewaytoourlove,didyouintendtodeceiveme?"
"Certainlynot。"
"Thenyouhavenotdeceivedme。Onthecontrary,Ioweyousomegratitudeforhavingthoughtthat,ifourunionshouldproveunhappy,itwasbettertofindanotherhusbandforme,andIthankGodthatyouhavesucceededsowell。Tellme,now,whatIcananswertoyourfriendincaseheshouldaskme,duringthefirstnight,whyIamsodifferenttowhatavirginoughttobe?"
"ItisnotlikelythatCharles,whoisfullofreserveandpropriety,wouldaskyousuchathing,butifheshould,tellhimpositivelythatyouneverhadalover,andthatyoudonotsupposeyourselftobedifferenttoanyothergirl。"
"Willhebelieveme?"
"Hewoulddeserveyourcontempt,andentailpunishmentonhimselfifhedidnot。Butdismissallanxiety;thatwillnotoccur。A
sensibleman,mydearChristine,whenhehasbeenrightlybroughtup,neverventuresuponsuchaquestion,becauseheisnotonlycertaintodisplease,butalsosurethathewillneverknowthetruth,forifthetruthislikelytoinjureawomanintheopinionofherhusband,shewouldbeveryfoolish,indeed,toconfessit。"
"Iunderstandyourmeaningperfectly,mydearfriend;letus,then,embraceeachotherforthelasttime。"
"No,forwearealoneandIamveryweak。Iadoretheeasmuchasever。"
"Donotcry,dearfriend,for,trulyspeaking,Ihavenowishforit。"
Thatsimpleandcandidanswerchangedmydispositionsuddenly,and,insteadofcrying,Ibegantolaugh。Christinedressedherselfsplendidly,andafterbreakfastweleftP————。WereachedVeniceinfourhours。Ilodgedthematagoodinn,andgoingtothepalace,I
toldM。Dandolothatourpeoplehadarrived,thatitwouldbehisprovincetobringthemandCharlestogetheronthefollowingday,andtoattendtothematteraltogether,becausethehonourofthefuturehusbandandwife,therespectduetotheirparentsandtopropriety,forbadeanyfurtherinterferenceonmypart。
Heunderstoodmyreasons,andactedaccordingly。HebroughtCharlestome,Ipresentedbothofthemtothecurateandhisniece,andthenleftthemtocompletetheirbusiness。
IheardafterwardsfromM。DandolothattheyallcalleduponCountAlgarotti,andattheofficeofanotary,wherethecontractofmarriagewassigned,andthat,afterfixingadayforthewedding,CharleshadescortedhisintendedbacktoP————。
Onhisreturn,Charlespaidmeavisit。HetoldmethatChristinehadwonbyherbeautyandpleasingmannerstheaffectionofhisaunt,ofhissister,andofhisgod—father,andthattheyhadtakenuponthemselvesalltheexpenseofthewedding。
"Weintendtobemarried,"headded,"onsuchadayatP————,andI
trustthatyouwillcrownyourworkofkindnessbybeingpresentattheceremony。"
Itriedtoexcusemyself,butheinsistedwithsuchafeelingofgratitude,andwithsomuchearnestness,thatIwascompelledtoaccept。IlistenedwithrealpleasuretotheaccounthegavemeoftheimpressionproduceduponallhisfamilyanduponCountAlgarottibythebeauty,theartlessness,therichtoilet,andespeciallybythesimpletalkofthelovelycountrygirl。
"Iamdeeplyinlovewithher,"Charlessaidtome,"andIfeelthatitistoyouthatIshallbeindebtedforthehappinessIamsuretoenjoywithmycharmingwife。ShewillsoongetridofhercountrywayoftalkinginVenice,becausehereenvyandslanderwillbuttooeasilyshewhertheabsurdityofit。"
Hisenthusiasmandhappinessdelightedme,andIcongratulatedmyselfuponmyownwork。YetIfeltinwardlysomejealousy,andIcouldnothelpenvyingalotwhichImighthavekeptformyself。
M。DaridoloandM。BarbarohavingbeenalsoinvitedbyCharles,I
wentwiththemtoP————。Wefoundthedinner—tablelaidoutintherector’shousebytheservantsofCountAlgarotti,whowasactingasCharles’sfather,andhavingtakenuponhimselfalltheexpenseofthewedding,hadsenthiscookandhismajor—domotoP————。
WhenIsawChristine,thetearsfilledmyeyes,andIhadtoleavetheroom。Shewasdressedasacountrygirl,butlookedaslovelyasanymph。Herhusband,heruncle,andCountAlgarottihadvainlytriedtomakeheradopttheVenetiancostume,butshehadverywiselyrefused。
"AssoonasIamyourwife,"shehadsaidtoCharles,"Iwilldressasyouplease,buthereIwillnotappearbeforemyyoungcompanionsinanyothercostumethantheoneinwhichtheyhavealwaysseenme。
Ishallthusavoidbeinglaughedat,andaccusedofpride,bythegirlsamongwhomIhavebeenbroughtup。"
Therewasinthesewordssomethingsonoble,sojust,andsogenerous,thatCharlesthoughthissweetheartasupernaturalbeing。
Hetoldmethathehadenquired,fromthewomanwithwhomChristinehadspentafortnight,abouttheoffersofmarriageshehadrefusedatthattime,andthathehadbeenmuchsurprised,fortwoofthoseofferswereexcellentones。
"Christine,"headded,"wasevidentlydestinedbyHeavenformyhappiness,andtoyouIamindebtedforthepreciouspossessionofthattreasure。"
Hisgratitudepleasedme,andImustrendermyselfthejusticeofsayingthatIentertainednothoughtofabusingit。IfelthappyinthehappinessIhadthusgiven。
Werepairedtothechurchtowardseleveno’clock,andwereverymuchastonishedatthedifficultyweexperiencedingettingin。AlargenumberofthenobilityofTreviso,curioustoascertainwhetheritwastruethatthemarriageceremonyofacountrygirlwouldbepubliclyperformedduringLentwhen,bywaitingonlyonemonth,adispensationwouldhavebeenuseless,hadcometoP————。EveryonewonderedatthepermissionhavingbeenobtainedfromthePope,everyoneimaginedthattherewassomeextraordinaryreasonforit,andwasindespairbecauseitwasimpossibletoguessthatreason。
Inspiteofallfeelingsofenvy,everyfacebeamedwithpleasureandsatisfactionwhentheyoungcouplemadetheirappearance,andnoonecoulddenythattheydeservedthatextraordinarydistinction,thatexceptiontoallestablishedrules。
AcertainCountessofTos……,fromTreviso,Christine’sgod—mother,wentuptoheraftertheceremony,andembracedhermosttenderly,complainingthatthehappyeventhadnotbeencommunicatedtoherinTreviso。Christine,inherartlessway,answeredwithasmuchmodestyassweetness,thatthecountessoughttoforgiveherifshehadfailedinherdutytowardsher,onaccountofthemarriagehavingbeendecidedonsohastily。Shepresentedherhusband,andbeggedCountAlgarottitoatoneforhererrortowardshergod—motherbyinvitinghertojointheweddingrepast,aninvitationwhichthecountessacceptedwithgreatpleasure。Thatbehaviour,whichisusuallytheresultofagoodeducationandalongexperienceofsociety,wasinthelovelypeasant—girldueonlytoacandidandwell—balancedmindwhichshoneallthemorebecauseitwasallnatureandnotart。
Astheyreturnedfromthechurch,CharlesandChristinekneltdownbeforetheyoungwife’smother,whogavethemherblessingwithtearsofjoy。
Dinnerwasserved,and,ofcourse,Christineandherhappyspousetooktheseatsofhonour。Minewasthelast,andIwasverygladofit,butalthougheverythingwasdelicious,Iateverylittle,andscarcelyopenedmylips。
Christinewasconstantlybusy,sayingprettythingstoeveryoneofherguests,andlookingatherhusbandtomakesurethathewaspleasedwithher。
Onceortwicesheaddressedhisauntandsisterinsuchagraciousmannerthattheycouldnothelpleavingtheirplacesandkissinghertenderly,congratulatingCharlesuponhisgoodfortune。IwasseatednotveryfarfromCountAlgarotti,andIheardhimsayseveraltimestoChristine’sgod—motherthathehadneverfeltsodelightedinhislife。
Whenfouro’clockstruck,Charleswhisperedafewwordstohislovelywife,shebowedtohergod—mother,andeverybodyrosefromthetable。
Aftertheusualcompliments——andinthiscasetheyborethestampofsincerity——thebridedistributedamongallthegirlsofthevillage,whowereintheadjoiningroom,packetsfullofsugar—plumswhichhadbeenpreparedbeforehand,andshetookleaveofthem,kissingthemallwithoutanypride。CountAlgarottiinvitedallthegueststosleepatahousehehadinTreviso,andtopartakethereofthedinnerusuallygiventhedayafterthewedding。Theunclealoneexcusedhimself,andthemothercouldnotcome,owingtoherdiseasewhichpreventedherfrommoving。ThegoodwomandiedthreemonthsafterChristine’smarriage。
Christinethereforelefthervillagetofollowherhusband,andfortheremainderoftheirlivestheylivedtogetherinmutualhappiness。
CountAlgarotti,Christine’sgod—motherandmytwonoblefriends,wentawaytogether。Thebrideandbridegroomhad,ofcourse,acarriagetothemselves,andIkepttheauntandthesisterofCharlescompanyinanother。Icouldnothelpenvyingthehappymansomewhat,althoughinmyinmostheartIfeltpleasedwithhishappiness。
Thesisterwasnotwithoutmerit。Shewasayoungwidowoftwenty—
five,andstilldeservedthehomageofmen,butIgavethepreferencetotheaunt,whotoldmethathernewniecewasatreasure,ajewelwhichwasworthyofeverybody’sadmiration,butthatshewouldnotlethergointosocietyuntilshecouldspeaktheVenetiandialectwell。
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