"Really?"
"Yes,really;anditwillbetoyouthatmyhusbandwillowethehappinesshehassolongdesired。Hetoldmesowhenheleftmeanhourago。
"Ishallbedelightedtoaddtoyourmutualhappiness。"
ShelookedsofreshandhappythatIlongedtokissher,butIwasobligedtorestrainmyselfasshewassurroundedbyherprettymaids。
ThebettertothrowanyspiesoffthescentIbegantomakelovetoAnastasia,andLeonildapretendedtoencourageme。
Ifeignedapassionatedesire,andIcouldseethatIshouldnothavemuchtroubleingainingmysuit。IsawIshouldhavetobecarefulifI
didnotwanttobetakenatmyword;Icouldnotbearsuchasurfeitofpleasures。
Wewenttobreakfastwiththemarquis,whowasdelightedtoseeus。Hewasquitewell,exceptthegoutwhichpreventedhiswalking。
Afterbreakfastweheardmass,andIsawabouttwentyservantsinthechapel。AftertheserviceIkeptthemarquiscompanytilldinner—time。
HesaidIwasverygoodtosacrificethecompanyoftheladiesforhissake。
Afterdinnerwesetoutforhiscountryhouse;Iinacarriagewiththetwoladies,andthemarquisinalitterbornebytwomules。
Inanhourandahalfwearrivedathisfineandwell—situatedcastle。
Thefirstthingthemarchionessdidwastotakemeintothegarden,wheremyardourreturnedandsheoncemoreabandonedherselftome。
WeagreedthatIshouldonlygotoherroomtocourtAnastasia,asitwasnecessarytoavoidtheslightestsuspicion。
Thisfancyofmineforhiswife’smaidamusedthemarquis,forhiswifekepthimwellpostedintheprogressofourintrigue。
DonnaLucreziaapprovedofthearrangementasshedidnotwantthemarquistothinkthatIhadonlycometoSalernoforhersake。MyapartmentswerenexttoLeonilda’s,butbeforeIcouldgetintoherroomIshouldbeobligedtopassthroughthatoccupiedbyAnastasia,whosleptwithanothermaidstillprettierthanherself。
Themarquiscameanhourlater,andhesaidhewouldgethispeopletocarryhiminanarm—chairroundthegardens,sothathemightpointouttheirbeautiestome。Aftersupperhefelttiredandwenttobed,leavingmetoentertaintheladies。
Afterafewmoments’conversation,Iledthemarchionesstoherroom,andshesaidIhadbettergotomyownapartmentthroughthemaids’room,tellingAanastasiatoshewmetheway。
Politenessobligedmetoshewmyselfsensibleofsuchafavour,andI
saidIhopedshewouldnotbesoharshastolockherdooruponme。
"Ishalllockmydoor,"saidshe,"becauseitismydutytodoso。Thisroomismymistress’scloset,andmycompanionwouldprobablymakesomeremarkifIleftthedooropencontrarytomyusualcustom。"
"Yourreasonsaretoogoodformetoovercome,butwillyounotsitdownbesidemeforafewminutesandhelpmetorecollecthowIusedtoteaseyou?"
"Idon’twantyoutorecollectanythingaboutit;pleaseletmego。"
"Youmustpleaseyourself,"saidI;andafterembracingherandgivingherakiss,Iwishedhergoodnight。
Myservantcameinasshewentout,andItoldhimthatIwouldsleepbymyselfforthefuture。
ThenextdaythemarchionesslaughinglyrepeatedthewholeofmyconversationwithAnastasia。
"Iapplaudedhervirtuousresistance,butIsaidshemightsafelyassistatyourtoiletteeveryevening。"
LeonildagavethemarquisafullaccountofmytalkwithAnastasia。TheoldmanthoughtIwasreallyinlovewithher,andhadherintosupperformysake,soIwasincommondecencyboundtoplaythelover。
Anastasiawashighlypleasedatmypreferringhertohercharmingmistress,andatthelatter’scomplaisancetowardsourlove—making。
Themarquisinhisturnwasequallypleasedashethoughttheintriguewouldmakemestaylongerathishouse。
IntheeveningAnastasiaaccompaniedmetomyroomwithacandle,andseeingthatIhadnovaletsheinsistedcombingmyhair。Shefeltflatteredatmynotpresumingtogotobedinherpresence,andkeptmecompanyforanhour;andasIwasnotreallyamorousofher,Ihadnodifficultyinplayingthepartofthetimidlover。Whenshewishedmegoodnightshewasdelightedtofindmykissesasaffectionatebutnotsodaringasthoseofthenightbefore。
Themarchionesssaid,thenextmorning,thatiftherecitalshehadheardweretrue,shewasafraidAnastasia’scompanytiredme,assheverywellknewthatwhenIreallylovedIcasttimiditytothewinds。
"No,shedoesn’ttiremeatall;sheisprettyandamusing。ButhowcanyouimaginethatIreallyloveher,whenyouknowverywellthatthewholeaffairisonlydesignedtocastdustineveryone’seyes?"
"Anastasiafullybelievesthatyouadoreher,andindeedIamnotsorrythatyoushouldgiveheralittletasteforgallantry。"
"IfIcanpersuadehertoleaveherdooropenIcaneasilyvisityou,forshewillnotimagineforamomentthatafterleavingherIgotoyourroominsteadofmyown。"
"Takecarehowyousetaboutit。"
"IwillseewhatIcandothisevening。"
ThemarquisandLucreziahadnottheslightestdoubtthatAnastasiaspenteverynightwithme,andtheyweredelightedattheidea。
ThewholeofthedayIdevotedtotheworthymarquis,whosaidmycompanymadehimhappy。Itwasnosacrificeonmypart,forIlikedhisprinciplesandhiswayofthinking。
OntheoccasionofmythirdsupperwithAnastasiaIwasmoretenderthanever,andshewasverymuchastonishedtofindthatIhadcooleddownwhenIgottomyroom。
"Iamgladtoseeyousocalm,"saidshe,"youquitefrightenedmeatsupper。"
"ThereasonisthatIknowyouthinkyourselfindangerwhenyouarealonewithme。"
"Notatall;youaremuchmorediscreetthanyouwerenineyearsago。"
"WhatfollydidIcommitthen?"
"Nofolly,butyoudidnotrespectmychildhood。"
"Ionlygaveyouafewcaresses,forwhichIamnowsorry,asyouarefrightenedofme,andpersistinlockingyourdoor。"
"Idon’tmistrustyou,butIhavetoldyoumyreasonsforlockingthedoor。Ithinkthatyoumustmistrustme,asyouwon’tgotobedwhileI
amintheroom。"
"Youmustthinkmeverypresumptuous。Iwillgotobed,butyoumustnotleavemewithoutgivingmeakiss。"
"Ipromisetodoso。"
Iwenttobed,andAnastasiaspenthalfanhourbesideme。Ihadagooddealofdifficultyincontrollingmyself,butIwasafraidofhertellingthemarchionesseverything。
AssheleftmeshegavemesuchakindembracethatIcouldbearitnolonger,andguidingherhandIskewedherthepowersheexercisedoverme。Shethenwentaway,andIshallnotsaywhethermybehaviourirritatedorpleasedher。
ThenextdayIwascurioustoknowhowmuchshehadtoldthemarchioness,andonhearingnothingoftheprincipalfactIfeltcertainshewouldnotlockherdoorthatevening。
WhentheeveningcameIdefiedhertoskewthesameconfidenceinmeasI
hadshewninher。Sherepliedthatshewoulddosowithpleasure,ifI
wouldblowoutmycandleandpromisenottoputmyhandonher。Ieasilygavehertherequiredpromise,forImeanttokeepmyselffreshforLeonilda。
Iundressedhastily,followedherwithbarefeet,andlaidmyselfbesideher。
Shetookmyhandsandheldthem,towhichIofferednoresistance。Wewereafraidofawakeningherbedfellow,andkeptperfectsilence。Ourlipshowevergavethemselvesfreecourse,andcertainmotions,naturalunderthecircumstances,musthavemadeherbelievethatIwasintorments。ThehalfhourIpassedbesideherseemedextremelylongtome,butitmusthavebeendelicioustoher,asgivinghertheideathatshecoulddowhatshelikedwithme。
WhenIleftherafterwehadsharedanecstaticembrace,Ireturnedtomyroom,leavingthedooropen。AssoonasIhadreasontosupposethatshewasasleep,Ireturned,andpassedthroughherroomtoLeonilda’s。Shewasexpectingme,butdidnotknowofmypresencetillInotifieditwithakiss。
AfterIhadgivenherastrongproofofmylove,ItoldherofmyadventurewithAnastasia,andthenouramorousexploitsbeganagain,andIdidnotleavehertillIhadspenttwomostdelicioushours。Weagreedthattheyshouldnotbethelast,andIreturnedtomyroomontiptoeasIhadcome。
Ididnotgetuptillnoon,andthemarquisandhiswifejestedwithmeatdinneronthesubjectofmylaterising。AtsupperitwasAnastasia’sturn,andsheseemedtoenjoythesituation。Shetoldmeintheeveningthatshewouldnotlockherdoor,butthatImustnotcomeintoherroom,asitwasdangerous。Itwouldbemuchbetter,shesaid,forustotalkinmyroom,wheretherewouldbenoneedofputtingoutthelight。SheaddedthatIhadbettergotobed,asthenshewouldfeelcertainthatshewasnottiringmeinanyway。
Icouldnotsayno,butIflatteredmyselfthatIwouldkeepmystrengthintactforLeonilda。
Ireckonedwithoutmyhost,astheproverbgoes。
WhenIheldAnastasiabetweenmyarmsinbed,herlipsgluedtomine,I
toldher,asindutybound,thatshedidnottrustinmeenoughtoliebesidemewithherclothesoff。
ThereuponsheaskedmeifIwouldbeverydiscreet。
IfIhadsaidno,Ishouldhavelookedafool。Imadeupmymind,andtoldheryes,determinedtosatisfytheprettygirl’sdesires。
Inamomentshewasinmyarms,notatallinclinedtokeepmetomypromise。
Appetite,itissaid,comesineating。Herardourmademeamorous,andI
renderedhomagetohercharmstillIfellasleepwithfatigue。
AnastasialeftmewhileIwasasleep,andwhenIawokeIfoundmyselfinthesomewhatridiculouspositionofbeingobligedtomakeafullconfessiontothemarchionessastowhyIhadfailedinmydutiestoher。
WhenItoldLeonildamytale,shebegantolaughandagreedthatfurthervisitswereoutofthequestion。Wemadeupourminds,andfortheremainderofmyvisitouramorousmeetingsonlytookplaceinthesummerhousesinthegarden。
IhadtoreceiveAnastasiaeverynight,andwhenIleftforRomeanddidnottakeherwithmesheconsideredmeasatraitor。
Theworthymarquisgavemeagreatsurpriseontheeveofmydeparture。
Wewerealonetogether,andhebeganbysayingthattheDukeofMatalonehadtoldhimthereasonwhichhadpreventedmemarryingLeonilda,andthathehadalwaysadmiredmygenerosityinmakingherapresentoffivethousandducats,thoughIwasfarfromrich。
"Thesefivethousandducats,"headded,"withseventhousandfromtheduke,composedherdower,andIhaveaddedahundredthousand,sothatsheissureofacomfortableliving,evenifIdiewithoutasuccessor。
"Now,Iwantyoutotakebackthefivethousandducatsyougaveher;andsheherselfisasdesirousofyourdoingsoasIam。Shedidnotliketoaskyouherself;sheistoodelicate。"
"Well,IshouldhaverefusedLeonildaifshehadaskedme,butIacceptthismarkofyourfriendship。Arefusalwouldhavebornewitnesstonothingbutafoolishpride,asIamapoorman。IshouldlikeLeonildaandhermothertobepresentwhenyougivemethemoney。"
"Embraceme;wewilldoourbusinessafterdinner。"
Napleshasalwaysbeenatempleoffortunetome,butifIwenttherenowIshouldstarve。Fortunefloutsoldage。
LeonildaandLucreziaweptwithjoywhenthegoodmarquisgavemethefivethousandducatsinbanknotes,andpresentedhismother—in—lawwithanequalsuminwitnessofhisgratitudetoherforhavingintroducedmetohim。
Themarquiswasdiscreetenoughnottorevealhischiefreason。DonnaLucreziadidnotknowthattheDukeofMatalonehadtoldhimthatLeonildawasmydaughter。
Anexcessofgratitudelessenedmyhighspiritsfortherestoftheday,andAnastasiadidnotspendaverylivelynightwithme。
Iwentoffateighto’clockthenextmorning。Iwassad,andthewholehousewasintears。
IpromisedthatIwouldwritetothemarquisfromRome,andIreachedNaplesateleveno’clock。
IwenttoseeAgatha,whowasastonishedatmyappearanceasshehadthoughtIwasatRome。Herhusbandwelcomedmeinthemostfriendlymanner,althoughhewassufferingagreatdeal。
IsaidIwoulddinewiththemandstartdirectlyafterwards,andIaskedtheadvocatetogetmeabillonRomeforfivethousandducats,inexchangeforthebanknotesIgavehim。
Agathasawthatmymindwasmadeup,andwithoutendeavoringtopersuademetostaywentinsearchofCallimena。
ShetoohadthoughtIwasinRome,andwasinanecstasyofdelighttoseemeagain。
Mysuddendisappearanceandmyunexpectedreturnwerethemysteryoftheday,butIdidnotsatisfyanyone’scuriosity。
Ileftthematthreeo’clock,andstoppedatMontecasino,whichIhadneverseen。Icongratulatedmyselfonmyidea,forImettherePrinceXaverdeSaxe,whowastravellingunderthenameofComtedeLusacewithMadameSpinucci,aladyofFermo,withwhomhehadcontractedasemi—
clandestinemarriage。HehadbeenwaitingforthreedaystohearfromthePope,forbySt。Benedict’srulewomenarenotallowedinmonasteries;andasMadameSpinucciwasextremelycuriousonthesubject,herhusbandhadbeenobligedtoapplyforadispensationtotheHolyFather。
IsleptatMontecasinoafterhavingseenthecuriositiesoftheplace,andIwentontoRome,andputupwithRoland’sdaughterinthePlaced’Espagne。
CHAPTERXV
Margarita——MadameBuondcorsi——TheDuchessofFiano——CardinalBernis——
ThePrincessSantaCroce——MenicuccioandHisSisterIhadmadeupmymindtospendaquietsixmonthsatRome,andthedayaftermyarrivalItookapleasantsuiteofroomsoppositetheSpanishAmbassador,whosenamewasd’Aspura。Ithappenedtobethesameroomsaswereoccupiedtwenty—sevenyearsagobytheteacheroflanguages,towhomIhadgoneforlessonswhileIwaswithCardinalAcquaviva。Thelandladywasthewifeofacookwhoonly,sleptwithhisbetterhalfonceaweek。
Thewomanhadadaughterofsixteenorseventeenyearsold,whowouldhavebeenveryprettyifthesmall—poxhadnotdeprivedherofoneeye。
Theyhadprovidedherwithanill—madeartificialeye,ofawrongsizeandabadcolour,whichgaveaveryunpleasantexpressiontoherface。
Margarita,asshewascalled,madenoimpressiononme,butImadeherapresentwhichshevaluedveryhighly。TherewasanEnglishoculistnamedTaylorinRomeatthattime,andIgothimtomakeheraneyeoftherightsizeandcolour。ThismadeMargaritaimaginethatIhadfalleninlovewithher,andthemother,adevotee,wasinsometroubleastowhethermyintentionswerestrictlyvirtuous。
Imadearrangementswiththemothertosupplymewithagooddinnerandsupperwithoutanyluxury。Ihadthreethousandsequins,andIhadmadeupmymindtoliveinaquietandrespectablemanner。
ThenextdayIfoundlettersformeinseveralpost—offices,andthebankerBelloni,whohadknownmeforseveralyears,hadbeenalreadyadvisedofmybillofexchange。MygoodfriendDandolosentmetwolettersofintroduction,ofwhichonewasaddressedtoM。Erizzo,theVenetianambassador。HewasthebrotheroftheambassadortoParis。
Thisletterpleasedmegreatly。TheotherwasaddressedtotheDuchessofFiano,byherbrotherM。Zuliani。
IsawthatIshouldbefreeofallthebesthouses,andIpromisedmyselfthepleasureofanearlyvisittoCardinalBernis。
Ididnothireeitheracarriageoraservant。AtRomeboththesearticlesareprocurableatamoment’snotice。
MyfirstcallwasontheDuchessofFiano。Shewasanuglywoman,andthoughshewasreallyverygood—natured,sheassumedthecharacterofbeingmalicioussoastoobtainsomeconsideration。
Herhusband,whoborethenameofOttoboni,hadonlymarriedhertoobtainanheir,butthepoordevilturnedouttobewhattheRomanscall’babilano’,andweimpotent。Theduchesstoldmeasmuchontheoccasionofmythirdvisit。Shedidnotgivemetheinformationinacomplainingtone,orasifshewasfaintobeconsoled,butmerelytodefyherconfessor,whohadthreatenedherwithexcommunicationifshewentontellingpeopleaboutherhusband’scondition,orifshetriedtocurehimofit。
Theduchessgavealittlesuppereveryeveningtoherselectcircleoffriends。Iwasnotadmittedtothesereunionsforaweekortendays,bywhichtimeIhadmademyselfgenerallypopular。Thedukedidnotcareforcompanyandsuppedapart。
ThePrinceofSantaCrocewastheduchess’s’cavaliereservante’,andtheprincesswasservedbyCardinalBernis。TheprincesswasadaughteroftheMarquisFalconieri,andwasyoung,pretty,lively,andintendedbynatureforalifeofpleasure。However,herprideatpossessingthecardinalwassogreatthatshedidnotgiveanyhopetoothercompetitorsforherfavour。
Theprincewasafinemanofdistinguishedmannersandgreatcapability,whichheemployedinbusinessspeculations,beingofopinion,andrightly,thatitwasnoshameforanoblemantoincreasehisfortunebytheexerciseofhisintelligence。Hewasacarefulman,andhadattachedhimselftotheduchessbecauseshecosthimnothing,andherannoriskoffallinginlovewithher。
TwoorthreeweeksaftermyarrivalheheardmecomplainingoftheobstaclestoresearchintheRomanlibraries,andheofferedtogivemeanintroductiontotheSuperioroftheJesuits。Iacceptedtheoffer,andwasmadefreeofthelibrary;IcouldnotonlygoandreadwhenI
liked,butIcould,onwritingmynamedown,takebooksawaywithme。
Thekeepersofthelibraryalwaysbroughtmecandleswhenitgrewdark,andtheirpolitenesswassogreatthattheygavemethekeyofasidedoor,sothatIcouldslipinandoutasIpleased。
TheJesuitswerealwaysthemostpoliteoftheregularclergy,or,indeed,Imaysaytheonlypolitemenamongstthem;butduringthecrisisinwhichtheyweretheninvolved,theyweresimplycringing。
TheKingofSpainhadcalledforthesuppressionoftheorder,andthePopehadpromisedthatitshouldbedone;buttheJesuitsdidnotthinkthatsuchablowcouldeverbestruck,andfeltalmostsecure。TheydidnotthinkthatthePope’spowerwassuperhumansofarastheywereconcerned。Theyevenintimatedtohimbyindirectchannelsthathisauthoritydidnotextendtothesuppressionoftheorder;buttheyweremistaken。Thesovereignpontiffdelayedthesignatureofthebull,buthishesitationproceededfromthefactthatinsigningithefearedlestheshouldbesigninghisownsentenceofdeath。Accordinglyheputitofftillhefoundthathishonourwasthreatened。TheKingofSpain,themostobstinatetyrantinEurope,wrotetohimwithhisownhand,tellinghimthatifhedidnotsuppresstheorderhewouldpublishinallthelanguagesofEuropethelettershehadwrittenwhenhewasacardinal,promisingtosuppresstheorderwhenhebecamePope。OnthestrengthoftheselettersGanganellihadbeenelected。
Anothermanwouldhavetakenrefugeincasuistryandtoldthekingthatitwasnotforapopetobeboundtothecardinal’spromises,inwhichcontentionhewouldhavebeensupportedbytheJesuits。However,inhisheartGanganellihadnolikingfortheJesuits。HewasaFranciscan,andnotagentlemanbybirth。Hehadnotastrongenoughintellecttodefythekingandallhisthreats,ortobeartheshameofbeingexhibitedtothewholeworldasanambitiousandunscrupulousman。
IamamusedwhenpeopletellmethatGanganellipoisonedhimselfbytakingsomanyantidotes。Itistruethathavingreason,andgoodreason,todreadpoison,hemadeuseofantidoteswhich,withhisignoranceofscience,mighthaveinjuredhishealth;butIammorallycertainthathediedofpoisonwhichwasgivenbyotherhandsthanhisown。
Myreasonsforthisopinionareasfollows:
IntheyearofwhichIamspeaking,thethirdofthePontificateofClementXIV。,awomanofViterbowasputinprisononthechargeofmakingpredictions。SheobscurelyprophesiedthesuppressionoftheJesuits,withoutgivinganyindicationofthetime;butshesaidveryclearlythatthecompanywouldbedestroyedbyapopewhowouldonlyreignfiveyearsthreemonthsandthreedays——thatis,aslongasSixtusV。,notadaymoreandnotadayless。
Everybodytreatedthepredictionwithcontempt,astheproductofabrain—sickwoman。Shewasshutupandquiteforgotten。
Iaskmyreaderstogiveadispassionatejudgment,andtosaywhethertheyhaveanydoubtastothepoisoningofGanganelliwhentheyhearthathisdeathverifiedtheprophecy。
Inacaselikethis,moralcertaintyassumestheforceofscientificcertainty。ThespiritwhichinspiredthePythiaofViterbotookitsmeasurestoinformtheworldthatiftheJesuitswereforcedtosubmittobeingsuppressed,theywerenotsoweakastoforegoafearfulvengeance。
TheJesuitwhocutshortGanganelli’sdaysmightcertainlyhavepoisonedhimbeforethebullwassigned,butthefactwasthattheycouldnotbringthemselvestobelieveittillittookplace。ItisclearthatifthePopehadnotsuppressedtheJesuits,theywouldnothavepoisonedhim,andhereagaintheprophecycouldnotbetaxedwithfalsity。WemaynotethatClementXIV。,likeSixtusV。,wasaFranciscan,andbothwereoflowbirth。ItisalsonoteworthythatafterthePope’sdeaththeprophetesswasliberated,and,thoughherprophecyhadbeenfulfilledtotheletter,alltheauthoritiespersistedinsayingthatHisHolinesshaddiedfromhisexcessiveuseofantidotes。
ItseemstomethatanyimpartialjudgewillscouttheideaofGanganellihavingkilledhimselftoverifythewomanofViterbo’sprediction。Ifyousayitwasamerecoincidence,ofcourseIcannotabsolutelydenyyourposition,foritmayhavebeenchance;butmythoughtsonthesubjectwillremainunchanged。
ThispoisoningwasthelastsigntheJesuitsgaveoftheirpower。Itwasacrime,becauseitwascommittedaftertheevent,whereas,ifithadbeendonebeforethesuppressionoftheorder,itwouldhavebeenastrokeofpolicy,andmighthavebeenjustifiedonpoliticgrounds。Thetruepoliticianlooksintothefuture,andtakesswiftandcertainmeasurestoobtaintheendhehasinview。
ThesecondtimethatthePrinceofSantaCrocesawmeattheDuchessofFiano’s,heaskedme’exabrupta’whyIdidnotvisitCardinalBernis。
"Ithinkofpayingmysuittohimto—morrow,"saidI。
"Doso,forIhaveneverheardhiseminencespeakofanyonewithasmuchconsiderationashespeaksofyourself。"
"Hehasbeenverykindtome,andIshallalwaysbegratefultohim。"
Thecardinalreceivedmethenextdaywitheverysignofdelightatseeingme。HepraisedthereservewithwhichIhadspokenofhimtotheprince,andsaidheneednotremindmeofthenecessityfordiscretionastoouroldVenetianadventures。
"Youreminence,"Isaid,"isalittlestouter,otherwiseyoulookasfreshaseverandnotatallchanged。"
"Youmakeamistake。IamverydifferentfromwhatIwasthen。Iamfifty—fivenow,andthenIwasthirty—six。Moreover,Iamreducedtoavegetablediet。"
"Isthattokeepdownthelustsoftheflesh?"
"Iwishpeoplewouldthinkso;butnoonedoes,Iamafraid。"
HewasgladtohearthatIborealettertotheVenetianambassador,whichIhadnotyetpresented。Hesaidhewouldtakecaretogivetheambassadoraprejudiceinmyfavour,andthathewouldgivemeagoodreception。
"Wewillbegintobreaktheiceto—morrow,"addedthischarmingcardinal。
"Youshalldinewithme,andhisexcellenceshallhearofit。"
HeheardwithpleasurethatIwaswellprovidedforasfarasmoneywasconcerned,andthatIhadmadeupmymindtolivesimplyanddiscreetlysolongasIremainedinRome。
"IshallwriteaboutyoutoM————M————,"hesaid。"Ihavealwayskeptupacorrespondencewiththatdelightfulnun。"
Ithenamusedhimbythe,talkofmyadventurewiththenunofChamberi。
"YououghttoaskthePrinceofSantaCrocetointroduceyoutotheprincess。Wemightpasssomepleasanthourswithher,thoughnotinouroldVenetianstyle,fortheprincessisnotatalllikeM————M————。
"Andyetsheservestoamuseyoureminence?"
"Well,IhavetobecontentwithwhatIcanget。"
ThenextdayasIwasgettingupfromdinnerthecardinaltoldmethatM。
Zulianihadwrittenaboutmetotheambassador,whowouldbedelightedtomakemyacquaintance,andwhenIwentIhadanexcellentreceptionfromhim。
TheChevalierErizzo,whoisstillalive,wasamanofgreatintelligence,commonsense,andoratoricalpower。HecomplimentedmeonmytravelsandonmybeingprotectedbytheStateInquisitorsinsteadofbeingpersecutedbythem。Hekeptmetodinner,andaskedmetodinewithhimwheneverIhadnootherengagement。
ThesameeveningImetPrinceSantaCroceattheduchess’s,andaskedhimtointroducemetohiswife。
"Ihavebeenexpectingthat,"hereplied"evensincethecardinaltalkedtoheraboutyouformorethananhour。Youcancallanydayateleveninthemorningortwointheafternoon。"
Icalledthenextdayattwoo’clock。Shewastakinghersiestainbed,butasIhadtheprivilegesallowedtoapersonofnoconsequencesheletmeindirectly。Shewasyoung,pretty,lively,curious,andtalkative;
shehadnotenoughpatiencetowaitformyanswertoherquestions。Shestruckmeasatoy,welladaptedtoamuseamanofaffairs,whofelttheneedofsomedistraction。Thecardinalsawherregularlythreetimesaday;thefirstthinginthemorninghecalledtoaskifshehadhadagoodnight,atthreeo’clockintheafternoonhetookcoffeewithher,andintheeveninghemetherattheassembly。Healwaysplayedatpiquet,andplayedwithsuchtalentthatheinvariablylostsixRomansequins,nomoreandnoless。Theselossesofthecardinal’smadetheprincesstherichestyoungwifeinRome。
Althoughthemarquiswassomewhatinclinedtobejealous,hecouldnotpossiblyobjecttohiswifeenjoyingarevenueofeighteenhundredfrancsamonth,andthatwithouttheleastscandal,foreverythingwasdoneinpublic,andthegamewashonestlyconducted。Whyshouldnotfortunefallinlovewithsuchaprettywoman?
ThePrinceofSantaCrocecouldnotfailtoappreciatethefriendshipofthecardinalforhiswife,whogavehimachildeveryyear,andsometimeseveryninemonths,inspiteofthedoctor’swarningstobewareofresults。Itwassaidthattomakeupforhisenforcedabstinenceduringthelastfewdaysofhiswife’spregnancy,theprinceimmediatelysettoagainwhenthechildwasbeingbaptized。
Thefriendshipofthecardinalfortheprince’swifealsogavehimtheadvantageofgettingsilksfromLyonswithoutthePope’streasurerbeingabletosayanything,asthepacketswereaddressedtotheFrenchambassador。Itmustalsobenotedthatthecardinal’spatronagekeptotherloversfromthehouse。TheHighConstableColonnawasverymuchtakenwithher。Theprincehadsurprisedthisgentlemantalkingtotheprincessinaroomofthepalaceandatanhourwhenshewascertainthatthecardinalwouldnotbeintheway。ScarcelyhadtheColonnagonewhentheprincetoldhiswifethatshewouldaccompanyhimintothecountrythenextday。Sheprotested,sayingthatthissuddenorderwasonlyacapriceandthatherhonourwouldnotallowofherobeyinghim。Theprince,however,wasverydetermined,andshewouldhavebeenobligedtogoifthecardinalhadnotcomeinandheardthestoryfromthemouthoftheinnocentprincess。Heshewedthehusbandthatitwastohisownintereststogointothecountrybyhimself,andtolethiswiferemaininRome。Hespokeforher,assuringtheprincethatshewouldtakemorecareforthefutureandavoidsuchmeetings,alwaysunpleasantinahouse。
InlessthanamonthIbecametheshadowofthethreeprincipalpersonsintheplay。Ilistenedandadmiredandbecameasnecessarytothepersonagesasamarkeratbilliards。WhenanyofthepartieswereafflictedIconsoledthemwithtalesoramusingcomments,and,naturally,theyweregratefultome。Thecardinal,theprince,andhisfairwifeamusedeachotherandoffendednoone。
TheDuchessofFianowasproudofbeingthepossessoroftheprincewholefthiswifetothecardinal,butnoonewasdeceivedbutherself。Thegoodladywonderedwhynooneacknowledgedthatthereasonwhytheprincessnevercametoseeherwasmerejealousy。ShespoketomeonthesubjectwithsomuchfirethatIhadtosuppressmygoodsensetokeephergoodgraces。
Ihadtoexpressmyastonishmentastowhatthecardinalcouldseeintheprincess,who,accordingtoher,wasskinnyinpersonandsillyinmind,altogetherawomanofnoconsequence。Iagreedtoallthis,butIwasfarfromthinkingso,fortheprincesswasjustthewomantoamuseavoluptuousandphilosophicloverlikethecardinal。
Icouldnothelpthinkingnowandagainthatthecardinalwashappierinthepossessionofthistreasureofawomanthaninhishonoursanddignities。
Ilovedtheprincess,butasIdidnothopeforsuccessIconfinedmyselfstrictlytothelimitsofmyposition。
Imight,nodoubt,havesucceeded,butmoreprobablyIshouldhaveraisedherprideagainstme,andwoundedthefeelingsofthecardinal,whowasnolongerthesameaswhenwesharedM————M————incommon。Hehadtoldmethathisaffectionforherwasofapurelyfatherlycharacter,andI
tookthatasahintnottotrespassonhispreserves。
Ihadreasontocongratulatemyselfthatsheobservednomoreceremonywithmethanwithhermail。Iaccordinglypretendedtoseenothing,whileshefeltcertainIsawall。
Itisnoeasymattertowintheconfidenceofsuchawoman,especiallyifshebeservedbyakingoracardinal。
MylifeatRomewasatranquilandhappyone。Margaritahadcontrivedtogainmyinterestbytheassiduityofherattentions。Ihadnoservant,soshewaitedonmenightandmorning,andherfalseeyewassuchanexcellentmatchthatIquiteforgotitsfalsity。Shewasaclever,butavaingirl,andthoughatfirstIhadnodesignsuponherIflatteredhervanitybymyconversationandthelittlepresentsIbestoweduponher,whichenabledhertocutafigureinchurchonSundays。SobeforelongI
hadmyeyesopenedtotwofacts;theonethatshewassureofmylove,andwonderedwhyIdidnotdeclareit;theother,thatifIchoseIhadaneasyconquestbeforeme。
Iguessedthelattercircumstanceonedaywhen,afterIhadaskedhertotellmeheradventuresfromtheageofeleventothatofeighteen,sheproceededtotellmetales,thetellingofwhichnecessitatedherthrowingallmodestytothewinds。
Itooktheutmostdelightinthesescandalousnarrations,andwheneverI
thoughtshehadtoldthewholetruthIgaveherafewpiecesofmoney;
whilewheneverIhadreasontosupposethatshehadsuppressedsomeinterestingcircumstancesIgavehernothing。
Sheconfessedtomethatshenolongerpossessedthatwhichamaidcanlosebutonce,thatafriendofhersnamedBuonacorsiwasinthesamecase,andfinallyshetoldmethenameoftheyoungmanwhohadrelievedthembothoftheirmaidenheads。
WehadforneighborayoungPiedmonteseabbenamedCeruti,onwhomMargaritawasobligedtowaitwhenhermotherwastoobusy。Ijestedwithherabouthim,butshesworetherewasnolovemakingbetweenthem。
Thisabbewasafineman,learnedandwitty,buthewasoverwhelmedwithdebtandinverybadodouratRomeonaccountofanextremelyunpleasantstoryofwhichhewasthehero。
TheysaidthathehadtoldanEnglishman,whowasinlovewithPrincessLanti,thatshewasinwantoftwohundredsequins,thattheEnglishmanhadhandedoverthemoneytotheabbe,andthatthelatterhadappropriatedit。
ThisactofmeannesshadbeenbroughttolightbyanexplanationbetweentheladyandtheEnglishman。Onhissayingtotheprincessthathewasreadytodoanythingforher,andthatthetwohundredsequinshehadgivenherwereasnothingincomparisonwithwhathewasreadytodo,sheindignantlydeniedallknowledgeofthetransaction。Everythingcameout。TheEnglishmanbeggedpardon,andtheabbewasexcludedfromtheprincess’shouseandtheEnglishman’salso。
ThisAbbeCerutiwasoneofthosejournalistsemployedtowritetheweeklynewsofRomebyBianconi;heandIhadinamannerbecomefriendssincewewereneighbours。IsawthathelovedMargarita,andIwasnotintheleastjealous,butashewasahandsomeyoungfellowIcouldnotbelievethatMargaritawascrueltohim。Nevertheless,sheassuredmethatshedetestedhim,andthatshewasverysorrythathermothermadeherwaitonhimatall。
Cerutihadalreadylaidhimselfunderobligationstome。Hehadborrowedascoreofcrownsfromme,promisingtorepaytheminaweek,andthreeweekshadgonebywithoutmyseeingthemoney。However,Ididnotaskforit,andwouldhavelenthimasmuchmoreifhehadrequestedme。ButImusttellthestoryasithappened。
WheneverIsuppedwiththeDuchessofFianoIcameinlate,andMargaritawaitedupforme。Hermotherwouldgotobed。ForthesakeofamusementIusedtokeepherforanhourortwowithoutcaringwhetherourpleasantriesdisturbedtheabbe,whocouldheareverythingwesaid。
OneeveningIcamehomeatmidnightandwassurprisedtofindthemotherwaitingforme。
"Whereisyourdaughter?"Ienquired。
"She’sasleep,andIreallycannotallowyoutopassthewholenightwithheranylonger。"
"ButsheonlystayswithmetillIgetintobed。Thisnewwhimwoundsmyfeelings。Iobjecttosuchunworthysuspicions。WhathasMargaritabeentellingyou?Ifshehasmadeanycomplaintsofme,shehaslied,andI
shallleaveyourhouseto—morrow。"
"Youarewrong;Margaritahasmadenocomplaints;onthecontraryshesaysthatyouhavedonenothingtoher。"
"Verygood。Doyouthinkthereisanyharminalittlejoking?"
"No,butyoumightbebetteremployed。"
"Andtheseareyourgroundsforasuspicionofwhichyoushouldbeashamed,ifyouareagoodChristian。"
"Godsavemefromthinkingevilofmyneighbour,butIhavebeeninformedthatyourlaughterandyourjestsareofsuchanatureastobeoffensivetopeopleofmorality。"
"Thenitismyneighbourtheabbewhohasbeenfoolishenoughtogiveyouthisinformation?"
"IcannottellyouhowIheardit,butIhaveheardit。"
"Verygood。To—morrowIshallseekanotherlodging,soastoaffordyourtenderconsciencesomerelief。"
"Can’tIattendonyouaswellasmydaughter?"
"No;yourdaughtermakesmelaugh,andlaughingisbeneficialtome,whereasyouwouldnotmakemelaughatall。Youhaveinsultedme,andI
leaveyourhouseto—morrow。"
"Ishallhavetotellmyhusbandthereasonofyourdeparture,andIdonotwanttodothat。"
"Youcandoasyoulike;that’snobusinessofmine。Goaway;Iwanttogetintobed。"
"Allowmetowaitonyou。"
"Certainlynot;ifyouwantanybodytowaitonme,sendMargarita。"
"She’sasleep。"
"Thenwakeherup。"
Thegoodwomanwentherway,andtwominuteslater,thegirlcameinwithlittleonbutherchemise。Shehadnothadtimetoputinherfalseeye,andherexpressionwassoamusingthatIwentoffintoaroaroflaughter。
"Iwassleepingsoundly,"shebegan,"andmymotherwokemeupallofasudden,andtoldmetocomeandwaitonyou,orelseyouwouldleave,andmyfatherwouldthinkwehadbeeninmischief。"
"Iwillstay,ifyouwillcontinuetowaitonme。"
"Ishouldliketocomeverymuch,butwemustn’tlaughanymore,astheabbehascomplainedofus。"
"Oh!itistheabbe,isit?"
"Ofcourseitis。Ourjestsandlaughterirritatehispassions。"
"Therascal!Wewillpunishhimrarely。Ifwelaughedlastnight,wewilllaughtentimesloudertonight。"
Thereuponwebeganathousandtricks,accompaniedbyshoutsandshrieksoflaughter,purposelycalculatedtodrivethelittlepriestdesperate。
Whenthefunwasatitsheight,thedooropenedandthemothercamein。
IhadMargarita’snight—caponmyhead,andMargarita’sfacewasadornedwithtwohugemoustaches,whichIhadstuckonwithink。Hermotherhadprobablyanticipatedtakingusinthefact,butwhenshecameinshewasobligedtore—echoourshoutsofmirth。
"Comenow,"saidI,"doyouthinkouramusementscriminal?"
"Notabit;butyouseeyourinnocentorgieskeepyourneighbourawake。"
"Thenhehadbettergoandsleepsomewhereelse;Iamnotgoingtoputmyselfoutforhim。Iwillevensaythatyoumustchoosebetweenhimandme;ifIconsenttostaywithyou,youmustsendhimaway,andIwilltakehisroom。"
"Ican’tsendhimawaybeforetheendofthemonth,andIamafraidhewillsaythingstomyhusbandwhichwilldisturbthepeaceofthehouse。"
"Ipromiseyouheshallgoto—morrowandsaynothingatall。Leavehimtome;the,abbeshallleaveofhisownfreewill,withoutgivingyoutheslightesttrouble。Infuturebeafraidforyourdaughterwhensheisalonewithamanandyoudon’thearlaughing。Whenonedoesnotlaugh,onedoessomethingserious。"
Afterthisthemotherseemedsatisfiedandwentofftobed。MargaritawasinsuchhighspiritsoverthepromiseddismissaloftheabbethatI
couldnotresistdoingherjustice。Wepassedanhourtogetherwithoutlaughing,andsheleftmeveryproudofthevictoryshehadgained。
EarlythenextdayIpaidtheabbeavisit,andafterreproachinghimforhisbehaviourIgavehimhischoicebetweenpayingmethemoneyheowedmeandleavingthehouseatonce。Hedidhisbesttogetoutofthedilemma,butseeingthatIwaspitilesshesaidhecouldnotleavewithoutpayingafewsmallsumsheowedthelandlord,andwithoutthewherewithaltoobtainanotherlodging。
"Verygood,"saidI,"Iwillpresentyouwithanothertwentycrowns;butyoumustgoto—day,andnotsayawordtoanyone,unlessyouwishmetobecomeyourimplacableenemy。"
Ithusgotridofhimandenteredintopossessionofthetworooms。
Margaritawasalwaysatmydisposal,andafterafewdayssowasthefairBuonacorsi,whowasmuchtheprettierofthetwo。
Thetwogirlsintroducedmetotheyoungmanwhohadseducedthem。
Hewasaladoffifteenorsixteen,andveryhandsomethoughshort。
Naturehadendowedhimwithanenormoussymbolofvirility,andatLampsacushewouldnodoubthavehadanaltarerectedtohimbesidethatofPriapus,withwhichdivinityhemightwellhavecontended。
Hewaswell—manneredandagreeable,andseemedmuchaboveacommonworkman。HedidnotloveMargaritaorMdlle。Bounacorsi;hehadmerelysatisfiedtheircuriosity。Theysawandadmired,andwishedtocometoaneareracquaintance;hereadtheirmindsandofferedtosatisfythem。
Thereuponthetwogirlsheldaconsultation,andpretendingtosubmitoutofmerecomplaisance;thedoubledeedwasdone。Ilikedthisyoungman,andgavehimlinenandclothes。Sobeforelonghehadcompleteconfidenceinme。Hetoldmehewasinlovewithagirl,butunhappilyforhimshewasinaconvent,andnotbeingabletowinherhewasbecomingdesperate。Thechiefobstacletothematchlayinthefactthathisearningsonlyamountedtoapauladay,whichwascertainlyaninsufficientsumtosupportawifeon。
HetalkedsomuchaboutherthatIbecamecurious,andexpressedadesiretoseeher。ButbeforecomingtothisImustrecitesomeotherincidentsofmystayatRome。
OnedayIwenttotheCapitoltoseetheprizesgiventotheartstudents,andthefirstfaceIsawwasthefaceofMengs。HewaswithBattoniandtwoorthreeotherpainters,allbeingoccupiedinadjudgingthemeritsofthevariouspictures。
IhadnotforgottenhistreatmentofmeatMadrid,soIpretendednottoseehim;butassoonashesawme,hecameupandaddressedmeasfollows:
"MydearCasanova,letusforgetwhathappenedatMadridandbefriendsoncemore。"
"Sobeit,providednoallusionismadetothecauseofourquarrel;forIwarnyouthatIcannotspeakofitandkeepmyheadcool。"
"Idaresay;butifyouhadunderstoodmypositionatMadridyouwouldneverhaveobligedmetotakeacoursewhichgavemegreatpain。"
"Idonotunderstandyou。"
"Idaresaynot。Youmustknow,then,thatIwasstronglysuspectedofbeingaProtestant;andifIhadshewnmyselfindifferenttoyourconduct,Imightpossiblyhavebeenruined。Butdinewithmetomorrow;
wewillmakeupapartyoffriends,anddiscussourquarrelinagoodbottleofwine。Iknowthatyoudonotreceiveyourbrother,soheshallnotbethere。Indeed,Idonotreceivehimmyself,forifIdidallhonestpeoplewouldgivemethecoldshoulder。"
Iacceptedhisfriendlyinvitation,andwaspunctualtotheappointment。
MybrotherleftRomeashorttimeafterwardswithPrinceBeloselski,theRussianambassadortoDresden,withwhomhehadcome;buthisvisitwasunsuccessful,asRezzonicoprovedinexorable。WeonlysaweachothertwoorthreetimesatRome。
ThreeorfourdaysafterhehadgoneIhadtheagreeablesurpriseofseeingmybrotherthepriest,inragsasusual。Hehadtheimpudencetoaskmetohelphim。
"Wheredoyoucomefrom?"
"FromVenice;Ihadtoleavetheplace,asIcouldnolongermakealivingthere。"
"ThenhowdoyouthinkofmakingalivingatRome?"
"BysayingmassesandteachingFrench。"
"Youateacheroflanguages!Why,youdonotknowyournativetongue。"
"IknowItalianandFrenchtoo,andIhavealreadygottwopupils。"
"Theywillnodoubtmakewonderfulprogressunderyourfosteringcare。
Whoarethey?"
"Thesonanddaughteroftheinn—keeper,atwhosehouseIamstaying。
Butthat’snotenoughtokeepme,andyoumustgivemesomethingwhileI
amstarting。"
"Youhavenorighttocountonme。Leavetheroom。"
Iwouldnotlistentoanotherword,andtoldMargaritatoseethathedidnotcomeinagain。
Thewretchedfellowdidhisbesttoruinmewithallmyfriends,includingtheDuchessofFianoandtheAbbeGama。EverybodytoldmethatIshouldeithergivehimsomehelp,orgethimoutofRome;Igotheartilysickofthesoundofhisname。AtlasttheAbbeCeruticameandtoldmethatifIdidnotwanttoseemybrotherbegginghisbreadinthestreetsImustgivehimsomeassistance。
"YoucankeephimoutofRome,"hesaid,"andheisreadytogoifyouwillallowhimthreepaulsaday。"Iconsented,andCerutihitonaplanwhichpleasedmeverymuch。HespoketoapriestwhoservedaconventofFranciscannuns。Thispriesttookmybrotherintohisservice,andgavehimthreepaulsforsayingonemasseveryday。Ifhecouldpreachwellhemightearnmore。
ThustheAbbeCasanovapassedaway,andIdidnotcarewhetherheknewornotwherethethreepaulshadcomefrom。AslongasIstayedatRometheninepiastresamonthcameinregularly,butaftermydeparturehereturnedtoRome,wenttoanotherconvent,anddiedtheresuddenlythirteenorfourteenyearsago。
MedinihadalsoarrivedinRome,butwehadnotseeneachother。HelivedinthestreetoftheUrsulinesatthehouseofoneofthePope’slight—cavalrymen,andsubsistedonthemoneyhecheatedstrangersof。
TherascalhaddonewellandhadsenttoMantuaforhismistress,whocamewithhermotherandaveryprettygirloftwelveorthirteen。
ThinkingitwouldbetohisadvantagetotakehandsomefurnishedapartmentshemovedtothePlaced’Espagne,andoccupiedahousefourorfivedoorsfromme,butIknewnothingofallthisatthetime。
HappeningtodineonedaywiththeVenetianambassador,hisexcellencytoldmethatIshouldmeetacertainCount。ManucciwhohadjustarrivedfromParis,andhadevincedmuchdelightonlearningthatIwasatRome。
"Isupposeyouknowhimwell,"saidtheambassador,"andasIamgoingtopresenthimtotheHolyFatherto—morrow,Ishouldbemuchobligedifyoucouldtellmewhohereallyis。"
"IknewhimatMadrid,wherehelivedwithMocenigoourambassador;heiswellmannered,polite,andafinelookingyoungman,andthat’sallI
knowabouthim。"
"WashereceivedattheSpanishCourt?"
"Ithinkso,butIcannotbepositive。"
"Well,Ithinkhewasnotreceived;butIseethatyouwon’ttellmeallyouknowabouthim。It’sofnoconsequence;IshallrunnoriskinpresentinghimtothePope。HesaysheisdescendedfromManucci,thefamoustravellerofthethirteenthcentury,andfromthecelebratedprintersofthesamenamewhodidsomuchforliterature。HeshewedmetheAldineanchoronhiscoatofarmswhichhassixteenquarters。"
Iwasastonishedbeyondmeasurethatthismanwhohadplottedmyassassinationshouldspeakofmeasanintimatefriend,andIdeterminedtoconcealmyfeelingsandawaitevents。Ididnotshewtheleastsignofanger,andwhenaftergreetingtheambassadorhecameuptomewithopenarms,IreceivedhimcordiallyandaskedafterMocenigo。
Manuccitalkedagreatdealatdinner,tellingascoreoflies,allinmyhonour,aboutmyreceptionatMadrid。Ibelievehisobjectwastoforcemetolietoo,andtomakemedothesameforhimanothertime。
Iswallowedallthesebitterpills,forIhadnochoiceinthematter,butImadeupmymindIwouldhaveathoroughexplanationthenextday。
AFrenchman,theChevalierdeNeuvillebyname,whohadcomewithManucci,interestedmeagreatdeal。HehadcometoRometoendeavourtoobtaintheannulmentofmarriageofaladywhowasinaconventatMantua。HehadaspecialrecommendationtoCardinalGalli。
Hisconversationwasparticularlyagreeable,andwhenwelefttheambassador’sIacceptedtheoffertocomeintohiscarriagewithManucci,andwedroveabouttilltheevening。
Aswewerereturningatnightfallhetoldusthathewasgoingtopresentustoaprettygirlwithwhomwewouldsupandwhereweshouldhaveagameoffaro。
ThecarriagestoppedatthePlaced’Espagne,atashortdistancefrommylodging,andwewentuptoaroomonthesecondfloor。WhenIwentinI
wassurprisedtoseeCountMediniandhismistress,theladywhomthechevalierhadpraised,andwhomIfoundnotatalltomytaste。Medinireceivedmecordially,andthankedtheFrenchmanforhavingmademeforgetthepast,andhavingbroughtmetoseehim。
M。deNeuvillelookedastonished,andtoavoidanyunpleasantexplanationsIturnedtheconversation。
WhenMedinithoughtasufficientnumberofpunterswerepresenthesatdownatalargetable,placedfiveorsixhundredcrownsingoldandnotesbeforehim,andbegantodeal。Manuccilostallthegoldhehadabouthim,Neuvillesweptawayhalfthebank,andIwascontentwiththehumblepartofspectator。
Aftersupper,Mediniaskedthechevaliertogivehimhisrevenge,andManucciaskedmetolendhimahundredsequins。Ididso,andinanhourhehadnotoneleft。Neuville,ontheotherhand,broughtdownMedini’sbanktotwentyorthirtysequins,andafterthatweretiredtoourseveralhomes。
Manuccilodgedwithmysister—in—law,Roland’sdaughter,andIhadmadeupmymindtogivehimanearlycall;buthedidnotleavemetheopportunity,ashecalledonmeearlyinthemorning。
Afterreturningmethehundredsequinsheembracedmeaffectionately,and,shewingmealargeletterofcreditonBettoni,saidthatImustconsiderhispurseasmine。Inshort,thoughhesaidnothingaboutthepast,hegavemetounderstandthathewishedtoinitiateamutualpolicyofforgetandforgive。
Onthisoccasionmyheartprovedtoostrongformybrain;suchhasoftenbeenthecasewithme。Iagreedtothearticlesofpeaceheofferedandrequired。
Besides,Iwasnolongeratthatheadstrongagewhichonlyknowsonekindofsatisfaction,thatofthesword。IrememberedthatifManuccihadbeenwrongsohadI,andIfeltthatmyhonourrannodangerofbeingcompromised。
Thedayafter,Iwenttodinnerwithhim。TheChevalierdeNeuvillecameintowardsthecloseofthemeal,andMediniafewmomentslater。Thelattercalledonustoholdabank,eachinhisturn,andweagreed。
Manuccigaineddoublewhathehadlost;Neuvilielostfourhundredsequins,andIonlylostatrifle。Mediniwhohadonlylostaboutfiftysequinswasdesperate,andwouldhavethrownhimselfoutofthewindow。
AfewdayslaterManuccisetoutforNaples,aftergivingahundredlouistoMedini’smistress,whousedtosupwithhim;butthiswindfalldidnotsaveMedinifrombeingimprisonedfordebt,hisliabilitiesamountingtomorethanathousandcrowns。
Thepoorwretchwrotemedolefulepistles,entreatingmetocometohisassistance;butthesoleeffectofhisletterswastomakemelookafterwhathecalledhisfamily,repayingmyselfwiththeenjoymentofhismistress’syoungsister。Ididnotfeelcalledupontobehavegenerouslytohimfornothing。
AboutthistimetheEmperorofGermanycametoRomewithhisbrother,theGrandDukeofTuscany。
Oneofthenoblemenintheirsuitemadethegirl’sacquaintance,andgaveMedinienoughtosatisfyhiscreditors。HeleftRomesoonafterrecoveringhisliberty,andweshallmeethimagaininafewmonths。
IlivedveryhappilyamongstthefriendsIhadmadeformyself。IntheeveningsIvisitedtheDuchessofFiano,intheafternoonsthePrincessofSantaCroce。TherestofmytimeIspentathome,whereIhadMargarita,thefairBuonacorsi,andyoungMenicuccio,whotoldmesomuchabouthislady—lovethatIfeltquitecurioustoseeher。
Thegirlwasinakindofconventwhereshehadbeenplacedoutofcharity。Shecouldonlyleaveittogetmarried,withtheconsentofthecardinalwhosuperintendedtheestablishment。Whenagirlwentoutandgotmarried,shereceivedadoweroftwohundredRomancrowns。
Menicucciohadasisterinthesameconvent,andwasallowedtovisitheronSundays;shecametothegrating,followedbyhergoverness。ThoughMenicucciowasherbrother,shewasnotpermittedtoseehimalone。
FiveorsixmonthsbeforethedateofwhichIamwritinghissisterhadbeenaccompaniedtothegratingbyanothergirl,whomhehadneverseenbefore,andheimmediatelyfellinlovewithher。
Thepooryoungmanhadtoworkhardalltheweek,andcouldonlyvisittheconventonholidays;andeventhenhehadrarelythegoodlucktoseehislady—love。Infiveorsixmonthshehadonlyseenhersevenoreighttimes。
Hissisterknewofhislove,andwouldhavedoneallinherpowerforhim,butthechoiceofacompaniondidnotrestwithher,andshewasafraidofaskingforthisparticulargirlforfearofexcitingsuspicion。
AsIhavesaid,Ihadmadeupmymindtopaytheplaceavisit,andonourwayMenicucciotoldmethatthewomenoftheconventwerenotnuns,properlyspeaking,astheyhadnevertakenanyvowanddidnotwearamonasticdress。Inspiteofthattheyhadfewtemptationstoleavetheirprisonhouse,astheywouldonlyfindthemselvesaloneintheworldwiththeprospectofstarvationorhardworkbeforethem。Theyounggirlsonlycameouttogetmarried,whichwasuncommon,orbyflight,whichwasextremelydifficult。
Wereachedavastill—builthouse,nearoneofthetowngates——alonelyanddesertedsituation,asthegateledtonohighway。WhenwewentintotheparlourIwasastonishedtoseethedoublegratingwithbarssothickandclosetogetherthatthehandofagirloftencouldscarcehavegotthrough。Thegratingwassoclosethatitwasextremelydifficulttomakeoutthefeaturesofthepersonsstandingontheinnerside,especiallyasthiswasonlylightedbytheuncertainreflectionfromtheouterroom。Thesightofthesearrangementsmademeshudder。
"Howandwherehaveyouseenyourmistress?"IaskedMenicuccio;"forthereIseenothingbutdarkness。"
"Thefirsttimethegovernesschancedtohaveacandle,butthisprivilegeisconfined,underpainofexcommunication,torelations。"
"Thenshewillhavealightto—day?"
"Iexpectnot,astheportresswillhavesentupwordthattherewasastrangerwithme。"
"Buthowcouldyouseeyoursweetheart,asyouarenotrelatedtoher?"
"Bychance;thefirsttimeshecamemysister’sgoverness——agoodsoul——
saidnothingaboutit。Eversincetherehasbeennocandlewhenshehasbeenpresent。"Soonafter,theformsofthreeorfourwomenweredimlytobeseen;buttherewasnocandle,andthegovernesswouldnotbringoneonanyconsideration。Shewasafraidofbeingfoundoutandexcommunicated。
IsawthatIwasdeprivingmyyoungfriendofapleasure,andwouldhavegone,buthetoldmetostay。Ipassedanhourwhichinterestedmeinspiteofitspainfulness。ThevoiceofMenicuccio’ssistersentathrillthroughme,andIfanciedthattheblindmustfallinlovethroughtheirsenseofhearing。Thegovernesswasawomanunderthirty。Shetoldmethatwhenthegirlsattainedtheirtwenty—fifthyeartheywereplacedinchargeoftheyoungerones,andatthirty—fivetheywerefreetoleavetheconventiftheyliked,butthatfewcaredtotakethisstep,forfearoffallingintomisery。
"Thenthereareagoodmanyoldwomenhere?"
"Thereareahundredofus,andthenumberisonlydecreasedbydeathandbyoccasionalmarriages。"
"Buthowdothosewhogoouttogetmarriedsucceedininspiringtheloveoftheirhusbands?"
"Ihavebeenherefortwentyyears,andinthattimeonlyfourhavegoneout,andtheydidnotknowtheirhusbandstilltheymetatthealtar。Asmightbeexpected,themenwhosolicitthecardinalforourhandsareeithermadmen,orfellowsofdesperatefortuneswhowantthetwohundredpiastres。However,thecardinal—superintendentrefusespermissionunlessthepostulantcansatisfyhimthatheiscapableofsupportingawife。"
"Howdoeshechoosehisbride?"
"Hetellsthecardinalwhatageanddispositionhewouldprefer,andthecardinalinformsthemother—superior。"
"Isupposeyoukeepagoodtable,andarecomfortablylodged。"
"Notatall。Threethousandcrownsayeararenotmuchtokeepahundredpersons。Thosewhodoalittleworkandearnsomethingarethebestoff。"
"Whatmannerofpeopleputtheirdaughtersinsuchaprison?"
"Eitherpoorpeopleorbigotswhoareafraidoftheirchildrenfallingintoevilways。Weonlyreceiveprettygirlshere。"
"Whoisthejudgeoftheirprettiness?"
"Theparents,thepriest,andonthelastappealthecardinal—
superintendent,whorejectsplaingirlswithoutpity,observingthatuglywomenhavenoreasontofeartheseductionsofvice。Soyoumayimaginethat,wretchedasweare,wecursethosewhopronounceduspretty。"
"Ipityyou,andIwonderwhyleaveisnotgiventoseeyouopenly;youmighthavesomechanceofgettingmarriedthen。"
"Thecardinalsaysthatitisnotinhispowertogivepermission,asanyonetransgressingthefoundationisexcommunicated。"
"ThenIshouldimaginethatthefounderofthishouseisnowconsumedbytheflamesofhell"
"Weallthinkso,andhopehemaystaythere。ThePopeoughttotakesomeorderwiththehouse。"
Igavehertencrowns,sayingthatasIcouldnotseeherIcouldnotpromiseasecondvisit,andthenIwentawaywithMenicuccio,whowasangrywithhimselfforhavingprocuredmesuchatedioushour。
"IsupposeIshallneverseeyourmistressoryoursister,"saidI;"yoursister’svoicewenttomyheart。"
"Ishouldthinkyourtenpaistresoughttoworkmiracles。"
"Isupposethereisanotherparlour。"
"Yes;butonlypriestsareallowedtoenteritunderpainofexcommunication,unlessyougetleavefromtheHolyFather。"
Icouldnotimaginehowsuchamonstrousestablishmentcouldbetolerated,foritwasalmostimpossible,underthecircumstances,forthepoorgirlstogetahusband。Icalculatedthatastwohundredpiastreswereassignedtoeachasadowryincaseofmarriage,thefoundermusthavecalculatedontwomarriagesayearatleast,anditseemedprobablethatthesesumsweremadeawaywithbysomescoundrel。
IlaidmyideasbeforeCardinalBernisinthepresenceoftheprincess,whoseemedmovedwithcompassionforthesepoorwomen,andsaidImustwriteoutapetitionandgetitsignedbyallofthem,entreatingtheHolyFathertoallowthemtheprivilegescustomaryinallotherconvents。
Thecardinaltoldmetodraftthesupplication,toobtainthesignatures,andtoplaceitinthehandsoftheprincess。InthemeantimehewouldgettheearoftheHolyFather,andascertainbywhosehandsitwasmostproperforthepetitiontobepresented。
Ifeltprettysureofthesignaturesofthegreaternumberoftherecluses,andafterwritingoutthepetitionIleftitinthehandsofthegovernesstowhomIhadspokenbefore。Shewasdelightedwiththeidea,andpromisedtogivemebackthepaperwhenIcameagain,withthesignaturesofallhercompanionsinmisfortune。
AssoonasthePrincessSantaCrocehadthedocumentsheaddressedherselftotheCardinal—SuperintendentOrsini,whopromisedtobringthematterbeforethePope。CardinalBernishadalreadyspokentoHisHoliness。
Thechaplainoftheinstitutewasorderedtowarnthesuperiorthatforthefuturevisitorsweretobeallowedtoseegirlsinthelargeparlour,providedtheywereaccompaniedbyagoverness。
Menicucciobroughtmethisnews,whichtheprincesshadnotheard,andwhichshewasdelightedtohearfrommylips。
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