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  OneoftheexileshadbeensohappyastobearachiefpartintherestorationoftheRoyalhouse。Allthattheothercouldnowdowastodieassertingtherightsofthathousetothelast。A
  fewweeksafterthisletterwaswrittenAtterburydied。Hehadjustcompletedhisseventiethyear。
  HisbodywasbroughttoEngland,andlaid,withgreatprivacy,underthenaveofWestminsterAbbey。Onlythreemournersfollowedthecoffin。Noinscriptionmarksthegrave。ThattheepitaphwithwhichPopehonouredthememoryofhisfrienddoesnotappearonthewallsofthegreatnationalcemeteryisnosubjectofregret:fornothingworsewaseverwrittenbyColleyCibber。
  ThosewhowishformorecompleteinformationaboutAtterburymayeasilycollectitfromhissermonsandhiscontroversialwritings,fromthereportoftheparliamentaryproceedingsagainsthim,whichwillbefoundintheStateTrials,fromthefivevolumesofhiscorrespondence,editedbyMrNichols,andfromthefirstvolumeoftheStuartpapers,editedbyMrGlover。
  Averyindulgentbutaveryinterestingaccountofthebishop’spoliticalcareerwillbefoundinLordMahon’svaluableHistoryofEngland……
  JOHNBUNYAN。
  (May1854。)
  JohnBunyan,themostpopularreligiouswriterintheEnglishlanguage,wasbornatElstow,aboutamilefromBedford,intheyear1628。Hemaybesaidtohavebeenbornatinker。Thetinkersthenformedanhereditarycaste,whichwasheldinnohighestimation。Theyweregenerallyvagrantsandpilferers,andwereoftenconfoundedwiththegipsies,whomintruththeynearlyresembled。Bunyan’sfatherwasmorerespectablethanmostofthetribe。Hehadafixedresidence,andwasabletosendhissontoavillageschoolwherereadingandwritingweretaught。
  TheyearsofJohn’sboyhoodwerethoseduringwhichthepuritanspiritwasinthehighestvigouralloverEngland;andnowherehadthatspiritmoreinfluencethaninBedfordshire。Itisnotwonderful,therefore,thataladtowhomnaturehadgivenapowerfulimagination,andsensibilitywhichamountedtoadisease,shouldhavebeenearlyhauntedbyreligiousterrors。
  Beforehewasten,hissportswereinterruptedbyfitsofremorseanddespair;andhissleepwasdisturbedbydreamsoffiendstryingtoflyawaywithhim。Ashegrewolder,hismentalconflictsbecamestillmoreviolent。ThestronglanguageinwhichhedescribedthemhasstrangelymisledallhisbiographersexceptMrSouthey。IthaslongbeenanordinarypracticewithpiouswriterstociteBunyanasaninstanceofthesupernaturalpowerofdivinegracetorescuethehumansoulfromthelowestdepthsofwickedness。Heiscalledinonebookthemostnotoriousofprofligates;inanother,thebrandpluckedfromtheburning。HeisdesignatedinMrIvimey’sHistoryoftheBaptistsasthedepravedBunyan,thewickedtinkerofElstow。MrRyland,amanonceofgreatnoteamongtheDissenters,breaksoutintothefollowingrhapsody:——"NomanofcommonsenseandcommonintegritycandenythatBunyanwasapracticalatheist,aworthlesscontemptibleinfidel,avilerebeltoGodandgoodness,acommonprofligate,asoul—despising,asoul—murdering,asoul—
  damning,thoughtlesswretchascouldexistonthefaceoftheearth。Nowbeastonished,Oheavens,toeternity!andwonder,O
  earthandhell!whiletimeendures。Beholdthisverymanbecomeamiracleofmercy,amirrorofwisdom,goodness,holiness,truth,andlove。"Butwhoevertakesthetroubletoexaminetheevidencewillfindthatthegoodmenwhowrotethishadbeendeceivedbyaphraseologywhich,astheyhadbeenhearingitandusingitalltheirlives,theyoughttohaveunderstoodbetter。
  Therecannotbeagreatermistakethantoinfer,fromthestrongexpressionsinwhichadevoutmanbemoanshisexceedingsinfulness,thathehasledaworselifethanhisneighbours。
  Manyexcellentpersons,whosemoralcharacterfromboyhoodtooldagehasbeenfreefromanystaindiscernibletotheirfellow—
  creatures,have,intheirautobiographiesanddiaries,appliedtothemselves,anddoubtlesswithsincerity,epithetsassevereascouldbeappliedtoTitusOatesorMrsBrownrigg。ItisquitecertainthatBunyanwas,ateighteen,what,inanybutthemostausterelypuritanicalcircles,wouldhavebeenconsideredasayoungmanofsingulargravityandinnocence。Indeed,itmayberemarkedthathe,likemanyotherpenitentswho,ingeneralterms,acknowledgedthemselvestohavebeentheworstofmankind,firedupandstoodvigorouslyonhisdefence,wheneveranyparticularchargewasbroughtagainsthimbyothers。Hedeclares,itistrue,thathehadletloosethereinsontheneckofhislusts,thathehaddelightedinalltransgressionsagainstthedivinelaw,andthathehadbeentheringleaderoftheyouthofElstowinallmannerofvice。But,whenthosewhowishedhimillaccusedhimoflicentiousamours,hecalledonGodandtheangelstoattesthispurity。Nowoman,hesaid,inheaven,earth,orhell,couldchargehimwithhavingevermadeanyimproperadvancestoher。Notonlyhadhebeenstrictlyfaithfultohiswife;buthehadevenbeforehismarriage,beenperfectlyspotless。Itdoesnotappearfromhisownconfessions,orfromtherailingsofhisenemies,thatheeverwasdrunkinhislife。
  Onebadhabithecontracted,thatofusingprofanelanguage;buthetellsusthatasinglereproofcuredhimsoeffectuallythatheneveroffendedagain。Theworstthatcanbelaidtothechargeofthispooryouth,whomithasbeenthefashiontorepresentasthemostdesperateofreprobates,asavillageRochester,isthathehadagreatlikingforsomediversions,quiteharmlessinthemselves,butcondemnedbytherigidprecisiansamongwhomhelived,andforwhoseopinionhehadagreatrespect。Thefourchiefsinsofwhichhewasguiltyweredancing,ringingthebellsoftheparishchurch,playingattipcat,andreadingthehistoryofSirBevisofSouthampton。A
  rectoroftheschoolofLaudwouldhaveheldsuchayoungmanuptothewholeparishasamodel。ButBunyan’snotionsofgoodandevilhadbeenlearnedinaverydifferentschool;andhewasmademiserablebytheconflictbetweenhistastesandhisscruples。
  Whenhewasaboutseventeen,theordinarycourseofhislifewasinterruptedbyaneventwhichgavealastingcolourtohisthoughts。Heenlistedintheparliamentaryarmy,andservedduringthedecisivecampaignof1645。Allthatweknowofhismilitarycareeristhat,atthesiegeofLeicester,oneofhiscomrades,whohadtakenhispost,waskilledbyashotfromthetown。BunyaneverafterconsideredhimselfashavingbeensavedfromdeathbythespecialinterferenceofProvidence。Itmaybeobservedthathisimaginationwasstronglyimpressedbytheglimpsewhichhehadcaughtofthepompofwar。Tothelasthelovedtodrawhisillustrationsofsacredthingsfromcampsandfortresses,fromguns,drums,trumpets,flagsoftruce,andregimentsarrayed,eachunderitsownbanner。HisGreatheart,hisCaptainBoanerges,andhisCaptainCredence,areevidentlyportraits,ofwhichtheoriginalswereamongthosemartialsaintswhofoughtandexpoundedinFairfax’sarmy。
  InafewmonthsBunyanreturnedhomeandmarried。Hiswifehadsomepiousrelations,andbroughthimasheronlyportionsomepiousbooks。Andnowhismind,excitablebynature,veryimperfectlydisciplinedbyeducation,andexposed,withoutanyprotection,totheinfectiousvirulenceoftheenthusiasmwhichwasthenepidemicinEngland,begantobefearfullydisordered。
  InoutwardthingshesoonbecameastrictPharisee。Hewasconstantinattendanceatprayersandsermons。Hisfavouriteamusementswereoneafteranotherrelinquished,thoughnotwithoutmanypainfulstruggles。Inthemiddleofagameattipcathepaused,andstoodstaringwildlyupwardswithhisstickinhishand。Hehadheardavoiceaskinghimwhetherhewouldleavehissinsandgotoheaven,orkeephissinsandgotohell;
  andhehadseenanawfulcountenancefrowningonhimfromthesky。Theodiousviceofbellringingherenounced;buthestillforatimeventuredtogotothechurchtowerandlookonwhileotherspulledtheropes。Butsoonthethoughtstruckhimthat,ifhepersistedinsuchwickedness,thesteeplewouldfallonhishead;andhefledinterrorfromtheaccursedplace。Togiveupdancingonthevillagegreenwasstillharder;andsomemonthselapsedbeforehehadthefortitudetopartwiththisdarlingsin。Whenthislastsacrificehadbeenmade,hewas,evenwhentriedbythemaximsofthatausteretime,faultless。AllElstowtalkedofhimasaneminentlypiousyouth。Buthisownmindwasmoreunquietthanever。Havingnothingmoretodointhewayofvisiblereformation,yetfindinginreligionnopleasurestosupplytheplaceofthejuvenileamusementswhichhehadrelinquished,hebegantoapprehendthathelayundersomespecialmalediction;andhewastormentedbyasuccessionoffantasieswhichseemedlikelytodrivehimtosuicideortoBedlam。
  AtonetimehetookitintohisheadthatallpersonsofIsraelitebloodwouldbesaved,andtriedtomakeoutthathepartookofthatblood;buthishopeswerespeedilydestroyedbyhisfather,whoseemstohavehadnoambitiontoberegardedasaJew。
  AtanothertimeBunyanwasdisturbedbyastrangedilemma:"IfI
  havenotfaith,Iamlost;ifIhavefaith,Icanworkmiracles。"
  HewastemptedtocrytothepuddlesbetweenElstowandBedford,"Beyedry,"andtostakehiseternalhopesontheevent。
  ThenhetookupanotionthatthedayofgraceforBedfordandtheneighbouringvillageswaspast:thatallwhoweretobesavedinthatpartofEnglandwerealreadyconverted;andthathehadbeguntoprayandstrivesomemonthstoolate。
  ThenhewasharassedbydoubtswhethertheTurkswerenotintheright,andtheChristiansinthewrong。Thenhewastroubledbyamaniacalimpulsewhichpromptedhimtopraytothetrees,toabroom—stick,totheparishbull。Asyet,however,hewasonlyenteringtheValleyoftheShadowofDeath。Soonthedarknessgrewthicker。Hideousformsfloatedbeforehim。Soundsofcursingandwailingwereinhisears。Hiswayranthroughstenchandfire,closetothemouthofthebottomlesspit。Hebegantobehauntedbyastrangecuriosityabouttheunpardonablesin,andbyamorbidlongingtocommitit。Butthemostfrightfulofalltheformswhichhisdiseasetookwasapropensitytoutterblasphemy,andespeciallytorenouncehisshareinthebenefitsoftheredemption。Nightandday,inbed,attable,atwork,evilspirits,asheimagined,wererepeatingclosetohisearthewords,"Sellhim,sellhim。"Hestruckatthehobgoblins;hepushedthemfromhim;butstilltheywereeverathisside。Hecriedoutinanswertothem,hourafterhour:"Never,never;notforthousandsofworlds,notforthousands。"Atlength,wornoutbythislongagony,hesufferedthefatalwordstoescapehim,"Lethimgo,ifhewill。"Thenhismiserybecamemorefearfulthanever。Hehaddonewhatcouldnotbeforgiven。Hehadforfeitedhispartofthegreatsacrifice。LikeEsau,hehadsoldhisbirthright;andtherewasnolongeranyplaceforrepentance。"None,"heafterwardswrote,"knowstheterrorsofthosedaysbutmyself。"Hehasdescribedhissufferingswithsingularenergy,simplicity,andpathos。Heenviedthebrutes;
  heenviedtheverystonesinthestreet,andthetilesonthehouses。Thesunseemedtowithholditslightandwarmthfromhim。Hisbody,thoughcastinasturdymould,andthoughstillinthehighestvigourofyouth,trembledwholedaystogetherwiththefearofdeathandjudgment。Hefanciedthatthistremblingwasthesignsetontheworstreprobates,thesignwhichGodhadputonCain。Theunhappyman’semotiondestroyedhispowerofdigestion。HehadsuchpainsthatheexpectedtoburstasunderlikeJudas,whomheregardedashisprototype。
  NeitherthebookswhichBunyanread,northeadviserswhomheconsulted,werelikelytodomuchgoodinacaselikehis。Hissmalllibraryhadreceivedamostunseasonableaddition,theaccountofthelamentableendofFrancisSpira。Oneancientmanofhighreputeforpiety,whomthesuffererconsulted,gaveanopinionwhichmightwellhaveproducedfatalconsequences。"Iamafraid,"saidBunyan,"thatIhavecommittedthesinagainsttheHolyGhost。""Indeed,"saidtheoldfanatic,"Iamafraidthatyouhave。"
  Atlengththecloudsbroke;thelightbecameclearerandclearer;
  andtheenthusiast,whohadimaginedthathewasbrandedwiththemarkofthefirstmurderer,anddestinedtotheendofthearchtraitor,enjoyedpeaceandacheerfulconfidenceinthemercyofGod。Yearselapsed,however,beforehisnerves,whichhadbeensoperilouslyoverstrained,recoveredtheirtone。WhenhehadjoinedaBaptistsocietyatBedford,andwasforthefirsttimeadmittedtopartakeoftheEucharist,itwaswithdifficultythathecouldrefrainfromimprecatingdestructiononhisbrethrenwhilethecupwaspassingfromhandtohand。Afterhehadbeensometimeamemberofthecongregation,hebegantopreach;andhissermonsproducedapowerfuleffect。Hewasindeedilliterate;buthespoketoilliteratemen。Theseveretrainingthroughwhichhehadpassedhadgivenhimsuchanexperimentalknowledgeofallthemodesofreligiousmelancholyashecouldneverhavegatheredfrombooks;andhisvigorousgenius,animatedbyaferventspiritofdevotion,enabledhim,notonlytoexerciseagreatinfluenceoverthevulgar,buteventoextortthehalfcontemptuousadmirationofscholars。Yetitwaslongbeforeheceasedtobetormentedbyanimpulsewhichurgedhimtoutterwordsofhorribleimpietyinthepulpit。
  Counter—irritantsareofasgreatuseinmoralasinphysicaldiseases。ItshouldseemthatBunyanwasfinallyrelievedfromtheinternalsufferingswhichhadembitteredhislifebysharppersecutionfromwithout。Hehadbeenfiveyearsapreacher,whentheRestorationputitinthepoweroftheCavaliergentlemenandclergymenalloverthecountrytooppresstheDissenters;andofalltheDissenterswhosehistoryisknowntous,hewasperhapsthemosthardlytreated。InNovember1660,hewasflungintoBedfordgaol;andthereheremained,withsomeintervalsofpartialandprecariousliberty,duringtwelveyears。
  Hispersecutorstriedtoextortfromhimapromisethathewouldabstainfrompreaching;buthewasconvincedthathewasdivinelysetapartandcommissionedtobeateacherofrighteousness;andhewasfullydeterminedtoobeyGodratherthanman。Hewasbroughtbeforeseveraltribunals,laughedat,caressed,reviled,menaced,butinvain。Hewasfacetiouslytoldthathewasquiterightinthinkingthatheoughtnottohidehisgift;butthathisrealgiftwasskillinrepairingoldkettles。HewascomparedtoAlexanderthecoppersmith。Hewastoldthat,ifhewouldgiveuppreaching,heshouldbeinstantlyliberated。Hewaswarnedthat,ifhepersistedindisobeyingthelaw,hewouldbeliabletobanishment,andthat,ifhewerefoundinEnglandafteracertaintimehisneckwouldbestretched。Hisanswerwas,"Ifyouletmeoutto—day,Iwillpreachagainto—morrow。"
  Yearafteryearhelaypatientlyinadungeon,comparedwithwhichtheworseprisonnowtobefoundintheislandisapalace。
  Hisfortitudeisthemoreextraordinary,becausehisdomesticfeelingswereunusuallystrong。Indeed,hewasconsideredbyhissternbrethrenassomewhattoofondandindulgentaparent。Hehadseveralsmallchildren,andamongthemadaughterwhowasblind,andwhomhelovedwithpeculiartenderness。Hecouldnot,hesaid,beareventoletthewindblowonher;andnowshemustsuffercoldandhunger;shemustbeg;shemustbebeaten;"yet,"
  headded,"Imust,Imustdoit。"Whilehelayinprisonhecoulddonothinginthewayofhisoldtradeforthesupportofhisfamily。Hedetermined,therefore,totakeupanewtrade。
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