首页 >出版文学> The Essays of Montaigne>第59章
  ["Theymayindeedappeartobe;letthemnotbeaffirmed(Letthemstatetheprobabilities,butnotaffirm。)"
  ——Cicero,Acad。,n。27。]
  butintherealconsequencetheydrawfromitthesehavemuchtheadvantage。Tokillmen,aclearandstronglightisrequired,andourlifeistoorealandessentialtowarrantthesesupernaturalandfantasticaccidents。
  Astodrugsandpoisons,Ithrowthemoutofmycount,asbeingtheworstsortofhomicides:yeteveninthis,’tissaid,thatmenarenotalwaystorelyuponthepersonalconfessionsofthesepeople;fortheyhavesometimesbeenknowntoaccusethemselvesofthemurderofpersonswhohaveafterwardsbeenfoundlivingandwell。Intheseotherextravagantaccusations,Ishouldbeapttosay,thatitissufficientaman,whatrecommendationsoeverhemayhave,bebelievedastohumanthings;butofwhatisbeyondhisconception,andofsupernaturaleffect,heoughtthenonlytobebelievedwhenauthorisedbyasupernaturalapprobation。TheprivilegeithaspleasedAlmightyGodtogivetosomeofourwitnesses,oughtnottobelightlycommunicatedandmadecheap。Ihavemyearsbatteredwithathousandsuchtalesasthese:"Threepersonssawhimsuchadayintheeastthree,thenextdayinthewest:atsuchanhour,insuchaplace,andinsuchhabit";assuredlyIshouldnotbelieveitmyself。HowmuchmorenaturalandlikelydoIfinditthattwomenshouldliethanthatonemanintwelvehours’timeshouldflywiththewindfromeasttowest?Howmuchmorenaturalthatourunderstandingshouldbecarriedfromitsplacebythevolubilityofourdisorderedminds,thanthatoneofusshouldbecarriedbyastrangespirituponabroomstaff,fleshandbonesasweare,uptheshaftofachimney?Letnotusseekillusionsfromwithoutandunknown,wewhoareperpetuallyagitatedwithillusionsdomesticandourown。Methinksoneispardonableindisbelievingamiracle,atleast,atalleventswhereonecaneludeitsverificationassuch,bymeansnotmiraculous;andIamofSt。
  Augustine’sopinion,that,’tisbettertoleantowardsdoubtthanassurance,inthingshardtoproveanddangeroustobelieve。"
  ’TisnowsomeyearsagothatItravelledthroughtheterritoriesofasovereignprince,who,inmyfavour,andtoabatemyincredulity,didmethehonourtoletmesee,inhisownpresence,andinaprivateplace,tenortwelveprisonersofthiskind,andamongstothers,anoldwoman,arealwitchinfoulnessanddeformity,wholonghadbeenfamousinthatprofession。Isawbothproofsandfreeconfessions,andIknownotwhatinsensiblemarkuponthemiserablecreature:IexaminedandtalkedwithherandtherestasmuchandaslongasIwould,andgavethebestandsoundestattentionIcould,andIamnotamantosuffermyjudgmenttobemadecaptivebyprepossession。Intheend,andinallconscience,I
  shouldratherhaveprescribedthemhelleborethanhemlock;
  "Captisqueresmagismentibus,quamconsceleratissimilisvisa;"
  ["Thethingwasrathertobeattributedtomadness,thanmalice。"
  ("Thethingseemedtoresemblemindspossessedratherthanguilty。")
  ——Livy,viii,18。]
  justicehasitscorrectionsproperforsuchmaladies。Astotheoppositionsandargumentsthatworthymenhavemadetome,boththere,andofteninotherplaces,Ihavemetwithnonethathaveconvincedme,andthathavenotadmittedamorelikelysolutionthantheirconclusions。
  Itistrue,indeed,thattheproofsandreasonsthatarefoundeduponexperienceandfact,Idonotgoabouttountie,neitherhavetheyanyend;Ioftencutthem,asAlexanderdidtheGordianknot。Afterall,’tissettingaman’sconjecturesataveryhighpriceuponthemtocauseamantoberoastedalive。
  Wearetoldbyseveralexamples,asPraestantiusofhisfather,thatbeingmoreprofoundly,asleepthanmenusuallyare,hefanciedhimselftobeamare,andthatheservedthesoldiersforasumpter;andwhathefanciedhimselftobe,hereallyproved。Ifsorcerersdreamsomaterially;ifdreamscansometimessoincorporatethemselveswitheffects,stillIcannotbelievethatthereforeourwillshouldbeaccountabletojustice;whichIsayasonewhoamneitherjudgenorprivycouncillor,andwhothinkmyselfbymanydegreesunworthysotobe,butamanofthecommonsort,bornandavowedtotheobedienceofthepublicreason,bothinitswordsandacts。Hewhoshouldrecordmyidletalkasbeingtotheprejudiceofthepettiestlaw,opinion,orcustomofhisparish,woulddohimselfagreatdealofwrong,andmemuchmore;for,inwhatIsay,Iwarrantnoothercertainty,butthat’tiswhatIhadtheninmythought,atumultuousandwaveringthought。AllIsayisbywayofdiscourse,andnothingbywayofadvice:
  "Necmepudet,utistosfaterinescire,quodnesciam;"
  ["NeitheramIashamed,astheyare,toconfessmyignoranceofwhatIdonotknow。"——Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,i。25。]
  Ishouldnotspeaksoboldly,ifitweremyduetobebelieved;andsoI
  toldagreatman,whocomplainedofthetartnessandcontentiousnessofmyexhortations。Perceivingyoutobereadyandpreparedononepart,I
  proposetoyoutheother,withallthediligenceandcareIcan,toclearyourjudgment,nottocompelit。GodhasyourheartsinHishands,andwillfurnishyouwiththemeansofchoice。Iamnotsopresumptuousevenastodesirethatmyopinionsshouldbiasyou——inathingofsogreatimportance:myfortunehasnottrainedthemuptosopotentandelevatedconclusions。Truly,Ihavenotonlyagreatmanyhumours,butalsoagreatmanyopinions,thatIwouldendeavourtomakemysondislike,ifI
  hadone。What,ifthetruestarenotalwaysthemostcommodioustoman,beingofsowildacomposition?
  Whetheritbetothepurposeornot,tisnogreatmatter:’tisacommonproverbinItaly,thatheknowsnotVenusinherperfectsweetnesswhohasneverlainwithalamemistress。Fortune,orsomeparticularincident,longagoputthissayingintothemouthsofthepeople;andthesameissaidofmenaswellasofwomen;forthequeenoftheAmazonsansweredtheScythianwhocourtedhertolove,"Lamemenperformbest。"
  Inthisfemininerepublic,toevadethedominionofthemales,theylamedthemintheirinfancy——arms,legs,andothermembersthatgavethemadvantageoverthem,andonlymadeuseoftheminthatwhereinwe,inthesepartsoftheworld,makeuseofthem。Ishouldhavebeenapttothink;thattheshufflingpaceofthelamemistressaddedsomenewpleasuretothework,andsomeextraordinarytitillationtothosewhowereatthesport;butIhavelatelylearntthatancientphilosophyhasitselfdeterminedit,whichsaysthatthelegsandthighsoflamewomen,notreceiving,byreasonoftheirimperfection,theirduealiment,itfallsoutthatthegenitalpartsabovearefullerandbettersuppliedandmuchmorevigorous;orelsethatthisdefect,hinderingexercise,theywhoaretroubledwithitlessdissipatetheirstrength,andcomemoreentiretothesportsofVenus;whichalsoisthereasonwhytheGreeksdecriedthewomen—weaversasbeingmorehotthanotherwomenbyreasonoftheirsedentarytrade,whichtheycarryonwithoutanygreatexerciseofthebody。Whatisitwemaynotreasonofatthisrate?Imightalsosayofthese,thatthejagglingaboutwhilstsosittingatwork,rousesandprovokestheirdesire,astheswingingandjoltingofcoachesdoesthatofourladies。
  DonottheseexamplesservetomakegoodwhatIsaidatfirst:thatourreasonsoftenanticipatetheeffect,andhavesoinfiniteanextentofjurisdictionthattheyjudgeandexercisethemselvesevenoninanityitselfandnon—existency?Besidestheflexibilityofourinventiontoforgereasonsofallsortsofdreams,ourimaginationisequallyfaciletoreceiveimpressionsoffalsitybyveryfrivolousappearances;for,bythesoleauthorityoftheancientandcommonuseofthisproverb,IhaveformerlymademyselfbelievethatIhavehadmorepleasureinawomanbyreasonshewasnotstraight,andaccordinglyreckonedthatdeformityamongsthergraces。
  TorquatoTasso,inthecomparisonhemakesbetwixtFranceandItaly,saysthathehasobservedthatourlegsaregenerallysmallerthanthoseoftheItaliangentlemen,andattributesthecauseofittoourbeingcontinuallyonhorseback;whichistheverysamecausefromwhichSuetoniusdrawsaquiteoppositeconclusion;forhesays,onthecontrary,thatGermanicushadmadehislegsbiggerbythecontinuationofthesameexercise。
  Nothingissosuppleanderraticasourunderstanding;itistheshoeofTheramenes,fitforallfeet。Itisdoubleanddiverse,andthemattersaredoubleanddiversetoo。"Givemeadrachmofsilver,"saidaCynicphilosophertoAntigonus。"Thatisnotapresentbefittingaking,"
  repliedhe。"Givemethenatalent,"saidtheother。"ThatisnotapresentbefittingaCynic。"
  "SeuplurescalorilleviasetcaecarelaxatSpiramenta,novasveniatquasuccusinherbasSeuduratmagis,etvenasastringithiantes;
  Netenuespluviae,rapidivepotentiacolicAcrior,autBoreaepenetrabilefrigusadurat。"
  ["Whethertheheatopensmorepassagesandsecretporesthroughwhichthesapmaybederivedintothenew—bornherbs;orwhetheritratherhardensandbindsthegapingveinsthatthesmallshowersandkeeninfluenceoftheviolentsunorpenetratingcoldofBoreasmaynothurtthem。"——Virg。,Georg。,i。89。]
  "Ognimedagliahailsuorovescio。"
  ["Everymedalhasitsreverse。"——ItalianProverb。]
  ThisisthereasonwhyClitomachussaidofoldthatCarneadeshadoutdonethelaboursofHercules,inhavingeradicatedconsentfrommen,thatistosay,opinionandthecourageofjudging。ThissovigorousfancyofCarneadessprang,inmyopinion,ancientlyfromtheimpudenceofthosewhomadeprofessionofknowledgeandtheirimmeasurableself—conceit。
  AEsopwassettosalewithtwootherslaves;thebuyeraskedthefirstofthesewhathecoulddo;he,toenhancehisownvalue,promisedmountainsandmarvels,sayinghecoulddothisandthat,andIknownotwhat;thesecondsaidasmuchofhimselformore:whenitcametoAEsop’sturn,andthathewasalsoaskedwhathecoulddo;"Nothing,"saidhe,"forthesetwohavetakenupallbeforeme;theyknoweverything。"Sohasithappenedintheschoolofphilosophy:theprideofthosewhoattributedthecapacityofallthingstothehumanmindcreatedinothers,outofdespiteandemulation,thisopinion,thatitiscapableofnothing:theonemaintainthesameextremeinignorancethattheothersdoinknowledge;tomakeitundeniablymanifestthatmanisimmoderatethroughout,andcanneverstopbutofnecessityandthewantofabilitytoproceedfurther。
  CHAPTERXII
  OFPHYSIOGNOMY
  Almostalltheopinionswehavearetakenonauthorityandtrust;and’tisnotamiss;wecouldnotchooseworsethanbyourselvesinsoweakanage。ThatimageofSocrates’discourses,whichhisfriendshavetransmittedtous,weapproveuponnootheraccountthanareverencetopublicsanction:’tisnotaccordingtoourownknowledge;theyarenotafterourway;ifanythingofthekindshouldspringupnow,fewmenwouldvaluethem。Wediscernnogracesthatarenotpointedandpuffedoutandinflatedbyart;suchasglideonintheirownpurityandsimplicityeasilyescapesogrossasightasours;theyhaveadelicateandconcealedbeauty,suchasrequiresaclearandpurifiedsighttodiscoveritssecretlight。Isnotsimplicity,aswetakeit,cousin—
  germantofollyandaqualityofreproach?Socratesmakeshissoulmoveanaturalandcommonmotion:apeasantsaidthis;awomansaidthat;hehasneveranybodyinhismouthbutcarters,joiners,cobblers,andmasons;hisareinductionsandsimilitudesdrawnfromthemostcommonandknownactionsofmen;everyoneunderstandshim。Weshouldneverhaverecognisedthenobilityandsplendourofhisadmirableconceptionsundersomeanaform;we,whothinkallthingslowandflatthatarenotelevated,bylearneddoctrine,andwhodiscernnorichesbutinpompandshow。Thisworldofoursisonlyformedforostentation:menareonlypuffedupwithwind,andarebandiedtoandfroliketennis—balls。Heproposedtohimselfnovainandidlefancies;hisdesignwastofurnishuswithpreceptsandthingsthatmorereallyandfitlyservetotheuseoflife;
  "Servaremodum,finemquetenere,Naturamquesequi。"
  ["Tokeepajustmean,toobserveajustlimit,andtofollowNature。"——Lucan,ii。381。]
  Hewasalsoalwaysoneandthesame,andraisedhimself,notbystartsbutbycomplexion,tothehighestpitchofvigour;or,tosaybetter,mountednotatall,butratherbroughtdown,reduced,andsubjectedallasperitiesanddifficultiestohisoriginalandnaturalcondition;forinCato’tismostmanifestthat’tisaprocedureextendedfarbeyondthecommonwaysofmen:inthebraveexploitsofhislife,andinhisdeath,wefindhimalwaysmounteduponthegreathorse;whereastheotherevercreepsupontheground,andwithagentleandordinarypace,treatsofthemostusefulmatters,andbearshimself,bothathisdeathandintherudestdifficultiesthatcouldpresentthemselves,intheordinarywayofhumanlife。
  Ithasfallenoutwellthatthemanmostworthytobeknownandtobepresentedtotheworldforexampleshouldbeheofwhomwehavethemostcertainknowledge;hehasbeenpriedintobythemostclear—sightedmenthateverwere;thetestimonieswehaveofhimareadmirablebothinfidelityandfulness。’Tisagreatthingthathewasablesotoorderthepureimaginationsofachild,that,withoutalteringorwrestingthem,hetherebyproducedthemostbeautifuleffectsofoursoul:hepresentsitneitherelevatednorrich;heonlyrepresentsitsound,butassuredlywithabriskandfullhealth。Bythesecommonandnaturalsprings,bytheseordinaryandpopularfancies,withoutbeingmovedorputout,hesetupnotonlythemostregular,butthemosthighandvigorousbeliefs,actions,andmannersthateverwere。’Tishewhobroughtagainfromheaven,whereshelosthertime,humanwisdom,torestorehertomanwithwhomhermostjustandgreatestbusinesslies。
  Seehimpleadbeforehisjudges;observebywhatreasonsherouseshiscouragetothehazardsofwar;withwhatargumentshefortifieshispatienceagainstcalumny,tyranny,death,andtheperversenessofhiswife:youwillfindnothinginallthisborrowedfromartsandsciences:
  thesimplestmaytherediscovertheirownmeansandstrength;’tisnotpossiblemoretoretireortocreepmorelow。Hehasdonehumannatureagreatkindnessinshowingithowmuchitcandoofitself。
  Weareallofusricherthanwethinkweare;butwearetaughttoborrowandtobeg,andbroughtupmoretomakeuseofwhatisanother’sthanofourown。Mancaninnothingfixhimselftohisactualnecessity:ofpleasure,wealth,andpower,hegraspsatmorethanhecanhold;hisgreedinessisincapableofmoderation。AndIfindthatincuriosityofknowingheisthesame;hecutshimselfoutmoreworkthanhecando,andmorethanheneedstodo:extendingtheutilityofknowledgetothefullofitsmatter:
  "Utomniumrerum,siclitterarumquoque,intemperantialaboramus。"
  ["Wecarryintemperanceintothestudyofliterature,aswellasintoeverythingelse。"——Seneca,Ep。,106。]
  AndTacitushadreasontocommendthemotherofAgricolaforhavingrestrainedhersoninhistooviolentappetiteforlearning。
  Tisagood,ifdulyconsidered,whichhasinit,astheothergoodsofmenhave,agreatdealofvanityandweakness,properandnaturaltoitself,andthatcostsverydear。Itsacquisitionisfarmorehazardousthanthatofallothermeatordrink;for,astootherthings,whatwehaveboughtwecarryhomeinsomevessel,andtherehavefullleisuretoexamineourpurchase,howmuchweshalleatordrinkofit,andwhen:butscienceswecan,attheveryfirst,stowintonoothervesselthanthesoul;weswallowtheminbuying,andreturnfromthemarket,eitheralreadyinfectedoramended:therearesomethatonlyburdenandoverchargethestomach,insteadofnourishing;and,moreover,somethat,undercolourofcuring,poisonus。Ihavebeenpleased,inplaceswhereIhavebeen,toseemenindevotionvowignoranceaswellaschastity,poverty,andpenitence:’tisalsoageldingofourunrulyappetites,tobluntthiscupiditythatspursusontothestudyofbooks,andtodeprivethesoulofthisvoluptuouscomplacencythatticklesuswiththeopinionofknowledge:and’tisplenarilytoaccomplishthevowofpoverty,toadduntoitthatofthemind。Weneedlittledoctrinetoliveatourease;andSocratesteachesusthatthisisinus,andthewayhowtofindit,andthemannerhowtouseit:Alloursufficiencywhichexceedsthenaturaliswell—nighsuperfluousandvain:’tismuchifitdoesnotratherburdenandcumberusthandousgood:
  "Paucisopusestliterisadmentembonam:"
  ["Littlelearningisneededtoformasoundmind。"
  ——Seneca,Ep。,106。]
  ’tisafeverishexcessofthemind;atempestuousandunquietinstrument。
  Dobutrecollectyourself,andyouwillfindinyourselfnaturalargumentsagainstdeath,true,andthefittesttoserveyouintimeofnecessity:’tistheythatmakeapeasant,andwholenations,diewithasmuchfirmnessasaphilosopher。ShouldIhavediedlesscheerfullybeforeIhadreadCicero’sTusculanQuastiones?Ibelievenot;andwhenIfindmyselfatthebest,Iperceivethatmytongueisenrichedindeed,butmycouragelittleornothingelevatedbythem;thatisjustasnatureframeditatfirst,anddefendsitselfagainsttheconflictonlyafteranaturalandordinaryway。Bookshavenotsomuchservedmeforinstructionasexercise。Whatifknowledge,tryingtoarmuswithnewdefencesagainstnaturalinconveniences,hasmoreimprintedinourfanciestheirweightandgreatness,thanherreasonsandsubtletiestosecureusfromthem?Theyaresubtleties,indeed,withwhichsheoftenalarmsustolittlepurpose。Dobutobservehowmanyslightandfrivolous,and,ifnearlyexamined,incorporealarguments,theclosestandwisestauthorsscatteraboutonegoodone:theyarebutverbalquirksandfallaciestoamuseandgullus:butforasmuchasitmaybewithsomeprofit,Iwillsiftthemnofurther;manyofthatsortarehereandtheredispersedupanddownthisbook,eitherborrowedorbyimitation。
  Thereforeoneoughttotakealittleheednottocallthatforcewhichisonlyaprettyknackofwriting,andthatsolidwhichisonlysharp,orthatgoodwhichisonlyfine:
  "Quaemagisgustataquampotata,delectant,"
  ["Whichmoredelightinthetastingthaninbeingdrunk。"
  ——Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,v。5。]
  everythingthatpleasesdoesnotnourish:
  "Ubinoningenii,sedaniminegotiumagitur。"
  ["Wherethequestionisnotaboutthewit,butaboutthesoul。"
  ——Seneca,Ep。,75。]
  ToseethetroublethatSenecagiveshimselftofortifyhimselfagainstdeath;toseehimsosweatandpanttohardenandencouragehimself,andbustlesolonguponthisperch,wouldhavelessenedhisreputationwithme,hadhenotverybravelyheldhimselfatthelast。Hissoardentandfrequentagitationsdiscoverthathewasinhimselfimpetuousandpassionate,"Magnusanimusremissiusloquitur,etsecurius……
  nonestaliusingenio,aliusammocolor;"
  ["Agreatcouragespeaksmorecalmlyandmoresecurely。Thereisnotonecomplexionforthewitandanotherforthemind。"
  ——Seneca,Ep。114,115]
  hemustbeconvincedathisownexpense;andheinsomesortdiscoversthathewashardpressedbyhisenemy。Plutarch’sway,byhowmuchitismoredisdainfulandfartherstretched,is,inmyopinion,somuchmoremanlyandpersuasive:andIamapttobelievethathissoulhadmoreassuredandmoreregularmotions。Theonemoresharp,pricksandmakesusstart,andmoretouchesthesoul;theothermoreconstantlysolid,forms,establishes,andsupportsus,andmoretouchestheunderstanding。
  Thatravishesthejudgment,thiswinsit。Ihavelikewiseseenotherwritings,yetmorereverencedthanthese,thatintherepresentationoftheconflicttheymaintainagainstthetemptationsoftheflesh,paintthem,sosharp,sopowerfulandinvincible,thatweourselves,whoareofthecommonherd,areasmuchtowonderatthestrangenessandunknownforceoftheirtemptation,asattheresistingit。
  Towhatenddowesoarmourselveswiththisharnessofscience?Letuslookdownuponthepoorpeoplethatweseescattereduponthefaceoftheearth,proneandintentupontheirbusiness,thatneitherknowAristotlenorCato,examplenorprecept;fromthesenatureeverydayextractseffectsofconstancyandpatience,morepureandmanlythanthosewesoinquisitivelystudyintheschools:howmanydoIordinarilyseewhoslightpoverty?howmanywhodesiretodie,orwhodiewithoutalarmorregret?Hewhoisnowdigginginmygarden,hasthismorningburiedhisfatherorhisson。Theverynamesbywhichtheycalldiseasessweetenandmollifythesharpnessofthem:thephthisiciswiththemnomorethanacough,dysenterybutalooseness,thepleurisybutastitch;and,astheygentlynamethem,sotheypatientlyendurethem;theyareverygreatandgrievousindeedwhentheyhindertheirordinarylabour;theyneverkeeptheirbedsbuttodie:
  "Simplexillaetapertavirtusinobscurametsolertemscientiamversaest。"
  ["Thatovertandsimplevirtueisconvertedintoanobscureandsubtlescience。"——Seneca,Ep。,95。]
  Iwaswritingthisaboutthetimewhenagreatloadofourintestinetroublesforseveralmonthslaywithallitsweightuponme;Ihadtheenemyatmydoorononeside,andthefreebooters,worseenemies,ontheother,"Nonarmis,sedvitiis,certatur;"
  ["Thefightisnotwitharms,butwithvices。"——Seneca,Ep。95。]
  andunderwentallsortsofmilitaryinjuriesatonce:
  "Hostisadestdextralaevaqueapartetimendus。
  Vicinoquemaloterretutrumquelatus。"
  ["Rightandleftaformidableenemyistobefeared,andthreatensmeonbothsideswithimpendingdanger。"——Ovid,DePonto,i。3,57。]
  Amonstrouswar!Otherwarsarebentagainststrangers,thisagainstitself,destroyingitselfwithitsownpoison。Itisofsomalignantandruinousanature,thatitruinsitselfwiththerest;andwithitsownragemanglesandtearsitselftopieces。Wemoreoftenseeitdissolveofitselfthanthroughscarcityofanynecessarythingorbyforceoftheenemy。Alldisciplineevadesit;itcomestocomposesedition,andisitselffullofit;wouldchastisedisobedience,anditselfistheexample;and,employedforthedefenceofthelaws,rebelsagainstitsown。Whataconditionarewein!Ourphysicmakesussick!
  "Nostremals’empoisonneDusecoursqu’onluydonne。"
  "Exuperatmagis,aegrescitquemedendo。"
  ["Ourdiseaseispoisonedwithitsveryremedies"——AEnead,xii。46。]
  "Omniafanda,nefanda,malopermistafurore,Justificamnobismentemaverteredeorum。"
  ["Rightandwrong,allshuffledtogetherinthiswickedfury,havedeprivedusofthegods’protection:
  ——Catullus,DeNuptiisPeleietThetidos,V。405。]
  Inthebeginningofthesepopularmaladies,onemaydistinguishthesoundfromthesick;butwhentheycometocontinue,asourshavedone,thewholebodyistheninfectedfromheadtofoot;nopartisfreefromcorruption,forthereisnoairthatmensogreedilydrawinthatdiffusesitselfsosoonandthatpenetratessodeepasthatoflicence。
  Ourarmiesonlysubsistandarekepttogetherbythecementofforeigners;forofFrenchmenthereisnownoconstantandregulararmytobemade。Whatashameitis!thereisnolongeranydisciplinebutwhatweseeinthemercenarysoldiers。Astoourselves,ourconductisatdiscretion,andthatnotofthechief,buteveryoneathisown。Thegeneralhasahardergametoplaywithinthanhehaswithout;heitiswhohastofollow,tocourtthesoldiers,togivewaytothem;healonehastoobey:alltherestifdisolutionandfreelicence。Itpleasesmetoobservehowmuchpusillanimityandcowardicethereisinambition;byhowabjectandservilewaysitmustarriveatitsend;butitdispleasesmetoseegoodandgenerousnatures,andthatarecapableofjustice,everydaycorruptedinthemanagementandcommandofthisconfusion。
  Longtolerationbegetshabit;habit,consentandimitation。Wehadill—
  formedsoulsenough,withoutspoilingthosethatweregenerousandgood;
  sothat,ifweholdon,therewillscarcelyremainanywithwhomtointrustthehealthofthisStateofours,incasefortunechancetorestoreit:
  "Huncsaltemeversojuvenemsuccurrereseclo,Neprohibete。"
  ["Forbidnot,atleast,thatthisyoungmanrepairthisruinedage。"
  ——Virgil,Georg。,i。500。MontaigneprobablyreferstoHenry,kingofNavarre,afterwardsHenryIV。]
  Whathasbecomeoftheoldprecept,"Thatsoldiersoughtmoretofeartheirchiefthantheenemy"?——[ValeriusMaximus,Ext。2。]——andofthatwonderfulexample,thatanorchardbeingenclosedwithintheprecinctsofacampoftheRomanarmy,wasseenattheirdislodgmentthenextdayinthesamecondition,notanapple,thoughripeanddelicious,beingpulledoff,butalllefttothepossessor?Icouldwishthatouryouth,insteadofthetimetheyspendinlessfruitfultravelsandlesshonourableemployments,wouldbestowonehalfofthattimeinbeinganeye—witnessofnavalexploits,undersomegoodcaptainofRhodes,andtheotherhalfinobservingthedisciplineoftheTurkisharmies;fortheyhavemanydifferencesandadvantagesoverours;oneoftheseis,thatoursoldiersbecomemorelicentiousinexpeditions,theirsmoretemperateandcircumspect;forthetheftsandinsolenciescommitteduponthecommonpeople,whichareonlypunishedwithacudgelinpeace,arecapitalinwar;foraneggtakenbyaTurkishsoldierwithoutpayingforit,fiftyblowswithastickisthefixedrate;foranythingelse,ofwhatsortorhowtrivialsoever,notnecessarytonourishment,theyarepresentlyimpaledorbeheadedwithoutmercy。Iamastonished,inthehistoryofSelim,themostcruelconquerorthateverwas,toseethatwhenhesubduedEgypt,thebeautifulgardensaboutDamascusbeingallopen,andinaconqueredland,andhisarmyencampedupontheveryplace,shouldbeleftuntouchedbythehandsofthesoldiers,byreasontheyhadnotreceivedthesignalofpillage。
  Butisthereanydiseaseinagovernmentthatitisworthwhiletophysicwithsuchamortaldrug?——[i。e。ascivilwar。]——No,saidFavonius,noteventhetyrannicalusurpationofaCommonwealth。Plato,likewise,willnotconsentthatamanshouldviolatethepeaceofhiscountryinordertocureit,andbynomeansapprovesofareformationthatdisturbsandhazardsall,andthatistobepurchasedatthepriceofthecitizens’
  bloodandruin;determiningittobethedutyofagoodpatriotinsuchacasetoletitalone,andonlytopraytoGodforhisextraordinaryassistance:andheseemstobeangrywithhisgreatfriendDion,forhavingproceededsomewhatafteranothermanner。IwasaPlatonistinthispointbeforeIknewtherehadeverbeensuchamanasPlatointheworld。Andifthispersonoughtabsolutelytoberejectedfromoursociety(hewhobythesincerityofhisconsciencemeritedfromthedivinefavourtopenetratesofarintotheChristianlight,throughtheuniversaldarknesswhereintheworldwasinvolvedinhistime),Idonotthinkitbecomesustosufferourselvestobeinstructedbyaheathen,howgreatanimpietyitisnottoexpectfromGodanyreliefsimplyhisownandwithoutourco—operation。Ioftendoubt,whetheramongstsomanymenasmeddleinsuchaffairs,thereisnottobefoundsomeoneofsoweakunderstandingastohavebeenreallypersuadedthathewenttowardsreformationbytheworstofdeformations;andadvancedtowardssalvationbythemostexpresscausesthatwehaveofmostassureddamnation;thatbyoverthrowinggovernment,themagistracy,andthelaws,inwhoseprotectionGodhasplacedhim,bydismemberinghisgoodmother,andgivingherlimbstobemangledbyheroldenemies,fillingfraternalheartswithparricidalhatreds,callingdevilsandfuriestohisaid,hecanassistthemostholysweetnessandjusticeofthedivinelaw。
  Ambition,avarice,cruelty,andrevengehavenotsufficientnaturalimpetuosityoftheirown;letusbaitthemwiththeglorioustitlesofjusticeanddevotion。Therecannotaworsestateofthingsbeimaginedthanwherewickednesscomestobelegitimate,andassumes,withthemagistrates’permission,thecloakofvirtue:
  "Nihilinspeciemfallacius,quampravareligio,ubideorumnumenprxtenditursceleribus。"
  ["Nothinghasamoredeceivingfacethanfalsereligion,wherethedivinityofthegodsisobscuredbycrimes。"——Livy,xxxix。16。]
  Theextremestsortofinjustice,accordingtoPlato,iswherethatwhichisunjustshouldbereputedforjust。
  Thecommonpeoplethensufferedverymuch,andnotpresentdamageonly:
  "UndiquetotisUsqueadeoturbaturagris,"
  ["Suchgreatdisordersovertakeourfieldsoneveryside。"
  ——Virgil,Eclog。,i。II。]
  butfuturetoo;thelivingweretosuffer,andsoweretheywhowereyetunborn;theystriptthem,andconsequentlymyself,evenofhope,takingfromthemalltheyhadlaidupinstoretoliveonformanyyears:
  "Quaenequeuntsecumferreautabducere,perdunt;
  Etcrematinsontesturbascelestacasas……
  Murisnullafides,squalentpopulatibusagri。"
  ["Whattheycannotbearaway,theyspoil;andthewickedmobburnharmlesshouses;wallscannotsecuretheirmasters,andthefieldsaresqualidwithdevastation。"
  ——Ovid,Trist。,iii。10,35;Claudianus,InEutyop。,i。244。]
  Besidesthisshock,Isufferedothers:Iunderwenttheinconveniencesthatmoderationbringsalongwithitinsuchadisease:Iwasrobbedonallhands;totheGhibellineIwasaGuelph,andtotheGuelphaGhibelline";oneofmypoetsexpressesthisverywell,butIknownotwhereitis。
  ["SoToriescalledmeWhig,andWhigsaTory。"——Pope,afterHorace。]
  Thesituationofmyhouse,andmyfriendlinesswithmyneighbours,presentedmewithoneface;mylifeandmyactionswithanother。Theydidnotlayformalaccusationstomycharge,fortheyhadnofoundationforsodoing;Ineverhidemyheadfromthelaws,andwhoeverwouldhavequestionedme,wouldhavedonehimselfagreaterprejudicethanme;theywereonlymutesuspicionsthatwerewhisperedabout,whichneverwantappearanceinsoconfusedamixture,nomorethanenviousoridleheads。
  Icommonlymyselflendahandtoinjuriouspresumptionsthatfortunescattersabroadagainstme,byawayIhaveeverhadofevadingtojustify,excuse,orexplainmyself;conceivingthatitweretocompromisemyconsciencetopleadinitsbehalf:
  "Perspicuitasenimargumentationeelevatur;"
  ["Forperspicuityislessenedbyargument。"
  ("Theclearnessofacauseiscloudedbyargumentation。")
  ——Cicero,DeNat。Deor。,iii。4。]
  and,asifeveryonesawasclearlyintomeasIdomyself,insteadofretiringfromanaccusation,Istepuptomeetit,andrathergiveitsomekindofcolourbyanironicalandscoffingconfession,ifIdonotsittotallymute,asofathingnotworthmyanswer。Butsuchaslookuponthiskindofbehaviourofmineastoohaughtyaconfidence,haveaslittlekindnessformeastheywhointerprettheweaknessofanindefensiblecause;namely,thegreatfolks,towardswhomwantofsubmissionisthegreatfault,harshtowardsalljusticethatknowsandfeelsitself,andisnotsubmissivehumble,andsuppliant;Ihaveoftenknockedmyheadagainstthispillar。Soitisthatatwhatthenbefellme,anambitiousmanwouldhavehangedhimself,andacovetousmanwouldhavedonethesame。Ihavenomannerofcareofgetting;
  "Simihi,quodnuncest,etiamminus;etmihivivamQuodsuperestaevi,siquidsuperessevolentdii:"
  ["IfImayhavewhatInowown,orevenless,andmayliveformyselfwhatofliferemains,ifthegodsgrantmeremainingyears。"
  ——Horace,Ep。,i。18,107。]
  butthelossesthatbefallmebytheinjuryofothers,whetherbytheftorviolence,goalmostasnearmyheartastheywouldtothatofthemostavariciousman。Theoffencetroublesme,withoutcomparison,morethantheloss。Athousandseveralsortsofmischiefsfelluponmeintheneckofoneanother;Icouldmorecheerfullyhavebornethemallatonce。
  Iwasalreadyconsideringtowhom,amongstmyfriends,Imightcommitanecessitousanddiscreditedoldage;andhavingturnedmyeyesquiteround,Ifoundmyselfbare。Toletone’sselffallplumpdown,andfromsogreataheight,itoughttobeinthearmsofasolid,vigorous,andfortunatefriendship:theseareveryrare,iftherebeany。Atlast,I
  sawthatitwassafestformetotrusttomyselfinmynecessity;andifitshouldsofallout,thatIshouldbebutuponcoldtermsinFortune’sfavour,Ishouldsomuchthemorepressinglyrecommendmetomyown,andattachmyselfandlooktomyselfallthemoreclosely。Menonalloccasionsthrowthemselvesuponforeignassistancetosparetheirown,whichisalonecertainandsufficienttohimwhoknowshowtherewithtoarmhimself。Everyonerunselsewhere,andtothefuture,forasmuchasnooneisarrivedathimself。AndIwassatisfiedthattheywereprofitableinconveniences;forasmuchas,first,illscholarsaretobeadmonishedwiththerod,whenreasonwillnotdo,asacrookedpieceofwoodisbyfireandstrainingreducedtostraightness。Ihaveagreatwhilepreachedtomyselftostickclosetomyownconcerns,andseparatemyselffromtheaffairsofothers;yetIamstillturningmyeyesaside。
  Abow,afavourableword,akindlookfromagreatpersontemptsme;ofwhichGodknowsifthereisscarcityinthesedays,andwhattheysignify。I,moreover,withoutwrinklingmyforehead,hearkentothepersuasionsofferedme,todrawmeintothemarketplace,andsogentlyrefuse,asifIwerehalfwillingtobeovercome。Nowforsoindocileaspiritblowsarerequired;thisvesselwhichthuschopsandcleaves,andisreadytofallonepiecefromanother,musthavethehoopsforceddownwithgoodsoundstrokesofamallet。Secondly,thatthisaccidentservedmeforexercisetopreparemeforworse,ifI,whobothbythebenefitoffortune,andbytheconditionofmymanners,hopedtobeamongthelast,shouldhappentobeoneofthefirstassailedbythisstorm;instructingmyselfbetimestoconstrainmylife,andfititforanewstate。Thetruelibertyistobeabletodowhatamanwillwithhimself:
  "Potentissimusest,quisehabetinpotestate。"
  ["Heismostpotentwhoismasterofhimself。"——Seneca,Ep。,94。]
  Inanordinaryandquiettime,amanprepareshimselfformoderateandcommonaccidents;butintheconfusionwhereinwehavebeenforthesethirtyyears,everyFrenchman,whetherpersonaloringeneral,seeshimselfeveryhouruponthepointofthetotalruinandoverthrowofhisfortune:bysomuchthemoreoughthetohavehiscouragesuppliedwiththestrongestandmostvigorousprovisions。Letusthankfortune,thathasnotmadeusliveinaneffeminate,idle,andlanguishingage;somewhocouldneverhavebeensobyothermeanswillbemadefamousbytheirmisfortunes。AsIseldomreadinhistoriestheconfusionsofotherstateswithoutregretthatIwasnotpresent,thebettertoconsiderthem,sodoesmycuriositymakemeinsomesortpleasemyselfinseeingwithmyowneyesthisnotablespectacleofourpublicdeath,itsformandsymptoms;andsinceIcannothinderit,Iamcontenttohavebeendestinedtobepresenttherein,andtherebytoinstructmyself。Sodoweeagerlycovettosee,thoughbutinshadowandthefablesoftheatres,thepompoftragicrepresentationsofhumanfortune;’tisnotwithoutcompassionatwhatwehear,butwepleaseourselvesinrousingourdispleasure,bytherarityofthesepitiableevents。Nothingticklesthatdoesnotpinch。Andgoodhistoriansskipover,asstagnantwateranddeadsea,calmnarrations,toreturntoseditions,towars,towhichtheyknowthatweinvitethem。
  IquestionwhetherIcandecentlyconfesswithhowsmallasacrificeofitsreposeandtranquillityIhavepassedoverabovetheonehalfofmylifeamidtheruinofmycountry。Ilendmyselfmypatiencesomewhattoocheap,inaccidentsthatdonotprivatelyassailme;anddonotsomuchregardwhattheytakefromme,aswhatremainssafe,bothwithinandwithout。Thereiscomfortinevading,onewhilethis,anotherwhilethat,oftheevilsthatarelevelledatourselvestoo,atlast,butatpresenthurtothersonlyaboutus;asalso,thatinmattersofpublicinterest,themoreuniversallymyaffectionisdispersed,theweakeritis:towhichmaybeadded,thatitishalftrue:
  "Tantumexpublicismalissentimus,quantumadprivatasrespertinet;"