Isayforitalone;foritoftenbringsseveralcommoditiesalongwithit,forwhichitmayjustlybedesired:itacquiresusgood—will,andrendersuslesssubjectandexposedtoinsultandoffencefromothers,andthelike。ItwasalsooneoftheprincipaldoctrinesofEpicurus;
forthispreceptofhissect,Concealthylife,thatforbidsmentoencumberthemselveswithpublicnegotiationsandoffices,alsonecessarilypresupposesacontemptofglory,whichistheworld’sapprobationofthoseactionsweproduceinpublic。——[Plutarch,Whetherthesaying,Concealthylife,iswellsaid。]——Hethatbidsusconcealourselves,andtohavenootherconcernbutforourselves,andwhowillnothaveusknowntoothers,wouldmuchlesshaveushonouredandglorified;andsoadvisesIdomeneusnotinanysorttoregulatehisactionsbythecommonreputationoropinion,exceptsoastoavoidtheotheraccidentalinconveniencesthatthecontemptofmenmightbringuponhim。
Thesediscoursesare,inmyopinion,verytrueandrational;butweare,Iknownothow,doubleinourselves,whichisthecausethatwhatwebelievewedonotbelieve,andcannotdisengageourselvesfromwhatwecondemn。LetusseethelastanddyingwordsofEpicurus;theyaregrand,andworthyofsuchaphilosopher,andyettheycarrysometouchesoftherecommendationofhisnameandofthathumourhehaddecriedbyhisprecepts。Hereisaletterthathedictatedalittlebeforehislastgasp:
"EPICUYUSTOHEYMACHUS,health。
"WhilstIwaspassingoverthehappyandlastdayofmylife,I
writethis,but,atthesametime,afflictedwithsuchpaininmybladderandbowelsthatnothingcanbegreater,butitwasrecompensedwiththepleasuretheremembranceofmyinventionsanddoctrinesbroughttomysoul。Now,astheaffectionthouhasteverfromthyinfancybornetowardsmeandphilosophyrequires,takeupontheetheprotectionofMetrodorus’children。"
Thisistheletter。Andthatwhichmakesmeinterpretthatthepleasurehesayshehadinhissoulconcerninghisinventions,hassomereferencetothereputationhehopedforthenceafterhisdeath,isthemannerofhiswill,inwhichhegivesorderthatAmynomachusandTimocrates,hisheirs,should,everyJanuary,defraytheexpenseofthecelebrationofhisbirthdayasHermachusshouldappoint;andalsotheexpensethatshouldbemadethetwentiethofeverymooninentertainingthephilosophers,hisfriends,whoshouldassembleinhonourofthememoryofhimandofMetrodorus。——[Cicero,DeFinibus,ii。30。]
Carneadeswasheadofthecontraryopinion,andmaintainedthatglorywastobedesiredforitself,evenasweembraceourposthumousissueforthemselves,havingnoknowledgenorenjoymentofthem。Thisopinionhasnotfailedtobethemoreuniversallyfollowed,asthosecommonlyarethataremostsuitabletoourinclinations。Aristotlegivesitthefirstplaceamongstexternalgoods;andavoids,astooextremevices,theimmoderateeitherseekingorevadingit。Ibelievethat,ifwehadthebooksCicerowroteuponthissubject,weshouldtherefindprettystories;forhewassopossessedwiththispassion,that,ifhehaddared,Ithinkhecouldwillinglyhavefallenintotheexcessthatothersdid,thatvirtueitselfwasnottobecoveted,butupontheaccountofthehonourthatalwaysattendsit:
"PaulumsepultaedistatinertiaeCelatavirtus:"
["Virtueconcealedlittlediffersfromdeadsloth。"
——Horace,Od。,iv。9,29。]
whichisanopinionsofalse,thatIamvexeditcouldeverenterintotheunderstandingofamanthatwashonouredwiththenameofphilosopher。
Ifthisweretrue,menneednotbevirtuousbutinpublic;andweshouldbenofurtherconcernedtokeeptheoperationsofthesoul,whichisthetrueseatofvirtue,regularandinorder,thanastheyaretoarriveattheknowledgeofothers。Istherenomoreinit,then,butonlyslilyandwithcircumspectiontodoill?"Ifthouknowest,"saysCarneades,"ofaserpentlurkinginaplacewhere,withoutsuspicion,apersonisgoingtositdown,bywhosedeaththouexpectestanadvantage,thoudostillifthoudostnotgivehimcautionofhisdanger;andsomuchthemorebecausetheactionistobeknownbynonebutthyself。"Ifwedonottakeupofourselvestheruleofwell—doing,ifimpunitypasswithusforjustice,tohowmanysortsofwickednessshallweeverydayabandonourselves?IdonotfindwhatSextusPeduceusdid,infaithfullyrestoringthetreasurethatC。Plotiushadcommittedtohissolesecrecyandtrust,athingthatIhaveoftendonemyself,socommendable,asI
shouldthinkitanexecrablebaseness,hadwedoneotherwise;andIthinkitofgooduseinourdaystorecalltheexampleofP。SextiliusRufus,whomCiceroaccusestohaveentereduponaninheritancecontrarytohisconscience,notonlynotagainstlaw,butevenbythedeterminationofthelawsthemselves;andM。CrassusandHortensius,who,byreasonoftheirauthorityandpower,havingbeencalledinbyastrangertoshareinthesuccessionofaforgedwill,thatsohemightsecurehisownpart,satisfiedthemselveswithhavingnohandintheforgery,andrefusednottomaketheiradvantageandtocomeinforashare:secureenough,iftheycouldshroudthemselvesfromaccusations,witnesses,andthecognisanceofthelaws:
"MeminerintDeumsehaberetestem,idest(utegoarbitror)
mentemsuam。"
["LetthemconsidertheyhaveGodtowitness,thatis(asI
interpretit),theirownconsciences。"——Cicero,DeOffic。,iii。10。]
Virtueisaveryvainandfrivolousthingifitderiveitsrecommendationfromglory;and’tistonopurposethatweendeavourtogiveitastationbyitself,andseparateitfromfortune;forwhatismoreaccidentalthanreputation?
"Profectofortunainomniredominatur:earescunctasexlibidinemagis,quhmexvero,celebrat,obscuratque。"
["Fortunerulesinallthings;itadvancesanddepressesthingsmoreoutofitsownwillthanofrightandjustice。"
——Sallust,Catilina,c。8。]
Sotoorderitthatactionsmaybeknownandseenispurelytheworkoffortune;’tischancethathelpsustoglory,accordingtoitsowntemerity。Ihaveoftenseenhergobeforemerit,andoftenverymuchoutstripit。Hewhofirstlikenedglorytoashadowdidbetterthanhewasawareof;theyarebothofthemthingspre—eminentlyvaingloryalso,likeashadow,goessometimesbeforethebody,andsometimesinlengthinfinitelyexceedsit。Theywhoinstructgentlemenonlytoemploytheirvalourfortheobtainingofhonour:
"Quasinonsithonestum,quodnobilitatumnonsit;"
["Asthoughitwerenotavirtue,unlesscelebrated"
——CiceroDeOffic。iii。10。]
whatdotheyintendbythatbuttoinstructthemnevertohazardthemselvesiftheyarenotseen,andtoobservewelliftherebewitnessespresentwhomaycarrynewsoftheirvalour,whereasathousandoccasionsofwell—doingpresentthemselveswhichcannotbetakennoticeof?Howmanybraveindividualactionsareburiedinthecrowdofabattle?Whoevershalltakeuponhimtowatchanother’sbehaviourinsuchaconfusionisnotverybusyhimself,andthetestimonyheshallgiveofhiscompanions’deportmentwillbeevidenceagainsthimself:
"Veraetsapiensanimimagnitudo,honestumillud,quodmaximenaturamsequitur,infactispositum,noningloria,judicat。"
["Thetrueandwisemagnanimityjudgesthatthebraverywhichmostfollowsnaturemoreconsistsinactthanglory。"
——Cicero,DeOffic。i。19。]
AlltheglorythatIpretendtoderivefrommylifeisthatIhaveliveditinquiet;inquiet,notaccordingtoMetrodorus,orArcesilaus,orAristippus,butaccordingtomyself。Forseeingphilosophyhasnotbeenabletofindoutanywaytotranquillitythatisgoodincommon,leteveryoneseekitinparticular。
TowhatdoCaesarandAlexanderowetheinfinitegrandeuroftheirrenownbuttofortune?Howmanymenhassheextinguishedinthebeginningoftheirprogress,ofwhomwehavenoknowledge,whobroughtasmuchcouragetotheworkasthey,iftheiradversehaphadnotcutthemoffinthefirstsallyoftheirarms?AmongstsomanyandsogreatdangersIdonotrememberIhaveanywherereadthatCaesarwaseverwounded;athousandhavefalleninlessdangersthantheleastofthosehewentthrough。Aninfinitenumberofbraveactionsmustbeperformedwithoutwitnessandlost,beforeoneturnstoaccount。Amanisnotalwaysonthetopofabreach,orattheheadofanarmy,inthesightofhisgeneral,asuponascaffold;amanisoftensurprisedbetwixtthehedgeandtheditch;hemustrunthehazardofhislifeagainstahenroost;hemustdislodgefourrascallymusketeersoutofabarn;hemustprickoutsinglefromhisparty,andalonemakesomeattempts,accordingasnecessitywillhaveit。
Andwhoeverwillobservewill,Ibelieve,finditexperimentallytrue,thatoccasionsoftheleastlustreareeverthemostdangerous;andthatinthewarsofourowntimestherehavemorebravemenbeenlostinoccasionsoflittlemoment,andinthedisputeaboutsomelittlepaltryfort,thaninplacesofgreatestimportance,andwheretheirvalourmighthavebeenmorehonourablyemployed。
Whothinkshisdeathachievedtoillpurposeifhedonotfallonsomesignaloccasion,insteadofillustratinghisdeath,wilfullyobscureshislife,sufferinginthemeantimemanyveryjustoccasionsofhazardinghimselftoslipoutofhishands;andeveryjustoneisillustriousenough,everyman’sconsciencebeingasufficienttrumpettohim。
"Glorianostraesttestimoniumconscientiaenostrae。"
["Forourrejoicingisthis,thetestimonyofourconscience。"
——Corinthians,i。I。]
Hewhoisonlyagoodmanthatmenmayknowit,andthathemaybethebetteresteemedwhen’tisknown;whowillnotdowellbutuponconditionthathisvirtuemaybeknowntomen:isonefromwhommuchserviceisnottobeexpected:
"Credoch’elrestediquelverno,coseFacessedegneditenerneconto;
Mafurfin’aqueltemposinascose,Chenonacolpamias’hor’nonlecontoPercheOrlandoafarl’oprevirtuosePiuch’anarrarlepoisempreerapronto;
Nemaifualcun’de’suoifattiespresso,Senonquandoebbeitestimoniiappresso。"
["Therestofthewinter,Ibelieve,wasspentinactionsworthyofnarration,buttheyweredonesosecretlythatifIdonottellthemIamnottoblame,forOrlandowasmorebenttodogreatactsthantoboastofthem,sothatnodeedsofhiswereeverknownbutthosethathadwitnesses。"——Ariosto,OrlandoFurioso,xi。81。]
Amanmustgotothewarupontheaccountofduty,andexpecttherecompensethatneverfailsbraveandworthyactions,howprivatesoever,orevenvirtuousthoughts—thesatisfactionthatawell—disposedconsciencereceivesinitselfindoingwell。Amanmustbevaliantforhimself,anduponaccountoftheadvantageitistohimtohavehiscourageseatedinafirmandsecureplaceagainsttheassaultsoffortune:
"Virtus,repulsaanesciasordidxIntaminatisfulgethonoribusNecsumit,autponitsecuresArbitriopopularisaura。"
["Virtue,repudiatingallbaserepulse,shinesintaintlesshonours,nortakesnorleavesdignityatthemerewillofthevulgar。"——Horace,Od。,iii。2,17。]
Itisnotforoutwardshowthatthesoulistoplayitspart,butforourselveswithin,wherenoeyescanpiercebutourown;thereshedefendsusfromthefearofdeath,ofpain,ofshameitself:thereshearmsusagainstthelossofourchildren,friends,andfortunes:andwhenopportunitypresentsitself,sheleadsusontothehazardsofwar:
"Nonemolumentoaliquo,sedipsiushonestatisdecore。"
["Notforanyprofit,butforthehonourofhonestyitself。"
——Cicero,DeFinib。,i。10。]
Thisprofitisofmuchgreateradvantage,andmoreworthytobecovetedandhopedfor,than,honourandglory,whicharenootherthanafavourablejudgmentgivenofus。
Adozenmenmustbecalledoutofawholenationtojudgeaboutanacreofland;andthejudgmentofourinclinationsandactions,themostdifficultandmostimportantmatterthatis,werefertothevoiceanddeterminationoftherabble,themotherofignorance,injustice,andinconstancy。Isitreasonablethatthelifeofawisemanshoulddependuponthejudgmentoffools?
"Anquidquamstultius,quam,quossinguloscontemnas,eosaliquidputareesseuniverses?"
["Cananythingbemorefoolishthantothinkthatthoseyoudespisesingly,canbeanythingelseingeneral。"
——Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,v。36。]
Hethatmakesithisbusinesstopleasethem,willhaveenoughtodoandneverhavedone;’tisamarkthatcanneverbeaimedatorhit:
"Niltaminaestimabileest,quamanimimultitudinis。"
["Nothingistobesolittleunderstoodasthemindsofthemultitude。"——Livy,xxxi。34。]
Demetriuspleasantlysaidofthevoiceofthepeople,thathemadenomoreaccountofthatwhichcamefromabovethanofthatwhichcamefrombelow。He[Cicero]saysmore:
"Egohocjudico,siquandoturpenonsit,tamennonessenonturpe,quumidamultitudinelaudatur。"
["Iamofopinion,thatthoughathingbenotfoulinitself,yetitcannotbutbecomesowhencommendedbythemultitude。"
——Cicero,DeFinib。,ii。15。]
Noart,noactivityofwit,couldconductourstepssoastofollowsowanderingandsoirregularaguide;inthiswindyconfusionofthenoiseofvulgarreportsandopinionsthatdriveuson,nowayworthanythingcanbechosen。Letusnotproposetoourselvessofloatingandwaveringanend;letusfollowconstantlyafterreason;letthepublicapprobationfollowusthere,ifitwill;andasitwhollydependsuponfortune,wehavenoreasonsoonertoexpectitbyanyotherwaythanthat。EventhoughIwouldnotfollowtherightwaybecauseitisright,Ishould,however,followitashavingexperimentallyfoundthat,attheendofthereckoning,’tiscommonlythemosthappyandofgreatestutility"Dedithocprovidentiahominibusmunus,uthonestamagisjuvarent。"
["ThisgiftProvidencehasgiventomen,thathonestthingsshouldbethemostagreeable。"——Quintilian,Inst。Orat。,i。12。]
ThemarinerofoldsaidthustoNeptune,inagreattempest:"OGod,thouwiltsavemeifthouwilt,andifthouchoosest,thouwiltdestroyme;
but,however,Iwillholdmyrudderstraight。"——[Seneca,Ep。,85。]——
Ihaveseeninmytimeathousandmensupple,halfbred,ambiguous,whomnoonedoubtedtobemoreworldly—wisethanI,losethemselves,whereI
havesavedmyself:
"Risisuccessuspossecareredolos。"
["Ihavelaughedtoseecunningfailofsuccess。"
——Ovid,Heroid,i。18。]
PaulusAEmilius,goingonthegloriousexpeditionofMacedonia,aboveallthingschargedthepeopleofRomenottospeakofhisactionsduringhisabsence。Oh,thelicenseofjudgmentsisagreatdisturbancetogreataffairs!forasmuchaseveryonehasnotthefirmnessofFabiusagainstcommon,adverse,andinjurioustongues,whorathersufferedhisauthoritytobedissectedbythevainfanciesofmen,thantodolesswellinhischargewithafavourablereputationandthepopularapplause。
ThereisIknownotwhatnaturalsweetnessinhearingone’sselfcommended;butweareagreatdealtoofondofit:
"Laudarimetuam,nequeenimmihicorneafibraestSedrectifinemqueextremumqueesserecusoEugetuum,etbelle。"
["Ishouldfeartobepraised,formyheartisnotmadeofhorn;
butIdenythat’excellent——admirablydone,’arethetermsandfinalaimofvirtue。"——Persius,i。47。]
IcarenotsomuchwhatIamintheopinionsofothers,aswhatIaminmyown;Iwouldberichofmyself,andnotbyborrowing。Strangersseenothingbuteventsandoutwardappearances;everybodycansetagoodfaceonthematter,whentheyhavetremblingandterrorwithin:theydonotseemyheart,theyseebutmycountenance。Oneisrightindecryingthehypocrisythatisinwar;forwhatismoreeasytoanoldsoldierthantoshiftinatimeofdanger,andtocounterfeitthebravewhenhehasnomoreheartthanachicken?Therearesomanywaystoavoidhazardingaman’sownperson,thatwehavedeceivedtheworldathousandtimesbeforewecometobeengagedinarealdanger:andeventhen,findingourselvesinaninevitablenecessityofdoingsomething,wecanmakeshiftforthattimetoconcealourapprehensionsbysettingagoodfaceonthebusiness,thoughtheheartbeatswithin;andwhoeverhadtheuseofthePlatonicring,whichrendersthoseinvisiblethatwearit,ifturnedinwardtowardsthepalmofthehand,agreatmanywouldveryoftenhidethemselveswhentheyoughtmosttoappear,andwouldrepentbeingplacedinsohonourableapost,wherenecessitymustmakethembold。
"Falsushonorjuvat,etmendaxinfamiaterretQuemnisimendosumetmendacem?"
["Falsehonourpleases,andcalumnyaffrights,theguiltyandthesick。"——Horace,Ep。,i。16,89。]
Thusweseehowallthejudgmentsthatarefoundeduponexternalappearances,aremarvellouslyuncertainanddoubtful;andthatthereisnosocertaintestimonyaseveryoneistohimself。Inthese,howmanysoldiers’boysarecompanionsofourglory?hewhostandsfirminanopentrench,whatdoesheinthatmorethanfiftypoorpioneerswhoopentohimthewayandcoveritwiththeirownbodiesforfivepenceadaypay,dobeforehim?
"NonquicquidturbidaRomaElevet,accedas;examenqueimprobuminillaCastigestrutina:nectoquaesiverisextra。"
["Donot,ifturbulentRomedisparageanything,accede;norcorrectafalsebalancebythatscale;norseekanythingbeyondthyself。"
——Persius,Sat。,i。5。]
Thedispersingandscatteringournamesintomanymouths,wecallmakingthemmoregreat;wewillhavethemtherewellreceived,andthatthisincreaseturntotheiradvantage,whichisallthatcanbeexcusableinthisdesign。Buttheexcessofthisdiseaseproceedssofarthatmanycovettohaveaname,beitwhatitwill。TrogusPompeiussaysofHerostratus,andTitusLiviusofManliusCapitolinus,thattheyweremoreambitiousofagreatreputationthanofagoodone。Thisisverycommon;
wearemoresolicitousthatmenspeakofus,thanhowtheyspeak;anditisenoughforusthatournamesareoftenmentioned,beitafterwhatmanneritwill。Itshouldseemthattobeknown,isinsomesorttohaveaman’slifeanditsdurationinothers’keeping。I,formypart,holdthatIamnot,butinmyself;andofthatotherlifeofminewhichliesintheknowledgeofmyfriends,toconsideritnakedandsimplyinitself,IknowverywellthatIamsensibleofnofruitnorenjoymentfromitbutbythevanityofafantasticopinion;andwhenIshallbedead,Ishallbestillandmuchlesssensibleofit;andshall,withal,absolutelylosetheuseofthoserealadvantagesthatsometimesaccidentallyfollowit。
Ishallhavenomorehandlewherebytotakeholdofreputation,neithershallithaveanywherebytotakeholdofortocleavetome;fortoexpectthatmynameshouldbeadvancedbyit,inthefirstplace,Ihavenonamethatisenoughmyown;oftwothatIhave,oneiscommontoallmyrace,andindeedtoothersalso;therearetwofamiliesatParisandMontpellier,whosesurnameisMontaigne,anotherinBrittany,andoneinXaintonge,DeLaMontaigne。Thetranspositionofonesyllableonlywouldsufficesotoravelouraffairs,thatIshallshareintheirglory,andtheyperadventurewillpartakeofmydiscredit;and,moreover,myancestorshaveformerlybeensurnamed,Eyquem,——[Eyquemwasthepatronymic。]——anamewhereinafamilywellknowninEnglandisatthisdayconcerned。Astomyothername,everyonemaytakeitthatwill,andso,perhaps,Imayhonouraporterinmyownstead。Andbesides,thoughIhadaparticulardistinctionbymyself,whatcanitdistinguish,whenI
amnomore?Canitpointoutandfavourinanity?
"Nonleviorcippusnuncimprimitossa?
Laudatposteritas!Nuncnonemanibusillis,Nuncnonatumulofortunataquefavilla,Nascenturviolae?
["Doesthetombpresswithlessweightuponmybones?Docomradespraise?Notfrommymanes,notfromthetomb,notfromtheasheswillvioletsgrow。"——Persius,Sat。,i。37。]
butofthisIhavespokenelsewhere。Astowhatremains,inagreatbattlewheretenthousandmenaremaimedorkilled,therearenotfifteenwhoaretakennoticeof;itmustbesomeveryeminentgreatness,orsomeconsequenceofgreatimportancethatfortunehasaddedtoit,thatsignalisesaprivateaction,notofaharquebuseronly,butofagreatcaptain;fortokillaman,ortwo,orten:toexposeaman’sselfbravelytotheutmostperilofdeath,isindeedsomethingineveryoneofus,becausewetherehazardall;butfortheworld’sconcern,theyarethingssoordinary,andsomanyofthemareeverydayseen,andtheremustofnecessitybesomanyofthesamekindtoproduceanynotableeffect,thatwecannotexpectanyparticularrenownfromit:
"Casusmultishiccognitus,acjamTritus,etamediofortunaeductusacervo。"
["Theaccidentisknowntomany,andnowtrite;anddrawnfromthemidstofFortune’sheap。"——Juvenal,Sat。,xiii。9。]
OfsomanythousandsofvaliantmenwhohavediedwithinthesefifteenhundredyearsinFrancewiththeirswordsintheirhands,notahundredhavecometoourknowledge。Thememory,notofthecommandersonly,butofbattlesandvictories,isburiedandgone;thefortunesofabovehalfoftheworld,forwantofarecord,stirnotfromtheirplace,andvanishwithoutduration。IfIhadunknowneventsinmypossession,Ishouldthinkwithgreateasetoout—dothosethatarerecorded,inallsortsofexamples。IsitnotstrangethatevenoftheGreeksandRomans,withsomanywritersandwitnesses,andsomanyrareandnobleexploits,sofewarearrivedatourknowledge:
"Adnosvixtenuisfamxperlabituraura。"
["Anobscurerumourscarceishithercome。"——AEneid,vii。646。]
Itwillbemuchif,ahundredyearshence,itberememberedingeneralthatinourtimestherewerecivilwarsinFrance。TheLacedaemonians,enteringintobattle,sacrificedtotheMuses,totheendthattheiractionsmightbewellandworthilywritten,lookinguponitasadivineandnocommonfavour,thatbraveactsshouldfindwitnessesthatcouldgivethemlifeandmemory。Doweexpectthatateverymusket—shotwereceive,andateveryhazardwerun,theremustbearegisterreadytorecordit?and,besides,ahundredregistersmayenrolthemwhosecommentarieswillnotlastabovethreedays,andwillnevercometothesightofanyone。Wehavenotthethousandthpartofancientwritings;
’tisfortunethatgivesthemashorterorlongerlife,accordingtoherfavour;and’tispermissibletodoubtwhetherthosewehavebenottheworst,nothavingseentherest。Mendonotwritehistoriesofthingsofsolittlemoment:amanmusthavebeengeneralintheconquestofanempireorakingdom;hemusthavewontwo—and—fiftysetbattles,andalwaystheweakerinnumber,asCaesardid:tenthousandbravefellowsandmanygreatcaptainslosttheirlivesvaliantlyinhisservice,whosenameslastednolongerthantheirwivesandchildrenlived:
"Quosfamaobscurarecondit。"
["Whomanobscurereputationconceals。"——AEneid,v。302。]
Eventhosewhomweseebehavethemselveswell,threemonthsorthreeyearsaftertheyhavedepartedhence,arenomorementionedthaniftheyhadneverbeen。Whoeverwilljustlyconsider,andwithdueproportion,ofwhatkindofmenandofwhatsortofactionstheglorysustainsitselfintherecordsofhistory,willfindthatthereareveryfewactionsandveryfewpersonsofourtimeswhocantherepretendanyright。Howmanyworthymenhaveweknowntosurvivetheirownreputation,whohaveseenandsufferedthehonourandglorymostjustlyacquiredintheiryouth,extinguishedintheirownpresence?Andforthreeyearsofthisfantasticandimaginarylifewemustgoandthrowawayourtrueandessentiallife,andengageourselvesinaperpetualdeath!Thesagesproposetothemselvesanoblerandmorejustendinsoimportantanenterprise:
"Rectefacti,fecissemercesest:officiifructus,ipsumofficiumest。"
["Therewardofathingwelldoneistohavedoneit;thefruitofagoodserviceistheserviceitself。"——Seneca,Ep。,8。]
Itwere,peradventure,excusableinapainterorotherartisan,orinarhetoricianoragrammarian,toendeavourtoraisehimselfanamebyhisworks;buttheactionsofvirtuearetoonobleinthemselvestoseekanyotherrewardthanfromtheirownvalue,andespeciallytoseekitinthevanityofhumanjudgments。
Ifthisfalseopinion,nevertheless,beofsuchusetothepublicastokeepmenintheirduty;ifthepeoplearetherebystirreduptovirtue;
ifprincesaretouchedtoseetheworldblessthememoryofTrajan,andabominatethatofNero;ifitmovesthemtoseethenameofthatgreatbeast,oncesoterribleandfeared,sofreelycursedandreviledbyeveryschoolboy,letitbyallmeansincrease,andbeasmuchaspossiblenursedupandcherishedamongstus;andPlato,bendinghiswholeendeavourtomakehiscitizensvirtuous,alsoadvisesthemnottodespisethegoodreputeandesteemofthepeople;andsaysitfallsout,byacertainDivineinspiration,thateventhewickedthemselvesoft—times,aswellbywordasopinion,canrightlydistinguishthevirtuousfromthewicked。Thispersonandhistutorarebothmarvellousandboldartificerseverywheretoadddivineoperationsandrevelationswherehumanforceiswanting:
"Uttragicipoetaeconfugiuntaddeum,cumexplicareargumentiexitumnonpossunt:"
["Astragicpoetsflytosomegodwhentheycannotexplaintheissueoftheirargument。"——Cicero,DeNat。Deor。,i。20。]
andperadventure,forthisreasonitwasthatTimon,railingathim,calledhimthegreatforgerofmiracles。Seeingthatmen,bytheirinsufficiency,cannotpaythemselveswellenoughwithcurrentmoney,letthecounterfeitbesuperadded。’Tisawaythathasbeenpractisedbyallthelegislators:andthereisnogovernmentthathasnotsomemixtureeitherofceremonialvanityoroffalseopinion,thatservesforacurbtokeepthepeopleintheirduty。’Tisforthisthatmostofthemhavetheiroriginalsandbeginningsfabulous,andenrichedwithsupernaturalmysteries;’tisthisthathasgivencredittobastardreligions,andcausedthemtobecountenancedbymenofunderstanding;andforthis,thatNumaandSertorius,topossesstheirmenwithabetteropinionofthem,fedthemwiththisfoppery;one,thatthenymphEgeria,theotherthathiswhitehind,broughtthemalltheircounselsfromthegods。
AndtheauthoritythatNumagavetohislaws,underthetitleofthepatronageofthisgoddess,Zoroaster,legislatoroftheBactriansandPersians,gavetohisunderthenameoftheGodOromazis:Trismegistus,legislatoroftheEgyptians,underthatofMercury;Xamolxis,legislatoroftheScythians,underthatofVesta;Charondas,legislatoroftheChalcidians,underthatofSaturn;Minos,legislatoroftheCandiots,underthatofJupiter;Lycurgus,legislatoroftheLacedaemonians,underthatofApollo;andDracoandSolon,legislatorsoftheAthenians,underthatofMinerva。Andeverygovernmenthasagodattheheadofit;
theothersfalsely,thattruly,whichMosessetovertheJewsattheirdepartureoutofEgypt。ThereligionoftheBedouins,astheSiredeJoinvillereports,amongstotherthings,enjoinedabeliefthatthesoulofhimamongstthemwhodiedforhisprince,wentintoanotherbodymorehappy,morebeautiful,andmorerobustthantheformer;bywhichmeanstheymuchmorewillinglyventuredtheirlives:
"Inferrummenspronaviris,animaequecapacesMortis,etignavumestredituraeparcerevitae。"
["Men’smindsarepronetothesword,andtheirsoulsabletobeardeath;anditisbasetosparealifethatwillberenewed。"
——Lucan,i。461。]
Thisisaverycomfortablebelief,howevererroneous。Everynationhasmanysuchexamplesofitsown;butthissubjectwouldrequireatreatisebyitself。
Toaddonewordmoretomyformerdiscourse,Iwouldadvisetheladiesnolongertocallthathonourwhichisbuttheirduty:
"Utenimconsuetudoloquitur,idsolumdiciturhonestum,quodestpopularifamagloriosum;"
["Ascustomputsit,thatonlyiscalledhonestwhichisgloriousbythepublicvoice。"——Cicero,DeFinibus,ii。15。]
theirdutyisthemark,theirhonourbuttheoutwardrind。NeitherwouldIadvisethemtogivethisexcuseforpaymentoftheirdenial:forI
presupposethattheirintentions,theirdesire,andwill,whicharethingswhereintheirhonourisnotatallconcerned,forasmuchasnothingthereofappearswithout,aremuchbetterregulatedthantheeffects:
"Quxquianonliceat,nonfacit,illafacit:"
["Shewhoonlyrefuses,because’tisforbidden,consents。"
——Ovid,Amor。,ii。4,4。]
Theoffence,bothtowardsGodandintheconscience,wouldbeasgreattodesireastodoit;and,besides,theyareactionssoprivateandsecretofthemselves,aswouldbeeasilyenoughkeptfromtheknowledgeofothers,whereinthehonourconsists,iftheyhadnotanotherrespecttotheirduty,andtheaffectiontheybeartochastity,foritself。Everywomanofhonourwillmuchratherchoosetoloseherhonourthantohurtherconscience。
CHAPTERXVII
OFPRESUMPTION
Thereisanothersortofglory,whichisthehavingtoogoodanopinionofourownworth。’Tisaninconsiderateaffectionwithwhichweflatterourselves,andthatrepresentsustoourselvesotherthanwetrulyare:
likethepassionoflove,thatlendsbeautiesandgracestotheobject,andmakesthosewhoarecaughtbyit,withadepravedandcorruptjudgment,considerthethingwhichtheyloveotherandmoreperfectthanitis。
Iwouldnot,nevertheless,forfearoffailingonthisside,thatamanshouldnotknowhimselfaright,orthinkhimselflessthanheis;thejudgmentoughtinallthingstomaintainitsrights;’tisallthereasonintheworldheshoulddiscerninhimself,aswellasinothers,whattruthsetsbeforehim;ifitbeCaesar,lethimboldlythinkhimselfthegreatestcaptainintheworld。Wearenothingbutceremony:ceremonycarriesusaway,andweleavethesubstanceofthings:weholdbythebranches,andquitthetrunkandthebody;wehavetaughttheladiestoblushwhentheyhearthatbutnamedwhichtheyarenotatallafraidtodo:wedarenotcallourmembersbytheirrightnames,yetarenotafraidtoemploytheminallsortsofdebauchery:ceremonyforbidsustoexpressbywordsthingsthatarelawfulandnatural,andweobeyit:reasonforbidsustodothingsunlawfulandill,andnobodyobeysit。Ifindmyselfherefetteredbythelawsofceremony;foritneitherpermitsamantospeakwellofhimself,norill:wewillleaveherthereforthistime。
Theywhomfortune(callitgoodorill)hasmadeto,passtheirlivesinsomeeminentdegree,maybytheirpublicactionsmanifestwhattheyare;
buttheywhomshehasonlyemployedinthecrowd,andofwhomnobodywillsayawordunlesstheyspeakthemselves,aretobeexcusediftheytaketheboldnesstospeakofthemselvestosuchasareinterestedtoknowthem;bytheexampleofLucilius:
"IllevelutfidisarcanasodalibusolimCredebatlibris,nequesimalecesserat,usquamDecurrensalio,nequesibene:quofit,utomnis,VotivapateatveluridescriptatabellaVitasenis;"
["Heformerlyconfidedhissecretthoughtstohisbooks,astotriedfriends,andforgoodandevil,resortednotelsewhere:henceitcametopass,thattheoldman’slifeisthereallseenasonavotivetablet。"——Horace,Sat。,ii。I,30。]
healwayscommittedtopaperhisactionsandthoughts,andthereportrayedhimselfsuchashefoundhimselftobe:
"NecidRutilioetScaurocitrafidem;autobtrectationifuit。"
["NorwasthisconsideredabreachofgoodfaithoradisparagementtoRutiliusorScaurus。"——Tacitus,Agricola,c。I。]
Iremember,then,thatfrommyinfancytherewasobservedinmeIknownotwhatkindofcarriageandbehaviour,thatseemedtorelishofprideandarrogance。Iwillsaythis,bytheway,thatitisnotunreasonabletosupposethatwehavequalitiesandinclinationssomuchourown,andsoincorporateinus,thatwehavenotthemeanstofeelandrecognisethem:andofsuchnaturalinclinationsthebodywillretainacertainbent,withoutourknowledgeorconsent。ItwasanaffectationconformablewithhisbeautythatmadeAlexandercarryhisheadononeside,andcausedAlcibiadestolisp;JuliusCaesarscratchedhisheadwithonefinger,whichisthefashionofamanfulloftroublesomethoughts;andCicero,asIremember,waswonttopuckeruphisnose,asignofamangiventoscoffing;suchmotionsasthesemayimperceptiblyhappeninus。ThereareotherartificialoneswhichImeddlenotwith,assalutationsandcongees,bywhichmenacquire,forthemostpartunjustly,thereputationofbeinghumbleandcourteous:onemaybehumbleoutofpride。Iamprodigalenoughofmyhat,especiallyinsummer,andneveramsosalutedbutthatIpayitagainfrompersonsofwhatqualitysoever,unlesstheybeinmyownservice。IshouldmakeitmyrequesttosomeprinceswhomIknow,thattheywouldbemoresparingofthatceremony,andbestowthatcourtesywhereitismoredue;forbeingsoindiscreetlyandindifferentlyconferredonall,itisthrownawaytonopurpose;ifitbewithoutrespectofpersons,itlosesitseffect。
Amongstirregulardeportment,letusnotforgetthathaughtyoneoftheEmperorConstantius,whoalwaysinpublicheldhisheaduprightandstiff,withoutbendingorturningoneitherside,notsomuchastolookuponthosewhosalutedhimononeside,plantinghisbodyinarigidimmovableposture,withoutsufferingittoyieldtothemotionofhiscoach,notdaringsomuchastospit,blowhisnose,orwipehisfacebeforepeople。Iknownotwhetherthegesturesthatwereobservedinmewereofthisfirstquality,andwhetherIhadreallyanyoccultpronenesstothisvice,asitmightwellbe;andIcannotberesponsibleforthemotionsofthebody;butastothemotionsofthesoul,ImusthereconfesswhatIthinkofthematter。
Thisgloryconsistsoftwoparts;theoneinsettingtoogreatavalueuponourselves,andtheotherinsettingtoolittleavalueuponothers。
Astotheone,methinkstheseconsiderationsought,inthefirstplace,tobeofsomeforce:Ifeelmyselfimportunedbyanerrorofthesoulthatdispleasesme,bothasitisunjust,andstillmoreasitistroublesome;Iattempttocorrectit,butIcannotrootitout;andthisis,thatIlessenthejustvalueofthingsthatIpossess,andovervaluethings,becausetheyareforeign,absent,andnoneofmine;thishumourspreadsveryfar。Astheprerogativeoftheauthoritymakeshusbandslookupontheirownwiveswithaviciousdisdain,andmanyfatherstheirchildren;soI,betwixttwoequalmerits,shouldalwaysbeswayedagainstmyown;notsomuchthatthejealousyofmyadvancementandbetteringtroublesmyjudgment,andhindersmefromsatisfyingmyself,asthatofitselfpossessionbegetsacontemptofwhatitholdsandrules。Foreigngovernments,manners,andlanguagesinsinuatethemselvesintomyesteem;
andIamsensiblethatLatinalluresmebythefavourofitsdignitytovalueitaboveitsdue,asitdoeswithchildren,andthecommonsortofpeople:thedomesticgovernment,house,horse,ofmyneighbour,thoughnobetterthanmyown,Iprizeabovemyown,becausetheyarenotmine。